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#ok ill be doing my bio homework now
absurdumsid · 2 months
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just got home, drew these dummies otw
Murder! Sans belongs to ask-dusttale
Horror! Sans belongs to Sour-Apple-Studios
Killer! Sans belongs to rahafwabas
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tscmu · 4 years
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Hiiiiii i love your works!!! Could you do sugawara helping his s/o with a bunch of hwk that they've procrastinated on for so long they can't look at it without breaking down in tears and frustration??? thank youuuuu ❤️❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺🥺
ofc!!! i love him sm this is such a cute concept pls
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- so ur sitting there, barbecue sauce on ur tiddies with ur bio homework, almost just hitting your head on your desk multiple times bc it would just make it go away-
- you got it like two weeks ago, ur teacher knew it would take a while since it was about 10ish pages of just reading then two sides of a4 of questions....hell naw
- but you being the ace procrastinator you are managed to hold it off for a wholeass two weeks!!! until the night before it was due in!!! go you babe!!!!!!
- LUCKILY u have someone on speed dial 
- none other than our koushi sugawara
- mans is a biology nerd tell me otherwise he loves animals and the environment HHH IM IN LOVE WITH HIM PLS
- “hey sugar!!! :D” “can you please help me with my bio homework its stressing me out:((” “aRE YOU CRYING ILL BE THERE IN FIVE-” 
- and by five he meant seconds literally
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“yeah, thank you mrs l/n. ILL HELP YOU I PROMISE! I LOVE YOU! JUST DONT CRY, TELL ME YOURE NOT GONNA CRY!” you jumped up to hear him frantically running upstairs, your mothers light chuckle echoing behind him. 
“o-okay, i won’t cry!” you laughed a little, significantly more awake as he flung your room door open, pulling you into a hug, gentle yet meaningful.
“im here now, kay? itll be okay, youll be fine!” he stroked the back of your head, slowly entwining his fingers into the roots of your hair as you nuzzled your head into his neck, the scent of freshly baked cookies and fresh soap filling your nostrils. “now, let’s look at what this says sugar.” still half hugging you, he moved over to your bed, picking up the piece of paper with two fingers.
after a few minutes of him reading in silence, your head on his shoulder the whole time, he turned to you.
“ok, i get it! you calmed down, sugar?” you nodded, smiling. just from his presence even being there you were automatically happier, he had that effect on you. all the boys on the volleyball team laughed about it, teasing that you were wrapped around his finger, as he was yours, smitten with eachother.
“i know what that one means..” you pointed to question five, then picking up your notebook and showing him your little notes on it. “and that one. but its question two b thats confusing me.. and the rest of them, to be fair.” you laughed a little, as he smiled at you.
“thats okay! i understand them all, i think, so ill go through them with you one by one. ill stay here all night if i have to, sugar, you come first.” he kissed you on the head as he lifted the paper up so you could both see it from lying down, and started to explain the first question.
“ok.. i think i’m done!” you said, leaning back in your chair, making it move back a little as your boyfriend jumped awake from the bed.
“hm? yay, thats incredible sugar! let me see..” he motioned for you to bring the paper over, and his eyes drifted across the page, analysing your words. “perfect! that sentence theres really good, youd get full marks at an exam just for that sentence alone.. this is all amazing! im proud of you, darling.” he smiled as you hopped onto your bed, him pulling you in to be the little spoon.
“thank you, really. i love you so much.” you said, turning your body around to face his, you both nose to nose.
“i love you too, sugar.” he said before kissing you gently for a few seconds, pulling away for a moment before you kissed him back again, more powerfully, catching him off his guard. “oh, wait..” he pulled his phone out, and you felt yours buzz from the table.
deadchi- suga i know youre at y/ns but for GODS SAKE YOU BETTER NOT FALL ASLEEP IN PRACTICE
you- JESUS CALM DOWN also how did you know he was here- yoonbum that u
the holy spirit- heard my name
loml- I WONT I PROMISE PINKY PROMISE
salt- fuck off its 3am
milk boi- THEN WHY ARE YOU AWAKE-
queen- go to sleep pls im tired y/n back me up
simp 1- KIYOKO
simp 2- KIYOKO
you- OKAY WERE GONNA GO TO SLEEP NOW BYE
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thank u for requesting!!! box is always open kith kith
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Roommates
Type: One-Shot | Imagine about Shawn Mendes Rating: Rated R for Sexual Content Word Count: 3,281 Enjoy!
“911 What's your emergency?” the operator said.
“Hello?” the operator said.
“I need help” I whispered.
“Where are you located?” she asked.
“I don't know but send help” I said as I dropped the phone.
My head was pounding as I saw my blood run onto the ground. My surroundings started to get dark as I felt my eyes close. I tried to keep them open as long as I could. My breathing was shallow, and it started to get harder to breathe. I was calm and not panicking because I knew this was the end. I could hear the paramedics at the door trying to get in, I saw his body on the floor. He was slumped over in a pool of his blood, I tried to yell but my voice was gone. I closed my eyes as I saw shoes rushing in. My heart stopped and I could see my body resting on the ground. People all around me trying to get me to breathe, to have a pulse again. Could this be my ending, my tragic ending or was it my beautiful beginning?
1 year earlier.
I sat down in the chair as I was trying to figure everything out. I had already had my living situation under control, now I just needed to figure out my classes. The interview with my advisor went longer than I expected. I finished signing up for everything and rushed out of the building. I got to my car and got it in it, heading downtown to my job. I knew I was late but hopefully, they wouldn't mind. I parked around back and went inside, luckily my best friend punched my time card when I was supposed to clock in.
“You are already clocked in, get your apron and go” Becky said as he took my jacket and purse.
“Thank you so much. You are such a lifesaver” I said as I grabbed my apron and went to work.
I worked my shift and I even pulled a few extra hours. By the time I got to the apartment I was beyond tired, I fell asleep on the couch. It was a one-room apartment with a big price tag, I wondered who my roommate was. I answered the listing but never meet the roommate yet, I'm sure whoever it is would turn out ok. Worst came to show that we just didn't get along but who knew. In the morning I was not only awakened by the sun but whoever was in the kitchen. I sat up on the couch and ran my hand through my hair. I made my way into the kitchen, leaning against the door frame as I watched him cook. I knew it could only be one person but I didn't know who he was. He was making breakfast in just a pair of shorts, the sun peeking through the window. I walked into the kitchen and started to make coffee without saying anything.
“Morning” he said.
“Morning” I said as I looked at him.
“How did you sleep?” he questioned.
“Fine, you?” I asked.
“Fine” he went back to cooking breakfast.
I leaned against the counter as I waited for my coffee to make. I bite my lip thinking I just blew whatever we were going to be. I poured my cup of coffee and sit my coffee on the table, making my way back to the living room. I grabbed my laptop from my bag and made my way back to the kitchen. I sat down in the chair and turned my laptop on, by this time he was sitting down at the table eating.
“I didn't seem to catch your name” I broke the silence.
“I'm Shawn” he said.
“Its nice to meet you” I responded.
“Your name is?” he asked.
“I'm Y/N” I said.
“Why did you move to New York for?” he took a bite of his toast.
“Because I wanted to be a writer, I know crazy right” I said.
“No its not crazy, its a wild dream and I hope you make it” he said.
“Thank you” I said as I turned my focus onto my computer.
“So there is only one room, so did you want the room are you ok on the couch?” he asked.
“I'm fine on the couch” I nodded.
“You're sure?” he raised an eyebrow.
“Yea, it's your apartment so you should get the room” I took a sip from my coffee.  
He shrugged slightly as he got up from the table. He put his plate in the sink and made his way to the bedroom. I sat at the table and sipped on my coffee, looking out the window. My alarm on my phone went off reminding me that I had a class to get too. I shut my laptop down and put it in my bag, making my way out of the door. Thankfully the campus wasn't too far from the apartment so I could walk. I finally made it to my class found my seat and just took a deep breath. Shawn walked in right after me and sat right next to me.
“I guess we are taking the same class” he said.
“I guess so, you getting a business degree?” I asked.
“Yeah I am” he nodded.
“I just need the basics” I said as I pulled out my notebook.
“Notebook, old school” he smirked slightly.
“I learn better if I actually write things down” I said.
“That's cute” he smiled.
I rolled my eyes playfully as the class started. I caught myself a few times watching him and would have to refocus my attention. I kept trying to stay focus and actually learn something, I don't know why Shawn was such a distraction. The class ended and I put my stuff back in my bag.
“You haven't eaten anything yet, you should get something to eat” he said.
“Ill figure something out” I said.
“Lets go to lunch, I know this cute little cafe down the street” he got up from his seat.
“Sure” I looked at him.
Was I foolish to trust him so soon? To lead me down to a cafe that I've never been too. I pushed those thoughts out of my mind and followed him down to the cafe. I ordered a small sandwich and another cup of coffee. I got my food and found a table for us to sit down at. I sat down and waited for him to join me before I started to eat. We started to talk to get to know each other. I guess it would be for the best since we were actually living together.
“Big city for such a small town girl” he said.
“Yeah, I wanted a change” I looked at him.
“Sure love coffee” he nodded towards my cup.
“Its a must to survive” I smiled slightly.
“Never liked it” he admitted.
“What? How do you function?” I questioned this madness.
“Its just something you do, coffee isn't always the answer” he shrugged.
“If I don't have it I'm like a zombie” I said.
“you didn't look like one this morning, leaning against the door frame” he looked at me.
“You saw me?” I blushed slightly.
“Yeah I saw you” he said.
“I'm sorry” I said, I really didn't know what to say.
“Don't be sorry, I would do the same if the roles were reversed” he admitted.
“Really?” I asked.
“Yea since we never met before, I would be curious about what you would look like to” he said.
“Fair enough” I nodded.
“What other classes do you have?” he asked.
“Creative writing, writing, math and bio” I said.
“Nice list of classes, I have math and bio too. I wonder if we have the same schedule” he said.
I pulled out my phone and showed him my schedule and indeed we had the same classes. All besides my writing classes but it was nice to actually have someone I knew in my classes. Since this was such a big city and campus, I didn't know anyone but him. I left the cafe after lunch and went to my other classes of the day. At the end of the day luckily I didn't have to work. I made my way back to the apartment and started on my homework. Shawn walked in and was followed but a few people.
“Hey Y/N this is Drake, Cash, Destiny, and Brittney” Shawn said.
“Nice to meet you” I looked up from my book.
“We are going to be in my room, we'll try to keep it down” Shawn said.
“Yeah right” Cash said as he rolled his eyes.
“Its fine” I turned my attention back onto my book.
“Are you really going to be studying all night, come on loosen up and have some fun” Britney said.
“I guess I could” I put my book down.
By midnight the music was blaring and the alcohol had set in. We were all pretty hammered and everything became funny. It was the most fun I've had in days, no stress and no worries. It was exactly what I needed, to free my mind then maybe I could actually get something written.  
“Lets play spin the bottle, or seven minutes in heaven” Destiny said.
“Sounds fun” I said.
She got the bottle out and placed it on the floor. We all gathered around the bottle and Destiny started the game. It landed on Cash so they started to make out. She pulled away and handed me the bottle, I spun it and it landed on Shawn. I got up from where I was sitting and leaned in. He placed his hand against my cheek and kissed me softly. I kept the kiss between us, resting my hand against his chest. I totally forgot that there were other people in the room as the kiss started to grow more intense.
“Excuse we are still here” Destiny said.
“Sorry” I bite my lip as I sat back down.
“I'm not up for playing anymore” Shawn said.
“Uh huh,” Cash rolled his eyes.
“I need to go back to studying anyway” I got up and went back onto the couch.
I covered up in my blanket and went back to studying. I don't know what they were doing since they moved to the bedroom. I put my headphones in and started playing music, music always helped me study better. I guess I zoned out because I didn't realize that they left. I got up and made my way to the kitchen, getting a glass of water.
“Late night?” Shawn leaned against the door frame.
“Yeah, I guess” I said as I leaned against the counter.
“So did you enjoy tonight?” he asked as he walked towards me.
“It was interesting” I said.
“Well my friends are interesting” he smirked as he reached to grab a cup. He was right in front of me, I could smell him as he grabbed the glass.
“Did you have fun?” I asked as he took a step back.
“Yea I did” he smiled as he looked at me.
“That's good, I should get back to studying” I said.
“Are we going to talk about the kiss?” he questioned.
“No” I said as I moved past him going back to the living room.
I sat back on the couch and went back to studying. I could feel that he was watching me but I tried to push it out of my mind. I looked towards the kitchen and didn't see anything, I shook my head as I couldn't believe I thought he was watching me. I placed my book down and laid back on the couch, falling asleep pretty quickly. Over the next few weeks we didn't talk about the kiss. Even though I wanted it to mean something more but I didn't want things to move so quickly. I just moved in and on the same night make out with my roommate. I got back from my class and sat on the couch, I just wanted this day to end. I was late to work so I got fired then I was late to class and got embarrassed in front of the class. It was a day from hell. I laid back against the couch and closed my eyes, trying to erase this day fro my mind.
“Bad day?” he asked as he walked in.
“The worst” I said as I opened my eyes.
“Anything I can do to help?” he asked.
“No, ill be alright. Might be late on the rent” I sat up.
“That's fine, I have it covered” he sat next to me.
“Thank you” I said.
“I really didn't need the help, just wanted a roommate” he placed his hand on my leg.
“Oh, well, thank you for choosing me” I looked at him.
“I didn't think we would actually see each other. Having the same classes and living together” he said.
“Yea I know, its crazy how things work out” I said.
He placed his hand against my chin, turning my face towards his. He brushed his thumb against my cheek as our eyes connected. He leaned in placing his lips against mine, kissing me softly. I slowly started to kiss him back resting my hand against his chest. He placed his hands against my hips, pulling me closer to him. I kept the kiss between us as I sat on his lap. I pulled on his shirt as the kiss started to turn more intense. He moved his hips towards mine, allowing me to feel his boner through his pants. He placed his lips against my neck, slowly laying me back against the couch. Moving over top of me, sucking against my neck. His hands traveling up my sides, pulling up my shirt. I leaned up raising my arms up as he removed my shirt. He reached behind my back and unsnapped my bra. Throwing it down on the floor, moving his lips against my collar bone. I laid my head back and started to moan, he slowly moved down my body. Kissing my belly edging closer to the top of my pants. He looked up at me and smirked, gripping my pants with his hands. I lifted my hips up as he slipped them off. He kissed up my legs, softly kissing my inner thighs. Moving closer to my panties, gently taking his teeth and pulling them off. He moved between my legs kissing me softly, tracing his finger along my thigh. I leaned into the kiss as I started to remove his shirt. He pulled it off and threw it onto the floor as he placed his lips back against mine. He got up from the couch and removed his pants and boxers. Grabbing a condom from his pocket before moving back over top of me. I looked up at him watching him as he slipped the condom over himself. He lined himself up with my entrance and pushed slowly into me. I took a deep breath in as I felt him enter me. He reached up grabbing my hand, linking our fingers as he started to thrust into me. I started moving my hips towards his, letting out a few moans. He moved his body closer to mine. Sucking against my neck as he continued to thrust. I arched my back as I could feel myself edging closer to an orgasm. He started to moan in my ear, gripping my ass in his hand. I climaxed against him moaning his name. As he felt me tighten around him he thrust a few more times before climaxing. He slipped himself out of me and threw the condom away in the trash can. He reached for my hand, I grabbed his hand as I got off the couch. He pulled me into his room and closed the door. We got into bed and just snuggled with each other. I rested my head against his chest and traced patterns on his stomach. I started to drift off to sleep when someone started knocking on the door.
“Ill get it” he said.
“Sure” I laid back against the pillows.
He went to see who it was and it was Destiny. I could hear them arguing so I got up and put one of his shirts on. I slipped on a pair of his boxers as well. I peeked out the bedroom door trying to see what was going on. She pushed him and continued to yell. He was yelling just as much as she was but I couldn't figure out what it was about.
“You sleeping with her?” Destiny crossed her arms.
“I doesn't have anything to do with you Destiny!” He said.
“Really? You really do that?” she said.
“I'm single remember” he said as he sat on the couch.
“I can't believe you would do this!” She yelled and walked out of the apartment.
“Cant believe what?” I asked as I stood in the door frame.
“Its complicated” he said as he held his head down.
“Did you just cheat? Or something?” I asked.
“Yea bitch!” Destiny said as she walked back in.
“Excuse me” I said as I turned to face her.
“You heard me! You should get your shit and leave” she said.
“Who's going to make me?” I asked.
“I will” she got into my face.
“HEY!” Shawn said as he got between us.
“Shawn is mine” Destiny said.
“Y/N just got into my room please” he said as he grabbed my arms.
“Control your pest” I rolled my eyes and walked into the bedroom.
Once again they started to yell at each other. I sat in the bedroom for as long as I could take her mouth. I went back out to the living room and saw that she had thrown my stuff all over the place. I pushed her from Shawn and we got into a fight. That was the last thing I remembered before waking up in his bed. I sat up and had a rushing headache, I placed my hands against my head. Shawn walked in with an ice pack and sat next to me. I couldn't remember what happened, nor did I know what happens to Destiny. I placed the ice against my head and just looked at him.
“I'm sorry” he said.
“What happened?” I asked.
“You pushed her then she pushed you. You lost your balance and fell. I told her to leave” he said.
“Are you two together?” I asked.
“No we aren't” he looked me in the eyes as he said those words.
“Ok” I nodded and laid back.
Something in me just told me that she would be a problem. I needed to figure something out if I wanted to be with Shawn. I wanted to be with Shawn we just had the connection but Destiny needed to be out of the picture.
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any of the unusualish asks
Ill answer all of them also this is the first thing to ever be sent to this blog so congratulations! You're the first!
who’s your celebrity crush?
Donr have one
are you single or taken?
Single as of recent
rant. just do it
i suppose i could rant about a few topics.
COME BACK LATER
do you think its ok to separate the artist from the art?
Im not sure what you mean but if you mean removing a watermark or stealing credit then no.
how many accounts do you have?
3, this is my fanfic blog, my main is in my bio and a have a last one for an undertale au
how many pairs of shoes do you have?
3 if you dont count my one pair of slippers (1 pair was bought for me as a gift, 1 pair was given to my aunt who then gave it to me, and the last i share with my mom since they're technically hers but i just love boots)
opinion on… (specify to the person you’re asking to)
Well you didnt specify so ill just go with you!
Very kind and fun to talk to but we dont talk much and i wish we did more! You're willing to play the weird games i know of (the animal game ect) so thats fun and you're very open minded. You have some problems mentally and sometimes physically but i do too so we get along very well.
how many accounts do you follow?
I cant count them all
favorite brand of clothing?
Dont have one
name a dog
3B-027. Idk man id name a dog that
what unusual talent do you have?
I have sharp teeth and a strong jaw so i could bite a good chunk out of someones arm if i tried.
what’s the most interesting schools gossip you’ve ever heard?
Some bitch named megan liked the new kid who had been there for less then a day and claimed they were dating even tho she didnt know his name
ever prank called a store?
Nah
what’s your coffee order?
Dont have one, i dont usually drink coffee
what’s a question do you constantly get asked?
"Are you twins?" when me and my brother are in the same room
if you had to get a tattoo right now, what would you get and where?
I'd get a tattoo of my mothers name with cat ears and a tail as well as her birthday
google the top song from the year you were born
No One
Alicia Keys · 2007
rant about your favorite musician 
Ok so they're called cosmo sheldrake and their music so weird but really cool and i like it so much its unreal because its super dooper catchy but its also really peaceful my favorite song is Pelicans We and The Moss
what’s your favorite teacher you’ve ever had?
Ms Mast from 3rd grade, she knew i was gay before I knew i was gay
describe your blog in 3-5 words
Sassy bitch rarely writes
what’s a conspiracy you believe in?
None
if you could see any concert tonight what would you choose?
Cavetowns next one
if you could break one of your bad habits which would you choose?
Over eating
can you dance? sing?
I can sing, cant dance tho, im willing to post a video of me singing if someone asked but no one does
what’s something you can’t stop buying?
Nothing, im poor.
crowds or small groups?
Small groups
how long before a trip do you pack?
Idk, a few days
what celebrity would you rate a PERFECT 10?
Tom holand, 10/10 man has a frog in his mouth
what quote or inspirational setting do you think is bs?
Think postive. I hate it when people fuckin say that bullshit.
if you had to dye your hair an unnatural color right now, what would you choose?
Shinso purple or todoroki white
you can change one thing about your life right now. what are you changing?
The universe i live in and the family
how old do you get mistaken for?
13-16
what do you think about a lot
My own death, ocs, fanfics, things i could of done better
do you like your hogwarts house or do you wish you were a different one?
Im cool with being a ravenclaw
what does home mean to you?
Its where you make it, sometimes its people and sometimes its just a town.
what do you think you’d be arrested for?
Vandalism or murder of pedos and nazis
have you ever been called down to the principals office?
Yeah, alot.
post a picture of the outfit you would choose if you could have any outfit you wanted
Soft irl but p sassy
Hair and all
describe your aesthetic
answer with one of your ‘school memes’ (inside jokes you have with your class/grade) with no explanation 
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Goddamn it mason stop eating the fucking spoons/what happened to your school assignment?
I ate it.
I-it was a 3 page homework assignment.. It was paper..
Yeah it didnt taste that good.
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rebornghostgirl · 5 years
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Character Sheet!
Basics FULL NAME. Athena Tesla Scott
PRONUNCIATION. Uh-the-na
NICKNAME. Nutjob, thena, crazy science girl
GENDER. Cis female HEIGHT. 5'5
AGE. 14 when she died, but has grown to 19... Her body accommodates from a 14 year to a 19 year old body as well as mentality. Making the character appropriately 18+.
ZODIAC. Aries SPOKEN LANGUAGES. English, High school German, Bits and bytes, Gaelic.
𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬 ! HAIR COLOR. White EYE COLOR. Both are silver eyes... Dark brown in life
SKIN TONE. In ghostly form she's a very darkish blue. If she tries to seem more lifelike she's a chocolate skinned black girl. BODY TYPE. Very thin and pettite, she forgets to eat and is in her lab reading to really have some weight.
ACCENT. Oof, she has a british/Scottish accent that mixes in with a southern one. VOICE. An alto. Often sounding bubbly and cute. Shaky at times, but when she yells she sounds more stern.
DOMINANT HAND. Ambidextrous at birth. POSTURE. Hunched over something always. A book, computer, invention, most of the time you'll always see her back till she turns to you and pops it. Other than that she stands up in a relaxed posture.
SCARS. She has scars on her hands and fingers from hurting herself with her science experiments. Her thighs have slashes from a related experiment. She has a stabbing mark in her back from the betrayal of someone she thought was her friend. She has scars that look like lightning covering her body starting from her left arm and coarsed it's way to her left shoulder and torso. All scars are covered by her attire minus the hands.
She doesn't like to talk about them.
TATTOOS. None BIRTHMARKS. None MOST NOTICEABLE FEATURE(S). Her white short hair as well as her eyes are one. She also sparks from her body when she emotes and it changes color for each mood. She can have multiple colors for mixed feelings. Red for angry, orange for hunger, yellow for happiness, green for sick, blue for sadness, indigo for tiredness, purple for thinking, white for excited, black for fear, pink for lovesick. When she's neutral she emits gray and teal sparks.
𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 ! PLACE OF BIRTH. In the basement of a university science lab. HOMETOWN. London
BIRTH WEIGHT. 6pounds, 8 ounces BIRTH HEIGHT. 16 inches
MANNER OF BIRTH. Natural, mother had help from medical students.
FIRST WORDS. Safety glasses on...
SIBLINGS. Aries and her dog pallas which she considers a sister. Adoptive brother Timmy whom she adores.
PARENTS. Dr. Zeus Washington Carver and Dr. Metis Curie (Yes my greek mythology fans or/and science history buffs you are sensing a pattern with the names here)
Adoptive parents are Sen. George and Madame Maddie Scott
Beauregard Ghast: the Ghost Host
PARENTAL INVOLVEMENT. Dr. Zeus is a power hungry mad biochem scientist hell bent on world domination. He believes that since the world is burning up that he shall be its savior; unfortunately thaat plan involves killing millions of innocent people.
Dr. Metis was a fresh biochem graduate and fell in love with him before she knew of his evil tendencies. She got pregnant and had twins: Athena and Ares. Zeus was angry and lashed out at her at the news imploring she gets rid of them, but Metis wanted them and when they where born Zeus forged her signature to give up the babies and she dissapeared without a trace. Its unknown where is she today.
Ares grew up in a abusive orphanage while Athena was adopted into a life of luxury. But it didn't made her happy. Her adoptive father and mother was neglectful to her and her little bro, Timmy. George really just wanted the people of colors' votes.
In death Athena found the haunted mansion after seeing a Disney ad. Where she found Beau and he has became her adoptive father who loves and respects her. She loves him dearly.
𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 ! OCCUPATION. College student, bio major...
CURRENT RESIDENCE. Gracey Manor, aka The Haunted Mansion. She uses her portal gun to attend Monster's university. (She goes there because she can *blows raspberry*)
CLOSE FRIENDS. Ares (recently they used to be enemies), Pallas, Drossy (kind of, she has a feeling she doesn't like her), Caitlin: the butler of the mansion(low key calls them mom),
RELATIONSHIP STATUS. Single
FINANCIAL STATUS. I could write she's a ghost she don't need money but nah... Right now she has 3 dollars and is in thousands of dollars in debt. Thanks college!
DRIVER’S LICENSE. Apparently she does have a licence for every vehicle you can think of. But she drives wild and has a lead foot.
CRIMINAL RECORD. None, but her science antics has caught the attention of the FBI numerous times, unbeknownst to anyone. I mean the girl went to space numerous times. Secretly, she steals alcohol from the cellar...
𝐬𝐞𝐱 & 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 ! SEXUAL ORIENTATION. Pan ROMANTIC ORIENTATION. Pan
EMOTIONAL ROLE. submissive | dominant | switch PREFERRED SEXUAL ROLE. submissive | dominant | switch
LIBIDO. High. Really high. I mean... To the moon high...
TURN ONS. Sensitivity, hugs, impressing her with extensive knowledge. Telling her that she's yours and yours alone, Role playing that she's your slave with safety words. (Trying to keep it kinda pg), Any roleplaying with safety words, exploding stuff in a lab. Finding a new piece of scientific knowledge. Mutual pleasure
TURN OFFS. Lies, breaking a promise, not making sure she's all right with anything, the partner isn't having any fun, hurting her sensitive areas. Mentioning her scars.
LOVE LANGUAGE. Introverted and shy, she's not an easy one to get close to. She has walls and barriers around herself, but once she trusts you and has fallen in love. She loves you to death and will protect you fiercely. She makes sure you're all right before herself, even if its not good for her. She's very cuddly and will hug, kiss, and cuddle you as much as you want. She does want your attention though and will squeeze her way near you to get it. She's a little yandere-ish but not psycho and will give you some space. But its the obsessive clingy behavior that makes her in the catagory. Tootie from the fairly odd parents is the best example.
RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES. She's a little yandere-ish to everyone she loves so she always wants to spend time with them and will over protect them. This is due to her neglectful parents emotionally abusing Timmy and especially, the death of Pallas. But she can be reasoned with and she will try to control her anxiety. She apologizes constantly and doesnt want to harm anyone so she makes sure everyone is alright. Other times She's a little distant but only cause she thinks you need space.
𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 ! CHARACTER’S THEME SONG. 'Lucky Orb ft. Hatsune Miku' or 'Contact by Daft Punk' couldn't pick
HOBBIES TO PASS TIME. In the lab doing science s***, or in her room doing homework. Or She's all over the mansion exploring, taking samples, trying to figure out that interdimentional staircase, in the pool. Gazing at the organist from afar. Playing with Pallas. Riding her motorcycle. Binge eating food, scowling Ebay for Hatsune Miku figures and stuff. And then passing out, sleeping for hours after doing all of that for 2 days straight.
MENTAL ILLNESSES. Depression and anxiety.
PHYSICAL ILLNESSES. None
LEFT OR RIGHT BRAINED: Left brained. But does lean a little to the right.
PHOBIAS. Insectiphobia and Arachniphobia... Just all bugs... Fears that her loved ones will get hurt by her hands or by something else she could've protected them from. Fears that She's useless and crazy.
SELF CONFIDENCE LEVEL. Off and on. Some cases she knows something is going to work and is proud. Other cases she thinks she's going to fail and that she'll get yelled at again. She's working on it though. Learning how to fail, why its ok to make mistakes, that betrayal isn't the end of the world. That yes bad things happen but good things will too.
VULNERABILITIES. Physically: Her sparks can give her location even when invisble. She hasn't figured out how to control them yet. They can also catch something else on fire and electrocute somebody else. If its bad you can smell her burning.
Weak knees... Go for her legs.
Emotionally: Go for the guilt trip. She can easily be made to think something is her fault. She can also be manipulated into thinking 'rationally' and may end up doing a henious act when she thought she was doing good. Easily pressured to do anything you want especially if it will 'help' people.
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jiilys · 7 years
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my sort of thing
Remus Lupin to Sirius Black: turn down gasolina
Sirius Black: ur literally miles away
Remus Lupin: are you playing it
Sirius Black: well yeah
Remus Lupin: turn it down
Lily Evans to Sirius Black: tell potter to stop trying to engage me with fruit based wordplay
Sirius Black: he’ll be gutted
Sirius Black: also how did u get this number
Lily Evans: its written in the girls bathroom with TWAT over it
Sirius Black: and u assumed it was me
Lily Evans: well potter doesnt have an 021 number
Peter Pettigrew to gross gang: DISASTER ALERT
Peter Pettigrew: the vending machine ate my dollar and didnt give me my crisps
Peter Pettigrew to gross gang: stop seening me
James Potter to crew (cuts should b our new Look™): U LOT ARE NEVER GOING TO FUCKING BELIEVE THIS
James Potter to Lily Evans: i cant believe u rear ended me
Lily Evans: i said id cover the damage
James Potter: will u get my personalized plate fixed
Lily Evans: i’ll do u one better and buy u a new one
James Potter to Lily Evans: so my ‘’’’personalized plate’’’’’ just arrived
James Potter: it’s a bit of paper with ‘shitbitch’ on it
Lily Evans: i also drew a border
Sirius Black: to if we renacted Lizzie McGuire (2001-2004) who would be lizzie: if there was a nuclear apocalypse i would save any dog over all of u
Remus Lupin: what brought this on
Sirius Black: just saw a dog and wanted 2 be clear  
Peter Pettigrew to James Potter: why is there a piece of paper with ‘shitbitch’ on it on ur car
Sirius Black to James Potter: im in the assembly hall replacing all the trophies with vodka bottles
James Potter: no ur not
James Potter: cause im in the assembly hall replacing the curtains with glad wrap
Sirius Black: nah im in dumstrams assembly hall
James Potter: we dont go to dumstram
Sirius Black: whats ur point
James Potter to Lily Evans: remember last night when u asked me what my favourite kitchen utensil was
Lily Evans: no
James Potter: it was after beer pong but before you dumped a bag of flour on my head and called me a snowman
Lily Evans: still no
James Potter: well anyway ive had a thought and decided its the can opener
Peter Pettigrew to sirius you are neither cool nor a drug dealer: the assemblies projector is impossible to hack
Remus Lupin: don’t say hack when ur just swapping the DVDs
Peter Pettigrew: u never let me b cool
James Potter to Lily Evans: can i borrow ur chem hmw
James Potter: by borrow i mean copy
Lily Evans: i didnt do it i was gunna ask u
Lily Evans to Remus Lupin: hey remus
Remus Lupin: i didnt do the chem homework either
Lily Evans: bye remus
James Potter to can giraffes get ripped: if evans asks I dont know who coldplay is
Sirius Black to Lily Evans: potter loves coldplay and went to their concert in 2011
Peter Pettigrew to Lily Evans: james’ favourite coldplay song is charlie brown
Remus Lupin to Lily Evans: if u play ‘fix you’ once james has had one (1) beer he will tear up and pretend its hay fever  
James Potter to can giraffes get ripped: no one here has any fucking loyalty
Peter Pettigrew to it should be pengu not pingu: sirius u ate all the humus and now mums pissed
Sirius Black: did u tell liz it was me
Sirius Black: say it was lupin
Remus Lupin: do not
Sirius Black changed the group name to (do it pete) get fucked remus
Unknown to James Potter: i think we need to get our stories straight
James Potter: who is this ??
Unknown: lily obvsly
Unknown: im using a burner in case the police hack my phone
James Potter: christ
James Potter: we spilt water on one library book
Unknown: so long dickweed im going underground
James Potter: does this mean ur missing bake off
Unknown: no obvsly ill go after bake off im not an animal
James Potter to Sirius Black: would u marry me to stop me from getting deported
Sirius Black: obviously
Sirius Black: why
James Potter: just checking
Sirius Black to Lily Evans: u want me and james 2 punch avery 4 the calling u poor thing
Lily Evans: no
Lily Evans: do not do that
Sirius Black: wish youd sent this earlier
Lily Evans: i replied literally a minute after u sent this
Lily Evans: sirius what have u done
Lily Evans to James Potter: i dont need you lot punching people for me its really not on
James Potter: technically i was keying avery’s car so didn’t punch anyone
James Potter: however sirius did
James Potter: also remus
James Potter: peter was in the bathroom
James Potter: also u coating mulciber’s locker with rotten banana after he ripped remus’ bag last week was ‘really not on’ either but you still did it
Sirius Black to Remus Lupin: u look awful did u sleep last night
Sirius Black: go home
Remus Lupin: i cant miss bio
Sirius Black: ill go for u
Remus Lupin: u dont take bio
Sirius Black: irrelevant
James Potter to Lily Evans: if i didn’t know better id say u were getting detentions just to see me
Lily Evans: good thing u know better then
Lily Evans to Sirius Black: am currently covered in greek yoghurt & hiding in slughorns toilet
Sirius Black: hot
Lily Evans: that was meant for james
Lily Evans: also whats wrong with you  
Lily Evans to James Potter: U DRAGGED ME TO THIS FUCKING MOVIE AND UR FUCKING LATE
Lily Evans: UNBELIEVABLE
Lily Evans: IM SITTING IN THE CINEMA ALONE
Lily Evans: oh
Lily Evans: ok Slight Problem i am in the Wrong Cinema
Remus Lupin to Peter Pettigrew: tell sirius his bag is open
Peter Pettigrew: why don’t u tell him
Remus Lupin: im not speaking to him bc he said james glasses’ made me look like a wombat
Peter Pettigrew to peter doesnt eat the carrot skin and Its Weak: just saw evans eating a lemonade ice block
Sirius Black: theyre famously bland u have to drop her james
James Potter: fat chance
Lily Evans to James Potter: if/when we’re on a panel show our team name will be pottered plants
Lily Evans: dont u dare seen this ive never been funnier
Sirius Black to loser lane: good morning friends
Sirius Black: get fucked peter
Peter Pettigrew: i SAID SORRY i didn’t know it was ur bagel  
Sirius Black: lupin tell peter that i am not speaking to him
Remus Lupin: peter, sirius says he wants to blow you
Peter Pettigrew: i decline
Sirius Black: u fucking what
Sirius Black: it would be THE HONOUR OF YOUR LIFE to get blown by me u fucking heathen
Lily Evans to James Potter: sirius just said i look pretty and didnt ask to borrow gas money after
James Potter: unheard of
James Potter: you do look pretty tonight
Lily Evans: cheers
Lily Evans: youve never said that to me before are you sneaking wine behind slughorns back
James Potter: no
James Potter (yes)
James Potter: if i said u looked pretty every time you did id never say anything else
Sirius Black: to hmu bitch: who took my FUCKING LAVA LAMP
James Potter: u don’t even use it
Sirius Black: give it back judas
James Potter to Lily Evans: i hate everyone here
Lily Evans: dont let sirius hear u say that
James Potter: hes making out with mcdonald he cant hear anything
James Potter: if you were here this would be bearable
Lily Evans: nah id just drink ur beer and be annoying
James Potter: true
James Potter: still want you here like mad
Lily Evans to Remus Lupin: can u die from eating to much pasta
Remus Lupin: why would i know this
Sirius Black to Lily Evans: heard ur dying
Sirius Black: can i have ur nice waterbottle
Lily Evans to James Potter: come over please
James Potter: you alright?
James Potter: you never say please when you ask me round
Lily Evans: everything has gone a little bit horrible and petunia has left and i have broken a plate
Lily Evans: please come and do that thing you do where everything isnt as bad when youre here
James Potter to Peter Pettigrew: when im in india can u feed the fish
Peter Pettigrew: ?? u don’t have fish
James Potter: yes we do theyre in the pond
Peter Pettigrew: sirius has pushed me into that pond 17 times ive never seen any fish
James Potter: hold on
James Potter: ur never going to believe this my mum has been playing this fish joke on me for seven fucking years im
James Potter: WHY WOULD ANYONE JOKE ABT SOMETHING LIKE THIS
Lily Evans to James Potter: christ i miss u
Lily Evans: didnt realise how serious that would sound over text
Lily Evans: its just its only been four days since u left but i have 983293 things to tell u and ur not here
Lily Evans: anyway
Lily Evans: i feel like an idiot goodnight
James Potter to Lupin more like LupLAME: I HAVE RETURNED  
Sirius Black: did u bring gifts
James Potter: no
Sirius Black: go back
Lily Evans to Remus Lupin: not 2 b dramatic but anything james can do i can do better
Lily Evans: including eating the most grapes in 2 minutes which i have just proven
Remus Lupin: are you two ever just normal
Remus Lupin changed the group name to uncultured shits
James Potter: we’re not uncultured just cause we dont like crackers
Sirius Black: i love crackers but only with caviar
Remus Lupin: dont align yourself with me
James Potter to Lily Evans: thanks for the oranges
James Potter: also why the oranges
Lily Evans: because you like them and our neighbors tree is low hanging  
James Potter: oh
James Potter: shit im glad i know you
Lily Evans to Sirius Black: james just fell in the parking lot and set off a car alarm
Sirius Black: typical
Sirius Black: i cant believe you want to fuck this guy
Lily Evans: yeah
Lily Evans: WAIT
Remus Lupin to Sirius Black: so u know today when james nearly died trying to jump off the assembly balcony to win a fiver
Sirius Black: i think i do recall
Remus Lupin: remember when he was on the ground and everyone was yelling and you asked me what the number for 000 was
Sirius Black: i was STRESSED
Remus Lupin: this isnt about you do you know what lily said to peter abt james
Remus Lupin: peter was bein all dramatic and said ‘hes dying’
Remus Lupin: and lily said ‘dont be ridiculous he would never do that to me’
Sirius Black: when are they going to fuck
Remus Lupin: yeah i thought it was rather romantic myself
Lily Evans to James Potter: at the risk of sounding like a tit im rlly tired of not kissing you
Lily Evans: as in i would really very much like to kiss you now and often
Lily Evans: its so late and i like you so much
Lily Evans: you always know how to make me laugh
James Potter: open your window
Lily Evans: its three in the morning
James Potter: if i keep running these red lights like i am i should be outside urs in 3 minutes  
Lily Evans: oh thank god
Sirius Black to if birds get the flu can they still call it bird flu??: james has changed his profile pic from The Boys™ to one of him and lil
James Potter: why are you talking abt me like im not in this chat
Sirius Black: lupin, tell potter im not speaking to him
Remus Lupin: james, sirius says he wants to blow you
James Potter: id rather he didnt
Sirius Black: WHY DOES NO ONE WANT ME TO BLOW THEM WHEN WILL I FIND REAL MATES
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so-not-that-cool · 6 years
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so this is what has been on my mind this morning...
the last month i’ve been feeling ok. classes have calmed down so even with work craziness and lots of overtime, i’m doing alright.
for 4 months before that i had the worst suicidal ideation period of my life.
for about 3 months preceding i was writing 150,000 words. i felt mostly good.
the 6 months before that i was depressed and facing writer’s block. family tragedy and the state of the country contributed a lot. 
in 2016, i was in class 48/52 weeks full time. that year feels like 2 years in my life because i was so busy and so focused. i spent 8 hours every saturday on homework. i missed out on entire cultural phenomenon because of it. it was weird, but i wasn’t mentally doing that bad. (despite the family tragedy, mystery illnesses, losing friends, changing jobs, etc that occurred). 
that year i gave up doing a lot of things i loved. i didn’t craft, i make any videos that weren’t for class... it felt like i wasn’t even that person anymore. 
at the end of 2015 i was in a biology program that took up most of my free time and i wrote my novel. i spent that summer in a deep depression (something called bridal blues) and the spring busy with the bio program and planning a wedding (I made all the decor and flower arrangements myself).
In all this time I was also employed 40 hours a week. I’m burning out fast. if you go back before 2015, i was working two jobs (clocking over 50 hours a week sometimes) and barely making enough money to pay bills, OR i was completely unemployed. I was unemployed (but did not seek government benefits, which was stupid) for 20 weeks between 2013/14. that’s nearly half a year. 
but never in any of this time, even when i was extremely busy and productive, did i feel mentally in control. most of the time i was anxious or depressed. during the 150,000 word sprint this year i felt manic. 
I started taking something for my anxiety a month ago. i’m not feeling good, but i feel a little more even. like good enough that i can try to do the things you’re supposed to do to feel good. i think that’s all medication really should be expected to do: get you to the level that you are able to do the things that have been proven to improve mental health — eat right, sleep right, and exercise, talk to a therapist and your support group. even if most days i don’t succeed in doing any of those, idk i’m closer to feeling ok.
it’s weird because, i was not depressed when i started the 150,000 word sprint. i felt good all the time. then i felt crazy in very different way. like everything was bursting out of my brain. like i was high, and then i crashed worse than i ever crashed. i could BARELY spend time around other people (which my job requires) and I could barely even drive because 1 i would dissociate and sort of “wake up” having driven 25 miles and 2 when i was present while driving my brain would be like “hey, kill yourself” and i would be like “no thank you” and it would be like “ok, i’ll ask again tomorrow.” so that was painful and horrifying. 
basically i just don’t know what to make of all of it. i’ve been in therapy a few times in this time but i let the trauma of poverty in my childhood tell me that going to a doctor is too expensive. i just can’t find a period of my life were my mental state wasn’t precariously placed garbage and i don’t know what to do. even what i’m taking now costs 40$ a month so i worry about taking it everyday because it’s going to be expensive. i don’t want to bring children into this crazy circus. i’m exhausted and i doubt quitting school will fix it but it’s so tempting right now. the competitive atmosphere some people create in the program is definitely making my mental health worse and makes me feel like i don’t deserve to be there, despite people in my classes telling me they like my work best, including sometimes the teachers.
and grad school will be impossible if this tax plan passes, so...
i don’t know what to say. i just don’t feel good, i guess. 
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