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thisbipuff-isaswiftie · 2 years

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Hi!!

I want to request a Shawn angst imagine, please.

Something about sylvie or someone from his team talking about the reader behind her/they back and she/they feeling angry and telling shawn but he didn't believe it and having a fight but then he heard them talking bad about the reader again and trying to apologize, you decide if the end.

Only if you're comfortable to do it, love the work! Keep going!

Thanks for the request, honey!!!!!

I'm sorry if this is not that good, but I really hope u like it~

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Big Deal | Shawn Mendes

Warning: Angst, fights, cursing.

Containing: boyfriend!Shawn, girlfriend!reader, Jerk!Shawn, Artist!Reader

pairing: You and shawn mendes

You loved Shawn so much. You have been his girlfriend for 19 months now and now as you remembered how you had met, you laughed hysterically. You met him at an art exhibition, where he came, disguised in a black hoodie, a cap, and a mask. You had run into him while staring at the paintings on the wall, and almost screamed when you saw him like that. At first, you thought he was a thief or something, and seeing you freak out, he thought you had recognized him. So he had quickly pulled you aside and made you calm down.

You remembered the way you were so confused when he said that you knew who he was and he begged you to not tell anybody. But seeing your confused face, he pulled down his mask-making your mouth shut and your eyes wide. Honestly, you weren't a big fan of him back at that time, you never liked pop so you never even knew him as such. But you had heard of him from your friends and knew very well just who he was and why he had pulled you aside. When you had figured out just what had happened and the misunderstanding, you laughed out loud. Too loud.

He had raised his eyebrows and stared at you as you held your stomach as you laughed, which you knew was a not-so-beautiful sight. "What? Are you those insane kinds?" He had asked to which you stopped laughing and shook your head, looking at him disapprovingly. He didn't have a right to call people insane or judge them like that. So you gave him a piece of your mind and left him staring at you like an antelope in headlights. When you were looking at a mind-blowing piece of painting, he stood beside you, his disguise intact. He had said something clever and cocky and then after a small pause, apologized to you. You smiled at his sweet apology and the small smile he had delivered you. You were suddenly feeling this weird feeling in your chest.

And well, that's when you started hanging out more. After two coffees, a walk to the library, and a guitar session he had finally kissed you and asked you out. You were so happy, and till now everything was going great.

Well now...

You were a bit concerned about Shawn. He had been a bit distant and had canceled your last three dates. You already knew the obstacles that were going to come along with dating a celebrity such as him. You knew he was busy with his album and he had been getting a lot of hate, and you understood that he needed space. But you just wanted him to know that you were there for him.

You were waiting for him at your home, watching another episode of B99, and drinking coffee. When you heard the door opening, your head quickly turned, and you got up, slowly walking towards the door. There he was, your Shawn, coming in hanging his keys and hanging his coat. He looked so exhausted.

You sighed and walked towards him, taking his face in your hands as a yawn came across his lips. He quickly shook it off as he felt your soft hands caressing his cheeks. "Oh hi." He said and gave you a lop-sided and a sleepy smile. "You're still awake?" He said, his brows scrunching. You chuckled softly and brought his face towards yours and gave him a peck. "I missed you," You said softly, "and I hadn't seen you in a few days."

"What?" He said, his voice laced with a bit of aggravation. "We just had breakfast yesterday, together." You sighed a bit and stepped away from me. "You know what I mean,"

"No I don't!"

"Well, a bite of toast, a kiss to my forehead, and telling me you're going to be late and getting out of the house in less than 30 seconds, when I made bacon and pancakes for you is not having breakfast together."

Shawn groaned and stormed off, making your blood boil. You breathed in sharply and walked after him, "What the hell Shawn!?" Shawn rolled his eyes and plopped down on your couch, a small smirk passing his face for a second when he heard the title track of B99 playing on the TV. "You can't just walk away like that!"

"Well, guess what? I did!"

Your teeth gritted and you gave him a murderous look. You didn't like how Shawn was behaving with you, this is not how he acted with you. And you hated it. Didn't he realize that he was hurting you? "You know what? Fuck you." You stormed off to your bedroom, and took his pillow and his quilt and threw it across the room in the hall. "HEY!" You slammed the bedroom door and groaned out loudly.

You did not plan your night to go this way.

You sat on the bed, looking at the light that came from the living room through the small space between the door and the floor.

You sighed, your chest thudding loudly. Hugging your knees close to your chest, and you let out a shuddering breath, as a tear fell from your eye. You shook your head at your ridiculousness, and wiped your tear. It was confusing to you why you were being so emotional over this fight. It seemed small, didn't it?

But it wasn't.

This wasn't how you wanted your fights to go, fights that would lead you both to drift apart, and eventually, your relationship would fall apart...

The thoughts made you feel that your heart was being pulled apart. You looked at the light that escaped the small gap. Why did your relationship suddenly feel like that? Darkness had surrounded you, and the escaped light was really close but too far away to engulf you into happiness again. That light was Shawn. And it was almost as if he had forgotten to engulf you. And it was slowly killing you.

Before you know it, sleep had consumed you, with those burning thoughts still fresh in your mind.

.....

"Hey, honey."

You hugged your coat over your chest and spared Shawn a glance. You had woken up to a cold and empty bed, disappointing you. You didn't think Shawn would stretch it till the morning. That was until you smelled the sweet scent of maple syrup and pancakes. Realizing Shawn's plan to lure you into forgiving him, you rolled your eyes. If he thought that pancakes was going to make you ease up, then he was miserably mistaken.

He knew that you never liked fights left like this, with so much tension in the air that it pressured your heart. He knew that you preferred to talk it out and apologize to each other, and not leave it just like that. You had sighed and got up, freshened up.

You heard Shawn sigh and groan slightly as you went through your mail. You saw one addressed to Shawn. You looked up, looking at the creases on Shawn's forehead. "You have mail." You said, monotonously. You walked towards him, and he looked at you hopefully.

But you didn't give in, not just yet. You were too angry at him but didn't want to give him attention. You still wanted to hit him and scream at him because of last night and what he made you feel. And yeah, you also wanted to get the argument over with and just hug him. But you didn't.

Shawn didn't know if he was right or if he was wrong. What he did was fully flawed, and he didn't realize it. You had always been a bit touchy. It was your way of receiving and giving love. Through physical touch. Unfortunately, it was one of your insecurities as well. You had been brushed off as annoying so many times because of your habits, it hurt you. So you had given Shawn a warning, no let me scratch that. So many warnings.

This fight wasn't exactly related to that, but it still made the insecurities and that same unsafe or lets say, not belonging feeling around you.

Shawn hadn't forgotten that, but he wasn't sure if it was exactly his fault. I mean, you did know how busy he gets. So after a busy day, he might want a bit space, didn't he?

But he didn't want this fight to last this long, either. He was keeping a party at their house, tomorrow night. He didn't want anybody to talk about your relationship or its problems. He didn't want anything new to stir up. "I'm sorry." He whispered.

You looked up, your expression was something he couldn't decipher.

"I'm sorry." He said, loud and clear. "It was wrong of me, what I did last night. And I know I have been bailing on you for a long time, and you have been so understanding. I'm sorry,"

You nodded at him. "Just don't do it again." You said, gently. Shawn didn't really understand why your voice sounded so afraid. It wasn't that big of a deal, was it?

"Anyway," Shawn smiled at you and brought up two plates of hot pancakes. "I'm keeping a party tomorrow night, if that's alright with you?" You smiled at him. "Yeah, no problem. Who's coming?"

"You know the usual, the team. Niall, Taylor etc. We wanted to celebrate all the work we've done for the new album."

"Ooh, when are you releasing it?"

"Next month. It's not completed it, but we're very proud of what it has become until now." You looked at him with a proud expression. You were so happy for him. You loved how hard-working he was.

"Okay then," You smiled at him. "You going to the studio, now?" He nodded, "I'll be back by 8. We can binge B99 if you want. Or maybe watch Avengers, since you're so fond of Tom Hiddleston," You giggled and blushed. "And RDJ." You pointed out, and he scoffed, smiling.

He kissed your forehead as you both finished your breakfast, and took your plates putting them in the dishwasher.

After getting ready, he went out the door, giving you your goodbyes and kisses. Still as he stepped out the door, you felt disappointment arousing in the pit of your stomach.

.....

You looked at yourself in the mirror and stared at your outfit. You smiled and adored the slight foxy eyeshadow you had done. You took a deep breath and stepped outside your bedroom door. The party music was roaring down, and you slowly stepped down the stairs. As you stepped onto the second last step, you tried to find Shawn, and spotted him having a drink with two of his friends from the team. You smiled at him as he stared at you. You walked towards him, and noticed him still staring at you. "What?" You asked. "Does this not look good?" You turned your waist, "Should I change?" But he just grinned at you, and pulled in for a kiss.

He left you breathless and smiled at you. "You look fucking stunning, honey."

You blushed under his gaze and hid your face in his chest as it rumbled because of his chuckles. "Such lovebirds." Someone muttered and you looked up to see Niall. "Niall!!" You squeaked and hugged him. "How are you?"

"Perfect, love." He said and smiled at how you had wrapped your hands around his waist. "How are you both?" He asked cheekily.

"Same." Shawn said and kissed your cheek.

"I'm glad."

You looked around and sighed at the crowd. As much as you were proud of Shawn and no matter how many launch parties you go to with him, you never get used to the crowd. It gets overwhelming and makes you anxious. That's why you never actually like coming to these parties yet you did, only for Shawn. You tried not to always stick to him, but always made sure that he was in your eye sight, to make you feel calm and safe.

If he wasn't, then you would look for Niall, Taylor, or one of the other people with whom you were really good friends.

But mostly, it was Shawn.

You were thirsty and wanted to get a drink, so you went to the bar, promising Shawn to meet him at the dance floor.

But when you came back, he wasn't there. You couldn't find him. You looked around the crowd but couldn't spot him. When you looked back at the bar, you saw him with one of his team members. You recognized her immediately. Sylvie.

She had helped Shawn a lot, and you appreciated her for that. But sometimes you felt that maybe she didn't really like you, you tried to tell Shawn but he dismissed you, saying that you're being paranoid and that you haven't just spent that much time.

You sighed as you walked over to him.

"Shawn!" He looked back and saw you. He smiled at you and waved you to come over. You walked towards him with relief on your face. You got close to him and wrapped your arm around his. "Sylvie! How are you?" You asked politely. She smiled grimly, not so excited to see you, and replied, "Great! We're just waiting for the album to be complete and released, aren't we?" She smiled at Shawn and rubbed his arm. You felt extremely uncomfortable as you saw he look at Shawn like that. Your insecurities got up. "I'm so proud of you guys!"

"Yeah, I'm sure you are." She mumbled and scoffed. "Did you say something?" You asked her but Shawn squeezed your hand. "Weren't we going to the dance floor? I'm sorry Sylvie, we'll see you later." He said and smiled at her. She nodded and he grabbed you and you both walked towards the dance floor. "That wasn't polite, Shawn."

"I know."

You both danced calmly into each other's arms. "Shawn, was it just me, or was she rolling her eyes at me?"

He mumbled something under his breath and then looked back at you. "No, sweetheart. She is just in a bad mood, her boyfriend and she got into a fight before coming here." You nodded. You looked up at him and sighed as you saw his beautiful brown eyes.

You sighed and kept your head on his chest as you both swayed from side to side to the soft rhythm of the music. "I love you." You whispered gently as comfort laced you both like a graceful ribbon. Shawn kissed your forehead, his lips lingering over the crown of your head. "I love you the most.." He breathed, as the scent of your hair reached him. His eyes fluttered shut and he pulled you even close, If that was possible.

You took deep breaths as you found yourself finally in your beloved's arms. It was rare. Very rare. And you wanted to make the most out of this moment. An unsettling feeling had rested in your chest, that any moment this is going to be ripped from you. He is going to be ripped apart from you. And you will be crushed again.

You entwined your hand into his' as the music ended and he was obliged to go and meet more guests. He gave you an apologetic smile, but you weren't going to leave him. You went along with him even if exhaustion had taken over your legs. You felt so much safer with him. His cheering voice always comforted you, it kept your anxiety at bay.

You both walked towards the bar again. You smiled at him and left his hand. You wanted to pee. So you stepped across but as soon as you closed your stall, some voices started speaking. Familiar voices.

"I mean did you see her tonight?"

"mhmm."

"Fuckin whore, can't even dress properly."

You tried to restrain your gasp as you recognized the voice. Sylvie.

"Poor Shawn, he must've had to deal with her."

"I know right? She's so useless. Always clinging to him like a puppy."

"She's only with him for clout. Clingy bitch."

"God, Shawn deserves so much better."

"Someone like you, Sylvie?"

"Oh shut up." She giggled. "Maybe."

Your blood boiled as you heard all those words, but your heart ached. Tears started to spill out of your eyes as you tried to keep your breath calm. Shawn deserves so much better. Was it true? Were you that clingy?

You heard the door close shut and that's when you broke down. Tears started to pour down your eyes, rolling down your cheeks. You held your forearms as your chest shuddered at thought of Shawn leaving you. You tried to keep your cries in but your ears started to hurt and your throat started to dry as you gasped for breath.

Your head was aching and your dress felt too tight now. Why was this happening to you? You wanted to yell for Shawn but then you thought about you being a burden to him.

And besides, you looked like a fucking disaster. You didn't want to ruin Shawn's rep like that.

.....

Shawn was a bit frustrated with you. You still doubted Sylvie, and it bothered him. She was such a sweet person and a great colleague. Why did you always seem to dislike her? It always annoyed him- you trying to point out some imaginary things about her. Sylvie was rolling her eyes at me; she was giving me a weird look; I think she doesn't like me; Your complaints were endless.

Niall furrowed his eyebrows at the crowd, and then looked back towards Shawn. "Shawn?" Shawn stirred his drink. "Yeah?"

"Where's Y/n?"

"Bathroom. Why?"

"Don't you think its been a long time?"

"Um-"

"Shawn you know what happens during these parties don't you?"

"Yes but-"

"Shawn go check on her or I will burst into the girl's washroom and sing Stitches."

"Ok, ok! Fine." Shawn breathed and looked around the crowd again. He breathed when he realized it had been a long time since you came. He got up and walked through the crowd, just to make sure that you weren't locked in the crowd. But you were nowhere to be seen. Shawn's heart rate started to increase. He was marching up to the ladies washroom.

Just as he went forward, trying not to bump into more drunk people- Shawn halted as a person came right in front of him. "Hi, Shawn~" He looked down to see Sylvie standing with a drink in her hand, a giddy expression on her face. "How are you?" She asked in a squeaky voice. She caressed his shoulder, going to his bicep. But Shawn was in a hurry to even process what she was doing.

"Sylvie-"

"Oh, I love it when you say my name." She said, breathily. Shawn gave her a weird look and then looked at the washrooms, they seemed so far away. "Sylvie, I have to go-"

"No please wait-" She held onto his hand. But Shawn twisted his hand out of her grasp and ran out of there. He burst into the washroom and heard small gasps and soft sobs. Shawn's heart broke; He took quick steps toward the stall and knocked. He heard a sharp gasp-- "Y/n? Honey?"

"Hello?" You squeaked out, keeping a small hope that it wasn't Shawn. "Sweetie, please open the door. For me?" You sighed and your breath shuddered. It was undoubtedly him. This was perfect- you felt even worse. You couldn't hide and you didn't have a mirror to fix yourself.

You wanted to dig a hole and die.

But you didn't have a choice now. Shawn looked up as the door clicked and you stepped out. Shawn cupped your face and studied it- you were an absolute mess.

"Shawn-"

Shawn shushed you and wiped the tears on your cheeks and kissed the red skin right under your eyes. You shivered as his cold lips touched your cheeks, and you closed your eyes as he pulled away.

"Why were you crying?" He asked directly. And you looked at the ground- You really didn't want to tell him, and lying wasn't an option because he could tell your tell on your fourth date. "Um,

I was in the stall- when some girls came into the bathroom. They started to talk- and um," You looked around uncomfortably. "I realized it was Sylvie and her friends. They said some things about me."

Shawn raised his eyebrows, "oh? What kind of things?"

"She called me a whore, and said that I was a clingy bitch and never left your side. She said that you must be," you took a deep breath. "Miserable with me." Shawn ran his hands through his hair. He couldn't believe that Sylvie would say this.

He couldn't believe that you were making these accusations.

"Are you sure it was her?" He asked. You furrowed your eyebrows. "Of course, I recognized her voice."

"But you didn't see her, did you?"

"Shawn-"

"No! Why did you always try to convince me that Sylvie hates you?"

You were completely taken back. How could he ask you this?

"You always try to tell me how bad she is-"

"I never told you that!" You shouted.

"But weren't you trying to? Weren't you? Why do you dislike her? She is one of the sweetest people I have ever met- can't you at least try to like her? At least to support me! I mean you have been nothing but unsupportive recently!" He spat at you. Your blood boiled as you heard his words. Unsupportive? "And that you bring Sylvie into all of this? God, y/n."

"Unsupportive?" You breathed. "Did you just call me unsupportive? How could you- I've always been supportive of you! I never complained when you come home so late and never texted me- I never got angry at you when you would ignore me- I always supported you through your tantrums-"

"What the fuck do you mean??"

"I'm your fucking girlfriend Shawn! I'm not your punching bag or your booty call! That whenever you want me I'll be there for you~ But it's not the way around. I always understand that your career can't always make you available, but I can't always be like this! I can't take it anymore!"

"And the fact that you don't believe me and don't fucking trust me is just-"

"God, you're such an ordinary girl," he mumbled under his breath. You looked at him, betrayal laced in your eyes. "I'm sorry, what did you say?" You asked him quietly. "You're such an ordinary girl!"

You were taken aback by his statement. An ordinary girl?

But you stayed quiet, that was your harshest answer. You were exhausted. You were tired by his actions, his expectations, and what you have faced. You couldn't do it anymore.

"If you can't handle this ordinary girl, then maybe you shouldn't be with her." You said with unshed tears in your eyes. "Maybe you should be with someone like Sylvie."

"It will be easy. She wants to be with you anyway." You said.

"What the fuck do you mean?"

You just shook your head and got out of there.

.....

Shawn was aggravated, how could you accuse Sylvie of saying such things? Shawn stormed off from the washroom after you did. His head wasn't straight at the time. Anger and frustration was running through his veins like poison. And what did you mean by that last thing you said?

"She wants to be with you anyway."

Alcohol was affecting his mind as the echo of your words ran through his ears. His head was getting dizzy. Shawn looked at the crowd and didn't find you. He panicked for awhile then remembered that you must've gone back home. Shawn wanted to ease off tonight, he had been working hard week after week. So many sleepless nights without you in his arms and he missed you so much.

But all of those sleepless nights had caught up on him and he just wanted to rest when he came back home. He didn't expect to get into that fight with you- and all that anger just wanted to be vented off.

So well, maybe Shawn realized that he had acted a bit inconsiderate.

And maybe cruel.

But she would forgive him wouldn't she?

Shawn somehow got engulfed in the crowd and was getting bumped constantly by the dancing cluster of people. He heard weird voices and someone very familiar trying to talk to him. "Shawn, buddy? Where is y/n? Are you okay?"

Shawn dismissed them and tried dancing off. Suddenly, he got pulled by someone and they started dancing with him. "Hey, Shawn." He heard someone say flirtatiously. He felt his cheeks being caressed. "Sylvie?"

"Hi silly, come on dance with me!" She said and took Shawn's hands and placed it them on her waist. "What are you doing?" Shawn asked, drunkenly. "Dancing with you, sweetie." She whispered in his ear. Shawn felt disgusted but he couldn't tell her that. He didn't want to dance with her, he wanted to dance with you. "Wait, Sylvie- I need to find y/n."

But she kept a hold on his hands. "Why? I'm here, aren't I? Anyway she left you alone." She said bitterly. "What do you mean? We just had a fight- and she said some bizarre things."

"She thought that you wanted to be with me! That's so absurd. You don't like me do you?"

Sylvie stayed silent which made Shawn panic. "Sylvi-"

She pulled him closer and whispered against his lips. "What if I do?"

Suddenly Shawn's new song started playing. It was supposed to be a surprise for you.

i wonder if you're real

Do i speak the truth or do i filter how i feel?

I wonder, wouldn't it be nice

To live inside a world that isn't black and white?

Shawn felt Sylvie's cold lips against the corner of his mouth and his whole body filled with disgust and shame. It felt wrong. It felt so wrong.

He wrote this song for you, he wanted to dance on this song with you. But you weren't here and it was all his fault. He hated himself because these words were written for you, were supposed be adored by you right now. Yet they were getting betrayed.

His heart shattered as he realized what was happening. His mind sobered up and he pushed Sylvie away with utter horror. He ran away to find you. Hoping you were home.

You weren't though.

You were walking down the quiet streets, getting drenched in rain. Tears were pouring down your face. You were so thankful that because of the rain nobody could distinguish whether the drops of water on your face were either raindrops or salty tears.

In the middle of this rain, that once you would've called so beautiful, your heart had been crushed and now fear had built. Was this the end? Were you and Shawn over?

You didn't want to think of that. But how could you not? He had totally disregarded you, over and over again. And you realized that a half-assed apology wouldn't work this time. You loved him so much.

Oh, you loved him dearly, but you had dignity and self-respect. And you were not going to let Shawn's cruel actions and your love for him to get between your self-dignity.

You sat down on one of the benches. Your sobbing wasn't stopping and you had given up now. You looked up and glanced around- The streetlights were lit, rain was dancing on the ground, and everything else was quiet.

You would've loved this. It would've been so romantic- but right now you felt empty.

Suddenly, you heard panting. Your eyes widened and you tried not to be frantic. What was it? A wild dog? "Thank god, I couldn't find you anywhere."

Your throat tightened. Shawn.

"That was the motive, Shawn." You said coldly. You didn't want to look at him. So you didn't realize that even he was crying.

"Please look at me, baby."

"What do you want?"

"You, back. Please." You stayed silent. "Love, I- When you left I got drunker and Sylvie danced with me. She-She tried to kiss me-"

Your eyes filled with tears once again. "I- You were right, baby. When she tried to kiss me, my song started to play. A new song, that I wrote for you- I didn't realize that I was hurting you and then I realized that I couldn't lose you. Those words, that-that music was composed for you, and all I wanted was you there, to be with me, in my arms to dance to that song. You're all I ever wanted, a-and I'm so sorry that I have been a total jerk to you, and I understand that you have been so patient with me and I have been taking you for granted."

"Glad you realized that."

"I'm so sorry, honey. Please give me another chance."

You stayed quiet. What he said melted your heart but you were stronger than that. You took in a deep breath albeit shaky. Restraining yourself from crying you got up, your knees weak. "Shawn, I-"

"I cannot forgive you." And because of the silence, both of your hearts shattering were audibly clear. "Just yet."

"I need time, Shawn. What you did- You didn't trust me! Your own girlfriend. I cannot forgive you just yet, and neither can I make myself trust you again. Not just like that. If you expected me to come back into your arms instantly then you were mistaken, Shawn." You said softly.

"I need time to think. And its better for now if you don't contact me for a few days." You slowly turned around. "It's best if you go back. Please take care of yourself." You said and walked away with a heavy heart.

Shawn watched as you walked away. He knew the damage he had done. He loved you so much, and he wasn't strong enough to pay the price. To stay away from you.

But he had to.

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Thanks to-

@academiaghosts

who wanted to be tagged in every one of my fics!

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spideysbruh · 1 year

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I Can't Live Without You

One would think that Shawn would defend his girlfriend when an interviewer, a big one, a famous one, completely bashes her and everything that she’s worked so hard for. Well, he didn’t, and it went a little something like this,

“So your girlfriend, Alex, is a film director yes?”

“That’s right.” Shawn smiled.

“Which, first of all, is a surprise! I saw her film and the whole thing- it was so good, it’s like a man could’ve made it!”

Shawn laughs and nods, “Yeah, she’s great.”

“She also plays a character in the movie! Who, can I just say, is kind of a slut.”

“Oh how so?”

He’s not going to say anything about that?! He’s gonna entertain this conversation?! The amount of times she has explained that her character is free-spirited and carefree- all of that torn apart now. All her work, undone.

Just like that.

“Well, her outfits, her dialogue! Even her several partners!”

She had two. One of them left right in the beginning.

“Wow, I mean- yeah! Her character is kind of everywhe-”

Brian had turned off the TV after that, looking over at Alex whose eyes were glossy now. “Al?”

“Why didn’t he defend me?” She mumbled and went to her room.

That wasn’t it. It wasn’t just one and done.

While he was still on his promo run, more interviewers asked similar questions, about if she was anything like her character (if you know what I mean) and that’s verbatim! Shawn had laughed and said, “Well, what do you think?” What is that supposed to mean?

Alex was sitting at the dining room table, trying to write a new script, but failing, when Brian came back from his girlfriend Kate’s house. “Al, you gotta stay away from the int-”

“I’m trying, but it is plastered everywhere, even on the goddamn TV.” She said and pointed at the TV in the living room.

Brian sighed and sat next to her, pulling her into a hug, “I’m sorry he’s such an asshole.” He mumbled, rubbing her back. Alex let a tear fall out and hugged him back.

“Does he really not know that what he's saying hurts me?" She mumbled, sniffles leaving her.

Brian squeezed her tighter and kissed her head, "I'll talk to him about it."

"No use. He already made me look like a fucking idiot." She replied, a dry laugh leaving her mouth. "And he's coming back in a few days anyway." She shrugged, Brian nodded and cleared his throat.

The air in the room wasn't as light and fun as it usually is, Brian knew what might come from this. He felt his heart get heavy and he pulled her into another hug.

The day Shawn came, he saw that a few things were different, decorations were up and the tree was waiting to be decorated as well. "Hey guys, I'm home!" He yelled out and heard no reply, he huffed and walked around, setting his things down before heading to his and Alex's room. He smiled at the image in front of him, Alex was sleeping peacefully with their big quilt wrapped around her. Shawn chuckled and climbed into bed with her, kissing her cheek and she shifted in her sleep. "Alex, baby wake up." He whispered, Alex groaned and turned away, Shawn pouted and played with her hair, "Did you miss me, baby?" He asked, Alex groaned again.

"Shawn!" Brian exclaimed, having just woken up as well.

"Hey Brian! I just got here!" He whispered, getting up and walking out the room to talk to his best friend.

"I see that. Hey dude, what the fuck?!" Brian whisper yelled, Shawns face dropped and he looked confused.

"What? What'd I do?" He asked and Brian scoffed.

"The fuck do you mean? You fucking dragged your girlfriend through the mud on like, the entire promo run!... Agreeing with the sexist stereotypes that people brought up, not saying anything when people were calling her a slut… do you not hear the words that come out of others mouths? Have you not seen any of the articles posted recently? No one told you anything?"

"No, Alex didn't say anything." Shawn replied, leaning on the back of his couch.

"Well, she shouldn't have to. That's really fucked up, man."

Shawn sighed and thought back on all his interviews recently, have they really been that bad?

About an hour later, Alex woke up and brushed her teeth before greeting Shawn. "Hey, baby!" Shawn grinned, reaching out to hold her hand.

"Hey." She replies, a small smile on her face as she sits down next to him.

"You alright?" He asked, rubbing her shoulder.

"Yeah! I just have to talk to you, but we can do that tomorrow." She shrugged, reaching for the remote.

"O- oh, about what?"

"I feel like you know." She answered simply, flipping through channels, "I don't wanna do it tonight, Shawn. I'm drained."

"I wanna do it now, though."

"Kay, well I don't." She said, Shawn sighed and rubbed his face.

"Alright. Can I… can I cuddle you?" He asked, opening his arms for her. Alex nodded and leaned into his arms, she kissed his chest quickly before turning back to the tv and choosing something to watch.

Shawn shifted a bit and felt his heart sink at the thought of tomorrow, their "conversation"... what if it leads to something else? Something worse.

When they’re ready for bed, Alex just simply gets under the covers, mutters a 'Good night' and drifts off to sleep. Shawn frowns and climbs into bed as well, wanting to cuddle her but he decides against it. He falls asleep to the sound of Alex's light breathing and many thoughts of what tomorrow will go like.

The next morning Shawn wakes up to an empty bed and sounds of dishes being washed in the kitchen. He gets up and brushes his teeth before heading to the kitchen, "You didn't have to do those, baby." He says, sitting on the counter behind her.

"It was bothering me." She shrugged, rinsing off a mug she finished using.

“Oh okay.” He said, “So, I- I’m ready to talk.”

“Yeah? Did Brian tell you anything?” She questioned, turning to face him.

Where is Brian?

“He’s at Kates by the way.” She answered, basically reading his mind.

“Yeah he did. Told me about all the things that were said in interviews.” He said looking down at his legs.

“Yeah. What was that?” She asked, crossing her arms. “How could you let them say that about me?”

“I- I don’t know. It didn’t seem wrong at the time.” He answered honestly.

“You made me look like a fucking idiot. You know how hard I worked to get people to take my work seriously. That was all completely demolished! Have you seen any of the articles lately?”

Shawn shook his head, “I’m sorry.” He whispered, Alex sighed and pulled out her phone, showing him article after article saying things like “Shawn Mendes says his girlfriends movies are a slut show”

“I didn’t say that though!”

“You agreed.” She replied quickly, like she's been thinking of this conversation for days.

She has.

“It was just some jokes!” He defended and Alex felt herself give up on him. Why is he mad?

“Not one! Hundreds! You fucking humiliated me!” She yelled back, “If I fucking went out and said all of your music was basic white trash just to appeal to the radio-”

“Hey!”

“Exactly…” She waited for him to respond but was met with nothing but a sigh from him and an apologetic frown. "Why didn't you defend me?"

"I- I don't know." He replied, "Like I said, at the time it didn't feel wrong or anything. Of course I'll defend you now!" He finished.

"Yeah, but are you only saying that because I confronted you about it? You didn't even notice anything wrong with those questions until now. The weight they carried… fuck, Shawn." Alex sighed, shaking her head. An overbearing weight on her chest now.

"I'm sorry, baby, I love you! You know I wouldn't do anything to hurt you." He said, reaching for her hand.

"You already did! How the fuck do you go half of your press run just shitting on me and not realizing?" She yelled.

"Don’t raise your fucking voice at me!” He yelled back, pointing a finger at her.

“I’m fucking pissed! So of course I’m gonna yell at you, you fucking prick! Don’t get all fucking-”

“Oh my fucking god! What do you want me to do?! You want me to fucking apologize to the whole fucking world? Will that help you and your fucking career? If your boyfriend made a video or wrote down an apology and posted it online?! Is that what you want?” He exploded, Alex glared at him and ran her hand through her hair.

“You’re a fucking asshole, Shawn.” She said, feeling herself about to break down.

“You’re getting mad over a few little questions! Just fucking post something and say that it’s not true!”

“It’s not that fucking easy! I’m not like you! My career isn’t fucking-” While she was talking about how her work isn’t as grounded as his, Shawn pulled out his phone and started recording on Instagram.

“Hey guys, so my fucking girlfriend is making me record this to say s-”

“Are you fucking kidding me?!” She screamed, trying to pull his arm down and stop him.

“No cause you’re being fucking overdramatic! I gotta apologize for some interviews!” He replied but stopped recording.

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” She glared at him and rushed to the room, getting some clothes together to leave.

“There’s just no pleasing you, is there?” Shawn said, his voice cold and uncaring.

“Don’t fucking talk to me. I can’t fucking look at you right now.” She said, zipping up her bag and pushing past him.

“W- what? Wait, where are you going?!” He exclaims, following her through the apartment, “People are gonna see you! That’ll go ev-”

“For fuck sake! Is your image really more important than us? You care more about me being seen pissed off because of your own actions? Maybe I wouldn’t be leaving if you fucking cared!” She yelled, rushing to open the door.

"Where are you going?!"

"Doesn't matter. As long as I'm not here I'll be okay." She snapped, feeling herself about to cry. She tries not to cry so much, but this is just too much right now. "You know there was a time where i thought you were my dream come true… but you're a fucking nightmare." She said, a few tears falling out of her eyes. "Is there any specific reason you never let me direct your music videos? Or even your documentary, Shawn?" She asked, feeling herself lose hope in this relationship.

Shawn stood there with his mouth hung open and he shifted on his feet but said nothing.

Alex sniffled and nodded, "Thought so." She finished her walk to the door and went to open it before Shawn spoke.

"You deserve better."

"Yeah. I really do." She replied and opened the door, which made Shawn panic and rush next to her and hold the door closed.

"Wait, baby, I- I can't live without you." He said softly, that made Alex look up at him, teary eyed and all. She scoffed and threw the door open.

"If you can't live without me," She walked out the apartment, out of his life, for good. "Then die."

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shawn-is-my-giant-jellybean · 11 months

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"Tell me how do you like it?"

"You like it rough? intense?"

"Yes." She breathed down his neck.

Lost in Ecstasy

(Blurb)

I'm back!! I'm so sorry anon for taking so so long to write this. It's probably been over a year. I was going through a lot and wasn't in the headspace to write at all. But I'll try being consistent now. I took the liberty to modify the ask a little bit. Hope you like it.

Warnings : smut, age-gap, early 30s!reader × late 20s!Shawn

Soft, dim lighting casts a sensual glow throughout the room, illuminating the figures of Shawn and Y/N. Their bodies are intertwined, their breaths heavy with desire.

Y/N, her voice low and filled with anticipation, whispers into Shawn's ear, sending shivers down his spine.

"Tell me, Shawn. How do you like it?"

Shawn's eyes meet Y/N's, his desire evident as he responds, his voice husky.

"I like it rough. Intense. I want to lose myself in the moment with you."

Y/N's lips trace a path along Shawn's neck, her touch igniting a fire within him.

"Mmm, yes." She bites gently at his earlobe, sending a surge of electricity through his body. Their bodies press closer together, their connection intensifying with each passing moment.

The room fills with the sounds of their mutual exploration, a symphony of pleasure and desire. Their movements become more urgent, a dance of ecstasy and fulfillment.

In the midst of their shared passion, they lose themselves in the moment, reveling in the raw intensity of their connection. Skin against skin, their bodies merge, fueled by a hunger that can only be sated by each other.

Breaths mingling, they push the boundaries, exploring the depths of their desires. Each touch, each whisper, brings them closer to the edge of bliss.

The room becomes a sanctuary for their unyielding passion, a place where inhibitions dissolve, and their deepest fantasies find expression.

Time seems to stand still as their bodies move in perfect harmony, seeking pleasure and surrender. In this intimate space, they find solace, fulfillment, and a profound connection that transcends the physical realm.

As their climax approaches, their cries of ecstasy fill the air, a testament to the intensity and satisfaction they find in each other's arms.

Finally spent, they collapse into a tangled embrace, their bodies still humming with the lingering echoes of their passion.

Breathing heavily, Y/N and Shawn lay in each other's arms, their bodies basking in the afterglow of their passionate encounter. Their eyes meet, a shared understanding passing between them.

In the silence of the room, they find solace in their connection, knowing that their desires are fulfilled and their souls entwined.

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starssformendes · 1 year

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Unsettled

Boys night. The 3rd Saturday of every month was the boys dedicated to spending time with each other with no distractions or at least not major distractions. This time it was being hosted at Shawn’s house and the 5 of them (Shawn, Connor, Brian, Geoff, and Zubin) were lounging on the sofas with the hockey on tv whilst beers waited on the table, ready to be sipped from.

Daniella, little 2 year old Daniella was upstairs in bed having been tucked in by Shawn around 7pm with a story and song whilst her mum went out to do her Night Shift as a nurse at the local hospital. Shawn made sure the boys weren’t too loud and the tv was turned to a suitable volume and he’d take the boys teasing ‘over protective dad’ jokes if it meant his little girl got a good nights sleep. What Shawn didn’t know was that despite being quieter than usual the noise they made still woke Daniella up from her sleep.

Daniella slept like a light; it didn’t take much noise to wake her up and sometimes Shawn wondered whether she was only pretending to sleep with how easily she was awoken. Of course like any child she had her nights where she slept like a log and could only wake herself up but those were rare nights. With a purple blanket hooked on her arm and a stuffed rabbit in her left hand and pacifier in mouth, Daniella slowly climbed down the stairs despite knowing she wasn’t to go on the stairs alone. Her parents weren’t overly over protective but like all parents they wanted her to be safe and that meant assisting the toddler up the wooden large stairs.

“Dada” The whine left her lips as she walked into the living room where all the boys were. Her feet halted when her dad was nowhere in the room all the noise was coming from.

“Hey Dani.” Brian smiled as he noticed her in the doorway.

“Dada” The recently turned 2 year old repeated, not knowing many other words to explain herself. Before anyone could reply to her, she turned around and headed off to somewhere else in her house. Her playroom. Spending hours a day in there she never got bored and she knew her dad would think she was in bed still so she decided it was time to play again.

Shawn returned to the living room after heading to the bathroom and before he could sit back down and sip his beer Brian piped up, “Daniella’s out of bed man in case you wanted to go find her.” Shawn groaned playfully as his lips turned upwards at the thought of seeing little Daniella.

“Daniella where are you honey?” Shawn called out through the house checking the playroom first.

“Dada!” She clapped when he came inside the room. She toddled over to him and pulled his hand Trying to bring him into the tea party she was hosting.

“Oh no, no missy it’s bedtime. You’ve gotta go night night.” He cooed as he lifted her up onto his hip. Her bottom lip pushed out and wobbled as her eyes widened.

“No. No. No. Dada no sleep!“ she cried as he carried her out the room and as he reached the bottom of the stairs she started hitting his back. Obviously it didn’t hurt him seeing as she was only 2 and wasn’t very strong like she thought she was. But it shocked Shawn nonetheless considering how against hitting and violence he and his wife were and never expected his daughter to hit him.

“Daniella we do not hit other people, okay? That’s not nice.” Shawn informed sternly. At his stern tone the tired girl started crying and Shawn sighed when she rested her head on his shoulder and sobbed.

“Come on, don’t cry sweet girl, it’s okay but hitting isn’t okay so you need to say sorry to daddy.”

“I’m sorry dada. Mumma home?”

“Mummy won’t be home till the morning Dani. Do you wanna come cuddle with daddy or do you want to go lay in your bed?”

“Warm milk” Daniella wasn’t usually given warm milk at night anymore seeing as it was making her wake up more in the night but Shawn wanted her to settle which meant he was going to give her warm milk tonight. Shawn carried her into the living room and handed her over to Brian who took her blanket and put it over her head as a joke. It didn’t take long for Shawn to scoop his kid up with one arm and her bottle of milk in the other before sitting down on the sofa making sure Daniella was comfy and warm next to him in the corner.

Sipping on the straw of her cup, she watched the men laugh and talk and laugh some more and she wiggled her hips trying to get comfier. Instead of continuing to get comfy on the sofa she climbed onto Shawn and snuggled her head into his chest. It only took a minute. Just a minute of Shawn lightly rubbing her back and being there for her to fall asleep on him like he was her personal bed. The boys night continued and Shawn took Daniella back up to bed when he was sure she was definitely asleep. His phone ring and an unknown caller flashed on the screen. Answering it he was skeptical as to who it was and why they were calling, his heart dropped further than his stomach when it was the hospital. He’d watched greys anatomy with his wife Olivia, sure, but he never expected he’d feel as if he was living in an episode himself.

“If you could come down to the hospital as soon as possible that would be great” the nurse on the phone said calmly as if she didn’t just inform Shawn his wife , the love of his life, was currently laying in bed in the icu fighting for her life after a freak accident occurring during her Night Shift.

“Of course.” Shawn hung up the phone and looked at his friends before standing up and announcing to his mates, “You guys have to go, I’m sorry but liv’s in the hospital and I need to be there.” Everyone understood of course and saw shawn beginning to panic and knew better than to push for questions.

“What are you doing with Daniella?” Brian asked as shawn pulled a hoodie on.

“I have no idea Bri, I don’t know what shape she’s in so I don’t wanna bring Dani if she’s in a bad state up there.”

“Yeah, I can stay here and watch her and just make sure she’s okay if you want me too.”

“Really? I’d owe you big time, she’ll stay asleep for the night till around 7 and if she does wake up just try filing her bottle up with warm milk and ready a story and I’ll call her in the morning.” Shawn said giving Brian a hug before he rushed out the house and to the hospital.

“Mama? Dada?” Daniella yelled as loud as she could as she walked out of their empty bedroom. Brian hearing her awake walked out the guest room and held her small hand.

“Mummy and daddy aren’t here at the moment Dani, mummy got hurt so dad’s gone to check she’s okay.”

“Mumma” she cried plopping down to the floor and Brian sighed as he didn’t know what to do now. Thankfully Shawn seemed to come right at the perfect time as he called Brian.

“Hey shawn, how is she?”

“She’s good, resting right now. How’s Daniella?”

“I think she’s confused as to why you aren’t here, here Daniella look it’s your dad” he said crouching down to Daniella on the floor.

“Hey Dani bear what’s the matter? Why’s my baby crying?”

“Mumma”

“Mumma’s here look honey, she’s sleeping but she’s a little hurt. Do you want some breakfast?” He asked trying to distract her and make sure she ate.

“Mumma dada no here”

“I’m right here Dani, Brian can you get her dressed and bring her to the hospital?” Shawn finally asked seeing she obviously wasn’t going to settle not that he blamed her; Waking up to neither parents at home was very unsettling. Brian nodded immediately and hung up the phone saying a goodbye and taking Daniella to get dressed.

“Dada!” Daniella cried as she ran over to him once her eyes caught sight of her father in the hospital waiting room. Crouching down Shawn picked her up and cuddled her close and inhaled her fainting baby scent. Brian said a quick goodbye to the two before heading home to his girlfriend.

“Miss dada.” She spoke resting her head on his shoulder.

“Missed you too honey.”

“No leave ‘gain!” She pouted, pulling her head back to look at his face.

“I promise i’m not going to leave you again. Neither will mummy”

“Where is mummy?”

“Come on let’s go find her, you’ve got to be quiet though because she got hurt and needs to rest.”

Shawn carried her down the corridor with a small smile on his face as he listened to his little girl tell him all about her dream.

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Please can I request a fluffy imagine with Shawnn!? Where reader give him some sort of goodluck kiss before the tour show starts?

Goodluck Kiss

Shawn Mendes x female reader

Word Count: ~310

Warning ⚠️: fluff, maybe grammar error and maybe some punctuation errors.

Note: His performance with Ed took me by surprise honestly, hope you guys love this surprise little blurb from me too 🤪

It was the first show back after almost a year and half of no shows, and Shawn was standing backstage in the venue, feeling nauseous and jittery. He always felt this anxious; he hated the nervousness that comes with it.

However, how all the fear would disappear immediately as soon as he entered the stage and sang the first song was still a mystery to him.

“Shawn!” A voice called out, drawing his thought away from him.

“Baby, what are you doing here?”

“My boyfriend is about to perform on his first show after the break, am I allowed to support him?”

Hearing how casually you called him your boyfriend always brought a slight blush to his face, but he always blamed it on the pre-show nervous energy.

“Are you ready?”

“I’m so nervous; it feels like I will throw up at least once. God, I hope I don’t do that.”

“I hope you don’t do that too,” You chuckle while pushing his curls to the side and planting a soft kiss,“You’ll be fine, I promise. I do not doubt that you will do your best to make it a memorable show as always. Ed will love performing with you too.”

Then there was an announcement to make his way into the designated area.

"30 SECONDS PEOPLE," a crew member shouted.

His nerves then got the better of him again, but you kept him grounded, giving his hands a firm squeeze,”They're waiting for you. It’s going to be a fantastic show, babe. You got this!”

Shawn takes a deep breath, calming his nerves, “I’ll do my best!” His voice is a little shaky but manageable.

"And 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.. Go, Shawn," the stage director called as he made his way to the stage.

But then, just as he was walking, you called him out, quickly grabbing him by the arm,” I almost forgot,” You whispered, placing a light kiss on his lips,” For good luck.”

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Miss Americana (Shawn Mendes AU)

WARNING, this story contains:

Sex

Dirty talk

Daddy kink

Blake has finally graduated college and is ready to celebrate with her friends on the hot beach in Sydney, Australia. Suddenly their celebration is unexpectedly interrupted by a very hot lifeguard.

Aka

I love beach Shawn and in an alternate universe he’s a hot Australian lifeguard!

This was dedicated to my new bestie @cumholland

”Bebe, pass me the vodka!” My friend Jennifer said as she motioned towards the box sitting next to me on the large blanket.

It was a warm summer day in the middle of December and the perfect weather for a beach day. My friends and I had traveled all the way from California to Sydney, Australia. After our graduation, we went straight to LAX and took a flight across the pacific ocean. I had longed for this day since the very first time I set foot on the CalPoly tech campus. After four long years of studying marine biology and science, I was finally thrilled to be able to travel across the world to be able to see all the beautiful creatures that Australia had to offer and all the beautiful coral reefs that was sadly withering away due to climate and pollution.

I’ve loved the ocean ever since I was a child and it has always been a dream of mine to travel to Australia. My friends and I have suffered through four long years with numerous biology, geography, geology and marine biology classes and now we were finally able to go experience Australia together.

We have a whole bucket list of things we have to experience while being here and luckily we have a whole three weeks to experience everything. On the list are things like visiting a zoo, going to the outback to see the wildlife, scuba dive, see the coral reefs (of course) and of course, our top priority is to have fun and celebrate our graduation.

”Hold on, let me get the coke out.” I said as I reached into the cooler for the large bottle of coke we’d purchased at the near by grocery store. We’d bought a cooler at the local store just so we could fill it with drinks and take it to the beach, some would find it a bit unnecessary but we found it an obligation. How else are we supposed to celebrate finally being free from school?

I reached into the cooler that was packed with ice, soda bottles and alcohol. Jennifer handed me her large plastic cup and I quickly refilled it with some cool coke and a sprinkle of vodka. Normally, we don’t drink on weekdays or in the middle of the day but it had been a long flight and we spent all of yesterday at the hotel room, in bed resting, so now we were more than ready to hit the beach and celebrate before we could get to our bucket list.

”Excuse me ladies.” I hadn’t noticed the six foot tall man approaching us, it was like he’d appeared out of thin air and at first I could barely register his words as they were laced with a thick Australian accent. ”You can’t drink here.” He added as I turned around to face him, the vodka bottle still clearly visible in my hand as I had stopped pouring it mid air.

”Oh, I’m so sorry.” I began to apologize before I could catch a glimpse of the man behind me. As soon as my head turned around properly and I managed to catch a glimpse of the man, I was speechless. He was absolutely breathtaking, he had long brown curls draping down his forehead, piercing brown eyes and a beautifully sculpted upper body that was completely exposed to the scorching hot sun and my ganging eyes. ”Uh-” I choked out before I could contain myself. My eyes trailed over the man’s broad shoulders, down his muscular arms, over his chest and down his defined torso. It was like I’d suddenly lost my ability to speak.

”I’m so sorry, we didn’t know.” I tried to excuse me and my friend’s behavior. It wasn’t a complete lie, we sort of knew that it was illegal to drink in public at home but we didn’t think Australia had the same laws, maybe we should’ve looked that up. ”We’re not from here.” I continued to explain to the gorgeous man as he stood in front of me in his black swimming trunks. There was a string tied around his neck with a whistle on it and a badge that said ”lifeguard”. I knew Australia had hot lifeguards but damn, I didn’t think they were this hot, I also might have to add ”fuck a hot lifeguard” to my Australia bucket list because damn.

”That’s alright.” The man spoke with a thick Aussie accent. ”Where are you from?” He asked as he smiled towards me.

”Oh, America.” I smiled back quickly as I tried to compose myself on the beach blanket.

”Right, I’m pretty sure you can’t drink in public there either.” The lifeguard said in a joking manner as he watched me put away the vodka bottle.

”No, sorry. We probably should’ve looked that up but we were just so tired.” I tried to explain myself to the gorgeous man as he nodded along understandingly. ”We just graduated college and wanted to celebrate-”

”Congratulations.” He added with a cheeky smile.

”Yeah anyway, we’re so sorry.” I continued to apologize hoping that our drinking wouldn’t get us in trouble during our first day in Australia.

”No worries. I get it, besides you seem like you have anything under control so as long as you don’t cause any trouble-” The man spoke and I was completely mesmerized by his accent and the way his lips moved while he spoke.

”Oh, we’re definitely not gonna cause any trouble!” I reassured him with a soft, cheeky smile.

”I believe you!” The man laughed. ”I’m just gonna pretend I didn’t see anything.” He smiled as he looked down at me. ”Just make sure my coworkers don’t see you.” He joked and I let out a soft giggle as I continued to shamelessly stare at his beautiful face.

”Alright, will do.” I smiled. ”Thanks.” I didn’t want the handsome man to walk away but I also couldn’t come up with anything else to say without making things awkward so I was forced to end the conversation there.

He gave my friends and I a brief nod before he turned around and walked away. I observed his back frame as he waddled through the thick sand, my eyes registering the way his back muscles were outlined and the way his body moved as he walked back towards the nearby lifeguard tower.

”Holy fuck.” Jennifer chimed once he was out of hearing reach.

”I knoooow.” I chimed in agreement.

”He was so fucking fine.” Jennifer exclaimed as she stared at me in disbelief.

”I know! If everyone looks like this, we’re gonna have a great fucking time.” I laughed as Jennifer and I both swooned over the shirtless, hot stranger we’d just met.

”Really?” Ally pretended like she hadn’t really considered the man’s beauty at all.

”He was so hot!” Jennifer exclaimed as she took a sip of her drink. ”What? You can’t deny that! Just because you have a boyfriend doesn’t mean you can’t find other people hot, like did you see his body?”

”I mean-” Ally tried to brush it all off.

”I for sure saw it!” I squealed ironically as I reached for my plastic cup and took a large sip of my drink. If I hadn’t been intoxicated before, I definitely was now that I’d seen such a hot man.

”Girl!” Jennifer laughed as she looked over at me. ”I know he saw you too!” She chimed teasingly as she took another sip of her drink. ”Riiiight?” Jennifer bumped Ally’s side as they both looked over at me, my cheeks getting slightly heated out of embarrassment.

”Yes!” Ally agreed teasingly.

”Did you see the way he smiled at her?” Jennifer chanted as she continued to bump Ally, hoping that Ally would chime in and tease me too.

”Yeah!” Ally once again agreed just to tease me.

”He was definitely looking you up and down girl!” Jennifer cheered with excitement and encouragement.

”No, he was just being polite.” I brushed it off, trying my best not to get my hopes up.

”Polite my ass!” Jennifer laughed as she emptied her plastic cup. ”I saw him stare at your tits!” She exclaimed loudly.

”Shhh.” I tried to quiet Jennifer down a bit. Jennifer had definitely had more to drink than me and her judgement was a bit clouded at this point. The alcohol was making her talk louder than usual and even though I was sure she couldn’t be heard from across the beach, I was still worried about the people around us overhearing our conversation.

”So are you gonna tap that or what?” She whisper yelled as she narrowed her eyes at me.

”No, I came here with you guys.” I exclaimed.

”Really, that’s your excuse? Cause we can just wait right here while you go over there and fuck him.” Jennifer spoke loudly as she nodded towards the lifeguard tower a few yards away.

”Shhh.” I once again tried to get Jennifer to settle down a bit or she was going to get us thrown off the beach or worst case, detained or arrested. ”We came here to celebrate together, I’m not just gonna run off and have sex with a stranger while you two sit here and wait for me.” I argued even though I was definitely more than tempted to run off and have sex with a hot lifeguard. Even if I did want to have sex with him, I didn’t know how to go about it, what was I supposed to do, climb the stairs up to the lifeguard tower and say hey wanna fuck?

”Why not? We’re fine, we’ve got alcohol, sunscreen and phones to entertain ourselves!” Jennifer argued with a high pitched laughter. ”You haven’t had dick in months like this is your moment, go!” Jennifer tried to urge me to go catch up with the hot lifeguard.

”I’ve been busy with finals.” I tried to argue with a giggle. ”Besides I’m totally fine with not getting dick on a constant basis.” I shrugged like it was no big deal.

”Just go!” Jennifer refused to give up, she continued to urge me with her loud voice and sudden hand movements. ”If I hadn’t fucked Jamie Friday night, I definitely would’ve been fighting you over him but now I’m just gonna let you have him.” Jennifer spoke as if it was already established that the lifeguard was single and wanted to have sex with either one of us.

”How considerate of you.” I said sarcastically and rolled my eyes at my friend as I finished up my drink.

”Yes, will do me a favor and pour me another drink before you go?” Jennifer asked, speaking with a firm voice as if it was now determined that I would definitely go over and have sex with the lifeguard.

”I’m not going anywhere!” I exclaimed. ”But fine, hand me the cup.” I said as I opened the cooler and pulled out the large coke bottle.

”C’mon, at least one of us has gotta try some Aussie dick and Ally’s obviously not gonna do it and I don’t wanna fuck up things between me and Jamie, I mean he did say he would wait for me until I come home.” Jennifer continued to argue like her life depended on it while I retrieved her plastic cup and poured some soda into it. I debated whether I should skip the vodka because it seemed like she’d had enough or if I should just add some extra and hope she passes out on the blanket, at least then she’ll be quiet. ”Do you think he’s got a big cock, he looked like he was packing?” Jennifer continued to chime as she watched me pour her drink.

”Oh my God!” I rolled my eyes as I retrieved the vodka bottle and added a small sprinkle of vodka to the cup, she’d had enough now.

”What? I’m just saying.” Jennifer defended herself.

”Maybe you should go over there and ask him yourself…” I said as I handed her the drink.

”No, you should.” Jennifer whined like a stubborn child. ”Then you can tell us all about it when you come back.”

”I need to pee.” I exclaimed with a sigh as I looked around the beach to see if there was a restroom near by. The sun was scorching hot and the beach was filled with people, tanning beds and parasols. I couldn’t find an actual restroom in sight, just a few showers and porta-pottys which I refused to use. I debated whether I should just go into the ocean and pee but decided against it, there was too many people around and they probably wouldn’t appreciate that.

”I’m sure there’s a restroom over in the lifeguard tower.” Jennifer taunted me. ”I’m sure he’ll let you use it if you ask nicely.” She sing-sang teasingly as she looked at me with a playful grin plastered across her face.

”You know what, I’m gonna go over there and ask.” I said as I stood up, full of determination.

”Alright girly, see you in an hour or two.” Jennifer chanted as she watched me stand up on the blanket. ”Whenever you’re done fucking.” She grinned towards me and I let out a sigh as I rolled my eyes at her.

”I’ll be back in ten minutes.” I emphasized the last two words as I narrowed my eyes at Jennifer.

As soon as my feet hit the sand, I realized how hot it was outside. The parasol did a great job of shading us and the soda kept me chill but now that I was exposed to the sun light and my feet were stepping through the heavy, scorching hot sand I realized how hot it actually was. I had to skip across the sand as quickly as I could in order to not burn my feet. I realized about halfway through that I should’ve put my sandals on before jumping through the sand but now it was too late, I had already committed.

I swiftly jumped up the wooden stairs of the lifeguard tower and hastily knocked on the door as I tried to catch my breath. The door swung open and I was once again taken by the beauty of the man standing in front of me. Speechless, I choked out an uhm, as I observed his large body frame. He looked equally as hot as I remembered him to be, which shouldn’t be a surprise to me since it’d been fifteen minutes since we last saw each other.

”Uh-” I choked out once again as his piercing brown eyes observed me. ”Can I borrow the restroom?” I asked, not knowing what else to say. ”I mean, do you have a restroom?”

”Sure, come in.” The tall lifeguard offer with a polite smile.

The lifeguard tower was slightly cooler than the beach, it had several fans placed across the desks of the tower and there was a ceiling fan in rotation as well. The hot lifeguard motioned towards a door at the back of the hut with a sign that said staff only.

”I was gonna-” I tried to explain why I needed to borrow the restroom so badly but I stopped myself mid sentence as I realized he probably didn’t care. ”Thanks.” I offered him a smile as he followed behind me, as if he needed to make sure I wouldn’t get lost somewhere along the three feet long walk.

I swiftly locked the door of the restroom and released a loud sigh as I observed myself in the mirror, silently cursing myself out for my awkward, embarrassing behavior. I swiftly peed and cleaned myself up before I looked at myself in the mirror. I adjusted the hot pink bikini that I was wearing to make sure it covered everything up properly before I walked back out.

”Thanks.” I once again repeated myself as I closed the bathroom door behind me.

”No worries.” The lifeguard responded with a soft smile as he stood in front of me, his eyes quietly observing me as I tried my best to keep my composure.

”All that drinking just went straight through me.” I joked as I tried to figure out how to not make myself appear like an awkward moron.

”Right.” He laughed softly as he continued to observe me with his brown eyes. I could feel them trail over my body which made me feel a little self-conscious, at least it was a flirty stare and not a creepy stare. ”At least you’re having a good time.” He exclaimed with a chuckle.

”Yeah, I’m still a bit jet-lagged but I’m having a great time.” I responded with a smile.

”So, Miss Americana, what’s your name?” The lifeguard asked me as he met my nervous gaze. It felt like his dark brown eyes were capable of searching through my entire soul and I felt both intrigued and intimidated by them.

”It’s Blake, what about you Aussie?” I asked cheekily as I watched the shirtless lifeguard lean back against one of the desks in the small tower.

”It’s Shawn.” He replied, his accent thick and noticeable as he pronounced his name.

”Well it’s nice to officially meet you.” I offered him a soft smile. I watched the way his body flexed as he leaned back against the desk, his hips resting against the edge of the piece as he placed both his hands behind his back.

I watched as his muscular arms flexed while he placed the large palms on top of the desk. He leaned slightly back elongating his already long torso. I allowed my eyes to trail slowly over his body, examining every inch of it as discretely as I could while I stood silent in front of him. Jennifer was right, he was a hot meal and I would be lying if I said I didn’t want a piece of him. I was just too nervous to make a move.

”How do you like Australia so far?” Shawn asked as he leaned back against the table, getting himself comfortable as he continued to subtly stare me down. It was like the two of us were silently staring each other down until one of us would give in and make the first move.

”I like it, it’s hot though.” I replied, my mind trailing off to other hot things such as Shawn’s abs as I he stood in front of me, taking up my entire field of vision. ”So hot.” I almost moaned the words out loud as my eyes shamelessly trailed over Shawn’s thick thighs.

”Yeah…” He agreed, he seemed to be just as distracted as I was.

”And the people are great!” I exclaimed to redeem myself and the awkward thing I’d just said. ”I’ve always dreamed of going here.”

”Really, so I guess you’re living the dream right now?” Shawn offered me a cheeky grin as he flirtatiously raised his eyebrows at me.

”Hmm, I guess you could say that.” I hummed as I continued to trail my eyes over Shawn’s body. I was staring shamelessly at this point but it didn’t matter because I could tell that he was doing the same. It was like we both waited for the other one to make the first move but neither one of us was brave enough to do it and I was getting impatient. I knew that Jennifer was definitely keeping a timer for how long it would take me to come back and regardless of how long this takes, she’s still going to assume I’ve fucked Shawn and that’s definitely gonna get on my nerves if I don’t get the chance to fuck him.

”So do you have any specific plans or a bucket list?” Shawn asked me as he stood back, running his long fingers through the curly hair on his head.

”No.” I lied, not wanting to come off as a creep who had planned my entire three week trip down to the minute. ”Do you have any suggestions on what I should do?” I asked as I batted my lashes at Shawn in a flirtatious manner. I tried my best to make it obvious that I was interested so this little staring contest would end. It was killing me, his eyes were killing me. I could feel the intense gaze trail over every inch of my body as I stood a few feet away from him.

”Hmmm.” Shawn hummed to himself as he wiggled his eyebrows suggestively. His hands reached for my hips and he pulled me in without saying another word. Our staring contest continued as I now stood inches away from him. Shawn continued to stare me down in silence and my eyes refused to divert from his. ”You should do me.” He whispered the cheeky pick up line, a small boyish grin covering his lips as he waited for me to respond to his exclaim. A small smile crossed my lips and I was relieved that he’d been the first one to make a move, it was all I needed to get the courage to lean in and kiss him.

I closed my eyes still a little nervous that he would reject me. I wasn’t sure if I was the one who closed the space between us or if it had actually been Shawn but somehow our lips were suddenly entwined with one another. His mouth pressed against mine, his lips feeling both soft and wet as they roamed against my skin. I let my hands trail over his exposed body as he kept his hands firmly on my hips. He squeezed me lightly as he pulled me closer to him while deepening the kiss.

His tongue gracefully entered my mouth and I didn’t bother battling him for dominance, instead I let him explore every inch of my mouth while I swirled my tongue against his, tasting the sweet taste of his saliva. I let out a soft moan as I felt his tongue brush against mine.

My hands trailed over his broad shoulders, down his warm chest and muscular torso. I didn’t shy away as I reached the hem of his swimming trunks, instead I boldly continued to trail my hand over the stiff fabric.

Shawn let out a soft gasp as my hand finally found his cock beneath the trunks. I grabbed onto it and squeezed it in a playful manner, earning a soft moan from his warm mouth. A satisfied smile crossed my lips as I continued to feel him up with my hand on his cock. I trailed my hand over the stiff fabric to get a feel for how big his cock was. It felt quite big beneath my small palm and I wondered if Jennifer was right about his dick size. Feeling bold and consumed by Shawn’s lips I swiftly undid the little knot on the swimming trunks and dug my hand into his pants.

”Damn, you’re just going straight in huh?” Shawn gasped as I rubbed the palm of my hand over his bulging cock. His skin was soft but I could feel that he was big and dare I say, rock hard.

”Mhmm. Why waste any time?” I asked teasingly as I bit the corner of my lip. I could feel him harden beneath my touch as I trailed my hand over his shaft. He felt big and thick. I let out a soft moan as my fingertips continued to trail over the tip of his cock, it was already wet from his pre-come. I could feel how soft the skin covering the tip of his cock was and all I could think about was what it would feel like brushing up against my pussy.

”Why not? Are you in a hurry?” Shawn asked teasingly as he raised his eyebrows at me. ”I’m sure your friends will be alright.”

”Mmm no.” I replied, realizing that we really didn’t have to hurry. ”I mean, what if someone comes back here.” I noted as I quickly glanced towards the door. ”And you’re supposed to be working.” I added as I noticed the large windows behind us. They had the perfect view of the beach and on the desk was a pair of binoculars that would help assist the lifeguards in case they needed to see something far far away.

”My boss isn’t supposed to be back for an hour or so and my co-workers are somewhere out patrolling the beach. We’ll be fine.” Shawn reassured me.

”Okay.” I didn’t need much assurance. Instead of debating any further, I closed my eyes and initiated another kiss. Shawn didn’t hesitate, he was quick to kiss me back. My hand continued to explore his cock beneath the fabric of the swimming trunks. I closed my eyes as Shawn devoured my mouth and for a few seconds I imagined what his cock would look and feel like.

Once I opened my eyes again, I realized that I didn’t have to imagine anything, instead I could just pull the trunks down and see for myself what his cock looked like.

Shawn didn’t hesitate to lift his hips as I tugged at his swimming trunks. His sweet mouth continued to greedily suck on my bottom lip as I tried to pull back and remove myself. He followed my movements, lowering his head with his teeth still attached to my bottom lip as I slowly began to sink down onto my knees.

Shawn finally let go of my lip as I sunk down low enough to be eye level with his torso. A soft, playful grin formed on my lips as I sunk completely down onto my knees, pulling Shawn’s swimming trunks with me as I went. My eyes widened at the sight of his hard cock finally being free from the confined fabric of his pants. I could feel my mouth water at the sight of his big cock being right there in eye level with me.

A soft grin graced Shawn’s lips as I trailed the palm of my hands up over his thighs, feeling the thick muscles beneath my fingertips as my hands climbed up his body. I let out a soft moan as I finally reached his cock. Both of my hands trailed up over his thick shaft as I explored every inch of him. I could feel him twitch beneath me as I brushed my fingertips gently over his soft skin all the way to the tip of his cock.

”Mmm fuck.” I whispered as I caressed the tip of his cock with my thumb. My mouth was filled with saliva at this point, I couldn’t help it. I hadn’t slept with anyone for months and this was probably the hottest man I’d ever slept with or gotten the chance to sleep with so you can’t blame me for drooling. ”My friend was right…” I murmured to myself, silently cursing the universe for once again letting drunk Jennifer be right. ”You do have a big cock.” I whispered as I took his cock into the palm of my hand and pumped him a few times before reaching up with my mouth.

My tongue trailed all the way from his balls up to the tip of his cock and I could feel every little bump and vein beneath his soft skin as I went along with my tongue. Shawn let out a chuckle at my exclamation as he looked down at me. I let out a soft moan as I swirled my tongue around the tip of his cock in a playful manner.

”She said that?” He asked as he gently brushed the hair out of my face.

”Mhmmm.” I moaned as I wrapped my lips around the tip of his cock, sucking on it in a teasing manner.

”She’s got great intuition.” Shawn chuckled as he watched me play with his cock. My mouth roamed across his soft skin making sure that it was covered in my saliva and dripping wet before I took it into my mouth. Part of it was so I could easier fit his cock in my mouth and part of it was so I could explore every inch of him.

I opened my mouth and took the tip of Shawn’s cock back into it. I sucked hard on the delicate, exposed skin, my tongue lapping against it as he offered me a taste of his pre-come. I let out a soft moan as I let him slide into my mouth slowly, inch by inch. My mouth was already full of saliva and his cock was already covered in my saliva as well, making it easier for me to take him all the way into my mouth.

”Fuck!” Shawn huffed as he watched me go down on his cock. I inched my mouth as far down the shaft as I possibly could before pulling back. ”That’s it baby, get it all wet and ready for your pussy.” He groaned as he watched a string of my saliva, still attached to my lip and the tip of his cock, fall to the floor between my knees.

I took his cock back into my mouth and Shawn watched with wide eyes as I forced gag-reflex to stay back. I let out a choking noise as I forced myself to keep his cock inside my mouth until we were both dripping from all the saliva.

”Just like that baby.” Shawn groaned as I pulled back with a loud exhale.

”God, it’s so big.” I moaned as I slid my mouth back down onto his skin. He was more than ready for my pussy at this point, his cock was covered in my saliva and I was definitely getting wet between my legs too, but I was enjoying this too much to stop. ”But it’s so good.” I moaned as I once again pulled back and exhaled loudly.

”Yeah, you like my cock Blake?” He asked with a confident, cheeky grin.

”Mhmmm.” I moaned loudly as I once again took him into my mouth, sucking on it as hard as I could as I bobbed my wet mouth up and down his shaft.

”Mmm you like sucking on my cock huh?” Shawn groaned as he ran his fingers through my hair. His hands caressing my cheek as I continued to take his cock into my mouth. He patted me lightly with the palm of his hand as if he was trying to feel the tip of his cock against the cheek of my mouth.

”Yes Daddy.” I moaned with the tip of his cock still in my mouth. My doe eyes searched for Shawn’s to see if he liked being called Daddy or not, I usually try to not push my kink onto other people, especially not strangers but at this point I couldn’t help myself. I was ruthless.

Lucky for me Shawn seemed to like it as a cheeky smirk spread across his entire face.

”Oh you’re one of those girls.” Shawn grinned, he seemed pleased and more than onboard with my kink.

”Yeah…” I breathed out heavily as I looked up at him. ”Do you like those kind of girls?” I asked, my doe eyes searching for his dark brown orbs as I looked back at his pretty face.

”Fuck yes.” Shawn exclaimed as his grin widened. ”Do you like sucking on Daddy’s cock?” Shawn rephrased himself as he looked down at me. His hand caressed my cheek as I continued to play with his cock in my mouth.

”Uh-huh.” I moaned with the tip of his cock still in my mouth. ”I do.” I moaned as I pulled his cock out with a pop. I stuck my tongue out quickly to lick him up and down all the way from his balls up to the tip of his cock as it rested against his lower stomach. Shawn watched as I reached over with my hands to grasp my breasts, squeezing and caressing them while I continued to treat him with my mouth.

”Damn, you’re so fucking hot.” Shawn groaned as if he couldn’t properly comprehend the sight in front of him. ”Can’t wait to fuck you.” Shawn moaned as he watched me push my hair back so that he could get a clear view of me playing with my own breasts while licking up and down his cock.

His lustful eyes stared down at me and he had desire written all over his face. His lips were slightly parted to let the soft groans and moans escape his throat. He watched me knead my breasts together in my triangle bikini while my tongue was sticking out of my mouth, sliding up and down his soft, wet skin.

”Tell me all the dirty things you’re gonna do to me baby?” I whispered as I continued to caress my own body, my right hand sliding all the way down my panties and in between my legs as Shawn began to tell me all the nasty things he was gonna do to me.

”Once you’re done sucking my cock?” Shawn asked with a grin.

”Yeah…” I breathed out heavily as I kept my soft, innocent eyes on his pretty face.

”You wanna know what I’m gonna do to you baby?” Shawn didn’t pause long enough for me to interject. ”I’m gonna bend you over this desk-” Shawn patted the edge of the desk. ”And fuck you so hard, you won’t be able to walk properly when I’m done with you.” He noted and his dirty talk was like music to my ears. I purred like a kitten and it was impossible for me to stop touching myself at this point.

”Fuck.” I huffed out as I felt my fingers swirl around my clit. Shawn’s eyes continued to shift between my eyes, my breasts and the moving hand beneath my bikini bottoms.

”Is that what you want baby?” Shawn asked and I nodded quietly as I looked up at him with soft, pleading eyes. I bit the corner of my lip as I met his fiery gaze. It still felt like he could look straight into my soul. ”Well then you better get to work.” Shawn winked as he pushed my head back towards his cock.

I swallowed hard as I felt his hand grip the back of my head, forcing me closer to the tip of his cock. He guided me down against the tip of his cock and I was quick to open my mouth and take him all in. ”Get that cock nice and wet for your pussy baby.” Shawn encouraged me as he watched me take him back into my mouth. This time he knew I could handle almost all of him so he decided to keep his hand on the back of my head, pushing me back down onto him in a dominant and sexy manner. ”Oh fuck.” Shawn moaned as he threw his head back, his hand pressing against my head, urging me to go further down his shaft. I forced my gag-reflex back refusing to ruin the moment by choking or throwing up around his cock. ”Just like that baby.” Shawn moaned as I continued to bob my head up and down his cock.

My lips slid up and down his soft skin with ease and I was completely turned on by his slightly dominant touch, not only did we share the same kink but he was also slightly more dominant than me which was a nice bonus.

Shawn once again reached over to caress my face while I tried to catch my breath. His hand slid down my cheek towards my chin as he guided me back towards the tip of his cock. It was dripping wet and more than ready for my pussy but both of us wanted this to go on for just a little longer.

I took his cock back into my mouth and I felt him pat me with the palm of his hand again in a playful manner. My eyes searched for his face and I observed all the different faces he made as I continued to please him with my mouth. I loved seeing his eyes crinkle and the pure bliss in his gaze as I continued to suck him off. Shawn lightly patted my cheek again and I decided to finally do as he wished. I angled my face slightly and directed the tip of his cock towards the inside of my cheek. ”Fuck, that’s hot.” Shawn breathed out heavily as he felt the tip of his cock poke against my cheek.

”Mmm yeah.” I moaned as I arched my eyebrows at him, my innocent lashes still batting at him in full speed. ”You like that Daddy?” I moaned as I swirled my fingers over my clit. I could feel how wet I was against my fingertips as I slid them down my slit. It was insane, I don’t know if I’d ever been that wet before but then again I also hadn’t met a stranger this hot before either.

”Mhmm.” Shawn growled softly as he urged me to continue. I moved my sealed lips along his thick shaft and he watched as his cock continued to poke against my cheek.

”Do you think it’s wet enough for my pussy?” I moaned as I looked up at Shawn with soft, pleading eyes.

”Depends on how wet your pussy is.” Shawn grinned as he looked down at me questioningly. His eyebrows slightly arched as he waited for me to tell him just how wet my pussy was.

”Mmm, so wet.” I moaned as I slid the hot pink bikini panties to the side to reveal my pussy to him.

”Get up!” He ordered with a firm, dominant voice. I pulled his cock out with a loud pop, my greedy tongue licking over the tip of his cock a few more times to taste him before pulling back. A satisfied smirk crossed my lips as I slowly stood up and Shawn swiftly grabbed me by my hips, turning me around and pushing me up against the table.

I stared out the large window in front of me. It was a beautiful view really, the sky was bright blue and there was not a cloud in sight. The sea was a light blue color with beautiful waves crashing down against the shore. It was completely wind-free and the sky had no clouds. I could see all the people on the beach going on about their day, kids playing in the sand, teens playing in the waves and adults reading books in the shade.

”Don’t worry, the windows are tinted.” Shawn commented and I hadn’t even though about that until he mentioned it.

I felt his fingers pull at the strings of my bikini, it quickly loosened up and both pieces fell to the floor. I felt his hands roam up my stomach, over my breasts, down my back and over my butt, giving it a gentle squeeze as he kneeled down behind me.

”Let’s see just how wet your pussy is.” Shawn hummed to himself as he began to plant wet kisses against my ass, his teeth gently sinking into my fat tissue and his mouth sucking on several different spots in hopes of leaving a hickey.

I let out a soft moan as he continued to treat my ass with multiple kisses, his large hand palming me between my legs in a soothing motion. It didn’t soothe me at all though, it just made me want more. The butterflies inside my stomach were going crazy at this point and I couldn’t control the way I reacted his touch. I could feel myself get ever wetter from his simple touch and it was almost embarrassing how weak his touch made me.

”Mmm…” I moaned as I felt his hands grip onto both my ass cheeks spreading them apart so he could get a clear view of my pussy. Without a warning he licked a long, wet strip from my entrance all the way up to my clit and I released a soft gasp as I felt my knees weaken against the table.

Shawn squeezed my butt as he continued to lick at my pussy with long wet strokes against my soaked slit. I placed both my hands on the table as I leaned over the desk. My knees were already shaking from the feeling of his soft, wet tongue sliding up and down my pussy.

”Holy fuck.” I moaned as I felt Shawn’s tongue dip into my entrance. He swirled it around, tasting every single drop of me while exploring the edges of my hole. I could feel the butterflies inside my stomach go mad, it was like they were swarming around my insides as Shawn continued to dart his tongue inside me. He dipped his tongue repeatedly into my pussy to get a taste of me and I could barely control myself anymore.

My fingers clawed against the desk as he squeezed my ass hard, pushing and pulling on my skin as he separated my ass cheeks so that he could devour my entire pussy with his mouth.

”Fuck, you taste so good!” Shawn exclaimed with a loud growl as he swirled his tongue over my hole.

I reached down behind my back, my hand blindly searching for his head as I pushed my hips back onto his tongue. I finally grabbed a hold of his soft curls and I managed to tug at them while simultaneously pushing his head closer to my pussy.

”You’re gonna make me come.” I whimpered as I felt his tongue lap against my entrance before making its way up to my sensitive clit. I wasn’t sure if it was the alcohol intoxication or the way his tongue was making me feel that made my knees wobbly and legs shake at this point.

”Yeah?” Shawn groaned as he continued to lap at my clit, his hands squeezing my ass hard as he continued to devoured every inch of me.

”Mmm yeah.” I moaned out loud, the vibrations in my voice were very telling of how close I was to coming. ”Fuck, it feels so fucking good.” I moaned as I pushed my pussy back onto Shawn’s tongue. He didn’t object, instead he continued to lap harder, his tongue sliding over my clit in circles before sliding back down towards my entrance. He swirled his tongue up and down my slit, dipping it into my entrance and caressing my clit with every stroke. ”Please.” I whined desperate for a release as Shawn continued his sweet torture.

”Tell me what you want babygirl?” Shawn urged me to keep talking even though I was completely speechless and overwhelmed at this point.

”I need to come, please.” I moaned as I tugged at his soft curls. My fist desperate for something to hold onto as I stood bent over the edge of the desk.

”Please what?” Shawn teasingly chimed and I could feel his warm mouth form a grin against my clit.

”Please Daddy.” I moaned sweetly. ”Fuck-” I choked on my own breath as he wrapped his lips around my clit and sucked on it. ”I’m comingggg.” I stuttered, the vibrations in my voice echoing across the room as I felt my legs shake and my thighs squeeze around Shawn’s head. His hands shifted towards my thighs, forcing my legs apart so I wouldn’t suffocate him as I came undone on top of him.

”Fuck, you’re good at that.” I swooned, impressed by his pussy eating skills and still high off my orgasm.

”Was your friend right about that too?” Shawn joked as he stood up.

”Hmm we didn’t get that far into the conversation but I might have to update her when I come back.” I replied with a soft grin as I turned around against the table.

Shawn stared my naked body down in silence and the two of us took a few deep breaths before we leaned in to kiss each other. This time the kisses were wet, sloppy and passionate. They were needy, careless and greedy in a different kind of way. We were both filled with desire and desperate for each other as our hands curiously explored one another’s body.

Shawn caressed my breasts, his hands squeezing them in a greedy manner before moving over my back and down to my ass. He gently grabbed a hold of me and lifted me up onto the desk without breaking away from the kiss.

”Please-” I whispered as he placed himself between my legs.

”Please what? Use your words.” Shawn grinned teasingly as he slid his hands up my inner thighs.

”Please, fuck me Daddy.” I breathed out heavily as he buried his face against my neck, his mouth treating my neck to multiple soft kisses and some greedy tongue licking.

I reached down to grab his cock in the palm of my hand, slowly pumping it over his wet skin was he continued to kiss the delicate skin on my neck. Shawn slid his hands over my pussy and down my wet slit.

”Please.” I begged ever so sweetly as I felt his fingers slide over my clit and down towards my entrance. ”I need to feel your cock inside me.” I pleaded with a soft pout, hoping that my soft innocent voice would make Shawn weak enough to cave into my request.

”Your accent sounds so cute when you’re begging.” Shawn whispered against my neck as he continued to ignore my plea.

”Please, please, please.” I whined impatiently as he slid two fingers inside me to feel how wet I was for him.

”Are you gonna be a good girl?” Shawn asked, his voice low and seductive as he whispered into my ear.

”Mhmm.” I nodded eagerly, hoping that he would give into my demands.

”Yeah…?” Shawn hummed teasingly. ”You gonna take all of my cock like a good girl?”

”Yes Daddy.” I moaned impatiently as I nodded my head like a child filled with excitement.

I let out a soft gasp as Shawn moved his fingers inside me. He didn’t move them to please me, instead he pulled them out of me, making me pout in disappointment as he pulled them to his lips, greedy for another taste of me.

”Pleaseee.” I whined childishly. ”I’ll be a good girl, I promise.” I moaned as I caressed my breasts in front of Shawn.

”Okay baby, tell me what you want!” Shawn whispered against my ear, his hot voice and Aussie accent sending shivers down my spine.

”I want your cock Daddy.” I mewled like a little kitten, desperate to feel him inside me.

”Good girl.” Shawn praised me with a soft grin on his lips. He gently patted my inner thighs and I quickly spread them for him.

He grabbed my lower back and pulled up to the very edge of the desk. I leaned back on my arms for support and watched as Shawn slowly adjusted himself in front of me. He grabbed his cock and pressed the tip of it against my clit, making me gasp out loud.

”Please.” I whined as he rubbed his cock against my wet slit. I was desperate for him to finally put it inside me. ”Please, put it in me.” I groaned as I felt him poke against my entrance.

Shawn’s smirk widened as he slowly pushed his cock inside me. My lips parted releasing a mix of heavy gasps and soft moans as I felt his thick length fill me up. Even though, I’d felt him in my hands and my mouth, I was still extremely surprised by the way he felt inside me.

His soft skin still covered in my wet saliva mixed with the juice inside my pussy as Shawn closed the gap between us and buried his entire cock inside me, filling me up to the brim.

”Oh fuck.” I moaned as I furrowed my eyebrows together, my chest heaving as I tried to inhale and exhale properly. It was like I could feel him inside my stomach.

”Fuck, you’re soaked.” Shawn exclaimed as he felt my wet walls cling onto him.

”All for you, Daddy.” I playfully winked as I looked up at Shawn’s pretty face. His lips pursed into an amused smirk as he watched me adjust to his large size. I let my fingers roam through his hair as I pulled him closer to me, craving another taste of his sweet lips.

Our mouths danced in union as Shawn began to slowly move inside me. The butterflies had escaped my stomach and were now roaming through my entire body, sending tingles and shivers all the way down my spine and through every single nerve inside me.

”God, your pussy feels so good.” Shawn groaned as he buried his face against my neck, his soft huffs echoing through my ear as he began to slide properly in and out of me.

He kept his hands on my inner thighs, squeezing them and forcing them to stay open as he continued to thrust his cock into me.

”Harder baby.” I breathed out heavily against his ear as I continued to roam my hands through his curly hair. ”Fuck me harder, Daddy.”

Shawn quickly obeyed to my request, his swirling hips going from a gentle sway to more of a thrusting motion. I was trying my best to balance my ass on the edge of the table while roaming my fingers through Shawn’s hair. My hands couldn’t stay on the desk, they desperately needed something to cling onto.

I could feel his cock force it’s way through my tightening walls with every push inside me. It was a tight fit and thank God I was soaking wet otherwise it would’ve hurt. I could feel his soft skin brush against the insides of my walls and I could tell by his face that he enjoyed the feeling of my walls squeezing tightly around him.

”Fuck baby, your cock feels so good.” I moaned as I let my fingers slide down the back of Shawn’s hair, my arms eventually wrapping around his neck for support.

Shawn continued to push into me with long strokes, pulling the entire way back to the tip of his cock before pushing back into me. I felt him deep inside me, making it nearly impossible for my pussy to hold back it’s juices as he hit the G-spot hidden deep in me.

”Your pussy is so fucking wet.” Shawn groaned as he felt me soak his cock. I couldn’t stop myself from gushing at this point. He was hitting all the right spots.

”Yeah, do you like fucking my wet pussy Daddy?” I moaned innocently as I looked up into his eyes, my hands clinging onto his neck as he continued to thrust into me.

”Fuck yeah!” Shawn groaned loudly as he flashed me a satisfied grin.

”Mmm, it feels so fucking good Daddy.” I moaned as I pursed my lips together into a soft pout. ”I want you to fuck that tight little pussy hard baby.” I moaned, a devious grin spreading across my lips as I noticed Shawn’s reaction to my dirty words.

He instantly picked up his pace, his thrusts becoming sloppy and careless as he pounded into me. My hands reached back for his shoulder blades, my fingers desperately pressing against his warm skin as he hit the spot deep inside me, making me whimper.

I was desperately trying to hold onto him as he slammed into me, the sound of our bodies colliding echoing through the small wooden hut as he continued to fuck me harder.

”Ah yes! Just like that, fuck me.” I moaned as I clawed at his back with my nails, well aware that this was gonna be very noticeable once we were done but at this moment I didn’t care. ”Fuck, keep fucking me like that.” I groaned as I bit down on my lip hard to prevent myself from screaming at the top of my lungs.

Shawn grabbed my breasts and squeezed them hard as he continued to push into me with rough thrusts. I could feel his hips collide hard with mine as I fought to keep my legs open on their own.

”God, it feels so good baby.” I moaned loudly. ”So fucking good.” I rolled my eyes and threw my head back as his cock continued to pump inside me. My walls were clinging onto his skin for dear life and every time he pulled back it was like I could feel them close up completely before he once again pushed his cock in between them with force.

”Such a good girl, taking all of Daddy’s cock.” Shawn growled, his voice hot and heavy as he was getting breathless from the rough fucking.

”Mmm yes.” I whimpered as he slammed into me. I couldn’t keep my legs open properly and Shawn was quickly forced to remove his hands from my breasts and put them back on my inner thighs in order to keep them separated for him. ”I can’t even keep my legs open, fuck.” I moaned as I felt him grip my inner thighs and squeeze their thick frame.

”Keep them spread for me baby. I need you to see how good your tight little pussy takes my cock.” Shawn growled as he motioned for me to look down between my legs.

”Mmmm.” I whimpered as I shifted my gaze from Shawn’s face to the action between my legs. I watched as his cock pushed into me with force, disappearing inch by inch as he devoured my body and filled me up completely. ”Fuck.” I huffed as I was now unable to take away from gaze from the beautiful sight between my legs.

”Got my cock soaked baby.” Shawn grinned teasingly as he took looked down between my legs. I loved watching his cock conquer me. It was such a beautiful sight to watch his thick length push all the way inside me until our hips finally collided with each other.

”Fuck, I’m so close.” I whined desperate for a release as I clawed at Shawn’s back mercilessly.

”Want you to come all over my cock like a good girl.” Shawn urged me with his hot whispers.

”Mmm please.” I moaned as my eyes once again rolled to the back of my head.

Shawn pulled his cock all the way out, making me desperately whimper at the loss of contact. Before I could verbally object he pushed his entire length back inside me with force, making the entire desk wiggle as he entered me roughly. He repeated the movements a few more times throughout the thrusting, making me whimper and whine as he made my walls close up before bursting through them.

”Please Daddy, I’m so close.” I whimpered as I felt him pull all the way back once again. It felt like I was about to soar off the desk as Shawn continued to fuck me. His loud gross filled the air and mixed with my desperate whimpers while our bodies made several noises due to our rough endeavors.

”Where do you want my come babygirl?” Shawn asked me as his cock twitched inside me. I could tell that he was close too, his movements were getting sloppier and sloppier with every thrust and he could no longer gather enough self-control to pull his cock completely out of me.

”On my pussy.” I begged sweetly, my doe eyes looking straight into Shawn’s lustful eyes as I answered his straight forward question with an even more straight forward answer. ”I want you to cover my pussy with your come Daddy.” I whispered seductively as I batted my lashes at him.

”Holy fuck!” Shawn huffed breathlessly as he stared back at me speechless.

”Please.” I begged sweetly. ”Cover my pussy in your hot come.” I mewled like a kitten.

”God, you’re fucking hot.” Shawn groaned as he reached down with one hand to press his fingertips against my clit. He roughly rubbed it in circles and I was ready to come undone at any point. I could barely keep my legs open as the sharp tingles caused by his touch coursed through my entire body, thankfully his other hand was still placed on one of my thighs.

His hand squeezed the fat on my thigh, forcing it to stay in place and reminding me to keep the other one out of the way as well. My mouth was wide open and my loud moans were bouncing against the walls at this point.

”Don’t stop!” I purred even though I knew he wouldn’t stop before I could come all over his cock. ”Don’t fucking stop.” I pleaded afraid that he would for some reason stop and ruin my orgasm.

”I’m not stopping until you come on my cock babygirl.” Shawn reassured me with a cheeky grin.

He thrusted into me with hard movements and I could feel my stomach clench for dear life as I fought to hold back my orgasm to the very end. I was breathless, tired, sweaty and a whole mess down there but I didn’t want the amazing feeling to stop.

”Oh God! I’m coming!” I exhaled sharply as I was suddenly forced over the edge. I could feel the waves of pleasure consume me as I finally let go around Shawn’s cock, my tight walls pulsing with a heart beat on their own as Shawn continued to fuck into me.

”That’s it baby, come on my cock.” Shawn growled as he felt my tight walls squeeze around him even tighter and harder than before.

”Yes, yes, fuck yes!” I whimpered feeling overwhelmed by the continuous penetration as the waves took over my body. Normally, I need to ride my orgasm out in slow grinding motions but right now I couldn’t even complain because Shawn was fucking me so good and I was nearly speechless.

Shawn buried himself deep inside me with three hard thrusts and before I could stop coming, he pulled out and finished the job with a few strokes of his hand. ”Yes Daddy, come on my pussy.” I begged sweetly. ”Please, I want your come all over my pussy.” I moaned encouragingly as I watched the gorgeous man in front of me tense up his muscles. I continued to beg sweetly for his come until he finally exploded.

I watched as his hot come spurted out of his cock and onto my already dripping wet pussy. The warm liquid dribbled down my slit and towards my entrance as Shawn continued to milk his cock for every last drop with his hand. I watched, my eyes does from my previous orgasm and my body completely spent as he continued to shoot his come onto my pussy. I know we’d just had hot sex, but the sight of his come dribbling down my pussy was an incredible turn on and I was willing to go for a round two if I could witness it all again.

I reached down between my legs, swirling my fingers over my clit a few times to mix our juices together before pulling my fingers up to my mouth to have a taste of the sweet mix. His come tasted salty and mixed perfectly well with the sweet taste of my pussy.

”What was your name again?” I released a soft giggle as I leaned back on the desk.

”Shawn.” He looked a little offended at first but then he noticed the cheeky grin on my lips.

”I prefer calling you Daddy.” My grin widened as I looked into Shawn’s pretty brown eyes.

”Why don’t you take my number and you can call me whenever you want?” Shawn said as he pulled out his phone from one of the desk drawers.

”Alright, but I’m only here for three weeks.” I said as Shawn handed me his black iPhone.

”Oh honey, three weeks is plenty of time.” Shawn grinned as he watched me type my number into his phone.

”Mmm, you’re right.” I hummed as I finished punching my number into his phone. I pressed the name section and typed in my name as Blake with the kissy face emoji. ”Are you gonna remember my name?” I asked cheekily before handing Shawn his phone back. I’m sure I wasn’t the first tourist he had fucked like this, after all the windows were tinted. ”Or should I put in a little reminder in the notes? Like, the best pussy I’ve ever had?”

”Hmm.” Shawn pretended to think for a bit as I typed in the words Miss Americana in the notes. It’s what he’d first called me so I’m sure he’d at least remember who I was if I wrote that. I handed the phone back and Shawn quickly texted me an empty text so that I had his number as well.

A cheeky grin spread across my face as I saved the number. ”I think I’ll just call you hot Aussie Daddy.” I noted teasingly as I saved his number in my phone.

”Sounds good to me.” Shawn grinned as he handed me a napkin to clean myself up.

”How convenient.” I pointed out as I noticed the little box of napkins next to me on the desk. ”It’s like you saw me coming from across the beach…” I pointed out with a cheeky grin as I wiped myself clean.

”Maybe I did.” Shawn replied teasingly as he held up a trashcan for me to discard the napkin.

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shiningshawns · 4 months

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Shawn Mendes One-Shot

I trudged into my bathroom, trying to place where my toothpaste went. I searched the whole bathroom, but to no avail. I groaned in frustration, knowing Shawn took my toothpaste without letting me know in advance--again.

I stomped my way across the house, not bothering to knock before walking into his bathroom, I only noticed the shower running as I was in the middle of searching the cabinets.

But the shower was not the only noise, deep groans filled the room, making my cheeks flush a deep crimson. Though I was embarrassed, I could not bring myself to leave. The moans became more breathy, needier.

"Mm, f-fuck!" I trailed my way over towards the voice, finding myself in front of Shawn's shower. The glass keeping him isolated from me was foggy, but I could still see his silhouette faintly.

"S-such a good girl for me, Y/n." I gasped softly, surprise washed over my entire body. He was moaning my name while he touched himself. I was what he thought about when he got himself off.

Suddenly, his groans stopped. I froze in my tracks, my hand sliding to my mouth. Had he heard me? Had I been caught? I got an answer to both of those questions as the shower door opened, my soft gasp had been muffled by my hand.

Shawn stood there, his expression went from embarrassed to lustful in a matter of seconds. "You just going to stand there and watch? Or, will you join and help like a good girl?" His seductive words tossed me out of my trance, I quickly stripped myself of any fabric. Shawn pulled me in the shower the second my underwear was off.

"Such a little slut, watching me touch my cock." He gripped my hips with much force, it felt like his fingers were searing my skin down to the bone. "Say it. Say that your a slut." When I did not answer immediately, he brought his hand back and gave a sharp slap to my ass. I yelped, scrambling to find words as his hand raised again.

"I-I'm a slut! I'm such a slut for you, Sh-" I quickly stopped myself of speaking his legal name, remembering when he mentioned his daddy kink. "Daddy!" He smirked, slowly dropping his hand. "Good girl, such a good girl," He praised quietly. Shawn pulled me indefinitely close, his stiff cock rubbing against my core. I whimpered at the feeling of his length against my skin, I could feel his size against my warm skin.

His right hand travels from my waist down to my pussy, I bite my lip desperately, ready to beg him to touch me. Shawn's index and middle finger tease my wet entrance, spreading my arousal around my needy cunt.

"M-more, please!" It took almost everything in me to force those words out, my words were breathy as he rubbed my clit in painfully slow circles. "Such a needy little girl, so desperate for my touch." I nodded frantically, hoping that confirmation would make him decide whether I would get more.

Shawn's left hand raises towards my neck and into my hair, pulling roughly. I yelp in response, panting from the new sensation and the reoccurring one farther down my body. His hand cranes down towards my ear, "I will not stop unless you say the word 'red' or if you tap my arm three times. Got it?" I nod, as nothing intelligible is able to fall past my lips at this moment. "Words, baby." He nips at my earlobe, making me whimper. "Y-Yes, understood." Shawn chuckles, his lips trailing down to my neck, kissing and biting my skin roughly. Feeling his teeth against my skin was euphoric, feeling them sink down before sucking harshly once again.

Shawn's fingers had slowed down, my stimulation slowing as well. I was too focused on his plump lips on my neck to remember his fingers between my legs. That is, until he suddenly plunged two digits into my throbbing core. I cried out in pleasure as his fingers slammed in and out of me at an alarming rate.

"Mmph! F-fuck, Daddy!" Shawn continues to mark my neck viciously, not giving a single word to me as I screamed for him. He removed his head from the crook of my neck, looking at my vulnerable state cockily. Swiftly, Shawn slams his digits to hit my G-spot directly.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck!" I chanted, struggling to steady my breath. He chuckled as I begged for mercy, begging for him to slow down in the slightest, but to no avail. As I clenched around his long fingers, almost falling off the edge, he slipped his digits out of my core.

"No, no! P-please! M-more, need more." Shawn's hand released my hair, traveling to tilt my chin up. "So, so needy." His other hand dripped with my arousal, it came to rest on my bottom lip. "Open, slut." I complied, opening my mouth. His slipped his digits into my mouth, "Suck." Once again, I obey his commands. I suck down my wetness, releasing his fingers from my tongue.

"Bend over, slut." I twist around, bending over in front of him. My hands rest on the cold tile, until Shawn aggressively grabs them both and holds them behind me. "You ready to get fucked so hard you cannot think straight? Pounded so deep that you will not be able to fucking walk?" I nod, so desperate for him, needing him inside me. He growls in frustration, delivering a strong slap to my ass.

"Y-yes! I want it so bad, Daddy!" Shawn nods in approval, his hand snakes to my neck, wrapping around my skin tightly. His other hand guides his cock into me, once he's fully inside of me, he wastes no time to start pounding into me.

"F-fuck! Slow d-down, Daddy!" Pornagraphic moans slipped past my lips as I struggled to think. My brain was fogged from pleasure, "Oh, really?" Shawn slows down by a mile, slow stroking into me. I whined, wanting the fast pace back. "That's what I thought, you're such a slut for my cock." His actions are once again rapid, pounding into me ruthlessly. Shawn's hand tightens around my throat, my breath hitches as I fought to stay conscious.

"D-daddy, I'm so close!" I might as well had said nothing, as he did nothing with this information. He let out a deep groan, his thrusts became sloppy as we both got closer to our edge. "N-not yet, baby. I'm c-close too, just hold on." I whined, so desperately wanting to cum. Our screams of pleasure bounced across the walls, I could not take it anymore, it was too much not to get some sort of release.

I screamed as I came around Shawn's girthy cock, he groaned while I clenched around him. "S-such a slut, cumming before I tell you too." His hand moves from my waist to stimulate my clit, still thrusting into me. The strokes were slower than before, but still enough to overstimulate me.

"Mmph! T-too much! Stop, Daddy!" He chuckled, not listening to my strained words. "C'mon, keep screaming like that, Princess." I continued to cry out for him, waiting for him to cum inside of me.

His groans deepened, "Sh-shit! I'm gonna f-fucking cum!" Shawn kept his word, cumming inside of me not long after he spoke. I wailed as his cum filled my up, still slowly thrusting into me. He finally pulled out of me, pulling me in closer by my waist. I got up and faced towards him, "You did good, Princess." I flushed and smiled softly at him. Shawn connects our lips, his plump lips moving softly against mine.

"Wanna go watch a movie in my room, baby?" He asks, meeting my gaze. "Yeah, that sounds nice." Shawn nods, pulling us into the water.

We rinsed off, when we got out he grabbed one of his t-shirts and a pair of boxers to wear. He insisted on carrying me back to his room, where he gently laid me down on the bed.

"I love you so much, baby," He mumbles softly into my hair, planting a soft kiss. "I love you too, Mendes." I cuddle in closer to his chest, tracing small patterns against his skin. "I hope you know that this now means that you're mine." I laugh and nod, "I like the sound of that." Shawn kisses my head once more before the two of us fall unconscious.

I'm currently writing this at 1am so yeah ☺️

I am sorry I put you all through this pain xx

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violetsandfluff · 10 months

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Coffee Shop AU (s.m.)

a/n: this has been in my drafts since November. I planned to post it on Christmas Eve, but only now got around to polishing it up.

tw: allusions to smut?

word count: 3.4k+

summary: shawn and a cute customer in the shop after hours

Only a university campus would have a coffee shop open from six am to midnight. A vast variety of students flowed through the shop steadily, getting their beverages to go or staying to enjoy them and take advantage of the free wi-fi. The shop’s location made it easily accessible for students traveling to and from their classes, and a convenient place to study and work on group projects. The shop was also run primarily by students, providing them with a way to make money on campus in bite-sized shifts.

The cafe was a small shack designed to look like a log cabin. Despite the limited space inside, the tables and booths were comfortably spaced. The booths were covered in a rough, resplendent upholstery and the tables were a yellowy, polished wood. A long, narrow high-top table was positioned down the center of the room, divided by a metal structure down the center with built-in outlets for convenient charging. There was an assortment of chairs and backless stools available for maximum comfort, and a plethora of outlets scattered around for convenience. The wifi password was plastered on the wall by the door, and on the chalkboard menus, which were always neat and colorful.

It was a popular study spot for students during the day, but not so much at night. Students tended to flock to the shop before their classes or for a mid-afternoon energy boost; not a bedtime snack.

Among the workers there was Shawn, a lissome junior who tended to keep to himself. He was pleasant enough when taking orders or preparing coffee, but he usually chose the latest shifts when fewer people came looking for coffee. He never minded sweeping the floors or locking up in the dark, and the lack of bustle didn’t bother him. After all, it was rare for even college students to go seeking out caffeine in the form of coffee past midnight.

As finals approached, there was a steady increase of anxious students pouring into the shop late in search of caffeine, wi-fi, or an extra charger for their laptops. As studying intensified, the late-night crowd grew, and more nighttime workers were brought into the shop.

Shawn was used to working alone, rarely having to worry about a customer requiring attention as he worked on another’s drink. However, as finals week drew near, he was positioned solely at the front counter, manning the orders and bakery selection. The small cafe was brimming with students sipping on hot caffeinated beverages as they poured intently over their laptops and textbooks, retaining as much information as they could.

Despite the steady flow of students in and out of the cafe, one girl, in particular, caught Shawn’s eye. She ordered the same thing every night, a dark chocolate mocha, and sat in the same booth by the window as she studied. She, along with the others, tended to pack up and leave just before twelve, leaving Shawn and his coworkers time to clean before they locked up, but one night, Sunday, she found herself so engrossed in her studying that she didn’t realize when the other patrons packed up and left.

Hannah, one of Shawn’s coworkers for the night, tried to secure her attention and ask her kindly to wrap up her studies, but Shawn reassured her, saying that he’d tell her to leave if she hadn’t finished in fifteen minutes.

Giving a resigning sigh, Hannah retreated to the back door, hanging her apron on a hook before disappearing into the cold night air, flipping the sign from open to closed as she left.

Shawn gazed over the counter at the studious girl, entranced in her studies like they were the only thing in the world as he cleaned the coffee machine absentmindedly. Her hair was tucked into the band of her headphones, and she was wearing a simple white sweatshirt with the university’s name on it. Her legs were tucked up next to her, one under her and the other to the side, and her head was resting in her left hand as her right hand flipped the pages of her book. Her drink remained untouched, aside from the sip she’d taken from it when Shawn had handed it to her. The laptop on the table in front of her dimmed, but it did nothing to pry her eyes from the pages of her textbook.

Her lips moved ever so slightly as her eyes scanned the pages, fighting the avalanche of words to retain as much information as she could. Shawn watched all the while, nearly halting as he ran a sudsy rag over the outside of the coffee machine in lethargic circles. His eyes were fixed on the girl’s hunched figure and they had no intent to move.

Fifteen minutes passed faster than Shawn thought they ought to. He had promised Hannah that he would remove the girl from her spot in the cafe in fifteen minutes, twelve-twenty, but his heart raced as he thought of doing so. He fought himself internally behind the counter before finally closing the distance between himself and the compelling girl.

He stood nervously beside her table as he racked his brain for words to say to her.

“Excuse me,” he croaked, his words thudding soundly into the silent room. He repeated it once before sitting down in the booth beside hers, a safe distance away. He reached out a hand to tap her shoulder gently and she jumped in alarm, hastily removing her headphones and shifting her attention to Shawn.

“I’m so sorry,” he began. “I know you’ve been working really hard, but we’re technically closed now. Again, I’m so sorry.”

She glanced from him, to the corner of her computer screen, and back. “You’ve been closed for half an hour!” she noticed in horror. “You could have told me sooner!”

“I didn’t want to interrupt your work,” he admitted, his cheeks flushing slightly as her eyes met his. “I know it sucks to be interrupted.”

“Your shift ended half an hour ago,” she repeated, scrambling to close her book and laptop. “You should be at home, enjoying your own time, not stuck here with me.”

“I don’t mind,” he babbled softly. “My homework’s in the back room. I’ve been working on it a little.”

“That’s good,” she managed apologetically as she turned to her backpack, which was occupying the seat beside her. She shoved her headphones in, but before she could get any further, Shawn stopped her.

Placing a hand gently on her forearm, he asked, “What have you been working on?”

“Studying for exams,” she groaned with an exhausted sigh. “I have a history exam tomorrow and I’m grossly underprepared.”

“That’s the worst,” he empathized.

“What kinds of homework do you have?”

“A little bit of everything,” he replied slowly, feeling his confidence bloom slightly as she took interest in him. “A lot related to holistic health.”

“Really?” She raised her eyes to inspect the honey-colored ones hidden timidly behind his thin, inconspicuous glasses, noticing his flawless complexion and curly, chocolate-colored hair in the process. “You’re into that kind of stuff?”

“Yeah. Holistic medicine and things that go along with that; herbology, homeopathy. Things like that.”

“Is that your major?”

“One of them. I major in both holistic health and psychology, and minor in music theory. What about you?”

“I’m a business major. I can’t imagine taking on two majors. I can hardly handle the one I have.”

Shawn let out a soft chuckle. “I’m Shawn, by the way. What’s your name?”

“Y/N,” she frowned. “I like the name Shawn.”

“I like the name Y/N,” Shawn smiled slowly as he listened to the syllables as they glided off his tongue. “Are you a junior, too?”

“I’m a sophomore. Three semesters in,” she huffed.

“It gets better,” Shawn consoled her automatically.

“Does it really?”

“Not at all,” he replied with a chuckle. “But believe it or not, you’ll get the hang of things.”

“That’s reassuring,” Y/N hummed, rising to her feet. “I should probably let you get home. Do you live on campus?”

“No,” Shawn replied slowly. “I live with my parents since they’re pretty local.”

“Will they be worried since you’re not home?”

“They’ll be fine.” Shawn cast a wary glance at his watch before redirecting his attention to the beautiful girl standing before him. “You can stay a while longer,” he suggested. “I don’t mind.”

She eased back onto the booth beside him, swiveling her body so she was facing him rather than the table. She reached for her drink and maneuvered it to the edge of the table, pulling the straw into her mouth as she glanced away from Shawn’s enchanting honey-colored eyes.

“Are we supposed to be here after hours?” she interrogated, eyeing him skeptically.

“I’m sure we’ll be fine,” he answered absentmindedly. “After all, I’m used to locking up.”

“At twelve o’clock. Not at twelve-thirty-five.”

Shawn shrugged, shifting his attention to a small rip in the upholstery of the booth. “Do you need help studying for anything?” He felt pathetic dragging what could have been a short conversation out so long, but something inside of him longed to converse with her for a while longer.

“Actually?” She withdrew a planner from her backpack and began flipping through it. “Can you quiz me for my exam?”

“History? Sure.” He tried to hide his excitement as he held out his hand for the notepad. He examined the pages, noting their layout, before turning his body to face hers and clutching the papers against his chest so she couldn’t see. The pages were filled with events and their dates, as well as various other facts that she would need to remember for a thorough paper.

The neat rows and columns made it easy for Shawn to quiz her with. He cleared his throat jokingly, making playfully intimidating eye-contact with her before looking back down at her notepad.

The first few questions breezed by as she recited the answers confidently. But when the questions advanced into more obscure niches, her confidence began to falter.

“Try again,” Shawn urged simply as she sunk her teeth into her lip, her cheeks reddening as she scrambled for the correct answer. Shawn had flipped from the history dates to other tidbits of information she would need over the course of the next few weeks.

“What was the question?” she whined, pulling her drink closer to the edge of the table.

Shawn moved closer to her, resting his head on her shoulders as she examined her page of notes.

He read the page’s contents softly, his warm breath tickling her ear.

She took note of his gentle voice, strong arms, and complex cologne, which seemed representative of his true self.

Pulling the straw back into her mouth, she sat up. The cup tipped over, splashing its milky brown contents all over her pale gray sweatshirt.

She and Shawn pulled apart in alarm. He scrambled to the nearest paper napkin dispenser, grabbing a wad of the flimsy, white material in an attempt to soak up the lukewarm coffee as it dripped down her sweater and onto her white jeans. While they helped pull the excess liquid off of her clothing, a dark stain remained, sinking into all of the creases in her clothing.

“Shit,” she muttered as she stood. “I can feel the wet fabric clinging to me.”

“I know we have some things here to spot-treat it,” Shawn suggested. “Aprons don’t often serve their purpose in these conditions.”

“Then I’d really be wet,” she chirped, ignoring a potential double meaning that could arise.

“I have quite a few extra sweatshirts in my car.”

“Are you saying you’d like me to take one?”

“If we’re going to clean your clothes here, then yes.”

“Staying after hours with a naked girl. I can see it perfectly,” y/n quipped, glancing superstitiously out of the dark windows to Shawn’s lowly green SUV.

“I forgot, I was supposed to close these.” He stood beside y/n for a moment, giving her a taste of how tall he really was before he knelt on the side of the booth to close the blinds. He made his way around every window in the cafe before returning to her. “We have some stain removers in the back room. I’ll get you something from my car if you want to work on getting the coffee out of your clothes.”

“Thank you,” she breathed as he darted out into the snowy night. The lights switched on in his vehicle when he opened the door. She watched through the door as he rummaged around in his back seat, through the presumable mess of textbooks, calculators, and mechanical pencils. Eventually, the car door slammed shut and Shawn pranced hastily back to the front door, cautious of ice patches.

“I forgot that I cleaned out my car last Thursday. I don’t have any sweatshirts.” He paused awkwardly as he toyed with the sleeve of his black cable-knit sweater. “Unless this would work?”

Y/N hesitated. “No. That’s yours.”

“I’ve got an apron,” he reasoned. “Come on, Y/N. It’s nice and soft. And I’ve warmed it up for you.”

“You make it sound so dreamy,” she chuckled. “Okay. I’ll take it.”

He handed her the bottle of stain remover and she disappeared into the shop’s sole bathroom to work in peace. The door was locked behind her as she bent over the sink, Shawn’s sweatshirt falling to her mid-thighs even in the back. She worked at the meddlesome stains with cold water and watched hopefully as the stains faded.

A soft knock on the door alerted her to Shawn’s presence.

“I’m not naked,” she said sarcastically.

He poked his head into the room, raising his eyebrows adorably as he asked, “Is the stain remover working?”

“Pretty well,” she responded.

“That’s good. If not, I have bleach.”

“That’s not necessary,” she assured him. “Thanks, though.”

He glanced at her sweatshirt, which was drying on the coat hook and peeked over her shoulder at her pants, the garment which she was scrubbing vigorously.

“It looks better,” he said pointedly. “We can let the stain bubble out for a few minutes if you want to stop scrubbing.”

She dropped the jeans, allowing them to rest on the counter. “What time is it?”

“Just about one.”

“You had better go,” she said hurriedly, gathering her clothes into her arms. “You should have been gone an hour ago.”

“I’m not kidding when I say I have time.”

“Time for what?”

“Time for you,” Shawn breathed in response. He took a step backward, but she took a step towards him.

Shawn bit his lip as his deep, sincere eyes flicked to the provocative length of her thighs that wasn’t hidden by his sweatshirt. She could tell that he was a terrible liar.

“If you’re okay with me staying, can you quiz me again while my clothes dry?”

“Of course!” His eyes flashed back to her face as he shook the unholy thoughts from his mind. Reaching behind his back, he untied his apron, ducking out of the bathroom and behind the counter to hang it by the employees only door. Without the paisley-printed brown apron, a signature pattern of the cafe’s, Shawn was dressed in a skimpy white undershirt and tight-fitting black jeans. On his feet were minimalistic black boots, and a delicate silver chain was visible around his neck.

“Bring your books, too!” y/n called. “We can study together.”

Shawn gave her a playful salute, swinging his book bag over his shoulder and emerging from behind the counter. He set it on the upholstered bench beside her, watching in feigned dismay as she took a careful sip from her lukewarm beverage.

“I can warm that up for you,” he said pointedly. “But only if you promise to be careful.”

“I can’t make any promises,” she quipped, pulling the straw into her mouth and casting him a deliberate smirk.

“Smartass.” Shawn shook his head, picking up her cup and bringing it into the kitchen. He placed it in the microwave and covered it, his jaw setting instinctively as he punched one minute into the keypad. He pushed his sleeves up his forearms as he rested his head on his hand, which was supported by his elbow on the wall.

Y/N wasted no time opening her thick textbook to the page she had been reading when Shawn interrupted her earlier. Without moving her eyes from the page, she reached fruitlessly for her cup, which she found stupidly to be missing.

“Looking for this, sweetheart?” Shawn inquired with a genuine laugh. He set her drink down beside her book, less than an arm’s length away. She leaned towards it, keeping her eyes locked with Shawn’s as she drew in a swift sip of coffee, effervescent with heat.

“Holy shit, that’s hot,” she cursed after a painful and panicked swallow. “Burned my fucking tastebuds off.”

“Might have overheated it slightly,” Shawn grimaced apologetically.

“My lip is burning from where the straw was,” she whined with a slight chuckle as her eyes watered.

Without explanation, Shawn leaned in to bless her lips with a swift peck. “All better,” he cooed sweetly.

Her stomach fluttered every so slightly at the feeling of his lips on hers. She felt his warm breath condensing on her neck once again as he leaned over her shoulder to absorb the words in her textbook.

Every so often, he nodded his head into her neck, rosy pink lips caressing her skin gently with love. She tried to focus on the materials on the mahogany table in front of her but it was growing increasingly difficult to ignore the fire between her bare thighs. Nonchalantly, she pulled the patterned plastic cup containing her now lukewarm coffee towards her, but before she could take a sip it was snatched from her hand.

Shawn raised the straw to his lips gradually, taking a hesitant sip as his eyes bored holes in hers.

Her heart hammered inside her chest. It had been so long since a man effectively gave her butterflies.

“Just making sure it’s safe to drink,” he explained, sliding it back into her grip across the table’s smooth surface. “Wouldn’t want you to burn your taste buds off, hm?”

Swallowing hard, she agreed.

“Y/N?”

“Shawn?” Gulp. Even saying his name made her heart beat a hundred miles per hour.

“Have you ever been in love?” he inquired innocently, catching you off guard.

Her head snapped to examine his face, furrowed eyebrows and pursed lips. “I guess so.”

“I mean, have you ever been in love, in love?”

His words were met with a blank expression.

“I know I sound stupid, but… you see a cute girl…or guy… and they turn out to be really nice. Lots of common interests, good music tastes, the right mix of flirty and serious. You hit it off but know deep down inside it probably won’t work out.”

“Go on?”

“How do you tell the person? And how do you beat the odds of never crossing paths again?”

“Are you asking for my advice?”

“I guess so,” Shawn began twisting an acrylic ring on his middle finger as if it were the most interesting thing in the world.

“Tell her…or him… how you feel. What’s the worst that could happen?”

“I could be forced to live my life without her. Even though I just met her, I know that she is the one.”

She nodded slowly. Taking time to absorb his lamentation—and another sip of coffee—she planned out her next words carefully. “Take life at a slow pace. Stop to smell the flowers. And when life gives you cold coffee, don’t let a stranger heat it up.”

Shawn looked up in surprise before erupting into the most euphonious laughter she had ever heard. The whole demeanor of the room shifted.

Cupping her chin in his hand, he leaned forward so his nose was barely brushing against hers. “Well. I’d like to tell you that you are the single most perfect girl I’ve ever met. I… really like you.”

“You’re sweet,” she whispered in surprise after a moment. “I like you too.”

Her lips connected with his in one fluid motion. They parted and closed with respect to each other in a kind of routine she had never danced before.

Just as Shawn’s hand began to creep up her thigh, the sound of a key in a lock and hinges squeaking echoed through the empty building.

“What the hell, Shawn?” Hannah’s voice resounded through the air, thick with tension. “Why are you still here? And half-naked?”

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a/n 2.0: It’s been a minute since I’ve seriously written about Shawn because sometimes it feels like a waste of my time. Thank you if you’re still reading and one of the people I can count on to read my Shawn fics. You guys are the ones who started my blog and the reason I’m still going 💕

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