🌠🌠If I'm not 90 to 100 pounds by June, I'm ending it all🌠🌠
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I saw this the other day on twitter and I just gotta say something: PLEASE DO NOT DO THE “COTTON BALL DIET.” I don’t know who thought that was a good idea but it’s just gonna clog your intestines and end up getting you hospitalized. It is probably safer to take literal diet pills than eat cotton balls.
Please don’t listen to ED twitter y’all
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⚠️ATTENTION⚠️
Just a friendly reminder that if you use fatspo in any way, you are 🌺✨fucking trash ✨🌺
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one thing that always upsets me is even tho i have big boobs i literally cant stand them i’d rather have small perky ones... everytime i start to get kinda comfortable with my boobs i see porn or something where some chick has like perfect boobs and i get so insecure it’s so embarrassing when my bf has to hold my tits in place just to suck them like 😐 i’m over it and i will definitely be getting surgery to make them perkier when i’m old enough.
just want to add that it’s extra frustrating for me because my body i can fix, i have almost completely fixed already... i can eat less, workout more, and make it better. but i can’t do anything about my chest i’m just stuck with it until i’m over 18 and scrape up enough money for a surgery i hate feeling disgusting and also helpless about it
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I was in CVS and saw this girl that was walking thinspo.
I didn’t know collarbones could actually LOOK LIKE THAT, I thought it was photoshop. And she had these black boots that was amazing. My brain was immediately like “You look like a whale, let’s go to the gym.” So idk if my day has been improved or ruined.
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I’m scared I’m starting to loss motivation and I don’t know what to do. I really want to loss the weight it’s just that I can’t seem to be able to not want to eat more. It doesn’t help that I’m not the “fat” friend in my friend group. Like if I still have calories left my brain is like oh we can eat more and still lose weight. Does anyone have any tips?
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low cal fast food items
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Ana culture is crying while watching a Victoria secret show
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YEET 😅 this account has been like a no go for a while because I was trying to “recover” but my bf recently took this awko pic of me and holy lord my legs look like they ate a small child !
Long story short: fuck trying to recover during quarantine, I’m back on my bullshit, hot girl summer here we come ❤️
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10/20/20 food log
breakfast- 33
4 mini peppers- 33 cals
lunch- 515
spaghetti and meatballs- 313
pineapple- 41
mini cookies- 150
dinner- 353
Banana- 103
mac n cheese- 250
Snacks- 70
Fruit snacks- 70
Total:963
-594 exercise
net total: 369
calorie deficit of 2,221
I know that i ate a lot today but my friends are catching on and forcing me to eat more
stay safe
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Me: 🙂
My dismorphia: stop you literally look like this🙄
Me: 🙃
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Tonight body check...
I'm so fucking fat lol I just want to die lol
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I went to the doctor (I got diagnosed with juvenile hyper mobility syndrome) and literaly the FIRST THING she says to me is “you’re above the average weight. You need to work on that.”
I WONDER WHY I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER ITS NOT LIKE IVE BEEN TOLD THIS SINCE AGE SEVEN AND IT PERMANENTLY SCARRED ME OR ANYTHING.
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I have a problem with binge eating
Does anyone know how I can stop binge eating, I seriously hate it I feel so sick afterwards and apart from the obvious weight gain it's starting to do shit to my mental health. I want to get into restricting again but whenever I've done so in the past I've ended up binging again. I'm so lost
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