#not a girl in stem <3

[miss-menhera]

FAIR WARNING: Oversharing thoughts about lusting over how Adam would taste like somehow turns into a ramble about how Angels ACTUALLY taste like. Messy brainless drabble.

(I am legimately mentally ill and an oversharer if you're squeamish I advise you not to interact with me cuz I always say weird shit, I am absolutely shameless and unconcerned by backlash and I associated borderline cannibalism with pure adoration so bear with me😭)

You know when someone is so cute, you go "you're so cute, I could eat you" yes? No? Either way I legimately could take a bite out of someone I adore. I know people get this urge with animals, so perhaps it's more normal than I think

So I was thinking about Adam's cock, and what his cum would be and what it would taste like,(I came heh to the conclusion it would probably be alot, so thick, hard to swallow and salty asf due to his diet) then if that couldn't get any worse I started thinking "What if I bit his 40 inch dick off the moment he starts boasting and saying demeaning stuff", AND then that somehow went into even more unhinged territory and turned into what if I bit and swallowed his dick too?

Then I came back to my senses and I was like wow, that would be kinda gross and cruel huh?

Then I also thought meh it's gonna grow back in like 3 seconds cuz he ain't human and he'd probably be all scared or incredibly mad, and I dont mind either of those options so it's a win-win no matter what, he could either fuck me with pure rage or scramble away leave me a edged mess.

Then I stopped thinking horny and my thoughts went to "AH I love him so much I could bite a piece of his arm off T- T" to "Hold on a second what do angels taste like.."

You know what guys? The cannibals were kinda based in Hazbin Hotel?

Like honestly I myself, kinda wanna know what Angel's wings taste like? I feel like they'd be like huge chicken wings, and also Angels bleed glowy GOLD? That can't taste like blood, what does that taste like? Their blood looks like shiny sweetsour sauce, what if fried angels taste like chicken tenders marinated in sweet n sour sauce. Adam is 11 feet tall and fat ast he'd be literally delicious and he could feed whole cannibal town for a week.

..I guess this means Adam isn't a dick, he's a cock heh.

No seriously what if I took a bite out of him? Then what? Who's gonna stop me? Salmonella? Nuh-huh. Is (fictional)cannibalism a love language? Can it be actively practiced? Should I take my pills? Should I stop thinking about eating men I like? What sin do these thoughts represent? Lust? Gluttony? Even if there's 0 malice in my words? Is this what they call girl thoughts? Should i stop? Should I go dry my hair? I think I should go dry my hair.

This will get me on some sort of blacklist and blocked by alot of people I think

#i say this while i smell like strawberries and cotton candies #Literally in a babygirl nightgown with my facemask on and a lil pink bow holding my fringe out of my face #what kind of love is this #is this cute aggression #this all stemmed from craving sushi and adam's cock #this turned into craving Adam's cock #to thinking of Adam as a cock #i think this is a sign i need to take my pills #does this mean Adam is literally a girldinner #girl dinner #heh #someone needs to take away my phone #i can't be the only one #im just a girl #just girly thoughts #babygirl #babygirl thoughts #cannibal love #cannibalisticthoughts #hazbin hotel adam #hazbin hotel #adam hazbin hotel #hazbin adam #adam x reader #hazbin hotel adam x reader #my little mysoginist </3 #dickmaster #adam #hazbin adam x reader #adam x reader smut

[carelessflower]

simple math

camille's gift from magnus

ruby necklace: the price of a london townhouse in 1857 - $8.04 million (estimated - excluding edom materials & alerting demons magical ability)

—edom's deepest pit of hell—

alec gift's from magnus

silver ring: $50 (estimated)

rent for brownstone 3 bedrooms in Greenpoint, Brooklyn: $5000 per month

blue sweater: $200 (estimated, assuming it's pure cashmere)

coffee machine: $120 (estimated)

one night at Istanbul Grand Suite on the Orient Express: $26,000

suite in Belmond Hotel Cipriani: $1,056

renting a red Maserati 3500 GT Vignale Spider for one day: $10,860

suite in Palazzo Manfredi, Rome: $729

total: $44,015 ≈ 0,52% price of the ruby necklace

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#malec #alec lightwood #magnus bane #shadowhunters #tsc #tmi #the mortal instruments #the shadowhunter chronicles #camille belcourt #i was being generous cause we know magnus gift camille multiple jewelry and valuable gifts #girl in stem <3

[crescentfool]

having the hc that minato is ace is incredibly funny sometimes when you think about how ryoji is oh so very bi because it's like. "ah. death stole my ability to be attracted to people," in the same way that ryoji stole minato's eye color and energy level. like wow, thanks ryoji, you just keep finding things to steal from minato!

#persona 3 spoilers #minato arisato #hc and au nonsense #lizzy speaks #happy international asexuality day to my fellow aces out there i hope you know that you are loved!!! 🎊🎉🥳 #i like viewing minato with the lens of him being gay / ace. esp bc it stems from my own experiences so it's fun to look at- #him from that perspective even if that's not what was intended by atlus y'know? #and im sure others have other hcs from me that are informed by their own life experiences and i think that's great ^_^ #something that i found interesting while playing FES was how. stilted? minato's animations felt when hugging the girls #you could definitely go with the perspective that it's a graphical limitation or they didn't have time to polish the animations #and that's def true!! but sometimes i see the hug @ yakushima beach + the other hugs and then i compare it to the sou/yo hug in p4 #and there's like... a noticeable difference to me with how intimate and close together the hugs are... #that said i do know that the animations for reload are updated and the hugs are much more natural (good on them tbh!) #the other thing is (pensive sigh). the way you couldn't reject any of the girls when doing their social links in FES #objectively speaking i'm glad that they did away with that and i like how the rejections were handled in reload. it feels naturally written #but also a part of me enjoyed looking at the “hey atlus what the FUCK” moment and thought of how to interpret it differently #specifically with the idea of minato having like.. little to no autonomy and kind of going along with the relationship #it kind of reminded me of myself tbh with like going along with the rship without considering what you want bc #it's what others want or expect out of you... LOL. i dont think atlus intended for someone to interpret it this way but #eh i think that's the fun part of hcs and looking at characters with certain lenses! #regardless of how you perceive minato i do think there's something to be said about him being the kind of guy who molds himself- #into someone that is needed. not wanted. but needed. important distinction here. #the one caveat my brain runs into when im like “minato is ace!” is when i remember thanatos exists and i go #“you know what these ideas can exist simultaneously” GKLHFHDFHD when in doubt schrodinger's headcanons #anyway that's all i've had this thought in my brain in awhile and haven't sat down to share it properly until now 👍 #have an excellent weekend everyone !!! lizzy loves you all lets all nurture our inner yippee!!! 🥺💙

[heartslobbf]

ok i saw u mention the anthy-touga-shiori trifecta & i am sooo interested would u plz mind elaborating

imagine youre a gay teenager. now imagine that youre a little faker and a liar and you get your kicks out of pulling epic pranks on people who have wronged you. imagine that you feel the only way you can express your rage and alienation is through the most devastating psychological warfare of all time, for both your victims and yourself. imagine viewing your body as a tool at your disposal and nothing more, nothing less. imagine, once again, being a gay teenager, and believing that being gay is Bad. imagine hating women. imagine playing the part perfectly, or trying to, and making the people who love you Fucking Bonkers about it. certified anthytougashiori moments over here tbh

#i will stress these three r not identical in any capacity #they have some similarities that i find v v interesting but like #ultimately their differences make them the most oughghh to me <3 #like the gender differences the different experiences perspectives of themselves and others etc etc #like shiori has a crazy inferiority complex and anthy just hates herself. touga has a superiority complex #shiori is just kinda in it for the dyke drama and most of the interesting aspects of her sexuality stem from #her desire to be this perfect princess to men (to piss of juri). great observations on patriarchy to be found in her arc #like in regards to being an average teen girl #whereas anthy and touga...... Yeah #anyway go read the body as a bargaining chip on empty movement if you wanna share my brainworms (you do) #luveaten #answered #rgu

[queen--snow]

There's been some huge progress in the gender department recently

#gender #:3 #trans #dog girl #transgender #genderfluid #gender fluid #therian #cat girl #catgirl #this is mainly stemming from me finding even more about my gender :3

[blueskittlesart]

i honestly think that botw mipha is so sweet and would be so supportive of zelink even though she’s infatuated with link and it makes me so sad for no reason

mipha is very much a tragic character i think because even in a perfect world where everyone survived the calamity, hell, even in a world where zelda didn't exist and link had no other potential love interest, i still don't think she and link were ever fated to end up together. one of the defining characteristics of the zora race in botw is their logevity--they live hundreds of years longer than any other race in hyrule and they age according to that timescale. mipa knew link as both a child and an adult, likely a period of about 10 years at most, and during that time as she watched him grow up, SHE likely didn't change whatsoever. the scale at which zora experience time is so fundamentally different from every other race in hyrule that it ends up being very isolating for her. When we see her attempt to connect to link as an adult, it's clear she's unable to process the fact that he's been traumatized and irreparably changed. to her, it's like she saw him happy and smiling one minute and completely shut down the next--it seems almost IRRATIONAL to her that he would be so deeply changed, because to her everything that has happened to him happened in barely the blink of an eye. it puts her at odds with him despite her infatuation, because the version of him that she loves is a version he will likely never be able to return to, and she will likely never be able to understand why.

#ironic in a way that a girl whose problems stemmed from living for so long would end up having her life cut so short. lol #asks #zelda analysis #anyway yeah i love mipha. babygirl you are so so so tragic <3

[meowpupp]

sorry for not being active. uni just started again, and it is kicking my ass

#for an autistic person this is my nightmare #DONT EVER CHOOSE STEM GIRL DON DO IT #40hrs/wk for 3 subjects is INSANE #incl study & class #BUT NOT TRAVEL LIKE OMGGGGG #give me a break pls #im iust a girl who wants to write puppy-girl smut 😔 #estelle talks

[twelve-kinds-of-trouble]

why does the economy hate girls who hate maths </3 I am sorry but I am so so stupid

#Northern Ireland economy why do you love STEM so much #STEM this and STEM that #Well when I have a breakdown it’s gonna STEM from the fact I can’t find a job in this MATHS ECONOMYYYY #‘So I’m thinking of doing English History—’ ‘shouldn’t you take the sciences instead??’ #Girl no. No I shouldn’t <3 #If I end up going to university in this sick and twisted country I might just die

[gxlden-angels]

Told my religious trauma coach that my gender is "a 1930's orphan boy selling newspapers" I think I might have to go back to Jesus after this one lads

#/j #We had a good talk about how christianity doesn't have genders it has jobs #And how I wanted agency but feel like I have to fully be a Man to avoid being punished by the current legislature being passed #I feel more dysphoric and part of it stems from feeling like I'm being observed again like I was as a little girl #Being told that people would be looking at my body and it was my job to make it acceptable to others #Now I'm transmasc so there's a weird pressure to become Manly Man Now or else I'll be stuck #Maybe I can relax but first I need top surgery and 3 years of T (i'm at 2.5 years and have a consultation call) #Then I can enjoy gender. Then Im free #But I can't because I'm not a man either. Ill feel better with top surgery and whatnot but I don't feel solidly male #Ill just be restraining myself and observed from the other side #Anyways I was saying I wanted my gender to be personal and abstract #but I used this phrase as an example and think this might be it I'm gonna have to give up my other 5 sessions /j #I called myself a golden retriever and a newspaper orphan boy I can never show my face again #ex christian #religious trauma

[creppersfunpalooza]

at this point i have more ideas for the Everything Is Normal au than the actual main plot of Hypercluster

#hypercluster #crep’s ocs #im sure nothing goes wrong #the ex wives </3 #not just them either #i lost everything in the divorce /ref #transfem clown girl my beloved #god how am i making LOON angst now is that what life has come to #don’t get me wrong she has plenty of angst material but the fact it’s stemming from this is still insane

[publicuniversalenemy]

it was gonna be a weird night regardless but hot damn. that was a Night for Sure

#basicaly i got tickets for a lil pre-halloween misfits tribute show bc yippe! fun yk? #as i dicovered a couple days after i made that purcahse #the venue was the fucking hard rock cafe #which couldnt be More Lame tbh but yk? #i already had the ticket and it would get me outta the house at least right? #so i was planning to have a silly lil tropical margarita just to make danzig roll in his future grave #but uhhhhh. plans Changed <3 #basically iiiii ended up drunksitting n drinking a mediocre strawberry lemonade instead #imm not gonna put all her shit Out Here on the internet even tho there is a less-than-zero percent chance that it could be connected to her #but yeah she now has the honor of being easily the most intoxicated (n still mostly conscious/functional) person ive ever been around #like hey it was nice to have a distraction from feeling Very Out Of Place #but i woulda Preferred that to not have stemmed from the 'oh holy shit this person is vulnerable i gotta Keep Them Safe' instinct #girl i hope you got home safe fr <3 #anwyas. i go sleep now bai!!! #whatever the fuck #alcohol /

[buggygerm]

hello i was raised from the dead to doodle this pls enjoy @chaoxfix​

#yes i still love sonic #i ghost ao3 tags LMAO #been busy with school #femme in stem things yk #and also splatoon 3 #splatoon is an old love what can i say #but trying to get back into fanart and pushing my style! #ANYWAYS love chaoxfix always forever #and i love sally #this design is so cute #i just. i had too #will always love pretty designs of pretty girls! #sonic the hedgehog #sally acorn #sonic fanart #also desaturated the palette out of habit i am scared of fun colors

[synthetic-rust]

Kinda sad to think about, but I wonder if I’d have been more likely to get into engineering type stuff if sexism wasn’t a thing…

Like no one’s ever stopped me from doing things like that, but I’d still say to myself in my head that I would be out of place for doing it for whatever reason :[

It’s weird tho, cause in most other areas of life I don’t usually give a damn about gender expectations and all that, but in the subject of technology I still ended up feeling like It’s not something I should pursue.

Been trying to remove that kind of thinking from my head, but it’s hard sometimes. It gets a bit lonely feeling like an exception to things rather than being welcomed.

—

As a sort of extension to what I’m talking about, I’ve noticed that people like to say things that are progressive in one way or another, but then will still silently operate on principles that reflect the opposite (because of societal influence).

This isn’t something I’m exempt from, and no one truly is because of how social we are as a species, but I do wish more people were able to let themselves do without it and stop limiting themselves and others more often.

In that regard I still often feel lonely existing as a girl that doesn’t buy into the things we’re so often silently and not so silently pushed into doing. There are a lot of things that I feel some kind of pressure to participate in despite my disinterest. Mostly because I feel like I become more of an outsider within my gender for not doing them.

(Btw, I’m not exactly the most cis girl, but what I’m talking about here notably calls upon that kind of experience 👍)

#I hope this is coherent enough #mild vent? #vent #sexism #patriarchal society #girls in stem #chatter #very random topic for me to suddenly divulge but I feel like this is somewhat normal for my blog at this point #(._. ‘’) #I never did any engineering classes likely because of the reasons above #I know I’m not alone in thinking this #I was like 1 of maybe 2 or 3 girls in my stem classes #tho I did always find it odd that there was more of a gender balance with chemistry and biology but not physics? #cause it’s considered a harder subject maybe? #idk biology has had the ‘girl science’ label attached to it for a while whilst physics is probably the opposite #kinda cringe it’s that way tbh (to say the least) #why tf do we gender subjects (regretfully I know the answer) #computer science wasn’t any better #me and like the one other girl in the class 😔🤝

[thatdeshigirl]

someone needs to pay the students prepping for admissions because we're really out here working 18 hours a day🙏

#this whole struggle gave me like 30 different types of back pains and headaches #how does one survive on 3 hours of sleep a day for extended periods of time #i'm just a girl #please let me rest 😭 #desiblr #studyblr #desi girls shitposting #academic validation #girlhood #girlblogging #scienceblr #women in stem

[tumblasha]

capitalism has ruined the brains of so many generations. i randomly thought that country-hopping to taste different variations of mcdonald's would be a good use of my time

#unprompted too! #like sure 'any time that u spend happy is not wasted time' #but my joy shouldn't stem from a restaurant chain #fjewoaifwej #maybe it's detox bc cv doesn't have a mcd's or any international restaurant chains #look at me supporting small businesses <3 #dash rambles #q #or maybe not umprompted bc i was listening to kelly key's barbie girl

[invisible-pink-toast]

Jasmine feels trapped in her role as princess, Ariel sees how sad she is, so Ariel does her best to be there for her friend. The two grow closer, and start to fall in love. But they are heartbroken when Jasmine’s father refuses to let them be together, instead insisting Jasmine marry Jafar. Ariel won’t give up, so she pours her heart into a letter, and asks Jasmine to leave with her. The two run away together, get married, and live happily ever after. 

#where is the wlw animated movie??? #i wanna see princesses fall in love yall #also when jasmine runs away here she brings rajan <3 can't split up a girl and her tiger #anyway this was fun to make and all stemmed from the idea of making a gif where ariel gets caught staring longingly at jasmine #the gifs just worked together and then this spiralled from there.... #my post #my gifs #wlw #disney #disney princesses #femslash #ariel #little mermaid #jasmine #aladdin #ariel x jasmine