#mild vent?

[aaabatteryy]

fuck science rn, i dont know how to explain every fucking thing that happens. ever heard of google, mf? ill tell you about it, but i cant go much deeper about it in writing bro. shit hurts my hands (and back, lord my posture is awful. i was folded in half and scribbling in my notebook like a rat) I'd yap my gums off though, let me chatter away for hours

#mild vent? #its 10:30ish and i started at 8 ;-; #sleep is beckoning to me but i cant

[ender-of-the-sender]

I usually label myself as non binary because my gender doesn't fit within the confines of "Girl & Boy"™.

But i want people to understand that i am still also trans, just because i'm not ftm doesn't make me any less trans or invalidate experiences or feelings.

#Little dark for main but here we are #trans #nonbinary #mild vent? #ender-rants

[synthetic-rust]

Kinda sad to think about, but I wonder if I’d have been more likely to get into engineering type stuff if sexism wasn’t a thing…

Like no one’s ever stopped me from doing things like that, but I’d still say to myself in my head that I would be out of place for doing it for whatever reason :[

It’s weird tho, cause in most other areas of life I don’t usually give a damn about gender expectations and all that, but in the subject of technology I still ended up feeling like It’s not something I should pursue.

Been trying to remove that kind of thinking from my head, but it’s hard sometimes. It gets a bit lonely feeling like an exception to things rather than being welcomed.

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As a sort of extension to what I’m talking about, I’ve noticed that people like to say things that are progressive in one way or another, but then will still silently operate on principles that reflect the opposite (because of societal influence).

This isn’t something I’m exempt from, and no one truly is because of how social we are as a species, but I do wish more people were able to let themselves do without it and stop limiting themselves and others more often.

In that regard I still often feel lonely existing as a girl that doesn’t buy into the things we’re so often silently and not so silently pushed into doing. There are a lot of things that I feel some kind of pressure to participate in despite my disinterest. Mostly because I feel like I become more of an outsider within my gender for not doing them.

(Btw, I’m not exactly the most cis girl, but what I’m talking about here notably calls upon that kind of experience 👍)

#I hope this is coherent enough #mild vent? #vent #sexism #patriarchal society #girls in stem #chatter #very random topic for me to suddenly divulge but I feel like this is somewhat normal for my blog at this point #(._. ‘’) #I never did any engineering classes likely because of the reasons above #I know I’m not alone in thinking this #I was like 1 of maybe 2 or 3 girls in my stem classes #tho I did always find it odd that there was more of a gender balance with chemistry and biology but not physics? #cause it’s considered a harder subject maybe? #idk biology has had the ‘girl science’ label attached to it for a while whilst physics is probably the opposite #kinda cringe it’s that way tbh (to say the least) #why tf do we gender subjects (regretfully I know the answer) #computer science wasn’t any better #me and like the one other girl in the class 😔🤝

[samatedeansbroccoli]

Yes I'm happy you have a boyfriend now, but if all you can talk about is him and no longer want to listen to me talk about my cool rock, your boyfriend sucks

#this is not slander #but it kinda is #mainly because i'm mad about my sister staying up for hours talking to her boyfriend while i'm studying #anyway #thebroccolitalks #mild vent? #more like a joke #ok to rb

[perciselfships]

my visit to see my irl partner is over 💔 time to use obsessing over brad dourif characters to deal with my Yearning…

#brad dourif #mild vent? #ok to reblog #tucker cleveland #chucky #childs play #final judgement #graveyard shift #there’s more im just too tired to tag it

[mossycattail]

trying to scroll back through my blog and tag everything so i can get everything at least semi-organized

just mildly annoyed (read: loosing spoons fr fr) because tumblr mobile refreshes my blog EVERY TIME i edit the tags on a post and then i have to scroll alllllll the way back down to where i was

and i have over 100 posts :'D

we love organized chaos

once im done ill do an intro post with the taglist in it so yall can look for specific stuff if you want to lol

#ramblings of a mountain hermit #mild vent? #tags #tumblr is frustrating #tumblr #not a reblog #mossycattail

[justalazytrashpanda]

Being someone who finds women sexy AND non-binary with mild chest dysphoria AND afab w/ the associated characteristics is so fucking funny cause like I’ll see myself in the mirror and simultaneously be like “damn I’m hot” and “i need to get these tits blown clean off” 

#like thanks! not for me tho #mild vent? #idk I find it more funny than upsetting

[stitchingcritters]

Etsy really needs to make it more clear whether a picture sent over messages is a link versus just opening a picture inside

#in other words.. #almost got scammed 😔 #I didn't click any off-site links thank fuck #but yeah #eventful morning #:/ #hope yall're having a good day #etsy #cross stitch #mild vent? #but yeah I renewed four different listings today and apparently I got the attention of the bots #loony toons exploding them in my mind

[fuccing-empty]

I just wanna kiss their cheeks and curl up in their arms. Intertwine our legs as we watch shows or while they game. Listen to their voices and giggles. The stupid things they say and jokes they make, I love watching them together and listening to them talk to each other just as much as I like them apart. Fuck infatuation and being poly right now.

#mild vent? #more just me sharing my thoughts #love sick #longing posting

[mushroom-punk]

broooooo it is so fucked up that animals can have fears and anxieties and we can’t explain to them that they’ll be okay. you’re telling me that my dog has a fear of thunder/fire works and i can’t tell her that it’s far away and she’s safe? i just have to watch her be anxious or hope that a thunder shirt works? (they do not work on her). it’s sooooo fucked up bro. she’s just a little doggy

#mild vent? #its not faaaaair

[quailkeeperr]

My vet sci team is divided like three people against one like please girlies I am not enjoying the energy in the function today

#mild vent? #finch does ffa #im so sad bc i want to be friends w all of them

[linnavuligar]

My college professor just failed the whole ass class, like 60 people, for "late submission of midterm exam" and when we emailed her saying we did send her the drive, can she check again, she just went silent?!!

Didn't you preach about open communication?! We are 60 people we have more than enough receipts to find who's at fault just email us with a screenshot of your mailbox or something

#college #education #mild vent?

[synthetic-rust]

Feeling kinda frustrated at my seeming inability to finish anything rn :/ I have so many wips I’ve abandoned in an almost finished state

#the last hurdle has been feeling intimidating for some reason #idk #quite annoying of me to be like this #chatter #mild vent?

[acestims]

Guys how do I tell my animation teacher that I can’t do my current assignment because I had a full trauma response when we were given the brief. It’s literally just a sack of flour dropping they’re never gonna believe me.

#mild vent? #comments ok but do not reblog #ptsd #trauma #trauma response

[queerfemboybf]

(mild vent about fictive source memories)

ranni is missing blaidd really badly oof ;-;

im feeling all her feels and her source memories are making me really sad on top of it 🤧

#-jay #but also ranni ✨ #the static system #she misses her shadow 🐺 #staticsys talks #mild vent? #about source memories

[silvers-starrway]

B U R N O U T

#PLEASE REBLOG THIS IM SO PROUD OF IT!!!! #image id in alt #starrway art #sonic fanart #sth fanart #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #super sonic #tw eyestrain #mild eyestrain #<- just in case #this started out as vent art ngl bc I was feeling BAD but now it's just a COOL PIECE!!!! #Urg I am sooooooo normal about SA2 eventhough I haven't finished playing it #sth #SA2 #sonic adventure 2