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watchyourbuck · 5 months
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Buddie 13 please😭😭
(tw: suicidal thoughts & actions. no death, no self-harm.)
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Eddie’s heart stammers him awake. Sweaty, frantic, and alone, he’s suddenly slapped out of his slumber by his ringing phone.
“Fucking- Jesus-,” he whispers, putting a hand to his chest unconsciously, while searching the nightstand with the other one. “Yes, yes, hello?”
He’s ready to yell; to tell the person on the other line to fuck off, because do you know what time it is? But something stops him.
It’s vague, but it’s there. He frowns, listening more attentively. Someone’s breathing, but it doesn’t sound calm. It sounds as if- he checks the screen, putting together blurry letters. Buck.
“Buck?”
He sits up right. Only once before did Buck call him in the middle of the night, and it had been disastrous. Hospital level injury disastrous.
“Buck? What’s going on? Talk to me.”
His words seem to only agitate him more. Eddie swallows, blinking the rest of his sleepiness away. He’s suddenly back in his room, and he can see enough to map out the house.
Okay, he can be out of there in seconds, he’d only need to call Carla first.
“Buck, please,” he insists, forcing himself to keep calm. If he panics, Buck will mirror him. “Please, I-”
“I can’t lie to you anymore.”
Eddie’s heart jumps in his ribcage. Buck sounds like he’s crying, standing in the middle of a busy street while doing so. “What? Buck, where- where are you?”
“I can’t lie to you anymore, Eddie, it’s- it’s killing me.”
His voice breaks right at the mention of his name, and Eddie feels like he’s about to be an auditory witness to something he can’t let happen. “Okay, okay, Buck- stop. Come over, let’s talk. Please- let’s… let’s talk.”
The honk of a car makes him stand up in a hurry. Dear god, dear god.
“You won’t- you won’t look at me the same,” Buck says, barely above a whisper. “You won’t- I don’t know…”
“Buck, please. Tell me where you are, I’ll come get you.”
He starts walking around his room, ignoring the pain in his foot as he steps on something sharp. One of his kid’s legos, presumably. He winces, pursing his lips to keep quiet.
At this point, Eddie’s senses are painfully heightened. He could hear the flutter of a fly’s wings.
“I’m- I don’t want you to see me like- like this…”
“Like- like what, Buck?”
He’s stalling. He’s stalling because Buck isn’t listening to him. He tries to pick up on any clues that might tell him where he is. C’mon, Buck, where are you?
“Drunk,” he mutters, a hiccup making its way past his lips. “So, so drunk.”
Eddie sighs, fear settling inside him. “Are you on the sidewalk?”
“No, I’m-”
“Get to the sidew-”
“On the rooftop.”
Eddie stops dead in his tracks. He’s- “You’re what?”
Buck hums. It’s a slow melody, and Eddie suddenly realizes he’s imitating the sounds of the street below him. “Don’t worry about me,” he says, muffled by something.
Buck’s drinking straight from the bottle.
Eddie’s hold on his breathing betrays him. He’s panicking now. “Buck, listen to me. I- you need to get as far away as possible from the edge of the building.”
“No.”
“I’m- what? Buck. Please. Please don’t do this to me. Don’t do- don’t do this to Christopher.”
It’s a foul card to play, but he feels as though he has been dealt an empty hand. This is the only thing he has left. Buck can’t die. He can’t die.
“Why? Why do you care?”
His voice is raspy now, and he can’t practically see the tears. They’re gathering under the phone’s speaker, right over Buck’s pinky.
Eddie starts getting dressed in the darkness. He has no idea what he’s putting on, but as long as it’s usable, he’s good to go.
He thinks of an answer that could sum up the depth of his feelings; of why he cares so much about him, but Buck beats him to it. His tone is angry, laced with a guilt Eddie hadnt heard since Daniel.
“I’m so in love with you, and you don’t even know.”
His breath hitches, and he feels a tear roll down the corner of his eye, stopping at the side of his nose. It’s itchy, but he doesn’t care. He speaks, but it comes out strangled. “Now I really need you to get off the roof.”
Buck stumbles and Eddie feels his heart beat out his chest. He can’t see him, he can’t help him. “Why ‘now’?”
Eddie closes his eyes. He hopes this isn’t the wrong move.
“Because I’m in love with you, too.”
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Please take this as my Seven Sentence Sunday!
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egophiliac · 2 months
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don't think I'm not still deep in the episode 7 brainrot. because OH BOY AM I
(also one more extremely, obnoxiously self-referential thing, I'm -- I'm so sorry)
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kagoutiss · 22 days
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what if there were 2 old fucks… can u imagine
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moonlightphos · 7 months
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III of swords ✦ The Magician
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ressyfaerie · 2 years
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I know it's too late to ask this, but please don't let anything bad happen to Tala D':
No promises my love
But everything is fine in the end <3
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linoyes · 19 days
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thelilylav · 1 month
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We only see each other at funerals
(On Jason, Thalia, Nico, Bianca, and their parallels/connections)
The Titan's Curse (Rick Riordan), @/anxiousmaya_, Right Now (Gracie Abrams), The Battle of the Labyrinth (Rick Riordan), Joan of Arc (Mary Gordon), The Lost Hero (Rick Riordan), Episodes Toward and Elegy for Halley's Comet (Lindsey Drager), Jason Grace (Riordan Wiki), The Gods Show Up (Michael Kinnucan), The House of Hades (Rick Riordan), What the Living Do (Marie Howe), The House of Hades (Rick Riordan), Planet of Love (Richard Siken), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), Tangerine (Nolune), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), I Bet On Losing Dogs (Mitski), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), @/abhorarchive (Twitter), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), Seventeen (MARINA), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), @/rollercoasterwords, The Tyrant's Tomb (Rick Riordan), @/the-overanalyst, Where Things Come Back (John Corey Whaley), Grit (Silas Denver Martin), Softcore (The Neighbourhood), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), Frost (Mitski), @/moonbends, I'm Your Man (Mitski), Sun Bleached Flies (Ethel Cain), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), Three (Sleeping At Last), My Art
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cali · 5 months
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--runaway harpy- crops under cut
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+printz
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honetii · 4 months
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made a second 17776 book for a friend so here's a few more pics as a treat for everyone who enjoyed the first post
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zu-is-here · 2 years
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Let's end Mermay on a more positive note (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)♪ With someone playing the mating game exceeding his authority (゚ω゚)
Leviathantale by @skumhuu
Cross by jakei95
Dream by jokublog
Killer by rahafwabas / rahaf-wabas / rahofy-sketch
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star4daisy · 2 months
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after 8 months since I've posted my first rosekiller fic there's finally a fluffy one lmao (if ur here for the insanity fear not I'm going back to my roots soon enough 😉)
So here goes a rosekiller sexual awakening crack fic heheh
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you can check it out here xoxo
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dlsintegration · 1 year
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going insane at the thought of louis, worst liar on vampire island, trying to hide lestat's murder from the theatre des vampires only to date the most powerful mindreader of them all .
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MLCB Concert: XSY's Farewell
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In truth, I really don’t like this part, because it also represents that we are bidding our characters farewell for good.
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In the morning, when I was getting my makeup done - in an instant, I returned to that summer. I felt that, to be together with good friends, and then having experienced as sweltering a summer as that…
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Such an ardently hot-blooded jianghu was presented to everyone; to stand here today-- Because… Because, during the time of Mysterious Lotus Casebook’s initial broadcast, everyone and all the lianluorens must also be thanked. I know there must have been a lot of difficulties when it was first broadcasted, right? To have reached this step today, I think is already very good. I think it is a result of every person’s hard work.
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Just now, when we were off-stage, Yan-laoshi said something I really like; in an instant, I lost my composure. I don’t think fate is something that will come with enough waiting, or something that can be insisted on having. It’s when there comes a day where we stand together and work hard to strive toward a common goal. The sentiments of that moment, I feel, last forever.
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I hope, however many years later, everyone is still together - that lianluorens can still be together. Thank you, everyone. This summer, thank you to every person. Thank you to all my good companions; thank you, every single person.
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Di Feisheng! Until we meet again!
【莲花楼演唱会】 Mysterious Lotus Casebook Concert - 20230916
江湖路远   山高水长  祝 「繁华」 似锦! The roads of the jianghu stretch far; the mountains are lofty, and the rivers are long. I wish your future to be as splendid as an embroidered tapestry! 「追光」 而行  不负初心  愿 永生难忘! Chase the light as you journey; live up to the original intentions of your heart. I hope this will be unforgettable for your lifetime!
Any mistakes are my own.
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braisedhoney · 7 months
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some tragic love stories be like: if i could bottle the galaxy, i would pour it into a cup so it would be easier for you to drink. do you want them? do you want the stars? or do they suit you better as adornments for your eyes than glitter on your lips?
but they don’t want the stars. they don’t want the galaxy. but how can they not? is that not enough? (it’s too much, that’s the problem. it’s too much.)
#ney's idle chatter (random textposts)#me trying and failing to capture why hadestown has embodied Love in a way i don’t think i’m really capable of comprehending fr#but also this can be about whatever blorbo you want#when i think about that one line in chant#when hades says ‘brighter than the light of day’#‘look. look at what i can make for you—see?’#meanwhile the last thing persephone wants is to be reminded of this hollow echo of what their love is in her memories#when i think about that scene when eurydice tells orpheus they need to get food#but he’s working on his song and she makes the choice to trust him and go#to work harder and longer and search for things to feed them and trust he’ll bring spring back#THE WAY PERSEPHONE TRIES TO KISS HADES GOODBYE AT THE START WHEN SHE COMES BACK FOR SUMMER#AND HOW IT PARALLELS EURYDICE KISSING ORPHEUS GOODBYE WHEN SHE GOES TO LOOK FOR FOOD#and hades pulls away. because she’s leaving him and he’s terrified. he’s terrified and turns it into anger because otherwise he’s helpless.#and orpheus doesn’t respond when eurydice leaves because he’s working—he’s working and he’s going to give her what he promised.#but she needs his help. she needs his help now—she needs his support and he isn’t there.#thinking about the moment she takes the ticket from hades and#it almost implies she starves. that she dies. that she starves to death trying to find food for them both#i promise you however unhinged i seem about this musical i am being purposefully restrained so i don’t spam you all too much orz#holy SHIT these tags are LONG#even for me this is ridiculous there’s a whole other post down here#high five to you for reading it ig damn#hadestown
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potahun · 5 months
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"People have forgotten about this truth (...) But you mustn't forget it. You become responsible forever for what you've tamed. You're responsible for your rose." -- Le Petit Prince, Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
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aphsillyos · 2 months
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found out about a new champion ability today
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