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garfieldsladybird · 2 years

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Oh no, he was harmless and probably very lovely, it’s just that he was so tall and thin that it was giving a bit of slender man. Town was really quiet so I don’t think that helped (also I am 5 foot 1, so he seemed a lot taller 💀)

Today me and my friends went out and did some mini golf and watched Minions Rise of Gru and I fell asleep for a bit near the end 👀👀. There was a seven year old boy behind us in golf and he was so much better than me. My friends got 50-56 in their scores and I got 71 :/

(We went into the shops and I bought a fluffy pink blanket because I find cinemas SO cold ❄️❄️)

I’m in bed rn and I’m so tired 😴

(ALSO I GOT BACK FROM MY DADS YESTERDAY AND IVE BEEN AN EMOTIONAL WRECK - he bought me a fan that was like 100 quid and it arrived today and now I feel horrid because I don’t want to see him until like Xmas. (He didn’t tell me he bought it or I would have stopped him))

anyways

How are you? Are you ready for school? I think you’re starting soon aren’t you?

all of that is great!

I saw the same movie a few days ago or like a week ago but it was great! I guessed some of the scenes a few times and I told my sister next to me and she was like ‘goddamn. why you got to predict everything.’ but I loved the movie!!

you did way better than them on the mini golf..? cuz you got 71.. or no cuz you put :/ that face. I haven’t played mini golf in so long tho

we have this pink fluffy blanket on this beanbag that we have and the beanbag is actually purple but the whole blanket is just covering it. it’s not that soft tho :( is yours soft? and cinemas are so cold I always bring a blanket :)

are you glad you’re back from your dads? are you at your moms now? cuz he bought it for you, do you think he means good..? or was it just a thing you needed.? or did he buy it just to buy your affection? like yk when a parent does something shitty and they just buy you something to make up for it.. ig. idrk.. I hope it’s a good fan and i hope you enjoy it too! and be happy :)

I don’t really know what to say about the parent stuff because eh parents. I have a good relationship with one (kinda, getting there) while I don’t with the other. (I mean I do but with the way things are going I don’t) && honestly, I just let go of all the anger that I’ve held toward both of them, mostly ‘cause some of it was unnecessary and I know some things will never change, and I said im done, and now im living my life. not saying you have to let go of the anger because somethings cannot be forgiven… but I kind of just accepted that they are them while I am me and I don’t wanna live my life like them or be like them and also live my life in complete anger and just make everything about life down and miserable… so I’d rather be happy then make everything negative.

I am ready for school!! I went clothes shopping two times now and show shopping too! I might go again but I don’t know.. and for my backpack this year its a satchel!! I really can’t wait to use it <3 i start on the 8th with my sister and its also a new school! for both of us, she’s a 9th grader while im a 10th grader so we might not have classes together but I’m also taking drama this year and I can’t wait!!! oh I hope this year is really good <3

as for just me doing I am doing really well! though I have a lot of writers block right now.. i’m still doing like amazing!! ;)) how are you doing?? I send you love 💞💞 and also I want to make a tag for you so can I call you pearl or do you have a name I can call you.. (it does not have to be your real name)

#garfield answers 🦖#also that’s like kind of a lot #what I wrote #wow #garfields.new school 🏫#I hope that parent thing wasn’t like rude or anything…#Please don’t take it the wrong way..#— ν𝗂𝗇𝗇𝗂𝖾 ⛳️

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bootyful-seventeen · 2 years

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Tried to go back and rewatch sailor moon for the 6th time but the og dub has been like scrubbed from the internet and that makes me sad :’)

#that shit had me feeling so sad cuz idc what people say I really liked the original dub #so now I’ve gone to my last resort #which is looking for the dvds on eBay and the two best ones was 113$ and 253$#uuuuuuuuGHGHHHHH WHY WAS THE DIC DUB SCRUBBED FROM THE INTERNET 😭😭😭#a girl just wants to revisit familiar voices of childhood #especially since the old dub had extremely distinctive voices while the new dub had too many voices that blended together for me #so wish me luck on my dic dub huntings cuz I haven’t slept at all tonight #or we’ll last niggg since it’s 7:30am rn and I started looking at 2 something #edit: the fact that the og sailor moon dvds have been out of print since 2004 have me so sad #like why didn’t my parents buy that shit on DVD back then #omg I would’ve been set for life but they didn’t do that and now I’m stressing over the few options on eBay #I’m too much of a sleep deprived emotional wreck to handle this rn

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slithersnakexx · 2 years

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I just read the newest chapter of Vaincre, and I’m feeling so many emotions right now. Like on one hand, I’m crying sad tears cuz Logan, and on the other hand, I’m crying happy tears for Cap and Loops. I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS!!!! It felt like this sick drop in my stomach and now I’m cryingggggggg why

I didn’t expect to feel emotions today, and I’m just wrecked rn. Loved the new chapter, but damn my heart hurts

#lumosinlove #vaincre #sweater weather #hockey #fanfic #marauders au #marauders angst #i’m not okay #I’m crying happy tears I promise #I swear I’m not having a mental breakdown #so good but so sad #whyyyyyyyyy do they always do this to meeeeeeeee

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levinneheart · 4 years

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hai bby riri~~ can i req a Atsumu + “Wait! Please don’t pull away... not yet.” i want some fluff rn so yeah~ HAHAHAHA take care bby and remember to take a break every now and then 😊💕💕💕

Making this extra extra fluffy just for you~ <3 😽😽😽 and I’m freaking soft that you called me bby 🥺💗 Love from Levinne

You calm me

requested on: 28th of July 2020

finished on: 3rd of August 2020 (11:30 am)

➳ Pairing: Miya Atsumu x F!Reader

➳ Genre: Fluff, Comfort, Established Relationship, Hcs

➳ Prompt: 13 ‘Wait! Please don’t pull away... not yet’ from prompt 1

➳ Warnings: slight thirsting from me here and there

You were having a bad day, not only it’s that time of the month again — your wifi suddenly loss its connection, making you more frustrated cuz you were in a middle of watching your favorite anime on your phone (I’m clowning myself with this one)

You just wanted to forget about the pain you were enduring by binge watching and eating a tub full of ice cream but NOOO, the world decided to be a jerk and shun you “Ugh, I hate here when this happens.”

Good thing you had load and data cuz if you didn’t, you would’ve gone and sue and totally not murder the internet company all together (same tbh) Now, bored out of your mind and have nothing to do — you decided to text your boyfie, Atsumu

“Can I come over?” After a few minutes later you received a reply, “Sure bby, I’ll meet you there.” “So soon?” You asked as he usually stays behind and overworked himself to hone his skills. “Yeah, there’s just so many noises and it left me having a bad day so I had to leave early.” “Okay, I’ll be there ASAP!” You replied as you got up to get ready

When you got there, he was already waiting for you in front his and Osamu’s house with his hand held out for you to hold as you two went inside

You immediately knew that he was upset by the way his brows are furrowed so when you guys got inside his room, you pulled him for an embrace that lasted for a while as you whisper soft nothings in his ear

“I glad ya came over today.” “So am I.” “Why’d ya come over anyway?” “My wifi won’t work at home and I’m cheap so I came here to use some of your internet instead of using my data. And also, I miss you.” “Are ya sure you aren’t just here ‘cause ya crave ‘Samu’s cooking?” “Hey!” You playfully hit arm as he chuckled.

You guys lay on his bed and continue to bask in each other’s arms while ranting about each other’s day, losing sense of time that Osamu had to knock on his doorframe to snap you two from your dreamworld for you guys to know it’s time for dinner

Ofc it’s delicious, I don’t make the rules

After dinner, you offer to wash the dishes while Atsumu stays behind to not really help you out as Osamu leaves you two to it, not after saying that you guys are so love-struck 🤡

You both are like: 👁👄👁 how and where tf did he learn that word..? Atsumu later learned that his teammate, Bokuto taught Osamu the trends these days but that’s besides the point... 😳🤦‍♀️

Get ready for that 🎂 to be wrecked, Bo. Sorry hun 😌💅

So before you started washing the dishes, you put your hair in a ponytail and got to work while Atsushi watches you on — his mind going wild cuz you look so pretty in that apron with your hair up that he can imagine waking up in the morning or coming home at night to you like this 👀 (plz slap me smh)

While you’re the washing dishes, Atsumu sneaks up behind you and slowly wrapped his arms around your waist, making you flinched in surprise and almost making you drop the plate you were holding

“You jerk.” You giggled, leaning against him as he rested his chin on top of your head. “Do ya wanna watch a movie and snack on something later?” “Of course.”

Atsumu doesn’t tell you how he feels about his feelings and emotions much as (I feel like) he isn’t that kind of man and bf but sometimes like today, he’ll lean into your ear and whisper sweet and/or kind words of affirmation that you find absolutely adorable

After washing the dishes, you guys immediately snuggled up under the covers while watching the movie and staying up until sunrise before passing out from exhaustion

You wake up to your face buried in Atsumu’s chest and as you tried to get of your boyfie’s tight grasp, he tightened his grip and pulled you even closer to him. “Wait!” he muttered loudly. “Please don’t pull away... not yet.”

Well, you can’t really pull away since he’s holding you so closely and tightly that it left you having no escapes, guess five more minutes of staying his arms wouldn’t hurt...

A bad decision, really cuz he made you stay in bed and oversleeping, making you miss for your online classes in the early morning but you forgive him since it’s only once a blue moon that Atsumu gets soft like this 🥺💗

“Thanks, (y/n)... you calm me... every single day.” “I love you too, babe.”

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saintobio · 3 years

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I'm eating sandwich on our dining table while reading chp 5... My heart went-💔 when I know that Sera will be there and-(gosh I can't type his name now IT HURTS) he's looking for her this whole time and then when he's trying to put those shoes on her-😭💔 I run to my room just as mc running away from them not to witness how sweet they are (also to hide my sobbing face from my family here😐) (╥﹏╥) and thank goodness there's Toji my ghhaad-😭 I was screaming internally that he should take y/n far away from that man, take this pain away, forget that husband lmao... But then surprisingly, this husband does care for y/n because he didn't leave y/n side til morning and that's... Unexpected or just to show his goody sides😐 then Sera showed up and I-😐 can't wait for the husband's pov and some hidden explanations🙂 this chap is mixed of emotions... But I'm ok2 here🥺 truly what a wonderful writing and chap again ai-san~💛 thank you sooo much bby now take a rest and stay safe there~💛

Anonymous said

omg, reading the sn update was such a rollercoaster !! sobs

it would be so cute if toji & y/n got close and she becomes the cool, fun aunt or friend (?) for megumi—is it okay to ask how old he is in this series?

++ with their friendship, i’d imagine that y/n would always be like, “wow, it’s really not that obvious.”

then toji would fall for it every time and snort, saying, “what, that i’m almost forty?”

then y/n would reply, “no. that you’re just thirty-five.” LMAOOO

pls i just wish she gets a confidant along the way 🥺 she deserves the world honestly pls she’s so precious!!! hrhfhrhf. thank you for the update, btw! this silent reader right here enjoyed it a lot. 🤗.

Anonymous said

you probably wont understand this but caralho sincerely not ta fazendo eu ficar biruta de vdd

your writing is sooooo good fr i just woke up at 3 in the morning and rn its 5 in the morning and im so auhahahwuuwuqhshsihsjsbbsjshdiwheh because of sincerely not

Anonymous said

I was holding up fine with the shoes fuckery he pulled but omg him calling us "attention seeker" REALLY fucking hurt me so much lmao. Imagine the next time we actually have much sharper, stabbing chest pains which are more frequent and also last a bit longer and WHEN satoru starts actually caring a little and asks if we're okay, we just go, "oh this?? The doctor said it's a severe case of me attention seeking ^-^ Don't mind me baby, you go chase your happiness! :)))" (THAT TOO WHILE IN PAIN) - ⛈

Anonymous said

i hateeee ongoing fics i swore id never read them because the waiting makes me go insane or i forget to read updates but since i discovered u, i literally just cant stop myself from tuning in every single fic—even if its a character i don't usually simp for 😭 i love ur work sm omg

@chaveisa said

i just binged what you have of sincerely not so far and all i can say is i’m in so much pain. you are quite literally one of my favorite writers on this platform and you wreck me so bad with the angst but it’s all angst i love. truly love how you’ve written gojo in this one and can’t wait to see what you have in store!

ps— i found you through wastelands and when i tell you i was wrecked for a solid week >~< truly keep up the good work bb🖤

Anonymous said

ohhhh the asks are open 😳 i just wanted to say that sn is a fuckin masterpiece. reading the latest chapter (about that the shoes that princess diana wore) i really think that y/n-gojo- sera situation is similar to diana-charles-camilla's story. oof i really hope that isn't some sort of foreshadowing cuz EYE-🚶‍♀️💨

Anonymous said

hmmmm i love me some good heavy angst gojo fics.... BUT WTF WAS SINCERELY YOURS HOLY SHIT I'VE JUST READ IT IN ONE SITTING AND NOW MY NOSE IS CLOGGED 👁️👄👁️

@juniorhooter said

FR im scared to start Sincerely Not,, i still have wounds from Wastelands and idk if my heart is ready. Like im seeing all these ppl mad at gojo. I haven't even read it yet, and im mad at gojo. I dont fully know whats happening yet but get with #WeHateHoejoSlutoru and #WeLoveTojiFushiguro. I'll read it eventually... soon... maybe, if im feeling self-destructive. But in the meanwhile, good luck to everyone else going through the turmoil :))

@blossomingwaifu16 said

OMG THE ASKS ARE OPEN AGAIN!! My friend sent me Sincerely not (beacuse she knows I'm a masochist and love hurting myself- 💀) and damn! it did not disappoint- also reading it made me realise how petty I can be 😭 like everytime Gojo was being mean to the mc I'd be like "fuck you gojo your girlfriend is way nicer then you I'd rather fuck her bitchboy" and that's coming from someone straight 💀 but in chapter 5 I was like "fuck ya'll I wanna be single again-" IT WAS A ROLLERCOASTER of emotions and I'm here for it! And oh boy the scenarios I have in my head to make gojo suffer 😈. Anyways I love the writing and could I please be added to the taglist!? I've been meaning to ask but your asks were closed 😊

3rd anon what does that mean jssndj but omg thank u guysss aaaaa i’m sorry i’m unable to respond individually as i also have lots of asks to answer still but i appreciate ur messages <33 i enjoyed reading all ur reactions so far!! :’)

also, all taglists are full! i’m sorry.

#saintobio.asks #series: sincerely not

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chaotic-noceur · 4 years

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regarding pragma.

read it here

Dear @softpedropascal

wow this took so much longer than I thought it would whoops.

So, first off- HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I hope you have the bestest day ever cuz you deserve it!

I’m incapable of forming coherent thoughts so um...here’s a cumulative post of my running commentary because my binge reading plans got disrupted so this seemed... neater? Idk. anyways, here you go.

Part 1

No matter how many meetings and mediations you two went through, he still found a reason to keep dragging this out.

I read this as ‘meetings and meditations’ and was very confused for a sec 😂

That hat. You got him that hat. He still wore it?

omg u gave the hat a backstory. adkgadflhg 😍

He was tempted. God, was he tempted, but he shook his head and stood up straight.

This just. Yes. We love a respectful man.

I love all the little hints that you’re dropping about the reader and Frankie’s backstory.

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Part 2

He told himself long ago that be would never forgive her for what she did,

WHAT DID I DO OMG.

“Can’t you, I dunno, sign for him?” he asked.

😂😂Frankie. Sweetheart. Who do you take me for? I can’t forge someone’s signature. I don’t have the skills for that.

There was a reason he didn’t say goodbye. He was afraid to. He was afraid that if he said them again, he would have to go another five years without seeing her. Or has it been longer?

mY hEaRt

Pope and and Frankie’s ENTIRE interaction. 😍 I love that he can see right through Frankie’s bs, loves him anyways but will give it to him straight.

He was too busy thinking about how if he had gotten his shit together, he could be living here with her, taking walks to his favorite lake every day.

asdfgadfkglhdf!!! Boo it ain’t all your fault 😢 (or is it 😏)

It’s funny how the simplest touch can cause the most complex feelings—feelings that he had sworn he buried deep inside of him somewhere. It was a complicated thing trying to be angry at her because in that moment all was forgotten and forgiven.

the DEPTH. in these sentences. oml. I’m so ready to learn about this complicated backstory.

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Part 3

“I can make him sign ‘em,” he offered.

YES. I love a low key threatening boi.

“Yeah, until you decided I wasn’t good enough,”

“Did you want to show me what I could have had with you if I wasn’t such a fuck up.” He sighed and put his hands on his hips.

AFGHSKF OMG MY HEART.

“I’m trailing water and mud all over the place but just remember that I saved your life before getting mad, okay?”

“Nothing. Just like saying your name.”

ahhhh these are precious!!

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Part 4

“Yeah. People do that right? Day dates?” He honestly wasn’t sure. Dates weren’t his forte.

🥺 someone help him. He’s so cute omg.

“We might’ve made out a little too,” he mumbled.

aksfhksdfg look at him turning into a flustered boy!!!

“No. I just…stopped looking up,”

Babes. Idk if the double meaning was intentional but like. Wow. That hit hard.

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Part 5

and has a name like ‘Bill’ or ‘Tom’.”

oop. We love a subtle Redfly dig 😂

!!!! IDK WHAT TO BLOCKQUOTE BUT OMG FRANKIE BEING PROTECTIVE. THE READERS BACKSTORY. FRANKIE KISSING AT THE PAST BRUISES. ANGRY FRANKIE OMG. 😭

I’m sorry there’s probably some more amazing stuff after that but t’was not a good ace day so i skipped the smut

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Part 6

You hid your body from him at first and when he moved your hands, you covered your face. Then he told you to never hide from him—he would always think you were beautiful

🥺🥺 this is so soft omg

sorry skipped the smut but im sure it was beautiful

“I’m not going anywhere.” You moved his arms so you could kneel in front of him. “I’m staying.”

*incoherent screaming*

“You can ask me for anything. I would give up everything I for you.”

The whole ending scene was AMAZING okay but this. This line right here. Big hurt omg. He knows the weight of what he’s saying. He knows how hard the road to recovery is and how many things are gonna try push him off that path. But he says it anyways. And it really really shows just how much she means to him. Brava!

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Part 7

lmao I really need to start reading the warnings 😂

She was never going to be sad longer than necessary if he had anything to do about it.

WHERE CAN I GET A FRANKIE OML 😭

“That no matter where we were, when we look up, we’re looking at the same moon.” He looked at her though she was still looking up. “That always kept me going, you know?”

THE SOFT. AHHHHHH

The moonlight seemed to shine directly on her and make her glow like some ethereal being. She was an angel. She had to be. The stars twinkled above them but he had his own right here right now.

eXcUsE mE. wHo gAvE yOu tHe rIgHt tO wRiTe sOmEtHIng tHiS bEAuTiFul

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Part 8

“Stop ruining my romantic moment, please.

HAHAHAH I LOVE!

I can’t even- Omg. This whole chapter. I have no words

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Part 9

“I can’t,” he said, voice broken. “Please just let me…let me hold you. Let me…”

IDK THE FULL CONTEXT TO THIS (really hating my ace-ness rn cuz this last line is so heartfelt) BUT OMG BROKEN FRANKIE I JUST. ARGHHH

you realized that you were embracing your entire world right then and there. Letting it go would be the hardest thing you’d ever do.

take my heart and crush it why don’t you omg. 😭😍

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Part 10

She was hurt again. And it was his fault again.

I can’t do it. I can’t be alone anymore.

asdfghjk GURL. WHO HURT YOU OMG. LEMME HURT THEM BACK.

His world spun and he felt like he was falling. He fell and fell into the abyss with no one there to save him as the bag felt like it was burning a hole in his hand. Is it hot? He felt hot. Burning up. Had he finally died and gone to hell? God knows that’s where he belonged.

No. It’s just an overwhelming darkness. Nothing. And that’s what he wanted, right? To feel nothing.

*VERY INCOHERENT SCREAMING* This is beautiful writing omg. The raw emotion in this. Holy hell.

oml. That transition from pure pain and angst into love just *chefs kiss*. Frankie deserves so much 😭

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Part 11

“It wasn’t supposed to make you cry,”

wHat eLsE wAs iT sUpPoSeD tO dO omg.

This whole chapter was SO CUTE!!! The way that Frankie just knows things about her. UGH.

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Part 12

“What if it’s big and pulls me in?!”

MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY OMG

“I don’t wanna die,” he whispered.

His life felt as though it was falling apart all over again and he realized it was because she was the one that held him together and now that he was leaving, everything was one big mess again.

*inaudible screaming*

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Part 13

That ending tho! I love that you gave them their own little thing with the moon. Its so sweet 🥰and the Pope-Frankie friendship moments. *melts*

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Part 14

okay i was gonna blockquote but there was too much to quote This whole chapter felt so raw omg. If you’re pulling from real experience then I’m so sorry you ever had to go through that *pulls you into the biggest hug ever* (assuming you like hugs, if you don’t... i send you an affectionate ‘rubbing my forehead into your shoulder’)

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Part 15

“You could’ve walked in here with your head shaved and I’d still love it…but…please don’t.”

😂 yessss give me the humour in this sad

still haven’t learnt to read the warnings oml 🤦🏻‍♀️

ahhhh the soft reassuring Frankie content!!!!

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Part 16

“Probably because it’s Wednesday,” he said.

“It is?” you asked.

“Yeah. What day did you think it was?”

I FEEL SO ATTACKED OMG. What even is time anymore.

asfadsdfgdhk Its so SOFFTTT. Is this what it’s like to fall in love??😭

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Part 17

hallelujah i’ve finally learnt to read the warnings

ngaww Frankie being all excited and soft 🥺🥺 are they going camping?? are we gonna get Frankie in his element??

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Part 18

I’m as flat as a board back there.

I feel attacked and this wasn’t even directed at me oml 😂😂

tHeY aRe sO iN lOvE oMg 😍

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Part 19

I get it, it’s embarrassing, but I’m not judging you for it.

YES. In this house, we don’t judge people who are struggling to find jobs!

“I wouldn’t say them if you didn’t deserve them. You deserve good things, Frankie. You may not feel like you do but you do. Always.”

He sighed and rubbed your back. “If you say it then it must be true.”

*incoherent screaming* we all deserve good things okay 😭

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Part 20

thank you for the warnings that i’ve finally learnt to read before reading the fic

What if I’m a lost cause? Just some pathetic druggie who can’t get his shit together…mooching off his girl.

NOOO You’re not just some pathetic druggie Frankie😭😭

“Sleepovers? Do I get to paint your nails? Do your hair?”

Our love has aged gracefully kinda like us.

THE SOFT OMG 🥺🥺

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Part 21

“With all due respect, sir, I’m not and have never been an addict. Yeah, I did drugs. Yes, I hurt your daughter and she had to leave, but you know what, we’re together now and nothing’s gonna change that. She’s forgiven me and she loves me and that’s all that matters.”

YAS. I love this change from nervous wreck to confidence!

This is so happy and soft and sweet oml. My angsty soul doesn’t know how to deal. 😭

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Part 22

Sweet baby jesus. It was soft. And then it was not. And then it was soft again and I just. *incoherent screaming* GURL.

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ludus

I’m gonna have a house right on the other side of the lake.

asdfgI I Have Feelings.

GURLLL. This was so innocent!! They’re both so young and cute and asgalsfjghsd.

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eros

“Are you running away from something?” she asked, and he bristled. “From me because you love me and don’t know how to say it?”

*incoherent screaming* well shit. you go gurl! you call him on his crap!

I skimmed the smut but like Frankie being a nervous wreck is 🥺

If you wanna see someone else while I’m gone, you can.

*more screaming because OMG if only he knew what that would lead to*

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ania

O damn. I kinda loved his slow descend into darkness... The fact that the reader still clings on to hope and love and just, damn. I’m lost for words.

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coda

...

that’s all my brain feels right now. that was dark, but like. a good dark. It was heart wrenching but beautiful and- “I won’t be able to find you if I’m lost myself,” THIS. I just. *chefs kiss* but also, *ugly sobbing*.

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shadesofmonochrome · 4 years

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SUMI (omega) x UTOU-SAN (beta) !!! 😭💖

🚨 possible major finale spoilers cuz I’m an emotional wreck don’t say I didn’t warn ya so if don’t wanna read it keep scrolling down🚨

Omg I cannot believe the series is done!? It’s been like , what 3yrs since I read this !? I’m too lazy to look up when it was made sorry mangaka .

And this pairing story had lots of twists and turns !! Lots of tears !! Really good angst scenes which had a happy ending I never imagined but did love !! By far , I do love the fact Utou-san told Sumi he loves him and said to be his family !! Aah !! Utou-san family is big so i hope the extra shows Sumi’s interactions with them.

Karasuma (omega) x Takaba (alpha) show up in the end too with the couple (they’re at the beach) but wait...omg whose 2 kids are those !? Plz , let one of them belong to Sumi and Utou-san!!! I know in omegaverse beta impregnating omegas are rare so plz create a miracle for them !!! Esp for Utou!! Edit 15min later: ima fucking idiot and idk if I’m remembering this right so anyone correct me if I’m wrong . I forgot that Karasuma might not be able get pregnant !! I forgot why though (if anyone remembers let me know)!! I just remember Karasuma and Takaba met with Takaba’s dad (hes an omega so technically gave birth) and Karasuma cried in the park trying to say that he might not be able to bear kids 😢 but Takaba said he didn’t mind and he was more than enough (to love and live together)!! ❤️ that’s true love too!! So I’m hoping now that one of them is their kid !! Two miracle kids , one for each of the couple!!! Edit 5min after editing it: AAAHHH!!! 😖 I think them kids to belong to Sumi and Utou instead of one kid each pairing 😢😢😢 BUT IF THE EXTRA CAN CONFIRM THAT BE GREAT 👌OTHERWISE RN IMA BE IN MY STATE OF DENIAL AND HOPE FOR A MIRACLE .

If ya wanna know why...read the series (if you’re the fan like me, read the finale now) !!!

#kurui naku no wa boku no ban #kuri naku no wa boku no ban beta #omegaverse #omega x beta #monochrome yaoi #yaoi omegaverse #keri kusabi #kusabi keri #sasabe sumito #sumito sasabe #utou #yaoi spoilers #spoilers #kurui naku no wa boku no ban beta spoilers #idfk if i have the will to make anlther post about this next week lol

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ebonix · 4 years

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#MercuryRetrograde Got me in my feelings about my ex. Got me numb af about everything else. Like yeah... it’s all gd, but it’s not. Lol I feel so dissatisfied. Lol Ninjas just be messing up all my fun. I can’t be with my ex or anyone else cuz I gotta be smart and know I can’t involve myself with anyone else til my headspace is A1. Yo... this is a fuckin trap! Someone is right in front of me like let me secure. Give you peace of mind. 🙃 I’m out here like... I’m not curving you but I’m not over my ex. Thank you for the attn and I value your company. But yh... I’m fucked in the head rn. Catch me when I’m healthy and can handle being an adult. Right now I’m an emotional wreck and wanting #GrownManEnergy but you tryna be grown grown and I’m not there rn! Breaking emotional ties are hard af! I done tried it all. Therapy needs to work faster if retrogrades are gonna come and attack my life. https://www.instagram.com/p/CB1I14rpi5rKs45KZVebzQHQUGijPAxLMiP5i80/?igshid=zhkc87rk40n9

#mercuryretrograde #grownmanenergy

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taylorgoddeswiftindia · 5 years

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Well, to start with, I fell like im the luckiest girl in the entire world rn. Being an international fan for over 7 years as wonderful as it sounds, comes with a lot of limitations. I’m sure a lot of Indian/ other international swifties relate with me when it comes to this side of being a fan. Not being able to own an official merch and not being able to see her perform live are two painful realities that we all had to come in terms with. Not being able to afford the deluxe versions and the expensive shipping charges made it nearly next to impossible for me to ever get my hands on them. BUT, a family friend of mine, was SO FRICKIN KIND enough to send me these, which are currently my 4 babies, yes I gave birth to them, they are my children, as a surprise for me earlier this week. And I must say, I was an emotional wreck. I collapsed on the floor the second I got a glance of what was in the box. I finished reading them the same day and boy oh boy was it an emotional day. I consider myself so lucky at this point. It was really kind of Amazon to make the album available for us Indian fans at a very reasonable price and I really hope they make the deluxe versions available for everyone soon. Cuz every swiftie deserves to own these babies. And i really hope it happens soon. Also, LOVER FESTIVAL/ TOUR/ IDK IM CONFUSED, but India is ready. @taylornation WE NEED HER. Please don’t disappoint us 🥺

#taylorswift #indianswiftie

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illfatedllyarchive-blog · 7 years

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The Walking Dead

Give me a Series & I’ll tell you…

❤ Favorite Male: RICK! I love Rick! I don’t know why, I guess cuz the original creator has said right off the bat this was Rick’s story. The whole idea of Walking Dead is to take a good man, put him in situations that challenge his resolve, and see how he evolves as a character. I dunno just seeing his evolution as the series went along is just interesting to me.❤ Favorite Female: Oh gosh I don’t know there’s so many good female characters! Hmm I’m gonna say Maggie! In the wake of losing everything, her father, sister and husband, ust to see her still taking charge is amazing! I mean if it were me I’d be an emotional wreck! (Hell I’d probably only last a week in the zombie apocalypse to begin with!) But no not maggie, she’s taken charge of the hilltop and is preparing to go to war alongside Rick to take out Negan! All while carrying a baby! That woman is a badass!❤ Favorite Pairing: I dunno if I ever really had a favorite pairing, I guess Glenn and Maggie! They were so loving and supportive of each other! (RIP Glenn!)❤ Least Favorite Character: Hmmm I guess the Governer, he got to be a really annoying villain after a while! I also wasn’t a huge fan of Shane.❤ who’s most like me: I think I’m kind of a mix of Eugene and Tara. ❤ most attractive: Can I say all of them are pretty?❤ three more characters that I like: I like Eugene (I can sympathize with him although hate how he’s on Negan’s side rn) Tara (She needs more love!) and Enid (She’s a badass lil kiddo!) I mean I love more characters but…those are the three I can think of off the bat!

#lastofthepast #X||: WHO GIVES A ROOTIN' TOOTIN'? (ooc.)

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izzy-b-hands · 5 years

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One more vent post about this mf then I'm done, I promise

Like why did he even reach out. He did this thing where he just kills the convo, and it usually means I said something he doesn't agree with (he does it in person too, he'll just sigh and walk away AND NOT EXPLAIN HIMSELF AT ALL AND EXPECT U TO GET WHY HE LEFT!!! AND THEN UR THE ASS FOR PISSING HIM OFF AND I JUST-)

I'm confused, as much as anything else. Like he needed to check in about some vague shit we talked about over two fucking years ago, I apparently answered wrong about it (but I don't know how cuz he didn't say so ??!!!??!!!!!?!!!!????)

The only cohesive thing I could glom out of it was a 'just know I'm around.' so...does he want to hang out and he's beating so far around the bush we're in the Bermuda Triangle???

A quick bit of history-we sat on the edge of 'almost more than friends' for like a year in high school. He's been weird about it ever since, and got mad after I made moves back then, and he said he wanted to reciprocate but without actually doing anything (literally his words, I shit u not, I was a depressed ass high school junior who was still self harming and medicating every day, I was not ready to try and help him with fuckin intimacy issues. I just wanted someone to hang out with, hold hands, and maybe kiss like damn, it was just fuckin high school, ya know?) The last time we spent a decent spot of time together, about two years ago when we tried to get together a local writers group, he kept bouncing around this shit too, confirmed by the other folks in the group who were all from our high school friend group. And they didn't get his deal either, or why he kept trying to seem like he was interested in me, but then running away from me. One guy friend said I'm just kind of intimidating which like...ok? So what man, I find a lot of people intimidating too. But if I really think I like someone and want to see if they might be interested in me, then I take a deep breath and go for it, politely and respectfully, ya know? Not my issue that he can't manage that.

Worst bit? He was never really my sort of guy, but he was sweet enough, so back in high school i had been willing to give it a go. But two years ago, and now? No. I've grown and changed, and I know more of what I want. He's sweet still, but he hasn't really changed at all, and I'm not going into any relationship to babysit. I want to keep the friendship but this shit wears on me. It feels like he pulls me back to all the high school shit, and that was such a rough period of my life. I've grown and want to move past it all, and so far all my other high school era friends get that and have been ok

But not this dude. Like, I've been telling him to go to therapy since high school, and I wish I could tell him again. Like, my dude, being weird around me and some of our other friends is not gonna help you. Cut those ties however you gotta, get a therapist, and get better so you can feel better and be happier. I did, and it was so fucking worth it (but he still also thinks I ' unintentionally make up' my mental illness and autism and that most people are misdiagnosed and all secretly just fine. Like yeah bruh, being suicidal on and off since like ten years old is just something I did and do for fun. Not miserable at all, or something that effects me every day of my life as I try to survive. This mf I swear.)

I'm so tired-like I'm a wreck mentally rn, and then he swings in and out like it ain't shit, and I know I'll get a text from another friend in a day saying like 'oooh he said you weren't this or that the last time you guys talked and he's kind of upset' and then they want me to fix his emotions. Like man, do what the rest of us try and emotionally regulate yourself as best u can. You can only control what you do and feel, just like only I can control all that for me. If talking to me makes you feel bad for whatever reason, then stop!!!! I don't reach out to him because he tends to make me feel bad, but I'm there if he needs me like I am for other friends. Why can't he do that, I do not know.

But I gotta go back to work, which is also not going great so...yeah.

Incidentally, if anyone has fav Sledgefu fics or anything they'd feel like sharing with me, that would be really sweet and cool and I'll even write whatever you want in exchange.

#gif #text post #I just wanna go home and sleep for a week

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meaningfulsuggestion · 7 years

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ok i'll stick with 🌵 and ugh i'm emotional rn. so me and my bf are both youth leaders at our church and youth group meets thursday night so after youth we went out with the other youth leaders for food and after that it was late and he works in the morning but on the ride from food to my house i broke down crying cuz i've been having issues with my dad (who left when i was little and is semi present now but still emotionally unavailable) and he said i should call him and tell him how i feel1/2?

so i called him while we were still in the car cuz i was a wreck and needed him there. and the phone call lasted like 30 min and it really didn't go well because my dad has a habit of blaming his mistakes on other people and made everything my fault so even after the phone call he stayed there with me until almost midnight talking to me and holding me cuz i was bawling and oh my goodness imma marry this man he's too good to me 2/2🌵

oh god this is so precious! I’m so sorry to hear about your dad, but I’m glad that you have someone you can rely on to get you through the hard times with him (though hopefully they will also improve with time). you truly deserve the best and this boy is it!

#ask #gush #🌵#Anonymous

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Bro! I'm so scared for what Jungkook's gonna do now that he found out what happened between Jimin and the mc. I legit thought he was gonna hit her, but now that he walked out I have a feeling he went out to find Jimin and things could go really bad and its nerve wrecking. Jk is really obsessive and the fact that she was anxious the whole time, I don't blame her. Tbh, I was scared of you updating a new chapter because I knew shit was about to go down, but the worst has yet to even come.

Anonymous said:Sorry cuz I might have sent an ask prematurely. Anyways, I feel really feel bad for the OC with Jungkook being so controlling and manipulative and Jimin neglecting her and putting her second to Jungkook. Personally I don't see an ending where the OC ends with either or where Jungkook and Jimin get together. I hope they find a way out of this toxic situation they found themselves in. Thanks you for the update by the way! It was an entertaining read. ^^

Anonymous said:Dude, I feel so bad for the OC. Being controlled and manipulated by Jungkook while simultaneously being put second by Jimin

Anonymous said:omfg i just read equilibrium 12 and i was literally so scared the entire time. holy shit, i really hope Jimin figures out whats happening and does something :/

Anonymous said:daaaamn lu the latest chapter of equilibrium gave me the chills at 1am :") as someone very lacking of sleep rn, i feel bad that the oc can't get proper rest with jjk around.. cant wait for the day she finally stands up for herself!!!! (if she ever does)

Anonymous said:Jimin has to know something is up. He may have been blindsided by jk while he was there, but Mc was too obvious when he was gone. Also, jks reaction to the condom confused me. I was expecting him to be furious and get violent. Is this to show how unstable he is? That one moment his "love" (really just possessiveness) is crushing (threat) the next it's "sweet" (the necklace) and the next it's like this. Or is it cuz this "victim" act Mc will blame herself and stay (violence could drive her away)

Anonymous said:Her situation makes me sick. It makes me feel like puking. The worst part is that this can happen to anyone. They can be strong and take no bs, but if someone like jk manages to weasel into their Iives, it can all be stripped down. And most won't consciously realize "this is abuse" and/or can't go through the steps to get out. Like the Mc knows this isn't right, but doesn't/can't leave. I feel trapped just reading, can't imagine what it feels like to actually be in that situation

Anonymous said:This is the second time she's thought he'd hit her omfg pls gurl run away 😭😭😭

Anonymous said:I read the the new chapter of Equilibrium and it's amazing how you convey feelings. I feel really uncomfortable thinking about the relationship between the three, it seems so unhealthy and destroying. Jimin is using her body, Jungkook treats her like a possession and the oc does nothing to get out of that and even encourages this behavior even. She wants to run after Jungkook and there are so many more examples that I have to reread it later. Thank you for writing and sharing your work ♥♥♥

Anonymous said:Oh god I read the new Equilibrium chapter and holy shit Jungkook is getting more and more terrifying. It's amazing how well you depict the character's fear towards him and I really really wish she would just leave and run away but seeing how the story is playing out so far I don't see that happening... even I feel fear for her D: that just goes to show how well you write out the events of the story and the character's emotions/reactions to them!!

Anonymous said:The entirety of the new chapter of Equilibrium had me screaming 'everyone should just gtfo of that awful, toxic relationship' Like everytime the OC was worried about the backlash from JK just for kissing Jimin. Bitch, that's fucking psychological abuse, I wish the characters would realize that its not healthy or okay in the slightest. Props for writing such a nuanced story & capturing common relationship tropes in media that are glorified as romantic but are actual abusive af. Love you :)

Anonymous said:Equilibrium got me fucked up. I honestly don't know what to feel but I don't feel great reading about abuse when I have to wait for what happens next (no rush honestly stories like this just make me think to no end about what's next and gives me secondhand nerves) but I just cannot stop. I'm just so worried about everything going on in this relationship and how unhealthy it is. On another note, thank you for another great chapter, I'm sure how it'll play out will have me shook.

Anonymous said:Ahhh, I had a feeling you had updated today for some reason!! Thanks!

Anonymous said:Oh man it's getting so intense with the new chapter...I'm actually getting kind for scared for Jimin now with possessive Jungkook raging all over the place. Just hoping Jimin might actually catch on with Y/N's actions :( MY GOSH DOES JIMIN EVEN LIKE Y/N WHAT"S GOING ON LIKE SERIOUSLY! Jungkook you are now officially on the bottom of my list lol

kyarybunny said:It's unnerving to read how 'safe' was used to explain Jungkook's absence... So many examples of this being abusive. Plus she thought he was about to hit her?!? Also reading the climax (ha) between her&Jimin was like a let down (on his part, not u) He probably felt hurt when the response was immediately addressing Jungkook (That quick exit) but he didn't even try to reciprocate :/ or even look her in the face smh... But YOU'RE SO GREAT AT WRITING it made me upset in a good way! I enjoyed reading~

Anonymous said:AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA fuck nvm. I can't do this. My hearts hurting. I just want to take her out of there. Kick that asshole in the face. Keep her safe and protected from shit holes like him. I can't read this tonight. I'm not gonna be able to sleep. See ya tomorrow. I'll try again tomorrow. Shit lu you're gonna kill me one day. Either you or bigshit. You both have the amazing abilities to drop stuff when it's least expected but when it's the most effective. K peace. C ya tomorrow

Anonymous said:Ah you really surprised me with that new chapter of equilibrium was about to go to bed then I saw it and just had to read it. The writing is really well done, the possessiveness that Jungkook displays towards the oc is so scary, and poor jimin doesn't suspect a thing. And that ending scene was so scary to read I didn't know what he was going to do when he found out. I really loved it. Can't wait to see how the story progresses from here. 😊

Anonymous said:OMFFF SHITS GOING DOWWWNNNN!!!! Low key super worried but high key super keen to see what happens next! Another amazing piece of writing as always! xxx

Anonymous said:both of oc's boyfriends are assholes omg and ones fucking crazy

Anonymous said:Jungkook is being kind of dick, on the one hand I get he feels betrayed, but it doesn't excuse the possessive nature! He wanted to be in a poly Relationship! He doesn't get to call the shots. Jimin is no better, the MC isn't innocent either and it's so good. You write such complex literary characters.

Anonymous said:newest chap of Equilibrium was so good. i could honestly feel the reader's fear. i actually got sick to my stomach, i was so frightened. like a++++ job with that writing, you got some mad skills, girl.

AH THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR RECOGNIZING PSYCHOLOGICAL AND MENTAL ABUSE!!! the girls from previous chapters who thought this was “sexy” seriously scared the shit out of me. Nothing of this is acceptable whatsoever. It’s completely unhealthy and all of the characters need to get out of this situation, tbh haha

THANK YOU FOR READING, MY LOVES, AND FOR BEING SUCH A LOVELY, RECEPTIVE AUDIENCE. I LOVE YOU ALL

#equilibrium #equilibrium spoilers #anon #lu answers

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