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i am not a pumpkin spice girl (a crime, i know) but this was so cute omg. and Wolffe caving 🥺🥺 ugh; my heart 🥹 but also, Wolffe making you a pumpkin spiced latte once they’re out of season 🥺🥺
Pumpkin Spiced Bullshit
Pairing: Commander Wolffe x reader
Word Count: 284
Warnings: None!
Summary: How can your boyfriend be against pumpkin spice?!
Saw this post by @soclonely last night, and was very inspired to go get a pumpkin cream cold brew and write this!
“Come on, come on, come on!” You tug at Wolffe’s sleeve, trying to pull him along to go faster
“Babe, I thought we were doing a relaxing fall walk, not a sprint” he pokes fun at you
You jut out your lower lip in a dramatic pout “You know good and well what day it is”
He gives you a quizzical look. He actually doesn’t know why today is special. It’s a Wednesday… uh… it’s not your anniversary, that’s in spring. And it’s… OH… it’s fall.
“You have got to be kriffing kidding me” he groans “Is it pumpkin spice launch day?”
“Yes!” You exclaim “I waited all kriffing year for this!”
“You tricked me” he grumbles, but continues walking along the pathway with you anyway
“I did not, I asked you if wanted to walk somewhere with me” you loop your arm with his and continue walking towards the coffee shop at the end of the block
“You do realize that your precious pumpkin spice is literally just a mix of 5 regular spices that we have at home. I can literally make that for you” he points out
“Yeah, except you don’t. I don’t know why you’re so anti pumpkin spice Wolffe. It’s a source of unending joy for me” you grump, turning into the coffee shop.
“I thought I was your source of unending joy” he teases, even as you’re standing in line to order
“I’m allowed to have multiple sources or unending joy” you say confidently, stepping up to the counter to place your order. “Are you sure you don’t want one?”
He shakes his head with a light laugh “Oh alright”
“Yay! Make it two” you tell the barista
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it’s so soft and domestic 🥺🥺🥺
Requesting cute fluff with grumpy Wolfe!
I got this and also "soft morning cuddles with Wolfe" from another anon! Why not... Combine them??? Mwahaha!
Rated F for fluff!
He was asleep, which was a blessing- Wolffe was such a dog to get to sleep in. You giggled to yourself, stretching as you rolled in the bed, quietly admiring his profile, the strong and silent profile of the man snuggled up in your bed, one arm wrapped around the sheets to keep the warmth around him. He was not soft, but you knew how he was around you- regular Wolffe did not grasp the sheets and sigh in his sleep. Your Wolffe, however? He would hold you, hold his pillow, hold anything that came too close, and you were currently just barely out of orbit.
You ran a feather-light finger over his jaw, smiling quietly to yourself, watching his chest rose and fall. It seemed as though his brows were constantly furrowed when he was awake. But now, as you ran a gentle thumb over his forehead, he looked relaxed and at peace and looked as through he didn't have a worry in the world.
He would want caf when he woke up, you decided. He liked it subtle- milk and caf, strong dark caf. You kicked your legs over the side of the bed and grabbed for your robe-
His arm grasped your waist and tugged you back. You squeaked in shock as he braced you against his chest, mumbling, voice rough and gravelly. "Where ya' goin'?" He huffed, turning his face into your neck. Wolffe quietly pressed his lips to your skin, slowly running his fingers up and down your arms.
"To make you caf," You chuckled, tapping his hand lightly. Wolffe grunts in protest and tightens his greedy hold. "You're so grumpy in the morning, I wanted you to get your daily dose of Vitamin C. Vitamin Caf."
Wolffe only gives a chuckle and pulls you in- the noise was coarse, but still warm and loving. "Stay," He mumbled, kissing your shoulder.
You sighed, rolling over, palming at his chest, giggling as he buries his face against your skin and tugs you close. "No caf?"
"No caf yet," Wolffe corrected. "For now, I want this."
You sighed, gently tugging his face up to meet you, pecking his mouth, already puckered in expectation, smiling. "I love you," You mumbled, nestling the commander against you.
"Love ya too," Wolffe sighed, running his hand gently up your side as he settled gently against you.
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I just— I have no words. I love this so much 🥺
the painting
xavier thorpe x fem!reader
summary: xavier shows the reader what his newest painting is
warnings: fluff fluff fluff, teenagers in love, kissing
the look xavier gave you was excruciating. his hair half up in a messy little bun, the rest just barely touching his shoulders in his messy light blue shirt, jacket, and sweats. he looked so pretty in the dim light.
“what are you doing here?” he asked gently, admiration in his eyes as he watched you enter the shed. you practically matched your boyfriend, matching sweats, oversized jacket, and ugg boots for the chilly weather.
“you stopped answering me and i got worried,” you said. xavier put the paint he was using on the table as you hugged him tightly.
his long arms came around and held you against him.
“plus i missed you.” you confessed as he pressed kisses to your forehead.
“sorry, i just started getting really into this.” xavier turned you around as you saw what he was painting.
the large canvas showed you. a smile painted onto your face, one of his favorite memories of you.
you competed with the black cats in the Poe Cup (much to xavier’s dismay). the look on your face was pure happiness as you held the trophy with enid filled his heart with nothing but love for you.
you hadn’t noticed him pull up a stool behind you as you stared at the painting in awe. his big hand massaged the back of your thigh, his other hand coming up to the painting.
you both watched as the painting came to life, you and enid lifting the trophy in glory. “xavier-”
your boyfriend took your hips and brought you down to sit in his lap, his head resting on your shoulder.
“i love you so much.” you confessed, leaning down to kiss him as you placed your hand around his neck and played with the hair touching his shoulders.
“i love you.” he whispered against your lips.
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Legitimately had to take a second to compose myself after this one 😭 it’s so soft and cute 🥺
Hindsight is 20/20 // Xavier Thorpe
About: It’s been a week since you and Xavier broke up. But he has no idea why you even broke up with him in the first place, and misses you like crazy. Is there even a relationship left to repair? Is he the only one wanting to start over?
Word Count: 1.3k
Warnings: Jealous!reader, overall sadness.
It had been 7 days, 3 hours, and 56 minutes since you had broken up with Xavier.
Since his world as he knew it turned upside down.
You left him speechless, breaking up with him so coldly and swiftly that it left him reeling from the blow, like a punch to the gut. And now, you’ve been avoiding him like the plague, while he wracks his brain every night trying to figure out where he went wrong, waking up in tears, and wallowing around campus.
You couldn’t even bear to explain it to Ajax and Enid, who were startled and worried about both of you. It wasn’t like you to be so emotionally void and cold with them.
“I just don’t understand why, try to help me understand-“
“For the last time, I’m done talking about him, Enid. I don’t have to explain anything to you.” You snap, shutting your textbook and fleeing the library.
Ajax and Enid look at each other quizzically, whispering in hushed tones. Xavier shows up ten minutes later, and the room goes silent.
“Hey Xavier.” Enid greets, a small smile peeking on her lips.
Though in her eyes, he can see the pity. And that tears him apart even more. He didn’t need more pity.
“Hi.” His voice is hoarse, and the bags under his eyes show his lack of sleep. “What’re you guys talking about?”
“Oh, it’s nothing.” She tries to brush it off.
“It’s obviously something. What is it?”
Ajax sighs, placing his hands on the table, not liking lying to his best friend.
“We talked to her. Or tried to.” He murmurs, shaking his head solemnly. “Something’s off. She basically bit off Enid’s head when she asked about you.”
“Guys, I told you to leave her alone.” Xavier says firmly, crossing his long arms over his chest.
“But we thought that maybe if we found out why it happened, we could help you. You’re obviously not okay. Neither is she.” Enid speaks honestly, glancing at Ajax, who nods in agreement.
“It’s between her and me.”
Days go by, with more and more prodding from your friends, and you shut down each time. Anger slowly starts to rise within you, and you find yourself walking right up to Xavier in the quad.
“Xavier Thorpe. Tell your friends to stop harassing me.” You grind your feet into the snow on the ground. “I don’t have to tell anyone anything, so make your guard dogs back down.”
“Don’t you mean our friends?” Your ex-boyfriend is fuming, though he feels like he’s going to throw up deep inside. “And don’t act like you’re the victim here. You’re the one who broke up with me out of nowhere without a fucking explanation.”
“I don’t owe you anything!” Your eyes bore into his, but your resolve is shaking, being in such close proximity to the man you love.
You start to tremble, out of nervousness, anger, or fear you’ll never know. He takes in your form for a minute, his voice and eyes softening.
“Yes, you do.” He whispers, “Please, please baby. Talk to me.”
You’re silent for a long time, your eyes falling to your shoes. You fight an internal battle, the hurt you refused to let yourself feel this past week starting to push through.
“Fine. But let’s go to your shed.” You request, looking around at the prying eyes of your classmates, and he nods, abandoning his next class to go with you.
Your walk is cold and silent, both of your nerves too high to speak, with him just not wanting to say the wrong thing. And you trying to figure out how to explain what went wrong.
“Let’s talk.” Xavier breaks the silence when you get into his shed, and he shuts the door firmly behind you. “Because I fucking miss you, sweetheart. What did I do?”
“I can’t, Xav.” You shake your head, wrapping your arms around yourself. And that’s when the dam breaks.
Emotions flood through you, hot, salty tears starting to pour from your eyes. A small noise of surprise leaves his lips as he walks towards you, trying to wipe at your tears.
“Baby, what is it? How did I hurt you this bad? I’ve been overthinking everything again and again and I can’t think of anything.” His voice breaks with his words, his heart hurting seeing you like this.
You wipe frantically at your eyes, the emotions of the past week flooding through you. You move to his largest easel and yank the blanket off of it. It shows a large portrait of Wednesday playing her cello. She looks serene, at peace, and beautiful.
Xavier’s mouth opens and then closes wordlessly.
“When did you fall in love with Wednesday?”
His heart feels like it’s about to fall out of his chest, bleeding on the floor.
“Oh my god. Baby. This is what this all has been about? This picture?” Xavier reaches forward and cups your cheeks. “This picture is nothing. It’s nothing.”
“Don’t lie to me. You used to draw portraits of me like this.”
“You know I never, ever lie to you, honey.” He murmurs, tucking a piece of hair behind your ear.
“Why do you have a huge portrait of another girl in your shed, then? The girl you’ve been hanging out a lot with, by the way.” You add on, trying to push him away.
“I painted it for Enid. She’s giving it to Wednesday as a present.” He replies earnestly, his thumbs rubbing under your eyes to catch any remaining tears. “You don’t have to worry about Wednesday, baby. She and Enid have a thing.”
“Yeah I know Thing. We’ve met.” You roll your eyes at him. He laughs deep in his belly, letting go of your face and almost doubling over. “Don’t laugh at me!”
“No, baby. They have a thing. Like they’re together.” He explains, and your eyes widen.
Humiliation washes over you. You feel ashamed for cutting him off like that; without giving him a chance to explain himself. Xavier can sense the change in mood and he wraps his arm around your waist, tugging you close.
“Hey. I get it, okay? You saw that and it brought you back to those dumbass guys you dated before me. I’m sorry that you found the picture like that and that I made you feel like they did.” His words are soft but purposeful. “But sweetheart, I promise I’m not one of those guys. I love you with all of my heart. No one compares to you.”
“Even with how I acted?” You rest your forehead against his, sniffling softly. “How I jumped to conclusions and broke it off?”
Xavier is silent for a moment, thinking over his response.
“I was hurt. I didn’t understand. Now I do. All I ask is in the future, you talk to me about this sort of stuff. I’m here, I’m not going anywhere. No matter if we fight. I’m still going to be here for you.” He rubs your sides softly, trying his best to soothe you.
“I’m sorry, Xavier. I’m so sorry.” You rush out the words, wrapping your arms around his neck.
“I know, I know you are.”
He leans down and kisses you then, lips soft and pliant against yours, not rushing things but just living in the moment with you. Basking in your closeness after all this time being shut away.
His heart swells in his chest, and he pulls you closer, before parting his mouth from yours.
“Now go tell Enid and Ajax we’re back together so they’ll leave us alone.” You tease, and he just grins, lifting you up off the floor and kissing you again through giggles.
Xavier had never loved anyone more than in that one moment. Second chances are rare, but not as rare as finding that one person that fits you. And he vowed right then and there to never let you get away again.
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Y'know what, fuck this bullshit. I need to know y'all are actually against it.
Reblog this if you will NOT use or support Post+.
I hope to make @staff see how that is total bullshit. Tumblr will die without writers/creators.
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POST PLUS IS COMING, WHETHER YOU WANT IT OR NOT!
Despite the fancy survey, changes to the UI and TOS reveal we’re getting the service in the future whether we want it or not. Obviously, Post+ is a terrible idea that is trying to bank revenue on user content. Unlike patreon or onlyfans, tumblr’s primary focus is on FAN content. The legality of this is NOT in the users favor and as the new tumblr TOS states, said users will be entirely liable for whatever legal matters arise.
SO WHAT ARE WE DOING?
Besides filling out the survey, it’s time to show tumblr we mean business and show our displeasure by hitting them where it hurts.
Ad revenue.
We’re proposing a 24 hour log off as phase one of this protest.
WHEN IS THE PROTEST?
AUGUST 6th, 2021
12 am Eastern Time (US)
5 am Greenwich Mean Time
6 am Central European Time
8 am Moscow Standard Time
1 pm Australian Western Time
2 pm Japan Standard Time
3:30 pm Australian Central Time
4 pm Australian Eastern Time
AUGUST 5th, 2021
11 pm Central Time (US)
10 pm Mountain Time (US)
9 pm Pacific Time (US)
THE END TIME IS 24 HOURS FROM START TIME!!!
So no posting, no queues, no likes, and no reblogs!
WHAT IF I CAN’T/WHAT ELSE CAN I DO?
Like this post and share it AS MANY TIMES AS POSSIBLE. Use the hashtags #tumblrlogoff2021 or #postplusprotest on ANY and ALL social media.
WILL THIS WORK?
Maybe, maybe not. It’s an attempt at doing SOMETHING.
BECAUSE I’M A TIRED IDIOT, USE THIS TO DOUBLE CHECK YOUR TIME ZONE!!!!
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yeahh cancelled and even delayed flights are the worst ugh so fingers crossed that you don’t get any of that <3 i liked the completion-based grading system a lot of my teachers had for online school but now that we’re gon go back to the typical accuracy based stuff?? no thanks,,, plus my attention span is positively WRECKED?? instead of taking notes n paying attention i’ll prob be thinking abt the last anime i watched instead fjskfkskdk - 🐳
Exactly!! Participation quizzes? 🙌🙌 Accuracy quizzes for marks? 🥲🥲🥲 but oh my gosh yes. Most my classes became asynchronous cuz ✨time zones✨ so I could watch my lectures whenever I wanted (read: when my brain wasn’t hyper fixating on some poor anime character that just wanted to be happy but got served big sad instead) but now I have to like, get ready dressed for classes?? At allocates times?? And I can’t take mid lecture breaks?? 😭😭
#man talking about flying this far in advance feels like I’m jinxing myself omg#airplane gods please let me fly I don’t wanna suffer this distance education thing again 😭#also someone please teach me how to in person class cuz I forgot how#precious 🐳 anon#kay responds
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oof well i hope your trip is safe at least?? that must be stressful tho, coordinating the trip n all that aaa,, n yeah, online school was such a ride??? i feel like i retained absolutely nothing tho so going back to regular school is gon be scary 😭 - 🐳
Hehe thanks friend! I’m taking every precaution I can. Honestly, I’m just hoping my flight doesn’t get cancelled 🤞🤞 oof yea, it’s a lot of work but my future roommate’s around to help me out so it’s been alright so far 😌 y e s. I understood nothing when classes were a thing, and I’ve retained nothing now that they’re gone 😂 I don’t know how to take closed book tests anymore so next years gonna be an interesting learning curve 🥲
#emojis as paragraph breaks anyone? just me? cool cool 😅#seriously tho online school broke my brain idk how to do anything anymore#rip us when in-person school starts up again 🥲#sorry I’m really not the person to go to for optimistic takes 😂#precious 🐳 anon#kay responds
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aaah congrats on your last day!! you made it hehe :] i officially got out last week so i’ve just been lazing around since then ! - 🐳
Thank youuu! I’m very proud of us for making it this far! Gosh lazing around sounds so nice 🥺 I have to deal with trying to get myself half way across the planet during a global pandemic 🥲 n e ways, have a good break love! You deserve it after the year (?? Half year?? Online school pain™️???) we’ve had 💕
#DONT TRAVEL UNLESS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY Y’ALL#I needa go for classes. it’s not exactly a leisure trip of choice#got a new phone today and I’m an incompetent idiot again lmao#I don’t trust myself to leave my house with this phone 😂#why did Apple move the emoji switching key??#it looks so awkward 😭#kay responds#precious 🐳 anon
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dropping in to say hi n remind you to drink your water, eat, n take breaks today !! - 🐳
whale anon!! haiiii! ngaww thank you so much love 💕💕 today's my last day of classes so I plan on doing just that hehe. what about you? how's everything going?
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catch up tag
thanks for the tag @sungie!! making a new post cuz the OG one is chunky
favourite colour: gray
currently reading: good omens, moriarty the patriot, and a lot of kakairu fics
last song: sadness and sorrow from Naruto
sweet, spicy, or savoury: depends on my mood, never sweet tho
craving: ramen
coffee or tea: err coffee if its a school day, tea if i’m just chilling
currently working on: a um... how do i phrase this... not-all-rainbows-and-unicorns, ace coming out thing with sukuna that might never see the light of day hehe
i dont have mutuals other than @ezrasarm oop
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my brain short circuits every time i end up on one of these 🥺 thank you so much love 🥰🥰
thanks for the blog recs. do you have any fic writer recs? specifically for star wars
Yeah! Here you go. A few are multifandom
@aenaxes @daffodin @a-dorin @leias-left-hair-bun @morganas-pendragons @lilhawkeye3 @royalhandmaidens @happytroopers @beskars @whirlybirbs @bo-kryze @hellotherekenobi @no-droids @aerynwrites @dindjarindiaries @minchai @snippy-tano @chaotic-noceur @ezrasarm @alderaani @detroitbydark @obirain @catsnkooks @simping-for-fives
#not much of a star wars blog anymore but maybe that’ll change once i get round to watching bad batch lol#blog recs
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🥺🥺🥺 i’m so honoured??? Happy to have provided doses of serotonin 🥰💕💕
List of blogs that make or have made content for Jujutsu Kaisen that I recommend for a dose of serotonin
Some of my friends are very new to JJK tumblr and they were like "Okay so where is all the positive, nice stuff?" so I decided to make a list and give some of my favorite writers & co here a shoutout! If you've been tagged just know that I really enjoy your content!
@honeypirate
@marzs-teacup
@fyowyn-writes
@chaotic-noceur
@shinsouthings
@sukunarii (especially for my fellow sukuna stans)
@haifengg
@violettelueur
@taihjj
@tooru-luvs
@fairydollsteps
@sinrinyoku
@ghost-party
@katsumiiii
@mymultifics
@bonitoge
@coach-ukais-piercings
And of course my dear friends @spirit-of-boreas and @esosquing
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Just wanted to drop a line and let you know that after rereading the entire angstmageddon master list, I am imagining the fix-it, fluffy sequels that could accompany the stories! They’re all just so beautiful in the raw emotions that they invoke that I want them all to have a chance at a happier ending
re: this event of pain™️
😮🥺🥰
^^ the cycle of my emotions when I saw this ask
Thank you so much love! @ezrasarm @din-damn-djarin and I really woke up and chose pain™️ with those pieces hehe. But hey if you’re comfortable sharing, I’m very open to hearing your fluff sequels!! They really do deserve happy endings 🥺🥰
#‘rereading’ asjdjjshs IM SO HONOURED 😭😭#didn’t think anyone would ever find this blog but here we are 🥺#love you muchly precious anon#kay responds
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heyhey <3 i hope you have a good day today ! - 🐳
hewoooo!! my day's been slow but i can't complain hehe. hope your day is good too love! 💕
#honestly i spent most of today dealing with course logistics lol#nothing exciting ever happens 😂#kay responds#precious 🐳 anon
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🥺🥺🥺 I’m so soft for this man someone pls help me. This is so precious I love it so much!!!
Iruka Umino (Naruto)
Finding Out His S/O Is ANBU
Iruka knows you are a jonin so he is well aware that you end up taking some higher-level mission than most. It's how you're able to hide it for so long, because he doesn't question you not wanting to talk about them or finding you at home with bruises/injuries.
But when the village is under attack the close-range fighting ANBU like you are tasked to remain in the village and find/remove the attackers while the longer-range fighters are guarding the perimeter.
Iruka is gathering people towards the school if they are too far from home to make it to shelter quickly, drawing attention as he's helping some panicking civilians.
You intercept the attack and knock Iruka out of the way, quickly taking down the ninja and (before you can think otherwise) coldly slit their throat as ordered. When you stand and turn you see Iruka staring at you, wide-eyed and you think maybe you see recognition on his face. You hoist the still-bleeding body over your shoulders and leave to continue through the village and try to push it out of your mind.
After the village has been secured and you go to headquarters to debrief, you finally go home to find Iruka sitting on the couch, looking like he was deep in thought.
"Was that you?" You start to play dumb, but he shoots you a look that says he knows already. You just look down at your feet and nod.
You hear him move closer to you and you start to prepare yourself, thinking he might not be able to look at you the same after seeing you kill someone so coldly or after lying for so long.
Instead he hugs you. "Why didn't you tell me you were in ANBU?"
You blink away the tears that were already starting to form and hug him back. "You know I couldn't. You're not mad?"
He finally pulls back. "How could I be mad? I'm sad you've been doing this for - how long?" "2 years." "-2 years?! You've been dealing with...doing the things you have to do and all this time I thought you were on regular missions."
Iruka won't bring it up again, but gives you extra long hugs when you come back from rough missions and always offers to listen if you want to talk about them.
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