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hsangel64 · 5 months

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𝕎𝕚𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕎𝕚𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞

chapter 02: catching up

pairings: ellie williams x childhood bsf! reader

synopsis: you and ellie get some time to catch up

warnings: none!

a/n: i’m back!!! YAYY it feels good to write again i’ve been so busy with school now i’m back home and ready to write again!

“it really feels so good to be back with you ellie” you smiled at ellie from across the table. you and els decided to grab lunch at your favorite spot, it was a mom and pop shop with the best sandwiches that you’d grab almost every day after school. it felt so nostalgic to be there again after years of being away. it felt so refreshing to you.

“i know i’ve missed you so much you don’t even know.”

“i’m sorry i’ve been gone for so long.” you had a slanted frown on your face, you know it’s been hard for ellie with how much shits she’s been through when you were gone. you felt bad for being gone.

“please don’t apologize you were in college that’s a valid reason for you to be gone.” she grabbed your hand from across the table and you smiled up at her as she rubbed her thumb on your hand.

“i can’t help feeling bad! i know how much you’ve needed me..”

“that’s okay what matters is that you’re here now!” she smiled showing her teeth. “no need to be sad right now let’s eat our delicious sandwiches and then go home to get you settled!” you nodded and you both enjoyed the rest of your lunch.

…

you get back to ellie’s place, you’re almost amazed at how it’s stayed completely the same. you two walk in and she informs you that unfortunately joel is not home but will be around dinner time. you walk up to ellie’s room and reminisce on the times you two had in high school in her room and how the room hasn’t changed one bit.

“it looks the same in here!”

“of course i didn’t change much and didn’t have much decor i could put on my walls!” you nodded and walked around the room then found your way to the bed.

“so how was california?”

“it was really good california is great i’ll have to take you one day!”

“i’ve heard it’s really hot…”

“it is! but you’ll have those cool days and then winter isn’t always hot it gets cold!” it was quiet for a second, just a comfortable silence. you both sat there for what felt like forever, until ellie mumbled something.

“what?”

“i’ve missed you so much.”

“i’ve missed you too els, a lot.”

“there was a time where i thought you weren’t even going to come back you looked so happy with your new friends i thought you forgot about me.”

“ellie no no how could i ever forget about you? you’ve been my friend for literally forever. you never have to worry about that anymore i’m staying forever.” she turned to you with tears in her eyes, you moved closer to her and gave her the biggest hug. you both stayed like that for awhile, you both needed this.

….

you guys started to watch a movie together and ellie told you about her friends and how everything’s been.

“do your parents know you’re home?”

“no…but i will visit them tomorrow and bring my stuff home!”

“you didn’t have to see me first you know! those are your parents way more important than me!”

“well-“ she smacked your arm as you both laughed.

“my dads just been an asshole lately i didn’t want to see him yet-“

“i’m gonna punch your dad one day.”

“i’ll hold you to that.” you two spent the rest of her day together, it felt good to be back home.

….

a/n:

a/n: i hope you guys liked this chapter!! it feels good to be back !! i’ll be finally getting more stuff out !

tag list: @gold-dustwomxn @whenlostinthedarkness @trulygnomed @lov3lylotus @elliessgirl

#ellie the last of us #ellie tlou #ellie williams #ellie williams fic #the last of us #ellie x reader #ellie x y/n #tlou fic #ellie williams x reader #ellie x you

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anamelessfool · 1 month

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Papa Camino for the OC ask 6, 33, 36! Thank you

Oh wow yayy yes thanks for thinking of Papa Camino! Satanic Archbishop of New York City and Nihil's mentor! Wartime Papa Emeritus! It was fun researching band leaders and the origins of rock music thanks to him. I listened to a lot of tunes from the 1930s and 40s. I just love researching history in general.

Papa Emeritus Camino (1907-1984, Papa 1941-1954)

Notable Ghouls: Group 1 Dewdrop, Phantom; Group 2 Cumulus

6. OC's relationship with Parents

Throughout his whole life he had a strong bond to his family. His father and his two uncles owned a nightclub called Los Trillizos and the entire extended family worked there to some extent. He was taught to be an entertainer from a very young age. Unfortuately one of the uncles got involved in the mob and in 1934 the brothers were murdered, the club destroyed. Camino almost did not recover from the dark self-destructive spiral that ensued. Luckily the Church was a refuge for him.

He has always kept in touch with the rest of his family, writing or calling them once a week for decades, sending gifts to his nieces and nephews.

33. Other's perception of him/His own Perception of himself

Camino has the seemingly unearthly power of remembering the name of every person he's ever met. Siblings under his care consider him an artistic collaborator. He doesn't care what they make or do as long as they put their whole heart into it. Sometimes he's pushy towards siblings who drag their feet, or he puts them in positions outside their comfort zone. But he's always thinking three or four steps ahead. He sees the potential in most everybody, long before they see it in themselves.

Camino was Papa in a blatantly (and legally) segregated society. He had an approved "passing" appearance and a socially approved job in entertainment which gave him a bit more flexibility but he still had to suffer racism and indignity along the way. The ghouls backed him up in the case of any trouble but he had always quietly seethed about the logistics of his reign. When he was appointed Archibishop of the largest location of the Church of the Void he made a point to run the place as a completely open community space-- a raucous 24/7 hopping nightclub space but still a space for everyone.

36. Perfect night out

Camino is all about luxury, but to him luxury is excellence. He finds luxury in the most exclusive nightclubs or expensive steakhouses but also in a great home cooked meal made by one of his sisters. He'd go to a symphony orchestra at Carnegie Hall but then he'd also have a hot dog from the vendor on a street corner, or go to the movies. And he will talk the ear off of anyone, asking them questions about their techniques or their process, chatting and commenting for a solid hour after he's experienced some good art.

Associated fics

With Young Nihil "The Path"

Dewdrop & Phantom/Aeon Ghouls & Camino 1945 "Bestiary"

He will be briefly mentioned in Violence and Gentleness

OC Character Ask Link Here. I'm answering questions about Cardinal Marian, Edelweiss Ghoul, Papa Camino and Mater Jocasta. Still stunned by people's enthusiasm for my characters, thank you...

#oc character ask #papa emeritus #sibling of sin oc #ask answered

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orpheusofthestars · 7 months

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7 movies 7 tags wahoo

i was tagged by @justapalspal and @toadstool32 lol

young frankenstein (this movie lives rent free in my brain for real)

repo! the genetic opera (he stands at 6 foot 6 head and shoulders...)

re-animator (gay sex. to me)

the addams family (i watched this movie waaay too much as a kid its in my dna. lol)

paprika (i should rewatch this soon its been a while... hhhh i love the soundtrack soo much)

the emperors new groove (go to comfort movie. disney are cowards for sweeping this under the rug)

digimon: the movie (the title header of my old blog was in reference to this movie lol)

i like halloween movies and things that are silly. heehee. a lot of these are movies i can quote large swathes of haha

tagging @sunflowermews and @mewtwo365 if u guys wanna! yayy

#just got back from a corn maze my feet hurt and im sleepy but it was fun !!!!#talkin

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dayseternal-blog · 2 years

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In Memory, Katarinahime. Part 6.

I've collected our conversations. Why couldn't I remember them? Let me in.

2019.8.12 on "White Lilies" Chapter 3:

Kat - "Your 'please don’t kill me if you don’t like it' killed me! I feel the same way. You work so hard on something and then people are so flippant about it. 😭😭 But it was so good. You have such a good way of weaving around real feelings and situations. I love it!"

Me - "yeah, posting a new chapter is like standing in front of a dark tunnel, like you don't know what might come out of it. It could kill you. Or something... :( haha to me you are an absolute master at real feelings and situations! Thank you for the encouragement >< it means a lot coming from you!"

Katarina had never commented on my fics before. I knew that she doesn't really comment. She hardly replies to comments on her own fics unless there's a question.

This is the most memorable for me. I never forgot this. I never forgot how she understood the stress I expressed in the author notes and how she went out of her comfort zone to tell me that she relates.

2019.10.29 on "White Lilies" Chapter 4:

Kat - "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! They’re finally going to talk! And Naruto understands his own feelings! Omg this is so amazing!"

Me - "haha that scream is my reaction to any of your stories x))) thank you for the support <33333"

This was the second and last time she commented on one of my fics. I wondered if she had ever read any of my other fics. I only found out, after she passed, that "Nightdreams" was in her top five. I didn't know that. I wonder if she knows that I have been modeling my text structure off of her stories since Nightdreams.

2020.1.20 on Discord

"It's so funny, I never think of myself as writing angst and then people bring it up and I'm like... holy shit I wrote a lot of angst"

-"@ katarinahime I think of you as THE naruhina angst writer actually. If anyone asked, I would just point them to your profile"

"🙈🙈🙈 OMG lol. LMAO @ DAYS8 you're one to talk your white lilies used to be killer before your last update. My heart"

hmm I can't type the rest of the convo. I think I'll cry. But I pointed out to her why CSE is worse in terms of angst. She accepts that, and that she knew the ending would be happy, so she forgets how readers must feel.

That was our first convo within the same space, at the same time. I'm glad I could express a fraction of my admiration.

2020.2.18 on Discord

-"HOW WAS YOUR DAY IN HAWAII NEI?"

"Omg it was amazing"

-"yayy!!!!!! what did you do?"

"I went to the wedding rehearsal at the place they filmed lost and then went to bellows Air Force base beach and then I went to dinner and ice cream with friends. I love being here 💖💖"

-"Bellows is my favorite beach on the east side!!! And Kualoa Ranch is so beautiful! My husband's cousin got married there! I'm so glad you had a good day!"

"Yeah bellows looked like a movie set tbh. So beautiful"

I could've met her maybe. Had I tried. Also, I learned she loved coffee. Was addicted to coffee. She wanted to have Kona coffee here. I forgot to ask if she did.

2020.5.28 on Discord

"I wish my hair could be that long 😭"

-"why does your hair stop growing?? that..what????"

"Idk!! I wish I knew"

That was the day I learned her hair doesn't grow much past her shoulders. Apparently hair can genetically reach the end of its growth cycle. Like trees or flowers.

"I think because of the nature of our relationships with other members of fandoms and writers it's a bit harder to process it. Because there are genuine emotions and love and missing of a person, but since there was never a real-life presence the absence is harder to identify. For me it's almost like I'm expecting to see an update or a post after a long silence. It's a challenge to wrap my head around 'gone'." - @szajnie

"I'd possibly shifted backwards into denial, but not a shock kind. Like, she's still here, even if I can't talk to her."

"I've reread quite a few of her chapters and posts, and of course, our convos and comments, and just... it's so hard to reconcile. Her writing has so much of her voice in it, and when someone said that she'll live on in her art, they weren't kidding. She sounds so alive."

"Yeah, I wonder if that's why I'm at where I'm at. Like, there's still something of her we can access at any point. But I guess, the tragic rationale too is... It's all a time capsule. I just feel like she IS here."

"This is honestly the feeling I've been struggling with all week, here I am again, like this need to unleash all of this confusion and struggle I'm having with her passing. I guess I've really been trying to grasp at some kind of clarity."

"Katarina, I swear that I’ll never forget you, and I’m positive that I’m not the only one. As long as we live, you’ll live as well." - @angi1993

I'm still here.

They say earthquakes in Alaska are the closest tsunami danger for Hawaii.

Interesting.

I look out across an ocean of distance

And I wish you were here.

I wish you were there.

I wish I were waiting for you, waiting as I did before, for you to come collect the pieces of me, the pieces of you, waiting for you to give the pieces of you to me.

One day, I'll see you, I'll recognize you, and you'll recognize me.

The pieces we've traded will be perfect.

But I'll be shy. Or maybe I'll cry.

My memory is poor, I'm sorry. I didn't meet you then, I'm sorry. I didn't reach out enough, I'm sorry.

I just wish I had done a little more, it's okay for me to feel like this, there's nothing else to it.

Are you really still alive in us? Are you really still alive here?

I'm talking to text,

I wonder if I'm comforted.

#katarinahime #rest in love

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pubwegf · 1 year

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12.10.22

Taylor Swift will be making her full length directional debut!

Sabrina Carpenter Released the full Nonsense (christmas version). Rennee Rapp will be reprising her role a Regina George in the new movie musical for mean girls.

Clip studio paint removed their AI art features after protest Reminder to not use AI art it is very harmful to artists!!

2 years ago today evermore was announced!!

SZA just released her new album SOS

West side Story 2021 was released 1 year ago today

emails i can’t send”(A) earned its biggest streaming day since July 28 on Spotify yesterday with 1,798,601 streams with 823,832 streams being nonsense!

Song of the week: Rose Colored Boy by Paramore

Fun fact: The longest word in the English language is pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis

(this was supposed to be sent out yesterday but things got hectic sorry)

omg HII sorry for answering so late i havent been online today skdfj

im so excited for taylor's movie!!! im really curious to see how it turns out bc i have absolutely no idea what to expect but ik its gonna be amazing

THERES A NEW MOVIE MUSICAL FOR MEAN GIRSL??? holy shit i cant wait thats like my ultimate comfort movie

oh yess i just saw a post about AI being harmful to artists on my dash thats good that they're removing it

i cant believe evermore is two years old and we still dont have evermore lpss smh 😔😔

wtfff west side story came out a YEAR ago?//?? it feels so recent :0

yayy im so proud of sabrina!! she totally deserves it emails i can't send was so good

oooh i havent heard that song ill go listen rn

woah yeah i remember seeing a reel of a spelling bee where this kid managed to spell out the whole thing thats so cool

OH ALSO HAPPY TAYLOR DAY!!!!! (bc its past 12 here hehe)

#asks💌#star <3

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michaelslover · 3 years

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Hi welcome to tumblr! I already love you :) could I please request Michael Myers showing affection?

If you don’t feel comfortable with it feel free to ignore this! Take care

Yayy my first request! Thank you so much, I hope you have a great day <3 also sorry if this sucks :/

Michael showing affection for the first time

tw: none actually just shameless fluff. Michael being Michael.

gn!reader

only use of “you“ and “y/n“

This man is a stoic mf.

You can tell he’s mad when he pushes you away and walks into the bedroom, staring out the window. It usually does not have to do anything with you, he’s just overwhelmed of so many emotions, not understanding why he feels warm and flustered when he’s around you or why he always has to smile when he hears your voice. It makes him feel furious and good at the same time. Since Michael never really felt anything like this, you will have to understand that it’s all new to him. Give him time to understand everything and he will soon crave your touch.

You can start by slowly laying a hand on his shoulder or gently holding his hand. He will try to move away since it’s new and overwhelming to him.

Whilst watching movies you try to lay your head on his shoulder and when he keeps watching tv, you slowly snuggle up to him. He tenses but slowly gets comfortable against your touch. Michael feels something warm and buzzy, not knowing what it is makes him extremely nervous. Glaring at you and being all flustered under his mask (luckily you can’t see him now). He might even wrap an arm around your shoulder.

When he really trusts you and feels comfortable enough, he won’t leave your side ever again. Yes, creepy but hey it’s Michael what did you expect? He is always close to you, wrapping his strong arms around your waist while you wash the dishes. Pulling you onto him and wanting you to lay your head on his chest whilst watching a slasher movie <3

He might even feel comfortable enough to pull his mask off, giving you a kiss and burying his head in the crook of your neck, loving the way he can feel your pulse against him and being able to rest, feeling like he’s on top of the world.

#michael myers x reader #horror fandom #horror #michael myers #halloween kills #halloween #slashers #slasher x reader

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kwonhoshi0 · 3 years

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𝐞𝐫𝐢 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 | h.c

navigation | requests : open | 9th of april 2021

pairing : bakugou, todoroki x gn!reader

genre : fluff

themes : established relationship,

note : part 1 you’re the daughter of aizawa [adopted] > quirk telekinesis<

> they obviously knows your eraser heads daughter but now he basically has another daughter which they aren't exactly aware of at first

> you visited eri with your dad after helping rescue her since all your quirks are mental quirks

> you immediately connected with the girl, she isn’t a loud snotty ipad kid but her lack of personality bothered you

> you wanted to know her interests, what she loves and hates, her favourite foods and least favourites

> but she doesn’t know herself and you were determined to find out

> so when you were free you hung out with eri trying to connect with her and get her to open up

[ bakugou ]

> you obviously told katsuki about eri but he never had time to properly meet the girl

> plus aizawa was afraid of him scaring her

> but weirdly the opposite happened?

> you were drawing with eri talking about your cool quirks and classmates

> she was weary at first but since aizawa was busy on patrol and mirio wasn’t on campus you took her to the dorms since being alone in the house probably wouldn’t fun and this way she won’t be alone for a second

> you wanted to try get her to sleep a little early tonight since every time she comes over you notice her horrible sleeping pattern, much like yours

> bakugou had gotten back from training when you arrived with eri after so as you laughed and drew he was showering

> “oi y/n- oh” he noticed the little grey haired girl laying her head on your lap as she scribbled on a piece of paper

> without you looking he took a picture of the scene smiling to himself slightly

> he .. quietly ?? sat in front of the girl and helped her draw your classmates adding a couple demonic features such as denki’s unmistakable “yayy” face

> “hey eri this is bakugou” he held out his hand for the girl “hi eri” she took as many of his fingers as she could with her little hand and shook it “hello bakugou”

> he didn’t understand how she was feeling since she had gone through too much for anyone to handle never mind a child

> but seeing her smile and feel comfortable around you made him realise how much effort you really put in with her

> you smiled at the little interaction not seeing his quiet side around children

> he decided to go up to his dorms to get a couple blankets after you hinted at warm blankets and watching movies to her

> but when he came back downstairs the girl was laying in your lap fast asleep as you laid on the sofa

> he placed a blanket over the two of you turning off the tv and dimming the lights slightly

> the others were around the common room and when they saw bakugou doing that mfers were so ready to scream until he told them he’ll blow their heads off if they wake you up

[ todoroki ]

> “is she your secret sister” todoroki... baby there’s no secret- nvm

> you were in your dorm room teaching her how to play genshin when he had just come back from endeavors agency

> he came to say hi but he heard your voice along with a little girl and got confused

> he heard of eri from midoriya but he had non idea she’d be staying with the aizawa’s

> he will think of all the possibilities before finally going to you

> “y/n?”

> “hi shoto..oh midoriya told you about eri right?”

> poor boy had no idea how to act, he nodded as you told him to sit down

> he’s always had this fear of children since he didn’t have great parents he didn’t want to become like his father, even if he knew that would’t happen it still worried him from the amount of times people have told him he’s like endeavor

> “hello eri” you handed him the controller

> he was very careful around her but also noticed how comfortable she is with you and since midoriya told him about her past he found comfort in her comfort in you?

> a child who hasn’t been able to trust anyone her whole life to trusting you within a couple weeks made him smile

> after a couple hours of playing and teaching her new moves he went downstairs to grab a drink and food for you three

> when he got back you had put on a movie and she was slowly nodding off against your knee

> so he wrapped a blanket around you three and put on a movie to fall asleep to

> “y/n would you want children?”

> “maybe, or maybe i’ll just be the hot aunt/uncle”

> man looked at you puzzled as fuck before saying in his monotone voice “i’d like to adopt with you”

> 😐😐😐

> “shoto we’re-”

> “yeah i realised after i said that, we can wait”

A/N :

LOLL SHSJ

taglist : @todoroki-shoto-is-life @blazedbakugou @luluwiie @blue-gold-demigod-clouds @gazelle-des-pres @gaysimpsstuff @blackestpinkworld

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charming-2d-boys · 3 years

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yayy! the ask box is open!!! may I have a request on how the adultrio would do if they wanted to kiss their female crush so bad and lovingly, but their crush secretly likes them so they kissed them back😚? Thank you❤️

Ohoho, anon 😏

Here come the emotional ice cubes melting from a kiss (can you imagine that happening? ><)

Thank you for the cute request and I hope you’ll like it! 🙇

A/N: hope it’s cute enough, I really tried to make it fluffy. One of them is loosely based on a personal experience, he he 😏

Chrollo

whipped to hell and back

now Chrollo suddenly understands all those books and poems about love and romance he’s been reading

he thought they were beautiful, but probably a little exaggerated

how could a human being feel so strongly about another one?

well, turns out, they can

while the Troupe says nothing

not that Chrollo’s expression or mannerisms change much in front of them

when it comes to you, he seems… softer

like he can just breathe a little better, see the brighter side of things

those who have known him for long, like Pakunoda or Feitan, can sense the change almost instantly

Chrollo might try to act like he usually does, but even they can see that he seems a little bit distracted

plus, he spends just a bit more time on his phone than usual and sometimes smiles when he looks at the screen

he’s always amused by what you tell him

or when you send him a photo of something you saw

or thought he might like or that reminded you of him

the Spiders think it’s cute

crush or not, they know that Chrollo seems happier and it always makes them happier as well

he isn’t even sure if you like him back

you’re always friendly and affectionate with him

so he’s happy with what he can get, even if he’d want more

but he’s happy to be able to spend time with you

so when you’re both free, he invites you to hangout

he’d like to call it a date, but he’s not sure if he should tell you how he actually feels just yet

if only he knew that you were in the same situation…

you two always go to pretty interesting places and always have fun, no matter where you are

Chrollo is so happy when you’re enjoying the street food he’s bought for the both of you

you remind him of a little chipmunk

and he’s even amused when he takes a bit of the food from your cheek

which he hopes flusters you at least a little bit because it’s cute how you try to look anywhere but at him

it works, but it makes him chuckle, which you love hearing

so win-win situation

Chrollo insists on taking you home because he’s a gentleman and wants you to be safe

if there was something you’d noticed throughout your entire hangout it’s that Chrollo’s been glancing at your lips quite often

you’d checked your face subtly in the restroom and in reflective surfaces, but there was nothing

if you thought it was what it was, then you were ready

when you reach your door and turn around, Chrollo’s smiling softly

he’s still trying to steel himself to just do something and hoping it won’t make you resent him: confess, kiss you, hold your hand, hug you, anything

he’s been dreaming and imagining kissing you for so long

always replacing the characters in books with the two of you

and imagining all the romance and clichés in poems as he does them with you

Chrollo just feels like his heart won’t be able to go on for long if he doesn’t get to bring his thoughts to life

his eyes automatically go to your lips and you feel yourself smiling

you’re counting in your head until you will hug him

you wouldn’t want to kiss Chrollo and make him uncomfortable, after all

but before you’re done counting, Chrollo’s hands are on your cheeks, thumbs caressing the skin softly

and his lips are softer than you thought they might be

and whether he expects you to be surprised or not, you don’t really wait before kissing him back

well, Chrollo is actually the surprised one

he definitely didn’t expect you to react so well and so quickly

but he can’t complain

it only makes him pull you closer and deepen the kiss

it’s so easy to feel each other smile into the kiss

Hisoka

Hisoka has been “confessing” for quite some time

okay, I’m sorry, but it always makes you laugh

he just says it in such a teasing and eccentric way that it’s hard to believe him

well, that was Hisoka’s intention since the beginning

but over time, it just started becoming a little frustrating

he had thought about whether he actually liked you or not

Hisoka had taken some time away from you

it was because of something personal, but he also saw it as an experiment

during the first few days, when he was significantly busier, he barely had time to think of you, though you were still somewhere there, in the back of his mind

but you were always the last thought before sleeping and the first one when he was waking up

he’d sometimes send you some filtered selfies – his own way of reassuring you that he was okay

he honestly can’t wait to be done and come back to you

maybe he might even take you to some of the places he’s seen one day

…

Hisoka just realises that he might have a BIG tiny crush on you

the rest of the days he’s gone are spent reflecting and thinking about you

do you like him back?

do you even consider him a friend?

well, those questions will have to wait

as soon as he’s back and taken a shower, Hisoka insists on hanging out at your place

you’d insisted on having movie nights at least once a month

junk food, comfortable clothes, laziness and a nice and invigorating skin-care routine

the two of you pretty much just melt into the cushions after you’ve stuffed yourselves full

despite the invigorating face masks, you’re both pretty tired

not enough to fall asleep, but not enough to clean up the mess around you

you’re laying down on the couch, your head almost touching the side of Hisoka’s thigh while he sits upright, but a little bit slumped to the side, close to you

one of his hands is absentmindedly playing with the fingers on one of your hands

the movie playing for you isn’t the most interesting

well, your tiredness makes it even less interesting

Hisoka looks down at you and smiles a little when he notices that your eyes are closed

his hand squeezes your own before it leaves for your cheek

the touch of his fingers is almost feather-light

Hisoka’s pretty sure that you’re tired enough to answer his questions without really thinking through

(Y/N), are we friends? ♠️

Mm, ‘course we are…

And what would you say if I told you I like you? ♥️

Very funny, ‘Soka…

his expression sours a little at that

What if I’m serious this time? ♣

Sure you are… you always are…

Hisoka is actually a little annoyed

how dense could you be?

he would tease you and always make it seem like you had a crush on him

but he was actually serious for once – no smile, no teasing

too bad he didn’t realise that this was your plan ever since he’d started playing with your fingers

Then can I show you? ♦

Mhm…

he’s a little nervous, but he smirks nevertheless and licks his lips before kissing you

he probably expected you to either be shocked and hit him

or kiss him back sleepily

but you pretty much just kissed him back, a lot harder than he did

your hand cupping his cheek

his eyes were wide as he saw you open yours

and you let go of his lips, grinning mischievously

it barely lasted for a second before he was pulling you upright and in his arms, lips diving in back to yours as he smirked happily

you’d tease him about his so-called confession later

Illumi

someone help this poor guy already

yeah, so, Illumi had no idea that he even felt anything for you

for quite a while

he was a bit too dense when it came to how affectionate you were

some of your gestures were on purpose

pretty much just testing the waters

but Illumi thought that that’s how you treated everyone

so he didn’t see himself as anyone special in your life

cue face-palm

but yeah, you decided that you’d leave it at that

if it happened and Illumi would ever like you romantically, great

if not, then you’d slowly move on and remain only friends

it’s not until Hisoka jokingly asks Illumi if you’re single that he sort of stops

his fingers twitch a little, almost ready to grab his needles

and his bloodlust increases

Hisoka smirks knowingly before telling him that he was only joking

Illumi can’t stop thinking about the moment though

he keeps theorising about what it’d be like if you told him that you found someone you liked

oh, he did not like that at all

he would’ve asked you, but since you were the subject of the new… feelings he was having, it didn’t seem like such a good idea

so, on to the internet

pretty much every site he checked said the same thing: a crush on its way to becoming actual love

next level: denial

Illumi is an assassin

he doesn’t need friends

he doesn’t need love

so how did he fall for you?

not even he knows

but he knows that, as much as he denies it, he likes being around you

spending time with you, hearing you talk, hearing you laugh, especially if he made you laugh

the thoughts of taking you out and actually getting to be the only one for you slowly make him accept the situation he’s in

and the more time he spends with you, the more Illumi starts thinking about wanting to confess

you’re as affectionate and friendly as ever

and Illumi actually glares at anyone who comes close to you with the intention of flirting

that hangout of yours means the two of you go to a little ice cream parlour

Illumi’s treat, as he always insists

he’s listening to you talk about what you’ve been doing while he was away for a mission for a few days

to others, it looks like he’s zoning out, words going in one ear and out the other

but you know better

Illumi is literally hanging on to your every word, watching the way your eyes crinkle in happiness

they way your cheeks almost seem to develop dimples from how hard you’re trying not to smile too much

the way your lips move and how they look so kissable

he absentmindedly takes a spoonful of his ice cream

attention snapping to your laughter as you’re looking at him with a fond smile

you lean forward and Illumi does it too without even thinking

your intention was to wipe the side of his mouth with your napkin since he didn’t seem to have noticed the ice cream there

while he thought that you wanted to kiss him

so he did it for you instead

you were stunned for a fraction of a second before smiling and pulling him closer, hands on his cheeks

Illumi could feel his heart beat loudly in his chest

he didn’t see the shock on the other customers’ faces

honestly, neither did you

you were both a little too busy enjoying the moment

but when you laughed happily because your crush was actually mutual and you even got your first kiss with him

Illumi’s lips quirked in a little smile before he fed you some of his remaining ice cream

holding onto your hand tightly as you continued talking and occasionally kissing here and there

no one said a thing, too afraid of Illumi

good thing you weren’t

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ahsxual · 3 years

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Awww how about Jake Gyllenhaal being in a relationship with a short Reader? This can be a headcanon! ❤️

My first request about Jakey, yayy!!

Thank you so much for requesting this, sweet anon! I'm a small bean myself, so this was really fun to write 💙💙

A/N: I'm sorry for any mistakes, I'll correct them as soon as possible! This was my first Jake request, so here you go <3

Jake absolutely loves the fact that you're way smaller than him

He would feel even more the need to protect and keep all of you just for himself. He finds it so cute, especially when you wear his sweaters and t-shirts, and then realizes how they look like a wedding dress on you

He would purposely buy you clothes that are two sizes above of your actual clothing size, using the same lame excuse that he was mistaken and then apologize with a malicious smirk on his face

"I'm sorry honey, next time I'll get it right. But, you know... you can always wear it without anything underneath." he would wink at you, leaving you alone in your room, speechless and with reddish cheeks

"Idiot..." you would reply playfully, an enormous smile planted on your face

Everytime you were searching for something and Jake knew where it was, he would grab it and put it above his head, making you jump several times in an attempt to try to catch it. This obviously annoyed you, yet he would laugh at you, admiring your failed attempts and cute, yet angry expressions. However, if you got really mad, he would stop right away because above all, he respects you with all his being

Nevertheless, other times he would help you and grab whatever you wanted that was out of your reach, which made you smile at how kind and willing he was to help you whenever you needed

"Thanks, honey."

"Anything for you, my little dove."

Whenever you wanted to go to a concert, watch a big league game or go to a certain place where your height wouldn't allow you to see what was happening, he would always pick you up and put you on his shoulders, giving you a piggyback ride so you could have a good view at it

His favorite thing to do with you is grabbing you in bridal style to take you anywhere: to the shower, to the bed whenever you fall asleep after watching a movie with him, when he takes you to the bedroom when things get heated, when you need to get out of the bed but are too lazy to do that, when you dance, when he gets playful and pretends to catch you... or when he got drunk one time and pretended you were at your actual wedding

He says that your hugs are his favorites, since he can hold your whole body while resting his chin on top of your head... you truly belong to this gorgeous man's heart

In terms of sex and intimacy, he loves to see you on top or in a position where he has to hold you, or when you fall asleep on top of him

There was one time when he went shopping and passed through a dog kennel, and saw these two little puppies playing together. They immediately reminded him of you, since you always had been an animal lover and... well, small and cute

He couldn't resist them, neither stop thinking about what your reaction would be the moment you landed your eyes on them, so he decided to adopt both of them for you

When he got home, he was suddenly so nervous and excited to see your reaction

"Babee, I have a surprise for you!" he smiled from ear to ear, so you instantly knew that only good things would come

"Oh jeez, what did you prepare this time, big boy?" you answered with the same large grin, your hearts beating fast in union

He didn't replied. Instead, he opened the little box that contained the two energetic puppies and let them run clumsily, yet excitedly towards you, like you had been their owner for decades

"I was supposed to bring some food only, but then I saw those two guys staring at me and I couldn't help myself from thinking about you." he shyly admitted.

You couldn't help, but cry at this heart touching scenario: the fact that your wonderful boyfriend remembered and did this for you, the fact that now you had two gorgeous doggies to take care of, or because now Leo has company whenever you both can't be at home

"You... you really did this for me...?" you weakly asked, the fresh, happy tears now making their way down your warm cheeks

"Of course, silly! You know I would do this and so much more for you. Come here." he pulled into a tight, warm and comforting hug, giving you time to release excess emotions from your vulnerable body

"Thank you so much, baby. I love you way too much, and I can't handle so many strong emotions for just one tiny little heart." you joked, making both of you laugh in synch

"That's why I don't cry, because my huge and strong heart can carry all of my love for you." he confidently said, making you step back from him and give him a challenging look right after

"Jacob Benjamin Gyllenhaal, you're such a liar! I can't even count how many times you cried when listening to our playlist or whenever you say you love me!" he looked stunned when he opened his mouth and placed his hand on his chest, pretending to be offended by your statement, even knowing it was true

"Ok ok, fair enough, you got me!" he accepted his defeat and smiled at you, pulling you into a passionate kiss, only to be interrupted by the two little guys who desperately wanted your attention

"What names should we give them?" you asked, not being able to decide your new puppies' names

"I don't know... maybe we should ask Leo." the two of you looked back to where Leo and the puppies were playing together, realizing that the new family members gave up craving your attention, and decided to meet their new best friend instead

"Seems like they already made a friend." Jake commented proudly, seeing that now your family has grown even bigger and even more filled with love than before

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koishua · 2 years

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you’re the cutest! 🥺🥺

slight good news for me! it’s the weekend for me now hehe ^_^ so i can hopefully chill a bit more over the weekend and get more sleep :’) but honestly i’m not sure how much more sleep i’m getting, seeing the amount of work i’m getting + some exams are coming in 2/3 weeks for me. honestly i feel like the school’s going easier on us already, i’m not sure, but i feel like the seniors from the previous batches had it way worse than me, but that’s just a guess!

honestly it’s not been that long since we moved to our new classes — our school year starts on the the day after 1 jan (unless it’s a saturday or sunday) so it’s been around 6 weeks since we’ve gotten into our groups! honestly speaking, seeing as our level hadn’t had much time to bond within the classes (honestly like,, around a day was allocated for us to bond? the first day of school), coupled with the fact that many of us had friends from our previous classes already, i personally think we’ve all already tried our best, especially since like everyone in our group is on the quieter side HAHA but i feel like over these few days, we’ve gotten a lot better? thanks to our teachers for giving us so much group work to do ig 😒 added to our existing workloads, but it did give us more chances to talk and get to know each other better!

the book seems a bit more complex and,, for the lack of a better word, mature? than what i’d usually read ASKSH but you are a good three years older than me (yes i’m a ‘07 liner). i’ve been trying my hand at some of these more complex types of books lately (or when i was on break HAHA haven’t had much time to read that recently) but they just can’t really seem to get into my head easily :’) i understand that it takes time though, so in the meantime i’ll just work through them slowly! but i love that there are beautiful quotes in the book! they just make the book a few times better in my opinion and there’s so much to learn from — just gives so much insight and there’s something about really powerful quotes that hit really deep at times.

i see how studio ghibli movies can make you feel warm and fuzzy! the art styles just make everyone and everything look so warm and the storylines are a wonderful mix of reality and fantasy, which just really lets us get sucked into the world (at least from the bits and snippets of the other movies that i’ve seen/heard from others) and you and the movie were born in the same year! wow that’s such a nice coincidence, esp since it’s your favourite movie ^_^ i just always remind myself that i was born the same year as girls’ generation and wonder girls and just think — wow it’s been quite some time since they’ve debuted 😮

yes 🥺🥺 my blanket 🥺🥺 it’s the most comfortable thing ever. and i have a soft toy that i cuddle to bed 🥺🥺 that’s just like- i squeeze it to my chest and then i curl myself in and it’s just so cozy!! (i don’t really think that’s supposed to be good for your spine tho SJDBDH) “enough hours of sleeping times” wipes sweat laughs nervously i don’t think 6h is remotely near “enough” but it’s the weekend so i can finally catch up on sleep! and making notes :’) wow i just brought myself down from a high so fast 💨 luckily there’s no battle tomorrow 🤩 it’s a rest day when we stock up on food & re-organise our troops

and omg i just saw your post about @/joonpiter on youtube and they’re so goooood !! clicked on the “we are bulletproof eternal” video first and omg 😱 FELL IN LOVE WITH THE EDITING AKSBSH SO GOOD!! am gonna be binging their videos for the foreseeable future. also i’ll recommend a youtube channel too i guess! it’s a guitar cover channel and it does mainly pop songs but i love the covers so much! i always play them whenever i’m studying :) the channel’s @/kenneth acoustic on youtube!

(looking through your anon list for anon name inspo as we speak)

- 🎧 anon (YAYY found a good emoji ^_^)

oh goodness, sorry for the late answer but i hope you had a blast during the weekend 😭 rest up for the incoming week as much as you can. students like you deserve it </3 exam season approached way quicker than i thought it would oml im wishing you the best of luck, dear!!

the entire levels thingy you guys have is a little bit confusing but honestly, you should get the hang of it with the class bonding thing haha it's interesting that your school year starts in the beginning of the year tho?? anyhow, group works either hit or miss honestly, but it's cool that you're constantly paired up so that the "getting to know each other" process is sped up lmao

sometimes you just gotta be the one to bring some life in a group that's on the quiter side 🥴 it's all cool tho, nothing wrong with being a little bit more reserved. my heart goes out to those with very low social battery 😔

do you enjoy making yourself food or desserts? honestly im the kind of person who gets more satisfaction out of eating rather than sleep, so making like, idk chocolate chip cookies during the weekend feels nice :')

reading books like these don't come suddenly tho so no worries haha it will come in time and not everyone has the same taste in literature. i, for example, can't stand some of the more popular books like lotr for example 💀 i just don't... vibe with it eh idk anyways my point is, you'll find something you'll enjoy if you look for it a little bit!! the more you read, the easier and more enjoyable it will get 😩 i usually stick little tabs in the pages where I find thought provoking passages, so i can always return back to them and read them over and over again as one does 💀

the guache and like, the old school art style with the colorful foods and saturated nature landscapes and stuff just give me such a nostalgic feeling, coupled with the beautiful music and soundtracks :( just, really, comfort movies that i can open and listen to in the background or like, set up and watch as i paint or write something :')

it's really cold these days, so curl up in your blanket as much as you can to stay warm and cozy!! (im not sure about the. uh . the spine situation tho 😔) make yourself some warm drinks if you like and yeah, bundle up!! my motto is to just live day by day and do whatever is good, so just, do what you must and live your worries and doubts behind to just "live in the moment" ig :') i myself haven't been able to get this down quite right just yet, but hopefully we will all get there eventually!!

joonpiter got me through the first two years when covid first broke out and we had to go under lockdown. her edits are just so beautiful and a work of art that make me feel safe and lost in my own world when i put on my headphones. it hits especially different when it's past midnight and you can't sleep while the rest of the hous is silent, the world around you at a still :')

i'll be checking the channel out!! thanks a lot <3 sending you a lot of good vibes and hoping that the rest of your week goes smoothly <3

#🎧 anon

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mymagnificentself · 3 years

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15.08.2021, sunday

sleeping in

coffee for breakfast while lunch got prepared

grace and frankie

i crafted a lace pattern i quite like

raspberry roll

yoga pants dress code

a nice enough drive out

some thoughts on people and predictability

nice enough conversations

creepy crawlies cleared out

nice enough movie

maybe a bed i wont need to buy?

fluffy blanket

..party pizza

purple glasss

didnt leave too.... late...

managed to find my way back to familiar paths

saving point

got through it sorta

very helpful trailer and a nice couple

nice enough conversation for the ride back, understanding and support

people... are good. and kind.

iced chocolate

fwieeeends

approval from a new friend! yayy!

chauffering

schnaft a la surprise

flips

decision for brave confrontation...

comforting a friend (hopefully)

getting back home okay

my lovely bed

#mags speaks #three good things a day

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vocalyunho · 5 years

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Movies or not?

Pairing: Dom Hongjoong x Female Reader Genre: smut (car sex) Word Count: 1.5k Warnings: unprotected sex, cum eating, attempts of being quiet (not really).

It is Wednesday the 9th my duuudes, which means VocalYunho is 1 month old yayy 🌱

Hongjoong has been acting up all night. You had decided to go to the movies tonight and that’s what you did, but it seems like he had other plans in his head. He’s been touching you since the movie started, not even bothered by the people around you and, even though he could see how packed the place was, he didn’t hold back at all. He’s been caressing your thigh from the knee all the way to under your skirt, but you haven’t stopped him. You like it, but you can’t admit that right now, right here.

He slides his hand under your skirt, moving it close to your panties and rubbing your clothed core with his thumb. You don’t react at first, but once he asks pressure, you force your legs close trying to feel the friction better. He smirks getting comfortable in his seat and you know he’s planning to keep this up through the entire movie.

“Hongjoong, stop it”. You say and grab his hand, putting it on his lap.

“You were just fine a minute ago”. He looks at you, both his mind and eyes off the movie playing in front of you.

“I still am, be we can’t do this here, with everyone around us...”

“let’s go then”.

“what do you mean? We just got here, like 20 minutes ago”.

“fuck this movie, I wanna fuck you”.

oh boy, how you wanna fuck him too.

He gets a hold of you hand and gets up casually, making his way through the people’s seats. You’re glad you didn’t hear anyone complain, because that would be the second most embarrassing thing of the night. The first being the fact that you’re leaving 20 minutes into the movie.

The parking lot is empty from people, but filled with their cars. You literally run towards Hongjoong’s car to get away from the cold as fast as possible, your skirt being the worst choice you’ve made tonight since the weather forecast talked about cold and rain during the night.

You get on the backseat, throwing your bag and jacket in the front as Hongjoong jumps in too grabbing your leg, pulling you close to him and making your body lay down on the leathered seat.

“ah finally, baby”, he says softly running his hand up your thighs as he lifts his body to get himself on top of you.

He kisses on your chest, moving up closer to your collarbone where he leaves tiny bites making you hiss at the sensation, but he knows you love it. You try to reach for his lips, but he’s playing hard to get...Hongjoong, who literally was all over you in the movie theatre, is now playing hard to get...

You grab his collar with one hand making him face you and the look on his face is a mix between a shock and a smirk but you kiss him anyway. He deepens the kiss by tilting his head a bit and licking your lower lip, unconsciously asking you for more access in your mouth, which you give. He slips his tongue in your mouth, wandering around every corner of it until you attack him with your own making the kiss sloppier and a moan leave Hongjoong’s lips. The vibration made you clench around nothing and you can’t help but slide you hands on his back trying to bring him closer to you.

He knows exactly what you’re trying to do...he knows you too well not to realise, so he starts grinding himself against you, his boner not only visible now but so hard against your panties that will be soaked in a minute if he doesn’t stop teasing you.

“Hongjoong, please”, you whine in a whisper-like way, getting a hold of his belt around his waist.

“whatever my baby wants”. He says letting you unbuckle the belt as he pulls his jeans and boxers down to his ankles.

His member hits hard against his stomach, making your eyes stick on it and then travel up in his eyes which are already on you. You don’t bother taking anything off...besides, getting fucked fully clothed turns you on more.

He lifts your skirt to your stomach and his fingers play with the fabric of your underwear making your legs fly on each side of his body. The limited room you have makes one of your legs rest on top of the backseat, for which you’ll be thankful for in a bit. He smirks and starts drawing uncertain circles on your clit asking pressure every now and then and making you exhale loudly, almost sounding like you’re moaning.

“Hongjoongggg” you whine grabbing his wrist to make his moves on your clit stronger on your own.

“you didn’t seem so needy in the movies”. He says and takes the hand you’re holding him with, in his other hand and pins it above your head.

He leaves your clit to pull your underwear down to your ankles and you kick it completely off with a quick move. He’s now holding himself up on his knees, right above you stroking his member with one hand while the other is still holding yours above your head.

“you have to be quiet, okay baby?”

“why?”

“I know you want people to hear how good you’re feeling, but we’re in a public place”.

“o-okay, just please”.

He positions himself in your entrance and slides in so fast that you instantly feel him all inside you. He bottomed out with no warning, which is not something uncommon for him, but he always did that when he was mad or very jealous and he’s none of that right now. You would ask him if something is up if his next thrust wasn’t that hard. An unintentional “fuck” leaves your lips and you guess it must have been a loud one because Hongjoong tried to shush you immediately.

He pulls out again and then starts pounding into you with quick but deep thrusts making your mouth drop open and sob-like ah’s leave your lips. Your silk has covered his entire length and helps the sound of his hips meeting yours fill the entire car. He grunts every time he bottoms out inside you and you hiss at the sensation of him hitting just the right spot.

The mixture of your rhythmical pants has turned the windows foggy and you just now realise it’s started raining from the tiny rain drops outside the windows racing each other to the bottom of it.

He’s filling you up good, until he places his hands on the small of your back pushing you down on his dick and your leg on top of the backseat gives him so much more place and a whole new angle to pound in you and hit your g-spot which is going crazy. You let loud cry’s come out of your throat and your eyes fall shut as you feel closer and closer to your climax.

“I’m fucking you so well, aren’t I?”, he grunts and pushes you down on him as he snaps his hips in you.

“f-fuck yes, H-hongjoong”,you scream.

You’re not able to speak properly from the bouncing and your mind is anywhere but in its right state. Hongjoong starts losing his rhythm when you feel him twitch inside you, but he’s still moving fast until your back arches from the leathered seat and you let yourself paint him with your colours, high pitched moan-like screams coming out of you.

“fuck,fuck,fuck”, he hisses “I’m gonna cum”.

“in my mouth, please”.

It’s like he’s been thinking about it too because he instantly pulled himself out of you and tried to reach for your mouth but the limited space didn’t let him do as he wished, so you just held yourself up on your elbows and tried to get closer to him as he pumped himself fast and let curses leave his lips.

He’s looking straight into your eyes and you’re too, licking your lips as a smile spreads on your face.

“fuuuuuck, Y/N don’t do this” he throws his head back and lets his eyes fall shut, his hand doing its best jerking him from base to tip.

“come for me, baby”

It’s like you pressed a button and the moment you said that white spurts of hot liquid landed on your face and you tried to reach for some with your mouth tasting him.

“mngh, fuuuuck yes baby” he lets messy grunts fall out of his lips and the moment he’s done he flops down on the seat, resting his head against the window behind him. Both of you still panting.

“fuck, that was good”.

“you bet, I couldn’t keep quiet”.

“it was worth it”.

#i was really busy this week #hope you like this #ateez #ateez smut #kim hongjoong #hongjoong smut #ateez hongjoong #posted this kinda early bc classes

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sharkfish · 3 years

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I think your Dino fic might be new Demo day, they are to fucking cute, instant comfort fic! 🦕💕🦖

yayy i’m so glad you liked it!!! i had a lot of fun writing it :D and rewatching all the various jurassic park movies (not that i don’t do that all the time anyway) & listening to the book (which i have not read in a very long time) :D i had dinos on the brain!!!

[at the edge of chaos]

#wingsandimpalas

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amelink66world · 4 years

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Love of my Life

Heyyy guyss!! This is the new chapter. You can find this story on my wattpad too by the same name. The link is also available on my masterpost. Enjoyyy.

Date Night ( part- 1)

The room had a different aura. It was difficult to describe. It was surreal, radiant. It appeared to have come straight out of a romantic movie.

It was Amelia's idea to trick Mary into believing that her husband was going to be in a coma forever without saying anything. They just had to approach her with a neutral expression, that is, the doctor face, rest will be left up to Mary. The surgeons wanted to cherish the look on Mary's face upon seeing her husband awake and of sound mind.

The shock was evident on her face upon seeing her husband propped up on his back on the hospital bed. She dashed to his bedside and hugged with all her might. The mood changed in the room. It began filling with love. This feeling overpowered all other emotions of the occupants of the room. Mary was continuously whispering I love you in Jai's ear.

Link felt this sweet feeling surge in his veins. They noticed that Nico and Schmitt were hugging and smiling looking at the pair. He wanted to hug Amelia so badly right now. He chanced looking at Amelia as she was the one making him feel this way. He wanted to hug her, kiss her, protect her from everything in this cruel world. He realised he was falling for her. HARD.

Amelia was experiencing the same thing. She never thought she was capable of feeling any love after Owen. But her she was, standing in a patient's room thinking only about Link. She looked back at him and smiled. He was intently looking at the couple with a soft gaze. She wanted to hug him, tight, kiss him and just stay in his embrace forever. He always made her feel safe, comfortable in her skin and protected. He always made her feel special just by a single look. He was just...something else.

Their eyes met. The whole world seemed to revolve around them. It was just the two of them. Something was drawing them in. They inched closer. The pair smiled and Link wrapped his arm around her shoulder. She leaned into his side feeling content. Link put a small kiss on her forehead and she sighed. This was the best feeling ever!

They left the couple alone and headed towards the nurse's station. Suddenly she felt herself being pulled into an on-call room. It happened so fast that she couldn't comprehend what was happening. She recovered from her initial shock when she felt two strong arms wrap around her waist pulling her into a big, warm body. She wrapped her arms around the owner of those gorgeous hands' neck and inhaled his scent. Link was smothering her face with kisses. He just couldn't control this bubbling feeling in his heart and just wanted to be near her.

Amelia sighed at his touch and ran her fingers through his hair. Taking his own sweet time, Link pulled back. He was staring deep into her eyes, their noses were so close to each other that they almost touched. " Amelia Shepherd, would you like to go on a date with me? " Link looked so innocent when he asked this question that Amelia nearly missed that famous smirk of his. His eyes twinkled in the dimly lit room with playfulness and hope.

Amelia pretended to think for a second making him frown. " Um, let me see. Shall I go with you? Hmm, maybe I should? Or shall I not? ", her eyes were full of mirth and she enjoyed teasing him. Link pouted petulantly. Amelia laughed and hugged him, burying her face in the crook of his neck. " Of course I'll go on a date with you, silly." She could practically feel Link's smile. He tightened his arms around her waist wanting to hold her much closer. Now that he officially got her, he never wanted to let go. " Yayy! I'm the luckiest man in Seattle right now! "

She pulled back slightly with shock evident on her face. " In Seattle?! You should say you're the luckiest man in the whole world! ", she playfully smacked him on the chest. Link grinned and held her hand which attacked him, pulling her back to him again. He smiled and whispered in her ear with utmost sincerity," No doubt, I am." His words made her heart flutter and a shiver ran down her spine. They stayed like that in each other's arms for several more minutes before going to their respective floors. Before departing, Link questioned her, " Pick you up at 7? "

" Sure. But wait, what shall I wear? Casual or something you know...?", she raised her eyebrow suggestively. Link's eyes twinkled and he chuckled, " Definitely that something! " Amelia nodded before kissing his cheek and waving him. Link lingered for a few more seconds, just staring at her retreating form before going on his way. How did I get so lucky?

At 6:15 in Meredith's house:

Amelia pounded on Maggie's door. " Maggie!! MAGGIEEEE, I need your urgent help. Come out."

Maggie rushed out looking disheveled.

" What? What? Did someone try to kill you? Did someone die? Wait. IS THERE AN INTRUDER?! Where are the kids? OH MY GOD! " Maggie went in a full panic mode. Amelia just stared at her sister. She can be so crazy sometimes. She laughed and tried to stop her. She cupped her shoulders, " Hold up, Maggie. To answer your questions, no, no and no. Kids are at a sleepover with Rene, so chill. Nothing's wrong. God. You make me not the crazy sister sometimes," she guffawed.

Maggie hit her on the shoulder. " What the hell, Amelia. What IS the problem then? "

Amelia sheepishly shrugged her shoulders, " Well, uhh I'm going on a date and I don't exactly know what to wear. Can you please help me decide? ", Amelia pouted. Anger left Maggie's body and was quickly replaced by enthusiasm.

" You're going on a DATE? Amelia I want the details. With whom? Is he from the hospital? Of course, he is. Is it Dr. Fitz from cardio? Oh, Amelia he's great. Amazing doctor. Great attending. Hot. SO DAMN HOT. And he's secretly after you too. I've totally seen him stare at you numerous times. He even asked me once if you were single," Maggie winked.

" Dr. Fitz likes me ?! Wow." She giggled sheepishly but couldn't picture herself with that hot doctor. The only man on her mind was a certain orto surgeon who was hotter than Fitz. In fact, the hottest doctor in the hospital. And today he was all hers. " No, God, Maggie no." She pulled her into her room. " I'll tell you who it is. Help me out first. "

There were dresses lined up on her bed. First outfit was a pant- suit similar to what she wore at the conference. Link really liked that outfit and everything began from there. The second one was actually tooo sexy for today. It was a blue dress that ended just a few inches above her knees and clung to her figure. I'll keep this for some other day, she thought smugly. The last one was a black floral dress that reached her knees and was snug fit. Fortunately, Maggie lifted that one, " This. " Amelia smiled at her." Okay thanks, Maggie." She then rushed her out of the room. " I need to get ready. Bye " Maggie was speechless, " You were supposed to tell who you're going with! " She humphed and left to gloat.

There was a knock at the door sharp at 7. Maggie tried to reach downstairs before Amelia to see who is was that her sister was so excited about but Amelia beat her to it. She was never the one to dress up but today was special. She wanted to look good for Link. She put on some light makeup which looked perfect on her pale skin and complimented her eyes. She wore small hoop earrings and a silver watch. Nothing too much, nothing too less either.

Her eyes bulged out when she reached the glass door. Link was looking dapper, freaking handsome. She couldn't take her eyes off him. He was standing with a bouquet of very beautiful red roses. Do I need to go through this whole date thing before jumping his bones? How am I gonna do that?!

Link on the other hand was rendered speechless at the sight of her. Ahhh, she looks so damn sexy. She looks absolutely gorgeous. God I really like her. I just can't wait to get to know her better. She's all mine today.

" Hi ," she said sheepishly.

" Hey. You look...", he trailed off, thinking of an appropriate word other than sexy. Amelia looked up with her hopeful eyes sporting a small knowing grin. "...gorgeous, Amelia. God, you're so beautiful." He leaned in to kiss her softly on the lips. The kiss was soft at first but was taking a different turn fast. Amelia slightly pulled back and grinned up at him. Her cheeks were rosy and Link kissed her forehead. She leaned in to put a lingering kiss on his cheek.

He handed her the bouquet, " And these milady, are for you." He bowed to put on a show. Amelia laughed and took the Rose's from his hands. " You're such a dork." She then put the bouquet in a vase situated near the door and took his hand. "Let's go," she whispered with a soft smile. Link couldn't believe his luck. How will I control myself if she keeps looking at me like that? This will surely be a long night. He was really excited to finally go out with her.

" IT'S LINK ??!!, " he heard a holler. Amelia yelped before pulling him outside. She laughed nervously before speaking, " Let's just go, okay. Ignore her."

Maggie came down the stairs to a shocking sight. Amelia kissing Link. She couldn't control her outburst. " Amelia, wait. Come back here." But she literally ran away in her heels.

Wasn't it just a one-time thing? And what did she call it, Pain Management, right? Nonsense. Huh, didn't I tell her to date Link in the first place? No one ever listens to me. Huh, I'm so smart.

In the car:

The car ride was peaceful with Link's hand on her thigh caressing trying to calm her down. This was what Amelia wanted to avoid. Maggie finding out. Now she'll never hear the end of it! Ughh. Link kept stealing glances at her. She was nervous. What in the hell was all of that? " Amelia, are you okay? What exactly was that? ", he chuckled.

Amelia stuttered, " Ughh, um, no...nothing. It was just Maggie being Maggie," she laughed nervously. Link side-eyed her. He raised his eyebrow with a serious expression prompting her to spill. Like a kid caught red-handed stealing cookies, Amelia answered, " Well, Maggie kinda told me way back to date you. But I didn't listen to her and now look where we are. Doing exactly that." She looked down at her hands.

They had reached the famous Italian place in town by then. He parked the car before turning in her direction. He lifted her chin with his fingers. " Our timing was wrong at that time. Nothing else. Sooo, did you do a wrong thing by listening to her now? ," he asked her with a hint of insecurity. Amelia looked up at his eyes with confidence. " Of course not. I can't even think like that. I'm really happy with you. I was looking forward to this night," her cheeks coloured.

That fluttering feeling returned and tugged at their hearts. She looked so beautiful to Link with her twinkling eyes and blushing cheeks that he leaned down to kiss her burning cheeks. He knew how flustered she could get around him. He couldn't help but tease her. " Calm down, Amelia. Breathe," he whispered in her ear. He then got down and walked towards her side of the car. Ughh I'll kill him. That man is doing it purposely. Huhhh. When did it get so hot in here? Amelia was fanning her face when Link opened her door. He helped her out of the car and wrapped her arm tightly around her waist.

Amelia teased, " Such a gentleman." He laughed, "At your service, madam." She laughed and smacked him on the chest. He took her to a fancy Italian restaurant. He knew she loved Italian. Amelia smiled warmly at him.

Author's Note:

Heyy guys!!! I just couldn't wait to post this new chapter!!

Anyways, this chapter is kinda short as it is divided into two parts. The next part will be released by tomorrow. I hope you like it ;) Suggestions are welcome in the comments section. So enjoy. Until then.

#amelia shepherd #atticus lincoln #amelia and link #amelink #amelia shepherd fanfic #greys anatomy #love #romance

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kindashykindaweird · 5 years

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emo release sorta

this is for me. i need to write dis shit down so i can sort out my feelings before i actually talk to someone about how i feel because that’s hard enough for me in the first place. it’s not that i don’t like sharing my emotions with other people it’s just that i’m not good at articulating them. and there’s something therapeutic about sending my thoughts into the abyss of the internet, where some people might see this and wouldn’t know who i am just this little snippet of my life out of context.

so here goes.

im kinda going through a friend group break up. my best friend and someone else in our friend group were dating for a really long time, and they just broke up. it was supposed to be hard of course, but it wasn’t supposed to be bad if that makes sense. how my best friend and i both expected it was that they’d break up and the friend group would in turn go on a break. we could hang out as smaller separate groups but we’d mix and match, until one day after things settled down we could all hang out again as friends, both exes included. then some new information came to light. he cheated on her while they were dating. their relationship wasn’t always the best but they were always honest with each other, at least that’s what we thought. and suddenly everything was different. it wasn’t just him, his best friend whos also in the friend group apparently knew and he still isn’t giving all the information about what actually happened. all my best friend wants to know is the truth and even that isn’t being given to her.

everythings different now. she’s going through so much, and i know its selfish of me but while a large part of me is feeling empathy for her some part of me is also grieving our group. i never considered myself especially close to the guys, but we were comfortable. our group was a constant in my life. through the transition from hs to college, even tho we were all apart i knew that when i’d come home there would always be hanging out with everyone in one of our basements. no matter what we’d always have that. watching a movie and eating leftovers. talking about what people from hs were doing now and just shooting the shit. but now we don’t.

i don’t know what i’m mourning more, the loss of 2 individual friends or the loss of that consistency. it wasn’t just the consistency tho. the group represented summer, high school, the spontaneity of being young, the stupid decisions that we are completely aware of but we do them anyway because it’s a part of being young and stupid. they were my escape. or at least thats what they represented to me. and now its kinda gone.

i know there will be more adventures and more people, but i’ll still miss these people specifically. i miss having a constant group of people to go to whenever im home, and being able to count on them no matter how late at night or early in the morning to go on an adventure or just exist together.

they represented my youth. they knew me in high school and now college. i guess in a way, having them there allowed me to relive highschool or at least the feeling of it. of senior year. feeling like you’re on top of the world. everything’s new and exciting, nothing matters yet everything matters. another reason why i’m so sad about this is that this’ll be the final time i close the door to that part of my life. as long as the group was there, that door remained cracked and i could peak in. just a lil visit. but now it’ll fully be shut. i still have friends from high school, friends that i still consider some of my best friends even if they’re not in the group but its no the same you know.

i’m home now. its my first time being home with this knowledge. it’s strange. in my mind i still think someones gonna shoot a “anyone free tonite” text into the gc even tho i objectively kno that that’s not gonna happen. i’ve known about the breakup for a while but i guess being back home, in our former territory i guess, really solidified the fact and it really sunk in. i didn’t help that i hung out w my best friend the other day and we visited our old high school at like 1 in the morning.

i miss it. i miss them. or do i miss the idea of us? what they represented to me?

maybe both. probably both. either way i’m sad about this situation.

who knows maybe they’ll get back on good terms. thats wishful thinking but crazier things have happened. and even if that happens, the group dynamic probably won’t be the same. ah i’m sad.

and thats ok. it’s ok to be sad about this situation. and it sucks rn but thats ok because it’ll work out. this happened for a reason. one day i’m gonna look back at this post and smile or laugh or cry but it would have passed by then. here’s to then.

yayy for rambling and talking about feelings even if it doesn’t always make sense.

#ramble

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