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#my work. my final paper. my health. i'm so tired
hypnowave · 1 year
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#mmm. mmmmm.#sometimes u wake up and shower and look in the mirror at your wide hips and narrow shoulders and u think#''damn this trans stuff is really delusional isn't it'' because no matter how hard you try you're never going to pass#because you can't get top surgery and can't get hormone therapy and can't safely learn to lower your voice#and you have a couple irls who know about your actual identity but you're certain they don't actually see you as male#except your sister and your best friend#you have a woman's body and a woman's voice and are living a woman's life and nothing you do seems to ever change that#it all feels so fucking pointless sometimes.#figures. one of my classmates presented her essay draft today and it was about whether or not being queer was nature or nurture#and it really hit a nerve. because people don't actually care which one it is. if it's nature then they will find this hypothetical gene#and they will purge it.#if it's nurture then they will do anything to stop the ''gay agenda'' because lgbtq+ behavior is deviant behavior and is therefore immoral#they would do anything to prevent us. we are an illness#i'm so tired. so fucking tired. i know i'm not male and i know i'll never be male and i wish i could just accept that#idk why i keep clinging to the notion that i am male . what's all this for?#i choose to carry this burden as if i'll get anything out of it. as if my time and energy wasn't needed elsewhere#my work. my final paper. my health. i'm so tired#i just wish i could stop caring.#jun.log#negative
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vanteguccir · 21 days
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Academic Validation | Chris Sturniolo
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Chris Sturniolo x reader
Summary: Amid relentless academic pressure, Y/N finds herself consumed by the desperate pursuit of perfection in her college. Her obsession with validation leads her to neglect her own basic needs until a sudden accident forces her to confront the reality of her situation, receiving the complete help and support of her boyfriend, Chris.
Warning: Comparison, crying, dark thoughts, fainting.
Requested?: Yes, by @sturniolowhore
Author's note: That is my work, I DON'T authorize any plagiarism, copy, or "inspiration"! | English isn't my first language, so I'm sorry if there's any grammar error.
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Y/N sat at her desk in the corner of her shared room with Chris, surrounded by mountains of books, papers, and her laptop, whose screen glowed brightly in the semi-darkness of the room. The clock on the wall showed 2 a.m., but for her, time had lost all meaning.
The sound of Chris' light snores, who was sleeping soundly in the bed just a few meters away from the girl, sounded muffled against her ears. She had tried to sleep, really, but sleep wouldn't come at all, and when Y/N was sure that her boyfriend had finally slept, she was able to get up.
Her mind was totally immersed in study. Every cell in her body focused on absorbing every detail of the laws, the precedent cases, and the doctrines. She was obsessed with academic validation, an incessant compulsion to be the best in her law school, not because she wanted to be better than others, but to show herself that she was capable of something.
The pressure to achieve excellence was overwhelming. Every time a score was posted, her heart raced in anticipation, and each less-than-perfect mark was a stab at her already fragile self-esteem.
Y/N never felt like she was enough, no matter how hard she worked or how well she did. There was always that underlying fear of not being good enough, of not living up to other people's expectations and, even worse, her own unrealistically high expectations.
Days and nights melted into a haze of books and coffee as she sank deeper and deeper into her quest for perfection. She found herself studying until the early hours of the morning, neglecting her basic needs.
Eating had become a sporadic activity, limited to quick and insufficient snacks. Drinking water was a luxury she couldn't afford to waste time on. Taking a shower or even going out to get some sun was completely out of the question.
Her body began to show signs of abandonment, her eyes sunken and tired, her skin pale and lifeless. The dark circles that adorned her face were like badges of honor, marking the sleepless nights and days of incessant study.
But Y/N ignored all the signs.
She was determined not to be overcome by her own limits, even if it meant sacrificing her physical and mental health in the process.
Chris, worried, tried in vain to bring a little normality to her life. He watched from afar every day, helpless in the face of the web of obsession that enveloped Y/N.
He would try to talk to her, sometimes even begging Matt to do so - his brother had a way with words, but she would always evade it, sinking deeper into her bubble of study and self-denial.
Y/N didn't want to worry him, didn't want to admit she was losing control. She was determined to face this battle alone, no matter the cost.
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The clock on the wall read almost 9 pm of a Tuesday, and Y/N was still locked in her shared room with Chris, immersed in a sea of ​​books and papers. Her desk was a chaotic mess, with crumpled papers and several tabs open on Google on her laptop, each representing a different subject that she was desperately trying to absorb. Her hand hurt from writing so much, her eyes burned from reading so much, and her body was weak from the time she had spent there.
Chris entered the room for the fifth time that day, carrying a glass of water in one hand and a pink plate with a simple sandwich in the other. His heart sank when he saw Y/N's state, her tense and exhausted expression, her almost obsessive determination to continue studying, ignoring everything else.
His blue eyes traveled across the mess of the table slowly, noticing the plate of Y/N's favorite cookies, which he had brought hours earlier, still untouched, and he swore he felt his heart break again.
"Hi babe... Here, you need to eat something." The boy approached cautiously, trying not to scare her. His voice sounded softly, showing her the plate with the sandwich.
Y/N looked down at the ceramic, her tired eyes reflecting a mix of stubbornness and exhaustion.
"I... I need to keep studying." She murmured, shaking her head, her voice weak and shaky. "I have an important test, Chris. I can't stop now."
Chris felt a wave of frustration and anger rise up inside him. He knew how important that test was for Y/N - and all the others she studied incessantly, but he also knew that she was pushing her limits. He refused to stand by and watch as she destroyed herself.
“Y/N, you can’t go on like this.” He insisted, his voice rising slightly with urgency. "You need to rest, you need to eat, you need to do something besides studying!"
"I can't, Chris. I can't stop now. I need to..." Y/N shook her head determinedly, keeping her blurry eyes fixed on the papers in front of her.
Chris sighed heavily, dropping the plate and cup onto the wooden surface with a thud, his own frustration spilling over into angry tears.
“You’re destroying yourself, Y/N.” He murmured, his voice choked by the weight of his own emotions. "And I can't stand here and watch it anymore."
With that, Chris turned and left the room, leaving a very lost Y/N behind, her teeth biting her lower lip hard in an attempt to stop her feelings from taking over herself, an atmosphere full of tension and despair taking over the environment.
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Then came the day when her body finally said enough was enough.
It was 2 a.m., and Y/N was sitting at her desk as usual when a wave of exhaustion hit her with full force. She felt dizzy, her vision blurred, and her hands shook uncontrollably. The world around her seemed to fall apart as she fought to stay conscious.
The girl gripped the edge of the wooden surface tightly, trying to stabilize herself, but the force used was almost nil, her fingers sliding across the table and her arms falling limply. Her senses gradually disappeared, causing her body to bend to the right until she completely collapsed, escaping the safety of the chair.
The sound of Y/N's body hitting the floor made Chris jump out of bed in instant fright. The boy sat up abruptly, his sleep-clouded eyes traveling around the room in search of the source of the rude sound. His heart raced with panic when he saw his girlfriend lying on the floor, motionless.
Chris ripped the blanket off his body, quickly standing up and running to her, ignoring his own confusion and worry flooding his mind.
"Y/N! Y/N, baby, wake up!" He shouted, desperate, as he knelt beside her, pushing the pink gaming chair away.
With shaking hands, he checked her breathing and pulse, relieved to find that she was still breathing. Carefully, Chris turned her onto her side, briefly remembering when Nick told him that this was the correct procedure to do when a person suddenly passed out. His wide blue eyes ran frantically over her body as he silently counted the seconds in his mind.
Relief flooded him as he saw Y/N begin to regain consciousness, her eyes blinking slowly as she tried to understand where she was.
"Chris? What... what happened?" She murmured, her voice weak and her brow furrowed in confusion, her right hand rising from its limp position and reaching towards her head, pressing against the side, a pained expression spreading across her face.
Chris ignored her question momentarily, lowering himself to her level and pulling her into a hug tightly, sighing deeply as he repeated in his mind that she was there, alive and fine.
"You passed out, sweetheart. I heard the noise and... Oh God, Y/N, I thought you had..." The tears - which the boy barely noticed coming into his eyes - began to flow freely down his cheeks, his heart aching at the thought of the possibility of losing her.
His thoughts self-sabotaged him, making him feel guilty, he felt that he should have realized sooner - despite all the countless attempts to try to bring her out of her bubble, that he should have done something to prevent her from getting to that extreme point.
Y/N slowly sat up with the support of Chris's hands after he backed away, still feeling weak and bewildered.
Upon hearing her boyfriend's words, she felt her own eyes fill with tears, the accumulated emotions overflowing into a torrent of anguish and despair.
"I'm sorry, babe. Fuck- I'm so sorry. I... I can't do this anymore, Chris." A sob escaped her throat roughly, her voice choked with crying. "I'm destroying myself because of my own expectations. I... I don't know what to do anymore." She whispered, lowering her gaze to the ground, trapping her lower lip between her teeth in an attempt to stop the ugly sounds that wanted to escape in an avalanche. "Oh my God, I hurt you."
Chris held her gently, pulling her to lay her head on his shoulder, cradling her in his arms like a baby while they were still on the floor, unburdening herself of all her worries and fears. He listened intently to her ranting, his heart clenched by the pain Y/N was facing alone.
“Hey, hey, baby, don't do this to yourself. You’re not alone in this, Y/N.” Chris murmured, gently kissing the top of her head. "I'm here, always have been and always will be. I promise we'll get through this, love."
"I'm so sorry, Chris." The girl murmured, lifting her gaze from the ground and focusing on the brunette's orbs, wondering how he still allowed himself to love and help her so much, even after causing him such worries and fear.
Chris shook his head, silently reassuring her that everything was fine. He pulled his girl's pink chair towards them, slowly lifting himself so as not to hurt her and sitting on the plush seat, before guiding Y/N onto his lap, sitting her sideways on his thighs and laying her face on his shoulder, his mind working hard to come up with an idea to help Y/N find a healthy balance between her academic aspirations and her personal well-being.
"Why don't we establish a more realistic study plan, hm? With time to rest and all the self-care that will be good for you, I'll help you." The brunette whispered, looking down anxiously, hoping she could understand his point. "We can also seek professional help, a therapist, who will help you deal with your emotions and anxieties. If you want, I can participate in all the sessions with you."
Y/N looked at Chris with gratitude in her teary eyes. She knew it wouldn't be an easy journey, but with Chris's loving support by her side, she felt a spark of hope light up in her heart.
"Would you do that for me?" Her voice came out in a broken whisper, her heart warming at his sweet words.
"I'll be right by your side, my love. Always." Chris responded without blinking.
He lowered his head, sealing the top of Y/N's hair for long seconds, stroking the area with his nose lightly. His hands wrapped tightly around her body, keeping her secure in his lap and against his own body, before beginning to draw invisible circles with his fingers against her covered back.
"Sleep, sweet girl. I'll be here when you wake up. Everything will be alright."
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write-tama · 13 days
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I need more of Francis Mosses x reader fluff tbh and I enjoy reading some of your works with him so here's my request: Reader is stressed about life, college or something of your choice and needed some comfort from him 🥺🤎 thank you in advance aaahshqhs 😭 (tbh I don't see much sfw works of Francis on this app, maybe I'm not searching enough?)
"rest a little-- for me at least.."
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ francis mosses x student!stressed!reader
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sypnosis ; reader and francis have been hard at work trying to achieve their ultimate goals for the future. but lately, reader has been burning themselves out, and its up to francis to help realize how tired reader is.
containing ; exhaustion, reader is a college student, francis works double shifts, francis and reader are high school sweethearts (in this au anastacha is not his daughter), francis is worried about reader, TOOTH ACHING FLUFF RAGH
author’s note ; eee thank u anon! also dw, i also experienced the same problem trying to find sfw for francis 😭😭 its lowkey the reason why i had to crawl out of my hiatus hole LOL but ya really hope u enjoy :]
04.15.24 | 1.4k words
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Five shots of espresso from the cafe across the block could not fix how fucking exhausted you were.
You and Francis have been together since your highschool days. You have always dreamed of going to college to become a forensic scientist to work in the police force for super interesting crimes— but holy shit— were you tired from the projects and the essays.
You haven’t seen Francis in a few days either, despite living in the same apartment. He’s been working shifts in the morning and night just to make ends meet while also saving up for a house that you two could buy together. It was exhausting, but it was all a part of the plan. You worked a little side job as well delivering papers early in the morning just as a quick cash grab, but that also meant you barely spent mornings with your boyfriend. It’s not like you guys had the time anyway. He had to work in the morning too, which made it all the more frustrating.
After finally reaching your apartment, you immediately kicked off your shoes and threw your bag to the nearest corner before flopping down on the couch. A loud groan rumbled from your throat, finally giving your exhaustion a voice. You looked up from the couch, too tired to even turn on the TV. From the corner of your eye though, you saw in the kitchen a pot on the stove with a bright yellow sticky note on the top of it. Out of curiosity, you lifted yourself from the cushions with all your strength before heading towards the kitchen.
You waddled over to the pot with a curious tilt to your head as read the sticky note:
You left for work before I could tell you, but I’m coming off my shift early today and I’m not working tonight. Here’s some lunch I prepared this morning. Love you honey, get some rest. -Fran
Your grin stretched from ear-to-ear as you opened the lid to be welcomed with the smell of fresh spaghetti and meatballs. You turned on the gas stove to heat up the food, and used a clean wooden spoon to stir the food gradually. As you did, you couldn’t help as yawns escaped your mouth. You thought about taking a nap after your meal, seeing as how later today you needed to take some notes for an upcoming exam.
Your need for success never gave you the permission to give yourself a break every once in a while. In fact, the only times you did take a break was when Francis was sick and he needed someone by his side to take care of him. Other than that, you were always academically focused. Every once in a while, Francis would voice his opinion, telling you that you shouldn’t be burning yourself out so fast, but it was your determination and your vision of a perfect future with him that fueled you. Was this safe for your own mental health? Absolutely not. But you were aware of the consequences, and you pushed yourself anyway.
You felt your body grow increasingly heavy. You quickly jolted your head up, not even realizing that your eyes were fluttered close and you had stopping moving your spoon for a few seconds. You shook yourself awake, quickly grabbing a plate and helping yourself to a serving. You made sure to turn off the stove as well before throwing the spoon in the sink and grabbing a clean metal fork to enjoy your meal. It was best to hurry on and sit down before you became a danger to yourself.
You placed your food down on the coffee table before curling up on the couch. Maybe some TV would wake me up, you thought to yourself. You picked up the TV remote and browsed through the channels, eventually settling on a random game show that was airing live. Feeling a bit more energized, you placed a pillow in your lap before resting your food on top of it.
After each bite you felt your eyelids getting heavy. Your body started slowly giving in, despite your protests. The host’s voice soon turned into muffles as you felt your head nod a little. Each time you felt yourself falling, you immediately jolted up, not wanting to succumb to your body’s need for rest. What you really needed to do was to finish those essays and projects, and to also greet your loving boyfriend once he comes back from work. Your mind started dragging along little plans on how you would be able to accomplish everything before sleeping, but without realizing, your eyes had fallen closed as you leaned back in the couch.
Francis came back home about an hour later, tired from his work. As he placed his work bag down, he barely realized that your bag was set in the corner as well. “(y/n)?” He began to call out, but as soon as he turned around, he noticed your sleeping figure on the couch curled up with your pillow and food next to you. “Oh, (y/n)..” he mumbled, smiling a little in amusement. Francis walked over you, noticing the running TV and the half-eaten food. He first turned off the TV, making sure to not make too much noise to wake you up. He took your plate as well and covered it with a napkin before storing it in the fridge. Once Francis made it back to the living room, he sighed in relief, noticing that you still haven’t woken up. He rolled up his sleeves before carefully sliding his arms under your body, being as gentle as possible as he carried you to the bedroom.
“Mm..” You mumbled, half asleep. “Franci..?” You croaked out, burying yourself into his chest.
“Mhm..” He hummed. “I found you asleep on the couch.. I’m just moving you to the bedroom if you don’t mind..” He chuckled a little. You groaned a little in response, tugging a little at his button-down uniform.
“No..” you protested. “I have work to do.. I have projects due soon..”
Francis laid you gently down onto the soft mattress. You sat up a bit, realizing that you were still in your casual formal clothes you wore for school. You looked over to Francis, who had changed out of his work clothes, but kept his undershirt on and threw on some pajama pants. “Franci, can you—”
“Here you go.” You looked up, not even realizing that he was already handing you your midnight clothes. His tired eyes gazed upon you, but even then, his eyes were dilated with genuine care. You smiled up at him before taking the clothes and changing on the bed, throwing your clothes in a corner.
You sighed a little as you straightened out your shorts, looking down with a wearied face. “You know I need to get back to work.” You quietly muttered. Francis looked at you with a frown as he stood over the bed.
“You can’t just keep working day and night.” He lectured softly. You scoffed a little before looking at him, only to immediately falter to his puppy-eyed look. “Just rest with me this evening, please, dear?” He asked, folding his arms behind his back as he leaned down.
Your face heated up, flustered at how desperate Francis seemed to be just wanting to have a few minutes ago. You smiled softly before reaching up and caressing his face with your hand. “You know I hate it when you look at me like that..” You whispered.
“Well, it's the only way to get you to agree.” He mumbled back, sinking into your embrace. The two of you were locked in eye contact as Francis slowly climbed into the bed. His hands straddled either side of you as you leaned back against the headboard. Gradually, his lips pressed against yours, and immediately you melted. Your hands snaked around his neck, holding him as close as you could. His touch filled you with the warmth you longed for so long after drawn-out lectures and pressure-inducing assignments. All you wanted was him.
He wrapped your arms around your waist before resting himself on your chest— a sigh escaping his nostrils. “I miss this.” he muttered. “When was the last time we got to hold each other like this?”
You ran fingers through his hair, carefully tugging out knots. “Only heaven knows..” You whispered back. The two of you enjoyed the comfortable silence. Only the faint hum of the lamp filled your ears as well as the occasional vehicle rushing down the road in front of your apartment complex. Your chest rose and fell as you breathed as Francis buried himself deeper into your embrace. “I-I’m sorry I’ve been a little difficult lately.” you apologized, feeling the guilt prick at your skin. “I’ve just been so stressed with school lately.. All I could think about is work and it's ruining us—”
“Please don’t apologize for that.” Francis was quick to cut you off. He lifted his head up and now sat up properly in front of you. His eyebrows furrowed a little as he looked at your gentle figure. “Please.. Just don’t. I understand you’ve been working so hard lately. I have been to. But this is all for our future, remember?” He grabbed your hand, holding it with both of his hands before kissing your knuckles. “Mmm.. I miss our evenings together too, I truly do, but what I’m concerned about is your wellbeing. You need to give yourself a breather every once in a while. At least promise me that.”
Your body felt weak with each work he uttered. Your head rushed with stars, remembering that its moments like these that make you want to work so hard. You want nothing but blessings for this man, because if anything, he was your savior. Tears pricked at your eyes, sniffling a little as you nodded your head.
“I promise..” You said in a shaky voice. A sincere smile curled Francis lips as he reached down to kiss your forehead.
Everything is going to be okay, you thought to yourself.
Everything is okay.
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thats it! hope you enjoyed :3 sorry i procrastinated on this for a while im def gonna clutch on up writing after school ends (which is end of april). lowk so glad this bc ive been stressed w college work as well so rereading honestly felt SO comforting 😭😭 but anyway ya--
reblogs, likes, even replies are soso appreciated and i hope you enjoyed this story :]
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viburnt · 4 months
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Divorcing Izuku Midoriya Headcanons
I'm on a creative rush, and this may make zero sense because I'm tired lmao. Anyways, have some angst <3
Tagging the babes: @doumadono @shonen-brainrot @trickster-kat @angelshimaa (babe, you've missed some very angsty posts) @xhieru @mimisxs @dabislittlemouse
Content Warning: Divorce, emotional abuse and manipulation, mention of baby-trapping, alcohol.
• As I said in my last post, divorcing Izuku is a nightmare. Think about the most energy-draining and mental health deteriorating process, and multiply it for a minimum of 6 months. Izuku won't make things easy for you at all, trying to drag and prolong the whole ordeal just to keep you close. I've divided this set of headcanons by key moments/topics to keep some order. I hope you enjoy them, I'm pouring my heart on these (also pay attention to detail because I'm working on something hehe).
Denial and confusion: the first days after you serve him papers
• Izuku genuinely doesn't understand why you want to leave, refusing to accept the fact that you're not happy being by his side. He's given you all there is to give: a comfortable house, nice clothes, expensive cars, etc. So when you serve him papers, Izuku's first reaction is confusion followed by fear. In that head of his, he's made everything a good husband has to do! So why? Why would you not be happy?
• If you were smart enough and planned your movements with care, you should be able to go through your divorce without depending financially on Izuku or having to live in the same place. You'd have to deal with his incessant calls and texts, often having to block unknown numbers to avoid hearing his whines, but it'd be less difficult. If you weren't thoughtful about the situation and proceeded without the right steps, oh, you're in for a treat: there's nowhere you can go besides the house you shared with him, no place where you can be at peace. You're at Izuku's mercy, like it or not, but that's another story.
• In addition to his denial, Izuku starts to (unconsciously) guilt trip you. Phrases like "Sorry for not being enough," and "I know I'm very pathetic" become frequent. It pains your heart to hear those things because you know Izuku loves you, you are just not compatible at all. You try to let him see it's not about being enough, it's more about effort; with much patience, you set things clear to avoid any misunderstandings, but Izuku just doesn't get it.
• "Haven't I done this or that for you? Didn't I buy you all these things? Am I not enough?" "Izuku, I didn't ask you for any of this, all I wanted was my husband..." Conversations like this occur during this phase, and they can only be held through the phone (when he is sober and not yelling/hollering how much of a mistake a divorce would be). He tries to gauge sympathy from you, telling you that his job is important but that he loves you so much!
• He becomes an empty shell of the bright ray of sunshine the public knew. It goes unnoticed by many, but the people who work around him can tell. It is then when he starts telling others about his marital situation, and you end up seeing faces you've met once or twice during galas or hero events. You "accidentally" stumble across your husband's colleagues, like Ochako, who try to convince you to give him a second chance. "I- I know we don't know each other a lot but please, consider it. Izuku is a great guy a-and I'm sure you guys could fix any problem!" It is embarrassing for you because no one wants people to know their issues.
• What's so ironic about the moment when you serve him papers is that he receives them at his office, the very root of all the problems in your marriage. It was the place where he had spent anniversaries, birthdays, Valentine's... those four walls witnessed the beginning and the end of your relationship. Izuku has a mental breakdown when he finally reads the documents but, hey, he was still pro-hero Deku, right?
Negotiations and lawyers: The first weeks and months
• If having to deal with Izuku's colleagues trying to change your mind wasn't enough, be ready for your soon-to-be ex trying to negotiate. Midoriya suggests couple's therapy to talk this through, and for a split of second, it almost sounds like a good idea! But then you remember all those times when Izuku had promised you he'd be there for you and failed. It didn't seem plausible after that... Besides, all things considered, it'd be hard to find a therapist who could see your side of the story. Who would dare to tell someone as charming and popular as Izuku that he failed as a husband?
• Once therapy is off the table, Izuku brings up children. It may be considered a low blow, especially if one of your dreams was to form a family with him, so his offer felt cruel. "W-we can have kids! Wouldn't you want that? We can be a big family, with one- No, two babies!" "Ouch, it takes a divorce for you to even think about it, huh? That's uh, slightly concerning. Besides, a kid needs a father too... I'm not planning on being a single mom in this marriage" Now, Izuku strikes me as the kind that would try to . to stay. I'm sorry if it sounds terrible, but considering how sometimes he acts on impulse, he really could try it.
• Izuku also tries to be at home more often; he "cooks" (it's takeout disguised as home meals), brings you coffee to the bed, and calls you all kinds of sappy nicknames... It saddens you, why couldn't he care like that before? Of course, this point only applies if you still live with him during this whole process. If you don't, he starts frequenting the places where he guessed could find you: cafeterias, plazas, shops...
• Finding a lawyer for you was a hard task, especially because everyone sees you as a "dumb" woman who is trying to divorce Japan's number one hero. Not to mention they were very expensive, and Izuku was certainly not giving you money for that. You tell Izuku that mediations need to happen to progress with the divorce, but he never shows up to the meetings. There's always an excuse for that man! No matter how much you plea, he refuses to sign the paper. Izuku also becomes very mean towards you, outright berating you for not understanding him. It's gruesome to see him turn into such a monster during these months.
• As an additional point for this part, Izuku hires a private investigator to follow you around. He feels bad for thinking of it, but the idea that you could be seeing someone else while you're trying to divorce him eats him alive.
Last resort: Mediatic battle
• The media is very quick to pick up your marriage's fall down. Time after time you visited your lawyer's office for them to put two and two together, and Izuku takes that to his advantage. Sensationalist articles had already been happening, a lot of them being cruel and demeaning towards you. Titles like "Is she a cheater?" "No amount of success gives you the girl!" And "Pro-hero Deku will be looking for a new wife soon" started popping up. You have to take down any social platform to avoid being targeted.
• It is when Izuku gives a public declaration that things get worse. "I'm sorry, my wife is just not happy with me anymore. Please respect her wish! Don't harass her, I failed as a husband." It may seem like a hearty and sorrowful declaration from the outside, but Izuku picked word by word to gain sympathy and pressure you into changing your mind. People in the street call you "heartless", and the stress simply keeps growing for you.
• To put it in simple words, you were David against Goliath, except Goliath was a glorified person who had all the resources and support of the people. You were nothing but a tiny mouse squeaking to be set free of a relationship that was suffocating you.
The aftermath: Supposing you haven't given up and he signed the divorce papers
• If you somehow manage to divorce him after all these problems, congratulations. You survived 5% of the drama that awaits you! Now you won't be able to date someone without people snapping photos for entertainment news or judging you for leaving "such a great man". Izuku will still try to convince you to go back to him, playing his "sad lover" role in front of the cameras so well! He'll try to send expensive gifts and tell you to keep the house, he'll call you drunk in the middle of the night, and if you're not careful enough, he may try to gaslight you into thinking nothing wrong was happening in your marriage.
• One particular thing I must mention is that Izuku only signed the papers after you yelled at him at one of the legal mediations, hot embarrassment tears falling from your tired eyes as you begged him to let you go.
• Anyways, the list could go on, but those are the main points of divorcing Izuku :')
"Please, just sign the papers..." You said through the phone, your voice tired of pleading to someone who simply refused to hear you. "I will, I will! I'm just a little under the snow with work. Can you reschedule?" Izuku said, apologizing for not being there for you. Excusing himself for failing you, but refusing to let go. "You know how many articles I've seen with my face saying how much of bitch I am for visiting my lawyer's office?"
Izuku's silence was deafening, you could only hear him sigh slightly, perhaps feeling bad for putting you in such a position. "I don't want this divorce."
"But I do, so don't make things more difficult for me, please." He heard you say, biting his lip to hold back the tears. Izuku was glad you couldn't see him, sitting alone in his office with a half-empty bottle of wine you'd gifted him for his birthday. "Do you remember what day is today?" He asked.
"I don't know, Monday? I haven't slept lately." You answered unamused. "It's our anniversary... we married 5 years ago, on this very day." His words came out as a slow slur, his breath hitching as he crumbled through the phone. "I miss you a lot, please-"
"I'll see you on Wednesday, if you're not there I swear to God..."
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"Mr. Midoriya?" Your lawyer called, her voice bringing your anxious husband back to reality. "Ah, sorry, it's me. Is... is she in there?" He asked, pointing at her office. She just looked at him with little sympathy and nodded. "On time, as always. Maybe you should avoid keeping her waiting, that's the least you could considering how many times we've had these conversations."
"There's no way I can fix this, is there?" Izuku asked as if the lawyer cared. "Wanna do something nice for her? Divorce her."
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The Royal Harem (Smut)
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Synopsis: You have been working hard constantly every single day, finding ways on how to improve your nation. Your attention was solely upon the needs of your Kingdom, to the point where you have forgotten the needs of your own harem.
Characters: Diluc, Kaeya, Zhongli, Thoma, Childe
Warnings: sub!genshin, dom!reader, handjob, blowjob, reader has a cock, anal penetration, licking/sucking, use of toys, overstimulation, cum swallowing, belly bulge
Note: This is my first ever post here in Tumblr. So I hope I didn't disappoint anyone reading this story too much. Also, the reader is gender-neutral.
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Although, you do have secretaries to help you with the load of paperwork— but somehow, they, too, were just as busy as you. You couldn't really complain either, since you're literally the sovereign of your very big Kingdom, and doing some paperwork was just the bare minimum.
You heaved out a sigh. The papers on your table never seem to stop itself from piling even more anytime soon.
However it was tiring, nonetheless. And you were getting bored of it. But as you know, you would do anything to keep your Kingdom thrive and be evermore prosperous than it already was.
"The perks of ruling a Kingdom," Dryly, you humoured yourself. Your eyes boredly stared at the piles of documents right in front of you.
A knock resonated from the door and a soft sound of a woman could be heard behind it.
"Your majesty, I have brought you the backlog of papers from last week."
"Come in."
The door opened and revealed Ganyu holding a few stacks of papers. She smiled softly at the sight of you as she walked towards your table.
"Miss Jean wanted to finish them for you, but unfortunately it requires the monarch's attention."
"I see. That's no problem, put them here please."
She did what she was told and carefully placed them down. You thanked her and Ganyu gave you a small curtsy. But as she lays her eyes on your desk, concern swallows her whole.
"You've been working for quite a long while now, shouldn't you take a break, your majesty?"
You look up from your paper and meet her gaze, "Don't fret, I'm fine. They're just papers anyway. I'm already used to this."
"But I fear you might be burning yourself out." The female adepti argued, "You always nag me whenever I overwork myself into taking a break..."
Your (e/c) eyes look up at her expectantly, "And you claim how the tables have turned?"
Ganyu let out a small laugh, pink hue faintly dusted her cheeks as she nodded. You playfully scoff and lightly push your chair back.
"Alright alright," You say, raising your hands in defeat. "I'll perhaps rest for a bit. I wouldn't dare to push my lady's worry and have her dwell on my health."
She blushed at your statement, "O-Oh, a wise choice, your majesty." And quickly bowed before leaving.
Deciding that was it for the day, you stood up from your seat and almost fell. You have been sitting for a long while that your legs fell asleep.
And the moment you decided to use them— you began to cringe at the prickling sensation in your legs. A small groan came out of you as you furrowed your eyebrows at the uncomfortable feeling.
You should have at least got out of your seat for some time while you had work. This simply could've been prevented.
But it's not like you won't do it again anyway. After all, you don't think you'll remember to at least move your legs while you work.
Walking to your bed chambers was tiring. Every time you get to think of the thought of laying on your bed— you would feel your legs on the verge of collapse.
But the bustling noises in your palace would always snap you back to reality, preventing you from further indulging your thoughts of your bed.
Softly, you sighed, as you set your eyes upon the familiar engravings of your chambers' doors.
However, due to your tired state, you have failed to notice the lack of guards who were supposed to be near your doors.
You jog a little, feeling excited to finally run into sleep's arms.
"Ah, bed. I can't wait to embrace you."
You sang as you opened the doors.
But you halted as the feeling of surprise swallowed you whole as the room was filled with silence.
"—!"
There, inside your room, were 5 men wearing nothing but their underwear and white satin robes.
Their eyes widened, they looked like a deer in the headlights. But then relaxed once they realized it was just the person they were waiting for.
Your mouth hung open. You weren't certainly expecting this. (E/c) eyes scanned each man inside the room.
There was Diluc, Zhongli, Childe, Thoma, and Kaeya.
"..."
You then began to break the silence, "What on Teyvat is going here?"
They snapped back from their shock at the sound of your voice. And Kaeya was the first to approach you. His signature smile appeared on his face.
"Your majesty," He bowed, "What perfect timing you have. We were just about to give you a little surprise."
Childe then approaches you next with a wide smile, "But you arrived a bit too early though. Well, no matter. Since their majesty is here, we shall give them our surprise."
"Hope we're not bothering you, your majesty." Thoma smiled sheepishly, rubbing the back of his neck.
You stared at them, unsure. What was going with them? You didn't recall having a rendezvous with any of your concubines. Seeing the confused look on your face, Zhongli decided to explain themselves.
"We've noticed that you've been awfully busy and you no longer spend any time with us anymore. So we decided, if you don't come to us, then we'll come to you."
"Of course, not all of us had agreed to share you and your time, but we know their majesty doesn't like it whenever we don't get along with the others." Diluc added, having a look of displeasure and his red eyes glared at Kaeya— who just merely shot him with an unaffected smile.
Oh right...
You have been so focused on your Kingdom's needs that you forgot to tend to your lovers and now they planned to have you to them right now.
Honestly, you were surprised that they managed to agree to share you— albeit reluctantly.
"So..." You began, "In conclusion, all of you missed me and now you're all needy."
Childe and Kaeya gave you a close-eyed smile. While Diluc blushed and looked away, Zhongli timidly nodded his head, and Thoma let out a nervous chuckle.
"I see..."
It was then you closed your door and took a step forward. Your eyes stared at all of them and a smirk appeared on your features.
Seeing your usual dominating behaviour, all of them visibly shivered in your presence.
"Then, shall we begin?"
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And now here you are.
Currently, you are lying on your bed. Your hand was holding Diluc steadily as you thrust your cock inside him. The red head had his eyes rolled back and his back arched whenever your cock would hit that spot. His nails dug into your thighs, gritting his teeth at the euphoric sensation inside him.
"Ah ah ah—!"
He bounced shamelessly on top of you. Becoming undone as he came for the umpteenth time.
And Thoma was sitting on your face, being absolutely ruined by your skillful mouth. His grip on his ass was so tight— his knuckles turned white. He rolled his hips when he felt your tongue fucked his insides.
You would groan and moan, whenever you felt your hand brush on the red head's stomach— feeling a bulge on it whenever you roughly thrust inside him, your vibrations adding more to Thomas's delight.
"Ah— F-Fuck~"
Filthy sounds— ranging from pornographic moans, whimpers, grunts, groans, to the sinful sounds of skin slapping and soft gasps filled the room. And you're quite lucky there were no guards standing beside your doors.
Your dominant hand was working on Zhongli's needy hole, said man was whimpering and would often let out a small squeak whenever your long fingers would hit his sweet spot as you ravaged his insides. Truth be told that he lost count of how many times he came just by your fingers alone.
Childe and Kaeya, on the other hand, were the loudest. They had a double end toy phallus inside their holes and both moved at a simultaneous pace. Moaning loudly as they felt the urge to come again. Their eyes watched at how you ruined your other concubines. Their dicks hardened and tips wetted at the thought of their turn with you.
All of them looked liked sex starved prostitutes in a brothel.
Pleasure shook the entire room like an earthquake and it seemed like it wasn't going to stop any time soon.
"A—Ah, c-cumming!"
"Y-Your m-majesty~!"
Thoma and Diluc came simultaneously, and both were at the verge of passing out. With your adept skills, you were able to maneuver them both off of you and you gently lay them down on your large bed.
They both lie down tiredly and their eyes begin to close due to exhaustion.
Zhongli saw you were done playing with the pyro welding men and went to crawl towards you— You happily accepted him with open arms.
You lay down on the bed and have the brunet on top of you. He steadied himself before slowly inserting your cock into his hole.
As the tip went in— Zhongli swore he had seen stars blurring his vision and he let out the most filthy sound once you were fully inside him.
"Mnhm~" He cried softly.
"Are you alright there, love?" You asked. Feeling a bit of pride swells up in you as you smirk at the sight of the trembling almighty Geo dragon on top of you.
He nodded with a red blushing face, beginning to roll his hips— with you letting out a soft sigh at his actions.
Your hands were on his waist, keeping him steady while trying to make you both cum.
"Oh, yes~ Just like that, keep going..."
You let out a groan and the man riding you could help but arch his back at your sound. He did what he was told, he rode you like there was no tomorrow.
And once you felt like he was slowing down, you took matters into your own hands. You lift him up a bit before slamming your cock inside him hard.
"AH~!!"
A loud sound of euphoria left the dragon's lips and his eyes almost rolled all the way back of his head.
He came almost instantly. Squirting all over on you, the bed sheets, and on himself. Tears formed on his face and his mouth drooled at pleasurable sensation.
But you weren't done with him just yet. You repeated your actions, slamming hard inside over and over again overstimulating the poor man.
Trying to catch your high and which you eventually did. You painted his walls white as Zhongli came again together with you.
Both of you panted. Zhongli— despite being a dragon— fell off of you due to exhaustion but you managed to catch him and lay him properly onto the bed.
You smiled softly and kissed his forehead before averting your attention towards the two remaining men— who were still waiting for you.
"Your m-majesty~" Kaeya sang, giving you a sultry look when you met his gaze. You sat at the edge of your bed. Gesturing for the two to come closer.
And they did. Crawling towards you with such whorish looks— abandoning their toy as they did so.
Kaeya reached to you first and he immediately went to kiss you on your lips. His kisses were hungry like and you had to push him gently to prevent him from making you lie on your back.
Both your tongues danced in an unknown rhythm but you both made it work.
And while you two were trying to fight for dominance— Childe had happily dived his mouth down on your cock, he didn't give any warning and just went straight to devour your huge dick inside his pretty little mouth.
The ginger head's action caught you off guard and it made you collapse down onto the bed on your bed. Kaeya chuckled at you and proceeded to pleasure your upper half with his mouth.
He sucked and licked your nipple as he toyed with the other with his hand. You moaned softly and grunted, your hands went to play with their hairs as your concubines gave you a mewl sound of appreciation.
"Ah, C-Childe.....c-cummi—"
You didn't even finish your sentence when Childe took you in deep down his throat and you felt him going deeper, you came. You arched your back, bucking your hips and hitting the back of his throat making the ginger head almost gag at your movement.
"Mmmh~"
The bluenette hummed, feeling you tremble while you reached your climax. Gently, he grazed your nipple with his teeth, teasing you as it added more pleasure onto your body.
Childe pulled away from your cock and tried to swallow your load. He spilled some a bit but he was satisfied with the taste of you.
"Mmh... Your majesty taste so divine~ I want more~"
He spoke with lust evident in his voice, beginning to lick the cum that spilled on your dick.
"Childe— Ah!"
"Now, that's not fair. You should give some of your attention to me too, your majesty~"
Kaeya pouted, feeling jealous when it wasn't him you're focusing on. He then went lower to where the ginger-nette was and he, too, began to lick your spilled cum.
You panted, as you looked down. You almost came at the sight of your two concubines going down on you. Oh how you loved it when they worship your cock, as they have worshipped you as their King.
Childe smiled at the sight of you. You pulled him by the arm with gentle care, and you had him on top of you.
"I've been waiting for this." Said the man on top with an eager tone. He personally slammed your cock inside him earning a small hiss from you and a lewd mewl from him.
The harbinger sang lewd sounds, as he bounced with harsh movements on you.
"Oh f-fuck—!"
He came when he felt you hit his prostate. But that didn't stop him, planning to overstimulate himself to see how far he can go.
Meanwhile, Kaeya made himself busy with your mouth. Your free hand was stroking his cock and that made him moan in your kiss.
Your hand movement synced with Childe's pace. Feeling the blue haired man shiver at the pleasurable feeling down his lower half.
He came as the other did— again— and the former started to move on his own accord, using your hand as if it was a fleshlight
Kaeya, knowing he'll be next soon, pulled away from your lips and moved on to your neck next, then on to the rest of your body. Biting, sucking, and nibbling the places that he knew would make you shiver.
He sat up, smirking at his masterpiece. Seeing you littered with all his love marks makes him swell up with pride.
"Ah!"
The ginger-nette came again for the umpteenth time and almost fell on you when you quickly held him before removing him off you.
He was panting, out of breath, lying there tired and contented with the cum that was inside him and was dripping down his thighs.
You move a stray hair off his face before placing a soft kiss on his cheek, bidding him sweet dreams.
Then, you turned to face the last of your lovers.
"Your turn." You grinned, your breath slightly ragged due to the 'activities' you've been doing.
Kaeya giggled, "Finally." Before lying down on his back, a blush was visible on his face. He wrapped his arms around you and captured your lips with his in a feverish kiss.
You pulled away from him and went to place your kisses on his neck— inserting yourself inside him as you did so.
A soft gasp left his lips when he felt you inside him, he released once he realized how big you were. You chuckled seeing him tremble, his embrace on you was tight but slowly went loose when he finished his high.
"M-Move...please..."
"Very well."
You smiled and did what you were told. Your pace started slow but it increased once the bluenette requested you to move faster.
"Hah— hah..."
"Ngh~"
You hit his prostate over and over again, making Kaeya see stars in his vision. He cried out in pleasure, his nails dug the skin of your back— slightly drawing a bit of blood.
He was close again, you could tell, by how he clenched tightly around you. You sighed blissfully at the feeling and you, too, were almost at your limit.
"Your majesty! I-I'm cumm—"
"I k-know. Hah... Me t-too..."
You pounded him for awhile, before finally releasing all your pent up seed inside your favourite pirate looking lover. You came together with him and his entire body shook.
His embrace around you was gone and instead his hands were gripping the sheets tightly.
Both of you were out of breath, but Kaeya was beginning to pass out. You stayed inside him for a bit, making sure he was getting the most of his climax and when he finally showed signs of subsiding, you carefully pulled yourself out of him.
Sweat lingered on all your skins'. You saw the bluenette smiling at you before succumbing to the sweet hold of sleep.
You looked at the rest of your concubines and noticed that all of them were now asleep.
You chuckled to yourself. Ah, one of the perks of ruling a Kingdom: was to take care of your harem with equal care and love.
You stood up, albeit your stance was wobbly and you were slightly dizzy. You playfully scoffed, they did a toll on you. And you proceeded to cover them all up with a large blanket.
Though, usually you would not prefer to let them sleep on a cum/drool stained bed, but there's nothing you can do about it now. You'll just have to make it up till next time.
Sighing, you mentally made a reminder to yourself: When in tending to the needs of your Kingdom, never ever forget the needs of your own harem.
Otherwise, you might never be able to get out of bed.
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(You're) My Antidote Pt. 2 | Miguel O'Hara x Fem!Reader
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ˡᵒᵛᵉˡʸ ᵐᶦᵍᵘᵉˡ ᵃʳᵗ ᵇʸ ᴷ⁵ⱽᵉʳˢᵉ ᵒⁿ ᵀʷᶦᵗᵗᵉʳ
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Synopsys: It has been a few weeks ever since Miguel saw you glitch due to the antidote he'd given you. He's far too afraid to face you, and hasn't seen you in a while. Peter B. Parker talks some sense into his head, reminding him of what's truly important.
Words: 2.6k words
Warnings: Angst, fluff, exhausted-Miguel, but also very soft-Miguel, Peter B. being a great father and having actually good advice, pain and screaming, syringes, blood, untranslated Spanish (please correct me if any of it is wrong!). Do mention if I forgot something!
A/N: Hey everyone! So, I've finally gotten around to write Part 2 of this fic (I had nearly forgotten about it, so I'm very, very sorry for the delay), but here it is! I hope you all enjoy it, and I hope it was worth the wait!
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“Miguel?”
The voice that called out to him was gentle, soft. The one voice he could listen to for hours and hours without ever getting tired.
Yours.
“Miggy… Wake up, my love…” He could feel your soft, deft fingers brushing his brown locks away from his face. You liked to get a good view of him at all times. You played with his hair for a while, and he hummed in satisfaction. He’d stay like this forever if he could, lost in your embrace and your touch, time suspended just for the two of you.
“Miggy, wake up… C’mon, we have things to do…”
No, all he had to do was stay in bed with you, while you ran your fingers through his hair, massaging his scalp and making him forget about all his problems.
And then you tugged on his hair harder.
“Miguel?”
No Miggy? And why were you tugging on his hair so harshly? What was happening?
Ouch – that’d been a particularly hard tug. What the shock were you up to? It was far too early for you to be playing these sorts of games with him.
“Miguel? Miguel!”
Miguel’s eyes flashed open, and he blinked away the sleep.
Before him, was a red-haired baby, staring curiously at him, and back at her hand. Peter B. Parker quickly scooped her in his arms, talking to her in a soothing voice.
“C’mon Mayday, you’ve played with his hair enough. Let’s not hurt dad’s boss, alright? Give him a break.”
“¿Que coños estás haciendo aqui?” Miguel grumbled, running a hand through his now messy hair. It was bad enough he was asleep and not actually next to you but having mistaken Peter B.’s voice for yours annoyed him to no end.
“Jessica asked me to check up on you. According to her, you weren’t even supposed to be here.” Peter replied as his child climbed all over him and pointed her tiny web-shooters at the wall. “
“Yeah, well, I’m working. Not sure if you’re familiar with the concept,” he grumbled again, facing the monitors in front of him. Files and files and files on you, your health, your life, your family tree, his family tree, his DNA, just anything he could get his hands on. He’d fallen asleep on top of papers, each with a different combination of chemicals and elements, all of them experiments on a new antidote for you.
Failed experiments.
“I am familiar with the concept of work, Miguel, but it’d never occur to me to work myself to exhaustion while my wife suffered by herself at home.”
This seemed to get Miguel’s attention. Every single Spider-Person in the Society had warned Peter not to bother Miguel, and most importantly, to keep you off his mouth. Everyone knew what was happening to you at this point.
Pregnant with Miguel’s child, who was slowly killing you from the inside with 50% of his Spider DNA.
And everyone also knew that Miguel had been spending unhealthy amounts of time inside his office instead of at home, by your side. They were, of course, all far too scared to say something. He didn’t seem to budge, not to subtle pleas, not to direct asking. He was hellbent on finding a cure.
Miguel’s nostrils flared and he huffed, raising a finger, and pointing right at Peter’s face.
“This is none of your business, Parker.” He said through gritted teeth, anger evident in his eyes.
“Yeah? Well, I don’t care. You might not care about anyone’s lives other than hers, but I am a husband too. And I would ditch everything – and I mean everything – to be with her at a time like this. Especially if I knew… If I knew she might…”
Miguel slammed his hands down on his desk, the sound echoing through his office.
“Do not finish that sentence. Don’t you dare.” Although he was furious, his voice was nothing but a whisper, and tears threatened to spill from his eyes.
“Alright, I won’t. And then what, Miguel? Forget this. Go home to [Y/N]. She needs you right now.” Mayday crawled on her father’s arms once again, and he rocked her gently. “Think about how she must be feeling. Terrified, all by herself, without her husband by her side.”
Miguel’s shoulders hunched. He was usually a tower of a man. But right now? He felt as small as possible.
“I can’t go back home,” he whispered, shoulders shaking. “I can’t go back home without an antidote. How am I supposed to face her? How am I supposed to look her in the eyes and tell her, her supposed genius of a husband can’t find a cure to the child that’s killing her?” When Miguel turned to face Peter, he was crying, and his eyes were drowning in sorrow. “Her screams, Peter… No man should hear such screams come from his wife… And I’m failing her… I don’t know what to do…”
Peter was stumped.
He’d never seen the cold, apathetic, always professional leader of the Spider Society behave like this. Sure, he seemed to be heartless and a jerk, but he knew that when it came to you, Miguel was willing to hold the weight of the world in his shoulders.
And it seemed like right now, he was.
Peter placed a comforting hand on his friend’s shoulder.
“Go home, Miguel. Go to her. You really think you’ll ever disappoint her? She knows how hard you’ve been working for her. Just… Go to her, alright? Before you can’t and you blame yourself for the rest of your life.”
Peter’s words did something to Miguel, and he felt his heart ache. Slowly he nodded.
“Thank you.” Nothing else needed to be said. Miguel wasn’t one for words, but Peter recognised the weight behind the ones he had just uttered.
Within seconds, a portal had been opened, and Mayday was happily waving at the man that walked through it.
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The house was quiet. Almost too quiet, but he quickly picked up on the sound of the TV coming from your shared bedroom. He took off his shoes and made his way to the source of the noise.
If Miguel were speaking the truth, he’d say he was terrified. He had spent the past two weeks working non-stop to find a cure and had only checked on you three times.
He was dealing with a bunch of different emotions, all gut-wrenching in nature and far too difficult to understand. He didn’t want to see you like this, feeble, weak, laying down in bed as the baby growing inside of you sucked what little was left of your life. He wanted to remember you vibrant and full of life, full of colour and smiles.
He didn’t want you to see him like this either. Tired, exhausted, dishevelled. Dark bags under his eyes, oily hair that had seen better days. He’d been working non-stop for you.
He didn’t want to come home only to tell you he couldn’t find an antidote yet, that you’d have to suffer more. Couldn’t deal with the failure.
But (as much as he hated to admit it), Peter was right.
Although he wasn’t ready to accept defeat, he didn’t want to take the time he had with you for granted. Shock, he’d been doing far too much of that.
He approached your bedroom and his gaze settled on you, neatly tucked in your bed, hands rubbing soothing circles on your belly.
You looked pale. Fragile, He was afraid to even speak, should the quietest whisper tear you apart.
And still, you turned your head to face him, and the whole world lit up within your smile.
“MIggy!” You exclaimed and tried your best to sit up even straighter. You opened your arms for him, and, just like a moth to a flame, he was instantly drawn to you. He kneeled by your side and laid his head near your hands. Your fingers reached into his hair and massaged his scalp, just like you knew he liked.
“Lo siento…” he sobbed into the mattress, afraid to meet your eyes. “Lo siento tanto, cariño…”
“Shhhh…” you tutted, hands reaching to his jaw, so you could cup it and force him to look up. When he tries to look away, you grip his chin with whatever strength you have left, and he finally meets your eyes. “You’re here now. That’s all that matters.”
“No, my love, I’m so sorry, I’ve been so focused – ”
“I know,” there were tears in your eyes, but you refused to let them fall. Miguel was always so strong for you. It was your turn to be the strong one. How ironic. “But you’re here. You’re with me. With him.”
“Him?” Miguel asked, looking at your belly.
“I just feel it.” You offered him a smile, and he tried his hardest to reciprocate, ignoring the ache in his chest. Ever since he’d seen you glitch, Miguel had been afraid to show even the smallest of smiles. He was afraid the smallest of joy he felt around you would be taken away just as quickly.
After the first time, he’d refused to give you any more of that godforsaken antidote. Still, there’d been aftershocks. The following days, he’d seen you glitch once or twice, but it eventually faded away with time. On one hand, he was glad.
On the other, it only made him worry more. The glitching was over.
But you were still in pain.
“Mind if I sit next to you?” he asked, taking your hand in his and kissing it.
“Only if you shower first. You reek of Spider Society, Miggy, and the sheets are clean.”
He smiled once again and did as you asked, hopping in the shower, and washing the exhaustion and grime of the day off him. When he was ready, he put on a pair of sweatpants and walked into the bedroom, relishing in the way your breath hitched as you looked at his bare torso.
“Necessitas algo, mi amor?” he asked, raising an eyebrow comically. You looked away, cheeks heating up with embarrassment. You’d been married for years, and he still had this effect on you.
“Yeah, for you to get under the covers with me right now. But put a shirt on - you’re distracting me from my show!” Miguel chuckled, and he was surprised at how long it’d been since he’d last heard it.
“What’re you watching?” he asked, lifting the covers so he could sit next to you. He did so gently, afraid to disturb your peace – and the baby inside of you that thank heavens was giving you some rest.
“Pasiones Entrelazadas,” you replied, leaning into him. His touch had you melting, and you pointed at the television in front of you. “Isabella was getting married to Luis, but his evil twin Diego kidnapped him and took his place, and now Isabella thinks Diego is Luis.”
“Huh.”
“Yeah, and Marisol, their mom, well, she’s totally on Diego’s side, because if it weren’t for Luis, Diego would be the heir to her ex-husband’s money.”
“And why doesn’t she like Luis? Isn’t he her son as well?” Miguel shook his head, trying to keep up with the plot of another of your wacky shows.
“Well, Luis is actually the son of another man.”
“¿Qué?!”
“So, Marisol actually slept with two men when she was younger. She was married to Xavier, this big CEO guy, but she’s a little slut so she was fooling around with Antonio on the side. Xavier found out and divorced her. She found out she was pregnant shortly after. Luis is Antonio’s son, but Diego is Xavier’s. And if it weren’t for Luis, Diego would be entitled to his father’s fortune.”
Miguel was too stunned to speak.
“[Y/N], mi amor, that makes no sense.”
“Shhhh – Isabella is about to sleep with Diego!” You shushed him again, gesturing with your hands to keep him quiet.
“How can they be twins and still – “
“Shhhhhhhh!”
Miguel sighed.
“Fine, fine. Let’s watch.”
And you did.
For about ten minutes, before you fell asleep on his shoulder – not a rare thing to happen.
With all the care in the world, Miguel eased you down, fetching your pillow and propping it against your belly in the way he knew provided most comfort. He leaned over your body and placed a gentle kiss on your cheek.
Perhaps all would be right. Perhaps you could endure this together, as long as you had each other. Perhaps, all would be okay.
These were Miguel’s thoughts as he drifted to sleep.
And then they were promptly interrupted by a loud, shrill scream, and the body next to him contorting in pain.
“Honey? Honey, I’m here!” He yelled, turning on the lights and sitting up to get a good look at you. You were sitting up as well, hands instinctively wrapped around your stomach. It’d become your priority after you got pregnant – the baby came first. Even if it was the very thing that was killing you.
Miguel could see you convulsing, limbs twitching and twitching, and you kept on screaming. He quickly sprinted towards his home office, opened a drawer on his desk and removed the (original) antidote and its gun, returning to your bedroom in the blink of an eye.
He basically threw himself on his knees next to you and grabbed your arm.
Once you realised what he was about to you, you tried prying your arm from him, crying loudly.
“No!” you screamed, tears streaming down your face. “P-Please! Don’t – Miggy, don –” your words were interrupted as another scream was ripped out of you. You fell flat on the bed as your body twitched, and Miguel had to try his best to keep himself under control. The woman he loved the most was suffering. She was convulsing and screaming some of the most blood-curdling, truly horrifying screams he’d ever heard. And yet, she was begging him not to use the antidote on her.
“My love, I’m so sorry… I have to…” he said, grabbing hold of your arm once again.
“No!” You sobbed, thrashing around the bed, silk sheets flying in every direction. “You’ll hurt him! God – no, please! Miggy, it hurts! Miggy, no –“ Another scream.
And another.
And another.
And another.
Miguel had two choices. He could stand by and watch as whatever was inside of you killed you. He could simply wait it out and watch as unimaginable pain consumed your every limb. He could wait and see what happens.
He could wait. And it’d be too late.
Shock it.
He did not need to think it twice. Miguel grabbed your arm and injected the antidote in your veins.
You were still in a matter of seconds, breathing heavily and staring at the ceiling with tears in your eyes.
“Miggy?” you whispered; voice nearly broken.
Miguel looked at you and slowly brushed the hair away from your sweaty forehead.
“I’m here, mi amor. I’m here,” he repeated these words over and over again, reassuring you with his voice.
“Miggy… I think…” your eyes teared up once more. “Miggy I… I peed myself…” You closed your eyes and cried silently, looking away from him, which made Miguel’s heart break. You’d gone through thick and thin together, and peeing yourself was going to make him think less of you?
“Let’s get you cleaned up, shall we?” Miguel got up and slowly peeled the bedsheets from you to reveal your exposed legs.
That’s when all the air was sucked out of his lungs.
You hadn’t peed your pants. Not at all.
That was blood.
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A/N: And that's it! I hope you've all liked it, hehehe. I'm sorry if the show seemed real shitty - I used to watch telenovelas with my nana when I was younger, and I swear their plots were all like this. We'd then sit on her porch and discuss whatever wacky plot was going on this time. It was fun.
Anyways, I hope you all have an amazing day ahead!
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Hi! Can you do one where the reader is being overworked by their boss but didn’t realise it and Wally had to snap them out of it?
Gender neutral reader and romantic relationship please :) thx!
Wally Darling x Reader - Take a Break
Hello! All my works are gender-neutral, so nothing to worry about there, and romantic is all good. I kind of see Wally as this mostly naive character, so it was a bit hard making him the one to break the reader out of their cycle without it feeling uncharacteristic, but I did my best. Thank you for your patience in getting this done!
Words: 656
Type: Headcanons, romantic
Tw: None, I think
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You worked in account management for a business company by the name Big Works which, as the name suggests, was very big. The work was dreary and lacked life, supported by the grey atmosphere and surroundings. It almost reminded you of Frank! But he was much better than this.
Still, you put in a lot of effort to keep your job. Working unpaid overtime, covering for other people, barely meeting strict deadlines, working more unpaid overtime... It was a lot of work! But you had to do whatever you could to please your boss, Mister Cole Corporate. Though you had never met him, you had heard stories of workers mysteriously disappearing from the workplace moments after leaving his office. Scary stuff!
All this was taking a toll on your health. As you stumbled into you and Wally's shared home, you collapsed onto the couch, just like you did every other night. And just like every other night, Wally walked over to you with a worried smile.
"Is everything alright, Y/N?" he asked. "Was it work again?"
You groaned, "yeah. I'll be okay, though."
Weeks and weeks passed of the same process. Slowly, your felt skin began to sag and stain, and strands of hair flew of your scalp in random directions, never obeying the rules of your brush. Your back became crooked and it became hard to keep your eyes open. But through it all you kept a smile on your face. A weary, tired smile, but a smile nonetheless.
It was quite the journey from Home to the Big Works building in which you worked, so imagine the neighbours surprise when you came home with a stack of papers! They were astounded! Never before had it gone that far. And none was more worried than your darling Wally.
"Y/N!" he called out, seeing you from across the town. "What happened?!"
"Oh nothing, just some extra work I've got to do. No biggie," you replied. Wally gave you a concerned look, and for a second you swore you almost saw his smile falter.
"Y/N..." he began. "This isn't right. You've got to know that, right?"
"Wally, darling, it'll be okay. Mister Corporate just needs these papers done by tomorrow."
"Tomorrow?" Wally spluttered. "But those papers are half my height! That's six apples!" He saw your apologetic smile and slowly his smile started to disappear. Replacing it - for the first time that you or anyone else had ever seen - was a small yet powerful frown. "Y/N, don't you think this is taking it too far? Look at you; you're falling apart at the seams. You need to rest." He took a hand to your cheek.
You looked from Wally to your papers and back again and sighed. "If I don't get these papers done by tomorrow then I might lose my job," you explained. "I need to get these done."
Wally looked at you and sighed. Without a word, he forced a smile and turned to walk away. Left alone both physically and metaphorically, you watched as he left before calling out to him.
"Fine," you said. "Maybe I can take a few hours off."
Instantly, Wally stopped in his tracks and turned around to face you. "Really?" he asked. "Thank you, Y/N. I'm glad you're finally agreeing with me." He walked over to you and took the papers from your hands, instantly crumbling under the weight. "Wow, these are heavier than I expected."
You laughed, "yeah. I've had to get quite strong to manage them. Howdy reckons I'd be able to rival him soon."
The two of you shared a giggle, and for the rest of the night you laid on the couch, reading magazines and watching television. Every now and then you'd catch Wally staring at you and smiling, just like he always did. You hadn't felt that relaxed in years. Resting your head on his shoulder, you slowly drifted off to sleep.
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Overprotective Part 2
The first post of this story can be found here. The post this story was based off of can be found here.
Your words hit Lucifer like a truck. He grabs your arm, stopping you, and when you turn to yell at him, you pause when you see the visible fear and pain in his expression.
You two are soon joined by Mammon and Beelzebub standing in the doorway, having followed you in your frustration. The two arrive just in time to hear Lucifer ask you "What do you mean you hope you die?"
You didn't really mean it, you were just SO tired. So fucking tired. So done with having every little thing in your life softened and controlled.
Before you can answer, Mammon blurts out "WHAT D'YA MEAN YOU WANNA DIE!?" while Beelzebub quietly stares at you, trying to understand.
Mammon's outburst attracts everyone in the house. It's hard not to hear him.
Soon the brothers are all spilling out the door, and you think you can even see Belphegor somewhere hidden in the background.
You sigh. "… I can't keep doing this thing where you guys control every part of my life. I can barely deal with you controlling ANY part of my life." You shrug Lucifer's grip off your arm, and you finally begin to address the issue head-on.
You look to Levi; "I want to be able to watch sad movies and sad shows. I want to enjoy the angst. I want to be able to cry. It's good! It's healthy! What ISN'T healthy, is avoiding sad things all the time, like they're going to kill me!"
Levi cuts in; "But they COULD kill you!" before quickly getting quiet again, not meaning to talk over you.
You stare at him in frustration and confusion. "… What do you MEAN they can kill me?"
"Humans who watch more sad shows tend to live shorter lives.."
"…" It begins to click for you. But you also have to rectify this misinformation; "Levi, those statistics don't imply causality. If they're even real, they'd imply correlation. People who only watch sad things that are painful probably aren't living very happy lives to begin with. They're probably trying to cope through a tough reality, which would likely be the REAL cause of their shortened lifespan, in conjunction with a HUGE number of other factors."
"…"
"Watching sad shows is good, and can even help with test-running sad scenarios before they happen in a low-stakes environment, which is GOOD for emotional health and wellbeing."
"…"
"If all I ever do is watch sad shows, then yeah, maybe I need help. But that's not the same as watching a few in a rotation of other medias."
Leviathan looks rather embarrassed.
"And you!" You turn your attention towards Asmodeus. "Asmo, you can't keep trying to destress me all the time! Stop giving me creams and tinctures and your new balm of the week! I want to stay up! I want to live a little messy!"
"But those things are GOOD for you! I never push anything on you that I didn't already use myself!"
"That works FOR YOU - It's not going to work for everyone! It makes my stress WORSE when I have to adhere to your strict regimen! It's exhausting and frustrating, and it takes any joy I got out of sharing those bonding moments with you, and sucks the life out of it!"
Asmodeus realizes he never considered that you weren't enjoying being doted on. He LOVES being doted on, so he thought you would want the same thing. Looking at you now though, and realizing his behavior contributed to this stress and this problem that's coming to a head now, he feels… Not great.
As Asmodeus gets quiet, you look to Satan, who is surprised. "Satan, I get that you're worried about my health, but when you treat me like I'm not doing enough? It's so fucking insulting. Telling me to take care of my health like I'm not already doing that. Telling me the statistics of illnesses and injuries isn't useful, it's fear-mongering at best."
"I just thought that someone in this house should be wary of what can befall a human - You're all so delicate."
"But when you treat me like I'm paper, all I want to do is just tear myself apart! If I can't walk down a set of stairs without you telling me the statistics of stair-related injuries and trying to hold my hand, I'm never going to feel like I can live my life! Imagine if YOU had someone constantly walking through your room, telling you the statistics of book avalanche-related injuries, while touching all your stuff and changing everything so you can't live the way you want to!"
The contrast to his own life makes Satan double-take. He never realized he was being controlling and invasive, but your comparison brings light to how his behavior could damage your relationship. "… It would be rage-inducing."
"Exactly! And Belphegor!" Belphegor tries to hide himself, but the brothers part under your frustrated gaze, and you can see the sleep demon anxiously shifting under your scrutiny. "Belphegor, why are you avoiding me??"
"….." He's quiet, struggling to put words to everything. Beelzebub realizes his brother's been hurting, and he hasn't realized because he was so concerned with your wellbeing. Beelzebub gently rubs Belphegor's back, and Belphegor covers his face, looking away as he finally is able to get out the words; ".. I didn't want to hurt you."
His reasoning is different from everyone else's. It's reasonable in the fact that it's already happened.
Though, what DOES make it unreasonable, you have no problem telling him; "If you don't want to kill me, you're not going to! You don't kill people you don't want to! And besides, if it's a fear of accidentally hurting me, that's normal! People accidentally hurt the people they love all the time! People don't accidentally KILL the people they love all the time, and what you did to me when I first arrived in Devildom WASN'T AN ACCIDENT!"
Belphegor is silent, soaking in your explanation.
Your voice softens as you become a little less frustrated, being able to voice everything that's been bottled up inside; "SO- As long as you don't want to kill me, you're not going to. And if you accidentally hurt me? I'll heal. We'll work through it together-"
"What if I hurt you in a way you can't heal from? Demons are strong and- …" It chokes on the edge of his tongue, threatening to come out. He tries to hold it back, but he can't. "And.. I know better than anyone how easy it is to snap your neck. It was like a toothpick. Do you know how terrifying it is to realize that I have to control my strength to that level around you? All it takes is one playful shove, and you could end up in the hospital- Or worse. You're so much more delicate than you realize, and we have to be so much more careful than you realize."
It's here that a silence comes over everyone as you soak in his explanation. You never really realized how difficult it was for the demons to reign in their strength to keep you safe. You thought it was fairly breezy, since everyone else seemed so relaxed until recently.
It's your turn to feel sheepish.
".. I'm.. Sorry. I didn't know. But there has to be a middleground. You avoiding me makes me feel awful. I feel unloved and unwanted and ignored. I don't want to be safe at the cost of our relationship. And my safety shouldn't be an ultimatum."
"…." Belphegor's eyes are sad, and he's been trying to hold back the tears, but he can't. Beelzebub holds him and tries to comfort his brother.
The demon of gluttony realizes he too has been trying to control your life too, which has probably been causing you undue stress, which is probably why you ran out here in the first place. ".. I'm sorry for making your life more stressful, _. I want to keep you safe, but it's obvious that I should have talked with you about it."
The apologies start spilling as one by one, the brothers begin apologizing for controlling your life and making you feel ostracized.
Mammon doesn't apologize as he doesn't feel like he crossed any boundaries, and makes it known when Asmodeus elbows him. "Hey, I didn't cross any boundaries!"
"… I mean, trying to feed me shady vitamins out of a bag is hilarious, but also probably not exactly healthy."
"But I've been making you better food too! Packin' the nutrients in!"
"Is THAT why you learned to cook all these new dishes??"
"YEAH!"
"…" His kindness and effort were sweet, and the least invasive of the brothers' attempts to help you and prolong your life.
But those weren't the only things he was doing. "I need you to stop trying to give me protein shakes and vitamins and whatever 'health supplement' you find on the shelf. The health supplement market is really messed up. I've lowkey been avoiding most of what you give me, because there's no regulation in that market, and it actually COULD hurt me."
He's stunned. He figured some of his methods might've been a bit harmful, but he also figured he would get enough right that it would cancel all the bad stuff out.
You continue; "Can we all find a middleground? Why are you all so scared of me dying right now? Did something happen?"
Lucifer nods, having been listening; "I think a middle-ground would be better. If you're feeling stifled, that's not healthy either. And it's obvious we need to take better care of you-"
"Why do you NEED to take care of me?" You turn to Lucifer, exhaustively. It stops him in his tracks and he stares at you, confused.
"… Because you're precious to us."
"But I'm not helpless. Do you not trust me to reach out when things are getting difficult? I can advocate for myself, Lucifer! It's so demeaning when you treat me like you know better, and like I'm just some bumbling idiot who you have to keep from dying!"
The words cut deep. The last thing he ever wanted to do was to make you feel like he looked down on you. You are one of the most important people in his life, and he adores you. The fact that you haven't been able to see that causes Lucifer to become quiet as he reflects on his own behavior.
He should have reigned in his brothers. He should have given you space. He should have advocated more for giving you your own voice, not talking over you with what you should have been doing.
It all seems so clear and so obvious, but it took you speaking up for him to realize how much he's been ignoring your emotional needs in care of your physical health.
And with this whole meltdown, he's realizing that it was the breaking point.
"I too, am sorry, _. I never meant to make things more difficult for you. I love you dearly. I will be better, going forward."
You finally seem to relax as he apologizes.
But he continues; "Can we please talk about your mortality, though?"
Everyone can see it's not exactly a conversation you WANT to have. But you know it's one you need to have. ".. Okay."
Levi sputters out with his frustration first; "If you die, then I won't be able to share the rest of my life with you. There's so much that can happen when you're gone. I know you're not going to live long, and it scares me. I don't want to reach a day where I want to knock on your door to ask you to hang out, but I know you'll never answer." He's tearing up as he says this, his body physically shaking.
Asmodeus gently rests a hand on Leviathan's shoulder, looking to you, a sad expression on his face. ".. I think a lot of us share that sentiment. We want to get in as many good memories as we can, because you are such a precious, amazing, wonderful person. You are a once-in-eternity kind of person, and we will never be able to fill the hole you'll leave when you die. It's so hard to think of moving on when we've barely gotten to share a life with you."
Satan fidgets with his fingers against his leg, but he can't keep himself contained any longer, cutting in; "Solomon's here to stay forever, why can't you be too? We know it's possible. We know you could stay alive forever. The bastard says he doesn't remember what he did to curse himself with immortality, and every immortality curse I've found comes at a great cost…" He finally looks to you directly. "But all of that aside, it's hard to even broach the topic with you. Do you WANT to live forever? It would be selfish for us to ask you to carry the pain of watching every one of us die, just because we can't bear the sight of losing you. I can't bear the sight of losing you.. But it feels so selfish. And I don't want you to ever reach a point where that sorcerer is the only friend you still have left that hasn't died. …" His voice trails off in frustration, losing his train of thought to the idea of you living eternity alone with Solomon. You can see Satan's grappled with this issue for a while.
Belphegor picks up where Satan left off; "It's hard to imagine a world without you. You came into our lives, and it was like breathing for the first time in a long time. We love who we are because of you.. And I think we're all scared of who we'll become when you're gone. Losing you will be right up there with losing Lilith as the worst things we've ever experienced, and we won't have another you who can help us through it. We wouldn't WANT another you. …. But we simultaneously recognize that it's not your responsibility to help us through it."
Seeing his brothers going back and forth about their feelings, Mammon can't help but be grounded in the moment. ".. I think we wanna take responsibility for it now, because when you're gone, we're gonna hafta take responsibility for it anyways, yeah? …" He looks anywhere but directly at you. "…" His silence is hard as he chokes back the tears, trying not to fall apart in front of his brothers, but between Levi's crying and Asmo's sniffling and everyone else's pain, it's hard for Mammon to keep strong.
So Lucifer steps up to the plate. "We're sorry for pushing all of this on you, _. It shouldn't be your responsibility to help us through the pain and loss that hasn't even afflicted us yet. It's hard to talk about this without accidentally putting pressure on you to choose an eternity that could hurt you so much worse in the long run, just to keep our own heads on straight. Do you understand? We promise, it was never meant to make you feel belittled, we just.. We've never dealt with something like this before; A slow attrition of loss that we either have to accept, or find a way to fight.." He gently rubs your back, looking you in the eyes. ".. And we've never really been the kind of people to back down from a fight."
"…" It all makes sense. And hearing their hearts laid bear like this clutches at your heart. You never wanted them to feel like they couldn't come to you about this, but you understand how it got this bad. It would take facing all of their fears and letting you come to an answer at your own pace, without pressuring you. THAT'S why they tried to prolong your life without saying anything. THAT'S why they kept talking about your health. THAT'S why they kept trying to circumvent the issue.
You continue; ".. I appreciate the honesty, guys. I love you all too. I don't want to leave you guys all alone, but.. You're right. Immortality would be a huge decision. If it's even achievable. … And I understand why this all happened. I understand why you guys pushed the way you did. I think we should keep talking about this, but, taking it a little slower. That way, you guys aren't completely holding back the floodgates, but I also don't get overwhelmed. Whatever happened, whatever fate I choose for myself, I do want it to be my own decision. But I think I NEED to make that decision. I've put it off because I didn't really want to think about it, but.. I don't want to put it off until it's out of our hands."
Lucifer rubs into your back, listening. All the brothers listen.
"Until then, until I figure out if I want eternity or not, can we please go back to how things used to be? I'll do my best to take good care of myself, and advocate my needs, but I need you guys to trust me that I'm going to take care of myself and let me live a little, even if it's risky. I promise, I'm not going to be diving off the roof, but I want to be able to play games that make me sad, eat junk food that gives me pimples and might not be GREAT for my heart. I want to hang out with you guys, even if I could get hurt. I want to not be reminded of my mortality constantly, and be able to make my own choices about my own limits. I promise to be good to myself and reach out if I'm struggling, but you guys gotta promise to be willing to let me take more responsibility for my life again."
"You need some good things in your life though." Levi doesn't want his efforts to get lost in the shuffle.
"I'll make sure to set aside time to enjoy good shows with you that are happy and show how good life can be. Can you sit with me through the sad ones and help me pick up the pieces?"
Levi nods, wiping his eyes.
Asmodeus takes this chance to add; "You also need to be gentler with yourself. You can't be up at all hours of the night every night."
"I'll be good about my self-care, making sure I'm getting good sleep and relaxation. Can you love on me when I don't want to be presentable and good and I want to just throw caution to the wind sometimes when it comes to the littler self-care things? I don't want every minute I spend with you guys to be an exercise in avoiding death. I want to LIVE a little, which means we'll get messy and make some bad decisions sometimes."
"Of course. But only if you're not letting yourself fall to ruin. I don't want to watch you waste away.."
"I promise I'll reach out if I start to struggle, and I'll accept your help if that time comes."
"Thank you."
"And your health-" Satan adds, a little embarrassed, but not wanting it to go unaddressed. "You need to be wary of how dangerous this world is, and how fragile a human body is."
"I won't go throwing myself down the stairs or taking wildly unnecessary risks - So long as you let me take risks and get hurt sometimes. I'd rather you help me patch myself up after getting burned or cut than to live my life constantly cushioned." You look to him so earnestly that Satan is flustered, but he understands. Life without risk isn't exactly living.
"I think I can do that."
You look to Belphegor, who has been quiet this whole time. ".. And Belphegor, can you please be in my life again? I miss you."
"… What if I hurt you again?"
"We'll figure it out together."
"What if I can't control myself?"
"You have 6 brothers who will happily kick your entire ass if you go Human Murderer on me again. You should rely on your support system. Don't be afraid of fighting with me. We need to be able to have fights and disagree and have bad days sometimes. What matters is coming back together and making things right, and relying on our support systems so it doesn't get out of hand. Alright?"
Upon mention, his brothers quickly crowd him and hug him and hold him, reminding him that he's not alone in this. He's not alone in learning how to be better to you.
"…." Belphegor nods, tearing up again, soaking in everyone's love.
Mammon scratches his cheek as he looks to the side and adds "Since we're all talkin' about ways you can stay alive longer.. Can we come to you when we find stuff that could be an option? There's gotta be more options than forever immortality an' death, yeah? Witches stay alive for ages!"
"… Only if you don't pressure me to take it, and you let me be the ultimate decider, and you don't bombard me with stuff all the time. I don't want you coming at me with 'Prolong your life now' schemes every other day. I want to be able to live with you guys, and live the life I have, however long it's going to be. Alright?"
".. Alright." Mammon seems more comforted in the idea that he can keep looking for ways to give you more options.
Beelzebub slowly moves towards you, silently wrapping his arms around you in a hug. You hug him back. The brothers begin all coming close to hug you. Beelzebub apologizes once more; ".. We're sorry for stressing you out. Thank you for listening to us and our concerns. You're important to us. We love you."
Hugging as many of them back as you can as you're squeezed softly into the fold, you respond; "Thank you guys for talking to me about it instead of continuing to be weird and stand-offish. We'll figure it out as we go. In the meanwhile, let's make good memories."
The brothers begin heading inside, you following them.
Lucifer lags behind a little, tugging a trinket out of his pocket. It's a pendant which would keep you from aging which he picked up thinking you might like it - But considering the conversation and the boundaries you've just set, he thinks it would be best to just.. Be in the moment with you.
He stuffs it back into his pocket and comes to join the group in the house, and he opens the door just in time to hear Levi cry out "NO BUT THAT IS THE SADDEST ANIME EVER-" followed by your hallowed cackling of 'making up for lost time'. Lucifer smiles to himself.
However long they have with you, it's the greatest treasure of all.
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Tired
Pairing: Larissa Weems x Reader
Summary: Reader overworks herself and faints from exhaustion
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"Y/n, Darling. You've been working on that Pile for god knows how long already. Let me help you"
Larissa says as Y/n responds to her without looking at her
"No thank you.. you're already loaded with work yourself. A few papers won't kill me"
"Yes but thats atleast 3 stacks of paper. I've already finished all my work earlir today, besides as your wife, I should atleast help you"
Y/n still doesnt look but instead fidgets with her ring, too focused on her desk filled with papers, her migrain getting worse
Larissa sighs at her stubborn wife
"Why don't you take a quick break and help me make dinner? Please?" Larissa smiled softly when Y/n finally looked at her, a smile also placed upom her face at Larissa's idea
"That sounds good" As she stood up form her chair, her legs feeling a bit cramped as she has been sitting for hours now
And as she walks towards Larissa, she felt her head starting to hurt more and her Vision being clouded with Darkness
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Larissa was a bit shocked, but with her frame and height she easily catches Y/n from falling on to the ground
She looks at her with a concerned look on her face, carrying her to bed and laying her down gently
"I told you not to overwork yourself.." Larissa whispered softly and calling the school nurse to check up on her
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Hours passed, Y/n finally woke up with her head feeling like its getting pounded with a hammer
"Ah, you're finally awake. Come drink this" Larissa stood up and got the medicine on the bed side table, Holding it up to Y/n with a glass of water on her other hand
"Thank you, Love.." Y/n said quetly, drinking the medicine she was instructed to drink
"Now what did I tell you? You should be greatful it isn't anything serious." Larissa had a small scowl on her face, although you thought that she still looked cute when she was scolding you. Shaking the thought out of your head, you looked at your wife
"I'm sorry Darling, I just wanted to make sure I get all my work done by Tomorrow so that I have some free time to spend with you" Larissa sighed at her statement
"I know that, but sometimes you have got to think more about yourself and your health more than others. It's no good if you just discard your own health just for others, even if its for me"
"Now. I want you to promise that you'll start taking care of yourself more properly"
"Fin-"
"AND breaks." Emphasizing on the 'And' to make sure that she gets her point across
Rolling Y/n's eyes playfully, she Nodded and smiled at Larissa
"Yes Mom, I promise to take care of myself"
"Stop using that nickname" Larissa rolled her eyes this time by the use of the nickname
"Fine fine. Now please cuddle with me, I'm feeling lonely in this bed" Moving to the side, she pat the spot right next to her. And so Larissa laid down and cuddled with her rhe whole night, until both of them fell asleep.
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hutchersonsgurl · 5 months
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The day I say I do Mike schmidt part 2
Paring x female reader with Mike Schmidt
Ps listen to the song while you read this to get into the mindset
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You are walking down the aisle with your dad this is the happiest you've ever felt Abby is walking just a few steps ahead of you she is the flower girl
You lift your head and you see your future husband is only a few inches away
Mike walks towards you and offers his hand you take his hand with a smile on your face
You stand in front of each with love in your eyes
"We are gathered here today to join Yn and Mike in holy matrimony. " the pastor says "Now I believe the bride and groom made vows they'd like to read to each other" the pastor continues
Mike pulls out his paper and looks at for a minute but then he puts it back in his jacket pocket
" I don't need to read off a piece of paper to tell you how much I love you. Yn you have brought so much happiness and love not only in my life but Abby's as well I love the way you scrunch your nose when your mad at me for stealing your French Fries at a restaurant I love how caring and loving you are to abby and I each everyday I didn't really think it would be possible for a guy like me to find love but you came into my life and proved me wrong I love you so much yn I promise to love and cherish you and annoy you as much as possible till we die old together I Mike promise to cherish you always, to honor and sustain you, in sickness and in health, in poverty and in wealth, and to be true to you in all things until death alone shall part us part. " mike says sliding the ring on your finger
You can't help but have a tear in your eye you loved this man so much there wasn't enough words in the dictionary to say it all.
" Wow, that's a tough act to follow you say wiping a tear from your eye when I first met you I was babysitting Abby while you were at work and what can I say she stole my heart you say giving Abby a wink and turning back to mike Mike I love how much of yourself you give to me and Abby even when your tired from work you still push sleep aside just to spend time with us I love how protective you are I know that you'd go to war for Abby and I and we'd do the same for you I love waking up to the sound of your voice each day I love the morning cuddles I love the eye rolls you give us when Abby and I pick on you you truly are on my mind from the moment I fall asleep to the moment when I awake. I never had a doubt that this is the love I feel for you and to be honest, nothing has felt so right you are truly are my best friend and my whole world the best part of my day is falling asleep in your arms. Mike you forever and always have your name on my heart I yn  promise to cherish you always, to honor and sustain you, in sickness and in health, in poverty and in wealth, and to be true to you in all things until death alone shall part us." You say sliding Mike's ring on his finger nothing felt more special than in that moment you and Mike both say I do
Now let us humbly invoke God's blessing upon this bride and groom, that in his kindness he may favor with his help those on whom he has bestowed the Sacrament of Matrimony. In the sight of God and these witnesses, I now pronounce you husband and wife! You may now kiss the bride
"Don't mind if I do "mike says as his mouth crashed into yours
We're finally married you say kissing mike back
"Now your stuck with me Mike Schmidt " you say with a smile
"Wouldn't have it any other way Mrs. Schmidt
Abby runs up and hugs you both
"I'm so happy that we are a family now," Abby says with a smile
"We've always been a family" you say you hugged Abby and Mike joined in
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Ngl I had a lot of fun writing this let me know if you want a series of this or another part
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ninlilwinds · 1 year
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Characters with Stressed out Reader
Hello loves, I'm feeling stressed out so this is purely self indulgent. I tried staying true to character (messed up a bit on Kaeya). Anyways I hope you enjoy. I tried staying GN, but if I did specify gender at ay point let me know so I can fix it.
Characters: Diluc, Venti, Kaeya
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Diluc had noticed you had been going to sleep earlier and turning in your work later than usual. As his secretary, he relied on you often. When he noticed you changed he couldn't help but wonder if perhaps he was giving you more work than you could handle on your own. 
You had been absent from work for a week now, and Diluc was beginning to feel a bit worried. Not because he was having to do more work on top of his usual but because you were important to him 
Diluc had arrived at your door a few minutes earlier. He held some flowers in one hand and a bottle of wine in the other. Before he could back out he knocked on your door. He didn't want his other employees thinking you were more important to him than the rest and causing you workplace drama, but he really wanted to make sure you were okay.
A minute or so later, you opened your door with a confused and tired face, “Hello Master Diluc. Forgive me for not reporting my poor health to you or how many days I would be absent so you could prepare.” Your voice came out quiet and meek. It was a bit shaky, and judging by your red nose, puffy eyes and wet cheeks, he could tell this more than just poor health.
“No need to worry Mx. (y/n). I was simply concerned over your health and thought to come see you myself.” He offered you the wine and flowers which you accepted, “May I come in?” 
You stood blocking the doorway for a while, until finally you stepped aside. When Diluc stepped inside, he couldn’t help but frown. Your house, to put it lightly, was a mess. Tissue papers were strewn all over the place and the surfaces were dusty. There were blankets all over the floor and couches and the kitchen had piles of dishes. All but the dining room light was turned off, and the windows were closed. He knew something was definitely wrong now. 
He knew your habits for being a bit tidier than most. Your desk was always organized and you’d often help him reorganize him. Sometimes, whenever you had some free time, you helped Adelinde clean up the house because you ‘couldn’t stand the mess’. 
What was most concerning for him was the pill bottle scattered on the tables and couch. Some were open and spilled over. Things for headaches, stomach aches, body aches, runny nose- anything you could think of. 
“Forgive me for the mess, I wasn’t expecting guests.” You said, attempting to tidy up just a little bit.
Diluc rolled up his arms and stood beside you, helping you tidy up, “M-Master Diluc you don't have to..” 
“I want to. You help me plenty, allow me to help you this time. Take another week off after you feel better. I’ll send  Adelinde tomorrow to help you with the cooking.” He said. He made a mental note to push back on relying on you so heavily.
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Venti was a free spirit and he loved being free to do what he wanted, which is why he was so against working a 9 to 5 job. You had taken a recent job at good hunters, to let Sarah take some time off, and since you were already popular around Monstadt, the place was packed with people. 
Your usual daily outings turned into only one a week. He was very upset about that, especially with how tired you look during them. The day when you skipped it was the day he knew he had to say something.
Venti knocked on your door, not stopping until you opened. You rubbed your eyes and yawned, “It's 7 in the morning Venti. What do you want?” you were clearly annoyed 
“You didn’t come yesterday.” He said, “wherever forth did you go my dear soldier.” 
Venti had nicknamed you his soldier, or his warrior, sometimes calling you wildblume whenever it was a more quiet and intimate moment. You certainly didn't feel like a soldier right now.
“I was tired. I should’ve told you, sorry.” You mumbled and tried closing the door, Venti placed his foot to block it thought, “Windblume…what’s the matter?” He used his hand to force the door open just slightly so he could see you better. The morning sun made your tears reflect a little light. When he saw the tears, his heart broke.
His precious windblume crying? He could not let this stand. Venti opened the door the rest of the way and brought you in for a hug, “I spoke with Miss Sarah, you’re not going today.” 
Of course Venti knew what was wrong, he always did.
“Rather than work all day and come home tired, listen to me play my lyre.” he smiled and pulled you towards your room where he helped you settle down, pulling out his lyre and singing you a lullaby. 
When your breathing had evened out, he stopped and smiled a little, “Rest well, (y/n).”
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He knew how tough working as a knight of favonius could be, so he would often feel rather tired himself. He knew how to manage to most of the time, going out to drink or making certain travelers go on a treasure hunt for his amusement (after the 4th one, they caught on)
He noticed you were a bit slower at work. Youwere such a natural, people requested your help often on their own missions. He decided to one day confront you on your little habit of refusing to say no and overworking yourself.
“(y/n), here is where you’ve decided to hide.” Keaya stepped into the lunchroom to where you sat alone with a mug of coffee (or tea if you’d prefer that). 
You looked up a bit surprised, “Oh no, I wasn’t hiding. What do you need?” you asked. 
He shrugged, “Can I not simply speak with you?” 
“I suppose. It’s just a bit strange.” You said. You and Kaeya were buddies outside of work, but your ranking to him was so inferior you barely found time to interact during work. 
He sat down across from you, “So when are you finally going home?” his face turned serious, catching you off guard.
You blinked, “When work is over I suppose.” You said grabbing your drink and taking a slow sip. “It’s 11 at night, (y/n). Work finished 6 hours ago.” He said.
You choked on the drink you had just intook, “Oh, time passed quickly. I should finish up the paperwork from today’s mission the-”
“Go home, (y/n).” His voice sounded as if it were final. 
You remained silent for a moment before looking down at your cup, “Is that an order, captain?” 
“If that’s what it takes to get you home.” He stood up, crossing his arms with a smug smile, “Shall I walk you home my dear friend?” Kaeya extended his arm, which you took.
You sighed and accepted, “Yeah sure. I’ll treat you to a drink tomorrow.” 
He nodded and escorted you home.
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shiho-the-rock · 5 months
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Haii!!! Hope you're doing well! Could I request general relationship hc's 4 Shiho, Kanade & Ena? Gn reader please
Shiho, Kanade & Ena (Separate) Relationship Headcanons with G/n!Reader
Hinomori Shiho
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"You should put your coat on, it's cold outside," Shiho mumbled as she put her shoes on.
"No."
"What?"
"No."
You received a deadpan stare. "You're going to regret it, you know."
"I won't."
Shiho sighed in exasperation. "Fine, but don't come crying to me when you realise you should have listened to me."
Shiho had a point. It was freezing. You felt like you were about to die of hypothermia.
Fortunately, she had a soft spot large enough to lend you her coat.
Literally the sweetest girlfriend ever even if she gets embarrassed showing affection.
Shiho plays bass for you and even teaches you sometimes! She's really patient with you.
This is a secret between the two of you but she really loves Ever After High and you guys spend time watching it on weekends.
You often go to Leo/need's live shows free-of-charge, however Shiho always threatens to rid you of that privilege if you continue to attend in a bunny onesie with a ridiculous amount of fan goods. Deep down she loves the support but it's a bit.. humiliating.
She really really loves hugs but is too nervous to initiate one with you however, if you make the approach then she won't hesitate to hug you back!
Yoisaki Kanade
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"Did you have a good day at school, (Name)?" Kanade gently smiled at you. Recently, Kanade and you have been going on quick walks after school. Not only does it benefit her health but she also enjoys the time with you.
"Oh yeah-! That reminds me.." you murmured, pulling an orchid from your bag.
"We grew them in gardening club today! I thought I should give you one," you grinned, handing it to her. "It did get a bit crumpled in my bag... but it's the thought that counts, right?"
Kanade admired the blossom for a few seconds, a soft smile appearing on her face. It's little things like this that really make her day, little things like this that make her appreciate you even more.
"Thank you," she mumbled with a pink blush dusted across her face.
"Did you two forget I'm here?" a monotone voice spoke, causing the two of you to jump.
Oh. Of course. Mafuyu was with you.
Kanade loves doing Just Dance with you. You can't expect her to dance for too long without getting tired but it's a fun experience regardless, especially since it knows it's benefitting her health little by little.
She often comes to you asking for your opinion on her song demos. She values your advice a lot!!
On days where she doubts herself, you give her lots of hugs and words of assurance!
Whenever you're concerned about how much time Kanade spends on her work, you invite her to play board games with you <3
Whenever Kanade goes out, she makes sure she finds the time to buy something for you as an expression of her gratitude to you.
Shinonome Ena
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"Ow!"
Ena looked at her finger to find the source of the slight stinging pain.
A paper cut. Whatever.
"Ena? Are you okay? I heard you in pain," you said, looking over to her desk.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Just a paper cut," she smiled apologetically, "sorry to make you worry."
"Want a bandaid? I have a few in my bag."
She nodded with a grateful smile. "Thanks."
How convenient.
Ena values your opinion. Whenever she needs a second-opinion, whether it be her art or her selfies, she always goes to you before anyone else.
Whenever you go on dates, she always pays. She isn't taking any buts. She is paying and that is final. But only you get that treatment- if it were a hangout with Mizuki, she wouldn't be so eager 😭
Ena's super protective of you (not to the point where it becomes toxic though). If someone dares insult you she'll be up in their face within seconds and cursing their entire bloodline 🔥
She LOVES karaoke. If she's in a bad mood, all you have to do to cheer her up is sing with her.
You're her favourite person, she finds it so hard to be mad at you <3
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teatimeweirdo · 1 year
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30 Day of Writing - 08.01.2023 Ja'far
note: finally this guy again :) i haven't written for him in a whilei also haven't watched magi in a while :/ let's see if i can some up with something creative
gender neutral reader, no warnings, well a little warning for me venting in this one
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It wasn't often, that you could spend time with his and even then he always was wrapped up with work. As Royality of a distant Kingdom it was quite scandalous for you to see him, after all he was just the right-hand man of a King. Your parents' dissaproved of your relationship, making visits to Sindria rare.
You'd often sneak onto ships to Sindria, knowing,that even if found turning back wouldn't be an option and once at the ports it would take at least a few days until the ship could sail back home again and during that time you servants would cover for you.
Security was tight this time around, after your last few trips your parents got suspicious of your behavior. While they dissaproved at first, the sailors on the ship often helped you stay hidden. You've gotten quite close to them after being discovered by them a few times and honestly they secretly were cheering you on and hoped you would get your happy ending.
Once your ship finally arrived in Sindria some of the sailors helped you off the ship and said their goodbyes, before you ran off into the direction of the palace. On your way there you met Pisti and Yamraiha, who were quite excited to see you again. They personally brought you to the palace. You spent a few minutes chatting about who knows.
"How long will you be staying?"
Pisti asked. You knew she wanted to show you the entirety of Sindria, your boyfriend already showed you but you didn't have the heart to tell her that.
"Probably not for too long, my parents are getting suspicious. I'm scared they might lock me up inside a tower to prevent me from leaving again."
You said half-jokingly, truth is your parents probably would lock you up and then marry you off to some guy they approved off.
"Well we can't have that, Ja'far would be devestated"
"I'm aware, I don't think I could marry anyone who isn't Ja'far though. Speaking of I might wanna go see him now. Have a good day"
And off you were, on your way to Ja'far's office/room. You knew he prefered knocking, but you also knew you wanted to annoy grace him with your presence.
"Knock Knock"
You said as you silently opened the door, he greeted you with a tired smile before returning to his paper work. He looked tired, well he always looked tired but he looked especially tried today. You could only imagine how much work king Sinbad pinned onto him. You walked over to his side and have him a light kiss on the cheek.
"I missed you"
you whispered as you brushed a bit of his hair to the side.
"I missed you too. How long are you staying this time?"
"Not long my parents are getting suspicious and I don't wanna lose what we have here. You know they would lock me up if they find out I'm still seeing you" you paused, not wanting to continue the subject at hand. "Have you been sleeping well? you don't look so good."
"Rude." he smiled, even he could make jokes sometimes. you laughed in response. Ja'far comtinued. "No I haven't.....nightmares."
"Then let's take a nap together. I know you wanna continue working but I'm worried about your health....and i heard sleeping next to the person you love might help you with your nightmares."
He knew he couldn't argue with your logic. Ja'far got up from his desk and moved to his bed. He took off his head wear to get a little more comfortable, while you kicked off your shoes and sat on the bed. Your lover laid down and you laid into his arms.
"I love you. Thank you for caring about me."
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mylovescara · 1 year
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I'm already in love with ur writing<3 if you don't mind could you write a make up sex with lucifer?? Like mc and lucifer had a huge fight and when mc was about to leave lucifer drag them to his room?
Hii ofc I can do that<33 and thank you for the compliment I try my best😭😭
Also sorry this took a long time to be publish the weekend has just ended so I’m super busy 🥲
I wasn’t sure what gender reader u wanted so I made mc gn🫶🏽🫶🏽
Lucifer x gn!reader
Nsfw!
Mdni!!!!
Cw: slight angst,praise kink,edging,overstimulation and also included lotssss of after care <33
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It’s 3:08am you can’t sleep normally when this happens you decide to sneak into lucifers room and sleep with him which usually helps you but instead of seeing an asleep lucifer you see lucifer awake looming over piles of paper work with dark circles around his eyes
“Lucifer why aren’t you asleep it’s late” he barely  Spares you a glance before going back to his paper work. You walk over to him and stand next to him rubbing his back
“My love it’s late you should go to bed and finish this work later” lucifer shrugs ur hand off him and shakes his head “Im afraid I can’t this paper work needs to be done for diavolo in the next 2 days knowing my brothers and the shenanigans they get up to it would be impossible to finish it” he sighs and goes back to writing on one of the many forms to fill out
“If it diavolo I’m sure he’ll understand come to bed with me and I’ll help you with them in the morning” you start patting his head in hopes of tempting him to come to bed “I’m sorry my love but I simply can’t leave this till tomorrow you go to bed it’s late I’ll join you later ok?”
“Lucifer you have dark eye patches on ur face and your writing so much your hand is shaking, please come to bed this isn’t good for you” “mc I understand your concern but I simply cannot leave this now pls stop pestering me and go sleep being up this late isn’t good for you” this time he doesn’t even look at you when he talks
“Lucifer I’m not telling you I’m asking u this isn’t good for your health pls go to bed” he glared back at you sighing “mc it is simply to late for me to be getting frustrated if you would let me be I’m sure half of this work would of been done by now” that was the last straw
How is this man getting pissed at you for being concerned for his health?!? “Lucifer why are getting moody now I’m simply concerned for your health I care about you and this is not good for you”
“Mc I have had enough pls leave my room this once as u can see I need to concentrate and I can’t do that with you bothering me” he stood up his he hit his hands on the table glaring over at you
“Lucifer how exactly am I bothering you I have done nothing but care about you!?” You said it back to him in a stern voice to try cover up they way your voice was trembling “this really isn’t good and all I’m doing is caring for you and you have the audacity to shout at me?!” You bow your head to hide the growing tears in your eyes you hated being shouted at and he knew that
“I understand what your trying to do but mc what do you not understand about how busy I am in this moment?!? Can’t you see you are clearly irritating me?!?”You flinched back when you heard that word
You were trying so hard to not let the tears spill but the hatred he had for you in this moment made it so hard “well lucifer I’m sorry” you say in stern voice finally letting ur tears fall “if I’m really annoying you that much I guess I should just let you be you clearly need time to realise that your the one in the wrong”
You wipe your eyes and turn around missing the apologetic look on lucifers face you go to walk out of lucifers room but just before you could walk past his door frame a hand grips you
“My love I’m sorry..”
You turn around tears still pouring out “I didn’t mean to shout at you I was just tired and stressed out I didn’t mean to take it out on you” to busy sniffling to respond lucifers leans in and kisses you, you can feel the love inside of the kiss and decide to kiss him back
“Why don’t I show you how sorry I am darling”
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That how you ended up here on top of him riding his cock with him praising you
“Yes, just like that fuck your so good for me”you clench around his shaft his praise going straight to your hole “you like that? You like when I praise you”to fucked out to respond your moan is more then enough to confirm this
“You feel so tight so warm for me” his praise encourages you to move your hips faster “a-ah ffuck lucifer~” lucifer gets the message and thrust his hips up to meet with yours “f-fuck darling you feel so good”
“f-faster please” you can barely got the words out having your mind gone to mush and the memory of your argument with lucifer having left your mind
“You want faster?” He pushing you down on his mattress legs around his shoulders thrusting inside you at an insane pace shoving lustful and romantic kisses all you face marking up ur neck
“look at you so pretty under me moaning on my cock” his praises are never ending while he’s thrusting inside you causing the knot in ur stomach to tighten
“L-Lucifer c-close” “you can hold it for me right? Be good for me and hold it until I say u can cum ok?” Your mind being to hazy to register what he’s saying properly your lazily nod your head
“I-I cant ugh h-hold it pleasepleaseplease” “just a little longer your being so good for me don’t ruin it”
He thrust in faster then he already was and starts to let out some of his own breathy moans
“a-ah fuck hold it a little longer for me baby I’m almost there” “I-I can’t” your try your best to hold it but the way lucifer keeps thrusting and thrusting inside your swollen hole makes it to difficult
“f-fuck lucifer I’m c-cumming ffuck aH” “o-oh fuck yea just like that keep clenching on me baby” lucifer speeds up his thrust not even caring that you came when he said not to “s’to much! I-I’m to s-sensitive!!”
“b-baby I’m c-close where do you want it?” “Inside!!Inside!! please fill me up luci!!”
“Agh ffuck your always so good for me mc letting me cum inside you like this” he slows down his thrust and bends down to kiss you
“I’m sorry my dear mc I love you so much and I’m lucky to have you caring for me” you smile at him and lean in to give him one last peck on his lips
“It’s ok lucifer I understand why you got stressed out” he smiles back at you a slight flush on his face
“Stay here mc let me run us a warm baths to clean you up I’ll speak to diavolo about the paper work tomorrow”
“After can we cuddle?”
“Always”
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I have re-read it but I am very dyslexic so pls tell me if I have spelled anything incorrectly 😭😭
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alexx013 · 11 months
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Platonic (could be interpreted as romantic) Mammon X Reader
Also a bit of platonic Luke X Reader
Angst🌧️ -> Comfort⛅ (-> Chaos🌪️)
TW: academic validation, school sucks, MC has daddy issues
Word count: 823
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A/N: Hii, it's my first post here. Hope you like it
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When life on Earth was a hard task, the one with the seven Princes of Hell in Devildom isn't much easier. Not only does the RAD have very high expectations for its students, so you often found yourself barely getting any sleep just to finish some tasks and study, but the brothers are a pain.
Their constant bickering, calling each other names and then coming to you for reassurance or to get things of their shoulders was tiring. Between Lucifer complaining about the others driving him crazy, Asmodeus being insecure about his looks, and Mammon just wanting comfort and few nice words coming from you, you barely found time for bettering your own mental health. You loved them dearly, but being the therapist friend and feeling good about yourself almost never worked together.
One day the teacher gave back the tests you spent ages studying for. You felt pretty confident about getting an okay-ish grade, but when the teacher put the white as snow paper with the red like blood marks you felt as if a knot was tightening in your stomach. Even after studying so much you.. didn't pass. You quickly pinched the bridge of your nose to avoid any tears forming in your eyes and started counting the points, maybe the teacher made a mistake? They didn't, you really didn't pass.
Before you could get of out the class and go home, since it was your last the teacher told you to stay in class for a bit longer. Once everyone left they sat at their desk and with a disappointed look said:
"You didn't pass, I'm very disappointed. You should have studied more".
You quickly left the building and made your way towards HoL, wanting to barricade yourself in your room as quickly as possible.
You locked the door and jumped on the wooden bed with grey duvets, finally feeling safe in the closed space of your room. You left a few sniffles, as the words said by your teacher lingered in your memories. They reminded you of your dad, never showing any signs of being proud, yet always nitpicking every mistake you made.
Tears started forming in your eyes as you tried to muffle your voice by covering your mouth with a hand. You whispered:
"Haven't I given enough?"
to yourself as tears started streaming down your cheeks and started gathering on the pillow. You held your duvet tighter, as if was the only form of comfort you believed you deserved. You heard voices in your head and they were laughing at you:
"You're such a failure. You never can do anything right. You don't deserve anyone"
But before you could do anything about them you heard a song coming from your phone. It seems that someone was calling you. You quickly wiped away your tears, not wanting to ruin the facade of feeling fine even for yourself and looked at the screen. It was Luke. You answered and with your hoarse voice said:
- Yes Luke?
- MC, are you sick? You don't sound the best. Hold on for a while - the angel anwsered as he ended the call
Not so long after that, you heard a knock on your door. You staggered towards it thinking if you should open it, when you heard Mams voice:
- MC, Luke told me ya are sick. Why didn't ya tell me. I've got some tea and meds.
You unlocked the doors and opened them, so that the white haired demon could walk in. He set the things he was holding on your night table, then walking over to you. He gently patted your head saying: "You gotta take better care of yourself. Are you okay?"
That last sentence was too much for you. Tears started pouring out of your eyes as you hugged the demon tightly, to hide them. He was surprised at first from the sudden action, but then started softly stroking your back. He whispered: "Do ya wanna talk about it?", not wanting to startle you. When you shook your head, he asked again "How 'bout cuddles, and a little nap?", which to you agreed.
He laid on your bed, opening his arms so that he could embrace you later on. You joined him, nuzzling your face in the crook of his neck as his arms wrapped around you. Your eyes started getting heavy and both of you started falling asleep accompanied by the sound of each other's heartbeat.
Extra ending:
You heard a loud knock on your door, stirring you awake. But before you could get up and do anything the door was kicked down. A certain demon with orange hair appeared in your room and asked:
- Do you have any snacks in your room? I'm hungry.
You laid there dumbfounded. Beel decided to leave the room but then a small blonde hair angel barged in yelling:
- I CAME HERE TO THE RESCUE... oh.. um, is it a bad time?
Luke ran out of your room as quickly as he could. You looked at Avatar of Greed peacefully sleeping beside you. In pure disbelief you said:
- How tf aren't you awake by now?
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leggerefiore · 2 years
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cw: slight sexual implications
Pairing: Ingo/Reader
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He had been awake for much too long. Ingo tirelessly rubbed the sleep from his eyes as he continued working on the paperwork. Coming home from work did not always mean relaxation, he knew. Something happened at work, causing an injury which had left him drowning in forms and documents. Emmet had tried to help, but it just was simply impossible to get it all done with how late in the day it had happened. Staying after hours felt cruel as he had been busy all week and missed time with you from it all, so he came home.
Dinner was a quiet affair, where you could clearly see his bag ready to be opened and him to disappear into his office. Ingo's eyes could not leave his food in the deep shame he felt. You casually spoke with him about random happenings, but the sadness was hidden in your voice. He moved into his office to begin the repetitive action. His love for his job was always in a strange competition with his own for you in the beginning days of your relationship, but at this point, it seemed long since passed. However, times like this still arose. The scratching of pen against paper was proving a weak distraction from his thoughts. He was exhausted, craving love, and morally wounded.
“… Ingo,” you whispered, seeing the sleeping man at his desk. His hair clung to his face, his hand still held the pen in his grip. You softly shook him. He jumped up, looking around the room. His eyes landed on you, and he instantly relaxed. “Dearest, you frightened me,” Ingo sat up and rubbed at his eyes, “Did I fall asleep?” You pouted. His lack of attention to his health was bothering you. “Come to bed,” you grabbed his hand, “I want my husband comfortable and well-rested. I don't ask for much.” His cheeks bloomed pink at your words. Husband… That's right… His brain wouldn't allow him to argue. “Alright, my love,” he allowed you to pull him along to your shared bedroom.
Ingo flinched after you locked around your arms around him, carefully pressing his hand against your chest. The blankets were warm around you both. The gentle beating of your heart calmed his already tired mind. It was not long until he drifted off again from the waking world in your embrace. You stroked his hair for a moment with a sigh. He was too dedicated, you worried. It was both good thing and bad thing with him. With a soft kiss to his head, you felt yourself joining him in sleep.
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Ingo felt embarrassed. Emmet cocked a curious brow at him. This was his twin brother; he could come to him with anything. The younger twin tilted his head. Ingo was staring at him intently, and he knew that either meant he upset with him or had something on his mind. Emmet hummed as his brother continued in silence. “Ingo, you're scaring me,” he finally broke the silence. Ingo grabbed the brim of his hat to hide his eyes.
“Can… Do you mind if I leave a bit early today?” he asked. Emmet hummed and rested his chin in his hand. “Nope! Go home,” the younger twin shook his head, “You look verrry bad, brother.” Ingo head shot up to blankly stare at Emmet. Did he seriously say that? There was a small offence taken. He couldn't have looked that bad! “… Manners, Emmet,” he chided his younger brother, “Thank you.” Emmet shook his head vigorously.
“No need,” he grinned brightly, “You'd do the same for me.”
He would.
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You were stunned when the apartment door opened earlier than expected. Ingo's voice greeted you, so you calmed down from it being a possible intruder. You had barely started dinner. Did Emmet send him home? Hopefully, he hadn't pushed him out of the office while he sat in his chair again. Putting the knife down, you went to see him.
“You're home early,” you noted, taking his coat from him. He nodded and stepped in properly. His hands loosened his tie as he moved close to you. Arms unexpectedly pulled you into a hug while kisses were peppered to your temple. “I left early,” Ingo spoke with a breathy voice, “I'm sorry that I've been so busy…” You shook your head and stared into his eyes. Dark circles were apparent under them. Leaning forward, you pressed a kiss to his lips. You squeezed him to you. The kiss slowly became more as you sucked his tongue into your mouth. Your hands buried themselves into his silver locks, while his own groped your sides.
Pulling away, heavy breaths were shared. His thigh pressed between your legs.
“Want to make it up to me?” you asked. Ingo grinned sheepishly.
“Of course, my love,” he replied.
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