#my panda prince tag

[thatgirlonstage]

no okay the selections on that Dreamworks movie poll have in fact annoyed me so much that I am making my own post about it

(made with apologies to my childhood crush on all of the Sinbad characters. Watch Sinbad Eris is hot as fuck and there's an OT3)

#dreamworks

[sweetcarrotsandroses97]

Spring | JJK

Hello darlings!!!

Pairing: royal guard!Jungkook x princess!Reader, prince!Jimin x princess!Reader (ft. Yoongi & Hoseok)

Summary: In which you, princess of the Gyeongdong Dynasty, were in the middle of wedding plans. An arranged marriage that would guarantee your father's bloodline to stay on the throne.

Or in which you are assigned a new royal guard that swore to protect you with his life. Jeon Jungkook. That's his name. A name you could never forget. A name that, slowly but surely got engraved not only in your memories but also in your heart.

Love, politics, betrayal and desire. All in ancient history. A love that never should have happened, two souls that wouldn't be allowed to be together.

Warnings: fluff, angst, mentions of past life, reincarnation! AU, implied soulmate! AU, flashbacks, ft. Yoongi and Hoseok, modern! AU, lost love, yearning, strangers to lovers???, all the feels, crying, there's a kiss, sweet and soft koo, hurt/comfort, (let me know if I missed anything!)

Word Count: 10.4 k

A/N: Hello, darlings! Welcome the the finale of "Four Seasons"! I know you guys have waited a looong time for this part to come out but it is finally here so let's see how Jungkook and our Princess will end their love story!

This whole story was highly inspired by "Moon Lovers" and the ending it should have had, (in my humble opinion). I included different scenes of other movies/shows/dramas that I liked with the hope you will like it as well.

Also thank you guys so much for 200 followers! Take this as my thank you gift, darlings!

Thank you so much for all the love this series got and thank you for sticking up with me to see the end of this journey and hopefully the beginning of many more! Please let me know your thoughts in the comments, darlings! Happy reading, everyone!

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~Taglist for Four Season: @valhallawhispers @lovingkoalaface @seokout @ackercute @jksusawife

~Tagging people who were waiting for the finale (I apologise if you didn't want to be tagged) @jjanjankook @junghoseok07 @vminkookgf @allie-is-a-panda

We have lived through centuries, carrying many lives, carrying many deaths. Carrying a world only remembered by our pure soul.

Jungkook opened his eyes, it was still dark outside. He sighed, reaching over his nightstand and picking up his phone. His eyes burned with the sudden light coming from the small device as he turned off his morning alarm.

The phone rested on his chest as he hesitated whether to get up and go to work or probably call sick today once more. Yet a sudden weight getting on the bed made him sigh once more. His other hand blindly searched for his large and sweet dog to pet him lazily while remembering Bam was running out of food and he needed to buy another bag, that meant he had to go to work once more.

With a soft groan, he sat on the bed, searching for his slippers before he stood up and walked out of the bedroom with Bam hot on his heels.

The sun was barely out yet the sky was already painted in beautiful hues of blue and orange. Decorated with the soft looking clouds that seemed to have been delicate brushes over a painting in the museum Jungkook worked at.

Loneliness encapsulated Jungkook's heart as he gazed at the beautiful sky, he almost felt as if there was something missing in his life or rather, someone. He felt empty, divided and there was nothing that could fill that void in his soul.

He tried getting into cooking, but the soft ache was always there. Working out was the solution for some time but as soon as he was back home, that melancholy drowned his soul once more. It made him ache, dream and yearn for something he didn't even know what it was but he felt like he needed it to survive.

Spring had arrived a couple of weeks ago, the trees were blooming with beautiful pink flowers and the petals fell on the ground softly, creating an enchanting path to walk by. The parks were full of greenery and the birds began to sing after the crude winter. Warmer days were to come.

Jungkook found himself walking through the same streets like every morning to get to his full-time job. He walked monotonously, his earpods on only to stop people from talking to him, not that it had happened many times but there was something about today that he didn't wish to interact with people. The least he did it, the better.

No music filled his ears, the walk was monotonous; monochrome even. Without an ounce of colour in his life even when spring was flourishing around him.

However, the sudden smell of fresh roses invaded his senses and he was pulled back from his mind and looked around the crowd that walked alongside him but were unaware of his mundane existence.

Many people surrounded him. Many people continued their paths while he stood rooted to the ground. The scent so soft and calming it made his heart skip a beat without thinking about it. But the feeling was lost before he could fully grasp it. Something clawed at his heart to search for such a unique scent, to go after the person who owned it but the idea dissipated from his mind like fog in a spring morning as someone bumped his shoulder softly and Jungkook was forced to continue moving with the crowd who carried him away of his very first taste of spring.

You stared out of the window of your car, your chin rested over your knuckles as you lost yourself in your thoughts. You noticed the beautiful cherry blossoms have already bloomed, spring has arrived sooner than you thought. But despite the mesmerising view outside of your car, you felt nothing about the pink petals that signalled a new season has started.

Almost as if your heart was frozen. Many called you that. Ice Queen. For people have rarely ever seen you smile. As if it was physically harmful for you to do so. The public always had its eye on you given that you were the only and beautiful daughter of a very important politician, your life was surely of entertainment to the media.

"Did you check the files I sent you yesterday?"

Hoseok, your best friend and personal assistant, spoke next to you. His voice brought you back from your thoughts. You turned to look at him with that emotionless expression he had already gotten used to as you spoke with a dry voice.

"Of course. If I'm going to buy something, I inform myself well, Hoseok. You already know the drill."

He sighed, opening his phone as he checked a new message from your father.

"Is there anything that caught your eye?"

You took a deep breath, your fingers playing with the bracelet you never took off as you spoke with that same bored tone he honestly hated in you. Not because Hoseok had come to terms with it meant he liked it. He had once heard your beautiful laughter. Your precious smile was enough to illuminate a whole room. But that had been long ago. Many years had passed since those golden days. Days when you didn't have responsibilities, when there were no explicit expectations. Days when you both were only children.

"I want to see the paintings. The Gyeongdong Dynasty is known for their magnificent art but I won't be convinced until I see such art pieces with my own eyes."

Hoseok sighed yet again. If he got a dollar for every time he sighed these days he'd already be rich.

"Stubborn as ever."

He muttered under his breath and you turned around to look out of the window, hiding the minuscule smirk that threatened to break over your cherry red lips.

The car stopped in front of the Leeum Museum. You looked at the building, hearing how Hoseok stepped out of the car, just as your driver. Your best friend walked around the car and opened the door for you. With graceful movements you stepped out as well and stood tall on your ground as Hoseok closed the door behind you.

"I'll call you when we’ll be getting back."

Hoseok spoke to the driver, the older man bowed down at you both before he got in the car again and drove off. You stood in front of the museum, admiring the beautiful architecture. Soft wind made your hair fly slightly as you began walking to the castle of arts with Hoseok trailing behind you.

A sudden melancholy filled your heart with each step you took towards the building. As if you had been missing something and were only about to find it. It clawed at your heart and you shuddered at the feeling. Suppressing it as the double doors opened for you and you entered the elegant and modern museum, wanting to stay and leave at the same time.

"Today Miss Lee will be visiting us for her purchase, Jungkook."

Yoongi spoke as he leaned back on his office chair while twirling a pen between his fingers. Jungkook nodded, hands clasped in front of him as he listened attentively.

"She is an extremely special client, one of our main buyers. I am trusting you to tend to her every need. Don't mess with her. Let her roam around and when she decides what artefact she'd want to buy, bring her here. I'll sign the paperwork."

Jungkook looked at his boss and friend with curiosity in his big doe eyes.

"Is there anything specific I should know about her?"

Yoongi sighed deeply, twirling his chair a bit to the right as he looked outside the beautiful gardens of the elegant museum.

"You really don't follow the media, do you? Miss Lee (y/n) is known to have a very difficult temper. She has never been seen smiling and her attitude is as cold as ice, according to netizens. Don't follow her too closely, don't even look her in the eyes. We can't lose such an important purchaser as her."

"I understand."

Jungkook reassured with firmness in his voice, feeling something oddly familiar at the mention of the stoic woman's name. Something within himself he wasn't quick enough to grasp.

"You may go, she is expected to arrive any minute now."

The younger man nodded, bowing softly before he left the classy and minimalist office. Jungkook descended the marble staircase that led to the offices above only to come face to face with Jung Hoseok himself.

"Mr. Jung."

He acknowledged. Hoseok turned to look at Jungkook before a warm smile appeared on his delicate and beautiful features.

"Ah, you must be Jeon Jungkook, right?"

The latter nodded, extending his right hand forward. Hoseok shook his hand firmly before the both men began walking back to the gallery.

"I apologise. I wasn't notified when Miss Lee arrived. I'd like to introduce myself to her."

Jungkook spoke with professionalism in his deep voice. Silently earning Hoseok's silent approval about the younger man.

"Of course. I left her in the ancient relics hall. Let's go there, shall we?"

You had ventured on your own when Hoseok left you to search for the man who was going to accompany you and assess you in your purchase. You didn't pay him much thought as he disappeared around the corner, leaving you alone in the large and beautiful house of arts.

Your feet carried you through the halls, your heels clicking in the marble floors and echoing among the walls that told centuries of history.

The exhibition of the Gyeongdong Dynasty was one the public have been waiting for a long time now. Curious as ever as to what item were you to purchase as preservation of cultural treasure as per your father's own political project.

There was something terribly familiar about the artefacts you saw kept in glass boxes. Historical treasures were kept intact, there was jewellery from noble families and even the royal families of the dynasty that were managed to be restored.

Paintings, clothes, old parchments, vases and even toys were all around the place. You walked over to the hallway where the artefacts of the royal families were kept. Ignoring the heaviness in your steps, the sourness in your heart, the odd feelings that clawed at your heart.

A big glass wall allowed you to witness the mesmerising view of the gardens, cherry blossoms in all their resplandor bloomed at the very background, pink petals decorated the outer grounds and a small fountain was at the centre of the small yet lovely garden that you felt a sudden urge to go to.

You watched it in silence. The soft and pink petals falling behind you with delicate motions. Spring had arrived. But your heart was frozen. Cold as it missed something you yearned for yet didn't know what it was or how to find it. An empty feeling that had lived within you for as long as you can remember.

With a sigh, you forced yourself to avert your eyes from the garden and focus back on the artefacts around the big room. You watched replicas of the dynasty's royal robes. A dress colour orange picked your attention the most, perhaps for its intriguing details or beautiful tailoring. Maybe because of the extravagant colour but you found yourself staring at it for quite some time. A heaviness weighing your heart down as you forced yourself to move forward from the dress you knew once belonged to a princess.

You passed the row of robes and dresses in glass cages, focusing on the paintings hanging on the walls with their respective description below.

First family of the Gyeongdong Dynasty.

Second family of the Gyeongdong Dynasty.

Third family of the Gyeongdong Dynasty.

And so on. It was mostly a man and a woman in the painting, some had children others did not. And you guessed they were the kings and queens of the long lost dynasty that brought the land to prosperity before the Goryeo dynasty started.

You stopped in front of a painting of a man and a woman, both quite beautiful in the art piece. The woman in the painting was holding a baby in her arms and you couldn't help but tilt your head slightly at the strange familiarity you felt towards the beautiful portrait.

There were no names of the people in the painting, the Gyeongdong Dynasty had suffered quite the loss of information when the palace caught fire during the last family of the bloodline. However, you couldn't stop staring at the woman in the portrait. You didn't know why, but it almost felt as if you were watching yourself in a mirror.

You felt as if you resembled her, as if your soul recognised her even when you hadn't seen such a portrait before. The man however made you nostalgic over their sad story.

According to the description of the painting, the man and the woman were married and had a son but she had died of a heart disease. He never remarried and historians said the queen was deeply loved by her husband.

The more you looked at the painting, the heavier your heart felt. It was a family portrait. A family portrait that told a sad story. It made your heart clench in your chest and you took a step back, as if the painting was cursed by the heavens and you had to walk away from it.

Perhaps you needed to stop taking that herbal tea Hoseok always pestered you to drink on an empty stomach.

You felt your stomach sink when you saw the next painting. You recognised the man from the last portrait. The young king. His queen was by his side in the large throne hall and all the officers stood in front of the throne in line. You saw a man, standing next to the queen that wore dark robes and had rough and large hands clasped in front of him.

It felt as if you were dreaming. Watching a movie or remembering something you had forgotten as images flooded in your mind and you found yourself drowning in the violent waters that was the mind.

---

A soft smile was plastered over your features while still facing him. However, he ignored what you said and commented, his voice a bit more distant than before.

"You will trip if you walk like that."

It was a statement rather than a possibility and that had you frowning up at him. If he was going to be like this then your little trips to the city and nearby villages were going to be a bit dull, at least until you got to your desired destination.

"I won't! I don't lik-"

But your sentence got cut off when, just as he predicted, you tripped with a small rock. You gasped when you felt your body being pulled down to the ground by gravity, the heavy skirts of your dress not allowing you to gain back your footing.

It was only when you felt a firm hand grasping yours and a pull over your body when you were back on your feet.

"I told you you would trip over."

Officer Jeon said, his voice cold and distant but you were able to catch a tinge of humour behind his words. A soft blush painted your cheeks when you realised he was still holding your hand in his surprisingly warm one.

Out of a sudden you felt shy, retrieving your hand from his grasp and taking a couple of steps away from him as you hadn't noticed just how close the two of you were a mere second ago.

"That... that was- it wouldn't... aish. I don't like for people to walk behind me, I feel like I'm being followed. Just... just do me the favour, could you? Just walk next to me, I promise you won't get in trouble."

He sighed, looking around before agreeing with a silent nod.

"And, thanks by the way. For not letting me fall down."

He bowed slightly, the both of you continuing your path down to the city.

"I was just doing my work, Princess."

You had to bite down on your lip to keep the smile from shining all over your face. He indeed took that vow to heart. You thought. Looking up at him, you noticed just how handsome your personal guard was and a warm sensation spread all over your body.

"So... tell me. What's your name? How would you like me to call you?"

Your question made him look down at you for a split second but you continued to watch him with curiosity. If he was going to always be with you, at least you could be friends?

"I am the First Officer of the Royal Guards, Jeon Jungkook. You can call me as you please, My Lady."

Jeon Jungkook.

---

"Thank you for coming with me to the city."

He bowed down at you, not saying a word. When he straightened back up he was met with the sight of you holding a small bag towards him.

"You can have them, you looked like you wanted some of them. I won't be able to finish them all anyway."

Jungkook took the bag from your hand hesitantly, his fingers brushing yours for a split second before the contact was broken.

"I appreciate your generosity, Princess. Rest well."

You smiled a little wider at him, your hands clasping in front of you.

"You rest as well, Jungkook."

With that being said you entered your room, sliding the door shut. Only when Jungkook saw that you had closed the door did he begin walking back to his own room.

---

"You have good skills but your posture can be improved."

At Jungkook's words you lifted your gaze, meeting his dark brown eyes with your own once more. He gestured towards your bow with his chin and asked, his voice gentle like a summer breeze.

"May I?"

You nodded, handing him your bow. The warmth of his fingers brushed yours and you had to bite back a smile. He crouched down and picked up the arrow that had fallen from your grasp a moment ago.

Jungkook positioned himself and you watched his every move.

"You are too tense while holding the bow, if your hold is firm but at the same time gentle it will give you stability."

You listened carefully to his explanations as your eyes were glued to him and for the first time since he became your personal guard were you able to admire him. Properly admire him.

Your gaze landed on his focused face, on how his eyes were put on the target mark and nothing else. Then, you travelled to his lips and marvelled on the way he was pulling back the arrow until it touched the corner of his lips softly. His jawline was defined as if it had been sculpted by the gods.

His broad shoulders carried years of training and you could see how his muscles could be traced even with more than one layer of clothing. His veiny hands held the bow and the arrow with expertise and you found yourself trapped in a trance in which only Jungkook existed.

He fired the arrow, hitting the target in its centre. You looked amazed at the clean shot he did and he commented, giving you back your bow.

"Would you like to try again, Princess?"

You nodded and took the bow. Jungkook walked where the rest of the arrows were and picked one up. He handed it to you and you took it softly from his grasp. You positioned the arrow and prepared yourself to shoot.

You silently gasped when you felt a large hand over your left one, the one holding the bow and it took you less than a second to realise it was Jungkook who was guiding you. You smelled his scent from behind you and felt the light pressure of his body at your back but it wasn't uncomfortable, on the contrary, you felt safe being this close to him. It was... Soothing, to say the least.

"You need to relax your hand a bit more."

Following his instructions, he smiled.

"Good, now take a deep breath. Straighten up a bit more and concentrate."

You did as you were told, closing your eyes and relishing in the comfort Jungkook provided. The warm feeling of his hand over yours was nearly overwhelming. The moment you opened your eyes again, the only thing you could focus on was the target. Letting go of the arrow, it travelled through the air with a mute noise and landed directly on the mark.

A gasp left your lips and Jungkook let go of your hand just as you turned around and looked up at him. Your smile showed pure happiness, a happiness he was responsible for and for some reason, that settled a spark of proudness in his chest.

---

"I care for you, Princess."

You closed your eyes, letting the tears fall freely down your cheeks.

"You can't."

Whispered words reached his ears. Making his heart shake with the need to hold you, promise you that it was going to be alright.

"But I do."

You opened your eyes, looking at Jungkook through blurry vision. His eyes were filled with tears and you felt an ache in your heart at the sight of his tears.

"You weren't supposed to. You were only meant to protect me, Jungkook. That's it, nothing else."

He sighed, his eyes lowering to your trembling hands resting on your lap. He had a sudden urge to hold them. To hold you. To comfort you.

"I know. Love is blind, Princess. No-one gets to choose."

---

Your eyes were locked with his, not daring to break the eye contact that was grounding your thoughts, in a way at least.

"I'm begging you to put yourself in my shoes, it is not correct for me to write to you in such a way. Your fiancé is in the palace and you could get in trouble if someone finds out."

The way he said "you could get in trouble" not "me", not "we". It was you who he was worried about. His heart feared for you and the fact of such care brought tears to your eyes.

"It is not appropriate, Your Highness."

He bowed slightly at you, a lump forming in your throat as realisation hit you. You were losing him. You were losing the only man who could ever own your heart. The man you cared for over everyone else. The man you loved. You were losing your Jungkook but, was he really yours to begin with?

You could never claim yourself as his so no, he wasn't yours. He wasn't yours to love and care, he wasn't yours to be with you out of what was needed to be.

You took a deep breath, holding your head high and swallowing the lump in your throat. You were never going to say you loved him, you weren't going to put yourself in such pain. You didn't want his pity. The misery it'd come afterwards.

"You are right,"

This time, Jungkook flinched at your tone. Your words were void of any emotion, a sound that he used to know was as warm like the summer days felt now cold like winter.

"it is not right for us to write to each other. It will not happen again."

Even though that was what his mind desired for you to say, his heart hurt at your words. As if someone had just stabbed him directly in the heart. Your words had such an impact on him. Not because you were the Crown Princess but because he loved you. He loved you with all his body, soul and mind. He loved you more than love itself. But he knew the cruel reality. Jungkook knew that you both could never be together.

---

"Yes. You?"

He nodded. Not hearing the commotion from before. The intruders had been defeated by the remaining palace guards. He could hear Yoongi talking to the king about investigating the bloodbath that had just occurred in the throne room.

Jungkook looked down at you. The hand that once rested on your shoulder travelled down your arm until his fingers locked with yours, holding your hand and giving it a firm squeeze in reassurance.

But the moment was short-lived. The moment in which you lost yourself in his dark orbs and relished in the feeling of his touch as innocent and reassuring as was to hold your hand.

You saw, in a matter of milliseconds how his eyes shifted from you to something standing behind you. His sword clanked to the floor and his hand left yours, leaving it cold once more. You suddenly found yourself in his arms as he twisted you both. Being him who's back faced the entrance way.

You gasped at the motion. But nothing could have been worse than the pained groan he let out a mere second after he spun you around.

Tears gathered in your eyes when you saw one of the remaining intruders holding a bow, pointing it at you. Your eyes widened when you saw an arrow had pierced him on the back.

"Jungkook!"

He began to slump forward and you did your best to ease his fall. The hand that held the bow you had used to defend yourself clattered to the floor as you knelt on the ground, while Jungkook nuzzled his head in the crook of your neck.

Jimin, who stood next to the entrance way, had seen everything unfold before his eyes. He was quick to run towards the last intruder and kill him with his own sword before he turned back to you and watched how you held Jungkook in your embrace.

"Jungkook! Stay awake, you have to stay awake! Do you hear me? Jungkook!"

---

“I just remembered,”

He stood up, his hands leaving your grasp and you felt them cool down without the warmth of Jungkook’s large hands over your own. Your gaze followed him while he searched in one of his drawers until he pulled something out and walked back to you. 

“I made you something for your birthday but with everything that happened, I never got the chance to give it to you.”

You were glad you were sitting, if not, you would have probably fainted with the amount of love you had for this man. Had he really made you something despite the terms you were in before the engagement ceremony? Did he really love you that much?

Of course he did. 

When Jungkook loved, he loved with all his heart. And right now, you were the owner of that heart of his. He gave it to you without a second thought and his little actions kept proving it to you over and over again. He grabbed your left wrist and you looked down, watching as he tied a red braided bracelet around your skin. He tightened it with the perfect amount of force, tight enough for it to not fall but not that strong that it would hurt your precious skin. 

“Do you like it?”

You couldn’t take your eyes off his gift. It was a beautifully braided bracelet with small pearls in it. 

“It’s perfect.”

You whispered. Afraid that if you spoke any louder the moment would be ruined. His heart skipped a beat with your words.

“No-one has ever given me such a beautiful gift. Thank you, Jungkook.”

He scratched the back of his neck, clearing his throat and looking away. But you were having none of that so you, once more, grabbed his hand and made him look at you. Your (e/c) eyes met his big doe ones and you said, with tears prickling at the corner of your eyes.

“Thank you, Jungkook. For everything.”

He smiled, a warm smile that made butterflies go wild in your stomach. 

“You are very welcome, my princess.”

---

"Aren't you cold?"

That voice he enjoyed so much reached his ears, making him look up at you. He smiled. Shutting the book as his arm rested next to him. Your feet crunched the snow below as you made your way towards him.

"Not really, princess. I kept myself busy."

You smiled. Looking up at him as your hands clasped themselves in front of you.

"Aren't you cold, Your Highness?"

His voiced concern made your heart flutter. You feared he could hear just how fast your heart was beating inside your chest.

"No, I just came from taking a walk with the Crown Prince."

Jungkook kept his gaze on you yet you were aware how something flashed in his eyes at the mention of your future husband. It was there in those dark orbs you loved to get yourself lost into, a second in which he let his emotions take control over him. Where he was vulnerable to your watchful eyes.

But it was gone as you blinked. He gave you no time to question whatever you had seen in his gaze as he asked you next.

"Are you ready for your wedding day?"

The atmosphere turned sombre. As if clouds had hidden the sun of a summer day during tea time. Soft snowflakes began falling from the darkening skies in a soft motion. Delicately even.

"You know I'm not. How could I?"

The smile that once adorned Jungkook's handsome features was now gone. A sad look covered his eyes.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked that."

You took a deep breath. The little bubble of happiness and freedom he provided was now popped and you were brought to the harsh reality. You didn't say anything but you could feel his eyes on you as the both of you walked slowly through your private gardens.

The playful and innocent mood like a summer breeze had been clouded by the cold winds of winter. Of reality.

---

"You came."

You breathed out. Not really believing he was standing there, in front of you when you were literally getting married tomorrow.

"You called."

Jungkook answered. A fond smile was painted over his pink lips. His eyes twinkled with happiness upon seeing you. His hand reached forward in an unconscious manner. But he paused his motion before his palm graced your cheeks with his loving touch.

He lowered his arm and cleared his throat. Speaking once more to break the silence that fell between you two.

"I will not ask how you managed to send that note to me, Princess."

You let out a short laugh, blessing his ears with such a pure sound. A melody his heart cherished more than life itself.

"I have my ways, Officer Jeon."

He snorted at that, his frame relaxing in your presence as he leaned his side to the tree. His eyes never leave your own.

"Can't you call me by my name, Jungkook? Just once?"

Your plea made his eyes harden. You asked for the impossible but you desired more than oxygen to hear your name in his voice. That sweet voice that lived in your mind rent-free. That would console you in your memories when you were sad and would bring a smile upon your face in the most random times of the day.

"I cannot, Your Highness. It is against His Majesty's order to address you improperly."

You frowned.

"Even if I am asking you that?"

He sighed. A hand running though his dark hair. How you wished you could run your own hands through his locks. You could bet on your life they were as soft as cotton.

"I can't, princess. I'm sorry."

Silence stretched between you both. Somehow, the air felt colder, breathing got more challenging upon your rejected request.

"Why did you want to see me? Did you miss me that much?"

Jungkook said, trying to lighten the mood. A playful smirk over his lips. You looked up at him, your eyes as transparent as the lake's water; revealing your soul.

"I don't know if you'll want to speak to me after I say what's been on my mind for the last two days."

He lifted an eyebrow at your response. Curiosity got the best of him as he took a step away from the tree, now standing fully in front of you. The soft snow continues to dance around you.

"It can't be that bad, now can it? Just tell me, Princess."

You took a deep breath, your pulse quickening. This was it. The opportunity to speak your mind. To reveal your most intimate desire to him.

"I don't want to get married, Jungkook. I don't want to marry the Crown Prince. Jimin is worthy of the throne but... I don't love him."

He remained silent. His eyes turned from playful to serious the moment you mentioned your marriage. And he listened. He listened with all his attention to each word that left your lips.

"I can't marry a man I don't love. I want... I want to be with you. It is you who I want to marry, to spend the rest of my time with. Only you can make me happy, Jungkook and it breaks my heart every time I am reminded you won't be at the other end of the altar tomorrow."

Tears began to cloud your vision. But you tried to blink them back. This was what you had been trying to say to him. Yet your most desired thing in the word was still to get revealed.

"I want to leave, I want to leave this place, Kookie. I don't want to be a princess if it means I cannot be yours entirely. I burn for you, in every extent of the word. I cannot breathe when you are not near, I cannot think when I cannot see you close to me. You are everything to me."

A lump began forming in his throat. He felt exactly the same. Jungkook was glad you spoke of this first, you revealed your soul to him, your thoughts, your heart. You needed him. You lived with him, for him. It'd be a pointless life if you couldn't share it with him, he saw that now.

But the surprise when he heard you next couldn't be hidden even if he had wished to do so.

"I want to run away with you, Jungkook. "

---

"What are you doing outside at this hour, Jungkook?"

He untangled his hands from behind him and let them rest by his side, his eyes never leaving yours. Not knowing how his gaze alone was enough to make your heart thump wildly inside you.

"I couldn't sleep. I'll assume you are here because of the same reason."

You nodded, he took a step forward and your breath hitched in your throat. The action of inhaling was already painful as the air was cold, as cold as your neglected heart. Was he really going to take the risk of being this close to you? Another step. Perhaps he was. Then another. He certainly was.

It wasn't until he stood so close to you that you could feel his warm breath dust over your cold cheeks that you silently gasped and took a step back on instinct.

If anyone saw you both, there'd be problems. You didn't want that, not for Jungkook at least.

"And because I missed you. I had to see you. You do not only own this kingdom, you own my heart too and I couldn't live another day without seeing you, my Queen. For you are the one who rules my heart and soul."

You savoured the way his sweet words sprinkled your sour soul with sugar. It was delicious. To think that you were his, that he loved you, that he thought of you, dreamed of you. That he wanted you, perhaps even more strongly than how you wanted him.

You allowed yourself to drown in his sweet words. If only for a moment. Just a moment. A minute. A second would suffice. You didn't ask for more. You didn't want more. The only thing that you needed was his love and he gave it to you on a silver tray.

"Do you really want me that much?"

He nearly flinched at the way your voice was so soft, delicate even. Carrying emotions that were only reflected in your eyes.

"I want you with every fibre of my body and I can't stop thinking about that day. The day when you wanted to leave this place, I only want you to know that if the circumstances had been different, I would have escaped with you but taking you with me only meant death. I would rather die every day for not having you by my side than being the reason for your demise. I love you too much to do that to you."

You didn't realise you were crying until he reached his hand to wipe the tears but you took a step back. Hurt flashed in his eyes and that alone was enough for more tears to roll down your cheeks.

"You can't touch me, Jungkook. Not without the King's permission. Not even in an innocent way."

Your mumbled words reached his ears and he lowered his hand, he clenched it in a tight fist by his side but you didn't notice. Not when your eyes were glued to his own.

"And I understand why you didn't run away with me. I love you too much to get you killed. I'm so sorry I even proposed it on the first place."

His own eyes reflected the sadness in his soul in the form of tears. They glistened under the moonlight, little tears that he refused to let go; to set free.

"Do you really want me that much?"

A question you had already asked. A question he had already answered.

"Do you really want me that much, Jungkook? Even when I am another man's woman?"

He had to physically hold himself back so as to not take another step towards you. It pained him. His feet ached. His heart ached. It was painful to have you so close yet so far away at the same time yet he knew it had been like that since those warm summer days. Since the very beginning of the forbidden love story you developed with your royal guard.

Even when I am another man's woman...

Those words would repeat themselves in his head until the end of his days. A tear rolled down Jungkook's cheek, the chilly air hitting him and making him shiver.

You weren't his. Not anymore. You had never been his. At least not in this lifetime.

"You could never be tainted for me. You are and will always be perfect to hold my heart in your hands. And in our next life you will be mine, and if not in our next one or our next one after that. "

---

"Congratulations, Your Majesty."

Your steps halted when you heard his voice. A big banquet was held to announce your pregnancy to the village. Your father had come to bless you himself, he even told you he'd be staying during the last trimester of the pregnancy as he didn't want to miss the moment his grandchild were to be born.

You could only smile at that thought. But a gulp in your throat upon hearing that voice dissipated the thought, like fog when the sun came out. You turned around, eyes meeting with Jungkook's dark orbs.

A soft smile graced your lips yet he noticed how it didn't reach your eyes.

"Thank you, Jungkook."

There were so many things unsaid between you both. But have words ever been enough? He could see the sadness in your soul, the remorse, the longing and the love that existed in you. How Jungkook wished to go back to those summer days when everything was perfect, when you were happy along with him. When there existed no such barrier between you two of you being married to another man.

You could see it too, how his posture was tense, his eyes sharp with swirling storms of emotions in his dark gaze. You felt the yearning, the pain, the heartbreak from his part. And it crushed your heart even more for you knew he loved you but Jungkook couldn't step closer to you. Literally and figuratively.

He didn't know what else to say, all the courage he had managed to gather in the ceremony was gone now. Leaving him standing before you. His Queen; owner of his heart.

"I do not wish for this encounter to be like the last one, my queen. I only hope that you find the happiness you deserve for I cannot express how proud I am of you. Your child will resemble you in many ways, I am sure of it."

You wanted to run to him, hold his hand and wipe the tears that threatened to escape his eyes. But you could not. Dare not step such boundaries for his sake.

"You must find your happiness too, Jungkook. Live your life and live it right so that we can meet in our next lifetime."

---

A sharp pain made you gasp as your knees hit the floor, your dress puffing out around you. Jungkook was by your side the next second, concern was written all over his face while worry filled his eyes.

"Your Majesty, what's wrong? Please, talk to me."

You took a deep breath between your gasps and whimpers. Your hand grabbed his in your pain-induced mind, trying to ground yourself onto something, someone.

"I-It hurts... Jungkook, it h-hurts."

Your water broke the next second but you felt as if there was something wrong, this was not how a natural birth was supposed to start.

"Please... something's wrong. It- it hurts so much."

Tears gathered in your eyes as you tried to suppress the scream that threatened to escape your throat. You felt him let go of your hand, positioning his arms beneath your kneeling figure only to be lifted by him the next second.

Your arms circled his neck on instinct as you curled yourself in his hold. Jungkook began walking back to the palace at a fast pace, the weight of your body grounded his mind while at the same time numbed his senses. If you hadn't been in so much pain at that moment you would have noticed how his hands were trembling.

"Hold on, my Queen. You'll be fine, I'm here. It's alright."

He cradled you against his chest firmly, not wanting to let you go ever again now that you were in his arms. His heart feared for your safety, you were only eight months pregnant by now, he knew the risks of pregnancy and Jungkook knew he wouldn't be able to live if something were to happen to you.

Tears soaked his robes, your hand fisted his collar. Your small whimpers were like poisonous needles piercing his heart. It hurt. It pained him to see you in so much distress.

"Hold on, love. Please."

---

"You called for me, Your Majesty."

He bowed down at you and you sighed, realising how much you hated when he bowed at you when you'd go on your knees with only a word falling from his lips. He had that power over you. That way to command you. To make you feel.

"Jungkook."

The man before you lifted his gaze and your eyes met his once more. Had it been within any other circumstances, you'd have smiled and ran toward him. How you wish you could embrace him, how you wish you could kiss him and declare your love for him. How you wish you could love him freely.

You were sitting between blankets and cushions, taking rest after the hard labour. The prince lied next to you as he slept soundly while being wrapped up in luxurious fabric.

"I haven't seen you in a while."

He smiled. Not that smile that reached his eyes or that warmed your insides. It made you shiver with the sadness within it. Like a cold breeze on a winter day.

"I was told you were to rest, my Queen. Captain Min ordered me to give you some space, at least until you are feeling better."

You smiled, gesturing for him to sit in front of you, which he did. A moment of silence passed between you both. Your gaze lingered on his handsome features, drawing a map of him in your mind.

"I missed you."

He sighed at your whispered confession. Those words clawed at his heart with nothing but a heavy guilt that existed within him.

"My Queen... please."

You took a deep breath at his pleading, his begging. You looked aside as your heart constricted in your chest.

"Forgive me."

He looked at you with eyes full of emotions you weren't quick enough to grasp. Why must love hurt so much? Jungkook shifted his gaze from your figure, focusing on the little bundle where the prince, your son, slept peacefully.

"Congratulations on your baby. May prince Ha-joon live a long and happy life with his family."

---

"Kook!"

Ha-joon had said. Your hands felt cold against the warm cup, your soul froze when you looked up. There he was. Jeon Jungkook. You hadn't seen him in days. And before today there were only small peaks here and there followed by short greetings.

Jungkook turned to look at you, your eyes met his from across the garden. You felt your breath hitch in your throat at the mere sight of him. Your hands trembled around the cup, forcing you to put it away.

He bowed down at you slowly yet his eyes never left yours. Emotions invaded your body as you stood up from your chair. Hoseok noticed your actions and sat up, Ha-joon left his side and ran with his little legs where Jungkook was.

Your royal guard smiled down at your son and Hoseok stood up from the ground, walking the steps to where you stood.

"Your Majesty, are you alright? You look pale, should I walk you to your chambers?"

But you shook your head, your eyes following Jungkook's figure as he approached you with Ha-joon by his side. The little prince was telling him something that you couldn't hear and he smiled widely. Flashed him that bunny smile you loved so much and had missed just as fiercely.

Jungkook bowed down at you once he stood in front of you. Ha-joon looked up at the man next to him and mimicked his actions. Your heart clenched at the sight. Having the man you loved and your child who was your husband's son before you was too much for your heart.

It clenched inside you, it burned, it ached.

"Your Majesty."

Jungkook acknowledged you. You nodded softly at him and he rose to his full height. Ha-joon doing the same.

"Kook! Play, together."

Hoseok watched the interaction from where he stood. His own heart clenched at the sight of your hidden pain. You have always been an open book for your best friend. You had been able to hide your love from your father, even from your husband but not from Hoseok. He had known you his entire life. He knew you, he knew the core of your heart. He knew your unspoken words. He knew.

"Only if the queen allows it, my prince."

Jungkook's eyes found yours once more. A sad smile painted his lips. Ha-joon was a clear resemblance of you but also of his father and Jungkook was reminded once more of what he had lost the day you married Jimin. Of that dream that he wished would become his reality was instead a mountain of ashes. Of burnt dreams and wishes.

You smiled tightly at the pair in front of you, not wanting to deny sweet Ha-joon of his free days and innocent happiness.

"You may play, but please be careful."

---

"Jungkook."

His name coming from your lips was the sweetest melody he has ever heard. He had missed it. He had missed you. His eyes locked with yours and he nearly gasped at the sight of you laying on the soft bedding, your skin was paler than usual, your eyes were tired and your body was beyond weakened.

"Your Majesty."

He acknowledged you. Bowing softly at you without tearing his gaze from you. He saw you shift in your position, laying on your left side so you could see him properly. You smiled and in an instant his dark world was lightened by your existence. 

"Come closer, Jungkook. Come here."

Your hand extended towards him as if trying to reach him. He couldn't hold himself back any longer upon your innocent request as his legs moved with a mind of their own. Nearly jumping until he was kneeling by your side, his hand holding yours ever so softly.

“I heard… I heard that you are sick, my Queen. Is it true?”

Jungkook asked almost shyly. Not meeting your eyes as his own gaze was fixed on your joined hands. 

“It is.”

He sighed at your response. Feeling how his heart clenched within him. Tears watered his dark eyes and a lump grew in your throat at the sight of his sadness. 

“Don’t cry, Jungkook. Don’t waste your tears over me.”

He looked up at you, his expression hurt with your words. A frown was between his brows, eyes watered with his materialised sadness and a soul that he could no longer carry on his own. 

“How can you say that to me? I am dying with you, my Queen. Only you are capable of causing me the greatest pain yet it is you who eradicates it as well.”

You squeezed his hand, feeling your chest aching. Your mind was shutting down as you gazed at the man you loved with your entire being. 

“Forgive me.”

He shook his head, refusing to let his tears roll down his cheeks as his eyes roamed over your face as if trying to memorise all your little details in his mind. 

“It is I who should beg for forgiveness. I cannot protect you from this, I have failed you. I cannot prevent you from leaving me.”

A tear left the corner of your eye as you looked at him with so many unsaid things and raging emotions you were never able to pour out. It was too much. Too much love. Too much longing. Too much sadness. Too much anger. Your heart couldn’t take it any more.

“Maybe you can’t make me stay, but you gave me the opportunity of knowing what it was to love. Even when we couldn’t be together in the end, I still love you. I will always love you, Jungkook. In each… in each lifetime.”

—

A choked gasp left your lips as the memory dissipated from your mind like morning fog during a summer day. You didn't even realise you were crying until you sniffled and your hand came up to your face and your skin was wet with your own liquid sadness.

What kind of dream was this? What kind of cruelty had fate bestowed upon you? What kind of crime did you commit to feel this pain? You had loved, you had been loved only for it to melt like ice in those warm summer days when everything was perfect. You couldn't help the sob that escaped your lips as the realisation hit you:

You were the queen of the portrait. A representation of your old soul trapped in your past life as the unfortunate lover.

It wasn't a dream. It was a memory. Your memories from your past life and that love you were once denied to have. 

Hoseok was nearing the hall of ancient artefacts when his phone rang and he stopped in his tracks. Jungkook halted beside him and waited in silence.

"I'm sorry, I have to take this. I left Miss (y/n) at the end of this hall. You shouldn't have difficulty finding her."

Jungkook bowed softly, his warm eyes meeting the ones of Hoseok as he spoke in his professional voice once more.

"Don't worry, Mr. Jung. I'll do my best to assist her."

Hoseok nodded before he accepted the call and walked away, leaving Jungkook to sigh to himself before he ventured on the journey of finding the eccentric politician's daughter.

He walked among the centuries of history around him, through the halls that held art and a lost empire through time. Something about his line of work had always intrigued him. It made him wonder just how insignificant life was. Years, decades and centuries of history, of people that once walked on this Earth were now kept in glass boxes, a strange way of trying to preserve what should have died years ago.

It made him think about all the lives, all the deaths, all the heartbreaks from the past. All those untold stories buried in time. In every aspect, in every lifetime, in every way. It was simply melancholic to acknowledge all the history around him.

Jungkook walked, allowing his mind to wander as he thought of the beautiful politician's daughter. He thought of the times he had seen her, seen you in important events. Always looking so beautiful, always captivating the media. Always perfect, always next to your powerful father.

He reached the end of the hall but there was no sight of you. A sudden tightness gripped his heart fiercely, as if he were in pain, as if someone clutched his heart in its claws and it bled out.

As if on instinct, Jungkook walked to the royal hall. His feet moved on their own, his mind spiralled with all kinds of thoughts. With dream-like memories that he would have sworn were from one of those historical dramas he knew were popular among the hopeless romantics.

The sound of a sob echoed over the walls and it was as painful as being stabbed on the heart. He turned around with urgency only to spot you looking at a painting, your back was facing him while your left hand covered your mouth.

"Miss (y/n)?"

Your eyes widened when you heard that voice. That voice that was lost in your thoughts. That voice that was from your forgotten memories. That same voice that had broken your heart was now stitching it back together.

You turned around, your misty eyes met his in a dance of emotions you were, for once, able to dance along. Pink petals from the cherry blossoms in the garden behind fell slowly and when your eyes locked with Jungkook's he saw it as well.

He saw everything. All those memories, all those experiences. He saw his love. His sadness. His life. His reason for living. His flower. His darling. All in ancient history.

Jungkook saw his past life with you.

Like a movie in front of his eyes. A dream he wanted to reach. A memory he had promised to not forget but time was cruel and it was buried in the depths of his soul.

"Jungkook? It's you, isn't it?"

Your voice brought him back from his forgotten memories. He looked at you with a familiarity and a strangeness in his eyes. It was enough to make tears roll down your cheeks while his own eyes watered at the impossible sight before him.

"...princess? H-how?...."

You sobbed and he walked toward you. Unable to resist the sight of your tears. Perhaps this was the first time he met you in this lifetime but your souls have been in love for centuries. Your heart hadn't changed, his feelings remained the same. Love cannot be killed, not even by death.

He stood at arms length, eyes gazing down at you with the urge to know the truth. To know if you were that missing piece in his life. To know if this lifetime was worth-living.

"You found me. You said you'd find me."

Was this a dream? Was this a false memory? Was this real? He deeply needed for it to be real. Jungkook felt whole when he looked down at you. As if you were the missing piece for this puzzle called life. And you? You didn't know if he still wanted you. If Jungkook was your Jungkook. Your lost lover. Your forbidden romance. Your unfinished story.

"In every lifetime, princess."

His hand flexed next to him with the urge to touch you. To hug you and never let you go. To kiss you. To finally kiss you after all those denied moments he had before. To love you like he had dreamt long ago.

You wiped your cheeks with the back of your hand and something on your wrist caught his attention. It was a subtle glimpse of a red string around your wrist and he knew, in that moment he knew.

"You still wear it huh?"

A smile appeared on your lips at the same words he had spoken to you. A long time ago. Once upon a dream. In another lifetime. And the same answer is what he got. The same words that you had replied to him. The answer to his lovely sentence.

"I never took it off."

He was referring to your red bracelet. Something you remember always having, never truly knowing how you got to possess such a beautiful item but it simply felt right to wear it. So you did, you never took it off. As if it was engraved in your skin, almost like Jungkook's name was written in your soul and his whispered love was locked away in your heart.

"Can... Can I hold you?"

There was desperation in his voice. It sounded almost bitter that it pulled on your heartstrings. You nodded almost immediately. Burning just as him to feel him once more, to touch the man you had missed for centuries. To be held by your one and only love.

You were in his arms the next second. His hands pressed you against his chest as your own circled his waist. A long lost hug. A missed love. A romance out of time. But it was a timeless love nonetheless.

Something clicked inside you once you were held by Jungkook. As if your heart had been filled with his life, as if your broken soul was stitched back with just his simple touch. As if memories had been unlocked after your skin touched his.

"I missed you. I missed you so much, queen of my heart."

His hold on you tightened and you couldn't help but bury your face in his chest. How he had wished to do this in his first lifetime. How he wished he had been able to hold you like this. How he wished he had had you before just like this.

All the pain was gone. The tears were dried by his love. His hands held your heart so softly and purely you didn't want to part from him. You couldn't. You wouldn't. You wouldn't let go of him like that once more. You weren't going to lose him again. Not after all that pain, all that heartbreak, all those tears and all that yearning. Not again. Never again.

"I missed you too. So much, so much..."

Jungkook rested his chin at the top of your head, closing his eyes as he held you softly but firmly. It made him wonder just how much time you had been robbed in your past life. He realised just how evil fate had been to break you both like that. To separate two lovers is the worst cruelty of this fallen world.

But now, those cold days are over. Winter had passed. Even after centuries of living buried in the freezing snow, warmth had finally touched his heart. The soft rays of the sun were melting his once frozen soul. Your love did that. Only with you was he able to live in warmth. Only with you existed that flame in his heart that kept him alive.

You looked up at him and he met your gaze midway. It was magical. To look at the eyes you had unknowingly missed so much. How your soul was mourning the loss of Jungkook, how your life was always grey and cold was now warm and coloured in pink. Like the petals falling behind you.

One of his hands cradled your cheek and you smiled. Your heart was beating wildly in your heart at the proximity, at the love, at the emotions that came flooding like a waterfall from the sky.

You stood on your tippy toes only to press your lips against his. It was soft, delicate. Like a spring breeze. A kiss full of love. A healing kiss. A kiss that should have happened a long time ago. Jungkook kissed you back, burning at the feeling of your soft lips against his.

He tilted his head, deepening the kiss and you sighed, tightening your grip around his waist as he poured all those long lost emotions into that kiss. A kiss he had wished he could give you centuries ago. All the love, all the yearning, all the heartbreak, all the feelings of missing you, missing your warmth, your love, your touch, your existence were poured into that kiss.

A sealed kiss of timeless love.

"Don't ever leave me again."

He whispered against your lips. voice desperate with the promise of your love. Of your devotion. Of eternity.

"I wouldn't dream of it."

Your answer was said in a soft voice, only meant for Jungkook to hear. He pressed his forehead against yours, looking into your eyes as he felt the memories slowly come back to him. During those golden summer days, rainy autumn evenings and cold winter nights. Everything about his life with you came back like a soft spring drizzle over his soul.

Perhaps fate had been cruel when he separated you from your Jungkook with death. But it now gave you the opportunity with your rightful lover. That soulmate you were destined to love since the very beginning of life.

Through life and death, only time gets in between. Through tears and pain, it is love that keeps the hope alive and through silent feelings and absent minds; it is time that keeps them together in a dance with a melody only meant for the tangled lovers to hear.

In every lifetime, in every way, in every universe and in every season. Love is stronger than death. 

February/16/2024

~Masterpost

Please let me know your thoughts in the comments, darlings!

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[ctommy-chileno]

Here's a list of some ongoing fanfictions I've been following if you want some literature

(Ongoing as in. Updated in the past month or this month)

Butterfly Reign: You know this one, it's the angst full and oddly yellow one. I always end up finding out it updated a day before it released how does that keep happening?. It's a good read, the characters get deeper the more you read it, and yet even with all their hidden lore and ok ish intentions I still want them to suffer because I'm a spiteful bitch. Unreliable narrator to you I believe him.

In the name of the fucking moon: Its a magical girls AU with the benchers and the family, more on the old school monster of the week type of magical girls but with continuity. If you imagine the scenes in your head while reading please add an 80's anime filter over it. Fun to read 👍 I got halfway through and I'm waiting for it to finish so I can binge it.

Guided evolution: Only read this if you have a lot of free time or the time management skills of a lawyer because this here is 300.000+ words and incredibly good. Every chapter I do nothing but worry for my spider son. Hasn't he been through enough I ask, while seeing I'm on chapter 52 out of 75. I know the answer, and it only serves to hurt me.

How to be the biggest trainer ever: Crimeboys go in a pokemon adventure. A very friendly fun read, like the pokemon anime but with your favourite white boys having fun 👍the world is set on gen 1 I think, so use that soundtrack

The stars and their children: Ive only read till chapter 5 and that's enough to know its good (also the fact that I follow the author here on tumblr so I get spoiled every once in a while hehe) This one is more sandduo focused and it has cool sci fi monarchy and it's also very near to end?? I didn't know that. Guess I'll get up to date then. Star tommy did nothing wrong I haven't seen him do much of anything but if he does in the other 19 chapters be aware he did nothing wrong

By the morrow: this one is weird and interesting in the most enticing way possible. What the fuck is going on. I must know all the reasons behind what is happening here. It can be quite macabre so be aware. I only found this one because the author posted the updates to tumblr. Oh yeah the synopsis, superhero au where the ctommy is a nobody who dies and fucks around the town in his ghost form but shit hits the fan incredibly quickly.

Who the ever loving fuck made me a prince: Its an Isekai yipee, our main boy (el ctommy) reads a book where a kid prince dies. L. Then he wakes up as that same kid!!! Oh no!!! Good news is he's reincarnated right in baby zone so he has plenty of time and skill to make sure won't die 👍, its fun, if you like isekais and don't mind some anime trope baby ism then you will live another day

Proof that life hates tommyinnit personally: This is a mystery!!! Spooky!! With touches of angst, perhaps more than some touches but hey the thrill!! The search!! I enjoy the use of the "it's not paranoia if they're really put to get you" tag. Its one of those fics that if it ever gets dropped I would go to the authors house to ask how was it supposed to end. I need. To know. Oh yeah summary: el ctommy is homeless and has many friends in a local mall who don't know that. This is only one (1) of his problems as he's recently gained a stalker, and everything points to being someone he knows ?? Question mark?? Fun.

TommyInnit's Declassified Vigilante Survival Guide: Ah a good old vigilante fic, just like mama used to make. it checks all the marks: benchtrio living together, villain sbi, when the family is founded, heroes yet bad?? and introducing a cool new power to the boy, what a joy! It is funny and it is cool

Our love it's like a burning sun: you've heard of racconinnit, birdinnit, ratinnit, cat shifter innit, possumi- hm I haven't heard that actually, anyways get ready for Red Panda innit, here's a red panda shifter who runs away from mean kingdom and goes to nice kingdom where he can find some family. And sometimes that's all you need to face the horrors

Thunder on my bones: ANOTHER superhero au listen man this one is good trust me. We have superhero boy being sidekick to mean superhero then gets moved to nice family of superheroes and the family is found :)) but also there's villains that want to fuck him up , uh oh! How will they found the family in this conditions! I also really like the design of the tommy superhero outfit, it has a really nice detail that I love imagining in my head ^^

There are more but these are long and easy to get into

#tommyinnit #sbi #sleepy boys inc #crimeboys #longpost #it is a long ass post #i follow some of these authors on tumblr and some on twitter #so ill always be aware qhen its update time

[callmekamel]

@vonlipvig tagged me (hellooooo)

Last song/piece I listened to: An Old-Fashioned Love Story from The Wild Party the Musical. Safe to say this is the weirdest lesbian song I've ever heard.

Last book I read: Le Petit Prince. To be fair I read that book once every year to be hit in the gut.

Last film I watched: Kung Fu Panda 4. Papa said he didn't like it and I agree with him. Excellent art tho I appreciate that as an animator.

Last TV series: Rosemary and Thymes :) I love me some good-old british cozy murder mystery.

Last video game: ...I don't play video game.

Last thing I ate: a plum because it's plum season in Melbourne.

Last thing I googled: AO3 :)

Amount of sleep: depends on the month if it's high time for assignment deadline (right now) so these days it's about 5 hours.

Currently reading: 1984. Fascinating.

Currently watching: my animation. I've been watching it for 8 days.

[pluviophile-imagines]

SILLY IDEA!!! i just finished reading ur absolute banger drabble of usurper!gojo and the child convo. and it got me thinking (linking things from canon to the au) that in the future somehow we stumble upon megumi (maybe from a nearby kingdom..?) and then yuji & nobara? do u think we would adopt? (I love u endlessly btw you’re my favourite writer)

I talked about this prospect here, which is in the usurper!gojo tag but fairly far back & isnt linked anywhere so i dont blame u at all for not seeing it. i also preface by saying that u all can, obvi, disregard all this however u please, but personally i just don't see gojo as a very paternal guy. big brother who gets a kick out of annoying the fuck out of u but gives pretty good advice and would beat the shit out of ur bullies??? yes. but not rlly a father-figure.

with that in mind, all of the first and second years are king's wards! essentially, they're members of the court, often orphaned nobles (or nobles whose parents are otherwise out of the picture, ex. been imprisoned), who the king or queen decides to sponsor. typically that'd rlly just be in name & funding and the ward wouldn't meet them more than a few times (if that) but in the case of this au—because gojo and the reader are incredibly unorthodox rulers—they're a little more hands-on & take on more direct mentor positions. again, not rlly adoptive parents, but def around in their lives and there for support (well, more the reader in that sense) and the kinds of funding a noble parent would give their kids.

wrt megumi specifically: toji is the assassin hired to kill gojo (and gojo killed him in the process of that failed assassination attempt) so megumi's around just like in canon with gojo taking him in bc he killed his dad. yuuji and nobara are orphaned servants who gojo & the reader took a liking to and just took under their wing—frankly i think megumi bonds with them and then gojo's like hey! where r ur parents??? pfft

toge and maki are slightly different. maki is from the zen'in family which is, obviously, the highest ranking noble family alongside the kamos, but she was cast aside and disgraced. gojo stepped in—both out of spite and because he identified with her—and took her on as a ward. toge is an orphaned noble from a middle-ranking family; i kind of imagine him to be the son of two nobles who allied themselves with Gojo and helped with the coup maybe as spies like nanami??? and died perhaps as a result of it, so funding toge's education and stepping in to raise him was his thanks/apology to toge's late parents.

panda..... well. im trying to keep from explicitly saying whether or not there's magic in this au so. we'll say panda is either the creation or adoptive son of yaga, who was.... mmmm let's say a general under gojo's father (i would go with captain of the guard but i already gave that to getou's dad lol) and also the man who taught gojo both military strategy as a prince would need to learn && to fight, but was killed in the aftermath of gojo's uncle's coup, so taking panda on is a similar story to toge

annnnnnd finally yuuta, who is of note because in-canon he's descended from the gojo clan. ill simply c+v what i said in that other post wrt him:

[gojo] goes off on a lil trip one month and comes back with a teenager whose family has been living as like sheep farmers or some shit in the country for generations but who can trace his lineage back to a courtesan of a former king with maybe an old family heirloom or like a magic-based 23 and me test or some shit.

thats yuuta! the result of gojo finally getting fed the fuck up of people telling him he needs an heir, if not create one then name one from among his wards. does the entire court think he just nabbed a random serf and is fully lying about the royal blood? oh absolutely. is he actually lying? perhaps. you and he are the only ones to know the truth

#ask.🌧 #anon #usurper!gojo #once again u can imagine whatever tho #thank you for the ask!!!! #i like expanding upon the lore of this au

[funnygirlthatbelle]

@jadesabre301​ tagged me to write a list of my top ten films- which honestly I probably should’ve done anyways since I haven’t updated mine since middle school lol. But that turned out to be harder than I thought, so this is moreso just a collection of some favorite movies of mine that span several genres.

1) Beauty and the Beast

2) The Princess Bride

3) Bedknobs and Broomsticks (Director’s Cut)

4) The Prince of Egypt

5) Casablanca

6) Meet Me in St. Louis

7) Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2

8) Kung Fu Panda 2

9) Sky High

10) Lord of the Rings: the Fellowship of the Ring

[cloudravine]

Hi friends ✨ I was tagged by @enbymoomin @korre @ashinlae @fractured-ice and @yilinglaozu in a few tag games, thank you so much! 🌈🦋

—tag 9 people you want to get to know better

Favourite colour: green in all shades, pink and purple 💚💗💜

Currently reading: haven’t had the energy to open a book in ages rip, only been reading a bit of fic here and there :’)

Last song: Stray Kids - MANIAC 🔥

Last series: currently watching Alchemy of Souls, Love Between Fairy and Devil and Joy of Life - obsessed obsessed obsessed with the first two 😭👌💕 

Last movie: can’t really remember 🥲 these days, I almost never watch movies and focus my attention on shows instead

Currently working on: world-building for my fics 🥺

—10 characters, 10 fandoms, 10 tags

Let’s go with a few fandoms (aka kdramas and cdramas haha) I’ve recently been invested in 🌸 

Love Between Fairy and Devil - Dongfang Qingcang

Alchemy of Souls - Crown Prince / Go Won

Beyond Evil - Han Ju-won

Arthdal Chronicles - Saya

Joy of Life - Fan Ruoruo

Who Rules the World - Feng Qiwu

Legend of Fei - Wu Chuchu

—works in progress

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it, and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

I don’t actually have any wips atm 😭 But I can give you the title of three short stories I wrote not too long ago for a mini-series I’m doing about two ocs 💖

running deep

doors wide open

when the cicadas sing

—this or that?

hot shower or cold shower // texting or calling // earbuds or headphones // paperback or hardcover // matte or gel // 12 hour clock or 24 hour clock // blue or green // sunsets or sunrises // tulips or orchids // candle light or moonlight // sci-fi or horror // pen or pencil // pandas or koalas // gold or silver // sneakers or boots // denim jacket or leather jacket // pink or purple // chocolate or sour candy // deodorant or perfume // drive-in movie theater or the cinema // pastel colors or neutral earth tones // lemonade or fruit juice // past or future //

—this or that? tropes edition

slow burn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // oh no there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt-comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high school romance or middle aged romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbours or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or gender bend // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane

For anyone who hasn’t done it yet and would be interested, I also created a fantasy this-or-that a while ago 👀✨

I’m tagging everyone who tagged me + @amantisegreti @technicallysideacc @byallaccountsitdoesntmakesense @no-straightlines @baichoufeis @hendery @stregaorionis to do whatever part of this you want 🥰💛

#about #interactions #enbymoomin #korre #ashinlae #fractured-ice #yilinglaozu #amantisegreti #technicallysideacc #byallaccountsitdoesntmakesense #no-straightlines #baichoufeis #hendery #stregaorionis

[freerangetropicalbirds]

Tag 9 people you want to know better! I was tagged by @friendly-jester ❤️❤️

- Top 3 ships: currently I love ShigaDabi, Mozalieri (from Mozart L'Opéra Rock), and Taakitz

- First ever ship: uhhhhh we'll count the ones where I knew what shipping was, so KatAang

- Last song: "Yuve Yuve Yu," by The Hu

- Last movie: I think it was either Kingdom of Heaven or The Prince of Egypt? Unsure

- Currently reading: Spinning Silver by Naomi Novik!! Second read-through for a book club, it's really good if you like monstrous faeries and a wintery fairy tale 😁😁 Also reading Lore: Dreadful Places by Aaron Mahnke and the Welcome to Night Vale transcript for Mostly Void, Partially Stars

- Currently watching: Buzzfeed Worth It (for like the fifth time haha), Chainsaw Man, and Star Wars: The Bad Batch

- Currently consuming: Homemade chocolate chip cookies, my favorite ☺️

- Currently craving: A&W cheddar bacon uncle burger

I tag @red-panda-thief @the-rivernyx @thewatereddownblog @glumbunny @geegees-girl @crypt1ds @furrybasementcandy @grumpytrans @lazylittledragon and anyone else who wants to do this!

#tagged #tag game

[adolescenceknight]

bonjour! my name is knight/lyney and this is my selfship blog!

this blog is proship-safe and anti-harassment, antis please do not interact :3

you can hear more about me, my f/o's, and my self inserts on my rentry + neocities, but under the cut is my sharing status and tags for everyone! i'm fine with sharing anyone if we're already moots/i follow first :)

Spouses (✅ = ok with sharing, ❌ = no sharing)

Bashful Parka Blue (Project DIVA) - #💙 - ❌

Bashful Parka Yellow (Project DIVA) - #💛 - ❌

School Outfit L "Mustard" (Project DIVA) - #🤎 - ✅

King (Death Should Not Have Taken Thee!) - #❤️ - ❌

Gunner (Party x Party) - #💚 - ❌

Rin "Sensou" (Okochama Sensou) - #❣️ - ❌

Kagamine Rin Act One "Cassie" (VOCALOID) - #🍊 - ✅

Captain Hook (Portrait of Pirate F) - #🗡 - ❌

Eden (Degrees of Lewdity) - #🪓 - ❌

Arven (Pokemon) - #🎋 - ✅

Sister Mercy (Sister's mercY) - #☕️ - ✅

Riliane Lucifen D'Autriche (Evillious Chronicles) - #🪞 - ✅

Tricker (Project DIVA) - #💫 - ✅

Lynette (Genshin Impact) - #🪄 - ❌

Freminet (Genshin Impact) - #⚙️ - ❌

Wriothesley (Genshin Impact) - #🐺 - ✅

Partners (all ok sharing)

Dreaming Panda (Project DIVA) - #💕

Polar Bear in Love (Project DIVA) - #🐻‍❄️

Len "Villainous" (Villainous Self-Riser) - #🖤

School Outfit R "Yolk" (Project DIVA) - #🧡

Receiver (Project DIVA) - #🎮

Transmitter (Project DIVA) - #🤍

Bard (Party x Party) - #🪕

Rin "Gothic" (Gothic and Loneliness) - #🥀

Len "Loupe" (The Detective Loupe - Man of 256 Faces) - #🔍

Len "Spice" (Spice!) - #❤️‍🔥

Fictional Origin Coder (Dreamy Vocal) - #💽

Brave Butterfly (Project DIVA) - #💜

Cash (Club=Majesty) - #💸

Miku "Ohedo" (Ohedo Julianight) - #💎

Ni-no-Sakura Butterfly (Project DIVA) - #🦋

Mr. Grizz (Splatoon) - #🐻

Railroad Conductor Silver Vermilion (Project DIVA) - #🚂

Adolescent Prince (OC) - #🔱

Diamond Dust (Project DIVA) - #💠

Ice Fog (Project DIVA) - #❄️

Holy Lancer (Project DIVA) - #⚠️

Captain Grand Voyage "Crabku" (Snow Miku 2022) - #🦀

Aladdin (SINoALICE) - #💵

Melancholy (Project DIVA) - #🩷

Dark Prince "Arle" (Project Mirai) - #⛓

Starmine (Project DIVA) - #⭐️

Victor Grantz (Identity V) - #✉️

Scaramouche (Genshin Impact) - #☂️

Husk (Hazbin Hotel) - #♠️

W. D. Gaster (Undertale) - #🕳️

Razak (OC) - #♟️

Karchess (Samurott gijinka) - #🌊

Orion (OC) - #🌌

Buriki (OC) - #🍜

Strawberry (OC) - #🍓

Metronice (Clefairy gijinka) - #🎆

Familial F/O's (all ok sharing)

Snow Princess "Hokkaido" (Snow Miku 2019) - #🧊

Miku "Ranran" (Racing Miku 2020) - #🏎️

Rosseland (Genshin Impact) - #🐈‍⬛

Cesar (Genshin Impact) - #🃏

Self Inserts (✅ = ok with sharing, ❌ = no sharing)

(sharing applies to kinning as well as interacting with me while shipping with them!)

Adolescence Knight (Project DIVA) - #🗝 - ❌

Lyney (Genshin Impact) - #🎩 - ❌

Hero (Death Should Not Have Taken Thee!) - #⚔️ - ❌

Len "War" (Okochama Sensou) - #🔷 - ❌

Kagamine Len Act One "Victor" (VOCALOID) - #🔑 - ❌

Rin "Bell" (Portrait of Pirate F) - #🌸 - ✅

White Edge (Project DIVA) - #⚡️ - ✅

Niigo Len (Project SEKAI) - #🩶 - ❌

Len "Kagome" (Against the World) - #🩸 - ✅

Len "OTN" (Gigantic OTN) - #🌟 - ✅

Ni-no-Sakura Senbu (Project DIVA) - #⛩ - ✅

KAITO (Ohedo Julianight) - #🎼 - ✅

Allen Avadonia (Evillious Chronicles) - #⚜️ - ❌

Rin "Mokushiroku" (The Apocalypse 13th) - #🌷 - ✅

Patissier Gretel (Project DIVA) - #🌼 - ✅

Patissier Hansel (Project DIVA) - #🍏 - ✅

Splash Star (Project DIVA) - #🐬 - ✅

Pajama Party Len (Project DIVA) - #🌙 - ✅

Crane Priestess (Snow Miku 2018) - #🧹 - ✅

Stylish Energy L (Project DIVA) - #✏️ - ✅

Bad Boy (Project DIVA) - #❤️‍🩹 - ✅

Lightning Stone (Project DIVA) - #🔧 - ✅

Rin/Len "Alice/NY" (Alice in N.Y.) - #✂️ - ✅

Vampire (Vampire's pathoS) - #🫗 - ✅

Scissors (Project DIVA) - #🪲 - ✅

Teto "Okashi" (Okashi no Ie) - #🎂 - ✅

White Rabbit (Alice in Musicland) - #🕰 - ✅

Pure Butterfly (Project DIVA) - #🩰 - ✅

Radical Star (Project DIVA) - #✨ - ✅

[bh6-fanfictionfeed]

Watching Hira's Life? (Book 2) | A Watching Their Series Fanfiction

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/OybCDSj

by KHeartsHH

This Is Part 2 of the Book Series.

Here They're Watching Season 2 & 3.

Words: 454, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Series: Part 3 of Watching Their Series

Fandoms: Aladdin (Disney Animated Movies), My Little Pony Generation 4: Equestria Girls (Cartoon 2013), Shrek (Movies), Mulan (Disney Animated Movies), The Little Mermaid (Disney Animated Movies), Finding Nemo (Movies), Big Hero 6 (2014), Brother Bear (Movies), Monsters Inc. (Movies), Madagascar (Movies), Frozen (Disney Movies), How to Train Your Dragon (Movies), Super Mario Bros. (Video Games), Sonic X, Encanto (2021), Gravity Falls, Jessie (TV), Bolt (2008), The Lion King (Movies 1994 1998 2004), Gnomeo and Juliet (2011), The Owl House (Cartoon), Kung Fu Panda (Movies), Hotel Transylvania (Movies), Amphibia (Cartoon), Garfield - All Media Types, The Muppets - All Media Types, Powerpuff Girls

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M

Characters: Original Characters, Shrek (Shrek), Fiona (Shrek), Donkey (Shrek), Puss in Boots (Shrek), Lord Farquaad (Shrek), Fairy Godmother (Shrek), Prince Charming (Shrek), Dronkey(s) (Shrek), Sweetums (Muppets), Belle (Disney), Adam (Disney), Hiro Hamada, Tadashi Hamada, Cass Hamada, Diego Cruz (Big Hero 6), Megan Cruz, Karmi (Big Hero 6), Olivia Mole (Big Hero 6), Richardson Mole, Sakuragi-hakase | Professor Cerise, Grace Granville, Blossom Utonium, Bubbles Utonium, Buttercup Utonium, Professor Utonium, The Mayor of Townsville, Mojo Jojo, Simba (The Lion King)

Relationships: Fiona/Shrek (Shrek), Gloria/Melman (Madagascar), Satoshi | Ash Ketchum/Serena, Nala/Simba (The Lion King), Kiara/Kovu (The Lion King), Kion/Rani (The Lion King), Fred | Fredzilla/Olivia Mole, Hiro Hamada/Karmi, Celia Mae/Mike Wazowski, Eugene Fitzherbert | Flynn Rider/Rapunzel, Diego Cruz/Cass Hamada, Gnomeo/Juliet (Gnomeo and Juliet), Star Butterfly/Marco Diaz, Félix Madrigal/Pepa Madrigal, Anna/Kristoff (Disney), Hira Reland/Cody Ryder

Additional Tags: Characters Watching Disney Movies, Adventure

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/OybCDSj

#IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #Big hero six fanfiction #big hero 6 fanfiction

[ben-the-hyena]

For the Weird Artist Ask Game; 4, 29, and 30?

4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw

Oh, there are quite a phew ! Of course, even if I CAN draw realistically if I focus hard enough it is still had so whenever I have favorite characters moreso if they are part of my OTPs but are drawn realistically, like Skeleton Warriors characters, I tend to give up midway and just draw semirealistically instead mixed with my own style and because I am quite perfectionist loving to draw fanart in the media's style instead of mine it upsets me therefore I unfortunately rarely draw about it lol. Also architecture designing, I would love to be able to make up sick looking houses or castles but my mind is limited in that field and I don't want to plagiarize anyone so in the end I just draw super cliché ones or basic shapes and it annoys me greatly

29. Media you love, but doesn't inspire you artistically

Basically most of my favorite movies. The Lion King (even if I used to draw a lot as a tween !), Bambi, Roger Rabbit, How to Train Your Dragon, Frozen, Emperor's New Groove, Shrek, Shrek 2, Kung Fu Panda, Kung Fu Panda 2, Princes et Princesses, Ice Age, Ice Age 3, Corpse Bride, Brave and so on and so on I have a lot... all gorgeous or hilarious or both, but I have 0 inspiration and don't feel like it, being just a viewer for them instead of an artist or writer makes me content

30. What piece of yours do you think is underrated

Usually anything related to my own original art, characters and stories. Sometimes when I am lucky they do attract, notably during October challenges thanks to the tags, but usually (and I can't blame because I do the same) people go with more familiar themes such as fanart. In a way I am bit disappointed, and in another way I am also aware it's normal and am glad the right people get to enjoy them anyway. Aaand my paranoid ass is at least relieved it loweesrs chances of plagiarism

#the-indie-owl #moi #drawing #artist #ask #art #fandom #ocs

[retroanarchism]

About Me

[Anarch/Lux | Xe/Xem/Xyr | 21+ | 🇻🇳🇺🇲 | DID Sys]

Agender/Masc Enby | Uni Student | Psych Major | Artist/Writer

I'm doing my best. Drop a follow if you want to know more about my ocs and stories idk.

Other Blogs

@anarchystims [Stim Blog]

@violant-stained-professor [Fallen London Blog]

@unfathomable-narrator

[Writing Blog]

@convolutedcollector [Multifandom Blog]

The Tags

[Self Image]

Myself, both the purest form or the most idyllic

[Lux]

Sona

[The University]

General System Tag

[<Name> Uni]

Specific Alter Tag

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Character Tags

[Acheron] - Domini Maledicta

English Major who accidently attaches an otherworldly being to his soul, leading to being hunted by cult members, government agents, and his own religious trauma.

[Aleks] - West Fur University

[Acucio] - A Stacked Deck

Altan's assistant with a morbid fascination with anatomy. An unnerving man who is there to keep Anzai in check.

[Anzai] - A Stacked Deck

A graphic design major and red panda trying to make it through their last year of university, but nothing seems to go his way.

A seemingly out of touch 18 year old who gets roped into Altan's plans and desperately attempts to stop it.

[Azrael] - Whalefall

Aasimar Prince of Sofinia. Effective and merciless military leader who would rather deal with issues himself than go through a diplomatic route.

[Crane] - Domini Maledicta

Part normal university student studying theology part cult leader with an obsession of releasing the entity of chaos into the world.

[Cyril] - Rebellion Overdrive

[Demetrius] - Whalefall

An android created by Kalum and Phillip, who controls the CCTVs and information flow in all of Neo Pacifica.

[Darius] - A Stacked Deck

When a doctor gets obsessed with finding immortality for his wife, he makes a deal with the devil to do so.

Orphaned in the war, he has become a doctor and professor teaching in Dawnsgate. Despite his successful life, he still holds a vengence for those who took his family away.

[Emry] - Rebellion Overdrive

Phillip's best friend and hacker to the rebellion. Reprograms Atamis tech to fit the needs of the rebellion while being the voice of reason.

[Harken] - War on Magic D&D

A former forensic investigator accused of being a high-profile serial killer. Escaped police custody to join a group of rebels against the anti-magic government.

[Ischyros] - An Unlikely Party

Neglected noble who ran off to find himself in the world and to figure out what he is.

[Jay] - Reworking

[Wip]

[Jax] - Lessons in Hate/Heart

A money laundering scheme turns into a full fledge crew when Jax decides he's going to rid this city of a parasite.

[Jiro] - Revival

A man harboring an entity of chaos unknowingly. A skilled assassin who has no memories of his previous lives and deaths.

[Kalum] - Rebellion Overdrive

CEO of a Tech corp that oversees most of the city of Neo Pacifica. A mysterious and aloof man who becomes obsessed with finding out more about a long-lost friend.

[Lukas] - Sunless Horrors

An angel created by unknown individuals. Divinity confined in a machine of flesh and blood.

[Mikhail Zima] - The Second Reckoning

The result of a science experiment gaining sentience and killing his experimentors. Ends up crossing paths with Caleb and unwillingly joins him.

[Markus] - Wishes In Centauri

17 year old boy studying to become a spacepilot who gets dragged along a wild space adventure with his best friend.

[Merrick] - An Unlikely Party

Born into the military as Mika, Merrick has made a new life for himself after his magic causes the deaths of several military officials.

[Mixtape] - Wip

[Wip]

[Neir] - Mishaps & Magic

[wip]

[Ovre] - Domini Maledicta

An entity of Chaos who gets accidently released and bound to Acheron when he breaks open a cursed mask.

[Percival] - Paragon Labs

A dedicated scientist who is being used as a test subject unknowingly by his higher up after an incident left him traumatized and altered.

[Phillip] - Rebellion Overdrive

The unlikely leader of a rebellion to overthrow the tyrannical system of oppression in Neo Pacficia. Unfortunately, his past quickly catches up to him.

[Python] - Reworking

[wip]

[Ren] - Reworking

[wip]

[Robin] - Wishes In Centauri

17 year old student studying to become a navagator like her lost father. Determined to find out her father's whereabouts and discoves something much larger in play.

[Romulus] - An Unlikely Party

[wip]

[Umber] - Reworking

[wip]

[Vernon] - Sunless Horrors

Newly arrived professor of Abnormal Science. Gets himself into trouble with a mysterious radio entity.

[Warren] - Sunless Horrors

Mysterious radio entity who has taken a liking to Vernon. A man with a mission which may or may not end badly for the both of them.

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Story Tags

[Wishes in Centauri]

Two space cadets, a dog, and a gay poly try to take down the galaxy's largest empire.

[Domini Maledicta]

One bag mix up ends in a Uni student getting his soul tied with the God of Chaos and Entropy. This ensues a chase by the government and a cult.

[A Stacked Deck]

A morally grey doctor tries to find the solution to human mortality. Makes a deal with an entity to help bring them into the world. Someone starts to suspect foul play on the doctor's part.

[Rebellion Overdrive]

When The World Falls Into Disarry, The Rich Take The Chance To Exploit And Use Our Needs Agasint Us. This Is The Story Of How To Not Stop Them.

[Paragon Labs]

A research facility and lab that seemingly has someone go missing every few weeks. Besides that, they research the most dangerous creatures, which leads to many "accidents."

[Sunless Horrors]

A professor accepts one faithful job at a University and gets himself entangled with a radio entity and a sunless sky.

[Lessons in Hate/Heart] | [LiH/H]

A self-indulgent GTA Au with my friends

[Wonderland Delusions]

It's a story about Alters, but make it wonderland.

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Other Tags

[Neo Pacifica]

The city that Rebellion Overdrive takes place in.

[Revival]

Edo Period Inspired D&D Game hosted by myself.

[The Whalefall]

1920s Skypunk D&D Game hosted by my partner and I.

[Fakemon War & Peace]

My fakemon game/world.

#[About Me] #[Tagged] #[Tags] #[Self Image]

[rift-self-ship]

Pinned 🍓🥀🕸️🩸

Rift

Any pronouns

21

bodily 21

part of @entropy-sea-system

This is an nsft account - minors may not interact - 18+ only - must be 18 both bodily and in headspace age when applicable

Part of a system and fully support all system types and origins - no syscourse on here

Idk how I feel about ppl w common f/o's interacting w me but currently its mostly just 'oh cool someone else who has this character as an f/o' so Im fine w ppl w the same f/o(s) interacting. Canon x canon or canon x oc art I do not want to see though so I filter those ship tags.

Im nd, and alloaro apl (no affection, virtual touch, flirting, or attempts at forming any kind of social relationship directed towards me pls - Im nonfriending and am also not 'looking' wrt sexual partners bc Im polysaturated and have multiple in sys partners! I don't personally consider my f/o's to be my partners, I see them as fictional crushes I sometimes imagine affectionate or sexual interactions with)

F/o tags: (all solely sexual f/o's bc Im alloaro and atertiary)

🌧️- Grumpy Bear (Care Bears: Unlock the Magic)

🎬- Double Trouble (She-ra and The Princesses of Power)

📜- Palamedes Sextus (The Locked Tomb)

🦴- Ianthe Tridentarius (The Locked Tomb)

💎- Rouge the Bat (Sonic The Hedgehog)

🎶- Vector the Crocodile (Sonic The Hedgehog)

⚡- Dr. Starline (Sonic The Hedgehog)

🥛- Puss In Boots (Dreamworks)

🔮- Aaravos (The Dragon Prince)

🏔️- Zubeia (The Dragon Prince)

🩸- Kim'dael (The Dragon Prince)

☄️- Mr. Mxyzptlk (My Adventures With Superman)

🧃- Duncan P. Anderson (Monsters at Work)

💀- Jett Ash Blood Shadow (Psy webcomic)

💙 - Mystique (X-Men)

☀️- Sundrop (FNAF Security Breach)

⚕️- Jakurai Jinguji (Hypnosis Mic)

🧶- Wallace Wells (Scott Pilgrim Takes Off)

🌶️- Rika (Pokémon Scarlet and Violet)

🦚- Howell Wizard (Bee and Puppycat)

🌿-Baizhu (Genshin Impact)

🚝- The Mirage Express (The Murder of Sonic the Hedgehog)

⚙️- Brizzium (Lovebot Webtoon)

❤️- Breezie the Hedgehog (Sonic the Hedgehog)

🖤-Rancora (Star Darlings)

🐆- Tai Lung (Kung Fu Panda)

💕- Miss Heed (Villanos/Villanous)

🐾- Leona Kingscholar (Twisted Wonderland)

#pinned post #self ship #nsft self ship #mdni #tagged mature just bc this blog is minors dni #also I couldnt find an emoji I liked a lot for wallace... went w yarn bc remind me of his sweaters #if you saw me log in again even though main and sideblogs in hiatus just to add Tai Lung onto here immediately after watching kfp4- #no you didn't /lh

[forelsketparadise]

hot shower or cold shower Mixed // texting or calling // earbuds or headphones both // paperback or hardcover both // matte or gel // 12 hour clock or 24 hour clock // blue or green // sunsets or sunrises // tulips or orchids // candle light or moonlight // sci-fi or horror // ball pen or pencil // pandas or koalas // gold or silver // sneakers or boots // denim jacket or leather jacket // pink or purple // chocolate or sour candy both // deodorant or perfume // drive-in movie theater or the cinema // pastel colors or neutral/earth tones // lemonade or fruit juice both // past or future

Tagged by @mssr-monagato

Tagging @osh-my-prince @balaclavacharles @leliana19 @whatdidwejustdo @welightitup

[suckitsurveys]

Emoji Inspired Survey 🦄🤪👽 by joybucket

When is your birthday? 🎂 Sept 2nd. Have you ever dressed up as a unicorn? 🦄 I think so? At least a horn. What is your favorite color? 🌈 Purples and blues. Are you an alien? 👽 Sure. Have you ever worn a clown wig? 🤡 I think so?

Do you believe in the devil? 😈 Yeah, I met him. He’s my brother in law. What color was the last mask you wore? 😷 Royal blue. Do you own a cowboy hat? 🤠 I don’t. Would you rather carve or paint a pumpkin? 🎃 Carve. What is one thing you like to eat when you’re sick? 🤒 I go for broths and soups. What are three of your favorite country songs? 🤠 Jolene - Dolly Parton Lookin’ Out My Back Door - Creedence Clearwater Revival Girl From The North Country - Bob Dylan and Johnny Cash Have you ever seen a spirit? 👻 Yes. Have you ever drawn a picture of a skull? ☠️ Probably. When was the last time you cried? 😭 Saturday night. I feel like a DORK but I’m literally SO upset about Pete, Kate, Aidy, and Kyle leaving SNL. Name three things that remind you of spring. 👒 Rain, flowers, Easter. How many dogs have you had as pets? 🐶 One. Have you ever found a mouse in your house? 🐭 Yes. What is your favorite zoo animal? 🐒 Pandas How many times have you been stung by a bee in your life? 🐝 Once. Do you like ducks? 🦆 TO OLD TO BE A DUCKLING Are you afraid of snakes? 🐍 I have no reason to be actively afraid of snakes. Are you afraid of spiders? 🕸 I have no reason to be actively afraid of spiders.   Would you rather own a poodle or a chihuahua? 🐩 Poodle. Name three things you associate with doves. 🕊 Prince, lol. Do you own peacock feather earrings? 🦚 No. Name three things you might find on a farm. 🧑‍🌾 Farmers, cows, crops. Who is your favorite superhero? 🦸‍♀️ Batman. Name three things that fly. 🧚‍♀️ Bats, birds, bugs. What countries have you visited? 🇨🇦🇦🇽🇧🇸 Outside of my own, the US, I’ve only been to Canada. As a tiny baby, though. What country do you live in? 🇦🇺🇪🇹🇱🇺 USA. Are you flexible? 🤸‍♀️ Somewhat. Do you like ice skating? ⛸ I'm so bad at it. What sports teams were you on in high school? 🎾🏀⚽️ None. Can you throw a football? 🏈 I mean, technically, yes? What were three of your favorite things to do during recess when you were a kid? 🛝 The swings, freeze tag, capture the flag. When was the last time you went roller skating/blading? 🛼 It’s been a WHILE but I’ve been kinda thinking about trying again. Do you own a boomerang? 🪃 No. Have you ever been skydiving? 🪂 Nope. Have you ever ridden a horse? 🏇 Yes. What time do you usually wake up in the morning? ⏰ 730-ish. What is your favorite amusement park ride? 🎢 Raging Bull at Six Flags Great America. What is your favorite ride at the fair? 🎡 Tilt-a-Whirl. Have you ever seen the Statue of Liberty in person? 🗽 No. Does your hometown have a fountain as one of its landmarks? ⛲️ It has a couple. Buckingham and those ones with the faces in Millennium Park What is your favorite fruit? 🍓🍇🍉🍌 Pomegranate. Do you like to sing? 🎶 Sure. Did the home you grew up in have a doorbell? 🔔 Yeah. Does your current home have a doorbell? 🔔 Nope. Have you ever driven a race car? 🏁 No. What was the last artsy thing you did? 🎨 Danced? I don’t know. What is your favorite movie? 🎬 Wet Hot American Summer. What is your favorite play or musical that you’ve been in? 🎭 I was in this really weird play in 8th grade called Santa and the Solar System. And like nothing else haha. What is your favorite musical that you’ve seen live? 🎟 Rent. Have you ever been to the circus? 🎪 Yes, when I was a kid. Name someone you know who plays the drums. 🥁 My friend Sarah does. Have you ever taken piano lessons? 🎹 No. I wish I did. Name someone you know who can play the saxophone. 🎷 I think my dad knows how, but I’ve never heard him. Have you ever been in a band? 🎸 No. Have you ever bowled a strike? 🎳 Yes. What is your current favorite video game? 🎮 Super Smash Brothers. What is the best fortune you’ve gotten from a fortune cookie? 🥠 Meh. What was the last type of pie you ate? 🥧 Uhhhhh It’s been a bit since I’ve had pie. Probably pumpkin over the holidays. True or false: Lollipops look better than they taste. 🍭 False. What are three baby names your friends have used that you like? 🍼 My sister’s sister-in-law’s kids are Holly, Emmett, and Zoe and I really like them. Are you allergic to peanuts? 🥜 No. What is your favorite alcoholic beverage? 🍷 Pina Coladas or Sake Do you know how to use chopsticks? 🥢 Yes. Are you superstitious? 🎱 I’m just a little stitious. Do you own a Magic 8 ball? 🎱 No. What is your favorite winter sport? ⛷ None. Name someone you know who is a Scorpio. 🦂 Pete Davidson hahahahaha. Also my friend Lori. List three things that have feathers. 🪶 Peacocks, chickens, flamingos. What color is your Christmas tree? 🎄 Green. What is your favorite type of tree? 🌴 Palm or Weeping Willow. Do you ever listen to CDs anymore? 💿 Sometimes. Name someone you know who is a Libra. ⚖️ My husband. Do you own a screwdriver? 🪛 Yes. What are three things you’ve dressed up as for Halloween? 🔮 Princess Carolyn, Lumpy Space Princess, Nyan Cat. I need an idea for this year!!!! Do you smoke? 🚬 Weed. What are three medications that you take every day? 💊 -- Have you had COVID? 🦠 It’s entirely possible. Do you prefer showers or baths? 🛁 Baths. What do you prefer fruity scented soap or flowery scented soap? 🧴 Flowery. What was the last clothing store you shopped at? 🛍 Torrid. What color are the chairs in your kitchen? 🪑 Brown-wood colored. Name someone you know who can play the violin. 🎻 I don’t know. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? 🚑 No. Where was the last place you flew on a plane? ✈️ SLC and back. Would you rather kayak or ride in a sailboat? 🛶⛵️ Sailboat. Have you ever been on a cruise? ⛴ A dinner cruise. Cupcakes or donuts? 🧁🍩 Cupcakes. Favorite carnival food? 🍦🍿🍭 Funnel cake. What was the last type of tea you drank? ☕️ Bubble tea. Have you ever gone sledding in the snow? 🛷 As a kid. Have you ever tried archery? 🏹 No. Do you meditate? 🧘‍♀️ Not really. Are you a good swimmer? 🏊‍♀️ Yes. Have you ever ridden in a taxi? 🚖 Yes. Do you own a scooter? 🛴 No. Name three things that taste good with pineapple. 🍍 In pina coladas. That’s all for now. I hope you enjoyed! 🍁🌻☀️

#surveys

[hotdamnhunnam]

Hi, I haven't seen any request with Raleigh Becket, so him with🥶,☕,😚(kiss). (Also I'm sorry I barely ever request anything and I suck at picking characters and emojis or prompts). Hope you won't have much trouble with this.

Thanks for your request for my Emoji Fic Fest! No need to apologize at all, this is great lol, and I’m glad to have gotten a Raleigh request! 💗

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Iced Coffee Kisses

Pairing: Raleigh Becket x F!Reader Warnings: smut, swearing, Raleigh crushing on a girl & being the awkwardest turtle in the world Word Count: ~1.2k Emoji Prompt: 🥶☕️😚 (key words are in bold)

It’s fucking cold.

The frigid air bites through his coat as falling snow dampens his hair to darker gold. He really isn’t one to bitch about conditions, but he shouldn’t even be in this position. Though his shift is done, the officer in charge is in the middle of some speech, some protocol he needs to teach, and he wants everyone to listen. Raleigh Becket is a good boy so of course he feels compelled to do as told.

There’s a completely selfless reason as to why he’s fucking miffed: he picked up coffee for somebody at the tail end of his shift. It’s in a little paper cup with a cheap plastic lid, and cooling off with every passing minute. He’d have just gotten a new one, when this stupid speech is done—but as the officer goes on and on and on, it’s getting late and Raleigh knows, by now the cafeteria is fucking closed.

When he’s at last released he hurries to the dormitory halls—toward your room—rushing as briskly as he can without the risk of spilling cooled off coffee all over his balls. From all the cold his crotch is numb, so if this drink splashed from the cup and stained his pants he probably wouldn’t even feel a thing at all.

Maybe it’s good if his dick’s broken ‘cause whenever he gets close to you it tends to want to stand up stiff and tall.

When he arrives and softly knocks his frostbit knuckles on the closed door of your dorm… for the first time all day he finally feels warm.

Warm turns to hot now as the door swings open, and you’re wearing your pink panda bear pajamas just as he was hoping. Or not hoping, to be more precise—he always loves to see you looking so damn cute, till he reminds himself it’s rude, and has to turn away his eyes.

The pink of your pajamas pales against the rosy petals of his lips. He’s just a friend but times like this you wish that he would fucking grab you by the hips… slam you against the wall and claim your ass as his, with a big fat passionate kiss…

Of course that isn’t what he does. At least not yet. He’s still the same virtuous golden boy he always was, even more bashful and respectful now than back when you first met.

“Hey!” he greets you with a goofy smile as he holds the coffee up, big hand wrapped tight around the small white cup. “I, uh—I know you said that you’d be working on that huge project all day, most likely staying up all night. Figured some coffee couldn’t hurt, right?”

Beam at him sunshiney bright. “Aw, that’s so sweet of you!” I seriously love you.

“It’s… it’s more like iced, I guess,” he tells you with a grimace. “Got held up but tried my best.”

“I love iced coffee,” you reply honestly. “Thanks so much Raleigh, this—this is really sweet.”

You take the cup he came to offer you and all you feel is heat.

***************

“I like your dorm.”

He instantly regrets that you invited him inside ‘cause now he’s sitting here beside you on your bed and starts to squirm. He’s saying stupid shit and finds his mouth is spouting off impulsively before the thoughts can form. “It’s… really warm.”

You don’t want him to feel embarrassed or ashamed, but seeing him all shy and awkward is so cute you can’t be blamed. Your tone is playful and indulgent and you hope he knows that you don’t mean to mock him. You just really want to fuck him. “Leigh, you do know that our rooms are all the same?”

The only person in the world who gets to call him by a girl’s name.

Rolls his eyes, hoping you don’t notice the bulge between his thighs. “Obviously. But the, uh—pictures you’ve put up are really lovely.”

Gestures at the walls. You’ve been meaning to decorate a bit more but you’ve not gotten around to it at all. There are, like, two photos hung up but otherwise you can’t deny your room is ugly. Even more so when in contrast to the sheer beauty of godly golden Raleigh.

Though he knows your bed is just the same as everybody else’s, he can’t help but feel it’s extra fucking comfy. He feels home here on your mattress. Warm and fluffy. “How’s the coffee?”

“It’s… it’s iced,” you answer with a tender smile as you take another sip, lick the cool liquid off your lip. Shift closer toward him on the bed. “But like I said—I really like it iced. It’s nice.”

“I like your eyes.”

Dude, what the fuck. He wants to hide under a rock. There’s not a rock in sight though so the poor guy’s out of luck. He wants to run but he’s forgotten how to even fucking walk. You touch his forearm through his coat and it’s as if you touched his motherfucking cock.

“I like yours too. They’re really blue,” you coo, sweeping a tuft of snow-kissed gold off to the side so you can see his blushing face in fuller view. “Leigh, you do know I’m really into you?”

He swallows hard and doesn’t think he’ll make it through, if you continue. He’ll combust to fucking pieces if it’s true. “…Into?”

You nod and set the nearly empty cup of coffee on the nightstand, freeing both your hands. “I’m really not that subtle with my hints to you.”

“What hints?” This blonde buffoon is seriously sitting here without a fucking clue.

Even that one time when you literally asked Raleigh if he wanted to take you on a date he thought you meant as friends or something and he still wasn’t convinced.

Leigh sees you as some kind of Disney princess way beyond his league—your bravery and brains and beauty make him weak—he doesn’t have a clue that he’s your fucking prince.

So you decide your hints are gonna have to get a little bold. “You know the coffee that you brought may have been cold… but you’re still super fucking hot.” You watch his eyes widen to take in what you’ve told. Whether he finds himself believing it or not. “Believe me, Leigh—I like you, like, a lot. I think about you every fucking night and get off on the thought.”

Oh my God what the fucking what. Now any chance he had at answering coherently is shot. He fumbles frantically for words and gives you what little he’s got. “I do… I do that when I think about you too?”

He says it like a question as if there was any doubt that you already knew.

“I know you do,” you purr. Lean in to finally kiss him hungrily and hotly—then shift suddenly—down to your knees before him on the floor. You love his kisses but you’d love to kiss him elsewhere even more. “You know I never thanked you properly, for that lovely iced coffee that you got me… thankfully that is exactly what this slutty little mouth of mine is for.”

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