#my life has been crazy

[garfield-milk]

DAY 2 || TURTLEDUCK POND

@zukkaweek

#okay I’m sorry about disappearing for god knows how long #my life has been crazy #I’ve just finished my exmans so that’s cool (also I’m dating the girl I liked this whole years so that really cool I guess) #and I really hate this piece #I drew this like last month and idk it just feels weird #anyway it’s zukka week so I’m gonna post this for them #I also have 1 more thing but that about it #sorry #ZUKKA WEEK #atla #avatar the last airbender #zukka #zuko #sokka #fanart #atla fanart #yes it’s a wip shhh don’t say anything about it #my art

[fire-emblem-drabbles]

Hiya guys! I’m doing a little housekeeping on the blog, mostly for me so you guys shouldn’t notice too many changes on your end. I went ahead and added tips (because why not?), I’ve fixed the music on the blog once more (took out any old links that weren’t working, added in some more music). I’ll probably write a little more, hopefully put some stuff in the queue? So feel free to send in some requests, I think I’m just gonna clear out everything (I found an ask from when 3h wasn’t even a year old... so)

Changed the icon and tagline too, for the longest time I couldn’t find something I liked but it was between mcr Hubert and pta mom Lorenz. Glad 3 hopes is giving me in particular the content I want to see.

#sydney speaks #feel free to hit me up just to talk! #about anything really #my life has been crazy #and I forget if I've gotten you folks up to date #if I haven't #again just ask!

[imtoohotmilk]

3 years?????

#crazy how long this series has been out for #my art #mcyt #3rd life #traffic smp #grian #goodtimeswithscar #rendog #martyn inthelittlewood #bigbst4tz2 #skizzleman #scott smajor #smallishbeans #ethoslab #jimmy solidarity #impulsesv #zombiecleo #tangotek #bdoubleo100

[growningupgeek]

*peeks in*

Hi, y'all.

#I'm back #My life has been crazy

[alchemyhearts17]

Re-Introduction and start of a new blog

Hi...? I know this blog has been inactive for...a few years now. And I’m sorry, I’ve been a little busy with some real-life stuff. I usually go by AlchemyHearts17, but you can call me by my OC, Tracy as I’d rather keep my real name private for personal reasons.

I am planning to completely update my blog within the coming months as I really want to start using it again. I just never knew what this blog would be good for and I think I might start sharing some of the drawings I’ve done along with my recent story I wrote for my OC, Tracy Tennyson/Spell Dazer.

I mostly write crossover fanfiction, but I’m hoping to write some more fanfics in the future for the different fandoms I’m in and the fandoms I’ll most likely write for are:

Disney (specifically Frozen, Beauty and the Beast, Tangled, Big Hero 6, etc)

The Wizarding World of Harry Potter

Little Witch Academia 

My Hero Academia

RWBY

Puella Magi Madoka Magica

Kingdom Hearts

Fullmetal Alchemist

Ninjago: Masters of Spinjitzu

Marvel

DC

Pokemon

Wicked/Wizard of Oz (and most musicals like Beetlejuice)

Anastasia

Helluva Boss/Hazbin Hotel

Twisted Wonderland

The Owl House

Star Wars

Love Live School Idol Project

Fate/Stay

Gravity Falls

Danny Phantom

Genshin Impact

Mario

Spider-Man

Tim Burton

And a few others, but that’s a majority of what I’ve been into lately, I’ll try to keep a schedule about when to upload so this page won’t seem as dead as it has been.

Until next time. ^^

AlchemyHearts17

#fandom #written update #my writing #favoritefandoms #Disney #i've been putting it off #i'm so sorry #but now im back #marvel #fanfiction #my life has been crazy #anime and cartoons #i need to calm down #ive been busy #this is what i get for procrastinating

[mercifullymad]

i feel passionately about the need to enfold people experiencing (or diagnosed) with "just" depression or anxiety into the mad pride project. the more people who view themselves as mad, the better. much as the rhetorical move from "neurotypical" to "neuroconforming" emphasizes the artifice & social construction of "neurotypicality," so too will expanding identification as "mad" expose the sane/mad dichotomy as a false one.

it's true that (some) people with "just" depression and/or anxiety have an easier time navigating the psych system than people who have more stigmatized diagnoses. but this is not to say that they necessarily have an easy time — the carceral psych system is hostile to everyone subsumed by it, even the most "privileged" patients. we should of course critique & examine how our experiences are shaped by various intersections of privilege, but we cannot forget or ignore how someone with "just" a depression/anxiety diagnosis can still experience the full force of the carceral psych system brought down upon them (including but not limited to involuntary institutionalization, police intervention, & forced medication or other forced treatment).

we must encourage, if not insist, that those with the least-stigmatized diagnoses view their difficult experiences navigating the psych system as bound up with the liberation of people who have more stigmatized diagnoses &, often, a more violent experience of the psych system. we need more people to drop the "i have anxiety/depression but i'm not crazy" line and say loudly, "i have anxiety/depression & i am crazy. my access to just treatment is linked to the conditions of all other crazy people, who are my allies, peers, & friends. we are united in our cause & we all deserve a more liberating system of care."

#mad pride #mad liberation #disability justice #the way that one IG influencer who called depression & anxiety “vanilla” diagnoses has lived rent-free in my mind for the past five years.. #i was soooo upset by that for like three years & now i'm like. okay. it is a little funny. #but also i do think that somewhere in the 'destigmatization'/commodification of anxiety/depression (treatment) #we have lost the plot & forgotten that 'just' these experiences on their own can still be deeply distressing & chronic & endangering #& can make people (be viewed as) just as 'crazy' as someone with a more stigmatized diagnosis #& for me personally my experiences of anxiety & depression have been far more disabling than anything else #sorry i keep editing this post to correct typos...story of my life

[purusims]

half-hearted intimacy

#sydney if ur seeing this ive been on a ismfof kick and i keep thinking abt ur post every time i listen to but the nuns are wtacching #it makes me CRAZY!!!!!!! CRAZY #literally already used a lyric from asl in my other post #wont stop until the entire album has been posted in a jumble of lyrics on minecraft yutube art #anyways #my art #double life #goodtimeswithscar #grian #i HATEW coloring someone d o it for me i suck so bad

[suntails]

MY SILVER PMV IS DONE!!!!

I've been working on this for almost a month and a half, and I'm SOSOSO excited to get to finally share it with y'all! :D it's a little love letter to his arc of the diasomnia story, and i'm so honored to get to make something special for my lil guy <3

#PLEASE if u are a silver fan PLS watch. its almost 4 minutes long and it's all abt him babey. my little GUY #genuinely the single most ambitious proj i think i've ever done. and i built a 360 master controller rig for DR once #i'm shaking a little bit i'm overwhelmed. this has been my LIFE for the past lil bit i just. augh i poured my heart into it i LOVE him #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #book 7 spoilers #ch 7 spoilers #diasomnia #this also prominently features the knight of dawn and lilia. the song will make that very clear as to Why. OUGUUGH #THANK U TO LETTIE FOR HELPING BRAINSTORM AT THE BEGINNING AND TO ELL FOR LETTING ME SEND A MILLION WIPS #suntails #sebek zigvolt #animatic #it's not an animatic at this point bc i went too crazy but i think more ppl associate fan vids w that terminology so yknow. blinks

[piosplayhouse]

My headcanon that I personally believe is 1000% right and that I will never let go of is that sy's biggest tell for not being sj is that he never gets quite used to dealing with the super long hair and elaborate hairstyles so he just fudges it a majority of the time before Binghe starts doing his hair

It was unfortunately covered by the ears but sj's hair is tensely pulled back on all sides of his head to form a tight topknot whereas sy's bun is much looser and unstructured (he woke up and put his brown hair in a messy bun etc) and he clearly didn't comb his hair to make the initial ponytail for the bun extra tight

#inspiration drawn from MY OWN LIFE ♥️ #i think sy would get a crazy tension headache if he tried to do sj's perfect topknot #like people talk about how if he was shorter pre death he mustve been running into door frames after transmigration #but can we talk about how his neck mustve been dying with the sudden addition of like 5 feet of hair #PLUS THE GUANS AND SUCH #the longest my hair has ever gotten was chest length and even then it kept getting tangled on doorframes and shit #imagine going from default chinese 20yr old haircut to rapunzel in one night #svsss

[bnha-more-like-bnh-gay]

Shinsou: I hate all those things that were like, “they used to be so strong and funny…. ThEn [insert trauma here], now they are a shell of what they once were”

Shinsou: I can be traumatized and still be strong and funny. I’m the funniest fucker I know

Tsuyu: yesterday you said that you wanted to enter a coma so you didn’t have to deal with an authority figure being mad at you again

Shinsou: both can be true, am I not allowed to have duality, tsuyu??

#he’s fine he just has to be dramatic about it first #it’s so okay it not like I have a panic attack when an authority figure looks at me #that’s crazy I’d never nope not me #Aizawa is probably the current authority figure for shinsou #tsuyu is not afraid to check her on her friends mental health and we love to see that #what a lad #she’ll call bullshit without a second thought #anyway. I saw one too many things about Ellie being strong and funny until ‘David broke her’ and fuck that bullshit #as someone who has been abused their entire life that stuff makes me mad as hell #that being said. if that’s what someone needs to do to cope. I bid them the best of luck and all of my love and support #bnha #mha #incorrect mha quotes #incorrect my hero academia quotes #mha incorrect quotes #bnha incorrect quotes #incorrect bnha quotes #shinsou is in the izucrew #shinsou hitoshi #asai tsuyu #incorrect izucrew #izucrew #izucrew as family

[lynnbutlertron]

OK i’m getting more into rayman now and i need someone to explain to me why the fuck i have not seen a single person on the internet talking abt this pairing . Am i losing my mind??? Am i the problem ???? Please

extra drawing under the cut

#doodles #rayman #globox #baby globox #rayman legends #rayman origins #idk what the fuck to tag this as #raybox #?????? I’m coining the ship name idgaf! #Idgaf if that’s the name of a skin either these two deserve the title #ANYWAY PLEASE TELL ME IF IM CRAZY. SERIOUSLY #how am i seeing rayman selfcest and raymanxmurphy but not. this #Has the rayman fandom heard of friends to lovers #Please #that anon that said globox wasn’t exclusive i owe you my life i’ve been quoting that ever since

[cjbee]

I apologize for my absence- please take Dracula Gang Spidersonas as an apology.

#dracula daily #spidersona #spiderverse #sorry my guys life has been crazy

[quaranmine]

i think the whole cringe is dead, radical sincerity, depth of genuine emotion, earnest effort, and unironic love thing that tumblr has going on the past few years has transformed my outlook on things and changed me for the better. but it does mean that now the people i know irl will give me strange looks for being too sappy or too poetic or too dedicated or too excited about about something because they're still stuck in their "well i only like this ironically" phase. guess that's their problem tho not mine <3

#like on here i could spontaneously decide to write a poem about life & love & death & the dying peace lily on my parent's porch #and everybody would be like omg love it #or i could write essays analyzing mcrp. or dig up documents from 1910 and 1956 for fanfic research #and everyone is like 🤩 #and in real life there's like a 90% chance anybody would just be like. that's good for you....you're a little weird though..... #or i will say something i was thinking about and people will get all cynic on me or something #SORRY for having a writer's/artist's/photographer's brain i guess and seeing the beauty in the world #idk idk so many people i meet irl are allergic to genuine expressions of emotion or artistry #there was a lady i saw on the train once who was reading a densely-written pocket sized planner...from 2013 #i think about her sometimes. was that her planner? were those good memories? was she trying to remember something? has it been a kind decade #and when i told my dad he couldn't at all see anything i saw in the moment. he just made jokes about her being crazy #but i liked the moment

[potionofinstantdamage]

(beheading-typical blood warning) short 3rd life animation i made for fun!

#i animate like twice a year but its always a good time #this has been living in my head for like. months so i had to make it real #song is if im crazy by amigo the devil #scribbles #ren #martyn #third life #the red king #martyn inthelittlewood

[designernishiki]

it’s kinda funny to me how that dumb scene in kiwami 1 of majima getting shot and left for dead in the harbor was basically just added as a half-assed way to explain majima not being around for a bit of the plot, but they accidentally(?) just made it seem like start of a chain reaction where majima ended up feeling slighted and heartbroken after being abandoned like that and then lashed out about it via smashing a big truck into the building kiryu was in. and yeah that isn’t inherently a romantic thing as-is but then they go and add the part where majima grabs a hostess and performatively hits on her as in-kiryu’s-face as possible, she says she’s already in love with someone, and majima lets her go immediately, no questions asked, making a big fucking point of it just to say see THAT kiryu? I appreciate when people are HONEST about their FEELINGS. people who won’t just BACKSTAB someone who CARES about them to save themselves. is that so crazy kiryu?? huh??? anyway make it up to me get down here and fight me right fucking now

#I think on another level he was sorta saying like ‘hey kiryu. you’re making it extremely clear that you don’t trust me and my intentions #and I’ve been trying to show you- over and over again- that I’d do just about anything for you and your safety #but I can’t just let my mask fall off in front of everyone- I need to keep up the unpredictable morally grey wildcard act for both my sake #AND yours. because disguising my helping you as crazy random violent outbursts and weird stalker behavior #is the only way I CAN help you. do you think it would go over well with shimano or literally anyone else if I was outright helping you out #of the kindness of my heart and fondness for you? stop being so fucking dense and look past the crazy wacky nonsense for a second and #maybe you’ll realize that all I do at the end of the day- really- is help you and put my own life and reputation on the line for you. #I am an honest guy when it comes to my real values and when I told you I wouldn’t let anyone kill you unelss it was myself- I meant it. #I’ve taken a knife and a bullet for you now. can you REALLY not see through the act yet? am I REALLY that unpredictable when you think about #it?’ #that was a longer explanation than i intended but. it was difficult to put into words #I basically feel like it could be read as him implying kiryu shouldn’t backstab the people who put themselves on the line to help him #and/or pointing out that he’s never actually done kiryu dirty and has stuck to his word protecting him in the ways he can #trying to say yeah all this is a crazy act and all but when it comes down to it you Can trust me #it really makes sense when you think about it that he’d have to help kiryu/show affection towards kiryu in unpredictable convoluted ways #at that point in time because. I mean. there’s a reason he was the only person who showed up to welcome kiryu when he got out of prison #and that’s because A) he sticks to his word and his loyalty to people he cares about and B) no one else had the balls or the batshit insane #mask to wear to ward off anyone asking real questions like majima did. because ANYONE associating themselves with the supposed #patriarch-killer was a HUGE NO-NO at the time. someone important showing up for kiryu and welcoming him back outright could’ve caused #all-out warfare probably. except majima. because majima was dedicated and smart enough to use his widely-feared wildcard persona #(that everyone tended to view as incapable of having any Real agenda to worry about) to his And kiryu’s advantage #does that make sense??? I feel like it makes a lot of sense if you get it to click in your head #kazumaji #majima #kiryu #yakuza #kiwami 1 #yk1 #rambling

[distressed-bird]

Kalina is the most interesting character to me because of all she has going on…

she is Cassandra’s familiar, she is simultaneously a pet and a friend and a servant and a family to a goddexx that is simultaneously her owner and friend and creator and parent and her god and reason to be—Kalina’s relationship to Cassandra is hard to put a name or label on (since what does being a familiar even mean?) but the bottomline is that this cat loves her deity enough to put everything and everyone on the line for her…

And adding in that she is a child of divorce. So to speak. I am extremely normal and haven’t been driven mad by the detail that baby itty bitty kitty Kalina was at Cassandra’s wedding to Ankarna and is remembered to have been toddling after her as she walked down the aisle…

Kalina will be the death of me /lh

#fhjy spoilers #fantasy high junior year #kalina #oh my god and the fact Kalina was there at that wedding—there at the period of time where Ankarna was alive and still a known god and not #presumed dead… this makes the Sylvairean Heresy even WORSE of a life event for Kalina and Cassandra… #the existence of baby kalina implies that Cassandra *raised* Kalina… and the fact they were married means that Kalina wouldn’t have been #raised by only Cassandra but *also* Ankarna. #you are Kalina and one of your parents just was killed by your uncle—their domains were too alike—and you can never talk about them again. #you can never speak their name—share in their memory—the only place they exist is quietly in your memories that must go unspoken due to #Oblivata Mori. And there’s nothing you can do about it… #And then the followers and clerics of your remaining parent start trying to kill her—being mislead by the followers of your goddexx’ sister #Cassandra is the only family Kalina has left—and Kalina’s sentience leds me to think she agreed to become a Curse #kalina let herself be unmade and changed to keep Cassandra alive… and even as the shell of herself—a familiar once but now a living plague— #is so deeply loyal and only interested in what is to the benefit of her *everything*… even if they are currently a Walking Corpse. #Kalina dislike Kristen so much because Kristen is just not being a good cleric and is in the precarious spot of being Cassandra’s only #follower… but ultimately won’t harm or attack Kristen—killing herself first—because Kristen is the only one keeping Cassandra uncorrupted. #yeah im crazy about the relationship and history between a cat familiar and her witch goddess and the layers of their relationship