#my eyes refuse to open

[spacedlexi]

i thought we were gonna kiss up here are you still not over your dead girlfriend

#the walking dead game #twdg #violentine #clementine twdg #violet twdg #theres no casual explanation for clems reaction to that why did she look so upset #wide eyed middle distance stare brows drawn mouth open girl please relax #if your friend was wistfully thinking of their dead gf why would you be upset by that 🤨 hmm interesting #part of violets route will be about how she feels she failed minnie and so refuses to fail clementine and continuously makes that choice #and i still have to hear people yap about how she never got over minnie bro i swear some people are playing with their eyes and ears closed #i think her complicated relationship with her not dead not ex is fun and interesting actually and she tells clem not to worry Immediately #i just like poking fun at my girl for being a little jealous 😏 this and the way she looks at them hugging in the woods. i know what you are #her immediate reaction to seeing the v+m heart is also questionable girl why are you making those faces #spaced art 2024

[zaacoy]

freenoodles request!! Tang smoochin his husband on the snout and Pigsy getting extremely flustered!! (I love these old gays so much they are my fathers actually) ((real)).

he caught him off guard

Here are your dads, thank you for your request!! Very cute concept to draw out thank you very very much :D !

Small bonus! heeheehoo :3c

#heehee them <3 #Threw a small hc into this!!: #Even if they do live together they very rarely get to the restaurant at the same time #Be it because Tang has to go to work somewhere else or because he refuses to wake up at 8 am with pigsy every day to open shop- either work #They've worked out a schedule/times that Tang comes in and Pigsy keeps a close eye on the clock every day waiting for him #He also probably prepares a spare bowl of noodles just for him a few minutes before he should get there #Got to make sure husband is safe!! and well fed!!!! #Also the hc that they both get kind of flustered by sudden unexpected affection from the other especially in public #They are very husbands your honor this is my testimony #lmk pigsy #lmk tang #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #freenoodleshipping #lmk freenoodles #It is 2 am and my brain is refusing to word smart sorry if any of these tags are worded weird auaghh #He was late in the first place because he was brainstorming ways to fluster his husband just for funnsies #snout kiss proved to be very effective!! #Zaacoy art💫

[thingaddams4]

Wednesday bluntly saying "you should know I'm waiting for someone" and "I'm actually here for Tyler" to Xavier and continuing to frown unfazed as Xavier's face contorts in disapproval whenever Tyler shows up beside her, BUT pausing before saying "Xavier" when Tyler asked her who she asked to the Rave'N.

#also refusing eye contact when explaining herself on why she's going #gritting her teeth after asking Xavier and planning to use her old dress #but internally panicking when Tyler showed up bcs how could you do this to me Thing I'm not prepared and have nothing to wear! #opening the door then slamming it to the other's face and thinking “oh my god he's here! why is he here” is a such a romcom move idc #should've bought that damn dress oh wait Thing you did? guess I have to cancel my initial plans bcs Tyler is waiting outside #wednesday #wednesday addams #wyler #weyler #wednesday x tyler #tyler x wednesday #tyler galpin

[indigo6f00ff]

i think what's been putting me off of digital art for a while is that the way i was doing it just took like too long and was too tedious for my brain to want to focus on so i'm trying out New Ways Of Doing Things that have similar results to my old style (imo) and this is a result of Practice Arting. anyway here's the guy with the same name as the character from cloudy with a chance of meatballs

#toontown #toontown corporate clash #firestarter #flint bonpyre #toontown cogs #ttcc #corporate clash #toonblr #toontag #cogs #art #digital art #artwork #so sad that he had to be decapitated in order for this to be drawn. oh well he'll get better soon. #this one. is small but i think i'm slowly getting out of my brain's refusal to do digital art... #hopefully i'll be able to do big pieces soon again without feeling the life being drained out of me every time i think about opening my #canvas. this definitely was easier to do than Other Artstyle and i think it's going to lead to better looking pieces cuz i'm not spending s #much time trying to squeeze texture out of a watercolor brush #although it's not lineless i hope i can experiment with it more to make the lines less prominent and have the shading be the way that shape #are flushed out to the eye while the lines are just. visual guides to what things should look like yknow #also i'm using fill tool for this now instead of Meticulously Filling In With Watercolor so that's less of a pain in the ass #and now i'm just doing watercolor in gradient spots for variation of color + shading #and then putting sketchbook over it to give it some more noise and texture to make it look less flat #no blur filter either i just rendered it with some unsharp mask and then changed the RGB levels to get nicer colors #basically it was just reg. brush over sketch -> fill color -> watercolor -> put pencil sketch over outline -> put pencil sketch over color #-> render -> add quick white background for some flair ig #unfortunately school will still prob be kicking my ass... fuck college algebra... but even when i'm tired i hope this'll Motivate me to go #do digital shit again cuz all i've been doing is notebook sketches and like. i miss making full-fledged colored pieces man. its just so #exhausting to do tho when my brain has a tantrum bout it. anyways

[mugentakeda]

i just loveeeee the idea that there was a big gap of understanding between lu ten and iroh the same way theres a big gap of understanding between zuko and iroh. mistakes that iroh didnt realize he made with his son he then also made with his nephew and still not realizing it. a whole world of things about lu ten that iroh didnt know about, and will never know about. im gonna talk about it though because i am insane so look away from my cringe

lu ten had gone to his father with problems before, and iroh cant help but wonder, now, if his son had ever been trying to imply deeper things in between sugarcoated words because there were things you just didnt say in the palace, and irohs head had been so far up his ass he hadnt seen it. despite it being waved practically right in his face by his son, desperate for sound advice from his father, whos brain was too waterlogged by thoughts of how he was going to pull off his next bloody conquest. like how zuko was always howling for help, hurt and confused like a cornered animal, hidden deep under his fits of rage, and irohs head was Still so far up his ass that he kept meeting zukos silent begging for straightforward guidance with convoluted proverbs. he can sit here and bury his face in his hands in shame over the sheer amount of times hed failed his nephew without realizing, and how much convincing it'll take to get his nephew to understand that yes, iroh did fail him so many times, and he couldve prevented so much suffering simply by holding himself to the same standards he held his nephew to. all those times during those three years before the avatar returned that he couldve done something. sit here and think about how sad it is that he has to even try hard to convince his nephew such a thing, how sad it is that he finally got zuko to stop seeing ozai as some all-wise god that can do no error as a father, just for zuko to start seeing iroh as some all-wise god that has done no error as an uncle. but he can at least go and do something about it. he can never do something about what he did to his son. the things he knows he did, the things he doesnt know he did, and everything in between. he will never find out what lu ten truly thought about him. he will never have that reconciliation, that silent scream of relief and violent shiver in the crook of his neck that zuko gave when iroh yanked him in close after their separation, with his lu ten. he just has to hear about his own son through word of mouth and somehow be content with that. and worst of all, its all his own and his god damned family's fault. no amount of healing and learning by trying to do right by zuko and the world he helped nearly ruin not much more than a half decade ago can act as a balm for the agony that brings him. he knows healing his guilty conscience isnt supposed to even be a reason for why he helped the avatar, but god- it's when the rationality leaves him and he realizes that this is something he cant seem to make himself be the bigger person in. he knows its his own fault, that there are hundreds- thousands, maybe- of earth kingdom sons he personally stole from earth kingdom fathers, and only gave up on his siege when the consequences of his war came into his own backyard, but he cant help it. doesnt want to help it. hes still angry and hateful anyway. his son should still be here. his son should still be here. his son should still be here. and if he tells zuko about how much he still hates himself as both an uncle and a father, zuko will definitely rush to reassure him, all the while he is chained to his desk and meetings day in and day out, fixing this uncles mistakes best he can, losing sleep and forgetting to eat. none of it will mean anything to zuko, if it means he can make his uncle feel better. and if that happens, iroh might actually vomit in front of his nephew.

#i love when characters outright refuse to heal or move on!!!! yayyy!!!!!!!!! three cheers for bitterness and hate forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #making lu ten a personality and then remembering hes lit dead so so cool. Like hes just dead. he will never come back. No plot armor #sometimes... characters having unsatisfying unhappy ends.... is the best. #THIS NIGHT HAS OPENED MY EYES.... AND I WILL NEVER SLEEP AGAIN........................ #HE SAID HED CURE YOUR ILLS... BUT HE DIDNT AND HE NEVER WILL.................................... #(starts vomiting blood everywhere #i should tie this with my hcs about ursa and lu ten being close cus they were left alone together in the palace a lot #and how lu ten helped shoulder a kind of deranged amount from her by basically co parenting zuko and azula with her #meanwhile ursa was a grown adult and lu ten was like . 15 #oh the curses of being the eldest sibling oh the horrors #atla

[haley-lana]

#I'm basically coughing up a lung but ficcing refuses to wait #thanks a lot muse you fucking bitch with the worst timing #fever ideas are usually the most awesome though #should be a 'otherfucking banger #when I can keep my eyes open for long enough to TYPE IT #ficcin' be like #fanfic memes #author woes #fanfic wit #fic memes #ao3 meme #ao3 memes #ao3 writer #writing meme #fic writing #writer meme #writer problems #just writer things #writeblr #writers on tumblr #fic meme #fanfic meme #fan fic things #fan fiction memes #fan fic writing #fan fiction #fics #fic life #fan fic #fandom

[sysig]

Hey, it’s not inaccurate! As advertised! (P1 | P2 | P3) (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #The Captain #ZEX #Finally the punchline! Yay! #Thanks for all your help brain /s I'm just glad it turned out haha ♪ #I do love the panel of the Captain putting the pieces together for all the reasons haha - not even using words to describe ZEX and his pinky #Such a polite sip haha - it would be rude to refuse tea from the princess he's trying to rescue! It's all part of the play! #Oh and ZEX just casually touching him lol keep on eye on that arm Captain or he'll talk you into a corner haha #At least the Captain is being more polite than Rand - not that that's a difficult task lol #He disappointed but he's not about to be mean! Nor undermine ZEX's princess status #He lives in a tower with an attendant and wears a pretty dress and tiara - it just all checks out! #And I mean technically he Does align with whatever legend has managed to be spread around lol just in the opposite direction #All such silliness ♪ I'm glad I saw it through haha #Can finally set it down pleased! #Did he rescue him? Or just come to visit him again? Or leave forever??? It's intentionally open-ended lol #I'm satisfied with my joke so it's whatever ending your prefer haha

[ragingtwilight]

Tumblr won't let me tap on notifications to view posts I'm killing so much rn

Please don't make me go to my laptop just let me view from depression bedroom please please please please pleeeease

#noooo dont make me spend 5 seconds opening a tab on laptop instead nooooo #biggest wettest saddest eyes @ tumblr dot com ever but i still refuse to update the app #please my grandma phone can't take it #pretty please with a cherry on topppp i dont wanna bust out the big boy for this one #crying and sobbing pathetic and disgusting tears #this motherfucker struggles just to keep pictures on it please just let me see what my funny mutuals are tagging me in #bwaaahhh #grrr

[attractthecrows]

entertaining myself by inflicting bastard children on my faves

#its fun #warthrop and will henry go to the gulf coast for some reason #COINCIDENTALLY to the same shitty little seaside town that alyne's mom moved to when she left boston #shes like dropping hints that she fucked pellinore at least one time and he does not notice #until little alyne bursts in carrying a bucket full of sea water and some weird thing she found in the bycatch #marches right past all of them to dump it into a fish tank and starts poking it with a swizzle stick #(i cant decide if this is like a sea star or an urchin or some sort of cephalopod. or maybe a lionfish) #pellinore's like Who The Fuck Is That and alyne's mom goes My daughter! I had her after a rather interesting night with you in Boston #you should introduce yourself :3 #oh who's the father? you're the father you forgetful tease. altho i suppose you were drunk enough not to remember our tumble #and pellinore is like THIS CLOSE to blowing up on this woman for lying but now alyne's noticed and is staring silently #with her dark owlish eyes #just WATCHING. analyzing. #and he goes What?????? no. no it cant be. are you certain????????????? No I refuse to believe it come along will henry #alyne's mom is like NO YOU PRICK COME BACK HERE and alyne just goes They'll be back. dead certain #but more importantly look at this fucked up fish i found mom i dont think its native. the fishermen said they're poisonous #does that mean their skin is poisonous or is it just the spikes??? #the fishermen said they're more common in the caribbean than in the gulf but now they're in the gulf more #so they're spreading!! isnt that cool??? #and alyne's mom cracks open a beer because that encounter was fucked up.

[suaracatacat]

I like to imagine the future devil gives Aki random visions to mess with him, like that one time we don't talk about. Aaaand Aki already had the contract before he met Angel soo... Have this silly, what if scenario :)

Bonus:

#my art #hayakawa aki #future devil #chainsaw man #the future devil is my favorite devil #haha silly little devil until they open their eyes #i think they like to annoy aki bc he refuses to give in to their silly games

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i started the semester off with such a level head but ive walked myself further and further toward i ledge i can feel crumbling #out from under my feet. i sit in small rooms where i feel the stress radiating from my chest down into my limbs. disappating into the floor #it makes me want to run and run and run but im so tired and the sidewalk is icy slick. and i feel like im at the limits of my abilities #and i know every grad student has that worry but what if its true. that i have a void behind my eyes and not enough depth of thought #anywhere it matters. how am i supposed to operate in this system when i can barely string together the words to understand what im reading #and itll never be any easier. what if im at my functional limit? what if i caught fire and burned away to ashes? what if i screamed and #kept screaming until someone told me patch up the open wound in my chest? what if i just stopped? #what if i could just let go of any need to feel like i have a purpose? what if i could just live? and feel the wonder of the things around #me. let go of all my emptiness #move at a pace that isnt breaking my neck. feel anything close to joy or if that's too much to ask then let me at least feel stable. just #for a while. just a little while. #and i know itll b fine. and i know im just being whiny bc things are hard and theyve been hard and theyll always be hard bc i refuse to make #things easy. but i just feel like im standing alone on a beach where the water's been drawn too far back #and i can see it rushing toward me faster than i can run. im just waiting for the tsunami to wash me away to nothing #unrelated

[the-owl-tree]

listen, i think you can interpret many things from this series that the author didn't intend but, as an afab poc, i think the reading of frostpaw's spaying as anything but the erins trying to create drama regarding fertility is kind of a reach like.... the erins do not care about poc and/or indigenous people and they have made that abundantly clear and trying to hone in on people saying "hey, give this series, who historically has profited off of and appropriated indigenous cultures is trying to talk about forced sterilization" is a naive reading at best and a generous reading all around. these white brits do no care about us please stop giving them the benefit of the doubt when they have made it abundantly clear we are a side show to them. where as with the over arching misogyny its not something they intend to write, it is just a reflection of how sexist brits see the world like for the love of god do not give them this when they time and time again have demonstrated they are just white cishet spectators

I ended up going on twitter to find the thread just to see what was being said and....yeah, I still don't really agree it's to that level, but I read through and I still hesitate to knock down concerns from readers of color, you know? I definitely agree that the authors are definitely not trying to talk about political issues (I think Berryheart and RiverClan's occupation are filling that void for what it's worth), but I can't lie and say I don't understand where dots are being connected.

Anyways, I probably won't continue to answer asks on this. I just feel waaaaayy out of my depth in this discussion, so apologies for that.

#ask to tag #i think the other anon wasnt trying to argue this was rep or anything #a lot of their concerns to me was how quickly people were shooting down these concerns about the writing #and i think that's completely fair. but you know. also #opinion of someone who really is not at all really qualified to discuss this #idk. a lot of my analysis and grievances with the series also hinge on asking people to look a little deeper and ask 'is it that deep?' #and it's frustrating to point out misogyny and get eye rolled at #so i'd never want to do that to people who are asking me to do the same for racism in the series #which is something that a lot of fans refused to do when the doc on anti-indigenous writing in the series first dropped #idk. it's absolutely not my call to decide what is offensive and what's not. but i guess that's why i prefer to remain open about this stuf

[spotaus]

Pt 15! (One of my favorites!)

#utmv #oc #utmv sans #utmv oc #goldinsanity #this one is my favorite because I can inagine it perfectly #Ichor (basically the Uncle of all EA kids) gets shoved to the front of the group and he plays big scary bodyguard #Orchid is entirely unphased but has Reset subtly clutching her sleeve-covered hand like he'll die #Haphazard is in the middle and is freaked out very much but also fears losing Lost (he refused to open his eyes) and therefore is dragging #him along too #Monochrome and Stereo are both terrified #but Mono is more easily spooked so he's shoulder-to-shoulder with Stereo #N (as my persona) would have grabbed Ichor's jacket and not let go after the first spook (eyes closed now) #Pretender takes up the rear and would honestly probably shift and freak out the employees rather than being scared #and Shotput knew better and stayed outside #I love the idea of these losers all going to a haunted house frfr

[hella1975]

i hope you all know the andrew brainrot is happening simultaneously with the touya brainrot like i have in fact not moved on ive instead found a newer weirder state of being where every single fucking thing relates to them and they both relate to each other and my brain is going to. explode

#'touya is a firewielder in a superpowered universe & andrew is a medicated athlete HOW r they similar' and what if i opened your third eye #it's about the violent villainous character being the one who needed saving the most and never ever had a kind hand extended #it's about the people in their life most in a position to nurture them being the ones to traumatise them most #it's about societal failings. it's about rejects. it's about bearing your pain terribly. it's about being a bad victim #it's about refusing to be put in a cute little self-helping box and instead emerging from your trauma covered in blood and raging #it's about being an obsessive light-haired freak with a weird fucking aesthetic. i can keep going #they are literally the same person in my mind in my mind's eye in my little brain if you will #i wrote 1.3k words of dog teeth yesterday. im going to get crack off the chefs at work today and punch a customer in the teeth #andrew minyard #touya todoroki

[fuerrziah]

im sick asf so i wont be posting digital art for a week or so

#my eyes refuse to stay open for more than 5 minutes #when i get sick i complain a lot LMAOAOALA SORRY #💔💔💔 #shitpost #info

[clonememesfrikyeah]

*Gives Rex a cursed amulet that only speaks in an ancient elderich tongue and gives him strange dreams about a sea cave, makes him hear distant whispers, see disembodied apparitions and have visions of a moss covered bog forest*

#the whole time he’s just convinced it’s just the lack of sleep copious amounts of caffeine and stims and the ptsd getting to his head #and he just goes about his days like :))) this is fine #while shaking drinking his 6th cup of coffee mixed with vodka as the shadow man that’s been lurking in the corner side eyes him #Rex refuses to sleep pass out or medicate because he owes the hat man money and he don’t want to see him #captain rex #my post #star wars #tcw #the clone wars #the prequels #the 501st #when he tries to get rid of it it just magically appears back to him #and then the ghosts get mad at him so they open all the drawers and cupboards in his vicinity #and push shit off his desk #and throw sharp objects at him #until he apologizes and promises not to get rid of it again #him and the amulet have a toxic relationship