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monpetitchattriste · 4 months
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Artwork for my story Panic Attacks in Paradise
NEW CHAPTER OUT NOW!!!!
“Do you want me to carry you?” Adrien asked, concerned, etching his voice as he watched her sway slightly. “No, I am fine,” Marinette insisted stubbornly. But her words barely left her lips when she stumbled again, her knees buckling beneath her. Adrien quickly reached out, steadying her before she hit the ground. Wordlessly, Adrien bent down, sliding one arm behind her knees and the other around her back. He lifted her off the ground with a careful heave, settling her into a piggyback. It took a few steps for her initial resistance to fade and for her body to relax against his as he carried her.  Marinette’s breath was steady and rhythmic against his neck.  "You're surprisingly comfy, Adrien," Marinette giggled, her words slurring slightly as she rested her chin on his shoulder. "Thanks, I think," Adrien chuckled, the corners of his mouth twitching into a smile. "Just don't get used to it. I'm not starting a piggyback ride service anytime soon." Marinette responded with a playful nudge against his head. "Too bad, I'd be your first customer. Five stars for the ride!” “Oh, so now you want me to carry you! Well, I guess this ride is over.” He loosened his grip on the legs and let her start to slip. Marinette squeaked in response, grabbing onto his shoulders to keep from falling off him. Adrien quickly tightened his grasp again and adjusted her so she wasn't falling back down. 
The animated version down be low!
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tizzymcwizzy · 1 year
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HEY YOU!! I HAVEN'T POSTED FIC IN A WHILE BUT I JUST REMEMBERED I HAD THIS FINISHED ONE SHOT FROM A YEAR AGO I FORGOT ABOUT
here's the link to read it on ao3
it's a post rocketear 5.8k one shot with an original character akuma that's just a vessel for me to do some Adrien character exploration
also some art for it from a year ago
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nemaliwrites · 2 months
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Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis / The Man of Mind Alone / Trevor West Knapp, Taste / Hozier, Foreigner's God / @floatingstirnerhead / / Absure, Taste Like
On fear, taste, and the concept of knowing someone. A webweave for my Adrien Can Taste Emotions fic
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wisteriasymphony · 2 months
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Queen of Disaster - Reverse!Chloenette Fic Idea
"you got me spinning like a ballerina..."
When she's not focusing on her schoolwork or training to become the prima ballerina her mother encourages her to be, Chloé Bourgeois is #1 Resistance Queen*, Honey Bee. And she knows she's not meant to fall for the enemy, but there's something about her that Chloé can't help but fall for... Maybe she just has a thing for bad girls?
Would likely include:
Approx time period Inspirations: 2012-2014?
Chloé focused - Lots of ballet-heavy scenes when it's focused on her life outside of Honey Bee. She'll probably also frequent Boulangeire Dupain-Cheng often, just to see Marinette.
Emo x Prep, "She was a punk, she did ballet", DUH. Chloé is the head-over-heels sunshine who likes to look on the bright side of things, Marinette is quiet and pessimistic and is intimidated/put-off by Chloé's positivity rather than a victim of 'bullying'. Chloé tries very hard to be Mari's friend and Mari has none of it.
Other Lana songs? why not.
*Depending on whether this is pre- or post- paris special, Honey can either work for the Resistance or Supreme, whatever the opposite of Shadybug is. Or maybe they work together, and she doesn't fall for the enemy after all?
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ladynoiresque · 3 months
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"If you say hot and bothered one more time I’ll throw you overboard.” 
“Is that a threat or a promise?”
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henurysensei · 6 hours
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The Wish : Chapter 1
The first chapter of my first miraculous fanfiction! I hope you enjoy it! (Sorry if there are any mistakes, English is not my native language😭)
Context: (the events of this story take place 3 years after the end of season 4(Season 5 never happened)). Monarch has managed steel the miraculous in a fierce battle and is about to make his wish. At the same time, Adrien arrives just in time to stop him.
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blueberry-bubbles130 · 6 months
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Here comes Sabrina Raincomprix!
Chloe's best friend and partner in crime, literally in this au. She's the first person to find out about Mortis and Peur when Chloe first gets them. After this they develop a healthier friendship. Helping her figure out what she should do going forward.
She's also one of the main reasons why Chloe has been able to keep up the lie that she's dead for so long. This may have been done through breaking a few laws however, as Sabrina lied to the police about Chloe's behaviour and the fact that Sabrina was the last person to see her before she disappeared. Guess it helps her father wasn't assigned to Chloe's disappearance, and public interest in finding Chloe was quite low. So it got closed quicker than it should have. She was also good at very subtly redirecting attention as to the reason for Chloe's disappearance.
In the present Sabrina is Chloe's main contact to Paris and the events going on, mainly to do with her parents. Also being the person to get Chloe a new phone, to which Sabrina is the only contact for. She helps keep the secret of Chloe's disappearance, and visits her to help with shopping and housework. She's managed to get Chloe to watch a bunch of magical girl anime and old barbie movies. They also play games together.
Over the time since Chloe's disappearance, Sabrina has actually become the far more confident of the two. Chloe's recklessness has rubbed off on her a little, but not as much as Chloe's. As Chloe often throws herself into deadly danger on a regular basis as a vigilante. Pollen is dead against their antics out of worry. In the 8 years since Chloe ran away, each year on Chloe's birthday, Sabrina has dragged Chloe out to go explore abandoned places and celebrate. Sabrina has recorded all these birthday adventures with her having them on her phone and Chloe having them on VHS tapes.
Design wise, I like the general theme they were going for with her outfit. However like everything in miraculous the execution was questionable at best and absolutely awful at worse. I kept most of the colours but just changed where they were used. Like using brighter colours on her upper half to draw the eye to that area. I gave her pants instead of the tights and shorts. And I did take away her hairband.
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ophelionclem · 4 months
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"Markov and his new friends"
I've been few months ago in a Miraculous binge reading fanfiction and I found a really cute original one about Markov meeting the Kwamis and becoming friends with them !
I really love the way it takes into account how machine can't see them but whereas they managed to communicate!
The fanfiction's called "Markov and Friends" by Alien_Duck , and you can find it here (it's actually too short for my liking but, oh well!): https://archiveofourown.org/works/17284604/chapters/40650479
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writingscraps · 1 year
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Midnight Teasing
ao3 | ff.net 
ship: Marinette x Chat Noir
rating: T (might go up)
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“Sometimes you take it too far, Chat. What will you do if I fall in love with you?” Marinette challenged, allowing the casual act of his kiss-on-hand take place before releasing said hand. 
“Then I’ll simply love you back,” he vowed, leaning closer towards her with a toothy grin taking a stance as he winked at her.
She couldn’t help but roll her eyes, her eyebrows knitting together as they stared at him with low confidence. "Don’t make promises you can’t keep, silly cat.”
Usually, Chat Noir didn’t stop by the Dupain-Cheng residence for the baked goods, but he couldn’t deny just how heavenly they truly were against his tongue. The cat-boy merrily sat on his friend’s chaise, with his legs crossed underneath him, munching as he held a plate of what-used-to-be-full of freshly-out-the-oven gingerbread cookies in his hands. It smelt like Christmas, appropriate considering the time of year; and although he knew it was probably the too-many baked goods, it gave his tummy a fuzzy feeling.  
“Sorry, Princess,” he sighed contently, softly placing the plate on the floor as he began laying down, unfolding his body about the upholstered sofa, stretching his arms above his head while extending the tips of his boots outwardly, yawning exaggeratedly. “You weren’t fast enough to get your share of the cookies.”  
Marinette huffed, stopping the concentration she had been giving her sewing machine as she worked on a project, turning her body to stare at the superhero lounging lazily. “Chat, you seriously ate all the cookies?” She wanted to be upset, but as she watched the boy nod with no resentment whatsoever, she couldn’t help but roll her eyes in an endearing manner. “One cookie, Chat. Just one.”  
“I don’t think you would have liked them very much. Too gingery.”  
“Aha. Says the cat that ate all of them.”  
He seemed too comfortable, making her own droopy eyes want to shut, pretty tired herself. It was then that she began rolling her chair towards her monitor as she wondered about the time, not realizing just how late it was. She needed to be in bed now, and that meant it was time to kick her good ole’ friend out the window – even if she didn’t want to.  
“Well, Chat,” she sighed, standing with a light stretch, “it’s time to call it a night.”  
“You’re not seriously kicking me out because I ate all the cookies?”  
Marinette laughed out loud at his offended tone, shaking her head, “Although it is a good enough reason, that is not why. But I do have school tomorrow.”  
Chat Noir was quick to sit up on his knees, observing the young girl try and pop her back by placing her palms against her hips as she arched her pelvis forward. Her eyes closed momentarily as she scrunched her nose. He shouldn’t had been drawn by her simple movements, but he couldn’t deny that was.  
“Need some help?” He called after her, a teasing tone – rather than a genuine one – skipped towards her just as she opened her eyes to glare at him.  
She scoffed, her own playful grin spreading about her cheeks as she shook her head, “I’ve got it, but thanks.”  
And as though having the need to play his part, the superhero too easily and too quickly crawled out the sofa to make his way towards her. Within a blink of an eye, her abnormally large eyes stared directly into his green ones just as he stood in front of her. “If you’d let me, I can help you feel good,” he promised, his voice hoarse and low, with his lips just a tad too close to hers. He seemed serious, no goofy grin faltering his demeanor as she felt the claws of his gloves softly skim down her forearm unexpectedly.  
“Chat.” Marinette groaned, suddenly feeling hot and embarrassed at the intentional misinterpretation to his comment. “Out,” she demanded, attempting to back away from him, but her clumsiness never failing to take a part of her everyday life caused her to stumble backwards. She was casually rescued by the fast reflexes that were of the suave kitty-cat.  
His hands hooked around her back just as she was about to crash against her floor, and her cheeks were steaming. She could feel the burning sensation dragging itself up her throat and over her cheeks towards her ears. Chat Noir simply chuckled delightfully, “Princess, you simply must stop falling me.”  
Such an overused line, but that didn’t stop her heart from beating so hard against her chest. “Chat,” she sighed, very obviously annoyed as she attempted to escape his grip.
These interactions had begun feelings like a cat-and-mouse-chase, but if she were being honestly, she hadn’t attempted to stop his teasing advancements past their usual bantering. She never truly paid them much attention, because usually they weren’t much to them; now, they’ve began getting out of hand.  
“You sure love saying my name,” he grinned shamelessly.  
After a few wiggles, the young girl was freed, as the blonde boy swiftly pulled them up and quickly reached for her hand to kiss. “Oh, don’t be mad,” he sing-sang, “I was simply teasing.”  
“Sometimes you take it too far, Chat. What will you do if I fall in love with you?” Marinette challenged, allowing the casual act of his kiss-on-hand take place before releasing said hand.  
“Then I’ll simply love you back,” he vowed, leaning closer towards her with a toothy grin taking a stance as he winked at her.  
She couldn’t help but roll her eyes, her eyebrows knitting together as they stared at him with low confidence. "Don’t make promises you can’t keep, silly cat.”  
Marinette tossed and turned actually upset now because she had been dying to go sleep not too long ago when Chat Noir was still in her bedroom. If it hadn’t been for his very casual Casanova mannerisms, she wouldn’t have him running around her mind. It wasn’t that she was in love with Chat Noir, but she also wasn’t blind and could secretly admit that he was a very attractive superhero – even if just to herself.  
But only as far as that.  
But sometimes he was too smooth with his teasing words, she’d find herself wanting to believe them. She huffed, smacking her bed with a flat palm, groaning loudly.  
“Marinette,” Tikki called, her voice in a hushed whisper having been woken up suddenly. “Are you alright?”  
“He can be so- so- ugh!”
“You’re still upset about Chat Noir?” Her Kwami inquired, as the magical creature had been a firsthand witness to the development of Chat Noir’s flirtatiousness over the single year that he had found himself climbing into her bedroom. Their interactions began very causal and light, until they weren’t.  
Marinette had never had a problem pushing him away with just the tip of her finger against his nose, but each passing visitation, she’d stutter and find herself wanting to melt into a puddle. But she didn’t like him like that, or so her holder swore.  
Marinette wanted to lie and say ‘no’, but she was still very much upset. What game was he playing?  
“You know, Tikki,” Marinette spoke into her dark bedroom, illuminated by her the uncovered windows and skylight right above her, “I bet he wouldn’t be as poised if...”  
After a pause too long, Tikki called after her, “If what, Marinette?”  
The young girl chuckled out loud in a very much “I can’t believe I’m going to do this” tone, as she dragged a palm down her face, answering, “Oh, nothing, Tikki. I’m just venting.”  
-:-  
Four days. Four days!  
Why hadn’t Chat Noir paid a visit in such a long time? So, it wasn’t a long time, as they’d actually had gone much longer without seeing each other as civilian and superhero. But still.  
It was past ten at night, Marinette noticed, a smile tugging at her lips as she clipped a few loose strands from the scarf she had been working on. She hadn’t told anyone, not even Alya, that she had been making Chat Noir a scarf as a Christmas gift. It was a very simple design; fully black with neon-green thin lines as a pattern, and a small paw in the corner. Very on-brand. She didn’t think it’d keep him warm, if he decided to use it as outwear, but it was the thought that counted.  
She folded the scarf and neatly stuffed it inside the decorative paper bag, along with some catnip as an inside joke, where she had planned to gift it in. Tikki had gone to bed a while back, and Marinette had almost given in until she heard a very light knock coming from her skylight.  
She didn’t want to smile as big as her lips were widening, but she couldn’t contain herself. Tonight would be the night Chat Noir had a taste of his own medicine.  
“Two cookies? That’s all?” Chat Noir groaned when Marinette climbed up the stairs from her kitchen with a plate of said cookies and a glass full of milk. She knew he was the holder of the cat miraculous, but did he really have to play the role so seriously?  
Marinette scoffed, handing him the dishes, “After what you pulled last time, do you really think I’m risking my cookies?”  
He sighed drastically, “Alas, I will accept them. A short-lived joy, but joy nevertheless.”  
She laughed, never a dull thing coming out of his mouth, responding with her typical eye-roll when it came to him. “Just eat them, Chat.”  
It was past midnight when Chat Noir noticed his friend yawn softly, covering her mouth with both hands. Cute. She had been sitting on her chaise, her back against the sofa as she had been watching the cat-boy straddling her pink desk chair as he twirled. He had stopped not long ago when he accidently unbalanced the chair by drifting too far to the side, abandoning the chair all together after she began laughing hysterically at him. He hadn’t thought it was that funny. He, instead, casually reaching for a sketchbook that had been laying by her desktop computer and flipped it open.  
“Feeling sleepy, Princess?” Chat Noir asked, taking a moment to stop skimming through the pages of endless designs to look up at her.  
“Just a little.” She answered truthfully, not wanting him to leave. Not yet. She was on a mission.  
“Maybe,” he cleared his throat, closing the sketchbook loud enough to startle her before placing it back on the desk. She recognized that gaze. It was like his whole persona changed, as though he was trying to catch his prey.  
His lips easily turned into a smirk as he made his way to her, not wasting time and placing each hand on each side of her torso, trapping her in position. “...we should go to bed.”  
Marinette wanted to laugh, she wanted to smack him silly, because the way he talked to her he definitely practiced in front of a mirror.  
“I will be going to bed,” she said, “you will be going home.” This time she didn’t attempt pushing him away, as she typically would.  
Stick to it, Marinette. Stick to it.  
There was a swirl at the pit of her stomach, her eyes daring and confident as they tried to match those of Chat Noir.  
“So, no sleepover?” He continued to tease, his posture lowering slightly. His mouth skid itself against her cheek, and she did shiver this time. Although very lightly, his lips bumped onto her skin, not stopping until reaching her jawline just before reaching the crook of her neck.  
Odd. Usually, she’d stop him before he’d get this far.  
He pulled away slightly, searching her eyes, but they were tightly shut with a veil of rosy cheeks on her face. She was nervous, but he’d always manage to make her nervous. That was why he loved teasing her so much. She was so easy to taunt, it was adorable. She’d smack him away, ask him to go away, and he’d go away but always came back.  
She knew he didn’t mean any of those things. That was the set-up of their game.  
When Marinette stopped feeling Chat Noir’s breathing on her cheek, she opened her eyes, staring at him behind her long eyelashes. He was so close.  
She smelled of vanilla; intoxicatingly sweet. Her back was still pushed against the reclining of the sofa, now staring at him with doe-like eyes with her lower lip pouted down. She was wearing her usual pigtails, hovering messily over and behind her almost bare shoulders, as she waited, it seemed.  
“Don’t tease.” She called after him, her voice low and soft and enchanting. Her whisper almost seemed like a fragment of his very attentive imagination. He could hear her breathing very clearly considering how close she was to him. She could feel his breathing press against her nose.  
“W-what?” He called after her, feeling like he had been pulled out of a daze, not expecting to get this far. Never this far.  
“You promised,” she muttered, “that you would...”  
He could feel a knot begin to suffocate his throat. “Th-that I would...?”  
Marinette’s eyelashes fluttered quickly, her now droopy eyelids shifting her eyes to stare down at his mouth. She pushed herself slightly forward, but not kissing him, just close enough to breathe him in.  
“...not tease,” she finally finished her statement, her lips turning into a bashful smile. It was small and bashful but bewitching nonetheless. But before she could begin laughing and poke fun for always teasing her about such things, and relish on the victory that she finally did it back, Chat Noir bumped his mouth into hers.  
Marinette’s eyes went wide as she felt his lips harshly press into hers, as one of his hands easily wrapped itself behind her back while the other took hold of her face. His clawed hand cupped her ear, with its fingers digging into her hair and adjusting her head’s posture.  
His kiss was rough at first, taking as much as he could of her. His teeth scraped her top lip, gently tugging against, subtly whimpering at her. Her mouth widen so easily at his demand, pushing herself forward, ignoring the flutter of ladybug wings flapping at the pit of her stomach.  
She should have pushed him away, she wanted to push him away – maybe? Her hands didn’t know what to do, as she hadn’t expected anything out of this game. She was supposed to be laughing at him, not melting like room-temperature butter.  
continue reading in my ao3 or ff.net account
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monpetitchattriste · 4 months
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A secret I keep tucked inside my chest
Here is my story for @mlbigbang!
Summary:
At 22, Marinette Dupain-Cheng and Adrien Agreste, better known as Ladybug and Chat Noir, navigate the complexities of their dual lives. A year into their relationship, they balance their duties as Paris's guardians and as parents to their spirited daughter, Emma.
However, beneath Marinette's resilient surface, the trauma from her encounter with Chat Blanc lingers, casting shadows over her newfound happiness. Despite their deep bond, Chat Noir remains unaware of the full extent of Marinette's turmoil, as well as her identity as the mother of his child.
Their worlds collide in an unexpected twist of fate when Marinette and Adrien meet as university students, oblivious to each other's alter egos. As they forge a connection in their civilian lives, Ladybug struggles to keep her worlds separate, especially with Emma's safety in the balance.
Prologue:
She wasn’t sure what made her go to the bakery first, but as she landed on the balcony, everything in her screamed not to go in. That whatever was beneath her was better left unseen. Nothing in this world mattered. It wasn’t her reality. So whatever she saw was never going to happen to her. None of this was real.
With a steady hand, she lifted the window and slipped into the room. Everything on her bed looked exactly how it was in her world. The cat pillow was still resting at the head of the bed. Her cubed star lamp was in the corner of her shelves, but the books had fallen over or were lying half open on the mattress. Crawling over, she peered over the edge.
She gazed at the familiar scene, now altered with an unexpected addition.
Everything still looked the same, but a crib was now near the chaise. By the sink was a changing table, and baby toys and play mats floated in the water that covered the floor.
Ladybug’s mind couldn’t comprehend what she was seeing. The humming in her ears grew louder as she climbed down the ladder. Her vision felt blurry and unfocused, but she was still seeing everything perfectly clear.
It was real.
None of this was real.
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wackus-bonkus-maximus · 9 months
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summary:
The trust between Ladybug and Chat Noir is stretched to breaking point when a new butterfly holder emerges in the wake of Monarque's defeat. Chat Noir doesn't know who to trust until Chrysalis confronts him with a truth Ladybug had tried to bury: Monarque made the Wish—and she wants Chat Noir’s help to undo it.
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“Personally, I try to be like a proton,” Chat Noir said, dropping down from the rafters to land in front of Ladybug. “You know, stay positive?” Ladybug’s already-pounding heart leapt high in her chest. “Chaton!” she cried, stepping toward him. “You came!”  He angled his head back, sending her a small smile over his shoulder. The weight in the pit of Ladybug’s stomach lessened at the sight. Maybe he would finally give her the chance to clear the air. “We were in the area,” Chat Noir said, glancing at something above. “Came to make sure you weren’t all out of your element.” Ryuuko dropped down next, giving Chat Noir a look of mild unamusement, then went to stand beside Argos.  “Listen,” Ladybug said lowly, dragging her attention back to her partner. It’d only been a week since she’d seen him, but it felt like so much longer. “About the other night—” “Don’t worry,” Chat said quickly, retracting his baton and stepping back. He slung one arm each around Carapace and Argos’s shoulders, odd familiarity warming his gaze. “With the whole team here, there won’t be any more close calls. Not like last time.”
part 5 of mine and @ladyofthenoodle's collab is up!
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nemaliwrites · 4 months
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Kasie West, Pivot Point / Vera Nazarian, Salt of the Air / A Softer World / In Pursuit of the Uneatable
Illusions, love, and Ladynoir: a webweave. For Chapter 7 of my @mlbigbang fic.
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rayraygo1267 · 8 months
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A Gabenath Fanfiction: Admiration in Disguise Chapter Five
Note: Ahhh it's the last chapter you guys!
Rated: T
Warnings: Minor Language
Word Count: 3,716
Link to Chapter Four
Chapter Five
I greatly appreciate the opportunity you have given me—
Nathalie huffed, pressing a pointed finger to the backspace key of her keyboard. She could already feel a migraine beginning to form behind her eyes — pricking like sharp needles insistently into the crevices of her brain. She knew it would soon develop into a full fledged dizzy spell if not mitigated, but her focus was too captivated by her current objective to make any moves to do so.
This was her fifth attempt at a rough draft and once again she was staring at a blank white screen, the mouse cursor silently blinking back at her, daunting her as if they were in a silent standoff, the absence of words on her computer screen edging her on. 
It had been five days since she had tested the waters with Gabriel, crossing over the boundary line that she herself had set firmly in place, and five days since she'd made the decision that would alter her life in a way that she could have never anticipated, much less with permanent ramifications. 
Nonetheless, the decision had to be made and she knew it was the best option. It was the option that would give the Agreste family their best chance at being reunited with Emilie — their best chance at happiness. 
Nathalie  knew if she stayed with them any longer, she'd get in the way of that. Her feelings for Gabriel were only growing and getting profusely out of hand and if she pursued them any further she'd hinder any chances Gabriel had at accomplishing his goal. Her impending illness also didn't help matters, as it was seemingly only getting worse as the days went on.
She didn't know where she'd be going from here, for the Agreste's had been the closest thing she had obtained to any kind of family for the past decade. The mere thought of starting anew without them was akin to the feeling of a piece of dried up sandpaper being torn apart and shredded, like her own heart was being forcefully ripped from her chest. But regardless of how much it would pain her, she knew it was what had to be done.
Luckily, she loved the Agreste’s enough to let them go.
Gabriel Agreste was nearly finished with the spring's new clothing line. He just had to read over a few more documents and sign a few more waivers and then the line would be selling in stores worldwide, just in time for the beginning of April. The main features consisted of flowy spring dresses with the hem passing just below a woman's knees and brightly colored shirts with the Agreste brand logo printed across the front. Most critics would perhaps consider the design  to be overworked but Gabriel knew it would sell out like wildfire. 
And if he were being honest with himself, he couldn't wait to be done with this whole ordeal. It had been taking up too much of his time, and time wasn’t something he always had available to him — what with having another life as Hawkmoth? 
In spite of that, he wanted nothing more than to be rid of the fashionable obligation. Having a double life was far from easy and if he could take one burden off his plate then he’d also be able to turn his focus to more vital affairs. 
Just the thought of having such a weight lifted off his shoulders, made a small smile lift up from the corners of his lips as he took a sip of his miraculously still piping black coffee. As he swallowed, the warm liquid descending down his throat with a scorching aftertaste, Gabriel felt a small tinge waver through him, causing his tongue to go numb. He stared down into the mostly filled mug, then upward as his eyes reflected off the ceiling’s light fixtures then back down into the dark caffeinated fluid.
It was coffee, coffee that Nathalie had brought him just this morning. Her attitude had been stoic, permitting no comment other than regular pleasantries.
She had been, for lack of a better term, quite reserved these last few days, only assisting him when asked and of course firmly sticking to addressing him with respectable mannerisms.
Gabriel didn't enjoy the tension that was building up between them. It almost felt like two strangers living together in one house, only speaking when necessary and keeping to themselves their own personal lives. They had never previously held each other at such a distance and although they hadn't been as close as Gabriel wished for them to be, their friendship was better than this — than nothing. 
Friendship, Gabriel pondered, his eyes momentarily darting back to his design pad. It seemed they didn't even share that anymore. Not since that day, not since Nathalie had changed the wavelengths of their relationship to a more open ended setting.
He had wanted to talk to her about all this, in fact his brain started churning out speeches and scenarios — some with better outcomes than others — but how did one tell another of their desperate need for a closeness without opening their heart to them? Gabriel was not a social person, most people were aware of that. He didn't like overly drawn out conversations, or any sort of unnecessary intimate relations, he much preferred to keep to himself.
Just last night he had gone to see Emilie, asking her for her advice seemed like the best course of action to take. He felt foolish thinking back on it now, for Emilie seemed to be the only way he knew how to deal with his problems. Nevertheless, he had to inquire with her one last time and even without hearing her voice, he knew what she would say. He knew she would tell him to be honest with himself — with Nathalie — and he knew she was right.
Yet a problem still remained, one that had kept him up at night tossing and turning in frustration. 
He didn’t know how to proceed. He felt as though things were already set in stone, like even if he were to give Nathalie the world, she’d just hand it back to him with a simple but clipped, “No thank you sir.” 
Gabriel's forehead creased as he suddenly remembered his current task at hand and the time parameters that were in place along with it. He couldn't think of Nathalie right now, no matter how much his mind yearned to. He couldn’t… not when he had work to do, plus what most would call the ‘universe’ seemed to have a different agenda as a soft knock echoed from outside his office door.
"Sir," came Nathalie's voice, as velvety and soft as ever. Gabriel felt his sternum contract, his middle thumping soundly against his chest.
"I know you're very busy but may I please come in for a moment? There is something I'd like to discuss."
Gabriel stared down at the documents in front of him, frowning as a wet, brown smudge marked one of the pages, the remainder of a tiny droplet that had fallen from the rim of his coffee cup.
The knocking returned, though this time with a more forceful reverberation. Gabriel  jolted, the blood flowing back into his veins as he moved, hurriedly tidying up his mess of a workspace, suddenly self conscious of his cluttered surroundings. 
"Sir?" Nathalie called again, this time not accompanied with a knock.
Gabriel blew out a breath, forcing himself to remember how to speak.
"Erm, yes Nathalie, come in." He spluttered, mushing his work documents into somewhat of a neat pile.
Nathalie opened the door, her stance stiff and her gaze fixed. In her hands she held a manila envelope that her hands seemed to like fidgeting with the corners of.
"Hello, sir." She murmured, her tone vacant. Gabriel peaked up at her over the rim of his glasses, frowning.
"Is something wrong Nathalie? Are you feeling alright?” He spoke calmly, despite the soft yet consistent pound of his heart, “Is everything okay with Adrien?"
Nathalie blinked, "Your son is fine sir. He is currently at his fencing lesson."
Gabriel nodded, scanning her, trying to find an explanation for her unusual behavior, though this behavior had been rearing its ugly head for the last five days. 
Nathalie could see that Gabriel was trying to figure her out and rather than leave him in the dark, she pressed on, knowing that if she didn’t do this now, she wouldn’t be able to make herself do it at all.
"I'm resigning, sir."
The words were thick in her throat, yet somehow she had managed. Nathalie placed her letter of resignation on top of Gabriel's desk, not daring to meet his eyes.
Gabriel was stunned to say the very least. Perhaps he’d misheard her, for what she had just said had to have been a mistake. He couldn't bring himself to even acknowledge her words let alone some fruitless letter of resignation.
If he acknowledged it, it would take a presence as reality and he couldn't accept that. He could not accept Nathalie leaving. Not when he needed her — not when her presence was the one thing that brought him any amount of joy anymore. He wouldn't stand for this. He refused.
"What are you going on about Nathalie? I don’t think I understand," Gabriel snapped, voice shrilling as he bolted to his feet, his movements so haste that a splash of coffee flew from his white mug and landed in a nice little splotch onto one of his documents.
Nathalie sighed. She had anticipated this reaction but that did not take away from the fact that she didn't particularly want to witness it.
"I can no longer work for you, sir. I've come to realize that I am no longer a decent candidate in helping you achieve your quest in saving Emilie. Due to my illness and...other circumstances I know I will only restrict you."
Gabriel scoffed, scowling, color rising in his cheeks."Don't be ridiculous Nathalie. You know this is all pointless without you. I need you." As the words left his mouth, he could  feel all the emotion dripping from his voice like the ends of a drippy umbrella.
Nathalie's heart swelled at Gabriel’s words, though tinted with what felt close to a seething burning sensation. She really hoped Gabriel wouldn't beg her to stay. If he pushed too much she didn't think she'd have the strength to deny him.
"Please don't make this harder than it has to be sir. You know I only want what's best for you and Adrien—"
"You are what's best for me and Adrien!" Gabriel lashed, pounding his fist to his desk, causing his coffee cup to take a full tumble to the ground.
Out of instinct, Nathalie made a move to retrieve it but stopped short when Gabriel only kicked it farther out of reach, causing it to roll against the wall and crack on its side.
"Sir!" Nathalie yelped, "You need to get ahold of yourself!”
Gabriel’s cheeks burned, his eyes bulging, "How can I Nathalie?” He snapped.
“How can I? Huh? My assistant—” he paused, stumbling over his choice of phrasing, “my friend who has stood by my side for years suddenly decides to get up and leave? No notice, no explanation—"
Nathalie could practically palpate the sharp pang reverberating throughout her. She could feel a fervent heat building behind her eyes.
"I told you sir. I'm holding you back."
Gabriel huffed, crossing his arms,"You're not—"
"I'm sick aren't I?" Nathalie interrupted, causing Gabriel to hesitate. She was right. He had been taking precautions when it came to fighting for the miraculous and handling her illness, but he wouldn't say she was holding him back.
He needed Nathalie if he ever wanted to be reunited with Emilie. He needed Nathalie because without her his heart wouldn't be beating and oh how he missed that beat. The beat and thrum of loving another was something most only got to experience once, yet somehow he’d been fortunate enough to get to experience it for a second time. He was far too selfish to give it up now. 
Gabriel's telling silence had been enough of an explanation for Nathalie and a good decoy to shield him from the truth.
"I'll only make things harder. With me around, you won't be able to focus on saving Emilie, not if you have to constantly worry about keeping my health in check."
Gabriel's face twisted up into a bitter sneer, his eyes narrowed, "Your health can be dealt with. As long as you don't use the peacock miraculous—"
"But you need Mayura, don't you?" Nathalie reasoned, hands resting firmly on her hips.
Gabriel's eyes flickered, considering.
"Yes...which is exactly why you need to stay. I can't do this without you."
It was like being stabbed, her body leaking out from the inside. Those words confirmed it. That was all she was good for. She was his assistant, she was Mayura and nothing more.
Nathalie could feel her insides burn, her face heating with a flush of anger. Why couldn't she be good enough? Why did he beg for Mayura to stay? Why couldn't he beg for her? 
"I'm sure you can find a way to fix the peacock miraculous, sir. And then you'll be able to use it yourself. You'll no longer need me—“ she wavered, “er…or Mayura.” 
Nathalie sucked in a breath, prepared for Gabriel to have another outburst but all he did was sigh. A deep, wearied sound, his pointer finger and thumb resting over the bridge of his nose.
"Why are you doing this Nathalie? What have I done that has caused you to want to leave so badly? If you don't want to help Emilie, fine. I don't expect you to but I do want you here. You are my assistant after all."
The air in Nathalie’s lungs grew thick, her mouth parting. Sometimes one had to be more careful when it came to their desires.  "Sir..." her will power was crumbling before her like cracked plaster. 
Gabriel stared her down, his previous defeated demeanor glossing over.
"Is it a raise? Is that it? Is that what you want?" Gabriel hurled. He knew he was being unethical but his anger was getting the best of him — taking reign over anything else.
It was like being slapped, an abrupt showering burst of cold water while lying in the sun. A pang of hurt washed over Nathalie, her eyes brimming with tears.
"Are you serious?" She muttered, her voice hoarse and full of disbelief.
Gabriel cocked an eyebrow, testing her, despite his inner conscience trying to reign him back in.
Nathalie scoffed, her guilt for trying to let him down gently, washing away like dust on a surface.
"You really think I'm doing all this because...because I want your money?"
The fierce punctuation of Nathalie’s words halted Gabriel in his tracks. He immediately knew he'd overstepped, but he also knew it was too late to turn back, "Nathalie..."
"No!" Nathalie barked, raising a pointer finger. She was more than just angry now, she was pissed.
"I've known you for years, Gabriel. I was there when you were at your lowest, barely making damned near ends meet and you have the gall to think I, of all people, who has continuously stood by your side in all this," she paused, gesturing wildly, "madness? You really think that all I want out of this is your damn money? Are you kidding me?"
Gabriel felt himself unravel, even if he was aware that he was being illogical, he couldn't think of anything else to go off of, he was skin deep in this. 
"Then why Nathalie? Explain it to me! Why are you doing this?!"
Nathalie's eyes flared, red lights curving around the edges of her sight as she let out an enraged cry.
"Because I'm in love with you!"
The words hung in the air, potent and true and both parties were still in awe of them even after several moments. Nathalie's vision was fuzzy, shrouded by her tears. She imagined her face was blotchy, her glasses fogged, but she had to think fast, she had to say something. She had to make sure Gabriel understood. She hadn't wanted him to find out this way or rather at all but now that he has she had to regain control of the situation.
"And..." she breathed, voice choked and uneven, "that conflicts with your objective and this will only make things even more complicated."  She kept her gaze trained on the floor, not wanting to face the man she'd just admitted to loving.
Gabriel was dumbfounded. He felt like all the muscles in his body had turned to mush. His head spun, his heart raced. Was it true? Was Nathalie truly in love with him? Even after all he's done? Could she still have found a way to see the good in him? He wasn’t a fool, he was well aware that he was quite a difficult man to love but somehow, some way Nathalie managed.
Gabriel’s mouth parted, then closed again, words clogged in his throat, fighting desperately for release.
"Nathalie..." he breathed.
"Don't."
Nathalie didn't need to hear him say it. She didn't need his rejection when she was already planning to leave anyway.
"I'm going. You don't need to say anything." Nathalie said, moving back from his desk.
Gabriel tensed, his shoulders going rigid.
 "Nathalie—" he stammered again, trying to form words other than her name. He took a hesitant step towards her.
"Gabriel?" Nathalie questioned as she watched him move closer. His steps were slow and measured, as if he were a hunter approaching its prey.
"Nathalie," he raised his hands, gently cupping the side of her face, something he only dreamed about doing. Nathalie shuddered, for this was far more painful than any amount of rejection. Why couldn't he just scream at her and tell her to go, things would be so much easier then — painful — but easier.
Her eyes watered, tears spilling over, falling lazily down her cheeks. She trembled lightly as she felt Gabriel's thumb brush away the moisture dribbling down her chin.
"What are you doing?" She asked, breath eluding her.
Gabriel smiled softly, his eyes locking with hers, the fury in them completely evaporated.
"I thought you knew."
Nathalie frowned, "Knew what?"
Gabriel chuckled lightly, like an echo in a cathedral, his warm breath blowing against her face. Nathalie knew he wasn’t mocking her, Gabriel could be cruel but he wouldn’t do that to her. Nathalie took a step back, the step of her heel in time with Gabriel’s chuckle. Gabriel continued to laugh, a rare scarce sound. His hand took her own, pulling her back towards him, gently enough to give her enough room to object if she wished to. Nathalie let him guide her, her resolve completely abolished. 
Gabriel squeezed her hand, his smile giddy, "That I'm in love with you too."
Nathalie's heart jumped, her eyes dilating, a gasp escaping her. This couldn't be right. This had to be a faux pas of some sort. She couldn't let herself fall, not when all of this could crumble so easily.
"No...you…” She bit her lip, “What about Emilie?"
Gabriel smiled again, though bittersweet, his hand still holding her close.
 "I will always love Emilie,” He murmured, his eyes lighting with a misty-like haze.
“She was once the reason for all I did in life,” he paused and Nathalie watched as he let the nostalgia of his love for his wife consume him. Nathalie imagined that all those memories were flashing before his eyes, as people say they do when they are faced with accepting a loss. 
After a moment of this his focus returned to her, that smile that Nathalie had not seen in years returning once more, “but I've since found a new reason." He reached down to take both her hands in his, running his fingers over her knuckles.
"You, Nathalie. You are my reason. You are the reason I try so hard everyday in everything I do. I know I've made mistakes but I do truly want to be a better man for you...for Adrien. And although you may not believe me now, I promise I will prove it to you. I will not stop until you know just how much I love you."
Nathalie was full-on crying now, her lower lip trembling. She never thought she'd ever hear such words come from Gabriel's mouth, especially such words attuning to her.
"You...you...love me?" Nathalie murmured, still somewhat in denial.
Gabriel laughed softly, pulling Nathalie even closer, their chests pressed up against one anothers, foreheads nearly touching.
"Yes, my dear Nathalie." He replied. Nathalie’s heart pulsed as his gaze fell to her lips. Nathalie stared up at those grayish-blue eyes that resembled a hurricane once more. She could see the question there — that one small fragment of hesitation. She could only think of one answer.
Nathalie let her hands travel along the sides of his face, feeling the soft skin and crevices. She closed her eyes to him, allowing him to guide her.
The kiss was soft and gentle, almost as if he were asking her permission. Nathalie felt herself slipping away, not knowing where she'd land as she let herself fall. She'd never kissed a man like this. It was exhilarating and she couldn’t get enough of it — she couldn’t get enough of him.
Eventually Gabriel pulled back, his hands still cupping her face, his eyes studying her flushed cheeks and wet lips, his breath coming out rashly. He noticed that her glasses were fogged, similar to a murky sea. He removed them, setting them to the side. He used his thumb to push a strand of her auburn hair behind her ear, his lips landing in a soft caress against her forehead. 
"Do you understand me now Nathalie?" He whispered against her skin, his question reminiscent of the one he asked her in her room all that while ago.
Nathalie leaned back, letting her gaze fully take in the man she loved. Her heart was rising, her features easing as she finally let herself go, “Yes Gabriel.” 
A/N: Eeeek! I hope you guys enjoyed the final installment of Admiration in Disguise! Please don't hesitate to let me know what y'all think. I'm really excited to start some new fanfic projects now that I've completed this one. Next up will be a short gabenath drabble, so keep an eye out for that! And as always if you have any requests for fanfics or anything gabenath related please let me know! I'll be able to attend to them much more frequently now, seeing as I've completed this project. Finally, sorry for any grammatical errors I'm not the best editor.
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cardiac-agreste · 2 months
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A Small but Stubborn Fire, ch9: Matou et Souris
I took a couple days longer to get ch9 ready to go, but it's finally here, the latest installation of my Sabinefic as part of the @mlbigbang! The story is from Sabine's POV as she tries to figure out what has been traumatizing her little girl (who, by the way, will not tell her anything).
Synopsis
Sabine talks to Alya and Marinette, and then she catches a boy in her duaghter's bed.
Extract
Sabine nodded and took a shuddering breath as Marinette sat down beside her. “I know that. Intellectually, I know that. But the day you were born, my life was turned upside down. It’s impossible for you to understand until you have a child of your own, but the day you’ve been looking forward to for nine months…it arrives faster than you expect. You’re in the hospital. You’re exhausted from labor, overjoyed that the pain has subsided, and suddenly the nurses are handing you this brand new person and telling you that you are responsible for her health and happiness. And this magic just…overwhelms you, and you know you’ll stop at nothing to protect them.
“But then you go home, and every time the baby cries, there’s a voice that needles you, telling you that you’re unfathomably out of your depth. So much is just guesses and prayers. And it’s terrifying. So many days when you were little, I’d hear you fall down a couple steps and start screaming, or I’d catch you trying to plug a fork into an outlet I’d taken the cover off of for just a second, and I’d think, ‘I’m a terrible mother.’”
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To my friends @uptoolateart and @raspberrycatapult, once again you honor me with your help. Hat tip to the folks at @loveybugzine for some help in a pinch. It would behoove EVERYONE WHO LIKES GOOD THINGS to mosey on over to the zine's Tumblr page and read about it. It's gonna be amazing, everyone! Illustrious writers and artists galore!
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lucid-ao3 · 2 months
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2024
Hello! I haven't updated tumblr in a while soooo decided to make a (long) post about what I'm currently working on and what I've posted recently:
MLB Writing Updates
1. In December I posted A Holiday Wish. It's a fun little few-shot where Adrien gets a gift from Plagg and sees what life is like if Ladybug loved him back. Shenanigans ensue. I really had fun with it. It's a companion piece to my story 'A Birthday Wish', wherein Marinette gets a similar birthday gift from Tikki. I always had the idea of "hmmm what if this was Adrien and Plagg, instead?"
2. I also wrote, in December, a fic for a gift exchange where the duo visits the Shadyverse. It's holiday themed, and I reallyyyyy enjoyed writing the piece. I was able to dive into Shadybug's life and paint a picture of what that universe may be like for her. I may expand on the universe simply because it's SO unexplored and interesting to write/create. I can really do anything with it! Some minor head canons were: Marinette's parents are divorced, Marinette lives alone, her still lives in Paris but is distant, her mother lives in China (estranged), Ladybug and Adrien are together, GabeDad is kind and loving, Marinette's second home is the Gabriel Mansion, Marinette lives alone, the bakery is a chain that churns out mediocre sweets.
I LOVE LOVE writing Adrien Angst - as many of you know - and the Shadyverse lets me flip that into Marinette angst in a similarly delicious way.
3. My Antidote story is 10k words and complete in my eyes but... it's also not complete. I want to post it but it ends abruptly and I don't want to disappoint readers. I'm uninspired to write a big final battle. TBD - may post before the end of the month.
Harry Potter Writing Updates
1. I posted my first ever triad smutfic. It's raunchy and *ahem* well I like it lol! Dreomione anyone? Check it out! Rated Explicit! Title: Disobedient
2. My Veela!Draco 8th Year story is coming along. I've recently been struck with inspiration. At the moment I have 28k words written. I'm thinking it will be around 45k by the time I'm done. It's spicy, but I'm also trying to do a solid "Draco is a new man" characterization that is believable, so the love story doesn't fall flat among the smut. I hope to start posting before May (fingers crossed!!)
3. I think I'm going to finally cross-post my old, old, first ever fanfiction, 'A Tale of Cinderella' to ao3. I've edited that thing about 100 times and it's evolved into something post-able. I'll post it all at once. Maybe tomorrow. Dramione/Rated G/Fifth Year Cinderella-esque romance
Zutara Writing Update
1. I'm not sure if I ever mentioned I have a Zutara story in the works, but I do. It'll be rated PG. I wanted to post it before the Live Action came out buuuuut not all things work out. Still, I have a lot of fun writing it and hope to post it by the end of the summer. Summary: "What if Katara healed Zuko's scar in Ba Sing Se, and Aang fully unblocked his final Chakra, releasing all worldly tethers (and Katara) and allowing him to master the Avatar state? Zutara book 2/3 divergence." What do you all think? Does it sound interesting? I'm shaping it around the cartoon so some chapters include things like [watch book 2 episode 20], etc. I want it to be as canon as possible - but Zutara!
WOW THIS WAS A LONG POST. I didn't realize how much I've been doing writing-wise. I'm happy I spent the time to type this all out even if no one reads it :)
Thanks all xo
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rainbow-arrow · 5 days
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happy chapter nineteen (19)! it's a sappy one!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/40236045/chapters/141797050
good news is that it's summer break for me but i do have another fic and then i had a dream and started a new one and then the dnd one i wanted to make progress on and--
point being i will always be your constant lukadrien writer (and a lil art coming up but i beg you do not get your hopes up for that lol) forever. thank you so much for reading i appreciate you a heckload!
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