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gojuo · 7 months

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What do you think of Aot ending?

man... it was.... whatever. I wasn't having a full meltdown like r/titanfolk was having at the time, but I also wasn't pleased with it either. I'll admit that after the Rumbling was activated, I kinda stopped giving a damn about the cast. Armin, Mikasa, Connie, Jean, Levi, Hange, Annie, Reiner, Gabby, Falco, etc. etc. can't even remember who was there anymore, I just stopped caring about them. not because I was angry or something, but because by that point, my only concern and point of sympathy was Eren and Eren only. Cause he's my son. and I'm not joking. so anyways after the Rumbling Eren — as the main character in the narrative the reader is privy to — essentially disappeared (although it was already happening during the Marley arc but I digress) so I kinda stopped caring about the story as a whole. I did not agree with the philosophy and ideology of the Alliance who all kinda turned into the main protags in that final arc which is why I didn't care about following their journey to get to Eren outside of Eren himself but I'm not going to get into that currently cuz that's a whole can of worms my ass will never open, just FYI. anyways what I'm trying to say is that when we were nearing the end of the manga, the one and only character I actually cared for was Eren and Eren only. so I didn't give damn about Eremika nor did I like it, but it didn't come out of left field either. I was just hoping it'd stay ambiguous like it had always stayed. I liked the Ymir backstory, minus the execution of her soul-freeing epiphany. because the Eremika relationship is in no way or form comparable to what she and King Fritz had and her getting closure because of them is a bit.......... I mean I get what Isayama was going for.. the execution was just awful. but whatever. like I said, at this point I only cared about Eren. And I always knew Eren was going to die. there was not a single possibility in any universe that Eren was not going to die. so I always knew that something like this was going to happen. I just didn't expect it to happen like this .. kinda pathetically. I'm not calling Eren pathetic, just that Isayama's attempt at finishing his character arc was kinda pathetic in a writing sense. My main issue with this fandom was always that no one ever really understood Eren. "He's a crying bitch baby" like dawg he was 10 years old. his mind was broken by Shiganshina. then it continued to break more and more because fate had chosen him to be its infernal victim. and I loved it, I loved him and I knew it was always gonna end this way for him. too bad Isayama kinda fumbled the bag by being too wishy-washy and that by the time we got to the end I just didn't really care anymore to be mad at anything. ch. 139 was just whatever to me. it still is. I can say with my whole heart that SNK is a masterpiece and Eren is one of the best MCs of all time, just that the final stretch of chapters was mehh. it wasn't bad (unlike the age old example of Bleach whose final stretch of chapters ruined the entirety of the manga and I'm not even exaggerating), but it wasn't peak either. it was just, a logical yet meager ending that made sense within the framework the story had always been operating in AKA the ending made sense for the type of story Isayama was trying to tell. Eren's character assassination and the poorness of ch. 139 are greatly overblown by the fandom, but it is true that the ending was quite mehh. that's really all I can say about 139. mehh. whatever. made sense but I wish Eren hadn't been sidelined like this in favor of the Alliance's weak ass convictions. but that also made sense cuz of course Isayama wasn't arguing in favor of omnicide lmfao. so TLDR I thought it was mehh but I wasn't too mad about it because I always knew it was going to end this way. Eren is still my GOAT though bc I agree with his omnicide <3

#just realized i didnt use paragraphg breaks but idc about fixing it im sorry anon #snk #anonymous #answered

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melishade · 1 year

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top 5 favs from TFP / or top 5 characters from AoT (in ur opinion)

This ask game btw

Top five characters from TFP or Aot...I'll do Aot.

For Attack on Titan:

Hanji Zoe my beloved. I just...I project on this woman, a lot. And you might notice it in my writing. Lol. She's just fun. She cares about science. I just love her energy. I really wish we learned more about her.

2. Levi Ackerman. He's got a great backstory. He can beyblade like a beast, and he does genuinely care about people. And once you have his loyalty, you have it. He's just terrible with emotions. And get this man some sleep!

3. Erwin Smith. Guy got shit done even though he dirtied his hands for it. I don't agree with all of his methods, but I respect his work ethics. And he's still willing to die for the cause with his comrades and gives bomb ass speeches while doing it.

4. Armin Arlert. I think what I liked most about him was that despite the world going to shit or collapsing all around him, he does his best to hold onto hope. To find a light through the darkness. He wants desperately for there to be peace, but if he has to get his hands dirty he will. I just wish what he said to Eren in ch 139 wasn't the way he said it. God, it still rubs me the wrong way to this day. If it was rephrased differently, he might've been higher up on the list.

5. Historia Reiss. I did not like the fact that Isayama sidelined her in season 4 because she had some phenomenal character development in season 3. A girl told by everyone what to do, defying the fate others wanted her to take. That's empowering and badass.

#asks #send me asks #attack on titan #aot #snk #shingeki no kyojin #hanji zoe #levi ackerman #erwin smith #armin arlert #historia reiss

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madraleen · 8 months

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Attack on Titan - Season 3 A predictably long commentary and an unnecessarily long pre-analysis of s4.

(*full manga spoilers. so many spoilers. ending spoilers. all the spoilers.)

-hmmm the op is on point and also very melancholy

-he iS SO EXTRA, eren is, even when his duty is cleaning he's all RAWR CLEANING ARGH KYAAA

-i love how aot is sometimes "we interrupt your regular slaughter and depression for a levi-loves-cleaning infomercial"

-i understand it's a 2019 production and therefore by default improved, but everything looks so much richer and detailed and i just HOW DO I SOAK IT ALL IN

-what i'm getting from the levi vs kenny sequences is that someone on the animation team really REALLY loves levi. as they should ofc

-i love the moment in the op when child eren bumps into teen eren, i love it. and i love all the eren-mikasa-armin moments.

-i suppose it'll never not hurt seeing eren in chains

-completely unrelated, but i want everyone to remember that paradis went from thinking they were the last of humanity to having to deal with an entire world of nations that are 100% set on exterminating them. and they have four years to adjust to this shocking change of mindset, and to history and politics that's been known to everyone else for hundreds of years, and deal with it accordingly. they are not equipped for this. they don't have the knowledge, experience or background to know how to handle this.

-in the manga i started squabbling with eren at this point, during his 'i should just die' arc, but the VA is so good that i just can't get irritated

-the worst girl in the world <3

-also the way the VA acts eren's "EAT ME!" breakdown in the cave reminds me so so much of ch.139 eren that it makes me smile. like, ah yes. i see it. i understand. my crybaby baby.

-HAHAHA, Historia "Sure, I'll be the queen," haaaa. took a step back from having levi terrorize her, did you now.

-keith shadis to eren: "the fire you lit in your heart will no doubt burn you to ashes outside the walls." what a fine day to cry over aot again.

-YOU CAN SEE SPECKS OF DUST FLOATING IN THE SUNLIGHT IN THE BACKGROUND WHAT! WHAT!!

-i enjoy eren and jean's bickering so much omg.

-i think i'll always have a soft spot for the night before shiganshina chapter bc of the manga. it was such a relief to read it at that point.

-MIKASA AND ARMIN SMILING IN THE BACKGROUND AS EREN AND JEAN BEAT EACH OTHER UP STOP I LOVE THEM

-eren to armin and mikasa: "but would it kill you guys to look out for me better?" i love that. i love that he just says that, that their bond is so deep that looking out for each other is their baseline.

-technically eren did see the world with armin... technically :')

-susume :') :'( . dude, the s3 animation is so well-made though

-ARMIN AND HIS BOOK MADE EREN REALIZE HE WASN'T FREE, ARMIN IS EREN'S VILLAIN ORIGIN STORY PART 2! (/joke)

-it's kinda amazing how mikasa and armin are both the people who know eren the best, AND how they are completely blindsided because of it. which makes sense - yes, they didn't question eren's depression, but they also didn't have eren's facts; they assumed he was in a state similar to theirs. they did live together day in day out after all, why would they assume eren was experiencing something entirely different than what they were, especially when he's never hidden things from them before?

-IT'S SO DAMN SATISFYING SEEING THEM FLY!

-ERWIN KILLS IT IN SHIGANSHINA ASFJDF

-i'm pumping my fist again with this op

-i randomly heard hiroshi kamiya's actual voice, and my genuine reaction was "???". how... how does he do levi's voice, h...

-i am once again flabbergasted that armin didn't put eren in his place through facts and logic on their time-skip fight. armin is literally like STOP THE PRESSES, WE'RE NEGOTIATING WITH BERTOLT FIRST in shiganshina, this isn't a post-colossus thing, it's just armin, and eren knows this full well. and yet once again it comes down to how blindsided armin and mikasa were. it’s almost like they trust eren so much that his words give them actual pause, like “is he right?”

-i know technically mikasa is beyblade number too, but i think the parallel is armin=erwin and jean=levi rn. bc jean tells armin, "i'm all right at reading situations, but i don't have the faintest idea how we can get out of this. we're still ultimately relying on you for a plan" and i think that's a very levi thing. only, levi would add piss and shit remarks for good measure.

-i can see why people call the shiganshina part of the anime peak and i haven't even reached the injection part yet.

-"GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAM AND DIE"

-daisuke ono kills it this season. he's magnificent.

-floch: "why am i alive?" me: to torture us post-time skip.

-dude this is so good, the animation and the VAs are killing it. also armin just sacrificed everything for eren, and legit post-time skip eren said 'hold my beer. you'll sacrifice your life for me? i'll give my life AND everyone else's too to save you, specifically (and a few other people)."

-aaah, eren knew armin first, then got to know mikasa, he's wearing The Scarf(TM), okay.

-levi's distress hits hard. dude THE VAs ARE KILLING IT.

-floch's right on the money though. the thing that defeats the titans *is* a demon of sorts, and he did survive to help do just that

-i love being reminded of eren's breakdowns and his expression during the breakdowns and i love how yuki kaji acts them out, they are exactly ch.139 eren (and this means a lot to me)

-double date in the basement~~~ (i'm sorry, idk what i'm saying, i'm sorry)

-yeah, basically, it’s all about the fact that nothing can stop violence. king fritz tried to stop violence through enforced/fake peace - didn’t work. talking it out wouldn’t work, deterrents wouldn’t work. eren tried to stop violence through violence - didn’t work (he secured his own goals for a time, but violence didn’t stop).

-why is aot so good? :')

-eren is such a good friend to armin, ffs (yes, yes, s4. i don't believe his friendship or the depth of it changed at all though, i don’t think anyone questions that.)

-eren is lifting armin up by telling him how there are infinite possibilities and freedom outside the walls, only to flashback to faye and such and realize there's no freedom to give to armin or to anyone outside the walls, there's only the world that wants their demise. armin is eren's villain origin story part 3. this has become a pattern, and third time's the charm.

-is it too bad that whenever i see birds i think of them as little erens

-yuki kaji. in the ocean scene. Perfection.

~~~

-Okay, so, to contextualize. Eren’s goals: 1) to exterminate all the Titans, 2) to be free, 3) a long life and happiness for his friends, even at the cost of his life. So at this point, in the sea sequence, Eren has seen glimpses of future events and knows that he will do the Rumbling. He does not know the concept of Mikasa’s Choice yet, just a few events out of context that will lead to the end of the Titans, which will lead to freedom. He hasn’t decided to do it, doesn’t know how he’s led to do it. He keeps this a secret. He tries to find alternatives, and low-key wants an out by letting Mikasa choose for him when he asks her what she is to him. But in the end there’s no alternative. It’s unclear when he realizes that he’ll be stopped on his 80%, but either way he means to or expects to be stopped at some point, because he wants to make his friends heroes from the get-go. He would go through with the 100% if left to his own devices because he wants to do it on a personal level, but he also knows it’s wrong and feels regret for the individual people that he considered enemies but now has gotten to know as people, despite the fact that it’ll give him what he wants (seen even post-Marley, when he tells his depressed self in the mirror to fight, seen in his reaction to Hange which I never saw as anything but despair- although screw you, Eren, don’t treat them like that); and the fact that he wants to make his friends heroes takes precedence.

From hereon, he presumably continues to receive memories, and his head gets progressively messed up because he’s lived parts of the past and future while living in the present.

Noteworthy is that Eren did not push away his friends pre-Marley. Before that, he was with them, albeit depressed, subdued and withdrawn; he lived and worked and traveled with them and made sure to make explicit how much he cares for them. His sudden leave must have blindsided them, but they still think that Eren is fully aligned with them. The major shift occurs after he comes back from Marley, where the world has specifically singled out him, Eren Yeager, as the biggest threat to humanity - not Paradis, Eren himself. Thus, Eren must become a completely separate entity from his ~precious friends, 1) to prevent them from becoming accomplices, prevent them from being dragged into his messes like they’ve done his whole life, bc they're supposed to be the heroes in all this, 2) to prevent them from stopping him too soon, 3) to convince them to fight him.

Another interesting thing is, Eren only fights with Armin and Mikasa once. When reading, I constantly perceived his stance as a personal offense on behalf of Armin and Mikasa, but technically, their personal fight only occurs once - after that, they’re just on opposing sides, it’s not personal. Considering he didn’t want to fight them and that he was very aware he was lying through his teeth, he purposely didn’t engage with them any more than he could bear, because I assume it wasn’t easy to fight them. But we’ll see how that plays out in s4, ‘cause my manga panels memories are hazy bc those arcs destroyed me.

So. In order for Eren to somewhat keep his sanity amidst overlapping timelines, a massacre that he dearly wants and deeply regrets, pushing away his closest people, wanting to make them heroes but not knowing if they’ll survive in the first place, becoming a mass murderer and the villain of the entire world, he regresses into a child form, where things are simpler.

And the reason I’m basically summarizing s4 here is to remind myself what to actually look out for before I get wrapped up in the tragedy of it all all over again :’D

#attack on titan #attack on titan anime #anime #anime commentary

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saintkiri · 3 years

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𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆: eren jaeger x female reader

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: in a world full of shinigamis, making a deal with one can cause your life. when your husband died, you were willing to take that risk. he made all these promises, and lifetime of them, just to be broken. so, you signed your life away, your life now belongs to a shinigami. the shinigami promises a full five days with the one you desperately missed, but the consequences are unknown.

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: implied ch.139 manga spoilers, angst, eventual smut, character death. ( there will more more as i continue with the series)

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: five + epilogue

𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄: this is my first series!! im really excited to see the outcome, i had written something similar with a diff fandom in the past and i wanted to bring it back up because why not?? anyways, grab some tissues…this is a rough one <3 EACH CHAPTER IS BASED OFF OF A SONG this will be updated weekly! please be patient with me, i am a high school senior with a new job thank youuu <33

☆𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐃☆

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 | 𝐀𝐎𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 | 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐍𝐄 — forever (11.3.21)

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: it's been a year without him. a year too long, you need to see him one last time, just once. and if signing away your life could get you that, then so be it. to hear his laugh again, to see his smile, to see his face again was something you'd risk your life for.

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: mentioning of death, angst, loneliness, mentioning of depression.

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐖𝐎 — in case you don’t live forever (11.18.21)

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: now that he's back in arms, the five days start. there's so many things you want to do, in so little time. so many questions and so many apologies. at first, you did this for you, but then you realized you weren't the only one suffering without him. this was for the people who needed him the most, it didn't matter what the consequences were, cause tonight, you saw the affect eren had on everyone.

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: description of death (description of how they died, not explicit), mentioning of depression and suicide, angst, and fluff. oh and y/n mentioning that she stopped eating for a short period of time (again, not explicit, but mentioned. i wanted to throw it in there as a warning

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 — the night we met (12.1.21)

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: from the moment you met eren, you knew your life had changed. there was something about him that made you fall for him at first sight. you weren’t the type to kiss a stranger, but when his lips brushed against yours, it was destined. eren has always been a cliche romantic, so when he took you on a date..it hit you, that you were going to have to say goodbye to him again..and this time there was no bringing him back. how were you supposed to be having the night of your life knowing he’ll be gone again?

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: implied ch. 139 manga spoilers, angst, smut (vanilla), crying during sex, major angst, lots of crying. eren being a soft boi (':

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑 — it’ll be okay (1.3.22)

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: as time starts ticking down to his last day, an argument sparks uo between you and eren. this argument felt like deja vu. despite the argument, eren still has a smile on his face. this whole time he’s been nothing but smiles, until tonight for a brief moment he confessed that he was scared. while you cry about losing him again, he reminds you that every is going to be okay, but will it? tomorrow you’ll be miserable again..tomorrow you’ll see the world differently without the person who made you see it through his eyes; beautiful and full of life. but how can you do that without him?

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: implied aot ch. 139 manga spoilers!!, suggestive smut (in flashback), angst, cliche romance, gut wrenching fluff.

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 — turning page

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘:

𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 — the things i miss

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘:

#🕊; ghost of you series #eren jaeger x reader #eren jaeger smut #eren jaeger x y/n #eren jaeger x you #eren jaeger x female reader #eren x fem!reader #eren x reader #eren x y/n #eren x you #eren aot #aot angst #aot x you #aot x y/n #aot x reader #aot x female reader #eren yeager x reader #eren yaeger x you #eren jaeger fanfiction

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theepisceswriter · 3 years

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Caught/Nearly caught having sex in public w/ AOT characters ( Eren, Reiner, Armin, )

A/N: I’m going through the final stage of grief after reading ch 139 and that stage is horniness so now I’m bestowing that upon all of you. Shoutout to my faithful stoned thot anon for requesting this !

Synopsis: I think the title is pretty self explanatory, but having sex in public with your partner and getting caught, or nearly getting caught, by someone.

TW: typos because once again I don’t proof read, fembodied!reader, public sex obviously, mature things,, breeding kink for Reiner , voyeurism (is that what it’s called? Idk!) for Armin, 18+, MINORS DNI

EREN JAEGER: At the club

Only Eren could convince you to even step foot into a public, let alone a CLUB, restroom. Only he could convince you to sit on the seat of a toilet that he shittily put a protect film over and watched as he knelt on the seemingly clean floor, head disappearing underneath your dress and long locks leaking through the bottom hem of your dress as he worked your underwear off. Don’t get it wrong, you were just as aroused and worked up as he was. The slow whine of his body against yours on the dance floor had you going crazy, mind hazy with lust and everyone else around you disappearing but you, him, and the sensual sensation of your arms roaming each other’s body.

If you were able to you would’ve let him take you right then and there in the middle of the floor in front of all those people. The thought of your knees scraping against the tiled floor with each thrust of Eren’s hips behind you as you clutched the bottom of your dress for support, everyone stopping and staring to watch the show you two were putting on, really made an abundance of wetness cumulate against the top of your thighs closest to your cunt. Because, of course, an ending with his cock stuffing you full was never inevitable whenever the two of you went on date nights.

“I have you trained so good that you don’t even wrest underwear anymore when you go out with me? God, you’re so desperate for me baby it’s almost pathetic.” He would speak from underneath your dress, blowing the warm breath of his mouth against your clit, enjoying the way your hips bucked up against him out of want and he hadn’t even given you his tongue yet. Finally, he indulges you; the warmth of his tongue mixed with the occasional shocks of coldness from the metallic stud in his tongue has you forgetting that you’re in a public area for a moment.

You use your teeth to try and hold in your moans, biting them back just incase anyone else is lingering outside the door of the bathroom or in one of the other stalls. But the loud slurping coming from Eren is enough to let anybody know what’s going on. Still, you couldn’t bring yourself to do it. Too embarrassed at the thought of someone walking in on you like this; cheeks flushed, dress hiked up around your thighs, and your breasts barely restrained by your dress.

“If you keep biting back your moans I will stop completely and leave you in this bathroom to take care of yourself.” As if his words weren’t enough encouragement to finally get you moaning out his name, the feeling of his long index and middle finger slipping into you definitely made a surprised gasp leave your lips. His name falling from your lips soon after.

“Yeah, that’s it baby. Let them know who’s in this stall making you feel this good.”

Too good because even if you wanted to try you couldn’t hold your moans back anymore. That familiar coil in your stomach was getting tighter and tighter with each thrust of his fingers and it only encouraged Eren to move them faster, tongue continuing to lick long stripes up your clit. This bathroom stall was your heaven right now.

“I’m so close, I’m so close, I’m so-“

“Oh my god, I’m so sorry!”

And just like that your orgasm was ruined. An innocent girl looking to release the drinks that have been building up in her uterus just had to be the one to walk in on you two. Not to mention the fact that Eren never locked the fucking door of the bathroom. He gets from under your dress immediately, cheeks and chin covered with your juices and his eyes filled with remorse. “I’m sorry, babe. I was too caught up in the moment to lock the door when we first got in here.”

That did nothing to help with your embarrassment.

REINER BRAUN: In a public pool

Did you guys know that having sex in a pool or hot tub increases your chances of getting pregnant? Because Reiner the breeder absolutely knew that and it’s exactly what his mind went to after only a couple minutes of being in the jacuzzi with you. It was supposed to be a relaxing late night date night for the two of you, but now he had other plans.

His mind was already swimming with thoughts of you bouncing on his cock up and down the moment he saw you in your swimsuit, so this random thought popping into his head only added fire to the fuel. He was hungry for you and the way he swooped you into his arms and placed you on his lap, bulge poking out against your ass, let you know exactly what he was thinking.

“Babe, there’s people in the apartments surrounding us!”

“They’re not paying any attention to us. Please, I need to feel you so bad right now. It’ll be quick plus it’s like 10 at night 🥺” There’s no resisting those hazel hues once he pulled out those puppy dog eyes and though you didn’t want to admit it, there was something thrilling about the thought of one of your neighbors glancing out of their windows to look at the night sky; only to see you getting pounded behind by Reiner in the jacuzzi at the public pool.

You didn’t even need to give him any verbal confirmation. You did your talking through your actions, reaching behind you and pulling the fabric of your bikini bottoms to the side. The tip of his cock already pressing at your entrance and entering you with ease with help from the water surrounding the two of you. Everything felt so warm and relaxing, even the bubbles from the hot tub surrounding your clit added a new sensation that had your eyes rolling to the back of your head.

Reiner was on cloud nine his own Damn self, hips snapping up against yours at a pace that had him groaning with each thrust. The thought of his seed filling you in no time, let alone in a public place like this, really getting him going. Water splashing around the two of you from the force of this thrusts.

“Fuck, my load is going to be so big I can feel it already and you’re going to get every last drop of it deep inside of you. Going to make you so nice and plump in a couple of months. You want a Braun? I’ll give you however many you want.”

He really knew what to say, his words always coaxing you into your orgasm and a state of pleasure that you were positive was on the borderline of subspace. Sex with Reiner was an otherworldly experience on its own, but the effects that this hot tub had on the two of you and the possibility of someone watching from their window had the two of you approaching your orgasms faster than expected. Reiner was the first one to reach his. His load emptying inside of you like promised and your plush walls gripping at his twitching cock, milking him for all he had as your orgasm followed his only seconds later.

Per usual, the two of you remained in the position instead of pulling out immediately to reserve the cum inside of you like Reiner always liked to do. Just basking in that afterglow of sex and the relaxing waves of the hot tub.

It was the rattling of a flashlight against bars that brought the two of you out of your tranquil states and let the reminder that the two of you were still in public relish in. You moved off of him at the speed of light and adjusted your bikini so you were covered up once more. One glance over at Reiner and you saw him stuffing himself back into his swim trunks before diverting his attention over to the gate like you.

“The pool is closed. You two need to leave.”

“S-Sorry! We’ll be on our way!” You announced with red cheeks, hopping out of the water despite the wobbly feeling in your legs, Reiner following not too far behind.

Definitely not the last time the two of you were having jacuzzi sex.

ARMIN ARLET: between the shelves at the library

When you first met your blonde haired blue eyed boyfriend you never expected him to be as freaky as he was. You expected him to be shy, quiet, and wanting you to take the lead 90% of the time but it was nothing like that. It was like he switched to a completely different Armin when he got in the mood and you don’t know which one he switch to today, but you hoped to see more of the Armin who suggested that the two of you fuck between bookshelves in the library.

Now here you were; skirt bunched up around your thighs, shirt & bra both pulled down so Armin could stuff one of your nipples into his mouth to muffle his moans against, and your thighs slapping against his bare ones as you rode him on the floor of the Greek Mythology and Norse section. His hips bucking and rolling up into yours in a way that he knew made you whimper and whine, a teasing gesture knowing that you couldn’t do any of those two things right now. But still you took your chance and let out a muffled whimper, making his eyes go wide and mouth popping off of your nipple in an instant. His hand is quick to go over your mouth with a roughness that keeps you from letting out a breath that was too loud.

He couldn’t even whisper in your ear to mess with you like he wanted to, nor could either of you move your hips too fast and cause a lot of noise because you could hear a penny drop in this library. It was a Friday night which meant hardly anyone was in it, but still a few people were scattered out along in the medium sized building. Not to mention the nosey librarian who always spies on you two when you were in her view. All you could do was throw your head back in pleasure, hips rolling down harder into his to heighten the pleasure you were already feeling.

It was the rough padding of Armin’s thumb on your clit that sent your eyes shooting open and once they did you were met with the sight that you would never expect; a peeping Tom looking at the two of you from gaps that they had created in the bookshelf surrounding you two purposefully. With a loud gasp you hurried off of Armin, pulling your shirt up and adjusting your skirt with a quickness that had him confused and scared.

“Did I do something you didn’t like? I-I’m sorry I should’ve asked before I touched your clit.” Poor baby thinks it’s something that he did, but you’re quick to tell him about the unwarranted peeping Tom that gave you the creeps that had since disappeared. He was livid, ready to go after the man and possibly swing a punch or two his way, but it was your reminding of him that the two of you were indeed in a public place and couldn’t do much about it that calmed him down. Plus, you wouldn’t admit it out loud but the thought of someone watching the two of you that whole time kind of turned you on even more.

#I envision the peeping Tom for the Armin one to be Bertholdt just because #aot x reader #attack on titan x reader #aot imagines #aot smut #attack on titan smut #eren jaeger x reader #eren jaeger smut #reiner braun x reader #reiner braun smut #armin arlet smut #armin arlet x reader #Spicy.

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tamhrayis · 3 years

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Saw some people complaining that there weren’t much Eren in the last arc which somehow made the last arc worse, because Isayama “forgot” that Eren is the main character.

But I find the last arc being exclusively about Eren while looking back, because even if Eren wasn’t on the screen, the sense of mystery around his goals and state followed us up to ch 139, which, in my view, wouldn’t be achieved if Eren was on the screen.

Of course, it’s also the matter of perception and personal taste. Before, when Eren was on the screen, the main focus wasn’t him, but the mysteries Eren is involved in (titan powers, suddenly titans being inside of the walls, Reiner and Bertholdt coming out as warriors etc), so he acted as an another spectator and reactor for these events, while in the last arc (maybe also Marley and attack on Liberio), Eren was the biggest mystery himself.

Is he a devil, enemy that should be taken down? Is he an evil mastermind who has many followers who almost worship him? Is he just a friend that turned his back on Armin and Mikasa? Is he a slave? Is he a god?…All those questions were related to

Who is Eren Yeager?

Knowing how Isayama builds the intrigue around the main mysteries, ch 139 (I guess also 138) was a big reveal of Eren’s real identity.

…A broken human being who got lost in everything that came at him at once. A person who loved and was loved by others despite his actions and decisions and for which he punished himself in the shape of death as a nameless person.

I guess some might not agree with me, but I found this writing to be very much fitting for the tragedy Isayama was going for this whole time.

#well #I guess I’m kinda back to writing?#hello #eren jaeger #mikasa ackerman #eremika #armin arlert #ema #attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #aot 139 #snk spoilers

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aengelren · 2 years

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1,5,6,7,8,11,12,13,15,16,17,20,22,25,26,27,28,30,31,34,35,36,37,50

Smash or pass mike or nicoolo

♡ Thank you for this ask (im late as ever)

Note: I will make a more detailed post about my thoughts on 139 and the ending and esp Eren. But I lightly touched on it below

Smash niccolo

What was your first impression of the show?

I was shocked, did not expect such a perfect first episode. unlike many i know, i got attached immediately. Like i imagines the pain of seeing my mom be in a such a situation and how i would feel so helpless. unlike Eren, i wouldn't be able to go on

Who was your favorite character originally? Did it change?

it was Eren, it's still Eren. I used to be much more attached to Mikasa than what i am now though

Who was your least favorite character initially? Did it change?

Annie, Zeke and Bertholdt. Changed my mind on Zeke heavily and now i love Bert. Still don’t like Annie. Don’t like pieck either

Favorite season?

Can’t choose, love them all but s1 always has a special place in my heart. S3 part 2 was seriously the best experience I’ve had with fiction along with declaration of war in s4 part 1 PLUS!! S4 part 2 Eren plottwist and the “two brothers” episode

Favorite episode?

Can’t choose i have too many

In your opinion, who had the greatest glow up?

Him but he’s always been beautiful. But Eren has always been pretty. Can’t say the same about Armin and Jean so them too ig

Worst glow up?

No one (maybe someone but I won’t say it hehe, it’s a guy)

One thing you’d change about the story?

Story is actually perfect and I’ll never consume anything close to it. I’d want to see more Eren pov & more of the Jaeger household when they took Mikasa in. Like when she told Eren about the scar etc

Controversial opinion?

Eren rawdogs every Aot character in terms of everything (shouldn’t be controversial but Aot fans are<)

Would you go to the AOT world? What would your role be?

I would say yes but then immediately regret it lol. My role would probably serve as fodder or clinging onto someones hip

What twist genuinely surprised you?

Eren’s “death” in episode 5 of the show, Bertholdt and Reiner’s reveal+Eren orchestrating his whole life

What was the hardest death for you?

Okay so for anime only, it’s Carla, Sasha and Erwin. The saddest one is a manga spoiler

Original uniform or timeskip uniform?

Original cuz green is my favorite color but the new one is sexy

What character grew on you?

Zeke, Ymir, Historia, Magath🙄 and Gabi(?) in some episodes. Reiner and Bertholdt too and i remember Levi growing on me after Erwin’s death

Who would be your best friend irl?

Eren and Armin and Ymir probably:)

Who would you hate irl?

Christa perhaps?

What’s your favorite of the 9 titans? Would you be willing to be a titan shifter?

My favorite is the Attack by far, just how it embodies freedom and keeps moving forward. Basically Eren in a titan. I would be if i lived in their world

Who would be the worst person to be paired with on a group project?

Ymir(freckles) and Gabi

Favorite trio?

No one compares

You're at a bar, list five characters you’d trust to hold your drink. Who’d you trust the least?

I’d trust Eren, Mikasa, Armin, Hange and Jean

I wouldn’t trust Pieck

Is there a character you really see yourself in? Why?

In Eren i see what i want to be. Mentality wise. I kind of have the same mindset, wanting to know more about the world and purse beyond our knowledge. Difference is: he does it, he tried. And I don’t. I also think i used to relate to Mikasa? Like just for loving to unconditionally

Did you read the manga? Do you have a favorite panel / scene?

Yeah, I’ll make a separate post abt it

Character(s) you’d love to share a beer or two with?

Grisha, Erwin, Zeke, Keith, Sasha’s dad

Be honest, what did you think of the ending?

SPOILERS⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

Thematically perfect, like actual perfection. Only “problem” was execution in some scenes and it was a bit rushed. They’ll fix that in the anime so it’s all good🙏

My thoughts on ch 139 Eren: now to Eren. We can see in ch 121, Eren says “I’ve always been me, since birth”. In chapter 73 we hear him talk about freedom in a possessive way. In chapter 1 (before his mom got eaten and he got the Attack titan) we can see him obsess over not wanting to live like cattle. The thing with Eren is, he’s always on pursuit for freedom. Yet he’s never satisfied, because it’s never what he imagined. That is because he has a negative view on freedom. So what does this lead to? An obsessive pursuit. When Armin asked Eren why he did it in chapter 139, Eren said “I don’t know”. Now this, is the most miss interpreted line in Aot. The line wasn’t meant to be taken literally. He says “idk” because be doesn’t know, he doesn’t know why he was born with such a need to move forward and find freedom. He doesn’t understand his obsession with it. Read ch 121 and 73 and you’ll notice it. Even if he “doesn’t understand it” it’s still clear as day for him what he wants. That’s what adds a layer to it & makes his choice of path intentionally convoluted for us viewers to understand. The manga never highlighted Eren’s actions as heroic, and Armin didn’t speak on behalf of the world. Eren was declared a devil in the eyes of the world before he ever did anything. Then he proved them to be right. But in the eyes of his friends? He was still Eren. They ALWAYS talked about how wrong it was (except Jean) and Armin didn’t exactly thank him for it. It was more of a brother to brother farewell. Eren and Armin’s relationship was severed at the ocean. They didn’t share the same view on freedom. While Armin sees beauty, Eren sees a threat to freedom. When Armin asked why, he was trying to understand. “Why Eren?” “Why did u want it? Why have u always wanted it?” And it’s simply Eren’s nature to be destructive. Aot is a lot about nature vs nurture and the origin or life. What do i have to support that Eren’s nature is destructive? Well, he carved out his own tragic path in life by sheer will. He was raised with love but ended up thinking differently than Zeke who was raised to think the way Eren does but instead has the mindset that Eren should’ve had. If he were to be normal. Which is where the nature vs nurture argument plays in perfectly. Furthermore, Eren acknowledged his unhinged nature. One that he’s always battled with. He understood that if he weren’t to be stopped, he’d never free Ymir. He’d join his like a slave to his will forever in void. Which is why he trusted the task to Mikasa, stopping it before it was too late. To summarize it, 139 was perfect for Eren’s character and nature. I can’t imagine anything else being fitting? The Aoe stories just make him the average shounen mc who wants revenge. Eren grew past that in ch 91 and later in chapter 123 AND chapter 131. The only thing i want is more Eren pov. I want to know more about what went on though his mind so people (obviously many) who don’t understand his nature, might actually do.

you know, people love to complain about the ending and “wanting more” yet they fail to realize what we even got, lol. People still don’t get why Eren did the rumbling. They still don’t get that he’s always been this way, or how insane he actually turned. Nor to they understand the point of: as long as humans exist=conflict exists. Another thing, the titan curse did NOT come back😭like I’m sad that stupid people consume Aot. Shocker: Ymir did NOT love Fritz. She thinks she did. So it’s not Stockholm syndrome either. People love to analyse hidden messages but apparently when it comes to the ending, the thinking skills just suddenly disappear.

Let me make something very clear, if your reason for hating the ending is because Eren didn’t put his dick in a woman. Log out for me. there’s a reason erehisu fans were a minority. And it’s not because Isayama “portrayed them as—🤓” “drew a sketch of Eren and Historia🥺” “said in a interview🥱” no. By that logic, i can make up the same arguments saying Eren was in love with Reiner. majority ship Eremika or Eremin. I’m gonna be honest, I don’t understand where eh came from since the timelines never even matched? And Eren has always leaned against Mikasa so? But ig that’s why the shippers are a minority. Now, I’m not against any legal ship, (or if you do ship them) but if you’re mad Eren didn’t cream pie then your comprehension skills and miss-directed expectation of the series is beyond embarrassing. There’s a reason every EM knew how the story would end even before the last chapters and we were right🤷‍♀️

“Imagine being so unable to admit that your interpretation may have been wrong and/or so unwilling to change your mind that even when the author himself tells you "that was a bad take" you'd literally rather come up with an insane conspiracy theory without evidence to justify that you were actually right the whole time and no, it was the source material itself that was wrong!”

Isayama was 19 when he started, I’m 20 and i can’t imagine. The story us perfect and I’m sad people who use the term “chad” even get to have an opinion on it. At the end of the day, if they want “chad”. Eren did kill his mom and dad. Basically his whole family. He did face death without a blink of the eye. But he had a heart to heart with his best friend after they ignored his state for the past 4 years, he relived every horrific memory ever and omg 😱 “Eren is ruined” no. I love him more to feel broken about him finally letting himself be vulnerable. After all, Isayama did say

“for the last chapter, Eren came back”

Beautiful

#this isn’t proof read or anything but I don’t have my glasses #I can’t find them #so help me im sorry for mistakes #eren jaeger #attack on titan #eren #shingeki no kyojin #aot #eren yeager #anime #mikasa ackerman #mikasa #levi #Eremika #Aot ending

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madara-fate · 2 years

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Hey Audric! This will be a long one but I would really appreciate if you can explain these with your amazing analytical skills 😄😁

Just wanted to know your thoughts on people claiming that eren never cared about paradis & his friends that if he did he would had done a pre rumbling & all the walls in paradis (like wall Maria) fell. They clsime that eren doing the genocide wasnt because cared about his country or his friends but because the outside world wasnt like how he thought (they use ch 130-131 for this) once he saw humans out side the wall he wanted to kill everyone & that in ch 139 he said he has no idea as to why he did the rumbling & he became coherent. He apparently started the rumbling becausehe is born as a killer "I've always been me if some try to take my freedom then I'll take theirs " alongside the idea that isyama made eren born as a killer because a story that he liked was that a guys that was seen horrible because of his actions and once he saw back story he felt bad for him sad that are they really criminality they are born this way? Do we blame them? & enjoyed doing so & he was the one who made Marley declare war with Zeke so it can be an excuse to kill.

All of their assertions are based on "ifs" and assumptions, because there's nothing concrete to go on, and that's to be expected seeing as how none of that was indicated or implied. We hear straight from the horse's mouth, how Eren considered his friends to be more important to him than anything or anyone else:

How he wanted to push them away in order to depict them as heroes who saved humanity from extinction by stopping him:

Yet, these people then go and say how Eren supposedly doesn't care about his home and friends? He clearly wasn't lying in the above two scenes, so why do they simply refuse to acknowledge what they have very clearly been told?

During chapter 139, he mentioned how his mind was all messed up due to all of the memories essentially making it so that chronology had lost all meaning to him:

However, that obviously did nothing to refute the fact that Eren did what he did for those he cared about. He again explicitly clarified that he wanted to spend his life with Mikasa and everyone else he cared about, thereby further reinforcing how much they meant to him:

And Eren most definitely didn't start the Rumbling because he was born as a killer, because that would imply that he started it unprovoked or without good reason, but that's obviously not the case. Eren started the Rumbling because he wished to secure freedom for those he cared about, because their freedom was being threatened, and that doesn't contradict the quote you mentioned regarding how Eren would opt to take the freedom of others before they could take it from him and those he cared about.

Even when he says how how he probably would have still persisted with the Rumbling regardless of whether he knew if they'd stop him or not, that doesn't make his friends any less of a motivator:

Because regardless of whether they would've stopped him or not, Eren would still be trying to secure the freedom of the Island from those who wished to take it away from them.

Eren may not have been able to verbalise it, but the memory of Grisha saying how he was free, is evidence enough of that:

And as if all of that wasn't already enough, you then had Armin explicitly clarifying one last time, that Eren did indeed become a mass murder for their sake. If Isayama wanted people to believe that Eren did the Rumbling for his own selfish reasons and didn't give a damn about his friends, then why did he repeatedly emphasise the exact opposite? Why did he repeatedly reiterate that Eren did what he did for the sake of his friends? That doesn't make any sense. It would've been very easy to just explicitly indicate the selfish incentives behind his actions, and yet all we got was the constant reiteration of his friends as his primary motivator, and there's literally no reason to doubt the sincerity of their words throughout any of it:

Some people just have this incessant need to make up all these theories which directly contradict what they've been explicitly told numerous times already. I'm not even gonna bother commenting on the whole "Eren making Marley declare war so that he'd have an excuse to kill" bullshit, because that's just beyond utterly stupid.

#Eren Jaeger #Attack on Titan #Shingeki no Kyojin

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somewhere only we know

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chapter one: somewhere only we know

pairing: eventual jean x gn! reader, as of rn, mikasa ackerman x gn! platonic! reader

wc: 1192

tags: angst, MAJOR AOT CH 139 SPOILERS, major character death mention, mentions of death, mentions of violence. Reader is eldian, but no mention of physical attributes.

a/n: With the end of aot, I needed to write something to cope, this is not fluffy ahhh, but I wrote this while I was crying to this playlist by @alert-arlert (ty for the 10/10 playlist heh). This isn't exactly romance buttttt I don't think I'm done writing this tbh and want to explore that with any upcoming parts. This is also like my second piece of writing for anime and my first time writing something of this sorts lmao, any criticism or advice is appreciated.

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You brushed the hair out of her face.

The past three years had not been easy ones. Not for anyone. The years had been especially unkind towards Mikasa Ackerman.

She stirred in her sleep. You always felt terrible disturbing her; she always looked so peaceful when she was asleep, crimson scarf wrapped around her, chest rising and falling. The withered and whorled bark of the ancient tree hardly being a comfortable resting for the young woman, and yet, the tranquil expression on her face could convince any wandering traveller that the tree was a worthy place to lay one’s worries to rest.

“Mikasa, it’s getting late. We should head back.” For almost every week, for the past three years, you would accompany the young Ackerman to visit the grave of her most beloved. On some days, you would sit with her, reminiscing of days long gone; on other days, the both of you would sit in silence, looking upon the vast fields, the view which once was obstructed by the imposing walls; a grim reminder of the events that transpired years prior. Occasionally, you would watch Mikasa from a distance, allowing her to spend time with her memories of Eren.

“Hm? Oh. Yeah, I suppose you’re right.” Mikasa stretched, looking towards the sky. You lent her a hand as she slowly got up. Giving you a tender smile, the young woman thanked you. The both of you began making your way down the hill, one of her hands clutching yours, the other grasping the wilted flowers she gathered from Eren’s resting spot.

You gave her hand a gentle squeeze before releasing it. “They’re all coming tomorrow. It’s been a while. Wonder if they all look the same.” You glanced down at your feet, the feeling of uncertainty rising in your chest.

The young woman smiled at your actions, “It has, though I’m sure they haven’t changed any more than we have. Knowing them, they would always stick out like sore thumbs, no matter where.”

You let out a faint chuckle, taking a deep breath in as both you and Mikasa approached the small lodgings in the distance. What she had said was true. It was inevitable that all of you would have changed. Turning your head, you observed the Ackerman; she had grown out her hair; the once blunt ends now neatly sat gathered over her shoulder. Mikasa had endured, more than most would have. You understood that. Eren’s actions weighed heavily on you as well, mentally and physically. Oftentimes, you would catch yourself looking at your reflection of a store window, confused as to who you were seeing. A weathered soldier? A traitor to their nation? An Eldian? A devil?

Maybe, Armin had grown his hair out again, like when you all were in the training corps. Were he and Annie together? Connie still hadn’t visited his mother, had he? Did Jean ever shave that excuse of a beard? Your eyebrows scrunched together, questions forming and disappearing in your head. You shook your head, smiling at the thought of your comrades, no, your dear friends, the ambassadors of peace. Did they manage to find a way to curb the threat of war?

Mikasa reached for the handle on the worn door, turning it and stepping inside to the cottage; she closed the door after you came inside and made her way to the washroom.

“It was a long day. I’m going to take a bath. Do you mind making some tea in the meantime?” You gave her a nod and turned to shrug off your cardigan, setting it on the small table by the house’s entrance. You tossed your head back, eyes landing on the grainy mahogany ceiling, your eyelids fluttered shut, and you heard the washroom door close, the sound of water filling the tub following shortly. Opening your eyes slowly, you lowered your head. Walking over to the kitchen, you filled a kettle with water, setting it up on the stove. Leaning back on the kitchen counter, you allowed your eyes to close once more.

You had come back to Paradis with Mikasa on that day.

It was sort of a haze for everyone mostly, the feeling that they had woken up from a long dream. You had thought it was the end of the line for you and your comrades, death inevitable as you were all turned into pure titans in a flash.

You remember seeing her emerge from the smoke clutching Eren's head in her arms, holding him close to her heart. The sight of his decapitated head contrasting the memory of him from just moments prior. He had been sitting with you, explaining why he did what he did, apologizing, sharing his regrets and saying his final goodbye.

Was this death? No, it couldn’t have been. Mikasa was there; she wasn’t dead, was she?

“I should go. If I stayed, Eren...He wouldn’t get a proper burial; they wouldn’t give him one.” Mikasa had come and sat next to you, whispering a goodbye before getting up to leave.

You jerked your head back, scrambling to stand up, stance wobbling, “Mikasa, wait! Where are you going?” She faltered in her step, turning around to face you once more; seeing Eren like this was still a harrowing sight.

“Paradis. It’s useless for me to keep fighting. I’m taking him home.”

“You can’t go by yourself! The Yeagerists would string you up in the square for doing what you did!” Eren Yeager was dead. Mikasa Ackerman had killed him. The Yeagerists would never let her live if they knew that. “I’m coming with you! I won’t- I can’t, lose any more people to this.”

Mikasa’s shoulder’s dropped, giving you a steely-eyed expression. “No. You will stay here with Armin, and he’s taking the blame for Eren. You can work out a plan with him and the others to save humanity.” Armin and the others? Were they alive?

Pivoting around, you saw the hoard of Eldians embracing one another in the distance. A gasp left your lips; you turned to face Mikasa, glassy-eyed, your chest heaving, overcome with relief.

“I’ll be fine. I played my part in this story; I want to go home. Please.” As much as you wanted to run and find Armin, Connie and Jean among the rest, you would never forgive yourself if you left her behind to play diplomat, as she suffered in silence with no one there to comfort her.

You stepped up to her, “Mikasa, I’ve always been by your side, haven’t I? You’re my family as I’m yours, and what kind of person would I be if I abandoned you now? Armin will be fine. He is plenty capable, and besides, who would take care of you?” She opened her mouth to object. You gave her arm a gentle squeeze. She averted her gaze, and she shut her mouth, opting for a curt nod.

And with that, you and the Ackerman girl made your way back to where it all began, your home. Paradis. You turned your head around one last time to watch those closest to you disappear from your sight.

a/n: I hope this was okay, if you liked this story and would like more parts please let me know !! as well as if you wanna see some other relationships blossom with the reader...jean is coming soon tho so yeah

Leave a like/reblog if you enjoyed reading this. I would appreciate it a lot <33

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EXTENDED LIST OF THINGS THAT ARE WRONG WITH CHAPTER 139

ymir the founder fritz, aka the most powerful and compelling plot device that isayama could have ever employed in order to explain the origin of the titans, the inherent slavery of the eldian people, and also everything else wrong in the world, was emptied of all value and purpose when she was revealed to have loved her abuser and oppressor. her life-long struggle to break free from the slave mentality that was pounded into her since childhood turned out to be... totally hollow. the woman's real purpose was to keep loving the man who cut off her tongue, raped her as a child and eventually had her cannibalized by their daughters when she failed to survive a murder attempt on his person. which makes for a very pinpoint parallel with eren, tbh, but he gets a whole paragraph all to himself later. amor vincit omnia should not become a convenient fix-it trope so that stuff can magically make sense in less than 50 pages. not to mention that this makeshift “solution” doesn't account for countless plot holes, that would only make sense if ymir was an abuse survivor looking to get her agency back. and even if i was keen on excusing the sloppy writing, i still wouldn't let the whole romanticisation of rape and trauma thing slide so easily. by giving a young victim like ymir fritz romantic feelings and a blind devotion towards her rapist, isayama is basically conveying a very pitiful and toxic message, one he refuses to even dignify with a realistic explanation for the thousands of readers who couldn't make a sense of it. the way this twisted version of love seems to be universally accepted by all the characters in the last chapter, as they just shrug it off like some sort of inevitable superior force that works in mysterious ways, made me wanna gouge my eyes out and never read another word again

mikasa's arc. mikasa had the potential to be the only character in the entire manga to come out on top when all was said and done. she had openly opposed eren's idea of a genocide. she had left the scarf behind when he voiced his hatred for her. she seemed ready enough to sever the proverbial umbilical cord and move on, live a life with pride, knowing how she could have outgrown her silly, dependent, obsessive old self. she might have started out as a yandere caricature, a passive and annoying side-effect to having eren as the main character, but she could have done so much better later on. she, too, just like ymir fritz, might have broken free, if only isayama liked liberated and strong women. she had the range. she had the potential, the backstory, everything. given the chance, she could have redeemed herself. but did isayama care? nope. he just threw her to the sickos in the fandom and said “here's your little psycho doll. do what you will with her. also, she's the key to understanding the superior force that works in mysterious ways aka love aka all the nonsense i'm actually too lazy to commit to”. and so, mikasa is as inconsequential in the ending as she ever was as eren's ever-present bodyguard, if not more, because now she's even refusing to look ahead and fight. two things that she at least tried to do every so often back when eren was alive. not only she surrendered to her own mental illness, but she even saw it turned into a pretty fantasy that the readers can idealise (again, romanticisation of all the wrong things) and that she'll never be able to escape so long as she lives. what's worse, she doesn't even want to, because in this manga we love downgrading and being stuck in the past, as the worst possible versions of ourselves.

historia's pregnancy. it shouldn't even have happened in the first place, unless it was dictated by historia's explicit desire to have a child precisely when she asked for one and by that one unnamed farmer guy and nobody else. whether that was the case or not remains, to this day, still shrouded in mystery because, again, isayama didn't think of coming clean about any aspect of historia's sudden decision. the notion that she might have been raped or submitted to something she really didn't want simply for the drama of it leads to some pretty terrifying implications. i have already explained countless times how it didn't even make sense for eren to be so adamant about rejecting the 50 year plan on account of not wanting historia to be breeded like cattle, titanised, and eventually devoured by her children, if he was just... gonna let her have her way, she only had to ask him nicely. why ever would historia need eren's permission to have a child? what was she even trying to tell him in chapter 130? why did eren tell her something as pivotal as the genocide plan if the friendship between them wasn't any different from any other in the 104th? why would eren take the risk to meet her in secret and suggest that they do something as radical as fighting the mp's or running away, if all she had to do was just... ask that he let her get pregnant? i suppose that was just a bait for a very specific side of the fandom, at this point, as the extent of the entire cryptic conversation from ch. 130 was never covered, and we were probably just supposed to forget about it. I can only forgive isayama for basically baiting me into shipping erehisu because he still gave historia a decent wrap-up in the ending, she looked in control and happy enough with her new life, which is something i warmly wished for her. she seems to be in a better spot than most of her former comrades, and virtually, she is the true inheritor of eren's original (and later disowned) ideology, as she is the one who will lead eldia into the future as a free nation, whatever that may mean for them now that titan powers are no longer a thing. I'm very proud of her and generally i am happy with how things played out for her and yeah, thinking back on it with a colder mind... i wouldn't have wanted it any other way, ships be damned

wHY WAS LEVI IN A WHEELCHAIR????? like..... scars aside, he was up and about in one panel, and in the next he was disabled... that was just... idk?? weird but i suppose isayama went overboard to provide us with some residual dramatic value here

the genocide being just a red herring. APPARENTLY eren never believed that the genocide was a solid way to achieve freedom. his true intention was to antagonize himself so that his friends would be hailed as heroes, but like... why... he didn't even achieve the complete annihilation of conflict in the world by doing so? his friends might be heroes now, but they're going to spend the rest of their lives fighting for their very lives. if anything, eren sparked new conflicts and made the new order so much worse for the eldians, as they have no choice but to keep fighting, except with the same weapons as anybody else now. he basically doomed his people to a bleak future of war and possibly extinction. he killed 80% of the entire world to cause nothing but a disappointing regretful outcome, and in the end he even disowned everything he ever believed in. in comparison, zeke's euthanasia plan was some genius level shit that would have achieved the same result as eren, except with not nearly as much bloodshed.

the parasite. again, great idea, poor execution. what on earth happened to it? it was the Scientific Shit that made titans happen one moment, and then gone in the next, wrestled to death by a buff war criminal with ptsd... my disappointment is over the roof

eren himself. like, as a whole. oh, what's not to regret about the 180 eren did in the finale? witnessing a mc forsaking every relevant trait that's ever made him who he is, is simply painful on the eyes. isayama basically went and said “remember eren yaeger aka the suicidal blockhead who would sacrifice everything in order to achieve freedom? yes? well forget about him, you've got aaron yogurt now.” …... who even is this man? when he broke down and cried in front of armin, whining like a baby that he wanted mikasa to never move on from him, i legit got second-hand embarassment. I felt actual shame for the way isayama handled his characterisation. like... he is a mass murderer, ok... how can he just... kneel down and cry about his step-sister whom he never did anything to date anyway like it's nothing??? armin is right to be pissed at him but he's pissed for the wrong reasons, sadly. I don't even want to tackle the topic of eren murdering his own mother, as he basically confessed to going through life on autopilot because the founding titan just erased all his feelings, gave him superior knowledge of all things and compelled him to go with the flow of things, aka the exact opposite of what he's been preaching ever since day 1. W HAT on earth man. like i said in point #1, eren's crush on mikasa is actually very frightening too, and it leads us back to that one dark force that overpowered even ymir fritz. eren is in love with a girl who's obsessed, in denial and damaged. and what's worse, mikasa reciprocates his feelings, even though eren always overlooked her or manipulated her. ymir fritz kept misunderstanding all those red flags from the king as love, probably. this is really not a story of breaking the cursed cycle, because it seems to me that everyone has returned full circle in the end.

CONCLUSION: nothing isayama or anyone might have said in interviews or elsewhere could have prepared me for this raging shitfest. the entirety of that last chapter was farfetched to say the least, everything looked half-hearted and rushed, clumsily glued together because the real isayama died and somebody else had to ghostwrite the ending for him. I am sorry if i do sound a bit disillusioned about the whole thing and can't bring myself to be outraged either, but i've been way too invested into this manga for nearly a decade, and now it all blew up in my face, so i guess i no longer give it the power to upset me lol

#sorry for the wait guys. it's not even that great lol i just had to get some things off my chest and then forget about it #i didn't even edit lol. snk doesn't deserve my efforts #snk spoilers #snk #aot spoilers #anti aot #chapter 139 spoilers #aot #snk chapter 139

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chubbyduumpling · 3 years

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Our Days were numbered

SPOILERS FOR CH 138-139

(Y/N’S)’s POV

“Look, the bones are gone. The rumbling has stopped too.”

Jean spoke up “Is Eren..dead?”

Mikasa grunts out in pain.

Falco lands dropping us off. Gabi runs off to reunite with her family. People scream out looking for survivors and their families.

“It’s not like I have regrets but we did the right thing, didn’t we? We stopped the rumbling.” Connie asks

Reiner’s mom came to speak with us, I think her name was Karina. She spoke of how Mister Leonhardht led the people here.

“That shining centipede…” Gabi spoke up

“Reiner..where are they?” Connie said with curiosity

“Armin” Mikasa gasped out.

I look up to see Armin’s colossal titan climbing out of a pit.

“REINER” Gabi screamed out

“He’s okay” Jean mumbles

“Hey look!! Over there.” Connie yells

“What the hell is that thing?” I question

“Who knows, all I know is we can’t let it live.” Connie replies

Another loud explosion goes off in the distance. Another colossal titan appears, but with long hair similar to Eren’s founding titan.

Eren…

“We can’t let that thing get in contact with Eren!There’s no telling what could happen!” Gabi shouts in urgency

“It could start the rumbling again. That thing.” Connie speaks up “WE’VE GOT TO KILL IT!”

“How are we going to kill something that survived an explosion just now?” Levi asks

“We need to go for Eren.” Levi points out

“You all understand by now right? This nightmare won’t end until we take him down.” I add

A mysterious smoke starts enveloping the air around us.

“The smoke is coming from that shiny thing.” Gabi points out

I stick a hand out to hold her back. “Don’t lean that far forward you’re going to fall.”

“Did it die?” Mikasa asks

“No. That’s not the smells of a dead titan.” Connie replies “Isn’t this the same thing they did is Rakago?”

“The gas.. No..they wouldn’t” I question

All of our eyes fill with panic instantly.

“Mikasa! Pieck! Get on Falco! Get away from here!” Levi yells out

Pieck doesn’t move. “What are you saying?”

“Ackermans and anyone with the power of titans are exceptions. You should know that better than anyone.” Levi states

“No.. this is too much for me” Pieck choked

“HURRY UP!” he yells

“I love you.” I whisper out for no one to hear. No goodbye. As I looked into his grey eyes one last time I could tell he didn’t want to do this. I watch him and the other fly away trusting the future of humanity to them.

I pull Connie and Jean under my arms trying to protect them for the world one last time.

“So this is how it ends for us?” Connie contemplates.

“ Guess so.”Jean answers “We’ll entrust them with the rest. That’s what it means to die as a member of the Survey Corps.”

I flick them both on the heads earning a responsive “ow” from the both of them.

“Boys, that is no way to talk.”

“Heh, sorry Squad Leader.” Jean apologies

“Cut the titles. We are all the same now.” I say

“Do you remember, Jean? The night of the entrance ceremony?” Connie asks

“Yeah” Jean answers

“You know this is all your fault, right?” Connie continues “That we ended up stuck with the job of saving humanity.”

I close my eyes taking in my last moments alive. All I hear is explosions.

Levi’s POV

I look back. Titans everywhere. Everyone’s gone.

I’m sorry I had to leave you behind Y/N. I never said goodbye. We didn’t have the time. I wish we did. I already regret my decision.

I saw Reiner tackle that glowing centipede. Is he trying to buy us time? Pieck jumps off transforming to go assist Reiner.

I hear Mikasa grunt out in pain.

“Mikasa! Stay with me here! We’re the only ones who can kill Eren” I yell at her

“Eren’s inside the mouth.” I state out

“I’ll do it.” She admits “Everyone back me up.”

“Understood”

We both jump off. I aim a thunderspear at the mouth of Eren’s titan blowing a whole in the teeth. This gave Mikasa a big opening to go in and kill Eren.

The next thing I remember we were falling to the ground.

(Y/N’S)’s POV

The next thing I know I’m lying on the ground. A different type of smoke is coming off my body.

“ Am I human again?” I question

I sit up. I see Reiner and Jean. Gabi, Connie. They are alive too. So I’m not imagining things..

Levi…

I stand up looking for him.

“LEVI!!” I scream out loud enough to lose my voice

I scream out his name hoping he responds. I didn't even notice tears streaming down my face. I must look so stupid. My voice begins to start sounding raspy. I must be losing my voice.

I finally found him perched up against a rock, legs not able to move.

“Levi! Levi?” I yell out

“Y/N! Oh my god you’re alive. I thought you died back there.”

I cut him off pulling him into a tight embrace making sure not to affect his injuries any further.

“I’m here, you’ll never lose me again.” I let go putting my arm over him and putting my head to his shoulder. He lifts his head up to point to something.

“You see that?” he asks

I look up and see the ghosts of all our fallen comrades. Hange, Erwin, Levi’s Old squad. The rest of the veterans. That’s when I see them. My old squad.

“Guess this is the result of all your devoted hearts.” I hear him say

They all salute. Me and Levi bring up our fists to do the same. The last two veterans of our generation.

I hear him start to cry. I joined in with him.

“I'm sorry I left you back there without a goodbye.” he apologies through his tears.

“I forgive you. You did what was best. But if you pull shit like that again I will not hesitate to punch you.” I say with a hint of amusement in my voice. We sit there just with each other's presence.

If you want to run

To a quiet place

At the end of the world

Just run with me

-Alexandra Vasiliu

#levi ackerman x reader #levi x reader #attack on titan #snk #ch 139 #shingeki no kyoujin fanart #fanfiction

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blushing-titan · 2 years

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EHs always make it seem like eren wouldn't try to save any of his friends and not just historia...😅 He wanted for all of his friends to live long, happy lives but yall always make it only about her

a) tell that to Sasha and Hanji (...and don't even get me started on Carla),

b) actually, tell that to Eren as well, because in the oh-so-wonderful ch. 139 he makes it clear as a day that he didn't know if any of his comrades would survive (...which makes the whole "he did it all for his friends!" argument kinda weak imo)

c) At the end of the day, it's just a headcanon. Sure, anyone is free to believe that Eren would go to the same lenghts for Connie or Jean, but this is a linear story - what was chosen to be shown was how Eren met Historia in secret, shared his plans with her and fought for her to stay safe and away from this mess...all while being somehow okay with the rest of his friends risking their lives, getting titanised and fighting dozens of colossal titans that he himself brought to life...🤷

We even have Armin ask Eren: "Was this all really for our sake?", to which Eren doesn't answer, instead revealing his true goal - to have Mikasa "free Ymir from the pain of her love" (yikes). That's it - apparently, that's why he was "moving forward" (🙄). Sure, he wished for everybody to live long, happy lives, and also took it into consideration that his surviving friends would be seen as heroes for defeating him, but that's the whole point - he had no idea if any of them would actually survive and admitted it. In the midst of it all, however, he still made sure to warn Historia about the danger beforehand and fought against her decision to inherit the beast titan.

As someone who's apparently "doing it all for his friends", he's okay with putting them on the front lines a bit too often in my opinion. He seems to accept how his comrades are out there risking their lives while doing heroic stuff, but goes all "I wIlL nOt AlLoW iT" when Historia wants to do the same. Idk but something just doesn't add up here in my opinion 🤷

#and no - I'm not saying that he did the rumbling FoR hIsToRiA because it's obviously a shitty take that has nothing to do with canon #I just think he did treat her differently and I will stand my ground on this #erehisu #anti snk ending #snk spoilers #my gosh let this mess be over already lmfao #I hope there's no movie - just wrap it up and let's forget about this series lmfao #answered #snk 139

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bokebelle · 3 years

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until the end, my love.

WARNINGS: aot ch. 139 spoilers. mentions of grief, angst

PAIRINGS: eren yeager x gn! reader

TAGS: oneshot, angst, canonverse(?) au (idk if this counts as canon divergent)

WORDCOUNT: 1k

A/N: i know im late to the last chapter pain but thats not gonna stop me !!! i was really feeling it when I was writing this i actually cried LMAO but the song i was listening made me sadder than my actual writing so if you wanna be sad with me listen to this song // thank u @lemvis for beta reading and for crying with me ily

Your eyes were closed as you leaned against the tree. it was quiet, save for the sound of the wind gently rustling through leaves. it felt familiar; it felt like home. your mind goes back to the days of your childhood, before the fall of Wall Maria. Days spent crouched over a book while Armin explained what was scrawled on its pages. Sunny mornings walking around in peaceful silence with Mikasa. Quiet afternoons, such as this, laying on the grass with Eren, Mikasa, and Armin, allowing the noises of the world to lull you to sleep for just a moment.

It felt like a lifetime ago, when in reality, it was your everyday life almost 10 years ago. Time in between was a hazy. The three of them joined the Scouts while you chose to stay. You promised you would be there whenever they came back, though you were terrified that there would be a day there would be no one to greet you whenever the Scouts returned. But as fate would have it, they all came back home, sometimes bringing back new friends for you to meet. It was all a blur now. Their return to Shiganshina, Armin talking nonstop about the day he finally saw the ocean, to when they learned about the existence of some place called Marley, it was all a blur in your mind - or maybe it was your mind willing you to forget. In between those years, fate made it so you couldn't forget that you and Eren fell in love. You don't know how you two fell in love, or when it started, but one night, before the three of them had to leave yet again, you clung to Eren and hugged him tightly. You cried into his chest, worried about how maybe one day, they wouldn't come home. He held you tenderly, softly wiping the tears that stained your face. Suddenly, he leaned in and placed a gentle kiss on your lips - a promise that he would come home to you no matter what it took. It was a promise he never broke. Each time he came home, he gave you two kisses: one because he loved you, another as a promise that he'd come home to you time and time again.

You took a deep breath, letting the crisp air fill your lungs. Times would change, plants would wither and new ones would bloom, but your love for Eren throughout the days stayed the same. You couldn't stop the bitter tears that stung your eyes when you remembered that while your love was set in stone, the only piece of Eren you had left was a stone with his name engraved on it, a painful reminder of the boy who sought freedom, the boy your love belonged to. a place of rest for him, and a place of mourning for those who remembered him.

The grief in your heart had mellowed, but you couldn't deny the familiar ache when you think about the boy that could have been yours. You never got over your grief, and you accepted that you never would. Instead your heart grew around it, changing its shape to feel whole again even with grief taking up the place left broken by fate and her cruel ways. Your heart was left broken, but its jagged edges dulled over time. Though some days they cut you deeper than you had thought, leaving you broken and in pain, you learned how to get up and move on, nursing the pain until it went away.

"Eren, everyone will be coming to visit you soon. Aren't you happy?" you whisper, letting the wind carry your voice to where you hoped Eren would be able to hear. You kept your eyes closed, willing the tears that were threatening to spill to remain at bay. It felt like one of those days from what felt like another life. You could almost trick yourself into believing that Eren was asleep right next you, right where the stone that bore his name laid. You could almost convince yourself that the reason you kept your voice low was so you wouldn’t wake him up. You could almost convince yourself that when you open your eyes, he would be there, that Eren was finally home, and that he was here to stay. Almost.

The truth was, you were afraid to open your eyes, knowing there was nothing left of the boy you loved except the memories you shared and the half of a heart that still seemed to beat. The truth was you wanted to scream, you wanted to shout, you wanted to cry to the world. You wanted to do anything that would wake Eren up. Anything that would make him place two kisses instead of one of your lips, wipe away your tears, and assure you that it was all a bad dream and that life with him was reality. You took a deep breath and did your best to swallow the lump that formed in your throat. As long as your heart beat for Eren, you would always grieve for him. Your grief wouldn’t come in angry cries or bitter tears. Your grief would come in a promise to live a free life, the way Eren would have wanted. It would come in afternoons by the tree of your childhood, staying a bit longer on days your heart looked for the green eyed boy who always sat by your side. Your grief would come thinking about what life could have been if Eren came home.

It was young love. maybe a bit naïve, a little hopeful, but it was real. Yours was a love that was reckless and passionate. A love that kept you warm on cold winter nights and kissed your skin during bright summer days. If your love was a person, it was Eren. The person you shared it with was the embodiment of the love you felt. It was a once in a lifetime love, with a once in a lifetime boy. But the problem with lifetimes is sometimes one lifetime didn't match the other. And while it could be said Eren spent his life loving you, you were faced with the bittersweet reality that while you would spend the rest of yours missing him, you would forever be thankful that fate made it so that you love and were loved by Eren.

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