For the deep fic writer asks:
10. how has writing positively impacted your mental health or overall mood?
11. Has a fic you’ve written ever caused issues/controversy?
Thank you 🤗
Ah thank you so much for these asks tonight! So much fun to think about this stuff.
10. how has writing positively impacted your mental health or overall mood?
I love this question because it is an awesome thing to think about. For me, the best thing about writing fanfic is rediscovering my love of writing in general. English was always my favorite class in high school, and I wrote short stories and things in creative writing that I loved back then. It was really fun. Hobbies should be fun and positive, and if they aren’t, they aren’t really hobbies but chores. Writing is a great outlet for me, escapist and challenging. I love to make things happen that didn’t happen before thanks to a story. It’s so rewarding. Luke/Mara sex pollen? Sure. Thrawn/Pryce in quarantine? Sure. #itdidntexistsoiwroteit is one of my favorite tags.
Apart from the stories themselves and the act of writing being enjoyable, I have made a lot of wonderful friends in this community (and others!). One of my first online fandom friends I met for the first time at my wedding reception hahaha and the small group of my fic buddies are invariably supportive, encouraging, and sympathetic no matter if the topic is real life madness or characters refusing to obey the almighty author. My tumblr friends are awesome, and everyone who takes a chance to read my stories are simply gifts to me as a writer.
Also I really do enjoy reading my own stories. I am not shy or modest about this. I LOVE MY FIC because if I didn’t why would I write it?! That is super fun for me to revisit and reread and be proud of something that didn’t exist until I wrote it 😊
This may be a good place to mention that if writing is NEGATIVELY impacting your mood or mental health, you should step away, take a break, consider what is having that effect. For any writers struggling to feel that joy again (due to lack of engagement or toxicity or whatever), I suggest you write a fic and don’t post it, keep it just for yourself (personally I think everyone should have at least one fic that’s “just for you”—it’s like a secret indulgence and a great reminder of why we should be writing—for ourselves!). I mean, I play piano as a hobby. I definitely don’t want to share my ivory tickling on youtube or whatever, that would add pressure and misery and suck the joy out. So remember it’s all about the joy.
11. Has a fic you’ve written ever caused issues/controversy?
YES actually. What an interesting thing to think about! I had forgotten but polled some friends and remembered a few…. These are minor controversies though, nothing like fissures in the space/time continuum or anything, more like hiccups in the tumblrsphere…
Back in 2019, I wrote a Luke/Ahsoka fic (I think it was the first one for the ship on Ao3, or one of them) and I got some tumblr hate which was fun to smack down. People outed themselves as ageist and misogynist and, well, you can read my response here.
I had a similar reaction to my Luke/Mon Mothma fic. Basically, I am militant that fanfic is for fun and you should write whatever the fuck you want. I have no obligation to conform my stories to anyone’s expectations and refuse to do so. Also Luke/Ahsoka is a GREAT SHIP you can’t change my mind haahah as is Luke/Mon, why can’t she get some Jedi loving?!
More recently, I understand there was some fandom kerfuffle around my Thrawn/Sabine story. Again this had to do with age differences and the idea that professors/students is verboten blah blah blah.
All I have to say to that is if you see a rated E fic tagged “hot for teacher” and you want to complain to the author that it’s about a student banging her teacher, you have issues requiring addressing that are beyond my expertise.
me @ the negativity
Thank you so much for these asks tonight @guestiguess! I am enjoying them immensely! Hope you enjoyed the answers!
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well since ahsoka died and was brought back by the daughter that one time on mortis does that make her some extra spicy force being too?
i love how almost all of tl4j have some relation to mortis
(donation doodles! // tip jar)
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Luke: you killed my father!
Vader: I've killed a lot of fathers.
Luke: Obi-Wan's other apprentice! the one you betrayed and murdered! ringing any bells?
Vader, internally: ...was Ahsoka trans? is this guy part togruta?? he doesn't look like it, but fuck if I understand how togruta biology works? who did she (he?) even fuck?? when did she (he??) even have the time???
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the best part about being a Girl Who Knows A Lot About Star Wars is that you can fuck with dudes so much. no guy has ever been able to refute my backed claim that moff tarkin canonically had sex with a stormtrooper. why? because doing so would force them to admit they've never read 'of mouse droids and men' and therefore know less about star wars than me: a girls' girl who thinks that luke skywalker and the mandalorian "are probably in an open relationship".
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Skyguy joins the Hades AU to Din's great distress
"How's Snips? And my Captain? I bet they've missed me all this time."
"I don't know who you or those other people are, but you are scaring my kid."
They definitely missed him, but Rex sure as hell failed to mention his old General by name or description, so Din can be excused for a bit of rudeness just this once. He's looking for a Jedi to teach his kid, and since meeting Ahsoka he at least now knows that a lightsaber does not a Jedi make, please tone down the menacing looming, Anakin, and just help him, he's got a trinket from Rex in his pocket, he's cool. (Depending on the keepsake he runs with, Anakin is more or less likely to turn up as Vader instead to grant a boon only to make Din's life all the more difficult. So he is part Chaos, part just Disaster Lineage.)
As promised: the 501st command is all here for this project by now, all done in the span of a few months, so they even look like they match :)
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Luke: I remember back when I knew Obi-Wan as old Ben he used used to live with his roommate Cody who I’m pretty sure was his husband
Ahsoka: *spits out drink* wHAT
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delighted to listen to a nine year old discussing his thoughts on star wars. his dad’s been introducing him to the movies in release-date order, and they’re now halfway through The Force Awakens. here are his hot takes:
- best movie: phantom menace. qui gon and obi wan and yoda and anakin are all really cool.
- worst movie: return of the jedi. it took too long to save han solo; jabba is gross to look at and slave leia was weird to watch, ‘and they call it PG!’
- best characters: luke skywalker. anakin skywalker is second-best because he becomes darth vader. (this was very disappointing to discover)
- best villain: darth vader (even if he’s anakin). but dooku was also very good. palpatine is ugly.
- favorite jedi: yoda.
- biggest complaint: it would be better if anakin wasn’t darth vader. and, why did they kill padme? she would be a better vader. they should bring back anakin for the new movies. no, not as a ghost, just bring him back.
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