#lowkey hate this but :/// i guess it's how it is

[enha-doodles]

Heyya I love your works 💗💗 and I was wondering if u u could do Slytherin boys reacting to the reader being a muggleborn 🥹

Classic yk🕺🏻🕺🏻

SLYTHERIN GUY'S REACTION TO YOU BEING A MUGGLEBORN | ✧⁺。

Pairing : (Mattheo , Tom , Theodore , Lorenzo , Draco) x muggleborn!reader

Note : tysm bestie 🤪🤪✨ also that is such a classic request !!!

Warnings : mentions of fighting , toxicness in Tom's (I mean?)

MATTHEO RIDDLE

Yes , he's got this thing against Muggle-borns, but if it's you, he's willing to put on his big boy pants and overlook it. But don't you dare insult his girl's blood status, or else you'll witness a show even Voldemort himself would be proud of! Picture it: a bunch of Slytherin wannabes start spouting nonsense about you not being worthy of Mattheo because he's the Dark Lord's spawn, and well you're just a stupid mudblood.

That sets Mattheo off like a firecracker! He goes all Hulk mode, smashing and bashing until they're all groveling at his feet. "Stay in your fucking place, you piece of shit, or else you won't live to tell the tale of Voldemort's son representing the Dark Lord himself!" He's a total hotie in fight mode btw

TOM RIDDLE

Now, Tom's got issues. He's got this whole orphanage baggage weighing him down, but deep down, he's just a lovesick puppy because he never received any. Sure, he hates the whole blood status talk, but he loves you more than he hates it. And merlin, does he have a way of showing it! He'll dominate and control like it's his daily job, but common, it's all out of love, right? And if anyone dares to even look at you funny, bam! It's going to be a hex city, and guess whose the population ? them.

But if you try to disobey or disrespect him he won't hesitate to return to his true self , he'd grab your chin harshly and menacingly whisper, "You're just a filthy mudblood, know your place. Here, God isn't your lord. I am."

THEODORE NOTT

hmm, Theodore, the rebel with a cause. He's not like his father , nothing like him at all and he constantly wants to prove it , this is just one of those things that help him show you and others that he's different.He couldn't care less about blood status drama. Nope, if he loves you, he loves ALL of you, flaws and all.

He'd threaten everyone around that you're his girl and if anyone says anything to you or if they try to hurt you then they'd be found dead before they can say sorry . "Get this in your stupid ass head, you dick - you mess with her, you mess with me and remember I don't pull bunnies out of a hat ."

LORENZO BERKSHIRE

Lorenzo's like that curious cat who just can't resist poking his nose into everything. Muggle stuff? Fascinating! Like Theodore he wouldn't mind . He'd actually ask more about how it's there and all the technology intrigues him but he'd still be on about how magic is better . He would support you all the time and try to indulge in stuff to make you feel better .

Would threaten his friends to be mindful of their words around you because you're very dear to him and he wouldn't mind a punch to two if it means you're protected "Hey hey hey , watch it or I won't!"

DRACO MALFOY

Draco, return of the drama queen of Slytherin lmao . He'll start off all high and mighty, spouting hurtful things left, right, and center. But when reality hits and you stop talking to him , he realizes he's messed up, cue the banging at your door , sputtering out apologies and the gifts galore - rich boy lowkey buying his way out but you can't complain because he's got all your favourite stuff .

Draco would kinda joke to lighten the mood "God, I love you, but my father cannot hear about this." Classic Draco, am I right?

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TAGLIST : @sugarcandydoll @helendeath

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[ghostbite0]

big fan of obanai and sanemi being two of the hardest people to talk to when obanai is five feet tall and sanemi never knows when to shut up

#demon slayer #kny #sanemi shinazugawa #obanai iguro #artbites #artists on tumblr #art #digital art #demon slayer fanart #sanemi shinazugawa fanart #obanai iguro fanart #i lowkey rlly hate how this turned out #but at least i got it out of my system i guess #i just dont like how i draw faces. ahhhhhh #gotta work on that :( #saneoba #sanemi x obanai #can be interpreted as romantic or platonic #tagging just in case

[httpiastri]

guys??

are we not FREAKING OUT rn??????

#time to learn about fe i guess #this is so freaking cooool im??? #im so happy for him :((((( he deserves this so much #everything's going so well after he left mercedes 😭😭 lmao i love it #and the berlin weekend is one of the few when i have nothing planned ??? so ill be able to watch 😁😁😁😁 #my dad will hate this pic of him tho #also crazy how hes gonna be teammates with a new swede 🥺🥺🥺 it's a sign #(of what idk) #men också lol SÅKLART har grabben en bild med en biltemakörv-hatt i sin sommar-dump från förra året #ikoniskt #jag må vara en dålig svenne men jag kände lowkey inte igen honom 🙃 #men så kuuuul #paul aron #f2 #formula e #fe #formula two #formula 2

[sea-jello]

Day 23/October 23: Crawl || Burn || "I am not touching that."

say it with me guys it is still the 23rd somewhere

uhh something something what if morro met lloyd as a kid when he was still training with wu idk how to draw children

bonus

don’t worry about the hands it’s 5am

#shitpost doodles for this day #i actually kinda like how morro turned out in the first one #morro training with wu and older/revived morro are two different designs #obviously #also introducing my young morro design here i guess #training his hair is shorter and his bangs aren’t as in his face and his eyes are rounder #older i make it a point to have his bangs in his face and dead fuckin eyes #maybe i should make ref sheets with notes would anyone be interested in that #it would help me at least i need to stay consistent #lloyd is sorta?? crawling?? cut me some slack #i don’t know how it’s 5 30 i lowkey blacked out drawing this #i like the gold outline on the ribbons it makes it stand out #less basic and boring like all my designs #initially i wanted morro to look more disgusted #but it flopped and he’s a kid anyways he’ll probably suck it up #i hate trying to pick colors for lloyd i can’t figure it out #the lloyd garmadon curse has been haunting me for almost a year now #ninjago #lego ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago morro #morro wu #lloyd garmadon #morrotober 2023 #morrotober2023 #morrotober #green cousins #greencousins #jellos scribbles

[skitskatdacat63]

These sketches are dedicated to everyone in the tags of my original post agreeing with my vision 🙏 but especially to @tinyweltmeister for the little snippet you wrote!!

+ silly sketches

#actually in the tags of my og post i said 'I want to put a laurel crown in his hair' well...look! look! laurels are indeed in his hair #f1 has genuinely fundamentally changed me as a person no joke #like you guys need to understand that i basically never draw fanart or real people #but i jumped on drawing this immediately and it lowkey banished my art block #(actually funnily enough i think the last fanart i drew was humanized twink lightning mcqueen as a joke and this isnt that dissimilar) #but thats all to say: i didnt plan on drawing this #i wasnt even gonna color these but what seb wants seb gets i guess! #rennaisance era muse!seb just came and gripped me by the throat #i actually was trying to draw martian fanart like 2 days ago and it was not. working. but im actually super proud of how these came out??? #these are all rennaisance era au but that silly titanic ref one can be seen as modern martian role-playing #btw can you guys tell i have absolutely no interest in drawing 1500s clothing? I HATE IT #that is why seb is mostly naked- #sebastian vettel #mark webber #f1 fanart #f1 art #martian #sebmark #f1 #formula 1 #we do a little bit of f1 #sv5 #catie.art. #renaissance muse au

[gnecroticart]

yeah idk if i'm ever gonna finish this pmv but here are two frames i'm particularly proud of! fun fact i finished listening to magnus while i was coloring the first one

(also yes i know the negative space is weird in the second one, that's where the lyrics are supposed to go lol)

#the magnus archives #jon sims #martin blackwood #tim stoker #sasha james #elias bouchard #jonathan sims #the archivist #jonah magnus #jonmartin #i guess. in like a sad way #lowkey hate how martin looks in the first panel but oh well lol. drew his face four times and gave up eventually #2022 art #digital art

[lover-of-mine]

What makes me ???? the most is that how part of the fandom went from "Buck needs to be single for a while" (last season and during the hiatus) to "yay he's going to be canon bi! but he needs to explore lots of things, let him flirt and enjoy himself" to now having some of them asking for his relationship with T be long term ??? like, where did the need for him to be single go to??

(and i also saw people wanting them to be endgame and accusing others to not want them together because of buddie, but i really need to know what's the difference between people wanting his first relationship with a man to be endgame and people who wanted buddie to be together first and endgame 🤷‍♀️)

Anon, I could kiss you (if you want of course). Buck doesn't need a relationship. He didn't need one with Natalia and he still hasn't shown any growth that shows he is ready for a relationship now. I will give him points for actually trying to talk to Tommy after he left but Buck hasn't shown any real growth. Buck needs to learn to be okay with himself and he hasn't. A man is not gonna fix him. And I have been saying that neither Buck or Eddie are ready for each other, Buck is still not ready for a long term relationship now. And it is the exact same people that were screaming crying throwing up about Natalia and how Buck shouldn't date her and how he didn't need a relationship that are saying Buck and Tommy need to be endgame (misogyny and racism much). Tommy is very much still the hamster wheel. Granted a hamster wheel that might get Buck to do some soul searching and actually get him somewhere but he is still in his usual patterns. And honestly, I don't see the difference from wanting Buck and Eddie to be each other's firsts to wanting bucktommy to be endgame. It is all locking their queer journeys into one person. I'm not on the buddie ship only because I wanted to see Oliver Stark make out with a guy. The last thing I'm thinking about is their gender. They have a compelling relationship that could be beautiful if evolved to more and the fact that it would be a queer relationship makes it even better because we don't get that type of rep but I don't want a queer relationship for the sake of watching a queer relationship. Buck being bi is about Buck. It's another piece of the puzzle he's been trying to complete his whole life. But jumping into the deep end is not gonna give him what he needs. With anyone. I've been saying for a year that Buck doesn't need a relationship he needs a therapist and that's still true.

#and lowkey T has been established as someone whos not gonna stay just because Buck is cute #and while i don't blame him from walking away from the date because Buck put him in a shitty position #this is Buck getting into yet another relationship with someone who left him #and as someone who does not feel any intense anything about T #i totally hate it when applied to buck and his patterns #but we'll see how this evolves i guess #i really need a tag for asks #911 #anon 😌

[gothiethefairy]

ppl can make video analysis and character study posts about toshiro (shuro) and i'll still be like,

"cool. i still don't like him."

#gothie's opinions #yeah i get why he is the way he is #or how him and laios having their fight is important to the plot #or even his 'love' for falin is a driving point of the story too #he still sucks lol #like personality-wise he's lowkey kinda boring lol #it's even canon that he and his brothers (he has younger brothers btw) have boring personalities lol #lol the one guy that finds him cool and interesting and he just hates his ass for being too whimsical lol #oh i guess i better tag spoilers #dungeon meshi spoilers

[thyandrawrites]

began writing the hawks pattern down and it's already 4 pages long lmao. tho tbf 2 pages are just the list of materials and terminology... ya boy sure isn't the fastest to type down

#and I have yet to add pictures #I hate adding pictures to things #so time consuming #wish me luck #I hope this thing sells #I would love for others to make a tiny birb too #lowkey thrilled to see how he'd look like when worked by another hand #in other news I have figured out the wings #but I have to wait until tomorrow to grab the yarn for them #the red I had at home is way too bright #doesn't go well with the less saturated colors I used for the doll #ugh #so that means I gained a day for pattern writing I guess #will anyone actually care about this? I wonder #can't believe I'm entering the third week of making this project #he's the amigurumi that's taken me the longest to finish so far #tho that might be just because I'm the designer this time #thyandra.txt

[chaseisglitched]

it’s weird that in general I’m totally fine and enjoy the fucked up analog/internet horror uncanny faces, but then a random oddly specific one hits me right in the paranoia and make me very uncomfy for like an hour

#chase.ramblings #idk i find it lowkey interesting what my brain hates #there was literally one that was just a simple pair of eyes staring at the viewer #but with I guess how they were edited set off something in my mind that was like ‘danger danger bad’ #I had to avoid looking at the screen directly

[danny-chase]

is geoff johns run on the Teen Titans considered good by people?

#i read the first thirty issues and genuinely thought it was bad and cringe and that the man has never spoken to a teenager in his life #other than maybe having like a kid egg his car or something #because to me it feels like he writes all teenagers with the same strokes off: life is depressing being a teen sucks nothing good happens #which... like i guess would be fine if he did that for like 1 character but he did it with characters that weren't like that? #and made it so the titans barely felt like a family... the younger titans felt like kids forced to be at a summer camp who lowkey hated #each other and resented being there in the first place #like they kinda grew out of that but like. idk they just felt estranged from one another and always felt to me in the issues i read #that they 1) didn't respect what being a titan meant 2) were happy to throw stones at old 'crazy' titans 3) were miserable ppl with drama #that i couldn't get invested in because it was so stupid #like we have: tim 'you don't know how hard it is to lie to your dad' drake #cassie 'i'm here to be the female representative of my generation and it shows' sandsmark #bart 'i read a lot of books and it got rid of my entire personality and fundamentally changed my characterization for the worse' allen #and conner 'whines about kansas and thinks outcomes are determined by your genetics' kent #like sorry i was messed up when i was a teen but like... i would have never sympathized or seen myself in these kids...

[bl00dw1tch]

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#horse.txt #theres still time for things to get shitty so im going to keep my voice down but. the way things are looking? #lowkey thinkin the Avatar haters are gonna be on the 'wrong side of history' in the future #if it turns out as amazingly as it sounds like it will--bro. its just. oUGH! #i literally Cannot Fucking Fathom how ANYONE can watch these movies and not feel moved. and not feel intrigued. and not Like Them #the flaws are so few are far between and yet deeply threaded into the story enough to almost be ADDRESSED? by the story??? #its a masterpiece. its a masterpiece! #its wishfulfilling and beautiful and heartbreaking and tragic it is at the moment to pinnacle of what storytelling could be #the relationship we can have with these films and this fantasy AND our own real lives can be so so deep if we let it #i dont understand what could bring someone to hate it #i mean i guess i CAN but. i dont know. i guess i just wish we lived in a world where everyone felt like they were Allowed to enjoy it #bc it always seems like the hates comes from a moral stance of 'the movie portrays harmful concepts that we shouldn't watch Ever' #--even if theyre Condemned #im just really excited man. i wish i had more ppl to share this joy with sfdfdygg frgd....

[jackienautism]

this game is such blue lions propaganda and i just dont caaaaaare

#like.. dimitri is fine i guess. my perception of him has been skewed due to how many ppl suck his dick and hate on edie #so in response i very much dislike and am annoyed by him #dedue is good. theres nothing abt him for me to dislike #sylvain annoys me lowkey. and felix is fine i guess i actually like him a bit #ashe is sort of just. idk. there. once again no reason for me to dislike him #annette is cute and all but im no tlike really attached to her #thats the thing. i dont feel attached to like any of them #ingrid... god. i wouldve rly liked ingrid if she werent written to be disgustingly racist and shit. #like i understand why she is the way she is but like ... girl cmon #mercedes is my GIRLLLL THOUGH I LOVE HER SO MUCH #anyway things that would get me killed if i had a bigger presence on here lmao #i just loooov ebeing different an dnot like other girls #mine #text #my FE tag #FE #FE3H #my thoughts

[born-to-lose]

About last night...

Me with The Royal Beggars 08/10/2022. Essay about hanging out with them under the cut

After The Royal Beggars finished their set, I bought their tote bag and all three CDs they sold. Later when I was at the merch stand again, I noticed that they were signing someone else's CD so I thought why not?

I walked up to them and got one of my CDs out, asking the singer if they could please sign it. He, the drummer and the bassist were standing behind the table and signing it when the guitarist suddenly stood next to me, asking, "What's your name?"

I replied, "Melissa" and he shook my hand, saying, "I'm Jonas, nice to meet you."

"Nice to meet you too," I said and after they all signed my CD, the singer said to me, "Thank you so much!"

"Thank you! You guys were amazing!"

Then the singer said, "Aw you are amazing!"

As I was leaving the stand, the bassist yelled after me, "You're beautiful!" and I put my hand on my heart, pouting a bit and saying, "Aw thank you!"

After Sister's set, I decided I wanted to ask for a photo with them, so I went to their stand again and asked the merch guy if the band was still here. He said they're backstage and asked if I wanted to meet them. A few minutes later, Jonas, walked over to me and I asked if I could take a picture with them. He said, "Of course. Let's go outside for that, yeah? Because the light is better there and we need to find the other guys. You're Vanessa, right? No, Melissa. Come on."

We pushed through the crowd together and made our way outside. "Are you from the city, Lichtenfels?"

"No, but I live 20 minutes away from here."

In the entrance hall of the venue, some drunk guy chatted him up and visibly annoyed, Jonas looked down at me and touched my back. The drummer, Emil, came from outside and Jonas told him to stay here because I wanted to get photos with them. When the other guy finally left him alone, Jonas went to search for the singer in the crowd. I told Emil they were my favourite band so far and he said, "No really?! That means so much to us!"

Shortly after, Jonas and the singer, David, came back. "Now we only need to find Simon. The bassist is always the hardest to find," Jonas chuckled.

Then Simon came from the bar with a Jack Daniel's plastic cup in his hand and he got so excited when he saw me. He immediately hugged me and shouted, "Melissa! Melissa is my favourite person ever! She's the best person we've met!" (He repeated this many times that night)

"She wants to take pictures with us," Jonas told him.

We all walked outside and with his arm around my shoulder, Simon asked, "How many pictures do you want to take?"

"Uh... as many as you'd like to take."

"We'll take lots for you."

Outside the venue, David asked some random dude to take photos with my phone and then tightly wrapped his arm around me before Simon said, "No, she has to stand in the middle. You're the star of the photo."

The dude took a bunch of pictures and the band members said, "Look at them right now so if they suck, we can take more."

I looked through the pictures and took my mask off so we took some more photos without it and Simon asked if it's okay if he puts his hand on my shoulder. Once again, they told me to check if they're good.

One of them asked what I bought from their merch and I said the three CDs and the tote bag. Simon was like, "All three?! Thank you so much for your support!" and David insisted that they need to sign them all.

Jonas asked if anyone had seen their pen and Emil said it had been at their merch table earlier. He got a pack of cigarettes out of his pocket and asked if I wanted one. I had never smoked before, but I accepted the offer because how could I not? Jonas took one too and the drummer lit all of our cigarettes before going back inside. My cigarette went out and Jonas lit his and mine again, saying, "You need to inhale it- yeah, like that" when I put it in my mouth and inhaled as he lit it again.

He explained that they're loading in the van with all the gear and the next day they need to drive 15 hours back to Gothenburg. "Did you know this actually our first time playing outside of Sweden?" and I asked, "Really?" He nodded with a grin and took a drag of his cigarette.

"Are you gonna play here again soon?" I asked.

"I hope so! It's planned," he smiled. "Are you staying for the after party at the bar?"

"No, sadly not. My sister's driving me and it's gonna be late anyway..."

He nodded and I admitted that I actually hadn't known them before and only listened to two or three of their songs the night prior, but they were definitely my favourite of the night. "Thank you so much! That really means a lot to us."

We could hear that Hardcore Superstar had just started playing. "Hardcore Superstar is a great band. They're also from Gothenburg like us."

"Oh?"

"Mhm... Did you get one of our shirts?"

"Not yet."

"What's your size?" Jonas asked as he started looking through the merch boxes in the open trunk of the van and I said XL. "Do you want the white shirt with the blue writing or the black shirt with the red writing?"

I looked at the options and picked the black shirt.

Then Emil came back with a pen. The two of them signed the other two CDs and then Simon and David came back too. While signing them, David accidentally dropped one of the CDs. "Shit, I'm sorry, I hope it's not broken," he apologized, picking it up and inspecting the CD.

"It's okay, I don't think it's broken. And if it is, it's simply a collector's item," I said.

"If it's broken, just message us on Facebook or Instagram and we'll send you a new one," Simon said. "Or just if you want anything, message us and we'll send you shit."

"Thank you so much!"

"Not actual shit, we won't send you actual shit," he added, laughing.

As they continued putting boxes in the van, Simon called, "Jump in the van! You're going to Gothenburg with us! Jump in the van!"

I laughed. "I'd love to, but..."

"No excuses, jump in the van!"

"I just think it would be difficult to explain to my parents, but I promise I will next time."

"Where are you from?" Simon asked and he mumbled something, saying it's a place in Sweden that sounds like my hometown.

He kept looking at me like a puppy with teary eyes and I smiled, wordlessly looking back at him. "Sorry, it's just so special that we have a fan. You're our biggest fan. We thought we're the only people who listen to this shit. You're the best person we've met, you're amazing."

"You are amazing!" I said before adding, "We already had this earlier."

After I put the CDs in my bag, Jonas handed me the shirt and smiled. "Here's your shirt."

"Thank you! How much is it?"

"Nothing! It's a gift from us to you," he said, bowing with his palms pressed together, first pointing at himself, then at me.

"Aw thank you so much! Can I hug you?"

"Sure, come here," he said and hugged me.

"I want one too!" Simon said excitedly and I hugged him as well.

"Hey, she's giving out free hugs! I also want one!" David said, pushing through from the back and hugging me really long and really tightly so I could feel his link chain pressing into my cheek. When he pulled away, he patted my back.

I turned around to see Emil with open arms and a smile, hugging me too.

"We drove 15 hours to see you and it was worth it," Simon said.

"I drove 20 minutes to see you and it was also worth it," I laughed.

"Only 20 minutes?"

"Next time I'll be the one driving 15 hours to Sweden."

Simon accompanied me to the entrance, his arm around me. "If you do that- if you do that... you'll get another shirt!"

"Only a shirt?"

"You'll- you'll get everything!" We stood in front of the door and I put my cigarette out and threw it away. "I'll buy you a beer! Do you want a beer?"

"No thanks, you don't have to."

"Listen, I'm not trying to be a creep here! I'm not- I'm not a weirdo or trying to hit on you or anything..." he explained himself, his eyes wide.

"No no no, not at all! Don't worry about it, it's fine," I reassured him.

"Okay, do you really not want something to drink? I'll buy you a drink," he asked again.

I shook my head. "That's really sweet of you, but next time, yeah?"

"Alright, then thank you again and see you next time! I need to take a piss now, bye!"

"Bye, have a great night!" Emil was standing by the door and I thanked him again for the cigarette.

"Oh, no problem at all," he smiled, briefly looking up.

In the middle of Hardcore Superstar's set, when I was watching from the side (because I obviously lost my front row place that I had for the rest of the concert), Jonas came out of the backstage area and grinned, raising his hand when he walked past me. He gave me a high five hand shake and looked back at me with a smile as he walked away.

UPDATE: Last night, I posted one of the pics in my Instagram story, thanking them again, and they reposted it. This morning, they messaged me, "Thank you Melissa, it was really nice to meet you! [...] Hope to be back again soon!" and when I said, "You better be! If not, I'll drive the 15 hours to Sweden, as I said", they replied, "Haha, you're the best!"

#simon and jonas were so touchy o never want to wash my denim jacket again lmao #i swear david gives the best hugs my god #i still can't believe this even happened #and that apparently i was the only one who really loved them enough to ask for a picture #i didn't even initiate a real conversation they just started talking to me because they were visibly excited to meet me #they were like starstruck when they saw me for the second time skhfkdhf especially simon #i'm surprised at how comfortable it immediately felt because i usually hate talking to strangers #there was nobody else hanging out with them at any point so i guess i'm special #the best thing is that i didn't even have vip tickets or anything like that. it just happened coincidentally #ngl i lowkey wanna start a fan club for them now. who's in? #mel talks #mel's concert stories #my face #you're getting the whole story here tho i feel like i forgot something we talked about but god i wanna go back #sorry but i need to pin this just to brag #*touchy-feely in the first tag

[heretodefyfate]

Damn, i'm not sure if i'm more glad or sad that flora and Fern weren't able to meet each other

2 insufferable people with green hair either having fun talking trash about others or Flora even annoyes at Fern's egotistical ass

#pkmn reborn #Kudos to Laura for shutting her up. Well. Sorta. ''Kill them with kindness'' i guess #Flora making fun of Heather is ''funny'' because ''why are you bullying a kid?'' #I do lowkey feel second-hand embarrassment when Elias talk like that. #Poor Bennett. Man. Sad that MC couldn't say anything back at Flora. At least i'm happy i could offer a comforting word to Bennett #Also like. What happened to PULSE abra? Like...it's just chilling out in the wild now? Being confided like that for so long. Would it- #Affect how it gonna function? #Flora continue to be one of my fav rejuv char. And by ''fav''. I mean. Love to hate. The scene which her rage-punching the monitor is now- #More satisfying upon rewatching

[deadlittledogs]

i genuinely don't mean this in a rude way, but i think you'd have an easier time socially if you didn't judge everyone through aesthetics or something. like you could meet a girl who's so lame like huge olivia rodrigo fan favourite show is vampire diaries but she could be great. my bsf walks around in a normal people scare me hoodie and i still love her to death, yk ?

It’s not that I would never hangout with someone who had a ‘trash’ or ‘normal’ aesthetic or something, I just can’t connect well with ANYONE if I’m being honest. I’ve hung out with ‘aesthetic’ people in the past but still found myself feeling….. bored….. disconnected. I’m more drawn to this type of person just because it feels like we might have more in common, like it might increase the odds of relatability and friendship but I just can’t most times-with anyone… Ya know?

I don’t know, I just have trouble relating to people. It seems like we don’t understand each other very well. When I engage with people it feels like they don’t quite see me, like I’m just a faceless blob to them. When I make eye contact with people it feels like I’m talking to someone with the lights on but nobodies home….. it’s strange, I don’t know. I’m assuming one bad experience too many probably fizzled out whatever high I should get in my brain that comes with socializing with new people BUT I JUST FEEL SO BORED ALL THE TIME IDK…… I treat people with respect, I’m very empathetic towards them, polite…. But they don’t see me and I just can’t connect with them.

#to be fair I don’t meet that many people lmao #but also to be fair this has been a growing issue for a while lmao #I just feel kinda numb now I guess #like I finally closed myself off for good #but I hate being alone #I want companionship so bad but I don’t know how to not be so numb inside anymore #I try genuinely to engage with others but again #it feels like most are ‘confused’ by me or something #or that I’m horribly forgettable and plain #nobody really cares about me very much #people don’t want to get to know me often #I don’t know maaaan #I wish I could connect better but my brain is lowkey fried lmao #every relationship I’ve ever had has been total shit #I don’t even know what a healthy relationship is lol