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#lots of bad things happening but im very strong and facing them one at a time
widowmaxff · 27 days
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Hello!! I was having some bad days recently, could u make a one-shot of moms!wandanat and reader with the reader having a bad week, and then Wanda and Natasha comforts reader? If you want to, of course!
enough for you
pairings: parents!wandanat × daughter!reader
warnings: bad thoughts, self-deprecating reader, lots of crying, one agent who really needs to stfu - i think thats all!
a/n: tysm for the request my love! im so sorry for the delay in posting this one shot, my life has been very busy these last few months. and i dont think this one turns out the way u wanted it, because i already made one like your request but w mom!wanda but i hope u like it :3
HOW YOU CAN HELP PALESTINE!
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You always saw yourself working for SHIELD. Being able to do missions and 'save the world' was something you always wanted to do. Having mothers who are considered super heroes was also something that made you inspired by this life, but you only saw it from the outside. How they were greeted by everyone or how it seemed so easy for them to do these hero things. But when you finally got what you wanted when you turned eighteen, it wasn't what you expected.
It was the third time in the last few days that you had messed up in a mission in which you were classified. The looks the other agents gave you at the Academy made you feel horrible. You obviously hadn't messed up the missions on purpose, you would never do that. But it seemed like all those people expected that every step you took would be right, that you would never make mistakes, and that you would be as good as your mothers. Your head hurt just thinking about it. And that thought led you to others, how ashamed you felt remembering how the other agents spoke mean words to you when, again, you messed up on the mission.
You tried to distract yourself from these types of self-sabotaging thoughts about yourself by training even harder. Punching and kicking the red cylinders using all your strength, and even after hours it still felt like you didn't feel good enough, strong enough. All you wanted was to just stop thinking for at least a few seconds, and when you heard those heavy footsteps you knew that wasn't what was going to happen. "Oh, look who's here!"
You didn't care about remembering that agent's name, but you remembered exactly her voice and face, because it was her who started the whispers about how you weren't like your mothers. How you spoiled the missions of the last few days of that week, how you will never be like them. "The daughter of the great Black Widow and the Scarlet Witch, even if it doesn't seem like it." You continue ignoring her presence there, massaging your fingers to continue punching the red bag. "Do they know how you failed this last week?"
She wasn't stupid to know how horrible your week had been, how the failed missions, the disturbances and all those other things were making you almost have panic attacks right there in front of everyone. "No." Your voice was low, because you knew that if you exerted the necessary strength to reach a greater height, the tears would fall without your permission.
"What do you think they will do when they find out how bad you are?" She starts to approach you with those boots with a high step, her head lolling to the side with a tone to tease you. A smirk on her sharp face, her gloved hands resting on her waist. All those little details made you want to scream in her face, tell her that you weren't bad, but how would you say that if you didn't even believe it yourself?
"Maybe they'll get you out of here when they see how bad you are and realize that any of the agents here are much better than you, your place as an Avenger is almost invisible.” The girl laughs, her cheeks almost covering her eyes due to the action. At some other time you would find her features extremely beautiful, but at that moment, you wanted to vomit just looking at her.
Even if you tried to be strong at that moment, like your mother Natasha, you couldn't. Your fists were clenched tightly trying to control the tears from coming out, the pain of your nails in the palms of your hands trying to distract you from that moment. And every time that Agent mentioned your mother's name, your thoughts directed you only to them, how you wanted to be in their arms right now while you feel your hair being stroked by Wanda's magical hands. You knew that if you wanted comfort from your mothers they wouldn't wait a second to give it to you, and even if you didn't want to talk about why you were feeling that way, they wouldn't force you to talk.
"Where are you going? Ruin another mission?” If it weren't for the high-pitched, irritating tone of her voice, you wouldn't have even registered those questions in your head. Your thoughts were in a totally different space from that place, just wanting your mothers affection. So when you started packing your things and totally ignoring that Agent, you knew that your body wouldn't stop until you got home.
The girl's laugh echoed throughout the room as you headed towards the exit door of the place. In films, this scene would be dramatic, as if the main character was planning some revenge in their head to end the character who keeps provoking them. But at that moment you weren't thinking about revenge, or how you would turn things around, you just thought about how your mothers affectionate touches would turn that bad week into just distant memories. How you were sure that your mother Wanda would know what to say to you and how Natasha would know what to do so that your surroundings were just comfort.
You didn't wait a second before getting on your motorcycle, which Natasha had given you as a gift for your 18th birthday, and heading towards your childhood home. Even though those bad thoughts were in your head now and could possibly distract you in the traffic on the streets, you continued on your way with your eyes soaked with tears and the horrible tightness in your chest. You tried to think of good things, like your mom Wanda would probably be baking chocolate chip cookies and your mom Natasha would just be watching, since cooking isn't one of her great talents, but that domestic situation was pretty far away for you. It seemed that any self-deprecating thought stood in the way, a great layer of ignorance about happiness.
You didn't bother to park the motorcycle correctly, just running towards the entrance porch and knocking, almost softly, on the door. You heard some sweet giggles through it, confirming that your mothers were in some domestic situation, before the door calmly opened and revealed Wanda's long red hair. Her smile opened for a few seconds when she saw it was you, their beloved daughter, but when she came across the features on your face, the reddish eyes with lakes over them, her smile soon fell apart, taking its place a worried look. “Sweetie? What happened, my love?"
She took no time in taking you into her arms, even though you didn't answer her question. Your head falls on your mother's shoulder as she wraps one of her arms around your waist and the other massages the hair spread across her chest. Your hands tightly grip the blouse stuck to Wanda's body, as if at any moment she would come off and no longer provide the comfort you needed. Natasha heard your sobs from the kitchen, and she knew they were yours, she knew and kept almost everything about you. She quickly heads towards the front door, seeing her wife's back being grabbed by you, and how your body looked like it would fall to the ground at any moment.
“Shh, it’s okay, you’re okay.” Wanda whispered in your ear with her sweet voice. Your crying was loud, as if you had kept it for several days, your mother thought. She didn't know and had no idea why you were sobbing uncontrollably and why you arrived so early that day. Normally you would be completing some report, or training, since you always said how strong you wanted to get. But at that moment, everything didn't seem strong to you.
At some point you were carried and taken towards the comfortable sofa in that house. Your thoughts were so loud that you didn't even notice when you were positioned on your mother Wanda's lap. She still kept her grip on his body and the affectionate words in your ear. “I need you to breathe for me, sweetheart. Can you do that for me?” Her breathing became heavier and slower, forcing it so that at that moment you could keep up with her. Natasha, beside you two, continued to caress your back, praising you for following Wanda so well.
You finally managed to take a deep breath after what felt like hours of crying and sobbing. Your gaze fell from your mother's eyes to your hands in your lap, you felt embarrassed. Maybe because you were 18 and sitting on your mother's lap, or because you were crying uncontrollably without being able to breathe properly, or because you failed at the only thing you wanted to do at SHIELD. “I feel like a baby.” You say in a low voice, almost making your mothers not hear, even with their proximity.
"Well, you're our baby." Natasha says making you finally let out a laugh between your lips. “Do you want to tell us why you're so sad, my love?” You didn't know if you wanted to tell them or not, the negative thoughts making you think they were going to fight you, tell you how bad you are. So, you shrug and lay your head on Wanda's shoulder again, but in a position so you could still look at your mother Natasha. “I just- I had a bad week.” You murmur, closing your eyes to feel the comfort that place brought you. “And, um… I think I should stop being an Agent.”
That took their mothers by surprise. You always said you wanted to be one of the people at SHIELD and you always trained to be one of the best at that place. “Oh, and why do you think that?” Wanda questions. Even though you didn't see her, you knew she would be looking at Natasha, as if they were talking through looks.
“I’m not good enough.” You felt Wanda's body tense beneath you. Your mothers always knew how much you felt like everyone was better than you, how hard it was to believe you were good at something. “This week I- I ruined every mission I went on,” Your mother's blouse was soaked with your tears, and now she could once again feel the salt water falling from your eyes through the fabric. “all the Agents are making fun of me because of it. They say I will never be like you.”
When you finish speaking, Wanda's grip on your body becomes even tighter, you feel Natasha's hand in your hair, stroking it as you hear her sigh deeply. “I've lost count of how many times your mother and I messed up a mission.”
“What?”
“There were several times when I blew up my teammates, for example, Uncle Tony was probably the one who received the most blasts.” Natasha says, making the three of you laugh at the words. “What about the times your mother mistook me for enemies and threw me out of buildings with her magic? We had to stop missions many, many times.” She emphasizes the word 'many', as if she were singing it.
“Remember when I joined the Avengers, Nat?” She was asking your mother, but she was talking so you could listen. “I was much older than you, Y/n/n, and I couldn't do half the things you do today at SHIELD, even with my powers.” She leaves a kiss on your head before continuing. “In every training session I did, I always ended up on the ground.” You laugh again, feeling much lighter than before.
”And you want to know something? I bet you were the one doing all the mission stuff, huh?” Natasha says. “Because if no Agent has ever made a mistake on a mission, then they aren’t real Agents.”
“Your mother is right, make mistakes is human, my love, and everyone will do it one day.” You feel your thoughts start to ease now. The tears stopped falling down your face and only lightness is in their place. Your mothers always knew what to do to make you feel good.
"You're right..." You finally admit, lifting your head from your mother's shoulder and looking at the two women in front of you, seeing nothing but affection and truths.
Wanda sits you down on the couch before getting up and ruffling your hair. "Now, don't worry your pretty head about that stuff and just think about the cookies that are going to go into your stomach in a little while that obviously weren't made by Natasha!"
"What do you mean by 'obviously’?" You laugh at that one scene, seeing Natasha's arms cross under her breasts as an indignant expression is placed on her face.
And at the end of the day you knew that you wouldn't have to worry about anything - just your mom's delicious cookies - and that you knew that your moms would never think about fighting or being upset with you. And Natasha would definitely make sure you didn't need to worry about that Agent who wouldn't leave you alone. That bitch will obviously never set foot in SHIELD again.
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beatcroc · 2 months
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a year!!! as of today i have now been drawing these funny little pizza freaks, to the exclusion of almost everything else, for!!! an entire year!!! i wanted to do a nice group shot/lineup of everybody to compare to when i first started trying to draw them because oh boy were they bad. i never even posted most of them anywhere because they were so bad. but im posting them here, now, to see how everything's changed/evolved.
this is probably the hardest time i've ever had trying to figure out how to work with a style, but we got there eventually; i'm pretty happy with the handle i've got on everybody now...dont let ur memes be dreams. lots of unimportant journaling and idle thoughts abt it below.
older pics
the first one is the VERY first time i drew them, before i thought i was going to actually have any interest in drawing them [lmao]; it was just the one isolated image, for my friendserver, to illustrate the funney message, so there was no attempt to make it Good or actually understand anything going on w/ the designs or style.
second is the original run of practices sketches to start trying to figure them out for real; done after i started having ideas for the comics and such and realized oh god maybe i am actually gonna draw fanart for this. [again, lol, and lmao.]
third one is the first pt art thing i posted on here. there were a couple weeks of sprite studies between this one and the previous image. the one on the top right wasn't part of that post i just threw it on as space filler; i'd intended to shift to doing Sprite Redraws But Stylized to explore tings more, but that was the only one i did. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
individual characters
peppino: by far the hardest dear god. bro what ARE your shapes how DOES your face work. jesus christ. everything i have trouble with this style for, peppino has it in excess. i draw in polygons! i need consistency! and that is the last thing this kind of style is concerned with. they are made of squarshy clay and i do not understand how to mold them. i was really hoping trying to learn this game's style would GIVE me that kind of flexibility for fun exaggerated facial expression but i don't think much came of it in the end 😔. anyway on the bright side all this means once i got peppino figured out a little bit everybody else clicked way easier.
fake peppino: honestly i never did anything with him on purpose except for how his eyes work + the perma-smile thing. i figured ok hes supposed to look weird and off model so whatever happens with him happens. and it did. and it kept happening. it is still, in fact, happening.
noise/ette: somehow, for every bit that peppino was the least natural thing i've ever tried, these two worked pretty much right off the bat. i still don't understand it, seeing as pretty much all the things at play for peppino are also at work for them. i think the new sketches are actually a little worse than older ones but not enough that i care.
gustavo: really funny bc i drew him on model twice and just went 'okay, cool nice, easy, um. he doesn't have any fucking legs?' fortunately he was the only one i had a strong idea for how to stylize him [square] and it worked exactly as i was hoping so wahoo.
brick: is an animal and therefore 5000x easier and more natural for me to draw/stylize than anything else in the cast. that is Just a rat bro. i can draw a rat.
gerome: i think the funniest one here. the most drastic and least necessary change imo. i was gonna have him be really small at first, like smaller than the noises, but then i just... didn't. he's just peppino-sized now. also i gave him like. actual human facial structure, which is funny bc in most cases i'd do anything to avoid, but it works well for his being A Rock to give him some angles and definition like that+ to differentiate his vibe from the rest of the cast who are all very squishy. also since he is essentially Just A Head it's good to emphasize that too ig.
john: i only drew john a couple times but he gets to be here because i like him. and because most of the stuff i applied to gerome was readily applicable to john, though i did try to keep him a little more uncanny because he is a Huge And Lanky Freak. i hate that he is barefoot btw but idk how to make his color balance look right with shoes.
pizzahead: i did not want to put him on here honestly but i Have drawn him a handful of times and more importantly i didn't know what i was gonna do with john's pose if i didn't have him there to be glared at. the only thing that's different with him is giving him wider-bottomed pants, which i got from when i tried to draw these guys in clone high style [i never posted that one either][i will eventually]
snick: he gets to be here because 1. he's like 6 lines 2. i like him and 3. ive scribbled him a few times offhand and it went pretty well
misc
there are some guys missing because those are guys i didn't draw enough [or at all] to have gotten comfortable with them. sorry
i would have Liked to shade these but for the time being i have accepted that my grasp of light/shadow has decayed to the point im not going to be happy with anything i try there, so For Now i am working on my presentation with flats i guess. gerome has a shadow only because he's shaded like that ingame and looks naked without it
anyway if you are still reading [hi?] i get to shamelessly plug now. i'm over the hill of my pizza run now, and while i still have plenty of things i want to make here, most of the bigger more in-depth ones have passed. pizza tower was the first thing in THREE YEARS to get me out of my oc groove to doing fanart, and once i am done with my ideas here i will be going right back to it. if you like my art or how i write characters/interactions you should check out my oc/webcomic blog @jamverse . i can't promise people who like pizza stuff will be terribly into my designs, but i can guarantee i treat my guys with the exact same sort of tone i handle the pt guys with. and hell, i've mentioned it a few times before, but like 70% of my characterization for fake pep is just copied off one of my characters, so if u are going to miss him... he will still be there in spirit >;p
and if you dont care about any of that and are still reading thank you anyway. actually making these comics + seeing how shockingly well-received they've been has done a lot for my confidence, and for seeing that my kind of stuff IS something people enjoy :')
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ecstacy-appleofmyeye · 2 months
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jason grace headcanons<3 (some x reader too)
a/n: my boy needs more love 🥺 also i haven't read all the books (im lazy) so if i miss something important that's why. also, reader is intended as male but i'll use they/them or you/yours pronouns
general hcs;
i don't think he's as macho/buff as some ppl make him out to be.
he is strong, obviously, but im sure as hell that he isn't 80% muscle . he's lean—skinny but muscular—and tall, very tall(193 cm, 6'4''—in canon) with lots of scars all over.
hates going to the doctor and getting stitches.
with all the fights and quests he's been im sure he made lots of visits to the infirmary and hated equally every single one.
he's scared of roaches, especially the ones that can fly (tbh who isnt afraid of them)
hugs ppl when he's excited (i think it's canon too? i may be wrong). he'll have to restrain himself from choking the air out of his friends and you. but he's respectful if someone doesn't like touching.
his glasses break at least once a month. he's not clumsy, but sometimes he forgets and fights with them. usually they just fall amd someone accidentally steps on them.
he loses them a lot too for some reason??? he'll just leave them on his nightstand to sleep and the next morning they're gone. where did they go? who knows
kinda afraid of nyx kids. they don't get along very well but he's trying to be friendly.
isn't afraid to fight someone if they insult his friends.
i saw a hc that roman demigods don't have dyslexia (cuz they use english to read, instead of greek) BUT they have dyscalculia instead 'cause of roman numerals.
and it makes sense. tbh i always thought of jason as more of an english type rather than maths.
neatest handwriting ever.
he has selective mutism. it stems from his anxiety and trauma from when he was under lupa's care—and extreme training. he also has migraines, thanks to lupa—again—and her anxiety-inducing training.
it wasn't uncommon for him to have panic attacks and have trouble talking—like the words couldn't get out of his throat—during his first quests. he was all alone too, so that didn't help at all.
i think reyna would be the first person he consulted for help.
after chb and camp jupiter united he would spend more time with hypnos kids, since their relaxing aura helped ease his mind.
very clingy in his sleep
he and thalia shared a small wolf plushy when they were younger.
whenever she visits camp and he happens to there they usually go to the lake and listen to thalia's music (i hc that music lovers have adapted and started using mp3s to listen to music).
he eats everything. he was a picky eater when he was younger but he grew out of it and eats pretty much anything that isn't molding. if it's not something disgusting (human flesh, scat, these things) then he'll probably eat it.
he's not photogenic at all 😭
dude is literally so handsome but you can't take a good picture of him to save your lives.
he's ticklish on his palms and elbow. aND HIS WRISTS!! someone will try and grab him by the wrist and he'd start giggling.
he Never shouts or yells. for any reason. jason always tries to talk calmly. he doesn't like it when he's being yelled at, and definitely feels bad if he does it to someone.
he doesn't like conflict. some times he'll just agree with anything just so he doesn't start a fight.
he's pretty awkward at the start of your friendships, but when he opens up more he's very talkative.
if you are the type of person that like to share your food, he always eats some of it. he can't say no to food.
he might look like he doesn't gaf about anything but it's just his resting bitch face.
he also doesn't express his emotions a lot but he's trying to get better at that.
romantic hcs;
cuddler!!!! he loves cuddles!!! my boy craves physical intimacy (intimacy in general but anyway)
his favourite position is either him laying on top of you (or the opposite) while you play with his hair.
not that romantic most of the time ex. bringing flowers and chocolates or stargazing/going to a cafe/going out in general for a date. but he can be sappy some times.
i think he'd probably prefer for him and you to sit in a room together and they do something without necessary talking to eachother (literally my idea of fun)
he will make you food tho.
not an amazing cook but he's trying his best <3
also not that big on pda. he'll be cuddly in private but never in public. hand-holding is as far as he'll go.
at first he's insecure because, what if he messed up their relationship? what if he upset his s/o? he needs lots of reassurance.
like. he grew up in a world where everyone expected him to be the perfect leader that saves and helps everyone anytime, doing the oh-so-noble-thing of selflessly sacrificing himself for others. he was forced to grow as jason grace, the son of jupiter but never just jason (there are other posts here that describe what im saying better
ahrm anyway
his perfectionism makes him second guess if he's doing anything wrong, he always tries to be perfect for his partner :(
they need to remind him that he's perfect just the way he is. he doesn't need to change himself for anyone, that they love him for being him <3
his love language is quality time. being a praetor means that he needs to sacrifice his personal and private time for his duties. at first it was alright, but now that he has a partner he values any time he gets to spend away from his job with them.
loves it if his partner's love language is words of affirmation.
im imagining them cuddled in his bed, both ready to fall asleep any second and his partner murmuring how much they love and appreciate him while playing with his hair.
he'll literally melt in their embrace. he needs someone to remind him that his mistakes are human.
jason definitely likes sparring with his s/o. sometimes he likes a more intense spar, other times he likes it so he can spend time with them.
he's so sweet and respectful and nice and understanding if you don't like physical touch.
he was raised by wolves so im 100% sure that he bites (take that however you will).
likes it when before you kiss him, you gently caress with your thumb the scar on his lip, kissing it first and then you kiss his lips.
🦋🦋🦋🦋
the butterflies in his stomach are going around in circles.
your affection in general makes him feel dizzy. like, gods, he loves you so much and you're being so sweet he'll faint.
overall he's an amazing boyfriend <33 he'll always be there for you but you also need to be there for him
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melodramaschild · 1 year
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Omg okay so more autistic reader ideas (I will never stop and will flood your inbox) okay so like clumsy autistic reader who has very bad depth awareness and Sirius constantly had to stop you dropping things, walking into things, spilling things, falling over the whole deal and he keeps giving warnings like “be more careful” and it’s just a lecture after lecture with him cause of how worried he is all the time and he’s developed like a sixth sense so he could be talking to James or something and just be like “the sofa” to stop you walking into it 😭😭 as always feel free to ignore this bae 🫶🏻🫶🏻
Omg im the clumsy one!
Non magical au || Sirius Black x autistic!fem!reader
Sirius never really noticed how clumsy you were. He never really noticed it in school, nor you were truly his friend. You both kept good schoolmates relationship. But there was something about you that made Sirius wanted to get close to you.
You always masked in school and Sirius was… well your schoolmate. You always talked together about specific school topics, you always helped him with a math or any other subject.
He liked listing to you. You always rambled so sweetly. But he was so afraid to admit that. There were rumors about you that you were autistic, freak and weird. Sirius was very popular. And he knew that if you both started talking more, they would bully you more.
But after school?
You bumped into him at a shop and one bump lead to another and suddenly you were all living together. You and Sirius in one bedroom and those other boys in their rooms.
Sirius quickly got used to hear strange thuds of yours, always following by “I’m okay!”
Remus was the first one who made Sirius read different articles about autism. “But I thought those were just rumors?!” Sirius pointed at you.
“Mate, just look at her!” Sirius turned around and saw you how you did your skincare in his room. You were sitting with your legs crossed, your mouth ajar as you doted some cream on your face. You wanted to place it down, but unfortunately it fell down on the floor as you missed the edge of the table and your strength was too strong.
“Fucking hell.” You cursed as you bent over for it. As you raised back up, you noticed two boys were looking at you. “Hi Siri, hi Remmy.” You waved at them.
“Bad depth perception, read about it.” Remus threw his phone full of articles at him.
Sirius caught up onto you a lot. He was like your right hand and you didn’t even realise it. He was helping you into your jacket when you couldn’t find your other sleeve.
He was quick with taking the filled mug of tea from your hands because otherwise you would spill it.
Quickly catching things when you tripped over a coffee table for like the 100th time.
He let you be in kitchen and cook. Of course he did, you’re not unable to cook. But he was always there with you. Reading something or talking with James or Remus. Leaning against the wall behind you.
You were cutting some vegetables when you remembered that you were missing something from the fridge.
You quickly moved there, tripping over your own feet and quickly catching yourself up. “Ah shit Y/n/n!” Sirius is quickly catching you, holding you by your waist and his hand was creeping up to the knife in your hand.
“Huh?” You confusingly looked up at him. “We always put knifes down, always. Alright, angel?” He was putting the knife on the kitchen counter, next to the vegetables that needed to be chopped.
“You need to be more careful, darling.” Sirius whispered as he kissed your another bruised on your hip. The hot water was streaming down your bodies, Sirius was washing your body and lingering your bruises.
“I’m trying,” you giggled. “It just always happen, everything is always in my way.”
That’s when Sirius got this idea.
“Are you sure that baby proofing the apartment is right? Isn’t this feeding this ableistic idea that people with autism are just grown up babies?” James frowned as he was adding another gummy stickers into the shopping cart.
“Listen!” Sirius turned at him. “We are not baby proofing the apartment. We are just making it autistic friendly.”
And he was right. He put those gummy rubbers only on surface that couldn’t be moved. Like kitchen counter, tables and that one windowsill on the balcony.
The rest of it was moved, making more spaces between furniture. Like couch and coffee table.
Suddenly your bruises started disappearing, your body hurting less and less.
Sirius always slept with you in his arms in the middle of the bed because he knew that you would roll over and fall over the edge.
“And last night, I drew this as a tattoo inspo- The sofa, angel.” He interrupted himself as he coughed you in the corner of his way, dangerously approaching the couch. “So I was saying-”
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keiwook · 10 months
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ZB1 WHEN THEIR S/O TRY TO LIE TO THEM
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pairing zb1 x gn!reader
genre fluff, comedy
notes thank you sm for liking my works and for requesting <3 i actually don’t think this is what you were going for and honestly, i have no idea what this is. IM SO SORRY ☹️ and i love ur energy 🤝 anyways, i hope you enjoy this !
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masterlist<3
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— zhang hao
you were making an effort to set up a romantic date for hao and he just happened to stumble upon you with candles in hand. “oh, nice candles.” he says as he steps into the kitchen. you have a brief moment of relief before zhanghao retraces his steps back into the living room.
“wait, why do you have candles?” raising an eyebrow, pointing to the scented items in your hand. “uh.. i like them..?” you respond, avoiding eye contact. he crossed his arms before speaking up again “if i recall correctly, you never liked them.”
you attempted to argue back, trying to keep the surprise a secret but your stutters failed you. hao gave out a small chuckle at your try, leaving you alone after. “whatever you’re up to, it better be fun.”
— sung hanbin
work had taken a toll on you today and all you wanted to do was sink into hanbin’s arms as soon as you got home but you didn’t want him to trouble him so you didn’t say anything. as you were about to call for him, the doorbell rung. you unlocked the door to see food delivered from your favorite restaurant. hanbin must’ve ordered it cause it most certainly wasn’t you.
examining the receipt, there was a note that read ‘i hope this cheers you up -binnie’ smiling at the thoughtful words, you felt arms slither around your waist from behind making you feel a bit alarmed but calmed down when you breathed in the scent of familiarity. “do you like it? it’s your favs.” he spoke, pressing his lips to your neck.
you turn around to face him “i was always cheery, what do you mean?” in another attempt to pretend you were fine although knowing hanbin was always two steps ahead of you. he lets out a soft chuckle, rolling his eyes before reacting “let’s just eat, babe.”
— seok matthew
matthew stood in horror as glass shards shatter all across the floor. he had just dropped a mug right in front of you and you were in full-on panic mode. he was in the middle of all the sharp pieces and with one wrong move, he could get hurt.
“matthew, there are shards everywhere!” you exclaimed, incredibly worried but you tried to tone it down so he wouldn’t feel half as bad. him on the other hand, thought you were livid at him for shattering a special mug to you. although it was a typical, cheap old mug and there were multiple of them; it still meant a lot to you.
the next day rolls around and matthew pops up with said broken mug, pieced back together with dollar store strong glue and very colorful (thus, fixing it) “i know how much this meant to you, i’m sorry.” he speaks with a sad manner making you giggle in return “it was a mug, a plain white mug.”
matthew rolls his eyes playfully “okay, and? now it’s a colorful, clown mug! better than ever!” you shake your head, placing your hand on his shoulder “that kind of paint is toxic, no one can drink from it anymore.” “…better than ever!”
— shen ricky
“i can't wait!" he plops down onto the couch, wrapping his arm around you. you nod slightly, fiddling with your fingers as you feel something crawl in your skin. ricky notices your uneasy poise "are you sure you're okay?" he asks, rubbing your hand in the intention to comfort. "yeah, let's watch this already!" you flinch at his touch, pressing the play button.
ricky had wanted to watch a horror film with you for as long as he could remember, always reminding you about it. the thing was; you weren’t the biggest fan of horror movies or anything creepy in general but for ricky, you agreed
"if you say so.." ricky concedes reluctantly as he leans back into the couch. you tried to keep up with this tough act as much as you can but you kept covering your eyes. ricky paused the movie, shaking his head. “let’s watch a barbie movie instead.”
— park gunwook
gunwook was explaining to you some nerdy concept that only someone with a brain like his could comprehend. you tried, you really tried to listen along but he was using so many big words, and eventually gunwook noticed that you were just nodding at every word said.
“you’re bored aren’t you?” he asked making you jump “what? of course not, what makes you say that?” you try to deny although it’s written all over your face “do you wanna do something else?” he asks while suggesting various other things you guys could do “what if we watch barbie?” you perk up as his words, interested but you didn't want to tell him that. you shake your head, telling him that he should continue about the idea earlier and gunwook does continue.
though you made an effort to listen along, you fell asleep in the midst of it. when you were woken up, you were greeted by the lights dimmed, and there were pillows and blankets around you while the tv was paused, one of your favorite barbie movies. gunwook smiles beside you “you awake? barbie and i were waiting.”
— kim taerae
taerae is the type to believe someone with his whole heart just because he’s head over heels for you. you were watching a space documentary and taerae had decided to join in during the middle of it.
you decided to pull a small prank on him just for the fun of it. “i can’t believe the moon is made out of cheese!” you exclaim, making taerae tilt his head in confusion “no, it’s not.” “yes, it is!” taerae had a finger on his chin, deep in thought
“but gunwook told me th-" “he must’ve heard wrong.” you cut him off, shaking your head. taerae stopped to think about it before agreeing with you. “wow, that’s so cool! do you think it’s made out of swiss cheese?”
— kim gyuvin
you had made the grave mistake of adopting a new puppy without telling gyuvin. it was supposed to be a surprise but you can’t control the barks from a small pup that’s excited about the world. gyuvin already had a suspicion you were hiding something as you kept reminding him not to go into a specific room.
one time, he passed by the said room and heard a small yelp. at first, he thought it was eumppappa but it sounded different. he was about to twist the knob when you stopped him “wait, don't! i told you not to go into that room.” you slap his hand off, gyuvin shaking his hand from the hit. “what’re you hiding from me? what was that sound?” he asks, crossing his arms.
“nothing! it was just eumppappa!” you frantically said, covering the door at all costs. gyuvin frowned, pushing past you and opening the door. you weren’t exactly lying about eumppappa being in there but there was another dog with him, leaving gyuvin wide-eyed “why are there two eumppappa’s?”
— kim jiwoong
jiwoong had brought you onto the set of his new and upcoming drama. you were excited to see your boyfriend act and support him throughout but you weren’t informed of an almost-kiss scene. maybe you were a bit dramatic, it was his job anyways but you tried your hardest to deny any jealousy.
you watched as jiwoong softly caress the actor's cheek, the look of fondness in his eyes. he leaned in, lips almost touching. wow, he’s a good actor. too good that you almost want to rip your hair out. although you tried denying it multiple times, jiwoong saw right through you.
after his shoot was over, he tried bringing it up only for you to once again say that you were fine. obviously you were not, so jiwoong did the same thing he did to the actor, lean in closer and caress your cheek with so much care. but this time, actually pressing a kiss to your lips “see? i only have eyes for you.”
— han yujin
it was nearing prom night and you were waiting for yujin to ask you out. sure, you could’ve been the one to ask him instead but you had too much pride. trying to hide the fact you were upset that yujin hadn’t asked you out yet.
eventually, he did, and you were so excited but you decided it was a good idea to hide the excitement too. yujin rolled his eyes after witnessing you squealing to having a reality check, clearing your throat “you have to be more honest.” you pursed your lips together, looking at everything and anything except yujin “what do you mean?” yujin laughs, about to tease you “what do you mean?” he mocks, holding his stomach from the laughter.
you playfully hit his shoulder and yujin finally stops, tears forming in his eyes. he takes a deep breath before admitting “i was gonna ask you out earlier..” trailing off and almost bursting into laughter again “i just wanted to see how long you’d deny being upset about it.”
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part 4 of "Simon has a bad time in the omegaverse"
CW: fluff yay :), cuddling and snuggling, Simon is in heat, no penetration happens, scent kink?, i think? Simon sniffs you a whole lot, idk what else to put this is a rather soft part with some thigh riding i guess
You entered the heat room where your Simon was and found him on a pile of blankets and pillows as a nurse tried to calm his irritated growling. The smell of heat was strong in the room, his scent hadn't changed much but to you it was quite noticeable. As you step in the scent assaults your senses and you instinctively let out a growl at the nurse because an unknown person was around your mate while he was in heat. The nurse flinched and backed up and you noticed Simons legs shifting underneath the blanket. The nurse quickly left the room as to not irritate you further and you were finally left alone with your mate. Your Simon. You approach him slowly, ever so slowly, trying your best to not appear like a threat as he stares you down. Even like this he is so intense and commanding. You're sure that even as an omega he could have whoever he wanted on their knees. You were just lucky that someone was you.
As you keep inching closer Simon keeps staring at you. On the outside he's serious, composed as he always is but on the inside a faint termitic anxiety gnaws at the wood of his mind with thoughts of insecurity and rejection, of not being good enough for you. Gathering whatever strength and confidence he has he looks up and into your eyes. Instead of the dreaded disgust or rejection all he finds is soft confusion and the ever present love you felt for him. He makes as soft sound and you answer with your own. Words are unneeded and have no place in the room meant for the guidance of pure instinct. You finally come close enough to his pile of blankets and shuffle slightly forward, testingly invading his "nest". You knew that it probably meant little to him but you were taught to respect anothers space and weren't about to forget your manners. Something was itching in your head, telling you to move and arrange the blankets. Your hands clench upon the materials and you start tugging and moving things around Simon much to his confusion. You soothe his worries with plenty of purrs and flutter around him, unknowingly teasing him with your presence until the itch in your head subsides and you can no longer bear being away from your mate. Despite your desire to dive into his embrace and never let go you still move slow and gentle, setting a hand on his own and softly, so softly stroking over his knuckles. His facade of control breaks and he tugs you towards him, smushing your bodies together as he wrangles you to rest beside him under all the covers. He practically pins you down and bears down with all his weight which knocks your breath from your lungs but you could never deny him anything.... especially after... that. You wrap your arms around him and bury your face in his hair as you feel his own face dig into your neck, bitting and licking at your scent glands. You let him do as he wishes despite his wiggling around squishing you a bit. Hell you'd let him do anything to you, he deserves it, especially after you were such a lousy mate and let him get hurt like this. He seems to sense that you're thinking bad thoughts and he chooses to chase them away with a mind numbing kiss and noises of content that have your animal brain taking over and drowing in "my mate happy im happy" thoughts. You snuggle closer and allow ypur scents to mingle into a mix of loving and contention. The voice in Simons head that was saying all those things was quiet. You didn't reject him, you love him, you'll stay with him, he was.... happy..... and hot.... and still very in heat
You felt Simons legs intertwine with your own and his thigs clamp down on your own thigh. You felt another thing. Wetness, and not the usual one that would be from precum but coming from a little further, from a place it wouldn't come from in an alpha. Your lack of reaction made Simon whine out but you quickly regained your senses and held him closer, pressing your thigh against him and tensing your muscle to press up against where he needed most and giving him something solid to grind against. And boy does he grind. Simon rides your thigh like he's riding a never ending high, his hips moving and pleasured noises leaving the usually stoic soldier. You press your lips against his own in a passionate, loving and reassuring kiss, swallowing his noises and his insecurities, washing away every negative thought with your love and devotion. As long as you lived you would stay by his side and no amount of chemicals or dynamics or terrorists could stand in the way of your partnership. His first climax of the night hits and it hits hard. Simons muscles tense and his thighs clamp down on your own. You keep kissing him throughout, holding him close and letting him bury himself so close that he could basically burrow under your skin and never leave. And you'd let him, God you'd let him, all to have him by your side and to never have to experience the mind melting fear and rage you and him went through in these past two months. As your kiss ends you gaze into eachothers eyes while you hold his cheek, caressing his skin and he runs his hands along your body. To feel you, to know that you are there, to know that you are his and only his forever, that you would kill for him and he for you. You land a soft kiss on his forehead and he sighs, leaning into any and every touch your offer just as you do the same. You care for him in his time of need like very few people have before. This partnership is truly a gift to the both of you and maybe.... just maybe.... the universe doesn't hate Simon "Ghost" Riley after all....
alright this is the last part and i hope you like it. i can't help but feel that this one is a little short and weak but do tell me if i could improve it and maybe i'll rewrite it or add something more. i'll write likean off-shoot or whatever it's called that will be just pure heat/rut/smut hornyness. thank you all for reading!
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HEAAAADCANNNONNNNNNNNNNSSSSS I need more 🫣 im a repeat offender
Can you please do HC for Ominis and Sebastian’s kinks 😳
LOVE YEEEEWWWWW
A repeat offender?!?!?! For me??? AWWWWW 😘 (I love repeat offenders, keep coming back)
Sebastian is the type of guy who is up for trying anything once. The few that he ends up liking the most would be:
Bondage - Yep, I said it. Our sweet Sebby loves letting go of the responsibilities of dominance every once in a while. He not so secretly loves when MC ties him up and he can do nothing but take what she gives him. He also loves to tie her up, but IMO it doesn't happen very often, him being too impatient to do it properly.
Along that same note, Sebastian is most definitely a Dom/sub dynamic kind of man. In my opinion he's 100% a switch, happily controlling a scene, or being submissive to MC. He loves the feeling of trusting power he gets when he's in Dom mode with MC. Telling her exactly what he wants her to do, knowing that she'll do it, only for him, is a huge confidence boost. In a (true/honest/good) Dom/sub relationship, the sub really holds all the power in sexual moments, giving the Dom all of their trust to take care of them. Sebastian loves being on both sides of that, earning her trust, and giving his own to her when the world is on his shoulders, needing a break from his responsibilities.
Impact play- Sebastian mostly likes spanking, the sight of his red handprint blooming on MCs ass is incredibly satisfying, a fleeting way of marking her as his own, her needy groans an added bonus. *I think Sebastian would make an EXCELENT Daddy Dom, but that may just be the Little in me talking. If you want me to expand on Daddy Dom Sebby let me know😉 **Also I want to make sure to add that Sebastian knows the importance of and is phenomenal at giving aftercare. Whatever is MCs favorite way to come down after a rough scene, making sure she feels his love after. Whether it's cuddles, a bubble bath where he gently messages the marks he left on her, or just whispering the reasons he loves her while he softly kisses her. Aftercare for him is usually just MC holding him until he's ready to face the outside world again. Omi is a bit tricker for me on this one, I honestly have a hard time seeing him being into many kinks that Sebastian is not, but let's give this a shot
Wax Play - I have no idea why but I think he would love the sensation of hot wax dripping onto his skin. Maybe it shows him that a small amount of pain isn't always a bad thing. 🤷‍♀️ Okay that was a short one for Ominis 🤦‍♀️ So let's talk about kinks they have in common
Public sex - maybe not an actual kink, but exhibitionism seems too strong. Neither boy minds getting frisky in a public place to some extent, if it means getting what they desperately want, the risk of being caught only making it better. Their favorite ways include, fingering MC in the back of class or in the library when she has been teasing them too much, quickies (or not) in the showers, and maybe a few hand jobs down by the lake. **I just finished a chapter of Sharing is Caring that is entirely about the trio having public sex.** Okay now that I've typed all this I think I've changed my mind about exhibitionism being too strong a word 😆 but hey, they're just young, dumb, full of cum teenagers, so desperate for each other and as someone who herself engaged in a little public sex today, I cannot say I blame them.
Erotic Asphyxiation - We all know that Omi and Seb have no reservations about wrapping a hand around MCs pretty little neck, but that's where it ends in my mind.
Just a touch of Verbal Humiliation - They love calling MC their little slut and sometimes even a whore. But ya know what, a strong girl like MC actually really likes it. They aren't wrong, and they know it's only for them, which makes it even better.
Nonny, I would just like to say I looked up a lot of kinks to do this ask justice there are a few I wish I hadn't discovered I hope you enjoy my choices
Also I feel like I gave a lot of myself away in this 🤷‍♀️🤦‍♀️😆
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fevadne · 7 months
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mdni. warnings: cheating, as²hole jeonghan (and reader), suggestive, making out, v messed up plot, just jeonghan being a possessive shit
[jeonghan x f! reader]
You don't know how it happened, why you are suddenly trapped in between the wall of your apartment and Jeonghan's body, while he kissed you slowly.
You remember opening the door for your best friend when you noticed the dark look in his eyes.
"Hey, Han? What's up?" He continued looking at you like he wanted to do some bad things to you then he started walking towards you while you started backing up too. The Jeonghan you knew is a softie, what the fuck is happening?
He closed the door behind him and once he was in front of you, while you on the other side is trapped between Jeonghan and the wall, he softly touched your cheeks, contrary to the dark look on his face.
"Do you know what you do to me, y/n?" He asked, you don't know what to say so you just kept your mouth shut.
"You know that I hate it when you hang out with other guys, what is this am I hearing that you went out with Hoshi?" He's now cupping your cheeks and making you look straight into him.
He's indeed very possessive of you, but he's never been this bold about showing it to you.
"I can have a life, too, Jeonghan. I don't understand why it has to be your problem, though." You decided to provoke him even more.
His eyes grew darker and before you know it, he's kissing the hell out of you. His hands also started roaming around your body, and all you could do was let out little whimpers as he was strong enough to forbid you to move.
You can't think straight anymore. You've been attracted to your best friend for years. But you never acted out on your attraction because, for a fact, Jeonghan is a committed man.
You returned his kisses with equal passion because of all your pent-up feelings toward your best friend. You know this is wrong. You know your souls are already burning in the depths of hell. But you couldn't seem to care as long as you'll have him like this again.
While he's about to take off your top, something comes to your mind. Will he leave you hanging after he takes you? Will he go back to his girlfriend and continue being a lovely boyfriend while you cry about the fact that he just used you? No fucking way, you thought.
"Stop, Yoon Jeonghan." He seems to get a grip on reality and your situation after hearing your voice laced with so much venom. He hates it. Jeonghan hates it so much. He hates a lot of things but the thing he hates the most is you being mad at him, you loathing him. He can not even imagine it, just the thoughts of it are already enough to break— no, shatter him.
"Fuck, y/n... I'm fucking sorry, I didn't mean to kiss you like that." See? He's already regretting his choice. What more if you let him fuck you?
You can't help it but your eyes watered a bit. You love your best friend so much, it hurts to know that he already regretted what he did just right after doing it. It's so messed up.
"You have a fucking girlfriend and you fucking kissed me! You even want to continue it until you're deep inside me, maybe better to fucking break up with your girlfriend first before going to some girl's apartment then kiss the hell out of them, and then say you're regretting it after!" You burst out.
To say that you are frustrated is an understatement. He's such an asshole for kissing you knowing that he's in a relationship. And you're such an asshole, too, for returning it. Before you know it, his thumb is on your cheeks, wiping the lone tear that you did not realize escaped your eye.
He just stood there in front of your fragile figure, and there was only one thing in his mind. To be able to shower you with kisses and love without thinking about anything else but you. For years, he kept ignoring his feelings deep down inside his heart because he didn't want to ruin your friendship. He loves you. He loves you so much that when he heard that you and Hoshi went out for a date, he immediately got into your apartment because of how jealous he was.
Jeonghan feels like he'll trap you in a hell hole if he ever becomes your boyfriend because he's a very possessive man. Only to you to say the least. If he can hide you from the world, he will. That is also one of the reasons why he didn't pursue his feelings towards you. But what Jeonghan didn't know is, you are as equally possessive of him. You're just too embarrassed to voice out your feelings because you know your place. You're just his best friend.
Jeonghan knew what to do. He's not sure if it's the right thing, but with you, he could never go wrong.
You looked at him just standing in front of you while your tears continued to fall. He took out his phone which confused you. What the fuck is he doing? He surely has time, huh? Calling someone while you guys are in the middle of an argument.
"Rei?" He called out. And you swear you were close to smacking him in the head when you heard him call his girlfriend's name. You hate that bitch. Not because you're bitter about him and Jeonghan, but because he's not good for him. He keeps on making Jeonghan thinks that he can not live without her, and even though you distanced yourself from Jeonghan once they got together, she still sees you as a threat and keep on posting a cryptic post about a girl who flirts with his boyfriend and the way she and her friends look at you every time you encounter each other, you knew it was you she's talking about.
"I'm breaking up with you." Your attention is back on him when you hear what he just said. Is he crazy?
He dropped the call right after saying that. You just looked at him with disbelief when he spoke up.
"She's cheating on me. I just don't care anymore so I just let her. But if that relationship is the only thing that is stopping us from kissing, then fuck, I don't mind ending it. I should've done it sooner. And she treats you like shit, too, and I hate it so fucking much." You don't know what to say. You almost got guilty for kissing Jeonghan when in fact, his girlfriend, now ex-girlfriend is screwing another man. You were furious. You know that what you guys did was still wrong, but you'll always choose your best friend's side over anyone's.
"And you think cheating back is the answer? Do you think using me is the right answer?" You were still testing the waters. Is he serious with you or does he just want to get even so he's using you?
"Baby," He looks at you softly and brings you in his warmth. "I've always wanted you. I've always loved you. I don't know if I'm just assuming things or you feel the same towards me..." He cupped your cheeks softly and made you look at him.
"You're definitely just assuming things." He knew damn well you're lying. Even though this man is shit sometimes, he's fucking smart and always right with his thoughts. Plus, he knows you too damn well.
He laughs while he buries his head in your neck, while still hugging you.
"So, why were you out with Hoshi again?" Suddenly, the air got thicker and the dark aura surrounding him was back. You almost forgot how possessive this man is of you.
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a/n: Sorry for the grammatical errors, English isn't my first language and this fic is not proofread. And I know the plot is messy, and I'm sorry. This is my first time writing again after a while.
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quotidian-oblivion · 4 days
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for the Melrin ask - Worst thing you think Merlin ever did. im so curious about this one
I had to think so much about this one too.
I don't know. I love Merlin, he's my favorite character. I justify everything he does, even if it's bad. That's what happens with any favorite fictional characters.
I don't want to say "Not telling Arthur sooner" or "Mistrusting Mordred" or "Poisoning Morgana" or anything of the like because, to be fair, that's a given. It's something a lot of us will lament about. Mainly because the writers did not do their job properly (imo).
I'd say, the worst thing he did, to me, is be passive.
I'm bringing up my own values and morals here because I believe that Merlin ruined himself and all of Albion by being passive. By listening to the dragon and not doing his own research. By being whatever Arthur needed him to be. By taking things upon himself. By not trusting others because that's what he was told.
If Merlin had been a little more assertive and a little more sure of himself and what he wanted, then the show would have gone on in an entirely different direction. But he's passive. For the majority of the show. The biggest time where he's not is in the first scene where he challenges Arthur because he wanted to stay true to his ideals and values which was to stand up against bullies who prey on the ones who can't defend themselves against them.
If he had been more assertive, he would have told Arthur earlier, he wouldn't have poisoned Morgana, he would have trusted Mordred or even Gwaine and the others more.
But he let himself be led by Destiny and Kilgharrah and Gaius and whoever else advised him rather than take some time to think things through first. Like Arthur does.
The thing about Merlin and Arthur here is that Arthur really is bolder than Merlin, but in a different way. He is bold in a way Merlin lacks, which is with practical and tactical matters. He questions Merlin's judgement, questions his father's judgement, Gaius's judgement. Agravaine was a main villain for season 4 because of his perfect ways of manipulation and deceit in a way that it got past Arthur's critical thinking and assertiveness. Arthur doesn't take things at face value and is willing to consider different ways things can go and the show mostly shows that when it comes to questioning Merlin's judgement (like about Agravaine and the siege tunnels and about Gwen at first etc). But in the first few seasons, he questioned his father's judgement a lot too but the fandom mainly focuses on Merlin's opinions vs Arthur's even though he and Uther had met head-on-head multiple times.
Arthur doesn't take things at face value which is why it's possible for so many magic reveal fics to look and be accurate.
But Merlin does. Merlin takes a lot of things at face value. He took Kilgharrah's sayings at face value, he took Gaius's (good-hearted but misguided) warnings at face value. He took what the druids said, what Edwin Muirden said, what Julius Borden said, what that druid seer in the Diamere episode said, and so many others at face value. Just accepted it without thinking much about it and went forward.
Don't get me wrong, Merlin has a very strong moral compass and moral thinking. But he lacks critical thinking. Something which Arthur doesn't lack. They complete each other in this way.
But if we're not looking at all that then I'd say the worst thing I believe Merlin ever did was poison Morgana because- WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK MERLIN, DID YOU NOT THINK OF ANY OTHER FUCKING SOLUTION???? HOW ABOUT GETTING MORGANA OUT OF THE CASTLE? HUH? WHAT THEN? WHAT ABOUT TELLING HER THAT HEY, I'M GONNA POISON YOU BUT DW I HAVE THE ANTIDOTE SO THAT I CAN REVIVE YOU AGAIN WHEN MORGAUSE COMES AND LIFTS THE SPELL BC I KNOW THAT YOU DONT WANT THIS EVEN THOUGH YOU THINK UTHER SUCKS. I MEAN, THE USED THAT PLAN SEVERAL HUNDRED TIMES ALREADY, WHY COULDN'T THEY USE IT THIS ONCE???????
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angelmichelangelo · 8 months
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so i just want to talk about the whole donnie and april thing from the 2012 series since i have a lot of thoughts on them both and need somewhere to just. get it out my system.
so off the bat im gonna say i’m pretty neutral about the april/donnie ship. i.. don’t really care for it but if it’s there it’s not gonna overly bother me. i’m pretty much on the fence for most things tmnt ship related (though, big exception for woodyangelo just cus. lol) that being said i do have some thoughts about how it was handled in the 2012 show.
as most people might agree, the writing for these two wasn’t great. i think, just in my humble opinion, that the writers kinda ping ponged back and forth depending on fandom criticism of the ship. one minute the relationship seemed to be slowly developing, a nice easy slow burn and then it’d take a sharp turn and it was back to a lot of uncomfortable pining and uncertainty as to where they would both end up. i think the writers wanted to appease both ends of the fandom here by making it somewhat ambiguous but it kinda blew up in their faces. big time.
so then you have the people who put all the blame on april for this. “she’s leading donnie on!” “she’s playing with both donnie and casey!” “she just wants the attention!” and, yeah. maybe. but here’s my defence: (bad writing aside for a moment, let’s pretend that all of this was done on purpose) april doesn’t know what she wants. when we meet april in the show it’s evident that she’s a little dorky and uncool and she doesn’t have ANY friends. she has irma but it seems to be one of those friendships built out of pure convenience. “oh you don’t have friends, i don’t have friends. cool. let’s hang out.” in every scene they have together it’s awkward and weird because they don’t really seem to click. april has like, as little social skills as the turtles. she doesn’t have friends let alone have TWO guys show her any appreciation and affection. how is she supposed to know how to deal with all that? she’s a teenage girl, feelings are complicated.
and some people might blame donnie. “he kept persisting even when she gave clear hints” “he was being a weirdo about it” “he made her uncomfortable” donnie is a teenage boy who happens to be a mutant. a mutant that lives underground and had never even MET a girl until they saved april. donnie’s only point of reference for romance is what he’s most likely seen on tv or in books. it’s that really cheesy affectionate stuff that might work in movies, but in real life is just strange. donnie has even less social skills that april. he’s only ever had his brothers and dad to talk to. he doesn’t know how to communicate his feelings properly because up until he met april, he probably never even knew what it was to have a crush on somebody
my headcanon for these two is that donnie is clearly autistic. he’s very overly empathetic towards april but can’t understand why his efforts aren’t paying off like he thinks they will. i think april being a young teenage girl with a lot on her plate, might not recognise why donnie is acting this way. ive seen a lot of people also headcanon that april is aromantic which i totally 100% love and agree with. i don’t think she recognises this in the way donnie recognises his own autism. it causes them to clash, and neither of them really understand why that is, and can’t quite communicate it to the other until they’ve figured themselves out.
a lot of people say that 2012 ruined the donnie and april friendship that was pretty strong throughout the franchise but honestly, even the 2003 show had pepperings of donnie’s slight crush on april, even back then. it’s not as obvious but it was definitely there. obviously it never got brought up, which imo is a little heartbreaking to think of poor don harbouring these secret feelings for his friend and then having to just. get over it when she marries casey but i think their friendship is still pretty special to them both that it eventually stops becoming an issue for him.
2012 donnie was a social wreck. he had no clue what he was doing and i think the writers could have done waaaay better in making that less of a fault and more of just. idk. just something that made people hate him a little less. it’s in the same vein as mikey’s adhd. i think the writing was a product of its time and that’s why mutant mayhem tackles those issues way way better than 2012 ever did.
it could also be said that donnie and april don’t even really have a lot in common, like some iterations. she’s smart but she’s not a scientist, and donnie’s crush is first of all born out of just physical looks, meaning that maybe donnie just happened to latch onto her because he felt a teeny glimpse of normality (“i could love a girl and she could love me back”) and kinda just held onto that. any of the other girls in the show, donnie doesn’t really draw himself towards but that’s because the other girls are mostly his brothers love interests and donnie is a firm believing in sticking to the bro code lmao (although maybe just from mikey’s perspective, but donnie does seem quite friendly with renet but that might have just been a 2003 callback perhaps, but they have more in common than her and mikey do)
all in all, the donnie/april thing could have been handled way better, especially with casey thrown into the mix. but is there one person solely responsible for the way their relationship played out? absolutely not. they both crossed some boundaries and both made some mistakes that backfired but like i said, they are far from perfect and looking back on their arc together, it’s a little heartbreaking to see how.. unsure they both are, of themselves and of each other. but that’s just my two cent on the whole thing.
i don’t think female characters were the 2012 writers strong point sadly and april suffered as a result but i genuinely think in her good moments, she shines. and donnie isn’t a creep, he’s just a good kid that wants to find his own happiness, even if he looks in the wrong places, both their intentions are good, i believe.
okay rant over sound off in the tags/replies what you think of the donnie/april dynamic in 2012 😎
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anonymoosen · 2 months
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ZIMPAI SHIZPOST STORY PART 5: REALISATION 🤯⁉️
(WE’RE GETTING REAAAL CLOSE TO THE LAST PART GUYS-)
(THE LAST PART WILL BE RLLY SHORT CUZ THIS ONE IS PRETTY LONG KSSKDK)
Our lovely majestic tsundere green lizard boi ELEEEGANTLY pranced over to Dib-chans house with the cherry blossom petals blowing as intensely as ever.
“DEEEB-STINKKK BAH-KAAAHH!! I HAVE RETURNED AND- BLEHHH WHY DO THESE PINK FLOWER THINGIES KEEP HITTING MY FACE!?!”
Dib-chan immediately crashed through his own window from his room and landed on top of Zimpai, “accidentally” pinning him to the ground like that romantic move a lot of people use in movies.
The big headed boy giggled cutely with the usual sparkles in his eyes, “Ooooh woopsiess!! I totaaally didn’t know this cliche romantic trope would happen!!”
The alien rolled his and blushed deeply from the close proxZIMity and the way his crush’s voice sounded like the most adorable thing in the whole world— even cuter than their old class pet hamster, Peepi! (hehehehe peepeepoopoo)
Wait- NO! This is a disease! A CURSE!! The Dib-thing wanted me to fall prey into his hands this whole time!! Zim immediately shook his head and pushed Dib away. Dib-chan looked to the ground and wondered worriedly if he had gone too far in invading the invader’s personal space.
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(HELP I JUST DOODLED THIS ON MAH PHONE SO BADLY 5 MIN AGO-)
Zim-kun tried not to feel bad about Dib looking a bit saddened and growled, “GRRR YOU’LL NEVER CURSE ME WITH THAT STYOOPID FEELING!”
Dib sighed and tried to hold back his once again returning sparkling anime tears. Of course it was one sided. Of course he got rejected by even the most annoying alien in the world. Who would even want some creepy weirdo like Dib?
Meanwhile, Gaz was eating popcorn while the whole cheesy but slightly angsty in a way Fanfiction scene played out. “Why are they acting even stupider than usual?” The whatever-colour-her-hair-is girl asked out loud. The question was then answered by a familiar British voice. “Innit!” Gaz blinked.
“Uh- what?”
“WAIT WHERE DID THAT BRITISH STEREOTYPE OF A WORD COME FROM- I MEAN-” The dark purple / indigo / dark blue (HELP IM BAD AT COLORS) alien girl continued, “Ahem, I meant that this whole anime stupidity Fanfiction scene was all part of my revenge plan! MuahahahAAHAHAAHHA!!”
Gaz face palmed. Was the hideous not-so-new girl, Tak, the one who she once viewed as the biggest threat to earth, THIS pathetic??
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“Dude- you’re STILL plotting your revenge on these idiots? And you’re doing it by zapping them with some in-real-life-anime gun thingy??” Gaz asked, trying not to sound slightly intrigued by this. Tak saw the undeniable interest in Gaz’s eyes and smugly nodded. The shorter of the two gave up and shrugged. At least she had some show to watch! (even though it was too cheesy and stupid for her liking sometimes)
Back to the main drama going on, Zim noticed Dib trying to hold his tears and gulped. Why the heck did he even feel bad about his ENEMY?? He’s supposed to HATE that big headed dork! The dorkiest dork ever! The cutest- WAIT-
The alien tried to look away. However, it couldn’t be helped. The so-called ‘curse’ was too strong, like the big-headed boy was a magnet pulling Zim’s eyes to look at his adorable face.
Could it beeeee… that the feeling Zimpai was feeling…
WASN’T a curse?!11!1?! hOW ShoCKiNG-
NO!! (Z)IMPOSSIBLEEE!! Invaders needed NO ONEEEE!
…But no one is perfect, and Dib can be his no one-
“LIEEESSS!” The alien desperately screeched out loud on the top of his lungs (or whatever aliens had). Dib raised an eyebrow in confusion, distracting him from the overwhelming sadness he was trying to hide. “I…uhhh- didn’t say anything…?”
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WELP ZIM IS SLOWLY (SO FRIGGIN SLOWLY) REALISING HIS FEELINGS FOR DOBBLE DIBBY BOO BOO BEAR MIGHT BE REAAL!1!1!1 HOW UNEXPECTEDDD!1!1!
(HELP ME IM RUNNING OUTTA IDEAS SO IM MAKING THIS A VERY VERY SLOW PROGRESS FOR THEM FIRKFK)
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stupid-puppycat · 9 months
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pls infodump about ur agents
ok i think im just gonna type everything on my mind rn so this wont have any kind of continuity or shit so im sorry
also i know they talk inklish so idk if there a spanish or birtish version of it but idc!!! im going to ignore that ok so for agent four:
was 15 when marie made him agent 4, then he got hit with my transgender beam and changed his name to Four
sees Marie as a mother to him, and even if Marie thought that four was kinda weird at the start she warmed up to him
didn't talk a lot to marie af the start either, kinda just. looked at her, but as time went by he started to get more and more comfortable and started to get very talkative
met with the other agents at octo canyon-Tentakeel Outpost after octo expansion, so never got to see three without the scar on their face
the only one of the agents who finished school, three dropped out and eight couldn't go anymore after going to the surface
even if he acts really silly and goofy he’s not stupid, especially good at math!
fucking LOVES soda, really really rarely drinks water
bites eight and three out of nowhere, his way to show affection <3
sleeps a lot, likes to go into swimform and sleep in top of three or eight
in swimform, one of his tentacles is shorter than the other
(idc if games and franchises like this wouldn't exist in the splatoon world.... i have to project) LOVES pokemon, like an insane amount, has finished pokemon platinum like 50 times at this point
works at salmon run to earn all of his money, doesn't really do agent stuff like missions anymore
gets """bullied""" by my two neo 3s, they just love to make pranks on him
good relationship with his brother even if they don't talk a lot, relationship with parents.... not so good
The three of the agents live at Four’s house
in a polycule with three and eight, he was the first to confess
used to have a really strong latino/spanish accent, no longer soo noticeable but still there ( bilingual )
teaches Eight bad words in spanish telling her they are cute pet names and stuff
Agent 8:
was 15 when all of the octo expansion stuff happened, 10 when first got in all the octo army stuff
transfem, started to socially transition and do voice training a little before octo expansion, officially started to get hrt at like 17-18
Ptsd and memory issues, gets a lot of nightmares about the deep sea metro so she likes to sleep with four or three for comfort
Still in contact with pearl and marina, really good relationship!!
completely amazed at inkling culture, even tho she doesn’t like that there is almost none octopus stuff
can’t stand some textures or foods, also doesn’t drink stuff with too much gas since she says its " too strong for her "
loves to paint and write poems!!
Four helps her with her estrogen injections since Three is REALLY scared of needles ( octo expansion stuff )
eats peppers as if they were apples, yummy
the one who gets up early ( like at 6am )
also the one who cooks because the other two will probably put the kitchen on fire ( especially three. )
bilingual, knows perfect octarian and a good inklish
has a british accent when talking in inklish, trying to learn spanish (whatever name infish have for spanish ) because three and four keep talking it and she doesn't understand a thing
doesn’t usually participate in turf war or anarchy battles, maybe sometimes she plays splatzones. only plays turf war when in the same team as three and/or four on splatfest
the only one who can actually make both of neo 3s to behave properly ( most of the time...)
LOVES judd and lil’ judd, like absolutely obsessed with them
octoling’s tentacles are prehensile, so when she kisses or hugs the other agents her tentacles try and grab them by the face ( also they move around a lot when happy !! )
also likes to bite as a way to show affection, but does more carefully because she’s venomous ( just a little bit, tho! )
loves LOVES being the small spoon despite being the tallest of the three! ( 172cm tall !! woah.. )
Agent 3:
was 14 when recruited by captain cuttlefish, 16 when octo expansion stuff happened
scar on their face thanks to sanitization ! it kinda burned their skin... ouch !
big fangs that stick out, constantly bites their own tongue accidentally
has this dead/tired face :| but they're actually really silly too, just more chill than Four
cut their tail when they got into the new squidbeak splatoon, but its now growing back
selective mutism, learned sign language at like, 16? at the start Marie had to translate sign language to the neo3s
loves wearing his hero-headgear, they were modified to work like noise cancelers whenever he wants to
likes to sing, but is kinda shy about it
Also loves pokemon ! but more on the competitive side of it more than the casual, completely destroys Four when playing against him
loves when Eight or Four just. lay on top of them, like putting their whole weight on top of them.
can purr, both eight and four are fascinated by it??, no idea how they do it but its cute so its okay
when they and Four were teenagers, they loved to show him stuff he stole from enemy octolings, or just stuff they found cod knows where
has to do trips to alterna that usually last like 1-2 weeks? Four and Eight bake cookies for them <3
THEY ACTUALLY SHOWERS NOW, but forgets to wash their clothes so idk how much of a difference that makes
ALSO knows inklish and spanish! they have little to no spanish accent, their voice get a little more husky when talking in spanish tho
teaches Eight hard to pronounce spanish words because they like hearing her try and say it with her british accent
rubs their face against the other agents face / body to demand attention / show affection
HAS A CAT ALLERGY, you know how bad luck that is? the only mammals alive on your world and you're allergic to them?
also works at salmon run, but not really in the same team as Four or else they both get really distracted being GAY.
kinda tries to ""babysit"" the neo3s, but they always tease them and prank them...
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Hi! I really liked your Tighnari story, so I’m here to request more if you’re up to it! I was wondering how you’d think Tighnari react to his S/O getting hurt in a battle…(I totally get it if you’re busy and don’t want to take up my request though!)
Thank you!
Tiny bruise
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notes: I can assure you all that I love receiving requests, so don't be afraid of sending your thoughts to my inbox, so I could help you with your scenarios 💗💗💗
also if this (plot) isn't what you're expecting im sorry 🙏🙏 i did my best 😭
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Adventuring was one of your favorite things in the world, but even if that didn’t necessarily mean that it wasn’t risky, it didn’t make it any less exciting for you, especially since you valued it because it has brought you to love him.
Exploring the Teyvat with him was a lot like a tale, and he made sure to tell you about his many adventures whenever you were alone together, you could only imagine what he must have been through with the help of the numerous books on the history of Teyvat’s culture he had read, and you always listened to every word he said attentively,
Tighnari loved the fact that you would eagerly listen to anything he was telling you, and he knew you would do whatever you could to understand his experiences, which was something he cherished more than anything else.
Being a Woodland Watcher, He is also positively familiar with various species of forest creatures living in the jungle, he knows a lot about plants and trees and all types of creatures that live within them. He loves the magnificence of nature, and how it can give off beautiful vibes when you look at it.
He also once suffered from heatstroke while exploring the desert, which left him very vulnerable, so in the end he ended up declaring his disdain towards it.
Aside from not being fond of the desert, he was also not keen on the idea of you getting hurt on the combat field, Even though he's well aware that you're a strong and self-reliant person, he still felt responsible for everything that might happen to you, no matter what the circumstances might be. He is very protective of you, but he is quite willing to put aside those feelings and focus on protecting the two of you instead.
"Tighnari... I already told you it'll be fine! it's just a tiny bruise." You soothed him after taking a good look at the bruise that was already forming on your cheekbone. The swelling had already reached the size of a plum, and you could feel its pain radiating throughout your face. It wasn't too bad for now, but it certainly wouldn't go unnoticed.
"You wouldn't know, Even if it's a tiny bruise like what you're saying, it could still get infected if we don't take care of it properly, So just relax and let me take care of it. Also, try not to move so much, the scrapes tend to spread faster when you move." Tighnari gently held your chin between his fingers to prevent you from moving around too much, so as not to worsen the injury.
"I'm sorry... for being clumsy and weak, like- not being able to fight those stupid mushrooms properly and not knowing enough how to defend myself, I should've learned how to wield my weapon better..." Your words trailed off in a sad tone of voice, Tighnari noticed A tear began rolling down your cheek as you spoke, feeling guilty for making such a mess out of your situation.
"You have nothing to apologize for, love. The whirling fungus appeared from behind you, resulting in a tiny wound on your beautiful face, No one would ever predict that from happening since you were focused on fighting the floating fungus. Besides, there's no need for you to blame yourself when they are the reason why you're hurt in the first place.” His voice softened and the way he looked at you made your heart warm, you couldn't help but smile lightly at his kind words.
"You're making it hard for me to not kiss you right now." You pouted a little, which made Tighnari chuckle lightly. "what's stopping you from doing so?" He asked, and before your brain could stop you, you leaned forward and captured his lips with yours.
His lips felt soft and supple against yours, slightly chapped due to lack of use, but that only made his kiss even more tender. He held onto your cheeks, carefully, kissing you deeply, you wrapped your arms around his neck, deepening the kiss further and tangling your fingers through his hair.
It was passionate and full of love, and you couldn't help but think that this was exactly what you wanted.
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kicksnscribs · 1 year
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"Ah, you want me to talk about the Twins huh?"
"Not much to say about em, really. Used to run the subway system in Iacon way back before all the slag hit the fan. Damn good at it too.
Nicest lads you'd ever met and practically inseparable! Where one went the other was close by, almost as if they were joined at the hip. Rough upbringin's will do that to ya or so I've heard
Couldn't believe it when i saw the white one on the side of the 'Cons, even less so when i realized he was by himself. We captured him one day as a POW one time. Took a lot of us to pull it off but we managed eventually. That's when I heard the story of what happened to his...I guess brother is what you humans would call them if you absolutely needed a word to describe him. Figured the 'Cons promised him a way to get him back somehow if he joined up with them and he took the offer in a desperate attempt to find him.
Though I doubt they ever did give him anything to really go by. Recruiters will say just about anything in order to get bots to join their cause. Especially when it comes to getting their servos on big, strong fellas like the Twins.
He eventually escaped us somehow; found a way to cut through his bonds and was lost to the night before any of us could even blink. Heh, and I thought his brother was the more crafty of the two.
What d'ya mean 'creepy' smile? Rude lil' thing aren't ya?
He's always been smiling like that. Well...not exactly like that but... you know that mech never had a frown on his face that I'd ever seen. Though I will admit there's something...different about that smile now. Not at all like what I seen back in Iacon. Something sinister...
Not the only one to notice it either. Ol' Rung reckons that being separated from his brother for so long did things to him. Spark twins can't be without one another for very long without it messing with their coding n whatnot, you know?
Though, Ratch knows more about the kid's situation than anybody here on this ship. Says that he apparently had done some things in order to get his brother back. Supernatural things. Things smart mechs should know to leave well enough alone.
Wherever that mech went to get his brother, he didn't come back alone....
Such a shame, he was always a sweet kid. Had a bit of a mobility issue but only when he was excited about something I think? Which was a good thing for all I care. You need to have joy in the things you love 'n he had that in spades.
Did not really understand the concept of personal space though 'n it sometimes got 'im in loads of trouble *laughs*
The black one? Whats there to say about 'im, honestly?
Incredibly polite mech, always there to lend a helping servo or two when needed, a little older than his brother i think? He would always mess with him about that little fact.
Very gentle in situations where his brother would be very harsh, but not like in a mean spirited way, more like an excitable way if that makes any sense? You would never think that what with the constant sour look etched on his face at all times *laughs*
Never liked to talk much. Though not for a lack of ability but more of a 'can't control his volume' situation. He can hit Siren levels of loud when excited enough about something or other and feels bad about it when he does. I don't mind it though, means he's found something to be happy about and that's a good thing in my book if that's worth anything.
Really hurt to hear that he went missing millennia ago. His brother looked absolutely destroyed when I saw him in that camp. I'm glad to see he made it back.
Primus the years haven't been good to him, though. Wherever he went it did numbers on his frame.
He creaks when he walks now, and his gaze has that look of a mech who has seen far more than he should have. He still has that gentle nature about him, though. Which is good, because I think he is going to need it if he ever hopes to succeed at getting those demons running through his brothers brain module out.
I got faith in them though, they're as strong as they are inseparable. They'll get through this like they did every other thing they faced,
together.
[Pulled from the personal Datatracks of Ironhide, Chief of Autobot Security]
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mothpile · 8 months
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mes's webcomic recommendations
do YOU like webcomics or want to read some ? here are some i think are good NO im not gonna put my own here even if i think its good. -_-
starting with . i Think these ones are popular and well known..?
Paranatural - A story about paranormal ghosts and stuff. It's a real fun time, and the story is really good. The author's art progression is really impressive, truly skilled with paneling and such. It does eventually shift into a webnovel format with drawings as the author couldn't keep up with doing pages like before, and the quality of goodness of the story stays strong 👍👍
Tiger, Tiger - Story about the importance of sea sponges. Also a fun time, sea faring adventure about, again, sea sponges and how important they are nothing else OK? promise. (liar) PHENOMENAL artwork, very pretty to look at.... 👍👍
The Property of Hate - I need to reread it because i forgetted a lot but its such a cool looking comic and sooo interesting OK?! i swear. It's about a kid being a hero.
Vainglorious - a fun comic about a dragon facing Hubris Consequences. The main trio is real fun, the world is cool, all in all fun comic okie !!
Sakana - Slice-of-life comic about some folks working at a fish stall in a fish market. Real fun. Been on hiatus for four years, but is gonna make a comeback soon (author is working on building up buffer pages And then... ! ) But yeah! real fun.
Witchy - ... one i have to reread, it's been on hiatus since forever as the author was working on another comic (thatllbe out... in a while?), though i assume when that's done they'll come back to this...? Anyhow, I remember it being a very gripping story, and beautifully drawn... Also it's about witches. if. you . couldnt tell by the.. title...
NOW, onto ones that ... i dont Think are super well known ... ?
EcopportunityX - An interactive stick figure limited color palette comic about a facility where bad shit has happened ! uhoh! What the hell happened here! Follow the protagonist on their journey of learning what happened, and escaping the facility. Also, space pinball and ball pit beast is there. 👍👍👍
Eye in the Sky - And it only feels right to bring it up as well, but this is a fancomic of ecopportunityX ! ... Contains eox spoilers, so perhaps read the original first! This one features original characters and takes place a bit before eox, it's nice ok i like it :]
Gold Scissors - One of my all time favourites TBH. The art is nice, I love the story, the world is so cool i love it a lot... do yourself a favor and read it...
Midnight Connection - Finished! by the author of Gold Scissors, it's a short comic that takes place in the same universe, you can get through it in one sitting!! sniffles.
Brainchild - Comic about girl seeing weeeeeird stuff. Ghosts?! who knows. Tis a cool one OK read it...
Fairmeadow - "i hate being on the hippee comune they are always telling me Peace and Love on planet earth , orc lady, Peace and Love, and they do not leave me alone" - true real 100% words said. you can read it and youll see. Very pretty looking, ...
Holly & Macy and Everyone Else - comic about two teens learning about HOMOSEXUALITY and being a witch and its a very sweet .. i like it ok? it's also on tumblr @/ hollymacycomic
Falling to Far - i thiiink? its kinda just getting started, its about two star kids that just arrived to the planet of Far, and they are just checking how things are here rn. okie! its nice ITS ON TUMBLR! my fellow tumblr-hosted webcomicers lets gooooo
Daisy in DREAMLAND - ........ not a .. webcomic. Tis more a webnovel, i believe. It has pictures. Very cool looking guys, love the style, someone drench this cat in a bucket of water.
Needleminder - because fuck it we put webnovels here too I GUESS. it has pictures sometimes. haven't caught up with it recently tho BUT it's Very interesting and gets weird with it in cool ways...
Star Impact - comic about boxing! fighting! and people have gloves that give them a gimmick power tis pretty fuckin cool!
Kitty Corner - Comic about someone who sees ghosts. this ones kiiinda just getting started i think..? put its been promising so far, i like it ANOTHER TUMBLRHOSTED WEBCOMIC LETS GO BABY!
PISS HOLE - The greatest comic ever drawn with a broken trackpad.
Going Home - a comicabout a kid who has t *red dot appears on forehead* *sweats**starts to go get the link to the comic* *snipers pull the t
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flowerisevil · 2 years
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I think I'll miss you forever | Villain- FemOC Hightower x Harwin Strong
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a/n: slant words means flashbacks. this is so short also I made this last night so im sorry if its bad and has a lot of errors
warning: evil OC, mention of daggers
summary: the memories of her will always remain in his heart no matter what happen.
Her smile is everything to him, her perfect lips and teeth, her rosy cheeks, and her eyes that perfectly syncs with her smiles.
He loves how she appreciate small things like it's a very big deal, he loves how kind and open minded she is, how she would always looked on the positive side.
"I want to have a life with you, Harwin" Cassandra told him and caress his face, his beautiful and perfect face.
"Me too darling, and we will gonna build our own family soon" he embraces her in his arms. It was so peaceful that night just them, under the stars feeling the comfort in each other. He was at peace that time he wishes they could stay like that forever, but they couldn't.
"We can just run away" Cassandra told him, her sister just told her their plan of taking the throne away from Harwin's vowed princess Rhaenyra.
"It's not easy Cassandra, I vowed to the Princess as her and her sons sworn protector" He said, Cassandra understand him he and his father have been serving the King and it's family for so long.
Cassandra agreed that they should stay in the Keep as time goes by the heat between Rhaenyra and Alicent grew stronger.
One night the Queen finds out about her sister's affair with the knight on the other team.
"For God sake he's only using you!" Alicent shouts at her.
"I didn't tell him anything Alicent" she lied, she did tell him her sister planned but he promised he wouldn't tell to anyone or she thought so.
"How am I suppose to believe you when you hide this all from me?" Alicent fired back.
"I hid it from you because I don't want us to get involve with you fights" she cried out, all she want is a peaceful life but her sister wouldn't even let her to have it.
"Cassandra don't be a fool, he clearly doesn't feel the same way for you, he doesn't love you" Alicent rubbed both side of her arm.
She frowned "How can you say that? You don't even know him"
"He's been seen by many servants going inside Rhaenyra's chamber alone and leaving the next day" Alicent said.
Cassandra didn't believe her "Don't say such things Alicent stop lying!" she said and leave her chambers.
She looked for Harwin and saw him outside the castle near the lake she went to him and hugged him tight, Harwin smile as she felt her presence.
"My love" Harwin trail and turned to see her, her eyes are watery.
"You didn't betray me right?" Cassandra asked, Harwin was confused at first but still answered.
"Of course and I would never" he's too inlove with her to hurt her or betray her, he wonder what happened to her and she thought of that.
That was enough for her to feel relief her sister is just manipulating her.
"Hey I love you, okay? you should know that" Harwin said and kissed her forehead.
She nod and smile her eyes disappear because of her wide smile, she kissed him and wrapped her arms around his neck.
"I love you, and I will always will" Cassandra said as they leaned into each other forehead.
"No lies can separate us, no one can ever separate us" Cassandra added.
At that time Harwin was at his happiest the assurance that he will have her for eternity, that strong unbendable love they have for each other, he wanted to stay like that forever. He wished that nothing can ever make them turned against at each other.
But sadly not all wished came true.
She's staring in his eyes she used to look at him like that with pure love but now it's different it's anger that's looking in him.
"Stay back" she said in a monotone and pushed him away, Princess Rhaenyra, Prince Daemon and The Queen's children fought causing to Aemond loss of his eyes in exchange the Queen ordered Ser Criston to took an eye from one of Rhaenyra's son when The King stopped her Alicent try to do it herself, Harwin tried to stop the Queen only for Cassandra to block and stop him.
He stared into her, he can no longer see the woman he once love in her. She's a whole different person.
Cassandra smirked and suddenly she disappeared in the crowd someone screamed from behind and they all turned around to see Cassandra held Lucerys hostage.
"There's a debt to be paid, my nephew loss his eyes then so is your son's" After that she stabbed the prince's eye, everyone gasped and Rhaenyra screamed crying some knights tried to stop her but she threatened them to kill the boy if they went near them.
Harwin was in complete horror as he watched her, what happened to her? he almost cried as he watched her, she became the person she was afraid to be.
She tossed the boy back from her mother, the knights was about to get her when Criston stopped them, she gave the blooded dagger to her sister.
"An eye for an eye" Cassandra said and hugged her sister.
He don't understand or recognize her anymore, she's not Cassandra that he loved, she's not the same woman who promise to him that she will never let a lie separate them, she did believe the lie Alicent invented.
A tears form in his eyes as they both looked at each other eyes locking. No stain of regrets or any emotion was plastered in her face.
That's the night he knew that he have already lost her, the love of his life is now gone and replaced by an unrecognizable new persona.
He wouldn't lie he still love her no matter what happen he will always lover her but he can never understand all of her bad doings perhaps the memories of her will always remain in his heart no matter what happen.
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