#lingering thoughts

[hibiscusfl]

I love to play dumb.

I love when I can sit back and pretend like I’m not aware of wtf is being talked about, like I’m not knowledgeable about whatever the topic is enough. It strokes egos. I get the upper hand. You feel like you’re teaching me something, when you don’t know the half, but I be quiet. I let you blabber. I choose when to let it all out. I can be in my head tooo much @ times. Cycling thru information, while analyzing it and you.

#lingering thoughts

[nelllydotcom]

December 6…

#Spotify #ic3peak #lingering thoughts #reminiscent

[rantingaboutmyopinionsandthings]

I get stuck in things to easily.

I playfully mess with my sisters boyfriend, in a brother I wish I had way, but she said “stop flirting with my boyfriend” and that made me cringe so hard. Ew. And it made me wonder if anyone else thinks that I have a crush on him. For the record, I do not. I do not and will not see him that way. And now I feel icky any time we mess with each other because of that comment.

#black autistic #being autistic #i have autism #autism #sisters boyfriend #sister #i don’t have a crush on no #ew #gross #that’s nasty #no thanks #no thank you #*shakes head* #unt unt #uh uh #nuh uh #fym nuh uh #lingering thoughts

[babyviper93]

They say to never look back 👀 But what if the view is Fucking Amazing... 😫🥵

#tattoos #lingering thoughts #dirty mind #lingirie #punk #goth girl #emo girl #s/m #blue eyes #hairstyle #sexy tattoed women #sexy content #nsft pics #dm me for my content #i sell custom content #cock tease

[egotisticalgold]

A part of me really wants to live and a part of me really wants to die. Is this what a rebirth feels like? Because I don’t know if I can make it through the labor of birthing myself over and over and over again.

#lingering thoughts #Isaiah

[trappped-with-thoughts]

It's time to lay my head down softly,

My mind has had its fun of tormenting for the day

It's time to rest and wait until the next cycle.

-the endless torment shall rest.

#harmful thoughts #lingering thoughts #poetry #poem #deppresion #lost thoughts #resting

[fl4k-phd]

Man it sucks to lack the unconditional love of a parent, but man am I glad I have found people that have taught me my worth.

#especially you my Nat #lingering thoughts

[marbearwrites]

From Letter #53...

Were we supposed to fall apart like this?

Was I supposed to keep falling after you left?

#marbearwrites #a series of letters #letters i'll never send #writings #writer #life #maybe in the morning #say what's on my chest #say what's on my mind #if one day you read this #lingering thoughts #thoughts #after you left #falling #growing up is hard #handwritten letters

[willowser]

touya is halfway through his workday, grease up to his elbows, little jumpsuit half undone down to his waist, when iguchi comes in to tell him "someone's askin' for you out here".

he's not sure who it could be, but there's no telling, so he just decides to take a smoke break and wander out of the automotive garage, maybe imagining one of siblings out on the pavement.

but the minute he sees you, he stops. nearly drops his cigarette on a rough, "oh shit."

it's been a while since he's seen you, a year or two, and the packet of paper in your hand can only mean one, bullshit thing.

"nah, nah, nah, i ain't signing any papers," is how he greets you, shaking his head the minute you start up the path with a big, determined frown. touya doesn't run, but he sure twists on his heel and starts back up the path, too, as you start calling out his name.

practically all of his coworkers are watching when he comes back into view, not bothering to hide how nosy they're being. their audience makes you falter just a tad and touya clings onto it; anything to stop you.

"never a good sign when your wife comes to find you at work."

there's a long silence, from everyone. when he looks back at you—at your manilla folder and carefully stapled documents, your petition for divorce—your eyes are heavy and wet, almost the same way they were when the two of you stood in a courtroom, lying about your age in order to pledge until death do you part.

almost. now they're just sad.

from somewhere in the garage, toga calls out a bewildered, "you have a wife?" that makes him feel a way he can't understand, both amused and devastated all at once.

your wedding ring isn't on your finger, but if he stares long enough, he can maybe see the difference in color of your skin, a former tan-line that's begun to fade.

he sold his for stuff he shouldn't have been buying, stuff that ruined him and you and your marriage, a long time ago.

but touya only smiles, and calls back, "yeah, i do."

#not DID have a wife #not has a wife FOR NOW #he's like. yes I DO HAVE A WIFE AND WILL UNTIL I DIE. YES. #idk i just have been loving the idea of childhood friends to lovers touya but he fucks it up along the way #and the two of you never get divorced just kind of linger in limbo while you live separate lives #and when you come to be like. okay let's end this OFFICIALLY bc it's been over for a WHILE NOW #he's like. um absolutely NOT. #LOL he's so stubborn he refuses akfndiska #sorry that this is dog water i hope the idea translates regardless LOL #✿ thoughts: dabi/touya

[star-crossed--lovers]

Could you ever let yourself trust again? Could you ever let your guard down again? Could you ever let yourself get comfortable again? Could you ever stop fearing the worst? Could you ever learn again to believe you’re not being deceived? Could you ever believe in anything again? Could you ever let yourself fall again? Could it ever be the same again? ..

💭💭

#food for thought #let that sink in #lingering thoughts

[hibiscusfl]

It’s amazing how much you catch through just a few words. You catch it over and over again. The words start to fade and what’s hidden behind those words take the spotlight. The same way I can pierce through your eyes, Is same way I can pierce through the words that pour out of your mouth. Feels like I’m putting my hands through a waterfall. How deep can I penetrate? What are your limits? I’ll go as far as you let me…with your very own words, coming out of your mouth.

#lingering thoughts

[elaineleri]

Lingering Thoughts No.16

"Did the doctor prescribe this to you?" I asked, indicating the orange-coloured lozenges my colleague had passed me.

"No lah, it's from my boyfriend."

And, to my huge surprise, something heavy dropped in my chest. The impact of it could be felt even in my abdomen, and I paused for a moment, completely bewildered by that sensation, all along aware of the wave of sadness and loneliness washing over me. If I let it, I could drown in it, but not now. I was at work and, though we were still waiting for the next patient to arrive, it was not the right time.

All I said was, "Oh." I was glad we were still required to wear surgical masks indoors. I wouldn't have wanted her to see the expression on my face, sure to have so much vulnerability that I was not prepared to show.

#sadness #loneliness #writers of tumblr #writing community #lingering thoughts #experience #heart dropping #write #writer #writerslife

[allthegothihopgirls]

i live under the strong belief that every time another super/bat relationship spawns, alfred's will to serve the manor lessens ever so slightly

#of course he would never leave #but the lingering thought of “god these people are getting hard to bear” stays in the back of his mind #and wonders why they can't just all be friends like him and ma kent are #superbat #bruce wayne x clark kent #timkon #damijon #karababs #superbats #tim drake #conner kent #damian wayne #jon kent #kara zor-el #jon-el #kon-el #kal-el #bruce wayne #clark kent #dcu #dc comics #dc #dc batman #dc superman #superman #batman #red robin #superboy #supergirl #gothihop speaks

[thegreatyin]

a compilation of my favorite scenes from the arknights 5th anniversary web event, which 1) includes every single operator rendered in cute chibi form, and 2) is SO cute im going to eat a fork or perhaps a table

#this isnt even close to all of them. there's so many other bangers. #the fact that the lingering echoes trio got included together gives me rabies #yin-thoughts #arknights

[egotisticalgold]

I wish I knew better and learned how to protect my heart at an early age.

I wish I didn’t love so much and take so little.

I wish I could go back and say no before the pain settled in.

I wish and I wish and nothing comes true.

The sky is still clear and the night is still.

My dreams have become nightmares and the pain overtakes me.

I wish I knew better back then maybe I wouldn’t have this pain so deeply ebbed into who I am I don’t recognize myself without it.

Maybe I could become more than my pain one day, maybe…so I continue to wish anyway.

#lingering thoughts #today was a really tough day for me #I cried a lot and I wished for death #I’ve suffered from depression since I was a child #and I’m starting to think maybe it’s time to let depression win #maybe it’s time to let go #maybe #I don’t know where else to go with these feelings but here #everything feels so fake and everyone talks the same #I can’t seem to connect to people anymore #I can’t seem to connect to myself anymore #I want this all to end #Isaiah

[starlightshore]

Lingering Spirits - A Danny Phantom AU where Danny moves to Amity 2 years after the Portal Incident. Combo of Alicia Adoption (Farmboy AU) + Nobody Knows AU

A more serious/ Horror take on the AUs

Hoof, starting on a morbid foot. Please note that it's intentional that Sam is romanticizing death and has over-blown anti-human feelings. they're a depressed teenager! they're going through it and they're coping the only way they know how. They'll learn to grow more healthy world views and ways of dealing with their depression with time. Please don't assume I'm condoning their world-view lol.

Anyway on a lighter note, I wanted Sam and Tucker to look different than my usual AU stuff in this AU, so I hope you guys like the design change!

Updates will be infrequent as I'm pretty busy. However, I did this on a team call day so I was kind of productive in my other projects haha!

#danny phantom #dp fanart #sam manson #tucker foley #lingering spirits #might rename this sucker that name is VERY placeholder haha #death mention #death discussion #depression #sucidie ideation #suicidal thoughts #ask to tag