#like it’s his fault but he’s so upsetti spaghetti about it

[suspiciouslackofclowns]

“Fuck’s your problem, Hagan?”

Billy cocks his head to the side with disinterest, eyes glazed over and red as he transparently sizes Tommy up. Lets his eyes wrack up and down his figure like he always seems to do when he’s around. Like he’s trying to figure something out.

Tommy huffs and shoves his hands into the pockets of his letterman, glancing briefly over at Munson on the other side of the campfire. Lounging in the dirt with his hair strewn messily across Steve’s lap.

“Yeah,” Eddie lilts. Shifts restlessly, stretching out like a bored cat until a hand cards into his hair. “This is kind of a private kickback.”

What he says earns a chuckle from Billy, but Steve is stone-faced. Staring up at Tommy with an unreadable expression that makes his skin start to crawl.

Just a ways behind the trio, the waves lap softly at the gravelly shore. Otherwise out of sight in the inky black darkness just beyond the reach of the light from the fire.

Tommy shifts his weight on his feet. Stares back at Steve.

They both know how fucked up this is. Granted, maybe Steve doesn’t see it as the flagrant mockery that it is, but instead an instance of moving on.

Beside Steve, Billy leans close. Pressed right up against him, like he’s trying to assume Steve’s perspective. To see what he sees. Think what he thinks.

Steve simply sighs.

“No idea what his problem is,” he says.

Tommy clenches his fists.

“Lover’s Lake?” he hisses.

On the ground, Steve rolls his eyes. Shoves his shoulder into Billy’s and stays leaned against him.

“He’s mad ‘cause this used to be our spot,” Steve murmurs.

This gets a rise out of Billy, who whistles as he loops an arm around Steve’s neck. Not yet connecting the full picture.

“Jealous, freckles?”

“Oh, he is,” Eddie chortles.

The two share a giggle, meanwhile Steve holds his stare.

There are words sitting on the air. Heavy and dark, billowing like the smoke between them. Steve was never very good at playing nice once he got a few puffs in.

Being under the influence makes him a real bitch.

“You should leave,” Steve says.

Plain and simple. The other two quiet down enough to turn their listening ears on, both looking up at Tommy with amusement, and it makes his skin burn with anger at the lack of understanding.

Tommy nods at Hargrove.

“I get him,” he says. Then gestures to Munson. “But this is a new low for you, isn’t it? I mean, you only keep him around for the free weed, right? That’s cold, even for you.”

Steve glares, removing his hand from Eddie’s hair and smoothing it down to rest over his collarbone.

“Funny,” Steve lilts.

“Shouldn’t you just take him about back and put him down? It’d be decent of you.”

“Oh, like I put you down?”

Tommy chuckles. Leans forward ever so slightly. Lowers his voice.

“Dead dogs don’t come crawling back.”

There’s nothing but the crackling from the fire and the distant sounds of the shore for a moment. Two moments.

Steve’s expression softens.

“Go home, Tommy.”

Now, there are no giggles, no smiles. Munson has a vacant look in his eye, and Billy braces himself to stand up. Ever ready to enforce Steve’s will at the drop of a hat.

Understanding.

Tommy holds his palms up in mock surrender, stepping back and spreading a smirk.

“I’ll go. Seems like you have loads to talk about.”

He can feel the burn of Steve’s glare on the back of his head after he turns to walk away, retreating into the darkness of the treeline.

Even after getting the last word, he knows that nothing he can say will cause enough upset to restore things to how they were. Can never subvert Steve enough to sow genuine disdain.

There are murmurs around the fire, soft-spoken words and kisses shared in the warmth. Gentle caresses and reassurances. Explanations.

They are a king, his knight, and his jester. Held up, safe and cozy within the sturdy walls of a castle, after all.

And Tommy is cold. Shivering as he treks back to his truck parked out by the road, hands shoved in his pockets, eyes misty with bitterness.

Knowing he never had a place at all.

-

Loosely inspired by this post by @plistommy :0)

#tommy hagan #steve harrington #billy hargrove #eddie munson #harringroveson #steddilly #metalsandwich #stommy #angsty ish #I’m a sucker for betrayed jealous tommy #like it’s his fault but he’s so upsetti spaghetti about it #my writing #ficlet #unedited

[ahsokasloyalty]

My Funny Clone Wars fix it au headcanons No. I.

As per my pre-previous post - the greatest fix it au of all is the Zillo Beast eating Palps as a fucking snack.

Now, some people have pointed out in the aforementioned post that Sheev must be awful and the Zillo Beast does not deserve an upset stomach.

That is true but let me tell you this. I don’t give a fuck.

My beautiful baby can take a lightsaber and doesn’t get hurt. One rotten sith in her giant stomach ain’t gonna do shit.

The more important thing is that it would be so fucking hilarious.

Because no one is technically at fault. It’s not a separatist plot or some shit. Everyone is fully aware that it was Palpatine’s stupid idea to bring the poor thing to Coruscant, so not only did he endanger the inhabitants of Coruscant, he got himself killed. Anakin’s upsetti spaghetti, but that’s about all he can do, it’s not like he can take a revenge on the Beast. The other jedi are like “ooh well” and go on with their lives pretending they are mourning. Before anyone knows it a new chancellor is elected. In two weeks no one gives a shit. Anakin feels better and feels bad about it, because... his friend is dead? But he feels good? The council with Obi-Wan in lead are happy that no one is telling Anakin what to think about them now and Padmé starts educating him about normal politics that don’t involve admiring dictatorships. No one is leading the war on both ends now so it kind of dies out.

No one ever finds out who Palpy was and it is the most hilarious of options. It’s like Voldemort trying to become immortal and dying severly younger than a wizard normally would. Palpatine wants to gain more power and control all of galaxy and he dies and no one even knows how powerful he was and what he managed. Those who know of course won’t say shit. Dooku’s like “time for retirement” and hides so the republic doesn’t find him. Maul finds out and gets even more mad for whatever reason. Maybe he wanted to kill his master by himself. Of course he still goes for Obi-Wan in a dramatic great ways, always fails and gets hissy about it. Maybe he tells someone but they’re like “yeah sure” and call Obi-Wan that his regular unstable nemesis is waiting for his audience.

(I don’t really know if any politician knew or maybe members of the Trade Federation, I don’t think so. If I’m right Grievous didn’t know either, so Sheevy is just dead and no one misses him.)

And now to the most important part - the Zillo Beast is transported once more, this time on an inhabited planet and no one bothers her ever again.

(In my language Beast feels more female, so it’s she/her to me.)

#star wars #the clone wars #the zillo beast #sheev palpatine #anakin skywalker #obi wan kenobi #count dooku #general grievous #padmé amidala #ahsoka tano

[zushikun]

evangelion 3.0 woohoo

- red = asuka?

- LMFAO the singing 😭😭😭

- what’s happening tho why are they still fighting angels… in space too

- yucks the tentacle film looking thing

- stay strong asuka

- wait what happened

- is shinji getting arrested what’s going on… and interesting choker

- ritsuko got a haircut damn

- i miss misato’s cunt outfit with the mini skirt

- who are these new background people

- oh maya is a chief AW

- shinji is so confused…

- why are they alienating shinji poor fella

- can someone fill shinji (and me the audience) in

- not a fan of starting the movie with 2 battles and 0 context

- woah flying ship

- not the prison…

- oh flying ship is 01…

- how is this shinji’s fault LOL 😭😭😭

- OH SUZUHARA’S SISTER AWWW

- 14 YEARS HOW OLD IS EVERYONE OMFG

- everyone is doing such a bad job at explaining things to shinji

- is gendoh even alive

- i feel so bad for shinji

- did rei fuse with shinji what’s going on lol

- UNIT 00 WHATS GOING ON PLS

- honestly this is WILLE’s fault for not explaining jackshit to shinji

- telling him to never pilot an eva again after constantly convincing him 14 years ago that he needs to pilot it or he’s useless…

- why the evas so advanced

- bye shinji

- oh hey rei

- omg kaworu HELL YES

- is this a new Rei… sad… i guess shinji has to start from square 1

- he can’t even use his music player fkin sianballers

- kaworu suddenly playing a whole ass piece after teaching shinji like 2 notes is so funny LOL

- also where did this perfectly intact piano come from LOL

- IS SUZUHARA DEAD WTF

- finally someone that is going to tell shinji (and me) what happened

- oh everyone died rip

- i know see why it’s called you can not redo

- fuyutsuki is so real for that. i agree gendoh should open up to his son before it’s his turn to die

- man shinji it’s not ur fault…

- omg fuyutsuki father figure era?

- that’s such a pretty picture of yui

- wait she’s called yui ayanami

- thank you fuyutsuki for sharing this. not sure if this was the best time to share it with shinji

- also is that asuka’s mom beside yui

- poor shinji

- they STILL have 01 wow

- wait kaworu could undo the choker

- WAIT DONT PUT IT ON YOURSELF WTF

- why not just have no one put it on. why does the choker need to be on someone

- why are kaworu’s words always so affectionate LOL

- kaworu is gonna fkin die sia jfc 😭😭😭

- the music is wah too ominous

- damn what is going on

- can you really blame shinji… no one from WILLE was willing to explain anything to him

- shinji being stubborn

- ok now everyone literally is telling him not to… and yet

- i’m so confused rn.

- meanwhile kaworu is having a fkin breakdown. what does he mean he was supposed to be the 1st angel oops

- tbh i preferred when SEELE was upsetti spaghetti bc now it feels like this is not going in the right direction

- dead why is the third impact resuming 😭😭😭

- if they had just communicated better with shinji they could have prevented this.

- kaworu is about to die.

- mari is a vibe lol

- omg rip kaworu

- added trauma for shinji now

- oh fourth impact avoided #slay

- girl i don’t think shinji is gonna help anyone

- “no matter how many years pass” i don’t think he was conscious

- NOOO THE MUSIC PLAYER

and now onto the last movie.,.

#now watching: nge #rambling #took a fat ass nap just now and i’m wide awake now… #i have to be up at 640 man i can’t do this

[dog-v3ntz]

my dad told my brother happy birthday.

my brother.

the person he barely talked to for a year.

the person he doesn’t accept for being trans.

he told him happy birthday.

and he still hasn’t even texted me since march 23rd.

he never even told me happy birthday when it was my birthday in may. and i though he would be mire likely to text me since he doesn’t know im trans yet.

i got upset. i got jealous. i got angry. i felt like shit. and we were supposed to all be having fun at my brothers birthday dinner then i ruined it all by crying like some little bitch who can’t get over and accept the fact that dad’s never going to be there for me.

i know its not my fault and hes just an asshole- like the ONLY reason he remembered my brothers birthday was cause his birthday is a few day before- but i cant help but think about what could i have done differently so maybe he’d want to talk to me.

and i don’t hate my brother, love that asshole. he did nothing wrong. all of my upsetti spaghetti emotions are targeted towards my dad. cause hes a little bitch baby that can’t even say hi to his fucking kids

[maplesyrupcoffee]

Hey lovie, would you like to share what’s bothering you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

After sleeping on it, I know I’m just being super dramatic and emotional but ..... men suck dude.... like .... fuck 😔 (thank you for this ask I love you 🥺❤️)

#basically my ex and I stopped hooking up in march bc he had bottom surgery #and we’ve been super platonic ever since like the week before it happened #and then he slept over a couple weeks ago and we hooked up #and he’s been asking me if he can sleep over super often since then and ALWAYS initiates the touching / cuddling #but like not ~regular cuddles #this man touches me like he means it #AND MAYBE ITS MY FAULT FOR BELIEVING THAT #but I always make sure I’m not the one who initiates anything bc I don’t wanna take the blame for it #(circles by post malone describes our relationship TO A TEE if you’re interested 😭) #anyway back to the point #I did a dumb thing last night and correctly guessed his phone password while he was in the shower #and I searched my name in his messages 😬 #I know that’s toxic and not cool but it’s the only time I’ve done it and I really just needed to know what he says about me behind my back? #anyway #he texted his friend and said ‘I fucked up and slept with her again’ #and like...... ITS NOT AN ACCIDENT IF YOU INITIATE IT 6 TIMES IN 2 WEEKS #anyway so I got upsetty spaghetti #and now that’s it’s the next morning it doesn’t really feel like a big deals #it’s just that when we broke up last year he never stopped touching me or kissing me #we broke up but still basically dated for two months afterwards #but then he got mad at me because I was so confused. and telling me I’m not taking the break up seriously #so I guess I’m just upset that HE initiated things and then turned around and told his friends #‘oh haha oopsie I fucked the girl who’s in love with me haha my bad’ #no. that’s not... no #basically I guess I’m just mad #like another text that was in there was to another one of his friends and he said ‘you’re my biggest fan. other than Amy’ #(me) #SO basically he’s well aware of how much I care about him and he’s all I fucked up by sleeping w her 🤪 #honestly I don’t even know if this made any sense but like if anyone made it this far can you be brutally honest in my ask box please 😭 #I HAVE NO FRIENDS TO TELL ME IM ACTING LIKE A FUCKING IDIOT

[outofthe-underwoods]

Alrighty, I have a LOT of thoughts after those two episodes. Also I’m kinda upsetti-spaghetti so this is just a way to calm this wave of irrationally intense sadness because of two fictional characters. 

I really do believe that e/o is going to be endgame. Whenever it happens or however it happens, I’m positive that it will. Although Elliot’s whole connection with Angela has been super disheartening (and for the time being I’ll definitely be referring anyone who asks to a picture of Elliot Stabler for the definition of “idiot”), I now actually think it’s all been for the best. Just hear me out: 

For one, it wouldn’t be in character for Elliot to go full steam ahead for Liv (and vice versa) at this point. It just isn’t how they are. Barring the fact that they’ve shared a RIDICULOUS amount of physical contact and heartfelt words since Elliot’s return, for twelve years it was all about emotional restraint and reading between the lines. I mean, for me this has been like watching Fault, Paternity, Philadelphia, and Spooked back-to-back-to-back—so much unreserved emotional outpouring when we (and they) are accustomed to so little. 

Secondly, I have a working theory that (aside from the plot device to make him this 🤏 close to hooking up with the person responsible for his wife’s death) Elliot’s rather immediate connection to Angela at least partially stems from the fact Elliot is simply hurting and has lost the one person to whom he could turn for the better part of thirty years. It kinda makes sense when you think back to the thing with Dani Beck while Elliot and Kathy were separated. He has a thing for chasing a connection to fill a hole left by Kathy, but he just continually looks for that love and companionship in the wrong places. *cough* Olivia *cough* 

That being said, I understand why it’s this new connection with Angela that he chases and not Olivia . . . well, sort of. With Angela (and Dani), he has nothing to lose, really. If he messes it up or things go sour, then they just break up or whatever. Everyone moves on. With Liv, though . .  . I mean, it’s Olivia. If he messes up things with her, he risks losing his best friend, partner—the person who, in Elliot’s own words “means the world to him”—it’d be devastating. When If one of them does eventually make any kind of significant step forward in changing their relationship, it’s going to be a monumental act of bravery on their part. They’ll be going against twelve years of learned behavior with minimal physical contact and emotional candor. Seeing the way both of them react to the other  now (Olivia constantly being present for Elliot and supporting him, her obvious, genuine concern for his wellbeing and desire to help him despite his yo-yoing her emotionally, and Elliot with his attentiveness to her when they’re together, the way he looks at her, his obvious need to keep her in his life now that he’s back), it’s plain to see that that old niggling of something more is still there, but it just seems like they need more time. 

And finally, I NEED Elliot to be 100% present mentally and emotionally when something does happen between him and Liv. So I’m definitely gonna need him to take as long as he needs to grieve Kathy, figure out his feelings about Angela (whatever that entails), and find answers/closure with Kathy’s murder. Because to be honest, the real Elliot comes and goes at this point because he’s hidden underneath all these heaps of PTSD, grief, and fixation on Kathy’s murder. And all of which are valid, but I absolutely do not want El and Liv getting together at a point when Elliot’s baggage would inevitably get in the way. This season is all about Elliot, and I unapologetically want to get to a point where Olivia can be his focus: all the trauma with Lewis (that he should’ve been present for, and I’ll never get over that), losing Simon, being a mom when for the longest time she thought it would never be possible, just . . . I don’t even know, giving her all the love and devotion she’s always deserved after all of the crap and loneliness she’s been through her whole life.

So anyway, in a nutshell: the parts are all there. They just need to be assembled correctly with the appropriate amount of time and care.♡

#if this doesn't make sense it's because it almost 3 am #*it's #the past seven hours have been no thoughts #head empty but for elliot stabler and olivia benson #my response to these two episodes just proves that my mental health is sewage at this point #bensler #e/o #me

[dokuhai]

                  I’m working on my reply to @godkilller​’s post  ( his reply to the ask i answered )  and I'm just sitting here upsetti spaghetti because Rangiku can no longer hide or make excuses for the terrible things Gin has done; he’s literally spelling it out for her and opening up about the atrocious things he and Aizen have done and this one in particular affects her closest friendships ( Izuru + Shuuhei )  WHICH IS JUST.  EXTRA DIFFICULT BECAUSE SHE’S LOYAL TO A FAULT and forgiving Gin and helping him heal after the Winter War in these canon divergent verses challenges SO MUCH of her character and resolve and just, her overall sense of morality ---- Rangiku is always quick to brush things off or let things that bother her slide, but this time she can’t and AUGH I JUST FEEL FOR HER SO MUCH.

                   Like of course she loves Gin!!!  And knowing the truth of it all does wonders for rebuilding their bond, but she’s a) still coming to terms with that massive reveal, b) still struggling on a daily basis with all of the rumors and gossip surrounding her and Gin throughout the Seireitei -- not to mention the dirty looks and disgust from those within her division, thinking she’s a “traitor” for aligning herself with him -- and c) still trying to forgive Gin for everything that’s happened and find a way to move forward with their relationship.  Honestly Rangiku deals with so much in these canon divergent verses where Gin survives the war and I just want to hug her and tell her it’s going to be okay. ;-;

#ANYWAY THAT'S MY RANT #don't mind me hfdskjhfs #ooc.

[celosiaa]

TW Potential trigger warnig for abuse and mentions of dimentia for people with family w/ dementia. (Partially based on personal experience with a person with dementia.)

Okay so it’s pretty much cannon that Martin and Jon experienced abuse from their families at this point.

I feel like Jon’s abuse from his grandmother stemmed more from neglect and verbal abuse which is why he really doesn’t like yelling. Also the nagging fear of dissapearing without anyone knowing or remembering comes from his neglect but didn’t start until his incident with Mr. Spider and no one really looking for the bully. I don’t think she ever physically abused him though.

While I think Martin was neglected as well as verbally abused, but I think as time went on she started physically abusing him.

Martin’s mom has always been sick, so sick that Martin had to drop out of school to take care of her.

Everyone always seems to think that it’s chronic illness but I think she had early onset dementia that progressively worst as time went on so bad that she couldn’t be left alone.

As the disease progressed and Martin got older and started to look more like his father, his mother started confusing Martin with his dad (even calling him his dad’s name sometimes). This is where the physical abuse started because she’d get really agitated and sometimes aggressive because she sometimes thinks Martin is her husband.

That’s why she’s nice to him sometimes but cruel to him other times. (Part of me likes to believe that the part of her genuinely cared about Martin and that’s why she asked to go into a home.)

Also I feel Martin has a fear of inheriting his mother’s dementia.

Sorry this is so long!

This is really really interesting. I have actually thought about Martin’s mother’s illness being early onset dementia before as well. I do think it would fit in with the way that he talks about her, and never blames anything on her, really. I can’t think of a single time in the series where he’s really spoken ill of her--only to defend her, and say it’s not her fault.

It breaks my heart to think about him worrying about inheriting his mother’s condition. After he turns 30, I think he really gets worried about it--and as he gets older, it’s something he and Jon carefully watch out for. I think he worries every time he’s forgetful, or repeats a story by accident, etc. And his continual bouts with the Lonely don’t help ease this fear at all.

Oof. I’m upsetti spaghetti about this ouch

#tma #hcs #asks #cw dementia #cw upsetting #cw abuse #cw neglect #q

[entishramblings]

It’s upsetti spaghetti, the anon from earlier, and boy, do I have some bullshit to spew. TW for r*pe mention, abuse mention, and self-injury

Okay. So like, my biological father was an abusive, deadbeat, jackass that could not stop fucking up 24/7. My (step)dad stepped up to the plate. He was cookie captain for my girl scout troop, became a Mason so my kids could still join Job’s Daughters (Masonic org for girls 10-20, this was also before you could be sponsored so it was a big deal that he did this), was my basketball coach cause all the other teams were full SO HE FORMED A NEW ONE, etc. S-tier step-dad shit. He walked into my life when I was 3, married my mom when I was like... idk. 7? He’s the father of my lil sis.

My mother was in a terrible accident. She was physically okay, but she has amnesia now, and it’s still an issue like 4 or 5 years later (I don’t understand how time works), but it’s getting better-ish. She can actually look at me as something other than a monster now (I’m a r*pe baby from her abuser), so that’s a plus. It was hard on their marriage. Dad was suddenly a stranger to his wife and it was rocky for a few years.

About a week after my great-grandmother dies (we buried her on Friday, he dropped this bomb on Tuesday), he demands a divorce because he’s got a girlfriend. Everything changed when the girlfriend attacked! (It’s actually his fault, but it feels funny to riff off of Avatar: The Last Airbender.)

Ever since then he’s just done a 180 and became a spitting image of my biological father. Nothing matters to him anymore except money and the girlfriend. He’s perjuring in court, lying to lawyers, manipulating his daughters to think our mom is a piece of shit, emotionally abusing my sister, trying to get out of child support, etc.

I texted him a week ago that I needed to talk to him. I’ve felt like I’ve been carrying this relationship on my back for over a year and I can’t do it anymore. I did it with my father and I can’t let myself do that again. It would be different if he had put any effort in since the divorce was put in motion, but he hasn’t. It’s all been on me. I can’t deal with it anymore. He hasn’t texted me back and it’s been a week I’m a mess. I hate this. I hate myself. It feels like I did something wrong because I’m 2 for 2 on dad’s abandoning me and not wanting me. My best friend’s dad has said he’s adopting me, but he’s 10+ hours away and it’s just not the same, you know?

I need one of my dads to tell me that this isn’t my fault and that I did nothing wrong but that’s never gonna happen and I just— I can’t deal with this. My mental illness symptoms have been getting worse. My hallucinations are so bad (I’m schizoaffective) that I can barely determine what’s real and what’s not anymore. I can’t live like this but I can’t let it go. It hurts so damn much and all I want to do is injure myself but I know that’s just because I’m in emotional pain.

My fiancé is trying so hard to keep me together but I just can’t seem to fit the broken pieces up enough for him to wrap me in duct tape.

Aw my love, I’m so so sorry for the struggles you are going through. I am sending you the biggest hug in the world and I’m soaking up all the pain.

None of this is your fault! Nothing at all is your fault! And it is very important that you understand that. You have been through some tough shit, but you are NOT to blame. You are a survivor and I believe that you can get through this.

I am no professional (yet) but I will be here to listen if you need to rant more and give my best advice! My messages are always open. I do suggest reaching out and getting a mental health professional like a therapist. I work with a therapist and it HONESTLY does help...I know everyone says that but I believe it is true. I’m not sure of the specifics of your exact situation and I am no psychiatrist but I think that you could definitely try a medication to help! If you are already on one and think it isn’t working, see if they could switch it. Also! If you can’t reach your dads, maybe you could try talking to your sister. It might help to have a conversation with her! I don’t know your relationship with her but I feel as if you had a serious open minded talk it would provide some relief!

My situation isn’t like yours but I thought I could list some little things that have helped me and given me some happiness! Maybe they could help you as well?

ISet up a happy/relax environment for a chill night. Sometimes a cup of tea and a special treat (ice cream, brownies, popcorn, etc.) give a little comfort! (Also candles!)

Read (book or fic) and/or binge a show! I find distracting myself and getting invested in fictional worlds helps!

Do some art! Art is great to get out your emotions in a nine-destructive way! Even if it’s just slapping some paint around <3

If you are an animal lover, give them a cuddle!

Additionally. Your fiancé sounds like such a sweetheart and I’m so so happy you have him to support you! I know you are struggling but lean on him. He is there for you. Also! Make him give you a hug from me!! I demand he gives you a hug from me hehe!

I’m sending love, hugs, and lembas bread your way 💗🤗

#vayasks

[pawtoncake]

Cute As Always (Part 1)

It’s Roceit Baby!!!!

(it is a bullet point fic, no warnings I believe, again, just more and more and more fluff than people can handle)

Dee, while he knew just what to do to fluster his dear Roman, had no clue how to accept any affection. 

A simple “you’re cute” would leave him speechless. 

Yet he himself delves into long unaccounted for monologues for little things, such as Roman’s eyes, his outfit, and the smile he wears every day. 

The way his creative boyfriend would draw him into spontaneous dances in the late night. 

He would make his favorite meal; go on walks with him and just talk about nothing and yet everything at the same time. 

It all made Dee just melt, though he’d never admit it past blushes and incoherent words. 

Roman normally fell victim to his random praises, the paragraphs of sentiment, the waves of passion in every word he spoke to his love.  

Dee would bring him a single flower, and tuck it behind his ear without him even noticing until he looked in a mirror. It was always his favorite - a white daisy. 

Every so often he would sneak a love letter into Roman’s pile of work, never dating it, he loved seeing Roman guess how long they’d been there.

He prided himself on his sneaky ways, meaning, his footsteps were quiet. 

Sneaking up on his boyfriend and wrapping his arms around the man from behind and just swaying, was his favorite pastime by far. 

Roman would steal or borrow he called it, Dee’s cape. 

It was no secret when he would waltz all around the apartment with it dangling from his shoulders; he likes the way it reminds him of his boyfriend. 

Call it absolutely adorable when Ro holds it up to look like a vampire.

Vampire Ro made Dee really romantic, you can pry that from my hands “Babe look.” “Look at what love” “Exactly, cause you can’t see me.” “Of course my prince, what shall I ever do in your disappearance.

Bonus points if Virgil can’t stand it

Extra credit bonus points if it was Logan and Patton’s fault they got together and now Logan regrets it.

Dee will leave his hat alone on purpose

He just knows Roman will steal it and do a live reenactment of any James Bond moment.

Ro feels confident with the hat, can you blame him?

Dee takes Roman and Logan’s debates all too seriously, sometimes joining in, baffling his boyfriend when he takes Logan’s side on the topic.

That makes Roman upsetti spaghetti until he gets cuddles

Them baking

Freakin raspberry cheesecake together

Need I say more???

Roman would always take a little dollop of cake batter and do the Simba thing with him

Dee would get flustered, and be fair, who wouldn’t??

They take random trips to the park down by the river, toss bread to all the ducks and geese, need not I bring up the one time Dee got a little too close to one. Roman was laughing so hard, but that's all the detail I’m giving.

Oh my gods, need I drabble on to when Roman proposes

The blushes, oh the kisses, it's way too romantic for even the biggest thespian to grasp

The gold ring, matching both their personalities seemingly perfect for both their personalities.

Oh and the dress Ro wears, white with gold accents along the bottom

Dee almost loses it right there

100% there are tears shed

They are disaster gays near each other, that's just the facts babe

House of Memories is their first song danced together at the reception, holding a deep meaning to both of them, considering past insecurities and faults making the song just a little more passionate and reassuring.

Roman would be the one guy to just smash the cake in Dee’s face to be obnoxious, and Dee honestly doesn’t want to fight back because

That smile that Roman has? When he’s being mischievous?

Um Y E S,,, Roman is Babey

I am going to do a Part 2, this was so much fun to make!

Tag List: @poppyflowerlesbian666 @strickenwithclairvoyance @figurative-falsehood @nerdypandastuff @serenitythepanther @starbucks-remy @bippity-boppity-boopa (let me know if you want added or removed)

#roceit #roceit sanders sides #sanders sides #sanders sides fanfiction #logan sanders #patton sanders #virgil sanders #roman sanders #deceit sanders #headcanons

[ben-the-hyena]

Steven Universe for the unpopular opinion thing?

While everyone is sad for Steven "nuuu my precious baby ;.;" THANK GOD FINALLY HE IS ACTING LIKE AND BECOMING A REAL CHARACTER WITH A REAL PERSONALITY. A tragical character at that, at this point I didn't see it coming ! (AndhonestlythefirsttimesitwashappeningIwasblissfulhewassufferingbecause"aaawlifeishardmrsmileyisntit?" I'm awful) He went from one of the most annoying characters to the only sane one. FINALLY he gets angry and rightfully so (except maybe for Greg who didn't know not telling him about his parents would be bad and did it sincerely, and to Connie who didn't break up but just said "not yet" for the proposal ; but eh he is troubled), finally he sees the Gems are absolutely brainless and gave him a Messiah Complex and made him an outcast because "ROOOOOSE ;.;" and "we have been living her for millenia listening to Rose but how do humans function ?" (I HAD FAITH IN YOU GIRLS... NOW YOU ALL SEEM LIKE CLOWNS TO ME), finally Connie's mom calls these horrors out, he is becoming angry serious and down to Earth at fucking last, AND WE SEE HE ACTUALLY DIDN'T FORGIVE THE DIAMONDS HE ACTUALLY *TRIED* TO BECAUSE HE THOUGHT IT WAS THE RIGHT THING BUT HE STILL IS VERY UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THEM and he finally realizes they should pay and better that (too bad he failed killing White Diamond, I don't care how "good" she became I suspect they don't do it out of goodness but just because "heh I found a new passtime with my slaves" ; also I do like the Diamonds. As VILLAINS. I have been hating and HATE how they show they are nod """good""" and that he is in the "wrong", Genocidal Oligarchies should be punished with death for the good of everyone and the respect of those who lost their loved ones because of them especially they don't seem remorseful about THAT just to have upsetti spaghetti "Pink")

Sadly knowing Rebecca Sugar I KNOW he will turn normal and happy again and not because (it would have been good if so) everybody would understand what wrong they did to him and apologize and actually give him a good therapy lasting years but just for a "we luv you Steven" "omg right it's my name :D". So instead at this point I would even love if the end of the show is either him running away forever far from them on some new planet to start a new life far from all these crazy people and have a new purpose, or him dying and making people realize too late it's partly their fault (and who knows, maybe once Steven dead Pink would return and FINALLY be called out the way she deserves) and/or him snapping and turning into a villain and the new enemy because he is tired of their shit. But none of these four scenarii, these 3 and the first I said before, will happen for sure. Sigh. It's MLP FIM all over again with SU...

#moi #steven universe #ask #anon #fandom #psychology #fans don't look

[friendomfandom]

//wheezes okay but like

nat finds his gaze lingering on hetalia for longer than usual when he walks by, or realises that small things that he wouldnt normally notice/care about remind him of hetalia, and he cant help but smile

it escalates until nat cant even talk to him without getting tongue tied so he avoids him a little (and ngl hetalia is a little worried that nat is getting sick of being around him, so he starts to avoid him too-)

it isnt until a few days later, when homestuck comes pounding on his door like "yeah hi excuse me for interrupting but what the fuck did you say to hetalia hes been really upsetti spaghetti lately and all i know is that its your fault and you better fucking fix it asshole"

and nat knows hes right, he shouldnt have avoided talia, he shouldve been open and honest, but?? he,, cant????

he needs advice.

so he bothers his two favorite, most trusted people abt it, the good doctor and ol sherlie, he sits them down and tries to stay calm, "this is who i am and its really important to me that you understand and accept me please im begging you" and theyre both super understanding and they have a good ol group hug bc what else can you do in that situation

and after a few silly gay jokes, and teasing their lil bro bro, they give him the confidence boost he needs to go settle this with hetalia

he confesses his feelings and hetalia is so happy that spn doesnt hate him, isnt sick of him, he immediately smooches him, and then feels a little bad because he didnt explain that he wants also to go out with nat and hold his hand and kiss all his freckles so nat is prolly a little confused, and he is, and shocked, but hes also really happy and they go out for ice cream and dont even eat it they just sit and stare dreamily at each other and their ice cream melts and theyre in the Honeymoon stage forever bless

#fandomstuck #hetalia fandom #supernatural fandom #supertalia #talk

[bunnymonstur]

The Fault in our Freezeria

Summary: 2 summers ago… that’s how long it’s been. but that’s in the past, this is the now, and now ur pregant w/ someone other than ur bf taehyung’s kid. how will u break the news to him, how will u tell him ur a hoe who likes messin’ round’ with people u just met????

(A/N: This is not ideally the first thing that comes to mind as the first work I’ll have posted on here… but this is the reality so here we are. If you read this, wowow I’m surprised anyone was able to get passed the summary, I really wasn’t expecting anyone to give this a chance so thank you. Hopefully I’ll post more actual writing in the future, this was just a result of me playing flipline games the past week and being in love with the character Alberto from Freezeria… pls don’t ask. Thank you again)

2 summers ago, he met her. 2 summers ago, he learned how to make a smoothie. 2 summers ago, they fell in love. But it’s no longer 2 summers ago, and their love has faded. Everyone can see it him, you, Papa Louie, everyone. It’s gotten to the point that Papa had to intervene. He switched you from the freezeria to the wingeria. you two can no longer see eah other anymore. but that’s ok. now you can be a free hoe. somehow someway, jimin’s dick end up fucking your throat… apparently a new term the kids call “thrussy”??? a couple weeks later, you end up becoming pregnant, only it’s not taehyungs, or jimin’s… it’s Papa Louie’s. you needed to go to hoe recovery, but you didn’t bc hoe was life. correction, hoe IS life. *dab* you have to tell your boyfriend of 2 days- wait no… no, that was jungkook. who was it again??? the tall one. no, that was jin… who the fuck is taehyung then?????? just as you were trying to figure out who he was, you heard you name being called. it was the gucci for days boi. kim taehyung. the boi who you still don’t know who the fuck he is. “baby I missed you, where’ve you been??” … “who the fuck are you????” he had the face of a hurt puppy who’s paw had been stepped on. you didn’t give 2 shits about how he must’ve felt, bc you ignored his upsetti spaghetti look. “baby c'mon quit playing, it’s me taehyung” wait this is taehyung??? nvm he hawt af “damn now I wish u was the bb daddy” … “tf you mean you wish??? tf u mean bb daddy??? bitch is u preggers??? AND IT’S NOT EVEN MINE YOU HOE” suddenly, ALBERTO bursts into the freezeria, bc he was late as shit and he did not need another fucking tardy on his resume *dab on a bitch* but then he noticed that taehyung was yelling at u. “hey bro, don’t yell at her! she a lady” taehyung turns and almost get’s whiplash “so is u the bb daddy???? aW HELL NO” taehyung was ready to throw hands at ALBERTO but ALBERTO was confuckled as shit. he did not remeber putting his dimmsdale dimmidong in this bitch, otherwise known as u. but clearly, he had done something bc here u are preggers with his child… I mean the dude just said so… maybe it was the time he had spit on ur bitch ass bc you had sat in some chocolate like some bitch named AB, but that’s another story……. anyways, he ran away bc he was not about to get fucked up just bc u got knocked up. while all of this was happening, u were chillin in a chair eating a frappe with extra whip cream with 2 cherries on the side, not giving a fuck, bc taehyung wasn’t ur man and u know damn well it couldn’t be ALBERTO with his massive shlong. in that moment, the man of ur dreams came out of the freezeria, DADDY LOUIE. ur kokoro went doki-doki, ur head was spinnin’ and u was slippin’. he was so hawt that y he built this freezeria to cool his smexy ass down a notch. u go to ur tru luv, DADDY LOUIE and tell him “shit bitch, u fine af! u wanna have another bb after im done poppin’ this one out???” unbeknownst to u, taehyung had heard this exchange. and he was so sad like 20000x puppies being stepped on bc how could he compete with the GOD. I mean he had everything, he was rich, he owned the freezeria, he had bitche left and right, and I mean c'mon he had U, the bitch who could suck a man dry and still look like a piece of fine ass while doing it. ur thrussy was over 9000x. he had to admit, he’ll miss this about this bish, but he didn’t care. all that matters now is that u have a good life with ur bb daddy and never talk to him again…. who was he kidding, all that matters now is that he can finally go down on the new bus-boy, junglecock in the back room during breaks. and that is the story of how jungkook met taehyung, his hb of 70 yrs, with a bunch of rats (children) they adopted from u. bc u couldn’t keep yo’ legs shut… u hoe. THE END.

#crack fic #bts fic #bts angst #jeon jungkook #jeon jeongguk #kim taehyung #park jimin #admin kookie