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yougavemeyourheartyouknow · 2 months

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Childs play (Miguel O’Hara x fem! Reader [ex-Childhood best friend turned Fwb AU]) Part 1

Hiiiii! I’m so freaking excited for y’all to read this I’m literally shaking! This will only be 1 part. (Edit: I’ve changed my mind it will get a second part but it won’t be put right away) Shout out to @chickenshit03 for beta reading the one shot. Absolute sweetheart 🫶🏼. Not proofread, enjoy!!

(Y/N)-Your name.

NSFW!! SMUT!! MDNI!! Cursing, light choking during the deed , protecting PinV, Miguel being a big meanie near the end, Comfort/Hurt, lmk if I can’t think of anymore

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Part 2

Masterlist

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Knock knock…

“Hello, I’m sorry if I’m intruding but I wanted to introduce myself, me and my family just moved in next door and I wanted to introduce ourselves.” Your mother said as she stood at her neighbors door, you hid timidly behind her leg as she spoke to a Hispanic woman with curly dark hair. Your eyes wandered around her living room, or at least as much as you could catch from your spot. Not paying any mind to the conversation they were having when your eyes spotted a young boy around your age, about five or so walking past with a few legos in hand.

Your shyness was quickly overtaken with curiosity as you went to pull on your mother’s hand, she must have been watching you stare at the brunette, because before you could even turn up to ask her if you could go play, she was already shooing you in the direction of him as her and the other lady went to go talk over coffee in the kitchen.

He didn’t glance up at you as you sat down in front of his spot on the living room floor, being too preoccupied on the Star Wars set he was working on.

“Hi.”

“My name’s (Y/N).”

“Cool.”

“What’s your name?”

“Miguel.”

You paused, shifting to sit down better before speaking again.

“Can I help? I love legos.”

He stayed quiet, and for a second you think he’ll say no, until he shrugged and moved the instruction book so you both could read it, making your lips come up in a smile.

“Sure.”

—

“You can teach me to play street fighter a million times and I will never understand it.” You huffed as you dropped the controller on your lap and leaned back on the couch, the tv in his living room sounded out a “finish her” as Miguel’s character killed yours, you couldn’t even be bothered to remember the names, peeved off that’d he beat you for the upteenth time, him not even having the courtesy to let you win one round.

“I’m not gonna be sorry for you being bad.” He retorted in a teasing tone, sticking out his tongue at you, and blew a raspberry. Your arms quickly crossover your chest as you puff your cheeks out with a pout.

“You’re so mean to me Miguel, I hate you.” You mumbled the half-lie to the other ten year old, looking away as you felt your cheeks heat with embarrassment, you didn’t even notice his movements until you felt him grab for your hand, turning your head to realize he was now standing in front of your spot on the couch.

“You don’t hate me, I’m your best friend.” He states, making you nod your head in confirmation after a beat, “Good. Because you’re my best friend too.” You smiled.

“Can we play something else then?”

“Nope.”

“Ughhh.”

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“(Y/N), it’s your turn to spin the bottle.” Mj’s voice snapped you out of your head, suddenly aware of all the other fourteen years olds turning to stare at you. Was it a bit embarrassing you were about to lose your first kiss in a game of spin the bottle?

Half-dried nail-polished fingers gently grabbed the base of the empty Coke bottle, praying to god no one saw the way your hand trembled slightly, as you gave it a good twist. As your eyes tracked the blur of clear glass, you got your lower lip, silently hoping it was someone who you wouldn’t fluster up in embarrassment when you had to tell them who was your first kiss in the four walls of the lunch room. Like Kyle, or Ben or-

“Oooo- you got Miguel!” One of the other girls giggled as your eyes shot up to where the tip was pointing and surely, there he sat in front of you. Miguel was good…yeah, great even! You trusted him, he was your best friend since you were practically in dippers…So with a fine silent look of confirmation, you crossed the circle, closing your eyes as your lips connected for the first time.

Is it normal for your heart to skip a beat during a kiss? God how red is my face right now? Have I been holding it for too long? I wonder if he’s enjoying it, he hasn’t pulled away so that’s a good sign right? I should probably stop now. It's been like four seconds.

You finally pull away, sitting down on your knees as you bring a hand up to wipe some excess saliva away from the cover of your mouth. The sound of the next person going to spin the bottle muffles out around you as you focus on the weird flutter in your stomach.

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“SLOW DOWN MIG-YOU’RE DRIVING LIKE A MANIAC!” You yelled as your left hand flew to grab at your seat belt, right hand gripping the overhead handle so hard your knuckles were turning white, pushing yourself as much as you could into the passenger seat at you could while he just let out an eye roll and chuckle as you were being dramatic (you weren’t).

“I’m not taking driving advice from someone who doesn’t have their license yet.”

“You got your license yesterday! I don’t turn sixteen for another four months!”

“Don’t care, you could ever shut up or take the bus.”

You couldn’t respond right away because another scream came from your throat as he turned a corner.

“If I die in this stupid car, I’m going to haunt the shit out of you O’Hara!”

“I’m not gonna let you die, stop being dramatic.” He scoffed, finally pulling up to the school parking lot, finally slowing down as he looked for a place to park. His arm comes around the back of your car seat as he goes to backwards park in an empty spot. “See I didn’t let you die.”

“I’m actually traumatized…” You muttered, eyes still wide as you kept still in your seat. Miguel let out a huff and he goes to take your seatbelt off once the car was shut off.

“If I buy you some subway during lunch will you stop complaining?”

“…yes.”

—

“Maybe I could just take a gap year-or-or go to the community college nearby, just until I can transfer, then I can try for Columbia again?” You kept fumbling your words, looking at the rejection letter in your hands. If you tried to focus on it enough, you’d be able to hear the paper shaking lightly in your hands. Glossy eyes trying to rapidly blink away tears before they fell on the paper. Miguel quickly shook his head as he placed his coffee cup down on the table of the cafe you two would frequent.

“No. Not happening, I’ll just reject my application and we can go to Stanford together in California.” He told you, making you copy his actions as you placed the paper down next to your other University letters.

“Are you crazy? That’s your dream school! I am not letting you do that for me. I’d never forgive myself for that.” You admitted, looking at him in those familiar brown eyes, praying to god yours weren’t growing bloodshot from the emotional moment between you both. Miguel letting out a heavy sigh, his hand going to run through his pushed back brown locks as he looked down at his letters again. The silence that grew over you two was almost suffocating, a thing it never felt like around him. It made your heart ache, trying to keep back a whine and some tears as you closed your eyes and took in a shaky breath before opening them again and finally breaking the silence between you both. “I mean…FaceTime is a thing right?” Miguel raised a brow at your sentence, before it clicked in his mind what you were implying. Quickly shaking his head, his hand coming up to stop you.

“No. No. I can’t even go a week without seeing you, I’ve lived next door to you for thirteen years and you expect me to be okay with us being two thousand miles away from each other!?” You glanced around you when Miguel raised his voice slightly, luckily other than you and the owner the place was practically barren.

“Mig, we’ll figure it out! We’ll call and text, FaceTime, and I’ll come back for breaks! And besides, you don’t strike me as a type to enjoy California.” You attempted to lighten the mood, thankfully being met with an amused grunt and his lip twitching up slightly.

“Fine… just, promise we aren’t going to end up like all those friends who stop talking because we’re going to separate college’s alright?”

Your smile grew. “I promise.”

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Ring…

Rin- “Hey it’s Miguel,” your ears perked up, quickly scrambling up from your position on your bunk bed, where you were laying on your stomach, “I can’t come to the phone right now, leave me a message.” Beep.

“Hey Miguel… just wanted to see how you were, I finished my exams for the semester, and I’m going back to Neuva York tomorrow. I wanted to see if you’d want to hang out during the break, let me know… bye…” You mumbled before you hung up the call, tossing your phone on the other side of your bed. Running your hands through your head, letting out a heavy sigh. Closing your eyes to keep any forming tears of frustration from spilling out.

You and Miguel weren’t as close as you’d like to be anymore. How did a few months apart completely unwind the tight knit threat that had kept you both close for years? It had started out well, you did good at keeping your side of the promise and he did as well. Texting every hour, FaceTiming him every weekend, calling every night while you both studied, it almost felt like nothing had changed.

Then, classes became harder, you’d both start to develop new friends, new routines. The text became less frequent, now lagging to every few days, FaceTime sessions were now non-existent and your daily calls now became monthly, never lasting more than half an hour. You hated how you two were growing apart, and it hurt to see that Miguel didn’t seem to care. You didn’t have to see him in person to notice his new friend group was starting to change his personality. He was starting to seem more stoic, dry, it almost seemed like he was constantly agitated or something of the sort when you finally would get a hold of him. Still… despite the gradual change he seemed to be going through you still had hope that deep down he was still the same old Miguel you had grown to love and cherish. And that spark of hope only grew when you heard the faint buzz of your phone from the foot of your bed, quickly grabbing it to read a new message.

Text me when you get in tomorrow.

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This was not what you had in mind.

Somehow Miguel had convinced you to go to some random bar that didn’t ID with him and his college buddies. “I’ll be fun” he said, “you’ll love them” he said. Now here you were forced to listen to some snobby trust fund kid bitch and moan about how he had to inherit his father’s company and blah blah blah. You weren’t even paying attention anyways, his words were going into one ear and flying out the other, opting to sip on your mixed drink to help keep you from banging your head into the bar counter. Tonight had simply e been the worst. Not to mention Miguel had been acting… different.

Maybe he just wasn’t good with distance, but it still struck you as odd how the second you were both finally in close proximity it was almost as if nothing had happened, like your friendship with each other wasnt badly strained for weeks on end. It didn’t stop there though, no no no. Because now that you were with him in front of his new friends and all dolled up he had been more… touchy, and not in a way he had been before.

A hand on your thigh, an arm around your waist, a finger idly twisting and twirling your hair. It was so… intimate… like he wanted them to think there was something there that was more than just a childhood friend. You couldn’t say that you hated it, it was just unexpected.

“Hey… let’s get out of here?” Miguel’s whisper snapped you out from your thoughts. The way his voice murmured lowly against your shoulder as he all but rubbed against it like a cat making your cheeks flare up and a shiver ran down your back. Quickly ignoring the feeling of the spike in your heart rate and the wetness growing in your panties, nodding as you go to stand up, not wanting to be in the over cramped bar any longer and just waiting to head back to Miguel’s place since you were staying there for a week. Feeling like your knees were going to give out from underneath you when he slid his large hand from between your shoulder blades and upwards to squeeze your right shoulder.

Not sure if your hazy mind was from the alcohol or from his actions anymore. Not sure if things would go back to how they were before you’d left when he went to leave sloppy wet kisses on your neck as soon as his apartment door was closed and locked. Not sure if you could look at him the same way after he made you see stars from the comfort of his sheets. Still you couldn’t stop. It felt too good, he felt too good.

“Fuck- felt so fucking good…” He hissed as he pulled out from between your legs, taking a moment to let himself to catch his breath before rolling the condom off and tossing it in the trash can. You didn’t respond, still out of it from the aftermath of experiencing nirvana in the form of drunk sex. Letting out a sigh as you turned to your side and closed your eyes as drowsiness starts to seep into your bones. Feeling the other side of the bed dip before a strong arm came around to hug your waist.

“…Miguel?”

“Yeah?”

“This… was a one time thing right?”

A pause, a heavy sigh before you felt his soft lips kiss the nape of your neck.

“… of course.”

—

A flash of light shined through the darkness of your studio apartment. You didn’t even need to check the notification screen in order to know who it was. Only one person would text you at two in the morning.

Come over?

If you told your high school self that the only time you ever saw Miguel was in the deeps of night while you were tangled in his sheets, she would have thought you were lying. The most fucked up part was that it was starting to affect you mentally, how your best friend had turned into a booty call because of one night from a drunk fuck seven years ago, it was painfully obvious you’d never get to the point where you’d be able to go back to the way you both once were. You couldn’t help but cling to the last broken bits he was willing to give you though. So every time he calls or texts you at random hours of the night since you’ve moved back to Nueva York, you’d show up at his doorstep like you are now.

“I know it’s late, I'm sorry, these Master exams are kicking my ass.” He apologized while letting you in after a few seconds. Closing and locking the front door before gently pushing you against it, his lips already finding their usual spot against the crook of your neck. Calloused hands began to slip underneath the baggy material of your hoodie, his large fingers gently grazing the exposed skin, you’ve learned to stop wearing shirts to these sessions a long time ago. “Need to blow off some steam…”

“Miguel…”The way you’d breathe out his name always made him feel like he had died and gone to heaven, your hands wandering upwards against the black fabric of his tank top. His lips separated from the blossoming red and purple mark they left in their wake so he can pull your jacket off before stripping off his own shirt. Your arms quickly wrap around his neck, any guilt that had been lingering in your mind quickly melted away when his hands ran down to your hips underneath your waistband, thumb fidgeting with the thin fabric of your panties. “Need you-“

“Need you too Cariño.” He muttered before going to place a gentle peck against the edge of your lips, you couldn’t help but let out a small whimper at the movement. You’ve noticed he never kisses you directly on your lips, always on the edge, on your neck or cheek. You would have felt your heart ache if the feeling of your core throbbing when his hand dragged your bottoms down to squeeze your ass wasn’t more overwhelming, lifting you up to wrap your legs around his waist.

Half of the time you two didn’t even make it to the bedroom, finding a spot on the hallway wall or against the kitchen counter. This was one of those times, he stumbled over to the couch, too distracted on leaving hickies all over your chest and dipping his fingers into your wet cunt. You let out a gasp when you landed on the brown leather rather harshly, making the couch move a few inches from its original spot due to the weight of both of your bodies hastily climbing on top of it. He made quick work to strip the rest of your clothes from both of your bodies once he made sure you hadn’t accidentally hit your head. Quickly slipping a condom before lining himself up.

“Fuuuuck-fuck…” He groaned, as he pushed the tip of his cock between your folds. Your mouth falls open in a silent scream from the deliciously painful stretch that he always provides. Giving you a second to adjust to his length and girth before pulling out and slamming his hips against yours, each thrust making your silent whimpers and whines turn into pornographic moans and incoherent babblings. “Love filling you up. You love this cock don’t you?” He taunts, it was so cruel the way the words fell from his mouth but you loved it nonetheless. Nodding rapidly as you gushed around him for the first time tonight.

“Nah uh… need to heard you say it. Use your words.” He smirks, enjoying the plop plop sound that started to quietly reverberate off the walls of his living room. Glancing down momentarily to watch a thin layer of cum that was forming a ring around the base of his cock. “Tell me how much you love it.” He urged.

“Fuck-fuck… love it so much.” You moaned, overstimulated from your orgasm, squirming underneath him just the way he liked. He couldn’t help the way his ego swells at the way you feel apart for him.

“Don’t know what I’d do without you.” He cooed as he propped your leg over his shoulder to get a better angle, his sweet words always messed with your foggy mind. “Such a sweet little thing, all for me.”

“Don’t-don’t say that Mig.” You whined, head turning to the side, as your hand dropped from his chest to drop off the couch. His right hand quickly leaves your hip and runs up to your neck, keeping his grip light as he props your head back to face him with his index finger.

“Aww poor baby, can’t handle when I talk all sweet to her, huh?” He let out an airy half chuckle. Despite the honey-like toned he’d use, the underlying taunt was always present. “Let me make it up to you baby.”

Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as he thrust deeper into your core, making your hips subconsciously jump up to meet his.

“Mig-Miguel, I’m so-so close.” You whimpered and whined, clenching around his length, his hips stuttering slightly as you felt the heat building in your lower belly start to grow with each thrust.

“Cum with me baby… Cum all over this cock.” He groaned.

“Fuck-Fuck.” With one final thrust, you finally came undone around him, his name falling from your lips over and over like a mantra. Miguel followed suit, stopping his thrust while fully inside your cunt, letting out a deep groan as he came.

“Shit… You okay?” He asked once he was able to collect himself enough, climbing off top of you before rolling the used condom off his softing member, picking up his forgotten boxers and placing them back on.

“Mhm…” You nodded, trying to stabilize yourself on shaky arms and legs. Miguel seemed to have noticed, picking up your clothes from the floor and making his way over to hand them to you.

“Let me get you some water.” He said before retreating to his kitchen. The only sound in the air now was the faint noises of him rustling around his cabinets, and the quiet shuffling of clothes. Hating the feeling of putting your legging and hoodie back on due to the thin layer of sweat still on your skin. Once you were decent enough Miguel came back with a glass of water and handed it to you. Mumbling a “thank you” before taking a sip. Miguel cleared his throat as he sat down on the other edge of the couch, eyes cast down, hands rubbing anxiously together, finally deciding to break the steadily growing awkward silence. “Look, (Y/N), I wanted to talk to you about something… something kinda important.”

You raised a brow, noticing the sudden change in his behavior, taking another quick sip before placing the half empty glass on his coffee table. “What’s up?”

He released a heavy sigh as he brought a hand up to scratch the back of his neck, still not making eye contact as he continued. “I’m not sure how to say this, so I’ll just put it out there…” He finally brought his gaze up to meet yours, “We need to stop seeing each other.”

Huh?

“I’m sorry what?” The words came out of your mouth before you could stop, your face quickly filling up with confusion and a bit of disbelief as you stood up. Miguel follows your actions as he puts his hands up in defense, but you continue before he could try explaining. “You can’t just fuck me on your couch then tell me afterwards we need to stop. You know how much of an asshole you sound?”

“I know, I know it makes me sound like an asshole.” He tried to reason with you, going to finally put on his shorts and tank top that were still on the floor. Not feeling like being half-naked during this conversation. “Look, there’s this girl I’ve been seeing and it’s getting pretty serious-“

“A girl you’ve been seeing?” You repeated in disbelief. “You can’t be for real.”

“Well, we never agreed to be exclusive. It’s not like we were going to start dating or anything.”

Ouch.

You had to turn away so they didn’t see the tears building in the corner of your eyes, but even with your face hidden your body language gave you away.

“I know we weren’t exclusive but fuck Miguel.” You shake your head, going to make your way to the door. “I’ve known you since we were five and you’re just gonna throw me away like some old toy?!”

“Hey-no. That’s not-that’s not what I mean, you know that.” He takes a step forward, grabbing your arm before you could get too far. “We can’t sleep together anymore, but we can still be friends.” You couldn’t help the scoff that left your lips, finally gathering yourself enough to pull your arm away and face him again, not caring if he saw the tears cascading down your cheeks. He’s made you cry one too many times, it’s about time he saw what he did to you. “We can still be friends! You’re still my best friend (Y/N)!” He couldn’t help but let his voice come out in more of a panic, a bit more rushed. You quickly shook your head.

“No. No, we aren’t best friends anymore Miguel, we haven’t been in a long, long time. I know that, you know that. So don’t pretend like we are just because your afraid of losing your emotional support fuck buddy.” You finally head toward the door and towards your car in the driveway, not turning to face him as you hear him call your name. “Don’t call me, don’t text me. If you're as serious about this girl as you say you are, you’d do the right thing and block me. Because I’m so tired of waiting around and pretending like one day you’ll wake up and realize I’m in love with you.”

You froze once the words came out, hand still on the car door handle as you came to the realization you finally admitted the secret you’ve been holding for the past ten years. Your free hand going to cover your mouth as you finally turn to look at Miguel, the look of shock from the confession was evident. You shook your head as you attempted to back track.

“Wait, Miguel I didn’t mean to tell you that-it just happened-“

“… You should leave.” His voice suddenly became stoic, his face hardening so it was hard to read his emotions. “This is just helping my case. Leave.” The tears flowed harder down your face as he slammed the front door shut. Leaving you to sob into the emptiness of the night as you finally let all the pain from the last seven years catch up to you.

You weren’t surprised to see your text bubbles turn green the next morning.

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“I really think this one is it.”

“Me too!”

“He’ll love you in that dress.”

“Aww I can already see the waterworks.”

All you could do was smile, your hands repeatedly smooth non-existent wrinkles as you looked at yourself in the mirror, you looked like a real life princess. After what felt like hours you finally found the wedding dress. You couldn’t be happier.

“Alright Miss future Osborn.” Your maid of honor squealed, finally getting your attention, “You need to get out of that dress, you need to meet up Harry to look over the venue.”

You sighed, as you turned back to admire the white wedding dress one more time. “You’re right, I don’t wanna keep him waiting just cause I can’t stop staring at myself.” You giggled, before heaving to the back.

You and Harry have been dating for four years now, and he had proposed last month during your anniversary. You couldn’t be happier, he treats you like a queen, better than any other Man you’ve ever been in romantic contact with.

Once you had finally finished changing out of your regular clothes, you grabbed your phone out of your purse. Sending a quick text telling him that you found a dress, before doing a quick check on insta, wanting to look at the engagement pictures you posted on your page last week. But the soft smile on your face quickly dropped, like your heart did to your stomach when you checked your activity page.

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Fuck.

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euphternal · 5 days

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streamer!paige bueckers headcanon 👾

notes: idk what to say, this is more than likely a crack headcanon LMFAOOOOO

╭・🎮・𓂃❨˖₊⊹

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: what a sassy mother fucker... non stop SCREAMMINNGGG. she's always losing her goddamn voice at the end of her streams.

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: but she can be EXTREMELY awkward and suddenly crack headed like and said the most weirdest shit LMFAOOOO

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: MOUNTAINS of cans of coke (not the drug LMFAOOOO) are literally SCATTERED everywhere on her setup, the DIRTIEST mf 😭

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: always inviting herself into random ass teams on fornite and just causing so much chaos…

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: there's so many clips all over social media of funny moments on her streams, she was playing with you on minecraft (she was probably streaming for 12 hours and she's clearly forgotten about now), you both been making a little village together 🥹

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: you two were gonna go out to sea to gain more materials and you thought paige got into the back of her boat but actually it was a creeper that exploded the boat and destroyed everything around you and obvs killed you…

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: you was so oblivious that you had no idea what was going one. paige knew the whole time, she just kept quiet LMFAO

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: this made paige absolutely piss herself laughing for a good two hours, that clip was spreading like wild fires.

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: she loved playing minecraft, roblox, fornite lego or gta5 with you because she knew how funny the next 8 hours will be with you, espically on gta5😭😭

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: she has a yet channel with VODS and many funny moments 😭 all over 2M views on all of the videos

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: she’s always showing off her arms, being masc as HELLLLL 😭 she’s such a sarcastic twat in ANY SITUATION

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: omg tlou x paige crossover… she’s never getting over joels death. but once she see abby… ITS GAME OVERRRTR

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: twirling her hair, curling her toes, kicking her feet when she sees abby or ellie (but especially ellie😋)

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: HATES mel, just bc LMFAO

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: always making fun of owen LMFAO

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: she’s always goddamn screaming at dina when she’s playing tlou two… (WHY IS DINA ALWAYS GETTING IN MY GODAMN WAY, sorry but she’s USELESS 😭😭😔)

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: she’s definitely fell asleep on stream before, but luckily u were there to keep the girlys entertained.

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: she’s so memeable on streams😭

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: OMG,, SHES SUCH A VINE QUOTER LMFAOOOO

𓂃❨˖₊⊹ :: the girlys only love her streams when ur in them… the chat is always controlling her LMFAOOO

anyone want a part two??

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norrisleclercf1 · 9 months

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can you write something ab lando with a gf who’s scared of flying? can even be headcanons/a blurb, I’m just taking a flight in a few days and I’m nervousssssss

A/N: Girlllllll, I could not fly my main issue with my anxiety and stress is the complete lose of control and flying would be a nightmare for me, they'd have to knock my ass out! But, it's normal to feel nervous and your flight will go wonderfully.

"I can't, I'm sorry. I can't do this and you can't make me." You struggle fighting the tight grip that your boyfriend has your wrist.

To outsiders Lando looked like a parent having a tug of war with a toddler. Lando was rather calm, he had the two of you arrive a good few hours before the flight was to take off.

He knew you'd get super anxious and try to leave, refusing to get on the plane. "Y/n, sugar. We don't leave for another 2 hours. I can do this the entire time or we can walk around and help you lose some of those anxious jitters." Lando yanking you forward, as you lose the battle.

"I hate you, Lando. Honestly, flying is so stupid." You whimper, stomping your foot. He just hums, leading you towards the wing where you two will check in. "Please, I'm begging you. Don't make me do this." You beg, giving him puppy eyes yet he doesn't give in.

Lando had to remain the calm and mature one during these moments. You weren't like this, only when you needed to get on the plane. You were fine once you were up in the air but the checking in and sitting was a nightmare.

"I'll suck your dick, just please let's just drive or or boat something." Lando stops, eyes wide as passing people chuckle or give looks of disgust hearing your words. "Y/n, stop. Would I ever, ever put you in danger sugar? Honestly, don't you trust me?" You make a noise, nodding your head at his words.

"You're right, I'm sorry." Lando sighs, sliding his arm around your waist, kissing your temple. "It's okay. I get anxious too. Daniel, Carlos, and Oscar all distract me when I get like that. That's why I brought this." Lando reaches into his carry on pulling out a mini lego set.

"If you keep your hands busy, this help take your mind off." You take the box smiling at two lego cars you were about to build. Yes, it might seem childish, but if it made you feel safer and calmer. You didn't care.

"I love you." Kissing Lando gently on the lips he smiles. "Yeah, yeah. I love your ass too." Glad to know you had calmed down. He hated when you got this way, he couldn't protect you from those feeling no matter how hard he tried.

But, if it was the small things that made you better. He was going to do them for the rest of his life.

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summary: dinner with the Avengers gets unexpectedly cut short

“Uh… Mr. Corpus, sir?” Peter looks up from where he’s working on his homework, watching as you swirl his LEGOS in the air. They click into place, quickly forming some version of the Titanic but the colors are off. They release from their form and swirl in the air again as you look at him, your fingers held in a cupping motion. He looks away for a second, fiddling with his pencil. “Do you know what happened on July 14th, 1789?”

“Storming of the Bastille,” You answer without thinking too much about it. “Very important moment in the French Revolution; Bastille was a prison that many aristocrats preferred to go to because it was a very… relaxed prison. Almost a thousand people surrounded the prisons, cannons, and gunpowder ready. They were afraid the King was going to arrest the new National Assembly. They were also wanting to fortify the prison, crime was horrid those days.” As you speak, Peter writes it down. He has no use for fact-checking you, you’re the Avengers history nerd.

“Thank you,” He smiled and flipped to the next page. You nod, returning to your LEGOS and recreating the prison. It spins around and you look into the box of loose legos, using random pieces to create canons around it.

Living with the Avengers was far from the plan you had set in your head when you finally broke away from your family. You didn’t want nor need a team of people to boss you around again but this was the easiest way to ensure the world was safe. At the top of the world, nothing was hidden.

At least to you.

You look at the other Avengers who’d found themselves a spot in the common area, blissfully unaware of the truth. They think they know it all, there’s nothing they don’t know. Anything and everything that happens on Earth— they’ll know it. And they’ll stop it.

God, they were so fucking wrong.

Sinking into your seat, your eyes drift off to the woods that surround the compound. They’re smaller but denser than the forest you’re used to back home, which reminds you that you ought to visit soon. It’s been almost a year since you’ve last been there and you’re sure you’re being missed day and night.

And you miss it, too, of course. The dreams cannot replace reality.

“Hey, Chronicle,” Tony calls and you look over to him. He lifts his cup to point towards the TV and you see you’re up for the next match of Mortal Kombat. Pulling yourself to sit next to Sam, you take the controller from Natasha and pick your character. Sam picks his and the round begins, you end up winning but that’s almost entirely due to the fact that for some odd reason, Sam could not have a steady grip on his controller.

“He always cheats!” Sam points to you as you hand the controller to Tony. “Nah- nah, get the power blockers! I want a rematch!” He demands but everyone knows that for some stupid reason, it doesn’t work on you.

“It’s okay, butterfingers,” You tell him, patting his shoulder as you return to your spot creating LEGOS. “I know you're getting all hot and bothered around me.” Sam closes his eyes, telling Bucky that he’s about to send you away and you offer an amused smile.

The place settles down after that, you end up losing in the game because you had a long-standing promise with Bucky that you wouldn’t use your powers on him unless it was necessary. Some type of PTSD you didn’t care to dive into. All that mattered was that Bucky absolutely murked your character and Sam was cheering the entire time.

Dinner rolls around and you agree to make something quick, but with how much everyone eats even a quick meal takes an hour with how much needs to be made. Thankfully, the kitchen has four ovens for that exact reason. Seven lasagna and garlic breads later, dinner is served and everyone is eating around a table.

Thor, Steve, Bucky, and Peter each got their own pans. Although, Thor needed another and you’re glad you made seven because the remaining two were just enough for the rest of you with normal appetites.

Midway through your slice, you feel a certain tug in your mind and smile, doing your best to not look away from your food. It’s a tug you’ve grown to love and adore, and it’s more than welcome to invade your mind.

What’re you eatin’ tonight? Druig asked, his soft voice mulling over the voices around you.

Lasagna, the recipe I showed you. You answer, grabbing your cup of juice to hide your smile. You?

Soup. He replies. Arishem, I miss your cooking. You laugh, although you manage to keep it silent.

I’m planning my next return, just have to make sure there’s nothing coming up here.

Good, I cannot go another month without you, my love.

Neither can I. You look up, seeing everyone is looking at you. One moment, darling. Like a phone call, you put the connection on hold and clear your throat.

“Sorry, what did you say?” You ask, setting your cup down.

“Peter was asking for the recipe,” Wanda says, offering the kid a smile when you look at him.

“Oh, yeah, sure,” You nod. “Remind me later.” He nods and everyone slowly goes back to their conversations and you take Druig off of hold.

You have to stop letting your mind wander. He teases and you roll your eyes, finishing up the last of your food.

Only to thoughts of you. You reply and he makes an ohh sound. Not in that way. You add, leaving the table with a simple see you later.

One amazing thing about the compound is the fucking dishwasher, it’s honestly a lifesaver.

I do not need a dishwasher. Druig says as you close the door to the washer.

You don’t have electricity, you cannot have one. He takes the reminder with a grain of salt and your conversation continues well into the night. Eventually, he falls asleep and you allow yourself to as well.

—

One thing you absolutely dread about living with the others is the fact that whenever someone who’s not Tony or Peter is there, they insist on working out at the crack of dawn.

You’re awake at four in the morning, several hours before you normally do, and have only managed to get two hours of sleep so you’re more than annoyed when Thor makes an announcement over every single speaker in the house.

Begrudgingly, you get prepared for the workout and join Sam for the pre-workout smoothie. He makes the best ones, Steve just eats it dry and Bucky cannot make it taste good for the life of him. The others don’t take any before their workouts so it’s just the four of you drinking (and eating scoops of protein powder) before you head up to the gym.

Workouts with the Avengers last for hours, although Tony taps out two hours in, Peter had to get ready for school, and Clint wanted to finally go home soon after. Sam is the next to go, he’s beyond tired three hours in and chooses to watch everyone instead.

You’re on your ass as Natasha flips you over, the wind knocks out your chest as you land on the padding. She stands over you, her weapon tossed to the ground and you twitch your fingers. It flies through the air and knocks her backward as you pull yourself up.

“Cheater,” She teases as you twirl her stick in the air with a shrug. “Mama never taught you to play nice with friends?” Dropping the stick into your hands, you swing and she ducks. This continues for a while until you have her pinned down— albeit using your powers but it was getting a little tiring using your arms.

Training ends with five laps around the compound— which only Thor, Steve, and Bucky actually completed. You gave up after two and Natasha got through three and a half. You were many things, a try hard was not one of them.

Cleaning up, you head to the common area to find something to watch.

There’s a lot to which, with Tony having every single streaming service possible, but you eventually settle on some show Peter had recommended.

“Dinner is ready!” Tony calls and for the first time since you started the show, you look away from the screen. It’s dark outside and you were well into the show… that's a little embarrassing. “C’mon, Matilda!” He calls when you’re not moving fast enough.

“Shut up, white man,” You grumble, pausing the show and heading to the others. Peter is back for the weekend but Clint stayed with his family.

Dinner is a large order of pizza, boxes piled up on the table and the super eaters take theirs before everyone else takes their slices. Tonight you’re able to engage with them completely uninterrupted and come to think of it, you’d gone the entire day without talking to Druig.

You couldn’t feel him in your mind, either. Normally there’s a small feeling when you focus, letting you know he was there but today he wasn’t.

Sighing, you decide not to dwell on it just yet. He’s gone through periods where he doesn’t want to talk before, the longest being a week. You’d give him two days before you stole a jet to go and see him.

“Unknown subjects approaching the compound,” FRIDAY says midway through dinner. “Unknown mass in the air approaching at rapid speeds, engage?” He’s basically buzzing to use the systems defense system.

“Describe the mass,” Tony says, afraid FRIDAY is alerting them of another bird. It’s happened at least six times already.

“A large black triangle with unknown carvings on it, approaching in approximately five seconds,” FRIDAY says and you take that time to think about it. It sounds familiar and as you’re rushing out with the others to find out what the fuck it is, it clicks. The Domo.

“Holy shit!” Peter gasps when he sees the Domo hovering above the field in front of the compound. There’s a couple flashes of light and you rush over to where they’re going to be landing while the others remain a good distance away. You’re glad for their sake that they aren’t a shoot-first ask-questions-later type of group.

“(Y/n), do not engage!” Tony shouts, stopping the others from going after you. You ignore him, stopping exactly two steps ahead of where you know they will land in a couple of seconds. The others are calling for you to get back— Sam is sure it’s some type of alien and he tells Bucky he’s always right about the people they have to fight. You tune them out, watching as the light shoots down completely from the Domo and as it falls to the ground.

Druig is the first to land and wastes no time in his arms wrapping around your waist and you hold his face. He looks at you with these puppy dog eyes, a smile creeping up on his face and you dip your head down.

Kissing him, one of his hands grabs the back of your neck, deepening it. You move one of your hands down to his belt loops and hold him. He laughs into the kiss but neither of you pulls away. You hear a gag but it’s clearly from Sprite so you ignore it.

“I didn’t need to see that!” Sprite groans as she lands. “They’re worse than you and Dane.” She tells Sersi as you pull away from the kiss. But just slightly, you can still feel his lips on yours and you carefully rub his cheek.

“Hello, beautiful,” He mutters against your lips.

“Hey,” You mutter back, going in for another kiss but Phastos pulls the two of you away.

“Dude!” You whine as he holds your collar and drags you across the lawn until you’re more than an arm's distance from Druig. “Let me kiss my fuckin’ husband!” Druig smiles and you wink, finally getting put back on your feet.

“Did he say, husband?” Natasha whispers to Tony who blankly nods.

“You can kiss when we’re done here,” Ikaris says, floating down from the Domo.

“You’re not the only one who can fly, asshole,” You tease, rising to his level. “But yeah; whatever. Why're all— most of you here?” You correct yourself, seeing that Ajak and Gilgamesh aren’t with the others.

“Aren’t you and Gilg a package dead?” You ask Thena and that seems to be the wrong question to as everyone looks sad. Lowering yourself to the ground, you look between everyone. “What’s going on?” You slowly ask, looking at Druig as he walks up to you.

“Ajak and Gilgamesh are dead,” He says as he holds your hand. “Killed by deviants; they're back.” He softly adds.

“There’s some more stuff,” Sersi steps forward, her hand on Thena’s shoulder. “We’ll explain everything in the Domo but we need to go now.”

“Now— like, right this second now?” You ask and she nods. Looking at your team, you sigh and look back to the others. “Give me a second.” They nod and you rush over to the others.

“I’ll be back, I just— I’ll explain when I get back.” You tell them, giving everyone a once over. “Um… yeah, see you!”

“No way,” Tony says as he grabs your arm before you can go too far. “You aren’t just up and leaving like that! Where are you going? Who are they?”

“We’re on a bit of a time crunch!” Kingo shouts and you sigh, apologizing to Tony before removing his hand with your powers.

“I’ll explain when I get back, I promise!”

—

Sitting on the beach, you look over at Druig who’s already looking at you rather than the very large golden hand sticking out from the sea.

“I should’ve stayed with you,” You whisper, a frown forming on your face. “If I hadn’t been with the Avengers Gilgamesh would be alive, I could’ve stopped Ikarus long before this became such an issue.” Looking back to the water, you rest your head on his shoulder.

“Don't think like tha’,” Druig replies in the same whisper, brushing hair from your face. “You were doin’ your best, you joined that stupid team to help people. No one could’ve seen this comin’, darlin.” He wraps his arm around you and lays his head on top of yours. He glances at your red and gold suit, tracing the shapes that he’s traced for centuries before as the waves roll in.

You stare at the crashing waves, your eyes drifting to and from the head and hand every so often. There are so many thoughts running through your mind. You’ve lost three friends, you look at Sprite and while the others might be able to forgive her you can’t.

Sure, she looks like a child but she was… born at the same time everyone else was. She grew as everyone else grew, despite how it looked from the outside. You can’t look past the betrayal, no matter the reason.

Then there’s Kingo, who you weren’t too sure about either. You’d always fought, no matter how dire the situation seemed. You fought and you fought together. And he ran. It left a bitter taste in your mouth.

“I can still hear your thoughts,” Druig whispers. “Mind if I change those thoughts?” You hum, and move your head from his shoulder. His head moves back before it moves forward, his lips finding a home between yours. They’re dry, but you don’t doubt yours are either. And probably taste of sand just as his taste like volcanic ash. He smiles, glad your mind has drifted to other topics and you pull him on top of you.

“Do not fuck on the beach,” Phastos grumbles. You pull away and tilt your head back to grin at him. Druig doesn’t pay him much mind, letting his eyes and hands wander your body. Although that’s probably to just annoy Phastos even more.

“You’re such a cockblock, y’know that right?” He rolls his eyes and joins the others several yards away.

“We should head back, though.” You tell Druig, squeezing his arms. He looks at your face, and you stare at his blue eyes. God, they’re really fucking blue.

“They’ve always been blue,” His lips quirked into a smile and you shove his face away from you before bringing the two of you to your feet.

“I know you want to go to space and like… save the others out there…” You start as the two of you walk back to the group.

“But you don’t?” He finishes and you sigh. “Can I ask why?”

“I like it here,” You shrug. “I’ve built a life and I get to play with LEGOS and cheat during game night…”

“You’re afraid of space.”

“I’m afraid of space.” You concede and he lets out a small laugh before his face softens.

“We don’t have to go anywhere, darling. Right here is perfect.”

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WEDDING AU! SPICYNOODLES!

[I love them both and I'll try my best to explain whats in it from this au]

This whole au lore is gonna take longer than you expect so try well- take notes or try not to get your eyes sore while reading-

Let's talk about:

Designs:

REDSON- So in that wedding- Redson wears a dress and that necklace she's wearing is his mother's ancestory necklace that was passed down on every person that is getting married.

The dress is color white [theres also shades of red ofcourse]

Mei is the one who braided redson's hair

There is a wedding ring from redson's left hand ring finger (not entirely shown because they have ofc lego hands.)

MK- wears a suit that has the color of black

That bandana's design- instead of red from pigsys he's having the color of orange and the two trail colors of green and red that symbolizes the traffic light trio which is mei and redson-

The flower ring he's wearing at his right hand middle finger is mei's promise. It's the promise they both kept about sticking to each other even if they are faraway.

The left hand from him is the wedding ring and the other ring Redson gave him as proposal.

JUST A LITTLE BACKSTORY: The Engagement ring was spoiled from a demon attack that yin and jin have been messing with them. The engagement ring is shown after the box flew off redson's pocket, when Mk saw the box he came into a big realisation that the whole date that was set up was for redson to propose to him.

But now it was accidentally spoiled and ruined redson's whole plan and it made them very upset to the point they almost got out of control with their own power.

When Yin and Jin apologized, Mk let redson propose properly since a while ago was an accident- Mei had to take care of yin and jin (not harmful way she just- took them out on like a snack and released em-) yin and jin had NO idea that redson was planning this.

(Mei talked out the stuff about this to yin and jin to make it clear)

MEI- Mei is known in the wedding as the 'best woman/man' one of those groom's right hand

Her bun tied hair has a trail of red that is aka Redson's color

And on her front bangs were mk's that are orange

At the back of her hair on lose it's supposed to be purple because it's macaque's since he and Mei bonded together like uncle and niece- but i lost my purple marker right there- the earrings designed that were supposed to be green- it was redesigned of having Mk's color since he was marked as the side who never left her

Mei wears a suit [thats already cleared because who does NOT want mei wearing one am i right? She's so girl boss hehe]

ABOUT:

Married [future au]

Redson in the future au- the samadhi fire is now back to his control than having Mei control over it because [I really thought it would be interesting since Mei already has her dragon ancestry powers so redson had his fire ability] there was quite alot of adventure the traffic light trio went through ever since before mk and red got married.

There was a power so strong that could transfer back his samadhi fire and almost took out half of Mei's consciousness thankfully she recovered fast.

Redson can now have full control from his powers now that the samadhi fire is in his control he's more stronger now.

In original human form for redson- he sometimes feel like insides of him are hurting and kinda really itchy for keeping his form in- and he was sometimes shy and thought it would be embarrassing to show his form out to them but when he got too comfortable he shows it- he fully shows the form when his own powers completely lost its temper while fighting a demon.

At the current future au- mk's design is human form when he's outside- and he has the monkey form when inside the fortress

Mk and redson have their own fortress than dbk's because it was their time to move out and probably take care one another-

Mk's bandana is dark red [than the red bandana he originally has from pigsy] and it has the samadhi fire symbol stamped orange color on the left side [my right] and the demon bull horns fused with a monkey logo stamped black on his right [my left]

Mk- The one he's wearing is a plain shirt and a red robe- an extra one for redson's red coat where he usually wears is now attached to his back.

Mk has a permanent black tattoo of a heart on his right arm

Redson has theirs on his left arm.

The two of them made swore to each other that their love is strong and will never give up that easily. And marking by words- this is carved on their arms.

[Love the idea of matching tattoos]

Red's hair is cut short [mk's choice of picking-]

He doesn't wear the usual pants that were violets but it's red and there is orange patterns down.

His horns are grown out not the usually small ones since his powers gotten stronger and the samadhi fire he created that was given to mei was returned to his posession now- he has that cracked [chip?] On his left horn because of a demon attack.

[this was the proposal thing i explained back there- jin accidentally knocked redson off with a strong hit and chipped his horn that he did not meant to do it on purpose]

Redson has that samadhi fire permanently marked red on his right arm- to symbolize that him. Redson is the one who created it.

By the way redson sometimes wears mk's bandana when he tries to train himself for a fight [cuz his hair is on the way lol-]

Mei's design isn't shown on the future au yet but can be shown soon tho- her appearance is fully changed than her personality.

She's still the usual Mei as she was in the past but with memories and experiences of course.

She talks with Pif and Macaque [a headcanon that her and pif were setting on the wedding plan once they agreed to get married]

Mei and macaque talk about how strong mk and redson would be and their child at the future- and not only that- Mei sometimes teases macaque by actually marrying swk lmao-

Mei's hair is longer now- [s3 redson's hair limit when down] but she does a bun and half down hair- her dragon scales is shown from her cheeks and other parts of her body but not much- her outfit that she's wearing is her green jacket [not the one from the show but with the traffic light trio colors] pants are grey than white-

STUFF TO KNOW ABOUT REDSON AND MK'S FUTURE CHILD:

JUST TO TELL SOMETHING! IF YOU KNOW LEGO NINJAGO THEN YOU PROBABLY KNOW KAI!

Anyway the future au kai-

Kai- well we're unsure the fact of wether he's adopted or not that came out of Mk's thing but uh we stuck with not adopted-

Kai shows his true form when in the fortress but not outside where he trains with the rest of his friends [lloyd and the others except nya and master fu]

They both know about him and his parents so he couldnt hide this.

Nya [sister] isn't exactly part of the demonbullkey family but she's shown as a half/step sibling with kai when she comes to his fortress to play games and stuff like how mei and mk normally would do on arcades or monkey king games stuff.

So they stuck up with nya and kai pretending to be actual siblings from the group which master fu also sticked in,

Mk sees nya as mei to him because seeing how nya and kai get together in a platonic sibling like way- shows to him like he was seeing himself and mei in the past.

Redson-on the other- sees Nya [not a distraction] but a strong soldier like- that he would definitely want to adopt lmao but he doesn't say it because he and mk know that nya has parents and they would never adopt her without the parents's approval-

Nya's parents doesn't know about kai's parents but kai's parents knows them- but they never say or talk to her parents because of personal reasons- and especially being the known Monkey Successor and the Dbk's son aka the one who created the samadhi fire.

Redson and Mk talked to Master fu right after kai got in the group and accidentally showed his true form to the master- he was shocked at first- so kai told him that he'll bring his parents to understand some things-

In the end of the conversation masterfu will pretend that kai's parents are normal just like the rest of the groups parents and that him and Nya are siblings.

They didnt manipulate him or anything- masterfu has known the tales and gossips about jttw, the great sage sun wukong, and the new successor, hell even the samadhi fire- redson was the one who created the samadhi fire and samadhi's have many elements which include FIRE written down and there was no way he missed that.

What he didn't know was that the successor and the demon bull prince were courting and got engaged-

Because as far as he knew- sun wukong and Dbk fought before and used to be allies from the brotherhood now that it has been broken- turns out after hearing redson and mk speak about swk and dbk they both made peace and truce allies again- after years of separation since they still consider together as allies-

master fu was still kind of a fan but he doesnt show his energy, he covered up kai's secret and talked things out to them.

One of those- speeches where "ninjas are meant to fight enemies and yada yada stuff" "evil demons such as mortal beings who threats the whole world" which redson sarcastically points to himself saying that he USED to take over the world after freeing his father dbk out- and mk just chuckled-

Master fu arranged his own tone trying not to show that he felt like he offended redson. As he was saying- if kai doesn't do anything such as hurting the group physically meaning it to them then there is no biggie.

Kai clarified to himself that he wanted to join as a ninja to be part of a purpose and be stronger like his parents for the next generation.

This really made a big chance for his life to change and it did. Mk and redson are proud of him honestly.

Like Red was- "my son is grown up and he's stronger than me I'm tearing up" mk in the other is like "we're proud parents, we raised him well"

Kai's demon form:

He shows his true demon form at their fortress, since he's part of the DemonBullKey family he pays his own respect.

Kai has small horns [it was ok since redson used to have small horns as well]

He has bull ears, a monkey mark thing on his face, and a monkey tail.

His power has fire powers. And the other half is Mk's.

Kai has longer hair when he shows his true form.

Now some people question me alot from tiktok about some things:

Why is Nya not part of the DemonBullKey family?

Who is the top or bottom?

Why is it called Demon Bull Key family?

How is SWK and DBK handling this engagement with Mk and Redson?

Are SWK and DBK good with terms now that their sons are both married?

How is Pigsy and Tang?

What about Macaque and Swk's relationship from the future au?

How is Mei since she doesn't have those fun bonds or hang outs with Mk now that the two lives in a fortress and taking care of things?

Is Mei upset?

Is Mei overprotective?

How did she know that they both ended up like this?

Did Macaque knew?

Why headcanon PIF and Mei knowing about Redson and Mk's relationship?

Any reactions when Kai is borned?

Does Kai have a nanny or a babysitter when he was a little baby?

What about bai?

Did redson actually grew a beared?

Do they sometimes get into a fight?

What does redson and mk do now that they live together?

What job does mk work in?

Does he still work as a noodleboy?

Does redson still call him Noodleboy?

Do they both live the same room?

Do the two of them share the same bed?

What answer did mk or redson give to kai when he asked how they both met?

What did mk or redson wear on their first date?

Where was their first date?

How many dates did they take before redson's proposal?

Where did they go on their first date?

Who confessed?

When was the time did redson and mk told the squad that they were both officially dating?

Did the squad and the db family get to eat together while talking about it?

When and where was their first kiss?

Answers:

Nya isn't part of the DBKey family [in my opinion] because I dont find something that would fit on her but just as a step sibling to kai [she has water powers and the dbkey family uses fire and strength]

Mk is mainly top, Redson is bottom. Either of it. Depending on both of their moods- sometimes Red is top and Mk is bottom- theres even times they're both bottoms and both tops at the same time- [doesn't matter]

The reason why it's called DemonBullKey family is because Redson takes the name of their 'Demon Bull' family that was passed down to him. And mk as a 'great successor' of swk he also takes half of the name. [I didnt find the 'monkey' fitting so it's short for Monkey that's why it's called 'Key' only]

Since swk and dbk still stick with eachother they may be sworn brothers but they still treat themselves some respect. It was honestly shocking for them because neither of them knew that they were courting. But at the end they're good and talked things out.

Swk and dbk are in good terms, they promised their sons that they stay strong in the future.

Pigsy and Tang [are married before Redson proposed to Mk btw] they both used to hate redson because back in the days he was trying to KILL Mk for that staff now that redson doesn't want it anymore and helped them with things about defeating lbd or spiderqueen, not to mention when mk told them both about how he saved his, Mei, and Sandy's life from that desert. They approved their courting on one condition, it is to NEVER hurt Mk's life. Redson accepts and said he would protect Mk from his life.

Macaque and Swk's relationship are both taking it slow. They don't want to move fast or anything- so it's better if slow.

Mei is alright, she may not have seen or talked much with mk these days but they both still remember eachother from time to time. Mei has alot of things to do while Mk does to. But she oftenly visits the fortress occassionally or even when they're not doing anything important.

Mei is upset, not to the point that Mk got married and that they both dont see eachother often now. She's upset that things will never be the same again like how it used to be. But she lives on with it.

Back when Redson and Mk officially announced to them that they both are in a relationship, Mei squeals from excitement. She has their full support and warned Redson not to hurt him at all or anything in the future. He has her words.

If you guys remembered S3 and looked back- the first ring of the samadhi fire episode. Seeing the part where mei takes photos of mk hugging redson while he pushes him. And also S2 when Mei heared that he helped mk beat his dad with a smirk. I bet she knew right there that there was a part of redson that she didn't know but have this- chemistry going on with mk all along and continued to develop without them knowing.

Macaque surely knew about this, takes place after S3 Macaque and Mei have their own conversations and said also stuff about mk and redson would possibly get married in the future [which they did] Macaque just smiled knowing that they both will soon.

Theres a reason why. Back in S2 The Skeleton Key episode is the part Redson revealed where Mk lives, and on that location that was shown. I had a hunch Pif suddenly knew because Redson is having an obsession with Mk (based on how much he mentions 'noodleboy' heheh) in S4 at the end of the episode where the Db family and the Mkid Squad are at the beach. Mei and Pif both get to talk about redson and mk's status now, theres also Macaque on the other side who placed bets.

When Kai is born, his form is shown to have monkey tail and small bull ears.

Redson- he got too worried that mk wouldnt make it after he gives birth with kai, but after looking at the baby, he was really really happy and wanted to hug mk so much. [Also kiss him hehe]

Pigsy- he saw the beautiful baby sweet angel and is happy that Kai was born [like any other grandpa who wants grand children-]

Tang- he was glad that Mk didn't pass out- god it took longer. And the baby is adorable for him to look at.

Sandy- he gets to be the one giving the baby some baby bottles for milk because baby kai is just- CUTE

Mei- when mei first carried baby kai in her arms she was in tears of joy and really happy that kai was born in this world, she's proud of her bestfriend.

Swk- swk is shocked [how the baby has mk's features and redson's as well] he is really happy for mk

Dbk- the happier kai was born he wanted to cook meals for kai when redson and mk drops off at the demonbullking fortress. (Like any other grandfather what does to their grandchildren they give them really delicious meal 😋)

Pif- pif's reaction when kai was born, she's like any other bossy mothers who gives anything for her child.

Macaque- his reaction shows less but does enjoy keeping mk company. Even tho mk didnt want macaque here but he did apologize to him a bunch of times.

Nezha- His reaction shows that he is also happy and excited that this would include kai's celebration

Bai- since bai is mk's [lil step sister] bai doesn't see mk much but she talks to them over the phone, she's out for family vacation with her parents and well- doesn't get to visit them much. But bai still considers mk as her big brother, she hopes that baby kai would grow into a strong and a nice person.

And yes! Kai has a babysitter! He has three actually- theres Sandy, then there Mei, but if both of them are busy then theres Tang or Macaque- (honestly who even put Macaque incharge?)

Bai in the future au she's gotten older now and her long hair is still there, she still wears the same headband. When she has free time she goes to Pigsys Noodles to visit, or even talk to Macaque again about how things are going.

Yes, redson grew a beared. It was the part where i posted about- <Me and My Husband> after a few months has passed since the wedding and he started regretting his life decisions. But now him and mk are together everything just- changed. Mk and red had their little talks and they both smiled trying to carry the future on.

They both do get into little fights (not an actual problems) like- "hey im supposed to be the one to cook! Thank you honey" "You're cheating at this game" they sometimes have bigger problems but they still worked it out. It's not good if one of them handles it too much.

Mk does- well- help gardening with Redson, they both share moments and memories together and other stuff. Like a family.

For mk I'm still not sure what job he'd have now that he quit from pigsys noodles.

And no, he doesn't work as a noodleboy not after him and red are married now and moved out from the apartment.

Redson calls him Noodleboy sometimes but mainly he calls them by their real name now that Mk told him his name is Qi Xiaotian. (Sometimes red doesnt feel much of calling mk honey or babe since he doesn't find it soothing to him)

YES they both live in the same room. With a big bed! Theres a side from Mk's and the other side is redson's. There are also pictures of Mk and Redson at the wedding day, and also the day they both were officially dating.

The two of them share the same bed! Who doesnt? Married couples do!

This is actually hilarious, kai asked Mk how him and redson first met. They were at the dining table and redson spat out his drink after he asked that. Mk's reply was also funny! "Well- your dad and I met when I accidentally fell from the top- thats the part where i got the staff and well-' "we both used to be enemies- and that i-" "tried to kill me?" Kai's eye just widened and he was so speechless regretting that question he asked..

Mk and redson were wearing the same outfit that they both wore in s3

Lets say they both took 3-4 dates until redson proposed

The first date is took place on the arcade, mk told redson it was a 'hangout without mei' without him knowing it was a date. Next thing mk told him after was that- it wasn't a hang out and it was a date. This made redson thought about it and he was so dumbfounded.

The second date is before redson confessed his feelings to mk (not the 'i like you' part yet) but he told him how much he felt inside of him from. A long time now, and mk told him he felt rhe same as well.

It was after the second date, when Pigsy asked redson what he has been up to. Taking mk spending his own time with him- pigsy wanted to beat him up. Until mk gathered the squad around together. Mk slowly told them about him and redson's relationship while holding redson's hand. Telling them that they are both in a relationship now. Pigsy is in lost of words he almost fainted, Tang is supportive and also cares about mk's decision. Sandy is highly supportive and mei as well. 'Just dont hurt the lil guy'

Yes, the dinner is held at the demon bull fortress where pigsy and dbk both cook for each others taste. The feast and the conversations were great! And even dbk and pigsy talked about chang e's cooks.

For when, it was at the last episode of S4 where they both were in the beach. Redson and Mk were both playing on the sea until a big wave hit mk and accidentally put force from his whole body into moving towards redson. And then shwala they kissed

I think thats all of the questions, I tried to answer it (not good with grammar but I'm still trying)

Anyway- THANK YOU FOR TAKING YOUR TIME!

FOR READING THIS AU LORE! I REALLY WISH I COULD MAKE MORE! BUT THIS IS ALL I HAVE! THANK YOU SO MUCH!

#lego monkie kid #monkie kid #red son #spicynoodleshipping #lmk mk #lmk spicynoodles #mk #monkie kid spicynoodles #lego monkie kid red son #lego monkie kid mk #spicy noodles lmk #lmk red son #lmk #sns wedding au #ray is they #my art

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list of songs hyunjin has played on his lives/recommended:

note: im probably missing some & i couldn’t put links to all of them cause apparently tumblr has a link limit 🤨

lauv: julia, lonely eyes, invisible things, paris in the rain, never not, im so tired, the story never ends, i like me better

offonff: photograph, cigarette (ft. miso & tablo), dance, bath

beyoncé: crazy in love (remix)

billie eilish: i love you, &burn, idontwannabeyouanymore, ocean eyes, before i go, tv

honne: day1, la la la that’s how it goes

christina perri: a thousand years

shawn mendes: mercy, treat you better, in my blood

dvwn: phobia

dpr live: jam & butterfly

jehwi: dear moon

leehi: rose

bts: dna, waste it on me, make it right

colde: where love begins, string (ft. sunwoojunga), the museum, wa-r-r, your dog loves you (ft. crush), control me, a song nobody knows, im in love

got7: miracle, hard carry

justin bieber: lonely

josef salvat: call on me

taemin: criminal

night off: sleep

sam kim: make up (ft. crush), like a fool, sunny days summer nights

niki: lowkey

iu: the visitor, lullaby, knees, love poem, give you my heart, my sea

cha ni: starlight

sia: snowman

akmu: happening

sunwoojunga: run with me

the black skirts: everything

korea cracker: ocean (ft. hoyeon kim)

cosmic boy: can i love?

penomeco: no.5 (ft. crush)

yerin baek: blooming memories, limit

10cm: so…., however

day6: i’ll try, love me or leave me, when you love someone, you were beautiful, congratulations, zombie, days gone by, afraid

dean: d (half moon), instagram, what 2 do, bonnie & clyde

exo: first snow, the eve, love shot

sam fischer: this city

jukjae: do you want to walk with me?, lullaby

ph-1: nerdy love (ft. yerin baek), as i told you

baekhyun: love again, un village

amine: blackjack

young k: come as you are, guard you

flume: say it (ft. tove lo)

twice: dance the night away, fancy

ariana grande: thank u, next

hajin: we all lie

about: it has to be you

caroline says: winter is cold

h.e.r: u, wait for it

bol4: to my youth

monday kiz: winter is as i wished

paul kim: the road, additional

sweden laundry: the winter

jung seung hwan: in that winter

chungha: gotta go

zion.t: no make up, snow

airman: gloomy star, i’ll be your spring (ft. j_ust)

motte: dont run away

seventeen: a-teen, super

khalid: location

lukas graham: 7 years

imagine dragons: believer

bo kyung kim: dont think you are alone

jung ilhoon: spoiler (ft. babylon)

davichi: falling in love, 이 사랑

coldplay: everglow, viva la vida

lyn: my destiny

jus2: focus on me, long black, senses (jpn version)

crush: beautiful, you and i

ed sheeran: lego house, perfect, photograph, beautiful people

croosh: why

20 years of age: x

tori kelly: paper hearts

seulgi: always

luna: do you love me? (ft. george)

wisue: someone’s shining

epik high: eternal sunshine

jp saxe: if the world was ending

seori: fairy tale

bruno mars: marry you

the weeknd: earned it, die for you

jung seunghwan: its raining, an ordinary day, dear

sam tinnesz: play with fire

post malone: motley crew

jihyo: stardust love song

kim feel: your voice

sung sikyung: solar system, heejae

younha: stardust

wonpil: a journey

taeyeon: invu, some nights, toddler, drawing our moments

nct dream: boom

ha hyunsang: 3108

huhgak: memory of your scent

se so neon: nan chun, a long dream, midnight train, stranger

umi: remember me

tvxq!: mirotic

johnny balik: honey

red velvet: psycho

new jeans: hype boy

christian kuria: losing you

cigarettes after sex: k.

dpr ian: nerves, no blueberries, 1 shot

samm henshaw: broke

woodz: drowning

kelly clarkson: underneath the tree

kimmuseum: to you who cant sleep

taylor swift: betty

lana del rey: young and beautiful

harry styles: watermelon sugar, she

pink sweat$: honesty

masego: tadow

olivia rodrigo: vampire

troye sivan: youth, for him

kai: mmmh

2pm: my house

oasis - wonderwall

oasis - hey now

mac miller - that’s on me

mac miller - everybody

nothing but thieves - amsterdam

bren joy - sweet

back number - i love you

puma blue - already falling

mac ayres - roses

mac ayres - next to you

bruno major - old soul

#hyunjin song recommendations #<- so i can find it later for updates #i spent like 3 hours writing this and putting the links shdjdndb #maybe anon from yesterday finds this helpful!

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yanderes-galore · 29 days

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I saw you said we can send in some requests today if we can't tomorrow so here's mine ^^ Can you do a Spider queen alphabet? From Lego monkie kid

I'm so excited to write Lego Monkie Kid... the show quickly became my new fixation 🥰 Great animation and humor.

Yandere Alphabet - Spider Queen

Pairing: Romantic

Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, Manipulation, Abduction, Restraints through webbing, Degrading behavior, Spider Queen eats people, Venom/Spider conversion, Kidnapping, Mentions of being a pet, Sadism, Possessive behavior, Forced relationship.

Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

Even in the show, Spider Queen seems to be a prideful seductress. She's power hungry and hates losing. If she really did fall for someone, she'd be awfully flirty and affectionate.

She also comes off as intense as she's probably demanding when it comes to you and your attention.

You should pamper your Queen, no?

Being a demon I imagine she would get messy when it comes to her darling. Although... rivals quite often would end up as food for her.

Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?

Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

When she has you, she'll wrap you up in webs within her cave. When she feels up to it, she may use her venom on you... but she may hold that off for punishment.

Spider Queen may mock and tease her darling, commenting on how helpless they look in her webs. She promises she'll take care of you...

But you have to behave like a good pet if you wish to avoid her wrath.

Most likely... she does view you as a pet in a way, after all.

Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?

Spider Queen is not a very vulnerable yandere, she isn't very open either. She's a bit sadistic with her affections and isn't very emotional.

She may confide in you sometimes... but not often. Maybe she shows bursts of emotions when she's upset and comes to you for comfort?

Amused and a bit excited before being a bit disappointed. She really does love the chase... but sometimes she wishes you'd just listen to her.

Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

A little and she'd enjoy it at times.

Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

With Spider Queen, there can be a few. I imagine it would be when she first kidnaps you, converts you into a Spider Demon, or you see her eat one of your friends.

Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

Making you her little obedient pet... or maybe something more if she really feels like it.

Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?

At times, yes. She'll no doubt lash out more than silently coping. Most likely including... eating her rival....

Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?

Manipulative, Possessive, Controlling, Demanding, Sadistic, Flirty.

Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

"Courting" with her is abducting her darling for food... then falling in love with you. No real pining. Just a twisted form of fate.

Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

Not really.

Naughty: How would they punish their darling?

Biting and converting you into a Spider Demon. Now you'll be perfect for her.

Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?

Most of them.

Patience: How patient are they with their darling?

Patient for the most part... but can quickly swap to impatient.

Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

She most likely will... but never forgets you.

Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?

No and no.

Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?

Her nature is all I can think of. Plus... she's been the only Spider Demon for a long time.

Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?

She's a bit irritated but lets you be. Maybe she'll pull you into her arms in an attempt to comfort you if she feels like she can.

Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

SKIPPED

Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?

Not any I can think of... unfortunately.

Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?

Unfortunately, yes.

Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?

Not a worship yandere but would probably level cities to get you back.

Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

Doesn't pine.

Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?

Most likely.

#yandere lmk #yandere lego monkie kid #yandere monkie kid #yandere spider queen

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not-your-teddy-bear · 1 year

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forever flowers

pairing : myoui mina x reader

summary : mina loves flowers and hates that they die.

warnings : none; fluff

requested : naur <3

notes : cross-posted on ao3 (yourteddybear)

"I hate flowers," she had said. Standing in front of a quaint little hole-in-the-wall flower shop, it seemed like an out-of-the-blue statement from your girlfriend.

"I thought you loved them," you replied. "I've gotten them for you every anniversary, so this is kinda awkward."

"No, I-" she chuckled at your joke, lame as it was, "I love flowers, I just hate that they die."

"Well, I can't really control death, hun."

"I know, but..." she drifted off. "I just wish there was a way to preserve them forever. I mean, look at those flowers," she gestured to the beautifully arranged carnations and bouquets, "they'll wilt tomorrow, lose their beauty."

No more was said, the two of you walking off further into the night market, but looking at Mina's side profile, her oddly melancholic expression, you began formulating a plan. So maybe you couldn't control death, but that wasn't going to stop you from making Mina's day.

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The ring of the doorbell broke Mina out of her thoughts. Ever since your date to the Cheongdam-dong night markets, you had been acting weird. When you would usually call her to say goodnight, she only got a brief sleep well text, and when you would update her with pictures of your day, she only got a selfie in your car now and then.

Safe to say, Mina was worried.

So, when she looked through the peep hole and saw your bright, familiar face looking well-rested and happy, all the muscles in her body unconsciously untensed.

"Hi." Mina would be lying if she said your charming smile and soft voice she had missed so much didn't bring butterflies to her stomach, even after all these years.

"Hi." A beat. "You didn't tell me you'd be coming over."

She saw that familiar flash of mischief in your eyes and immediately knew she was in trouble. "Why? Do you have someone over?"

A sigh and the rolling of eyes, followed by Mina stepping aside to let you in. She turned away from you as you walked through the threshold, but you had caught a glimpse of that small smile she tried so desperately to hide.

"I have something for you," you said, as you followed her into the living room. "You'll love it. Probably."

"You got me something?"

"Yes."

"Why? What did you do?" Mina was joking, she trusted you completely, but the sudden gift after a week of almost no communication was admittedly suspicious.

"Nothing. Can't I just get my beautiful girlfriend a present?" You revealed the bouquet from behind your back, and delighted in Mina's surprised look.

"You said you loved flowers but hated that they died. Well, here are some flowers that will never die. I call them, "Forever Flowers"."

Mina didn't speak for at least a minute, but you weren't worried. You knew she was a woman of few words, and, not to brag, but it was a pretty good gift.

"Honey? Earth to Mina."

"You..." she started, before she tackled you in a hug.

"Woah, careful there. Wouldn't want to break your flowers. That would kinda be counterproductive." You tried to shield the LEGO flowers from the crushing embrace, but she never let up.

"Thank you." It was said so softly, you almost didn't catch it."

"You're welcome," you said. "I mean, if I knew you'd be this excited over some LEGO flowers, I would've gotten them for you earlier." Unfortunately for Mina, you had this habit of ruining sentimental moments with stupid jokes.

"It's not really about the flowers," she replied. "They're beautiful, don't get me wrong-"

"I was almost incredibly offended." She pretended to be annoyed by your teasing, but you both knew she secretly loved it.

"As I was saying," she began again, "no one has ever done something this thoughtful for me."

It became quiet again. Neither of you said anything, because you saw the vulnerability on Mina's face. Throughout the course of your relationship, it was rare for Mina to be completely open. She had assured you it wasn't because she didn't trust you, or that she had any secrets to hide, but still, she never really shed light on her life before you.

Without a word, you leaned in and kissed her. Your lips moved in harmony, as you hoped to convey all your feelings, your hopes and dreams for a future together where you could continue to be the thoughtful partner she deserved.

"Any time, love."

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idkjustrandomdrawings · 10 months

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Story: because of a mentally draining event the day prior, Gundham stayed with you to support you the best he can..you both ended up falling asleep on your bed, cuddling after watching your favorite comfort movie:the lego batman movie..morning arrives and Gundham is faces with a hard decision~

Warnings: Explicit content! MDNI!!! Not proof read..and maybe OOC

This will contain:

#maturecontent #boyfriendgundham #virgingundham #touchstarvedgundham #unconsciousreader

Morning Surprise~

The “Supreme Overlord of Ice” woke up with a terrible case of morning wood. Your sleeping form on top of him, straddling him and unconsciously grinding down onto his hard on while moaning/whimpering ever so slightly into his neck really did not help.

Like- at all.

Gundham Tanaka exe. stopped working

Congratulations! You broke him

The touch starved boy barely manages to hold your hand- now this!? He is a blushing stuttering mess.

The “Overlord” truly believes that some evil force is taunting him right now.

Don’t get it wrong! God knows how often he imagined you, moaning his name, underneath him..or on top of him, filling you up, tasting you, feeling you…goodness he’s about to cream into his pants just by remembering those lonely, touch starved nights and mornin-

You just moaned his name in your sleep..he wants to ✨Perish✨

His face burning red, he doesn’t know what to do, his mind filled by you.

You calling out to him in your sleep? In your dreams? Do you think of him as well as he thinks of you in those private needy times? The thought that you possibly are dreaming about him..moaning for him makes him unbelievable prideful~

When he noticed that he unknowingly pushed his hips up to match your pace, he tries his best to stop.

This is so wrong! He doesn’t have your consent for this, how dare he take advantage of his partners unconscious state?!

B-But it ngh~ feels so good~

His pupils dilate even more in lust as he swallows hard..the primal need to just fill you so good~

He is the Ultimate Breeder afteral-

No! This is wrong he needs to stop you before he loses control!

Should i write a part two?

#fanfic #danaganronpa #sdr2 gundham #gundham x reader #gundham tanaka #sdr2 #smut #gundham tanaka smut

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nonbinarykai · 1 year

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Why I don’t think the ninja are going anytime soon.

Spoilers for dragons rising obviously

Listen I’ve seen a lot of concerns and rumors going around that ninjago is going to get rid of its main cast. And while I’d understand out of context why people would believe this. I want to list out all my possible reasons for why this WONT happen

This is a bit of a long post so, buckle up

It doesn’t line up with the ending of crystallized

Think about it. Don’t you think it would be a little weird if lego basically forced the writers to make the ending of crystallized return everything to the status quo, only to immediately throw that all away?

Yes I’m aware that the current view of lego as a company is not that great atm. Mostly in due to those fake leaks that basically portrayed lego as the big bad villain behind crystallized poor writing.

But I promise you, lego is not that bad. Sure there has definitely been some conflict between the writers and lego in the past. But if you look through what Tommy said in his post leaving q&a’s, it seems like most of the poor writing decisions were made by the writers themselves.

And example of this: changing oni Lloyd from having a big significance to only having 20 seconds of screentime. We kinda assumed that this was due to lego. However, Tommy claims that the reason oni Lloyd was on a thrown in his set, was because the set was based off of that early draft of the script. Which mean that lego must have been okay with it enough to make a set out of it. Which means it’s more likely oni Lloyd was a result of the writers choices.

However, there was one change that we know lego Forced the writers to include. And that’s reintroducing Nya and bringing her back. This was CONFIRMED by Tommy to be the case.

So then, isn’t it extremely weird that after lego forced the writers to bring Nya back, Their suddenly asking/okay with her leaving again?

And sure you can argue “oh but it looks like Lloyd is training Arin and Sora!” And sure that might explain why they can’t get rid of Lloyd.

But Nya and Kai have only had brief appearances. And as some people would suggest, means they don’t have that much of a role to play.

So couldn’t have nya stayed gone? What’s the point of putting so much effort into killing nya then brining her back when it would have been easier to just, leave her dead.

That is unless, lego does want to keep the original ninja around for the new series!

Same goes for things like garm and harumis redemption arc (atleast I hope that’s what it is). Lloyd still not having control of his oni powers, the ninja losing their own powers, the new ninja, etc. There’s to many loose ends that haven’t been properly tied up, in fact their just beginning.

In fact, if dragons rising really is supposed to retire the ninja. Then why not just make crystallized an actual finale?

A lot of the criticisms for crystallized was that it just returned the status quo. Why would they do that if crystallized was meant to be the last time we see atleast some of the ninja? Wouldn’t it be more impactful to show how the ninja move on from being ninja?

It contradicts the quest for lost powers entirely.

Seriously, why would the book even need to exist? The whole point of the book is to show the ninja getting their powers back (and in the case of kai) becoming ninja again. Why would that be necessary to show at all if the ninja are going to be out the door anyway? In fact, leaving it at just the ninja losing their powers in crystallized would be a great reason for why they would retire. The book kinda contradicts that.

Obviously, if there powers weren’t important in the next series then their wouldn’t need to be a book. The next series takes place after a time skip and deals with the realms merging together. That is ALOT of new information crammed into like 10 22 minute episodes. It would make sense to make a book explaining how the ninja got their powers back so that the show doesn’t need to explain for us and just get right into the mix.

If they think it significant enough to have to explain why the ninja have their powers back, then I think it’s safe to say that the ninja themselves are significant to this new series.

The book also took steps to try to canonize things like Kailor, implying that those things also needed to be explained before the series came out so that the series doesn’t have to waste time on it. So we might be seeing plot threads relating to the ninja as well.

What about the side characters?

Not only would it be insulting to just, get rid of the main characters that people have loved for over 10 years. But it would be borderline cruel to have the side characters not to have ANY send off.

The side characters are directly tied to the ninja. They don’t have any relation to Sora and Arin. So if the ninja go, there’s a likely chance the side characters go as well.

But the side characters haven’t gotten any send off, not from crystallized, not from the books, nothing.

Would the writers really be bold enough to get rid of all the side characters without giving them a proper send off? I don’t think they would.

Doc has shown alot of love for the fandom and the show. And we know some of the new writers actually like exploring the side characters.

Plus it would really piss of the fans, I’d imagine that lego is smart enough to not do that.

The marketing implies otherwise

Yes I am fully aware that marketing is often misleading and doesn’t always fully represent the series. But I think it’s important to dissect what we do know and how lego chooses to market the new season.

First and For-most: Arin and Sora aren’t really that involved in the sets. Or Atleast not compared to the ninja. The ninja have multiple sets with their names on it. While Arin and Sora seem to just have two, one for each. Also in the leaked Lloyd mech, Arin has a noticeably smaller mech. Implying that he’s not as important as Lloyd.

If the show is trying to have a fully fresh start, it’s a bit weird to have the sets convey the opposite of that is it not?

For those that don’t already know, dragons rising is the name of the whole series. Unfortunately, we’re no longer getting season titles anymore.

So it’s important to note: on all the dragon rising merch we see right now, the ninja are the front and center and the new characters are in the back.

So why in the world would lego promote the ninja as the front of the whole SERIES, only to have them show up in one season and then leave. That doesn’t make much sense.

And while most people brushed off the dreamzzz teasers; I want to mention something that I think is extremely important.

Lego is using the ninja for advertising.

That might not sound weird at first, but really think about it.

Lego is not only ACKNOWLEDGING that yes, the ninja are extremely recognizable and important, but also directly using them confidently to promote other series.

So lego is not only recognizing that the ninja are marketable, their doing so with the confidence that it can be used to boost their new series.

It would be an extremely big risk then, to get rid of that marketability in favor of new characters. Especially right after the friends reboot and before their introducing a new series. Ninjago has kinda always been the “safe show” for lego when their other projects were just picking up. Currently lego is taking a big change in its new themes, they’d obviously want something to relay on.

Next gen does not mean we’re losing the old gen.

I’ve seen a lot of people get concerned that since the Netflix series said that Sora and Arin are next gen. That the ninja are going to leave.

But, next gen does not necessarily mean that the ninja are leaving.

For example, lord and Garmadon are multiple generations before the ninja. Yet they’ve been with the ninja for almost the entire series.

Lloyd is significantly younger then the other ninja. Yet he didn’t replace any of them when he joined. He just became apart of the team.

I think that’s going to happen to Sora and Arin. I think that we’re going to start seeing the ninja have to take up a mentor position and how that changes the team dynamic.

And this isn’t really new, it happened with Lloyd, Nelson, Jake, and plenty of other kid characters. We’ve also gotten plots about wu dying and Lloyd becoming a master since s4.

I THINK what is most likely to happen is that wu and maybe Misako dies. And Lloyd has to step up and run the monastery. This way, the amount of people on the main cast stays the same, so it won’t get to crowded. But the dynamic changes enough to be new.

It doesn’t seem to match Doc’s direction for the series

There’s a reason why I call doc the “anti Tommy”, and that’s because he shows so much respect towards the show and the community.

The ninja aren’t just characters we love and enjoy. Their also characters that he loves and enjoys!

Doc has been on the series for awhile now. He’s probably grown attached to these characters even more then us. I find it hard to imagine he would let that go. Especially now that he has a chance to find a way to make the ninja new and interesting!

Look at these posts, does this really seem like something a person who’s not planning on expanding on the ninja would reblog.

The show is changing but that doesn’t mean it’s losing what made it great.

Yes, I won’t lie. The show is indeed going through a massive change right now. We’re going to get a new ninjago, both in terms of the show itself and the setting.

Doc does want to take the series in a new direction, that’s why he’s introducing these new characters.

But that doesn’t mean we’re getting a fresh new slate.

After all what’s the point if we could get a new direction with the ninja themselves?

The ninja have been the same for 10 years, some characters get lucky and are able to have arcs that impact their character, others (like Kai) are not.

The sad truth is that, the show can’t stay one way forever. Crystallized kinda proved that. Crystallized gave us what we wanted. It gave us the characters, it gave us the villains, it gave us the call backs and the Easter eggs. But when it came out, we still hated it. Why? Because the show was to scared to change. It was scared to keep Nya dead, it was scared to keep Lloyd and oni, it was scared to stray away from llorumi and say it was bad, it was scared to address the ice emperor. It was scared to address Kai’s feelings about his sister dying.

Crystallized stood there and told us that “no matter what happens to the ninja, things will stay the same” and we HATED it for it.

WE, AS A FANDOM, have been basically begging the writers to do something new with the characters, to take the series in a new direction. I feel as though it’s a bit cowardly to back out of that now that things are being changed. If we want the show to be better, we have to first acknowledge it has to change.

And you know what? If the new series sucks. Then it sucks! It’s not like simply changing the setting of the show will change the writing flaws in it.

But we’ve already spent years following this show even though most of us agree its poorly written. Why don't we just stick it out another month or two and give dragon rising a chance, even if there's a very small possibility the ninja might not be in it

who knows, maybe we'll find something we like.

#ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #dragon risings #spoilers #ninjago spoilers #I have a lot more to say but this post is long enough

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in-my-attic · 9 months

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You read the same five books five summers ago, over and over. Lockwood and Co. Teenage ghost-hunters in an alternate version of London. You revel in the descriptions of corpses, the horrific acts that tie the ghosts to the places where they died, the characters not too much older than you facing down these terrors that make your own fears of crossing the street a little less pressing.

You download an audiobook four summers ago, The Outsider by Stephen King. You listen to it while you sit in the basement and play with your siblings’ legos, and when you enthusiastically summarize the plot to your mother, she asks how books like that don’t scare you. You shrug and say, Well, they’re not real. Unlike when the carbon monoxide alarm went off in the middle of night, and you, an anxious insomniac even at that age, were the only one who heard it, and had to wake up everyone else so they wouldn’t die in their sleep. It turned out that the batteries needed to be replaced, but since then, you’ve lived with a deep, unshakeable fear that your inability to fall asleep is the only thing between your family and disaster. (Years later, a psychiatrist will offer to prescribe you sleep medication, and you refuse for months without explaining why.)

You take a creative writing class three summers ago, and put Mary Downing Hahn as one of your favorite authors on a google forms question. Her stories are shorter, less intense than the Stephen King you spent all last summer with, but that means you can read dozens of them in a row, soaking up stories of ghosts in many forms. You paint your nails and your eye catches on the bottle of nail polish remover on the shelf, and you wonder what would happen if you drank it, how quickly the acetone in it would kill you. You google it on your mother’s computer and the next day she asks you if you drank nail polish remover. You say no, and go back to reading, too afraid to paint your nails in case your control slips and you can’t stop yourself from drinking it. You lose yourself a haunted old church with a cemetery out back, somehow less scary than the thoughts in your own head.

You spend the night at your friend’s house two summers ago, and you two watch Fear Street in her living room. You watch the murders with ghoulish delight, hanging on every piece of information that might explain what’s going on. Someone’s head gets pushed through a bread slicer and you both gasp in disgust, but neither of you look away. You fall out of touch with that friend when you start school again, and you are afraid to look at her in the hallway, in case she is righteously furious with you for abandoning her, even though she has so many other friends unfamiliar to you, and neither of you really meant to cut things off, it just sort of happened- but still.

You’ve been listening to podcasts for a while by last summer, and you find yourself coming back to the same episode of The Magnus Archives, even months after you’ve finished it. It tells the story of a man who lived alone, hearing footsteps in the hallway and knocking on his bedroom door. He bought a sturdy lock and never answered the knocking, and that was that. Your house isn’t that old, but it creaks and settles in the night, and you listen, heart pounding, each time. But like the man, you never get up. You feared the sounds of your own house long before hearing this tale, and listening to it is oddly comforting. Someone else shares your fear. Once, though, you see a light on in the hallway through the gap under your bedroom door, and when it doesn’t go away, you hide under the blankets and don’t fall asleep for hours. The next day, the bathroom light is still on, and you pull back to shower curtain, expecting an intruder hiding there, but find nothing. Your father comes out of his own room. Oh, I left that light on again. Sorry.

You decide to learn to skateboard this summer, and you do it while listening to a survival horror story about underground cities and the beings who guard them. The White Vault. You fall and scrape your elbow, and it puts you in mind of the way the skin sloughed off the arm of a character who became a monster himself. Part of you envies him, terrible as that sounds. You lose track of time spent in front of the mirror, picking and pulling and peeling at your own skin. If only it would all just fall away. Holding scissors sends shivers down your spine, because while part of you knows they can’t cut through your skin, part of you is also tempted to try. Part of you wants to be a bare skeleton for reasons you can’t explain, and the other part of you is terrified of not being able to hold that desire in check.

#arin writes #my poetry #body horror mention #suicidal thoughts #intrusive thoughts #mental health #mental illness #self harm mention #ask to tag

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poisonous-honey · 3 months

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Hello hello! I deleted some of my other blogs and will slowly re-upload the fics and drabbles I made here. I hated having everything separated, this is just my attempt to make navigation less confusing for me. Also, so I can tag everything properly from the beginning lol

Website Master list/To Be Uploaded

Mobile Friendly Version under the cut (Work In Progress. Some links won't work I think, I just copy-pasted from my other page)

Masterlist - Word Wall

Hello! You found the word wall :) I’m using this as both a master list to stay organized and to keep track of what I haven’t finished yet.

If there’s no link, it hasn’t been uploaded. If you can’t find it, it might be in a collection page. If it’s neither then send an ask, I forgot lmao.

Genshin

Honestly assume it’s SAGAU unless stated otherwise

3.3 Tier List Mayhem

Scaramouche- I guess you should say Wanderer, has finally been released, and you’ve used him all week. After you’ve basically drowned yourself in content surrounding him after the Sumeru Interlude Quest you feel an update to your tier list is in order

36-Stars Of Jealousy

After a year worth of grinding you’ve finally conquered it, but at the cost of Venti’s exclusion. He should be happy for you, but can’t break away from his seething jealousy and sadness.

Cats On Crack (Collection)

Luck never seems to be on your side. You always seem to end up helping other unlucky souls on their own journey, as if fate itself thought it was your job to be a substitute guardian angel. Maybe that’s why you find yourself standing in front of a group of cats protecting one of their injured. It doesn’t matter if it’s Lady Luck or the Goddess of Fate condemning you to this role, but you hope they step on a Lego Brick. (Not SAGAU)

The Cruel Act Of Breaking The World

They try their hardest to keep you entertained. To keep you within their realm of ones and zeros, so your immersion doesn’t fall, and their mind doesn’t shatter. They know their walls are fake and lives are merely code, but that doesn’t make seeing the out-of-bounds any less harsh.

Fontaine Is Committing Childe Slander FR

Childe’s treatment in the Fontaine Archon Quests puts you in a terrible mood

Garden Of Eden

The world has ended and there was nothing they could do about it. Xiao and Aether share a quiet moment in a sea of flowers. (God Reader || Not SAGAU || Reader Isn't Even Physically Present In It)

Genshin Is Crossing Over (Collection)

Where all the crossover fics are kept (i.e. The Venti Parable, Does Having Animal Ears Make You A Pokémon etc.)

Genshin Incorrect Quotes (Collection)

Silly and crack. Basically what the title says.

In The Abyss We Learn To Worship

Why does Childe seem to be your most devoted acolyte, even surpassing that of the Archons? (KINDA CULT AU (ALSO OLD))

Irodori Festival

Little blob!

Just Unbuilt, Or Am I Unwanted?

As you try to improve Xiao’s build for the 100th time, some of the others finally lose their patience

Losing Your 50/50

An ask by Coldbarbarianpeace!

Nahida’s Precious Tailor

The little lord of Sumeru calls upon your aid as she wishes for a wardrobe change.

Naming Wanderer Something Silly

An ask by Anonymous!

SAGAU Darling That’s Been To Other Games

What if for the SAGAU Darling doesn’t end up in Genshin first, but in a different game. Or maybe they were in multiple different games before they landed in Genshin. (HAS IMPOSTER AU IN IT (AND OLD))

Skipping Dialogue

What do the characters do when they find out you’re not paying attention?

Soul Crushing Guilt

The Knowledge That You’ve Been Controlling Real People With Thoughts And Feelings Has You At A Loss

Twins In SAGAU

For the self-aware Genshin AU there have been some slices where Darling has a twin and the twin either isn’t respected as much or in the villain au they’re treated as the imposter. That’s cool and all, but what if the twin worked for Mihoyo (OLD)

Why Are Their Designs So Complicated???

You thought Kaveh would be an easier character to draw. At a glance, his outfit is much simpler than a majority of the casts, so you thought he’d be a safe pick for fanart. How wrong you were.

(18+)

Honkai Star Rail

Losing Your 50/50

An ask by Coldbarbarianpeace!

#Pois.Posts #i just need to remember when i wrote all of it #some are easy to guess #some not so much unfortunately #might've done me good to write the dates down before i deleted everything #:qiqi-has-fallen:#Since my blog theme is freaking out and I remembered they don't even work on the app anyway #I'm adding this here so my to-do list is still accessible #masterlist

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sweetbillwriting · 5 months

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In Another Universe (Love Just Happens)

Stilettos & Lace - Part 3

Description: In another universe didn't Bill become an actor and Aurora Lou didn't get her record deal but as soulmates they meet also in this universe but have other struggles.

Setting: This story is set in a parallel universe to my story Love Just Happens about Bill Skarsgård and my original character Aurora Lou.

Characters: Bill and Aurora is the same characters but because they have other experiences are they a bit different from the original story.

Warnings: 18+, age difference, ageism, cheating, jealousy, possessiveness, slut shaming, mentions about prostitution, smut, talk about weight.

Notes: Just to remind you, Bill is really different from how he is in the original story and it's because of how different his life has been.

"But… But you take your clothes off in front of… drunk men?"

Aurora had put on her clothes again and even took her coat in her arms. Bill felt his nerves go up at once by seeing how distant she got. He couldn't lose her. He could not lose her.

“But you sing!” he tried to say happily but heard himself that it didn't come out as authentic as he wanted. Maybe he wasn't as good of an actor as he thought.

Aurora looked at him. She could see his eyes swimming with panic and worry.

She sighed a little and laid down her coat on the armchair and walked up between his legs.

“You always look like you think I will just… Dump you?” She dragged her hands over his shoulders and Bill breathed out in relief.

“I just…” he looked down at the floor but then pulled her into a hug.

“I can't see why you would want a guy like me. I really…” love you. It laid on his tongue, with easy access but he swallowed it like an unchewed lego piece. It would scratch in his belly painfully instead.

“As I said, you must work on your confidence. I can't understand how a tall, handsome, charismatic, intelligent guy like you can be like this.” Aurora straddled his lap but bent back to see his handsome face. She dragged her fingertip over his nose and lips and Bill smiled embarrassed.

“Do you know my brother is Alexander Skarsgård?” He said and Aurora made a bit of a face to control a giggle.

“What?” Said Bill confused.

“I think I know what you're trying to say here. That he is famous, hot and like, obviously attractive?” Said Aurora with her hands on Bill's cheeks. He nodded but looked at her in confusion. “You're… older than me. He is my dad's age. But not just that… He’s pretty in that way I could buy him in a carton. You're pretty like someone tried hard to make you special,” she said with a giggle. Bill looked down with an embarrassed smile. “That's probably weird of me to say… I know I am pretty in a carton way too. It's few that are crafted like you.”

Bill looked at her and swallowed hard. He didn't know if he had ever had someone saying such a thing to him and he got it from a girl like her. His wife was attractive but not like Aurora. Far from it and not even his wife had ever said such a thing to him. He kissed her softly, so softly like he thought he could pour the love in his chest over to hers. Aurora could feel his emotions in the kiss. They both knew they felt a bit too much too fast. Neither of them said it even if it was so obvious.

Bill looked at her with a playful smile after and booped her nose with a finger.

“I've never heard you sing. That's weird, right?”

Aurora smiled and shrugged her shoulders as an answer.

“Can I come and watch?”

Bill felt his throat tight up when he said it. He wanted to see her, hear her but he also knew it would be hard to see so many men lust after her. It wouldn't be like when they were at the restaurant and the server gave her a bit of extra attention, at the show she would be in the center for so many men's fantasies.

“Can you handle that?” Aurora asked and played with the hair on his neck. She wanted him there, she wanted to sing for him, dance for him but his behavior told her he wouldn't be so happy that other men would watch her.

“Of course, of course. I just want to support you,” he said with a dimpled smile. Aurora still looked a bit doubtful but then giggled.

“I would love to see you there, baby.”

×××

The same night Bill sat in a wine red velvet chair in a dark cellar club. The interior was in velvet, laces and fringe, in boudoir style. He sat alone by the round table with a whiskey and looked around at the people. It was mostly men but also couples and even a group of women in their 30s. Of course he knew burlesque was interesting for many but it was just straight men that would look at her like that.

Miss Stilettos & Lace felt like a hidden exclusive gentlemen's club but when he googled it he realized it had a big following and good reviews. That was also how he found Aurora's Instagram. Miss Stiletto and Lace’s Little Lou with more than 50,000 followers. She posed comfortably in laced up corsets and red lips. She was sinfully hot and just the comments made his jaw tick. Now he sat with a coaster for his whiskey with a picture of her in a Betty Page bang sucking on a lollipop and no one knew she was his.

Already when the show began a group of men in their early 30s screamed:

“Lou! We want Lou!”

They were obviously already a bit drunk but Bill gave them the evil eye anyway.

The men continued to scream at her even when other girls performed but no one told them to shut up. Bill left his coat by the table to go to the bar, both to get a new whiskey but also see if this was a behavior that was okay. He felt a bit sorry for the other performers but mostly irritated that they shouted for Aurora like that.

The bartender laughed a bit at his question. He was his own age and had a big beard and lots of tattoos.

“Most people are here for Lou. Have you been here before?”

Bill shook his head and sucked his lips.

“You will probably be back to see her again.”

The bartender smirked. Bill gave him a look and for a short second he wondered what relationship he had with Aurora but let that go when he saw the guy’s hand, a wedding band.

Bill just had time to sit down again before a girl in a suit and hat called Aurora into the stage. It wasn't just the group of men that screamed her name now but many others. Bill more or less held his breath waiting for her. He couldn't sit still while the music started to play and it felt like he needed to go and pee. His heart beated in the same rhythm as the drums but he could breathe out slowly when he heard her voice. It was a confident, gorgeous voice. High, clear and emotional. Bill smiled without realizing and leaned forward on his knees in expectation to see her. She came out in high heels with four dancers. She was dressed sexy in a light pink corset and lacy stockings up to her thighs. She was illegally hot but Bill could mostly just see her beauty, her talent, her playfulness. She had a charisma he had never seen before. For a short second he thought about his rings laying in a pocket in his suitcase. It was time for him to throw them away. He needed to become free. He wanted nothing else than to be totally free with Aurora.

×××

Aurora had said no to him waiting on her outside of the club. She said she didn't know how long he would have to wait and it would be cold for him to stand outside. Bill had done like she said and went to the hotel but had promised to pay for the cab to the hotel. She had said no, joked that it was her dad who paid anyway but Bill insisted. He wanted to pay so he wouldn't feel so bad that she would go by herself to his hotel.

Aurora felt the staff look at her when she came into the hotel in the middle of the night in her leopard fur coat and high heeled boots. She understood how it looked. She still had the make up from the show on and her hair laid in big waves. The receptionists followed her with their eyes and Aurora tried to look unbothered even if she felt cheap. She just came from dancing in lingerie to now visit a forty year old businessman in his hotel room. It would have felt even worse if she knew the whole truth.

Bill lifted her up in his arms at once when he had opened the door for her. She screamed with laughter when he pretended to drop her and it made him laugh too. He let himself fall down in bed with her over him while they still laughed. He helped her take off her coat and she sat over his hips. She had just a bra and leggings under the coat, a weird outfit but nothing he had time to comment on.

“You're so great, so fucking amazing…” he said between kisses. Aurora worked on unbuttoning up his black shirt he had worn earlier that night too. They almost didn't notice the knocking on the door until the person outside of the room said Bill's name. He looked at Aurora confused and shrugged off his shirt so she could put it on instead. Aurora made a face when Bill had his back to her. His white tank top sat nicely over his broad shoulders and slim waist but it made him look less kind and innocent. He opened the door and looked down at the guard standing with his thumbs in his belt, behind him stood a nervous looking receptionist.

“Bill Skarsgard?”

The receptionist had followed Aurora. She had watched Bill open the door and carry Aurora in. Aurora, the girl with heavy make up and leopard fur. She had looked up Bill's room, 326 and found his information. Bill Skarsgård, 1990-08-09, Stockholm, Sweden. The bill would be sent to the New York University Archaeology department. What would a cheap girl like that do in his room?

“Yes?” Bill said and furrowed his brows.

“My colleague here says you have a woman here.”

Bill laughed a little.

“Yeah? Is that a crime?”

He didn't understand at all. Bill was naive like that. He had never taken a woman to his hotel room at night time before. He had lived safe in his married bubble and never been with a girl who easily provoked people called cheap.

The guard cleared his throat. It was obvious it was awkward for him to ask what he wanted to ask, especially when Bill’s obliviousness could be interpreted as arrogance.

“My name is Aurora Lou Isaac, I am a singer and have worked tonight. My dad is Paolo Isaac and his lawyer's name is Fabian De Soto,” said Aurora and pushed forward. Bill looked down at her confused. He still didn't understand.

The guard nodded and looked even more uncomfortable when Aurora pulled out her ID and credit card from her bra.

The guard looked at her ID and nodded a little.

“Or do you want me to call my dad? I can call my dad,” she said with a bit of an attitude. Bill wiped the corner of his mouth with his thumb. He was a grown man and she talked about her father.

“No miss, that's okay. I'm sorry for disturbing you in the middle of the night like this.” He gave Aurora her ID and then he and the receptionist walked away. Bill closed the door and looked at his young mistress. The fake eyelashes and the big curls. The leopard fur. Oh.

Aurora shrugged her shoulders and smiled at him.

“The receptionist was just jealous of my Chanel bag,” she joked. Bill smiled carefully and sat down on the edge of the bed.

“But why did you mention your dad?” He asked with humor. He felt weird about it, especially when she had said his dad was his brother’s age.

“He was in this series, Plastic Salvation on Netflix about plastic surgeons so many recognize his name.”

“Oh.”

Bill knew what series it was. He had never watched it himself but his wife had.

Aurora started to undress again while Bill looked at her from behind. He admired every curve, every curl but Aurora just wondered why he was silent. She danced and sang that night. One man had screamed at her to suck his cock. Bill was a man with class. She gave the dark blue suit hanging on the wardrobe a glance and then down on the two pairs of dressing shoes on the floor.

“You were amazing tonight. You're a great singer. I can't understand why you haven't been signed,” Bill suddenly said behind her and it made Aurora turn around. She stood in just panties and had collected her long hair to a bun high on her head with her hands. She smiled big and let her hair go.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah, you're better than the most singers out there.” Bill smiled with big eyes and rubbed his hands against each other. Aurora giggled and started to sing Moon River, one of the songs she had sung that night and walked up at him slowly and sensual. Bill looked at her, once again unconscious about his smile and leaned back on his hands. He let her move sensually against him until she had ended the song and she stood with her nose pressed against his. Bill closed his eyes and breathed her in. He laid his hands on her hips but caressed only softly. He was rock hard but not even that made him want to miss that moment. It was such a sensual moment between two drifters.

×××

It was Bill's last night in New York. He had promised her over and over he would be back soon again. That he wouldn't forget her. She had even cried while they made dinner in her cramped little kitchen. It was ugly behavior from her when she knew that she didn't want a serious relationship. She felt awful that she had fooled him like that but she had just fallen into it, he was so amazing. She cried again, she didn't want to lose him, even if she must. Bill gave her a worried look when he looked away from the screen to look down at her where she was laying on his chest.

“What is it, my love?” He said, softly while playing with her hair. He got worried something had happened to her, she knew she had conflicts at work but also that New York could be a dangerous city. Everytime it was something, could be something super tiny, he also became worried that she had found out about his secret. In his head he always tried to find a fast explanation to his crime but it always fell flat. He sounded like every other asshole.

“It feels like I tricked you…” Aurora sat up and wiped away the tears with long manicured nails. Bill furrowed his brows but felt also relieved. She didn't know.

“What do you mean?”

“God… I'm really sorry Bill but this will not lead anywhere. I really, really like you but I must focus on my career. I can't get involved now, I must be able to work when it's needed.”

Bill looked at her disappointed, even if he had a wife at home. He had plans to leave her and had started to see a real future with Aurora but that idea fell like a house of cards.

“Oh…” he said and lowered his eyes.

“I'm so sorry if you feel like I tricked you…” Aurora still cried and Bill looked at her messing up her eyeliner and bit a hole in her shiny lips. He tried to smile and kissed her forehead.

“It's okay… It's okay. Of course you should focus on your career.”

Aurora looked at him with big chestnut brown eyes and smiled a little. Bill wiped away a tear on her cheek and nodded to himself. He didn't have any right to say anything else. Aurora was too good for a cheating forty year old and of course she should focus on her career. She was so talented.

“But I hope we can keep contact? Like, maybe see each other for lunch if you're in town?” Said Aurora with a hopeful smile. Bill wondered silently if lunch meant sex and dragged his hand over Aurora's waist. That perfect woman. Her perfect curves. Ass. Pussy. He pressed his eyes together like it was painful to think about. He opened his eyes and looked at Aurora, straight into her eyes. That perfect sensitive, big hearted girl. He could feel his eyes getting shiny but he blinked it away.

“Of course we will keep contact. I want to hear everything about your record deal and your world tour,” said Bill and pulled her closer to him. Aurora giggled and laid her legs over his so they could hug really close while sitting down.

“Lou… Lou… My little Lou…” he whispered in her ear and kissed her earlobe.

×××

Bill loved Stockholm. He loved his daughters. His friends. He liked the Christmas decorations and even his work sometimes but that didn't mean life was fun. He went up, went to work, made dinner for his family and went to bed. Then repeat the next day. His wife was there in the background but he gave her less and less attention. He didn't do it on purpose, it just happened like that.

He thought about Aurora. Probably too much. Way too much but they didn't have any contact. If she didn't contact him he wouldn't contact her. He made himself believe his crimes weren't as big if he didn't contact her but it didn't stop him from fantasizing about their next meeting but also prepare for it. He got up an hour early three times a week to go to the gym. He wanted to die when he got up at 4.30 in Stockholm’s total darkness but the fantasy about showing himself ripped to Aurora motivated him. It was also great now when he had plans to go to auditions. It was Aurora who had inspired him and for now he kept it a secret from those who hadn't seen him at the manager. It was just his brother, Valter and another actor his own age.

It was the 20th of December.

2006-12-20.

The numbers came up in his head and made the side of his lips move up for a second. He stood and looked at the children’s made calendar at some friends' house but looked away when the man of the house came into the kitchen.

“Cute calendar,” said Bill with a nod to the calendar with painted macaroni.

“Yeah…” said the dude coldly and nodded a little.

It was a “glöggmingel.” A Swedish cocktail party where you drank mold wine and ate christmas snack food. None of the people there were Bill's friends. They were snobbish hipsters while he still mostly hung out with his same low-key friends he had had since middle school. These were his wife's friends and they weren't amused by him at all. Maybe they would have been if his work was more exciting or his friends were cooler but now they just saw him as the boring Skarsgård. Quite often nowadays it felt like his wife felt the same thing.

He looked at people walking through the kitchen. He had sat down on a high chair by the kitchen island. He was bad at socializing for no reason, especially because he had nothing in common with those people. He scrolled through his phone and by accident… Okay, it wasn't by accident, it was absolutely himself who chose to click on Aurora’s bitmoji on Snapchat and add her. It was her birthday, he needed to congratulate her, that was all…

She accepted him fast and he got a notice quickly that she had messaged him. Bill laughed with happiness from seeing it but covered his smile with the hand he supported his chin in. He looked around a bit with just his eyes to see if someone was close then he opened it.

It wasn't Aurora. It was a girl of the same age but with light brown hair and purple glittery make up. Bill lowered the sound fast when he realized it was a movie.

“Billy! Lou's dilf!”

Another girl came up with a plastic trumpet and played it. Girly laughter could be heard all around until he saw Aurora's pretty face smile embarrassed. She didn't have any makeup on but a big golden tiara and his knitted sweater. He thought he had forgotten it but suspected now she had stolen his favorite gray knit. He smiled big just by seeing her.

“I thought you'd forgotten me. Miss you baby,” she said and gave the camera an air kiss. Bill smirked but panicked a bit when he realized she would want a movie or at least a picture as an answer. He couldn't take a picture of his face, it would look weird in front of the party goers and it would look silly to take a picture in the bathroom. He took a picture of his hand instead. He redid it a couple of times just so the size and veins would show. He also wanted his watch to show but the rings he took off and laid to the side, out of picture.

Of course I haven't forgotten you. I miss you too so fucking much. Happy birthday princess.

He put on the rings again and waited for an answer. He didn't care if the people at the party thought he was boring.

He looked at Aurora's next Snapchat. It was much more risky. She obviously was on her way into the shower and had taken a picture of herself in the bathroom mirror. Her naked back and ass. Bill cleared his throat and took a sip of the mold wine. It tasted like water after seeing that picture. He took a screenshot. He knew Aurora could see that he did so but he didn't care. He needed that picture.

“Are you sitting here all alone?”

Bill looked up at his sister in law’s boyfriend and smiled awkwardly.

“I'm quite tired…” he said and put his phone between his legs like a teenager in class. The guy made a face and smirked a little. Bill knew why, he always said he was tired but it didn't make him want to be with them more, he was too old to try to please assholes just because they thought they were the coolest on Södermalm. When more assholes started to come into the kitchen Bill didn't have anymore energy for it.

He walked into the living room to find his wife. She wore a wine red dress with wrinkled texture he couldn't really understand and her hair in a tight updo. He didn't mean to compare her with his young mistress but it was hard not to. He wondered how Aurora would look at her birthday.

“I think I will head out now. You know, the soccer party is tomorrow,” he said to her but she didn't fully look at him, like she had better things to do than talk to him. He meant his oldest daughter’s soccer team’s Christmas party. He didn't know how it happened but in some way he had become a supportive coach just because someone remembered he was good at soccer when he was twelve. He hadn't played soccer sober since his teens and suddenly he needed to teach a group of twelve year old girls how to play.

“Do that,” his wife said shortly then turned to her friend again. He felt invisible sometimes, in those moments he wondered if his life had been different if he had become an actor. He had never seen Alex or Gustaf be treated the way he could be treated.

He snapchatted with Aurora the whole way home and then continued in bed when the babysitter had gone home and the kids were sleeping. He followed every step of her birthday and also how she made herself ready for the night. She explained to him that she didn't like when her birthday became a Christmas party so red was banned when people celebrated with her.

He didn't really know what to do when she sent a picture of her outfit to the night. A short pink silky skirt but to that were just strands of rhinestones. It was like a bikini top but it didn't cover anything and she explained how her friends would tape it on her boobs so it wouldn't move. As some sort of calming words she explained she would also have a white fur boa but Bill couldn't stop thinking about the rhinestone top. He had thought his wife's outfit was boring and weird but Aurora's… Was it sexy or just too sexy? She could wear it for him but she would go out in New York City.

He got even more confused about what feelings he felt for it when she sent a picture of herself in the outfit and he felt a stir in his boxers. When he looked at the video where one of her friends filmed her dance in the outfit he pulled on his black boxers and looked at his erection disappointed. She controlled him completely and he knew he would just write the outfit was super hot and keep every other thought to himself. She could wear whatever she wanted as long as she wanted him to be the one to take it off.

Will you go home with…

He scratched it out and stared at the chat's white background.

Should I worry…

Fuck, he sounded too pathetic. He looked up at the ceiling and played around with his tongue in his mouth. He sighed and accepted that was probably what he needed to be, pathetic. There was no other way.

You're so beautiful. I just want you for myself, you know. Can I have you for myself?

He stared at the message. He was so pathetic, especially because he was still hard. He bit his thumbnail while waiting for an answer but she didn't even open the message. He dragged his hands over his face over and over but realized after a while he must sleep. Even if she didn't answer. He laid his phone under the pillow so his wife wouldn't see he was messaging Little Lou.

×××

Bill felt a hand over his naked chest, a finger tip circling around his nipple. He smirked a little and thought about Aurora's birthday outfit, she must have come home now and wanted his cock. He made a sound of pleasure when she kissed his neck but it was caught in his throat. The lips didn't feel right. Aurora's lips were pouty and always soft with either lipstick or lipgloss; these were not, it was even more obvious when they kissed. It wasn't Aurora’s soft kisses, this was his wife's more determined, dry kisses. Bill opened his eyes and looked down at her hand touching him over his boxers. He was still hard, probably still because of Aurora and her little outfit. For a moment he let his wife continue. Sucking his neck and dragging her hand over his erection, even if he was now used to a more careful and soft way. He let his wife top him in her underwear but when he opened his eyes and didn't see soft futures and brown eyes he pushed away his wife carefully. “I'm too tired…” he said lowly and turned his back to her. She made an offended sound.

“Your are so fucking boring,” she said and pushed his back lightly. Bill closed his eyes tightly. He didn't know what was right and could hear his bad conscience like a group of seagulls in his head. They got company when his wife started to snore. It had probably been a bit too much wine for her at the party and Bill wondered if there was a guy from the night she thought about when she stuffed her hand in his boxers. Bill sighed and stood up with his pillow and phone and silently walked out to the couch in the living room. Could he leave his wife for a girl who didn't want a relationship? That maybe didn't even have real feelings for him? She probably hadn't, he was the boring Skarsgård after all.

×××

He walked up The Skinnarvik mountain even if he slipped on the ice over and over. He just needed a place to breathe. It was early morning and Södermalm hadn't woken up yet so he could sit down on a cliff and enjoy the silence. He wanted his guilty conscience to become just as silent but it had rooted in him and itched like a rash.

He wanted to leave his wife but it was the wrong time. It was Christmas Eve in three days. He couldn't do that to his daughters and also risked being homeless over Christmas. He needed to wait.

He looked at the clock on his phone, 7.45. Then it was 1.45 in New York.

Are you awake?

He just needed to hear Aurora’s sweet voice. Her giggle and accent made him always smile.

Yeah. I just got home.

She sent a picture of herself once again in the bathroom mirror. She wore his knitted sweater and had two ponytails in her hair. Her face was fresh from makeup. She smiled sweetly with young cheeks. He took a screenshot. His girlfriend. He knew he had no right to even think it but she was. In his heart she was.

Is that the tenth screenshot you’ve taken tonight? :p

Haha probably. I miss you. Can I call?

Aurora sat under her cover in bed with a warm chest. There was just something with Bill. She had never felt so warm and safe before. He was so sweet and lovable. Maybe it was some kind of a Swedish thing, or his age but it was just something that made him so obviously “husband material”. He was the kind of man she wanted for the rest of her life.

Of course!

Bill called her with cold hands with his heart in his throat. As soon as he heard her voice he forgot that he was cheating. It was just the two of them in the whole world.

“Why did it take so long for you to contact me?” She asked carefully.

“Ehh… I don't know. I guess I didn't dare?” Bill said and looked around at the Stockholm view. “You didn't contact me either,” he continued teasingly.

“I'm a good girl. I was waiting for you,” she said playfully and with a bit of a childish voice. Bill laughed but then changed the subject.

“How was your birthday, babe?”

“It was good, chill. And I took another top! It was too cold!” It wasn't like she didn't understand what Bill thought about the top.

“I can understand that.” Bill was pleased and knew he sounded that way too. Aurora giggled. “What did you wear instead?”

“Nothing special.”

“You always wear something special,” Bill said with a smirk. Aurora giggled again.

“I'm sending you a picture.”

Bill moved his phone from his ear to look at the picture. She wore a black dress with white lace and bow detail. It was quite modest and he wondered if this was her way to show she was off the market.

“You're so pretty. I love the dress.”

“I kinda had you in mind when I put it on…”

Bill smiled wide but didn't say anything, his heart was beating too hard.

They continued to talk about her night out, his glöggmingel (but left his wife out) and he explained Swedish Christmas traditions. He had told all of his colleagues about Swedish Christmas but this was one of few times he liked talking about it. Her questions were cute, she made him think of things he had never really thought of and she asked about his girls in a thoughtful way.

“You know I love you, right?” He heard himself say and he licked his lips nervously. On the other side of the line sat Aurora with a beating heart and hid her blushing face in the covers even if she was alone.

“I love you too. And you're my dream man.”

×××

"You're my dream man."

Bill had a wide smile on his lips while he stood in the shower. He showered hot after being out for almost two hours in the snowy landscape. He let the water stream down, burning his skin like his emotions burned his insides. He looked down at his body. He was pleased with himself; he had started working out more and dragged his fingertips over his pubic hair. He would trim it down short and shave off his happy trail completely. He always felt his stomach looked more fit if he did that and now he could see abs when he flexed. As always the stomach was the hardest for him to train. His legs seem to be fit just by biking to work, his arms and shoulders just needed that one hour long gym time he have had before but a soft belly he seemed to get just by looking at pasta.

He flexed his stomach again. He wasn't that fit yet he could see the muscles while relaxing so he would probably be forced to flex most of the time he was together with Aurora. He just wanted her to see his hard work.

They had decided he would come around the fifth of January to her, his girls were back in school then but he also had time to manipulate his job to give him work at New York University. He said to Aurora he just wanted the trip paid for by them and that was why he would talk with them but in reality he needed an excuse to say to his wife.

His wife stood outside of the bathroom and listened to Bill sing a song in the shower. It sounded like that new RnB singer but she didn't think he listened to such music.

It wasn't like she hadn't noticed something was up with Bill. Especially when she had come home yesterday and saw him in bed. He was much more fit than he had been for years and a few days earlier when she looked through his phone she saw that he had sent a audition video to a Hollywood casting director. She looked through his phone quite often. She had it as a habit, she knew all his passwords. It wasn't something he knew but she was observant and just wanted to feel some sort of control. She had never expected him to cheat, she just wanted to see if he had other secrets. She took his phone that laid on the drawer in the bedroom. He didn't feel as innocent anymore. She locked it up easily, the finger print lock had been taken away after he had woken up when his oldest daughter had pressed his thumb to the screen.

Bill otherwise deleted sensitive materials, it was just of some sort of paranoia but that day he hadn't done it yet. He had just come home. His wife looked through his messages and found nothing, also his call list but there wasn't anything strange either. Then she opened the image gallery. A young woman's face met her at once. A young woman's bathroom selfie. She had no makeup on but still was gorgeous. She clicked on the screenshot folder and found more pictures of the girl. She looked like she was in her early twenties. Picture of her in a black dress, close ups of her face with glittery lips and long lashes, a picture of her in a bra while another girl curled her hair. The last picture was one more picture of her in the bathroom mirror, with a naked backside. She was curvy at the right places and had a cute girly smile. Bill's wife could hear her pulse in her head. She didn't know if he had contact with the girl or if she was just some online girl he had gotten obsessed with. He was in the right age for suddenly getting obsessed with a teenager.

She opened Snapchat and saw his top conversation.

Little Lou.

Just the bitmoji looked like the girl. Long dark hair, big brown eyes and full lips. It was painfully obvious her husband had some sort of relationship with a twenty year old girl.

That pathetic man.

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