#kinda a vent post

[cantsaythetword]

Since when do lee moods switch to sad boi hours??? Normally the tkls help me out of a lil spiral not lead me into one ???

#he speaks #i am the ok just kind of finding it weird and a lil spooky that my usual coping mechanism is just feeding me back into the feels #wild times #maybe i just gotta think better #think harder #faster #stronger #*cue techno beat and warped voice effect* #kinda a vent post #?

[advisorsage]

I often forget I'm disabled. After all, I can work, and I mask fairly well. But then I have time like now. Times when my body brutally and violently reminds me that I am, in fact disabled. I do, in fact, have chronic pain. And that pain causes me to only be able to be up for a couple of hours. And of those hours, only like one is at all able to be used productively. I wish I could give some sob story about my various disabilities but I don't constantly have to deal with interference from them. I wish I could say I could be supported through donations, but I feel like I'm not in need of that much help. If you like my art, you obviously can pay me to make something for you, but I barely ever feel well enough to make anything anymore. I know this devolved into complaining, but everything I've said is true. I don't know. If there was some perfect solution, I'd take it. I have a job interview tomorrow, and I'll be using my hour of productivity for that. So wish me luck. And if you've read this far please go drink some water.

#long post #kinda a vent post #i keep venting but i went with my mom to help my grandfather so i wouldn't sleep all day and i need to express my frustration #i also see my pain specialist tomorrow so hopefully I'll get an injection soon and be back to normal

[biscuits-spooky-corner]

i’m in do much fucking pain right now you do not understand i can’t sleep i can’t be on my phone i can’t take medicine i can’t get up and walk i just have to sit here while i suffer this headache i have has been getting worse over the couple days i’ve had it and honestly i’m contemplating if i should simply rip the thing in my head that gives me the ouchies so i don’t feel this way anymore

okay goodnight everyone sleep well if at all

UPDATE: guess who feels so much betterr 💪

#i was drinking water all day and it just kept getting worse and worse #like just keeping my head up is painful #and on top of that i feel so fucking sick rn dude like my tummy is NOT livin la vida loca rn #ramblings #kinda a vent post #sorry for that

[weirdnerdstr]

I fucking hate Youtube I fucking hate Instagram I fucking hate Facebook and shit goddamit the Youtube algorithm fucking sucks I wanna stay on Tumblr forever THANK YOU STAFF for keeping a functionally enjoyable site in this crazy world

#kinda a vent post #tumblr #vent #youtube #youtube algorithm #fuck the algorithm #algorithm #internet #media #social media

[justanothertiredwriter]

Melody was folded up in one of the large arm chairs with a lore book under her nose in an attempt to continue the boys’ research into alternative and pocket dimensions; even in heaven they were more Gabriel’s forte. But of course the operative word here was “attempt”, as even an archangel’s concentration could be broken when one of her charges wouldn’t stop tossing and turning on the frakin’ couch. “You know I could just put you to sleep if you wanted.”

A deep sigh came from the pull-out as Sam rolled onto his back. “Sorry. I just…can’t sleep.”

“The offer still stands.” Mel deadpanned.

“Don’t waste your grace on me, Mel. It’s just insomnia.” Melody had to resist the urge to smack her friend and explain to him that even cut off from heaven Archangels had virtually limitless power, because frankly this wasn’t the time for arguing.

“But it’s not just that, isn’t it?” Sam glanced at his friend before turning his gaze back to the ceiling. Of course it wasn’t. “C’mon, Sammy, you know how this goes.”

“Except I don’t.”

AND NEITHER DO I CUZ THAT"S WHERE THE FUCKING WORD DOCUMENT CUTS OFF FUCK YOU 2019 ME!!!!!

#sam winchester #oc #original character #melody lyra singer #yes her name started out as a joke and just stuck #just like your mom #spn fanfic #fic excerpt #original angel character #ignore this #kinda a vent post #spn

[beazt]

absolutely annoyed that there are so many community based servers (like one for a specific condition I have) and the mod and admin teams will straight up do their queerphobic or otherwise bigoted in-jokes in the gen chat like

sometimes it’s stuff directed towards their own identities but still comes off as lateral aggression or very internalized bigotry and sometimes it’s just stuff they have no place to say at all

like when there’s a no slur and no bigotry rule but the mods can get away calling each other fags and saying “I hate lgbt people y’all are nasty” even though they’re queer

and then when someone who I’m pretty sure is in the top 1% (wealth) and even if they aren’t they’re very close to that. “joking” all the time about ugly and poor people

yet despite everything still being the best collection of resources and condition-specific advice

#kinda a vent post #lous clues

[muggle-born-princess]

Reblog if you're LGBT and are against MAPS/Child Groomers

#i kinda want to prove a point to certain people #i don't usually post my personal problems on here unless I need to because I find it unecessary and childish #but this bullshit has been eating me the fuck up and I need to vent #LGBT does not equal groomer #Child groomers are not LGBT #MAPs are not LGBT #TW: Child Grooming #Tagging it that just in case anyone feels uncomfortable with said topic #fucking hate Texas and religion extremists and conservatives #LGBT #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #reblog bait

[injuredsoullessfrog]

#vent post #vent blog #ventcore #vent #mentally fucked #self h@te #s3lf hate #mentally drained #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff #s3lf harn #self h@rm #tw depressing thoughts #tw selfhate #tw self destructive behavior #feeling sad #self destruction

[daydreamersdomain]

“Did you know what I was gonna say?”

“Ugh. No”

“Then why are you interrupting me and getting so defensive. Do you see the problem?”

Getting so defen-

GETTING SO DEFENSIVE?!

I have so much, but at the same time nothing to say right now. So I’m just going to listen to music.

#vent post #kinda a vent post

[samferd]

Grrr hate it when 2 of my friends hate each other. Why can’t we be peace and love on the planet Earth.

#kinda a vent post

[cantsaythetword]

This are a little better ❤️

I don't deserve my gf 🥺❤️

#he speaks #she has made sure to tell me like multiple times even tho shes upset/angry and the situation #she doesnt think any differently of me #she still loves #and she isnt angry/upset at me as a person #i really really dont know what incredible saint-like life i led before this one to deserve a partner like her 😭 #and shes doing better now too #not completely ok yet but better #we had some good feel talk in the car on the way home tonight like usual which was v nice #kinda a vent post #but like the tail end of the vent #still gonna be a little shaky for the next while #but im a little more confident that i havent completely fucked everything up with the person i care about the most

[ghoulinfuschia]

Romantic breakups suck, but I think platonic breakups hurt just as bad. You lose a person you thought would be around forever. What’s worse is if neither of you did anything wrong. Circumstances just wouldn’t allow it anymore. You stand at the end of your journey together, side by side, and all you can say is “Thank you for everything. I hope the future treats you kindly.”

#honeybee rambles #Kinda a vent post? #I’m mourning rn #I’ll be fine I’m just dealing with the thick of it

[liminal-lesbian]

hi im very neurotic aroynd ppl i like!

#kinda a vent post #but oop

[okiedokiechick]

that feeling of emptiness when you just lay down, looking at the ceiling, thinking about what went wrong and how you deserved that, and you feel tears running down your cheeks and then ears. it's the worst one i've ever had and i don't even wish my enemies to feel like i do. fucking terrifying.

#vent #vent post #self h@rm #self mutalition #tw #tw self destructive behavior #tw selfhate #baby cvts #s3lf harn #styroblr #kinda depressing #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #depressiv #im cryin

[neuroticboyfriend]

time with complex trauma is like. i need to do everything all at once and if i don't i'm a failure, even if there's nothing to do. three months ago feels like yesterday but i can hardly remember yesterday anyway. i'm running out of time. for what? i don't know. i need everything to slow down but my life is so stagnant. i can't go to sleep because the day can't end, but i need the day to end or i'll go insane. i'm constantly worrying about the future but it feels like i have no future. i'm running out of time. for what? i don't know. time has no meaning but every second is the end of the world.

or is this just me?

#someone tell me they relate #i never see anyone talk about this kinda thing #softspoonie #cptsd #trauma #ptsd #complex ptsd #complex trauma #traumatized #actually traumatized #c-ptsd #post traumatic stress disorder #trauma victim #trauma survivor #vent

[yuriiofthevalley]

girl who is so understanding but treated like she's impossible to understand

#no this isn't a vent or anything. i've never really been bothered by this #just thought i would mention it here bc it's kinda weird and Not Really Fair if you think about it #but it's not a big deal to me at the end of the day #girlblogging #this is what makes us girls #just girly things #this is a girlblog #just girly thoughts #just girly posts #girlhood #i'm just a girl #hyper feminine #girly things #pinterest girl #it girl #dream girl #femcore #femcel #the female gaze #girl blogger #gaslight gatekeep girlboss