#im not sure if ill keep posting for this fandom but yea | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

little-critters-snips · 2 months

Text

THIS IS FOR ANON!!!! WHO COULDNT GET TO ME ON THIS BLOG AND HAD TO GO TO MY MAIN FOR THE ASK. (I honeslty forgot my apologies you can now ask questions with anon on)

THANK U SO MUCH I AM IN TEARS thank u ive tried so hard them well im so happy you like them guhghgh.......TEARS. i actually have quite a lot planned in drawings and """""""""jokes""""""""" so yea expect more to come.

also weed smoker catnap lives rent free in my head i swear, and hoppy is GREEN like WEED GREEN. IM SO GLAD YO LIKED MY JOKE ARGHG.....yes, make a fanfic, make them barely functional teen-barely adults please pleaseee. hehehe i love that you find comics and art inspiring hehe

honestly catnap is based off a few experiences ive had with friends lol. but yes, dogday asks himself everyday what the FUCK is wrong with his best friend.

AND BOBBY WAS SO FUCKING DIFFICULT TO DRAW THIS IS SO SWEET. ALSO THEY ARE GIRLFRIENDS!!!! i know bc iSAW THEM KISS!!!!!

yES. EMO DOGDAY. i LOVE TALKING ABOUT THIS HEADCANON TO MYSELF AND I CAN FINALLY JUST.......TALK. he would be such a teenage dirtbag he also still listens to my chemical romance religiously, also i didnt actually show anything but teenage catnap has braces and exclusively listened to vocaloid................... catnap and dogday being childhood bestfriends is a dynamic i hold close to my heart. !!!

dogday would die for catnap. dogday would also not give a sinlge dorito to catnap. it the BROMANCE. its "dude you are so beautiful you outshine the morning sunrise" and then catnap tries to drown dogday in a pool for a ""PRANK"".

thank you so much you are incredibly sweet!! i actually love when people ask for more content!! so excited you like it i was sure i was going to be posting for me and me alone honestly but seeing people enjoy what i draw??????????????? i am literally jumping up and down LMAO

i am actually starting classes soon and i have to prepare to postulate to art school and shit. but, i do asure you that ill keep making content hehehe even if a few doodles, i just really love these characters. if you have any ideas or make a fanfic i would love to read it and even draw some scenes!!!! i jsut really want to participate in this fandom LOL

you are so kind to me! you have a wonderful day too!!!

#ask to me #au lore

11 notes · View notes

youngpettyqueen · 1 year

Note

RE: MASH: I keep hearing about The Hauntolgy and the Time Loop Theory, and I wanna torture myself a little by reading more but I can’t seem to find any tags or anything on the blogs I’m following, and we all know search is broken.

Any ideas? I know these are pretty popular AUs/concepts.

oooo yea these are both pretty big within the fandom here. ill be the first to admit I havent looked at a ton of the time loop theory stuff, but I do think its a fascinating concept. my personal favourites are the ones that involve Henry being the one who's conscious of the time loop, or the ones with it being Radar

Henry's is really just a beautiful and painful tragedy with the idea of him trying to escape his death but he cant. the idea of him trying to go home so many different ways but it always ends the same, and when he wakes up right back where he started. @thebreakfastgenie has a post about it thats great, I know ive reblogged it at least once so ill see if I cant find it quick and reblog it for ya anon

in terms of Radar's I dont remember any specific post but I think its an interesting take on his more clairvoyant-like moments. being able to predict what people are saying, apparently being able to read minds to some extent, etc. its a fun gag in the show, but putting him in a time loop setting and having it be that he seems to have clairvoyant abilities because he's already done all of this before... its a fun take and also it hurts <3 im not sure what id have Radar's time loop be centred around, what he would be trying to escape or change, but its definitely interesting to think about

then there's the haunting which I have looked at quite a bit more and have talked about here a couple times, though thats usually in tags. there's a lot I could say about hauntings and MASH because the show itself is just... haunted. everybody's haunted by something, the entire narrative is haunted. the ghosts of the deceased, ghosts of the loved ones they left behind, ghosts of the ones who left, ghosts of their failures, etc. my personal favourite way to look at it is through how each character's loved ones back home float around them, influence them, haunt them in their waking moments and in their dreams. theyre not dead, but theyre not there. they exist only in pictures and letters, maybe the very rare phone call just so you can remember the sound of their voice

I remember there was a post listing the best haunted episodes of MASH with like, explanations as to why each episode was haunted and by what. I dont remember who OP was unfortunately- it might have been @variousqueerthings but I could be mistaken. I think Follies of the Living is my favourite episode for this, the episode's take on ghosts is fantastic, and that last shot just really stuck with me. its one of my favourite episodes in general tbh, this desperation and then this quiet sadness of a ghost hanging around camp, watching but unseen, listening but unheard. makes me wonder how many other ghosts sometimes hang around

#mash #Hawkeye in the time loop theory is also good #he does have an awareness about him that suits it #but I like to look at different characters for the time loop theory because you can make some really interesting cases there #and then the hauntings...#I know I have a tag analysis from months ago about Dreams and how Peg haunts BJ #because I think about that fairly often #kinda wanna write a fic now from the POV of Tommy's ghost hanging around camp after his death #gonna tuck that idea away for later #I have several other WIPs to finish first #but yeah MASH is haunted I think about it all the time #my thoughts aren't particularly organized on the matter but I could write an essay about it

35 notes · View notes

nyaacaron · 3 years

Photo

A little fanart for teacupi’s beautiful fanfiction TommyInnit's Guide To Being A (highly successful) Wingman!

It’s really great and I totally recommend it for anyone shipping rivalstwt and liking feral racoon Tommy

Wordless version under cut!

If you are considering commissioning me check here!

499 notes · View notes

nyxpolarlicht · 2 years

Text

❗️❌MHA SPOILERS❌🚫💙💀❤️‍🔥🔥

So the fact tht we’re gnna be learning about(hopefully)dabis life till now from 14-24 is so exciting but terrifying at the same time??!

Like up to now we’ve all essentially been trynna read into all of dabis dialogue to see what hes rlly like but nobody ACTUALLY knows!Everyones made different points where either “oh hes just a daddy obsessed boy””He was abused””He overreacted””he misunderstood their actions as not caring/loving!”hes sad over killing ppl!””he loves killing ppl!!””he doesnt care about the LOV””he cares about the LOV”

Like theres straight up so many different views on how dabi is its actually pretty wild,even more with the fact tht hes pretty much the only other main important character tht hasnt gotten a pov and is considered a mystery that honestly we should all be super scared of whats in his past.

Think about it right?

So many things that ppl dnt think about could actually be right and/or be wrong.Horikoshi could legit make him a real villain and make alot of ppl hate him based on what he’ll show and im so scared for tht??!Ill forever love my lil murder meow meow cause i love him no matter what and idgaf(biased af dnt @ me 😩)

I hope he has his reasons and i hope we get more than (no offense) some shitty 15-19 pages of dabis life speedrun cause at this point he deserves it and so do us all,like i want actual 4-9 chapters explaining everything tht happened in 10 years but kinda summarized.If not this is just a plot where no matter what the power of friendship and “heroes” wins.And thts just bs.

Up till now theres barely any heroes tht can be considered pure and honest,and the fact tht Endeavor and (dnt kill me fandom) Hawks are STILL working is absurd.AND they dint get any heavy hatred from the public after their dirty laundry was throw out there???Fkg Endeavor cried and he was essentially forgiven and told aight dnt do it again and then accepted???This was a legit abused and thrown to the side child tht did/went through god knows what till he became a villain,and he gets to keep his tittle as if nothing?!

The only thing tht could fix this is if he or both of them retire after the war cause right now they are the strongest so the heroes woulf need them,but aside from tht this story has essentially gone from a weak lil kid wanting to be a hero and provr himself to him realizing the fault in the hero society and saying “fine ill do it myself” and then being brought back by his shitty childhood friend?(idc to call him his bestfriend cause with everything he did to him bakugo shouldav been expelled but thts another post 👩🏽‍🦯).To then fight a war against ppl that hv been abused/neglected/ignored etc. by the sayd hero society and is actively being distracted so he jumps in and fights bigger enemies(aka tsu and uraraka legit telling him to leave toga to them cause he was trying to reason and understand her).

This is the first time ive ever read/watched something and i fully supported the villains and it wasnt just cause they was hot 😂.Only true hero in mha is deku 😭.

DABI TOPIC AGAIN💙❌💀

I dnt see the point of dabi dying honestly,like yea i get it sounds biased cause dabi simp but hear me out.The whole todoroki bs is about acceptance,moving on and fixing bs(theres bigger words tht were used once but idr).Dabi wont be killed and im 99% sure of tht,but BUT he might end up killing himself which i am in fear of.BUT IT WOULD MAKE ZERO SENSE!!!!

Dabi is one of the strongest villains so i get why he’d need to be taken care off in some way.But dying/killed??Its useless,stupid,no point in his story,no point in the todoroki story,not fair to the character and what would the message be from tht?”Aight so now that everyone knows his past lets make him burn himself to ash like hes done to all his victims and he’ll die like his jaw or or make him look more angelic so burn himself so much he’ll fall on a bed of ashes while looking at the sky covering his eyes slightly with the back of his hand and you’ll see his skin full black and then fade to nothing ye YE LETS DO THT FOR THE CHARACTER THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO REPRESENT SOMETHING LETS JUST OFF HIM CAUSE HE AINT ON DEKUS THE MCS SIDE!!!”

Y’all see why it would be stupid?

It would make no sense to me in anyway other than just hori killing one more villain/victim off to…to do what?Honestly it hurts to even think about it and hurts even more thinking that it would prolly happen in prolly 2-3 chapters. I want his past to be fleshed out completely in a couple chapters,i wanna know what he went through wether good or bad i wanna know what his thoughts and actions were for every step.I dnt want him to just get 1-2 small shitty chapters with his whole life summarized and then go back to the present and him lose to shoto(shoto would win this if he went all out with both sides and not just fire ngl)and the 3 endeavor sidekicks tht are essentially endeavor apologist🙄.I wanna see dabi just either pass out or get knocked out by shoto and then shoved into an ambulance and sent to an er then healing center or villain rehab,fkg anything at this point just dnt kill him off like hes some kinda side character.

🦋Anyways tht was my rant/vent post.I wanna know ppls thoughts about the mha manga atm for those who are in the current chapters,thoughts about any character in particular and or how would you all think this would all end?Also sorry for the long ass post i put spaces cause its easier to read and write it and if my english is bad its cause its not my main language so srry bout tht to.💙

40 notes · View notes

the-hellion-studio · 3 years

Text

Heyyy sorry for abandoning this blog kinda 😬😬😓

I just very violently switched hyperfixations and BATIM is kinda uh. dormant atm because all I can think about now is vampires agahshdhdhf... Also i was kinda dry on ideas to keep this blog going honestly and making a comic scares me more than I imagined

Also I tried telling myself id draw more original characters this year? Theres that. Blease make sure to check out my regular art blog @fullmoondaggers-art cause i really post more often here so if anyone likes my art its where its at ✨

Im not leaving the fandom cause its a good place here but I'm not going to make as much BATIM content as before for the time being! Really looking forward to BATDR to spark up my obsession again I can't wait for this fucking game to arrive grrrr

I think ill pin this post or something but ye just a little update 👏👏✌️ lov u guys

PS the askbox is still open n shit so if you guys wanna ask things n stuff it could help me warm up for my comic project idk

EDIT:

There's also the huge lack of interaction and feedback thats been ruining my want to make this blog run cause it really looks like im talking to a wall and that nobody gives a shit --' for example when i reblog an ask meme or something and it just gets like two likes...... Like please even if you dont give a shit send a random emoji or number its really not hard :/ likes do absolutely nothing on this platform and its extremely demoralizing to see only likes on your work/ on posts where youre quite literally begging for feedback or interaction.... Liking these makes me feel it says "yea ive seen it. aight. still not gonna interact tho." anyways i wanted to get this off of my chest its really hard lol.

17 notes · View notes

gyoomie · 3 years

Text

2020 rec & reflect under the cut

manga/webtoons

standout webtoons (ongoing): death is the only ending for the villainess (abuse cw) / beware of the villainess / a painter behind the curtain (nsfw BL; general cw)

standout manga (ongoing): the holy grail of eris / gokusai no ie

standout BL: nomi x shiba (mild nsfw) / see you later, mermaid (only extra chapter is nsfw) / torokeru chouai celluloid (explicit nsfw)

help why is it such a permanent dry spell for memorable yuri 💔 i do follow a few but i feel like its always either office or school romances + very little plot happens smh

music (mostly kpop)

oneus come back home / airplane / bbusyeo

mamamoo iljido (moonbyul) / maria (hwasa) / wanna be myself (cf song)

other standout title tracks wannabe (itzy) / oh my god (g-idle) / left & right (seventeen) / pporappippam (sunmi) / sacrifice (seung woo of victon)

ive definitely ventured more into kpop this year? ALSO OMG READY STEADY. GIGA. WHAT A MAN. he really injected some much needed life into the fandom with all the songs he dropped this year, a glorious return from the war 🤧🤧

writing

total wordcount (including unpublished zine pieces): 27,635 words

im a contributor for two for-charity zines: mlb love squared and personaloid. please take a look if ur interested, and support them if u can 🙏🏻

as of today (31.12.20), i will no longer be cross-posting fics onto ffnet - from 2021 onwards, ill only be posting my fics here (tumblr) and ao3!

im gonna be real here for a second - im not sure how often ill be writing for vocaloid. the fandom has become increasingly aggressive in the way it polices shipping and it does make me a little anxious 💀 but we’ll see how it goes yea

uni/personal

IM FINALLY DONE WITH UNI AYYY ill be graduating next year ✨

2020 has been surprisingly fruitful in terms of writing output - despite the pandemic hitting my mental health with a mf sledgehammer - but ive also been feeling rather out of place in fandom spaces for a while now, esp twitter. its partly the reason why ive become quieter on all my accts in recent years.

in a way, i kind of feel stuck between “vocaloid will always be home” and “im out of touch with vocaloid now + i dont keep up with prsk”, which is like. so where do i go from here. dabbling in other fandoms and new music is fun, but theres only so much fun yelling into a void by myself and hearing nothing back.

in a way, it feels a little lonely. it feels a little sad. but that is on me to figure out.

regardless, next year is gonna be a bit of a wild card for me (bc life transition and all), but i hope to keep writing. if ur reading this, thank u for staying - yall the real mvps.

with that said, heres to 2021!! 🥂💖

#i really enjoyed reading back my end of 2019 post so i decided to do it again this year #i tried to keep it simpler this time tho sjdbsdsb #there are some impt announcements in here too so do skim thru if u have the time!!#gyoomiebabbles

1 note · View note

doyouevenshipbr0 · 5 years

Note

Do you have any Gruvia accounts that you could recommend that post fanfics/ theories/ head canons stuff like that because I’m new on tumblr and don’t really know where to look! Love your fanfics btw!!

oh fuck ok this is hard bc i literally just go on the gruvia tag everyday and scroll and read things (which i recommend. keeps u in the loop w everything going on w gruvia) so like all of it kinda jus jumbles together i don't exactly remember who posted what😭😭 but ill try to help!

ALSO disclaimer im not positive on how active all of these ppl r😭😭😭😭u just said gruvia blogs and these r who stuck out to me, BUT like i said im in the gruvia tag literally everyday and there is PLENTY of amazing content from a whole bunch of ppl:)

@fuck-yeah-gruvia - obv. basically the gruvia hq. in charge of gruvia week and a whole bunch of AMAZING gruvia stuff! plus they r always reblogging anything gruvia!

@rieriebee - a DEDICATED ass gruvia fan. very lovely, very passionate. not sure if blog is gruvia specific. but ik she posts a lottttt of good gruvia stuff including gifs n such.

@frosthsea - again another wonderful fellow gruvian who is just as amazing and dedicated

@lovelocksers - loveeeee their blog!! great lil gruvia stuff and anytime i see they posted i smile:)

@thewritingstar - i dont think they're gruvia specific, BUT very frequent gruvia writer! fics r always cute and fun to read!:)

@bonneyq - the goldmine of gruvia fics. fan fav, and for veryyy good reason. she recently tapped out of the fandom for a bit:/ but STILL shes got amazing gruvia content for days

@rchella - yea i dont think they're gruvia specific but all ik is that when they post gruvia fanart i am in AWE! go on their blog and search under the gruvia hashtag and u wont be disappointed!

@giushia - ^^^more AMAZING gruvia art:) check em out!!!:)

@dooshiedoosh - another gruvia account that is super dedicated and lovable!!!!!

ok i hope that helped at least a lil ik theres 10192727119 other amazing ppl im leaving out this is just a short list! and thank u!!:)

#ask #personal

18 notes · View notes

gizmosisbuttons · 7 years

Text

Episode 4 was a fandom wide callout post.

all you fools too busy being pissed bc Coran went all show crazy and basically re-characterized the paladins to what the masses found entertaining, to notice that the entire episode was literally a fandom wide call out post. they literally called us out guys.

lets go over the list of things Coran said/did in ep 4 and compare them shall we?

let me preface this by saying he literally wasn't himself and i still love him just as much as before, my gorgeous man.

”I worked up very specific personas for each of you. This is going to help the audience connect on a much deeper level with each team member.”

as if they didn't already have defining personalities that make them very likable and awesome? sounds familiar right? its one thing to speculate and theorize based on what we know about a character especially if we don’t know a lot about said character. the writers put a lot of time and effort into developing these characters and even said during an interview once that one of the things that bugged them about og Voltron was that the only properly developed character was Keith. the other guys didn't get a chance to be loved. and that was what they aimed to do, to give every paladin and character the chance to be loved. since the beginning the fandom has been bad at this. taking one teeny trait from each character and twisting them so that the only thing that matters is that trait.

“lover-boy lance”

throughout the series lance is known to flirt with...pretty much every cute alien girl. of course. hes handsome, charming, girls love him. Coran wipes away all of the actually relatable things about his personality in favor of this charming flirt who would win over girls. Lance is insecure, he’s witty, he is the freaking sharpshooter, the teams sniper and their glue. he’s voltrons right hand now for a reason. he got into the garrison which is a military space exploration base, not just anyone gets in. hes incredibly intelligent and a great pilot. amazing really. bc simulations are always absolutely terrible and rarely help. oh yea, and hes charming.but god forbid anyone forget that hes a flirt. who cares about the other stuff that will actually help the audience connect with him.

“science wiz pidge”

its no secret that pidge is incredibly intelligent. she is one of the characters who haven't gotten their developing points until this season. in one of the first flashbacks we learned she nearly gave up studying because some kid decided to be a dick and bully her. Matt pulled her out of it and encouraged her to work hard. later on in ep 4 coran says that her science doesn't need to be factually correct because noone will understand her either way. he undermined her intelligence because . well. noone cares what she says as long as it sounds smart. fanfic writers do this a lot. like. a lot. i understand that you may not have the same knowledge that the girl who hacked herself into a military school base undercover at he age of 14-15 (if the theory that the garrison is a high school program is correct) because she had gotten banned for sneaking in and hacking into the computer system, but if you really do insist on focusing her on her smarts, do some research. no to mention. pidge may be the youngest, but she really is more than science and calculations. shes intelligent yes, but she can hold her own in battle (at the age range of 15-17 with no prior battle training), shes afraid of the possible reality that all her efforts are wasted and Matt and Sam are dead, she is actually pretty social with the paladins (she can even be seen hanging out in the kitchen while hunk makes glass cookies.) and beyond her intelligence, shes wise. shes not just random science facts, she knows how to hold her own in situations outside of battle and books. shes street smart.

“lone wolf keith”

now i know this was said to allura, and ill get to that. but if the keith vlog showed us anything, its that hes not just a moody loner teenager. i am very guilty of this myself. i portray keith as a human disaster. we don’t know hen he was left alone, we don’t really know much of his story. i head canon that his dad left him to fend for himself but every month woul drop off food or money or something. i head canon hes terrible about taking care of his body. but at least i don’t call him moody and move on. i give him a background to fill in the blank space, but sometimes i forget and focus too much on his folded arms and pouty face. he smiles. he laughs. hes an actual precious bean. but hes also afraid of being pushed away. hes guarded and does his best to be strong. he hides his feelings and protects his heart with everything he has. (geez boi who hurt you). he is not the human embodiment of “teenagers” by mcr. aka he has feelings too. not to mention he also got into the garrison, and was the top pilot regardless of how he got in, if it happened to be by recommendation like most people think.

“humourous hunk”

as a hunk stan this one annoys me the most. throughout the episode hunk is consistently embarrassed, and even protests the fart noises, fart jokes, etc. he is purposely tripped for laughs. the fandom forgets that hes not just the fat funny guy, or just the personal chef. hes overcome so much since babies first lion flight, he used to get sick, constantly had to be the voice of reason to keep his teammates out of trouble, he is just as intelligent as pidge and is actually one of the only people that can keep up with her science stuff. keith and lance even stated that they didnt understand anything they'd said. hes a fantastic engineer even if he had a few tummy mishaps. hes an amazing pilot too, and extremely sassy. he and pidge probably rigged the game console to work in space, And hes pretty friendly and cautious. he is NOT meant to be the comic relief. (say it louder for people in the back)

“shiro the hero”

a lot of the fandom has taken to calling shiro daddy, sexualizing him (”now put on this tight shirt”) and focusing on shiro and only shiro (shiros the “favorite character” of corans little show). hes great. he really is. and the man needs a break. voltron is a kids show. he isnt meant to be sexualized, none of them are. hes more than his arms and his leadership abilities. the biggest issue i have with the whole shiro thing. regardless of if hes a clone, when shiro returned he cut his hair differently, and wore short sleeves. everyone i know, including me, said they'd be fine with the clone if he had kept his hair long and “as much as i love the arm view” and didnt change his outfit. its a kid show. his body shouldn't matter.i am also guilty of this, and ep 4 opened my eyes to it. coran lifted shiros arm as if to prove that thats what the audience really wanted. he treats shiro differently bc hes the real star here and everyone should know it. ofc, hes the black paladin. (i wonder where the whole “the black paladin is the only one who really matters here” mindset came from. looking @ u ‘84). shiros may have ptsd, and hes constantly trying to hold himself together for his team, and its obviously not easy. maybe thats why hes got a cute white floof. the stress.

alluras erasure

another point that always bugged me. the fandom either forgets allura exists, or that she is just stealing lances place temporarily. Allura is the blue paladin. while keith is gone, she is not filling in. shes a paladin now too. for coran to call her keith, and constantly call her keith, even though she obviously has a few choice words to say about it, its distrespectful. she says his plan is working and he replies with “why thank you keith...i like to keep you in character” once again, erasing her existence. now im not as well versed in this particular topic, but id like you to keep in mind that he talks to his princess with that mouth, and that she IS the princess and not a fill in while keith leads. feel free to elaborate on this more.

coran “fires “ team voltron.

this. i find extremely entertaining. remember that legal trouble last year bc of the leaks? and right around that time the klance shipper started threatening them if they didn't make it gayer and put keith and lance together? the fandom, who wanted all of this to happen their way, were threatening to get it cancelled and such just because things didnt go their way. shiro, the leader, disagreed with coran and tries to shut him down. and coran in fit of rage says:

you're a bunch of quitters! quitters! i’m a visionary! i have thoughts, ideas, i dont need you anyway. ill rewrite the show, get rid of the whole lot of you, replace you with new paladins! and the show will be better than ever before!...except for you shiro, ill never get rid of you, you're our most popular character!

this is essentially what the fandom was saying. now, was this definitely their plan, to call us out with this bit, in not sure, but honestly, its almost too coincidental.

the writers have made it clear that they heard us, and have always been listening. and really, thats why i love ep4. you're angry because you know you got called out but haven't admitted it to yourself. the writers do their best to bring us the best show possible, but they cant satisfy everyone. why cant we just be happy about Actual Meme (tm) Matt, and look forward to season five instead of fighting them because we got our shit handed right back to us. weve gotten a taste of our own medicine, so chill. i enjoy them keeping us on our toes, surprising us with every turn, theyre great writers.who cares if one or two things pissed you off? we both know youre not gonna stop watching.

422 notes · View notes

fluffyblue-multifandommess · 3 years

Text

i am... not doing very well at the moment.

im only making this post because i always forget, when was i doing okay, when was i doing bad, when i was really really bad, and having these posts which are time stamped helps me figure this stuff out when i need it later.

anyways, yea, it’s been tought the past week or so, and I’m not totally sure why. part of it is i havent been eating enough, but also i think it’s that i have to make a big decision soon, or rather the decision is kinda already made and it’s going to change my daily life significantly, and it’s good thing because in the long term itll help me get better but it’s also scary and i also feel like i dont actualy have a choice whether or not to make this change because it seems like the only thing i can do to get better. its not really a choice when the options are “do this so you can get better, significantly improve your life and your chances at having the kind of future you want, OR just keep doing nothing and stay exactly where you are for the rest of your life”. and even knowing it will be a good thing, i am just so Not good with change. im scared that my Not Good-ness with change will actually make this thing completely ineffective in helping me because it’s just too big a change.

also im alone at home for 3-4 days and my dad left me with a big pile of dishes that i absolutely dont have the energy to wash which makes cooking significantly more difficult than it already is which means it’ll be hard to eat which means itll be hard to GET the energy i need to do the dishes, and the whole time they’re not done i will feel bad about it, and i will feel anxious that i wont get them done before my dad comes back and then he’ll make me feel even worse by commenting on my failure to do them. and ive been sitting in front of my grocery list and not a single item on it is an ingredient for an Actual Meal, it’s all snacks and stuff, and I can’t go to the store before I’ve decided what Actual Meal to buy for because once I’m there it’ll be too stressful for me to have any decision making ability, but i also cant seem to be making a decision right now, and also i’m so hungry because i haven’t eaten a real meal in I think 36 hours maybe more i can’t keep track anymore and ir eally need an Actual Meal but i dont have the energy to make one and i’m so hungry but it’s too early in the day to get fast food so idk what to do

and also i have missed out on every one of my therapy appointments for the past week because ive been sleeping at hours incompatible with going to the appointments, and only managed to cancel one of them, because it was the only one i had the means to cancel without needing to make a phone call, and this all just makes me really hate myself because im inconveniencing people and letting them down and letting myself down and fuck. i hate this.

and once again i feel compelled to end this post with an “i’m okay tho” to reassure anyone reading this who might be worried, because i can’t have people worrying about me because they can’t do anything to help me so it’s pointless for them to worry and just makes everyone feel bad and i hate that and i know i’ll be okay eventually but they dont necessarily know that and ive lost track of how this sentence was supposed to end so i’ll just say i have a therapy appointment on monday and i do think my sleep schedule will allow me to go, and in the meantime ill bury myself in m/necr@ft and d0wnt0n abbey, both old things (in fandom terms) that i have only just now gotten into because godsdamned did i need a distraction right now

#blue personal ramblings #vent post #anxiety posting

0 notes

tmntfandom2012 · 7 years

Text

I blame Ciro for this...

Note: We all have our opinions and rants. This is mine.

Alright, I took a back seat long time ago with rants, I PRAISED this show. STUCK UP for Ciro all this time. I dont blame the whole TMNT crew cause they were doing their job. But I will blame you CIRO.

From the very beginning you said you had 5 seasons planned. So this “finale” of yours was planned? Really? When even the network changes it up, that kinda gives you an idea, it should give you an idea that, the “Finale” wasnt child friendly. IM AN ADULT AND THAT SHIT WASNT FRIENDLY WITH ME.

We can handle alot. Well I can, I dont know about others. I wont speak for others. But for myself, I handled Splinters deaths, the fast pacing, and the stuff that made no fucking sense what so ever. I handled your stupid obsession with monsters back in the day, and with your annoying references, I put up with the ending to that space arc, WHICH ILL ADMIT I LOVED IT, but of course you had to make it so...deflated.

Season 4 should of been the ending to this series. Season 5 should of never been made, and if it had, you should of resolved the fucking stuff you started not make insane bullshit tales. Granted the crossover arc and ICK was indeed canon and legit, but it again held nothing. Usagi arc, while it was amazing to see him, IT DID FUCKING NOTHING.

YOU ALSO HAD A FUCKING CHANCE TO SAY APRIL’S MOTHER DIED IN FUCKING SEASON 3. But why the fuck would you say that you----

Okay. Breathe Mik. Breathe. I know its not totally Ciro’s fault, for the other arcs, but this “Finale” bullshit I BLAME HIM FOR. IT has his name written all over it. You seriously just couldnt give these teens a happy ending could you? I legit see why Nick canned your ass. If it was up to, the turtles would of either been horrible injured or killed. Splinter already died for shit sake. Like in season 5, i ACTUALLY STARTED MISSING THE KRAANG AND SHREDDER. Why? BECAUSE THOSE WERE ACTUALLY GOOD FUCKING PLOTS YOU DIP---

Argh. My rage.

Im trying to be level headed here. Im trying to be calm. Im trying to see your side Ciro. But honestly I cant. To say you have respect for the turtles and then go and do this to them was just, mind blowing.

Now Im not saying go be a dick to this guy, sadly he had his version, thank god its fucking over. YEAH I JUST SAID THAT YOU DICK. but that doesnt mean I cant be mad. I will be mad for a while. We should be mad. NO KID WANTED YOUR SHITTY “FINALE” hell not even adults. YOU WASTED OUR TIME. But why the fuck would you care? You got paid. You got your joy. Just wow. I heard your other shows you did ended great ((forgive me if im wrong)) so why couldnt this show?

I dont know, I know im being unfair, but I cant help but to think this stupid finale was on Ciro himself. He never liked master splinter, and it shows in all the finales except season 1. I kinda think Nick had it when you tried it for a third time. HELL I HAD IT WHEN SEASON 4 HIT.

Whats bad is, IM LOOKING FORWARD TO 2018 VERS. Why? Causes its not in your sadisting horror movie obsessed grubby little hands.

DONT MAKE A SHOW IF YOUR GONNA JUST END IT LIKE THIS JUST TO BE A DICK TO YOUR FANBASE or to keep people from remaking.

I know you had a motive, and thats my thought. I pray you never come near tmnt ever again.

and if this finale wasnt you’re fault, then fine, I’ll despise you for killing off splinter and making those boys suffer.

This show had promise. This show came out, and made me fall in love with these turts. Made me fall in love with everything of these turtles. Season 5... as much as I love ships. And the kavaxas story, and all the other tales, I wished this show would of ended at season 4, because it ended in a decent way. In A RESPECTABLE FASHION.

Would it resolve issues that are now left unresolved? No, but it surely would of been better then that apocolypse bullshit.

If you ever do another one of those, LEARN THAT THERE WOULD BE BUILDINGS DESTROYED AND RUN DOWN. LEARN THERE WOULD BE STILL HUMANS IN THE GOD FORSAKEN WORLD, and LEARN THERED BE AT LEAST SOME FOOD, oh yea....LEARN THAT TURTLES WOULD NOT GROW HAIR. My god....

And learn that TMNT will be rebooted, and your version may even get remade in the future into someone elses vision. So no this does not stop ANYONE to go back and change this. It will happen. Like it or not.

Aslo, this isnt related to this but Im glad the show is over cause now I dont have to see you and brandon whining about leaked episodes or spoilers. Like holy shit guys. But I digress. For now.

Ciro, to me, you were the villain this whole time. Flavor yourself and stay away from TMNT all together if your not gonna give it the closure it fucking deserved.

Stick to fanfiction.

Now if you excuse me, Im gonna write my au, and do some funny edits for the fandom. Or maybe draw... anything to get that shit out of my head.

Ill do a post later on maybe expressing about the fandom and stuff...but I wont say goodbye. I will go on with this show as if it hasnt ended.

FEEL FREE TO ADD ONTO THIS OR VENT IN MY ASK BOX, SEND DISCUSSIONS AND STUFF.

#tmnt 2012 #tmnt 2k12 #rant #i am really salty #sorry guys #ciro i dont like u #brandon your good but i prefer peter over you any day #what happened to season 1-3 #i like season 4 dont get me wrong #but 1-3 are awesome #you should of ended shit at season 4 #u fuck

90 notes · View notes

benene-the-banana · 3 years

Text

Pinned Post/Intro

Welcome to my account! I’m Benene! And if you’d like you may also refer to me as Banana or Bean I use any and all pronouns so misgendering me is quite impossible And to help you get to know me some here are some fun facts about me including some stuff you may not have guessed! - I’m Neurodivergent (ADHD and possibly Autism. I say possibly Autism because looking into that more recently I do fall into a lot of the criteria for what would make someone Autistic but nothing has been confirmed by a professional yet so thats why I say possibly. I have done plenty of researching and talking with others about it tho and I wont say it’s for sure until I get my official diagnosis like I have for my ADHD) - I’m apart of the LGBTQ+ Community. And by that I mean I’m Bisexual. I’m also Cisgender but I am a Trans/Gender Non-Conforming Ally. It would be pretty dumb of me to not support someone who is apart of the same community as me anyways, But yeah just saying that so if you happen to fall under that just know my account will always be a safe space for you. Including if youre in the LGBTQ+ side of the community that includes stuff like Neopronouns, Xenopronouns, Omnisexual, Polysexual, Neptunic, Uranic etc. I understand for y’all it can be hard to find a safe space so just know if you need one my acc will be here as that. You may even find some of that rep here with my ocs. I know I got off track here w/ that but since we were on that topic I thought I should go ahead and say that but now back to the fun facts! - I’m 16 yrs old or as some ppl would joke I’m on LVL 16. - I have Aniridia. Which if you don’t know hat that means is that it’s a rare eye disorder that causes the lacking or complete absent of an iris. - And I’m such an accident prone and clumsy dumbass that half the time I manage to get cut by WATER. I know that sounds pretty impossible but I can assure you with my stupid ass it is not. I have proven a lot of things wrong with my clumsiness. I think that’ll do it for the quick fun fact bit! But as we are on the topic of getting to know me and mentioning stuff about safe spaces there is something I would like to mention and stuff before continuing on to the next bit of my intro/pinned post I would really appreciate if before you followed me that you checked out my carrd. I say this because my carrd gas some very important information such as do not interact with my acc if you are or support certain things because my acc is NOT a safe space for those (it even includes info for what my acc is a safe space for too), you can use it to see if my acc is one you would like to follow, if you wanted to do something with my ocs and your’s and what my limits are for it, etc. You could even use its a quick way to get to know me more too if you wanted to. But yeah here’s the link so you can check it out if and/or when needed https://benenebananaer.carrd.co/ Now that has been said lets get back to explaining my acc! Content wise you can expect a lot of art. And those artworks will include my ocs, fandoms I’m in, fanart, aus, etc. I also like to make other posts as well. Such as incorrect quotes, dumb shit reposts from my instagram, my ask blog, etc. Which speaking of my ask blog If you would like to submit a ask or see what its about you can check out the carrd I made for it w/ all the info you may need about it https://benenesraskblogstuff.carrd.co/ But basically it has all the info you may need for it such as what it’s for, who you may ask (including a list of ocs for examples of who you may ask things), rules for what kind of questions are and aren’t allowed, freq asked questions, etc I’m also using a carrd for it because I can easily link it here on my pinned post with everything else I would like to have pinned and ebcause carrd is a good format for keeping it all organized and more visual appealing and less cluttered and stuff Plus its much better than a Tumblr Post Format for it anyways And going on with the final bit of this post My Commissions Info! Thats right I have commissions and if youre interested check out the carrd I made as a commissions sheet! https://benenecommissions.carrd.co/ It also has all the information you may need such as art examples, prices, rules, slots, status if they are open or not, etc ALSO I SHOULD HAVE SAID THIS BEFORE BUT BEFORE MY POST ENDS IN ANY OF MY ART THE GETS REPOSTED HERE FROM INSTA ( IDK WHY IM STILL TYPING IN CAPS BUT ILL STP ON THE NEXT LINE ) You guys may see a @ that leads to someone named Kai/Scout Yea thats my bro and they have a Tumblr too They are known as @curlysue-kai here Im putting their tag here because it’s a way to credit them for their collaborations me and them have and because you should totally go follow them and give them some love too But other than that last quick note I think this is all I have to say and pin here. So I’ll go ahead and end it here! ☜(ﾟヮﾟ☜)

0 notes