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#im not hungry... yes you are you are just sad. lets order something whatever is fine something comforting
seariii · 2 months
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*big sigh* I'm sad
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girlbloggerjqy · 2 years
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Renewed Family: Chapter 1: I ain’t ya babe😳
Anthony POV
Damn, Jasmine wants me to just show up at these little girl’s house. I get it though, family can be complicated. Despite the issues with Jasmine and I, losing a parent is terrible. I love my mom and even though my dad isn’t close, I would be sad if one of them passed unexpectedly. Jazzy sent me Brianna’s phone number and I texted her.
Anthony: Hey Brianna. My name is Anthony and I’m a close friend of Jasmine. Unfortunately, she can’t make it to LA because of work obligations but she wanted me to check in on you and your sister. I am very sorry for your loss. I have work in LA and I will be out here for as long as you need. I’m heading out soon and I will be at your house around 5. What do you guys want for dinner? I could reserve something or pick something up😁 
Anthony waited and he got a reply from Brianna.
Brianna: Hi anthony thanks for coming over:). My mom would have appreciated it. My sister cant stop crying so i don’t think it’s best to be in public. I don’t have any cash and my mom had her wallet when she passed. There’s a McDonalds by my house I can send an address or something. If you want something else there’s In-n-out or pollo campero. Lemme know what you want if not we have beans at home lol 
Anthony laughed. Whenever him or Mario wanted to go out to eat his mom was like “hay frijoles en casa!” He replied back.
Anthony: It’s all on me, Im good with whatever because Im hungry. 
Brianna: Thanks:) Elena wants In n Out.
Anthony: Bet. Send me your order lol 
Brianna:
Double Double animal style burger and cheeseburger with no onions We have drinks at home.
Anthony: No fries?!
Brianna:  I don’t have cash 
anthony: y’all are getting fries and shakes on me. y’all aren’t allergic?
Brianna: ur too nice 😊 we are all good thank you so much 
Anthony: don’t even worry about everything’s on me. Ima head out right now i’ll be there soon.
Anthony arrived at there house as the sun started to set. 
The House:
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not my pic lol
 He carried in large bags of food over the fence and knocked on the door.
“Hey it’s anthony!” He yelled.
“Coming!” A female voice yelled.
Brianna came to the door. She had a messy bun pulled up by a satin scrunchie, and her face was smeared with streaking mascara and messed up lipstick. Clad in midnight blue matching pajamas that matched her scrunchy. 
“ Here let me take that for you.” She took a bag from Anthony.
“Thank you.”
He heard sobbing in the background.
“Elena’s having a hard time right now.” Brianna explained to Anthony. “She might be a little awkward at first.”
Anthony frowned. “It’s okay. She can say hi when she’s ready”. 
They walked over to a table in the kitchen. The youngest girl was on the couch sobbing into a pillow. 
“Elena, Jasmine’s boyfriend is her to help us out. He brought you food.” 
She timidly looked up to meet Anthony’s eyes.
“Thank.. you.” She managed to say between her tears.
“ You’re welcome sweetie. I got you a chocolate shake too. You can eat when you’re ready.”
Anthony see out the meals on the table. Brianna ended up giving her sister her food on the couch. 
Anthony noticed Brianna was a little less emotional and was very friendly. She opened up about school and how her mom passed in a car crash. 
After their talk, Anthony replied, “ do you want me to spend the night? I know your sister still really upset so it might be easier if I can help. I have to sleep on the couch if you guys are comfortable with it. my suitcases are in my rental anyways”.
Brianna smiled. “ Yes please. My sister is having the hardest time and to be honest I can’t even handle it either. I appreciate everything though.”
“Of course. I’ll let Jazzy know.”
Anthony called Jasmine but she didn’t answer. He texted her.
Anthony: hi babe. I talk to the girls and they want me to spend the night. It doesn’t really conflict with my work since I’m done for the physical stuff. i’m just gonna sleep on the couch and I have my. suitcase and stuff
Jasmine: hey sorry I’m really busy with work. That sounds good and I ain’t ya babe. gn
 Read 10:30 pm
Anthony sighed in heartbreak and regret. The girls ended up leaving to their bedroom and he got his bags from the car. He got a blanket and feel asleep on the couch. He was sad by what the girls were going through. He was hoping Jazzy would come out soon. 
AN: Literally wattpad level writing but its fun so idc
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binunus · 3 years
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injury | cha eunwoo
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a/n ~im a simp for eunwoo, you’re a simp for eunwoo, let’s be simps for eunwoo~
LMFAO anyway this is the first week w/o true beauty and yes as much as suho’s character was a bit toxic, he was end game and that’s it !! also eunwoo bb worked so hard :’) no one can deny eunwoo’s superb acting skills alright !! and if they do they boutta catch these hands. so here’s a cute little something of basketball player!eunwoo bc im in love with him
pls watch handsome tigers or this tik tok if you wanna indulge in basketball player!eunwoo bc everyone should at least once in their life
→ pairing: basketball player!eunwoo x athletic trainer!reader
→ genre: fluff, lil angst
→ word count: 5.1k ________________________________________________
Your POV
One thing you didn’t expect when you applied to be a student athletic trainer for the university basketball team was to end up dating one of their star players, but here you were: holding hands with Cha Eunwoo–the starting shooting guard–as you two walked into the basketball court. 
He gave you a smile and a kiss to the cheek before going off to join his teammates in stretching. You let out a content sigh, watching as he happily greeted the other basketball players, and then went over to the other student trainers. 
Usually, you wouldn’t have much to do since the boys were just practicing, but there was someone new joining today, so you and the other trainers had to give her a little rundown on what she signed up for. 
“-mostly we just tape up and ice the guys if they have an injury or a muscle strain, but yeah that should be about it. Simple, right?”
The new girl nodded, eyes trained on the court as the team just started their warmups. “Who’s that? Number 97 is hot–”
“And dating y/n.” One of the male trainers, and yours and Eunwoo’s close friend, Rocky said, narrowing his eyes at the new girl as he rested his elbow on your shoulder. “So don’t even think of any ideas to–”
“Rocky,” You scolded hitting his stomach, “Don’t be rude.”
The girl gave you a once over, an uncomfortable smile on your face, as her eyes met yours. “Ah...well, you must have an amazing personality, y/n!”
You were taken aback, did she just call you ugly? You forced a laugh, trying your best not to quip back at her. Rocky, though, had no restraints, “Clearly a better one than yours.”
Before the new girl could respond, the head trainer called her over, a huge sigh of relief coming from you. Rocky clicked his tongue as he stared at her back, “She’s not going to last long with us. I don’t get why you’re so timid when others are clearly insulting you, y/n.”
You rolled your eyes at him. When it came to your friends, it was definitely Rocky and Myungjun who were not afraid to be bold about what they were thinking. “Eunwoo and I have been dating for more than a year now, you don’t think I’m used to people always saying that my boyfriend is out of my league? I just try to ignore it now Rocky c’mon, I know how Eunwoo feels about me and that’s enough.” 
“Damn hyung’s handsome face.” The younger male shook his head. You chuckled, the two of you taking a seat on the bench and conversing as the basketball practice went on. During water breaks, Eunwoo would come over to where you and Rocky were sitting, chatting it up with you two in brief increments before resuming practice. He would always pucker his lips up for a peck before leaving, which you would definitely grant and Rocky would pretend to be disgusted.
By the end of their practice, you managed to successfully avoid the new girl, waiting outside the locker room like you always do after bidding Rocky goodbye. Eunwoo smiled once he saw you, immediately draping his arm around your shoulders as he kissed your temple in greeting. “Baby, I’m hungry.”
“Mmm, you want to eat out or order in?” You asked looking up at him.
“Order in, I’m tired.” He said, the two of you already making your way to his car.
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As soon as you two arrived back at Eunwoo’s apartment, he immediately plopped down on the couch. You chuckled, lightly smacking his butt, “Baby, go take a shower first, you’re sweaty.”
“Wanna take one with me?” He asked blinking his big beautiful eyes at you. You grinned, the offer was tempting, but you already took a shower earlier today and you wanted to order this food as soon as possible. Eunwoo pouted as you shook your head in rejection, getting up to go the bathroom looking like a kicked puppy. 
You turned on the television to whatever variety show was on at the moment, barely paying attention as you were looking through the food delivery app on your phone. You turned your head as Bin walked out of his bedroom, no doubt having just woken up from a nap.
“Oh? You guys are back.” He said sleepily, waving to you.
“Binnie, we’re ordering for dinner, do you want something?” You asked offering him your phone, a laugh leaving you at the boost of energy he received from the word ‘dinner’
“You know a way to man’s heart, y/n.” Bin said jokingly as he started looking through the menu. “By the way, Rocky texted me about that new trainer–rude ass bitch.”
“God you guys spread gossip faster than girls.” You said amused, “I told him earlier, I’m used to people saying stuff like that. It’s whatever.”
“I guess, but you know how sad Eunwoo will be if he finds out this is still going on?” Bin said handing you your phone back. “We’ve been telling you this since the beginning, don’t let other people’s opinions get to you. You’re attractive, y/n! And to Eunwoo, you’re the most beautiful person in the world.”
You smiled, touched by his words of comfort, “Thanks Binnie, ah where would me and Eunwoo be without all of your guys’ support?”
“Nowhere because he wouldn’t have had the balls to confess to you if it wasn’t for us.” He scoffed heading to the bathroom.
“Change your mind, baby?”
“You better stay in the shower! I don’t wanna see your dick while I’m peeing.”
You laughed at their interaction, your attention shifting to the television as you patiently waited for your food and company. Within 30 minutes, the three of you were happily stuffing yourselves full with the takeout, talking up a storm while watching tv. You leaned back against the couch when you felt your stomach capacity maxed out, hands perched on your belly as you groaned, “I can’t eat anymore.”
They looked at you in amusement, Bin laughing while Eunwoo rested his hand on your knee, a fond smile on his face as he told you he’ll finish up your leftovers. The two boys then got engrossed in their own conversation of sorts, you listening quietly to the side as the food coma started to kick in. Somewhere in the midst of their conversation, you settled behind Eunwoo, legs draped next to his body as you snaked your arms around his waist, resting your head on his back. He hummed, still chewing on his food as he took one of your hands and squeezed it. 
You started to zone out, their dialogue beginning to sound like a bunch of nonsensical noise. Bin looked over to where you were laying, “I think y/n’s about to knock out.” 
Your boyfriend turned his body to get a glimpse of you, grinning as you whined from the shift in movement. He changed your positions so that you were leaning next to his side, his arm around your waist as you rested your head on his shoulder. “Food coma?”
You nodded, snuggling into his side to get comfortable. Bin watched the two of you with a smile, scooping up the last of his food before clapping his hands, “Well! you guys being all cuddly is making me miss my bub...so see you lovebirds tomorrow!”
You snort, eyes still closed as you respond to him, “Aren’t they hanging out with Eunbi right now? I saw it earlier on their Instagram story.”
He shrugs, gathering up the trash, “I’m going to crash their hangout because I want to cuddle too. Have fun you two, good night sweet dreams, use protection...or not, be a little spicy!”
Eunwoo rolls his eyes as he picks up a throw pillow and chucks it at his roommate, “Alright bye Binnie.”
It takes all but five minutes before Bin leaves the apartment. The moment you two were alone, Eunwoo immediately tightened his hold, practically pulling you onto his lap as he laid you both down on the couch, spooning you from behind. You let out a smile, hands on top of his as he kissed your shoulder, “You ran a lot today baby, are your legs okay?”
He cutely nods his head, his chin lightly digging into your skin, “My calves are a bit tight, but I’ll probably just roll them out at the gym tomorrow.”
You hummed, rubbing his arm, “Do you want me to massage your legs?”
“It’s okay baby, we’re both tired. I’ll just do it tomorrow.” He said, not wanting to move from the couch any time soon. You chuckled, turning around so that you faced him, your eyes finally blinking open, “If you wait until tomorrow, your calves are gonna be stiff and sore, you might get a muscle cramp. C’mon baby.”
He kissed your nose in response, “You were literally about to knock out from a food coma five minutes ago.”
“The feeling comes and goes,” You grinned, moving to stand up from the couch. Eunwoo pouted at your absence, but followed your movement anyway, taking your hand as you led him to his bedroom. He obediently laid face down on his bed, waiting as you searched his room for the roller stick. “Can we cuddle after?”
“Yes,” You laughed, giving him a kiss before you sat down next to his legs. “Baby, this is your perk for dating an athletic trainer. I need to make sure you’re in tip top shape.”
“But rolling calves always hurt.” Eunwoo whined, already wincing as you started to apply pressure under the back of his knee. You tried to be gentle at first before really going in with stretching his calf muscles, “that’s because your calves are the tensest muscles in the body, they’re put under a lot of strain and pressure from walking and running so it hurts when you try to relax them.”
“I love when you talk medical to me,” He sighs dreamily. You roll your eyes, pressing down hard on the meat of his calves. You felt bad when Eunwoo started letting out complaints of pain, trying to talk him through it and distract him from the pressure on his legs. “Ow ow baby! It hurts!”
“I know I know, almost done baby, I promise.” You said gently, rolling the stick thoroughly over both calves a couple more times, trying to get rid of all the deep knots that accumulated in his muscles. After deciding that he’s suffered through enough with the stick, you put it to the side and began kneading the heels of your palms through his skin, stimulating his muscles gently after the harsh rolling session. Your hands slowly moved north until they landed on his shoulders, briefly massaging the knots out in his neck as well. You ended up laying next to him, cooing cutely as you pressed a kiss to his cheek, “all done.”
Your boyfriend smiled, pulling you into his chest as he kissed your forehead, “thank you baby.”
“You better not ask any of the other trainers to do this for you,” You pouted, a little bubble of jealousy coming up from the earlier situation at the gym. “Except Rocky, maybe.”
Eunwoo scoffed, running his hands through your hair as he met your eyes, “I would much rather have you give me a massage than Rocky. And hey, you better not offer this treatment to the other guys too or I’ll get jealous. You’re my trainer.” 
“Deal.” You grinned hugging him tightly, all feelings of jealousy quenched.
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Game days always had a specific schedule to be followed. In the morning, you two were free to do whatever you pleased, but it always ended up with the two of you procrastinating in bed until 11 am. Eunwoo always ate a high-protein high-calorie meal whenever he had games and today’s lunch was no different. After eating, the two of you began to get ready, which included showering and getting dressed.
Today you wore a simple set of jeans a black crop top, finishing your look with the university sports quarter zip, which you were required to wear for every game. After tying your hair up, you turned to your boyfriend who was just starting to dress himself. You took a seat on his bed, marveling at how attractive he looked as he slipped on his jersey and shorts. “I’ll never get over seeing you in your uniform, baby.”
He grinned, placing his arms on either side of your body as he hovered over you, leaning down for a kiss. You expected it to be short and sweet, but Eunwoo had different ideas, lips still working against yours as your back gave in, laying down on the bed. You whined as one of his hands took place on your waist, rubbing at the exposed skin, “Mm, baby, we have to leave soon.”
“I know,” he said moving his lips down your jaw, “I just wanted to kiss you.”
“You can kiss me all you want after your game.” You lightly chuckled, wrapping your arms around his torso in a hug. He nodded, face buried in your neck as he dug his hands under your body, hugging you tightly. You hummed, caressing his hair soothingly, “Are you nervous?”
“A little, I’m always nervous before a game, baby.” Eunwoo said pressing a kiss to your collarbone, “You’ll cheer me on, right?”
“Always,” You said patting his back, “C’mon, we should start heading out soon.”
He nodded, reluctantly getting off of you and pulling your body up with him. You offered your boyfriend a cheerful smile, reaching up to fix the bangs out of his eyes before cupping his cheeks, shaking his face in between your hands, “You’re going to do amazing today baby, as always.”
Eunwoo smiled at your action, pecking your lips again before the two of you did a last-minute search around his room for your belongings. After getting all that you needed, the two of you bid Bin goodbye, telling the swimmer that you’ll see him at the court later. You took your place in the driver’s seat, wanting Eunwoo to just relax for the short drive to the gymnasium. You dropped him off at the entrance first before going to find parking, having Eunwoo arrive early was more important than your arrival anyway. 
As soon as you walked into the court, the players were already doing their stretches, your boyfriend in the midst of them all. You glanced at him briefly before greeting the other trainers, the group of you having a quick pre-game discussion of roles before being dismissed to do your own things. 
You actively try to avoid the new girl as the time draws closer to the start of the game, not wanting your energy to get dampered. By now, the other team has already arrived and the stands were slowly starting to fill up. You were seated calmly behind the bench, trying to pass the time on your phone, before your boyfriend took the space next to you, hand automatically going on top of your knee. “You ready?”
“As much as I can be,” He grinned rubbing your kneecap, “Wanna come with me to fill up my water bottle?”
You nod, you weren’t doing anything anyway. The male immediately drapes his arm over your shoulders as the two of you walk to the water station, the two of you already getting excited about your dinner plans after the game. The rest of your friends would be joining you, no doubt, as you already spotted them near the front of the student seating. 
You were in such a good mood, anticipating the start of what was going to be a good game. Your university was going against their rivals, so expectations for both teams were high. You and Eunwoo were leisurely walking back to the court, he still had a couple more minutes before he needed to join his team. 
“Hey, you’re Eunwoo, right? I don’t think we’ve met before. I’m Hana, the new student trainer. You’re really good at playing!” The girl said walking up to the two of you. You immediately felt your body stiffen at her appearance, trying not to let it show to your boyfriend. He gives the new girl a polite smile, “Ah thank you.”
“If you need anything, I’ll be more than happy to help you.” She said batting her eyelashes sweetly at him. You pursed your lips tightly, jealousy easily building up inside of you. Eunwoo only laughed awkwardly, “I appreciate it, but y/n’s got everything handled when it comes to me, right baby?”
You nod, trying your hardest not to punch Hana in the face at her blatant attempt to flirt with your boyfriend right in front of you. Eunwoo noticed your discomfort immediately, removing his hand from where it was interlocked with yours before slipping it around your waist, squeezing the skin gently. “Well, it was nice meeting you Hana, but I should go back to the team...I’ll look at you when I need good luck, baby, hm?”
You manage to crack a smile, a little laugh leaving you when he puckered his lips out for a kiss. You step on your tiptoes, granting his wish quickly, before pushing him out towards the court. You turn towards Hana and give her a forced smile before searching for Rocky. 
You weren’t surprised to find him in the bleachers, sitting and chatting amongst your group of friends. You go and join them with a light feeling in your chest, greeting the other four of them with hugs.
“How are you doing y/n? You excited?” Jinjin asked as you take a seat next to him.
“Yeah! I mean the guys have a really good chance of winning this one, it’s gonna be a good game.” You smiled clasping your hands together. Rocky only scoffed as he pointed at you, “Bitch, I saw Hana approaching you and Eunwoo hyung, spill.”
You throw the younger male a joking glare, “Nothing gets past you, huh?”
Bin immediately cringed at her name, hand palming his forehead, “Oh God, what did she do?”
You shrugged passively, “She just introduced herself to him and said that if he needed anything, she’ll gladly help him or whatever.”
The boys groaned in response, Sanha reaching over Jinjin to tap your leg, “And? What did hyung say?”
“He let her down gently and said that he goes to me if he needs anything–”
“As he should!” Myungjun said indignantly, crossing his arms in annoyance. Jinjin only nodded, “Good boy.”
“If she even tries to homewreck y/n, just say the word and I’ll scream at her!” Myungjun said in all seriousness. You laugh at his claim, “thanks guys, but I think Eunwoo made it pretty obvious to her so it’s fine.”
The youngest sighed giving you a pout, “You’re too nice, y/n.”
“That’s what I’m saying,” Rocky said agreeing with Sanha, “If I was you and someone was flirting with my partner, I’d clock them right in the face.”
“Hey, I wanted to–”
“You should have,” Bin sighed, “What a shame, maybe next time.”
“I usually don’t advocate for violence, but I’d turn a blind eye for this, y/n.” Jinjin agreed. You rolled your eyes at them, “You know, as much as I love to sit here and get lectured, Rocky and I have to go down to the trainer section.”
“We’ll see you guys later!” Rocky said as the two of you stand to go to the bench, taking your seats with the other trainers–and as far away from Hana as you could. 
The game was already intense from the tip-off, both sides in a tight match to get a starting lead. The cheers from the stands were just as heightened, giving energy to both sides during baskets or free throws. Their plays started to get rougher from the beginning of the second half, more and more fouls getting called on both teams. 
You and the trainers were busy as well, assessing each player during substitutions and icing whenever they came back to the bench. By the third quarter, your team established a good six-point lead, the energy of your section high from Eunwoo’s back-to-back 3 pointers. 
You could distinctly hear Myungjun’s scream as he shouted Eunwoo’s name, a laugh coming from the bench at his volume. You hid your face in Rocky’s back, second hand embarrassment coming from the two of you at your friends’ loud cheering tactics.
You even spotted Eunwoo letting out a smile as both sides prepared for a free throw, your boyfriend giving a thumbs up to the guys in acknowledgement. His gaze then shifted onto you, your cheeks flushing as he shot you a heart-fluttering wink, a smile gluing itself onto your face.
You watched with pride as his concentration zeroed back in on the game, his team playing impeccable defense as they raced to your side of the court. After a couple back and forth relays, your team was on offense, trying to calm down the tensions as they strategized their next play.
It all happened so fast. The opponents stole the ball from your point guard, commencing a fast break. Eunwoo sped across court, the defense of your team depending on him and another player. 
“Eunwoo–screen!”
He followed the instructions of his teammate well, placing his body in front of the opponent as he tried to defend your team’s basket. Unfortunately, the momentum of the other player was too much, both players roughly colliding and falling on the court. 
You gasped in horror, immediately standing up from your seat as the referee blew the whistle to stop the play. Your teeth dug into your lower lip in worry as Eunwoo remained on the floor, clutching his waist in pain as some players and the referees surrounded him. The head trainer jogged onto the court, kneeling in front of Eunwoo to ask if he was okay. 
The gymnasium was quiet, looking on to the scene that was unfolding in the center of the floor. Slowly, the trainer helped Eunwoo stand up, your boyfriend leaning his weight on the male as he limped off to the side, the coach substituting in the other shooting guard in place of Eunwoo. Both sides started clapping in respect, as they always do when someone gets injured during a play. 
The head trainer looked to the group of you, “someone help me with Eunwoo.”
Before you could even respond, Hana beat you to the chase raising her hand, “I can help.”
“y/n,” Eunwoo said, eyes only on you. The head trainer looks between you and Hana, sighing, “Decide amongst yourselves, and fast.”
“It’ll give me more experience-”
“No, I want y/n.” Eunwoo said seriously, not even giving her a chance. The head trainer ushers you over, your feet finally taking a step with the help of Rocky pushing you forward. You accidentally shove Hana out of your way as you approach Eunwoo and the trainer, taking some of your boyfriend’s weight as the three of you walk to the locker room.
Once in the locker room, the head trainer immediately started assessing Eunwoo’s waist, trying to determine whether he needed to be sent to the hospital for a scan. Quickly and quietly, you follow the trainer’s lead, offering your assistance when he needed it. All the while, you hold Eunwoo’s hand as your boyfriend was trying not to think of the pain in his lower back.
“Do you think you can walk, Eunwoo?”
“I don’t know, there’s a sharp pain in my waist if I try to turn my body.” Eunwoo said attempting to rotate his upper half.
“No no no, don’t move. Let’s get you to the hospital to make sure there isn’t anything broken.” He sighed taking out his phone to call the medical team, “y/n, I’m sure you’ll be accompanying your boyfriend. Text me Eunwoo’s updates, okay?”
You nodded, briefly leaving Eunwoo’s side to gather both his and your things. Within the next five minutes, a group of EMTs entered the locker room, lifting Eunwoo onto a stretcher and rolling him to an ambulance, you following closely behind. 
You didn’t say much on the way too the hospital, your mind too preoccupied with worry and thinking about the worst-possible scenario for your boyfriend. Even when you arrived at the hospital, Eunwoo was immediately whisked away to get some scans and X-rays done, you being escorted to the waiting room in the meantime. It seemed like forever until a nurse approached you, leading you to the room where Eunwoo was being held. 
You let out a sigh upon seeing him, almost being moved to tears as he offered you a smile, “You’re smiling? Cha Eunwoo, I oughta–”
“Baby, I’m okay.” He chuckled lightly, hand outstretched to meet yours. You frowned, putting both of your bags down to the side as you took a seat by his bedside, “Are you okay? What did the doctor say? I need to update the trainer and your coach too.”
“Nothing’s broken,” He said first, attempting to ease some of your anxiety. “The doctor said I had a nasty fall that bruised my coccyx so there’s a lot of inflammation to the area. They gave me some pain medication so I don’t really feel anything right now, but I should be discharged tomorrow. And then he gave me a referral to a chiropractor who I’ll see in about two days. But baby, I’m okay, promise.”
“You can’t play though,” You said softly, hands fiddling with his fingers, “I feel like I’m more upset than you.”
“I played hard today so I don’t regret anything.” He said simply, “it sucks that I couldn’t finish the game, but injuries are a part of being an athlete, you know that baby. Besides, from what the doctor said, I shouldn’t be out for too long, maybe just a game or two. I told him I’m in especially good hands because you’re gonna take care of me.”
You said nothing, still not fully believing that he’s taking this situation so well. “Baby...give me a smile, hm? I’ll feel much better if I see you smiling.”
Mustering up the brightest smile that you could, you finally looked up at his face. His features only softened, knowing that you were trying your best to stay strong for him, “Are you still worried?”
“Baby, you’re in the hospital.” You said as if stating the obvious, “How could I not be worried?” 
“You’re so cute being all worried about me,” He teased squeezing your hand. You scoffed, finally easing up a little at his flirting. “You laughed! I heard you laugh just now!”
“You’re annoying,” You said as you took out your phone to give the head trainer updates on Eunwoo’s condition. After you pressed send, you immediately received a call from Sanha, “Hello?”
“Is Eunwoo hyung okay?!” “Is he dying?!” “Eunwoo no he’s too young to die!”
You flinched at their loud volume, turning your phone on speaker so that you and Eunwoo could both respond to their chatter. “Guys, he’s not dying.”
“I’m okay,” He laughed taking your phone. “Hold on, did we win?”
“Are you fucking serious? That’s what you wanna know?!” Myungjun scolded into the phone. You chuckled, the guys talking over each other again as they announced they were on the way to the hospital. “They never said if we won or not.”
“I guess you’ll find out when they arrive.” You said, patting his cheek as you stood, removing your sweater. “Do you want some water, baby? I could go get some.”
He shook his head, puckering up his lips for something else. “Please? I’m injured.”
“You’re going to use this to your advantage, aren’t you?” You asked leaning down to grant him a quick kiss. “Maybe.”
After handing Eunwoo his phone, you went to the bathroom for a little bit before coming back and taking a seat on the hospital bed that he so highly encouraged. “If we get scolded by the nurse, I’m blaming it on you.”
“It’s not like you’re laying in bed with me, baby. We’ll be fine.” He said putting his hand on your thigh. He rubbed your cloth of your jeans gently, thinking to himself as you responded to messages on your phone. “Baby, you know I love you, right?”
You made a sound of confusion, looking up from your phone and meeting his eyes, “Hm? Of course I do. I love you too. Why, all of a sudden?”
“Just, when Hana was talking to us earlier and when she volunteered to try and help, I could see that you were uncomfortable.” Eunwoo said gently, “It annoyed me too, to be honest. Like what else did I need to do to show that I’m dating you.”
“Don’t worry about it,” You said stroking his hair, “I’m used to people thinking that they can steal you away just because they’re prettier than me or more handsome than me or whatever. It doesn’t bother me that much anymore, baby––and it shouldn’t bother you too.”
“That’s so fucked up, y/n, how can that not bother me?” He frowned. “You are the most attractive person in my eyes, baby. If anyone pulls this shit again, I swear I won’t let it slide.”
“I know,” You said quietly, kissing his cheek. “I love you.”
“And I love you,” Eunwoo said, “I don’t want you to ever forget that y/n, you’re mine and no one can do anything to change that.”
“Mmm, I’m lucky that you and the guys always defend me, aren’t I?” You lightly smiled, “God, you have no idea how many times Rocky cursed Hana out in the past week.”
“As he should,” Eunwoo nodded kissing the back of your hand, “see, this is why they’re my friends.”
“Speaking of our friends.” You said looking at the door, “I can hear them coming.”
Your boyfriend chuckled, both of your attentions at the door, which shortly was opened by five boisterous guys. The sound in the hospital room suddenly increasing tenfold at their appearance, all five of them crowding and fussing around the bed. You giggled, sharing a look with Eunwoo as the guys started talking all at once. He grinned, listening until the end of their rambles. Although he was injured, Eunwoo noticed that he couldn’t be feeling any happier. He had no doubt that he would have a speedy recovery, especially if you and his best friends were right by his side. _______________________________________
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shoutaaizawas · 4 years
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Hey! Congrats on the anniversary! Can we get a Todoroki ceo!au with the prompt "What gives you the right" please?
thank you so much!! thanks for the request 💖
↳ shoto todoroki x reader → just business
event: au prompts summary: you have been todoroki’s secretary for years. when you try to move on from your feelings for him he doesn’t like it. word count: 2,039 tags/warnings: ceo!todoroki, light angst, fluff, happy ending a/n: rewrote this like twice but im happy with how it turned out
You were Todoroki Shoto’s secretary and had been for a few years now. He was the CEO of Todoroki Enterprise so working for him was no small feat. It was an important job. The longer you two had worked together the easier your job was, you understood Todoroki and he understood you.
Many times throughout the day he would ask you for something and before he could finish his sentence you’d be handing him a file. You were perfectly in sync.
It wasn’t just professionally that you got along but you really liked Todoroki as a person. Working so closely with him for all this time you got to see more of him than most.
Sure he was handsome and rich, that’s what the world saw. But knowing him first hand you knew he wasn’t a playboy like most assumed and he wasn’t exactly the most charming person. You didn’t mean that in a bad way but he just wasn’t a flirtatious person like most thought. He was very blunt and accidentally hilarious.
He could be incredibly oblivious despite his intelligence. You couldn’t count how many times you had seen women flirt with him and it went right over his head.
He was kind and caring even if he didn’t show it off.
What most people knew nothing of was what he and his family endured in their youth. Shoto’s childhood was very troubling and a lot of what happened in it stuck with him whether he realized it.
Shoto was an amazing person and it was hard for you to not fall in love with him. Even harder was keeping your feelings hidden. There was no way he could ever feel the same about you so you decided for your own sake you needed to move on.
Normally you worked a lot of overtime, you didn’t mind it. If Shoto had to stay late you had no problem staying with him and helping him so he could try and get home at a decent hour. It wasn’t like you had much to do anyway and you loved being around him. In a way the late nights were a good thing, ordering takeout and sitting in his office with him helping him with whatever task he was working on.
But tonight you had a date, it took you a lot of courage to finally try and set one up.
“Todoroki,” You said entering into his office. “I’ll be heading home at five today, I can’t work overtime.”
“Oh, okay.” He said looking up at you. “Is everything okay?”
“Yeah, I just have a date.” You told him. You didn’t like saying it out loud.
“Oh.” He said, his tone was odd. “Actually I need you to stay and help me with a project.”
“Wait, what?” You said. “You literally just said okay but now you’re telling me I can’t.”
“Well no I’m saying no, and if you want to leave early this will be your last day working here.” He said.
“What?” Your voice almost broke. Shoto Todoroki was you boss, yes but you considered him your closest friend and he always treated you as such. He had never talked about firing you not even as a joke. Your heart dropped and you felt sick. You had no idea where this was coming from.
“You can work late or not work here at all.” He repeated.
“What gives you the right?” You said, tears welling up in your eyes. You hated how unprofessional you felt right now but he was being unfair out of nowhere. “I have come into work early every day, stayed late whenever you asked and even when you didn’t. I have worked holidays and weekends at the drop of a hat and the one time I ask to leave on time you tell me no or you’re going to fire me?”
It seemed Shoto realized the damage his words had done, his expression softening as a tear slid down you cheek. Before he could speak you were out the door.
If Todoroki decided that your years of loyal work meant nothing than maybe it was time to find a new job.
You left, going home, tears running down your face as you did.
It was bad enough how in love you were with Shoto but when you try to move on he tries to stop you. How cruel was he?
You did everything you could to cheer yourself up as you got ready for your date. Listening to your favorite upbeat songs as you put on your makeup and picked out your favorite dress.
You were supposed to meet your date at a restaurant so you found yourself at a table awaiting him. You were early, it was a habit of yours to always be early to things. As the time went on it was now seven o’ clock and there was no sign of your date.
Being late wasn’t an attractive trait but it was fine, it wasn’t like you had to marry this guy. You were just trying to branch out to get your mind off of one person in particular.
Then you found yourself waiting for five minutes, then ten, then twenty, with no texts from said date. If that wasn’t bad enough the looks that the waiters and other customers were giving you was the cherry on top.
You day had already been terrible and it seemed it was only getting worse.
Taking a deep breath trying to hold in the tears you stood up and left, thankfully you hadn’t ordered anything. The walk home was perhaps the most pathetic moment of your life, tears streaming down your face you wondered if your day could get any worse. Then it started pouring.
By the time you reached your apartment building you were freezing, cursing the fact you didn’t bring a sweater to cover you dress that didn’t give you any warmth.
It seemed things could get worse you thought as you saw Shoto standing in front of your apartment door. You considered turning around and leaving but he spotted you before he could.
“There you are.” He said. “You’re soaked, what happened.” His eyebrows pulled together in concern.
“What does it look like!” You didn’t mean to yell but your day had been awful and you couldn’t hold it together anymore. “I got stood up in a restaurant full of people then it started raining while I walked home all after I got fired by my best friend!”
Shoto looked at you with a sad expression.
“I don’t want your pity, go home.” You said pushing past him before putting your key in the door.
“Wait, please don’t go.” He said as you attempted to shut the door on him after you entered. “Please, let me try to explain.”
You stared at him, you were so upset it sound like a great idea to slam the door on his face but the way he looked at you with those puppy eyes you couldn’t manage it.
“You get a minute.” You said opening the door for him to enter.
“Okay.” He said following you in. You stood there staring at him.
“Hurry up.” You said as he stared at you, taking in your appearance.
“I acted unprofessionally today, but not only that I was a bad friend to you. Your not just an employee to me, you’re my best friend and it was wrong of me on many levels to act the way that I did. I didn’t mean what I said and it was wrong of me to say it. You’re not fired, I could never fire you. I don’t deserve all the work that you put in not only for me but for the company and you’re an irreplaceable employee and friend and I’ll do anything to keep you at my company.” His words came out steady but in a sincere tone. You wondered how many times he rehearsed his words before you got home.
“I’ll come back but only if you answer one question.” You said.
“Anything.” He said.
“Why did you refuse to let me leave for my date?” You asked.
Shoto’s face went through a few expressions before settling on a fearful one. You wondered why that seemed to be the one question he didn’t want to hear.
“I-” He started but stopped, you had never seen him so speechless. “I didn’t like the idea of you going on a date with someone.”
“Why?” You questioned. Shoto took a deep breath before speaking.
“Because I’m in love with you and I have been for years. I know you don’t feel the same way. It was wrong of me to let my feelings get control of me and to intervene.” He said. “How did your date go?”
You stood there speechless. Shoto loved you. He loved you and thought that you didn’t feel the same way. You didn’t know where to start.
“He stood me up, Shoto.” You replied. His expression instantly turned to one of anger. It seemed to click for Shoto, you were home early with red eyes. All of the clues added up.
“What the hell is wrong with him?” He said. Shoto looked more angry than you had seen him in a long time.
“It’s okay, Shoto.” You said.
“How is it okay? How could anyone be stupid enough to miss out on spending even a moment with you. You’re absolutely the most perfect woman I’ve ever met.”
“It’s okay because you’re here.” You said taking a step closer. It was hard to even remember the embarrassment you felt not long ago with him standing here in front of you.
Shoto looked confused, which wasn’t surprising. It seemed you’d have to be straight forward as possible.
“I love you too, Shoto.” You said, now there was barely any space between you. “I’ve loved you for years. I didn’t want to go on a date but I thought I had to move on because you didn’t feel the same.
“Can I kiss you?” He says, he’s already leaning down to you but you knew if you said no he’d stop.
“Yes.” You said, leaning up to meet him.
The kiss is passionate, his hands are tangled in your hair and he’s holding you like if he let’s go he’ll never see you again. Your hands grip the back of his blazer.
“I love you so much.” He says between kisses. “You’re too perfect, I’d be lost without you.”
His words melt your heart and you wonder how one of the worst days of your life has turned into the best one.
“I’m hungry. Let me cook you dinner.” You said as you pulled back.
“Let me order take out and you can warm up in the shower while it gets here.” He says.
“Okay, that’s a pretty good idea.” You say.
“Thanks, I’ve picked up on it from all of your good ideas.” He says.
It’s kind of cheesy but it still makes you blush. You shower and you thank Shoto for his idea as the chill starts to leave your body. By the time you’re out clean and in you favorite pair of sweats he’s sitting on the couch with the food.
You cozy up to his side and he wraps an arm around you. It’s entertaining trying to cuddle and eat at the same time. At one point you get sauce on his shirt and you both laugh.
“I’m sorry I didn’t say it sooner.” He says, you’re now cuddled up properly now that you’re done eating.
“Me too.” You reply. “For two smart people we can both be pretty dense it seems. But we’re together now and that’s what matters.”
“We have all the time in the world now.” He says, hand stroking your hair. “What if we took a month off, traveled the world together. We could see all the places you always talked about seeing.”
“You’re the boss and I certainly wouldn’t complain.” You say smirking up at him.
Shoto leans down to kiss you again. The thought of spending time with him and traveling like you always wanted to sounds like a dream.
“Then we better start packing tomorrow.”
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mypimpademia · 4 years
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Bakugo, Todoroki, Shinso, and Midoriya w an s/o that does the "ignoring bf for 24 hours challenge"
Bakugo x Todoroki x reader x Shinso x Midoriya
TW: Swearing, kinda suggestive? Only for Bakugo and Shinso
BAKUGO
He puts it on everything that he doesn't care
Lyin ass
First he tried kissing you good morning and you moved your head away
He just looked at you for a full minute and then went in for another one
You curved him again and he didn't even do anything about it
"Be like that then, see if I care."
He ignored you back for the first like hour then he needed to talk to you because he couldn't take it
Still getting ignored, he decided that if you weren't gonna talk he'd just leave the house
"Hey brat, I'm going to get food."
You didn't say anything but you cant resist food, so you got dressed and followed him out
"What do you wanna eat?"
No answer
"Guess you're not fuckin hungry then."
He pulled up to a Wendy's and ordered his food
You texted him your answer
And he decided that he'd be petty
Looked at the text, looked at you,
"Will there be anything else?"
"No, thanks."
Out here starving you because you won't talk to him
I know he secretly loves physical affection since he likes showing things through action
So he tried kissing you like 10 more times and when you turned your head, thats when he got fed up
You're watching tv in your living room, he stands in front of you
before you can even move your head so you can keep watching your show, he throws you over his shoulder
"You wanna ignore me right? Keep that energy."
Good luck
TODOROKI
You woke up before him for once so you decided to start right then
You somehow got his arm off you despite his bear grip
And just laid there
He was already distressed by the fact that you weren't next to him when he woke up
Hugs you when he sees you with your back to him
Confused when you dont do anything
Even more confused when you dodge his kiss
Followed you around for 2 hours straight like a lost puppy
Went over to Tokoyamis to ask what he should do
He wasn't much help, mostly because he said to just apologize if Todoroki had done something to upset you
It just made him more concerned
Because he had nothing to apologize for, so were you just tired of him??
Texted Momo (who you already told) and she just told him not to worry about it
Somehow it calmed him down because he trusted her
But then the poor bby got touch starved
So when he saw you minding your business and laying down on your shared bed
He jumped on you and hugged you and just wouldn't let you go
"Sho, let me go."
"No."
"It was just a challenge, its okay. I can't fucking breathe."
He at least let you breathe, but he kept his position
"Dont do that again."
Yall were basically attached at the hip for the rest of the day and the next
SHINSO
He already knew about the challenge
And he realized that you were doing it when you didn't say anything after he asked what you wanted for breakfast
Shinso was a little shit about it
Tried to be as annoying as possible
He sees you laying down?
Hes gonna lay on top of you
And if you're laying down with your phone he'll put it out of reach and just talk about random shit
Sees you going to grab something?
He's gonna get to it first and not give it to you
Quick kisses if he can manage to steal them
He won't starve you like Bakugo
He'll get both of you food, then smack loud as shit because you won't say anything
Even went as far as getting into the shower right when you got in so you'd have to go through the whole time with him
Also came in while you were watching your favorite show while banging pots and pans and blocking your view
Started getting annoyed at some point
So he decided to jump on top of you like Todoroki did but instead he kissed the shit out of you
"You gonna stop ignoring me now?"
"Yes-"
He used his quirk in you and made you do whatever you wanted for the rest of the day
MIDORIYA
"Good morning, beautiful."
Tried to kiss you and you denied without a word
He was so sad
Like Todoroki, he followed you around for a few hours
Then went over to Iidas because he needed someone to talk to
He thought he did something wrong so the whole time he was just babbling and going over everything he did in the past month that mightve upset you
Brought home goldfish shaped buns for dinner
You guys sat a the table together
You were casually eating while staring at your plate
And poor Izuku is staring at you on the verge of tears while taking the smallest bites
It was so sad to watch
Starts crying for real when he tries to hold your hand and you pull away
"Im sorry baby, I don't know what I did to upset you but im so, so, sorry."
You threw the whole challenge and started crying with him
You gave him the biggest hug and kisses all over
He picked you up and held you in koala position while doing all type of things
And the only time he'd let go is if one of you needed to use the bathroom
He was so soft the day after
Like he kept saying that he loved you every 30 minutes
Always hugging you
He just really loves you I don't know how else to say it
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silveanna · 3 years
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Hello World
Na jaemin x fem!reader, Feat. 00 liners
Summary: Wait, humans suddenly disappeared? well isn’t it fun? you get to do whatever you want now but no one will be there for you anymore. You’re completely alone in a world that seems to be dead but is that Really it?
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It’s been hours since you woke up, you’ve been wandering around the city but you haven’t met a single person yet. You also checked your phone but all your contacts, photos and all the files in it are gone, there is also no signal. It was quiet, too quiet it was hurting your ears. There’s no wind or any birds chirping and especially, the people are gone, it feels like the world isn’t alive at all. “i swear if i’m in Alice in borderland, im going to kill myself” you said.
You went to the mall market but the food seems to be expired already, seriously for how long did they disappeared? but at the fruit aisle there were still a few fresh fruits, you weren’t a big fan of fruits, you hate it but you have no other choice, all the foods are expired even if it isn’t you don’t know how to cook at all. Well, you can cook instant noodles and eggs but that’s all.
And of course because you’re alone, you jump on the beds at the furniture aisle while singing “five little monkeys jumping on the beds” not until you heard a loud thud nearby, you quickly hide under the blanket. Minutes passed nothing happened, maybe something just accidentally fell.  Yeah ACCIDENTALLY
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Months have passed, everyday feels the same, like you’re on a loop it’s sickening, are you really alone? or maybe your just dreaming. You tried pinching your arm, it hurts but nothing changed the world is still empty... dead. You’re running out of food, Your gonna die alone, no one is going to mourn your death. “Oh god oh god..” you pulled your hair and cried.
“I don’t want this, i didn’t ask for this.. I miss everyone” you said and hugged your knees.
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“Here”
“Huh?” you immediately looked up, a guy with jet black hair beside you is offering you a handkerchief, you ignored it and wiped your tears with your hands, he looks away and puts the handkerchief back in his pocket. There’s a lot of stuff running in your mind right now, you feel happiness, sadness, and anger at the same time. You snapped out of your thoughts when he waved his hand in-front of your face. “I think they forgot us and went to mars” he joked but it didn’t move you.
You were too busy scanning every inch of his face, why the fuck he looks so healthy compared to me.. maybe he’s a robot?
He was in the middle of talking when you suddenly poked his cheek, “oh wow you’re real” you said, he laughed and removes your finger away form his face. “Yes I am real”
You keep asking him about everything, he tries his best to answer your questions. “Before all of this, i like being alone, it relaxes me, you know just vibing with myself but not this alone” he explained.
“I know, waking up thinking it was another normal day and the next thing you knew the people are gone, I might have you now but you might suddenly disappear too or me. Back then I’m scared to die, cause when you die you can’t do anything you want anymore, it’s just like dreaming forever, but for me this is worse” You said.
He took your hands and looked at you in the eyes, it was beautiful but the person who have it is sad. He wanted to changed that “Let’s make the most of it while we still have each other, I’m Jaemin by the way you?” He smiled.
His smile was beautiful and calming, almost like a free therapy, it made your heart skipped a beat “I’m y/n” . And so you two did, you shared each other’s favorite stuffs, read books together, danced in an empty street while raining, watched the sunset, played board games, and put on some expensive clothes and pretended like you guys are in a fashion runaway.
“You see that three stars together? My mom said those are the three Kings, oh there’s the orion!” You said pointing in the starry sky, you and jaemin are stargazing on top of a hill. He stares at you lovingly while you keep telling him about the meanings of each constellation you point out in the night sky. “I love you” he said out of nowhere causing you to stop.
You looked at him, his eyes sparkling “I love you too you know that” you said.
“No like LOVE love” he clear up.
Jaemin looked away, “It’s fine I can wait, I have all the time in the world”
Silence..
“It’s not like there’s someone who’s going to stole yo-“ when he looks back at your spot you were gone, it was as if you had suddenly disappeared like a bubble. “Y/n?” He stands up and starts looking around for you, his breath getting heavy, his vision starts to get blurry as tears formed on his eyes. Jaemin dropped on his knees and looked down. Just when things started to be fun, one had to disappear. Now he’s all alone again.
•••
You slowly opened your eyes, your vision cleared up and a white ceiling is the first one that greeted you. You felt a dextrose which is injected into your right hand. Wait, what are you doing in a hospital? you were like fine seconds ago.. and where’s Jaemin?
A woman entered the room, she looked middle aged based on her hair which has a few white strands. You were surprised when she suddenly jumped in joy when she saw you were awake, she fishes her phone out of her pocket and dials someone’s number. “Honey come here! our daughter is finally awake!” after that she cuts the line and hugged you. “Mom?” you said. She cares your hair softly “Im glad you can still remember me, i’ll go get the doctor wait here okay?” you nodded.
Your mom leaves the room, you sat there in silence. Was is it all a dream or am i in another dream right now? what about Jaemin? 
Soon the doctor arrived with your mom, no, with your whole family. The doctor asked you a few question and you answered them effortlessly, “Your daughter is doing fine now, we can arrange her documents so she can leave in few days, and i recommend to let her rest for three days before going back to business.” the doctor explained.“Thanks doc” you heard your dad said, the doctor nodded and leaves the room along with their nurse.
“I don’t remember what happened, how did I ended up here?”you asked, they all sat beside your bed. Your mom held out your hand and rubs it with her thumb. “You got hit by Car, you were comatose for 8 months we thought we were going to lose you” Your dad explained. You forced a smile, you don’t know what to do in this kind of situation so you just looked down.
You looked up after you felt your stomach growl, “can i go to the cafeteria? im hungry”you requested.
Your mom accompanied you to the cafeteria while your dad and older brother decided to stay in your room, you were surrounded by a lot of people you felt different. You want to tell your family about what happened and especially Jaemin but they might think your silly. While your mom is ordering food, you are looking for an empty seat. You weren’t paying much attention infront of you and bump into someone, luckily they catches you before you kiss the floor.
“sorry i’m so sorry i wasn’t looking” you apologized.
“no no it’s fine i wasn’t either” the guy smiled, he felt familiar, it feels like you already met him but where? “oh wait y/n? it’s you, glad you already woke up!” he said and hugged you.
“i’m sorry you are?”
“i’m Jeno, we’re classmates remember?, i came here to visit you and visit my friend jaemin also-”
“Jaemin? did you just say Jaemin? where is he? is he okay? wait is he here? please tell me it’s just high fever or he works here?”you asked.
“Oh Y/n there you are, let’s eat?” Your mom interprets the conversation, “he’s in room 25, 10th floor meet me there” Jeno said and left.
“So Jeno’s here too?” Your mom asked.
“Yeah he’s supposed to visit me but we met here so he’s off to his friend now” you explained, you were happy to hear that Jaemin’s here but felt guilty after you remembered you suddenly left him at the hill.
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After you finished eating with your mom, you told her you’re going to room 25, she still accompanied you there but she just waited outside the room. When you got inside you immediately saw Jaemin sleeping peacefully in his hospital bed with his life support. He’s sleeping, does that mean he’s still in that world? Alone?
There are tears trailing down from your cheeks as you approach his unconscious body, “h-how long has he been like this?” you asked Jeno, he stood beside you and pats your back even though he has no idea how you knew his bestfriend. “3 years, brain infection”
That night you prayed a thousand times, hoping that in your sleep you would return to that world to be with Jaemin again and tell him you love him too. Eventually you got there, to the place where you guys usually hang out but you didn’t met him, you looked around for him but you couldn’t even see his shadow. Or any trails he left behind. He just disappeared like you did before. Morning came, afternoon, evening, a day, and a week. You didn’t woke up. You were trapped in there again.
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Kicking a can out of your way as you took a road to god knows where, you lost count on how long you’ve been trapped but it almost felt like a year or more “I wonder if Jaemin already woke up”
“He hasn’t” you turned around and saw a very tall figure of a man wearing black suit, “But he will, just not now. I believe your time is up miss” you took a few steps back away from the man. “Haha very funny, I know you’re just trapped here just like me” you said and started to walk again. “What you call ‘here’ is where lost souls go who still have a chance to live but you don’t, your brain is starting to shut down and the doctors back in the real world are trying to save you with a defibrillator” he explained. You stopped in your tracks. So now you’re dying? you haven’t pretty much done all your goals in life yet.
“I-I’ll go back! I will woke up!”
“Haha we’ll see miss, three days, I will give you three days, if i still spot you wandering around here you have no choice but to come with me” he smirked, he snapped his fingers and poof! he was nowhere to be seen.
•••
“You seriously don’t remember her?”
“No... why? Do I have to?” Jaemin sipped his black coffee.
“I don’t know, it’s just that after she woke up she went to see you, she was crying it’s kinda...unfair”Jeno explained, ever since Jaemin woke up Jeno’s been trying to tell everything about you but it doesn’t ring any bell to him. “Unfair? What? It’s my fault if i can’t remember her? I’ve been asleep for 5 years and so is she, how the hell— argh nevermind” Jaemin face palms himself.
“C’mon Jeno don’t force him to this, he can’t be stressed” Renjun said.
“Yeah yeah right sorry” Jeno apologized.
They all went back to their business, silence filled the room. Renjun and Haechan are focused on their phones, Jeno looking outside the window, and Jaemin drinking his favorite drink. Jaemin was dozing off until a certain memory from his dream played in his mind. He was in an empty grocery store with a girl, everything was clear except her face, her voice was also mute. “I like canned bread, it’s kinda good” Jaemin said out of nowhere.
His friends looked at each other in confusion and back at Jaemin, Haechan scoffs “since when have you eaten canned bread?”
Jaemin’s unable to answer, he swear he have. Jaemin shruggs “Nevermind”.
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12:30 pm, Renjun and Haechan already left since they still had school tomorrow. Same as for Jeno, he’s just waiting for Jaemin’s mom to arrive so he could go home, he didn’t want to leave his dear friend alone. The Tv is on shopping channel, the air conditioner was off but it’s still cold. They couldn’t sleep. As Jaemin spaces out, he hears this familiar voice of that girl again, she was singing. It was annoying and relaxing him at the same time, he couldn’t understand why he feels such feeling towards a girl who only lives inside his head or is she really? Her face is still blurry but he can finally hear her voice loud and clear. “Hey little train we are all jumping on..the train that goes to the kingdom...” Jaemin sang quietly.
“Where did you heard that?” Jeno ask.
“Someone... I don’t know” Jaemin replied, Jeno shook his head and puts his attention back to his phone. It keeps happening, Jaemin saying things out of nowhere, facts about him that sounds fake but aren’t , its just that, it didn’t happened in reality. “I used to hear y/n sing that a lot when she still attends school, it’s kinda annoying to hear the same lines over and over again but, her voice is beautiful.” Jeno shared.
silence...
“I want to see her, that girl you keep blabbering about, I want to see her” jaemin said.
“But you’re still not allowed to leave your bed until the doctors said so?”
“Do you think I care? I’ve been in this bed for 5 years it’s time to get up” Jaemin hops down the bed and puts his slippers on, he goes at the door and peeks outside. “There’s no one around let’s go” he says. The hallway was empty and quiet, the nurse who was appointed at the receptionist desk was in deep sleep. It was so easy for the boys to wander around without staffs standing in their way.
There’s no one inside y/n’s room at the moment, she was still unconscious, a nasal cannula place around her nose as it gives her oxygen. “She got hit by car, woke up after 8 months and went to see you, she didn’t woke up again after that” Jeno explains.
Jaemin held your hand, it was cold as ice, i never met you but how come i feel like i already knew you like the back of my hand?
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“I can’t decide whether I should take her or not, I’m already late for my given deadline argh” the black suit guy whom you met earlier was watching you from afar kick a vending machine again and again, you weren’t hungry or anything, well you can’t feel any hunger anymore, you’re just an empty lost soul who’s not yet ready to go. “Something is holding her back, like a thin red string attached on her back that trails back to the real world” he rest his head on his palm.
He teleported right in front of you, “it’s only day one what are you doing here?” You ask him.
“Listen missy, I’m just doing my job okay? Just come with me and you’ll be at peac—“ he was cut off when he hears a heartbeat, your heart beat. It was purple and it’s glowing, “what’s happening? What’s happening?!” You shook him.
“Hold on hold on, I’ll get my handbook” he snapped his finger and an old big brown book appeared out of nowhere, he used his powers to flip the pages until it gets to the page he was looking for. He puts his glasses on and reads the text. “Well it seems like your not coming with me anymore, any moment now you’ll come back to the real word BUT you won’t remember everything” he explains.
“Is it temporary? Like after a long time I will regain my memories?”
“I’m afraid not, but at least you’re coming back” the grim reaper hears you sigh,he looks away and flicks your forehead. “ah! what was that for?” you glared at him while rubbing the spot he just flicked. “I did it so you won’t lose your memories, it’s against the rules but it’s my first time doing it so i guess i won’t get fired entirely. Maybe just a few punishments” he shruggs.
“why? why did you cross the line?”
“i want to see how it’s all going to end... don’t worry much kid, i have other back up jobs”
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5 days later
“Finally! shit!” You cheered, you’ve lost count on how many tissues you used to remove the ink from your face. 3 minutes before you woke up someone’s kid got inside your ward and drew on your face. Your family was crying and laughing at you at the same time, you were confused at first until your brother handed you a mirror. You dump all the tissues at the trash and went out the bathroom, you were with your brother at the moment because your parents are still at work. 3 more days before you’ll finally be discharge and another 3 days for you to rest at home before going back in action. 
You went to the couch where your brother was peacefully sleeping, he’s pretty much also knocked out because of work. You don’t want to disturb him anymore, so you went outside to look around, it’s boring if  you just stayed in your room. You found a large garden at the ground floor and went in there, the sunlight is illuminating the whole garden, it just rained a while ago so it looks like there are crystals glued to every plant and flower. All of it shines beautifully. The place looks like those beautiful sceneries in anime’s. Back then at that world everything looks cold, lifeless, almost looks like grey. 
You went to the main spot of the garden, the wishing fountain. “Hey little train wait for me.. i was held in chains but now im free” you sang, you stare at your reflection from the water and tucked a strand behind your ear. “I’m hanging in there don’t you see?” out of nowhere, you heard someone whispered the lyrics, you got startled because of it and fell towards the fountain. What if it’s a ghost? You’re in a hospital after all. 
“Oh my god i’m so sorry! here let me help you up” 
“Good thing i have-- Jaemin?! wait, is that really you?” your eyes widen, you feel your heart beat faster and got goosebumps. He wasn’t wearing a hospital gown anymore, that means he got discharged before you did.
He giggled “why don’t you poke my cheeks again like you did last time?”
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Feast spoilers
Okay so here begins all my thoughts and feelings on the newest ep, from start to finish. I need to get them out there. This is just like what I did for “Ladybug”- I won’t be doing these for all the episodes, only the ones that really get my mind running. 
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First things first, we get a shot of Nathalie right in the beginning, right in the center of the screen- and Jagged stone is right there. I guess that’s a tidbit of fuel for all the Jagged x Nathalie shippers out there.
“The highest mountain tops of tibet” 
Me: Tibet? That’s where Gabriel and Emilie got their miraculous. 
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Okay so Alya is a BOMB reporter, okay, she’s awesome. But did it not cross her mind that this could potentially help Hawkmoth too? He undoubtedly follows the Ladyblog. If you’re going to go to these lengths, then do not publish what you have found online. Wait until you next find Ladybug and Chat Noir on patrol- THEN you can publish them for the public to see AFTER Hawkmoth has been defeated. 
“Until for some unknown reason they disappeared, and the world forgot about them” I feel like there’s a little more to that line than meets the eye- because yes, sure, Master Fu did some funky ish when he was young and it’s been 200 years since they were last heard of, however, even in 200 years you would think there would be some historical documents or something speaking of these mysterious supers that just come and go. Just...something, you know? I feel like there might have been effort to wipe out the memory of the miraculous by someone. Or maybe Im just looking to far into something that’s already been explained. 
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I wonder how this lady treated Nooroo. She looks so graceful- is that her while transformed? If so I gotta say I much prefer her simple transformation to Hawkmoth’s. I dunno, I just really like this. Being able to see some of Nooroo and Plagg and Tikki’s previous holders being memorialized. I wonder if they ever have the urge to go visit museums where their previous masters are displayed- I wonder if they miss them. Or talk about them. 
“Hercules, or, lion miraculous holder?”
Me at first: Lion miraculous? Well there’s a tiger but I think that’s a longshot- 
Fu later on: The sentimonster ate other miraculous boxes 
Me: o h. 
Alix: Why not a bunny miraculous while you’re at it 
Me: You did not just.
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There’s an app for everything these days, isn’t there?
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She’s ready for her close-up!
Seriously though, I love how she has become a more prominent character and actually gets shots like this. 
Also, why did she not sense the amok until she saw the statue? Does the peacock miraculous harm the wearer even if not transformed (I ask because of her reaction)
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Bye bye little butterfly
Also, I love her shoes now that we have a close-up of them. 
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Jagged looks a bit concerned- but look at Adrien
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This poor child, he doesn’t even hesitate to jump to her aid. He loves her so much. 
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And the way she speaks to him here, she sounds motherly. “It’s nothing, Adrien” I think this is the first time we’ve seen them have any kind of intimate mother/son physical contact too.
And he is immediately done- he just wants her to get home where she can relax. He’s so concerned for his step-mom, it’s going to break him when he finds out who she is. Snap him right in half like a glow-stick.
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is he holding her arm?
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“I never should have entrusted her with the miraculous” She’s actually having doubts about trusting her best friend. I’ve been there honey. 
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Oof, Fu looks so terrified. And also kinda like a chipmunk. 
“Alya is an excellent journalist. Sooner or later she would have discovered this secret kept under wraps for centuries” I can’t tell if he was throwing shade or not. 
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So basically, Master Fu was taken from his home from a young age by a bunch of monks saying he was chosen for a very important job. They but him through rigorous tests to train him into being a capable guardian for the miraculous and as a result of starving a sad young boy the temple got burned down. Sounds almost like they deserved it tbh.  
Also, Master Fu’s sentimonster had free will too- it had its akumatized object in one of the safest places it could have put it. It had free will like sentibug- but it was created to consume miraculous. No matter what, even if Ladybug had felt at this moment that the creature was a real living being (which it seemed just as alive as Sentibug) she would have had to have destroyed it. The difference is that THIS sentimonster was out of control, because it was made from the grief of a starving child. Sentibug was made out of love and loyalty. She didn’t have that underlying meaning of creation that led her to destroy. But this one, when given free will, did, because it was made from destructive emotions. 
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Yin and yang play such a huge role in symbolism with the miraculous. Im kinda glad I chose my OC’s miraculous to be yin & yang. 
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This is also how I feel when I am hungry. 
“I created a sentimonster that was very different from the one I had envisions” does that mean that the sentimonsters can latch on to whatever their creators are feeling at the moment and form around them EVEN if they didn’t intend to use the particular feeling or emotion to fuel it? Could that be part of why Sentibug turned on Mayura- she was having doubts while creating her because she knew Gabriel would have never let this happen, that she needed to stop- but she just couldn’t bring herself to? And those feelings got ingrained into Sentibug too, and when Sentibug heard “Stop Mayura and take her miraculous” those doubts resurfaced and took form as it seeming for Sentibug to have a sense of justice?
“A monk told me to run away with....and the miraculous box. The very last miraculous box.”
There are other miraculous.
So judging from the pictures and Fus story, he lost the book and two miraculous not to very far away from the temple- which means that Gabriel and Emilie travelled to one of the highest mountain-tops in Tibet. What on Earth could have made them go up there? That’s not just some sort of vacation spot. 
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Look at this honeybun. Poor girl- it looks like her head’s hurting. 
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Adrien seems so concerned for her- and now we know that he knows that she’s sick. I had suspected as such, because it would be very difficult to hide it because of how much time they spend together- but honestly this is just heartbreaking. 
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“It’s thoughtful of you to be concerned, Adrien”
Of course he’s concerned. You’ve been around so long he probably can’t imagine life without you, you’re the one that’s been there ever since his mother disappeared, he loves you like you’re family. An empathetic and caring young boy isn’t just going to look at someone like you while sick and not get concerned. 
“Nathalie sometimes get’s dizzy spells but it’s nothing serious” Nooo Gabriel, I get dizzy spells that are nothing serious (I’ve been to the doctor for them don’t worry), I understand wanting to protect Adrien but one of these days she’s going to disappear too, and what then?
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And this scene? They had a moment. He said that he didn’t need to worry, but I think he saw right through what he said, and maybe even that he was a little worried himself. The way he’s holding his eyes, he looks a little bit concerned too. 
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And if you ask me, they do not look happy about lying to him. Because he should be worried. But they don’t want to put that on his shoulders- plus if they told him the truth...yeah. 
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Okay so let me get this straight- now, Mayura did not create any sentimonsters in this episode, but she did wake up one that was dormant. How does a sentimonster go dormant? Considering there has been a sentimonster lingering out there dormant, we know for a fact that multiple sentimonsters can exist at one time- however, can two exist and be active at the same time, or does one have to be dormant in order for others to exist after the dormant one was created? And how did she sense the amok- was it the same way in which Gabriel sense emotions through his miraculous? And if that is the case, then does she need her miraculous to sense the amok? If so, where is she wearing it at right now? Also look at her, she’s so cute from this angle- just look at her eyes, they’re so gorgeous. That shade of blue is lovely. 
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Don’t look concerned about her, Gabriel, you’re the one telling her to use the miraculous...okay yes, actually, do look concerned for her, feel guilty and take it away (I know you will, eventually, but will you honour that commitment in the finale?)
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Look at that smile 
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This poor kid...he’s got everything in the world but really, he just misses his mother. And now he’s getting flashbacks with Nathalie as to wht was happening with Emilie.  That’s all the proof we need, that’s the show telling us directly that the miraculous is exactly what caused Emilie to go into a coma in the first place. But then sweet plagg, coming in and making him laugh. I think it’s awesome that Plagg is so good at piano too. But its so sad that directly after such a cute scene, he gets taken away. 
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His face just lights up
“Mom’s the only one who could make me laugh like that. Thank you, plagg” Sweetie pie!
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clack clack clack clack clack clack The clicking of heels is such an aesthetically pleasing sound
“I can feel it’s yearning, Hawkmoth” and I can feel yours someone needs to give you love.
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She has the power to Thanos amoks XD
“Take one step closer and I’ll take your amok away from you...you dont want me to destroy you do you?” Man, that’s brutal. She’s got to reason with it as if its an actual living thing (I’ve heard various theories as to why sentimonsters are and are not living individual beings and I just think its all very interesting)- but looking at this after knowing Ladybug and Chat Noir will come to the conclusion that they are later down the road, this episode kinda shows pretty well too that Sentimonsters could really actually be their own being. It felt almost like she was chastising a puppy. 
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Wow, familyagrestefanblog was right about this- they really can be akumatized. Which...also goes along with them being conscious beings as Ladybug and Chat Noir believed. Its all so interesting. And the morals here? If this is all so then where is the morality of using the peacock miraculous at all? Eventually the sentimonster is going to be destroyed. UNLESS the reason they can be akumatized is because they’re the very embodiment of a person’s emotions. 
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And did I mention that I LOVE his facial expressions in this ep? 
“Ill even give you the peacocks and mine as a bonus”
“I always honour my commitments” 
So was he not going to blackmail the thing? Or was what he told Lila also a lie? If he wasn’t going to black mail it, then is he really that willing to give up all the miraculous once he has what he wants? Which is literally just to right some wrongs and heal his wife? Low-key if that’s the case I like him a little more. 
Okay so
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I’ve always had this idea on if Hawkmoth used catalyst, and akumatized one person to do some damage and draw out the hero’s then akumatized Lila with tracking abilities and put her in the middle of the fight, he could use her to find out who ladybug and chat noir were and take their miraculous in their sleep.
But also, this is so sad.  
Marinette’s first thought wasnt “Oh no, I can’t be ladybug anymore”
It was “Tikki!” 
And she was so desperate to get her back. You could see it in her face, she was so determined. Her clumsiness didn’t get in her way this time- because she was determined and focused, no nerves- she just wanted her friend back. And I liked how Wayzz was trying to convince Fu that it was a bad idea. 
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So Bikerbug really just keeps her bike IN the bakery huh?
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Okay, so, I really really love watching this scene- his facial expressions, the fluid movement, I quite enjoy it. And I love the way Mayura sounds when she speaks so that’s just an added bonus, but then. 
“My Dear Mayura...”
I think I forgot how to breath when he said that. I don’t think that Nathalie is gonna flip out over every little thing (like people theorizing that her heart sped up or whatnot in Ladybug when Hawkmoth landed in front of her and she got a close-up of the booty- I think there, she was more concerned with survival than that) but that? She had to have felt that. 
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Adrien recognized Ladybug immediately. And Master Fu was leading Feast right through traffic. 
Me mentally: Oh hey Bananoir, how you peeling? 
“As you wish, Bugaboo~” He wants her to call him Bananoir omgosh. 
“Master look, Ladybug and Chat Noir, despite their ridiculous costumes” Oh my gosh Wayzz leave them be XD
“The guardian of the miraculous is this decrepit old man?” Honeybun there are gonna be people saying the same thing about you if you’re revealed as Hawkmoth.
& Am I the only one that really wants to see Master Fu’s transformation?
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“You sure its the right time, M’lady?” Chat, please. 
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Chat is not amused. 
“Keep those miraculous nice and warm for me, and enjoy the other ones, youve earned them” Either he is actually being nice to the sentimonster because it actually did its job or hes planning on blackmailing it and having Nathalie take away its amok anyway? 
“Farewell my dear Wayzz” doesn’t hold as much impact as “My dear Mayura”
“Careful what you wish for”
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He’s mad cause he felt so close, when really he had just fallen into their trap. 
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And she detransformed without even saying “fall my feathers”
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And he rushed to her
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And the way she looks at him? She is helpless. 
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That is not the face of a heartless man.
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1.) Now we have a shot of their official height difference minus nathalie’s heels.  2.) They are standing side by side untransformed. But Emilie is still looming over them. They seem to be equals, But Emilie is between them, behind them, watching, and much bigger than they are. Hmm...
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No one related to either of these two showed up at all in the rest of the episode. Why is it so important for us to know that they were watching the broadcast that they cut to them to show us? And why go to the trouble of putting both Tsurgi’s in frame? Also note, they both have dark coverings over their eyes, whereas Gabriel and Nathalie do not. I know Kagami’s mom is blind but I wannt look a little further into it- could it be that they are going to end up allies with Gabriel, or going to Tibet and getting their own miraculous from the different wish boxes and use them for bad too? But what if their intentions are not the same as Gabriel and Nathalie’s. Neither of them have malicious intent in their search for Ladybug and Chat Noir’s miraculous- Nathalie wants to help the man she loves and Gabriel wants to fix the past/his wife. But could these two have more sinister plans? So it shows them with a dark covering over their eyes to show that their vision for the future is dark and muddled? 
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Master Fu really out here thinking that that is gonna make him less recognizable. Just goes to show you that the people of Paris really are just blind. 
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Oh boy, that ending though. Gabriel seems so determined right here. “And it shall be served very cold...” And he is saying all this in front of Emilie, but he is talking to Ladybug. There’s just something off about it, to me. Idk. That’s all I really have to say, if you made it this far, thanks for reading. 
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Selene Crawford: The calm before the storm, the lovers, the warning
nWarning: Cursing (yes this time we have foul language), and violence.
Before I start Im happy to those who liked the story. I want to thank @colivara @ikesenhell @datemasamunemaiwaifu @masa-little-kitten because you inspired me among others fan fic writers to make this story. As always comments, likes, re blogs are appreciated. If I made you smile, is all I need. Thanks ^^.
With the slam of the door Masamune barked angry at the phone.
“What the fuck was that all about? And who is that guy? What was that for?” he felt bad for Selene.
“It was necessary, Dragon, I know that girl better than you and she won't tell you all, that's why I said that,. Listen, she is in danger and you need to protect her just the same way she will do whatever it takes to protect you.” said Ian on a more serious tone.
Taking the cellphone from speaker Nobunaga started speaking.
“Listen Masamune, Selene had been getting death threats for weeks. Whoever is wants her dead and so far we need to be on guard to protect her. Just so you know we have a truce with Shingen so don't be surprised if you see them more often around. Right now, make sure Selene its OK and bring her to work on Monday. We would go on a plan to help her. She is a lot like you Masamune, and she needs you now more than ever.” after Nobunaga's brief information a lot of things fell into place, a lot of questions answered.
“I will protect her, just next time that old man pull another one like that tell him I will rip him a new one.” with this Masamune hung up.
Giving a deep sigh Masamune closed his eyes.  Selene must be mortified. He then walked to the guest room and  knock on the door.
“Selene can we talk?”. No response.
Masamune opened the door and found her hiding under the comforter.
“Go away! I hate everyone!”
Risking getting yelled at again Masamune went to the bed and sit next to Selene.
“Selene, I don't care what the old man says. Although, I will rip him a new one when I met him. But right now, we need to talk. Why you didn't talk to us? To me?” Masamune already knew the answer but he wanted to take her away from that moment.
Selene sit looking toward the window, she couldn't face him. She felt humiliated, but she understood that life was not fair at all. Yet, she dared to hope just for this once destiny will be on her side. Gathering some courage she started talking.
“Ian, Lancelot and Kincaid adopted me when I was 15. Kincaid found me at the police station after I blew up that car. Yes, that is still true.” a dry chuckle escaped her lips.
Masamune didn't move, he let her speak, she needed to understand that he was there for her, but it pained him how much they resemble.
“Kincaid offered a deal to the judge in order for me to start from the bottom. One year in juvenile then I will be in their care. I didn't had an option. I was angry, tired and alone.” Selene took off the covers from her. “At the time I thought I had what it takes to be the most ruthless person on the planet. Kincaid decided to train me in any martial arts possible, Ian teach me how to use firearms and Lancelot told me how to get information and also how to be a lady. Here I was, thinking big and when the time came I just failed. I...” her voice trembled with the memories of that night.
This time Masamune moved and make her sit between his legs. He just hugged her letting her choose her own pace. He caress her back and waited.
“My first job was to kill a man who was doing charity work to help homeless people. When the time comes I couldn't pull the trigger. I went back home and told them that I just wanted to live a normal boring life. Pathetic uh?”
“ No it's not, killing takes courage is one of those things you can't undo once its done.” Masamune gave her a gentle squeeze and rest his chin on the top of her head.
Selene was rest against his chest, he felt warm. And after a couple of minutes of silence she broke the silence again.
“I know how to arm and disarm a gun, I learned how to make a bomb, but I can't for the life of me, make friends or ask for a hug.” Selene closed her eyes.
“And yet you are a terrorist when is comes to eat meat.”
“Oh my God you are not letting that die, don't you?”
“Nope, never. Even if it will take me the rest of my life I will teach how to eat a delicious Medium Rare steak.” he kissed the top of her head and smiled. “Selene everyone have their secrets and no one is perfect. I'm not judging you and I will never do it. Right now you need help and we are here. I am here all you need to do is take my hand. I'm never letting you go.”
Selene turned around to face Masamune, his eye was looking at her with a deep shade of blue. She could see and feel his resolve. And she still was afraid. So many what if? So many scenarios and yet she couldn't hope to be on other circumstances without him. Her heat skipped a beat, and a warmth sensation started to envelop whole. Here she is in a dangerous situation and all she could think off is on him. Would she dare to hope for love? So far, everything had always been sad. Her parents, her life, her failed relationship with Malcolm, and then she met him. Masamune Date, a ball of pure energy and mischief. Always smiling, cooking or making sure everyone had a plate in front of them.
Selene extended her hand an touched his right cheek, then brush softly his eye patch. Smiling softly she dared to ask.
“What happened?”
“When I was a kid I got sick and lost my eye to the sickness. But a couple of years later I got into an accident and lost it.”
“So, we are two hard heads aren't we?” Selene saw it, the mask that Masamune use for the world but not for her. Right now he was the same as her a kid full of doubts and fears.
“When I lost my eye my father, thought I will never be the same, I...I shut everyone out and didn't let them near. My father, he enrolled me on martial arts classes and I met Master Tosai. He helped me work to get better. I started to see things from another point of view. I had two choices, either I sit down at the crossroads and let life passing by or I keep walking and make most of it. I choose the later. Life is better when you smile and share your food with others.” he finished with a shrug but it was not lost to Selene he struggled to opened up.
“After that I tried to join the army and the police but I guess one eye is not enough. I didn't let that also defined me so I end up being a  bodyguard for the Oda family. Nobunaga and I finished being friends and when he established his law firm he called me and invited me to be part of the group. The rest is history I guess?” Masamune lower her eyes and avoided Selene's look. He also was hoping Selene will accept his past, will accept him. “Well I don't know you but all this talk is making me hungry. I'm going to cook something I will let you know when is ready, try to rest a bit.” he was getting up when Selene took his hand.
“ I like to cuddle and I don't know how to french kiss..”
“I can work with that. Plus, I can teach you how to french kiss if you still want to learn.” he couldn't stop smiling at her face illuminating with a shy smile while at the same time her cheeks turn in rosy red.
“Wanna help me in the kitchen?”
“Sure.” Selene was getting out of bed when Masamune surprisingly got her on his shoulder and slap softly buttocks. “Hey, put me down I'm not a sack of potatoes.” Selene couldn't help it and started giggling.
“Wait what, did someone said something? Hahaha.” Masamune kept walking with Selene on his shoulder.
“This is a travesty.” replied Selene imitating Lancelot's British accent.
“Let me down.” the giggles continued until they arrived to the kitchen.
The two started making the food between jokes, teasing and kisses. Once the food was served they continued their banter and talking about their favorite things. At night they were at the porch looking at the starts and enjoying the night on its own.
“Selene, just one more thing...”
It was a full moon and Selene look at Masamune's face. His face was relaxed and with a tender look on his eye. “Yes?”
“Closed your eyes.” was his only request to which she obeyed him.
Masamune closed the distance and started kissing her lips softly, when he noticed she was responding to him he started nibbling softly her lower lip until she opening her mouth a little bit more. Teasingly he alternate his lips, his teeth and his tongue to explore her mouth slowly. The assault became a little bit deeper with his tongue teasing hers initiating a dance together. Selene felt touch by how he was kissing her. At some point she had to broke kiss and panted to recover her breathing to normal. Touching her forehead with his, Selene smiled. He was as agitated as she was and giving her a big boyish smile. She gave her a nuzzle with her nose to his and Masamune frown.
“What was that?”
“A Eskimo kiss.” Selene smirks trying not to laugh out loud at his surprised face. “ I guess there are things you are oblivious too.”
“ I guess, tomorrow is back to work. I will take you to work and back, so if you need anything...”
“So you are my bodyguard?” Selene body tense up suddenly.
Masamune noticed the change and sighed. “In a word yes, your “guardians” let us know about the threats. We don't want to see you hurt. It's for the time being.”
Selene looked to the side and evaded Masamune's gaze. With he on her tail she won't be able to investigate on her own.
“I know what are thinking, and the answer is no, you are not investigating this alone. If you want to investigate, I'm with you...”
“But what about your work?” interject Selene.
“Most of it is to corroborate information we already have and Mitsuhide can handle it. Selene don't shut us out. Don't shut me out. Remember the food taste better when you share it with someone. The same goes for anything else. You don't have to do this alone why you...” he stopped at the sight of her eyes. The same stubborn look he always gives, but something else he couldn't see at the time.
Masamune hugged her trying to let her know how much he was there for her. Grasping his sleeve. Selene thought of her options. Her time to keep this under wraps was over. And what if they wanted to hurt them? Great now she was overthinking. Clearing her thoughts she decided to play by the rules this time.
“OK, I won’t let you guys out, just promised me don't being reckless,please?”
“Kitten I...” that look again on her eyes. Fear something he learned to hide so well. “OK I promised.” Kissing her forehead they hugged each other for a couple of minutes until temperature went down a few grades.
“Come on, let's get some hot chocolate.” once again Masamune took her in his arms.
“Wait, why are you...? Date, I can walk you know?”
“Well indulge me, on Monday we are going back to work, besides you belong here in my arms and I want to spoil you as much as I can.” Masamune's tone playful and with no room for more discussion.
Selene relaxed against him and kissing his cheek.
Sunday passed by in a blur, between watching movies, hearing music and talking. Masamune teased Selene as much as he wanted, he savored his time with Selene, each minute that passed by confirmed the words Nobunaga told him on Friday. Beautiful, smart, simply perfect. The rest of the day went by and he did all he could to spoil her.  The next morning, the place felt silent, looking around Selene took one last look and smiled sadly. For some reason she felt, this was the going to be the last time she was going to see this place.
“Well, its time to go.” Masamune took a last look at the house and at Selene's reaction. He was wearing a suit of Royal Blue color, black shoes with a black vest and gold and black stripes tie. He simply looked breath taking.
Nodding in awe Selene turned around and both went to the car.
“So how do I look?”
“Great. Those colors always suit you.” in fact he looked just dashing, gorgeous, highly...Blushing Selene bit her lower lip and look one last time to the house. It was then she heard the a low whistle that was becoming louder rapidly.
“Masamune we need to get out of here NOW!!!!
Both got into the car a blue Mustang RTR and went of the garage just in time to get out off the house while the missile approached and impacted the house blowing it up. Putting the car on drive they started to leave as soon as possible in order to prevent another attack. Looking around, Selene spotted the helicopter passing by, but in the other direction. Not waiting to know if they were being followed  Masamune accelerate only leaving the dust behind.
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Notes: So I used to write these scenarios things for other groups when I was like freaking 12 or 13 when I had the writing skill of a bad middle schooler and the relationship experience of nothing but really cliche romance animes. But now I’m 18 so let’s see how this goes lol. Also my first scenario writing in like 4 years pls go easy on me. Would very much appreciate feedback cause I’m not sure this is good or not asdfghjkl. 
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okay so i get nongnong is the soft shy boy but I think we can give him a lot more credit to think he'll take some initiative.
not saying boy would be full ‘in charge’ but I think he can really be confident in his feelings once he's confident in himself
SO i wrote this because there are too many ‘soft boy nongnong doesn’t know how to relationship’ or ‘too shy to tell you how he feels uwu’
welp im here to show a little more forward but still sweet nongnong
so buckle up cause i got real into this
okay, nongnong would probably fall in love with you from a far or being he's met you in group settings but never really had a one on one conversation with you
but he sees how cute your mannerism is when it comes to how you laugh with your friends or how you light up when you talk about something you're really passionate towards.
he notices these cute things about you just by watching 
he's w h i p p e d
'h o w can someone be so cute???' he's probably thinking
you and him have mutual friends like zhangjing and yanjun
yanjun being nongnong's roommate and you having to study english with him that’s how you guys meet
yanjun introduces you guys
at first, yeah nongnong thinks you’re cute and all but doesn't have that big of an impression on you
but his interest peeks when you spend the day 'studying' with yanjun
and by ‘studying’ I mean you guys only studied for the first hour before ordering food and started playing video games
nongnong hears yelling from outside his bedroom and he walks in to you guys playing mario cart and eating pizza
"wow yanjun" he says with a hint of pain in his voice
you both stop to look at him
"you guys dare to play my mario cart and not invite me???"
so obviously nongnong joins in on the fun
and while you guys play he starts to see how you are, beside from your brief introductions 
he realizes just how cute you are when you’re having fun
to your adorable reactions as you jump in your seat when you get hit with a shell or how antsy you get when yanjun dares to pass you into 1st place
in the end you constantly beat yanjun for first while he gets second and nongnong is just content with his stable 5th or 6th place because seeing your little victory dance and teasing of yanjun as you win everytime is enough for nongnong to feel like he's won
cause w o w he never knew he could come across someone as adorable as you
okay but that's just the surface of you guys path's crossing
you and zhangjing are best friends
but zhangjing and nongnong always get food before their history class so they can cram/get hw done last minute
zhangjing eats your food whenever he comes over your place
that damn freeloader
but you'll never actually stop him, rather you see opportunities for future food purchases from him.
so you're hungry as heck one day after class and you have no money
that's when you see your best friend rushing into one of the food places on campus
"hey zhangjing!!! buddy do you have any money on you :) "
"what why??"
"remember MY leftover pizza you ate in my fridge last weekend? :))))"
you pull out the receipts and he cant find an excuse so he reluctantly buys you food
you guys meet up with nongnong after and you recognize him
I mean how could you not
he wasn't that talkative but he was a sweetheart from what you remember
*cough* and not to mention was pretty cute *cough*
"oh hi y/n!"
nongnong lights up when he sees you
"you guys know each other??? dont you just stay inside all day, how do you know peo-”
you step on zhangjing foot hard enough so he can feel it but not hard enough for him to scream
and cue the explanation story of how you guys met to zhangjing
suprise zhangjing is good friends with yanjun too and grew up together
suprise suprise its a small world and you guys decide why not all of you hangout cause mutual friends?
the four of you then started to hangout
often had study sessions or more mario cart races as 4 people and you and nongnong got closer
nongnong, getting to know you fell in love with you even more and just really loved being around with you even tho you guys never spent time alone.
time was always spent together with either yanjun or zhangjing and he doesnt think he has any courage to even be in the same room with you alone
yanjun and zhangjing have figured out nongnong's painful obvious crush and try to help him out
zhangjing as your best friend definitely approves of nongnong cause at least he's a good kid unlike the flirt yanjun is
but anyway yanjan and zhangjing have enough of pinning nongnong and tell him he should just confess or you and his relationship will never change
he knows but he's scared
he's never dated let alone have his first kiss
he thinks its sad cause he's in college but relationships were never something he really sought out till he meet you
he never had his heart quicken so fast for someone, feel his stomach in constant knots or felt lost for words like this until he meet you
you caused all these bubbly feelings in him and he couldn't stand it, he had to tell you
nongnong decides to ask you to come over and hangout that weekend
yanjun gets kicked out but its okay cause him and zhangjing decide to hangout and spam nongnong cause they want all the updates
“yo 10 bucks he kisses her” zhangjing says while they wait for nongnong to text back
“pfft he won't do it”
“wow, doubting our nongnong”
“yeah I'm not even sure he'll go through with telling her”
“oh, if you're so sure how about raising the stakes and buy me whatever meal i want if im right”
”you’re on”
little does yanjun know, zhangjing is your best friend and he knows you
so you actually have a thing for nongnong too you’re just better at hiding it
like nongnong, you fell from the little interactions and observations
you thought it was endearing to see him always try and lighten up the mood when someone was down
or how he'd remember little things like yanjun and zhanjings favorite foods or drinks so he could get some for them when they seem to be down, eventually even doing this for you too
he gave you thoughtful advice and help when you needed it from someone besides your best friend
overall he was someone you wanted to depend on and fell for each and every time you saw him
when he asked you to hang out alone you're shocked
‘h o l y  c r a p  I've never hung out with him alone what do I do???’
you're a nervous mess but you don't want to pass up this opportunity
so you say yes
that weekend you get to his dorm and at first its very awkward
but nongnong tries super hard to lighten the mood by telling you funny stories about yanjun or doing silly things
you guys break out in laughter after listening to nongnong's story about how yanjun got a girls number only to give him a Chinese take out number and when he asked again about the ‘wrong number’ she gave him a different take out place
“I can't believe he asked again after she gave him a fake number the first time!” you laugh
“you gotta admit though it's clever she had another take out number on hand for the 2nd time”
you two are a mess of giggles and have closed the space there was previously between you 2 on the couch when you first got there
you didn't know when the two of you got so close but you and nongnong had your legs and arms brushed up against each other
every so often you would lean into nongnong's shoulders while you were in your laughing fits
and nongnong took notice to the distant and could literally feel his heart popping out of his chest
you obviously noticed the distance as well cause oh boy his smile from this close and his laugh humming in your ears made it feel like you were gonna die from how much it filled you up with this warm feeling
up close you notice little things like the cute mole right below his nose or the sweet but minty scent that probably comes from his shampoo or cologne
you both kinda come to a calm and eventually stop laughing
your eyes meet and that's when the heat rises into your cheeks and the butterflies in your stomach run loose cause his gaze into your eyes is so gentle looking
“hey y/n”
you die a little inside cause you've never heard him ever call out your name so softly like that
its timid and delivered sweetly like it was something fragile on the tip of his tongue but had a hint of fearfulness to it.
“y-yes” catching you off guard
he catches his breath
“I like you”
you kinda look at his serious expression and you're a little too shocked to say anything
nongnong sees the shock in your face and starts to panic
“oh god um- I didnt mean to scare you or anything but i just couldn't wait any longer to tell you cause you looked so cute so i just had to tell you- but it was so abrupt what was I thinking, you don't have to answer or a matter of fact you can just pretend this didnt happen if you wan-”
“I like you too!”
his panic halts and you see the visible red as his face heats up
“you do????”
“yes, I've actually liked you for awhile now”
cue nongnong's redness to increase tenfold and he breaks into that signature smile
“so does that mean if i asked you to be my girlfriend you'll say yes???”
you giggle out a ”mhm”
 and he's so happy he pulls you into a hug and you both break out into giggles
f i n a l l y  he could hold the big cutie that you were and call you his
nongnong holds you for quite some time while telling you how cute you are and goes on to list what makes you adorable
“the way your voice perks up with you get nervous or the way your giggle sounds so cuteeee” he goes on and you're heavily embarrassed
“nongnongggg please noooo” you're blushing so hard from the compliments you might actually die
he then lets you go and stops with the listing before he brings a hand to your cheek.
he runs circles with his thumb against your cheek and smiled ever so brightly
“im sorry its just- I've fallen so hard for someone as precious as you.”
man you're seriously gonna die from the sweetness of this boy
you then proceed to spend the rest of the night talking about when you started to like each other and finding that personalness you guys missed out on cause you never got the chance to hangout alone until today
later when you get ready to leave for the night nongnong stops you outside his door
“wait y/n before you go, can I hold you for a bit?”
u m  y e s
but in reality you just nod yes shyly before he pulls you into a hug where his big frame just sallows you up
hes so warm and sweet smelling when your face kinda presses into his chest
it’s the sheer definition of comfort and warmth and you never want to leave
once he lets go you wince a little cause the pleasant feeling of his embrace disappears
but before he entirely pulls away he plants a little kiss on your forehead
“goodnight y/n”
you say the same and you walk off literally stumbling and disoriented cause he's so precious your heart cannot comprehend it, you’re soft from this precious boy
nongnong probably texts yanjun and zhangjing in a group chat later that night
’guys i did it! I told her and now we're dating!!!’
zhangjing: ‘okay cool but did you kiss her???’
linong: ‘on her forehead i did’
zhanjing: ‘IT COUNTS, I CALLED IT’
yanjun: ‘FUCK'
yanjun’s wallet is then screwed
anyway after all this your relationship takes off
it starts out a little awkward but you guys start to adjust in time
Nongnong is constantly shy as heck when it comes to pda and holding your hand and thats all he can handle in front of other people
he can barely do that tho when yanjun and zhangjing constantly tease
but even though he's not blatant with his affection in public he’s still someone who tries to give subtle touches
to quick back rubs if you're walking side by side to when your arm rest on tables while you study he’ll lightly squeezes them while you work
he's tends to have trouble knowing what right words to say if you're upset or mad but is a great listener
he doesn't tend to get upset as easily as you would but when he does its a pretty big deal to you
he tries his best to not let any of his ill emotion get to him or let it out on you
and he tells you how he feels but often is really reluctant to talk unless you give him lots of convincing
he even likes to put on a smile for you like he's okay but you can tell he's not
he lets it build up so when he spills to you his feelings he tends to cry and holds on to you like his life depends on it
It’s hard for him to always keep a happy face so he really values these times
your touch and warmth calms him down when he breaks down like that
his affection maybe hard to convey in public but he lives for your embrace when it's just you 2
at first he always asked if it was okay to hug you or hold your hand
he wants to make sure you're comfortable
but you guys get to the point where he doesn't have to ask but naturally he just intertwines your fingers with his or cuddles up to you when you'd be sitting on the couch or his bed alone together
now kissing is a different story
at first he could only give you kisses on the forehead or your temple
progressively he started getting bolder sneaking pecks on the cheek or even lips (he apologized probably the first time he randomly kissed you on the lips but you gave him a quick kiss back and he died)
he constantly gives soft pecks because long kisses aren't something you have done yet
until one day
you're sitting on his couch watching a show when he nudges you a bit
you look at him and he moves in to plant small kisses on your forehead, to your nose your cheek and then softly your lips
doing this makes you giggle and he loves it to bits
Nongnong is gentle with kisses
kissing you so delicately like you'll break under his touch
he plants a soft kiss on your lips doing it again and again and again before the soft but fleeting kisses stop and he just doesn't pull away while kissing
he keeps his position and presses his lips onto yours just as delicately but it's far more passionate then the quick kisses from before
you're a little shocked cause you wouldn't expect him to kiss you like this but nevertheless it didn't stop you from kissing back
he presses into your lips slowly and tenderly while bringing his hands up to cup your face
the kiss is long but never rough just soft and sweet
you pull away and he's dazed before he can really comprehend what he did
“oh.” slips your mouth
“oh?”
“that was uh…”
“was it bad?”
“no it was good, um really good”
he lights up
long soft kisses are now your new killer 
especially when you’re caught off guard he tends to do them the most
He usually doesn’t try to get you flustered but he wants to do it once in a while
so he loves how flustered they get you because of the kisses and definitely plans on doing them more
so ultimately this boy is definitely gonna be the death of you
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Hi! I really really love your single dad au despite im not good at english (im korean btw)😂😂 if you ok, can you write about kid keith eats only what he want so shiro is very worried about that? And thank you for your amazing writings!
Hello there nonny! You are so good and your English is fantastic! I’m so happy that you are enjoying this AU, even when English isn’t your first language! Thank you for sending a prompt and reading this AU! I do apologize for the wait and I hope you still enjoy this!
x.V.x
              “No!”
              “Come on Keith, please?”
              “No!”
              “Just a couple of bites.”
              “No!”
              “Please sweetheart, you can’t go hungry.”
              “No!”
              “Young man, don’t make me use my disappointed face.”
              “No! No!”
              “How about this? I’ll give you extra cuddles if you eat more.”
              “…No!”
              Shiro threw his arms in the air, frustrated beyond belief by this point. Who knew that a four-year-old could already cause so much frustration. He thought he was past the terrible two phase and into the formidable fours. Shiro wasn’t prepared for rebelling at his age, he was only winding down from his own rebellious nature. How was he supposed to handle Keith already rebelling against his father? He was too young.
              Keith, meanwhile, was glaring at his dinner plate (which was nothing more than chicken and rice at this point) with all of his little might. His arms were crossed over his chest and his cheeks were puffed out with his eyebrows scrunched. If Shiro hadn’t been arguing with Keith for the past two hours, he would have found Keith to look rather adorable.
              Yet, here they were, two hours since dinner started and Keith hadn’t eaten a bite. Shiro’s dinner was long done and he had hoped that Keith would eventually start eating. However, when the toddler didn’t even take a bite, Shiro began to try coaxing Keith into eating.
              Sometimes Keith could be a picky eater. The texture was gross, the flavor was too much, but by now Shiro had Keith’s palette down to a T. There hadn’t been any incidences with meals for a couple of years now. At least, not until last week. It started gradually, with Keith eating less and less at meals, or simply wanting something else to eat. Shiro had chalked it up to Keith getting picky again.
              However, when Keith started refusing meals he became worried. Keith wouldn’t even eat any alternatives that Shiro would try to give him. He flatly refused any kind of food, at several meals.
              It was worrying Shiro because now Keith’s health was concerned. Thankfully, Keith was still drinking as much as he normally did. But Shiro knew that Keith would get sick if he didn’t eat enough. It was only a matter of times before things got worse. Though, nothing Shiro tried worked on Keith.
              Timeouts only got Keith even more upset. He still didn’t eat.
              Switching out food had no reaction. Keith still wouldn’t eat.
              Snacks were barely working anymore. He still didn’t eat.
              Trying to eat Keith’s dinner with him didn’t do a thing. He still refused to eat.
              Tiredly, Shiro scrubbed his hand up and down his face before swallowing thickly. “Keith, baby, you have to eat. Please? If you don’t eat, you’ll get sick.”
              “No!” Keith scrunched up his face again and swung his legs.
              “Baby,” Shiro gently set his hands on Keith’s legs to keep him from swinging wildly. Thankfully, Keith stopped kicking, but his glare was now aimed at Shiro. Have mercy on my soul. “You need to eat for Daddy, or else Daddy is going to be so sad.”
              This seemed to get Keith’s attention momentarily.
              “If you don’t eat and get sick, then daddy worries and that makes him sad,” Shiro continued quickly in hopes that this would work. He felt a bit bad by having to guilt his son into eating, and he knew that this wouldn’t be the healthiest of ways to get Keith to eat. However, he would do whatever it took to get Keith to eat tonight. “Daddy doesn’t want to see you sick, so you have to eat. Please? Can you just eat for daddy?”
              Keith stared at his father with big (deceitful) blue eyes. His glare was slowly morphing into a look of concern. Shiro ignored the twinge in his gut when Keith looked down at his food. Slowly, without saying a word, Keith grabbed his fork and stabbed into a piece of chicken. Then, slowly and with a face of annoyance, Keith chewed on the meat and began to eat.
              Shiro almost cried when Keith finally finished his small portion.
              “Thank you, sweetheart, you did so well. Daddy is so proud of you.” Shiro cooed shakily. He pulled Keith out of his chair and into his arms. Immediately, Keith was satisfied and curled into his father for extra cuddles. Shiro decided not to bring up the matter to Keith again this night, despite the slight tremor in his hand. Instead, he cleaned off the dinner table and sat on the couch for a few hours, cuddling Keith until the toddler had passed out.
              Shiro knew he couldn’t let this go on.
              Keith needed help.
x.V.x
              “He’s so young. Is this normal behavior?” Shiro worriedly chewed his lip. The doctor in front of him nodded to acknowledge his words, as she peered down Keith’s throat with her light. Keith squirmed uncomfortably and Shiro gently squeezed his hand.
              “Everything looks fine to me. No internal redness or tearing in the throat,” Dr. Kegan said softly. She turned her small light off and peered at Keith’s eyes. “No yellow or red in his eyes or discolored skin. Everything looks perfectly healthy on this fella, aside from being slightly underweight.”
              Shiro felt his stomach drop.
              Keith tugged on Shiro’s arm, causing Shiro to remember the coloring book in his bag. He quickly pulled it out for his son, to keep Keith preoccupied while they talk.
              “Underweight?” Shiro licked his lips.
              “Yes. However, Keith has always been slightly below average in his height and weight,” Dr. Kegan explained, examining her records to verify. Shiro nodded. Keith was small for his age, but he and the doctors were hopeful that Keith would grow as he got older.
              “Right now he’s below the fiftieth percentile by a few pounds.” Dr. Kegan explained. “That’s a bit more than usual, however, he’s nowhere near as underweight as his records state back when he was six months old. I would be more concerned about his weight back then than his weight right now. He’s still within a relatively safe zone.”
              Shiro breathed a sigh of relief. His eyes darted over to Keith but found that Keith wasn’t listening to either of them and instead, coloring a pride of lions. When Shiro had first adopted Keith, despite having chubby cheeks and being the most beautiful thing that Shiro had ever seen, Keith had been very underweight. Shiro could remember the first time he held Keith, he had been terrified of crushing him. Babies were small, but Keith was tiny. He remembers how he could count every one of Keith’s ribs or how his teeny tummy was sunken in from hunger. Shiro never wants Keith to ever grow hungry like that ever again.
              As his father, Shiro had made a promise to Keith that day to never let his baby go hungry.
              “But he could get to that state if this keeps up,” Shiro stated.
              Dr. Kegan sighed and eventually nodded. “I’m not saying that you shouldn’t be concerned if Keith isn’t eating. It’s a major concern and he could continue to remain underweight which could affect his future growth. However, many kids are picky eaters. You’re not the first parent with a child refusing to eat.”
              Shiro frowned.
              “There’s nothing indicating that Keith has unwillingly stopped eating,” Dr. Kegan explained. Keith continued to color a lion green with his tongue poking out in concentration. “He’s had no allergic reactions either. My best guess is this is, unfortunately, a phase that Keith is going through. He doesn’t quite understand the importance of eating as you and I do, and it could simply be that Keith thinks eating is boring.”
              “Boring?!” Shiro almost slapped his forehead. “But he can’t stop eating.”
              “No, he can’t. The best that you can do, is continue to encourage him to eat. Even if it means eating a bit unhealthy right now. I would rather Keith willingly have fries and a burger for dinner, instead of nothing.” Dr. Kegan said slowly. Shiro nodded, eyes trailing over to Keith before glancing back at her. “You have to remain patient and calm. Getting angry might only make Keith more upset. There are alternatives to making sure Keith gets all of the nutrients that he needs.”
              “Really?” Shiro breathed.
              “Yes, you can start with vitamins and gummies. Then try getting Keith to drink special nutrient shakes, such as Pediasure or any other alternative, that is meant for nutritional value to children. It won’t be a permanent replacement for food, but for now, it will make sure to keep Keith healthy and well “fed” so to speak.” Dr. Kegan explained. “Try getting Keith to drink a glass of these during breakfast and at dinner. This way if Keith won’t eat, then he can at least get his nutrition in and his growth won’t be affected. Do not force feed him. That can ruin any progress you made. If in a couple weeks, Keith is still not eating, then we can try alternatives.”
              Shiro swallowed but found himself nodding at Dr. Kegan’s gentle words.
              “How do I try to get him to eat?” He finally asked.
              “Try making it a game? Or making it fun? You and your son have very creative imaginations,” Dr. Kegan’s smile widened when Shiro’s cheeks became aflame with a blush. “I know you’ll figure something out.”
              You bet your bottom dollar that Shiro would.
              He would do anything for his son.
x.V.x
              “Alright, captain Keith. There are approximately ten enemy units of broccoli invading your northern lands of potato. They’re attempting to ransack the pools of gravy, what are your orders?”
              “We need to elimi-date the enemy!”
              “Excellent captain. How many shall we each destroy?”
              “Hmm, you take seven and I’ll take three!”
              “Are you sure captain?”
              “Um, I’ll take four?”
              “Most brilliant captain. Prepare the pronged weapons in, 3, 2, 1…go!”
              With that Shiro and Keith, both stabbed their forks into a head of broccoli. Shiro quickly scooped up six pieces and ate them up. He saw Keith eating three of them, and struggling with the last head of broccoli.
              “Captain, I suggest using potato land to smother the enemy. It’s effective in neutralizing their scent.” Shiro suggested between bites. He saw Keith dubiously eye the pile of mashed potatoes on his plate before slathering the broccoli in potato. Then he managed to wolf down the last head.
              “Brilliant captain! Our potato farmers will live to see another day! As a reward, they off you a spoon of their land for wealth and prosperity.” Shiro cheered when Keith bounced excitedly in his chair.
              “Well, I don’t care ‘bout wealth. But maybe we needs prop-erity?”
              “Yes, I agree.” Shiro smiled, scooping up a spoonful of potatoes for Keith. Keith swallowed the bite eagerly and Shiro scooped up his own spoonful.
              “Now, captain, there are still several healing chicken wings that haven’t been touched,” Shiro whispered, pointing towards the few chicken wings left.
              “Hmm, we gotsta recharge for the next attack, right?” Keith rubbed his chin thoughtfully before looking up at his dad for confirmation. Shiro nodded happily and laughed.
              “Yes, sir! They have a natural healing factor so you should be ready to go!” Shiro commented, watching with slight pride as Keith ate an entire chicken wing. He never thought that seeing his son eat would bring such relief to him.
              “Also, make sure to combine your milk too, to strengthen your armor captain.” Shiro nodded over towards Keith’s glass of Pediasure. Keith nodded absently, still in the mist of eating his chicken.
              A chuckle erupted from across the table.
              “Not that I mind, but when did we break the rules of no playing with our food?” Kuro asked softly. Shiro looked away from his son to smirk over at his brother. Kuro had become a part of their dinner routine once a week since Kuro had returned home two years ago. Keith had grown especially close to his only uncle and demanded that Kuro visit them for dinner once a week. Kuro had been sure to keep that promise.
              “Eh, since my boy got promoted to captain. He’s the best at defending our territory from yucky things like broccoli and instant ramen noodles.” Shiro teased as Kuro huffed.
              “Hey! Not all of us are five-star chefs cadet.” Kuro grumbled, stabbing at his own potatoes. However, he didn’t continue with the matter and instead smiled at Shiro when Shiro busied himself with wiping Keith’s face.
              He was well aware of the worry and fear Shiro had been through for the last few months. He’d called Kuro and their parents multiple times when Keith had first refused to eat. Since then, the Shirogane family had been involved with helping Keith every step of the way. Kuro was well aware of the dangers than Keith had faced by refusing to eat. He’d been told about Keith’s small height and weight and saw the pictures of Keith when Shiro had first adopted him. It had made him sick to see his nephew so tiny and sick, but he knew that Keith’s was in better hands the second that Shiro adopted him.
              There was no one better to love and care for Keith.
              And by turning dinner into game nights, only further proved Shiro’s place as Keith’s dad.
              “Cadet Uncle Kuro! You have an army of peas trying to steal your healing chicken!” Keith suddenly cried. Kuro jumped out of his thoughts, frowning at Keith. There weren’t any peas left on his plate.
              Just as he was thinking that Shiro (the bastard) had dumped two whole spoonsful of peas onto Kuro’s plate. Kuro stared at his brother with a look of horror while Shiro barely shrugged. As if to say, whoops, are you really gonna get mad at me in front of my baby boy?
              Hands clenched around his fork, Kuro gritted his teeth to keep from frowning. Instead, he took a breath a smiled.
              “Captain Keith, I will do my best to defeat the enemy and keeps the Shirogane wood table free of infested vermin that are peas.”
              Despite the terrible taste of peas, Keith’s bright laughter was more than enough to keep Kuro quiet and enjoy his meal. Keith sure was special.
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Selene Crawford: The calm before the storm, the lovers, the warning
Warning: Cursing (yes this time we have foul language), and violence.
Before I start Im happy to those who liked the story. I want to thank @colivara @ikesenhell @datemasamunemaiwaifu @masa-little-kitten because you inspired me among others fan fic writers to make this story. As always comments, likes, re blogs are appreciated. If I made you smile, is all I need. Thanks ^^.
With the slam of the door Masamune barked angry at the phone.
“What the fuck was that all about? And who is that guy? What was that for?” he felt bad for Selene.
“It was necessary, Dragon, I know that girl better than you and she won’t tell you all, that’s why I said that,. Listen, she is in danger and you need to protect her just the same way she will do whatever it takes to protect you.” said Ian on a more serious tone.
Taking the cellphone from speaker Nobunaga started speaking.
“Listen Masamune, Selene had been getting death threats for weeks. Whoever is wants her dead and so far we need to be on guard to protect her. Just so you know we have a truce with Shingen so don’t be surprised if you see them more often around. Right now, make sure Selene its OK and bring her to work on Monday. We would go on a plan to help her. She is a lot like you Masamune, and she needs you now more than ever.” after Nobunaga’s brief information a lot of things fell into place, a lot of questions answered.
“I will protect her, just next time that old man pull another one like that tell him I will rip him a new one.” with this Masamune hung up.
Giving a deep sigh Masamune closed his eyes.  Selene must be mortified. He then walked to the guest room and  knock on the door.
“Selene can we talk?”. No response.
Masamune opened the door and found her hiding under the comforter.
“Go away! I hate everyone!”
Risking getting yelled at again Masamune went to the bed and sit next to Selene.
“Selene, I don’t care what the old man says. Although, I will rip him a new one when I met him. But right now, we need to talk. Why you didn’t talk to us? To me?” Masamune already knew the answer but he wanted to take her away from that moment.
Selene sit looking toward the window, she couldn’t face him. She felt humiliated, but she understood that life was not fair at all. Yet, she dared to hope just for this once destiny will be on her side. Gathering some courage she started talking.
“Ian, Lancelot and Kincaid adopted me when I was 15. Kincaid found me at the police station after I blew up that car. Yes, that is still true.” a dry chuckle escaped her lips.
Masamune didn’t move, he let her speak, she needed to understand that he was there for her, but it pained him how much they resemble.
“Kincaid offered a deal to the judge in order for me to start from the bottom. One year in juvenile then I will be in their care. I didn’t had an option. I was angry, tired and alone.” Selene took off the covers from her. “At the time I thought I had what it takes to be the most ruthless person on the planet. Kincaid decided to train me in any martial arts possible, Ian teach me how to use firearms and Lancelot told me how to get information and also how to be a lady. Here I was, thinking big and when the time came I just failed. I…” her voice trembled with the memories of that night.
This time Masamune moved and make her sit between his legs. He just hugged her letting her choose her own pace. He caress her back and waited.
“My first job was to kill a man who was doing charity work to help homeless people. When the time comes I couldn’t pull the trigger. I went back home and told them that I just wanted to live a normal boring life. Pathetic uh?”
“ No it’s not, killing takes courage is one of those things you can’t undo once its done.” Masamune gave her a gentle squeeze and rest his chin on the top of her head.
Selene was rest against his chest, he felt warm. And after a couple of minutes of silence she broke the silence again.
“I know how to arm and disarm a gun, I learned how to make a bomb, but I can’t for the life of me, make friends or ask for a hug.” Selene closed her eyes.
“And yet you are a terrorist when is comes to eat meat.”
“Oh my God you are not letting that die, don’t you?”
“Nope, never. Even if it will take me the rest of my life I will teach how to eat a delicious Medium Rare steak.” he kissed the top of her head and smiled. “Selene everyone have their secrets and no one is perfect. I’m not judging you and I will never do it. Right now you need help and we are here. I am here all you need to do is take my hand. I’m never letting you go.”
Selene turned around to face Masamune, his eye was looking at her with a deep shade of blue. She could see and feel his resolve. And she still was afraid. So many what if? So many scenarios and yet she couldn’t hope to be on other circumstances without him. Her heat skipped a beat, and a warmth sensation started to envelop whole. Here she is in a dangerous situation and all she could think off is on him. Would she dare to hope for love? So far, everything had always been sad. Her parents, her life, her failed relationship with Malcolm, and then she met him. Masamune Date, a ball of pure energy and mischief. Always smiling, cooking or making sure everyone had a plate in front of them.
Selene extended her hand an touched his right cheek, then brush softly his eye patch. Smiling softly she dared to ask.
“What happened?”
“When I was a kid I got sick and lost my eye to the sickness. But a couple of years later I got into an accident and lost it.”
“So, we are two hard heads aren’t we?” Selene saw it, the mask that Masamune use for the world but not for her. Right now he was the same as her a kid full of doubts and fears.
“When I lost my eye my father, thought I will never be the same, I…I shut everyone out and didn’t let them near. My father, he enrolled me on martial arts classes and I met Master Tosai. He helped me work to get better. I started to see things from another point of view. I had two choices, either I sit down at the crossroads and let life passing by or I keep walking and make most of it. I choose the later. Life is better when you smile and share your food with others.” he finished with a shrug but it was not lost to Selene he struggled to opened up.
“After that I tried to join the army and the police but I guess one eye is not enough. I didn’t let that also defined me so I end up being a  bodyguard for the Oda family. Nobunaga and I finished being friends and when he established his law firm he called me and invited me to be part of the group. The rest is history I guess?” Masamune lower her eyes and avoided Selene’s look. He also was hoping Selene will accept his past, will accept him. “Well I don’t know you but all this talk is making me hungry. I’m going to cook something I will let you know when is ready, try to rest a bit.” he was getting up when Selene took his hand.
“ I like to cuddle and I don’t know how to french kiss..”
“I can work with that. Plus, I can teach you how to french kiss if you still want to learn.” he couldn’t stop smiling at her face illuminating with a shy smile while at the same time her cheeks turn in rosy red.
“Wanna help me in the kitchen?”
“Sure.” Selene was getting out of bed when Masamune surprisingly got her on his shoulder and slap softly buttocks. “Hey, put me down I’m not a sack of potatoes.” Selene couldn’t help it and started giggling.
“Wait what, did someone said something? Hahaha.” Masamune kept walking with Selene on his shoulder.
“This is a travesty.” replied Selene imitating Lancelot’s British accent.
“Let me down.” the giggles continued until they arrived to the kitchen.
The two started making the food between jokes, teasing and kisses. Once the food was served they continued their banter and talking about their favorite things. At night they were at the porch looking at the starts and enjoying the night on its own.
“Selene, just one more thing…”
It was a full moon and Selene look at Masamune’s face. His face was relaxed and with a tender look on his eye. “Yes?”
“Closed your eyes.” was his only request to which she obeyed him.
Masamune closed the distance and started kissing her lips softly, when he noticed she was responding to him he started nibbling softly her lower lip until she opening her mouth a little bit more. Teasingly he alternate his lips, his teeth and his tongue to explore her mouth slowly. The assault became a little bit deeper with his tongue teasing hers initiating a dance together. Selene felt touch by how he was kissing her. At some point she had to broke kiss and panted to recover her breathing to normal. Touching her forehead with his, Selene smiled. He was as agitated as she was and giving her a big boyish smile. She gave her a nuzzle with her nose to his and Masamune frown.
“What was that?”
“A Eskimo kiss.” Selene smirks trying not to laugh out loud at his surprised face. “ I guess there are things you are oblivious too.”
“ I guess, tomorrow is back to work. I will take you to work and back, so if you need anything…”
“So you are my bodyguard?” Selene body tense up suddenly.
Masamune noticed the change and sighed. “In a word yes, your “guardians” let us know about the threats. We don’t want to see you hurt. It’s for the time being.”
Selene looked to the side and evaded Masamune’s gaze. With he on her tail she won’t be able to investigate on her own.
“I know what are thinking, and the answer is no, you are not investigating this alone. If you want to investigate, I’m with you…”
“But what about your work?” interject Selene.
“Most of it is to corroborate information we already have and Mitsuhide can handle it. Selene don’t shut us out. Don’t shut me out. Remember the food taste better when you share it with someone. The same goes for anything else. You don’t have to do this alone why you…” he stopped at the sight of her eyes. The same stubborn look he always gives, but something else he couldn’t see at the time.
Masamune hugged her trying to let her know how much he was there for her. Grasping his sleeve. Selene thought of her options. Her time to keep this under wraps was over. And what if they wanted to hurt them? Great now she was overthinking. Clearing her thoughts she decided to play by the rules this time.
“OK, I won’t let you guys out, just promised me don’t being reckless,please?”
“Kitten I…” that look again on her eyes. Fear something he learned to hide so well. “OK I promised.” Kissing her forehead they hugged each other for a couple of minutes until temperature went down a few grades.
“Come on, let’s get some hot chocolate.” once again Masamune took her in his arms.
“Wait, why are you…? Date, I can walk you know?”
“Well indulge me, on Monday we are going back to work, besides you belong here in my arms and I want to spoil you as much as I can.” Masamune’s tone playful and with no room for more discussion.
Selene relaxed against him and kissing his cheek.
Sunday passed by in a blur, between watching movies, hearing music and talking. Masamune teased Selene as much as he wanted, he savored his time with Selene, each minute that passed by confirmed the words Nobunaga told him on Friday. Beautiful, smart, simply perfect. The rest of the day went by and he did all he could to spoil her.  The next morning, the place felt silent, looking around Selene took one last look and smiled sadly. For some reason she felt, this was the going to be the last time she was going to see this place.
“Well, its time to go.” Masamune took a last look at the house and at Selene’s reaction. He was wearing a suit of Royal Blue color, black shoes with a black vest and gold and black stripes tie. He simply looked breath taking.
Nodding in awe Selene turned around and both went to the car.
“So how do I look?”
“Great. Those colors always suit you.” in fact he looked just dashing, gorgeous, highly…Blushing Selene bit her lower lip and look one last time to the house. It was then she heard the a low whistle that was becoming louder rapidly.
“Masamune we need to get out of here NOW!!!!
Both got into the car a blue Mustang RTR and went of the garage just in time to get out off the house while the missile approached and impacted the house blowing it up. Putting the car on drive they started to leave as soon as possible in order to prevent another attack. Looking around, Selene spotted the helicopter passing by, but in the other direction. Not waiting to know if they were being followed  Masamune accelerate only leaving the dust behind.
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h0senpai-blog · 6 years
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You are Pretty / ep1 : Goodbye!
By : h0senpai
I wont ever leave your side again,
You can hate me, who hurt you once,
I'll remember it all,
I'll be in pain,
Just for you.
--INFINITE ; DESTINY--
“Beep, Beep..”
Eunji quickly grabbed her phone as it rings. A message from Jisoo Oppa  . She smiled :)
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She jumped happily as she read the message. She misses her boyfriend so much. She walks towards her wardrobe and starts picking clothes to wear.
"Oppa loves blue,so let's wear blue!" said Eunji with a sweet smile written on her face.
"Oppa, thank you for treating me and I am super happy today. It has been a while since we last met a month ago. It seems like you're so busy lately, so i don't dare to disturb you." Eunji hugged Jisoo's arms and waiting for him to respond.
" Eunji –ah, oppa have something important to tell you.So let sit there first." Said Jisoo. They walked towards the nearest bench and sat comfortably.
They usually come to this park on weekend and spent times together , doing things they want that they had no opportunity to  do in school. They rarely meet at school because Jisoo was not in the same department with her, he's a rookie actor. Plus, he seemed a bit busy lately with the school theater project.
"What it is? I would like to hear that." She smiled. Jisoo sighed and avoided her eyes for seconds.
He suddenly hugged her tightly. 
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"Oppa wanjeonhi mianhada .Jeongmal mianhada" He started the conversation .He didn't looked into her face at all because all he felt was half guilty and half relieved. At least, he doesn't have to lie her anymore. At least...
" Wae,suddenly apologizing to me? Did you do something wrong,oppa? Wait, I know! You ate chicken and soju without me right? Isn't it true? Waaa, you're so cruel oppa."Eunji replied to Jisoo and laughed. All she was expecting was a normal joke from her boyfriend like he used to before.
But Jisoo seems not to be so happy with that. With a dark expression,he glanced at Eunji and gives her a bitter smile.
"Eunji,-ah, Let's break up." He tried his best to look at Eunji face. He felt very guilty but he had nothing to do with it. He already made the decision. He knows what he always wanted!
"Oppa , did you realized what you were saying? Don't make fun with it oppa, please. If it was a silly joke of yours, I don't buy it." Tears started streaming down from her eyes ,turning her face into red as she was really sad and mad at the same time. Jisoo did nothing but silently watched her crying. Pat her shoulder and comfort her? He doesn't have the right to do it anymore. He's just a stupid boyfriend!
After 10 minutes of silence, Eunji got her strength back and realized one thing...Why should I cry because of him? The one who cheated, the one who threw me away from his life?  You go,girl!
She took a deep breath and swept the tears over with her hand. She pretended that she was okay, while her inside was completely hurt. Hurted by the person she loved the most.
" I really mean it,Eunji. I can't stand with this kind of relationship anymore. I,,, I .. actually falling in love with someone else. I think, it's better to confess to you the truth  than cheating. We are just not meant to be together.,Eunji." She starred at Jisoo with such sardonic smile on her face. What a good man with words!
" So, who's the girl? Do I know her?" She suddenly asked.
"My junior ,taking the same course with me." He replied with a lower voice which made Eunji chuckled.
"Oh, I see. So, that's mean that all rumors that have been brought up about you and Hyunjoo are all true?" Jisoo didn't replied, admitting all the truth that he's been hiding for almost six months.
" Okay then, Let's not meet again." She got up from the chair and about to leave...leaving Jisoo with mixed feelings.
After taking a few steps away, she turned back.
" Oppa, When I said 'let's not meet again'  I do mean it forever."
A year has passed,
"Eunji hurry up ! We are late! Come on." Someone yelled outside Eunji's house.
" Wait for me Bomi. I need to tie up my shoelaces. " Eunji yelled back as a response.
Bomi is one of her best friends ever since they were 7 years old. They both are a part of a group called A-pink which was so famous
"Make it faster Eunji. 16 minutes left before they close the gate. I don't want to get into trouble this time,I swear!."
" Okay done. Let's go ! Eomma, I got to go now. Bye." Eunji grabbed her school bag and kiss her mother's cheeks.
"Wait, Eunji. How about your breakfast ?" Said Mdm Jung.
"It's okay. I'll take it at school. Najung-e boja eomma ( See you later Mom)." Said Eunji before she ran to Bomi who was waiting her for almost 8 minutes.
"Ppalli,Ppalli ! " Bomi shouted to Eunji.
They ran as quick as they could to reach at their school before the prefects closed the gate or else they'll get punished by their super weird discipline teacher, Mr Im Wohee.
[During recess]
"What a relief ,Eunji ! We almost get caught by Mr Im this morning. Hyaa, this is your fault. How come you woke up late? What did you do last night? You better tell me right now!"
"hmm, I...i just.. err. i... ju..just..." Eunji voice suddenly turned stutter.
" I...I What?? Please talk clearly because i can't understand your words,weirdo." Bomi showed her fed up face.
" Well, it's just under controlled. I slept at 4 am, watching Super Junior's new show. Wow, they were seriously JJang!! I couldn't get my eyes off from Donghae's new hairstyle. I'm so in love!" Eunji showed her thumbs up to Bomi who was about to explode.
"Waa, You're seriously..Come here," Bomi started grabbing Eunji's hair but she kept refusing and tried to run away. Lol,she was still laughing anyway...
"Hyaaa, what are you both doing? Seriously a wrestling show ? Waa, that must be very pain Eunji, isn't it?" Sungyeol and Minseok approached them and tried to loosen the little fight that had just began.
"Oh, look! Isn't that Jisoo? What the heck he is doing here? " asked Minseok. They looked at the spot that just mentioned by Minseok. Bomi's hands automatically stopped pulling Eunji's hair and let her go.
Obviously, it seemed that Jisoo was looking for something or someone in Music department.
"i don't know and don't even want to know.. Maybe he has something to do here. Whatever, I'm hungry. Let's go to the cafe." Bomi tried to cut the conversation as she spotted Eunji's somber face.She knew that Eunji must not really happy with the topic. It's because she had gone through a lot, trying to erase things between her and Jisoo. Dealing with the past isn't a good idea ,sometimes..
"Okay." They said simultaneously and left to the school cafe.
[Physical Education Class]
"Okay, it's wrap for today. Please take care of your health and eat well but make sure , don't take junk foods and beverages such as Soju or beer even a single glass. They'll make your body weak .Arasso?" Asked Mr Jongkook, the most hottest teacher after Ms G.Na.
"Ye,seonsaeng-nim." The gym was filled with their spirited voice.
"Okay, Good job everyone. You can dismiss now." ordered Mr Jongkook.
"Hey guys. I'm thinking about going to karaoke, anybody wants to follow?" Asked Eunji to her friends.
"Why so sudden?" Bomi answered her question with a question.
"Well, I feel a lil bit stressed out with tons of homeworks we've  got today. So, why not ?" She explained and convinced them to join.
"I'm so sorry,Eunji. Actually, Sungyeol and I have a date tonight. We had planned this since last month, so it's not just an excuse. So, I'm not really sure if I can go for accompany.Sorry. Let's meet tomorrow. Bye" Bomi pulled Sungyeol's shirt sleeves and left Eunji with Minseok.Eunji sighed.
"What about you?" asked Eunji to Minseok.
" It's a great idea but sorry. I need to meet someone at 3 p.m.  I got to go now. Hwaiting !" said Minseok before he left.
" Waaaa, how can I called them my best friends? ." She clapped her hand , so sarcastic!
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Blog Post #8
29My responses to the appendix interview and my mom’s answers
• If you think of a few recent purchases what were the main factors that influenced your purchase? Usually my purchases are out of necessity or spontaneity. It’s either something I need, or something I want in the spur of the moment. Usually price.
• What was your last music-related purchase? I bought a concert ticket to see one of my favorite singers with my best friend. I bought a Pink Floyd T-shirt that I found in the boys section at JCPenney’s and it was five dollars
• What were the main reasons/motivations behind the purchase? It’s a person I really love and admire and I haven’t been to an actual concert in years, so like why not? It was five dollars and it had Pink Floyd on it
• What kind of music do you like? I like a lot of music, I can even stand country music sometimes. Mostly, I like slow sad sounding music, or music that makes me feel something. Music I like.... I like pretty much everything except hard core rap and country music. Specifically I like rock n roll and hip hop dance music
• How do you consume music—i.e., how do you buy it/ when do you watch/listen to it/where do you watch/ listen to it? I usually listen to spotify whenever i’m using my laptop, or if im listening on my phone I listen to the music ive purchased through google play. In the car I listen to CDs or the radio. I mostly listen to it on the radio at home in the car or on my iPhone via Pandora or iTunes
• What are your opinions on the current music industry as a whole? I feel like there are a lot of people who don’t get the recognition they deserve, and some people who get recognition they don’t deserve. This can really be said for just about any industry though. What does that mean? (evie gives brief explaination) Well, I don’t know any of them personally...
• How much of an influence would your favorite musicians have on you as a person? I think a lot of my favorite artists have shaped who I am, and I draw a lot from the music I listen to in terms of i dont know, personality and the way I deal with things. None. Although when Chester benigton killed himself that really pissed me off because his music had a lot of influence on overcoming obstacles and then he offs himself. That was lame. But really they can take a stand for whatever and unless they are complete bigot assholes I’ll still listen to their music.
• How about on your purchases? I want to support these people, so yeah I’m going to buy their stuff if I can afford it, especially up and coming artists that I really want to see succeed. Also, maybe they influence my purchases on things like clothes and stuff.  No.
• Do you consider social responsibility and/or ethical considerations when making purchases of products/ services in the area of music? There are some artists that while I enjoy their music, I don’t agree with actions they take or how they feel about certain topics. I’m less likely to purchase anything related to an artist who’s actions I don’t agree with, and here I think I’m mostly talking about people like Chris Brown who literally is an abuser and takes what he wants whenever he wants it and is literally just an awful person. No.
• Can you think of ways that musicians/bands currently engage in socially responsible behavior? There’s a lot going on in the world, and a lot of issues that need representation and awareness in order to get anything done, and music and artists are a great way to send these messages. Even just being openly supportive of a cause, or donating money to a cause can really bring awareness. When they preach about politics during their concerts instead of singing or when they bring kids up on stage that really enjoy their music during concerts and cater to their fans that’s a good one.
• Do any recent examples of socially responsible behavior within the music industry come to mind? Taylor Swift and her suing the guy who sexually assaulted her for a dollar, not to get any money but to call to action this kind of thing that happens all the time and shouldn’t be normalized. She also donated a large sum to sexual assault survivors and historically has donated a lot to disaster relief funds and fans who need help financially. In 2015 she donated $50,000 to a fan who was diagnosed with Leukemia. It’s because of Swift that GoFundMe had to raise the amount a person is allowed to donate at a time. Hearing about some musicians donating lots of money to a specific causes.  My favorite is Jon Bon Jovi and how he has a restaurant that caters to the hungry and the homeless.
• Have you considered aspects of socially responsible behavior when you have attended live music events? Historically, not really. However the only concert i’ve been to in the last five years was to see the Wallflowers. In the past I’ve seen some bands live that now I don’t think I’d really want to see again. Not always, but at least sometimes you can tell a lot about an artist or band by their fans, and some of the music I used to listen to in lets say middle school, definitely have views a lot different from what I know now. No.
• Have you engaged in socially responsible behavior at live music events? No. Yes. (evie: care to elaborate?) Sitting down so people can see behind me saying please when walking through the crowd. Saying excuse me.
• How would you define a socially responsible musician? I think I remember reading an article about an artist who stopped a show after seeing a fan in the audience having a panic attack, and made sure to get this fan help before continuing (after some research, this artist was Harry Styles) and there have been other instances like this (Drake stops concert to call out groping, Linkin Park also stops show to help a fan, etc.). I think this is what it means to be socially responsible. There’s a lot that’s going on in a crowd at a show, and for an artist to call out a bad situation really shows that. A musician that shows social responsibility to me it is defined as a musician that preaches love and community and is involved and good fundraising for programs that help society, like Bon Jovi. I think he is a prime example of what a musician that shows social responsibility.
• Do you think it is important for them to act in a socially responsible way? Yes. It shows that a person cares about their fans, and not just the money they make off of them, and in this age if you’re neutral in situations of injustice, you’re on the side of the oppressor. Yes.
• Would you be more likely to buy an album/attend a concert of an artist that you perceive to be engaged in socially responsible behavior? Yes. Yes.
• Have you attended a live event due to the socially responsible aspect of the event? No. Yes but only because I was working (she’s a stage-hand).
• How would you compare the role that social responsibility plays in everyday consumption decisions to music consumption decisions? People look for brands that are socially responsible in a lot of their purchases. Whether a brand tests on animals, or companies that are tied to a charity. I know I tend to shop at target, one because I love target, and two because I know they have a partnership with St. Jude Children’s Hospital and having that knowledge makes me feel even better when shopping there. There are also stores and other places I refuse to shop at, such as Goodwill because of their inaction to help people, despite their claims otherwise. (Goodwill had a thing going where when purchasing goods you could round up to the nearest dollar, and the extra few cents would be donated to veterans. No money was ever donated and goodwill managers are frequently seen refusing to provide clothing to homeless people (including veterans) despite claiming they would clothe any homless person who came to the store.) For younger people I say that is a big factor but for my age not so much. (evie: I told her what I put for my answer) Yes, those are good examples. I definitely agree with that.
2.) Anyone can say anything to get attention, but it’s action and reaction that determine real intentions. Like I said earlier in my interview answers, Goodwill for example claims to be a place of donation, yet the Goodwill CEO makes $729,000 annually and their employees don’t make a living wage. An they aren’t the only company that makes promises like this and don’t follow through. I think it’s important for artists, while preaching a certain message, uphold the ideals that they are setting. And there are a lot of artists that do a lot of good. Thom Yorke for example, and Bon Jovi like my mom mentioned. Thom Yorke engages in eco-friendly events and lives eco-friendly so you know he’s not just doing these things for publicity. Unlike Thom Yorke and many others, there are many people who will preach the importance of donating to charity but run these multi-million dollar empires without contributing a dime to anything worthwhile that has the potential to change the world. This doesn’t just apply to musicians either, there are a lot of rich people in the spot light that don’t do anything or don’t do enough. The article states: “Music is a powerful vehicle through which tastes and values are understood, and social groups and subcultures are formed.” While I completely agree with. A lot of the music I listen to reflects what I believe and who I am, and where my values align. I find that people who share my same music interests tend to have a lot of the same views as I do, not always but a significant amount of time. A lot of music I listened to when I was younger, I didn’t really understand, and I see that some of the people that listen to that kind of music now are people I tend to not want to associate with, as I don’t want to associate with that music anymore either.
I think the video by Lin Manuel Miranda where he wrote a song and had a bunch of other Latin American artists come together to raise money was a great example of an artist being authentic in promoting something. This project was close to him, as someone who’s parents immigrated from Puerto Rico, and this wasn’t the only action he took in support of the relief fund for Puerto Rico. He promoted this charity on talk shows, visited Puerto Rico, brought Hamilton to Puerto Rico and provided a way to allow impoverished people to see his show, and has donated around 2.5 million towards this cause and other causes through his words and his work. Not only this, but he continues to raise money for other causes, such as March for our Lives (Starting with his collaborative song with Ben Platt). Since LMM’s rise to fame, he has never stopped giving back to the community and working for equality across every issue.
I currently don’t have an example of the opposite, where an artist doesn’t meet up to their claims, but will try to think of one before class.
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Nfkfockslsoskdkkd "Jesus fucking christ." He muttered under his breath. The pain was excruciating. It hurt even more that there was probably a bunch of glass where glass shouldnt be. "Jesus, Fuck! Man! Im so sorry! Dude! Do you need help!" Thats when The kid rolled off the car and snapped. He began to string together every curse he could think of in a mad stutter and a fixed flare set in his eyes. "Do you need help! I can take you to the doctor! Come on, come with me." "Just fucking stay back, and dont touch me." The man held his hands up. "At least let me buy you a water or coffee or bandages something!" "Stay right there. Dont fucking worry. Just forget it!" The man behind the wheel watched as the kid limped away. "Damn, that windsheilds past its prime." He pushed it out and sighed. "Fucking kids, anyways." He got up and began to tail behind the kid. He stayed far enough behind to see the big store he was going into. The kid limped towards the canned foods and picked out several cans. And he watched as he pocketed the seventh. "Hey buddy. Buy something, or get lost." "Eh, yeah." He said and began to move towards the boy. Now in the checkout line he watched. "Is that all sir?" "Y-yes." "23.45, please." "F-for six cans of food?" "Limited edition cans, sir." "I-" "Ill be happy to buy them for you." The kid turned around and widened his eyes. "What the-" "Henry. Ill buy em for you." "B-" He was cut off by an arm that handed the lady money. "Have a nice day." "You know I can charge you for Stalking me?" "Look, is that what you say to someone who just bought you expensive as fuck food?" "You hit me with your car!" "It was an accident! Im sorry." "Just give me the bag, and leave me alone." "You know, the train goes both ways." "What." "I could easily report you for theft." He said pointing to the can of peaches. "Its a fucking can of peaches." "Call it what you want kid." "Zachary." "Okay, Zach." "No, not Zach. Just Zachary." "Martin. Martin Folur." "I dont give a shit about your last name." "Ouch, youre blunt. And stubborn." "And you talk too much. Give me the bag." "No, ki- Zachary. Im sorry for hitting you with my car. I profusely apologise for that okay? Im sorry, just let me pay for what i did okay. Ill only help you take this bag. Youre limping for christs sake." "Okay. Fine. Fuck. Take me to the bus station." "Hey, you got it." They arrived at the bus station not long after "Okay. You can leave." "Nuh uh., "What?" "Not until i know for sure youre safe at home or something. Dont you got parents? You look young." "D-dont make- assumptions, asshole." "Im sorry. Zachary!" Zachary moved to the back of the bus and marting was forced to pay for both of them. He sat beside the kid until finally they got off at their stop. "Look, im sorry, Zachary. Let me take you out for supper or something. You look likey ou havent eaten in a while. Please?" "For fuck sakes fine. Martin. Quit apologising." "Yes." He said and lead Zachary towards his favourite restaurant. He put his arm around him and as soon as he did that Zachary tensed up. "Oh shit sorry. Force of habit." "Yeah. Just dont do it again." "You got it." They got to the door and he held it open for Zach. Zach only gave him a glare and walked inside. "It sure is cold out there huh." "Youre so good at small talk, Martin. You know that." Martin on,y smiled and sat down across from him. "Wow. The lady's must love this place huh, Martin." Martin only gave a thin smile and looked down, "You finally called me by my real name. Im touched." "Pfft. Shut up." "Now we are finally getting somewhere." "What. Me talking? Talk is easy. Asshole." Martin only gave a little grin. "What do you two want?" "Just a drink for me." Zach said. "What." "A drink." "No. He will have the steak dinner, with baked potatoes and whatever comes on the side." "Alright, coming right up. What to drink?" Zachary was in awe. "Ah, what will it be Zach." For the first time he didnt mind being called Zach. "My friend heres slack jawed. Off in his own world. I dont know, water will have to do for a now." "And yourself?" "A burger and fries. Gravy and pepsi." "Alright your order will be ready in a little while. Enjoy." "You fucker. What are you doing buying me nice shit like that." "The easy thing to say would be, thank you. But you deserve it kid." "No. You sont have to." "Zach. Seriously. Dont argue with me." Zachary on,y grinned and looked down, "So.. Like.. Do you have a place to stay?" "I do. Dont worry about me, douche." "Alrighty. But ill have you know. Im going to walk you there," "Why are you doing that." "Doing what?" "Being so nice." "Zach. Its the least i could do. I mean, its not like we did much bonding over the hood of my car." Zach gave him a disgusted look and looked away. "Bonding? No. See, youre a stranger. Martin. All i know, is your name." "Alright. Alright, lets start." "Start what." "Im Martin, age 22. Started driving a couple weeks ago." "Figures." "Whats that supposed to mean?" "You fucking hit me, like a giant bug or something." "Ah, see. I offered to take you to a hospital." "They would take me in, Martin," "Why not?" "Ah you know what forget it. " Silence ensued until the food was brought out. Zachary dived right in and left nothing behind. Martin was surprised at the appetite the kid had. "I was right. You lost." "Lost what." "The bet." "What bet?" "The one i made in my head," "What the fuck are you talking about." "You were hungry." "Okay, dipshit. And what." "Now you have to tell me about yourself." "Bullshit." "Come on, please?" "Okay, fucking fine. But im limiting it until we get to know each other. I need to know youre not a fucking pshycopath." " ah so there will be more." "What the hell are you getting at." "More getting to know eachother?" "Whats in it for me." "Ah, so there is a darker side to Zachary. More dinners, and i dont know, I could get your injuries looked at." "Since youre so up on helping me, than Ill only tell you about myself, if you leave actual medical attention out of it." "So thats it then?" "Yeah." "Okay, you can start now." Zachary huffed and started. "Im Zachary. Im 18." "18?" Martin said choking on some food. "Yeah one eight." "You look fifteen." "See what i said about making assumptions?" "Alright alright." "Go on." "One more thing," "Okay," "Whatever you think is going on here. Isnt going on here. Thats all for now." "Phew. Stubborn. Feisty. Blunt. Overbearingly independent. I like you kid," "What does your girlfriend think" "I dont have one. And i didnt mean it like that. I meant, i just like your guts. I dont know. I guess youre a little easy on the eyes. But... Theres too much." "Shut up, asshole." Zachary said playfully ounching his arm. They both laughed. They got on the bus station and talked a little more. "Alright heres my stop.." "Okay." He awkwardly shook Zach's hand and he got off. Then Martin got off. He waited a little while as Zach knocked on the door. Inside there was screaming and crying and a hitting noise. More yelling and crying and finally Zach getting thrown out. His things getting tossed out the window. "Fuck sakes." Martin helped Zachary up and carefully looked at his wounds.  He brushed a little hair out of his face. "Who the fuck is this? Daniel." "A friend. Hes a friend, mom." "He better not be no boyfriend. You already a disgrace. Imagine, you being some faggot. Then youd really have nothing. Get out. Go find a job." She tossed his bag and finally shut the door. "Jesus kid. Im sorry." "J-just dont touch me." "I have a place to stay," "I dont want to stay at your house! Im not a faggot. Jesus christ!" "Zachary, quit being a little stubborn fuck. Give me your bag. Or i swear." "Fucking! Agh!" He yelled and shoved the bag at him. He began to run and Martin heaved the things on his back and ran after him. "Zachary!" He yelled and finally caught up with him after five blocks. "Jesus christ, kid. You were in some track and field or something?" "Give me my stuff." "No. Not until youre safe and sound." "Where am i gonna go? Martin, for christs sake." "My offer is still out there. I swear, ill sleep in the bathroom okay?" "You better, and lock the door. Please." "Alright. Alright its okay." He huffed. Martin called a cab and they both rode in silence, At the apartment they got off and walked inside. "Do you have sleep stuff?" "Im just going to sleep in this." "Those are soaked, Zachary." "I lied okay? Its Daniel." "D-daniel?" "Yeah." "Okay, its okay. Just... Ill give you some sweats and a t shirt okay?" "Quit being so nice." He only walked and grabbed some plain sleep clothes. He handed them to him and showed him the bathroom "Lock the door and when youre done you can sleep." He came out and went and layed down. "Its alright kid." He whispered softly and stocked to the bathroom. He layed in the bathtub and easily fell asleep. In the middle of the night he was awoken by a knocking on the door. He opened it and was faced with a teary eyed Daniel. He hugged him and he only whispered its okay over and over.
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