hi this blog is indefinitely inactive
only making this post to pin at the top of the blog since most of my fics still link here
to manage expectations. I may (I hope!!) post to ao3 from time to time in future but thats about it. will try to answer dms/discord still but the response time will be slow
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have felt very much today like a thing with human skin stretched over it trying so hard to at least resemble a person. you ever forget how to smile? i've been doing what feels like a grimace of agony all day but either i got it right or everyone was too polite to point it out
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I wish I never existed. It'd be so much easier, so much better if I didn't ever exist. Nobody would have ever had to know me, be hurt by me, annoyed by me, bothered by me, burdened by me. I wouldn't want to die anymore because I would have never lived. It could be over. If my parents had just not had me as their daughter, if they had another daughter, a real daughter, a better daughter. I wouldn't feel the pain anymore, I would feel anything. That's what I want, I don't want to be aware or feeling. I want to be genuinely and literally nothing.
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me setting alarms that i know i will be awake for in case i die or smth and dont wake up in time for my plans
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quick question why did i think piercing my ear was a good idea babyboy you have psoriasis on your scalp sweetheart... use the braincell snookums
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I love how I went from starting this year being like: yeah this is my year!!!
And a few months later being like: actually the realities have hit and now I have to consider making a tough decision
LMAO :,)))
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