listening to the gideon audiobook at work and having to take a 10 second pause and put my head down on my desk to absorb the argument where harrow tells gideon that her becoming a lyctor has nothing to do with gideon at all and that she plays no part in harrow ascending and how she’d sooner wipe her hands clean before having to speak to gideon again once she’s ascended knowing that gideon plays the MOST important role in harrow becoming a lyctor and that she literally cannot do it without gideon making the biggest sacrifice someone can make and how desperately they’ll both wish they could say even two words to each other again in just a few weeks . having a normal one today i’m fine
edit: i really didn't want to have to say this but y'all Please don't make suicide jokes in the notes of this post. I know they're all positive but I have to see all of them thanks to tumblr's notif system.
CC really had Julian saying “I love you either way. I love you if we never touch” then think about how Emma was both his universe and the blade pressed against his heart and expected me to be fine afterwards
"When Adam kissed him, it was every mile per hour Ronan had ever gone over the speed limit. It was every window-down, goose-bumps-on-skin, teeth-chattering-cold night drive. It was Adam's ribs under Ronan's hands and Adam's mouth on his mouth, again and again and again. It was stubble on lips and Ronan having to stop, to get his breath, to restart his heart.
They were both hungry animals, but Adam had been starving for longer"
Before we even get into the chaotic mess that this is, this is by far the worst thing ive made. Blame Citrus for this, this is the type of doofy nonsense we do. Anyway merry christmas. (This is a meme dont come for me)
Im not even slightly sorry for this meme.
@citrusdoll this spawned into existence because you allowed my wackiness to fester for shame 💀