#if so i'll rb the original and turn of rbs on this

[starberry-skies]

boygirls who are so so so sleepy and girlboys who are so so so tired are best friends forever and ever and ever

#chirping #i am both #it was originally #boys sleepy anf girls tired but i was like yk what. this is tumblr dot com #the weird gender website #so i'm gonna make the posy how i want #ok to rb #but i'm running off v little sleep rn so it's v possible i copied this on accident #if so i'll rb the original and turn of rbs on this #but 4 now. rb if u want #100

[dandyshucks]

if u want to get ahead of the game and block some nasty ppl before they ever have the chance to interact w you, you can just go thru the likes and rbs of a blatantly nasty post (e.g. a post catering to pedophilic pairings) and just ... block everyone in there. esp with the likes, this can effectively block people's main blogs so hopefully they won't even have the chance to see any of your posts. this can help curate your experience on here a little better sometimes!

#done this a few times and its blocked some chuckleheads who are weirdly secretive abt their proclivities lmao #just make sure theres no reblogs with someone saying ''hey man wtf this is fucked up'' #bc then u dont know if the likes were for that response or for the original post djdksl #if any chuckleheads see this - I'm curating my experience just like y'all always say to do! peace and love on planet earth 🕊️🕊️ #honestly i am tired of thinking abt all of this but like... it genuinely triggers me pretty badly any time i see smth to do w it #so if i can just remove any chance of me running across it in the future then that's going to make my life so much better in the long run #dandy.cmd #im gonna turn off rbs actually fhdkdl if anyone wants to spread this advice feel free to make ur own post! #with my mental health lately though i am afraid I'll attract harassment so I'm just putting this out here for any followers who see it #and ur free to spread this advice in ur own words if you'd like :] i just do not have the ability to deal w any potential harassment - #-if this spreads w my name on it fhfkdl perhaps im letting my paranoia win but alas I'll give it this win just this once

[erythristicbones]

i feel like my biggest hypocritical trait is that i will make fun of the fans of superhero movies/the state of MCU and DC and all that jazz as much as the next person, but i WILL also lose my mind over every one of those movies that i watch. not because they're good(they aren't), or well written(they aren't), or even that funny(usually they aren't). it's just that the very second i start watching a movie with superheroes i lose every single one of my braincells and i have the time of my life. i will rewatch so many of these dogshit movies just so i can see people kickass with funky powers

#and i wont say im a fan of either of those universes(cause im not) #i havent watched any of the new movies/shows in years now #but im not immune to the allure of people with crazy powers #literally i will enjoy them SO MUCH and the entire time i watch i'll be like 'im having so much fun i love this movie' #and the second its finished i'll realize that it was not at all a good movie and i hated every line #but for those blissful couple of hours nothing bad exists ever and all superhero movies are perfect #like guess how many times ive watched the deadpool movie. whatever your guess is i can guarantee it should be doubled #i should really make an original story universe that is solely superheroes #not even to make stories i intend to publish #just to be as self indulgent as possible and pretend like i'll be able to singlehandedly fix the state of superhero media(i wont <3) #also first post im turning reblogs off on bc while i dont expect ppl to rb...i dont want to risk rabid fans giving me shit

[tangerinesteve]

Last Sentence Tag Game

rules: in a rb or separate post, post the last sentence you wrote in any of your wips (original, fanfic, etc), and tag as many people as there are words.

Whoa look at meeee actually doing this for once in my liiiiffeeee!!! I got tagged by @scoops-aboy86 ! And others in the past but shh shh shh! I very rarely have wips. And this is technically like... from more of a ramble to a friend that i might turn into a fic!!! But its my OC Kirby (he/they) shipped with Gator Tillman, Gator walked out of church cuz his father was ranting about gays going to hell and he came to Kirby's and they're talking about how maybe Gator should find something else to worship.... 🥰 they are not "together" yet here.

Kirby feels Gator's finger hook around his middle one, locking them together, and watches Gator watch him as he smiles softly and says "I'll think of something."

No pressure tagging! (Also there's no way im gonna be able to think of that many people so we're not doing it by words okay wwweeeeee!

@hotluncheddie @mrprettywhenhecries @frankenstein-ate-my-left-shoe @steddielations @sidekick-hero

#tag game #I DID ONE OH MY GOD IVE NEVER DONE ONE OF THESE BEFORE #im running away cuz im still shy about my oc!!! bbyyeeee #mine #my writing

[cilil]

𝓐𝓝 ~ So I have a Thuringwethil fic coming up soon (origin story kind of thing) that is heavily based on and will feature my own headcanons about the Void as well as Thuri herself, so I thought it might be a good idea to compile my notes and ideas for you guys to enjoy in one convenient place. I'll start with the Void as a general basis and the Thuri headcanons will be down below in the rbs.

.𖥔 Conceptually speaking, the Void is nothingness, and that's the extent of what most people, including most of the Ainur, know. Melkor describes the Void as a paradox, because due to other things coming into existence - Eru, the Ainur, later Eä and everything in it - it too is dragged into existence, as it can now be perceived and is even a place that can be visited.

.𖥔 As a thing that doesn't exist, the Void naturally doesn't come with a "consciousness" per se, but it is "content" in its state of non-existence, and only because other things have now started existing it becomes "active" itself. There may even be some sort of Eru-equivalent being inside it or associated with it.

.𖥔 The Void's first primitive "instinct" so to speak is to corrupt and devour matter/things that are. However, the Timeless Halls are safe thanks to the Flame Imperishable, the primeval light and power of creation that cannot be snuffed out, and Eru's ability to wield it. By extension light and fire in general are perceived as the essence of existence and therefore the enemy of the Void.

.𖥔 Generally speaking, beings with fëar or ëalar are at least somewhat safe from just getting consumed, since they were kindled with the Flame Imperishable and carry part of it inside them. The Void can, however, still cause quite a bit of damage through prolonged exposure - aside from its damaging influence, just the sensory deprivation alone is psychologically damaging - and eventually corrupt and/or feed on them.

.𖥔 If a living being with a fëa or ëala enters the Void, it may try to communicate and even manifest in some way to do so, but it's unlikely to do the latter if nothing has been consumed beforehand. On its own, the Void has little to no knowledge or understanding how to construct any sort of form since that is part of creation and existence which, again, is fundamentally against its nature.

.𖥔 The Void may also (unwillingly) come into existence when parts of it claw through the fabric of reality and enter Eä. Ungoliant is such a manifestation of the Void, a Void creature so to speak. The reason why Ungoliant is a spider is because she - the Void fragment that ended up becoming her - consumed a random creature she found (in this case a spider). The Void "learns" via consumption and assimilation. This is also why her unlight is different from darkness and gives the Valar a lot of trouble.

.𖥔 While fire and light are the main enemies of the Void and also the best way to fight it, they are also the main target of its attention. This is why Ungoliant didn't dare to enter Valinor on her own and fled from the Balrogs, but also hungered for the Trees and the Silmarils.

.𖥔 Melkor was very bright and filled with light in the beginning, but his own corruption caused his spirit to turn dark and eventually cost him his ability to wield and use light effectively - while said corruption was of a moral and spiritual nature, his journeys into the Void have also certainly not helped matters. If he hadn't lost his light, Ungoliant would've never dared to attack him and also been unable to do so effectively.

.𖥔 The reason why Melkor will eventually able to return despite his imprisonment in the Void is because, as Tolkien himself said, he's actually so great and powerful as a spirit that he will slowly recover some of his strength over the ages. Additionally, a great part of his essence being within Eä would actually keep it out of the Void's reach while being something he should be able to tap into upon his return.

Still, being in the Void can damage even a Vala spiritually and psychologically, which is the reason why a few other authors and I have alternate takes and timelines in which Melkor is actually progressively weakened and in further decline and may need to be rescued or return to Eä to recover (and maybe find a bit of healing, if it's that kind of verse).

I'll reblog with the Thuri part as well as a few fic recs for those who would like to explore these themes more in writing and I also invite and encourage you to share your own takes on the Void, Thuringwethil, Ungoliant, Melkor etc. You can also take inspiration from this for your own Void-related works, just kindly give a small shout-out if you do~

#void #headcanons #my headcanons #silmarillion headcanons #silmarillion #tolkien #worldbuilding

[lil-queer-enby]

Pinned 🖤💙

About me

you can call me Elliot, Elle, Ellie or any similar nicknames

you can use any pronouns for me (including it/its)

non-binary/genderqueer

i've got a low voice and a tdick, but i've still got b cup tits and a vulva

19 (turning 20 at the end of april)

AuDHDer

chronic pain and fatigue, use a cane to manage

i've got a lovely partner and we're both polyam, but i'm not looking for a relationship atm

asks are open (use an emoji if you're sending as an anon so i can keep track of you)

DMs are open for non-roleplay chat (sfw or nsfw), but they can overwhelm me easily so I prefer asks. I am in Canberra/Sydney/Melbourne time, so my active hours might be odd to you

please read my kinks and limits before sending anything to me

liking this pinned once you've read it is great bc I know you're aware of my limits :)

please let me know if i shouldn't have liked/reblogged your post (or you feel uncomfortable that I did), and i'll unlike or delete reblogs as necessary. please, feel free to block me if you don't feel comfy about anything on my blog.

DNI

this blog is nsfw, so no minors (for your safety)

i would prefer than people over 40 do not follow or otherwise contact me (for my comfort)

ageless blogs (i will assume you fall into one of the two categories above and block you)

if your blog is focused on one of my limits (see below)

i don't appreciate people who discriminate against women (cis or trans), enbies, black people, indigenous people, people of colour, disabled people, queer people, trans people in general or neurodivergent people. i'm more than willing to block you.

tagging/safety/kinks

i might have kinks you're not into or use words that you're not comfortable with. Here's a list of tags/key words i use regularly so you can filter them out or choose not to interact with my blog.

i will always tag these kinks: #somno, #cnc, #dubcon

i am into these kinks, but might not tag: praise, hair pulling, biting, degradation, humiliation, objectification, spanking, some painplay, breeding (no preg), free use, gangbang, gloryhole, cockwarming, creampies, bondage, double/triple penetration,

you're okay to interact with me/my posts, but please don't tag or interact directly about: petplay (puppyplay, ponyplay etc), body worship, TPE, watersports, bloodplay, breathplay, primal play

(note: sapphic/wlw blogs are welcome, but i am not a woman or sapphic leaning)

for full disclosure, i'm into these when I sub, but i won't reblog on this blog (might be present in my likes/following as I have a sideblog): misgendering, detrans, heavy cnc, r4peplay

limits/please do not interact with me if you focus on: scat or diapers, dd/lg, md/lb, ageplay, permanent marks or injuries, raceplay, vom, gore, incest/fauxcest, icky/p3dobait blogs, anything immoral/rightfully illegal (necro, be*sti*lity, MAP or p3dophillia, lolicon)

words i use for my anatomy:

tdick, cock, dick, clit, clitty

pussy, hole, cunt, vagina

tits, boobs, breasts, chest

ass, arse, anus

blog tags (also tagged on this post)

#lqe original <- my original posts

#rb media <- my reblogs with mostly nsft media (photo, gif, video, audio)

#ask game <- ask games I've reblogged

#answered <- tag for any asks that I respond to

picrew <3

picrew link: https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1322863

#autistic nsft #genderqueer nsft #enby nsft #queer nsft #t4t nsft #trans nsft #lqe original #<- my original posts #rb media #<- reblogs with media in them #ask game #<- the ask games I've reblogged #answered #<- any asks I've answered

[eggs-can-draw]

Hi this was originally gonna have art but maybe I'll rb this with it later I unno I do not have Time to draw it and still finish this before eep time anyways normal foreword HI I don't know where this came from I went into a fugue state and just kinda started typing on google docs. this is mostly shuichi and kokichi thoughts with an infodump disguised as exposition. uh. Warning for Oumasai but only if you wanna see it that way I unno they're complicated rn

Sea salt on his tongue. Blinding sun in his eyes. Sand under his feet that burned him like coals in a fire. Today was long but he wouldn't have spent it any differently. After everything they had been through, they deserved a summer to have fun and heal from everything that had happened.

His mind still felt fuzzy around the edges but after a few weeks, he had become a master at the basics of who he was.

His name was Shuichi, his name felt good and Right on his tongue. He knows who his friends are and who his family is, and with every passing day, he remembers who He is a little more.

That said, it still frustrated him to no end every time he saw something and could feel himself remembering but he wasn't remembering. His mind would call him back to something he didn't have access to. He wasn't alone in this, they could be talking about anything at all but one small thing and a blank look would slowly creep across his friend´s face. He swore if you looked close enough you could see the static in their eyes. Hear the buzz of memories failing to tune in correctly.

They learned to live around it but that didn't mean they accepted it. Dozens of family photos and mementos from their childhood had been brought with them on their summer rehab trip to help with reconnecting the dots.

When outside of their daily allotted “Memory Rehab Time” they spent most of their time goofing off. Usami had tasked them with using a friendship bracelet system to rebuild their connections with each other. For every friendship successfully reconnected, they would both receive a friendship bracelet, with Mister Nagito and Aunt Nanami helping them tie the bracelets together.

He enjoyed the routine. He would wake up, go for a walk around the island, and meet his friends at the Hotel Mirai restaurant for breakfast. They’d all spend some time working on recovery for an hour or two then were set loose on building bonds and making memories. Halfway through the day they would all meet up for lunch and chat about how their days were going.

Today’s lunch was slowly wrapping itself to a close, he had been talking to Kaede about some songs he wanted to learn on the piano (He knew how to play!) and she had been giving him advice when she was eventually pulled away by Miu who had ‘Important Hot Girl Shit’ to do with Kaede.

So here he was, cleaning up the sandwich he had been eating and wondering what to do next. He had been hanging out with Maki earlier, both talking about some memories that had resurfaced from their childhood, but the dark haired assassin was currently nowhere to be found. As he looked around, Shuichi eventually realized he was the last person left. This wasn't a problem really, he’d spent many an afternoon on his own and was going to spend this one working on a book he had found when who else but Shuichi’s self proclaimed “Life-Long Rival” came strolling into the room.

“Well well well, Mister Sherlock, all on his lonesome” Kokichi announced to no one, looking around as if the room were filled to the brim with people.

“Hey, Kokichi,” Shuichi replied, tossing his trash into the nearest can. “Why so late, I thought you loved lunch?” he added, turning to give the smaller boy his full attention.

“What can I say, I got a little caught up briefing my minions for our all out attack on the island, we strike in 5 days” he says, tossing a hand up nonchalantly.

“But since you’re ever so lonely, you know what that means!”

Shuichi gulps.

“You’re all mine Shumai”

And with his plans decided for him, Shuichi was quickly dragged out of the restaurant.

🌊🌊🌊

The sweet taste of ice cream, the loud noise of the Titty Typhoon, the cool ocean breeze on his now bare back, the calming lullaby of the ocean waves, the crunch of –

“LOOK ALIVE SUSHI-CHI!”

Violently ripped from his thoughts, Shuichi turned just too late to meet a water balloon directly to the face.

“What the- WHAT WAS THAT FOR???”

“You looked asleep!! I was helping!”

With a huff, Shuichi made his way over to the bench Kokichi was resting on. He WOULD retaliate but Kokichi just so happened to be wearing Shuichi’s jacket, leaving him safe (for now)

Once he sat down, a silence settled between them. Their day had been pretty hectic, with Kokichi taking him all over the islands to ‘Jog his memory’, but Shuichi was 99% sure he just wanted to goof off. All things considered, he’d gotten pretty fast after moving to a cane over crutches (not as fast as when he was in a wheelchair tho, he convinced Miu to add rocket boosters for the price of letting her ride too, and they never knew peace after that)

It was still kind of weird, all things considering. He didn’t realize just how much he knew about Kokichi until he was in the moment and suddenly talking about something dumb they did in the 4th grade. Kokichi always seemed a bit lighter whenever Shuichi correctly remembered what he was talking about, like a weight had been taken off his chest after an eternity of carrying it. Despite that, Shuichi couldn't help but feel like something was still bothering him.

“The sunset’s not bad,” Kokichi said, almost whispering. There was a fragility at the edge of his voice, threatening to crack and break everything.

“Definitely not the best sunset I’ve seen, but this will do for now, I suppose” Kokichi quickly added, a veil of confidence hastily thrown atop his voice.

“Uh, Kokichi-”

“I would prefer to spend this with my organization of evil, but you’ve made an ok minion for today”

“Kokichi.”

“The poison I put in your sandwich earlier definitely makes you an easy target thou-”

“KOKICHI.”

“UGH WHAT SHOE-ICKY?”

“Can we talk?”

“We were talking”

“You know what I mean”

“What is there to talk about”

“I just. I just wanted to apologize.”

“I- wait what?”

“I’m sorry for the way that I treated you. I understand that it was a ‘high stress situation’ and all, but I still hurt you and I just…”

“…”

“I don’t think I could live with myself if that was really one of the last things I ever said to you”

“…”

“…”

“…thanks, Shuichi. Really.”

Kokichi began to scoot away, but Shuichi shot up to stop him. They both stood there. Neither wanting to make the next move. The tension was almost stifling. Just as things reached their peak, Kokichi slowly moved forward and wrapped Shuichi in a hug.

🌊🌊🌊

Shuichi is a pretty honest guy. With that fact in mind, he definitely didn’t feel any tears on his back, and when they both sat back down on the bench, he remained perfectly composed the whole time.

And when he woke up later to find himself inside the small pillowfort him and their friends had built at the Hinata’s, he definitely did NOT wrap his arms around Kokichi.

#eggs can speak #? #not art cant put this under my art tag #oh well talk tag it is im not making a writing tag I dont share my writing enough for that #also #danganronpa #shuichi saihara #kokichi ouma #not tagging everyone else since they're only mentioned #oumasai #saiouma #but like only if you wanna see it that way yknow #also oumatsu has been Established before this they haven't told anybody tho #time is a flat fucking disc and Shuichi takes after Naegi a little too much sadly #also shuichi and maki childhood besties #I wanna explore that too I have thoughts (and a few asks I gotta get to) #i have a lotta rehab thoughts hell I'm not even 100% sure if this is intentionally shippy like. #its Schrödinger's ship mini fic to me #I unno I am also Tired #I might make art for this tomorrow remind me if you want any #Hajime n Komaeda are the ones who brought him home btw #found them curled up on the bench after they didn't show up to the kiddo's group dinner at the restaurant in Hotel Mirai

[twochildreninamoteldemo]

I feel like so many non-americans go along with weirdcest because that's the idea of it. like Sam and Dean sleeping in the same bed etc etc in the context of them being white men in the usa, I think could be seen as very weird. but I'll admit that sometimes people talking about their idea of weirdcest made me feel uncomfortable because I act the same with my family, and it made me even question IF my family was weird (it's not). also I pretty much live in a country where nudity is not a big deal in general. Like I've always shared a bed with my family members, I still share a bed with my brother sometimes, and as I said being naked around eachother is? normal? it's just a body and it's literally either my mom or my brother and even my dad sometimes. I don't see what the big deal is. like going along with weirdcest headcanons is mostly fun but it's clear that most of those headcanons were made up by white americans lol

Well put. I actually am American and in a lot of/most contexts would call myself white, but I am mixed race and multicultural and it's truly fascinating to see different cultural standards even within my own family. Im aware that most tumblr ppl's idea of weirdcest is based around a white midwest American 90s sort of perspective, but the original idea has taken on this huge scale that I do think has normalized the kind of waspy hegemonic cultural norm on tumblr itself, within the fandom. And thus it makes anyone outside of that structure feel alienated. It's like the race/culture version of heteronormativity. There's a word for this right?

And like I always have enjoyed weirdcest. I get the feeling that some people who saw my post, who maybe don't know me very well, assumed that I was hostile to it or didn't know what it was, or whatever. And that's kind of frustrating bc it was meant to me a tongue in cheek kind of vent post meant for people who also felt the same way, it wasn't meant to start discourse, and I had hoped people would understand that. I guess that's on me for not being more clear. Maybe people were just getting defensive. White people love to get defensive.

Anyway I turned off rbs on the op and I just hope this dies down after a bit. Either way it's nice knowing that others feel the same way and hey, maybe this will get people to be a little more culturally aware idk.

#Letters #Fandom wank #(Which this was never meant to be) #Anon

[creature-feature-creature]

VERY IMPORTANT!! PLEASE READ!!

Since this is gaining wayy more attention than I thought it ever would, here's a little intro/rules sheet I made!

Hi! I'm Kayak! (@kayak-lmao)(she/they) This is a sideblog I made to rate your favorite real-world creatures as well as any from fiction! I mainly do these through the ask box, but I sometimes do ones I think of myself. This was heavily inspired by blogs like @videogamecows, so be sure to check those guys out! :]

What do I mean by creature?

Anything living that is non-human. Yes, this means that plants count. These can be real or fictional! That's why I used the word "creature" instead of animal. Bacteria, plants, or anything that isn't animal are still super cool to me and I enjoy looking at them :)!!

RULES (PLEASE READ)

simplified versions at end

Please don't spam asks. If I didn't answer your ask yet, I'm probably busy. Spamming will only make me not want to answer you and will probably result in a block.

While I may praise and adore fictional creatures, that does not mean I agree with the things their creator says. I don't want to exclude myself from certain media just because the creator is a shithead. Check rule 8 for what I specifically do not condone.

No ocs :(. I love when people make original characters but this would just turn into a rate-my-oc page if I counted those.

If I give your submission a bad rating, please don't harass me over it. I'm entitled to an opinion, good or bad. I try to be positive but if I genuinely don't like something I'll say it.

PLEASE correct me if I get information wrong. I don't want to spread misinformation, even if it's just for a niche indie game.

When sending media, please make the subject clear. Also please try and avoid links. The only links I will click on is YouTube and if the content is inappropriate you will be blocked and reported.

If including an image with gore, blood, body horror, or any other common triggers, please include a TW above the image as the first things viewers see is said image. If it doesn't have a tw when it needs one, I unfortunately cannot answer it because I don't want to accidently trigger anyone.

Just try to be nice. Don't use hateful language or send any characters that were designed with the point of making fun of something/someone

I don't want racists, transphobes, homophobes, ableists, anti-semists, neo-n*zis or any other hateful people here. Do not try to argue with me over this. I will block you. This is not a space for you, and it never will be.

I have the right to make/change rules whenever I want. It's my sideblog, and if I find something new that I don't want here i can make it a rule. I'll reblog and eventually delete the rb when I do update the rules.

Ok thats all for now! Thank you for reading that all if you did :].

Simplified lists for specifics

1.) Spam. 2.) Problematic creators

3.) Ocs. 4.) Bad ratings

5.) Wrong info. 6.)Images or links?

7.) Trigger warnings 8.) Be nice.

9.) Who this isn't for 10.) Adding Rules

#rating #rating animals #ask me stuff #ask box #intro post #blog intro #rules #blog rules #please read

[maddgical-boy]

hi! i go by mark and also vinny but call me anything you want lol. this is my madd sideblog <3 welcome! ✨🩵🌙

i've been daydreaming since i was a little kid! my madd isn't super severe, but it does have some negative impacts on my silly little life, mostly with intrusive and upsetting daydreams. (and of course the uh. occasional distractions from schoolwork. what about it) i don't post about them much but i will tag all of these with #vent tag, #madd vent and/or #intrusive daydreaming. everything is ok to reblog unless i turn rbs off.

i have had mostly fictparas and fictparacosms throughout my life, so if you're in their respective fandoms you can interact, but be nice and understand that my interpretation of the characters fits what i want. it's my brain and my coping mechanism. all paras and paracosms are tagged #name of thing*, especially so fictparas dont show up in fandom tags.

my current paracosms (click the links for info posts):

arrows of shield — i have no idea if or when i'll make a page for this it will take too long to explain 😭 tl;dr it is a crossover between agents of shield and arrowverse with my self insert | explore the tag

queerer things still — an original paracosm of magical realism, where five teenagers travel through different realms, grapple with their powers and emotional hardships, and become a found family along the way | explore the tag

yttd paracosm 2 — i dont have a name for it yet but it's my self insert being apart of the death game and figuring out his parents (shunsuke hayasaka and emiri harai) are unexpectedly deeply connected to it all. based on my "who is sue miley's fiancé" theory | explore the tag

the super happy life of akemi ōtani — my samurai warriors blanket paracosm! quite niche, feel free to ask abt it though! it basically encompasses any and all daydreams regarding sw2, sw4, sw5, any crossovers between the three games or dynasty/orochi, and my two ocs! (also it's where my icon is from!! mitsuki my love) spoiler alert: it is NOT super happy

i also have a bunch of mini paracosms i go to whenever i happen to return to a media that i adore <3 i'd detail them but this intro post is already getting too long. you can ask ab them though!

i'm pretty friendly (though very awkward) and would love to meet other madders, so feel free to interact or send asks! INFODUMP TO ME AB YOUR PARACOSMS!! you are not bothering me i swear. i am disabled so i may not get to you quickly but you are in my heart and my inbox (¯︶¯)

i draw sometimes and tag all my art with #martk. i am also on toyhouse where you can see all my paras/ocs!!

all daydreamers are welcome here, no matter what you daydream about. yes, even if it's considered really dark nasty twisted morally reprehensible shit. even if you daydream about it positively! this is a safe space for everything fiction. 🩵 if you have a problem with that then suck my ass

#immersive daydreaming #maladaptive daydreaming #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt #madd

[the-wonder-in-his-eyes]

just finished the Witcher:blood origin and yinz better believe I'm having feelings ™ about it. did i stay up until 2.30 am just to finish the series (and make my dad mad at me for staying up that late? maybe, but that's neither here nor there), you betcha.

*spoilers ahead, but my rb-ing history doesn't help with that either, so 🤷🏻‍♂️ you've been warned*

the parallels between jaskier and geralt and eile and fjall got to me. and watching fjall get turned into a witcher made me react in ways i wasn't prepared for and made me have feelings™ about all the other witchers in the future. and then having to watch eila kill her beloved? ugh, gutted me, it did.

but I can already see all the fanfics that'll come from this and I'm excited. does this make me want to watch season 3 (and technically season 2 because i got sick the day it came out and haven't had a desire to watch it after seeing everyone's reactions from it) any more now that I've seen blood origin? not particularly, unfortunately, but I'll just have to wait and see i guess.

definitely worth it to see jaskier tho 🥰

#the witcher netflix #the witcher #the witcher: blood origin #jaskier #julian alfred pankratz #fjall stoneheart #eile

[darklight-owl]

3,5,7,10,11,16,22 and 13,you said 3 years but what has changed since nice then?

EEEEEE tysm for the ask!!

3.) any recurring images/elements?

I'm not really that good at using motifs tbh, but I have a lot of scattered feathers deliberately placed in a few scenes. Smoke as well, even though I haven't illustrated any of those yet. I'll leave the interpretation to the readers :]

5.) pick a theme song for the tv adaptation.

Laplace's Angel by Will Wood! (this has been the theme song from before my Will Wood phase started, it's just got very similar themes)

7.) how would you describe the relationships between the characters in the story within eight words or less?

Not friends, just people sharing the same pain.

10.) if your story is titled, why did you choose that title?

It was always going to be called after whatever I named the organization. I had this idea of a kind of cultish group of assassins who worshipped a god of hunting. Since all the characters are animals hunting is pretty much just murder in this world, after all. My placeholder name for it was Artemis' Children, but I wanted to create my own mythology since I know virtually nothing about irl myths. the name Ullyca (and Ramedin while we're on it) was a result of me mashing words together at 1am until it sounded right. (I think it sounds cool though)

11.) give a general summary of the plot/world/characters.

Set in a world populated by several species of anthropomorphic animals, a serval named Umbra finds herself covered in blood, a body at her feet. With no memory of what happened, yet desperate to keep her involvement in this event from coming to light, she winds up making a deal with an organization of hitmen known as the Children of Ullyca, and by the time she realizes she's in over her head, it's too late to turn back.

16.) imagine the entire story takes place but in the meantime the characters all also have tumblr. what kind of (terrible) tumblr posts would happen?

Ahhhahahaha yk I'm pretty sure Fier has a tumblr (if anyone in this series does it's them) but for the other ones I'm absolutely sure Amala would be blazing Umbra's vent posts all the time, Hadron would do nothing except rb the worst takes known to mankind, Rena would have a bait account and Uriel just uses his to promote his fanfiction. Not sure what Kan would use his for, but something tells me he keeps getting blocked because he never made a profile and everyone thinks he's a bot.

22.) you have been given unlimited funds to make two adaptations of some sort, however you cannot make any other adaptations of any other sort. which two formats do you choose?

Ohhhh this is a tough one. I've always thought CoU would make for a banger animated series but for the second adaptation? Maybe a novel. I would have really loved for it to be a novel (even if the comic medium does fit better)

13.) how long have you been working on this project? what has changed from the outset?

SO much has changed in the past three years. Hell, not even joking this thing started as a bunch of Beastars ocs until I realized they didn't have anything to do with Beastars anymore and I was just a furry. Now, aside from the anthros and the canniballism, they have absolutely nothing in common.

The architecture has changed, it used to be just normal human cities but somewhere between the original chapters and the Call to Action entry I changed the buildings to use more natural elements like trees and cliffsides. I still struggle with it (a lot) but I love how lively and a little wild it looks.

Some designs have also changed, the uniforms used to all be plain dark grey jumpsuits but now all of them have their own unique design for each character for different purposes (Kan's uniform has armor plates, Rena's is a wetsuit, etc.) Out of all the characters, Kan has changed the most physically. I didn't know how to make the "grizzled war veteran" look I wanted so he just kinda looked... weird. Also he didn't have any scars which I later realized was stupid, he's been an assassin for 20 years.

Speaking of characters, Umbra's character has changed a LOT. She used to be the definition of an edgelord, a cold hearted killer with no remorse. However that was boring as shit and I thought it would make for a more compelling story if she really didn't WANT to join the CoU but was pressured into it.

I used to post pages on Instagram (i know, ew) but I realized the story was very disorganized and stopped to work on the script. I'm remaking the first chapter bc my art has... definitely improved. This is 2021 vs. 2023:

I know they say don't redraw old pages but... I think you get why I started over in this case lol

#ask #ask game #mutuals #Jess / njess22194 #children of ullyca

[direwombat]

🍸 dealers choice 😉

ahhh i didn't rb that post but i'm more than happy to play <3 gonna piggy-back a little off what you already wrote if you don't mind!

Sybille was aware of Michael Shea. Had seen him around town a fair amount and occasionally at the VA in Missoula. But she'd never properly spoke to the man. Namely because he's deaf and her own grasp of sign language begins and ends with the hand and arm signals the military taught her. But he always seemed like an interesting fellow, in her opinion.

Attractive too. Not that she's looking....not that hard anyways...

But lo and behold, here he is sliding onto the bar stool beside her, face flushed and definitely drunk, leaning in with a forwardness that might have made her blush were she a few drinks more sober. More than anything, she's amused. And after that, she's intrigued. Guy's ballsy, she'll give him that.

"Now hold on," she says, cocking her head to the side and smiling mischievously. "Buy me a drink first."

He stares at her, heavy brow furrowing in confusion. Right. Deaf, she thinks. Maybe he don't read lips. Or maybe between her accent and her own drunkenness, he just can't.

So instead she taps the glass of her almost empty stout and motions to the other end of the bar, where Mary May is serving customers. He flags her down, motions to Sybille, and then holds up two fingers. It's the most concise non-verbal "I'll have whatever she's having," she's ever seen.

The two enjoy their drinks, and as they do, Sybille pulls a small notepad from her back pocket. Originally, she'd intended to use it to communicate with Michael, but it quickly turns into the two of them drawing crass doodles and the most riveting games of tic-tac-toe she's ever played.

And as time wears on, and as the pleasant heat in her stomach moves just a little further south, she decides to indulge his initial inquiry. Flipping to a new, clean page of her notebook, she draws the setup for a game of hangman. Two words. Six spaces total for the letters. A question mark at the end.

She sets the pen down, sliding it towards Michael. She cheekily draws her lower lip between her teeth with a smile, watching expectantly while he stares at the puzzle she's presented him.

It doesn't take long for his lips to quirk upwards. He grins at her, eyes sparkling in the dim bar-lighting with excitement. Then, twirling the pen between his fingers, he fills the letters in and slides his work over for her to see. Proudly capping the pen, he sets it down on the paper.

F U C K M E ?

"Why Michael," she says, sliding out of her seat and letting her hand linger over his strong shoulders as she drags him towards the stairs to the handful of rooms upstairs. "All y'had to do was ask."

#;fakdl;f sorry this is long and i hope michael's in character enough ;w; #syb's idea of flirting usually involves some sort of game or competition #a kind of 'show me what you got' kind of thing #michael shea #oc: deputy sybille la roux #my fic #my writing #that said. i think you're right. i think they'd have some fun casual hookups fal;kfjadf

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a messy pinned for anyone who newly followed this blog and also for myself too since i sometimes forget where am i, who am i, etc...

who am i: mint, mika, or just m; prefer they/them/it/any pronouns just like u would address a cat, or a snail, or a bug is perfectly fine with me (encouraged actually).

where am i: in my 20s; white, baltic.

what you'll find here: mostly me loving stray kids, kdrama, variety things; sometimes korean history, language, etc stuff; very occasional mbti/psychological typing things – want to post more but we'll see how it goes bc it takes a lot of time to write posts (i have one in my drafts but i can't seem to finish editing it lol)

veryvery okay with: mass liking/rbs; reblogging "personal" posts (i'd turn off reblogs if i felt uncomfortable with something being shared); leaving tags under original posts – i see most of them and probably will respond if i feel like it :-)

just so u know: intense shipping and/or smut about real ppl makes me uncomfortable – i have the tags filtered but i also use the block button freely when it gets too much, esp when i go through #skz or #stray kids; very slow and generally bad at texting so be prepared to be disappointed if u want to send me a dm bc i probably will not answer on time or at all – it's not about u, it's just that the dm format and me don't match </3, prefer to talk through asks/reblogs.

disclaimer: i don't have a tag system on here besides tagging my original posts with related tags. i usually don't rb generally triggering content and try to avoid flashing lights, but if there's anything specific to you – pls ask to tag and i'll do!

other blogs: main is @menuliometos; i also run an update/translation blog for actor lee jehoon @forleejehoon (aka kim do-gi from taxi driver, aka choi sang-gu from move to heaven); just started a blog for uploading latest from k-indie @latestofkindie if anybody's into it :3

#this been sitting in my drafts for like a month now #bc i never know just how much info is enough to share (i do have a tendency to overshare so i really tried calculating all of this) #but i wanted to have some context for this blog too so i guess here it goes!!! #im also simply into too many things i just couldn't decide which interests to mention or which are not thst relevant lmao

[murder-at-the-bingo-hall]

I have suddenly shot up to 23 followers- none of which are bots! Weeow!

All this in the span of a couple weeks, so hi! I'm Bingo or Murder (if you're into that). I'm a full time university student and a PA for weird rich ppl.

I post my vents very freely here, and they get tagged with 'murder they wrote'. However, that's also the catch all for my personal/original text posts. Filter it away and click the 'show post' button at your own risk.

Everything I post is free game in terms of reblogs. I'll turn rbs off I don't want something shared, so don't worry. If something clicks with you, go ham.

See you space cowboy!

#murder they wrote #and b4 anyone asks I will not make a seperate vent tga #i don't believe in hiding my feelings away anymore

[theworsethingsgettheharderifight]

Are you dating anyone? Maybe if you were, you'd have things outside of a screen to look at tbh. I kinda agree with that other anon, you reacted super weird to to something really harmless imo. When you turn off reblogs, someone will just steal it you know. I don't think it's a big deal, I think you should turn rbs on again, it was a really funny pic and you kinda acted like the kid in the group that unplugs the TV when they lose in a game, you know? No one likes that kid. European follower here, just my opinion!

because this was worded nicely I'll actually answer your questions

I have so many other things to worry about in actual life than anything that happens here, thanks

why was your go to that I need a significant other to exist beyond the internet? not like.. a hobby? a job? friends? no, A Man

someone almost definitely already reposted that image elsewhere. whether I let reblogs stay or not

y'all are the ones trying So Hard to paint me as some irrational man child for saying fuck that gif and turning off reblogs on my own post

why does it matter so much to you my opinion on a gif or whether my reaction to it was "reasonable" it affected zero percent of your life until you decided to continue making it a thing and then complain that somehow it's me still making it a thing

I was annoyed by seeing a gif incessantly added to my post and said nope fuck all of that. and that was it. that's the extent of emotion i have for this website. people want to act like im screaming and flipping over tables and threatening to kill their dogs over a gif well that's their problem and maybe they should try projecting a whole hell of a lot less.

or just block me. like a normal person.

or i guess keep sending me paragraphs on anon telling me to touch grass over and over because they can't come up with anything like. original. to say. like a very much mentally unbalanced person

i can't stop you it's y'alls meltdowns not mine