#idk if i'm staying tho

[zivazivc]

Sorry if this has already been asked before but why did the band break up? And did they break up on decent terms? Do they still talk to each other sometime?

It has been asked before, I just never answered jshfbdjcbh I'm still piecing everything together and stuff is changing or getting tweaked all the time, so I'm always super hesitant about answering these types of questions, afraid that people will take whatever I say as the final answer. So basically what I'm going to answer now will already contradict what I told some people already. And maybe in the future the story might go a little differently too (although I'm pretty satisfied with the current events)

Uhhh, get ready for a long info dump. I didn't expect I'd write this much...

Floyd basically stayed with the band for 8 years (from 14 till 22) and got pretty messed up in the process. The rest of the guys are all quite older than him so I guess I could say they were more responsible, or at least had a better understanding of their own limits (also they grew up in this kind of environment or grew up aware of it, while Floyd was oblivious and naive about all of it) and while they do get drunk and do drugs often, none of them are really dependent on them. They are also pretty good judges of character and know how to avoid trouble. Floyd on the other hand drove in with no breaks and constantly got himself in trouble that the rest (mostly Les) had to drag him out of. He also developed bipolar during this time (in my story Floyd constantly fluctuates between being saturated and being desaturated because of this) and his manic and depressive episodes started getting out of hand after his teenage years. (None of them are aware it's a mental disorder that's making him act so out of character.)

Floyd was becoming miserable because of this and all of his problems pilling up, and started blaming Les for the way he was. Les never argued this which only fueled Floyd to blame him more. In the end he was getting so frustrated and irritable that Floyd constantly tried starting arguments with him, even putting him down and getting aggressive at times because Les gets very unresponsive and closed off during personal conversations (guy is a giant onion of suppressed trauma that Floyd is hellbent on peeling open).

Eventually there was one fight too many, terrible things were said, some objects flew through the air, and Floyd walked out (or Hed kicked him out, I haven't decided yet) with the promise of going home and never seeing them again.

So, yeah, it was very messy and Floyd was the primary asshole, even though he's not really to blame either...

But Floyd didn't make it home (was too scared to sneak through Bergen Town to get to the tree (i don't think i can judge him for that either)) and he just returned to the reckless lifestyle, this time without anyone being there to keep him safe. So if he was messed up before, this is the time period where he got absolutely fucked up. This is also when he got heavily addicted to sour worms. And when he chronically slept around (half the time just to get offered free worms or have somewhere to sleep, other times because he was having manic episodes and was feeling hypersexual). (This is also potentially the period when he had the two eggs with that techno troll, but I'm still thinking if I want that to be canon to the story or not.) During this time he also grew to become very anxious and his self-confidence went to shit when he was being himself.

Then after about three years of that, he bumped into Les at some party. He wanted to dodge him out of shame but Les grabbed his arm and manhandled him outside to talk. Floyd felt like shit about the way they had split up and tried apologizing for all the stuff he had said and done to Les, but Les wasn't having any of that because he wasn't angry at Floyd, he was just worried about him. Les is also insanely empathetic like Floyd, and he knew that Floyd never really meant any of it, and that he was just looking for an outlet when he was hurting. Also he does think he is to blame for the way Floyd ended up.

Les wanted to know why he didn't go home like he had said (because that was the only reason Les had even let him walk out in the first place). A few exchanged words later and Floyd broke down telling him all the awful things he'd done, and Les promised to help him, feeling insanely guilty. Floyd wondered if he was allowed back in the band but Les made it clear that the band wasn't good for him and that he was never taking him back. Instead Les helped him go though rehab. I don't think trolls have those institutions (or at least not many are aware of them or how they work (I'm sorry but I refuse to believe the Trolls world has internet and cellphones, Mountrageons can keep that for themselves lol)), so it was more or less just Les finding Floyd a job and his own place to stay in the middle of bumfuck nowhere where he had no option but to detox, and constantly checking up on him to make sure he was doing okay. During this time they grew pretty close again. Or maybe the better term would be that Les slowly started putting his walls down again.

Hed needed a while to warm up to Floyd again. He's almost as protective of Les as Les is of him, and he resented Floyd for the way he had treated him.

Flea is pretty phlegmatic when it comes to any sort of arguing or drama. He was casual about seeing Floyd again, they were never super close anyway.

And Liv, she left the band when she and Hed broke up (haven't decided if that happened before or after Floyd left), so Floyd didn't get to see her again after bumping into Les at the party. And I haven't thought yet if they'd ever meet again somewhere later in life. But if they did, I think they'd both be happy to see each other.

Anyway...

Floyd managed to detox and successfully kept the job for about a year, but then he became manic again and messed it all up. After that he returned to his nomadic lifestyle, but he never fell as hard as those three years again. In my story Floyd's life is a constant cycle of getting his life together and fucking it up and booking to the next place. And he and Les are trapped in a never-ending cat and mouse game where they're both trying to fix each other.

So, uh, Les and Floyd are still very close and see each other somewhat often...

(sometimes monthly, sometimes yearly)

Yeah...

I am so fucking obsessed with them I'm gonna hurl. Please take this song before I combust:

#btw the status of Floyd's and Les's relationship is forever set on 'complicated' #but they are as obsessed with each other as i am obsessed with them #the song is too soft and vulnerable to be something les would sing out loud but inside he does feel it #papa roach is nu metal btw. tho idk where this song stands exactly #trolls #dreamworks trolls #ex bandmates #trolls floyd #trolls oc #les #answered #my art #btw I am only self educated on the bipolar disorder from what i've read and watched on the internet so have that in mind #my intention is to be respectful but i might not understand all of it. especially not the personal experience of those who have it #i'm just some random nerd #so in a way you could say floyd was diagnosed by a nonprofessional lol #i stayed up until 3am last night writing this #today i made the sketch that is no longer a sketch #should i put this post under a cut? it is pretty long #long post

[stbot]

vintage gays as vintage vinyl

#grease rise of the pink ladies #grease rotpl #rise of the pink ladies #rotpl #cynthia zdunowski #lydia rotpl #cynthia rotpl #lynthia #thesbians #i think i need a gif tag #rotplvinyl #i big love the set dressing changes in this number and how much the vibe shifts with each one while still staying consistant with the theme #it's really cool staging and i was just overcome with An Idea. #anywhosie! #maybe i'll try to do other songs or episodes or something #idk we'll see how i'm feeling about it #this was fun tho #geez i hope i didn't spell anything wrong #i genuinely can't even tell anymore #i've gone blind double-triple-quadruple checking the spelling on these #but all words have lost all meaning #what is merely??? what is players?? what is names????

[36beetles]

WIP!! This is taking me FOREVER but I’m excited about it so here’s a sneaky peaky ;))

#the little fire is probably not going to stay i just like doodling lol #but no i'm having such a hard time with hair lately idk it's pissing me off #I am starting to get the hang of drawing digitally tho so that's nice #my style is still really inconsistent but hopefully that'll sort itself out when i get used to the medium?? idk #byler #corrie draws

[arttsuka]

More doodles ( featuring emo Spock)

Cw blood under the cut

It took me more time to use the blanco than to actually draw this one (the blanco was also almost dry too that's why the texture is so ughhh)

#I'm so cringe I can feel it in my veins #'my logical romance' is a real band in the star trek universe Spock told me himself #star trek #star trek tos #star trek the original series #spock #s'chn t'gai spock #fanart #art #traditional art #doodles #doodle #tw blood #cw blood #but it's vulcan blood so it's green and also I didn't really draw it to look like blood so idk #the warnings are staying tho just in case #emo Spock

[mintysammys]

Sketches for today o7

#Idk why every study turns into Astarion #Blame him not me #It's 4 am so I'm probably gonna hate this after I got some sleep #Until then it's gonna stay posted tho lol

[matchalovertrait]

Let's go back home now.

Transcript:

Noemí, Erick, and Ángel: Dulce!!

Noemí: Mija, you did wonderful.

Erick: You were amazing.

Erick: Look at our baby girl.

Noemí: You must be so tired after all that! Let’s go home.

Dulce: Amá, Dad, how can you guys be so happy right now? I didn’t win.

Noemí: Dulce, that doesn’t matter. We’re glad you got to experience this wonderful opportunity. You came and gave it your all, so of course we’re beaming with pride.

Erick: [Gets down at Dulce’s eye-level] Sweetie, look at me. I know you’re upset, but it’s like what your mother said: This was an amazing opportunity. Not everyone got accepted, but you did. They saw something in you, and who wouldn’t? My daughter is phenomenal.

Dulce: I guess so.. huh? Thank you, everyone.

...

?: Excuse me, I don’t mean to interrupt.

Mia: Hello Mrs. and Mr. Alegria. I‘m Mia D‘Angelo-Ramirez, the main judge of Diced Junior. Your daughter is quite remarkable. Can I please have a quick word with her?

Noemí: Oh! Yes, please, go ahead.

Dulce: Oh, are you here to give me more advice?

Mia: No, only words of encouragement. I don’t want you to think we only said that nice stuff for the cameras. I snuck away from the table just now to let you know that I truly believe you’ll make it big in this industry.

Mia: I’ll be watching your career closely. Don’t let me down, alright? Be smart with your choices. I have to head back now.

Dulce: You got it.

#noemi alegria #erick wade #angel alegria #dulce alegria #mia d'angelo ramirez #matchalovertrait #alegria legacy #tjolc gen 1 #tjolc #NOEMIIII I MISSED SEEING YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE FOR 2 WEEKS 😔😔😔😔😭😭😭😭😭 #for you guys it was 1 week but for me it was 2 #also sorry guys i'm always switching up my editing LMAOO #i'm tryna find something more permanent. these kind of posts with text @ the bottom won't be common tho. they'll be for more serious posts #i just wanted my slice of life posts to match my serious posts a lil more #and according to google the “league gothic” font pairs nicely with the “chewy” font idk #these moodlets might stay actually. i like how @windslar's psds look so crisp and i wanted something like that :o #if these are too hard to read lmk. open to the constructive criticism :) #white and yellow will be the main colors for posts like these. it's just that there are so many ppl in this post lol

[mortuarywriting]

if i can be petty in your askbox? that lil video of konig manspreading just made me gag. you know that man already smells like a roll of coins on a good day, but his ball smell wafting out? no wonder the dude covers his fucking nose -391780

Look I'm the LAST person to discourage pettiness in this chili's. This is a petty welcome zone.

I will, however, make it worse 'cause like. Man's also got post-mission smell which has to be appalling. Being in an enclosed space after that just feels. Not Ideal at most polite. Walk my happy ass back to base at worst. Keep a bottle of febreze and spray him liberally before letting him on at funniest.

#391780 #I'm a petty and spiteful bitch I will always indulge petty and spitefulness #I'm not saying i smell like a bunch of roses but I am saying I am aware of how I smell after tromping around in the sun all day for college #And while at the time the student body all agreed its late summer none of us will smell pleasant we at least yanno. Fuckin tried #And once it hit cooler Temps/major specific and you stayed in one building mostly everything was Better #Idk i feel like there's a baseline level of 'I'm dealing with people this is what I need to do' I set up for myself. #He could stand to have something similar #rambles from the morgue #Boy I hope this doesn't wind up in his tag #Doubling down tho it would be hilarious if this man got got by his own trap while setting it up

[hajihiko]

Yea alright here

#My friends amplify me its Whatever #This is an AU tho. In my Survivors narrative I stay strong about besties. But I think in an AU.....they could work #Well Hajime c0uld work w anyone its one of his many non-izuru talents #This AU is specially with a romantic label tho which is diff from my other stuff w no label #Does that make sense. Can u just switch? Idk I like drawing ppl kissing I guess #Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Hajime hinata #Kuzuhina #Super danganronpa 2 #Sdr2 #Shame and embarrassment will catch up to me soon but rn I'm in a window of not caring #Right now! I can embrace My Cringe Ass Multifaceted Self

[arsenicalofarsons]

the pixel brush made this drawing look prettier than it actually is tbh

#marina ida #off the hook #don't get cooked stay off the hook #off the hook marina #I gave her the wrong weapon #justified cause I'm dumb tho #pixel art #pixel brush #pixel drawing #splatoon fanart #splatoon art #splat3 #splatoon 3 #splatoon #marina splatoon #digital art #pixel illustration #putting a ton of tags cause idk how tumblr works #marina ida is autistic #her girlfriend is a adhd gremlin #or should I say wife #marina is also trans #trans character

[beeholyshit]

Oh my god

#(♡⁠) ｡⁠.ﾟ—⁠ Luchino Diruse #I'm shaking rn I'm not even joking when I saw this I had to calm down #stay quiet and watch in silence #I feel like walking in circles around my room rn #oh my god. oh my god #COA video dropped and #on stage play Luchino is a gentleman and I've already got used to that but. but. but. but #this is different in so many levels #oh my god #I want to be passenger princess PLEASE ONE CHANCE PLEASE PLEASE #I DON'T CARE IF WE CRASH #i need to calmm down fr #helpme #Magnolia come here and tell him to calm down #ALSO THE BAND THING???? HELLO???? #He looks different and I can't properly tell why idk #I TOTALLY DON'T MIND THO I JUST #ERMMMMRMRMMRMRMRMMM #hee...hej...h.eee..looks.....h..h.hhh....hhh.hh...h..ot #🕳️ // blah blah

[pavo-ocxllus]

well... shit.

#idk how to feel anymore #haikyuu #haikyuu!! #hq!! #haikyu #hq #haikyū!! #kuroo x reader #atsumu x reader #osamu x reader #kageyama x reader #oikawa x reader #kenma x reader #shoyo hinata x reader #tsukishima x reader #iwaizumi x reader #ushijima x reader #i had to see it so now you do too #𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞.! #i'm gonna have to stay tuned tho until more info is released

[pekoeboo]

feeling Emotional tonight and i ended up crying ugly tears thinking about Khalan again. it's always the songs from my character playlist that get me good, man 😭

#if i knew how to do animatics. BOI #y'all would be in for a treat #but alas i cannot ;n; #so it's just something that will forever stay in my head and only i will cry about because idk how to share what i see with the world #i just. ugh. i love khalan so much #the thing that was getting me specifically tho was like. #thinking about how much Aya changes him when they first meet #how she encourages him to be brave. to go beyond his comfort zone and be More than what he believes he can be #idk maybe i'll share the specific song if anyone's interested #putting this on my art blog tho because it's about my oc #i'm kinda trying to get over my strictness of how i manage this blog #and sometimes let myself post things that aren't always Just Art #anyway sorry for all the tags #might delete later idk #my ramblings #text post #oc #khalan al shariq #primordial smp

[francy-sketches]

Who IS your favorite character then? 👀

cersei :3

#Anonymous #asks #I don't draw her a lot just bc I can't get her design right 😭 idk something's always off #also it's bc she's a fully realized character + more people talk about her so in my head I'm like. well I have less to add #I feel like I tend get more creative inspiration from chatacters/aspects of a character that are less popular/developed #not always but often #idk if that makes sense #like sansa is another fave of mine but I dont really draw or talk about her bc well everything's kind of been said already #but with cersei it IS mostly bc I can't get her right lol #and also even tho she's popular I stay away from most of her stans bc they piss me off like stfu you don't get her!!! #they're all 'ohh twincest so smexy' bitches noo ur making it boring!! its not smexy it's CRINGE that's the whole appeal!! in my opinion :) #so I can almost pretend she's a niche character that only I and my beloved mutuals with correct opinions like #anyway. classic tangent in the tags from tumblr user francy-sketches

[gxlden-angels]

RUBY FRANKE AND JODI HILDEBRANDT SENTENCED TO 4 TO 60 YEARS IN PRISON LETS GOOOOO

#Ruby pled guilty to the charges #She'll likely stay about 30 since that's the current limit legally in Utah for consecutive sentences #But that's only if she's sentenced to the maximum sentence possible #15 years for each case of child abuse #for a total of 4 cases and 60 years #her adult children aren't considered methinks #similar to how a therapist can't tell authorities you're being abused after u turn 18 without your consent #idk how much she'll get seeing as they're in Utah #so there's a lot of ppl that genuinely believe she has a right to do anything to her kids short of killing them #if it means they stick with the religion for as long as they live #some do believe killing ur kids should be allowed tho if it saves their soul or whatever #I disagree with both obviously I think you should be hit with hammers if you treat your kids anywhere near like this #but Jodi better get got those aren't even her fuckin kids got damn #I hope they both get the maximum sentence but especially Jodi cause she absolutely exhasterbated this paranoid mom's shit #Ruby isn't innocent in the slightest she was fucked before Jodi ever showed up #but I fully believe Jodi pushed her closer to this extremen #extreme* #and I hope we start to chip away at the religious exemptions we still have in the US when it comes to child abuse #'spare the rod' spare ur fucking breath if you hit a child I'm gonna hit you with hammers #ex christian #religious trauma #child abuse

[fategoflatass]

Dumb question incoming:

Has Milidiana ever been referenced to do anything related to paperwork? Maybe helping her husband with it/in reunions? Because if so, I can't remember for the life of me.

#i need a reason as to why she would stay awake late at night #yes i'm writing again #no idk if i'll end up posting it #hamefura #my next life as a villainess #fanfic #edit: i'm stupid and wrote bureaucracy instead of paperwork bc i thought it was the same shit #it shows i've never stepped into an office/i know shit about politics #i will proceed to treat paperwork as bureaucracy tho

[astrxealis]

dear gods i adore horror tbh but i am way too sensitive to it

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #idk how to describe 'sensitive' rn i'm dying in the head i should be asleep but Man!!!!! #i search up tons of horror stuff for funsies. movies uhh creepypastas stories real life events etc. fun! #BUT it freaks me out wayyy too much. bcs i really don't deal well w Those feelings of paranoia. #my imagination too good i was scared at night going to sleep bcs i'd imagine what to do if an intruder came in from the bedroom door #or bathroom door and think of how i'd escape Death......... #Did Not Help my area before was kinda yk. chillax. chillax meaning grassy tree-sy backyard overgrown trees #old-ish in a filipino chill neighborhood that isn't very fancy ?????? idk. #and the fact one time my dad almost died and someone standing close to him Did die so. haha. traumatized from that. #I WASN'T THERE..... but i rmbr my dad coming home and the news absolutely terrified me. anyway! #wow... rambling on tumblr at 3 and a half am... Nostalgic. #anyway yeah i love love love horror stuff but i am !!! so bad w them !!! like jesus christ i adore resident evil and bloodborne #is my whole bloodline. or something. but i can't even watch my twin kill 1 zombie in a re game Demo (she can't do it either) #and i can only make it to killing the first monster in bloodborne and explore a tiny bit where there are still no enemies. god. #AAAGGGGHHHhhhh ... and the first point of horror in omori then i stop playing for months...... even tho i rlly wna play more :(( #2024 ........ cmon... i will try to overcome my fears more. #i've improved somewhat at least! ...from when i was younger. like. man. i could never stay in night-time in games ever. #ffxv? nah i always have to travel at morning. only when i got strong enough that daemons were nothing to me did i stop #getting scared. ouuughhh... and i always try to be stealthy in games........... for many reasons ofc but 1. Scared #okay i shut up now. apollo rambles of tonight: done and over!