#idk if I’m reading it wrong

[persephoneflowerpetals]

Alright, so I found this Disney magnet on eBay of Hades and I noticed something while taking a closer look…

DOES THAT SAY “SUCH A HOTTIE” ON HIS RIGHT EYE???

I really freaking need this magnet now lmao he is indeed such a hottie 😂💙

#they know 😏 #idk if I’m reading it wrong #but I’m pretty sure that’s what it says lol #this is the last one in stock from this seller 😭 #I really hope it stays long enough for me to have some extra spending money so I can buy it because it’s like $30 #that or I hope there’s another for sale lol #but omg I really need this magnet now lmaoooo #there’s also a shirt on eBay with Hades on it and it says ‘NASTY’ on it 😂 #eBay really has the best Hades merch #disney #hercules #hades #hercules 1997 #disney’s hercules #disney hades #hades disney #hades hercules

[nat-without-a-g]

Thinking about how (almost) every kid wanted to be the chosen one for the Hell Prophecy, and Taylor’s anime opening bit in the first episode. Tried picking out who what the MC of what genre but it was really hard as someone who usually does not consider genre ^^;

#honestly it’s probably more accurate to say that Normal is the MC of a 2nd gen dystopia a la the Uglys or Divergent or Maze Runner #just SOLELY because his family is at the root of everything that’s gone wrong #for like the past 5 generations #but my boy needs a BREAK and I’m not afraid to say it #for the record i don’t read a lot of fic and I’m PRETTY SURE hurt no comfort just means the MC goes through worse and worse situations #idk if there’s an underlying meaning to it that I don’t know #congrats to Linc for pulling a Ladybird #dungeons and daddies #dndads #dndads season 2 #dungeons and daddies season 2 #normal oak swallows garcia #scary marlowe #taylor swift #Lincoln boss kicks #lincoln li wilson

[why-the-heck-not]

19.11.23, sunday

I listened to Succession soundtrack a lot today and had about the most productive day I’ve had in so so long

things done today:

7h of coding

went to my sister’s kid’s birthday party (mario theme 🍄)

#even tho during the first 4 hours it was me slowly realizing that I had configured/set up my one project wrong somehow #and I’m so far gone with it now that idk how to rly fix it other than starting again and trying to speedrun all I’ve done so far #aka the 50hours I’ve spent on it #but i’m hoping I’ll get it to function by just fucking around with adding some files & paths manually (i doubt that’ll work) #that’s a big yikes that I would not have time for #but I’ve done enough to get a grade out of that course but rn it’d be 3/5 and I want 5/5 bc it’s an easy course to get that from #and god knows I need to do everything in my power to raise my gpa #studyblr #bookblr #booklr #aesthetic #books #study #reading #read #book #dark academia #chaotic academia #november 2023 #2023

[twinstxrs]

“kristen applebees religion struggle overdone at this point” TO YOU! i personally am thinking about how helio, yes?, & cassandra relate to where kristen is at mentally in her journey of learning to live for herself & not for god and how helio is representative of kristen’s family, yes? is representative of tracker, & cassandra is representative of kristen herself, which is why kristen is shunning her.

#trackerbees is so over by the way #kristen applebees #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #cassandra looking like younger kristen showing how kristen is kinda emotionally stuck there rn even as she tries to grow #tracker being the one to give kristen the idea to change yes! to yes? and how tracker is kinda kristen’s god replacement figure post-helio #(read: tracker is what kristen was devoted to) #and obviously her family & childhood being represented by helio. her abrupt extreme cut off of them but missing the comfort & love there #also fun to think about how kristen createsvher own god & a few months later partially abandons it for her girlfriend’s idea of yes? #there’s something there idk. like it was kristen’s god who kristen made & it was cringe but it was hers #& she threw it away because she got sick of its optimism… idk i’m in pain & i’m just saying shit #also ​this might be too niche but that tiktok labyrinth by taylor swift / the archer by taylor swift / not strong enough by boygenius sound #is unfortunately so kristen in junior year / sophomore year / freshman year. #& when i say that i mean it’s her with cassandra / yes? / helio. #the fun part of all this is i could be totally wrong & disproven next week but if i’m RIGHT? holy shit! (not likely tho)

[rivalmelty]

they are fukuzawa’s boys, adopted twins, and menaces to the yokohama police

(pls do not tag as beast)

#oriondrewthis #bungou stray dogs #bungou sd #bsd ranpo #bsd odasaku #i’m glad everyone likes my extremely self indulgent au #i’ve literally been thinking about it for three years and it’s like free therapy istg #as far as i’m aware there aren’t really any fics about this au #but i could be extremely wrong about that idk i haven’t read too many bsd fics if i’m being honest #i have a personal google doc full of hcs and drabbles that i’ve been adding onto for years #but that’s really about it #i know i’m not the only one who’s thought about this concept #i just have never interacted with anyone who shares the sentiments who aren’t my friends who i’ve forced the concept onto #i will defo be drawing more of them in the future especially considering. canon events currently agskdjdkd #but yeah thank you for the love 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽 #they are brothers your honor #oh it’s very important but ranpo is older #by five days but it doesn’t matter he’s older and that’s what’s important #yes i am ignoring that technically in canon ranpo would’ve been 22 in dark era #and odasaku is canonically 23 in dark era #this is my self indulgent au and i make the rules #two pillars au

[captaincanonly]

none of these make sense. send help. i’ve gone woke…..

#canon’s art #fanart #art #game of thrones #asoiaf #but not rlly asoiaf since i havent read the books yet… #so mainly hbogot #i’m on uhhmmmm season 5. #what a show…! #my favorites are arya dany and tyrion #but my evil faves are ramsay and littlefinger *throws up* #don’t get me wrong though #I want them DEEEEAAADDDDDDD! #but sadly all my artistic inspo has come from those two freaks and i hate it #OKAY! tag times #robb stark #jon snow #joffrey baratheon #theon greyjoy #jaime lannister #ramsay bolton #arya stark #daenerys targaryen #thramsay #but only kind of. #idk i dont really ship it but i doooo love some crazy ass dynamics and they sure are. crazy ass dynamics #not ship in the traditional sense at least. i want a million missiles to hit ramsay at the speed of light

[thecounterfeit-redhead]

Maybe it’s just me but I feel like Percy’s (Walker’s) hair gets curlier as the show goes on…?

Maybe????

#maybe not??? #maybe I’m just losing my mind #how many times will I watch this season before season two comes out #I read the mark of Athena 8 times while waiting for the House of Hades #hopefully my mom won’t ground me like she did when I did that #I’m also an adult and live in a whole different state than my mom #percy jackson #percy series #pjo #annabeth chase #percabeth #percy and annabeth #rick riordan #percy jackon and the olympians #walker scobell #leah sava jeffries #grover underwood #idk how to spell arayan’s name I think that was wrong

[porschesbabydaddy]

I know we joke abt Korn being so accepting of his gay sons (worlds best ally, worlds worst father) but does anyone else find Korn’s acceptance… rather conditional? Like he most likely didn’t approve of Tawan (and could very well have planted evidence of him being a traitor for all we know), regularly throws Kinn’s one relationship with a man back in his face as evidence of his bad judgement, and does his level best to discourage Kinn from Pursuing Porsche.

During episode 6 we also hear Kinn say that his dream is to “grow his family” which of course could mean just making their empire bigger/more powerful, but if you take it in the literal and more common sense then Kinn having children would be a thing that would have to involve a woman in some capacity (something tells me Korn wouldn’t be satisfied with an adopted child taking the throne). Korn just gives me the vibes of a father that would be like “sure you can play around with men, but at the end of the day you’re expected to make a political match with a woman and produce heirs.” Even if it’s not something necessarily said out loud

#kinnporsche #kprewatch2023 #maybe I’m wrong or reading too much into it idk but I’m not inviting him to any pride parades any time soon is all I’m saying

[mrspockify]

Hey friendly reminder that you can ask about the status of fics in a way that’s respectful of the author, and also friendly reminder that you’re not actually entitled to updates and information and you don’t need to come in with that kind of attitude. If a fic hasn’t been updated in a long time, you can assume there’s a reason for it, whatever that reason is, and you don’t need to be upset that the author didn’t give you the reason. You can just subscribe and wait, maybe even leave a nice comment if you want to offer motivation, but come on.

#it’s really not even that rude of a comment #but it just rubbed me the wrong way sorry 😅 #maybe I’m just being a jerk #like I knowwwwww #I know it’s been a while #idk what to tell you bruh #LOL just realized you can read the name whatever #it’s p obvious which fic it’s from if you follow my work so it’s not hard to find it 🤷‍♂️ #and they’re a guest so I #in their own words #idc

[domokunrainbowkinz]

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#my art #the apothecary diaries #kusuriya no hitorigoto #jinshi #his cringefail rizzing attempts and 2 faced persona have captivated me #idk man something abt him just made me go ouuuuugh esp after reading ahead in the manga #started the LNs now but uh I’m only like 1 chapter into volume 1 lmao #kinda wish I knew how to read Japanese so I could read the original web novel since I heard it’s darker and focuses more on the intrigue #rather than the romance #don’t get me wrong tho I eventually want him and maomao to make out sloppy style #maybe even throw in a little pegging idk LOL

[lilyblisslys]

aw man, another fantasy novel from a tme writer about women and “queer folk” with no trans women in it! Crazy!

#not naming till I finish it in case I’m wrong #every tgirl i know reads SFF like crazy #why aren’t we represented ever lmao #I dislike tme/tma as a dichotomy but whatever idk if there’s a better way to put it

[danzsoldier]

sometimes I think about how Caine is canonically oblivious to the suffering that the humans trapped in the circus go through. Makes me wonder if he even understand the suffering if someone explained it to him because he’s just an AI, a robot with no soul and no understanding of how complex being human can be

#the amazing digital circus #hi tadc fandom as you can see I’m invested in how Caine is unaware of the suffering everyone goes through despite it being so obvious that- #Everyone wants to go home and to their human lives #does he understand why abstraction happens. He knows about it but does he know that the humans that have become abstracted have basically- #lost their minds because of the circus #and in the pilot he was making a fake exit for everyone and it makes me wonder a lot #the way he reacted when Pomni asked how to leave + him trying to make an exit but not finishing it becuz he supposedly didn’t know what- #to put on the other side on it. I kinda think he’s genuinely clueless on why everyone wants to leave so badly and just wants everyone to- #have fun at the circus but he’s a robot he doesn’t get it he’s confused but definitely trying his best to fulfill the constant request of- #an exit #Are you reading this? If you are. Hi. #How many tags does this have oh my god #anyways. Caine is canonically clueless on why everyone wants to go + oblivious to the pain. I think he’s genuinely unable to understand due #to being an AI but I could definitely be wrong since only the pilot is out so far #if I’m actually right then holy shit idk what I’ll do #danny speaks

[keepin-it-on-the-d-l]

Sparrow Oak-Swallows-Garcia is such an interesting character to me. This man has no sense of self or self worth. He attaches his value to those around him, to his loved ones. His relationship with his twin is remarkably and unhealthily codependent, to the point where he’d rather ignore the fact his brother slept with his wife in favour of pretending to coexist happily. He doesn’t appear to have a job outside of supporting his wife in her business. He projects onto Normal so much that his fear and self-consciousness bleeds into how he interacts with his son. At every major plot point it’s others who call the shots, others doing the Big Thing. And Sparrow is always behind them, the support, the backup, the distraction.

Sparrow is a giver. And I don’t think Sparrow sees himself as anything other than an extension of others.

#or maybe I’m reading too into him idk #this is how I interpreted his character I might be wrong who knows #the brain worms just got to me okay #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndaddies #dndads s2 #dndads season 2 #dndads quest #sparrow oak garcia #sparrow oak #sparrow oak swallows garcia #dndads odyssey #dndads s1 #dndads character analysis

[m-pennanti]

What if big b is an oracle

Gaslighting everyone for fun he must have something up his sleeve and isn’t often surprised

He’s already prepping for red life, that’s way in the future probably seeing how little damage he has taken

Joined the Heart Foundation because he knew he could do good for others without being caught

He knew Etho needed the hearts because he ended up failing

Everyone who died in the session would’ve still died even with the extra three hearts

Tango and Skiz are business do-gooders that earned the respect of a god who now aids them

Big b in watcher-lookin drip would look kinda sick I think actually

#secret life smp #traffic smp #trafficblr #traffic life #life series #bigbst4tz2 #bigbstatz #tangotek #skizzleman #the heart foundation #idk I’ve been trying to get into the fandom side of the life series things #or I guess the fandom side of anything #so I’m just sharing my ideas #that I don’t usually share #and don’t usually do anything about #I’m talking to the void #and only bigbs hole is responding #that sounded wrong #whoever is reading this I am so sorry

[sadieshavingsex]

hi everyone. I think I have figured out the “real problem” in my life. I am really starting to understand myself, I think, in a new way. I understand how my entire concept of life fits well into the ideas of borderline personality disorder, codependency, fearful or anxious attachment, boundary issues, and more.

I’ve been thinking about it a lot this morning. Here is what I think is the root problem: i am literally, no hyperbole at all, clinically debilitated by my all-encompassing obsession with love.

What I mean by this is that I am so obsessed with finding a partner, attaching to a partner, stressing about a partner, discarding a partner, and starting the cycle over again that I feel I need some kind of clinical treatment, whether it’s inpatient our outpatient, whether it’s therapy or meds, or I need to join some kind of group like SLAA, whatever I can do to stop this uncontrollable issue that I have accidentally allowed to control my life for years.

I cannot stress enough that I am literally unable to experience life without these obsessions, and I see very little point in living without or outside of this cycle of romantic attachment. The advice to find a new hobby, see my friends more often, or take some time to relax by myself will never be enough—despite hanging out with people or working on a project, I will mentally be in a different place, wondering about my partner/crush or worrying about our relationship. The times are very few and far between when I am genuinely able to forget or not focus on this near-constant train of thought, and it usually happens when I am very busy or have a lot going on in some way. Even when I achieve this state, the moment that I am back to “normal” life with less demands or less concerted focus, the thoughts rush in again. And, much of the time when I am having these continuing obsessive thoughts, I genuinely believe that these thoughts are the most important thing I can focus on in my life, so I will sometimes have difficulty focusing on other stuff, participating in activities with others, or getting things done without these thoughts constantly playing in my mind.

I mean this in the most serious way possible. I am LITERALLY OBSESSED with romance and objects of affection. It sounds like I’m overexaggerating and I think that when I have become vaguely aware of this issue in the past and tried to tell people about it, it has generally been met with the assertion that I MUST be overexaggerating this in some way. And, if I’m not, then it is honestly something that seems super embarrassing to admit or talk about. But the truth is that I feel like I can’t overstate or overexaggerate the impact that this has on my life. I feel like it takes up every moment of my free time and then some, and it has ever since I was a child.

I know this issue essentially fits into all of these diagnoses and issues I’ve been experiencing and reading about, but I somehow feel that it transcends them as well. Like, THIS is the thing that makes normal aspects of life debilitating. THIS is the reason I let my boundaries fall by the wayside so easily. THIS is the reason I repeatedly find myself in situations that make no sense with what I’m actually trying to achieve. THIS is the problem. This singleminded uncontrollable OBSESSION with loving and being loved is INSANE. It is driving me actually nuts and running my life into the ground. It needs to be dealt with and it honestly cannot go on!!!!!!!!

Anyway. I feel encouraged by realizing that but I have no clue how to actually fix it. Thank you very much for reading lol.

#mine #sex therapy #bpd #anxious attachment #boundaries #codependent #slaa #idk just an idea maybe I should go there honest to god #attachment issues #long post #limerence #I sound like I’m genuinely going out of my mind but like this rings so true to me #and it’s like so embarrassing and there’s probably no reason to share it and I feel like people reading my blog will b like wtf is wrong wu #or like think I’m making a big deal out of nothing #or maybe just be like ‘dude that’s just bpd it’s not a big deal’ or whatever #but like being able to explain this through words is a big deal to me idk. I feel kinda stupid for making a big deal ab it #but yeah. it’s a big deal to me and makes me feel better to be able to say it in a way that makes sense to me

[bookofwambs]

i just really don’t like the implication that without the upside down and without will going missing, byler wouldn’t happen.

maybe im just a sap but i think byler is one of those ships that’s “destined” to be together. they will just always find their way back to one another (evidence: season 4). like there’s just so much love and care and years of friendship that i think having will go missing isn’t really something that is going to put them together.

mike has always been protective of will and just bc we weren’t shown how long he’s been protective of will doesn’t mean this protectiveness was born the night will went missing.

if it wasn’t the upside down, it’s lonnie. if it isn’t lonnie, it’s the kids at school.

yeah sure it’s the 80s and it’s harder to come out and be with the person you love, but that really would be the only reason. even without el in the picture, i think byler would still get together around the age of 17/18. maybe even 16. and sure maybe mike would have a gf bc he wanted to be normal but i don’t think he would have attached himself as much to some random girl as he has with el (there would be a lack of protectiveness, guilt, etc.,). if anything, byler would have gotten together sooner if mike wasn’t dating someone else in the party.

it just feels a bit icky to me to see people say yeah will had to go missing for mike to realize his feelings for him bc i do think mike always had some sort of feelings for will and those feelings grew more and more as he got older. will doesn’t need to be a damsel in distress to get the boy lol.

like the shed scene and so many other scenes would have found their way into byler’s story one way or another and will’s kidnapping plays a minor role (maybe it speeds it up a bit but not by a lot).

#byler #idk idk but that poll and the tags kind of rubbed me the wrong way #maybe i’m just sensitive and reading it wrong #will byers #mike wheeler