#idk I’m just rambling at this point

[releaseholiday]

the way Louis and Harry are doing equally bad just in two completely different directions. And yes bla bla people will now say Harry is perfectly fine and he’s winning everything but I still think they are both not ok mentally and physically

Bestie, the way I’m literally in the middle of this conversation with my friends rn😭😭

They’re on two different sides on the extreme. Harry works works works to the point it’s unhealthy and Louis treats his career like a side gig between smoking, watching football and going to pubs. It’s escapism on both ends, just with different vices😩

#I’m so fucking sad bc like this is everything they’d hate to be when they were younger #I know it’s the result of what happened to them but like….. #idk I’m just rambling at this point

[wine-dark-and-honey-tongued]

Been feeling more and more drawn to Hestia lately, I’ve had my ideal home/home life on my mind a lot lately and idk if it’s just projection or if she’s reaching out but I definitely feel something there, y’know

#mae muses #hestia #Hestia deity #hellenic polytheism #I just want to have a warm and inviting home where people always feel welcome and comfortable #idk something clicked #I want to be more proactive with xenia #if that’s even a thing #maybe it’s bc my life is currently kind of lacking in that aspect #I’ve got my partner and my cats but no friends out here and it’s v isolating #even my housemates I barely interact with bc everyone keeps to themselves #not for lack of trying on my end but no one ever wants to leave their rooms #idk I’m just rambling at this point

[spextronaut]

Star Trek has permanently altered how I view people touching hands in media because of yk. The Vulcan ‘hand touch = kiss’ thing. Which can be incredibly annoying especially when I see fanart where two characters are touching hands in any way and I immediately think “ohohohoho so scandalous” when no. it really isn’t.

But it also makes me seem like an incredibly,,, horny? person from like the 1600s when touching hands before marriage was an ‘immediately going to hell’ kind of sin. Anyway all that’s to say is I am SLUT SHAMING every single person who has EVER held hands in a romantic sense before MARRIAGE do you even KNOW what that MEANS /j

#spencer rambles #I guess this counts as a Star Trek post so #star trek #specifically #star trek the original series #and #spirk #because they’re the only bitches I think of when I think of the Vulcan hand touch thing #idk idk my brain has been fried by watching twilight so I’m just saying shit at this point

[fumifooms]

Mickrin

Fifth entry of my “Dunmeshi rarepairs I will birth with my own hands if I have to” series. This one’s straight up embarrassing, like of course the shadow version of Chilchuck and Marcille would get me.

It suddenly grabbed me out of nowhere. What got me thinking about it is this exchange, first comic third panel, because like… Woah. He knows she has a thing for Kabru? Or something. And he has NO FEAR. Like it’s so forward and has 0 pretenses lmao. And then I thought… And oh no. Oh no.

"I can fix him" x "I can make her worse"

Very uptight and strict and rules-following and too self-aggrandizing tbh x will not hesitate to insult you to your face and sleazy and free spirit…. Kuro is involved in an ot3 of sorts in my head and basically they drag her into Situations of various moral standing aka scams or idk going to a club god forbid. I think she needs to relax and get taken down 1 peg maybe, and I think he needs like…….. Someone to teach him what is unhealthy lmao, also remind him to get work benefits, and if they can like get to feel safe and comfy with one another (and god just the road there would be a beautiful trainwreck to watch) they would be gossip besties worsties.

Kabru needs to be the epitome of morals but like, if it’s Mickbell she can lower the bar… Just for him… <3 She can fix him just a little and she’ll be like "wow! Ok I can settle for this amount of upstanding behavior from you Mickbell you get a gold star"

I never expected it ok I read this extra expecting nothing and god knows why I saw him be like "hey u like Kabru right. You’re his babysitter right. Which poor sap is being Kabru’s maid" with 0 fear and her being so casually pissed back at him and idk, how they’re so comfy being not polite with one another but they’re still coworkers-friends despite it… Crazy for how prickly they both are that they manage that much. They bicker and see each other as annoying at best but weirdly dependable and friends despite it all and……….. I am going to grow them in a lab and observe how I can make it work

MICKBELL IS A REBOUND MORE AT 9??? Maybe Rin and Mickbell have a one night stand and then the aftermath dynamic is this….. She probably regrets it. And then it gets more complex and grows into something odd as she becomes hyperaware of him and they have this little complicity thing going on….

I think cuddling with Kuro (who would be more like a platonic protective & soothing presence in his and Rin’s relationship rather than romo) would destress her actually I think she needs and deserves it. Go to a dog cafe bbygirl it’ll fix you. So what I’m saying is the three of them watch a movie and Rin and Mickbell are sitting on Kuro’s laps and everyone is so comfy. Kuro’s legs die halfway through but he’s self-sacrificing it’s fine….. Actually Mick is on his laps Rin’s just nuzzled into his side. There, fixed. I am so weirdly invested in them… They’re funky to think about. Rin seeing Mickbell and Kuro like "you guys are aware that what you two have is fucked up right" and then joining them in the messy dynamic 🤝  Put them in situations. That will be all.

The sheer amount of sass on their own, let alone together…

Make them get drunk together it’ll be glorious

#Dungeon meshi #mickbell tomas #rinsha fana #I’m sorry i see visions in my hot coco mugs #Fumi rambles #Dunmeshi rarepairs #I’ve had these two in the back of my mind for months by now i’m like. Idk if i’ll write them at one point but it’d be neat #Rin needs more love. This does it for me idk. Think of the shenanigans. Someone chasing after Mick and Kuro and they drag her through the #Alleys along. Market-going turned very wrong. Someone said since both Mick and Kuro are pretty touchy feely they’d lean on her & #I think that’s cute #Mickrin #Rinbell is also cute but eh #Everyone needs Kuro tbh he’s just so laidback and good #Kabru notices early and is like. Now what the fresh hell happened while i stopped looking at you guys for 2 secs. Good for u but also huh?? #I swear i have actual meta posts coming soon i just have demons to exorcise every so often #If you ask me for another rin ship that isn’t qpr it’d prob be Pattadol. Toshiro too I’ve heard fun ideas for it but Pattadol… #Her little ‘money~’ laugh is weird lol. One common point with Mick?

[designernishiki]

ladies and gentlemen. we got em

#this is so fucking FUNNY dude banxbsnanxb #STRAIGHT PEOPLE ON REDDIT ARE SO MAD AND IM JUST SITTING HERE. GRINNING. PLEASED #that’s 700x more in character than the alternative and I’m just praying this is true/legit (cause I couldn’t find the exact interview this #is from- but I didn’t see anyone saying it was fake on Twitter/Reddit so idk) #to be fair I could only scroll through comments on reddit for like a minute before it started giving me brain damage so #but yeah bdbxsbscshxjdj YOKOYAMA. MAYBE IVE BEEN GIVING YOU TOO LITTLE CREDIT. #I absolutely love seeing all these basic ass straight folks getting so pissy about him not settling down with a nuclear biological family #and a wife and all that and dying at the ripe old age of his fucking mid-50s #like no shit???? what games have you been playing bro the whole fucking Point of his idea of family is unconventional #he’s literally a fucking orphan who didn’t grow up with any biological family are you fucking fr #dgagdhdhd ANYWAY yeah I’m seriously hoping to high heaven that this is legit #rambling #kiryu #yakuza #rgg #rgg8

[sunnibits]

loving reminder as someone who struggles with food: you are allowed to add joy to your food. you are allowed to add a little joy even if it’s a tiny thing, something silly or something weird. you are allowed to do it whenever you want, as many times as you want. anything that makes food easier and more enjoyable for you is worth it!! it’s your food, you can decide what to do with it!! you can add rainbow sprinkles to your ice cream. you can cut your food into little heart shapes. you can pack your snacks into cute little bento boxes. it is not pointless or childish, it is an effective and active coping tool that you are allowed to use.

give yourself a little joy. the little things add up.

#even if it’s just a teeny tiny thing it’s sooo helpful to get just a little bit of excitement out of ur meal!! #you are allowed to do it!! if it’s ’pointless’ then what’s the point in denying yourself from it?? #I’m being so serious like. put stickers on your air fryer. put your meals into cute containers even if you don’t need them. #cut your food up into little cute pieces if you have the spoons for it. buy yourself Dino nuggies. #try to have at least one thing to look forward to in every meal even if it’s just a little piece of candy #just!! change things up!! be self indulgent!!! you are worth it and anything that helps you be healthy is worth it!!! #there are no rules!!!! you are allowed to be kind to yourself!! #anyways. don’t mind my rambling. I’m just trying to romanticize my own struggles rn #and it’s genuinely been very interesting to learn what helps and how my brain works!!! #idk I just think about it a lot. it means a lot to me rn. #also before anyone tells me I piss on the poor. obviously my experiences are not universal and will not apply to everyone #things that work for me might not work for you and that’s ok!! I wish you luck I love u!!! #tw ed #just a teensy implication #gem don’t look #arfid

[prince-kallisto]

You know…with Rook’s new SSR card depicting him in his first year uniform, I wonder…it’s very likely that this card may be from Rook or Vil’s dream lol 😭 But I also wonder about the slim possibility about this being from Leona’s dream.

Not that I’m saying this is Leona’s ideal world or anything 🤣🤣 But Leona has had a theme of being “aware” when he’s dreaming or sleeping, which he showed a bit during Book 6 against the Lachesis System. Because so far we have Silver, Sebek, Yuu, Grim, Ortho, and Idia united and aware of Malleus controlling the dreams. The idea of them wanting to get more allies throughout the dreams make sense (although maybe not everyone?), but it feels very…Leona to hijack the dreams somehow because of how *aware* he is- knowing all of this is a dream orchestrated by Malleus. Idia hints at Leona “ALWAYS knowing he’s dreaming.”

Why Savanaclaw Rook would be there in Leona’s dream I’m not sure (his ideal world was getting Rook out of Savanaclaw najxds /j)- but just a random thought by me. I feel like the dream sequences would be the perfect time to bring back Leona, whose has been standing out in a unique way for quite some time now in official art or art gallery stuff- which may imply a vital role from him in the end game👀

#allergy season finally hit me today lmaoo #kallistopost #kallisto rambles #twst spoilers #twst jp spoilers #twst book 7 spoilers #twst rook hunt #twst leona kingscholar #this is just my personal opinion and a bit selfish of me lmao but #I sort of hope we don’t go through every single one of the dreams and get Ssrs for all of them #idk I feel like it would reach of point of drastically dragging out book 7 and even less malleus screentime and progression :0 #but that’s just me ^\^ I’m still excited to see a book 7 update ofc

[wind-rider]

The aroaspec experience of ‘Is this romantic attraction or just platonic. What even is attraction. Where is the line. Help.’ and then proceeding to question societal norms of attraction for a while without coming to any actual conclusion to your question.

#it’s just #it’s weird man #the line feels simultaneously very thin and blurry for close friends and like this massive leap #I wonder if it has something to do with the whole demiromantic thing #like #I haven’t romantically liked every person I’ve been close friends with #but every person I’ve romantically liked I’ve been close friends with #if that makes sense #I don’t really get crushes #it feels more like some line being jumped between close friend and More #but I cannot for the life of me figure out where that line is #and sometimes shuffle back and forth over it #there’s no real set of rules for what’s what when it comes to romantic-platonic I feel #because people go ‘cuddle your friends! kiss your friends! platonic love can still mean those things!’ #but when those things are also shown as indicators of romantic love #where the hell is that line #what’s the DIFFERENCE #idk man #I’m just rambling at this point #asexuality - at least my flavour of it - feels pretty clear cut #that’s easy #but the rest? especially when it’s not solid aro and it’s Demi or gray or whatever one might have? #the lines feel so very blurred #asexual #aromantic

[beepawz]

I’m working on an actual plot and story ideas now. I’m sick atm so it may be slow tho. (Read tags for more info)

First Set

#I’m unsure if I wanna add Dan in this purely because I don’t have the greatest grasp of his character #but I’m unsure atm #a small part of me wants to make it a dc crossover as well #but idfk how I’d even fit that in #so I’m ignoring that #the hardest thing atm is figuring out an ending point #I’m rambling #anyways enjoy these memes for now #just know that this is being made into an actual au #idk if I’ll write a story story for this yet #I may tho #I like this #danny phantom #dp #dp crossover #crossover #fnaf #fnaf sb #security breach #fnaf crossover #beez stuff #memes

[burnpyygmalion]

i think ppl who are super online or into fandom should watch/read/etc something without ever touching fandom discourse or making aus or shipping characters just like every once in a while

#this isn’t a diss at shipping or aus #i participate in that sometimes #and its fun #im mostly saying like #sometimes people seem to get way too engrossed in the idea of fandom to the point its not even about enjoying the source material atp #and it also seems to result in fans acting like the creators of things have some obligation #to keep in mind a fandom or how a fandom would feel ab their thing #and i think that’s a stupid mindset #a writer should not be like i better specify this specific thing so there’s not meaningless discourse about it on tumblr! #☀️🌈🔥 #i just think it’s not particularly good to get really into a fandom of anything and everything you consume #mostly bc of the way fandoms are nowadays #also maybe i’m a bit tired of seeing really good series/whatever turned into au/shipping fodder and nothing else #if you’re going to do that at least pretend you like the source material outside of the character designs #idk im rambling i might make this a more cohesive post later lawl

[tinned-beef]

i woke up this morning and thought to myself, ‘i need to make something.’ and then i spent the majority of today working on this:

it’s five’s mittens from redaurorarora’s fic seven types of love ! here’s the excerpt i took to make these:

anyways here’s the start of what will (hopefully) be a little series of me recreating little things in tua fics. i thought this would be a fun little thing to make and i’m pretty happy with how they turned out!

#i freehanded this so they are NOT matching but that’s the point anyways #also the colors aren’t exactly right i just used what i already had #the orange yarn is a completely different yarn size than the others but yk what. it’s something klaus would do anyways. #anyways i WILL be wearing these i think they’re so fun #if anyone has ideas of things i can make please let me know!!! #my next idea is something from comes and goes by hujwernoo #exciting! #btw if anyone knows if redaurorarora has a tumblr could you let me know so i can tag them <3 #the umbrella academy #tua #my rambles #my doodles #<- technically it’s not a drawing but it’s still art #ALSO yes i know the kittens are knitted in the fic but i do not have that much belief in my knitting skills i’m a lot better at crochet #MITTENS* #edit: i’m realizing that the pattern on the blue mitten got messed up? at the top? #i’ll check it out tomorrow morning idk what happened there #i skipped a row or something

[mooseonahunt]

The way I wanna see Luis go completely apeshit and just start doing things that he wouldn’t do in canon. In canon we know he feels immense guilt for his past and wants to make up for it all. We see him trying to do good over and over again. He wants to redeem himself and prove he’s changed.

But a part of me so badly wants him to kinda just,, lose the plot for a hot minute. The whole “be the monster they always said you were” kinda ordeal. He gets left for dead after the Krauser attack and nobody came back for him so he’s kinda bitter about it. I know it would be out of character because of what we’ve seen him go through and do, but… I do kinda wanna see it happen anyway.

#so naturally I’m brainstorming a corruption arc fic that will never be completed bc nobody wants to see this #and also because I will get people saying it’s ooc #I love him for how good he genuinely is and how human he feels I swear #but sometimes I just wanna see my beloveds go fucking berserk #I’m sorry i think he would also kinda be hot as a mad scientist #you ever see someone reach their breaking point? where they realise everything they’d done had been for nothing? completely useless bc #nobody bothered to see the good in them? #ofc Luis had Ashley Ada and Leon who saw the good in him and gave him the opportunity to do good #but also nobody went back for his corpse for a proper burial so like… #idk. I’m just saying shit out here. #Luis Babygirl Serra #moose rambles #moose posting #focusing on his anger bc if I think about his sadness I’ll break down and cry

[starbuck]

Listen: if you’re questioning your sexuality or gender and having a really difficult time figuring stuff out, you might wanna try reframing your thinking from “what am I?” to “what do I want?”

If you want to have sex with men, do it! If you want to go on hormones because the physical affects are desirable to you, do it! If you don’t want to have sex at all, (don’t) do it!

Labels can be a wonderful thing, don’t get me wrong, but they can also cause you to second-guess yourself into paralysis if you give them too much importance. You can always label your identity later on if you want to, but, in the meantime, don’t let stress over which label is “right” stop you from doing what makes you feel fulfilled in the here and now.

#idk this is random but this is what’s helped me and i feel like it could help others as well #i used to struggle with a lot of ‘but i can’t do x thing because what if i’m not really y identity?? how can i be SURE????’ #and it’s just like. it doesn’t MATTER!!!!!! #if i wanna do x thing - i should do it regardless of identity… identity is beside the point completely #that’s what I’ve had to teach myself - and i’ve gotten SO much more confident because of it #because i stopped trying to stare into my soul and discover what i *am* (intangible and subjective) and started just focusing on #what i *WANT* (easy to figure out and objective) #and that’s made all the difference #so yeah!!!! #dunno what to tag this haha #pride month #lol there u go #i’m sure that others have worded this better… i’m just exhausted and rambling #but i wanted to put this out there anyway while i was Thinking About It! :))

[corrodedcoughin]

Hello, so @metal-dads and @kkpwnall made some truly excellent points of Christmas pun lover Eddie and I’m here to add some nonsense

I'm thinking as soon as it turns to the first of December the campaign turns to 'elf-fire' and all of the party has to create elf-sonas. The whole story is that they have to slay Satan, oops sorry, Santa (‘Did you hear that everyone? sleigh? oh, you did? well, I didn't hear any laughing, so I'll say it again and maybe this time you'll get it. oh, you don't find it funny Gareth? well look who has a life-threatening curse that means they are always at half hp, its Ga-wreath the christmas elf! Shut Up! if you appreciated my comedic genius, you wouldn't be in this mess’)

As the weeks go on he slowly adds and adds to his santa costume but none of the red tones match, the beard is just cotton balls glued to an old tshirt and he's doused his hair in talc to make it white that just ends up coating everything when Eddie starts getting into the game and shaking his head at each roll of the dice.

Each time Eddie makes an atrocious christmas pun, be it at the club or out in the wild, the party laugh too enthusiastically, knowing the vengeance he'll take out on them if he doesn't.

Then on the final night, Steve comes to pick the kids up but he's early and outside is freezing so he takes himself inside to sit in on the last part of the campaign. Eddie makes yet another terrible play on festive words and all of 'elf-fire' laugh too loud and too long. When they stop Steve just looks up and states quite plainly and unbothered

'dude, that was shit'

The party go silent, but then they realise, Steve doesn't have a character, he isn't at risk in this situation. They all cheer much to Steve's confusion and Eddie whips his head around, feeling brave in his dungeon master persona. Stares Steve down and mischeviously smiles 'hmm don't like my puns? maybe you should find a way to shut me up then'

and Steve? Steve didn't get his reputation for nothing, sure his heart is beating like a hummingbird, and he feels lightheaded and the thought off what Eddie is proposing but he doesn't let it show, not yet, not when he doesn't know if Eddie is serious

'oh no santa is mad at me, have I been bad?' with a roll of his eyes and smirk of his own.

Eddie turns immediately back to the party face as red as his Santa hat and ploughs back into the game, maybe not so focused as he had been before. The campaign is successful, absolutely annihilating Santa/satan as Eddie dramatically re-enacts the death (‘and to all a good fright ho..ho…ho…AND SCENE’)

If Steve hangs back after the kids file out and gets back to the car with a bashful smile and white powder suspiciously similar to the talc in Eddies hair on his face and clothes well, that's Dustin's mystery to solve. And he will, have no doubts about it.

#Dustin calls it a Christmas miracle and gets Steve and Eddie a joint Christmas present because that’s what you do for parents right? #this was silly and fun and it was nice to write so thank you both #I missed writing #i hope this is okay !!! #this is the only thing I’ll be posting or reblogging today so it’s a post and run away I’m afraid #would love to riff a post with people!! or try co-writing!! idk I’m rambling at this point bye #stranger things #steddie #eddie munson #steve harrington #gareth absolutely threw his mini figure at the table when Eddie cursed him #pouted but carried on and gave eddue an evil look #Eddie just ruffled his hair and told him he needs to get into the Christmas spirit with a smug smile #gareth mumbled to himself but carried on because he hates dm eddie but he loves him more

[birdinabowl]

I’ve made a post about it b4 but I cant find it so remaking it.

I love the angst potential of Steven only being able to bring back one person with his tears. Image that he’s out on a mission with Connie, they get attacked by some rouge gems/a corrupted gem- really just something unexpected- and Connie gets fatally injured in the process of protecting Steven.

Of course Steven would panic, who wouldn’t? He desperately tries to bring her back, his tears brought Lars back right? But nothing happens, there’s no glow, no spark, nothing. Steven can’t believe it, he had healing powers for a reason right? Why couldn’t he save the person that mattered the most to him?

Imagine that Connie was more reckless than she should’ve been, she thought she had Steven’s healing powers to rely on after all. She’d want to protect him and so at times she’d be reckless to do so.

#Make this way worse by making Connie make a joke like “well if anything bad happens at least you can bring back the dead” #(Steven would not find that funny tbh 😭 #he wouldn’t care if he could bring her back #he doesn’t want Connie dead at all) #idk I’m just yapping at this point #I just think Steven would blame himself for it #birds rambles #steven universe #angst

[fleshdyke]

bones have been washed with hand soap and water. not a whole lot of degreasing to do since they’re pretty old and a lot of it has been done by nature already but they could definitely use some. gotta find a container to put them in and i will start degreasing 👍

#still don’t know what animal they’re from #looking a little more closely at the inside of the bones i’m less confident that it’s a mammal? idk the difference between bird and mammal #bone lattice structures but yeah i’m a little less confident about it being a mammal now #they do seem kinda big for a chicken though. we do have wild turkeys around here but the bones seem a little small in that regard #and they almost NEVER come up and wander around neighborhoods like where i found the bones #i’ll have to check if the vulture culture subreddit is still up and running bc i feel like they’re my best bet for id at this point #gonna wait until the bones are dry tho i didn’t feel like drying them with a towel lmao #(normally you would just go straight to degreasing but these had obviously been there for a while and were covered in dirt so i just wanted #to wash most of the mud and shit off of them before i start degreasing) #rambles