#idek how to explain it i just cant take it
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the way hayden says "anakin's gone"
#INSANITY INSANITY#this show killed me in every fucking way shot me dead#there's smth so... childlike? about it#idek how to explain it i just cant take it#sw#anakin#f.txt
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˖⁺｡˚⋆˙just say yes | CS55˖⁺｡˚⋆˙
pairing: father!carlos sainz x y/n faceless reader (she/her)
genre: social media au, established relationship
warnings: so much fluff 0 angst just lovey dovey cuteness & fun ! idek if there's much of a plot tbh lol
summary: in which you, your boyfriend and your daughter are the target of everyone's jealousy & you bask in it 😊
a/n: hiii i luv this request so cute & i havent done any carlos fics yet!! i love it he's soo beautiful fr! i've done the baby faceless tbh i felt a bit weird looking for pics hahahah anyway hope u like it 😊😊
request!!!: Can you do like a smau where carlos has a daughter and it's just fluffy as HELL !! And ofc we need lando and charles being goofy in the comments!
my masterlist
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carlossainz55 vacationing with my girls
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yourusername im soo lucky
carlossainz55 that's me actually. i love you
yourusername i love u!! sm more
landonorris you guys are always rubbing your perfect lives into our faces it has to stop
charles_leclerc i agree it is too much now
yourusername maybe if either of you could keep a girlfriend you could be like us
landonorris cant commit
carlossainz lando you need to grow up
charles_leclerc leave him alone he's a baby
yourusername i prefer the term pussy 🤷♀️
landonorris y/n i thought we were friends
yourusername we are it's called tough love
carlossainz55 sorry lando but she's right
user1 i missed carlando interactions
user2 me too so happy to see the carlando domestics continuing through instagram comments
user3 even funnier with y/n involved she's literally just an extension of carlos i love it
user4 best couple in the world
user5 only couple in the world more like
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yourusername he wont even put the ferrari merch down in the off season
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yourbff omg baby in ur sunglasses she's fr a mini u 😭😭
yourusername i know, i've never felt love like it 🥹
carlossainz55 me when i look at you
yourbff take your sickly sweetness out of my replies 🥲
user6 i love how all their friends are jealous of them too😭😭 it's not just us
charles_leclerc he's dedicated 😊
carlossainz55 thanks for being on my side charles 🙏
yourusername ur biased
yourusername gosh why are f1 drivers so annoying
landonorris i know you're not talking about me
danielricciardo or me
maxverstappen1 or me
yourusername well i actually wasnt but now i am
oscarpiastri me?
yourusername no never you oscar my fav rookie
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yourbff babysitting duties
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carlossainz55 am i in trouble in that pic of us
yourbff she was explaining to u that u brought the wrong pickles home for her
carlossainz55 so yes then
landonorris wtf is the wrong pickles a pickle is a pickle
yourusername shutup little lando you dont understand me
charles_leclerc well duh ur a woman his pea brain cannot comprehend women
yourusername ur one to talk!
landonorris 🤐🤐🤐
yourusername ur her favourite aunt!!
yourbff @.yoursister told you so!
yoursister wow that hurt y/n
yourusername no wait
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scuderiaferrari ❤️❤️
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user11 omg i love her
user12 this is the cutest post ever
charles_leclerc omg y/n being nice to me
yourusername it's the hormones and ur cute face getting to me ur soo pookie
charles_leclerc what is pookie
oscarpiastri dont ask
yourusername it means i love u 😊
carlossainz55 we are all so lucky to be subjects of y/n's affections so don't question it ok?
user13 omg carlos is so down bad lol it's adorable
landonorris come visit us too we miss you y/n
yourusername well i might. can i squish ur cheeks?
landonorris i'll think about it
yourusername im not coming till i have a yes for sure
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user14 CHILDREN?? PLURAL??
user15 yes y/n we get it ur the luckiest girl alive
yourbff purrrrr
yourusername LOL??
landonorris share him? 🥹🥹🥹
yourusername not a day in my life
yourusername now let me come squish ur cheeks. charles let me do it
landonorris ok fine.
yourusername YAYYY
user16 most gorgeous man alive fr
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carlossainz55 come back here
carlossainz55 please come back we miss you
charles_leclerc not you sneaking off. is carlos annoying you too??
yourusername you are too mean to that boy!!!!
mclaren you can stay with us!
yourusername poachers!! im much too loyal
user17 omg lol im obsessed
user18 SOO CUTE
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user19 she needs a ring asap
user20 r how long have they been together now??
user21 like 8 years lol
user22 carlos liked 🥹🥹
user23 they r so personal to me
user24 do u think they know how much everyone loves them & is jealous of them
user25 absolutely & they love it lol
user26 if they ever break up im done with love
user27 idk who's luckier her or him
user28 they're the definition of soulmates
user29 the world will stop on their wedding day fr
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carlossainz55 my perfect family
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user30 stop it 😭😭😭
yourusername how did we create somebody so gorgeous😭
landonorris not you asking this as if you both aren't the most conventionally gorgeous people to ever exist
yourusername HAHAH shutup lando you are always slithering around to ruin our sincere moments
landonorris SLITHERING?!
user31 omg slithering 😭😭😭??
user32 lol at lando's comments he's like us
charles_leclerc let me babysit soon
yourbff why you coming for my job
carlossainz55 dont fight over my child
yoursister miss you guys!!
carlossainz55 we will have to come visit soon
yourusername ❤️❤️❤️
user33 put a ring on it carlos
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yourbff everyone in the world is in love with you
carlossainz55 right well they need to back off
yourusername tehehe
user37 wow she's unreal
user38 wifeee
carlossainz55 you are so beautiful
yourusername 🥹🥹🥹 i love u
carlossainz55 i love you
landonorris Y/N?? YOU DIDNT INVITE ME??
yourusername ...girls night
landonorris BUT YOU ALWAYS SAY IM ONE OF THE GIRLS
charles_leclerc i wasn't invited either mate
yourusername im so sorry. you guys are grown men though
landonorris no im one of the girls
user39 one of the girls 💀
user40 i love lando & y/n's friendship so bad
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carlossainz55 our week off so far
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user41 i want her
user42 join the club
charles_leclerc is y/n available for brunch tomorrow
carlossainz55 yes
yourusername i am?
charles_leclerc that is fantastic y/n we will pick you up at 11am
yourusername we?
charles_leclerc yes!! see you then
yourusername ?? WHAT
yourbff aww i love my y/n
carlossainz55 yours?
yourbff yes she is mine! tyvm carlos
yourusername hahahahaha
yourusername i love u both
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yourbff pretty pretty girl
yourusername yup
carlossainz55 i told you you'd enjoy yourself 😊
yourusername yup
user43 omg the brunch with charles?
user44 so effortlessly cool
user45 looks delicious tbh. you not the food
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user46 brunch & then the beach??
user47 hmmmm
user48 wuu2
user49 charles forcing her to brunch & then this???
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yourbff 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
user50 MY PARENTS
yoursister AHHH!!!!!
landonorris heeheehee
charles_leclerc ur welcome mate
user51 OMG FINALLY
user52 OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
user53 OMG IT'S REAL!!!!
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yourusername luckiest girl alive
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landonorris congratulations parents
yourusername aww love u our little lando
charles_leclerc congratulations beauties
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yourbff my gorgeous girl with her beautiful daughter and some guy
yoursister the most beautiful amazing woman you've ever seen and then.....carlos
yourusername mean girls!!
carlossainz55 no they're right perhaps?
user54 LOL barbie & ken vibes
danielricciardo CONGRATULATIONSSSS 🥳
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lewishamilton congratulations ❤️
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user55 😭 so happy for them
user56 im obsessed with them.
user57 best couple on the grid period
user58 the most beautiful family ever. SO JEALOUS!!!
THE END ❤️
#f1#f1 fanfic#f1 fic#f1 imagine#f1 smau#f1 x reader#smau#carlos sainz#cs55#cs55 x reader#cs55 imagine#ferrari#cs55 fluff#maddie's smau
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god lol how many of my ideas would i be able to execute if i was ANY good at translating my thoughts into words
#digi discusses#how am i supposed to explain. this character's Specific nuanced expression in words. idek what Emotion this expression conveys#all i know is i have Seen people make it irl and i always know EXACTLY what it means.#and i will never have the words to get EXACTLY that across to others and nothing else.#someone will read the sentence and picture it differently than i intended. which is fine.#but what if everyone reads the sentence and pictures it differently than i intended.#it just bothers and annoys me so much. why cant i just take whats in HERE and put it THERE. then you will Get It#sorry im like. so tired and frustrated. im gonna be weird n off-putting
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the wilt of the rose ︴dr3
🥀in which.. they just cant talk to eachother
pt1! pt2!
danielricciardo just posted!
did you think i didnt see you?
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user1 DAD NOOO
user2 STAWP STAWP STAWP
user3 clara11.8 PLEASE GET OUT OF HERE. SAVE YOURSELF FROM THIS MESS
user4 bro u miss her
landonorris DAD PLEASE THIS ISNT YOU
user5 lando is just like the rest of us fr
user6 i need someone on twitter to explain the FULL timeline because i am so so confused on how this happened bro
user7 samee like i need to know who cheated first, who was pettier, AND WHO THE HELL WAS IN YNS POST!!!
redbull 😻😻 and mclaren 😕
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danny what the hell is going on
are you and yn like seriously over
im so confused
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yeah everytime i go on insta something is going on with you two
pls clear up the rumors
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danny i can see you reading this
maxy paxy #1
DANNY TELL US
DANNY RIIIC
idek tbh
papaya cult member
im gonna punch you
DANNY RIIIC
STOP i just dont know whats going on
like we went for that date and everything was fine and then the stuff about her and some guy came out
like idk
papaya cult member
ok but who started it
maxy paxy #1
yeah who cheated first
papaya cult member
be so honest rn
DANNY RIIIC
..me
papaya cult member
DANNY
WHAT THE FUCK
maxy paxy #1
dude..
DANNY RIIIC
HEAR ME OUT
papaya cult member
NO???
DANNY RIIIC
NONONO LISTEN
LISTEN
IT WAS HER FIRST
SHE CAME ONTO ME
maxy paxy #1
danny slow down
give us the full story
DANNY RIIIC
it doesnt even matter anymore
i just want it to be done
i miss her
i fucked up so bad you guys
papaya cult member
no shit sherlock
DANNY RIIIC
like
what am i supposed to do?
maxy paxy #1
mate im gonna be honest
i dont think you can fix it
DANNY RIIIC
what
why
papaya cult member
BECAUSE YOU CHEATED ON HER YOU FUCKING DUMBASS
DANNY RIIIC
yeah i know that but like
is there fr no way back?
maxy paxy #1
ok lando back off
ok?
take a breather
papaya cult member
k.
maxy paxy #1
danny.
you betrayed her trust
so so much
like you will have to grovel your way back
DANNY RIIIC
ok
ok i will
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user2 GIRLS TRIP!!!
user3 mom i dont want a new dad
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user6 didnt she cheat on him?
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ALSO SPEAKING AS SOMEBODY WHO ONLY KNOWS THE BARE MINIMUM OF GOOD OMENS AND THE INEFFABLE HUSBANDS i just wanna say im pretty sure bg3 has their equivalent in bloodweave (gale [the one played by tim downie] + astarion)
my defense:
autistic book nerd and king who has the Audacity to fight God + chaotic theater gay that gives cat vibes and may need Therapy
aziraphale and gale sound like the type that would have solidarity in old man knees . idek if thats canon for aziraphale but it sure as hell is for gale
aziraphale and gale rhyme holy shit thats becoming a legitimate bullet point AJSJSJSJA
the book nerds live in their own private library . gale has a whole ass wizards tower while aziraphale has his book shop (that iirc he doesnt even sell the books in it ???)
crowley and astarion are the same fruit men . i also dont know how to explain that crowley just gives me 8 strength vibes as well . even if he was an angel you cant tell me this man can lift more than three books at once
"fuck the gods that did nothing for us. what if we chose each other" vibes from the both of them (idc what the other endings for gale are hes denouncing mystra in my canon bc i say so <33)
is aziraphale the type to have a cat . he seems so . how about a cat w wings (<-a tressym) . theyd absolutely bond over that
if you replaced the cutscenes of astarions little hissy fits w crowley i think itd honestly still be pretty in character
if i manage to pirate good omens one of these days i will be confirming if my hypothesis is correct <33
Ooooh now we're talking :)))))) I'll try to be brief (< lying)
yup that's them.
'may need therapy' we all know they do, the 'may' is only there bc they either won't admit it (Aziraphale & Gale) or would have to get dragged kicking & screaming before ultimately weaseling their way out of it looney tunes style (Crowley & Astarion)
Aziraphale is an old man in all aspects except one (biologically), however Crowley is the same age and he would definitely have old man knees. he doesn't know what to do with his joints half of the time due to being snek
yeah there are no books being sold in that bookshop fgfjkfggnv. like, it's all first editions and what-not so i totally get not wanting to give any away but then why open a shop??? instead of a collection???
yk what, fair enough. Crowley is a noodle, those arms aren't doing much more opening doors for his angel. tbf he can lift multiple potted plants at once but that's more spite than anything
i could also totally see Astarion doing the Crowley Walk(TM)
"fuck the gods that did nothing for us. what if we chose each other vibes" so true, no notes.
aziraphale doesn't have a pet (yet) but I think he would love a cat (I mean, he's got Crowley hanging around, basically the same). A tressym is just a very peculiar step up from that (consider: it has it's own wings to match him and Crowley, which is really adorable!!)
crowley's hissy fits are great and can likewise be replaced with Astarion's.
similiar additions which would probably still be in character:
C slammed Aziraphale into a wall for calling him nice
C went out into the middle of the street when he got really frustrated/anxious and exploded lightning from his body
C agreed to take care of the bookshop, not selling any books etc. but tossed any books he was holding into some corner whenever
both of them evaded the immediate ire of their higher ups by pointing out a technicality that amounted to 'this word is explained to be different from the one you're using, but through a miniscule footnote on the last page of this giagantic book'
Aziraphale has an incredible hard time overcoming the trauma and toxic mindset upheld by his superiors, including how he views himself and his partner (that one's just sad, sry)
Solid ground for a hypothesis I'd say :))
#being so normal rn#i need to work on uni stuff i cannot start another drawing-- *hand's already twitching towards my pen*#good omens#aziraphale#crowley#anthony j crowley#ineffable husbands#baldur's gate 3#bg3 astarion#astarion ancunin#bg3 gale#gale of waterdeep#bloodweave
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IMPORTANT UPDATE!!
the comic is cancelled. you probably already assumed that since i havent posted anything about it in a while but yeah the things dead now lol. mainly because i dont care much about omori anymore, the comic sucked, and it was too much effort. i feel kinda bad about leaving you guys in the dark for this long tho, so i thought id go ahead and include all the scrapped stuff for the comic that never got finished
while i was writing the comic i started a google doc that laid out ideas i had for future pages. heres that if you wanna know how the story ends
it was written over several months and (most) things are in order of where they go on the timeline not when i wrote them so it might be a little hard to follow
also some art i never posted
(at least i dont think ive posted the last one)
i quoted not liking this comic as one of the reasons i stopped so let me explain that with a list of things id change about this if i were to remake it (which i wont)
remove the swearing that was so stupid
make omori mute (and probably use sign language)
omori does not express fear or stress in-game, thats sunnys job. quit it
he also does not cry and generally shows emotions (even the big ones) in more subtle ways (which i think i was trying to shift towards later in the doc) idk why he was so emotional all the time
literally everything about how i portrayed omori actually that was all just awful
the panic attack scene is fucking embarrassing i have no clue what i was thinking. im so sorry for writing it like that i did 0 research beforehand
make it shorter why did i think that would work out
id probably just make it a fic, comics take way too much outta me compared to just writing things
it does not need a big epic ending and probably shouldve ended not long after they escaped black space
the romance is horrible but thats the foundation of the comic so idek what id do about that
stop making everyone talk like therapists 24/7
and yeah it has a lot of problems but i still do care about this due to the ammount of effort and love ive put into it, i just cant and dont want to continue it
so yeah thats where this story ends ig. i had a lot of fun along the way, and thank you so much for all the support. bigger thanks to that one sunflower discord server (if you came from there you know which one) for being my main motivation and support throughout this journey. sucks this comic never got to see its full potential but im relieved to finally lay it to rest. the blog will stay up for archival purposes but i will not continue the comic any further obviously. the ask box will remain open if you wanna say anything or if you have a question about the story or whatever. thanks for reading.
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hi, im a mutual of yours who is too shy/on&off tumblr to interact, but i do look up to you; and your blog and way of seeing things helped me in the past when i was struggling quite a bit.
Lately I feel as if im lost in life, lost my passions and floating aimlessly without a real goal, detached from the future etc. Do you have any advice? I appreciate ur view on things, hope this isnt overstepping 🌦🌈
hi its ok no pressure too interact w me ona personal level just cus were mutuals i enjoy the ambient bonds that can form on this website its why i stay ^^ and no it's not overstepping at a;ll sorry it took me a lil while to respond i was trying to think of good advice since i often feel lost too---
well firs t n foremost to give credit where credit is due, this bjork reddit AMA response really gets to the bottom of it , ever since i first read this here on tumbr a few years ago it really rly stuck w me:
the way this answer helped me is like, it helped me realize i dont need to be so regimented i dont need to put all this pressure on myself to create..All that does is feed into self inflicted guilt when i cant live up to my own expectations u.u you see for my whole life i've never been able to plan anything. yes i can think about the next steps i want to take, i can assemble a plan, i can see the logical way forward, but my moods. or like, idek. how to explain..
i cant force anything. if im not feeling it, i cant force it. ive STRUGGLED w this like i dont wanna be this way. because my feelings i cant predict. like for example i worked on music all winter because thats what i was feeling. then suddenly in march i just like, wasnt feeling it all of a sudden. As soon as it hit me i was like Fy767*T&UG*** because i didnt know when it was gonna come back. i still dont know!! im just trying to be patient waiting it out..in the mean time i have suddenly become enthused with drawing again after not ~feeling~ drawing for most of 2023. sometimes i go for weeks where i dont take a single photo and then suddenly it starts flowing again.. my website was also left untouched for most of 2023 until recently.
thats just one example of this repeating pattern in my life that i didnt understand for so long. theres years of my 20s where i couldnt feel passion for anything at all, looking back now i believe those times i was meant to be focusing on stuff in my psyche that needed healing to clear out some headspace for art. and this bjork quote put a lot into perspective it showed me how to reformulate my thinking to be more accomodating to my disposition. when i'm patient & kind w myself, take each day as it comes, let go of the imaginary pressure, let go of "the future", stuff starts to come thru easier.
and maube its gonna show up in ways you dont expect but its true that the mundane world offers so many ways to practice being creative & giving u stuff to weave into the art u want to create.. every water fall starts w a single drop its trueits true :] thats my advice i spose i really didnt meant to write this much but im boooored.. actually my nighttime boredom writing is one of those habits i never considered to b creative until very recently. there's so many small & automatic things we do that can lead to a meaningful life & purpose.
thanks for the question anon i hope this helps in some way , this is whats helped me but everyone's process is different. and i still have moments where im like WTFFF is happening but its easier to ride it out now. i wish the same for you just give it time <3 thanks again xPmd9
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some genshin guys comforting you. <3
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characters included: venti, diluc, zhongli, and kaeya.
cw: really vague description of a panic attack idek if u can tell its a panic attack sorry💀 (diluc)
a/n: first post and im alr kinda venting mona moment🥸 ive kinda rly been going through it for the last four months and honestly i just need some comfort but i have nobody to comfort me so here i am writing ab fictional characters comforting me and hopefully it will comfort u as well💀 i also might make a version of this w some of the ladies bc im a raging bisexual
venti <3
- starting off w my fav and highest kin WOOOO
- venti kinda panics when he notices you’re stressed out, mans has a lot of emotional baggage himself but will try his hardest to help you through tough times as u do with him.
- hugs!!!!! and sweet nothings!!!!! venti has two love languages and theyre physical touch and words of affirmation
- will be v v gentle with you as you sob in his arms
- “it’s okay love. i know, i know. everything’s gonna be fine. i got you.”
- even if he doesn’t know what’s happening with you, he just needs u to know he’s gonna be there to support you no matter what
- DONT FORGET THE LYRE. HE CAN AND WILL PLAY IT AND SING TO CHEER YOUUP >:)
zhongli <3
- zhongli is a busy man, but he will drop EVERYTHING if you’re upset.
- he gives the best hugs. and kisses. and everything.
- “love, can you tell me what’s happening?” he’s super gentle with you, he knows how easily you get overwhelmed in situations like this.
- he’ll make you tea to calm your nerves!!!!
- he’s the sweetest man in the whole damn world yall, will literally get u anything you ask for.
- “hush now darling, get some rest. i promise you’ll feel a bit better once you wake up.”
- sings you to sleep im sorry he has the nicest voice
diluc <3
- DILUC FUCKING RAGNVINDR.
- he’s the sweetest.
- when you start to cry he takes off his gloves and cups your face in his hands…. <3333
- “sweetheart… what’s the matter? do you need anything?”
- almost begins to cry himself when you start sobbing even harder at his question, unable to get anything comprehensible out.
- when he notices you can’t breath that’s when he begins to get more serious.
- dont take that the wrong way though!!!! like everyone else, he’s still v gentle with you while you’re in this state.
- “darling. i need you to breath. lets do those breathing exorcises we practiced together, yeah?”
- kisses you gently while holding u. on your forehead, cheeks, neck, lips, he will do it all just to make u feel better.
- “you’re okay, honey. i’m here for you, and im never leaving.”
kaeya<3
- i hate dragonspine sm i love kaeya so so so so much and im trying to build him but I CANT UNLOCK THE FUCKING DOMAIN TO FARM HIS ARTIFACTS IM LITERALLY AR 41 AND I JUST SYARYED THE DRAGONSPINE SHIT
- uh anyways
- kaeya’s a huge tease, and might even crack a joke or two at first not knowing the severity of your situation.
- “hm, what’s this? did a hilichurl scare you?”
- immediately drops it when you start to cry.
- “oh gods- honey i’m sorry. what’s wrong?”
- he feels even worse then before after you explain your situation
- “love… that’s awful, you didn’t deserve any of that. c’mere.”
- gently cradles you in his arms, kaeyas not great with comfort but he tries his hardest
- hes cold but like in a comforting way HELPIDJDB IDK WHAT IM SAYING IM SO TIRED SORRY😭
- but yeah kaeya is jus. trying his hardest. and hes doing good!!!! dont be an asshole😡
#first post woo#the layout is kinda weird and ugly#but its okay#genshin impact#venti#kaeya#diluc#zhongli#venti comfort#kaeya comfort#diluc comfort#zhongli comfort#venti x reader#kaeya x reader#diluc x reader#zhongli x reader#genshin comfort#genshin comfort hcs#genshin headcanons#genshin imagines#i feel like crying#ahaha help#idfk how to tag this#how does tumblr work#this is so bad#im sorry
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Hellooo could you talk about charlos lore for me pls?? 🥺 and what it is in fanon that you don't like <3
Okay so i think there is a primer on charlos somewhere, or if there isnt there should be and i will probably volunteer to make it at some point. They met in a swimming pool in singapore in 2016 or 2017 or so, which is fucking insane to me for so many reasons, and then their paths didnt really cross that much until carlos signed for ferrari after mclaren. There are some press conferences when theyre together, some momenta when they talk. There is that video of younger twinkier charles giving an interview on some red carpet, probs fia gala, and carlos just manhandles him and goes away and charles is all flustered, that ones adorable (im too tired to search for it rn and im getting a bit sick so i cant multitask well). Then they are both at ferrari and like. My fucking god idek. Theyre himbo4himbo, they manhandle each other constantly, they are just both really beautiful men and i think they should fuck to soothe the pain of being a ferrari driver. I dont know how to do hcs properly so i mostly do it through fics and ny writing, and i think if yoh search for "ferrari boys <3" tag on my blog you'll find a LOT of it in general, i usually double tag it with that when its important. Now what i dont like in fanon is how people sometimes dont give any nuance to the ship. Either its devious evil charles screwing poor carlos over or its devious mean carlos screwing poor charles over or its boring? Idk how to explain it but sometimes it feels like we are looking at two different people, me and whoever in fanon whose takes i dont like (nobody in particular, just in general). This thing happens to both carlos and charles a lot tbh, eapesh in carlando/lestappen, where charlos are just props for norstappen to look better. Some people do it w charlos too, usually giving very little nuance to charles, so that sometimes annoys me too. Mind you, this isnt often, and it isnt anything prevalent, its just things that ive picked up here and there and around. I usually just block those ppl/mute them on ao3 and move on bcs i dont need that kind of negativity in my life.
anyways ive rambled too much and im too lazy to go check what i wrote so to make up heres some pics of theirs that i adore starting with my fave pic ever i think 🥰
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i fckng hate second chances with every fiber of my being and every living cell in my body. once its over, its over. if u fckd up IMMEDIATELY ✂️✂️✂️ i hate it when a characters get second chances after fckng it up real bad like NO U DO NOT DESERVE ANOTHER CHANCE AND OTHER MC ALSO DOES NOT DESERVE TO RISK GETTING HURT AGAIN
on the contrary tho, for btl, i do think yn should get another chance? is it another chance? well, wonbin didnt really give her a chance to explain herself, he went ahead of himself and created assumptions. and i know that every one says yn is the problem cus had she not offered the fake dating set up this wouldnt have happened BUT wonbin had no problem agreeing to it so....wouldnt really say yn is the root problem. the root problem is their lack of effective communication skills, emotional management/control and listening skills!!! wonbin im sorry but running away was a stupid af thing to do and i know ur hurt but u literally made assumptions after seeing 2ppl hug. babes ppl can hug platonically, believe me. thats all i have to say. *bows, drops mic and leaves stage*
im sorry for the sudden rant when this discourse was already over like a week ago i could not help it. ive been following u for a while but i am a silent reader and this is my first time sending an ask to anyone here in general. im so nervous. is my english okay? i swear i know proper punctuations but im too lazy to do it rn rip. i just want to say ive never been so invested in an eng au cus i usually read the ones in my native language cus THEM ANGST HIT DIFFERENT BRO anyway, i love ur writing sm <33 makes me wanna start writing again as well if it werent for my busy af shed (graduating student things). cant wait for the next updates ✨️🫶🫶
but the angst material is tew gewd don’t you think? second chances trope is nice and all if done right 🤪 maybe some groveling here and there and viola! perfection
most valid btl theory ive seen 😫 they’re both dumb 🤝 and did mistakes,, (yn made a bigger mistake tho) but point still stands
nah ur sudden rant about the week old discourse is perfectly okay. any rant about btl is 👌 cus im curious on how each person takes in the story and seeing a bunch of different reactions is what keeps me going 😫🤝 AND AGAIN IM HONORED TO BE ONE OF THE FIRST PEOPLE YOU SENT AN ASK TO 🙏 your english is great!!!! thank you so much for reading!! and i hope whatever i put out or something makes u want to go back to writing 🙏 i myself is a graduating student too but i still find the time to insert my hobby which is this because i love it so much and its honestly my stress reliever (contrary to popular belief i write more eloquently when i’m either stressed or having a headache idek why lol maybe it gets my brain juice all worked up)
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you're tuning into the jj radio show.. here are some sort-of monthly roundups!!! (but kind of last months too its only been september for like 2 weeks). idk if any of them will be ur thing but i hope u like at least one out of the 10 i picked >_^
3005, childish gambino. god. this is just the song ever for me i cant explain why i love it so much i just DO. sol.. to be honest.. i'll right by ur side til 3005. ITS JSUT SOOOO.
追われてる, soul scream. INCREDIBLE!!! THIS IS REAL MUSIC!!! THIS IS CRAZYYYY. OWARETERU ❗ OWARETERU 💢 OWARETERUU 💥 like some people wouldnt even get it for real.
make luv, brent faiyaz. CRUSHING something in my hands right now. IDK HOW HE DOES ITTTT when he makes sth good he makes sth GOOD do u get me. i might explode.
100,000 - unfinished, jai paul. shoving this song into the hands of anyone who'll listen. every time i listen to this song i think the “And when you think you know what I know / A hundred thousand light years to go” near the end wont hit as hard because i've sort of built up a resistance to it and then it SHOOTS ME IN THE HEADDD. too good.
trick me, kelis. the tasty (2003) album gets me INSANE there is not a singular miss on there for me. and this song... oh its so bad rn. im obsessed with it. like im going crazy. Hepl!
1 thing, amerie. i hear this song and suddenly i can sing i can dance and i can walk in 6-inch heels! and also this isnt that relevant to the song but her hair on the touch album cover.. IT EATS IDEK
two moons, exo-k. you might've heard this before but if not IT NEEDS TO BE HEARDDDD this is literally one of my fave exo songs.
the 7th sense, nct u. you might've heard this too sorry 😓😓 BUT HOW CAN I NOT SUGGEST THIS LIKE ? changed my life forever. when mark lee said “uh, and that's a long-ass ride” i think some part of me just passed away. that IS a long ass ride. 1 thing mark lee's never gonna do is lie!!
taking what's not yours, tv girl. THIS SONG IS SO FUNNYYY. and also very good. BUT ITS SO PETTY LIKE STOP I GIGGLE EVERY TIME I LISTEN 😭 “Ooh, I still have your lighter / Ooh, I still have your book” LIKE HE SOUNDS SO ANNOYING LMFAOO
iii. telegraph ave, childish gambino. had to start and end w him!!! again HOW IS HE SO CRAZY LIKE THISSS. got me moving and floating and ascending and dying. its serious. i love it.
and thats it! like i said i hope u like at least 1 ☹️ THIS WAS FUN I RLY ENJOYED TYPING OUT MY SILLY LITTLE THOUGHTS.. but i will shut up now LOL. time for you to switch to a different station, because the jj radio show is over!! (LMAOO OK ROLEPLAY)
3005: not bad not bad! rap isn't my favourite genre but the lyricism is great and it's honestly really nice to listen to while staring out a window :DD
追われてる: the intro was funky in a good way! love the rhythm and it's catchy in a way that has me bobbing along to it.
make luv: not really my vibe but the chorus is enjoyable. smth id put on my fic writing playlist ngl 👍
100,000 - unfinished: THE SWITCH UP AT THE BEGINNING AYOOO??! from the heavy rap to sudden vocals then merging the two is so 😩😩 i love the vibes of it. “a hundred thousand light years to go” ‼️‼️‼️‼️ i love how the words are staggered; it’s jerky the speech but it works so well
trick me: again, the song itself isn't for me specifically but the lyricism is to die for. "freedom to us has always been a trick // freedom to you has always been who ever landed on your dick" LIKE HELLO??? YES I LOVE THIS audibly went "ooooh" when i heard it. the rap is amazing too
1 thing: ok the intro ok it's nice its nice. OOH THE VOCALS I LIKE THIS TBH it's so fun??! if i weren't hacking my lungs out id totally get up and dance very badly to this (pretend like im an edit or like part of a clip compilation or smth yes yes)
two moons: the beginning is very cool, i like the beat and the rapping! ok when it picks up around 0:59 and they start saying two moons and stuff 💥💥💥 honestly did not expect to like this as much as i actually do :00 added it to my main playlist too 😼😼
the 7th sense: "OPEN YOUR EYES" OMG I LOVE THE CHORUS like my eyes are open and im sat. I GET WHAT YOU MEAN WITH THE MARK LINE!!!! nah ok this is going on the main playlist bc yes.
taking what’s not yours: THIS??? SLAPS??? i don't listen to enough tv girl shit i should be- the beat is such a good walking song i will climb a mountain listening to this. “ooh, i still have your lighter // ooh, i still have your book // ooh i still have everything you bought, but you never took” this right here. makes me want to- *explodes*
iii. telegraph ave: OMG THE DROP thought this was going to be a slower song but. the shift. the switch up 😫
omg this was fun!! pls music recs are amazing i love getting them
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Okay i need to get this out to know if anyone else ever felt smth similar. Its related to madd
Smtimes when im stressed i crave touch like for example hugs.. head massage.. or just sm1 caressing my back like a baby. Well smtimes i crave it so much it becomes unbearable but there is usually no one i can ask it for except my mom but she was asleep.
I started daydreaming about sm1 caressing my hair and giving head message.. and bruh. It kinda worked? Its so weird? I felt it and didn't feel it at the same time. For few secs the craving only increased but then smhow it started working and i feel asleep. It didnt take long. Idek how. Usually i see my daydream characters hugging or comforting eachother but it doesnt usually work cause with a stressrd mind its hard to come up with a proper plot.
Also once i suddenly got this craving while in a long night journey and damn it made me feel naseous at one point. I cant really explain how i feel in those moments but it feels like i want to throw my hands all around and knock off things or smth.
#actually madd#madd thoughts#madd paras#madd things#madd#maladapting daydreaming disorder#adhd brain#adhd problems#adhd#neurodivergent#adhd life#madd problems
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desperately wish i could somehow gift you a follower
like 31 is an odd number anyways why cant I just give it to you man?/lh 'j
(realized like halfway through i sound like an ungrateful bitch trying to treat followers like a currency or smth I swear I'm vv grateful for everyone who follows me its more just like idek how I got this far pls just allow me to give it to the people actually deserving ofit- the joke is no longer funny as I've written a paragraph of text explaining It but that's ok i was never funny to begin with)
GHOST DEAR LORD FJSNFKEND
Chill man!!! It was a good joke! You're over thinking things. It's all good, we all love you, take a breath babes
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ok i’m like so mad bc i had quite a long ask brewing i was literally almost done too until it randomly kicked me out (prob tumblr telling me to chill on the long ass asks)
but anyways to answer ur reply yes my grandma asked me if i wanted to go out to eat basically right after i got the courage to stop eating.💔💔and then when we were at the restaurant she asked why i was barely eating LIKE GIRL WHY DO U THINK… but long story short (even tho it’s already long) i now have takeout sitting on the kitchen table as my dinner
anyways what have you been up to babes i’m back after idek how many hours bc my phone died at her house and i was too lazy to charge it so i just slept lol😭😭😭
sometimes i think of dming you and just talking about anything bc i love making new friends and stuff and also bc ik my super big asks might be taking up ppls feed and i feel bad but at the same time i’m scared cause i made a new acc and since i don’t have any mutuals but since i don’t have any mutuals i don’t post if ykwim😭😭
but also ugh this girl is so sweet i’m like losing my mind and i agree i also lovee nerds like ugh they’re so cute but i’ll def work on not trying to pretend to know things cause that’s 1000% smth i would do bc if someone explains smth to me and i don’t get it the first or maybe even second time i’ll just start pretending like i get it so they don’t get annoyed😓😓 but like i wanna go sooo bad but i’m like so nervous at the same time BUT I CANT PASS UP THE OPPORTUNITY???
- 🌉
THIS HAPPENS TO ME FAR TOO OFTEN I’ll be answering an ask, go out of tumblr and then it will delete. like hello.
LMAOOO what’d you get??
i was chilling with my friend and playing games, went to lunch and started going through photos that’s really all i did today after my shoot
you sound like twin never charging her phone smh
i know what you mean!! i posted before i had anyyy mutuals so it was pretty isolating but once i made some this app truly changed for me!! don’t fell scared to dm me but don’t feel like you have to 🫶🏻🫶🏻 completely up to you
DONT PASS IT UP YOULL REGRET IT TRUST
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coco sharbat! hi! i didn't tell you but i started playing genshin bc i switched to a phone that has more space!!! and i enjoy it but i also want to burn it. i hate the whopperflowers fuck the whopperflowers i hate how you have to go still and just take whatever they're blasting you can't even Move. and its taking sooo long like im still on the archon question for mondstadt i took sooo long for my flying exam 😭 i have kaeya amber and lisa. i want to meet diluc, im at AR idek atp. its so addictive. ok i just wanted to update you (i will be answering those asks im sorry it's taking so long i just want to go into detail and i keep overthinking it :')) i need to finish ny assignments. ok love you byeee xoxo <333 mwah
m littl laddu ! ! ! (´ ꒳｀ ྀི) bugsy in genshieland ?? im so happie 2 hear u're giving it a whirl — even moreso 2 hear u're having fun ! ! ⭐️ the whopperflowers rllie are demons emerged frm the lowest depths of hell . . . they r a vewy annoying enemy to fight i agree . && noooo omgie i find tht a lot of the mini - quests wher u try out diff gameplays ( like flying ) are quite tedious n bothersome early game . . but they deffies do get more accessible the more u progress :3 actually , the archon quests + story quests + many aspects of the game in general improve drastically as u move along ! ! which part of the mondstadt quest r u on ?? i see frm ur new ask tht u hv met diluc . . do u hv any thoughts on the charas so far ? EEE i cant wait for u to get to liyue n meet zhongli . . :3 n then to sumeru when u meet haithie :3 n kaveh :3 n all the sumeru lovelies ! ! ! u must keep mi updated okies ?! aaah it rllie did make mi so giddy to read this askie when u sent it in a few daiz ago . . ♡♡
( answering ur other ask about diluc below the cut tehe c: )
HEEHEE BUGSY (๑>◡<๑) . . . diluc rllie is quintessential traumatized victorian man written by jane austen ﾉ emily bronte . . hv u gotten around to his story quest yet ?? oooh if u want to get him in game — u must hv good luck . vvv goodest luck ( it took mi . . 2+ yrs to get him for miself T T ) . . is hard bcos he is only a ' standard ' character an' not a ' limited ' character . m brain is feeling rather mushy rn n i cant find it in mi to properly explain 2 u but i Can direct u to dis post instead — genshin pity system for dummies ! ! ! i hope it helps a lil hehe
#( ˶˘ ³˘(｡˃ ᵕ ˂｡ ྀི)#ps dont feel rushed at All 2 answer those askies i sent u ! ! ! ill be here to read ur replies no matter when u end up posting them ♡!
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A confession - after years
hey ovra, how you doing lately? havent heard from you for long and im sure im missing out a lottt
i think weve talked about our past a lot right bhahah and everytime we done that i felt extremely warmth so today tonight let me enjoy that for a moment, i wanted to get back to the past for just a bit more :)
we meet on a random quite night at engrp that time, i clearly remember i was just get into this world and trying to fit in badly i started sending bio a couple times and somehow somewhat i cant recall the memories about who reach one of us frist but im sure the thing that we talked about was music all the time. things were going smoothly we getting close we glued to each other so bad we goin thru downhill for years but here we are, we make it. even though it isnt that easy even though at the end we were nothing, just kind of accept each other the way we are.
but today perhaps id break your heart in the most painful way. all these time i wonder will i ever find a language to speak of the things that haunt me the most..now i have, i have found it. you remember when we decided to exchange each others real life identity? at that time i was really really excited and scared. im happy that id finally got to know you more and yeah im scared worried and anxious. idek what should i say to you about me, i clearly know that lying was not a good solution to make you stay but what can i do? im to scared to lose you im afraid id lose everything just because im trying to be my self. so then i decided to told you that yes i am the man that u wanted all along.
not a single word can explain my heart without yours. i go to bed and fall asleep wishing you were here all the time. yet i know u can only appear in my dreams. we’re happy in them. we can dance in the kitchen as much as we can we can read book together in the floor we can watch the show together we can stare to eachother’s eyes as much as we wanted too. my heart physically aches without your soul and my mind is full of the words i never got to say. the words i wish i can kiss onto your lips and engrave into your skin. i love you more than my body can take, for everytime i hear your name my heart breaks all over again. i think of you hundred and hundred times in a day. I suffer in my loving i hope you understand.
"My greatest pain is that you never got to know me and never wanted to know me."
what is done out of love always takes place beyond good and evil. i feel miserable ever since it takes me a while to gave you my ‘own’ picture, name and things cause i think about it more and more and yeah i told you that i was the boy from jogja who happened to live with her grand mother. i mean its all true the lies is that i was a boy and i ride a big big motorcycle daily. honestly i only use it a couple times cause it was my bff’s thing. remember the boy who i send it picture to you? it also was my bestfriend. the same damned person. cause you know i had no idea of who other person i should be.
pretending to be a guy was never easy for me, i feel like i was hurting my own pride and it breaks my heart in many ways cause man i swore i to you i wanted to be free free to tell you how my days really went thru how my friendships was really like i want you to know all of me but theres a wall that i made it self wich prevent me to be myself. i loved you like no other so i dont know where i went wrong my heart still yearns for you, the place that i belong.
for a long time i wanted you to know about me, and today the day has come.. i dont know how to feel about it. but the only thing i surely feel is relived. to be free is often to be lonely, this haunted me all the time.
i may not be that expressive, but i want to thank u for being my comfort person. you've been there for me when no one else was. you became more than everything that I've ever asked for, there is no one better than you because you bring the best in me, you became my home, my rest, my solace. you've helped me get through some tough times without u knowing it. you've been there listening to my rants and struggles without you invalidating my feelings. I really value and appreciate you more than u'll ever know. and if at some point, I'm gonna lose you, i will still be grateful.
because once upon a time, i had u by my side. and that's all that matters.
letting you ‘go’ was probably the hardest decision i ever made knowing well how much I still love you and how much i want "us" to work.
i know that i am ruined and that im ruining others.…. i am i am a bad person. please hate me i would like that more than being left in silent.
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