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simplygoingmadd · 1 year
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blasting my silly little music and creating my silly little daydreams so i don’t lose my silly little mind
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skiaismadd · 2 years
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does anyone else have a plot in their daydreams but they have like different routes like “okay but what if this happened instead” and u pause the main plot… kinda like choice based video games 💀
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madd-rot · 2 years
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“Social battery used up, I’m off to a world inside my own head”
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a-random-daydreamer · 3 months
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Just now realizing that if I die, my paras die. Like. They aren’t real. They only live in my head. If I die. They won’t be there to mourn me.
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maddakai · 5 months
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It really is so sad that I have to daydream to cope with life.
And I’ve done it for so long now that nothing in reality will ever be enough because it isn’t just like my daydreams..
Sure it may be the safest coping skill but it also has taken me away from experiencing life like I want too. I know they aren’t the healthiest of choices I’d make but at least I would have some fun memories!
But tbh I don’t think my life would have been great either way, I have like 5 disorders that make socializing a problem & my self esteem a problem.
In conclusion my life sucks and I won’t ever be able to replicate my daydreams into reality and reality will always suck for me.
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barramundi · 8 months
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hey maladaptive daydream community it's me again (who
so, after going through assessment (?) with a neuropsychologist and a psychiatrist, turns out my maladaptive daydreaming was me being schizoid 🫠 yay now i know that I have schizoid personality disorder AND adhd!! kind of a wild ride.. at first I was kinda shocked but after processing it, I realized that both these conditions literally make perfect sense with everything I feel and experience.. wow just wow
so yeah, I started taking antipsychotics and here's what happened: my veritbond disappeared. literally disappeared; he's gone, Lowell is gone (his name is Lowell).. ok wait, he didn't disappear completely, I still think about him and visit his stories but it just feels like he has merged with me and now he isn't around anymore.... bc he's just me yk......... hmm.... and strangely, I don't feel bad about it (I felt lonely for a couple days but I'm good now thanks to antidepressants too)
I've been talking to myself less, losing myself in daydreams less and I feel more in touch with reality in general. I still daydream and I still feel my imagination run wild sometimes, but in a more controlled, organized way. the chaos has calmed down you know
so... idk what I want out of this post, maybe give a heads up to anyone seriously struggling with maladaptive daydreaming like I was... maybe you're in the schizo spectrum?? I wish these assessments and diagnostics were more accessible UGH anyway thanks guys you are brave and cool, never forget that!!!!!
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when you randomly change the context in your paracosm
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homemadde-nightmares · 2 months
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Sometimes I cringe at myself having fictparas but then I remind myself that it’s basically just fanfic on steroids
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hopefulhaven · 7 months
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anyone else with maladaptive daydreaming disorder have paras that are your partner or queer platonic partner? I’m wondering if it’s common,,I have one and I love him very dearly <3 he’s been around for at least 5 years now which is pretty crazy to think about
I don’t really like referring to him as a “para” because he feels a lot more personal than that but. yknow what I mean
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CHARACTER FLAW TAG GAME
I found this and thought it might be fun. Unfortunately, I don't know who started/made it. But anyway, all you have to do is bold whatever "flaws" apply to your para(s)!
CALYPSO
absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | aimless | alcoholic | anxious | arrogant | audacious | bad liar | bigmouth | bigot | blindly obedient | blunt | callous | childish | chronic heroism | clingy | clumsy | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cowardly | cruel | cynical | delinquent | delusional | dependent | depressed | deranged | disloyal | ditzy | egotistical | envious | erratic | fickle | finicky | flaky | frail | fraudulent | guilt complex | gloomy | gluttonous | gossiper | gruff | gullible | hedonistic | humorless | hypochondriac | hypocritical | idealist | idiotic | ignorant | immature | impatient | incompetent | indecisive | insecure | insensitive | lazy | lewd | liar | lustful | manipulative | masochistic | meddlesome | melodramatic | money-loving | moody | naive | nervous | nosy | ornery | overprotective | overly sensitive | paranoid | passive-aggressive | perfectionist | pessimist | petty | power-hungry | proud | pushover | reckless | reclusive | remorseless | rigorous | sadistic | sarcastic | senile | selfish | self-martyr | shallow | sociopath | sore loser | spineless | spiteful | spoiled | stubborn | tactless | temperamental | timid | tone-deaf | traitorous | nonathletic | ungracious | unlucky | unsophisticated | untrustworthy | vain | withdrawn | workaholic
ELLIOTT
absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | aimless | alcoholic | anxious | arrogant | audacious | bad liar | bigmouth | bigot | blindly obedient | blunt | callous | childish | chronic heroism | clingy | clumsy | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cowardly | cruel | cynical | delinquent | delusional | dependent | depressed | deranged | disloyal | ditzy | egotistical | envious | erratic | fickle | finicky | flaky | frail | fraudulent | guilt complex | gloomy | gluttonous | gossiper | gruff | gullible | hedonistic | humorless | hypochondriac | hypocritical | idealist | idiotic | ignorant | immature | impatient | incompetent | indecisive | insecure | insensitive | lazy | lewd | liar | lustful | manipulative | masochistic | meddlesome | melodramatic | money-loving | moody | naive | nervous | nosy | ornery | overprotective | overly sensitive | paranoid | passive-aggressive | perfectionist | pessimist | petty | power-hungry | proud | pushover | reckless | reclusive | remorseless | rigorous | sadistic | sarcastic | senile | selfish | self-martyr | shallow | sociopath | sore loser | spineless | spiteful | spoiled | stubborn | tactless | temperamental | timid | tone-deaf | traitorous | nonathletic | ungracious | unlucky | unsophisticated | untrustworthy | vain | withdrawn | workaholic
JANE
absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | aimless | alcoholic | anxious | arrogant | audacious | bad liar | bigmouth | bigot | blindly obedient | blunt | callous | childish | chronic heroism | clingy | clumsy | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cowardly | cruel | cynical | delinquent | delusional | dependent | depressed | deranged | disloyal | ditzy | egotistical | envious | erratic | fickle | finicky | flaky | frail | fraudulent | guilt complex | gloomy | gluttonous | gossiper | gruff | gullible | hedonistic | humorless | hypochondriac | hypocritical | idealist | idiotic | ignorant | immature | impatient | incompetent | indecisive | insecure | insensitive | lazy | lewd | liar | lustful | manipulative | masochistic | meddlesome | melodramatic | money-loving | moody | naive | nervous | nosy | ornery | overprotective | overly sensitive | paranoid | passive-aggressive | perfectionist | pessimist | petty | power-hungry | proud | pushover | reckless | reclusive | remorseless | rigorous | sadistic | sarcastic | senile | selfish | self-martyr | shallow | sociopath | sore loser | spineless | spiteful | spoiled | stubborn | tactless | temperamental | timid | tone-deaf | traitorous | nonathletic | ungracious | unlucky | unsophisticated | untrustworthy | vain | withdrawn | workaholic
JORDAN
absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | aimless | alcoholic | anxious | arrogant | audacious | bad liar | bigmouth | bigot | blindly obedient | blunt | callous | childish | chronic heroism | clingy | clumsy | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cowardly | cruel | cynical | delinquent | delusional | dependent | depressed | deranged | disloyal | ditzy | egotistical | envious | erratic | fickle | finicky | flaky | frail | fraudulent | guilt complex | gloomy | gluttonous | gossiper | gruff | gullible | hedonistic | humorless | hypochondriac | hypocritical | idealist | idiotic | ignorant | immature | impatient | incompetent | indecisive | insecure | insensitive | lazy | lewd | liar | lustful | manipulative | masochistic | meddlesome | melodramatic | money-loving | moody | naive | nervous | nosy | ornery | overprotective | overly sensitive | paranoid | passive-aggressive | perfectionist | pessimist | petty | power-hungry | proud | pushover | reckless | reclusive | remorseless | rigorous | sadistic | sarcastic | senile | selfish | self-martyr | shallow | sociopath | sore loser | spineless | spiteful | spoiled | stubborn | tactless | temperamental | timid | tone-deaf | traitorous | nonathletic | ungracious | unlucky | unsophisticated | untrustworthy | vain | withdrawn | workaholic
ROWAN
absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | aimless | alcoholic | anxious | arrogant | audacious | bad liar | bigmouth | bigot | blindly obedient | blunt | callous | childish | chronic heroism | clingy | clumsy | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cowardly | cruel | cynical | delinquent | delusional | dependent | depressed | deranged | disloyal | ditzy | egotistical | envious | erratic | fickle | finicky | flaky | frail | fraudulent | guilt complex | gloomy | gluttonous | gossiper | gruff | gullible | hedonistic | humorless | hypochondriac | hypocritical | idealist | idiotic | ignorant | immature | impatient | incompetent | indecisive | insecure | insensitive | lazy | lewd | liar | lustful | manipulative | masochistic | meddlesome | melodramatic | money-loving | moody | naive | nervous | nosy | ornery | overprotective | overly sensitive | paranoid | passive-aggressive | perfectionist | pessimist | petty | power-hungry | proud | pushover | reckless | reclusive | remorseless | rigorous | sadistic | sarcastic | senile | selfish | self-martyr | shallow | sociopath | sore loser | spineless | spiteful | spoiled | stubborn | tactless | temperamental | timid | tone-deaf | traitorous | nonathletic | ungracious | unlucky | unsophisticated | untrustworthy | vain | withdrawn | workaholic
TOBY
absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | aimless | alcoholic | anxious | arrogant | audacious | bad liar | bigmouth | bigot | blindly obedient | blunt | callous | childish | chronic heroism | clingy | clumsy | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cowardly | cruel | cynical | delinquent | delusional | dependent | depressed | deranged | disloyal | ditzy | egotistical | envious | erratic | fickle | finicky | flaky | frail | fraudulent | guilt complex | gloomy | gluttonous | gossiper | gruff | gullible | hedonistic | humorless | hypochondriac | hypocritical | idealist | idiotic | ignorant | immature | impatient | incompetent | indecisive | insecure | insensitive | lazy | lewd | liar | lustful | manipulative | masochistic | meddlesome | melodramatic | money-loving | moody | naive | nervous | nosy | ornery | overprotective | overly sensitive | paranoid | passive-aggressive | perfectionist | pessimist | petty | power-hungry | proud | pushover | reckless | reclusive | remorseless | rigorous | sadistic | sarcastic | senile | selfish | self-martyr | shallow | sociopath | sore loser | spineless | spiteful | spoiled | stubborn | tactless | temperamental | timid | tone-deaf | traitorous | nonathletic | ungracious | unlucky | unsophisticated | untrustworthy | vain | withdrawn | workaholic
TAGGING: @paraesthetics @sugarcoatedsadism @ohnoesmytacos @fallingmaddlyinlove @fourhearts-paracosm @daydreaming-memories @daydream-ideas
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bunnynoia · 2 months
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*picks u up by the scruff of ur neck to show u off to friends* guys look
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simplygoingmadd · 10 months
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skiaismadd · 1 year
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me daydreaming about my para committing a crime
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madd-rot · 1 year
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Okay MaDDers I gotta ask, do you guys have different playlists for different paras or paracosms??? Or is it one giant ‘fuck it we ball’ playlist??
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girlofhoneyandglass · 23 hours
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my brain just constructed a whole cult/organized group/gang thing for my paras?!
without me planning ANYTHING!?
so like imma make a post explaining it later but we so far have fucking colour codes, bandanas that are colour coded, a FUCKING HIERARCHY?! and and a new character but hes kinda an older version of one of my earliest ones?! idkkkkk
I'm going insane you guys
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maddakai · 7 months
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Idk if I’m blind or not looking in the right places but I want to see people post their paras and give lots of details about them!!!! I’m so curious!!!! I want to see who makes you happy and keeps you up at night and who you traumatize to death 😆
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