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m4ndysk4nkovich · 8 months
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lip and ian / frank and monica
i have so many feelings about them- specifically in 7x08. that episode was very ian and lip, and i think the best part of that episode was this still of ian’s face after lip grabs him and screams at him
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his face here is barely visible but it’s so telling. he’s breathing heavily and in shock and overall just seems almost scared. and like, i get it, i would react the same way because who wouldn’t, but something about the way he looks at lip reminds me of this
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and i just know that he saw a little bit of frank in lip when he did that. maybe he thought of the story lip told about frank being sober when they were 9 & 10 and then going back to being a drunk, maybe for a second he just associated that with lip.
and not like this was purposeful (or was it?) but ian’s literally wearing the same shirt just in a different color.
lip isn’t frank, just like how ian isn’t monica. they both know this, but still the way they look at their parents vs at each other is similar.
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(lip looking at monica when she was manic)
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(lip looking at ian when he was manic)
or take lip’s monologue about ian from season six for example,
“you know, he thinks… being bipolar means he’s doomed to be a piece of shit like our mother. maybe it’s true.” “maybe it’s not.”
and just the whole dummy & alcoholic gene thing from season 1 made it so clear that something would happen to both of them.
and the fact that ian is always told he looks like monica and lip is always told he looks like frank, it’s just soul crushing.
and they both date people like their parents. ian dates older guys to fill the void frank created. lip dates unstable (usually blonde) women to fill the void monica created.
in ways, they are like their parents.
both frank and lip were academically smart, both of them were poor but had promising futures, and both of them are attracted to craziness/crazy women. (plus they’re alcoholics).
both monica and ian are caring people. they both have been used by people, specifically used in a sexual way. they’re both queer. (and they’re both mentally ill).
but the similarity between the two brothers is that they want recovery. they don’t want to be like their parents. ian wants his stability back. lip wants his sobriety back. monica was unmedicated, frank was beyond repair, but lip and ian wanted to change and they didn’t want the lives that frank and monica lived.
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Prompt idea! I got so sad when Ian was talking about missing Monica at the wedding. I would love to see what would have happened if Monica was still alive and attended the Gallavich wedding.
Ian was fidgeting behind the little wooden divider, it was almost time for the music to start and for the procession to begin.
He was a fucking wreck, but in the best way.
His heart was both pounding and fluttering at the same time, his hands were sweaty, and his stomach was in knots.
He wasn't afraid that they were doing the wrong thing, he was just so excited to be marrying his best friend, the love of his life, his fucking soulmate.
Ian felt a hand on his shoulder and was surprised to see Monica standing there, last he had seen her was with Frank in the audience.
She was standing there in a blush colored dress with embroidered white flowers and green leaves decorating it. The skirt was long and flouncy like she usually liked, reminding Ian of when she would play dress up with them as kids.
"Hi mom, what are you doing up here? It's about to start?" Ian asked looking towards the doors at the end of the aisle where he could see Franny peeking out.
"I wanted to make sure that you were sure about this, about him." Monica's soft wispy voice made Ian turn back to her surprised.
Her eyes widened at his expression, "Not that you don't love him, and not that he doesn't love you, but I want to make sure that if he's marrying you, he's marrying all of you, and isn't going to try and change you." She brought her hands up to cup Ian's face, "My sweet sweet boy." She murmured softly, her thumbs caressing his cheeks.
Ian smiled, he could feel the tears welling in his eyes, "I'm sure mom, Mickey, loves me, and he isn't, he doesn't," Ian sighed, "he knows that that my bipolar isn't going anywhere, and he's going to be with me to take it one step at a time."
Monica nodded, the tears welling in her own eyes, she pulled Ian's face down and stood on her tiptoes, placing a kiss on his forehead.
"In that case, I wanted to make sure you had the four things." She grinned, her mouth rising in the corner, her eyes crinkling at the sides.
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"The four things?" Ian's brow furrowed, he had no Idea what she was talking about.
"You know, the something old, something new, something borrowed and something blue. Those four things." She held her hands out and nodded her head for emphasis.
Ian laughed, "That stuff is for the bride."
Monica shrugged, "Well there is no bride, and you don't know for sure that Mickey has those things right?"
Ian hesitated in answering.
"Right, so we need to figure out your four things quick."
Ian's mind started to race, "Okay um, something new, my tux." He tugged at the black embellished jacket he was wearing, Mickey really had an eye for little details, which is why his groomzilla act paid off.
"Okay, now just the something borrowed, something old, and something blue." Monica recited her hands patting at pockets that weren't there trying to conjure up something.
"Do Mickey's eyes count as a blue?" Ian asked looking at her, surprised at how worried he was about this little scrap of tradition she had wanted him to have for his wedding.
"I don't know if they do, but if we can't find anything else blue then sure they'll work. His eyes are rather gorgeous." She giggled.
Ian grinned in relief, "Okay so now just something old and something borrowed."
"Oh! Wait I think I got something, wait here!" She hurried down the steps to the little stage and passed Lip on the way.
"Stall em!" She hissed at him with a grin as she hurried away.
Lip's brow furrowed and he jerked his thumb back towards her as he approached Ian, "What's with her?"
Ian wanted to pace, but the stupid leg brace made it hard to maneuver and he wanted to save the strength and energy for the wedding.
"She's looking for something old, something borrowed, and something blue."
"Isn't that the job for the bride? Doesn't Mickey have it?" Lip asked looking towards where Franny was standing at Tami's side while she held Freddie at the end of the aisle.
"I don't know, but I don't want to skimp on tradition." Ian gave his brother a nervous smile.
"I thought the Gallagher tradition was to knock up the bride while doped out on PCP in a Steranello's bathroom." Lip laughed.
A laugh erupted from Ian's lips, "Well considering I can't knock Mickey up, I think I'll stick with this tradition."
Lip looked up at his younger brother and could feel the nerves rolling off of him in waves. He glanced at Tami again and got an idea, "I'll be right back!" He clapped Ian on the shoulder and hurried past him.
Ian watched as Lip rushed down the aisle to Tami and reached for her hair, Tami swatted his hand away until he explained something, gesturing to Ian.
Tami rolled her eyes, Ian could see that from there, and nodded, handing Freddie off to Lip she reached up to her hair and maneuvered parts of it around.
Pulling something out she handed it to Lip and took Freddie back from him and Lip gave her a kiss before rushing back up to Ian.
Panting he held out what he had stolen from his girlfriend, "Here, something borrowed."
Extending from his hand was one of those sparkly hair things, a curly spring looking end with a rhinestone top.
"What the fuck is this?" Ian asked fingering the little metal hairpiece.
"It's like a hair clip, but you twist it in place instead of clipping it. It's small so it won't be super noticeable but it's something borrowed, take it or risk your wedding and marriage being jinxed forever."
"Fuck you." Ian chuckled taking the twisty little thing from Lip, "How the fuck am I supposed to put it in?" He asked.
Lip rolled his eyes and took the piece back from Ian and waved for him to lean down a bit.
"Fucking gangly asshole." Lip muttered while he twisted the little rhinestone into Ian's hair.
"Just jealous." Ian taunted.
Lip smirked and gave one of Ian's little baby curls a tug.
"Right, now just need something old, and something blue." Ian muttered to himself.
"Want me to check with Carl and Liam see what they have?" Lip asked.
Monica ran back to them, one hand clutched a crumpled piece of blue paper, then other was dragging Frank.
Lip rolled his eyes, "Good luck, I'll stall if they try to start."
Monica smiled and tried to flatten the paper before reaching up and slipping it into Ian's tux pocket, just a single blue corner peeking out near his boutinniere.
"Son, your mother tells me you are in need of something old." Frank grandeured with his hands outstretched.
Ian rolled his eyes, "Yes and no offense, it's not going to be you hanging out up here with me while Mickey walks down the aisle."
Frank and Monica laughed, Frank reaching up clapping Ian's shoulder, "No son, this is something you could use as your old."
Frank pulled a small bottle of amber liquid out of his inner suit pocket and handed it to him.
Ian's brow furrowed and his lip curled as he looked at the bottle, "What is this?" He asked glancing up at Frank for a moment.
"That is aged whiskey, Lucky Find, it's a good brand, aged thirty years, that can count as your something old. The bottle is small enough to just slip in your pocket, and you'll have something to drink with your new husband on the honeymoon."
Ian looked at the little bottle with the pretty label image of a night sky with stars over the top of it. He felt tears prick his eyes again, "It's, actually perfect." He said looking up at Frank, and then to Monica smiling.
Frank grinned and reached up to grasp Ian's shoulder, "I'm proud of you son, I'm happy for you. I hope your marriage to Mickey is as full of adventure and love as mine has been to your mother." he turned to Monica who was smiling, her hands clasped in front of her, twisting from side to side so her skirt swirled around her legs.
Ian could hardly think of a worse picture for marital bliss, but he knew Frank and Monica did love each other, even with their faults.
"Thanks dad." Ian murmured softly.
Frank looked at Ian in surprise and he grinned reaching up and wrapping his arms around Ian in a tight hug, Ian's soft smile was hidden as he gave Frank a small hug back.
"Thanks mom." Ian loosened his grip around Frank and wrapped his arms around Monica.
"Anything for you my sweet prince." Monica breathed giving him the tightest hug that he can remember ever getting from her.
As their hug loosened the music began to start, Ian's eyes widened and he looked to the front of the aisle where Tami was starting to carry Freddie and walk towards the front.
"Go marry that boy, you look at each other like you hung the moon and stars for one another." Monica gave Ian the smallest nudge towards the front of the stage and he nodded.
Monica and Frank turned and headed back to their seats as Ian made his way to the center of the stage near the pastor.
He watched as Tami and Freddie came down the aisle and slid into a spot near the front seats.
Franny came next tossing her little rose petals, throwing a wad at Frank as he made bunny ears at her, then she plopped into the seat next to Debbie.
"At last..."
Ian looked to the end of the aisle where he saw Mickey standing, arm in arm with Sandy, his face nervous, but excited, just how Ian felt.
Ian smiled so big it was hurting his cheeks.
Mickey's face relaxed as he and Sandy made their way to the front.
Everything was white noise in the background, all Ian could see, hear, take in, was that his soul mate was walking towards him, and they were about to be married.
"I Mikhailo, take you Ian."
Ian felt the wetness in the corners of his eyes as his husband spoke his vows, as his lips formed the words to eternally bond them. He noticed Mickey's eyes flickering all over his face, but also slipping to his hair, his brows scrunching the tiniest bit before flitting back to his eyes.
"I Ian, take you, Mickey."
Mickey's eyes were beginning to gather moisture, his sweet sensitive almost husband was about to start crying, but so was he.
"I now pronounce you, husband and husband."
The words snapped Ian out of the trance he was falling into with Mickey, he looked to the pastor, "Now?" He asked uncertain.
She nodded and smiled, "yes, now."
He grinned and cupped Mickey's face in his hands and pulled him into a kiss.
All the sounds erupted around them, whistling, clapping, cheering. He was losing himself in the sounds, but also in his husband's touch.
They broke apart and Mickey's gentle hands cupped each side of Ian's face, his eyes searching, tracing over him.
"What the fuck is that in your hair?" Mickey asked in the softest whisper, unable to stop smiling.
"It's my something borrowed." Ian murmured.
Mickey rolled his eyes and they both turned to the crowd, they entwined their hands and started to walk down the aisle, the cheering grew louder.
They raised their hands together above their heads and walked down the aisle together, off to hide until the reception was set up.
Once they were hidden away in a side room they wrapped around each other like octopi, hands travelling everywhere, lips unable to break apart.
Mickey grunted and pulled away, "That a bottle in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?" He asked with a smirk, his brows waggling suggestively.
"Both." Ian laughed pulling the little bottle of whiskey out of his pocket.
"Oh nice, what's this?" Mickey asked grabbing at the bottle, looking it over carefully.
"It's my something old, aged whiskey."
"Okay what the fuck are you talking about?" Mickey laughed as he worked the lid off of the whiskey bottle.
"Mom asked if we were doing the something old, new, borrowed, blue thing and I told her I didn't know if you had, so we gathered everything together." Ian explained.
"You dork, I had that covered, but it's nice that she was trying to help you with that little tradition." Mickey said softly.
"Oh, well I'm glad you had it too. Now we're double traditioned to start our martial life with." Ian laughed.
"What all did you get?" Mickey asked raising one brow taking a swig from the bottle before offering it to Ian.
"Something old, the whiskey from Frank, something new, the tux from you, something borrowed, whatever the fuck this thing is." Ian gave the little twisty thing a tug and showed it to Mickey, wincing in pain as it tugged a couple of hairs loose.
"From Tami, and something blue, this piece of paper from mom." Ian grabbed at the paper folded in his pocket.
Mickey looked from the rhinestone thing to the piece of paper Ian was pulling out of his pocket, he could see some blotches of ink bleeding through.
"What's it say?" Mickey asked tilting his head to the side.
"What?" Ian asked looking at the paper, "Oh I didn't realize it had anything on it, I thought it was just a piece of blue paper."
Ian looked up to Mickey as he unfolded the paper.
His moms handwriting looked back up at him.
My sweet Ian,
Today you and Mickey are going to get married.
I'm so happy that I'm able to be here to watch you take these steps together.
That you are taking each other in love as well as life.
I've loved you since the first moment I saw you Ian, and it's a look I see in Mickey's eyes when you're together.
I can tell that your marriage is going to be something for the ages.
I love you so much Ian, you're my little sunshine.
I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be.
I'm so proud of you.
Love, Mom
Mickey's thumb wiped the tears that were sliding down Ian's cheek, tenderly drying his skin until the tears stopped flowing.
"You okay?: Mickey asked softly, his eyes searching his face, the blue so deeply full of love that Ian could hardly bear it.
Ian nodded, "I'm just so happy." He choked back a sob, throwing his arms around his husband and squeezing him tightly.
"I am too." Mickey murmured into his ear, squeezing Ian back just as tightly.
"I love you Mickey." Ian whispered, placing a kiss on his lips.
Mickey's cheeks swirled with pink, "I'd hope so considering we just got hitched." He chuckled.
Ian rolled his eyes, and placed a kiss to his husband's forehead, "C'mon, let's see if the reception is ready." Ian nodded his head and walked with Mickey, each of them grabbing the others hand, making their way to the dance floor.
Red, pink, purple, blue lights shone around them as the music played.
Mickey tugged Ian towards the dance floor and gestured towards the beers. Ian nodded and loosened his grip on Mickey's hand so he could go get them drinks.
As Mickey walked to the table Monica came up to Ian, holding a hand out, "Aren't you going to dance with your husband?" She asked gently."
Ian chuckled, "He's grabbing us drinks." He nodded towards Mickey at the bar and then looked back at his mom.
"Well in that case, think I can steal a dance?"
Ian smiled, his hand reaching up to her, he grinned back broadly and grabbed Ian's hand in hers as he took her to the dance floor. He watched Mickey as he danced with his mom, standing mostly in one place because of his leg.
But Monica didn't care.
She laughed and danced around him until Mickey came back, then she gave Ian another hug and a kiss, then wrapped her arms around Mickey.
"Welcome to the family kiddo." She gave him the tightest hug she could, and kissed his cheek before walking over to Frank.
Ian smiled as she walked to Frank, then he turned to Mickey and reached for him, taking one of the beers in one hand and then grabbing his free one.
"Guys it's time to cut the cake!" Debbie hissed at them as Franny was looking at the towering dessert.
"We're comin." Mickey huffed rolling his eyes at his newest younger sister.
Ian laughed, and as if to prelude for the rest of their lives, walked with Mickey.
Hand in Hand.
Husband and Husband.
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i-l0st-myself-again · 2 years
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Πάντα θα υπάρχουν άνθρωποι που θα προσπαθούν να μας γιατρέψουν. Και δεν θα μπορέσεις να τους κάνεις ποτέ ευτυχισμένους. Σαν να τους ραγίζει η καρδιά και μόνο που σε βλέπουν. Μπορεί να έχουν καλές προθέσεις, αλλά έχεις ανάγκη να είσαι με ανθρώπους που σε αποδέχονται για αυτό που είσαι. Και υπάρχουν. Δεν θα έπρεπε ποτέ να απολογείσαι που είσαι ο εαυτός σου.
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DERRY GIRLS
2.05 - THE PROM
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thirstyvampyr · 8 days
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He isn't afraid to kiss me
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lyricailove · 29 days
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Does it ever hit you that because of Frank and Monica's emotional detachment, all of the Gallagher's seek out affection from romantic partners? But like to an almost obsessive degree.
Fiona's is obvious. She's hypersexual and falls in love easily. She will downplay her issues with Frank as something she's grown used to, but it's clear that it still affects her. She also does the same when it comes to Monica but I feel like her hostility towards other women comes from how she doesn't trust Monica, doesn't really trust herself, and sees those insecurities on other women. Ex: Her treatment of Mandy and distrust of her around Lip.
Lip is a classic case of a man dealing with his mommy issues by making it every woman's problem. He's hostile towards his romantic partners when they want a real commitment from him and he talks to women with so much disrespect that it's a wonder someone hasn't stomped his ass out yet. He's especially harsh towards his own sisters even though they've been the one's who have been there for him. He may hate Frank but he's noticeably giving and extremely forgiving towards men, even those he's only known for a short while. Almost like the story about the turtle was just as much about him hoping that he could fix Frank as it was about Frank crushing his hopes of a real father figure.
Ian being groomed is in no way his fault and is the fault of the creeps who pursued him. But I can't ignore the fact that Frank's abuse and neglect opened him up the further abuse he suffered at the hands of Kash and Ned. It's no coincidence that both Kash and Ned shower Ian with gifts and compliments about how impressive, smart, and mature he is.
Debbie 1. deals with comphet in the first few seasons, and 2. Feels ignored by her family so she tries to create her own family. Debbie is visibly the one most affected by Frank's issues and even when she for all intents and purposes gives up on him, it still affects her. Frank's hurtful words about her only finding love with someone "just as fucked up as she is" pushes her to put consider a dangerous situation with Heidi. She's also someone who struggles with control issues because she needs to help other people. She's a problem solver by nature. It's just that the two problems she wishes she could solve more than anything are out of her hands (Frank and Monica). She can't fix Frank's addiction, his selfishness, or his abusive tendencies. She can't fix Monica's wanderlust, her avoidance, or her aversion to long-term commitment.
Carl is so good at masking his emotions. It's easy to miss. But then you notice things like his attachment to Fiona, his absolute devotion to the girls he likes, and his need to protect. Carl is hypersexual, even though I've seen it rarely brought up in fandom, and longs for a long-term girlfriend. When he does get girlfriends he's all in from the beginning. When Carl loves someone he is all about them. He's so casual when it comes to talking about Frank and Monica, but that doesn't mean those feelings aren't there and they aren't affecting him.
Liam is still young so we don't get to see him in a relationship. He's the one Gallagher who's consistently treated like an actual kid. Probably the one who has the best chance at healthy emotional attachments. But then again, Fiona leaving most likely did a number on him and we weren't privy to what that looks like for him because the latter seasons forgot how to do long-term storytelling and emotional payoff. All we know is that he doesn't remember Monica, Frank being gone makes him an orphan and he's worried about where he's gonna live because Lip forgot that Liam was technically under Frank's care. We didn't get to see it, but I'd say Liam's first emotional crash is probably on the horizon.
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deedala · 6 months
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Timestamp Gif Roulette ⇆ 05x12: Love Songs (In the Key of Gallagher) ↳Peach + 12 for @lingy910y
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happy Saturday heres what the Derry girls would do if they woke up in a saw trap
erin: not a chance of surviving. like shed think she could outsmart jigsaw easily but let's be honest she would bite it fucking instantly.
michelle: 'what the fuck is this? is this an orgy? is this how orgies start? listen, theres stuff I'm into, like theres a LOT of stuff I'm into, but this is-" trap goes off and she bites it
clare: panics and screams but does manage to escape somehow
james: not a chance of escaping that shit and he knows it
orla: completes the trap and absolutely loves every minute of it. goes home and tells her mammy about the absolutely class escape room shes found. they both do their best to get kidnapped by jigsaw at least once a fortnight. jigsaw lives in fear of them.
granda: "yer stupid prick of a husband has got me stuck in yon saw trap mary!"
sister michael: is jigsaw
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echosluvr · 1 month
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franks least favorite kids being ian and debbie, but them being monicas favorites while fiona and lip r the ones most liked by frank but most unnoticed by monica
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lovekenney · 18 days
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I got a timebomb in my mind mom
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m4ndysk4nkovich · 9 months
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i will never not feel so bad for ian because of how his parents treated him.
as far as we know, ian was the only one who was physically abused by frank throughout his childhood. frank hated ian the most because he “looked the most like his mother” (and the most like frank’s brother, clayton, ian’s actual dad clayton, but nobody actually ever says that) and ian thinking that he looks/acts like monica seriously effects him later on. frank treats him like absolute dog shit, and we hear ian say that when he was six frank locked him in the basement for days. one of the biggest things about shameless is the “cycle of abuse” and frank’s treatment of ian is ironic because from what we know, frank was the only one his parents ever abused (physically, at least).
and for monica, ian was his favorite. i don’t give a shit if fiona says that lip is her favorite, from monica’s first episode’s it’s been apparent that it’s ian. for example- not giving a shit about any of her children’s accomplishments until it comes to ian, and her eyes light up, or making lasagna “ian’s favorite” (it’s not). but being monica’s favorite isn’t actually a good thing. monica seriously abused ian, too, and people don’t always awknolege that. their relationship was built on manipulation, monica’s victim complex, and neglect. she did nothing but use and hurt him, and whether or not she really loved him doesn’t really matter because either way it just hurt him. and the saddest thing is no matter how far away he pushes her, he’s still attached and he still loves her. we don’t know what she truly put him through as a child, but we can assume that it was hell. from ian’s whole speech to her in 7x09 we can tell that he definitely needed her, but she was never there. this is also apparent in fiona’s monologue in 7x12.
also, in season 11 when debbie tells frank, “you ruined love for me!” that definitely also applies to what ian was saying in season 10 about having frank and monica as role models for love. they damaged him so fucking badly and even though he did get a happy ending, he got totally screwed over.
i get that people hate ian for saying that frank was worse than terry in hall of shame, and i made a whole post about that (here!), and although if we’re really thinking about it, yeah, terry was technically worse; ian still went through so much traumatic shit that needs to be taken into account.
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7x10mickey · 8 months
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SHAMELESS CREATORS NETWORK SEPTEMBER THEME - COLORS || breakfast over the years
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xelarale · 3 months
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it still amazes me what an amazing job chloe webb did playing monica gallagher. she was amazing for that role
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hayleythesugarbowl · 9 months
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word count: 3.5k warnings: mild cursing summary: you have been ignoring your growing feelings for your best friend ian, but when you are chosen to do a romantic scene together will those feelings stay hidden?
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ˋ°•*⁀➷ Misread Signs || Angela Giarratana x reader • ☽
word count: 2.2k warnings: none summary: when you start to become really close with courtney, angela takes this as a sign that you aren’t interested in her, until unusual circumstances cause you both to realize each other’s feelings
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Love Hurts || Angela Giarratana x reader • ✧☽
word count: 3.9k warnings: angst summary: you have been in love with angela for months and upon finding out that she is dating someone else, heartbroken you start to distance yourself from her and everything else in your life
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Jealousy, jealousy || Angela Giarratana x reader • ☽
word count: 1.3k warnings: hickeys summary: angela finds herself jealous when another member of the cast flirts with you and she decides to let you know that you’re hers
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Sleepyhead || Angela Giarratana x reader • ♡☽
word count: 0.9k warnings: none summary: a sleepy angela wakes up with you and refuses to let you get out of bed
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Second Chances || Angela Giarratana x reader • ✧☽
word count: 3.3k warnings: none summary: when the smosh cast goes on a company retreat and you and angela are forced to share a hotel room you have the opportunity to rekindle an old romance
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Sweeter than Pie || Angela Giarratana x reader • ♡☽
word count: 1.1k warnings: none summary: when you’re tired from work , angela cooks with you
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Princess || Angela Giarratana x reader • ☽
word count: 2k warnings: sick fic summary: when you start to feel sick during a game night with angela, you let her take care of you for once and she gets to see a different side of you
courtney miller…
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Kiss the Nurse || Courtney Miller x sick!reader • ♡☽
word count: 0.6k warnings: sick fic summary: courtney takes care of you when you’re sick and is rewarded with a kiss from their patient
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Stay With Me || sick!Courtney Miller x reader • ♡☽
word count: 0.7k warnings: sick fic, mild swearing summary: when courtney calls and cancels your date night due to a stomach bug, you don’t hesitate to drop everything and take care of them
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Only You || Courtney Miller x reader • ✧☽
word count: 1.2k warnings: none summary: when you begin to get jealous of courtney and shayne’s relationship, courtney assures you that you’re the one they love
shayne topp…
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Worth the Wait || Shayne Topp x reader • ♡☽
word count: 1.1k warnings: mild swearing summary: shayne is determined to find out what your Halloween costume is this year but you won’t tell him, and when the holiday is finally here he finds it very much worth the wait
julio rodríguez…
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Luckiest Man || Julio Rodríguez x reader • ♡☽
word count: 1.2k warnings: none summary: julio has just won the world series and been named mvp and yet his biggest prize is you, his new fiancée
thomas barrow…
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Even || Thomas Barrow & reader • ☽
word count: 3.4k warnings: cursing, homophobia because it’s jimmy summary: when you, a ladies maid who thomas has never got along with in the past, catch thomas making a move on jimmy you’re forced to decide wether or not to help him out
⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ series ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡
thomas barrow…
ˋ°•*⁀➷ It’s Nice to Have a Friend || Thomas Barrow & friend!reader • ✧♡☽ (finished)
╰┈➤ { Part 1 • Part 2 • Part 3 }
word count: 4.8k warnings: some mild swearing summary: when you start working at downton abbey as a new maid, thomas takes a liking to you and an unexpected relationship forms between you
⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ other writing ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡
ˋ°•*⁀➷ You Can’t Change the Past || an Elena of Avalor inspired short story
word count: 6k warnings: i was a child when i wrote this 🤭 summary: jacques, chancellor of emelda, plagued by regrets, is used to helping his cousin run her kingdom. but when he meets some ghosts of his past and a villain returns is he ready to face it all?
⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ headcanons ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡
dating…
ˋ°•*⁀➷ James McAvoy ♡☽
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Carswell Thorne ♡☽
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Austin Butler ♡
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Smosh-
Shayne Topp ♡☽
Damien Haas ♡
Ian Hecox (part 1) ♡☽
Ian Hecox (part 2) ♡☽
Spencer Agnew ♡☽
Anthony Padilla ♡☽
Angela Giarratana ♡☽
Amanda Lehan-Canto ♡☽
Smosh Women ♡☽
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Joey Tribbiani ♡
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Chandler Bing ♡☽
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Jacques Snicket ♡
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Jack Edwards-
part 1 ♡
part 2 ♡☽
part 3 ♡☽
part 4 ♡☽
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Megara ♡
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Elvis Presley ♡☽
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Simon Cowell ♡
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Chancellor Esteban Flores ♡
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Jarred Kelenic ♡
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Seattle Mariners (Jarred Kelenic part 2, George Kirby, Julio Rodríguez) ♡☽
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Ray Manchester/Captain Man-
ray manchester x reader ♡
ray manchester x smart!reader ♡☽
friends + family…
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Thomas Barrow-
thomas barrow & friend!reader ♡✧
thomas barrow & teen!sister!reader ✧♡☽
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Will Truman ♡
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⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ fandoms i write for ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Downton Abbey
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Harry Potter
ˋ°•*⁀➷ A Series of Unfortunate Events
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Smosh
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Hercules (1997)
ˋ°•*⁀➷ The Lunar Chronicles
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Elena of Avalor
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Friends
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Will and Grace
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Elvis Presley + Elvis (2022)
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Seattle Mariners
ˋ°•*⁀➷ and probably others i’m forgetting so shoot me an ask <3🍒💌
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last updated: 4/29/24
╰┈➤ romanticize, fantasize, nostalgize ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚🩰
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there’s nothing like the terribly specific hurt of growing up always trying to protect your little sibling from your parents, always shielding them and watching them like a hawk and teaching them not to be too loud or too argumentative or too in the way, only to watch your parents get better for them. not perfect, no, but better.
because it means that they always had the capability to be good. they always had the ability to be mature and kind and raise their children with love and easy affection and laughter instead of raised fists and sharp nails and terrible words. they were always capable of change. they just didn’t want to do it for you.
and you don’t want to be jealous because that’s your little baby sister, who you love, who you grew up protecting, who matters more to you than anyone on the planet, but you are. you’re jealous and it’s eating you up inside and you’re so sick with guilt but you can’t help it; you wanted the mom who loves you even when you mess up instead of slapping you across the face. you wanted the dad that makes weekend afternoons fun instead of getting drunk and weepy about his life to you like you’re a therapist. you wanted the parents you could trust to love you no matter what.
why does she get those parents and not you? why didn’t you deserve that mom and dad? why weren’t you enough for them to want to change? what did you do wrong?
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Cowboy Up - Pt.5
This is just a small, little filler to bring the relationship between the twins into/ y/n and Monica's friendship despite how John has treated them.
Pairing: Ryan (Yellowstone) x Dutton!reader (although he's not in this part) WC: 498
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A couple of weeks after the spring gather, y/n was sat on the porch of her brother’s house on the reservation watching Kayce teaching Tate how to ride.  She was chatting idly to Monica as they shared popcorn.  After a while they headed indoors to prepare dinner.
As she peeled potatoes Monica struck the conversation up again, “so Kayce said you’ve finally moved out of that trailer?”
“Dad hasn’t given up on getting me to move in since I came back so I figured I could give him something,” she explained, “although I made it clear that he doesn’t get any say in what I do and where I go.”
Her sister-in-law nodded, “you know that we’ll both support you in whatever you decide with your father.  At least with you Tate knows he has a family there.”
“I love that kid so much Mon,” y/n looked out the window to where they were walking towards the house, “in all our years I’ve never seen him as happy as he is with you and Tate.”
The door to the house was opened and y/n turned around to be greeted by her nephew.  Tate’s face lit up when he saw her in the kitchen and runs towards his aunt.  y/n crouches down in anticipation, taking the full force of the small body barreling into her.  She spun him around and put him down on the counter in front of her.
“Happy birthday auntie y/n,” Tate sang to her, “what presents did you get?”
Y/n laughed at her nephew’s priorities, “my friends at the ranch put together and got Comanche a new headstall which he likes.  Your uncle Lee and uncle Jamie are gonna take me to the rodeo in Billings next week.  Oh and Gator made me pancakes this morning.”
“Why did they get ‘Manche something for your birthday?” He asked curiously.
She smiled at his question, “well buddy he’s my horse and I love him very much so when people look after him they’re looking after me too.”
“Okay.  Can I go play now?” His aunt nodded and put him back on the floor, watching as he ran off to his room.
Kayce put a box in front of her on the counter, “happy birthday y/n.”
“Happy birthday Kayce,” y/n responded, handing him a small parcel from the pocket from her jacket.
He unwrapped her present to see a small framed photo of Kayce with Monica and Tate that had been taken at Christmas, smiling widely at the camera.  Y/n opened the box he had given her which contained an olive green cap with the words ‘long live cowboys’ embroidered onto it which made her laugh.
“Seriously?” She questioned, pulling the cap onto her head, adjusting her hair underneath it, “I’m never gonna be able to wear this around the hands.”
Kayce smiled at her. “We both know there’s only one hand you want to wear it around.”
“If Tate wasn’t within earshot right now,” she threatened.
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