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clouds-of-wings · 7 months

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I read a text by Varg Vikernes yesterday where he talked about his childhood and how his experiences in school made him into the Marxism hating Superaryan he is today. It's actually pretty interesting - turns out he spent part of his childhood in Iraq because his father was an engineer who got a job there and took his family with him. He had to go to Iraqi public school because the English school was full. (Is that true..? Does that mean he speaks Arabic..? I can't imagine that would have been possible otherwise?)

But he was only there for a while*, mostly the text was about his experiences back in Norway. Kindergarten was already Marxist far-left feminist HELL because you weren't allowed to be alone, you had to share all your toys (which probably, as in other hell-kindergärten, means 'If another kid takes away the toy you were playing with, you aren't allowed to complain'), it was boring, it was collectivist and so on. Same story in school, of course: He was finished with his tasks after five minutes and had to wait for the rest of the lesson until even the dumbest kid had finished. All because of this Marxist Socialist approach that everyone deserved help, everyone was supposed to reach the same level of attainment. He eventually started skipping school a lot and taught himself everything.

It's interesting to me because my own experiences were so similar, yet I came to completely different conclusions from that. It's just so clear to me that the real problem wasn't that the kids around Varg got too much help, it's that he got too little. I strongly believe that smart and talented kids are special needs kids too. They need extra help every bit as much as a deaf or dyslexic kid. Failing that, it's normal for them to become bored, frustrated, depressed or aggressive, just as he describes himself becoming, to even do badly in school despite being more than capable of keeping up.

Smart kids need exciting challenges, food for their minds, personal mentoring, help with the parts of life they are bad at (often social stuff). It's not a coincidence that the people who make a name for themselves as artists or intellectuals are usually from families of artists or intellectuals or otherwise come from an environment that encouraged and rewarded certain behaviours and interests, for example special schools or cultural hot spots that allowed talent to flourish. It's very hard to realize your potential when no one encourages it.

Varg eventually discovered the black metal scene of his day of course, but I wish he had grown up in a place that was even more "Marxist", even more about giving everyone the help they needed, a place that had evolved enough to realize that just because a kid is smart doesn't mean that it's okay to leave them to their own devices. It's basically neglect to just throw a gifted kid in with everyone else and not give them any help. The Marxist axiom "to each according to their needs, from each according to their ability" comes to mind.

I actually agree that collectivism can keep a talented person down. Egalitarianism is often used as a virtuous excuse to make sure a clique will triumph over an individual. I think this is a problem that egalitarian and collectivist spaces generally have, I've even seen it in ethnographies about otherwise pretty paradisaical societies. But clearly this is a blatant waste of talent, and quite cruel. Societies that allow for positions like "shaman" have a better idea: this person gets special training, but in return they perform a service that few others could perform. That way, there's reciprocity. Isn't that the true Marxist way..?

\* It must have been at most a year - they went in 1979 and the 1st Gulf War started in 1980 - given that the text is about how he triumphed against adversity, I think he would have mentioned if he'd been there during that time

#varg vikernes #music stuff #politics #that all assuming he's telling the truth #but the larger point stands regardless

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ummmlife · 3 months

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first-time dad nanami headcanons

first-time dad nanami who cried when his partner told him they were going to be parents

first-time dad nanami who gets the couvade syndrome and suffers the morning sickness more than his partner

first-time dad nanami who will ask the obstetrician a lot of questions about his baby when this isn't even a fetus yet

first-time dad nanami who will get up happily from bed the first times to get his partner's their night cravings but later will struggle more and even steal slices of the weird food combinations he has to make

first-time dad nanami who almost fainted the first time his partner had random contractions

first-time dad nanami who nuzzles his nose on his partner's baby bump and kisses it everytime he says "i love you" to his baby

first-time dad nanami who is already making saving accounts to save money for college of his, still unborn, baby

first-time dad nanami who once got kicked by his baby on the face when he was snuggling with his partner and giving them belly rubs and belly kisses

first-time dad nanami who holds his partner's baby bump from behind so they can rest a bit

first-time dad nanami who will get annoyed as hell when, at the baby shower, gojo gifted them a baby t-shirt that says "i get my good looks from my uncle"... even though neither him nor his partner are blood related to him

first-time dad nanami who almost drops his job when his partner was on the last stages of their pregnancy just to take care of them better

first-time dad nanami who couldn't do so since they need the money

first-time dad nanami who got anxious when his partner's water broke in the middle of the night

first-time dad nanami who partner had to remind him that they have time and there's no need to run to the hospital

first-time dad nanami who is more than ready to receive his baby... theoretically

first-time dad nanami who curses under his breath when his partner grabs and squeezes his hand hard af when they get a contraction, but doesn't mind since he's about to meet his baby

first-time dad nanami who fought the need to faint when he was seeing his partner deliver their baby, a whole new experience

first-time dad nanami who cried when he heard his baby's crying for the first time

first-time dad nanami who didn't want to hold his baby because... well, his baby is just so small and he's so big and he was scared of accidentally dropping the baby

first-time dad nanami who looks 24/7 for his baby, even when the baby is asleep and completely fine

first-time dad nanami who reads tons of books about parenting for dummies because he's worried and doesn't want to be a bad father

first-time dad nanami who comforts his partner everytime they get overwhelmed by their baby

first-time dad nanami who is already trying to get all the benefits from the government ¹ and his job ² now that he has a baby

first-time dad nanami who tries to sing for his baby to sleep, even if he's not good at singing

first-time dad nanami who can't help but stare at his baby with love, this little person is the living proof of his and his partner's love and he will protect both with his life

References ;

1. "Information on recent reform of Japanese Social Policies". www.ipss.go.jp. Retrieved 2017-12-07.

2. Rendon, Maria Jose. "Family Policy in the US, Japan, Germany, Italy, and France: Parental Leave, Child Benefits, Family Allowances, Child Care, Marriage, Cohabitation, And Divorce". webcache.googleusercontent.com. Archived from the original on 2019-08-15. Retrieved 2017-12-07.

#. bibi's writing #jjk nanami #nanami kento #jjk nanami headcanons #nanami headcanons #jjk fluff

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neomujinjja · 5 months

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They accidentally trigger your allergy Headcanon

Pairing: Stray kids x reader

Genre: headcanon

Warning: not edited, experiencing allergic reaction(s)*, not knowing your allergies, allergy medicine (pills), being careless with your allergies, some members headcanons are shorter than the others

Note: *I.N's is the only with an anaphylactic reaction, the rest are just redness, swelling, and itchiness. majority of the allergies and their reactions are based off my own experiences or those of my family (so not a big range)

Bang Chan

he's just trying to be sweet

giving you a bouquet of pretty flowers, chan thinks you'll like

you keep the flowers in your living room

plus you had already taken your allergy medicine

it's not until the next morning that he learns about your pollen allergy

you walked out of the bedroom, making breakfast for yourself and chan

when he walks out and is confused by your sudden stuffy nose

"are you sick?"

"no, it's my allergies"

"allergies?"

"yeah, my pollen allergies"

babe feels so bad!!

he's apologizing and promising to not to buy flowers again

you tell him that it's okay and he doesn't have to worry

explaining that it's only a light reaction and you're fine as long as you take your medicine

either way, chan feels so bad about it

and he's asking about any more allergies you might have

Lee Know

minho was trying out a new recipe

it just happens to contain a lot of tomatoes and lemons

and it slips his mind to how much citric acid content there is

later after the two of you enjoy the meal

you make complaints about itchiness and redness

minho goes through what you've ate recently with you

the two of you land on the new meal that's he made

of course minho feels terrible and apologizes

you ensure him that you believe he didn't do it on purpose and you're at fault too

Changbin

date night~

changbin takes you to this italian inspired restaurant

you ordered yourself a pasta with shrimps (think shrimp alfredo)

on the way home, changbin notices how much you're itching

then once home, he also sees that your ears seem to be swelling up too

changbin insists on bringing you to the hospital to get checked out

there the doctor informs you that it's allergic reaction to the shrimps in your pasta

they give you medicine to relieve your symptoms and inform you to be careful

you also schedule a date to receive allergy testing to prevent this happening again in the future

Hyunjin

it's a relatively hot summer

so you and hyunjin make a home-made fruit platter

it's got watermelon for hyunjin alongside grapes, blueberries, blackberries, and peaches

as someone with allergies himself, he is very careful about dealing with yours

but one too many grapes leaves your mouth feeling itchy

hyunjin immediately cuts you off after realizing

he also jokingly scolds you for not knowing your limit and triggering your allergy

if you try to grab any more grapes then hyunjin lightly taps your hand or pushes the grapes further out your reach

he isn't going to allow for you to experience a severe allergic reaction on his watch

Han

you guys decide order take out for dinner

jisung knows about your allergy to shellfish/seafood

so you guys order fried rice, orange chicken, chow mein with beef and broccoli

specifically steering away from any shrimp dishes

neither of you realize that some of the food is cooked with oyster sauce

the both of you are hungry so you're digging in once the food is delivered

you start sniffling and itching as you're eating

jisung looks up to see that you're swelling up

he gets up and rushes to get your medicine

he has to urge you to take it as you're confused

"take your medicine"

"what?"

"you're having an reaction"

"i am?"

the two of you are still confused as to the cause

you guys text stray kids resident chefs who give you the answer: oyster sauce

jisung apologizes but you tell him it's okay

then you order for some pizza to be delivered

no one lets the either of you (especially you) live this incident down

Felix

we all know that felix enjoys baking

i believe that he'd experiment with new treats upon free time

and felix decides that he's going to tackle snickerdoodles

he's heard you talk about how much you like the cookies as well

so he finds a recipe online and gets baking

you walk into the dorm to cookies that have cooled down just enough to eat but still warm from their time in the oven

it took about five cookies in til you began having a reaction

becoming curious about what caused the redness and swelling presenting itself on your arm

you ask felix about the ingredients he used for the cookies

felix begins listing the ingredients one by one, getting to nutmeg

nodding your head, you realize what's behind your reaction

felix is confused until you explain it to him, that by extension your body reacts to the seasoning

he's quick to apologize, kissing your face and promising to find a recipe that doesn't contain nutmeg

(the rest of the cookies go to members and felix's friends)

Seungmin

the boys are back from tour

but just for a bit before they start the next leg of it

you go to visit seungmin

he brought snacks back with him

so you two are eating on them while catching up and watching tv

then your mouth feels itchy

seungmin: "what's wrong?"

you: "i don't know" 🤷

cue seungmin searching what it could be

and you guys looking up the ingredients online

he comes to the inclusion that it must be an allergic reaction

you're surprised cause you've never experienced this before

seungmin makes you vow to be diligent with your new found allergy

and to go to the doctor for a further check up

you guys go out to buy some over-the-counter medicine for the meantime

I.N

you guys are just out for the night

walking around, enjoying the chill air

maybe buying snacks from convenience stores

or window shopping

unfortunately there's been a big pollen outbreak

and you didn't take your medicine as you hadn't realized

you and jeongin have been out for about 30 minutes when you start having a reaction

it starts off as just a stuffy & runny nose so you continue to brush it off

cause you always carry tissues with you

so does jeongin since he's learned about your pollen allergy

then you start feeling short of breath and your throat closing

jeongin is panicking when you tell of this development

he brings you into the closest building

where the two of you search through your bag for your pills

poor baby has tears in his eyes through the ordeal

once the medicine kicks in and your reaction calms, you guys start the walk back home

jeongin begins checking the pollen forecast before heading out with you after that

he never wants to go through something like that again with you

#kpop #kpop x gender neutral reader #kpop x poc reader #kpop x reader #kpop headcanons #stray kids headcanons

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sea-owl · 8 months

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I'm rewatching the first How to Train your Dragon movie for the first time in years and rewatching with adult eyes I can kinda see Stoick's side with his strained relationship with Hiccup.

Now, before I get into this, I do want to say that I do not agree with Stoick's actions and words during the whole 'you're not my son' fight. Nor do I agree with how he allowed the village's treatment of Hiccup. I can see where he was coming from, but I do not agree with it. I just kinda want to explore his side of the relationship since we have the whole movie for Hiccup's pov and his side has been discussed multiple times over the years.

Now I'm going off the movie itself first without the extra info the other movies, shows, and the deleted scenes give us.

We actually get a lot of Stoick's perspective from the first 10-30 minutes of the movie, we learn Stoick is the leader of his people, meaning their tribe's wellbeing rests on his shoulders. We know the island they live on has a problem with dragons. The vikings and dragons are in competition with one another over food and livestock. Plus, the village has been burned down so many times because of this competition, the vikings are constantly repairing and rebuilding. It is also hinted at that there is a food shortage which endangers the village with the upcoming winter where food would be even more scarce.

Being a leader is tough, and adding all that on Stoick's plate as well I'm not surprised he has this no nonsense attitude.

Then we add in Hiccup, Stoick's son and future chief of the tribe. Stock loves his son, you can see it even in the first movie, but Hiccup is also unintentionally a problem viking. Don't get me wrong, Hiccup is well meaning in his inventive way, but he still has caused issues for the tribe. Now this is inferred from a spefic scene. When Hiccup is trying to convince Stoick he shot down a night fury he tells Stoick "This isn't like the other times," and when Stoick is sending Hiccup back to their house he says in a sorta frustrated tone, "I have to clean up his mess again." This tells me a few things. One Hiccup's past actions has led Stoick to seeing Hiccup as childish and tells stories leading to goose chases. The second thing is Hiccup either does not take responsibility for the messes he has created in the past, not helping with the clean up of those messes, or if he has it has just led to, in Stoick's eyes at least, more problems.

Now let's add in Gobber, who is the middle man between father and son. We see him trying to reassure both of them. He takes in Hiccup like an uncle figure and teacher in the forge. He talks to Stoick like a brother and confidant, giving him advice. These talks with Gobber also highlight the communication issues and how little Stoick and Hiccup have been listening to one another.

Stoick's conversation with Gobber also has this one line that most would think is a throw away or an opening for a joke but I think actually is an example of why Stoick and Hiccup's relationship is strained at least from Stoick's perspective.

"I take him fishing and he goes hunting for trolls!"

Fishing is an act that can help provide. Bring food home to a family and a job basically. Hunting for trolls is seen as child's game, by the village at large, they don't believe they exist.

Stoick's main problem with his strained relationship with Hiccup is that in his eyes that Hiccup is not meeting or not taking seriously the duties he should have already started at least training for as heir to the tribe. This is further reinforced by how proud Stoick is by Hiccup's success in dragon training because in Stoick's point of view, Hiccup was finally growing up and taking his responsibilities seriously. This is also reinforced again during the battle with the Red Death when Stoick's pride seeing Hiccup lead the other riders.

Now, add deleted scenes and information we have learned throughout the series. We know Stoick and Hiccup had a better relationship when Hiccup was younger. They were more loving and soft with one another. This leads one to believe that their issues are a more recent development in the last 3 years at the earliest is my guess.

Now you might be thinking, but Hiccup is only 15! We gotta think back on viking times and culture. Hiccup is old enough to get married. I believe I remember reading most vikings, which were considered adults by 16. Not to mention, with the constant attacks, Stoick could unexpectedly die at any moment. Hiccup needs to know this information, and needs to take it seriously.

I think another big strain in their relationship is what the two represent. Stoick is old school, follows the traditional viking way. While Hiccup is the younger generation moving forward and adapting. It is gonna cause conflict, but as we see later on, when these two learn to communicate, talk and listen to one another, there is room for both.

Now Stoick is not without his faults and definitely has shares his portion of blame, but it is unfair to lay all the blame on him. He was trying with Hiccup and he did love his son. But he also did have responsibilities to the tribe as a whole that sadly was a higher priority to him.

#how to train your dragon #httyd #httyd meta #stoick the vast #httyd stoick #stoick haddock #hiccup and stoick #hiccup haddock

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quinloki · 1 year

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Some Direction

Fem Reader x Roronoa Zoro

CW: Language, stalking, violence, sexual themes and situations, ptsd 18+ only

Chapter 1 - Table of Consent -

Chapter 5: Lost and Found

Mihawk had opened the big gates to allow the car onto the property, and after parking the beastly green vehicle, Zoro came over to the passenger side and picked you up. The two men moved about in silence, sharing maybe a glance or two between them.

You were set on the couch in the family room, pillows already done up to allow you to sit up and stretch out comfortably. Mihawk placed a chair by the couch and sat down. His fierce eyes looked over your foot as Zoro propped it up a little on some spare pillows.

"Would you like something to drink?" Mihawk's voice was steady and even, and maybe even a little softer than usual.

"Coffee, if it's not too much to ask." You say, "I would like to be able to stay up for breakfast, if that's okay."

"It is." Mihawk replies, and Zoro steps out of the room. The older man looks at you, and you have a strange feeling like he's mad. Not mad at you, but angry that you've been hurt. It's only uncomfortable because it feels like a father's rage, and you're not used to that. "Can you tell me what happened?"

You nod after a moment, and for the third time in as many hours, you talk about what happened. Mihawk listens patiently, and neither he nor Zoro interrupt you. You're proud of yourself that you're able to get through it this time without crying, even if the reason for that might simply be the bone-deep exhaustion you can feel weighing you down.

When you finish, Mihawk and Zoro exchange glances.

"Roronoa told me about the incident on the bus." Mihawk explains gently. "I assume moving you in immediately is acceptable."

You swallow and nod. "I appreciate it, honestly. I... I don't know if I could go back in there on my own."

Mihawk catches your gaze, and the weight of his next words were undeniable. "You will have nothing to fear on these grounds, Miss (L/N)."

The tears that came forth this time were just raw relief. You hear Zoro make a noise, something like a strangled grunt, and you put a hand up, wiping your eyes.

"S-s-sorry, I'm j-just... relieved." You hiccup between tears, taking the tissue that someone hands you.

There's a small silence, and once you get yourself sorted Mihawk stands. "Breakfast isn't for another hour, get some rest Miss (L/N), we won't let you miss it."

"Thank you," you smile as Zoro takes the half-drained coffee cup from you. He starts to walk away, but you reach out without thinking. "I -."

You let go as he turns to look at you. You clench your hand, and your gaze is stuck to your foot.

"If it's not too much to ask, can you... stay here for a minute? I – at least until I doze off?"

Zoro hands the coffee cup off to Mihawk and sits down in the seat his father had been in. He almost looks irritated, but you're starting to think he has a bad case of resting bitch face, and possibly no desire to correct it.

You thank him quietly, and your eyes are already closing. It's a lot easier to close your eyes and sleep, knowing who's keeping watch.

. . . .

The smell of food fills your nose as your eyes flutter open. The seat by the couch is empty, but you feel better after your nap. You can hear the sounds of plates and cutlery and mixed with the stronger smell of a hot breakfast it prompts you to move. There's enough furniture and sturdy walls for you to hop your way toward the kitchen without putting your injured foot on the floor.

"You need to stay off your foot." Zoro says, not looking up as you peek into the kitchen.

"It hasn't touched the floor once." You assure him. He points to a place setting, and you hop over and seat yourself.

Breakfast is quiet, and delicious. You have to hold yourself back from eating too much, though it seems like Mihawk and Zoro hardly eat anything. How they manage to keep the muscles you know they have while eating like a couple birds is almost impressive.

"We have the space, so the current plan is to bring over everything from your apartment and we'll have you go through it when your foot's healed." Mihawk explains. "If that's alright with you."

You nod. "There's not much I'm sentimentally attached to, but I'd rather have the chance to go through it than have something come up missing later." You pause, realization sinking in. "Mm, wait, you make it sound like everything is getting moved today."

"Indeed." Mihawk affirms.

Your jaw drops and you look back and forth between them. "But... you have classes, today?"

"And that's precisely how everything will be moved today."

You blink. "Eh?"

"Endurance training," Zoro clarifies.

The gears in your head take a moment to turn and catch up. "Carrying... that's 11 kilometers! Carrying furniture and everything?"

Zoro grunts, and you know what is meant by that, but your brain isn't wrapping around it even a little bit.

"The Saturday morning class are mostly high schoolers and some college students. They all have years with the dojo and are in excess of energy." Mihawk assures you.

You didn't argue, not that you had any right to do so, and after a few more minutes you realized why they were both so calm about it.

The absolute flood of students that showed up was daunting. It wasn't just the Saturday class, but word had gotten out amongst the dojos' students, and almost all of them had arrived. There were a dozen assistants, who were going to stay at points along the route to keep an eye on the students themselves, and at least 50 high school and college students, another 20 middle schoolers, and more girls than you had expected.

Plenty of the students looked at you with curiosity and smiles, but no one dared step past Zoro to come over and pester you. He and Mihawk were both in their dojo uniforms, and there was a surprising air of authority around both of them. You caught yourself admiring Zoro on a few occasions.

After everything had been organized and everyone had been assigned tasks, Zoro made sure you were fine on your own and left to go take care of other things. You could've laid down and grabbed another nap, you were sure, but you stayed sitting up and watching everyone move through your immediate view.

Without your guard standing watch a couple of the passing students risked stopping by to talk to you.

"Are you really Zoro-sensei's match?" "Aren't you scared of him?" "What do you do for a living?" "Do you want something to drink?" "Mihawk-Shishou says we can help you move around if you want to go anywhere?" "That's a really pretty name!" "You're really not scared of Zoro-sensei?"

You did eventually have a couple of the more persistent students help you get to the library. A properly organized library was relaxing, after all, and the library was also more tucked away than the family room.

You had a few minutes of peace to yourself and just listened to the sounds of people moving through the house. The upside to being in the library was that you had a buffer between you and the students. The downside was, that buffer was too big and you needed to go to the bathroom.

With nothing for it, you hopped along the wall, using the bookshelves to keep yourself balanced on your good foot. You got halfway to the door before it opened, and a pair of dark eyes found yours. There was a look of surprise on his face for a split second before the scowl returned.

"Why're you here?" You ask before you can even stop to think how rude the question is.

"I just am." He grumbles, coming over and scooping you up off your feet.

"Eep!" You barely get your arms around his neck as he lifts you up. "Ah, um, b-bathroom. I was trying to get there."

There's a grunt, and you can feel your face turning pink.

"I don't suppose there's a possibility of crutches, at some point?"

"He left to get some." Zoro answers flatly.

"Ah, good." You relax. "I mean, I d-don't mind this, but I'm sure you have better things to do."

"...Not really."

"...I must be heavy?"

Zoro grunts and looks at you with one eyebrow raised.

"Isn't it annoying?"

Zoro opens the bathroom door. "No." He says simply, setting you down inside.

"Hm. Okay." You close the door.

The rest of the day followed in a similar vein. Zoro kept the students away from you, and by lunch everything you had owned in the apartment was somewhere on the property. A room had even been organized and set up for you, and all the female students had packed and organized your clothes into the room for you.

You made sure Mihawk let you extend your thanks to the students for helping, and after that the day was much calmer. There was an afternoon class, but since most everyone in that class had hiked 22 km earlier that day it was fairly subdued, so there wasn't much going on.

You got a chance to call the Library after lunch and explained to Mr. Brook what had happened. He gave you the next seven days off and told you if you needed more time to take it. Meeting a match could be stressful on its own but facing the break-in and essentially being moved in immediately weren't light matters.

You could hear the subdued afternoon class as you looked over the Zen garden, sitting with your legs dangling off the walkway, leaning against one of the supports. You heard the steady footfalls and looked over to see Zoro coming over. He had three swords laced through his belt and adjusted them as he sat down nearby.

"Why three swords?" You question, keeping your gaze out on the garden.

"I wanted to see if I could." He answer.

"What's it called?"

"Eh?"

"Fighting styles have names," you clarify. "You're not just whirling around three swords with no direction, I've seen the photos at the least. So, what's it called?"

"Santoryu."

"I'd like to see it someday." You yawn, it's barely early afternoon, but it feels like a hundred things have already happened.

Zoro gets up and steps off the path, standing in front of you he puts his hands out. You smile and reach out to him as he leans down and picks you up. Your crutches are nearby, but it is easier to just let him do this. He takes you to the couch in the family room like he'd been reading your mind, and after he sets you down, he covers you with a blanket.

"I'm going to get your crutches." He explains, putting a hand on your shoulder before walking off.

One of the student's voices rings in your ear from earlier, and you think that Zoro is the last person you would ever be afraid of. You drift off into your nap with a soft smile on your face. You don't hear Zoro return with your crutches, and you don't notice as he sits with you, napping in the chair beside you.

You don't notice, but Mihawk does.

Next Chapter

#Some Direction #Roronoa Zoro x Reader #Zoro x Reader #one piece fanfiction #arranged marriage #reader insert

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jassackles · 2 years

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An Actress life - Chapter 1

A/N: please excuse this bc I wrote this story like two years ago, so it might be different to the works I write now lol sksksks maybe you still enjoy it.

PS: this was my first fan fiction ever!!!

Chapter one

word count: 1,252 words

It is the last day on set of the tv show you have played in for 7 years. You're a bit sad about that, that it has ended. But you're also happy, because the last 3 years weren't that easy. The crew sucked sometimes and the most members of the cast didn't understand any jokes, they were serious about everything all the time. You didn't enjoy going to work, you always thought being an actress would be rather cool, it is, but at this set you haven't felt like that. This tv show has showed you the negative aspects of being an actress. On the other hand you are thankful for this time, because of this show you met your best friend Gen.

You know her since the show has started that means for seven years and you are thankful that you are allowed to call her your best friend. She is so adorable and you love her. And because of you she is married to Jared Padalecki, why because of you? Because in 2009 you filmed 'Friday the 13th' with him, although you were in your show you managed doing both. So that you and Jared worked together, got along very well and hung around a lot, you introduced the two with each other. One day you took Gen to a bar, where Jared and other people from the crew and cast were. They also got along quickly and went on dates but maybe you weren't the single reason why they've married.

Gen got a small part in Supernatural where Jared has a main part as Sam Winchester. You remember like it was yesterday when they have called her, in this moment you were sitting in a tiny coffee shop, talking about everything and then she got this call. She screamed so loudly, everyone was looking at you like you two would be crazy. But yeah that's how they met first, because of you. When they married you were her maid of honour, you felt honoured, since you two didn't know each other rather long when she chose you. Their wedding was a dream, everything seemed perfect. She looked amazing, indescribable more than words can say.

Okay, enough story telling of your best friend's life. Your love life isn't that exciting right now you are single for two years, because your ex boyfriend has cheated on you when you were shooting for your tv show. That has happened 1 year after Gen and Jared's wedding. You two were 6 months in a relationship, so it was not that hard, like the relationship you had before. Enough of your past life. Right now you are in your hometown Austin to visit your parents, you haven't seen them for weeks even months. Your mum told you to visit her and your stepfather, because some of your family from Poland is there and you have missed them a lot.

You knock at the door and your mum opens it, full of happiness to see you, you breath out of relief, because you thought she would be really angry with you. You go through the door to say hello to the rest of your family. You all sit down to the table where the food is already waiting for all of you. Polish food. You love it. You eat one bite and you feel like you are in heaven, because it tastes so good. Then you suddenly get a call from your manager Edward Swensen. "Sorry guys excuse me for a minute."

Your mum looks annoyed at you, what you totally understand. You go to the kitchen and pick up. "Hey Y/N/N, sorry for interrupting your family time, but I have an amazing job offer for you." "What job, Ed?" "Eric Kripke called this morning, the producer of Supernatural." "Ed I know, who Eric Kripke is. Just keep going." "Okay, okay. They want you as a main part." Silence. You know, your ex-boyfriend Jensen has also a main part in this show.

"Wow. That's amazing, what kind of role?" "A love interest of Dean." You think Oh shit, how are you going to survive this? Just be professional. "When do I have to answer?" "Right now, Y/N/N." "Well, I'm not quite sure about that." "Y/N Y/L/N are you kidding? This is a big opportunity." "It's not that, I would take it if my ex-boyfriend wouldn't be Dean." "Oh shit, I totally forgot about that." "But I'm looking forward and I'll take it." "So sorry to tell you this, but the meeting will be tomorrow. In Vancouver." "Seriously?" "Yeah, I'm so sorry."

You are so annoyed, you just have arrived and tomorrow you gonna leave for, you don't know how long. "When will the flight be?" "10 am. I'll send you the ticket via email." "Thank you." "See you tomorrow then, Y/N." "Bye, Ed." You feel like you have to tell your bestie, so you call Gen but she doesn't pick up. You can understand, she is busy with Tom and her second pregnancy. You already have forgotten about Jensen that he plays Dean.

You have to leave in less than 16 hours. "Y/N/N what's going on?" Your cousin asks. "I have a new job, for which I have to leave at 8am because my flight will be at 10am tomorrow. " Your mum is looking angry at you. "I am happy for you but you have just arrived." Your sister says. "I know, I am so so-" Your mum interrupts you "Are you kidding me?" She asks angrily but then her anger turns to happiness. She comes to you and hugs you. "I am so proud of you, Y/N/N." She whispers into your ear.

Tears come to your eyes, because you are so thankful for your family, that they always support you. "Thank you guys, but I have to call Gen again. And if she doesn't pick up, I will visit her." "Sure, greet her from us." "Of course." You go to the living and try to call her again but she doesn't pick up again, so you decide to go to her house.

15 minutes later, you arrive at her house and ring the door bell. A few seconds later she opens the door in amazement. "Hey, what are you doing here? I thought you are with your family today." She hugs you and gestures you to come in. "I thought that too. I was calling you, but you didn't pick up. Then I decided to come over." "I don't even know where my phone is." She says laughing. "It's fine, I know you're busy. I have some amazing news." You say in excitement.

You sit down on their couch. "Start, I wanna know." "I'm gonna have a main part in Supernatural." "Wow. That's amazing, we have to tell Jared." "Jared." She yells. Jared comes to the living room, you two hug each other.

"Y/N/N, what are you doing here?" He asks with a smile. "Let me introduce you to your new colleague." Gen says proud and points at you.

"No way!" He says happily.

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Some Direction

CisFem Reader x Roronoa Zoro

CW: Language, stalking, violence, sexual themes and situations, ptsd -- surprisingly fluffy despite it all. 18+ only