#i'm numb

[fitnessgeekandcoffeefreak]

This year, on my birthday, MANY of my close friends lost their homes due to a wildfire that roared through my community.

My heart is so broken.

#I'm numb

[gaensebluemchenschleier]

diese Schuldgefühle wenn man nicht mehr dazu in der Lage ist, so für die Menschen da zu sein wie man es gerne wäre.

#es tut mir leid #ich kann nicht mehr #schuldgefühle #depression #rückfall #ich will nicht mehr #ich weiß nicht weiter #svv #suicde #i want to die #i'm sorry #tired #numb #i'm numb #can't feel anything

[sincerity--extreme]

I feel so weird, like I'm cold on the inside, as if I'm "dead on the inside" but not the depression "dead on the inside", cause I know what that feels like, and I am depressed but this is a new feeling that I can't explain... Should I be worried?

#I'm tired and bored and cold #like all my feelings still exist #I know they're there #but I can't feel then #sometimes out of nowhere something triggers a feeling #it lasts a few seconds and then it's gone #I'm numb #I can't enjoy anything #I can't do the stuff I like #the rare times I can I still can't enjoy it #and I know that's depression #I've been depressed since my early teenage years #but I swear this right now feels different than any other time #and maybe I should be scared but I'm just numb #mental illness #depression #anxiety #depression tw #I miss therapy so much

[galacticvampire]

anyway I finally read The Fallen Star....

#I'm numb #star wars: the high republic #the high republic #stellan gios #the fallen star #star wars #the fallen star spoilers

[nuthin-up-my-sleeve]

I had a crown put in yesterday and took the whole fucking day off.  Supposed to work from home, but I just said NO.  Worked on some art projects, tended to my plant children, and watched some brainless TV.  Oh and took a short nap.  All because fuckem I can!  Today I’m informed by my coworker we have 12 truckloads of materials all coming tomorrow and none of the admin has bothered to tell me.  I mean who schedules 12 fucking truckloads of materials all on the same day because the many years in construction logistics taught me that’s almost impossible for ONE man to complete.  They just expect me to rise to the occasion and stop what I’m doing and handle it on the fly like everything else they organize (or lack thereof) without any notice or preparation.  Well guess who’s calling out “sick” tomorrow and will be doing the same as yesterday?????  Roll up them sleeves fucksticks and brush up on your forklift training because you are it!  Again fuckem!  Fuckem all!!!

Too many clowns and not enough circus!

#My work ethic is fading #I'm numb #Have no guilt if they don't #I just can't anymore

[kimmei-a-minute]

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12/3/24

I'm so numb, I feel so detached. A co worker of mine said I looked kinda detached? she thought it was meds I've been taking, but I think it's just my ruined sleep schedule

#personal #I'm numb

[me-brain-is-speaking]

I want to go where no one can and should follow.

#myself and i #i don't feel a thing #I'm numb #am i at the edge? yes. i am #feet dangling at the edge of it #feeling the breeze and sound of waves down below

[rough-bruised-love]

At the hospital. Gonna ask if the doctors can knock me out for a couple hours.

#my thoughts #thoughts #text #words #feelings #feeling #my writings #fucked up #sad thoughts #sadness #self sabotage #sad #i'm a bad person #i feel so bad #bad feelings #bad girl #i feel numb #i'm numb #i want to dissappear #i want to fucking die #mentally not okay #no feelings #i'm fucked #fuck it

[ryanthel0ser]

Moodboard for post Spider Verse

#i'm gonna be insane for the next year over that #it was so good but i feel numb now how do i go on #i broke for a solid hour and all i did was scream and go “what” “heh” “i dont” “what” #spiderman #spider man across the spider verse #spider verse #across the spiderverse #miles morales #spiderverse

[drama-glob]

#sir pentious #hazbin sir pentious #sir pentious hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel sir pentious #hazbin spoilers #hazbin hotel spoilers #meme #hazbin hotel meme #hazbin meme #hazbin hotel #vivziepop #<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 #sir precious #HE DESERVES TO BE AN ANGEL!!! #^_^ #I'm so happy he made it #he's just the sweetest ^_^ #shocked #the show must go on #I seriously was numb at seeing him get vaporized so mercilessly and then just went NOOOOO!!! ;_; ;_; ;_; #angel sir pentious #I just knew he was going to sacrifice himself because he is best boi who loves his friends more than anything

[imblocking-you]

I'm inconsolable

#if it's not this undying raging emotion #I'm numb #I don't like anything I'm seeing #or being surrounded by #I can't rest #// maple

[haunted-desert]

LINKIN PARK: Numb Live in Texas (2003)

#linkin park #chester bennington #mike shinoda #numb #linkin park numb #live in texas #linkin park edit #meteora #2000s #2000s metal #2000s bands #my gifs #yes giffing chester is my new obsession ok #linkin park and chester brainrots are back after years and i'm here for it #live in texas is THE BEST live performance EVER and whoever says otherwise is just lying #me and my siblings used to watch it NONSTOP 😭 #i watched it the other day after years and i was so surprised! #IT NEVER GETS OLD #just sheer raw energy #one good song after the other #chester's vocals at their best #I LOVE THEM SO MUCH #and i miss the 2000's #good times

[blakbonnet]

so that's it then? we could be no 1 on all the charts and have amazing social numbers to every single one of their posts and everything that could've gone right did but it didn't matter to max? it didn't matter

#ofmd #I'm so numb

[buckttommy]

i need to be fucking sedated

#i'm so full of emotion i've circled back to numb #today was a lot. just. a lot

[rough-bruised-love]

How lucky we are to be able to experience feelings so deeply

#my thoughts #thoughts #text #words #feelings #feeling #my writings #unrequited love #in love #fucked up #bad feelings #no feelings #i feel like shit #i feel numb #i'm numb #i feel so bad #i feel empty #i'm fucked #fuck love #fuck it #fuck you #unrequited romance #unreciprocated love #unrequited #sadness

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

All of this feels so pointless...

I feel like I'm wasting my time here.

There's no point in me being here if all I ever do is suffer...

#dear diary #tw #i'm very tired... #worthless #empty #tired #useless #i want to die #i hate myself #i'm sorry #pain #alone #anxiety #self harm #suicidal #sad #depression #heartbreak #hurt #hopeless #kill me #lost #lonely #broken #numb #not good enough #personal