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patd--phan · 3 years

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Wanna Be Yours

Pairing: Dadsbestfriend! Bucky (mid/late 40s) x reader (in early/mid twenties)

Summary: Y/N surprises bucky on a business trip and he promises to be hers.

Warnings: SMUTTY stuff (18+ only pleasee), unprotected sex, creampie, oral sex (m receiving), riding, teasing, significant age gap, reader takes charge, “Doll/sweets/baby/sweetheart”, some cute ass shit at the beginning and end tho

WC: about 3K im sorry I was really H*rny yesterday and I was unable to do anything about it as i was stuck in the car all damn day

Note: So I was really h*rny yesterday and this happened lol I’m sorry. Loosely based on the song wanna be yours-arctic monkeys. Also this will probably be the only smut I ever write bc I don’t wanna become an 18+ blog or make anyone uncomfortable (not that 18+ blogs are bad tho lemme set that straight, most of my fav blogs are)

PS thank you for the love on my first ever fic with Peter Parker x reader, it made me so happy that ppl didn’t think I suck lol ( and i guess i lied saying i would probably never write another one shot lol)

You do NOT have my permission to repost this anywhere, I will come for u if you plagiarize ok bye

It was no secret that Bucky liked to be in charge in the bedroom, and you had absolutely no problem with that. After all, he was older and more experienced; he knew how to make your body sing. But this week you were craving something a little different. Bucky had been away on a business trip all weekend and you really missed him, not just the sex (but I mean…) but just cuddling and talking to him about your day; you were feeling clingy. You decide to text bucky even though you knew he couldn’t answer right away because he was currently in a meeting.

Y/N: I mis youu :( when will you be back tomorrow?

You just wandered around your apartment for the next 20 minutes, casually checking your phone about every 30 seconds just in case bucky was able to sneak in a text. He finally replied after 30 minutes, right as his meeting was ending at 3.

Bucky: Hey doll, I miss you too <3

Bucky: unfortunately one of the investors this morning had to push their meeting to late tomorrow afternoon, so I’m not gonna be home until very late tomorrow night :(

Y/N: dammit :(

Y/N: well good luck at the pitch meeting tomorrow, I love and miss you <3

Bucky: don’t gimme that pout I know your making doll, ill see you tonight on facetime! :)

Y/N: haha u know me so well, and yes you’ll see me tonight ;) (but I still miss u)

Bucky: I know doll I hate it too, see you tonight. Love you <3

Y/n: love you too <3

You didn’t know if you could go until late Monday without seeing bucky. As you laid on the couch smiling sadly about missing your love, an idea popped into your head. He was only two and a half hours away, and he wouldn’t be back at his hotel for another 4 hours at least. Fuck it, you were gonna go drive to his hotel and surprise him. You couldn’t be away so long, you felt super clingy this weekend and you needed to be on top of with him.

You quickly ran around your apartment, packing an overnight bag and you saw the package that arrived earlier on your floor that you completely forgot about because you couldn’t stop thinking of Bucky. You remembered its contents e(a completely evil lingerie set) and threw it in the bag with a smirk on your face.

The drive to Bucky’s hotel felt like forever and you had to remind yourself to stop speeding because you were so excited. When you finally got to his hotel, you had to convince the manager to give you a key to his room, proving that you were the man’s girlfriend with several pictures on your phone which was slightly embarrassing because in almost every picture, at least one of you was half-naked. Worth it. You thought. When you arrived in his room you quickly went into the bathroom to change into a little black dress (with a surprise underneath). Then as you were sitting on his bed waiting for him, you realized it would still be a while before he would get back, so you decided to tidy up his things, packing his clothes and organizing his suitcase. Pleased with your work, you sat back down on the bed and looked at your phone for a while. You finally got pulled out of your Instagram daze when you heard Bucky’s voice in the hallway laughing at something a coworker said. You quickly threw your phone on the dresser, straightened up you dress, and sat at the edge of the bed with a huge smile on your face, giddy to surprise him.

As he turned the doorknob he was still looking behind him talking to the man. When he finally said goodbye and turned his head around, his eyebrows raised up and his jaw dropped, which was quickly replaced with a smile even larger than yours.

“What are you doing here?” he asked, running towards you and throwing his briefcase on the floor.

He picked you up in a tight hug and you squealed, legs immediately wrapping around his waist.

“I told you you’d see me tonight!” you said, still clung to him like a koala.

“W-what?” He replied, still in shock. Letting your legs fall back to the floor.

“I just missed you too much” you shrugged.

If any human could embody “heart eyes” it was Bucky at that moment- he’s such a softie for you. He pulled your face towards him and gave you one of the most loving kisses you’ve ever had in your life. You were expecting it to be passionate and rough, but it was soft, delicate and loving, and your heart melted into a puddle. After your lips parted, you gazed into each other’s eyes before being pulled up in another tight hug. You giggled and wrapped your legs around him again.

“I guess you missed me too huh?” you laughed.

“Oh doll, you have no idea.”

You wrapped your hands in his hair, massaging his neck and he moaned loudly.

“Mm, that feels nice.” He hummed.

“You tired baby?” you asked, he seemed like he needed some TLC (and you were ready to give it to him).

“I am so exhausted.” He replied, making you frown behind his back.

You slowly slid down his body, back onto your feet again, and kept massaging his head. He looked at you lovingly before looking around his hotel room, his eyebrows pulled in confusion.

“Did you clean up in here?”

“Yep, while I was waiting for ya,” you replied, smiling.

His whole face softened.

“Oh, I really don’t deserve you doll.” Making you smile and shake your head.

“Oh yes you do.” You replied making him smile and his heart flutter in his chest.

He pulled you in for another kiss, this one with more fire and longing in it than the last one. His large hands grabbed you ass to pull you closer to him and you moaned into the kiss. You pressed your body against him even tighter and ran your hands through his hair making him moan. You could feel his pants tent start to grow against you and you smirked and moved you lips down to the side of his neck making him groan.

You pull back and look at him, hard and eyes half lidded, it turns you on so much you feel your panties dampening.

“Hey Buck?” you whisper, lips mere inches apart.

“Hmm?” he hums in response.

“I have another surprise for you.” You whisper into his ear before pulling back to look at his face.

“What’s that, doll?” he whispers.

You smirk and step away from him, noticing the confusion on his face before you pull your dress over your head and throw it onto the floor.

Bucky’s jaw drops, making you bite your lip and smirk even more. This was gonna be fun.

“Oh, fuck me,” He groans.

“Oh, I fully intend on it, Buck” you smirk.

He just groans and starts walking towards you.

“Buck?”

“Yeah sweets?”

“Wanna be mine tonight?”

“Fuck, I’ll be yours forever doll.” He says, making you whimper. You pull him against you by his tie, pressing your bodies together.

Your lips crash and tongues swirl together fighting for dominance. Hands moving up and down each other’s bodies like animals. Bucky squeezing your ass so tight you know there’s gonna be marks.

You both pull back enough so you can shimmy off Bucky’s tie and throw it over his head before unbuttoning his shirt and peeling it off him. You then sink to your knees and undo his belt quickly before slowly unzipping his pants, kissing the outside of his member though his pants making him exhale a breath sharply.

“Fuck” he breathes out.

You don’t want to tease him too much (yet) so after another kiss, you shove his pants off and lay down on the bed, his body caging you under him.

The passionate makeout session resumes with Bucky still hard in his boxers pressing against your clothed core. You suddenly remember what you wanted and pull back from the kiss.

“Wait, no” you whisper.

Bucky pulls back, confused and nervous he did something to hurt you.

“What’s wrong?” he whispers.

You take advantage of his confusion and roll him over so you were straddling him with a smirk on your face.

Bucky moans at your actions, core pressing tight against him.

“You said you’d be mine.” You breathe over his lips. Moaning as being in charge is giving you a whole rush of feelings and confidence.

You kiss him, and he lets you dominate the kiss this time, biting his lips and grinding on him. He bucks his hips onto your and you pull back.

“Don’t worry baby, I’ll take care of you, I’ll make you feel so good.”

Bucky moans at your words as you start to kiss all the way down his body, leaving little hickies down his chest. When you get towards his boxers he thinks your gonna kiss his member or pull down his boxers, but instead you go back up his chest, licking a stripe from his belly button all the way to one of his nipples, up his neck, to his lips.

Bucky moans, loud. You give him one more kiss before deciding to stop teasing him (kinda). You quickly kiss down his chest again and then plant a few kisses on his aching cock through his boxers. He bucks his hips and is whimpering under you. Fuck, that turns you on. Your big strong boyfriend who could probably crush you with one arm, whimpering and practically begging under you. Your panties are fucking soaked and you don’t think you can deny your own pleasure too much longer. You pull down his boxers and his cock is throbbing and dripping precum.

“Shit” you moan at the sight.

You lick the precum off him and he gives a high pitched moan that goes straight to your core.

“Baby please, I- I can’t.”

“Don’t worry baby I got you.” You reply as you take his full member into your mouth, sucking lightly.

Bucky moans and bucks his hips into your mouth. You push them back down and suck a few more times before getting off of him. He looks worried for a second before you slide your panties off and straddle his cock.

“Still wanna be mine?”

“Always” he replies.

You sink down onto him, jaw dropping and eyes closing at the feeling. You don’t think you’ll ever get used to him no matter how many times he’s been inside you. You both moan as his whole cock is finally buried inside you.

“Fuck Bucky, you feel so fucking good in me.” You moan, starting to rock your hips.

“God, I’m so fucking wet for you.”

Bucky continues to give low moans as you start to ride him.

“Fuck baby, I love you like this.” He says, making you start to ride him harder, moaning at his words.

His hands come grab your hips to help you ride him faster, harder.

“Baby- shit I’m close already.” He pleads.

“All for me? Shit baby aren’t I the lucky one?” You moan.

Bucky’s grip on your hips tighten and he starts to fuck up into you. He was about to blow.

You moan loudly at the feeling. “Cum in me baby please I need it.”

After a particularly hard thrust into your wet pussy you feel him spilling inside you. He lets out one of those vulgar high pitched moans and grunts that make your brain short circuit and your eyes roll back while your pussy clenches around him. You feel yourself getting close, but you want to give him another orgasm, so you sink down on him fully and slowly ride him, hearing him whimpering and moaning. You feel him get hard in you again (thank you supersoldier serum) and you rock back and forth on him. You reach down to rub your clit, but Bucky sees it and swats your hand away, replacing it with his metal one.

“Oh fuck” you moan at the cool sensation.

You start to bounce up and down on him again, the knot in your abdomen building and heating up. You feel yourself close to being undone as you ride him and his other hand runs up your body and squeezes your nipple through your thin lace bra. You moan and feel yourself clench around him, making him moan.

“Fuck- I’m gonna c-“ you get interrupted by the white hot explosion of your orgasm. Your eyes roll back, jaw hangs open and toes curl as you feel that release knock throughout your whole body, making you shake. You let out those high pitched moans and whines that only Bucky makes you feel.

Feeling you clench around him and watching your completely fucked out face, you feel Bucky’s thick cock twitch inside of you, and you moan as you feel him release in you again. Fuck that makes you feel good. So good you can’t think or move and you start to collapse on top of Bucky, but he slightly catches you and lays you down on his chest, both breathing heavy, with his cock still inside you, cum dripping all down your legs and onto Bucky.

You can’t speak, can’t think, the pleasure totally ruining you. After what feels like forever, you feel your breathing start to return to normal, as does Bucky’s, and you feel his hand rubbing up and down your back, grounding you back to earth from wherever on cloud nine you were.

You hum as you feel yourself finally calm down.

“Holy fuck, doll” you feel him lowly whine in your ear. You can only moan lowly in response.

“Baby that was fucking amazing.”

“Mmhmm.” You hum.

“…but I think I’m gonna lose my mind if you keep clenching around me.” He chuckles.

“oh shit, sorry,” you mumble out. You try to push up off of him but the farthest you got was placing your hands on his shoulders before your body gave up on you.

“Oh my God, I can’t move” you whisper. You’re so fucked out, your body won’t respond to your brain anymore.

Bucky moans at your words and slowly rolls both of you so youre on your side facing him. He reaches down and pulls his soft cock out of your pussy, moaning when he sees a burst of cum leaking from you.

You moan at the feeling of him exiting your body. You look him in the eyes and give him a lazy smile. His eyes sparkle back at you and his hand comes up to rub your cheek.

“Mm” you hum at the feeling.

“That was fucking incredible” he says, making you smile wider.

“I’m not disagreeing” you quip.

He chuckles lightly before saying “you gotta do this more often.”

“What, surprise you on business trips?” you question.

“No” he rolls his eyes and smiles, “Well yes actually, but I was talking about you absolutely taking charge tonight.”

“Oh yeah?” you smirk.

“Fuck yeah doll, I don’t think I’ve ever cum as hard. You looked so damn sexy in charge.”

You look away from his eyes, shying at his words, but also they were giving you the confidence to look right back into his eyes and say “I agree” with a smirk.

“I love hearing those high pitched moans you make, It turns me on so much” you admit.

“You know, only you can get those noises out of me, doll” he chides. You blush and smile at him.

He chuckles and you bring his face towards yours and kiss him deeply, tongues meeting together. You both hum into the kiss as his hand rubs down the side of your body.

When you break the kiss, both of you needing a breath, he pulls your body towards him, resting your head on his chest. You hum in peace as he rubs your back.

“I love you so much Y/N” he says and you feel your heart absolutely burst in your chest.

“I love you so much too Buck,” you reply, lifting your head to peck him on the lips before placing your head back on his chest.

You lay in silence for a minute before your mind begins to wander again.

“Did you mean it?” you ask.

“Mean what, doll?”

“That you’ll be mine forever?” you ask. “I mean not just in the sexy way but that you’ll be with me forever?” you ramble out.

“God yes sweetheart, you’re the one for me.” He responds and you didn’t think your heart could explode anymore, but it just did.

You squeeze his shoulder with your hand before coming up to kiss him passionately again, almost crying at all of the love going though you.

“I promise I’m all yours forever too, Buck” you smile at him.

“Good,” he smiles back, and you rest back on his chest, eyes getting droopy.

“Night-night sweetheart.” You feel yourself smile in your sleep.

“Goodnight my love.” You reply, further cuddling into his chest. Bucky feels his heart combust in his chest. God, wasn’t he lucky to have you. He didn’t know what he did to deserve you, but he knew that he was going to assure you that you deserve the world every day for the rest of his life. He kissed the top of your head before falling into a deep sleep, content with his favorite person tight in his arms.

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littleboy-logan · 4 years

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Brother in Arms (1)

My first fic on this blog!! Idk how long it’ll go on for but I’m a sucker for agere Virgil and cg Logan haha. You can also follow for more random one shots in the future!!!! :D

Summary: Virgil has been keeping secrets from Roman and Patton. Logan knows, and encourages him to come clean, but he’s rather apprehensive.

Characters: Logan, Virgil, Patton (mentioned), Roman (mentioned), Janus (mentioned)

Pairing(s): analogical (eventual royality and semi-platonic dukeceit)

Warnings: i don’t think there’s anything to warn for but lemme know if I missed anything!!! 🖤🖤🖤

Word count: 1,004

Virgil awoke from his nap, his pacifier still in his mouth. He still felt little, around four. He wanted to feel big, though. He was embarrassed by his tendency to regress, though Logan assured him it was normal, and a healthy response to a great deal of stress.

Virgil, however, was having none of it.

He took out his pacifier and set it on the nightstand, though he immediately missed it. He wanted to change out of his Care Bears onesie but didn't feel like getting out of bed yet. He stretched his arms and yawned, tiredly rubbing his eyes.

Logan slowly opened the door and poked his head in, smiling softly when he saw Virgil was awake. "Hello, love." He stepped fully into the room and closed the door. "How was your nap?"

"Good," Virgil replied, trying to sound older than he was with little success.

"I'm glad. How old would you say you feel?"

Virgil internally panicked. How old should he say? What would be believable? He looked down at his hands and tried to count on his fingers. He didn't have nearly enough to convey what he wanted. Logan was still awaiting an answer, he needed to say something.

"Big!"

Excellent answer, just superb.

Logan chuckled, going over to the bed and sitting at the foot of it. "Vee, are you feeling self conscious again?"

Virgil shrank into himself slightly, looking away from Logan as he silently nodded. He'd been through this song and dance before, feeling shy because of his age regression and trying to hide it. He shouldn't, and he knew this, but he couldn't help it.

"Honeybee, we've been over this," Logan spoke gently, Virgil's heart fluttering at the sound of his pet name. "You have nothing to be ashamed of. How you cope with your stress, so long as it's not hurting anyone, is valid. And you're not hurting anyone. I'm always here for you, no matter how old you are. I promise."

Virgil couldn't help but smile at Logan's kind words of affirmation. He clumsily crawled over to him and hugged him, Logan returning the gesture.

"Do you feel better about telling me how old you are now?"

Virgil held up four fingers, resisting the temptation to suck on them. He really needed his pacifier.

"Good boy. Can you tell me what you need?"

He was a little shy to say it but managed to speak around his hesitation. "P-Paci?"

"Of course."

Logan got up, Virgil biting back the whimper in the back of his throat at being left without cuddles, however temporary. He got the pacifier off the nightstand and handed it to Virgil, who quickly put it in his mouth.

"Anything else?" Logan asked.

Virgil made grabby hands towards him, wanting more cuddles. Logan chuckled to himself as he sat back down on the bed. Virgil quickly clambered onto his lap, clinging to him like a koala.

"We should tell Roman and Patton eventually, you know that, right?"

Virgil went cold. He gripped Logan tighter and grunted softly as he shook his head.

"I know you believe they'll think less of you but they won't. Patton would be more than willing to care for you and I'm sure Roman would be happy to watch Disney movies and colour with you. Besides, if they knew, you would have less reason to feel self conscious."

Virgil didn't want to admit he made a good point. He twirled Logan's tie around in his hands as he mulled it over.

He didn't like the idea of them knowing, especially Roman. The prince would no doubt hold it over his head and tease him about it relentlessly. Then again, if they knew, it would mean he didn't have to hide such a big part of his life.

He grumbled under his breath, unable to speak his thoughts in his current headspace. Logan chuckled at the sound and kissed the top of Virgil’s head.

“Shall we talk more on the subject when you’re big again?” he asked, Virgil nodding. It was as though he was a mind-reader sometimes.

Later that night, Virgil wasn’t regressed anymore. He and Logan needed to discuss telling Roman and Patton about the regression.

Logan walked into their bedroom. “Virgil. Are you—?”

“Older, yeah. I... I know it’s a good idea- or, well, a smart idea to tell the others, I just... what if they laugh?”

“I’m sure they won’t laugh. If they do, I’ll be sure to have some... very strong words.”

Virgil huffed a laugh. “It’s just, I mean, you know how Princey is. He laughed at Janus’s name, who’s to say he won’t laugh at me literally mentally turning into a child?”

“I understand your hesitation, but Roman mocked Janus from a place of fear; he was essentially being given the information that every value he’s ever held was a falsehood, so he lashed out when he shouldn’t have. This will not be a similar instance, I can assure you.”

He had to admit, Logan made a good point. Either way, he didn’t want to tell them both at once. He had to take it slow.

“Okay. I... I’ll tell Patton first. Then Roman. If I tell them both at the same time, my head will explode.” Logan opened his mouth to speak, but Virgil was quicker. “Figuratively.”

Logan grinned. “Ah. Er, that is a wise decision, yes. Would you like me to be there when you tell them?”

Virgil thought it over. “I don’t know. Maybe?”

“Whatever you decide, I will fully respect.”

He nodded a bit. “Thanks. I hope this goes okay.”

“I’m sure that it will.”

The two of them got ready for bed and got under the covers, Logan being the big spoon despite being shorter than Virgil by several inches, a fact which made Virgil’s role as regressor and Logan’s role as caregiver all the more humorous.

Virgil yawned deeply and let his eyes drift closed, falling asleep within minutes.

He hoped this would go smoothly.

#virgils fics #agere sanders sides #sanders sides #sanders sides fanfiction #logan sanders #virgil sanders #agere virgil #cg logan #sfw agere #agere fic

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nikothespoonklepto · 5 years

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Fic request. #92 and #20 for wwwyw. ❤️

Hey sweetness! So you liked my Royal Flush au? Please don’t hurt me like this.”

I call this ‘Niko stress writing their way through a prompt and hoping for the fucking best’.

Warning: unbetaed WHY DOESN’T THE READMORE WORK?

Jean looks to Nathaniel as there is a knock on their door. Normally Riko would just push his way in and do as he pleased, so-

“Open the door, Jean, Nate!” Kevin thumps harder on their door and Nathaniel grumbles as he gets up.

Jean follows behind his partner dutifully, catching the door as its pulled open and is surprised to find Kevin holding a very unsteady, flushed Riko. They had won Championships (again) last week and they just completed their last week of classes as this is Kevin and Riko’s fifth and final year. Meaning they would be walking across Edgar Allen’s stage to graduate next week. In July, they would be joining the Baron’s, the professional exy team in New York City, owned by the Moriyamas. Next year, Andrew, Nathaniel, and Jean would be doing the same.

“Are you drunk?” Nathaniel demands in a hard tone.

“Very,” Kevin sighs. Jean catches his eye and can tell he too had been drinking but stopped when Riko got like this. Jean looks behind them to find Andrew leaning against the opposite wall, arms folded over his chest, staring intently at Riko hanging onto Kevin. “We were drinking with the other fifth-years, just saying goodbye and he started putting away shots like it was his job. He-”

“Did not,” Riko slurs, speaking for the first time and pushing against Kevin’s chest. “Lemme go-”

Jean frowns and looks to Nathaniel, his partner staring hard at Riko, as if he can force answers out of him without saying anything. So Jean opens his arms and Kevin releases his hold on Riko, the striker stumbling into his chest and mumbling into his jersey.

“Let’s get you into bed,” Jean orders gently in French and grunts when Riko starts struggling. “Riko-”

“No!” Riko stumbles away and Nathaniel grabs his wrist to swing him around, toward their personal bathroom, kicking the door to their room closed. Jean winces and watches Nathaniel silently manhandle their growling partner towards the bathroom, Kevin wishing them good luck from behind the door as he and Andrew leave.

“Let go!”

“Nate-”

Jean winces again as Riko is unceremoniously shoved into the tub and then Nathaniel turns on the cold water. Riko lets out a shocked yell. Nathaniel still has yet to say a word and Jean can see the tension in his rigid shoulders. Just watching Riko get absolutely drenched, sputtering. Jean lets this go on for almost a full minute and is already stepping forward when Nathaniel does first, switching off the shower.

“What the fuck was that for, Red!?” Riko coughs, wiping at his wet face. Looks like he’s sobered up a bit.

“You don’t get to hurt me- hurt us like this Riko!”

Jean watches Riko’s mouth open to argue, but Nathaniel isn’t having it. Jean is thankful for that, because after watching their partner become more and more manic over the last few weeks have been painful. He felt like Riko had completely forgotten that they were dreading him and Kevin leaving them for an entire year, too. That hurt. So fucking much and they had been letting Riko get away with it, but it looks like this was just the last straw for their tiny protector.

“Shut up! Did you forget that we’d be here, counting the fucking days to graduation? Did you not think about how much we’re going to miss you? We’ve been best friends for over a decade, at each other’s side every fucking day, but we didn’t complain that it was about to change because we know how hard it’ll be for you.” Jean shuffles forward as Nathaniel’s voice cracks and looks down at Riko’s wide-eyed stare, feeling Nathaniel shaking when he presses against his back, his nails digging into his forearm when he wraps his arms around him.

“What Nate is saying, mon corbeau, is that we would have appreciated a little compassion towards not only your boyfriends but two of your oldest friends.”

Riko has the sense to appear guilty and looks down, only for him to pale suddenly and cover his mouth, gagging. He manages to scramble for the toilet bowl next to the tub to purge the liquor he downed earlier, when Nathaniel grabs the back of his jersey to haul him to it. Jean sighs and shifts gears, looking after their ‘fearless leader’. While Nathaniel keeps Riko from hurting himself, Jean gets him some water to wash the taste out of his mouth and a towel to dry him off. Since Jean and Nathaniel are used to cleaning up after Riko, that they get him cleaned up and curled up in their bed inside twenty minutes.

Jean practically collapses onto the bed and heaves a heavy sigh, staring at Riko pick at a loose thread on their comforter. He’s finally come down enough to hear them and hopefully he and Nathaniel can get him to properly listen, so he waits until Nathaniel climbs into bed, spooning against Riko’s back to pull both of them over to him. With Riko sandwiched between them, Riko’s face in his chest and Nathaniel’s fingers carding through his damp black hair, Jean feels like they are more ‘normal’ than they have been in months.

“Riko,” Jean whispers, waiting for him to lift his brown eyes to his. “We’ll still be able to talk every day, even if for only a few minutes and we’ll see each other every couple of months.”

“As if my uncle would allow that,” Riko mumbles.

“If you recall, kitten, I’m rather convincing,” Nathaniel reminds him, tugging his hair.

“And with our hellish schedule and you settling in with the Barons, time will fly by and we’ll be back together again before we realize,” Jean adds.

“We’ll still be apart and you two will be together. Without me.”

Jean frowns and tries to mold the three of them together, glancing at Nathaniel.

“And you’ll have Kevin, your brother, who will be without Andrew.” Nathaniel’s words trigger a full body flinch from Riko, Nathaniel shushing him gently. “We’ve always looked after each other, and you and Kevin didn’t have me around for the first ten years, remember?”

“Everything is going to change.”

“Of course it is,” Jean scoffs and kisses Riko’s forehead when he scowls at him. “Think of it this way, you and Kevin get to scout ahead and make names for yourselves with the Barons and then Andrew, Nate and I will need you to show us the ropes.”

“In the real world,” Nathaniel adds. “You can be free of this hellhole.”

“And we’re right behind you.”

Riko chews on his bottom lip, his body falling limp between them and Jean smiles weakly, nuzzling him gently. “Just go spend some time with Kev, have your brother all to yourself before Andrew occupies all of his free time again, alright?”

“We’ll have the best reunion sex, too,” Nathaniel teases and laughs at Riko’s embarrassed squeak.

“You’re such an idiot, Nate!” Riko squirms, swatting at him.

Jean just watches them pathetically swat at each other like the children they are with a fond smile, propping his head up with his hand. Riko, still a bit drunk, gives up when Nathaniel restrains his hand and whines pathetically, turning red as he’s koala hugged and his cheek kissed. Jean is able to wrap himself around the both of them and murmur reassurances in French, Riko melting into their hold, listening to him talk. It’ll take more panicked moments and countless conversations, but Jean knows they’ll make it through this.

#aftg #tfc #ravens #jean/riko/nate #oh look #the read more didn't work #again #whatever #just #wtf #prompt #Jean Moreau #riko moriyama #nathaniel wesninski #royal flush au #you all know I love Riko #he's also just a spoiled brat in this au #just leave me alone #cw?

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gwentoryfics · 4 years

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Oof lemme try to remember what I said lol. Basically first, thank you for being so sex positive bc it is The Way. Second, I have been with my partner for 10+ years and wanted to add my experience. Even now we sometimes get into this pattern of elevating orgasms as The Finish Line as your other nonnie said. But sexual pleasure is a spectrum! Sometimes I don't orgasm and that's ok!!! As long as it feels good I still value that (unless it doesn't feel good and then partner gets feedback) - 🐨

2) sometimes one or the other of us is stressed or too tired to do all the work it takes to orgasm 😂 and so we do what we can. It has taken a long time for me to not consider that to be "settling" and I can only see it that way by feeling completely assured that my partner and I want each other to feel as good as possible. Which is what everyone needs and deserves! Also sucking toys are where it's at to finish oneself off if one has a clitoris. 🐨

(from a previous set of messages where only the third one came through): 3) the last thing I will say is that for me, my sucking toy was a game changer. Not just bc it can get me off fast if needed but I actually think it has helped my clitoris be more sensitive for my partner in general, idk if this is a thing? Whether it's a physiological thing or a mental thing this makes it easier/faster for me to orgasm w my partner too. Reading hot fics also gets me in the mood 😏 so keep on doing the good work and hugs to all - 🐨 anon

Yes booboo, we are HERE for sex positivity! Lol I am finally turning the tables because I’m sick of all of the negativity I’ve felt towards sex for so long. This is the year that we reclaim positive sex lives 😉

I love that you view pleasure as a spectrum! I agree that orgasms aren’t the end-all, be-all. I think at the moment I’m a little extra focused on orgasms simply because I’ve always told myself that it’s not something I deserve/get to have because it’s asking too much from my partner. Eventually the goal for me is to get to that middle ground where I can have sex without even worrying about orgasms, but at this point in my life it’s just something that I really want and so I’m gonna do what I can to get it!

Side note, I’ve actually just recently discovered that I have a much more dominant side to me that I’ve always suppressed because I thought I’d be more comfortable in the traditional ‘submissive female’ role, and I think coming to terms with that and accepting my wants is going to be hugely beneficial for me.

ANYWAY. yes, I definitely feel what you’re saying about being too stressed or tired to put in the effort lol. Sometimes lazy sex is so nice because you just get to feel close and it’s just chill.

I don’t know if there’s any kind of connection between using toys and being able to orgasm more easily with a partner, but I think at the very least, using toys is a great way to teach your body how to orgasm. Personally, it’s really hard for me to orgasm without actively clenching my vaginal walls around something, and I’m not sure I ever would have discovered that without using a toy. And I think it’s helpful to use a toy that lets me orgasm quickly and easily so that I know how to help my body get there during sex. I feel like I’m not explaining that well but I hope you get it lol.

and YES. I think it’s safe to say that we all like reading hot fics 😏😏 that is literally why I do what I do lmao

also!! to anyone reading this who is generally unfamiliar with sex toys or doesn’t know what we’re all talking about when we say ‘sucking toys,’ let me introduce you to my favorite, The Womanizer (hate that name lol). that link is for a similar model to what I have - I’m not sure my model is sold anymore, but it’s the same brand. Also, that link is for my favorite sex shop - incredibly female and trans-friendly. All of the items they sell are made with safe materials, so you don’t have to question the quality. I highly recommend both the toy and the shop to anyone interested in exploring toys!

anyway, thank you so much for sharing, koala anon! 💕😊

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