#i wont delete asks or be rude to people that ask but

[autisticlee]

always told "is better to have 1-2 good friends than 20 not so good friends" or things like that. but... kinda not better tbh. can't rely on 1-2 people to always be there when you need someone. is nice to have more options. gareuntee *someone* can be there at any time.

but reality is I can't have many friends and can't expect 2 friends I do have to pay attention to me when need someone. afraid to annoying them and make them leave like everyone else. so all I can do is suffer alone ._.

#so hard to get friends who will/can hang out and distract me when needed #no one wants to hang out with lee 🥲 #brain bad and wont stop. cant escape brain alone. need another person to help. but go months without talking to other people #try not to be annoying and bother them but they have no time for lee even a few times a year so dont want to be pushy and annoying #sighs idk. how to get used to being alone and accepting its reality for lee. people are hard. being alone easier right? then why feel bad??? #lee rambles #🥲🥲😭😭🥲🥲😭😭 #so used to asking “friends” to play game or something and get rejwcted every time then after about 3 times friend deletes me as friend #or starts acting weird and annoyed at me until am pushed out of friend group or blocked or never asked to hang out anymore #only give it 3 chances but is always too many for everyone. so afraid to ask anyone first to do things and wait for them #but they never ask. ugh whats wrong with me what am i rambling about. dont know. #wish this gane im playing was enough to distract brain but IS NOT WORKING #angry sad dread feeling or whatever feeling is wont stop #dont know what causes it. can only guess. guessing need attention/afffection or some sort #because cats rejecting lee attention and affection and family being rude when trying to interact makes me VERY UPSET RIGHT NOW #dont know what do ._. #want to not exist anymore. just poof out of reality until feel better

[bth3cowboi]

paint me in lovely red, mv1xreader

masterlist

pairing: max verstappen x artist!reader

summary: a tiny slip can make your most beautiful secrets public. Sometimes the slip comes in the form of a painting, sometimes the secret is a relationship with a world champion.

format: social media au

a/n: all paintings used here were made by Malcolm Liepke! Part 1/?

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verstappen1updates Max just admitted that he’s in a relationship on stream! Transcript of the clip for those asking:

G: Max, they’re asking about the new painting in the background. I haven’t seen it before either.

M: Ah yes, that was a gift for the championship win from- [Stops to keep driving]. Well, my girlfriend really.

G: [Laughs] That’s cute, she’s great at painting. Oh- they’re surprised now- [Laughs] about your girl.

M: Ah- We just like to keep to ourselves, mate.

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user1 YO WHAT???

user2 and just like that we’ve lost him🥲

user3 u don’t know that man

user2 a girl can dream…

user4 sooo whos the girl?? I want to know noww

user5 a whole picture of his winning car??? she must be HOOKED

user6 after that season i cant blame her

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yourusername

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yourusername Spring is coming so new prints are out on my online shop!! Make sure to check them out💛🧡🍋

From the vault: “my yellow mirror II”, oil on canvas, 18x24. Also: my bike, me.

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user1 I just came expecting more Max honestly

user2 SAME

user3 the only thing interesting on this page

user4 ok seeing her now I get why Max let her paint him like that😂 shes cute

user5 paint me like one of your french girls- max, probably

yourfriend beautiful as always Yn🥹🫶 only focus on that

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yourusername thanks bby🫶

user6 oh girl stop being so dramaticcc

user7 drop the painting of the car instead, this is boring

user8 i get it know, date rich so you can afford to do your silly paintings🤯

maxverstappen1 just lovely

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inthef1paddock Max Verstappen and girlfriend Yn Ln caught together after she arrived to Melbourne for the Australian GP.

The driver had to ask through his instagram stories for fans to respect their privacy and Yn’s career after people flooded her social media with disrepectful comments, he did so by posting this selfie.

Mean comments will be deleted.❤️

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user1 People are so rude, its obvious they love each other

user2 Oh that hug🥹 what a lucky girl

user3 Did you see the video? He RAN to her, shes blessed

user4 idk she still seems weird…

lando.jpg

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lando.jpg 🇦🇺 nights

tagged charlesleclerc, maxverstappen1 and yourusername;

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user1 last photo made me SCREAM, MAX???

user2 Lando is so crazy for this lol

user3 From Charles dropping it low to a hard launch he knows his public

charles_leclerc 😎😎

yourusername 🕺🕺📸📸

charles_leclerc You mean 💋💋📸📸?

maxverstappen1 Lando wont post those because he is lonely and he will cry

landonorris mate thats not true

yourusername its ok to be single lando we dont care you cried to our happy photos

landonorris I did NOT cry 🤢 you guys made me sickkkkk

charles_leclerc sick to tears

maxverstappen1 😂😂

landonorris Stoppp

landonorris Dont know what its worse, the kissy photos or the porn paintings

yourusername not porn🖕

maxverstappen1 Dont be rude🖕

yourusername I will paint you crying now idc you crybaby

landonorris Sure😂

charlesleclerc Famous last words

user4 its ok Lando I will take 💋 pictures with you

user5 me toooo, I volunteer 🤩

maxverstappen1 Please send me the rest of Yn’s photos👍

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user6 oh wow i get lando now this is so sweet its sick😭

yourusername

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yourusername “Lando Norris, the crybaby”, oil on canvas, 24x30.

Prints will be available online soon🧡

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user1 Oh she ate this one up😭😭

landonorris NO YN

landonorris YN THIS IS SO MEAN

landonorris why would you do this😭😭 I didnt think you were serious

yourusername See, crybaby

carlossainz55 Dont worry Landito you dont look too bad

landonorris 😭😭😭

user3 LMFAO THIS IS SO FUNNY

user2 the devil work fast, but yn works faster

danielricciardo Jesus how much for this one, I will give ANYTHING

charlesleclerc No man ask for your own, this one is mine

maxverstappen1 This is not leaving my house👍 good luck

charles_leclerc WHAT? NOT FAIR, YN I WILL PAY TOO MUCH

danielricciardo Whatever he pays I will give double

yourusername Sorry its been bought already

charles_leclerc ???

mclaren Thank you Yn, this will look great in our hall 🧡🧡

yourusername 🧡🫶

landonorris WHAT

charles_leclerc oh my god

landonorris NO WAY

user4 SOLD TO MCLAREN? this is a fever dream

user5 I, too, want a portrait of me kissing max verstappen

user6 I respect Yn so much, cause she went from making tittie art of her bf to paint their friend crying while they makeout in the background

maxverstappen1 Lovely😂

maxverstappen1 Can I request one but without the crybaby?

yourusername I have a few already 🤔 whats one moree

user7 DROP THEM, I KNOW YOU HAVE THE HOT ONES TOO

charles_leclerc Dont drop them please think of the children

yourusername wow youre so boring

maxverstappen1 Make fun of him on a painting for that baby

danielricciardo I will pay for that one this time

charles_leclerc God no have mercy

yourusername dont worry i wont do that, being a ferrari driver is punishment enough

charles_leclerc 😐

landonorris LOL DESERVED

maxverstappen1 Love you my Yn❤️❤️

yourusername love you too🥹🥹

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a/n: Thank you for reading!!! I might do a second part to this fic, I think there is so much more to do with the plot so if anyone is interesed make sure to stick around❤️🥹 My inbox is now open if anyone has suggestions or ideas they want to se me writw!

#max verstappen #max verstappen x reader #f1 smau #f1 #f1 fanfic #f1 x reader #mv1 #mv33 #mv1 x reader #f1 imagine #mv33 x reader #mv1 imagine

[keiipopped]

My First Scandal🤭

Okay so i wasn’t gonna address this because frankly it’s irrelevant to me but since bitches wanna get on here and post shit and so called ‘call me out’ so fuck it, I’m bored and have time tonight. If youre on enha writing tumblr then you may have seen posts from or about @dramaticalerror who i cant tag cause the bitch blocked me anyway LMAOO. So let me start by saying that if there’s typos its cause i just did my nails and am trying to type fast lmao and haven’t had nails in a hot minute. Anyway. The whole situation is genuinely irrelevant to me but bc people that have never interacted w me a day in their lives have shit to say. Ill say this, First of all, yes i told the bitch to off herself and yes I said I’d whoop her ass if this was irl (CAUSE I WOULD💀) however, this was after so long of conversation and them being rude initially. People I’ve interacted with on multiple platforms including this one as well as in real life can testify to the fact that i am genuinely a sweet person, but i will fight if needed. Last night i was on tumblr and this person came up on the regular enhypen tag which i follow and they were posting to tell people what they were gonna be writing and i ignored it. Then i realized what kind of content they were actually writing and i wanted them to disappear. Anyway i messaged them politely asking that they blocked me so it would basically be like they never existed and they proceeded to respond rudely but this part was not showed in their responses. They later told me i didnt “deserve” it and then that the more i insulted them the more they’d write Niki smuts and tag me in them. Which i stupidly enough earlier deleted the whole chat thread cause i said i was done w the whole thing. but i do have those. Anyway they later posted the chats but only the parts where i got out of hand AND then blocked me ANYWAY like a fucking clown. They also told me I’d eventually write smut which.. i wont? Like. Y’all i swear it was literally like talking to a 8 year old wall.

It’s just funny cause its so easy to tell how immature this person is because of the tags they use like #controversy. Are you serious 💀

Anyways there was so much more that went down in the chat but this is the only important(not) part. Bottom line is the shit they write is disgusting and anyone that disagrees and plans on writing that shit in the future just go ahead and block me.

AND lastly miss me with that “Jungwon and Sunoo didnt get the same defense” because i was fighting bitches when someone literally wrote smut for him the day after his 18th birthday and i wasn’t here when sunoo turned 18. and if you think people waited for Jungwon to turn 19 youre wrong too.

I would tag the mf also but they like i said blocked me anyway. So 🤷🏽‍♀️

#enhypen #enhypen smut #niki smut #enhypen writer #enhypen hard hours #enhypen thoughts #uNfAiR

[juicezone]

agere/petre art requests!

status: OPEN inbox: 8

see below read more for further details!

rules:

you must obey the dni of this account. especially please do not request or reblog if you are k!nk, nsfw, generally not safe for kids. you will be blocked.

i will not do irl people (mcyters don't count bc im not drawing THEM. i'm drawing the characters they play)

please be kind when asking :) these are not commissions, i am not required to do them!

if your request is something i'm not comfortable with doing, i'll priv answer so you have the option of sending another if you'd like! (if you're on anon, i'll try and make a vague ask description

please put separate requests in separate asks! IE: if you ask for Character from Fandom A and character from Fandon B, please send two asks! (Unless you want them together which is fine :P)

not a rule but feel free to give suggestions! IE: "Can you draw character with a green paci" or "can you draw character as a fox pet-regressor?" or "can you draw character and character as cg + regressor?" (just make sure to specify who is who!)

(NEW, 7/18/23) I'd prefer to not draw your persona/sona/ect! I don't mind drawing in a "blank/YN" type character, but I no longer would like to draw personas/sonas/ect. Sorry! (NOTE: THIS IS EXEMPT FOR FRIENDS LET ME DRAW YOUR AGERE OCS SO BAD)

(NEW, 10/21/23) I'll happily draw supplies such as pacis, diaps, blankies, onesies, ect! Just include the info in the ask (Feel free to include design suggestions or diaps to reference from! keep in mind they won't be 100% identical ^^')

(NEW, 12/27/23) Requests may take a while! I work 30-40 hrs a week on top of being a full time student. I might get it done immediately, it might get done in three months or longer. Usually I do them in order, but not always! If you come into my inbox and repeatedly ask abt it (esp if ur rude) i will delete it. and i will block you.

fandoms i'll def do!

-Bluey -MCYT (characters ONLY) -star trek -Pokemon -FNAF -warrior cats -Nintendo -Disney -(Other Child friendly media) -honestly, just ask as long as its NOT on the Won't do list feel free to send in asks of fandoms that aren't on the above list! if i'm not comfortable doing them, if you read the rules you'll know what i'll do ^^

fandoms i def WONT do

-harry potter -irl ppl (as in the content creators not their played characters) -hetalia -Attack on Titan -Media that is primarily NSFW in a 18+ way (Honestly it's hard for me to explain what this counts as, so really just asking is the best way to go about it!)

#agere art #blog posts #sfw agere art #fandom agere art #fandom agere

[atamai-twst]

❀ Introduction ❀

❀ This is a Disney-Twisted Wonderland OC roleplay blog.

❀ Atamai Ēteru is the main OC.

❀ Mod is the person behind the screen.

❀ Additional information will be provided below.

ooc account: @rosesforo

❀ Important Notices ❀

❀ This is a multiship blog. There are a few rules when it comes to this. ❀

You may NOT cause any exessive NSFW activity with my characters. Do not try to; Make out with them, Do unholy actions, or ask him innapropriate questions. Please be decent. This is not limited to; NSFW themed jokes, profanity, pet names (as atamai refers to everyone as "Dear") and those alike. If you have questions regaurding this, please do not be afraid to ask

Their relationships will not under any circumstances intertwine with eachother.

Im sorry to my polyamorus people, but absolutely no poly

If you want to form a ship with one of my characters please dm me first so we can figure something out!!! im very very open to creating ships with both rida and atamai (theyre ridiculously lonely and deserve to understand true emotions) if you feel embarrassed or awkward to do it i promise you wont be judged djdb

❀ Additional Notices ❀

Cussing will be in my blog. I am not your father. This will not be tagged.

Atamai will refer to everyone as "Dear/Darling" please notify me if you are uncomfortable with that

Some posts may contain mentions of; Drugs, alcohol, abuse, trauma, etc. these will be labeled with a trigger warning. usually in tags.

voice claims: https://www.tumblr.com/atamai-twst/752007336298758144/voices-for-the-boys-3-atamai-cavetown-music?source=share

❀ About the OC: Atamai Ēteru ❀

Atamai will be the main person speaking

When he speaks it will be in blue text

Name: Atamai Ēteru

Age: 18

Birthday: December 12th 

Class/Year: Junior / Class 3-A 

Dorm: Octavinelle

Height: 5'8" 173cm

Gender/prns: He/They | Cis male

Sexuality: Omnisexual (Male preference/Trans inclusive) Demisexual and Demiromantic

Dominant hand: Ambidextrous

Homeland: The Shaftlands

Ethnicity: Japanese

Club: Mountain Lovers Club 

Best Subject: Potionology

Hobbies: Writing, Baking, Classic Literature, tending to small animals and studying plants

Pet Peeves: Disorganized events

Favorite food: Hanami/Spring Dango

Least Favorite food: Any type of seafood/fish

Talent: Figure Skating

Fun fact: he has a professional piercing license

Atamai Ēteru is a quieter young man. He enjoys watching and nursing different species of plants and smaller animals. He is talented in spaces of physical and psychological magic. He enjoys learning more about people (definitely not to blackmail them if they fuck something up 🤞) He is often seen as not having a very appropriate appearance or personality for a young man from a higher-class family. 

he is often is short worded with his responses around people he does not like, is not comfortable with, or does not know.

he talks a lot with people he trusts and is comfortable with.

He really... really likes plants

He also has a little kitten named Jasmine in his dorm.

I got asked an anon and accidentally deleted it I'm soso sorry, but the question was: "Does atamai/rida have any disorders?" the answer to this is yes! Atamai has autism and adhd (as i do), and rida has bpd, along with both of them having mild to moderate ptsd.

his picrews can be found under this tag: #atamai picrew

his backstory can be found her

❀Atamai's brother: Rida❀

Rida talks in green text

Name: Rida Ēteru

Age: 17

Birthday: May 20th

Class/Year: Sophomore / Class 2-B

Dorm: Heartslabyul

Height: 6'1 / 185 cm

Gender/prns: He/Him/Xe/Xem | Transgender male

Sexuality: Panromantic Greyasexual (more open)

Dominant hand: Left

Homeland: The Shaftlands

Ethnicity: Japanese

Club: Board game club

Best Subject: Visual Arts

Hobbies: Painting, technology, Xeir brother's cooking, talking 

Pet Peeves: Rude people 

Favorite food: Ceaser chicken salad

Least Favorite food: Seafood

Rida is an extroverted, energetic young man, he loves art and music of all kinds and is the younger brother to Atamai Ēteru.

About the mod/guy behind the screen

I speak in purple text

Hi! You can call me Mod. I'd rather not publicly state my name.

I have AuDHD (Autism and ADHD)

You probably won't see much of me. I might pop up in tags or to answer asks.

I simply exist.

❀ Who is Atamai currently dating?

Nobody! <3

❀

❀ Who is rida currently dating?

Nobody! <3

(guys please theyre little sad guys)

If you have any questions please ask! Anon is welcome

credit to @cafekitsune for the dividers

#twst #twst rp #disney #twisted wonderland #disney twisted wonderland #twst oc #disney twst oc #disney twst

[stiffyck]

I really don't wanna come off as rude because I know you've gotten people being nasty about this before, but when you spam reblog things do you think its possible you could have a tag for it? I really love your art but seeing repeats of posts on my blog honestly freaks me out

listen im answering only because you seem really nice but im not gonna tag it nor am i gonna stop. just unfollow me and check every once in a while if you want to see my art. i have an art tag so you can always go through that. this may come off as rude but its not my responsibility to make YOUR dash more friendly or whatever. if something or someone bothers you just unfollow. i see something that makes me uncomfortable that someone i follow posts about? i either block the tag they have for it or i just unfollow and come back to check their other stuff every once in a while.

also tagging it "spam reblog" or something wouldnt do anything as you would still see a shit ton of posts just filtered this time with the option to view said post. you would still get the spam. it doesnt make the posts disappear from your dash.

i have this in my pinned post that all asks about my spam reblogging will be deleted and from now on i wont be answering any asks even if they are like this.

this isnt me trying to be rude this is me saying that im not responsible for making your dash be more enjoyable. you follow who you wanna see and you unfollow/block those you dont wanna see. simple as that.

#stiff talk #asks

[prettyrealm]

my initial reply deleted,, please bear with me.

hello, im the anon who intially sent that message about doing readings on the deseased. I read it. took a step back. And wanted to come back with more understanding. I first want to apologize for audacity of my ask. That was really silly and rude of me. I have/had no right to try and police you. Or even try to force my emotions on you. I unfortunately based my opinions on what others were saying when wanting to do reading on the deceased. That it was wrong and something they strongly wont do. I assumed it was invasive and wrong. And I do apologize for that, basing everybody else to you or anyone who does these type of readings. I forget you also ask permission from them before doing it. Which is no way my position to have a opinion/negative response. Because this is your practice and blog. I had no right and I am not knowledgeable enough to even have a opinion. You have every right to react that way.

I do truly appreciate what you do here and what you produce. I am a long time subscriber- who thinks I know more than I actually do. I apologize for my strong reaction and will definitely think before I react. And I will definitely keep educating myself on this, because I have alot to learn~

Thank you for sending me this, I really appreciate that you took the time to reflect and understand. ❤️

If you’re planning on studying tarot, I think what I said will only become even clearer to you. People don’t seem to understand that when you’re using tarot to directly communicate with someone, that’s exactly what you’re doing. Their energy is directly felt. Actually experiencing it can make a lot of people’s doubts or worries around the practice disappear and most will find it was only fear (personal feelings) stopping them in the first place!

#answered #posthumous celebrity readings

[froggy-clubhouse]

So i have had the basic dni of "i do not consent to kink interaction" for some time now but have been quietly blocking/deleting asks or likes/followers of people who make me uncomfortable in other ways as well so i thought id be more explicit on my boundaries!!! Mainly ive just been overwhelmed by it so its taken awhile :|

I will not accept asks for: Harry Potter, hazbin hotel, hetalia, dsmp, any irl person (does not include live action fiction like stranger things, i mean i wont accept asks for like Noah schnapp or smth)

I also don't want people who fit basic dni criteria on my blog!!!! THIS IS A SAFE SPACE!

↑→ sexist, racist, ableist, homophobic, proshipper, terf/swerf, anti-agere, anti neo pronouns, nft users (who even r u)

Also i will not have any swearing or drug use on my blog! I know some agere peeps have different stances with that and that's fine but this is a vry important boundary for me!!! No substances and no swearing!

Finally I'll just say that if there is any discourse or hate or smth along those lines I will not interact with it. If you send in a mean ask I'll just block you, if someone replies with smth mean or rude I'll just block them. Im not going to tolerate that sort of thing, I try vry hard to be kind and safe on this blog and no one is going to ruin that fr me or anyone else!

[fictionfreedom]

hi. i dont know how to really start this but like. i guess i present myself as being against radqueer stuff / pro para stuff. like outwardly. but if we're being honest i feel like im probably one myself. i feel stuck. everyone who knows me i think is not okay with this stuff. basically ive just been supressing things this entire time. i dont know if its good to live that way? i guess it sucks to know that honestly a lot of people would hate me a lot for who i really am and how i really feel. i dont want people to attack me but like. i feel kind of... fascinated with the para community? like. i wont lie ive followed quite a few people in this community in secret but otherwise just suppressed it. the recent callout stuff thats going on this website though is like... it feels like its bringing stuff up. like obviously i dont agree with like acts of abuse but like. ive been breaking down a lot suddenly about seeing people who are similar to me getting harassed for things that i feel too. like i suppress it and pretend to be anti i think because i just want to survive. eveyone says like its the more moral thing to be against this stuff because its bad and gross and only bad and gross people feel that way. i dont think im bad and gross? i mean sometimes i feel that way. but like, my attractions dont feel gross in the moment. i only feel that way when im beating myself up for thinking about them. i feel like i still want to otherwise keep them to myself outside of this anon but it hurts honestly to see people who i like talking about how it makes someone a bad person and that you deserve harassment for it. i dont know if it woild be helpful for me to be open and prideful like everyone else. i dont want to be hurt. but i want friends or something that wont hate me forever or even ruin my life because i feel the way i do. i mean ive tried to stop feeling aroused and attracted to the things i do. ive tried but obviously i cant stop it and it's probably uneraseable. wtf do i do?

Wow that's a lot for an ask. I don't quite know if I'm good at giving advice but I'll definitely say this: You are in no way a bad person for these feelings, and the fact you even feel bad about them in the first place proves that. It is not a thing you can necessarily stop unless it's a trauma response, and even then most people have to go through therapy just to get close to stopping those feelings, and even then that's usually just dealt with through finding ways to have an outlet for harmful paraphilias such as certain kinks and whatnot so that they aren't actually harming anyone, such as roleplay and whatnot or through means of fiction. I will still say it's best you don't identify yourself as a Radqueer, as most Radqueers are well known to be Pro-contact which means they are fine with people acting on things like pedophilia and zoophilia outside of a roleplay/fiction scenario. If you feel that you want to express your paraphilias and whatnot to other people, even if those people aren't your friends but rather just a good community, I'd suggest looking around on here for servers and whatnot, but again I suggest avoiding radqueers and any places that say they support anti-recovery people. You may HAVE to interact with Radqueers or radqueer-type things to find stuff about different labels and whatnot, but besides that I still say avoid them or interact with them in a careful context. It absolutely isn't a good way to live, suppressing these things and beating yourself up over it, and even if you just continue to vent or talk about these things anonymously it's still a good thing to talk about. You are not a bad person for feeling or thinking these things, no matter how you feel about them, and the only thing that can make you a bad person in this situation is if you act on them in a non-fictional/roleplay scenario.

If anyone else has advice for this person feel free to put it in the comments/reblogs, and I will personally be deleting anything rude or hurtful towards this person as they are obviously not doing well mentally because of this stuff.

-Michael

#profic #proship #comship #pro fiction #pro para #pro paraphile #anti harassment #paraphilia #paraphile #paraphilias #para safe #paraphile safe #paraphiles please interact #paraphile community

[meatsex]

Hmm, maybe. From my memory of the tomodachi streams, he did kind of hate vlinny at the start, but I think that was due to him considering vlinny a pointless character, and/or thinking he looked weird (at least from what I can remember off the top of my head). Anyway, we probably shouldn’t let this get out of tumblr, just in case he does see meatnny and it becomes another vlinny situation. (Sorry if the last part of the ask is rude, I’m just slightly worried)

im gonna trust your memory on that one

also this isnt criticizing your message but there shouldnt be a "we", i obviously appreciate all the support i get for my lets be truly honest autistic freak ideas, but if the "ship were to go down", id be the one to blame, its not like my tumblr is some kinda deep website you can only access through a tor browser, i think ever since i began posting vinesau fanart people already had me in the """spotlight""" as a weird person and all the things that i were sent, were sent and saw and discussed

lest just say that happens though, id hate to be the catalyst of something as big as that

soon the cycle will repeat, ill become hyperaware of my art, ill have a breakdown over it, hopefully it wont escalate to the worst, ill say "im gonna delete all of my shit cuz i live in a reverse panopticon of everyone thinking of me as mentally ill weirdo", and then nothing will happen, probably, for some reason, and ill take that as reassurance that im actually normal and the art i do is normal

sorry about the rant just many things to be said

#i remember ali/zarin retweeting my zine and it had blatant sections for vlinny and my horror art and while he isnt #The One that Speaks for Vincent i feel like maybe thats... idk reassurance that im on the safe line? or maybe he didnt read it at all which #would be funny pftttttt #ask #id love to talk about the deep labyrinth of thoughts in my head where i feel suffocated often but i dont know whos going to read my message #my messages in bottles

[lee1504]

Hii. So, i'm here to ask you something about one of my interactions with you. Yesterday i replied to one of your angst posts (that one entitled "told you i'd cave") with some of those "please delete this you're triggering people" jokes and someone replied to it saying it was rude (they took it as something serious and not a joke but anyway)

And i want to know, did i offended you with that? It wasnt my intention to do it but if yes please warn me so i wont joke like that with you anymore. Also, i really liked your writing, my comment wasn't meant to be serious <3

You wrote angst, and i felt the angst 🫡

— Bin.

lol no you didn't offend me i got the joke

and thank you :D

[terraliensvent]

allow replies to asks pls. I wanna speak my mind on some asks because how it stands now, you get the final word regardless of whether ppl agree with u

i dont know what you mean by this, if youre talking about the kinah discussion im not allowing it anymore. its unproductive and people are getting aggressive in my inbox and really its none of our business. and even so, if someone has IMPORTANT additions to make then it can be posted, i just am getting tired of the moral grandstanding and arguments happening. its time to move on because, again, it really doesnt affect us and its none of our business.

if youre talking about in general, ive never suppressed people who want to reply to each other. prior to my cutoff of kinah discussion, i post everything that gets sent to my inbox, and even then im only deleting asks talking about kinahs attempt. however, this is my blog and i try to be nuanced about my thoughts on things. you guys said you wanted my opinions and im gonna try my best to give added context as i see fit, because sometimes anons will make bad takes (such as the “porn proportioned” comment) and i dont want to uphold certain things without taking a critical lens to them. just because i add my input on an ask doesnt mean you arent allowed to have an opinion that disagrees with mine, youre free to talk in my inbox about stuff and i prefer to have a constructive discussion on topics.

the main thing that i wont stand for is anons that are rude, aggressive, and condescending. thats not how you have a discussion and you can be respectful to people you disagree with. this is no place for moral pedestals especially since we are all anonymous and as such it doesnt even make sense to try and present yourself as better than others, nobody even knows who you are. and even so, i still post asks that are rude, i just give my two cents underneath them.

im not allowing asks about kinahs attempt anymore, thats something im not budging on because we are so off the topic of terras now and i think were all getting too involved in the life of this person who we will never know irl. if you personally want to argue with people in the replies of an ask, make a burner account and go wild, but im not gonna publish asks on it anymore because its just exhausting at this point.

#closed species vent #terralien #closed species #terraliens #mod rambles #not a vent

[bloodsoaked-gown]

barely gonna properly interact anymore, not being rude!!!

ok since I use tumblr a lot, I'm gonna do a thing now (also its like the prime time for me to get back up) I have 2 months to make or wreck my life and thing is I do not want the 2nd option

people who knew my OLD account, know I started a 100 days challenge right, in my mind I'm still doing it but not gonna lie it got messed up due to things happening but the main point of it was NOT GIVE UP, never

soooo lets start it small week by week day by day step by step, it wont be very organised but i wanna win from myself this time

some things I'm gonna change are:

rn i follow like 30 people im gonna reduce it to like atmost 10 cause i dont want the FOMO, this doesnt mean i hate you or i dont wanna interact with you people, i will do that when im free like particular blogs spam and stuff, and i will follow you guys back when its all over, cause it gets overwhelming tbh and my self control isnt the best (now i could easily like delete this site and yada yada, no i cant i have been here since 2021 this is my like 2nd home after Pinterest so yeah)

i will barely try to interact but my dms ask are open if you wanna drop by say something tell me anything reblog or comment stuff that's fine, from my side it will be replied maybe late sometimes but i will i promise, im always up for hearing anyone's problem

do not accept the all so aesthetic bullshit from me, i'm not here to be a motivation, i'll fail and fall, but i wont give up, that's all this is gonna be lots of study vents and shitposts and just a chaotic messy thing

if im found very active here, kindly hate me bully me off here im all for it , unless im ranting or venting, then dni unless its like important thing to say

If im not here possibly for a few days, and anyone wanna know I'm alive that time, my pintrest will be active, drop a hii there

also well this is my space lol whatever i do but still to give my lovely friends here the idea of wtf is happening with me this will be pinned for a while&lt;3

now some things to know about me- me is called zuege. this is @disproportionatelysculpting sideblog, im an artist creator there i have split personality(flexible character), im adult by mistake, passed of school not in college phase so its bad, mentally not okay, ambiverted and weird but i can be a great hot mom friend you guys need

[gh0stbunnywriter]

request rules!

My requests/ submissions/ asks are open! Send me a funny little idea or whatever it is you ghoulies wanna see, and i'll write it! if i want. there are things i personally will or wont do, but i'm just going to list the big ones, and things that should be common sense.

✦ rules below the cut! ✦

✦ i will write: x!reader, smutty stuff, fluffy stuff, angsty stuff, violence-y stuff, creepy monsters, horror? ronance and steddie are my current faves! check out my fics for an idea of what i write!

✦ aged up is something im cautious of and is okay for some characters and situations (ex. all characters are aged up in my band fic, eddie is 26), but if you do not make it clear that it's in a post-highschool setting, i will not write that. speaking of-

✦ i will not write: underage anything! are you a sick freak? get outta here! :D i won't write non-con , i will not write irl people (e.x. joe quinn), and i will not write cheating fics.

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characters I write for (i can write for others if i know who they are, so it doesn't hurt to ask!):

✦ stranger things: eddie, steve, nancy, robin, gareth (may update)

✦ mha: keigo takami, touya todoroki, aizawa shouta

✦ haikyuu!: bokuto, kuroo, tsukishima (all after the timeskip)

any au is fine, I'm always up for something fun and funky.

✦ ✦ ✦

✦ general rules- be nice ✦ don't be a rac!st! ✦ no minors here, my page is full of expl!cit suff ✦ i won't post asks of people being rude or saying some dumb shit, so expect that if you send that stuff it'll just be deleted, and i don't have feelings to hurt. i'm a ghost. duh ✦ there's a lot of stuff i'll write, but if i don't feel comfortable, i just wont- i probably wont message you back and tell you that because i don't wanna make anyone feel bad for a k!nk they have.

✦ instant block for: racism, homophobia, transphobia, xenophobia, bullying others, telling me how to write/ criticizing without critiquing. there is a difference.

✦ everything on this list is subject to change ✦

#requests #request rules #request #rules #fanfic requests #fanfiction requests #ficlet requests #about me #general rules

[smiles-advice]

Heyy about my ask saying that I wanna ask you about something but am very ashamed of that you would find me disgusting so about that I feel like I fucked up and I really think if I tell you you would hate so could you pls ignore it or delete it cus for some reason I think it's something that I should get over buy myself and not bother people with it so yeah but thank you for everything tho you are really kind person ❤and am sorry if I spammed you

hiya my darling,

i can promise you that im not going to find you disgusting, or hate you, or be rude at all, so please feel free to message me again. but its up to you lovely, i wont pressure you into anything.

a problem shared is a problem helped, so i am here if you change your mind and i will try to help to the best of my ability. its all up to you.

no need for apologies, youre too sweet,

lots of love 💕

#@wingekprincessproffssor #answered #asks

[pacifymebby]

Heyyy can I just ask how come you deleted your catb/sam fender stuff ? I looove ur neew peaky blinders writing and totally understand why you wouldn’t want to carry on with your old stuff but I would have love to have gone back and re read it 🥺 sorry if this is a rude question of course I completely understand if you wouldn’t want to ! xx❤️

Ahh hey i guess people missed this at the time. And i suppose i didnt really explain it then either.

Honestly i just didnt feel good about writing them/them in general anymore and i wanted to have a clean start. Its actually an urge i get a lot in life... To chuck everything out, to delete work, to cut a big chunk of my life out. And for awhile the urge was building and building and i knew i would never be able to finish them, but that i also wouldnt be happy until they were gone.

And i am really sorry about it but i do really feel so much better now that they are gone so i probably wont put them back up.

Theres a lot of reasons they are gone but i just didnt feel good about them anymore so yeah...

Sorry lovely i know a lot of people really liked them.

Im thinking of rewriting groupie with orginal characters if theres demand for it, and maybe the same with pacifier. So they could go back up eventually.