#i miss my ed

[lellsonajourney]

no relapse honeymoon phase don’t slip out of my fingers please i need you

#tw ed #ed #ed vent #tw ana #ana #ana vent #ed honeymoon phase #ed shit #ana stuff #ana trigger #i miss my ed #i want to kms #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be thinner #disordered eating #ed struggles

[3-lavender]

You know what really fucking sucks?

I’m almost at the weight I started on with my last relapse.

#i miss my ed #tw edd #tw eating issues #ed relapse #tw disordered eating #ed bllog #ed disorder

[holdonhali]

Oh how I miss starving

#sad blogs #broken #i miss it #sad girl #tw cvtting #tw s3lf harm #shhhhh #tw self destructive behavior #hurting #i miss u #pro 4na #ana #ed #i miss the old us #i miss my ed #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #healthy eating #tw eating issues #time to starve #starve #starv3

[lostmywings]

No solution, back to my ed ig

#my own shit #i miss my ed #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #bullimya #anna miaa #annarexya #i could just relapse hard #ed not sherran #anamia

[kewpied0ll]

I wanna be sick again

#txt post #I miss my ed #I probably just miss making myself feel like absolute shit

[daintycherriblossom]

✨back again✨

after being forced into a ~wonderful~ recovery, i'm the heaviest i have ever been in my life, and suffering every single day just to look at myself in the mirror, but it seems that everyone in my life trusts me again, nobody is worried anymore.

my father doesn't stare at my plate all dinner, my mother doesn't watch me eat breakfast, my therapist doesn't ask me what i eat, my dietitian is satisfied with my progress and my health insurance no longer perceives me as sick enough to see her.

my friends don't call me tiny anymore, i never get hit on at parties, my ex never let me sit on his lap because i was too heavy, i'm even heavier now.

i'm failing out of college, because all i can ever think about is how ugly i am. i don't enjoy things that meant the world to me last year. i cry everytime i wake up because i fucking hate being alive. So i am back to the only place that makes sense, so i can be pretty and dainty and desirable again

this time i'll be even better

#tw ana relapse #tw ana shit #tw ana trigger #tw ana vent #tw ed rant #tw relaspe #i wish i was skinny again #i miss my ed #tw ed but not sheeran

[lightbluetown]

the silly pirate creatures in my head are consuming me alive

#our flag means death #ofmd #edward teach #stede bonnet #blackbonnet #gentlebeard #the has anyone seen my wife one is supposed to be about stede looking for ed btw #not the other way around i just couldn't find a good ss of stede holding the missing poster 😭 #🏴‍☠️

[dorywhynot]

the innkeeper

prints <3

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#my darling beloved ed #i missed drawing you a lot #ive missed drawing fanart in general #processing the new season has been....a lot #ofmd #ofmd 2 #ed #edward #edward teach #blackbeard #fanart #our flag means death #pirates #digital art #procreate #sketch #portrait

[beatleswings]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEORGE HARRISON (25 February, 1943)

#took me all day to work on this! #and i'm taking a break from the ed sullivan performance gifsets to celebrate joj's day! #happy heavenly birthday love #i love you and miss you so much #george harrison #the beatles #my gifs #beatlesedit #thebeatlesedit

[hyakunana]

Daily Hotel Krat: Yelp

#lies of p #lop #neowiz #pinocchio #sophia monad #polendina #fanart #comics #i first planned to post all pages in one go but i thought better and naaah im gonna spread them through the week #as I type here i'm taking days off and use my time here to draw for myself more #also i 100%ed LOP this week 8DD extra hyped for whatever neowiz is planning!! #me before my trip: im not gonna bring my vg w me so i can actually rest and draw #me here: i miss playin

[hansoeii]

calm of the night

#back to my ofmd roots i go #man I missed drawing them #they <333 #our flag means death #our flag means death fanart #ofmd #ofmd fanart #ofmd art #stede bonnet #edward teach #blackbeard #stede and ed #stede ed #taika waititi #rhys darby #david jenkins #my art #fanart #gay pirates

[lellsonajourney]

two reasons i weighed myself today instead of monday

i want to see what happens before the weekend cause im going to my grandmas

its a month before i go home for easter

someone tell me WHY i only lost 1.1lb when i have been burning off every single calorie that has gone in my mouth and more.

i'll still take monday as my official weekly weigh in but 1.1lb in four days is really upsetting.

#ed #tw ed #tw ana #ana weight loss #ana #4n4 #weight loss #weigh in #4n4rexia #i want to kms #i miss my ed #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be thinner #i wanna be weightless #ed shit #ed struggles #ana shit #ana trigger #ed vent #ana vent

[3-lavender]

I want to be as skinny as flat Stanley

#tw eating issues #tw ed thoughts #ed relapse #i miss my ed #edblrr #ed bllog #ed

[holdonhali]

We’ve been dating for over 6 years but yesterday he said he wants a girl he “can give piggy back rides to” and I’m “not that girl”

#ED #tw self destructive behavior #tw ana #time to starve #starve #I miss my ED #pro 4na #i miss it #opiates #sad blogs #sad girl #shhhhh #tw cvtting #tw s3lf harm #dtc

[lostmywings]

Just found my ana/mia diary from when I was around 16-17, gonna start reading that tomorrow to motivate me to loose that damn weight I gained since I tried to recover

I should get a new one to stay motivated

#my own shit #i miss my ed #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #finding old diarys is so depressing #bullimya #i could just relapse hard #anna miaa #annarexya #bullimix #bullimyc #ed relapse #ed but not sheeran #anyone knows any good group chats or forums for this shit

[ofmd-ann]

✨ 🎀 💝 🌷

#babygirl #princess <3 #ed my beloved #i miss him #edward teach #ofmd #ofmd photo edit #queued post #recolour #ed teach #our flag means death #ofmdann edits