#i love and hate my brain

[alodiaz]

lando is strollonso’s love child

why?

because lance + nando

what does that make

lando

#listen i had an epiphany #strollonso #do i tag this as lando??? #lando norris #1418 #but you don’t understand #i was eating my grilled cheese and scrolling the strollonso tag when it happened #i love and hate my brain

[nononsenseladies]

It's close to 2am I have to get up at 6 and yet I can't sleep because I fell into a rabbit hole of researching clothing and stuff from various centuries for a dress for Rheanys that is super irrelevant, seriously, one sentence. It will never be mentioned again. Why brain?

I had already went to bed! I was falling asleep when my stupid brain was like: Is that dress historically accurate? What are the right 'dressmaker' terms to describe it? I know absolute shit about fashion and dresses, bustlines, waist seams, and I have no interest to learn about that. I started watching yt videos on women dressing in historical dresses! I take my story researches real but I might have to cut it here I hope you can forgive me for inaccurate dress description.

Again it's of no relevance! Why can't I have ideas to elaborate and connect my rough plot for the future of the story? That would be useful! Damnit Brain!

#ao3 fanfic #writing #hotd #rhaenys targaryen #corlys velaryon #i love and hate my brain #i want to sleep

[hanniejji]

utc spoiler alert to the new kazuha story quest, kazuha's lineage aka irodori festival, and my random brainrots btw ack

look at the little shit i am, working on the phoenix fic like a normal person would work on their wip.

but then i suddenly stopped to ask myself

what if those swordsmith from the kaedehara clan that left inazuma had a descendant—in this case they would've been kazuha's distant relative—and they are left in snezhnaya? like yknow, built a family there but then one of their child aka the current descendant in the current timeline ended up in the fatui and being a subordinate of scaramouche.

*insert my irl gasp that scared my cat*

HOLY SHIT WHAT IF THE CURRENT DESCENDANT IS ON THE RUN? THE FATUI'S ARE AFTER THEM BECAUSE THEY ASSUME THE CLOSEST SUBORDINATE TO SCARAMOUCHE WOULD KNOW WHERE HE HAD RAN OFF, RIGHT? OR ATLEAST HAVE AN IDEA? AND THEY BUMP INTO KAZUHA IN ONE OF HIS TRAVELS? THAT'S SO FUCKED UP BECAUSE SCARA LITERALLY IS THE REASON WHY THE KAEDEHARA CLAN IS FUCKED UP BUT HERE THE DESCENDANT OF ONE OF THE SWORDSMITHS, LITERALLY UNDER THE COMMAND OF THE BALLADEER AND THEY DON'T EVEN GIVE A FUCK THAT THEY SPENT THEIR LIFE SERVING THE MAN WHO DESTROYED THEIR FAMILY?

*insert my pikachu face staring at my diluc fic for literally a few minutes*

*snaps back to reality before opening a new fucking document and typing down my brainrots as if i don't have like more than 10 wips in my list waiting for me to do them*

im so fucked up :D

#might make this an oc instead of an mc because darn that's a beautiful plot right there #I LOVE AND HATE MY BRAIN #LIKE THIS IS SO CHEF'S KISS #BUT AT THE SAME TIME I LITERALLY HAVE TONS OF SHIT TO DO? #fuck idk whether to kiss my brain or not #why do i make my life harder for myself? #in another episode of: sprouttsse writing shit

[jasperyourmutt]

I love being a FREAK OF NATURE. i love being a QUEER. i love being a FAGGOT. i love being a SEX FREAK. i love being a DOG FAG. i love being TRANSGENDER. i love being SO NORMAL <333333

#i love you t4t tumblr you all make me feel so normal #hate being surrounded by cis het ppl 90% of my day #also Hi my brain meds are working now and I love being alive ☺️ #jasperbarks #:3 #ftm puppy #t4t puppy #puppy sub #bark bark bark

[lazycranberrydoodles]

english translation book 5 baby we are in the ‘people assuming kid form hua cheng is xie lian’s son’ era 🔥🔥🔥 / follow for more hualian silliness

#so the part of the book where kid hua cheng suddenly sits bolt upright #because he senses something in the room #and this 7 year old is just 👁️👁️ and radiating immense killing intent #hes so fucking funny 😭 #i love him being weird and strange and offputting #‘dianxia why does the high schooler that hangs around your house sometimes have glowing red eyes and know things he definitely shouldnt #and crush things into dust with his bare hands and seem to hate the sun an-‘ mind your own fucking business #drawing baby hc was so much fun i hope i do it again soon #the secret is that xie lian is JUST as deeply weird as his husband but in a less obvious and threatening manner. #guy who has to keep his internal monologue internal because he is thinking things like “wouldnt wanna get choked by those hands!” #out of every god character he is the one who seems to have changed the most from immortality #dying presumably hundreds of times and being alone for hundreds of years does something to your brain #“xiao hua why does your cultivator talk weird and wear the same clothes and eat the same food and-” HE IS AUTISTIC!!!! AND JADED BY THE #PASSAGE OF CENTURIES!!! YOULL NEVER KNOW WHICH IS WHICH!! #my art #tgcf #tian guan ci fu #hualian #hua cheng #xie lian #art #tgcf meme #mxtx #天官赐福 #lmao #hob #heaven official's blessing #the people have spoken...

[cangrellesteponme]

wife

#yeah i'm not dead woo let's celebrate #my art #kuroshitsuji #kuroshitsuji fanart #black butler #black butler fanart #grelle sutcliff #grell sutcliff #anyway i didn't draw SHIT for a good while and when i got back to it i suddenly hated using the flat marker brush??? #it's part of what makes my signature distinctive so i used it for that but yeah i switched brushes #oddly enough i'm not hating the more textured look? it gets very pixelated at times but it's not awful #back to the signature- it felt weirdly nice to sign things again #i haven't in a while #if you're one of the very few people who also follow me on instagram you'll know i don't use it on there #and the only art i've been doing these days has been original work so yeah nothing on tumblr #and thus the words 'brain exhaustion god stan' have not been written by this comically large hand in a hot minute #enough rambling this is just grelle art because i love her and i know y'all love her too so i thought it would be a nice comeback piece

[honeypleasejustkillme]

mom can u come pick me up my brain is telling me no one wants me here

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd shitposting #actually borderline #bpd vent #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd #bpd fp #it’s so annoying #my brain loves to make me feel like shit #i hate it i hate it i hate it

[alevens]

zolu is maybe one of the easiest ships i've ever liked. they're dating, except when they're not, they're best friends even when they're kissing and they're still captain and first mate when they aren't. they hold hands, they hug. they have sex. they don't.

Luffy can hold Zoro's katanas and Zoro can hold Luffy's strawhat and no one bats an eye. one says "You're so cool!" and the other says "You're strong" and it's just another way to say "I see you, this is why I follow you/this is why I trust you". it's not seeing each other for a long time and still knowing how the other's steps sound like against wood and sand. the captain runs and the first mate follows. it's always "Zoro and the others" and "Where's Luffy?"

if they're just friends, if they're something more, if they don't have a label for it, at its core, it's just about how they get each other. they understand how the other's mind works. however you view them, it doesn't erase they fact that they love each other in a way they don't love other people.

#zolu #on why i love zolu #seeing the hate its gotten on its own tag #i figured i'd put it on my two cents #i am aroace and i do hc Luffy as aroace #the same for Zoro if i'm honest #but the thing about this hc is that not only it isn't canon #but is an actual spectrum #what really made me pause was that the argument was that zolu was an “icky” ship bc of how they viewed Luffy as aroace #i would have prefered they just said they hate the ship #it makes sense as i do too hate ships without reason sometimes #but it was how they seemed to view aromatic/asexual people that fucked me up #both orientations are spectrums #the way i see it and experience it isn't the same other people do #giving this label and then saying it only woks on one way is disrespectful to the many people that fall under this umbrella #it isn't as simple as saying “aromantic folks can't experience love” and “yeah ace folks all find sex disgusting” #everyone is different everyone has different views and it's about finding what fits *you* personally! #sorry for the rant on tags i just wanted to get it off my chest #i've seen more people explain it better and break it down more coherently #and i'm so so glad to see so many big brained people ready to communicate on why that take just wasn't it #one piece

[mhaikkun]

kneel if you want to be punished

#nicholas d wolfwood #wolfwood #trigun stampede #trigun #mhai art #as soon as I finished this another wolfwood idea entered my brain #I both love and hate that it happened #bc I have such limited time this week #I've got 2 cons coming up #and I just recovered from the flu #so I have to return to my backlog of comm work

[fumifooms]

Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.

His grey hairs are so earned

#Chilchuck tims #dungeon meshi #analysis #HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY #You know what yeah understandable have a good day #Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose #Spoilers #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm #Anyways I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s #How he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺 #I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many #Compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol #He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!! #I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers #He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help #Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’ #Is nice in his opinion #This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost… #OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level. #‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc #Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡

[fanfic-gremlin-ft-trauma]

the zukka dynamic <3

#zukka #zuko x sokka #atla #zukka fanart #atla fanart #I saw a pin with these exact words and my hyperfixated brain was like: #must apply this to current otp #so here is that result <3 #I love fics with the ‘oh I should hate him #I COULD hate him #I want to hate him #but dammit #I just cant’ #concept

[vellichorsdesire]

definitely do not think about being called tons of masc terms by an f/o. if you’re comfortable with it of course, they make sure before doing so. maybe they start with calling you the petnames/nicknames they’d usually use for you, calling you handsome along with it (‘hey, handsome man’ or a ‘hi, my sweet, handsome boy.’) maybe you like being called pretty boy too, they’d definitely ask first. maybe they focus on the features they adore the most about you.

maybe you ask to be reassured with such words because you feel comforted by it and they don’t mind doing so, but in the end they really do think those sweet things that they mumble in your ear.

#Yeah. Just like the sweet prince post this is targeted towards. me and ofc all the people who loved that post #just to be clear i don’t really know what else to call these terms aside from masc terms…? #i just make it clear at the start so that people who dislike the idea of it can immediately skip the post #i just hatee to think that ive made someone dysphoric or anything by not clearing it up at first yknow? #yknow its 1am my brain is mush sorry </3 i should stop posting before i go to bed ill grammar check in the moorning.. #LIKE IDK IF IM COOKING WITH THIS ONE LIKE I SAID. TARGETED TOWARDS ME. YEAH #❥ vels ramblings #self ship #f/o imagines #self shipping #hi to my fellow transmascs too if anyone sees this <3

[suntails]

⚔️🐬

#10!! they are going on a mountain trail PICNIC because i SAID SO!!!!! theyll use the empty basket to collect foraged plants (mushrooms) #i drew jade for one of my twst zine pieces and Also gave him this same hat. idk why it has such a vice grip on my brain for him #it feels right. i hate drawing jade (i love drawing jade) i am conflicted. he is SO cute and i always think it looks good but its tricky #maybe thats why i do the hat. idk. also ponytail silver Real. wait till tomorrow. giggles cutely #unrelated also but im dealing with some. really heavy irl stuff. so sry if i dont rly reply to comments on these posts. i normally try :( #friends can eitherrrr check my twt for what happened or dm on discord but. sighs. im stuck in a cycle not of my own making. hate it here #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #jade leech #suntails

[knifebaby3000]

day/night

#artists on tumblr #art #oc #digital art #my art #tz #tian #zhu #more warm ups... outfits they would hate... feat their corny tattoos i haven't gotten to show til now for fairly obv reasons #btw zhu writes his name w the char for red/vermilion vs the tru char for pearl (珠 which includes the jade radical) but they're homophones #so it's a play on ''pearl in the palm'' which is like ''apple of your eye''. gay married and in love and i love them etc etc etc #''so what's the significance of 天 on z's ass'' nothing! he's just obsessed w his man! gay married in love i love them #i would've posted these as a set w will but i perfectly small-brained his 🤙 and then proceeded 2 overthink these 🤙so tz together as usual

[thefrogdalorian]

I rewatched Guns For Hire tonight and I forgot how funny the droid chase on Plazir-15 is.

These poor people are just enjoying their meals in a fancy restaurant and suddenly a Mandalorian in the middle of an intense chase sprints in...

(I love the way Din holds out his hand apologetically to them... in a world of boys he's a gentleman.)

Then said Mandalorian launches himself through a window to catch the droid...

No hesitation, just straight away launches himself through a window.

(And slides along on the floor in a thrilling sequel to #weeeeeeee)

I love knowing that throughout the galaxy there are probably so many people with anecdotes about this one shiny Mandalorian who arrives on planets, causes a ruckus and then leaves without elaborating. Din is truly insane and a nuisance [affectionate] and his hatred for droids is probably infamous at this point.

#din djarin #the mandalorian #din edits #my edits #my gifs #din thoughts #HE'S INSANE I ADORE HIM silly tin can man who occupies my entire brain hahahahah #maybe i found a way to download the entire episode JUST to gif this moment because i needed to slow it down and watch it frame by frame #serotonin #he truly sparks joy #also my friends hate gfh and even after i convinced them to watch it they still feel the same :((((( #but i will not accept any slander about it i love my buddy cop comedy #gfh #top 10 mando episodes ARGUE WITH THE WALL!!!!!

[koyodraws]

This image has been living rent free in my head for like 2 or 3 months. My Durge Void, and @meanbossart 's Drow

kinda like how the lines look just on their own so i figured i'd post both

#oc:void #my art #art #baldur's gate 3 #durge #bg3 durge #bg3 bhaalspawn #this was fun to draw but man i forgot how much i love and hate artwork #first time drawing void also i haven't thought abt it in awhile but i needed to get this drawing out of my Brain so badly #also drow is very fun to draw! hope you enjoy this if u see it