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rosie-kairi · 1 month
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Got Pokémon on the brain. Kieran time
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todayisafridaynight · 3 months
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IW fr just felt like yokoyama's cope for killing Aoki off and then regretting it
im not saying yoko shouldve ryuji'd aoki but im just saying maybe the aoki-lives truthers were onto something if not copium but serving a warning for what was to come
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oooooo please tell me (who knows nothing on the subject) about orv swap au
hehehe. hehehehehehe. hehehehehehehhehehehhheheheh <- guy who is so normal
the premise of orv swap au (name has yet to be finalized) is this: what if kdj and yjh swapped narrative positions (reader <-> character) but very little else? what if a video game player enters a time loop to save his favorite character from dying over and over again and also to end the apocalypse?
admittedly it's not super fleshed out yet (a lot of the changes this premise would introduce are still not hammered out yet) but here are some points under the cut (novel spoilers ahead!)
orv swap au starts with pro gamer yjh who feels :/ abt his job, but hey, it pays the bills. despite (or maybe because of) his relative popularity as a pro gamer and networking with the agency/sponsors/people to impress, he's kind of isolated in a way that's detrimental, a facade of someone he's not whenever he's on camera
something to play around with is the idea of agency? maybe this yjh doesn't feel like he has any and has his hands tied between the lifestyle and being under public scrutiny and not having enough of a support system to leave everything behind. maybe he doesn't know what else he would even do. maybe he's aimless and drifting with nothing to hold on to.
his favorite video game is what i've been thinking of as World's Hardest To Play Indie Game (not based on difficulty but just on the experience of consuming it) a boring, exposition heavy, player-hostile, poorly designed, slightly buggy mess of a barely-playable game: twsa, a game that was not finished upon release and experiences with sporadic updates every now and then.
the ending tree to this game is so convoluted its insane. also theres no save states so if you die (very likely) u restart babeyyy.
twsa (video game) does have multiple endings, all of which happen when kdj, your main character, dies. some are farther into the apocolypse than others, some paths require meta knowledge of future events or character actions or items or whatever. the "true ending" is either analogous to the original 1863: kdj makes it to the end at the cost of everyone he loves, or hsy's modified 1863: kdj makes himself enemy of the scenario to secure a way out for the kimcom remnants.
there's branches on the choices tree where everyone dies and everything sucks and is bad forever and theres choices to make where kdj gets to make a family and they don't really get to settle down but they can get pretty close to it among the ruins of the apocalypse. through all his testing, yjh finds that these endings are nice but peter out - to get to the end of the apocalypse yjh has to claw his way there inch by painful inch, through betrayal and sacrifice, and he still cant fully get past it
i originally wanted to finagle a yoohankim 3 way swap but i couldn't figure it out. swap aus are a lot easier to work with when they're even numbers, at least to me, so this au features a ysa who is a video game company employee by day and by night she really has become god this time (and also a terrible indie dev). and this is how jungdoksang can still win !!!!
also yjh's coworker from Real Life hsy :) i haven't decided if she's like an employee for the same agency, or if she's someone else in the gaming circles that yjh interacts with sometimes (in my heart theyre in like some sort of discord server together), or something like that but she's around. whatever she does she is twitter cancelled for something. to me.
the only other character swaps are lsk and yma. yma is yjh's estranged sister (in broad strokes there's a vague bad parent situation going on here) (they used to be close until they drifted apart and slowly started hating each other [there is an abyss between them that neither of them can bridge]) (he feels that she betrayed him and threw him under the bus so he left [maybe he gets kicked out]) (she feels that he abandoned her to whatever situation they have going on [he didn't even try to take her with him]) and he has to find her when the apocalypse starts. yjh older sibling to yma gives us a whole different little dynamic to explore from kdj ysk (there's different levels of responsibility and guilt and blame when you're talking siblings that are soooooo interesting to me. sorry that i see any set of siblings and immediately try to figure out how to make them worse)
lsk is kdj's mom who appeared into existence at some point with kdj and they were both just adults. that's weird isn't it. oh well. i guess she can become a transcendent later too for funsies
everyone else stays in the same configuration of Real Person vs Character to me this is a very important aspect
this point has no precedent with the swap, nothing particular that would change to cause this, but it would be so funny if lgy was a little gamer boy who is an avid yjh hater. hates that guy. shows up to competitions to boo him. tunes into yjh's silent no-mic speedrunning streams to mald in chat but yjh +mods don't ban him bc its kinda funny.
anyways the apocalypse starts when yjh and his coworker/fellow gamer hsy are on a train to twitchcon and lgy is also there (also headed to twitchcon) and he brings bugs because he likes them but also to sabotage yjh specifically. its just funny if this happened. you understand
instead of having reader-related skills and abilities, yjh's skills are video game player based! he gets flavor text insight on people, location, and items, things like that. notably, he has the ability to reset, to bring himself back to the beginning of the apocalypse
orv swap proper follows yjh as the Player of the Game (Consumer of the Narrative) who lives hundred of lifetimes in this ruined-world-become-reality "replaying" [read: time looping through] the game to reshape it to save his fave character from self implosion (kdj with no dissociation is very prone to dying. all the time.). to revisit the idea of playing with yjh and the idea of agency, of creation, the only way to get past the apocalypse is to go off the beaten path, to choose options that weren't even there in the game. when in space, at his darkest point, yjh becomes a writer. in this story, at his darkest point, he has to become a creator too
please do not ask me how the epilogues go i dont know how the epilogues go (i don't want to throw yjh back into a train for milennia after he Just went through a thousand resets so i'm sending kdj for that but i havent fully planned how or why)
anyways, hope that helps!!! :)
#orv au#orvswap#i think i will main tag this. just the one tag tho. poorly planned au be upon ye.#orv#orv spoilers#<- for blacklists!#i only realized after creating this au that this is just how p//mmm goes except its videogame themed and hater lgy is there lol#anyways wheres that post that says time loops are about tragedy and theyre about saying i will make this right#and secret third thing time loops are about love#also each individual dynamic for the creater-player-character triangle in this is so interesting to me to explore like#you have the new kdj-yjh one (mostly similar tbh. was the crux of the au after all) which is a fun space to play in#but then you have a brand new kdj-ysa one to work with which is !!!! a writer and her character. a creator and her creation#and then you have ysa-yjh as the creator and her audience of 1!!!!!!! where is yjh that he needs to be saved? how does ysa answer that call#to love to the point of creation.... to tear the world asunder..... to create the worlds most unplayable rpg.......#lets meet again in another life. ysa reaches out toward yjh but cant reach him before she wakes up. cant quite tell him its not his fault#and Dont Even get me Started on yoo sister dynamics ill go insane#because theyre siblings but for a while (and def at the beginning of the story) it hurts to be around each other (its a betrayal#its a pang in your chest its a you were supposed to protect me and you were supposed to love me and i dont even know you anymore)#but also the swap means the 4th wall eats yma and leaves yjh begging for her back ('dont you hate her?' 'shes my little sister'#which is neither agreement nor denial but also both at once)#its ya boi#tango mango#anyways thanks for the ask im very normal about the ask
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kordeliiius · 1 year
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the new royals
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waterfallofspace · 8 months
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IT'S HERE!!! S/HIBUYA IS HERE AND I APOLOGIZE FOR THE PERSON I HAVE BECOME BUT THERE'S NO GOING BACK
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inkling0121 · 9 months
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I just go your reply back this morning and I realized something we haven't discussed and that's Mikey's Nunchucks being on the wire with the shoes I think that's a very interesting placement to do because if you look at the shoes they have orange and blue colors this means it's connected to Mikey and someone else possibly Mondo or Leo do to the blue and you did bring them up in your response when you brought up the bullying being the shoes foreshowing moment but let's ignore that one for a moment and talk about Mikey Nunchcuks why are they also on the wire and what do they represent along with the shoes? they are very important weapons to Mikey he wouldn't just leave them their it's also a weird placement for them I tried looking it up if there was any meaning to nunchucks on wires and there isn't so what's the possibility and how can we analyze it? any thoughts?
I double checked, they're not on the same wire as the shoes, but it is strange that the shoes are blue
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However that could simply be because blue is the opposite of yellow so artistically theyre complementary colors and that could be why theyre blue, as for the blue on his chucks I think thats a style choice
The reason his chucks might be on the wire is because its his weapon poster, all the boys had one, and they chose the item to go with his weapon to be shoes on a wire, simple placement for his chucks would to also put them on a wire
Im not sure why they chose shoes for his second item, maybe its because he seems to be the closes to humans out of all his bros, maybe they chose it for foreshadowing, it could be for anything really
Regardless its fun to analyze my favorite boy, especially to make theories about him in the future, unfortunately I gotta go to bed because Ill be starting class tomorrow and I had a super busy day so Im going to leave it at that
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OH.
#SPOILERS IN TAGS#i figured out why the last book doesnt fit with the rest of the series#its a very people focussed series. everything can only be achieved with ur family ur family spirit or ur found family#but then#in book 4 thorn and ophelie FUCK OFF to do their own thing and isolate themselves completely#and ykw they dont even do it together. they abandon each other#even when they were on babel before the institute they had ictavio and wolf and blaise and elizabeth mediana so many people#who while they werent exactly family they helped them put the pizzle together#but in book four they remove everyone else from the equation and still expect it to work#which is why the scnee at the end w the animosts feels so fake#bc theyve been surviving all this time without anyone else. why would you need the power of love at a crucial moment#thorn literally says. somethings you have to conquer on your own.#so it feels so off that at the pivotal moment suddenly they arent on their own anymore#so what was the point of the entire isolation arc learning to rely on yourself and no one else did it mean nothing#and THEN after the power of love has saved her (bc remember archie pls)#ophelie sets off on her own AGAIN did she learn nothing#yk in lit class we did this whole thing w shylock that eas like if you removed this element how would that change the story or charcater#and im thinking about it#and removing the latter half of the babel arc wouldnt change the charcter at all.#like#she does not grow at all im not seeing why we had to be subjected to that#and another thing that doesnt sit right with me - thorn did nothing#he found one cabinet of useful information and harmed a child but#everything else the walkalators the labs the translations the visions the train THE CLAWS#like id hesitate to say this about anyone else but thorn was a sexy lamp in the last book#even his speech: i want you to be completely dependent on me - wtf dude i thought u drank ur respect woemn juice#like obvy i still love him to death but#he was done so dirty#anyway#i should have read this last year i would have loved it
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leclercvsx · 5 months
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Little Norris | SMAU
LANDO NORRIS
pairings: lando x pregnant! reader
summary: reader and lando document their pregnancy journey
warnings: none (?)
a/n: none of the pictures are mine ! they’re all from pinterest !
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y/ninsta: surprise !! little norris coming soon 😛
TAGGED: landonorris
landonorris: i can’t wait to meet him ❤️
y/ninsta: “him” can also be a HER 🥱
landonorris: no, i know it’s a boy
user: STOP A LITTLE LANDO NORRIS RUNNING AROUND THE PADDOCK 😭😭😭
lilymhe: HOW DID THIS HAPPEN ?!?!?
y/ninsta: lando got p2, it was a wild night with no protection😊
lilymhe: DONT ADMIT THAT ONLINE
carlossainz55: congratulations, i’m gonna be a great uncle
danielricciardio: but i’ll be a better one🥰
oscarpiastri: speak for yourself mate
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landonorris
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landonorris: look how pretty my wife is❤️
TAGGED: y/ninsta
y/ninsta: hormones are going crazy and i’m now SOBBING😭😭
lilymhe: can confirm this
alex.albon: i can also confirm this
user: i need a man like lando in my life😔
carlossainz55: counting down the days
landonorris: that’s my job
carlossainz55: i do it to remind you, because you will forget.
y/ninsta: very true Carlos
user: i’m so excited for this baby y’all
user: no cos me too, i need y/n & lando + baby content😭
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y/ninsta: we’re having a little boy��
TAGGED: landonorris
landonorris: i called it
landonorris: we’re gonna be great parents💙
y/ninsta: we really are💪
charles_leclerc: never in my life have i seen a women have that many mood swings in one night
y/ninsta: pregnancy hormones my dude
landonorris: now imagine what it’s like for me everyday
y/ninsta: you’re sleeping outside.
landonorris: I WAS JOKING BABY IM SORRY
user: omg it really is gonna be a little lando norris😭😭
carlossainz55: name him Carlos 😊
danielricciardo: they’re going to name him Daniel.
oscarpiastri: nice try lads, his name is gonna be Oscar
y/ninsta: his name is actually gonna be Sebastian😛
landonorris: after Vettel😌
sebastianvettel: i’m honoured💙
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y/ninsta: he thinks he’s so funny. spoiler alert, he isn’t.
im so over this pregnancy, i want him out already😭
TAGGED: landonorris
landonorris: few more weeks, baby.
y/ninsta: :(
charles_leclerc: it can’t be that bad, can it?
y/ninsta: in the words of Rachel Green “no uterus, no opinion” 😤
charles_leclerc: i’m sorry, i’m sorry🙏🏼
user: she is GLOWING omg
user: RIGHT???!
lilymhe: i’m here for you girl❤️
y/ninsta: i love you😭😭😭
landonorris: you made her cry
lilymhe: IM SORRY I LOVE YOU Y/N
landonorris: she’s crying harder
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landonorris: Everyone welcome to the world ‘Sebastian Adam Norris’. Y/n did amazing delivering our son, i was by her side throughout it all. I love you both so much💙
P.S y/n said she isn’t having anymore children😭
TAGGED: y/ninsta
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y/ninsta: i love you both❤️
carlossainz55: congratulations!!
mclaren: welcome to the Papaya family🧡
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SORRY FOR NOT POSTING FOR THE LAST LIKE MONTH? IVE BEEN REALLY BUSY WITH COLLEGE BUT IM TRYING TO WRITE MORE !!
P.S i could not think of a name for the baby at all😭😭
REQUESTS ARE OPEN (pls request, i have no motivation)
Masterlist | Request
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diordeer · 3 months
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౨ৎ PURE/HONEY
“it should cost a billion to look this good, but she make it look easy cause she got it. you can find the one when the tempo good” - beyoncé (smau)
contains: charlie bushnell x olympic archer!reader, who gets cast as thalia grace (p.s. i talk about one spoiler in book 3 about luke so if u care about that i mean it can be taken out of context)
description: i wanted to do a green day song for the title but realised i dont listen to green day… also this is set that by the last post season 2 is already out
requested by: anonymous 🪐
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yn.ln im so so forever grateful to be given the opportunity to compete in the olympics this year, let alone win gold?! nothing could ever compete!!!!
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user1 this girl is a POWERHOUSE
user2 ahh congratulations you were INCREDIBLE!
user3 GIRL DEVOURS EVERYTHING SHE DOES EFFORTLESSLY
iamcharliebushnell you are INCREDIBLE
↳ yn.ln 🩷🩷
↳ user4 charlie and yn????!!!!
↳ user5 omg let a girl and a boy talk to eachover without making it weird
bsf congrats!!! you are the most incredible, amazing, gorgeous, best person ever 😘
↳ yn.ln i LOOOVVEEE youuuu
user6 can wait to see u again in four years time!!
sydney_sweeney 💪💪🏹
user7 u make crazy, flawless, talent look effortless
percyseries just posted on their story
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yn.ln i take back what i said in my last post, maybe this could comptete
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user1 OH MY GOD THIS IS PERFECT
walker.scobell i cant believe the tree is now human
↳ yn.ln embracing my pine cone fate
user2 THE SECOND PIC LMFAO
↳ yn.ln its an artistically society changing peice
iamcharliebushnell your so talented!! you already are an amazing thalia!
↳ yn.ln oh stop it 🤭🤭🤭🤭
user3 YOU ARE WINNING
↳ user4 ACTUALLY THO! this girl is olympic champion and is now cast in like the top disney show?! I want her manifestation!!
↳ user5 i dont think its manifestation i think its talent
dior.n.goodjohn ur amazing i cant WAIT to meet you!!
↳ yn.ln girl im already in love with u
leahsavajeffries cant wait to have more girls on set.. i cant deal with walker and aryan anymore 🥱🥱🥱🤭🤭
↳ yn.ln i completley understand 😣
↳ walker.scobell HELLO?
aryansimhadri cant wait to meet youu!!!
↳ yn.ln aaahh me neitherr!!
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yn.ln behind the scenes photo dump 🥱
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iamcharliebushnell cant wait to do the end fight scene 😍
↳ yn.ln cant wait to watch you get thrown off a cliff! 😍
↳ user7 GIRL
↳ yn.ln he doesnt die he’ll be fine 🤷‍♀️
↳ iamcharliebushnell 😕😕
user1 ur so cool, and so perfect as thalia
user2 I CANT WAIT FOR SEASON 3!!
leahsavajeffries my live reaction to walkers jokes in the second photo
↳ walker.scobell WOWOWOW
↳ yn.ln LMFAO
user3 seeing yn come out of a tree wasnt enough… i need season 3 pronto!!
↳ walker.scobell she bullies me all season though 😕
↳ user4 this kid doesnt get a break
↳ user3 LMAO REAL ALL THE GIRLS HATE PERCY
user5 🤟🤟🤟
user6 i love youu ynn
↳ yn.ln love u moree 😘
aryansimhadri justice for walker
↳ walker.scobell YES!!
↳ leahsavajeffries its all in love dw
taglist: @lostinhisworld @lizziesfirstwife @auttumnsayshi @silkenthusiasts @taygrls @kidkrowk @kanojous @niktwazny303 @m00ng4z3r @highfidelities
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cringefail-clown · 4 months
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at last, where doing it man where MAKING THIS HAPPEN
cringes jakehal fic rec list
just so were clear: some of the fics are unfinished, and havent been updated in a while. leaving a comment to let the author know that youre reading and youre enjoying it is fine, but dont be a bag of dicks and harass them over when the new chapter will be up. have some decency or else ill be inside your walls.
Heart by fawn_writes || rated T || 1/1 || 663 words - man its so good. short and sweet. jake comes by to witness the construction of hals new body while also reminiscing about the times he fought brobot and his untimely demise. a good sparkling of body worship. "Everything will be normal. They’ll manage to keep it normal. After all, Jake has enough of his own heart to share." - fuck, that lines so effervescent.
What he needs by fawn_writes || rated M || 1/1 || 1259 words - another banger from the same author. they be doing the horizontal tango, but nothings too graphic. healthy serving of body worship from jakes perspective, as well as his internal struggle with his apparent robotic attraction.
Dead Weight by squirtgunplay || rated M || 5/9 || 27337 words - oh that fic. oh my god. love me some zombie apocalypse au with existential horror sprinkled on top. hal and dirk are twins but with a twist in this one. theres mystery. theres injuries that make you incapable of moving around. theres ship of theseus discussion. its nourishing. its beautiful. jake and hals banter in this one is fucking amazing, and the author captures their characters so well. the relationship between hal and dirk is also very fucking good and heartwrenching and just ugh. stellar writing, the forth wall break made me laugh out loud, hal gets called a security camera (derogatory). theres graphic depictions of violence, so beware of the tags.
Tennessee Whiskey & You by MistLaFey || rated T || 5/? || 12217 words - major character death and graphic depictions of violence tagged, so beware and read the tags. no-sburb au. dirk fucking dies (its in the fic description so i dont feel like its a spoiler). beautiful exploration of grief, unhealthy coping mechanisms and trying to get back into the normal life when theres a big part of it suddenly missing. hal and dirk are twins. jake is not doing well. hal is also not doing well, but pretending he is. its heartbreaking and some scenes made my chest hurt. very good fic and i dont understand why it doesnt get more love. it deserves it. go read it, even just for the funeral scene, i got teary-eyed over it.
seconds by squirtgunplay || rated E || 2/2 || 18698 words - graphic depictions of violence and its no joke, presidential alert the girls are fightinnn!! but its also so funny and the authors so funny and its also really hot! no sburb au, hals a human and dirks twin. he gets kidnapped by a craigslist hitman jake who mistakes him for dirk. the banter is top game in this one. hal cant keep his mouth shut even in life or death situation. jakes a dork, but hes a deadly dork, and also cant keep his mouth shut about his personal problems. theres fistfighting and knifethrowing and hal gets a weapon put to his head at least twice and he thinks its pretty damn hot. theres banging in second chapter. what more can i say to sell you on this one. the characters are on point, the action is tense but its also written in a cheeky, fun way, smut is good, a npc gets unsubscribed from life. amazing fic, 10/10, will read it again.
I Think Therefore I AR by Taxi_Boy || rated T || 25/? || 30417 words - im saving the best for last. major character death. hal has to start the game and get his friends into the medium while dirk is missing, while also pretending to be dirk as to not raise their suspicions. im not going to say anymore about the plot, you just have to go and read the fic. genuinely my favourite jakehal - and homestuck in general - fic of all time. i love caliborn in this one. i cant wait to see what the author has cooked up for us in the future. its plainly genious.
these are only ao3 fics as i have no clue how tf you search other fanfic sites for a specific ship, but if you have any other recommendations feel free to add them onto this post! we all need some good jakehal fic recs in these trying times!
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HELLO MOON ITS JIABEE
can i ask for a tech x reader (gn, fem, idc) after he gets his leg injured? like hurt/comfort fluffy shit?
thank you, ily!
(you remind me of my friend ella, she's a major simp except her energy is directed towards bts and kdrama actors 😂)
Tech-nically, You're Not Fine
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Notes: EEEE HEY JIABAE! i hope you like this and dont mind me puting in some hormons at parts,, also i LOVE bts too, shoutout to ella hehee much luv!!
Pairing: Tech x gn!reader
Summary: Tech's injury on Serenno left you in a fit of worry. As much as you wanted to change the outcome of the incident, the past already happened. He was here with you, in the present, injured and in need of somebody to take care of him.
Warnings/Tags: mentions of bruises, mentions of tending to injuries, sprinkles of hurt, teeny bit suggestive, teeny ss2 spoilers, fluff — tell me if I've missed anything!
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You were upset, you were furious, you were every emotion that wasn't anything 'happy.' That mission was stupid and reckless and they shouldn't have gone whether they would've been rich or not.
Are you kidding me? Castle Serenno? The former home of Count Dooku? Was that really the price of freedom? Almost getting yourselves killed for money? All the money in the world wouldn't matter if they died!
Is what you wanted to say as you were carefully setting up some bandaging for Tech's fractured femur, who, insisted it be called his fractured left femur. On a separate wheely table, you had all of the bacta bandages and several other tools that Tech provided you with.
You weren't sure if he wanted you to do it because he didn't trust himself enough or if he just wanted you. You'd like to think it was the second option considering he was definitely intelligent enough to patch himself.
"Why would you agree to go on that mission, Tech? I know you, Wrecker and possibly Echo agreed but you? Agreeing to this? That's outrageous!" it was a more toned down version of what you initially wanted to confront Tech with but you didn't want to scare him off like that whilst he was injured.
"Outrageous is the correct term I would use but as soldiers of war, paying a price for freedom is certainly worth the effort," he bargained, maintaining a stern tone of voice, being careful not to directly yell at you.
He remembered what Romar told him, that there is life outside of war so his ambition to retrieve the war chest upped. Tech was definitely dispirited when his femur was crushed and the war chest was the last of their priorities.
You grumbled, your face feeling hot from the anger you've tried to contain. Lashing out at an injured man was inappropriate, "Y'didn't even gain anything from the mission besides an injury—which could've been life threatening!"
"Fortunately, it was not. My left femur was crushed so it is only my lower half would have been threatened. If I was situated four meters lower then yes, I would also be inclined to agree with the term 'life-threatening', otherwise, I am fine." Tech was too exhausted to continue speaking, hoping that was an enough of an answer for you.
He didn't speak anymore, wanting to discourage a potential argument.
You checked on him multiple times as you prepared the equipment, noticing how he always flickered his gaze to the cockpit and back to his datapad.
You audibly sighed, gaining his attention from time to time, lowering your voice so you weren't harshly talking to him.
"Tech, you know nothing bad will happen to your datapad and the cockpit, right? You're injured, can't even walk properly and need rest," you said, to avert his gaze — mainly to you.
He swallowed shyly after his actions had been brought up, "Once you're able to secure my fractured femur, I am more than capable to sustain my own mobility," you dropped your shoulders, sending Tech and not-so-approved stare.
Even if his statement was true, the constant movement wouldn't give his poor femur time to heal.
"That's not an excuse to throw away resting time," you mumbled, eyebrows furrowing, trying to suppress the dismay in your voice. You unbuckled his knee-piece to get his left leg bare so there wasn't any obstruction when applying the bandages.
Next was his long array of tools as well as his blaster holster that was held together like a belt. You reached around his hip to unclip it, letting the items fall limp.
"I can manage," was all he mumbled before letting you finish up with taking off his trinkets.
You were now face-to-face with Tech's bare denim-blacks and eye-level with his crot—
You coughed, gaining his attention again, "A-hem," to save him from unnecessary pain, you stopped, not progressing with his outfit.
Tech seemed to have reached over to his holopad as you were taking his belt off. You rolled your eyes, coughing again so he would actually look up from the screen. How are his eyes not sore?
"Yes?" his eyes peaking just over the screen. The unexpected eye contact sent you to a blushing fit after having to pry your eyes away from the... view.
Your mouth opened first but nothing came out immediately, your eyes darting quickly to look everywhere but directly into his gold chocolate orbs.
"I won't do it for you so I don't accidentally hurt you, but could you roll up your jeans?" you waved your hand around, shyly, averting your eyes to the oh so lovely floor of the Marauder.
"That wouldn't be smart. Compiling my wear on top of my fractured femur is most likely to cause pressure," when Tech speaks to you, you could listen to him continue for hours on end.
Your eyes made their way back to his eyes before they widened slightly. He was already looking straight at you, unaware of what he's doing.
Although, it didn't really answer your question, "So?"
"I suggest I rid of the jeans so it is easier for you to mend," he discarded his datapad, letting it rest against the panel of buttons.
"Do you need to stand up?" you shoved back every stutter from escaping your throat.
"I do."
You quickly stood up, scooping him gently as he put pressure on his right leg for support. For his privacy, you looked away as fast as you could before you could see him clip off his crotch piece and dip his gloved fingers into the hem of his jeans. He slowly pulled them far enough down his thighs.
"How uh, far do you need them down?" you practically crushed your eyes as you shut them, overthinking the intention of your question. Fortunately, Tech took it like every other question he'd been asked.
"Only beneath my thighs, you may put me back down and remove the rest."
You tensed at his words.
"You want me to—uh, remove them?" you carefully helped him back down into the chair, the tops of his thighs exposed and the slightest view of his exposed boxers.
He didn't answer your question immediately, taking the time to clip his crotch piece back. You were internally disappointed at the loss but you were snapped out of your thoughts when you heard Tech speak again.
"Considering my state, leaning parallel to my legs would not do my femur justice. You have the mobility effective enough to remove them without further injuring me."
Any response died at the back of your throat. He's right. Always is so, you didn't object. Tech watched you delicately take the jeans off his legs and once you passed the area of his fractured femur, he picked up his neglected datapad and tapped away.
Your angry thoughts about the Batch attending the war chest mission, dissipated. You were quick to wander along his bare skin. He was muscly and toned, slightly upset that he would be hiding all of this under his outfit.
With a quick, mental slap, you addressed the serious matter at hand.
The bruising around the skin was extreme, a cloud of purple and scattered layers of green-ish yellow taking up a large amount of the thigh. You admired Tech's level of toleration of the injury. 
Hoping you gave it enough time to soak, you reached over to the prepared bacta bandages.
Once they were ready, you gave Tech a heads-up, "Bandages are ready, it'll be cold," you carried the white fabric onto Tech's thigh, subconsciously lifting his knee up to wrap it around, forgetting to warn him about that too.
Tech hissed, gritting his teeth at the movement. You heard him, mumbling apologies after apologies, doing your best to get the wrapping secure and done with.
You slotted a tan fabric layer to keep the bandages from coming loose under his thigh, bringing it up to clip it down. Once it was secure enough, you sighed, sitting back on your heels.
"I should've been there to help earlier," guilt slowly inched towards you. You stood up, pushing the table into a compartment. Your words caught the attention of Tech who shockingly put away his datapad for the time being.
"It was not your fault, it was only a matter of gravity and my unfortunate placement when the crate fell," he peaked around the corner, watching you bring out Crosshair's old rifle case.
"I know but could've at least like, pushed you out of the way or maybe be in your position inste—"
"No. It would not be wise to be in my position and the thought of you taking 150 kilograms similar to I is excruciating."
A small grin crept up to your face, analysing his sentence and repeating the fact he thinks about you.
You took out any remaining blaster ammo out of the rifle, double-checking that it was empty. You clicked off the sniping lens and propped it back into the case.
You chuckled, closing the case, "You think about me?" Tech's eyes blinked rapidly, processing your bold choices of words.
"Yes... well, if I was not, communication would be quite difficult." You chuckled again. There was some truth Tech's excuse, you suspected he added the last bit to cover for his answer.
The rifle in your hand was now safe enough to act as a crutch to support Tech, who was still jeanless.
You scooped Tech under his arms to help him stand up on his now supported leg. You made sure the rifle sat comfortable under his shoulder and his bandages sat on his thigh properly.
Now for his jeans.
This time, you weren't as nervous about the whole jeans ordeal. However, Tech was the opposite. Because his datapad was on the panels, the distance to reach it for himself was impossible, having to distract himself some other way.
You brought the jeans up below Tech's thighs, allowing him to put them up himself. Tech gulped, trying his hardest erase the image of you in such a compromising position.
"Sorry I wasn't there," you mumbled, placing him back down onto the chair.
"Like I said, it was not your fault and in the midst of a mission, it wouldn't be very efficient to mend me inside of a vertical war chest on the extremity of a cliff." Tech's way of comforting you was unique but it certainly helped ease you up.
"Now, you need to rest." Tech was now in arms length to reach over to his datapad, finally continuing whatever beep bop boops he was up to.
"Thanks to you, I am capable of considerable mobility. I am fine."
You rolled your eyes, snatching his holopad from his grasp. You waved your thumb over the shut off button as a passive way to threaten him if he doesn't get rest, "You are not."
"Technically, I am."
"Technically, you're not."
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Heal What Has Been Hurt Pt.2 (Vampire! Eddie Munson) (DARK!SMUT)
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It had been many hours since you had passed out, your body moving slowly, turning your head and fluttering your eyes open. Groaning, you tried to inch closer to the edge of the bed, but a strong arm held you in place. Turning your head slightly, you saw Eddie sleeping, his arm tucked tightly under your waist. Attempting to pry his hand away from you, he grunted, pulling you in closer, your back right on his chest. “Can you please go back to sleep. You need to rest” his tone cold, not even bothering to open his eyes.
“Eddie, what are we still doing here”
Eddie sighed, opening his eyes now, nuzzling his face in the nape of your neck. He kissed it lightly, taking in your scent, “You just have to learn how to cooperate a bit, follow directions, and not fight me. Do all that, and we can go back out”
“What do you mean?”
“It’ll all make sense soon, baby. Just go back to sleep…unless you want to do something else” he whispered, trailing more kisses down your neck, his hips grinding into your ass. Bitting down on your lip, you froze, careful to not provoke him.
“What about school. I can’t just miss that” you changed the subject, making him grunt, annoyed. “I’ll take care of that for you, but forget about all that for now. Just relax” he cooed, sliding his hand down to your leg, goosebumps erupting right under his touch. “Let me make love to you, sweetheart. You deserve to be treated nice and gentle…..sometimes” he moaned, his hard dick pressing against your ass now. His hand was no longer holding you down, so you quickly rolled over and got off the bed.
“Eddie please! I still like you a lot and I promise I won’t tell anyone what happened. But I don’t want to stay here. I need to go back home, to my family, my life. You can’t just keep me here, this is illegal and wrong in so many ways” you explained agitated. The sudden movement made you see stars, moving a little too quick for your body to handle. He rushed to your side before you lost your balance completely. He led you back to bed, sitting you down gently. Kneeling in front of you, he took your hands into his, “You have to show me that you can be trusted y/n, I cant just risk you doing something stupid. I know you wont go the cops, love, I know you wont tell anyone, you know why?” he asked tapping on your hands. 
You didn't answer, not even sure if you wanted to know. 
“Because that would put them in danger. I’d have to kill them and you dont want anymore blood in your hands, right?” he cooed, caressing your fingers and pushing the hair away from your face. Eyebrows furrowed, you lifted your head up, concerned at his words, “what? What do you mean anymore? what did you do..” you ripped your hands away from his, backing up away from him. He smiled sadistically, “nothing babe, nothing that I didn't HAVE to do” he whispered, getting into bed, crawling to you. “steve..” you muttered. He was the one that saw you two last together. Your stomach turned in fear, “please tell me you didn’t.” you started to cry, feeling a knot in your throat. Eddie grabbed your leg, dragging you slowly towards him, but you kicked his hand, trying to push it off. It wouldn't budge, and it didn't even seem to faze him at all. Eddie yanked you hard, your body under his, “Jesus, stop your fucking crying, he’s alive. You dont even know him like that, why do you even care.. If he means that much to you, then hes a bigger threat than I thought....one that needs to removed” he murmured to himself in a fit of jealousy, making you feel distraught. “no dont! Steve has nothing to do with us Eddie, dont drag him into this bullshit” you spat. 
*smack*
Your head turned, the burning sensation spread through your cheek, “Dont you EVER talk to me like that again, you hear me? Or youre going to join him” he hissed, grabbing your face, making you look at him, “I put Steve in a coma” he laughed, fangs flashing coupled with his crazed look, mortifying you. 
“I followed him home after I put you in the back of my van. When he was in the bathroom I took the opportunity to smash his head into the sink, breaking it. His parents found him with his head cracked open, and called 911, but like I said, he is still alive. Steve wont be talking to anyone soon, sweetheart, dont worry. No one is going to save you” he chuckled, pecking your lips. “you're a monster” you whispered, tears spilling down your face. He smiled again, his eyes turning red,“you're so right my love, I fucking am, so I would be on my best behavior if I were you. I dont want to hurt you, but I will if I have to” he sighed, taking your lips into his. “you’ll be my good little girl, wont you?” he moaned, rocking his hips into you. You ran your hands up his chest, then up to his hair, wrapping your legs around him, “fuck you” you whispered, pulling his hair to the side, moving your legs in conjunction, swinging him off of you. As you tried to get to the door, you barely got two feet away from the bed before he flashed infront of you, grabbing your neck, picking you up. Choking due to the pressure, you tried to claw at his hands, making him, tighten his grip on you, your feet trying to reach for the floor, “I warned you” he growled, slamming you back into bed, the legs of the bed frame broke making the impact that much more powerful. 
The whiplash was enough to keep you down, your chest rising and falling, inhaling as much air as possible. Eddie took this opportunity to get a neck chain and a few other things from the closet. He grabbed your neck and wrapped it around, clasping it shut. The cold metal gave you goosebumps, reaching up to it and trying to pry it off. The chain tightened and pulled you back with each tug, halting your movements. “im disappointed y/n, you have a long way to go” his tone angry, “get this off me” you choked, swallowing hard, “I make the demands, brat” he whispered, getting in between your legs, while holding them down “you have no respect for me, I am trying to be loving, gentle, make the best out of this situation by bringing you to a place where we can work on our love without distractions but you insist on making it hell” he said through gritted teeth, “youre going to lay here and take your punishment, make sure to reflect on your shitty actions as im fucking the shit out of you” he growled, grabbing a rag from the nightstand and shoving it into your mouth. 
The only way to breathe now was through your nose, making you panic slightly. Your hands were trying to push him away, but he flipped you over, grabbing them hard, pinning them behind your back. You tried to scream but there was no use as it was all muffled. Eddie grabbed your waist and pulled you up, his dick penetrating you slowly. Both of you moaned at the feeling. As much as you wanted to hate it, the way his cock stretched you was just so delicious. He loved the way your pussy swallowed him whole, the tight feeling making him growl in pleasure. His thrusts quickened, suspending your body in the air as he held your arms up, your head unable to stay still as he pounded into you. You grunted, the rag catching any sound that tried to escape you, he was going too hard, you could feel his balls hitting your folds. Trying to get his attention, you tried to groan out his name, but you failed miserably, it was incoherent. “god your pussy drives me crazy” he groaned, “ I need to go faster” he hissed, doing exactly that, your body was practically vibrating, his inhuman speed making you squeal. “eddie~” you tried to scream, adding to his pleasure. 
You were sure to burst at any second, his tip reaching deeper inside you, your back arching into him, “dont. cum” he ordered, letting your arms go, face planting on the pillow. He grabbed your hips and started to fuck into you again. He lifted his knee up, and set his foot down on the bed, fucking you at an angle which he knew reached your g-spot. Going absolutely feral, you started to pant ferociously, “fuck, youre squeezing me so much, does that feel good?” he teased, quickening his pace. You shook your head in denial, making him chuckle, “liar.. I can tell that youre melting under me. You can try to fool yourself, but your body will always say otherwise. I know you love it. It turns you on when I take you by force, the way your heart races, mmm, I can feel the blood rushing down to your pussy, babygirl” his nasty words just added to your pleasure, feeling guilty because it was true. It was so wrong, yet it felt so fucking good. He pulled out just as you were about to cum, making you whine in sorrow. Eddie flipped you on your back, making the chain cling more onto your neck. He took the damp rag out of your mouth, gasping for air, licking your lips.
“Tell me you love it when I rape you” he growled, his eyes now a burgundy red, “just admit that you love it when I force myself onto you” he pressed, sinking himself into you again, making you shiver, letting out a quick gasp from his words. Without a warning, he bit into your neck, feeding on you, “ say it” he demanded again, making a new bite, the stinging sensation making you squeal, “im going to keep biting you until I hear it, my love” he mocked, going to the other side of your neck, licking and kissing where he would be bitting next, “I love it when you rape, master...I love it so much” you admitted, making Eddie let out an animalistic growl. He stuffed you with his dick, fucking you fast just how he knew you liked it. He sucked on your neck for a minute, knowing it would bruise, making him smile, “keep going, mmmfuck” he moaned, as his hand went in between you both, rubbing your clit. You moaned in pleasure, wrapping your arms around him, tangling your fingers through his hair, “I love it when you rape me master, it feels sso sso good. Just take me, please” you begged, making him loose it. He ripped the chain off of your neck, picking you up and holding you against the wall. He crashed his lips into yours, fucking into you hard, you held on yo his neck, wrapping your legs around him tighter, he held your ass firmly, rocking his hips into you as fast as he could go, barely being safe for you. His tongue explored your mouth, feeling it go down your throat. You moaned as the kiss got sloppier and sloppier, he stuck his tongue out and you took it into your mouth without hesitation, sucking on it as if you were sucking dick. Eddie eyes darkened, completely enveloped in lust, he detached himself from you, and sunk his teeth into your neck again, sucking into you, “fuck!~” you moaned, lifting your head up a bit, giving him better access. He kept filling you up, his thrusts never changing, each one feeling just perfect. 
“Can I cum please” you groaned, feeling your orgasm start to build. Eddie hummed a no, before detaching himself, “this is a punishment, remember” he smirked, turning around, his back to the wall now. The lack of support made you latch onto him more, “pleaseee” you whine, trying your best to not cum, “shhh, shut up” he hissed taking your lips again, “please master, I have to. I promise I’ll be good, I’ll let you suck me dry, but please let me cum. ” you pleaded, rolling your hips into him. Eddie flashed down onto the bed, holding your head in his hand to avoid whiplash. Ramming into you again he wrapped his hands around your neck, “Let me? Darling you’re missing the point. You’re mine, I can do with you whatever the fuck I want.” He panted, squeezing your neck harder, “Dont say things that’ll get you killed” he purred, making your body shake. Your body couldn’t stop itself from cumming, his sinful words pushing you over the edge, his red eyes coupled with his sinister smile, his mouth and fangs red from your blood, it was too much for you. Clenching around him, he moaned too far into his own pleasure. The way you shook under him, your eyes white as your orgasmed on his dick, he came inside you, mixing your juices with his own, as he pushed himself all the way into your cervix. His cock twitched, grunting and almost choking on his moans. “Mmm, princess” was all he could mutter, pumping into you a a few more times before laying on top of you, caging you with his body.
As you came down from your own orgasm, you laid there panting, your own thoughts coming back to you, really remembering where you were and what you had said. You weren’t yourself when you were having sex with him. It felt like you were under a spell. The guilt started to dawn on you, making you start to cry. Eddie noticed this and got off of you, pulling you into his arms, “There there darling, everything will be okay” he whispered, his tone sounding like he knew WHY you were even crying. “This is normal princess. After you’ve been claimed, you loose yourself to the pleasure and when I feed from you, it makes us both feel good. Beautiful, isn't it? You’re safe and sound with me. It’s okay to feel good when doing something very very bad” he comforted but it made you cry even harder, “Why me, Eddie…why are you doing this to me!” You sobbed. He caressed your face, placing a soft kiss on your lips, “because you're the one. The one I love and need” his tone low and deep. His words made your heart skip a beat. love? You had never been told that and it felt kind of good to have him say that to you. Snapping out of it you thought on what had happened, you needed to stay mentally strong. “Eddie” you muttered before melting into the kiss, your cries slowly fading. 
Eddie carried you to the bathroom where a nice squoval bathtub sat in the corner of the room, he placed you on the counter and started to run the bath, spilling in some bubble bath soap. “Would my baby like the water warm or hot” he asked. “in between” you replied, inhaling the sweet scent of the of the soap. Eddie smiled and adjusted it, but yanked his hand away when the hot water touched his fingers. “Are you okay?” you asked worried, but you were more concerned about the fact that you were even worried for the person that kidnapped you. “yeah Im fine, its just a little hot” he replied, looking at his skin which was already red and irritated. His skin was healing itself but it still hurt badly. Eddie picked you up and carried you to the tub, placing you down gently, “is this good?” he smiled, watching your reaction. Nodding he placed you all the way down, watching as your body relaxed into the water, your body was tired from everything since you got there so a nice warm bath actually helped you relax. 
“i got things to care of so I’ll be gone for a while. I know I cant keep you locked in this room...well I can, but I dont want that. Youre free to roam the house but dont do anything stupid. Remember, I will always find you and anyone who stands in my way will pay the price.” he warned running his fingers over your cheek, taking your chin and lifting your head up, “do you understand?” he ordered more so than asked, his face dead serious. You licked your lips, you eyes staring right into his big brown ones, “Yes, I understand” nodding as you said the words. He leaned down, giving you a passionate kiss, his tongue entering you with ease and no fight on your part. He moaned into the kiss, his hand on the back of your head keeping you steady. He loved a good fight but this was the first time you were so willing, not resisting him at all. The sounds of your lips smacking against his was like music to his ears, his dick starting to harden, but before it could go any further he disconnected himself, a bit of saliva still connecting you two, with a quick peck he smiled, his eyes red with hunger now. 
As he started to get up, you took his hand, making him stop and turn. You tapped on your bruised neck, “one last one? for goodluck?” you asked, teasing him with your tone. Eddie shivered, smiling with his fangs before licking his lips, he approached you again, kneeling. His strong hands grabbed your neck, pushing your head to the side. He breathed your scent in, before kissing your neck, your body igniting with want, skin getting goosebumps. When you felt him open his mouth, your eyes closed and braced for the pressure, “Be my good girl today, and Ill give you a reward when I come back” he whispered, giving your neck a long lick. He got up and you whined, breathing a little heavier than before. You felt needy. Needy for him. Your eyes roamed his body up and down, your eyes lingering a little more on his bulge. Eddie smiled, his eyes flipping back to brown, “I’ll see you then, princess. Be good” he winked, walking out the bathroom.
Eddie could feel how sexually frustrated you were, how you yearned for him to inflict any type of sensation onto your skin. Of course he wanted to fuck you right then there but he wanted you to feel all hot and bothered for him. He loved the idea of you associating pleasure to only him. He would be the only one that could touch you and please you just how you desperately craved. 
~~~Later that day~~~~
Eddie made it to school, his mind only allowing you to occupy his thoughts. He wondered what you were doing, if you had ate, were you bored? Did you miss him? Were you mad at him? Had you gotten out? Were you on your way to the police, and were they on their way here now? Eddie broke his pencil, sighing as he got another one from his backpack. None of those horrifying thoughts were real. He had checked that house from top to bottom and made sure that there was no way no one would be able to get in or out except for him. This eased his mind.
During lunch he decided to sit down with his old friend group, of course some of the older members were missing but his old best friend was still there. Dustin. 
Mike, Lucas and Dustin were a bit shocked to see him sitting in his old spot. Eddie could feel their excitement regardless, “whats up buttercups, long time no see” he started making them giggle a bit. “Eddie the banished, its good to see you again buddy. Youre looking much better” Dustin smiled, unable to contain his happiness. “yeah..im feeling better” he smirked looking down, poking at his food. 
“Is it because of a special someone?” Will asked, his eyes darting to Dustin for a split second. Eddies smile faded a bit, feeling suspicious now, “maybe..how’d you know” he tried smiling again, forcing himself to not break character. “I told them that I saw you two talking one day while y/n was at her locker. That could only mean one thing” he suggested, elbowing Lucas slightly. Eddie let out a breathy chuckle, “Shes so sweet, I was going to ask her out today but she didnt make it to class, have you guys seen her?” his face feigning confusion. Everyone shook their head, “I usually see her waiting outside Mrs. Smiths class but I didnt see her today” Mike answered taking a bite out of his food. “ill just ask her tomorrow. Itll work out better, we can go out on the weekend...if she says yes of course” he laughed making everyone smile. 
As they caught up they mentioned how Steve ended up in a coma making Eddie choke on his own drink, “you're lying! What happened” he faked again. Dustins expression dropped, “I dont know, his parents said that he slipped and fell in the bathroom and he hit his head somewhere. Im going to go see him today, im just hoping he wakes up soon” Eddie bit his tongue before empathizing with him, “im so sorry, I know how close you two were”. Dustin cleared his throat, “its fine, he’ll pull through” as soon as he said that, the bell rang making Eddie jump a bit. They all said their goodbyes and even asked Eddie if he would like to join the D&D club again, he agreed as this would help him keep an eye on Steve without having to sneak into the hospital himself. 
When school ended, he snuck into your house grabbing some of your things, careful to not make it super obvious that stuff was missing, then he headed back to his trailer to pack his things. He tells his uncle that he’s staying over with some friends for a while but that he’s going to come back here and there. His uncle doesn’t think too much of it as he used to do that a lot anyway. He just asks him to be extra careful and that he’ll wait for him here. Eddie grabs all his drugs and money and dips to the grocery store for some essentials. 
While he’s roaming the isles, he hears a familiar voice. Your mom was talking to one of her friends about you not coming home last night and that she told the chief of police to start searching for you. Due to everyone that had gone missing after the events of Hawkins splitting, it was going to be hard to find you but that they would ask around and do their best. She went on to saying that they already had so many flyers printed and that they were asking people to join in for a search party, and she asked if she would be able to help. The friend said “of course. I’ll let Jim know that way we can all go and help”
Eddie cursed and went into the same isle after her friend left, trying to get your moms attention. Your mom noticed him and she hesitated to talk to him but she needed as many people as possible to help, “Excuse me, Eddie Munson?” She asked half smiling to him. “Yeah?” He faked nonchalantly, “I’m sorry to bother you son, but have you seen Y/n Y/L/n? She’s my daughter and she hasn’t been home since yesterday. Maybe you’ve seen her in class or anywhere else?” She spoke concerned.
Eddie had a surprised look now, “oh! you’re her mom? It’s so nice to meet you Miss. I was actually talking to her yesterday during lunch, just briefly, while I got my food, but after that I didn’t see anymore. I wasn’t aware she was missing though, I’m so sorry” he said, trying to not look suspicious. “Oh it’s not your fault, no need to apologize. I went to the school this morning to see if anyone saw her but they said they had no idea either and that she stopped showing up after lunch” she sighed her tears threatening to fall. “My husband and I are getting a group of people to go and look for her. Would you mind helping? You don’t have to but-”
“Please! Anything I can do to help.” He cut her off, making your mom smile at his willingness. She handed him the flyer, “thank you, truly. It’ll be Saturday afternoon. Please spread the word to any of her friends, I’d greatly appreciate it, Eddie” she thanked him before walking away.
Eddie looked down at the paper, his nose flaring. “Not to worry Miss y/L/n, I’ll keep her safe” he muttered, crumbling the paper up and shoving it in his back pocket before leaving the store. 
Before he headed home he went into the woods and ran to the closest river, one that he knew would lead the cops and the search party on the wrong path. He had a piece of clothing that resembled what you wore last and ripped it with his hands, sticking the cloth into a log and then sticking the last piece under a rock, near the river. He ran at the speed of light back to his van, getting in and driving over to you. 
The whole day that you were left at the house, you searched for a way out. You  scanned every inch of that place, hoping that there was some way to get outside. Hours went by and you felt helpless, there was no way out of here. You tried to make the best out of your situation by following directions, being good, as he requested but you still needed to get out of here. This wasn’t normal. After the time passed by you got tired so you mindlessly flipped through the tv, cleaning up a bit and then eating whatever you could find that looked appetizing. You explored the house a little more, not looking for an escape this time, but just looking around in general. The rooms were full of things that the previous owners owned, their jewelry, clothes, shoes, pictures, everything. Snooping through an album you came across a picture where there was a lady posing in the entry of a cellar which looked like the living room, then the next photo was another cellar door opening to the outside. A secret door. You quickly moved the furniture around in search for a trap door, or anything that opened to the bottom. When you ripped the rug away, you saw the seams of what looked like a door. Laying on it, you hit the floor and it sounded a bit hollow. 
The door didnt have a lock on it. It couldn't possibly be this easy, you thought. Getting up, you pulled it open, carefully setting it down so it wouldn't damage the floor. There were some cement stairs leading down to the bottom of the cellar, glancing at the kitchen clock, you hoped that Eddie wasnt going to get home soon, quickly stepping down the stairs. Trying to feel around, you finally found a light switch, turning all the lights on. You expected a rusty, gross, moldy, wooden cellar but it was actually pretty nice. Someone had to have prepared this in case of an emergency. There was canned food, first aid kits, emergency supplies, beds, and guns. Your heart started to race, you quickly looked around some more and you found the cellar door from the picture. This one was locked but only by a metal lock which could be broken and opened with wrenches.
 Looking around some more you found them, sticking them in between the shackle, then pressing them together, making the lock expand and open. This was the moment of truth, saying a silent prayer you pushed the doors and they opened, they were concealed in dirt, grass, and leaves, making Eddie completely miss it. You wanted to flee but Eddie had been gone for a long time, it would be your luck that you would run into him as you were trying to escape. Quickly you shut the doors, turned off the lights and ran back upstairs. You shut the cellar door, placed the rug over it, and the furniture as well. Grabbing the album you took the two pictures out and ripped them, flushing the shreds down the toilet.  Setting everything back to what it was you sat there and waited for him to come back feeling so proud of yourself and for what you were going to do. 
When Eddie pulled up, he quickly got inside, locking everything up before finding you sleeping on the couch. His heart warmed, there was no damage anywhere and not even the curtains had been moved. A really good step. When he approached you, you quickly jerked up, not having heard him arrive. He smiled, sitting next to you, “im home darling. How are you?” he asked rubbing your back. “good, you scared me” you whispered, leaning into him as you closed your eyes again. He couldn't stop his smile from forming, giggling a little at your cuteness, “im sorry bunny, Ill make sure to knock next time, or....perhaps one day youll be the one with the keys” he said making you get up from him. He wanted to feel your warmth on him, so he pulled you back, “what do you mean?” you asked, looking down at the floor. 
“If you keep being my good little girl then I wont have a need to keep you locked up here. You know I…I just want us to live a happy normal life, this is just for security measures. You understand right?” he asked cradling you, “I understand” you softly answered. Eddie picked you up and placed you on his lap, “I missed you so much” he confessed bringing you in for a kiss. Quickly you moved your lips against his, your hand on his chest then on his shoulders. The kiss deepened, making him slide his hands under your shirt, caressing over your exposed breasts. He disconnected the kiss giving you a suggestive look, “this is my shirt...and youre not wearing a bra. Wanna explain” he smiled, his eyes darkening with lust. You tilted your head, grinding into him, making him hiss, his head leaning back a bit, “Mind your business” you teased, grinding on him again. He moaned, grabbing your hair, pulling it down in less than a second, exposing your delectable neck to him, “Keep running your mouth like that and Ill have to teach you some manners. Just know your throat will be raw for days ” he warned, making you giggle, “I’m sure it can’t be THAT bad” you smirked, testing him. He pulled you up, ripping the shirt off, leaving you in just your underwear. He crashed his lips into yours, his hands gliding down to your ass, giving you a nice spank before he grabbing your neck abruptly. 
Eddie led you down to the floor, not releasing his hand from you, “Take my dick out” he ordered, sitting back down on the couch, spreading his legs in front of your face. You obeyed but took your time doing so, his dark eyes roaming your body, a menacing look of impatience plastered all over his face. When you pulled him out, you quickly started to pump him in your hand, needing to use both hands to really cover his entire length. Eddie threw his head back, bucking his hips into your hands, “fuck mee” he moaned, returning his head back to you. Wrapping your lips around him, you started to bob your head up and down, hollowing your mouth as you moaned with his dick stuffed in your mouth. Eddie was a mess already, cursing under his breath, his hands on your head, pushing you lower and lower until you were gagging on him. “thats it, choke on my dick princess, show me you can take it” he spat through gritted teeth making you moan louder, grinding your aching pussy down into the floor. 
The sight of you on your knees, whimpering, your breast bouncing with each grind to the floor, teary eyed as his cock disappeared into you, had him foaming at the mouth. “I cant take it anymore, I need you” he growled, grabbing you and placing you on top of him, you squealed at the sudden fast movement, Eddie pushed your panties to the side and snapped his hips into you, making you scream, “EDDIE”. He chuckled darkly and kept fucking into you, making your boobs bounce faster. He was going absolutely insane, taking your nipple into his mouth, making you shiver. His lips trailed to your actual breast where he placed a love bite, sucking at the skin, making sure it would bruise. You tried to match the movements by going up and down, but he was just too fast. “ride me” he instructed, stopping his thrusts. “Im not fast enough” you argued, making him squeeze your neck, “ I said..Ride Me” he warned with an allusive smile. 
You started to move your hips, holding yourself on his chest. You started to throw you ass back and forth, your clit touching his lower abdomen. Eddie closed his eyes, too far into his own pleasure to operate. When he opened his eyes again they were red, meaning that he was feeling a strong emotion that made him feel hungry for you. After a few minutes of you working on him, you felt yourself start to reach your orgasm, “Cum for me” he instructed straightening up, his face approaching your neck. Eddie was now in the penultimate stage of his plan. He needed to bite you as you orgasmed to mark you as his, forever. 
“Youre mine, y/n, only mine” he purred, kissing the nape of your neck, “tell me youre mine” he instructed, “im yours Eddie, forever and always yours” you panted, the words escaping your mouth as if were a chant. You started to squeeze him, making him explode inside you, groaning as his teeth sunk into your skin, triggering you to cum on his dick. The all too familiar wave of pleasure hit you, screaming his name. Your back arched, his arms holding you in place as he fed from you, whilst pumping you full of his cum. 
That was the moment you two had become one, forever merging your souls with this ritual. You heard slight whispers in your head but you brushed it off quickly as you were too busy letting Eddie feed, oh how it fulfilled you when he did. 
When Eddie finished, he looked a little different, as if he was more human. His paleness disappearing slightly. He licked his lips, taking the last few drops into his mouth. He looked so, calm. 
“How did you like your reward?” he smirked, rubbing your butt. 
“I loved it. It was almost worth all the hours you left me here by myself. Needy and horny” you whined, feeling slightly angry at him for leaving you all hot and bothered. 
Eddies eyes widened a bit, looking surprised. 
“what is it? Why are you looking at me like that?” you asked confused. 
“Im sorry my love...I didnt mean to leave you all..hot and bothered” he smiled giving you a quick kiss. 
Your eyebrow scrunched in confusion but before you could say anything he picked you up, carrying you into the bathroom. 
“Lets take a quick shower, love. Its been a long long day” he said, a hit of excitement in his voice. 
~~~3 weeks had gone by~~~
The search party had gone great. Everyone was led the wrong way and the cops could not find you anywhere. They found the piece of clothing and pronounced you dead. Eddie was ecstatic when he heard the news, you two could finally go away from this shitty place and restart somewhere new. 
While you were in the house, you got used to waiting for Eddie to arrive, he was the highlight of your day. He kept you updated with school, your family, friends, and anything that went on in the media. Of course he left a few things out but you didn't have to know all that. It would only hurt you. Everything was perfect, you sometimes didn't even remember you found a way out. You trusted Eddie would bring you back when you two were ready, but you often wondered why he hadn't. 
The following day you were cleaning up the house, and you noticed that there was a pair of jeans that Eddie had been looking for under the couch. He had just left the house so you decided to surprise him when he got back. You took it to the laundry room and checked the pockets to make sure that there wasn't anything inside, and thats when it all went to shit. 
You took out the paper and it had your face in it, with the big bold letters, “missing”. You knew that much but you didn't know that there had been a search party organized by your parents to try and find you. Your heart broke as you read the flyer, crying at the agony that you have caused your family. 
You couldn't contain yourself and anger started to seep into your heart. Eddie was purposely keeping you in the dark. You decided to confront him but you needed a plan in case anything went wrong. Using your time wisely you set everything up and got yourself ready for the thing that could make or break this twisted relationship. 
As you and Eddie were having dinner, he noticed that you were too quiet. You were very upset. He reached for your hand and you pulled it away, “dont” you muttered. 
Eddie got heated fast, but he tried to not react rash. “whats wrong? Why are you upset babe?” he asked, his tone cold. Sighing, you shook your head, getting up from the table and pulling out his missing jeans from a cabinet, throwing them at him. A vase full of water started to tip but he got it just in time, setting it right. 
“I found your fucking jeans” you spat, walking over to the room, making Eddie flash in front of you, “what is your issue. Why are you acting like a cunt all of a sudden” he hissed, preventing you from going any further. “Look inside the pocket. If anyones a cunt here, its you” you stepped away from him, locking yourself inside the bathroom, running yourself a bath. 
Eddie reached inside the pocket and the missing flyer was there. He mouthed a quick fuck and went to the bathroom. 
“open this door” he instructed. 
“fuck off” you spat. 
Eddie took a deep breath before kicking the door open, making the door fall straight down into the floor. 
“I was just trying to keep you safe” he explained, “me telling you that they were looking for you wouldnt have done anything but made you sad. Were doing so good you and I, this fucking paper doesnt change anything” he explained, looking at you sit inside the bathtub. 
“Yes it does...I miss them, and you took me away from them. The least you could have done was told me. I dont trust you anymore” you cried, wipping your tears away. 
Eddie tried to touch you but you smacked his hand away. He quickly grabbed you by the throat and started to lift you up, “behave yourself. Youre doing so good, you dont want to ruin your chance of going out there again, now do you?” he warned setting you down harshly. 
As you choked on your air you snapped, “youre such A LIAR! Youre keeping me in this fucking house because youre selfish. You tell me that youre “going” to and then you dont, its been 3 weeks Eddie, 3! I just want to go home” 
“THIS IS YOUR HOME! I AM YOUR HOME” he screamed taking his clothes off, “do I need to show you? Do I need to put a baby inside you so that you get the family that you so desperately need and miss?”
“get out of the tub” he instructed, “no” you spat. Eddie grabbed your hair and started to kiss you, holding your neck tightly with the other, “is this what you want?.....me to treat you so fucking harshly so that you submit to me” he groaned, shoving his tongue down your throat. You reached under the bubbled water to get a vase that was full of hot water. With an unknown strength, you smashed it against his head, knocking him out immediately. 
You quickly slipped into some preset clothes and shoes you left out before moving all the furniture away. Due to your adrenaline you started zooming, quickly moving everything and opening the cellar door. When you got to the ones that led outside, you pushed them with all your strength and they flew open. Quickly pulling yourself out you started to book it. You had no idea where you were and it was starting to get dark, but you kept running. You just ran in a straight line, you didnt know how much time you had before Eddie would come after you, but you needed to sprit now. 
50 minutes had gone by and you started to feel a sharp pain in your side, you needed to slow down, but as you started to walk, you heard a blood curdling shriek that sounded like your name. You held your side as you started to run again, it sounded like it was quite far away but with his inhumane speed he was sure to find you soon. You heard the sound of a freeway nearby, running to the sound. But with that, the sound of tree branches snapping and moving came along. You sprinted as fast as your feet could carry you, now being able to see the car lights. “IM GONNA FIND YOUUU” Eddie laughed, his terrifying voice ripping through the trees, it sounded like he was up on them. At this point he knew where you were, but you were also so close to the cars now, “YOU CANT RUN FOREVER DARLING....I WILL ALWAYS FIND YOU” He screeched, making you run right into the freeway. The cars swerved and stopped, honking erupted everywhere, the sound of tires screeching through the road coupled with cars crashing into each other scared you. You stopped running, placing your hands in front of you, “please! help me” you cried, a woman stepped out of her car slowly approaching you. “oh my god! what are you doing, are you okay?” she asked, now holding you. 
After she got out, more people came out from their cars, the freeway now stopped. There was a huge commotion and the sound of sirens started to sound not too far from there. It was like the movies, but you were in shock and all you could do was stare into the woods. Just watching if Eddie would follow. He caught up to you not long after that, landing on a tree where you could see him. His face was scarred due to the hot water that you spilled on him, the glass shards still on his skin. His iris’ were a bright glowing red, the whites of his eyes looked like they were black. He smiled, his fangs clearly visible, he blew you a kiss before he gestured two fingers two his eyes and then moved them to you, gesturing that he would be watching you. “hello, can you hear me? What's your name?” the lady asked shaking you. You looked at her for a split second and when you looked up to the tree again, and he was gone. “y/n....y/n y/l/n” you stammered, slowly falling to your feet, crying. 
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autumnfangirler · 5 months
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ill be the first to admit that i dont interact with the gaa fandom as much as i should, so id be very glad to be wrong about this, but from my (admittedly very limited) observations in the fandom susatos talked about mostly in the context of a) other male characters(naruhodo, kazuma, mikotoba, holmes) or b) shipping. which is fine, it makes sense! shes not very attention grabbing in the game, and while she does have her goofy moments, shes not nearly as silly as the rest of the cast. shes more of a straightman than anything else. but shes such a good character and i really want to see more people talk about her so fuck it, were making the overdue susato rant ourselves gdi
major spoilers for great ace attorney under the cut and in the tags!
i think a lot of people see susato as a #girlboss, which is true and undisputed, but ive never seen people dig into why. personally what sticks out to me is how determined she is. its overshadowed by kazuma, but she Clearly learned a few things. she was willing to travel halfway across the world to work as a judicial assistant, and in kazumas death she helped naruhodo become a lawyer in his stead. she broke the law to help naruhodo win ginas case, a decision that tore her up so much she nearly resolved to quit. and of course she won a fucking courtcase at the age of 16 while succesfully pretending to be a man. when she has a goal in mind, shes seeing it through. shes consistently pulled naruhodo out of (rightful) uncertainty and hesitation with this mindset. she followed kazuma, and then naruhodo, to the ends of the earth because she truly believed it was the right thing to do. shes competent in her work, and shes firm without being unkind.
thats another thing about susato. shes one of the most emotionally mature characters in the games (games filled with adults– iris is probably one of the few characters who rival her in that respect). shes emotional about the things shes passionate about, but shes never overwhelmed by it. the only scene i can think of where emotions really did overtake her was at the end of the first game, where she nearly threw her judicial book into the sea. which is,,, still relatively reasonable? she broke the law and had to leave britain to go back to japan. she couldnt practice as a judicial assistant anymore, and nobody back home had a need for her skills as a judicial assistant. why would she need it anymore? in every other instance, shes polite, calm, and most importantly, the heart of the whole cast.
because while shes a great character on her own, her main role in the story is always in servitude to others– whether that be as holmes number one fan, iris' big sister, or naruhodos ever-reliable judicial assistant. we never get the sense as to why until the 4th chapter of the last game, where her backstory is finally revealed. with it, a lot of who she is is recontextualized. she never had a mother and her father left her before she could have any real memories of him. shes headstrong and driven because there was no direction for her. shes compassionate and polite because her only role model for her formative years was her grandmother. shes emotionally mature because she learned what loss was at a young age and how to live with it alone. and all of that translates to a young girl with a fire to help others in whatever way she can.
shes just,,,, shes such a good character man. i love her.
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p1nkc4tb0t · 3 months
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OK GUYS IMMA GO ON A RANT ABT THE NOVEL UNWIND, OK? OK.
HOLY SHIT.
guys it was so fucking good i swear.
ok so yeah, warning spoilers n shit. yeah.
ok so i really like the concept of the whole Bill of Life thing, unwinding especially.
like holy smokes was it good.
OK SO IK ITS NOT THE MOST POPULAR NOVEL I DONT THINK SO FOR MY MOOTS WHO R SEEING THIS THIS IS THE GENERAL CONCEPT: since abortions r banned pretty much, ppl either “stork” unwanted children or “unwind” children when they became unwanted. like the story starts off abt three unwinds, being unwound for completely different reasons. Connor was like, a troublesome kid and his parents just didn’t want that so they signed the orders to get him unwound. i missed why Risa was unwound but im pretty sure the state house just didn’t have much room for her anymore(she got storked there i think. she really didn’t grab my attention at the beginning sadly). Lev came from a Christian family, and churches make everyone sacrifice one of their children for God by unwinding them second they turn 13, Lev being one of them(it’s considered an honor)
OK SO the concept of storking is that, the mother delivers a child, doesn’t want it, leaves it at some person’s doorstep and then it’s “finders keepers.” however if they are caught they have to take the kid back and legally obliged to keep it. same with the finders keepers situation, got storked and ain’t no one at ur doorstep? legally obliged to keep it like it or not. however Connor’s parents once got storked and passed it into the neighbors house, and the baby rotated for a week and back to their house, but already sick and dying. Connor then gets traumatized and further on in the book he’s so overridden with the memory that when a bitch got storked she yell at them (Connor abd Risa) to take it back even tho the kid wasn’t theirs.
the concept of unwinding is that legally between 13-18 your guardians can send you to a harvest camp where you’re taken apart and given these parts to those who need it. like for example: you got unwound, taken to a harvest camp, they take your hands and give it to a guy who lost his across the fucking continent. ppl literally stopped trying to cure things, just replaced faulty organs with healthy ones. and no one really knows what’s going on in those harvest camps. do they kill you off immediately or do they wait and wait for weeks on weeks to get to you while you never know when’s your last day.
SO ANYWAY
I really like Connor’s relationship with Hayden, and tbh if they would make them canonically in love i’d be the happiest person on this planet. but again that would cause even further complications w the plot so i get it ig. but at the same time i don’t. Connor never really struck me as a cishet dude even from the beginning of the story, and though him abd Risa r a very good pair i’d just kinda like it more if they paired him up with Hayden. cuz first of all it would add on to tge reason he got unwound in the first place. abd like, i want a gay protagonist in a horror book is that really too much to ask?
same thing with Lev and CyTy, tho i see them more as moirails. yk, homestuck. heheh. no bc they’re so caring for eachother it’s crazy. but again i don’t see them in a romantic relationship, i just rlly like their dynamic. live laugh love how Lev was willing to go through with CyTy’s shit and vice versa.
Hayden and CyTy gotta b my fab characters frfr. anyway so CyTy’s name is actually Cyrus, but he has an eighth of a brain of a kid who got unwound and his name was Tyler. so like, he sometimes does things that Tyler would do but himself won’t, leading them to Tyler’s parents’ house and it actually made me tear up.
ALSO RISA IS AN EMO GINGER. NOT DEBATABLE. I DO NOT CARE IF IT CAN NEVER B CANON, I LIVE FOR EMO GINGER RISA.
GUYS THIS BOOK IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL GO READ IT
i NEED to make a Homestuck Unwind AU
(imma just tag 4 moots i think would find this interesting @hiddencattoes @kovuspams @r3z1l1c1ous @imgoingtoeatyourfirstbornchild sorry guys this felt necessary)
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s0lar-ch3ri · 4 months
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hey new draft making
i keep putting this off, but it today arrives! a ramble about ryan selucreh to fill tghe tag for once
(spoilers for mythborne ahead BUT ITS BEEN OUT FOR A WHILE FOR FREE NO PATREON REQUIRED PLEASDE CHECK IT OUT I NEED MORE MYTHBORNE FRIENDS IN MY JRWI MUTUAL CIRCLE)
so who even is ryan selucreh? well, hes a football jock and a big oaf, the stereotypical strong dumb athlete kid. however, theres more to ryan that we're diving into, years after the oneshot ended!
one thing to note on ryan is how his powers were gotten in a mix of ways aster and connor did. aster was born with them (assumed cause goddess mother), connor got them from a book (recieved from searching, wasnt born with it), ryan got his powers from squats. silly, sure, but like i said, its like the inbetween of the two. he has the power himself and doesnt need a book for them or anything, but he wasnt born with them either. i also wanna note how asters powers are like life (plants and the sun, both can symbolize life) and connors powers are like death (decay and disintegrating, both are related back to death), but ryans powers cant be "like" anything. its not something super showy, hes just super strong (strong enough to rip a mountainin half im pretty sure was confirmed).
lwts get into those comments ryan made, and how its reflected across the 3 episodes. yeah, the comments on faking his personality around people and how he doesnt know who he is anymore.
first showing of this is with the j crew. charlie gave a good idea (he was nicknamed jyan), but condi says he told them that. granted, it was probably to be funny, but theres other options to that. ryan missaid his name out of nervousness, the j crew misheard him, he wrote his name really wrong, so many different options that also are pretty comedic. yet, ryan told them he was jyan to join their team.
on the floatball jersey he wears, they didnt even have a 10 for him, simply a jersey with a 1 and a "poorly painted 0". did someone else use the 10? why didnt they have one? another way ryan changed for people symbolically, wearing one number but being another.
ryan joins in with the omnious curse speech despite it not being planned. an attempt to keep fitting in with his group there.
hell, ryan even was an ass to connor before when he was with the j crew, yet wasnt when he was with connor and aster alone.
he even goes out of his way to try and save asters dad, an act of carrying for her and her father. hes such a friendly and caring dude that hes trying to fit in with them all to keep up their friendships.
thats what makes the whole "i dont have a real personality" line mean so much. because he really doesnt. all that can be seen as his personality is simply to appeal to another person.
HELL IM FUCKING CONNECTING IN THE FACT THAR RYAN WAS A HISTORY MAJOR TO THIS! WHO EXPECTS THE JOCK TO LIKE HISTORY? NOT ME, I THOUGHT THAT WAS CONNOR, AND THATS WHY ITS SO INTERESTING, CAUSS NOTHING LEADS YOU TO BELIEVE RYANS INTERESTED IN THAT SHIT!!! ryan barely talks about his past or anything, minus the memory (but that was only to save professor aeliana), BUT HE DIDNT FUCKING BRING IT UP. kinda ironic, the character whos past is pretty unknown is in classes learning about our past.
oh yeah did i ever mention his parents are dead? cause they are (confirmed by condi a while back)
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maybe thats why he tries to be so appealing to everyone, to make up for that missing link. i mean, its not like that event wouldnt have some impact on you (also no jrwi pc has gone to therapy from what i know so safe to assume he has no coping skills PLUS ITS A CONDI PC YPU THINK HES MENTALLY STABLE??).
another thing i learned: ryans last name is a backwards hercules. fun call back to the name, yeah, but the actual story may have some weight here...
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the screenshot doesnt give the full story, of course, so i will. the picture leaves out how the reason he went through hardships was because he was driven to madness. according to research, hera was mad at hercules being born (for he was the product of zeus and a mortal woman), so she made him go crazy and slaughter his family. to make up for it, he was given 12 impossible tasks to do.
am i saying the full story applys? hell fucking no! i dont think ryan killed his parents or anything, but i think the jist can apply. a man trying to be forgiven by people for wrongdoings that wouldnt have happened if said people didnt make those wrongdoings happen. ryan trying to get the validation of his friends and acquaintances by pretending to be someone hes not, which wouldnt be needed if he could see friends accept people as themselves. given impossible missions (be someone else) to appease those who he looks to (whether its to the side or up to).
another thing to note is theres no episode cover with only ryan on it. cover 1 has all 3, cover 2 has background faceless frat members and connor, and cover 3 has only aster.
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it could be from how there was only 3 episodes of mythborne, yet this could be solved by having all 3 in a cover at once. while it would have been a lot, they had all 3 in the first and a total of 4 characyers in thr second cover. this of course was a purposeful choice, and it shows in a way who the focus is meant to be on in that ep (all of them, connor, aster).
so why coupdnt ryan have been focused on in episode 1? yeah he was directly related to the chaos (j crew being first vicitms and shit), yet that clearly had a more general showing. its because ryan isnt a character who can be focused on. he crutches to his friends like a team relys to eachother, thats how he has purpose, thats how hes even a person.
i woulsnt even doubt the stupid bit being an act! to play in a sport, you actually do need good grades (in my school experience, above a C+ in all classes), and ryans been on this team since he started college (infered from dialoge with j crew member), probably since kindergarten even (has known j cre since kindergarten). he learnt it from them, and found it to be a possibly appealing trait of himself to others, everyone likes the lovable idiot! sure, what he does to play an act can be extreme, but if this is really thr coping mechanism i think it is, its not too much for him (also wanna note how of all characters ryan is the biggest stereotype caharacyer).
the 3rd episode btw seemed a lot from the cover and namr and all like the whole world was a fake (for me atleast), and isnt it fitting that ryan was the first to fall off the stage? the man, who had an identity crisis outloud for once after it seemed like one friendgroupd was about to learn his secrets, the first to exit stage down (stage direction jokes). hes been playong a play himself for what feels like his whole life by now, he doesnt need a script.
i came in here to talk about ryan, put him under a microscope, see who he is. really, ryans a shell of a person, a muscle soulless being pretending to be a person someone can love and care about. maybe he too thinks about how connor had changed inside to save him. whatever it is, i think ive not learnt from this who ryan selucreh is, and maybe if he gets aomething like this, he can learn himself who ryan selucreh is.
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