#i dont control the hyperfixation

[arkos404]

prohibitedwish enemies to lovers but prismo is into scarab in the enemies part just as much as in the lovers part

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btw i never watched the original souce material of any of these so dont read too deep into it, i just found them outta context on pinterest and thought "damn thats them" and passed out and woke up with this

#prohibitedwish #prismo #prismo the wishmaster #scarab #scarab the god auditor #fionna and cake #adventure time: fionna & cake #fanart #arkos draws #prismo's taste in men did a 180 after jake #god he's such a bottom #he thinks scarab's anger is the hottest thing ever #rip him fr #what a freak (lovingly) #they deserve each other #ok im done i just needed to get these out of my system #me trying to draw something thats been on my mind for literal months: hmmm maybe tomorrow #also me immediatedly after: [drops everything im doing to badly draw these] #i dont control the hyperfixation #yeah the one thats been on my mind for months is the cowboy one #yall are gonna know what im talking abt #hopefully soon

[coolnonsenseworld]

Samurai and Ninja in crappy pics because December here is under a constant cloud and I just want y'all to see them all golden and cute without learning how to take aesthetic pictures 🥴 💙❤️😆🥰

linktr.ee/Mezzy

#klance #can i tell everyone to look away before i write tags to someone privately lmao no? damn #anyway yes i meant music!! and thank you for sharing something!! #baking seems like a hyperfixation #like i know you said you baked once but then look at me #...i was thinking if i could make salads.... i gotta be medicore at least at one food thing #its a joke its a joke #i will one day get used to focusing on more complicated kitchen work than heating up meat or cooking things in salt and water #anyone else had trouble getting out of bed this december? #once i do i try to pick physical activities that dont require creative thinking because man #at the post office i had small talk with a lady waiting in line she didnt speak polish so u know me it happened #and she recommended light therapy lamp #im very tempted to try it becase i had record bad thoughts sleepless nights and jerking awake this month #it might be rooted in economic instability growing inflation costs of living and shitty working conditions while still trying to buy gifts? #but hey there are things we cant have control over and there are things we can #ive got winter wonderland comic coming though #i will try my best to speed-finish it as a christmas gift aight #i hope its going to be a nice thing!! #wow thats a long set of tags

[legobenkenobi]

happy July everybody

#newmann #pacrim #‘ben!!! stop posting about pacific rim!!’ NO!!! #THE HYPERFIXATION CONTROLS ME I DONT CONTROL THEM #newt geiszler #hermann gottlieb #i need to go to bed.

[bctoastyyy]

some more twewy drawings and messing around from the past month and a half!

the now past grimace shake Occurance, the wicked twister dynamic, the outfits i had the twisters in when i beat the game again this time around, a cap redraw to fight art block, and a beat neku thumbnail jfkdjfkf there is another drawing dump to go believe it or not

#the hyperfixation has control #it tells me to think about the wewy at all times and to draw stuff for it #and who am i to refuse #i dont think i can help it anyway actually #BRO i drew the grimace shake one while recovering from wisdom tooth surgery that drawing NEEDED to be made then and there #rindo is not immune to propaganda #twewy #neo twewy #twewy neku #twewy joshua #twewy nagi #twewy fret #twewy rindo #twewy beat #shoka twewy #beatneku

[ganondoodle]

im kinda glad i was a tiny child when windwaker came out and i only played it years later without having internet access for the longest time bc i would have NOT survived the hatred i know ww got when it first came out bc it wasnt what most people expected (ww is my fav zelda)

loving botw but not liking totk and seeing the vast majority praise the latter like its the holy grail while alot also discrediting and needlessly hating on botw for it is already making it hard to stay calm about :U

#ganondoodles talks #special interest go brrrr #sucks when you care so much about a piece of media thats out of your control and it does something you hate #i do not control the hyperfixation #it wouldnt be so bad if people wouldnt keep hating on botw just to praise totk more tbh #and before people say but arent YOU doing the same thing in reverse??? #welll ... its suppposedly a sequel yes? #direct sequels should build on the first title and totk does the opposite doesnt it? #again one of my biggest problems is that it was advertised and called a direct sequel qhen it really isnt #like at all #how some characters also made a weird turn in their personality it really does feel like it did a majoras mask thing without admitting to i #like majoras is GOOD #it was weird and kinda nonsensical but ultimately worked #can you imagine if totk just went with the whole other dimension thing properly and really went ham with it- #.... i am coming up with even more ideas for totk rewritten arent it.. #anyway i dont think im gonna get a collectors edition ever again given the risk of me not liking what its for #regret spending that kind of money on it after i calmed down my fears and in the end they turned out to be mostly right #;__;

[sardonic-the-writer]

The offical Watcher account when I immediately like every single one of their promos for Ghost Files

#i dont controll the hyperfixation it controlls me #ghost files #watcher #watcher entertainment #ryan #shane #ryan and shane #ryan bergara #shane madej #blorbo #blorbo posting #shitpost #shitposting

[aropride]

i really dont understand studying at all like genuinely i don't know what it is . i know about "taking notes" and "reading the textbook" and that's it . quizlet doesn't do shit for me because i don't know what to. do. with the cards. look at them ? am i supposed to just look at them . No one bothered teaching me actual skills bc i got good grades when i was 8 and now i am so hopelessly lost . why did no one think to teach me this for when stuff got harder than four plus three

#text #ive never understood flashcards . like what to do with them. how is that any more different or helpful than just like... writing a list on #paper of vocab terms or whatever #and like conceptually i know 'learning' is like. not only committing things to memory but also being able to engage with it which #is why teachers loveeeee group discussions and essays. but like. you read the text and then you go to class and Discuss but how do you #Learn what the text is saying like how do you . put it in your brain and udnerstand and remember it . #i think im missing something very simple because everyone else in the world seems to understand this fine #like where does the part where you go oh! i understand this and can explain it in my own words. Happen #how do u force it to happen if its not something ur autistic about #Like the only example i can think of rn of this is when i hyperfixated on hpa axis dysregulation + trauma a couple weeks ago #so i was learning stuff about it for Fun and not for school so no comprehension tests or notes or anything #and basically i'd just put on a webinar while i sorted seaglass or worked on sewing or whaever #and i can explain the concept fine. ur brain controls ur body so if it gets too scared ur body loses its shit basically. #but i dont remember most of the words. i still can barely define neurotransmitter #i can apply this to my own life but i confuse the hippocampus and the frontal lobe and the amygdala etc #and i couldnt point out any of them on a diagram #i dont get it . like i know a lot and simultaneously nothing at all abt it #how am i supposedto be remembering words and numbers AND understanding the concepts AND im supposed to do that between #reading the book and engaging in thoughtful conversation with my peers i dont understand

[lemonlurkrr]

Saw like a metal shipping container thing on the way to work and immediately thought "I could fulton that. Send it back to Mother Base. For Kaz." what is wrong with me

#lemonspeakrr #im #agony #i dont know why im always surprised by the intensity of X hyperfixation #anyways oh no #not me #i never lost control #you're face #to face #with the man who sold the world #sometimes i'll just look at something random and the first notes to that song start playing in my head and its AHAONDKSJ SHUT UP SHUT UP SHU #like the AKIRA DING AAHHHH AKIRA DING AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH

[zend-pixie]

actually crying i swear this frame was an accident

#top 10 worst times to pause a clip #ykw accurate reactions from those two in the back honestly #and yet he continues to be adorable even when appaled can u believe it. i can because he is ithe everything #its emmet im talking abt emmet if that wasnt clear by now #tlm #the lego movie #the lego movie 2 #pixie talks #emmet brickowski #what tag do ppl use for lucy #lucy wyldstyle #or is it like. just lucy #eh #im kinda hoping ppl dont find this anyway HFJGDK #damn pixie ur into both sth and tlm at the same time pick a struggle #i lost like 3 followers over posting tlm stuff this is so funny to me #i still have like 900 from the olden days i honest to god couldnt care less #i will be remaining cringe actually #esp since hes like the one part of these i care abt oops #if i cant control a character-specific hyperfix yall will just have to suffer with me ig

[bpdbranch]

every few months i add someone insane to the kinlist and this time its BRANCH. FROM TROLLS.

#if u told me 3 months ago this is what id be doing i think id cry #but here we are #i dont control the hyperfixation it controls me #trolls

[allgremlinart]

fun lore about me I've only ever had two Main Hyperfixations even since childhood and its atla and dc comics and they've been battling inside my brain for control for centuries

#so I guess what I'm saying is if ur waiting for me to pull out some OTHER big hyperfixation out of nowhere... dont #I mean I have smaller ones/times where I go down rabbit holes but these are my big two media wise.. #for the past 5 yrs or so its been dc in control mostly /neg (free me)

[rabid-catboy]

Sorry for putting anime men on yalls dashes

#i dont control the hyperfixation it controls me etc

[shitty-kinda-doodles]

Zilla is the Flotsam and Jetsam to Velvette's Ursula lol.

Lmaooo kind of? In a song where they manipulate an innocent person she would be for sure

#ask #hazbin hotel #velvette #oc #ive been thinking of their dynamic lately actually but i'll hide my ramblings here in the tags for the poor souls that don't care at all #so the funny thing about them is that they dont need each other at all #they have their own thing in different rings and theyre fine with it #but they do have a blast when they hang out #which is kinda torturous for them specifically bc theyre so self centered and controlling and selfish #that admitting that they JUST LIKE someone with no ulterior reason is humiliating #and any excuse they can make to see each other is flimsy at best #like 'hey help me get more souls and you can throw darts at them later' they can do that on their own. they dont need the other to do that #i imagine they try not to bring up it to preserve their own egos #in a more playful moment zilla would be like oohh you like meee and velvette would deny deny deny #in a more serious moment they both have rock hard evidence that the other likes her too and they both know it #if one ego goes down the other does too #this would be like...the first stages of liking each other i think #and when they get together theyd be like 'ok i have soft mushy feelings for this one person but that aside #im still the greatest overlord/murderous mastermind whatever' #until theyre defeated by the good guys i guess #what can i say i think evil friends to lovers to losers is hilarious #soooorry if you read this long ass thing #im hyperfixated and i have so many zillete thought and so much zilla lore in my pocket #i needed to puke a little bit out

[tender-lesbian]

It's important Heaven Knows is on there bc it WAS at the top for like, three and a half years. Anyways. My top 12 according to Spotify ♡

And here's the link to the playlist of my top 50 ♡

#all these songs are intrinsically linked to a hyperfixation i had #horror of our love was a yandere vn #hold on really got me feeling things abt mirai trunks dbz #quiet was like an all consuming thinking abt my tmnt oc #earthrise was a dbz au #whos in control was half bc i just loved it so so much also half a pokemon oc song #francesca was a weird mix of things i cant exactly describe #teeth is also a dbz oc song to me #projector is a pokemon oc song. the same oc even #get up is the only one on here thats Not related to an oc or hyperfixation actually. #i just found the riot police and this album made me cry and this one is my favourite #hot tea is another tmnt oc song...... #swoon is also mostly a tmnt oc song. but also a little dbz..... #and heaven knows is from WAYYYY back when and i am not admitting why i listened to it so many times #anyways thats my history/music lesson #listen to these songs ♡ #or dont #but you should #bc theyre good

[caffeinatedopossum]

Crying screaming and throwing up about the new owl house episode. I'm so autistic about this show. It means so so much to me.

Aghgjf not actually throwing up because emetophobia but definitely crying and screaming for real

#friends #agkfkfktd rotating it in my head #talking about thanks to them btw #hnng i dont understands why i feel so goddam ashamed about liking things tho #jk i do its because of my repressed trauma about masking autism + adhd my whole life 🥲 #its fine this is fine. im very normal about this show #also HUNTER OMG #jesus christ he just like me for real #my kinning had intensjfied #also highkey might learn spanish because of this show. thats the level of hyperfixation here #might start sewing again too since thats something ive thought about for a while. itd be really useful for me to know #istg special interests are so powerful but it scares me #i cant control my enthusiasm #im scared ill embarass myself or get carried away #its so weird to be surrounded by people who love me even if i like different things than them :(( #it really is like i have a family for real now... im crying over this its ridiculous #but literally yeah found family means a lot to me #i thought i knew what found family meant but all those were bad too. i just hope this time is for real

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

feelin like this rn

#realization that i am close to caught up w my current hyperfixation which means i will have to Wait for new episodes soon #i think this is my first day of “dont wanna go to work tomorrow” since i started. although its less because of the job #and more bc i am. as stated previously. laying on the floor feeling like garbage. napstablook style. #in too deep... sympathized too much with fictional characters and now i feel like garbage because simultaneous Too Much and Lack Of emotion #u know how it is #ughghghhhgyggyhyyyygyh #too invested in a fictional story that helps me process emotions i will otherwise pretend dont exist #and now i am facjng the consequences of not feeling emotion outside of carefully controlled scenarios #woooooooooooooooo