#ughghghhhgyggyhyyyygyh

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

feelin like this rn

#realization that i am close to caught up w my current hyperfixation which means i will have to Wait for new episodes soon #i think this is my first day of “dont wanna go to work tomorrow” since i started. although its less because of the job #and more bc i am. as stated previously. laying on the floor feeling like garbage. napstablook style. #in too deep... sympathized too much with fictional characters and now i feel like garbage because simultaneous Too Much and Lack Of emotion #u know how it is #ughghghhhgyggyhyyyygyh #too invested in a fictional story that helps me process emotions i will otherwise pretend dont exist #and now i am facjng the consequences of not feeling emotion outside of carefully controlled scenarios #woooooooooooooooo