#i cried at work this morning!!!

[soldier-poet-king]

'im doing so well! I'm never happy or motivated in January!'

I was soon to realize the folly of this hubris however....

#Was it mild mania?? who knows!!! #i cried at work this morning!!! #its ok I still am gonna be the buff gnc butch of my dreams #but like the shine of mania has worn off #and now im just kinda tired and my head hurts and my heart hurts and im weepy #i hate being weepy but i am fundamentally a weepy person #spotify. play mistki abbey on repeat. 🤡 #gonna workout and then embroider when i get home. and pretend i do not feel like a fake non person :)))) #u know its bad bc i am no longer hungry. i always stop feeling hungry when the mania fades #tmi ngl folks but i think i probablt have pmdd on top of all my other brain shit #bc its like my prozac just. stops working. i could just not be taking it for a few days every month #ONCE AGAIN. ANOTHER REASON I DONT NEED OR WANT THIS SHIT. FUCK THE GENDER OF IT FR #the duality of Fran

[girlbossblackbeard]

episodes 4 and 5 have emotionally compromised me to a degree that is so severe every therapist in the world just felt a shift of their scope of practice

#I literally cried 4 SEPARATE TIMES #WHAT THE FUCK #ITS 4 IN THE MORNING I HAVE WORK IN A COUPLE HOURS #ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd s2 #ofmd s2 spoilers

[dead-girl-tells-stories]

Almost finished reading Dungeon Meshi and I got an idea

So in Dungeon Meshi or Delicious in Dungeon, there are these... dungeons.

And from what I have gathered dungeons can be made naturally or artificially but both types have the same few things in common.

They are made to contain demons

They attract adventures

The dungeons have lords who manage/control the dungeon and are given the power to do so by the demons

I know that I'm skimming over some important bits, but long story short, the demons come from an alternate dimension called 'The Infinite Realm' and feed off of people's desires, the Lord of the Dungeon's specifically.

That being said... (incoming dp x dc prompt)

Beings from the Infinite Realms aren't ghosts but demons. And while they do still have obsessions, they lack desires. And so, they've become something they hunger for.

Danny learns this the hard way when he accidentally eats his parents' desire to hunt 'ghosts'.

When the endless, all-consuming hunger, that had been growing inside himself became just a bit satisfied by the action, he got scared. He ran to Clockwork, who immediately explained everything to him.

From there he became terrified. He didn't want to eat people's desires, especially considering that he had some of his own. But CW explained that while other demons will most likely never be satisfied no matter how many desires they consume, because of Danny's halfa status he may be able to. (Also it would be a bad thing if the baby starves itself. No one wants the baby to starve!)

To test out this theory, CW pulls (more than) a couple of strings, and soon his dungeon was set up in Gotham City in the DC universe.

He felt a bit bad since he had to set up shop in another ghost's/demon's territory, but Lady Gotham seemed to have taken a liking to him.

Danny takes his time searching for the most desperate person he can find, (Lady Gotham is leading him to some of the most desperate people in her city, aka the Batfam.), and appears to one of them as a fawn (signifying his hunger and current 'lack' of power). He then looks deep into their mind and offers them the power to fulfill all their desires.

The Batfam? They should be better than this, but damn they were in a tight spot and the city is going to shit because the rouges have been more active than ever, and their family is on the verge of crumbling!... And the answer to fix it all was right there, just within their reach.

They held the fawn in their arms gently. Its ivory wings, coat of starlight, and piercing Lazurus green eyes. Gotham began to change.

A few years later, some members of the JL and the JLD are once again trying their hand at clearing the dungeon but are a bit discouraged because last time their team was wiped out completely.

It was inconvenient how their powers were nullified whenever they were inside the dungeon, but they had yet to find a spell to counteract it.

In an attempt to get past the third floor, they teamed with a team called Team Phantom, which comprised two young adult siblings, their 12-year-old sister, and a few teenagers.

Morally, they were against this. No one this young should be trying to clear the dungeon! But on the other hand, this team was the closest to getting to the fourth floor.

Sucking it up, they teamed up with the young dungeon dwellers and quickly found out why they were so close to getting to the third floor.

These kids were skilled. These kids were powerful. These kids were trained. On top of that, they didn't care about their lives! Because these kids? They wouldn't- no! They couldn't die, and they were using it to their advantage.

The JL/JLD now had much more to worry about than clearing the dungeon.

#dp x dc #dc x dp #dp x dc prompt #dcxdp #dc x dp prompt #dp x dc crossover #dpxdc #dp dc crossover #inspired by dungeon meshi #go read it #or watch it #Danny likes delicious meals so he chooses complex people #it could be a single Batfam member that becomes the lord of the dungeon #if thats the case any of them could work #but the batfam as a whole? #*maniacal laughter* #We all know who team phantom is soooo #if Gotham wasn't a hub for the supernatural before it certainly is now #this was a ploy made by CW and LG so that the baby wouldn't starve itself #they didn't expect it to go like this #this is also me pushing my 'Danny is a cool biblically accurate space deer god looking thing with wings thats so wynorrific #it drives you mad by looking at him but you can't fucking stop so you're stuck in the madness of his horrifying beauty' agenda #also #Danny becomes extremely morally grey in this #not good #not evil #just hungry #sorry if this is shit i wrote the first half half asleep and the next half the next morning when I had lost the idea #*cries* #*sobs*

[cappurrccino]

I feel like I should be able to trade in clothes that don't fit for clothes that do without having to just pay full price for all new ones and then figure out what to do with the old ones. just make clothes stores like car dealers

#//juri speaks #having a fucking crisis this morning bc nothing fits right or will be warm enough for work #half tempted to just go get a fucking doctor's note that says ''this woman's workplace needs to be at least 68 degrees'' #so they'll turn the goddamn AC off when it's still fucking february #anyway it's super cool how your body can tell when you're already insecure about something #and then it changes to get worse and make your whole life miserable #so fun! i definitely havent almost cried 6 times already!

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

fucking sobbing, i did NOT just stay up til 215 REREADING a book for the SECOND FUCKING TIME!!!!

#text #personal #books #its not a mystery!! i know what happens!!!! IVE BEEN HERE TWICE BEFORE ALREADY!!!!! #AND YET A CERTAIN SOMEBODY IS STILL PRESUMED DEAD AND I CANNOT REST UNTIL 'YOU LITTLE IDIOT'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #cries thats not for 30 more pages i need to be a fucking SLEEP #I HAVE TO LOG ONTO WORK IN THE MORNING!!!!!

[rewrite-canon]

me when sad media piece about romantic relationship: light work no reaction

me when sad media piece about sibling dynamic: oh. okay. its got a little kick.

me when sad media piece about child-parental figure dynamic: LET ME GET UP LET ME GET UP LET ME GET UP ELT MEGET UP ELT ME GET UP ELTMR FJETY UP LEGBR LE FEOT UP

#me when #i just watched aftersun and when i tell you the symptoms that movie gave me were PLAGUE-LIKE #its bcuz i cried so much throughout that my eyes are still swollen (its the morning after) #1. got a headache from how hard i cried and had to sit down #2. passed out right after the film (it was early) #3. i had work earlier and fucked my knee during my shift. it hurt so bad but after the movie my body was so numb i couldnt even feel it #4. dehydration from crying so much #5. tummy ache from crying so much. also felt like throwing up #6. became delirious and started thinking about my DAD DYING 😭 had to be with him for two hours to calm down lmfao #all in all: DONT WATCH AFTERSUN. the worst movie ever i genuinely wanted to die #still five stars tho #but im seeing a pattern in all my fav media. hm #aftersun #everything everywhere all at once #eeaao #tlou #the last of us #lady bird #beautiful boy #fancy dance #circe #michiko and hatchin #the astonishing colour of after #wolf children #the cruel prince #<- im only tagging tcp bcuz jude and madoc’s relationship was honestly the best part abt the series #rewriting

[graciebunsart]

young lotor in shadow

#lotor #vld lotor #voltron #graciebunsart #lotura #dec 20 2022 my cat tuna passed away... my lovely boy #my friend my companion #i feel so empty #i dont think im coping well #i havent cried since the initial hour after he passed #tuna passed away in my arms at 3:50 in the morning #i sang him “you are my sunshine” #and when i looked down he wasnt breathing anymore #i feel like i should be sadder #but i dont feel anything #i just keep on working and working and working #took some time to draw sad young lotor coz i need to feel some kind of sadness #my cat died

[thatsuccubabe]

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#i cried for s solid 4 hours this morning #off and on. at freaking WORK #i legitimately couldn't stop. I'm shocked at how i could pull it together to talk to people #the moment i was alone again i was ugly crying again #my bestie hugged me and i sobbed. i cannot remember the last time i cried that hard #these are feelings I've been trying to avoid for the last decade #feelings of hope #wishing dreaming hoping #smashed every month #you'd think I'd know better jfc #i didn't want to feel this disappointment again. I've been avoiding feeling this way for so long #i don't want to be crushed like this #sigh. #to delete

[pathologising]

btw I ran out of my antipsychotic and I don't see the doctor untill the 23rd and it's awesome I've entered a Mania like no other

#i sent my bf 8 paeagraphs talking about some nonsense i dont remember anx i cried so hard i almost threw up this morning #over like. his mom or something whatever #Nd everyone was like ohhhh youre talking so fast anx hyper are u ok #but whatever the people at work love it lol #anyway hope i get my pills

[a-lonely-tatertot]

WE ARE POPPING THE BIGGEST BOTTLES TMR

#i am not bc. i have work all tmr morning. cries #hermitcraft #tater rambles

[scionshtola]

He steps in front of you and takes your hands, interrupting your restless fiddling. His touch is warm. Familiar. Comforting. You pause, your words caught in your throat, and raise your head to meet his eyes. “It’s going to be fine, Mir,” he says. “With any luck they’ll be too distracted by the festivities to pay us much attention.” You squeeze his hands. “Let’s hope so.” -from @idrellegames' Wayfarer, Episode II

thank you so much @harumeau for this AMAZING art of a cute moment between Mir and Aeran, i love everything about it so much i just can't stop looking at it

#oc: mirren sero #aeran kellis #wayfarer #wayfarer if #now that the organizational tags are done. AHHHHHADFKJGHJFHGHJJFJGJJH AHH #LOOK AT THEIR FACESSSS. AND THEIR HANDS. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH #also the background!!!! that window lattice and wall mosaic!! the sky!!!!!!! the lighting on them!!! #hannah sent this to me before work this morning and i have not been normal since #i may have cried #shoutout to hannah's partner for the pose adfjkgjhf #aeran x mc #mirran art

[clonazepamkisses]

🩷❤️

#work kicked my ass this morning #I also hit my nose by accident and almost cried

[zozo-01]

i have a many roman empires, and all of them revolve around decolonization in some form or another <3

#ironic since rome was one of the biggest colonizers #i cried monday morning because i was thinking about a past version of south asia #i cried monday afternoon because i was thinking about palestinians being able to return once palestine is free #i cried monday night because of my guilt of being a settler on first nations metis and inuit land #and then i cried even more because of how the british destabalized pakistan (and south asia as a whole) so badly that even after my family #were kicked out of their land and promised a safe haven #said safe haven was still not enough so they had to leave their fucking continent to find a better life #its been a lot of tears mostly out of anger #but!!! i refuse to lose hope!!! #my great grandparents didn't flee their land for their great granddaughter to be not look forwards to a better world!!! #hehehehe tuesday at work thoughts with zo #i am the zo #vent zo vent

[thebrandywine]

Sighing bc I wanted to send this anonymously and it wouldn't let me. Anyway, I love broken machine, have some fanart I made

I love this so much?! They- I- Piers' internal monologue is so fucking accurate???? HEART EYES REDFIELD MAKING ANOTHER APPEARANCE??? BINGO?!!!!!!! Leon in the middleeeeeee 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#this is so cute sjxhudhdhd SAW THIS FIRST THING WHEN I WOKE UP. GOOD MORNING TO ME #.ask #.art #waaaaahhhhh cries on my way to work 😭

[gaygnomegirl]

I actually think I will be only watching 7 episodes of season 2. If I don't watch the last one then Claudia is okay forever.

#idk what got into me this morning but i cried in my car about claudia after work and had to pretend i was chilling when mom called me