#i can't recover from this

[kod23pm]

"we should get going, detective"

#disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #harry du bois #harrykim #fanart #digital art #art #I still can't recover from them #please kiss??

[jasminebythebay]

a long awaited battle 🐦🐈🏐

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This piece is now available as a print! https://jasminebythebay.etsy.com/listing/1721771789

#this piece took me a month to finish because i challenged myself to fit 22 CHARACTERS INTO ONE SPREAD ADFSDSDFSDSFFSJK #its going to take me a month to recover from this #on another note #I CAN'T BELIEVE HAIKYUU IS BACK AHHHHHH OH MY GOOOOODDDD #haikyuu #haikyuu!! #kozume kenma #hinata shoyou #sawamura daichi #kuroo tetsurou #tsukishima kei #azumane asahi #sugawara koushi #nishinoya yu #kinoshita hisashi #narita kazuhito #ennoshita chikara #tanaka ryuunosuke #kageyama tobio #yamaguchi tadashi #lev haiba #kai nobuyuki #inuoka sou #fukunaga shouhei #teshiro tamahiko #yaku morisuke #yamamoto taketora #shibayama yuuki

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

*tries to organize my thoughts*

*remembers i'm not in school and therefore beholden to neither heaven nor hell nor any man's grading system*

*joyously shredding & tossing all my carefully arranged 3x5 mental notecards into the air like so much beige confetti. raising my arms in victory, cheering raucously until i accidentally inhale bits of homemade confetti*

(*coughing up itty bits of paper like a cat evicting a hairball with a firm understanding of tenants' rights*) wait wat happens next

#i marie kondoed my thoughts and *i* feel great. but now my stream-of-consciousness has escaped containment #so many innocent bystanders at stake #every time i try to organize my thoughts i run out of plastic bins and have to make a trip to the container store where i get even more dis #racted so. you can't just hand me THIS brain and NO catalogue OR library classification system #and expect me to single-handedly sort through all this nonsense? bad form but fucking form not in my job description #aNYways. formal education sure did a FUCKING NUMBER on us huh #(a number i measure not in gpa or dollars of student debt. #but in the number of therapy sessions & medical debt it will take to recover.) #seriously folks. our education systems are...innately traumatizing for a huge number of students. and we NEED to address this. #the fact that it is culturally common for adults to have anxiety nightmares about school/exams...even decades later? #that is not cute. it is Alarming. #no one--much less entire generations--should be spending their developmental years in an environment of chronic stress & pressure & strain #and yet that is the reality for millions and millions of pre-teen and teenage and young adult students #this isn't healthy and it serves and empowers NO ONE #...except of course the many exploitative educational & financial & debt-collecting institutions thriving from the current balance of power #and of course it's a nefarious and powerful way to sabotage/erase the middle class #which billionaires and the wealth-inequality creators they finance couldn't possibly have any noteworthy interest in whatsoever #it's not like there's an elite group of people with huge financial incentives to drain/steal resources from the masses... #anyways sorry for going all Conspiracy Theory on you. #obviously the billionaires who control the vast majority of our resources and news and political campaign funding #are not tied to every single itty bitty social issue and i'm a silly billy to imply it #please tell elon musk to ignore this tweet i am so subservient and acquiescent #mr musky u r so good at inheriting slavery-built mining fortunes & buying other people's companies #& building rocket ships & fancy cars that do NOT explode/catch fire & also NOT running billion dollar companies into the ground #mr musky u r so talented genius billionaire playboy with 10 kids and ex-wives who find you creepy af babe u r basically iron man

[realtalk127]

Imogen, listen to me. I need you to make me a promise right now.

#these two are just SO #i can't with them #i'm still emotionally recovering from this scene #as you can see #and i don't really see an end in sight #absolutely ripped my heart out #god tier rp from both marisha and laura #imodna #southerngothic #laudna #imogen #imogen temult #cr3 #critical role spoilers #cr3 spoilers #bells hells #my gifs

[tev-the-random]

New Life SMP, so far starring:

GeminiTay as a bunch of bees

MythicalSausage as Ghast Mage (flying fire hazard)

Smallishbeans as Griff the hippo

fWhip as- oh my god he's already dead

OwengeJuice as a guy

SolidarityGaming as Ken (derogatory) (the bad guy)

Martyn InTheLittleWood as popsicle

Katherine Elizabeth

Oli OrionSound as a chest. He's just a chest. He's in your storage room right now

Scott Smajor as portal gun

SeaPeeKay as fox in a bikini

#New Life SMP #Gemini Tay #Mythical Sausage #Smallishbeans #fWhip #owengejuicetv #Solidarity Gaming #Inthelittlewood #Katherine Elizabeth #the orion sound #dangthatsalongname #Scott Smajor #SeaPeeKay #and so many other good creators I can't wait #I will never recover from the end of esmp but yay new smp?? #mcyt #TEV Talk

[coldbasementruins]

THAT'S IT.

YOU WILL NEVER HEAR FROM ME EVER AGAIN.

YOU DON'T GET IT.

REI AND KAZUKI STARTED A DINER.

FRENCH TOAST IS REI'S SIGNATURE DISH.

THEY STILL KEEP CONTACT WITH KARIN AND KYU-CHAN.

THEY ARE STILL HAPPY TOGETHER.

THEY ARE FUCKING FAMILY.

I AM EMOTIONALLY UNWELL.

#YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME #HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO COPE #I AM CRYING MY EYES OUT #GOD HELP ME #I CANT BELIEVE ITS OVER #FUCKING HELL #I AM NEVER EMOTIONALLY RECOVERING FROM THIS #buddy daddies

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #firearms #guns #swearing #ask to tag #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #it's a goddamn Day once again #while still recovering from the rest of the week my doctor informed me that it's clinic policy that I can't stay on my prednisone #so I have to either leave the clinic or lose the one med giving me even a desperate tenuous grasp on basic tolerable qol #and then while I was drawing there was some kind of altercation in another building #so now I'm on high alert for that too #also fun fact I have not touched a firearm in 7 1/2 years but I drew that m4 from memory lol #(btw this is a play on 'I am not god's strongest soldier') #(which is a play on 'god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers') #tbh I should've drawn kirby sharpening a knife but this is what we got today

[muppetjohntavares]

Everybody say thank you Dave Reginek for a tired, smiley Quinn. 🎆

#quinn hughes #canucks #vancouver canucks #you know you're early with your edits when you can't even add in a second one because there are no fitting ones. woopsie #43 quinnifer #watching the game while recovering from the flower ceremony yesterday and being overjoyed at my new jt shirt has left me emotionally raw #i love his smiiiiiile #muppet edits #muppet edits canucks edition

[letsmcfreackingloseit]

Ok, I have been dead for long enough-

Hello everyone! I hope the holidays have been fun and that all of you are looking forward for the new year!

I for one have been fighting for my life with this little animation/animatic for the Cryptid Sightings au. I’m still not quite satisfied with it, but at some point you gotta say “enough is enough” especially when you’re working with windows old MovieMaker as your editing program because you’re an old cheapskate who refuses to buy a proper animation program

But anyway! Naff I really freaking love this au and I can’t wait to see more of it! I thought this classic vine would fit the au, so I hope you like it ;D 

As always; Cryptid Sightings is an au and story written by lovely @naffeclipse which you can read here! Moon’s design is just his normal look and Y/N’s design is a bit of a twist from my side ‘cause I’m quirky like that ;P

Cheers and an early Happy new year to all of you!

#cryptid sightings #fnaf #fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #fnaf au #moon #cryptid hunter y/n #cryptid sightings y/n #btw- sorry for the rambling #I suffer from a condition called 'Can't Keep It Short' #and sorry for disappearing for like #2 months? #3?? #I was in a fist fight with life and lost #they buried me alive #I've crawled out of my hole now but i'm still recovering from the fight #the fact that krita and moviemaker did not want to cooperate with me did not help either #but I am using an older version of krita so I'm crossing my fingers that the updated verion works better and I can render directly from it #I actually wanted to add another video to the post with a better animated verison (but without the audio 'cause I couldn't have both) #but I can't??? #unless I upload it to youtube- I guess??? #idk I'm just going to leave it be for now #anyway- back to the topic at hand #I was so relieved y/n didn't turn into a vampire in the latest chapter! #it was really *nervous stare* for a second there- not gonna lie #with all the 'y/n turning into a cryptid' speculations #I guess that possiblity is still on the table- but better save it for another day! #not that that would be bad per say- BUT I DO NOT KNOW HOW I WOULD REACT TO THAT #but anyway anyway- I'm gonna stop rambling #Have a really great day everyone! :D

[stevieharringtonwifeguy]

mtf omega stevie where everyone's like why bother transitioning you've already got the vagina and the uterus and everything. but stevies like listen. it's the principle of the thing. also sue me for wanting big naturals

meanwhile alpha eddie's losing his mind bc estrogen makes stevie smell so much sweeter, like honey and caramel, and he's trying not to be a total knothead about it but the 'big naturals' are. ho boy. they're there alright. and stevie already had 'childbearing hips' according to her mother, but the fat redistribution has basically turned her into some kind of fertility goddess, and eddie is so ready to get started on those six nuggets

#they actually end up having like. seven kids. and everyone is like oh poor stevie her alpha can't keep it in his pants #little do they know basically the second she recovers from labour she's giving eddie The Eyes #poor bastard can't say no to her she's so beautiful all knocked up #steddie #transfem steve harrington #steve harrington #eddie munson #abo #honestly transfem omega seems like a cop out cisswap and i don't really like doing those #but i also have a deep sympathy for stevies breeding kink and i need her to get pregnant SOMEHOW #ooh mtf ALPHA stevie who's doing hrt and now needs to get bitched #oho. ohohoho

[spicyvampire]

Girl I was sitting next to the funniest haitian mom during Black Panther premiere and when they revealed that T'challa's kid name was also T'Challa she immediately went "oh shit he is junior"

#black panther #black panther spoilers #black panther wakanda forever #that shit was so funny i love haitian moms so much #like was still recovering from the fact that his name is toussaint and he grew up in haiti and probably speaks creole #and she just drop the junior bomb like this is so real my brother is literally junior cuz his name is our dads name #i can't that shit just the most hatian shit ever #marvel #also she offered me candies during the movie so sweet

[gooperts-gunk]

im so crazy over the tragedy of everything q!bbh does being under a demon pretense even though he's a fallen angel.

do u think he just accepts the demon label because it's easier. do u think he believes it too, and catches himself in his thoughts with "oh, right. im not exactly that". and maybe he believes that he did this to himself? do u think what he did was to protect himself or someone? no matter the fall, he still has so much kindness to give and his brain just isn't wired the way a natural-born demon would be, he can't hold back instincts when time demands it, maybe that's why he fell in the first place.

and when he's finally bad, not good, it's treated like the end of the world, without empathy on why he would act out. do you think this keeps happening? the same scenario, multiple times, every timeline? he has to be used to it. so he has to take it in stride. he's good until he lashes out under extreme pressure, and suddenly he's called demon. and once again he's what heaven made him out to be. what he made himself to be, his brain would ruthlessly provide...

i don't think he wants to be that, though he hides secrets behind secrets of which neither identity is a home... but i don't think he wants to have to change, either. and i don't think that's wrong of him.

...you collapse atlantis ONE TIME and all of a sudden YOU'RE the bad guy and SURE it was FUN but REALLY now,--

#lots of expansion on this in tags beware #this is a draft from 2:40AM the day before i just felt something within me and i needed to write about fallen angel q!bbh angst NOW #this post is brought to you by q!bbh in purgatory and post-purgatory i will never forgive you purgatory 1 #no one can bear to have a healthy conversation about q!bbh's behaviors let alone TO q!bbh. BUT IF Q!BAGHERA WASN'T STUCK ON THE ISLAND... #i miss u bbh + baghera interactions let me see u soon pls #he isn't impossible to communicate with ur just not jiving with his autism right u can get through to him i swear BUT TOO LATE he DIED #now he doesn't remember!!! (unless that part of the library is recovered) u lost ur shot!!! (ur issues with him will rise again) #now every time bagi goes “'cause he's a demon” with bbh i go OH MAN SHE DOESN'T KNOW IT'S MORE... it hurts how flippant it is sometimes #because WE KNOW OH MAN WE KNOW IT'S MORE and this concept of him being fallen adds SO MUCH CONNOTATION to EVERYTHING he does #it isn't just DEMON THINGS it's GOD MADE ME THIS THINGS and i just can't wait to know WHY what did you DO!!! #your instincts are to be nice though cautiously detached when your life restarts so WHAT DID YOU DO IF YOU ARE NOT INHERENTLY BAD??? #goopert talks qsmp #qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo

[sweetchcolate]

I'm on mobile so I can't add a read more, sorry. MAJOR FF7 REBIRTH ENDGAME SPOILERS BELOW

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HOLY FUCKING SHIT. HOLY FUCK

fans have been clamoring for this for YEARS

not only are they reunited, but they've got each other's backs and are fighting side by side!! this is the ULTIMATE, FUCK EVERYTHING ELSE

#final fantasy vii #ff7 rebirth #how does one recover from this #FUCK #I CAN't BELIEVE IT #lemme just bask in this moment forever #what a time to be alive #zack fair #cloud strife #sweetchcolate's nonsense of the day

[ineffable-baker-street]

there is nothing i love more than considering the fact that aziraphale created the concept of war and violence on earth, because he refused to be an angel. he gave away his flaming sword and just like that the first humans had the first weapon.

in the garden of eden, aziraphale believed himself to be good and righteous and a proper angel, but then he does something decidedly not angelic. he helps a human, purely because those individuals were in danger, and he didn't want them to be hurt. he did not consider the great repercussions of centuries of war and death, because humans don't consider the greater good if an individual life that they care for is at risk. and then suddenly there's a wily serpent next to him, pointing out just how un-angelic he had been, but praising him for it at the same time.

that was the first day that aziraphale learned that if he were to be an angel he would have to make choices that would harm individuals, in order to maintain the moral high ground, and to continue to weave a righteous ineffable plan. because if it had been any other angel stood on that wall, they would not even have considered giving a weapon to a human, the great consequences would be too severe and in their minds the ineffable plan would not approve. but adam and eve would have left the garden and promptly been eaten and the ineffable plan would not have continued as it was destined to. because if it could potentially cause themselves harm, an angel will never do something against the great plan, because we all know what happens if an angel asks too many questions, let alone makes too many mistakes.

a human however, makes situational choices, and tries to do whatever will have the most beneficial outcome. this is aziraphale's first human act, and he will make many more in the years to come. but... only because crawley told him that it was not angelic. crawley laughed and looked delighted with just how "not good" aziraphale had just been, despite reassuring him that an angel cant do the wrong thing. but there's subtext there, and they both know that he's a demon, he lies, and suddenly it becomes clear that if a supposed demon could approve of his choice, but aziraphale, a supposed angel, had also thought he made the right decision, then perhaps everything isn't so black and white after all. because to care for the earth, as a human does, and as crowley and aziraphale do, is to search through the shades of grey until you find just the right one.

and so aziraphale gives away his sword, and thus creates weapons of violence, and eventually millions die to those weapons, but it doesn't matter, because the first humans survived, and aziraphale was not only the creator of war, but also the protector of life.

#good omens #good omens meta #neil gaiman #crowley and aziraphale #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #garden of eden #garden of life #flaming sword #go meta #wrote this while recovering from having my wisdom teeth out so if it's gibberish then i can't tell

[tin-can-iron-man]

I'm just gonna say it again real quick:

Yes!! Iron Man is a tragedy! It has and always has been since the very first appearance in 1963 which describes itself, Tony's life, and legacy, as such.

Tony causes most of his issues himself, he is his biggest villain, a majority of his rogues gallery are caricatures of the worst versions of himself brought to life (when they're not just being racist cuz...60s...). The worst thing about being Tony Stark is that he can't stop being Tony Stark (he tried!!) That is the point.

The majority of pain Tony goes through, is pain he inflicts on himself, whether intentionally or inadvertently. That is the point.

He is not A villain (at least. Not usually. There are...some rough moments and arcs that are. Not great. As there is with any character as old as he is). But he is his own main antagonist.

#I—just—*slams fists on floor*—I WANNA PUT HIM IN A PIETRI DISH AND VIOLENTLY SHAKE HIM #tony stark #iron man #616 tony stark #marvel #marvel comics #*screams cries throws up* IT'S NOT HIS FAULT HIS CHARACTER WAS ASSASSINATED IN 2005 IN A WAY THAT HASN'T BEEN RECOVERED FROM YET #***starts openly weeping*** if the next main IM series is bad it'll have been 20 years of this shit make it STOOOOOP #being his own antagonist! his actions and mental state and poor judgement calls reaonates with people!! #I'm wildly under qualified to talk about this stuff but #I feel like that's *why* people with mental health issues. self esteem issues. addiction issues. flock to him. #he is not a BAD person. he is a person. who makes mistakes. and devastates himself. and even leaves himself half dead sometimes. #who doubts himself. is simultaneously oversensitive and alarmingly oblivious. he is a mess. that is a fundamental requirement of being him #that. resonates with people. it's *relatable*. Tony Stark is a lightning rod of interest for people...like him. hurting. sad. desperate. #and he brings *enjoyment*. he brings jokes. comfort. #he brings hope #because if a guy like *that* can be *iron man*...maybe we'll all be ok too #it's solidarity but also it's a kick in the right direction. it's saying ''it's ok that this is how you feel. I'm right there with you.'' #''but you can't stay here forever. we always need to try'' #Iron Man is and always has been about the future. after all.

[uncanny-tranny]

When we talk about recovery, I think we have to remember that recovery must be an option for everybody, but it is an option, which means that not everybody will choose it, or be ready to.

Forcing people to recover when they aren't willing or ready to is just often just as cruel as whatever you deem they must recover from. You cannot recover for another person.

I say this because forcing recovery onto people is most likely pushing them further from recovery. You might think you're doing what's good for them, and that is admirable, but we have to have a sense of realism about recovery. Anybody can recover, but that doesn't mean everybody will.

#mental health #mental health advocacy #recovery #this also isn't saying that people who don't recover aren't responsible for their behaviour otherwise #but i am saying that recovery can't really be ethically FORCED onto people #was recovery from abuse something i need/ed? yes. should it have been forced on me when i wasn't ready? no #forced recovery made me turn to other MORE DESTRUCTIVE means of coping because i felt ostracized and ignored... #...because i felt like people were trying to force me to stop being a traumatized freak who burdens everybody by Existing... #...and i doubt that's what ANYbody was trying to make me feel but again... #...but that good intent doesn't translate