#i am here for abby

[what-do-1000-swords-look-like]

I am loving these two:

And I am loving this friendship:

And this guy (I mean, I don't ship Tom/Abby but damn is it fun to watch them on screen together, sort of gives me Dramione vibes not that Tom is like Draco at all but just in the fact that if there was fanfic of these two, I'd read it):

And I just love this whole show in general. It really is amazing. This is one of the top shows I'm watching right now. I look forward to every episode every single week. The ensemble cast is incredible and they have a genuine chemistry that really helps to make this show work. And it is beyond obvious that everyone involved, in front of the camera and behind it, loves this project and has put all of their passion into it. I am so happy this show came into existence and I really, really, really hope it doesn't get canceled after one season. This show deserves to keep seeing the light of day and all of the love it gets. This was the right choice to make the attempt at a western show of this era for mainstream TV.

#walker: independence #walker:independenceposts #i am here for abby x calian #i am here for calian #i am here for abby and kate #i am here for calian and gus #i am here for gus #i am here for kate #i am here for kai #i am here for kate and kai #i am here for tom #i'm here for abby and hoyt #i am here for hoyt #i am here for abby #i am here for it all #basically

[the-ships-to-rule-them-all]

the level at which people are misusing the term "Never Again" in the far left absolutely infuriates me.

"Never Again" doesn't refer to the idea of no more genocides -- unfortunately people are evil and corrupt and seek scapegoats and destruction, there were genocides in the years following the Holocaust, there were genocides 10 years ago, there are multiple genocides going on as we speak

"Never Again" means we as Jews will pay attention to the warning signs, will not mindlessly allow antisemitism to fester and take over our communities, we will fight back. it means we will be proud. it means we will not let you hate us without a word of refusal.

"Never Again" is a warning for us, it is a reminder that what happened then can happen now -- is happening now. The Far Left doesn't get to use it against us. You don't get to turn our tragedies into hate-speech and antisemitic rhetoric.

Am Yisrael Chai

#abby speaks #that fucking NYT article made me rage so much #needed to get this out #if this somehow makes you pissed at me go ahead the unfollow button is right there #I have always said that Palestinians deserve a state and I have always believed that Israel has a right to exist #the lack of knowledge at these “protests” shocks me - people don't know which river or which sea; they don't know about the hostages #free gaza from hamas #we are allowed to mourn the “protests” started before we'd even had a chance to. #I will never ever forgive or forget the people that have made mourning still feel impossible #I am not about to sit here and say that the Israeli government is blameless #however if you didn't know that 1000s of Israeli have spent the past year protesting against Netenyahu's right wing government shut up #we need actual solutions; neither Israelis nor Palestinians are going anywhere #and you guys need to start calling out the antisemitism in your movement #I have my doubts on that actually happening and you'll never see me donate to a lot of these causes again #the goy left has lost my respect and my trust and now it only has my side-eye #sorry for the rant in the tags it's been an exhausting few months

[callisteios]

would you like to be a god? take this uquiz to find out what sort of god you'd be

#yeah okay let's address it i already made a quiz with this exact premise #and sequels are gross and uncreative #have you considered that i am feeling kind of gross and uncreative at the moment #also this is more like a part of the original #as many of these results come from the first round i literally just did not have the will to assign any more personalities at the time #anyway #have fun #tag yourself #etc #there ARE some really good ones here i think #new rooms might be my fav #quiz #uquiz #callisteios #personality quiz #i am NOT trying to be funny but wow i did not expect googling 'wound' to be so graphic. the things i do for you people #by the way ABBIE #i spent like an hour making that damn awful photoshop of the fucking saw bathroom i hate that you made that a thing #i don't think you understand how much basic photo editing knowledge i lack #how do get the images transparaent #how move #layers? #awful #im sleepy therea re like 10 more to add in the morning

[astrobei]

#i am simply chewing on him #mike wheeler #/astro posts #you will also simply never guess the context of the convo tht led abby ella and i here

[arsoooooonmun]

Sick Hearts, One Thump. — Chapter 1

— an Abby Anderson x Reader fanfic

Working with Abby Anderson, aka your ex-girlfriend, was harder than you thought. Who knew she'll drunk text you repeatedly in the middle of the night?

[files attached are 2 pictures and 296 words for narration.]

While you were tending Abby — whose eyes were completely shut and sleeping soundly, your thoughts waved to the question Ellie left off.

"Why did y'all even break up?"

You and Abby became friends in the summer heat. Meeting in the neighbourhood, you just moved in.

She greeted you with a whole smile on her face, that is because she "saw a new best friend" , the little Abby would say.

Despite your very introverted little self, you openly welcomed Abby in your life. Without you realising time has passed.

Shockingly, that's how your friends told you, Abby confessed first. It was at the favourite place you both loved to stay at. Watching the sunrise or sunset while eating ice cream.

It was… romantic.

You never thought Abby had it in her, that's why tears started swelling in your face. Of course she started panicking and rambling stuff that you didn't understand because you kissed her in the middle of it.

You were such a romantic too.

Five years after being officially together with Abby, you finally graduated college. Meanwhile, Abby was still stuck in the hell of the medical field. Yes, you took a different path than Abby, focusing more on business.

And that's where things started to be a blur.

You and Abby fought.

No one knew what it was about, and you were starting to forget it too.

"I told you. I never saw her that way."

"Then why did I see you kissing her!"

Months after that, you saw Abby enter Joel's building — the building you are working at, holding files, and it looks like she just got accepted.

All hell breaks loose.

#abby anderson x reader #abby x reader #abby anderson #the last of us fanfiction #i thought this was gonna flop LMAO #i am open for any criticism plz i want to entertain yall #i am gay fr #ellie is here of course #sick hearts one thump chapter 1 #angst

[dumbassnamedkhoshekh]

GUYS

I am

NOT WELL

Did anyone else listen to the newest Night Vale episode

Because I AM NOT OKAY AND I NEED TO SDFGBVCDFGYJHGVCF ABOUT IT

IM LITERALLY SHAKING

SOMEBODY COME SAVE ME PLEASE

#wtnv #welcome to night vale #i had three other photoshop assignments due an hour and a half ago #but i do NOT CARE #i need more friends who listen to this #im dying out here #but like #WE GOT SO MUCH FUCKING LORE THIS EPISODE #AND IT DIDNT EVEN HAVE CECIL IN IT #LIKE #WHAT #im fine #i am calm #i am chill #the previous three tags are all falsehoods #somebody save me #also WE GOT ABBY CONTENT RAAAAAAAAAAA #im completely normal #just a normal girl in a normal world #(lie) #fuck #night vale

[thisisnotkitty]

hello securitywaiter nation have you thought about ness being abby’s teacher bc I HAVE

below the cut because i can't shut up ever :D

-abby does well enough in school academically but is still needs some work in the socioemotional dept

-when she starts a new school year mike is a bit worried but then she comes back home absolutely ecstatic and mike is like “okay this is good”

-she talks all about how mr. ness lets her color while he teaches and how mr. ness gave them all name tags w silly drawings (hers is a bear) etc etc

-mike is actually really happy bc most teachers have a hard time understanding abby (heck, he has a hard time understanding her) so he’s looking forward to meeting this mr. ness during back to school night

-it goes on like this for awhile, with abby raving about mr. ness and mike is just happy that his little sister seems to be doing better in school. the first time she comes home talking about these kids she hung out with at recess he practically cries

-back to school night is here and the first time mike sees this mr. ness he’s like abby u traitor you didnt tell me this man was exactly my type (he doesn’t actually tell her bc he never brings up his lovelife around her - not that he’s had much of one - but still isn’t this the type of things siblings know intrinsically)

-anyways they’re having the kids show their guardians around the classroom and their seats and everything and then mr. ness is explaining the way his class works and mike is totally paying attention. yup. he’s not distracted by those chocolate brown eyes at ALL

-so they’re waiting to do the one-on-ones with the teacher and mike crouches down next to abby and tries to be all chill “hey, abs. has mr. ness ever mentioned a partner or anything?” acting all nonchalant

-but abby sees right through him and is immediately like “he’s single! do u want me to put in good word for you?” and mikes like “NO i have no idea what ur talking about haha i just wanted to know bc it’s important to know that about ur teachers okay wait why are you smiling like that”

-(abby’s a little menace and already ships it)

-when it’s finally their turn mike is just chanting to himself “be normal. be normal. be normal” lmao

-but now that he’s sitting face to face with the teacher he notices that he has freckles and every chance he had at playing it cool goes out the window

-ness is telling him all about how well abby is doing in class and if there was anything he could do to make it easier for her in the classroom and abby’s just sitting there looking at mike internally screaming with a smile

-so she turns to her teacher and is like “you should get mike’s number just in case something comes up. he’ll probably think of some things later since he’s been taking care of me alone for awhile” (bc u know when kids do that things where they kinda trauma dump at the most random moments lmao)

-and ness at first refuses and is like “im sure email works just fine!” and abby’s like WHYY is he not just taking the bait and then she has like a lightbulb moment

-bc ness probably assumes like everyone else that mike is a single father and abby’s his daughter and abby’s like oh no how do i make this work

-so she goes full anya mode (for my spy x family watchers) and is like “im sure mike would appreciate having your number on hand! he’s a very protective older brother you see. taking care of his little sister must be hard. i’m sure being a big brother like him is hard so it’d be for his peace of mind. did i mention he’s my older brother”

-and ness also has a little bit of a crush already forming so he doesn’t catch the obvious set up and is instead distracted by the fact that the handsome guy in front of him is in fact NOT a single father so maybe he does have a chance wowow

-yup so they exchange numbers andddddd ill come back to this later i really need coffee

#do i know what grade abby is in?? no #do i even have a vague idea of how i could muddle the ages for this work? also no #i am literally jsut here what more do u want from me #yknow purple rotting michael when he done got scooped #thats what i feel like with the amount of brain rot that i have #im actually so mentally ill its insane #also i very specifically wait for someone else to post on the tag before i make another post #bc i ahve wayy too many thoughts on these two #fnaf #fnaf movie #kitty.twt #ness the waiter #securitywaiter #mike schmidt #mike x ness #fnaf ness #abby schmidt #i love abby being securitywaiter shipper no. 1

[buddiesmutslut]

Saw a post that Tommy is Abby 2.0 & that feels SO REAL (older & more mature, introducing Buck to a different way of thinking, knows the job intimately, not quite as into him as he is into them 🫣).

I just hope Tommy leaves in a much better way, bc he gives off good vibes and I ADORE LOU.

#911 abc #evan buckley #tommy kinard #911 s7 #I’m an Abby hater until I DIE bc of the way she did my boy #The chance of Tommy leaving on an adventure and ghosting Buck is low but never 0 #Also I love the fan theory that our Tommy is Abby’s ex-boyfriend Tommy bc that’s hysterical #anyway Buddie endgame always #lou ferrigno jr #abby clark #oliver stark #also they talked about Buck getting off the hamster wheel & how these two relationship (Tommy & M*risol) #would be the last relationships before they get their shit together (in whatever way they’re planning for that to go) #& the imagery of that would be PERFECT. #Abby leaves -> Eddie is introduced & we see the friendship bloom & witness a huge growth in Buck #Tommy leaves -> Buck has learned about himself & grown more and is finally ready to take that next step w his husband lol #I don’t want Buddie this season though #Eddie deserves to have his own arc to understand his feelings & work through his sexuality and the trauma that surrounds that #I want Buddie of course but that only works if Buck & Eddie are both happy and settled in their own skin #I feel like I just ramble in the tags here is this right? is anybody even reading these or am I talking to myself? idek

[rotisseries]

inspired by elli's poll lol cause this seems fun actually but if you guys have bad answers I'll kill myself on your doorstep or smth

#“rori all of these are your faves how can there be a bad answer” well I still have an internal ranking on some of these #and if all of you pick an option that I think pales in comparison to the others. well. hm #I know what's gonna sweep though because two of these are niche as hell and 4 maybe 5 of these are things you people don't follow me for #fun fact I actually had to scrape my brain to make sure I couldn't come up with any more #I am unintentionally very picky on what is a favorite apparentlyyyy #I also just don't watch/read enough stuff these days so there's that #AND I NEED LONG TERM EXPOSURE TO KNOW THEY'RE STICKING AROUND #so like. I have some options but I don't KNOWWW if they're sticking yet #but this feels like such a small poll lmao #also no sapphics on here this is actually cause I hate women- #NO. JOKING. zelink is here. I almost put gideon and harrow but I'm in a perpetual state of not having finished tlt #and I couldn't put nebetta and darya I was drawing the line at 2 tbos ships. well. actually. changed my mind #not editing these tags actually you guys can see my thought process #WAIT AND SAYMARI. FUCK. I LITERALLY MADE A PLAYLIST FOR THEM I LOVE THEMMM #ok. is 4 tbos ships too many. hmm #I said 2 of these are niche now four of these are niche it's really the “which tbos pairing is your fave” poll #THIS POLL IS SO FUNNY IT'S SO SELF INDULGENT I HAVE TO TAKE OUT AT LEAST ONE TBOS SHIP #I should add one more general one... #cause I do actually want genuine and varied answers I gotta give y'all options so they don't all pool at the first two #I also almost put ellie and abby on here.. that would've been so funny four popular 1 rarepair 3 super niche ships #ellie and abby are soooo interesting to me though so of course the thought of them having something horrible going on together compels me #and they are one of my 3 favorited ao3 tags... they deserve a place... #ok well while I debate on that I'm putting akutagawa and atsushi on here I admittedly have only had like two months of exposure to them #but it is enough I can tell they are so crazy to me #the way my tags are just me overthinking everything on what is supposed to be a fun and silly poll... no one does it like me I'm afraid

[ex0rin]

You don't sound like a Fed.

You don't really look like one, either.

Jack Quaid | Woman in Red

Meant to appear harmless but to catch trainees' attention. She makes eye contact with the subject and smiles flirtatiously upon crossing paths. the matrix (1999)

#this is abby's fault and she probably won't even reblog it #look i'm not even gonna tag it #it's such crack #but i am sleep deprived and quaido shouldn't be allowed to do this to me personally (she says digging up a photo from 2018) #he also shouldn't be able to arch his back like that tbh #tryin' real hard to not call him names over here just fyi #feel free to judge me for this one #cara gifs

[buck2eddie]

fic moodboard inspired by i wish i said it better by @butchdiaz

“Have you considered,” she says, “that it's not the dating that's the problem?”

“Um,” Eddie replies eloquently once more, feeling lost. Hen sighs, looking at him like he can't grasp basic math.

“Maybe it's the dating women, Eddie. Maybe that's the problem.”

And, oh. Hen thinks he should date - oh.

He's surprised he made it to Buck's in one piece, driving through a haze, on autopilot towards the one person who can take the jumbled pieces of Eddie's mind and gently slot them back into place. He doesn't even register the time of day until he’s opening the door to loft with his key and saying,

“Hen thinks I should go on a date with a man,” which he guesses is paraphrasing, but you know. It's what she meant.

#hello it is i with a fic mb that i am posting past 1am #this fic was so good and i immediately went!!!!!! i must do something!!!! so here it is <3 #i wanted the mugs cupboard to be present cause i really liked that detail in the fic #and yeah i edited that jacket at the end to be blue it was actually beige #(we're gonna ignore that eddie got plaid pattern on his shhhhhh) #but yeah abby i hope you like this it's for u <3 everyone go read this fic it's the best mwah #buddie #buddie moodboard #buddie fic #fic moodboard #m*mbs

[switch]

i know i said i had thought moriarty's arcade model looked good at the time and overall it still does but i've started noticing upon looking closely at his my room animations is that his neck starts to look like it's broken if he tilts his head too much. some real rough looking sharp angles.

#i’m not sure if other arcade models have this problem and i’d have to look at his actual mesh to see but i’m guessing it’s maybe the collar #that might be the problem area here #but like for a servant who released close to maintenance mode AND between morgan and abby im still surprised he doesnt look worse #and that his animations have as much effort as they do #i did have a dream the other day that moriarty's model leaked but i couldn't find it. i am plagued. #switch speaks

[the-ships-to-rule-them-all]

I don’t think people realize how all consuming October 7, the war and the rising antisemitism is to most Jews right now. I was just on a five day family trip and nearly every single conversation ended up circling back to what’s going on in Israel, across the world and at home. My mom knew Vivian Silver, an incredible peace activist thought to be held hostage and I had to sit there and watch her realize that not only was Vivian murdered at her home 38 days before but that she was likely burned if it took this long for her body to be identified. I was forced to sit there and watch my mom, my favorite woman in the world, watch her face crumple. We were sharing updates, accounts to follow, venting and releasing frustrations. It is a constant unbreakable struggle right now for me and most Jews I know to not be glued to our phones, to not pay attention. Because we’ve seen what happens when we don’t. Because we can’t afford to turn our backs on what’s going on. And there’s a deep ever present grief not only for the victims of October 7th, the innocent citizens of Gaza, the hostages and also for my own personal sense of safety and security. I am also grieving what is a shattering beyond measure of my present and future trust in people as I’ve witnessed how easily well intentioned kind hearted people have decided to say nothing, publicly or privately, or who have quickly fallen into vicious antisemitic rhetoric. I’m just sharing into the void at this point but it’s been unimaginably hard on a personal level. I’m not the same person I was when I went to bed on October 6. It’s as though I’m a shadow, made of grief and anger and tiny fractured bits of hope. Every piece of joy feels as though it’s been muted because of how quickly it fades. And even the moments that last are related to my Jewish identity somehow. I am not sure where I go from here.

Have a cat gif for reading all of that

#abby speaks #jumblr #I don’t know if anybody in the tag relates to how I’m feeling but it feels like the right place for it to go #not tagging I/p and antisemitism though this post deals with it because I don’t want to get bombarded #Jews can reblog as can followers #I’ll say it here to fend of comments; this is my personal reflection #I’ve stated several times that I believe in a Palestinian state and their rights of self determination libration and pursuit of life #I simply don’t believe that that should come at the cost of Israel’s right to exist and to Jewish safety around the globe #if that makes me a Zionist than I am a proud Zionist #I firmly believe that those taking advantage of this pain and horror to spread hate will be judged by karma #that includes the settlers in the Israeli West Bank; Netenyahu and his corrupt colition #and anyone who is ripping down and defacing posters of the hostages #Hamas is a terrorist organization that benefits no one but themselves #if you truly cared about the Palestinians you would have understood that they need to be removed and their agenda dismantled

[aberooski]

Me through the lense of ygo, especially GX, is really one of the most genuine versions of me. It might even be the most genuine by now. Thank you for allowing me to find a version of me that I can make sense of and know who she is and not have to stifle her or hide her from you.

Thank you for allowing her to exist.

#I love my irl friends so much but very few in my life have ever been interested in a lot of things I was. #and they were very forthcoming about that. I've had to hide a lot of facets of myself #and I really donfeel like there are a lot of different versions of me that come and go and surface where they're needed #....I guess I really am a mirrorball thanks taylor #but I've found a lot of peace here. in this silly show and here on this silly hellscape of a blog of mine #so thank you for allowing me the space to be genuine and uninhibited and just all of myself. not just bits and pieces. #I can gush about final fantasy and ygo and all the things I love and I just really value this space #sorry to get all mushy I just needed to say it #I'll be back with more unhinged shenanigans tomorrow #or maybe even later who knows because lord knows the one thing I can't do is go to sleep at a reasonable hour and my mind WAKES UP at night #but anyway just yeah. thank you and I love you and I look forward to all the silliness inevitably to come around these parts 💕 #abby's insomnia thoughts

[yaz-the-spaz]

I can't believe we waited 7 seasons for Buck to kiss a man and it wasn't even the person he literally legally shares a kid with

#buddie #911 #911 spoilers #i mean look I'm still happy it happened at all #and im still gonna support it cause I'm all for gay awakenings and buck deserves this shit so much cause clearly the girls weren't working #plus tommy seems great and i like him way better than most of the girls already (except maybe abby) #but all that said that doesn't mean im gonna support it with my full chest like i would buddie if it had actually happened #(i always kinda got the sense that ryan maybe wasn't fully comfortable playing a queer role where oliver was though #so if this is the best we get I'll take it) #at the end of the day i just want buck to be happy and with someone who truly cares about him who he can be his full self with #and if tommy turns out to be that person then i can absolutely grow to love him (almost) as much as i do eddie #(im still prob always gonna be a lil salty about buddie and what could've been but c'est la vie) #eta: coming back here to add that after watching some bts content that i had prev not seen i am now re-evaluating my stance on ryan lol #homeboy absolutely wants to kiss oliver. but y'know just like. for art. #bisexual buck

[strangeswift]

Your words cut through the air, cold. You'll take them back, I already know. But I think you meant them.

I meant mine.

I want to know if you see through me. I don't think that you see me at all. I don't know what I want.

I do, but I can't say it.

I can’t be here, I can't see you apologize.

I'll forgive you. I'll come inside and get warm, you'll play my games and pity me.

I can't be here.

Crazy to think I could keep you. My monster was real and so was she. Why did we ever think they weren't?

Stupid.

Is it wrong to want? It must be. I feel wrong. I hate the sun. I hate the sweat and the itch of grass. The rain is no better.

I hate you.

I wish I did.

Is it wrong to want to go back? To a storm without rain? To harsh lighting, to the kind of pain that reduces my thoughts to only fear and you? To be the cause of death? Knowing you'd be there with me? Knowing you'd tell me you loved me, in so many words?

It is.

My mind still isn't my own and yet you don't leave.

You don't stay either.

You can't be here.

#some will pov for ya #umm. i am uncomfortable sharing poetry #but. i've been hoarding this (and another one..) for like ever #so. here i am. posting it. #be nice to me #byler #will byers #ig i need a poetry tag now so #poetry #abby writes #🌈🐦