#i actually feel a little bit sick

[waterfallofspace]

While picking the movie, (or more accurately, N/ejire begging M/irio to pick anything but E/ncanto) the Big Three find one of their members is a little a lot worse for wear.

I had a bunch of clips on my phone to clear out, soooo this was born~ A bit heavy on the snz since the goal was to get rid of clips, and it's a biiit choppy in places, but hopefully it's still alright!~

PRO HERO AU: ALL CHARACTERS POTRAYED AS 20+

#waterfallwav #had some clips~ haven't done T/amaki yet~ sooo here you go! #its just a little thing but it IS the first time recording dialogue on the new/actual mic #so hoooopefully that's a better quality! but i'll definitely still need to play around a bit to get it right #also just disclaimer: was not sick for this recording so I had to do my best with what I had #hopefully it's not too easy to tell~~ #aaaaaaaanyways here is a lil T/amaki wav~ hope you enjoyyyy #also no ships are actively present in this but feel free to use your imagination for any variation of these three~ #t/amaki #m/irio #n/ejire

[evilkitten3]

au where there's like a paperwork error and sasuke ends up on team eight. but no one else's placement changes. so kakashi has to deal with just naruto and sakura, who isn't filtering herself at all. or better yet, sasuke gets swapped with kiba, so kakashi has to deal with three loudmouth hotheads, one of whom can just track him down whenever he's late.

meanwhile kurenai's first lesson is homicide 101 and sasuke thinks he just hit the team jackpot

#naruto #team seven #team eight #uchiha sasuke #yuuhi kurenai #kurenai: ok kids now that we've all introduced each other i'm giving you a test to see if you're really ready to be genin #kurenai: the test is murder btw. afterwards we'll go over better and more creative ways to do murder #sasuke: this is the best possible thing that could have happened to me #meanwhile kakashi has a massive headache bc the only person on his team with any kind of volume control is akamaru #kakashi: ur the only one i can trust buddy #akamaru: bork #kakashi's ninken absolutely adore akamaru #sakura gets a headstart on medic-ing bc hana shows up to meet her lil bro's new team #also sasuke feels weird without someone challenging him to a fight every 20 minutes so he starts hoping one of his teammates will #shino gets sick of sasuke's incredibly awkward attempts at egging him on and persuades hinata to make sasuke her rival #yes they bond over their obsession with naruto what about it #hinata is. not good at being a rival #but she's trying #hinata: um sasuke-kun i bet. i bet. um i bet i can get to the top of this tree f-faster than you... #hinata: um but only by a little bit actually y-you'll be right behind me in fact you'll probably do it better but um. #sasuke: we can just start hitting each other if that's easier for you #hinata: oh cool just like my home life. yeah i can do that #shino: i'm a genius

[ryssbelle]

Me core

#my art #solarman #im not here this was queued #solarman rising #unofficial reboot #i literally feel this in my soul rn #when i say im bonkers insane this is what i mean #mental health non existent #im on another level #i have not slept at all #i think im losing it #just a little but #bit #i feel so sick #ill be fine after i actually sleep maybe idk #my stomach hurts #imma read these tags later and just wonder wtf was up with me lmao #anyway #love this guy #hes the padre of the main character of the comic im doing on webtoon #im in the middle of making chapter 2 #it was delayed cuz my computer exploded #but im making progress on procreate so thats a plus #this is michael before the comic and before his kid just losing his mind #just like me :D

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

this past week its just been a constant cycle of *normal normal normal* OH FUCK THE SITE UPDATE IS NEARLY UPON US *has to sit down and breathe*

#what will we see... what will we learn... #screaming sobbing throwing up #almost literally! im so hyped im a little nauseous! only a Bit! #i need to calm down! im being too abnormal about it!! #i cant even finish my plate of pickles rn because i Remembered #and now i cant do anything but sit here and vibrate from excitement #deep breaths.... deep breaths.... #absolutely unprompted #i mean feeling physically sick from excitement is not entirely atypical for me #it always makes me feel a lil unwell! whether that excitement is negative like having to drive a Distance #or positive like looking forward to an event! #im gonna feel a lil like throwing up! #its a good discomfort i swear #that being said. #if we get voice lines i might actually have to go for a walk around the block to cool off lmfao

[dandyshucks]

everyone pray for me that i did not just give myself food poisoning (;･∀･)

#i may have made a bad decision with the meat i cooked shdjdkl BUT I THINK IT'LL BE FINE #it was past the date on the packaging but it didnt smell or look or feel off at all so . i decided to risk it #and now im panicking bc i think perhaps that was actually rly stupid fhdkdl #but it was. so much money. i had no idea the date was so soon on the package when i got it from mum #I would've frozen it if I'd known dhdksl i should've looked #alas !!! i think it'll be fine tbh bc it genuinely did not seem spoiled at all so ... now we just pray #i had a fairly small serving of it and I'll see how i feel to figure out if the rest of it is safe to eat or not #im just fhdjdkl crying a little rn bc the past two days have been so awful and im so tired #i rly dont want to get sick on top of everything else going on #i would like one thing to go well fjdkdl just like. one thing. this feels like divine punishment for having the old lady group go so well #im just kind of losing my mind rn i think actually fhfkdl i have a therapy/counseling appt on monday though so we'll see if that helps #i do not have high hopes fjfkdl #MANNNN. can the universe give me a break PLEASE. I've been trying so hard the past three weeks to do well 😭😭 #im putting in so much work and effort fhdksl can i PLEASE have this one thing go okay djdksl i do not want to get sick !!! #if i do get sick then im just. hhhhh. idk djdkdl it's just one more thing to add to my pile of Bad ig djdkdl what can ya do djdkdl #i am going to pull myself together and stop crying and go play stardew maybe idk fjdkdl i feel like im starting to crack a little bit #augh. augh. i would love to catch a break djdkdl #dandy.cmd #vent //

[thethingything]

I used the prescription toothpaste and managed to not end up dry heaving for several minutes while brushing my teeth. within about 5 minutes of finishing brushing I start to feel like I'm gonna throw up regardless. I feel shaky and nauseous and I've also almost thrown up so many times while brushing my teeth lately that the act of brushing them now seems to activate our fight or flight respose and I feel like I'm about to start crying. awesome /s.

I really don't know what to do about any of this because I can mention it to our dentist on Thursday but I don't think there are any alternatives that won't just do the same thing

#thoughts #personal #🍬 post #vent post #emetophobia tw #I feel like I've talked about the toothpaste a lot but unfortunately this is a big deal because of how fucked our teeth are #but I genuinely don't think I can handle using this on a regular basis #I feel so unbelievably sick and if we use it every day we start feeling sick all the time and that also makes it hard to eat #which is really triggering now after that 10 months of being ill where our appetite was fucked and we struggled to eat anything #my stomach actually kind of hurts a little bit on top of me feeling really sick #like the food poisoning kind of sensation we had yesterday so I think that was from the toothpaste after all #we try very hard not to swallow any but like it's in your mouth so you can't exactly avoid that fully #my throat feels irritated and weird too actually and I've just realised this might be why we've had a sore throat over the last few days

[rowenabean]

#the wedding was lovely and i am so sad #managed to get most of the sad out of the way Friday and Sunday so i could be glad for them on the actual wedding day #but still. i'm going to miss her. #we always talked about living together and we never did and now we probably never will #i've got a model of married folk living together in community but i don't think they do and it has to be something you choose #her family are lovely and i was really glad to meet her friends and cousins that she talks about so often but they don't really get it #they get to have her!!! she's moving somewhere that's more convenient for literally everyone other than me! (this is not hard to do) #really good to get home and hug my dad and my little sister and have people who are my people around #was actually really good at the reception that there were a few other folk from my current town - i wasn't the only person who was #mixed joy and tears #i said something about us giving her over in my speech and they said yes that's exactly how we're feeling #but it wasn't till her husband responded to that in his speech that i started crying #everyone has been so kind to me but it has been SO good to get home #hoping i can get a bit more sleep as well. emotions are bigger when tired even though they're real still #(her cousins invited me to come stay any time and tbh i can see that living in Auckland could be actually really nice if you live where they #do. but i couldn't live where they do and do the work i want to do it is quite far away from the places in Auckland i could imagine working) #rowena adventures #btw no photos of me currently but probably some later??? not that we took many the groom had been sick the previous week and was #still pretty wiped so they got like two photos with the bridal party and ten with just them and that was it

[whoevengaf]

Post throwing up clarity>>>>

#YES i just threw up (a little bit) because im so sick AND ive been awake since 3 BUT i will buy myself a mask and grind until 14 #GO TO THE BANK! and then pass out in my bed <3 i actually if im feeling better might scan in some books for my archeology presentation #sham!s rambles #cw vomit #emetophobia

[skrunksthatwunk]

found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?

#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now #sigh.. i dont know. i dont know. #at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him #no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow? #it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my #best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker. #i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time. #but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh #he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him. #im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to #say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more? #just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am #and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him #and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him. #she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on. #she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken #but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him #and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not #like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him? #so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her #and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all #the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess #like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea. #but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.

[shima-draws]

I’m at the state of restlessness where I want to do a million different things. I want to start playing a new game I want to start an art project I want to work on commissions I want to deep clean my room I want to write a 50k fic I want to make a game I want to binge watch an entire series I want to learn a language I want to get into a new hobby I want t

#Shima speaks #HELP #I’m going a little crazy with cabin fever apparently. Lmao #Good news tho is that I’m p much over my sickness #Just have a cough and a bit of a stuffy nose now #Otherwise I feel. P great #Anyway I am actually debating HEAVILY on playing a new game #(AKA me replaying an old favorite for the millionth time) #I just can’t decide which game I want to play… #My heart has been saying Emerald Heart Gold or PMD Sky. #Problem is idk if I’m in the right MOOD for PMD Sky. #If I start a playthrough I have a strong feeling I’ll drop it halfway through lmao #Anyway. I go back to work Thursday for end of year crunch 😬 And then I’m off again for the weekend so. #I feel so MOTIVATED I just can’t actually put that energy into anything #Also it’s midnight here I should probably go to bed anyway. LOL

[lynxalon]

HOLY SHITTTTTTTTTTTTT THAT CRITROLE EP WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!! im SO glad we had the set up of the last one so we could have the big thrills of this!!!!!!!!! this had everything!! it had ira's bad (and good!) decisions! it had sam's out of pocket wacky can shenanigans!! it had deception and sneaking! it had badass plays and some.. eye-catching talents 👀 it had gross shit that's kinda actually sad if u think about it! it had walking (running) away from explosions (NOT a sunglasses moment this was a loserfail) it had .. terrifying parents. it had imodna momence !! :D it even had some unprecedented wins for our typically fighty/flighty adventurers!!! i will ABSOLUTELY be watching that again come monday!!!!!!!!!!

#lynx speaks #cr spoilers #now to expand upon these!!! i am THRILLED that there has been a more overt notice of orym's hex 😏 #thats what i've been excited for for aaaaaaages i adore orym esp when he gets a little more fucked up #what can i say im a bit of an angst fan myself :D #fcg gave ira SUCH a bad time tho like CMON BBYYYYY 1 MINUTE ?!?!?!?!?!! yall r LUCKY yalls r cool af #also tho.... ira actually saving fearne like 👀 i see it!!! i think simply everyone likes fearne and everyone would save her 😎 #and team infiltrate i loooved imogen's use of that damn .. what was it called ? the damn static bomb that was sick as hell!!! #and hey!! both teams got in and out without anyone catching on that it was bells hells helping! #is that a first for bh? cause it sure feels like it TBH like the feywild malleus key stunt did NAWT go this smoothly #even with the bumps they had they did terrific frfr #esp with imogen setting up oryms badass fighter play and launda and chet setting each other up for success #and it does FEEL like imogen is more powerful on ruidus just from the plays she makes like the static spell and how it set Everyone up #to protect them all and keep their enemies in bad positions so that bh had good positions #they barely got hits and orym and chet took the brunt of it #they got out everoa and themselves without too much hassle and i'd say team mcfuckin 'splosion did pretty fucken well too #more damage on their side but. thatssss not their fault thats mainly on ira (and fcg 😂) #gosh. goshhh. what a good fucking episode. and sorrowlord zathuda. and liliana. fuck bro. #zathuda is SCARY #and liliana i meaaaaaaan. hun what did u THINK 🧐 imogen meant when she told u to run?? 🤔 'did she know' u know the answer to that. #i was definitely excited cause. we knew the volition were gonna fail in killing liliana. but i felt in my heart that she was gonna #feel betrayed by imogen. despite creating the scenario in which imogen must 'betray' her. #i LOVE fucked up mothers cant waaaaait to see what happens next !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[piplupod]

idk what is wrong with meeee, i have spent the past week ish just feeling consistently on edge and nauseous+dizzy from anxiety/fear as if i've been triggered but idk what would be causing that so idk how to fix it ;-; if i am very slow getting to ppls messages it's because of this fdskfl i am doing my best to get to things within a couple days but things keep dropping off the wayside so i apologize if i go radio silent on u for a bit augh

#idk whats going on but its so bad fsdjkl #suicide tw #just get that out of the way right away lmao but i am getting Worried tbh fsdjkl things just feel Really Bad #and really unbearable and i dont even understand what is causing this for me. like. its not any of the usual things i can think of. so wtf. #i just feel trapped and sick to my stomach constantly #the one brief moment of reprieve was an hour of the old lady knitting group yesterday fsdfjkl #things felt okay for a little bit and then i left and immediately felt like i had to go take a dive off the nearest bridge fdsjkl #i dont understand fsfdsjkl like... things are not going that badly... i am doing okay all things considered ?? #im actually getting things clean and tidy again in my living space finally for the first time in two years #like... yeah the living situation is bad but it Always is. so why am i suddenly not able to cope !!!!! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[pompompompeii]

unforeseen downside of semi-regularly baking is that now store bought little treats don’t feel good to me anymore

#can’t even enjoy an easter egg now because Ill pick it up and think ‘I could just make myself something that tastes nicer’ #then I go home and I don’t have a little treat because I didn’t buy one #and now I have to actually MAKE my own little treat…… sick and cruel #cookies do just taste more rewarding once you learn how to make them yourself tho so I fully recommend it #I don’t regret starting to bake often I just feel a bit guilty going down the chocolate aisle at supermarkets now #my rambles #text post

[thirsty-4-ghouls]

I splurged on genes for one of my Auraboa with some money I was saving for more den slots

and I'm being so, so, good at not spending ALL my money on the pearlcatcher I breed and have been saving for a breed change because he had nice coloration but looked too much like his dad to be really interesting as a keeper without changing

I already spent money on one of the babies I hatched to turn them into this:

(I'm going to give her branches sometime though) and I'm being so good not creating one of these with my pearlcatcher yet:

but he's just standing there, with great potential :(

#emma posts #flight rising #and I think i might be getting a cold which means i might be in bed more #with my computer #tempting me #I hate that I’m getting a cold today too #I don’t like thanksgiving but it is a day where most of my family usually has the day off so we can actually meet up #but if i have a cold i can’t! #ugh #I really hope it’s just a cold #I was in the hospital and then went and got my haircut #while staying over with my parents… one of which is an elementary school teacher #the possibility of me getting sick is very there and I’m feeling achy too.. #which doesn’t normally happen when i only slept with my mouth open #my grandparents are so old. I can’t get them sick! #I’m getting really side tracked. oops. sorry #I’m going to force myself to wait until gene prices go down after the initial boom #at least a little bit… hopefully #it might take a long time for it to reach a normal level so I’ll probably still pay quite a bit #every time I’m like ‘I’ll just get a gene befor I change him’ I remember that I can’t get the genes and use them until I change him

[ubereatsyourpussy]

not to sound ridiculous but damn this current college situation has got me feeling the worst despair ive ever felt before LMAO

#im just sick and tired of not being able to exceed like i want to #or to at least do a little bit better than nothing #i need a therapist who's actually going to help w my anxiety #or at least see me in person #at this point im paying an exuberant amount of money every month for a zoom call about How I'm Doing Lately #and How Did That Make You Feel etc etc #no hate to my therapist i just need help that is 1. in person and 2. psychiatric #ive hit my limit of being ruled by my own depression and anxiety #ive struggled so much these past few years tbh #also i wanna add im not a danger to myself or others dw!!! its not that kind of depression rn #I'll be fine i just wanna see a new therapist and a psychiatrist #anyways #ciara.txt

[floral-hex]

I just want to get blasted, either out of my mind or into the sun, I’m not picky

#not me looking into the shitty guidelines for getting approved for medical marijuana in arkansas #yeeeaaaah looks like the process is ridiculously convoluted and pricey so nah #but missouri is just a few hours away so who knows #I hate weed for real. I mean it’s cool but I’ve had some bad experiences #but my anxiety is getting pretty rough and it would just be nice if I could turn my brains to mush every once in awhile #whenever my hearing gets bad I start freaking out and panicking and feeling sick. it suuuuuuucks. #anyway I have about 10 ‘emergency’ klonopin left which I don’t like taking bc I’m a hoarder and hate wasting stuff #like in video games when you stockpile potions but never use them #plus that shit can be addictive and I’m not a fan of that idea #tbh tho I diiiid take one earlier and I’ve been feeling preeeetty mellow #I ate two bowls of ice cream and I’m feeling good #I thought I had a drs appt coming soon to talk about anxiety meds but turns out it’s actually next month 🙄 so gonna reschedule that #anyway this was supposed to be a post about wanting to get blazed but I kinda whined all over these tags #whoops #uhhh…. how are you doing? #have you drank enough water today? for real #god I love ice water with a little lemon juice. I drink so much of that a day. it’s the best. #this isn’t important #if you read all of this then I love you #or at least like you. a little. a little bit. you’re good. I appreciate you. #ok I’m gonna go make coffee now #you can ignore this #text