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bangsinc · 11 months

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I didnt see a rules list somewhere so im so sorry if this goes against them!

Could I get a Spot x Trans male reader (or non specified) coming out to him?

Like...Spot comes back after the whole collider accident and the reader is like "pshh thats fine, im different too" ?

💗 Spot x Transmasc! (And Transfem and Non-binary) Reader coming out to him! (Hcs) 🏳️‍⚧️

Thank you so much for the request! I wanted to make this as Inclusive as possible for any reader out there, so I made 3 different versions of different identities!

No big warnings, although gender dysphoria and identity is mentioned. Reader has some initial insecurities opening up, but the spot is supportive!

Transmasc! Reader -

The Spot is.. incredibly familiar with the feeling of not belonging in one’s skin. Every morning when he wakes up, he’s forced to face the reality that he’s an anomaly. He knows how it might feel being cast out and/or neglected by society, having experienced certain unwanted behavior himself due to his apperance, he is drawn to the your strength and resilience. You’re incredibly brave, at least to him! :)

Coming out is something uncomfortable. It makes you feel all sorts of emotions at once, and while the spot can at worst not notice and at best be akaward, he tries his best to validate you throughout it all. He’s open to hugs, pats on the head, and reassuring words if he feels as if you’re becoming overwhelmed.

It’s a big BIG deal to him that you would open up about something so intimate about yourself to him. It shows him that you trust him enough with your true identity and with who you truly are, and it means a lot!!

He offers a listening ear whenever he can, sharing his own experiences of overcoming adversity and navigating a world that often misunderstands and rejects him.

He considers, from now on, your journey of transitioning to also be a big part of his life too. He keeps track of when you take your testosterone shots and how much you take, and is pretty much willing to do anything if it means it can ease some tension off of your shoulders. He’s fully supportive, willing to take you to appointments to your endocrinologist, gender therapist, or a healthcare team at a gender clinic. Hell, do you want him to schduale them?

He’s also incredibly strict about binding, worrying that you might forget to take it off because of how good it feels with it on. You could break a rib yknow! Breaks are mandatory!

Gender dysmorphia comes in many different forms. Sometimes you’re about to take a shower and look at yourself too long and just feel so.. uncomfortable in your own skin. Your own body doesn’t seem like yours, and The Spot understands this. He’s willing to listen if you wish to talk to him about it, and be a shoulder to cry on. He sees you as a man, nothing more and nothing less, and sees no issue in reminding you.

So many compliments. Sooo many, but his favorite one is commenting on how handsome you are, because you are!! You’re his handsome little boyfriend, and he feels no shame in gushing about that.

If you’re thinking about getting any surgeries, expect his full and unconditional love. Typically surgeries are a very draining process, before and after. Therapy is required, and you tend to be incredibly sore after the procedure. Jonathan is willing to take care of you after, holding you, making your bed a little more comfortable for when you sleep, even making meals if you feel to drained too. (MALEWIFE behavior)

Transfem! Reader -

Similar to Transmasc reader, if you identify as Transfem, The Spot will immediately understand and be able to relate. He sees you coming out to him as the most intimate form of affection, as a way to let him see who you really are deep down.. and of course he’s just as supportive! He’d do anything for his wonderful girlfriend.

Coming out to him is hard, and once again, if you feel overwhelmed or uncomfortable he’s right there for you. He wants you to know that no matter what he loves you.

If you take Estrogen, Anti-androgens (testosterone blockers), or any other medication, you’ll find he’s very strict about when you take it and how much. Your health and saftey is very important to him, and he wouldn’t want you to get sick!

Expect him to take you shopping with all the money he stole ;3. He’d love to spoil you with all sorts of cute little outfits, and show the world just how amazing and pretty his girlfriend is! Might be a lot of black and white though.. what? No that’s.. not intentional.

He probably gazes at you like a lovesick puppy, like you’re just the cutest girl in the world. He’s not very shy about reminding you either, even if he is generally awkward.

If you also plan on doing any surgeries, he doesn’t mind caring for you before and after! He’d hate for you to have to go through such a long and tiring process by yourself, and he’d want nothing more than to be able to assist you in any way he can. He’s willing to adjust anything to make it more comfortable for you, cook, clean, you name it!

Nonbinary! Reader -

The Spot already has a very unique perception of reality, and readily grasps the concept of your nonbinary identity. He intuitively comprehends the fluidity of your gender and appreciates the fact that you’re brave enough and trust him enough to come out to him.

He doesn’t necessarily have a gender anymore either soo… twinning! Maybe that might make you feel a little better?

Of course, that said, The Spot can espically understand what it must feel like to be outcasted for how you appear. You’re not a boy, or a girl, and it’s hard for practically most people to understand.. but he does! There is no binary for you, and to him that’s amazing.

He doesn’t mind showing you off to anyone and everyone, and might even get a little mad if someone were to ask if you were the ‘boy or girl’ in the relationship. He’s generally a very docile dude, but he doesn’t mind getting a little agressive if he feels as if you’re being mocked. You’re everything to him, why can’t everyone see that you’re just.. the best?

This applies to everyone buttt.. he loves you :3

#spider man #the spot #across the spiderverse #spiderman #the spot x reader #into the spider verse #bangsinc #amazing spider man #trans reader #nonbinary reader #x reader #marvel x reader #marvel

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prettyprettypurin · 1 year

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Not to bring up queer discourse because it is truly rancid and unproductive most of the time but the way people will be like ‘gender is not real’ and then simultaneously believe that sexuality is strict and fits in a neat little box is so absurdly silly to me like… ppl say all the time “lesbians can be attracted to women and “”””woman aligned””” non-binary people” what the hell does the even mean. Truly. Cause I don’t think there’s any other way to interpret that aside from “non-binary people that LOOK like women to me and I therefore see as women” which is so weird and invalidating honestly.

Like let’s all be honest here if you saw a non-binary trans man who doesn’t plan to transition out on the street and thought they were attractive your not gonna know unless you actually pursue them, and if you did, do you seriously want me to believe that there’s a little switch that would go off in your head once you found out how they saw themselves and you’d go “EWWW this CREATURE has been touched by MANHOOD” and poof you’d suddenly no longer think they’re hot. Like do you really expect me to believe that because I don’t. You can recognize their personal identity and NOT see them as a woman or “woman aligned” person and still think they’re hot.

Besides even if this hypothetical person WAS in the middle of or post transition… where is the line between trans/non-binary men and non-binary he/him transmasc butch lesbians. Would you like to get in front of the class and point to it on the board??? Cause IF there is one that thing is about as thin as a strand of silk. Now don’t get me wrong, this is NOT to say that there is *no* difference between these two identities and I completely understand that plenty of trans men do not want to be lumped in with lesbians for the very obvious reason of feeling like that inherently misgenders them, but there are also plenty that ARE fine with it because of their personal relationship with their gender, and let’s be real a significant portion of them have been in the lesbian community for years anyway and it is their safe space and very much their home and they are also aware of how they are viewed by society/outside their own perspective of themselves (which as much at it sucks, is also an aspect that is unfortunately important in gender/sexuality conversations even if everyone wishes it wasn’t).

And then to further complicate the matter there’s amab non-binary people, who people just LOVE to treat as “basically men” or “tainted” or some kind of other nasty terf crap. The point that I’m trying to make is that people seem to have a FUNDAMENTAL misunderstanding of what non-binary means, it’s quite literally NOT binary and while SOME peoples identities are going to clearly and neatly fit in boxes, many will not. No one is telling you that you HAVE to be attracted to these people or that you yourself ever will be but sometimes people that identify as lesbians are going to be because human beings and real life are messy and every second you waste arguing online with someone about their personal identity (who you are NEVER going to be able to convince to change by the way in case you haven’t figured out how that works yet) is a second that you could be using to do literally *anything* actually productive for your community.

To quote Kourtney Kardashian, “Kim, there’s people that are dying.”

#queer #lgbtq #nonbinary #lesbian #mspec lesbian

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crossfalconx5 · 6 months

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Benny

Bendino

I cant tell if you meant Benny from Lisa the hopeful or benry from hlvrai so I’ll do both wahoo (Benny O under the cut)

BENRY- Sexuality Headcanon: gay. He’s gay. He likes men. Homosexual.

Gender Headcanon: He/it agender male-thing. He would describe it as “guy”

A ship I have with said character: I mean- him and Gordon’s flawed misunderstanding-riddled thing they’ve got going on is a given. Though him and Forzen definitely used to have something going on (bitter “no homo” exes I bet)

A BROTP I have with said character: Him and Tommy are BESTIES, they confide in eachother and benry talks about Gordon while kicking his feet and Tommy nods along (he gets to infodump about beyblades next)

A NOTP I have with said character: idk, I don’t actually personally think he and Tommy work super well as a couple? But I’m not gonna police you for shipping it

A random headcanon: He has a REAL hard time reading emotions in people, he thinks everything is for the laughs until someone is VERY obviously upset, which confuses him.

General Opinion over said character: I love him, hes a really fun but complicated deuterantagonst that I feel people misinterpret A LOT, but he really is a super cool guy I like to explore character wise. 10/10 funny fella.

BENNY OBERWINCH Sexuality Headcanon: Hes bisexual aromantic he talks about “banging hot chicks” a lot but he’s not afraid to kiss the homies goodnight. Though he’s never wanted to be in a committed relationship, he values friendship above literally all else in his life.

Gender Headcanon: He’s transmasc as fuckkk he/they swag imagine your gender being affirmed because of the apocalypse.

A ship I have with said character: N/A

A BROTP I have with said character: Lanks and Cyclops of course, they care about eachother so much bros for life, even with their issues. But I also feel like he and Five get along really really well.

A NOTP I have with said character: Five, the whole game was explicitly about how he didn’t want to bang her, and the only ending where he lives is based on their friendship. It feels counterproductive to ship em.

A random headcanon: He LOVES rats, he’s had like five pet rats over the years and lets them climb all over him. His little sidekicks. Also he styles his hair with glue, it’s rock hard if you touched it (yet still expressive? Who knows it’s an enigma)

General Opinion over said character: I LOVE HIM. I WOULD DIE FOR HIM. BENNY SUPREMACY.

#benry #hlvrai #lisa the hopeful #benny oberwinch

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doctorwhoisadhd · 10 months

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what are your thomas england thoughts? like what do u think thomas was like b4 they died

ok so thomas england is DEFINITELY one of the players who i imagine as part of the Prehistory Fridays Gang. so first he was around for everything in prehistory (along with fletcher berger, sebastian diaz and his partner, erickson hendricks, rhonda elliott, our lady of perpetual friday, fenry marlow and their dog homer, fitzgerald massey, jessi wise, and mrs silk who was then miss silk. and then also baby york and his dad parker, who was dating miss silk. obv not all of these people were necessarily fridays players at the time though maybe they worked behind the scenes). so THAT was a whole thing.

honestly part of the problem of being LITERALLY retconned out of the game is nobody remembers you anymore. thomas england was only around long enough to get joke lore, we were only really just starting to flesh out relationships between the players when he got incinerated, and he didnt get any of that. and what adds to this problem is, well in the fridays style of lore, we dont necessarily think about what a player does outside of blaseball, or at least we DEFINITELY didnt early on (and didnt get ANY new entirely unlored players until relatively late af in the game — so like, after sixpack on s4d86 our next two were fenry and yass statter jr in the s13 and s19 elections respectively). so as a result there isnt any kind of a precedent to fall back on for what i think about what he did?

but here's what i DO know;

i disagree with the wiki on this one: neither of his parents are from the UK (there is no way). i like to think like, at least one of his parents is native, and hes lived there his entire life

his legal name is thomas england + thats whats on all his blaseball stuff, but typically with other islanders he'd use pelekane (which is what some of the last few members of the hawaiian royal family called england in ʻolelo hawaiʻi). so its like, his career name is thomas england

hes transmasc B) also ADHD

he played first base

he loves doctor who, and not just because its from the UK. like, hes seen the TV movie and at least one of the peter cushing movies and most of classic who, listened to a whole bunch of audios, reads the comics and the novels and like every EDA, has a subscription to dwmag, his bar for media quality is on the fucking GROUND so its literally all good he just loves dr who so much. he also probably has a cosplay of literally every doctor (including the shalka doctor and like the curse of fatal death ones too)

despite this he DOES. NOT. know ANYTHING about UK culture. he is constantly having amelia bedelia type misunderstandings of what things are. (ex: beans on toast = toast, peanut butter, jelly beans / "the tube" = "big pneumatic tube like the one for salmon, except people sized" / thinks john lennon's name was actually "john lemon")

he cant tell a single british accent apart he just identifies all of it as "british accent". fitz massey is from australia and is completely unaware that he thinks they are british. it is extremely lucky that he has never met anyone from ireland because they would probably strangle him. (weirdly though: despite him identifying approximately 50% of kiwis as british seemingly completely at random (absolutely no common criteria has been found at all. not looks not age not location nothing), he identifies 100% of scottish accents as "aotearoan")

he plays ʻukulele! maybe he worked at a ʻukulele store for a time at some point, even if it was like a summer job during high school... i like to think he's what got heat into playing :')

obsessed with choose your own adventure stories. he loves them.

(fridays angst train incoming) so york grew up with the whole Prehistory Fridays Gang as his family, and when york was really really little he couldnt say "thomas" (or england or pelekane, for that matter) but would ask him if they could play "docka who" all the time, so eventually what stuck for thomas england was he became york's "uncle who"

#thomas england #blaseball #fridays #hawaii fridays #hawai'i fridays #hawaiʻi fridays #york silk #stevenson heat #fitzgerald massey #ari opinion hour #askbox

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ilycorisradiata · 2 years

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brat

ಌ brat: Gojo Satoru x transmasc!reader

ಌ theme: massive misunderstanding ends up with very nice steamy evening

ಌ cw: +18 NSFW, transmasc reader (no surgeries, nothing to do with the chest area on reader is mentioned), he/him pronouns, top!gojo, bottom!reader, gojo being a brat, mini fight between reader and gojo, gojo gets a door slammed in his face by accident ends up with a slightly bloody nose, safe word, cervix is mentioned, ‘cunt’ is used, gojo is a subby little shit, readers clit referred to as a cock, implied creampie, praise, use of toys and restraints, cock ring, gojo begging reader to let him fuck them, no protection, vaginal sex implied, slight breeding kink coming from gojo, overstimming gojo hehe, nice little ending, cross-posted on AO3, solo edited + slightly edited

ಌ wc: 5k

this was requested by anon! this became far too self-indulgent, but i hope you don't mind that!! if it's not up to what you were expecting, please let me know... i just love wrecking characters like gojo lol- also this one is LONG, like really long. i got a bit carried away.

You had enough of Gojo’s shit. You wanted a relaxing day, but he couldn’t stop being a brat in front of your friend group. He was doing everything to drive you up the wall, and Geto was entertaining him on the idea that Gojo should keep going. You physically felt like a vein was going to pop, having to grit your teeth and smile through the whole thing. He couldn’t tell how seething you were. You had told him back at your shared home to behave, you didn’t want to deal with him being an ass. He agreed far too easily, and you knew it’d been too good to be true.

It was a get together for you all, with Nanami cooking everyone a massive meal and it was supposed to be a good time, but you wanted nothing but to teach Gojo a lesson. When you both were seated beside each other, you placed a hand on his thigh. There was a nice atmosphere again, and you physically had to try and calm down. You weren’t letting Gojo win by pissing you off this evening, because it’s exactly what he wants. He knows how you’ll react when you’re both home, and he’s doing it all in the hopes you’ll go a little step further than before. He had started up again at the table when you were all waiting for food, Geto smirking away at him with everything he said.

“You know, one time, he−” You tightened the grip you had on his thigh, as you looked at him with a smile that didn’t look at all convincing when your eyes said absolutely everything he needed to know.

“I think that’s enough for tonight, Gojo Satoru.” His face was like a deer in headlights, and before he could have a smart reply, Nanami came through with the plates of food for you all. You turn to Nanami to compliment his cooking, and he thanks you. He tells everyone to dig in, and to take as much as they want as there’s enough for seconds for everyone. Removing your bruising grip from Gojo’s thigh, you whisper a quick ‘good boy’ into his ear. You pick up the utensils and start piling food onto Gojo’s plate, as well as your own. Hearing him gulp, he remained silent whilst you picked up your utensils to start eating alongside everyone. He didn’t shift, so you elbowed him to get him to start eating before people started noticing the furious blush crawling up his face. He clears his throat and starts to dig in as well.

Nanami always cooked at least one favourite food depending on the guest, and he cooked your favourite so well. You could never get enough of Nanami’s cooking, and you were sure to compliment him lots tonight on it. See it as a slight revenge, as you knew Gojo hated when you complimented and praised everyone else but him. You had already reprimanded him this evening, and you could tell he was itching to go at it again, to try and rile you up in front of everyone so that you’d snap and take you both back home. He knew better not to, as you snaked your hand back onto his thigh as a form of threat to him. Geto snorted at the sight of Gojo being defeated like this, because he knew how wrapped around your little finger Gojo was. He was spurring on Gojo just to see this face of his. You using his full name clearly put his head back into gear, as he hadn’t muttered a word since and all you could think about was that there was a nice silence finally, at last.

Don’t get yourself wrong, you love Gojo very much. But when he wants something, something very specific, he knows that riling you up will get him what he wants later on. He was a downright masochist, and he always denied it when you mentioned it after sex. You had a few plans brewing at the back of your mind, because the stories he shared today were too private. He was lucky that Geto looked like he was really the only one that was listening to him, otherwise he really would have been dragged home before either of you got to enjoy Nanami’s food. Gojo stood up suddenly, excusing himself to the bathroom. You and Geto looked at each other, and Geto just shrugged. You offered to help Nanami with the dishes, and Geto came along too. You chatted away idly, with Nanami chatting about the dessert he had prepared. He asked if you could start putting some alcohol out onto the table, so people could help themselves when you all started having desserts. You went back to start putting the bottles out, only to see that Gojo isn’t back yet. You frowned at this, wondering if he fell into the toilet. Now, that’d be funny. You put the rest out, excusing yourself to go find Gojo. You rounded the corner and walked up the stairs. You heard a door shut, and you peeked around the corner to see Gojo scratching his head and talking away to Toji.

“No, dude, how the fuck am I supposed to tell him that? I’m asking for advice here.” Your heart sank a little, what were they talking about? Toji sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose.

“Gojo, you’re such a pussy at the worst times. Man the fuck up already, that’s my advice. I came up here to make sure you were alright in place for [y/n], and you’re telling me this shit?”

“No, no… What if he hates what I have to say?” You couldn’t sit back anymore, you wanted to know what the fuck he was on about and this was the reason he was gone for so long.

“Hate what exactly?” You stand at the end of the hallway, arms folded across your chest. You’re glaring daggers at him, and he’s starting to panic. Toji walks past you, patting you on the shoulder and whispering a good luck. You grunt back at him, not looking away from Gojo.

“I− It’s not what you think… I promise.”

“That’s not how it sounded to me,” You walked towards him, completely seething at this point. What he did earlier was nothing compared to overhearing this conversation. Your mind was going a mile a minute, thinking every possible thing that conversation could have been about.

“I promise− Can we go home and talk about it? It’s embarrassing to do this here.” His hands were on your shoulders, near death grip on you.

“No. Tell me now. If it were so embarrassing, how could you tell Toji… But not me?” He was avoiding eye contact, not saying a word and you just gave up in that moment. You shrugged his hands off of you and walked away from him. Beelining for the front door, jacket on and your shoes on, you go to open the door. A hand grabs your forearm, and you turn around, ready to argue.

“Gojo, I gave you your chance to explain that conversation and you lost−”

“Are you alright? What do you mean, what did Gojo say?” You soften as you see Nanami, and not Gojo. You look up the stairs to see Gojo standing up there, hands bawled into fists and his hair covering his eyes. You smiled towards Nanami, and he removes his hold onto you.

“Ah, it’s you Nanami. It’s nothing, I’m going now anyway. I’m sorry I can’t stay for dessert.” You turn around again, heading out the door for real this time. Nanami turned around to look up the stairs, Gojo coming down them. He huffs at Gojo in disbelief, for looking like he was a kicked puppy.

“Whatever you did, you better make it up to him.” Nanami turns around to tend to his other remaining guests. Gojo took his sweet time, wondering what you could’ve misunderstood from it. He didn’t want to speak about it here because it was already embarrassing to admit not even half of it to Toji, and now he had to try and get you to not be mad at him in a serious way. He grabbed his coat, shoving his shoes on to go after you.

You practically ran home, not really wanting to know if Gojo was catching up to you or not. Opening the front door, you stood in the doorway for a good 5 minutes. Your mind wouldn’t shut up about the possible stuff he could have been on about, how he could say it to Toji and not be embarrassed… But doing saying it in front of you, in someone else’s home, was embarrassing? You finally walked in fully, slamming the door behind you and you heard a bang against the door followed by a ‘motherfucker’. You turned, opening the door to see Gojo crouched down holding a slightly bloody nose. Karma. You sighed and hauled him up, taking him to the kitchen. You were hurt, but maybe not as much as he was at the moment after having a heavy door slammed into his face. He leaned against the kitchen island whilst you grabbed the first-aid kit, using some disinfectant and a cotton ball to dab away gently at the blood that had spilled out of his nose. Sighing, you decide to say something first.

“Can’t you at least tell me now? I think the battered nose you have going on right now is enough to sate whatever anger I had from before.” You take away the cotton ball from his face, grimacing at the now bruising nose of his.

“What I wanted to say truly isn’t bad, but I couldn’t get that through to you before you left. I was about to stop you until I saw Nanami.” You sigh. Placing both hands on the kitchen island, trapping him.

“Gojo. Out with it.”

“It was about our time in the bedroom, I want… I wanted to do more than what we currently do. I didn’t even tell the full extent to Toji, just that I wanted to go further and me being an ass at the start of the evening was to try and make you snap when we got home.” You were the one to repeat the action Toji did earlier, pinching the bridge of your nose in frustration. That’s what he wanted? To go further than you both had gone with the sex? You feel like you had sighed an ungodly amount this evening because of him.

“And this was what was embarrassing? You could have said something along those lines and said, ‘we should speak more about it when we eventually get home’! That’s not an embarrassing thing to admit when no one was around us…” You lean away from him, folding your arms. He was silent, clearly regretting how he let it play out back at Nanami’s house. “I had so many thoughts going through my head, it went from you breaking up with me, to you finding someone else...” He moves quick, arms wrapping around your shoulders and a hand placing itself at the back of your head. You couldn’t explain it, you still felt hurt, but you were finally calming down after finding out he genuinely meant it when it was nothing bad.

“You know I’d never do that; I may be stupid but not that stupid.” He moves away, to look at your face that still looked hurt. He gave your face a good few kisses before hissing, having nudged his nose onto your face forgetting he just got a door slammed into his face. You snorted, hands on his face to rub his cheeks and he pouted at you, pretending to be hurt at you laughing at his pain. “I definitely deserve this sore nose after having you think all that.”

“Are you gonna tell me the extent of how much further you want to go?” He looks at you, only to pull you along to your shared bedroom. Finally, inside of the bedroom, he sat you down on the bed and he went to the other side of it. Kneeling down, he pulled out a box and made his way in front of you. Placing it in your lap and stepping back. You could only look at him confused, your hands going on top of the box.

“Open it.” Was all he said, and you did just that. Now you understood why he was so adamant to speak at home, the box had a plethora of toys inside. He wanted more out of your time together. Before all you did was a tiny bit of rough play, some different forms of restraints already in the dresser. You looked up at him to see a somewhat nervous face, obviously waiting to see your reaction to it. This is what he meant when he said you might hate it, but you don’t at all, in fact you love all the things he has thought up for you both. You smile at him, and he seems to relax at that. Patting the space beside you, he sits there. “You can choose what you want, I won’t complain… Especially after what happened earlier.”

“Okay, well… strip and lay on the bed for me.” Getting up from the bed, you take the box over to the dresser at the end of the bed. You felt like a kid in a candy shop, there was too much choice, and you knew it’d be a difficult one. You looked up slightly to see Gojo only in his boxers, sitting up on his arms looking at you. Internally, you were tutting at him for not undressing completely. You spy a blindfold and restraints in the box, bringing them over first. “We should probably have a safe word… No? I don’t want to push you too far.” You look at him, hands smoothing over his thighs. He looks at you, and if you really looked, you’d realise he was getting really excited.

“Mmm… How about ‘radish’? Nanami knows I hate the stuff but cooked them alongside some of the dishes anyway. Cruel bastard.” You sighed at that but nodded in agreement, pushing him gently to lay down on the mattress. You knew already that Gojo was fine with blindfolds, as you slid his hair back and placed the silk over his eyes. You kissed his lips, whilst bringing his hands over his head to lock them in place with more restraints against the bed posts. You kissed his wrists, first the left and then the right. He seemed to check that they were secure, flexing his arms and tugging towards himself. Satisfied, you moved to smooth your hands down his chest, hooking thumbs under the waist band of his boxers. He lifts himself off the bed to help you get them off, with you eyeing the way his hard cock springs out and slaps his abdomen. You do everything, hands going all over his skin but avoiding the area he’d wanted the most touch. He whines at you, but you ignore him.

Finally, your hands land on his knees and you push gently upwards. He complies, and you secure more restraints that will keep his calves and thighs together with his feet flat on the bed. Kissing his right kneecap, you hum at the sight. You have room for one more restraint, so you jump off of the bed, making your way back to the dresser and box. You pick up a few more things from the box, then a spreader bar foot restraint, bringing them back over to Gojo. You sit on your knees, hands on his kneecaps again and pulling them apart slightly. He heard a lid opening, and he knew what it was immediately. Cold, liquid drops onto his cock, slides past his balls and down to his own hole. He shivers, groaning at the feeling.

“I’m going to put an object in you, but I have to work you open first, okay? You know the word if you don’t like this.” You didn’t wait for an answer, putting a lubed condom over your finger, circling his hole before plunging in. You were slow to get knuckle deep, before pulling back out and plunging in again. His breathing hitches and wavers here and there, but not the reaction that you’re truly wanting to pull from him. Noticing he’s relaxed enough; you pull out and add another finger into the condom. You push back in, slowly scissoring your fingers and curling occasionally towards his prostate, hoping for some grunts and groans. He was purring, still not giving you the reaction you wanted, so you decided to be brutal. Pulling out and adding another finger to the condom, you weren’t nice when pushing back in. You slam your fingers in this time, and he groans whilst thrusting upwards. You abused his hole, slamming and curling your fingers, trying to coax him toward the edge. It took everything in him not to release those sinful moans, but you were able to get them out of him anyway. As soon as he announced that he was about to cum, you stopped; pulling your fingers out of him, he whined.

“Why… Baby, I was so close.” No reply. Removing the condom, you looked at the state of him so far. You smiled at the sight again, happy you were getting to do this. Lube cap opening with a pop again, you lathered the vibrating prostate toy in your hand. You pushed this into him, not turning it on yet. Hearing a little sigh coming from the man, you knew he was happy to have something in him again. It had a little, wireless remote control, and you were sure to use this lovingly for him. Thumbing his cock slit, he hissed. You hadn’t touched this yet on purpose, and it was bubbling with precum. You gave him a couple pumps, and he seemed to enjoy the attention on this part far too much. Keeping him distracted, you snapped a cock ring around his base and took your hand away again. He whined louder this time, clearly not liking the lack of touch to his cock. You push his legs apart again, snapping one restraint around his left ankle and the other on the right. This should keep him from closing those legs of his. Happy with how everything looked, you turned the prostrate vibrator on. You didn’t want to be nice, so you turned it to max right off the bat. A choked noise came from him, back arching off the bed. You slide away from the bed, undressing and walking over to him to pet his face. He leans into your touch.

“Baby boy… Please…” No answer, again. You removed your hand, and you got up onto the bed to straddle him. His cock sandwiched between your ass, you do nothing but sit on his abdomen, running your hands up and down his chest. You’re loving the sight, his mouth open with pretty little moans escaping with the skin on his chest flushing slightly wherever you touch. He was calling you all these pretty names, begging for more than just this. You didn’t listen.

“Please… Please, baby, sweetheart… I can’t handle th−” You twisted his nipple, and he let out a cry. All the little cries and pleas he let out only spurred you on, but you gave him little breaks by turning the vibrator completely off. His blindfold was wet, and you realise his eyes had been tearing up throughout the whole thing. Arousal sweeping over you, watching him shake under you, begging you for more than what you were giving him, for you to let him touch you. You turn the vibrator back onto its max. He’s nothing but a mess at this point, sweat dripping down his neck and chest, his mouth never seeming to close or shut up with the number of pleas coming from it. Cock twitching and smearing the bubbling precum on your backside, you decide to suck on his left nipple. Swirling your tongue, nipping and sucking, whilst your fingers flick his right painfully.

“God, please… Please, please, please… Let me feel you, I want you…” You laugh at this, leaving deep purple marks around his nipple, across his chest and up his neck. The pretty littering of the bruises formed nicely on his pale skin. You whisper in his ear.

“C’mon babe, can’t you last a little longer? Do you really want my cunt on you so bad?” He groans at finally being able to hear your voice, replying to you a little to impatiently.

“Yes, yes please. I want you, please sit on my cock.” You hum nicely into his ear one last time, lifting yourself away from him to sit up straight. He’s quick to change his position slightly, giving you more access to him. You reach behind, albeit blindly, touching around for the cock ring. Once you find it, you release it. This causes him to release everything he’d been forced to hold in, completely littering your back and hands in cum. Your eyes widen at the sudden feeling, only to hear him groaning about how you need to stop the vibrator already. You snort and lift yourself up, cock lined up with your entrance. You didn’t give him time to adjust after cumming, as you start to sink down onto his length and you both hiss. You jump, he just came again. Feeling a little sympathetic, you lean forward, taking the tear-soaked blindfold off of him. He’s quick to look at you and tug on his arm restraints. You don’t take the restraints off, looking him dead in the eye as you lifted yourself off of his cock before burying him inside you again. His groan guttural, his eyes looking at you pleadingly. Sighing, you turn the vibrator to a low buzz, it being enough that he could still feel it but not enough to get him off. Grinding down a couple times, cock nudging your cervix, he throws his head back, eyes on the restraints again.

“Please let me touch you…” It came out like a whisper, and you decided to comply. Undoing them, his hands shoot to your waist, pulling you off only to slam you back down on his cock with his hips thrusting up into you at the same time. You weren’t ready for that, thinking he just wanted to touch you wherever he saw fit. This was a chance to turn the vibrator to max again, throwing it behind you onto the area where nobody occupied the bed. Grip tightening on your waist, hips stuttering. Hands sliding up his chest again, you smirk at his pathetic mewls and praises falling from his lips. “You’re too good… Too good… Handsome… Pretty boy…” One of his hands slide to your cock, rubbing in time with his thrusts.

“Good boy.” You were breathless, you didn’t realise how good it would be this time. Wishing he’d said something sooner about taking it a step further, because you couldn’t get over this Gojo. He began slamming his hips into you again, clearly a man on a mission. The slapping of skin, wet, Gojo’s hips not seeming to slow. You had to steady yourself. Leaning backwards slightly, you undid the calf and thigh restrains which gave him more mobility, making things more comfortable for him. Both of his hands circled around your back, hugging you, whilst he sat himself up. This dug the vibrator in further, and he came in you again. He mewled into your skin, biting your ribcage to try and muffle himself. Ropes and ropes kept coming, cock twitching furiously in you and you decided to do the moving again. You rose and then slammed yourself back down onto his cock, not letting up for him to catch his breath. Licking, biting and sucking on your skin to cover up the sinful sounds coming from his mouth from the overstimulation. It felt like this man was in heat, how did he have anything in him to go further?

Muffled whispers on your skin, you wanted to hear what he had to say. Grabbing the sides of his face to make him look at you. Bruised nose and all, he finally let the sentence out. A very broken ‘wanna breed you’, and at that, the man may as well be in heat. He’s been dumbified to the point that all he wants to do is fill you up to the brim. Of course, you let him. You tell him to do it, and he does on command. Slamming you down onto his cock, feeling him cum in you tips you over the edge. You cum all over his pretty cock. His grip was tight around you, shivering, purring and praising you for everything that happened tonight.

Kissing the top of his head, whispering how good he was for you, how he was absolutely perfect for you. You eventually tap his arms, and the grip loosens enough for you to grab the remote behind you to turn off the prostate massager. He sighs when it does, thankful that the painful onslaught of that vibrator had ended. You attempt to lift yourself off of him, only to be held in place. You sigh, just letting you both stay like this.

“I have to take that foot bar and that vibrator out of you. Let me do that please, baby?” You kiss his head again. You would’ve liked to stay like this, but it was hot and stuffy. His grip loosens again, and you slide off. He whines, for the hundredth time tonight, and watches as everything falls out of you. You grimace at the sheer amount, but get to work on the foot bar, throwing it on the floor afterwards. You push Gojo onto his back, gently removing the vibrator and his groan sounded uncomfortable. You also had thrown that onto the floor, it was a problem for future you. You hop off the bed, urging Gojo to get off of the bed to go shower. He groaned at the thought, but you threatened to drag him and make it a cold shower. He takes your hand, and you drag him to the bathroom outside your bedroom. You turn it on, hand extended to check the temperature before hopping in with Gojo following you closely behind. You push him towards the shower, and he turns around and plops his head onto your shoulder.

“Wash me?” Mumbling onto your skin, and all you can do is scoff at him. But you oblige. He lifts his head, and you lather a sponge in bodywash, gently gliding it across his skin. He hums as you wash the entirety of his front and under his arms, before turning around so you could do his back. You did, and when you got to his ass, you pinched a cheek. He yelped, hand covering the sore area. You snorted, continuing to wash the rest of him. He rinsed himself off, turning back to face you again. When you finished, you were rinsing the sponge to then lather it up again. Before you could even wash yourself, he grabbed the sponge to wash you himself. You just let him, and he was very gentle in the process. He washed everywhere with care, making sure you were properly clean and taken care of. Rinsing yourself off, avoiding your hair, you grabbed the shampoo to wash Gojo’s hair. He shook his head, grabbing the bottle and washing his own in a way that made you look at him funny. He was washing it ridiculously fast, furious even, no care for his scalp and all you could think was ‘typical cisman moment’. Snorting, you left him to it, leaving to go grab towels for you both. Wrapping yourself up, you handed him a towel as he got out. It hung low on his hips and all you could look at was his very defined v-line. Whistling at the sight.

“Nice cum gutters, babe.” You smacked his ass and ran to the bedroom ahead of him. It was his turn to look at you funny, walking out the bathroom towards the bedroom.

“Why thank you very much… But what the fuck are cum gutters?” He walks through with a what-the-actual-fuck face, and you purse your lips attempting to stop a hearty laugh from escaping. You walk to him, both pointy fingers in front of your face first to make him watch where they will go, and then running them along the defined area. He hums, “Hot.” You grin at him and then you start drying yourself off. He does the same, whilst also just towel drying his hair. You’re quick to change the sheets, throwing the dirty ones into the laundry basket. Without a care, Gojo wastes no time to belly-flop onto the bed and lifting the duvet sheets to get under them. He props his head up with his hand, other hand extending toward you. “Can my sexy boyfriend please join me for snuggles?” You give him another funny look.

“Ew. Who the fuck uses ‘snuggles’ nowadays… especially at your age?” You try to say with as much disgust and sarcasm as you could, but you join him under the sheets anyway and cuddle up against him. He snorts, arm going under your head and the other draping over your waist.

“Damn… I’m not that old. Also, you’re never getting rid of me after tonight just so you know. Like, no backsies.” You sigh, face planted right into that chest of his.

“Yeah, I know. No backsies… I love you.” You push your arm under his, hugging his waist instead. His own arm shifts upwards, scratching your back lightly in a way to coax you to sleep. He yawns, which makes you yawn.

“I love you too.”

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Some thoughts on Bond’s gender because oh my god (on canon)

because i’ve been running into a god awful amount of chronically online takes today, clearly

Most of the issues I’ve been getting, other than just, blatant transphobia, are on if bond is Really Trans TM because this is seriously an argument we have to make.

Most if not all horrid takes that I’ve seen floating around come from one or more of these misunderstandings:

-bond is simultaneously too feminine and too masculine to be a trans man (some people have Genders, becky)

-bond showed no signs of being trans before (are we even watching the same show here)

-the moriartys transed his gender without his consent (...no)

-bond is an actor and is therefore bad trans rep/not actually trans (im.. gonna need to sit down for this one)

-bond’s personality is different from irene’s, therefore it must be a role / its not done well. (there’s this thing called... character development)

So I’m gonna take a moment to explore what’s actually going on here, just from what is actually shown on screen, and well, a perspective as a trans man, you know.

I will preface this with yes, of course, bond is not Perfect Trans Rep, nor is he portrayed as well as he could be, nor is it gone into detail enough to rule out nonbinary possibilities for him, which are valid, just not my personal experience. So yeah, I’m going at this from a transmasc perspective. And there’s a pretty good chance that the mangaka’s intention wasn’t that at all, but it’s what they created, so they have to deal with it now.

Yeah, these arent like, headcanons, this is pretty much just taking this from what you can infer from the actual canon and what it is like to be a trans man.

To debunk these fucking awful takes, five straight up essays because this is what I decided to do with my fine sunday morning:

Bond’s presentation, Past and Present

Yeah, so this one’s to combat the first two misconceptions, which are a lot of terf shit, honestly. Mostly, it’s a lot of arbitrary qualifications to being trans that simply do not apply, and even then, Bond does fit within even fairly constrained definitions of a trans person, which kind of takes the entire argument away.

Most of these arguments point to Bond’s highly femme appearance pre transition, saying he Couldn’t Possibly Be Trans because he... had big tits and wore makeup, and didn’t seem horribly uncomfortable with them at all times constantly. Bestie, no. I mean, first off, there’s not much argument that him loving a feminine appearance was really the case to begin with.

Like these folks seem to love to point out, this bitch is an actor. A performer. There’s no saying he enjoyed all of those things. But like in most of his life, he’s placed in a role where he plays it. To the best of his ability, to the MOST he can do it. He literally said he used a feminine appearance literally to manipulate people. It was a weapon to him, and he likely exaggerated it to get ahead in life. It wasn’t just because he enjoyed all of it.

And even if that weren’t the case, it straight up does not matter. It doesn’t matter if he liked dresses or makeup or having giant fucking boobs, if he liked it in the past or he still likes it now. (And I think he does like some feminine things a lot, though he did exaggerate himself to make it easier.)

That’s straight up just not how it works. Trans men are allowed to be feminine. Trans men are allowed to not be dysphoric. That doesn’t undermine their gender, in the slightest. To say that’s not true is blatantly transphobic.

And to say that he showed no signs of being trans, that he like, transitioned “out of nowhere” is basically the same deal.

One, he quite literally did show many signs. He dresses up in masculine clothing and alters his voice to be lower twice in two episodes, and is shown enjoying wearing a suit three separate times in those two episodes. This isn’t just because he needed a disguise.

Remember the masquerade? There was quite literally no reason he needed to dress up as a dude to go to that. He just took the chance to be anonymous, you know, as you do, at a masquerade, and decided to go as a man, for no other reason than he wanted to. A cis woman simply would not do that.

And keep in mind, this was completely before the bond thing even existed. (He also looks frequently uncomfortable, when being percieved as weak or feminine, though this is not always the case, and cannot be held as real evidence.)

Two, again, even if this were not the case, even if he acted completely like a cis woman right up until his transition, that would not change a thing. Not everyone “show signs”, and that’s not cis people’s to police- especially someone in the position of being so much in the public eye, so sexualized and made to be even more exaggeratedly feminine. There’s no reason he would, it would straight up just be a risk he didn’t need to take. Acting like anything but a feminine woman would get him fucking hate crimed, and it certainly wouldn’t get him an acting career. Before the moriartys, he had next to zero options to present any differently, and doing so would have been a death sentence.

Even then, he still did.

So, I really don’t see the issue here.

“They Transed His Gender Without His Consent”

Now, I get having a bit of whiplash here at the end of episode 3 if you weren’t expecting it. Of course you couldn’t really predict that, without prior knowledge, and especially in the anime where they shorten things so that they’re just like “alright your name is james”, it can seem a little like they just went “hey so we want you to be a man”. From that conclusion, of course I could understand thinking that’s kind of weird and not good rep or whatever.

But well, logically, that just... doesn’t make sense.

There’s no reason that the moriartys would need Bond to be a man. It’s not as if they don’t have any agents who are women- Moneypenny literally exists. And the “alright you’re a man” conversation could not have been the only thing they said before this occurred- that happened in the daytime, while he originally went off with them in the middle of the night. This was not one conversation.

However, these are consecutive panels, all at once. And I think the fact that he does this so easily and without question kind of shows that “your name is now james” could not be the first time him as a man was brought up. He never asked “oh so you want me to be a man full time with no breaks” no he just... cut his hair and went hell yeah male pronouns, and everyone seemed to understand it. That’s... not forced. That’s him jumping at the idea, and that’s something that probably had to have been discussed before.

The explanation I can provide for this is that the Moriartys probably asked bond what he wanted to do with the new life he was given- you can start over, you can be someone else, what do you want to be within our organization?

Given this sudden opening, he has the opportunity to be something he wants to, completely separate from what he had to be as an actor. The fact that he would accept and want this when he has been so feminine before just kind of proves itself, anyway.

Of course, none of this can be proven, but tell me in what situation taking a feminine woman and deciding to say “alright your name is james now” would make any sense on its own. There’s no reason they would say that, if it hadn’t been asked for. This is not policy, they didn’t take in moran and fred and go yall your name is james now. They didn’t do that with moneypenny. This simply does not add up.

So yeah, if someone has an explanation for the moriartys deciding his name needs to be james with no fucking context other than him asking to be male offscreen, I’d love to hear it. But until then, that’s the only thing that could have happened.

The Moriartys know that he is not just fulfilling a role- otherwise there is no reason they’d refer to him as a man in private and treat him as such. And there’s no reason there would be a need for another guy in the organization at all.

And from the way they treat him- asking him where he wants to change, how he’d like to be referred to, what he wants to dress like etc- they’re very happy to facilitate not just what they want from bond, but what bond wants himself. So they didn’t just assign it to him. They specifically sent him on missions so that he could figure out for himself what he wanted to be and do, to take him out of the idea of being “assigned” something.

Once he realizes he’s allowed to do “what he wants” he becomes a lot more chaotic and loses a lot of the restraints of a “role” he’s put on himself, bragging that he Doesn’t Do Things Conventionally (he’s not like other boys.) But the one thing he does not change is his own gender presentation- if so, he becomes even more masculine.

There’s no logic in thinking that the Moriartys forced this upon him. It has been clearly shown that they want him to be able to contribute to this organization in his own way, with his own ideas- completely constradictory to that idea.

The Myth of “Pretending” to be Trans

Yeah so I’ve seen a LOT of comments trying to make the argument that bond isn’t actually trans and is simply pretending to be a dude, which doesn’t hold up for a... a lot of reasons.

I mean, just saying that someone could be pretending to be trans is fucking stupid and transphobic, but I do have to say this is somewhat of a different situation and I get that there is a bit of reason to think that way here. Yeah, he’s had a lot of Man Disguises before.

But like... just cause he’s an actor doesn’t mean he can’t also be trans... there are trans actors....... like there are trans Everything Else.... and a lot of them would say that before they realized they were trans they would act in opposite gender roles or “pretend” to be the other gender? So that doesn’t really debunk the argument at all, it adds to it.

And there is a clear and visible difference between him as Bond and the disguises he’s put on before, straight up in the overt text and drawings. In the manga especially, every time he had a disguise, there is a scene where he’s shown Revealed As The Real Person, like when he takes off the bohemia disguise, and when in the masquerade Albert calls him out and there’s a panel of his actual appearance without the disguise.

The main quality that shows this is the beauty mark below his eye. As every other disguise, he covers it up with makeup, because it’s... a disguise. He’s trying to be someone else. But as Bond, he makes no attempt to hide it. Because that’s not a disguise, it’s who he really is.

Another thing that points to this is the panels where Sherlock looks at the picture of Adler and the King of Bohemia together, stating, with the quotes, ‘that “woman” is dead.’ (do note this wording was an anime only thing)

woman, in quotation marks.

Then when he throws it aside, it flips to the bohemia guy. Aka, how Adler first appeared to him, and the fact that this was the same person, that the woman is dead, because... “she” was never there in the first place.

If yall have any other explanation for what those panels are trying to say, I’d love to hear your opinion, but that’s pretty much what it comes off as.

And obviously there’s other facets to this. You do have to take into account the line in the manga where Bond thinks to himself that the personality he’s putting out is playing a role, but that line is so often taken out of context to be used as an all out denier for Bond as a man, when that’s not at all what that is even referring to.

It should be taken into account that this line was removed from the anime altogether, as the anime team probably wanted to invite less controversy over his gender. But even taking this line as canon, that’s still not what it even means.

This line is in reference to Moran stating that Bond is lying to himself, but Moran doesn’t specify about what. Moran’s problems are that Bond is biologically female, and that he is not as physically strong. Moran acknowledged that Bond could have the mind of a man. That’s not what’s in question at all.

In that locker room, Bond was playing it up so much that he basically would not acknowledge he could have any weaknesses or could be recognized as like, not a cis man.

So even though his own self doubt could be taken to put his gender into question, Moran saying he’s “pretending to be something he’s not” does not have to be talking about his gender at all, but his physical strength and personality, which is what has not been proven to Moran. He’s pretending to be more confident than he is, for sure.

And Moran completely changes his tune about that, once Bond goes out on that mission and gains some personality. The mission has nothing to fucking do with his gender. It’s about his usefulness, his strength, and his independent thinking. If Bond could prove that he wasn’t just following orders, Moran would accept him fine.

And he did.

What bond “wanted” was what Moran was testing him on, and that ended up being not about his gender presentation at all, but about his... independence in a mission. So once that was cleared up, Moran was cool with it.

Of course Moran had some trouble believing Bond was a man, At First. But obviously, he went through this situation, and came out realizing that Bond wasn’t faking at all, and that he was actually really fucking cool. So if you’re still going on with that bullshit, you have less of an understanding of Bond than Moran? Get a grip.

And literally even if this was referring to his gender, that still does not cancel out him being a man, because, well... people question themselves sometimes? Trans people question themselves over and over and have internalized problems toward it. This would be especially bad for bond, considering how much of his life has been acting and pretending, he would have a difficult time trying to figure out what part of it was real and what was a lie. That doesn’t change the fact that in the end, he comes out and discovers himself, and once he gets comfortable and starts to show his own personality more, it’s clear that he’s confident in that as well now. It just took him some time.

“He doesn’t seem like the same person anymore”

Now this one I don’t even really see how you could take as evidence against his gender, but it’s still something I feel I need to address in reference to it, because it really does have a lot to do with his transness.

I mean... yeah, I can see where people are coming from here. When he transitions, he does kind of just, change a lot of aspects of his presentation. But that’s... um, how it is to transition, especially at first.

Bond lived as a woman for more than 20 years. Of course he’s gonna have a very well developed idea of being a woman, a very personalized style, lots of feminine mannerisms and traits he’s stuck with his whole life. When someone completely switches genders, especially in an era where gender was so unbelievably rigid and strict? Of course he’s gonna lose a lot of his personality traits when he starts out.

When he’s playing the role of someone else, it’s easy to invent a personality. He does it well. But the entire fact is that although he tries to make it a role at first, that doesn’t work out. This is gonna be him, and what he wants to be, but for someone so new at being a man, as in, for real- he’s gonna start with the basics.

What is required of him is pretty much to fit in as a man and to have traditionally masculine traits- strong, talented, aggressive, and a leader. So clearly, he’d stick to those religiously. He’s not going to have as much nuance in his gender presentation for a bit, because he’s trying so hard to be a man there’s not room for anything else yet. Most of his energy is spent just on convincing everyone and himself that he can Be A Dude, it takes him a second to reach the place where he’s comfortable expressing himself. That’s... very, very well documented among trans people. Even the fact that he wears those platforms is probably quite a bold move for him at first.

Most of the things people complain about him losing in this manner aren’t gone at all. The things that Adler was good with- being fearless, convincing, good with kids, sassy, incredibly sly, a wonderful actor- those things don’t change. What gets lost in translation is mostly the Gendered Traits. But those aren’t necessarily gone forever.

Like with his sexuality and willingness to show off his body. It was likely very easy for him to display his body as a woman, but to do so as a man with, well, the same body, is just, difficult. I’ve seen people complaining about how bond being sexualized only before he came out is Problematic and I understand that, but man, if Bond showed off his fucking tits in a suit in 19th century London, it just, wouldn’t be a smart idea. And I think even in private, it’s going to take him a while to come to terms with correlating his gender and his body in a way that makes him feel ok to like, be a slut again. It’s ok that this doesn’t happen in the first month after he transitions, actually.

Same thing with his feminine traits, like his love of fashion and stuff like that- he’s allowed to like that stuff and to show it off as a man, but it’s not awful that he pushes that aside for a while. It takes people a while to come to terms with just gender basic, he wants to seem as masculine as possible at first, otherwise he’s not gonna be recognized as a guy. Gender nonconformity as a trans person is difficult, and for someone in that day and age, it’s a struggle to balance those things. The fact is, we only see the first few months of his transition, and he’s a minor character who we don’t get to see a lot of. Give him a second, guys.

And other than the change from Strong Woman (unheard of!) TM to Strong Man (hate all men!) TM, there are some other changes, but, well, those things are called, character development.

He’s clearly happier. He’s more confident, and even though a lot of that is probably false, it’s not like he didn’t use false confidence before he was a dude, man. It’s like one of his main personality traits. To be honest, a lot of how he presents here seems more genuine than the personality he exhibited before.

As Irene, he didn’t have a very consistent personality to begin with. He has a poor sense of self, and a lack of motivation and morals. He’s just kind of going around and stealing stuff and not feeling fulfilled, acting like a completely different person around different people to get what he wanted, and was not truly confident, trusting, or happy. He didn’t seem to have any consistent friends, and the half-con, half-friendship he had with Sherlock was the best he could get.

As bond, he not only is able to dress and act like a man, which probably contributes to his happiness, but once he gets settled, he suddenly has a large, supportive, tight knit family that he can get along with and trust, with genuine compliments that reflect not just his looks, but what he wants to be recognized for- his accomplishments and integrity. You can see him becoming more authentic just because of that.

So yeah, I think it’s really clear that it’s quite understandable that Bond is trans, he wasn’t coerced to transition, he’s not faking it or playing a role, and he hasn’t lost his authentic self in that endeavor.

In conclusion if you still think Bond isn’t trans fuck off facts dont care about your feelings TM

#moriarty the patriot #yuukoku no moriarty #rowan's hyperfixation essays #james bonde #ynm james bond #long post

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i’m also dating a he/him lesbian, and it is wonderful. highly recommend. great work all around. the only thing is that when i mention my boyfriend, i can tell people are confused, and ive had friends say “but i thought you were a lesbian…?” etc. im aware many people dont understand and i dont really care to explain it to them, but i also dont want people to think im “a lesbian who dates men.” i was just wondering, do you experience this? any tips?

i haven't run into this yet, since i haven't had many opportunities to talk about him with people who don't already know about him, but it IS something i've thought about a lot since i anticipate people reacting that way and since i'm a he/him lesbian myself and have deliberated over using those pronouns irl (instead of they/them which is what i currently default to in lgbt-friendly spaces, with he/him used by friends and friends of friends) because my relationship to being perceived as a man is a complicated one and i don't really know how i'd feel about (ostensibly) ~affirming~ that interpretation instead of just existing in the glorious limbo of Being Confusing. so i've seen it from the other side too basically

in my case, mar is also all right with being referred to as my partner (and with they/them pronouns), so thus far that's what i've called him when discussing him with people irl in order to avoid this kind of thing. i absolutely love calling him my boyfriend though and it's what i'd call him most of the time in an ideal world. i've been weighing in my head how much i really care about others' perceptions of me, how much i'm comfortable letting them interfere with my authenticity — how much does it really matter if someone else thinks i'm a man, or thinks i'm dating a man, if i know i'm not? (← the principle that underlies much of my experience as a transmasc lesbian; obviously contextually different depending on the degree of misperception and how much u desire it though.) if a stranger or acquaintance walks away assuming i'm a guy or with a guy, how much does that affect my life; will i be more okay with deviating from my preferences and my lover's preferences or more okay with being misunderstood? (i'm not trying to weight these questions towards "complete authenticity is always the morally upright way to go," by the way — obviously we as gay people know that a little surface-level dishonesty is sometimes necessary to let an authentic personal life blossom.)

with regards to discussing him with people who know me better, there are ways to buffer against that misinterpretation, though they aren't foolproof and can be unwieldy — when talking about him to irl friends when he and i first got together i'd often talk about the joy of dating another butch as a butch myself; i feel like even my lgbt friends who weren't familiar with the "he/him lesbian boyfriend" thing could make the connection between masculine presentation and masculine terminology without my having to elucidate it in words. i'm not opposed to doing a little "by the way, i use he/him for him and call him my boyfriend but we're both lesbians" spiel if i deem it necessary, either, at least in theory.

i think no matter what we do there will always be the risk of misunderstanding. and as someone for whom my lack of attraction to men is an important part of my experience as a person in the world, i don't disparage you or me or anyone else for wanting to avoid handing people the opportunity to interpret us as people who date men. but to some extent like ... i think it's one of those risks we take on, you know? plus some people are going to think i date men even if they never hear a word about mar — no matter how much of a dyke i look like (or openly say that i am), there will always be people who assume i'm still open to dating men. in the end, i lean more towards honoring the language i and he feel most comfortable with than honoring my worries about other people thinking i'm something i'm not. that's where i'm at at this point, at least.

#ask #anonymous

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klugpuuo · 3 years

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almost every puyo~tet single-character headcanon wie have

every character we've put more than three minutes of thought into are gonna be in this post. this *does* leave out a lot of characters, but still includes so many that hopefully that'll make up for it. ^also i forgot about this entirely while writing and tried to add a few characters i literally never think about everat all so you get extra funny commentary i guess

welp! enjoy the ride. and dont forget to like, comment, and subscribe (/lh)

warnings: mentions food, implied self-harm, delusions (not inherently triggering but still), general violence, some madou-era content, death. (more to be added + ask to tag) none of the things mentioned are in much detail.

Madou Monogatari / OG Puyo~Puyo characters:

Arle – 16 (chronologically 20 due to the Madou time stop but doesn’t realize it), has PTSD and ADHD + nonbinary transfem + sex-repulsed and questioning (she/he/they)

Assorted headcanons:

-Her armor was made into a sort of magical puberty blocker by her grandmother, who knew Arle was trans and wanted her to live her life to the fullest. -Although she has never been in an (official) romantic relationship, she’s usually the first person her friends go to for relationship advice. -She stims a lot, usually by twirling her hair around or jumping.

Relationship headcanons:

Partners: She’s in a vaguely romantic relationship with Serilly. “Vaguely” as in they go on dates frequently, kiss a lot, and would live together if they could, but neither is sure if they are actually dating. Friends: She adores Ringo and Amitie and wants to protect both of them – not in the super creepy and sorta patronizing way, but in the “she really cares about them and their well-being” way. Despite thinking that Schezo is an absolute fool at times, she still cares about him quite a bit. She’s come to regret what she did all those years ago, and is determined to make sure that Schezo never remembers it.

Schezo – ~200, has ADHD and PTSD + transmasc + homosexual (he/it/gore)

Assorted headcanons:

-Although he can be away from his sword, it’s bonded to his body so strongly that if he is too far away from it for too long he becomes incredibly weak. -He borrowed a thesaurus from Aya and Klug and is not planning on ever giving it back. -He doesn’t remember a single thing that happened before Puyo~7, and can hardly remember anything from then until Puyo~Tetris 2. -After learning about tone indicators, he begins to put “/nx” at the end of *all* of his messages online. Although a few people make fun of him for it, many people find it either endearing or some form of cool, and he’s affectionately known as “the /nx anon” in a few social circles. -His main special interests are forging and dark magic (good for him <3)

Relationship headcanons:

Crushes: He has a slight crush on Lemres, and thinks that Incubus is.. interesting. He also thinks Witch is cute but can’t tell if that’s a crush or what. (Good) friends: He considers Arle to be his best friend, and she’s usually the first person he’d go to for anything. The two actually lived together for a while. Although he thinks Rulue is a fool at times, he still cares about her and thinks she’s pretty impressive. Enemies...?: He once was always looking to pick a fight with Satan, but after (rather awkwardly) remembering that he once saw the prince as a father, he mostly stopped doing that.

Rulue – ~40-ish?, experiences delusions + cis lass + questioning (she/her and a few neopronouns)

Assorted headcanons:

-She’s not sure why there are so many people who are like her and at this point she’s wondering if it really is just a coincidence. -She secretly wishes that she could join Arle, Schezo and Witch’s arm-wrestling sessions, but as they’ve been going on for so long without her she feels almost awkward asking. -Although she still experiences delusions sometimes, she’s gotten a lot better at telling what’s true and what’s false.

Relationship headcanons:

Partner… sorta?: She’s sort of in a QPR with Raffina, and they go on platonic dates a lot. (Good) friends: She’s quite good friends with Arle, especially since she’s no longer chasing after Satan. Speaking of Satan, as she’s no longer absolutely obsessed with him she’s actually beginning to get along well with him, and the two regularly have friendly battles.

Witch – >16, might be NT + cis lass + omni (she/it)

Assorted headcanons:

-The only thing she can transform people or things into without help of a potion is mushrooms. -She’s surprisingly strong and quite good at arm wrestling. -She’s not sure if she had any sort of neurodiversities, but she doesn’t really care either way.

Relationship headcanons:

Crushes…?: She might have feelings for Arle, but even she doesn’t have any clue. She’s also.. interested in Feli, as she sees Feli as quite the interesting person. Family: She’s an orphan, although she doesn’t mind it. (Good) friends: She’s okay-ish friends with Schezo, and the two usually do arm wrestling matches with Arle in their free time.

Satan – ~3000<, only god knows + cis trans man (somehow less than a joke) + pansexual (he/it)

Assorted headcanons:

-As he’s so old and has changed his physical appearance so many times, he’s completely forgotten his original sex, if he even had one. -After getting very literally schooled by Raffina, he realized that his plans to acquire Arle were just never going to work, and after a while of self-reflection he decided that he’d rather spend the rest of eternity doing other things he liked than chasing around an underage lass. -Due to having completely remade the world himself, he feels almost completely disconnected from it. All the people he used to know.. aren’t the same, and it’s destroying him.

Relationship headcanons:

Partners: Misses his dead wife a lot, but is now happily dating (nd half-joke married to) Ex (Chosen) family: After Satan had a good long think about everything, he realized that he did actually care about Lidelle a lot, and now properly sees her as a little sister. Friends: He’s on good terms with Rulue and actually properly hangs out with her sometimes. -

Serilly – >16, has anxiety and experiences delusions + trans lass + questioning (she/her)

Assorted headcanons:

-hgnggng operea

Relationship headcanons:

Partners: She may or may not be dating Arle. (Chosen) family: Although she’s presumably an orphan, she has Suketoudara, who she sees as an older brother figure. Best friend: She platonically loves Harpy a lot, and the two of them spend a lot of time together. - Suketoudara – ~30, NT + about as cis guy as a fish can get + polysexual (he/him)

Assorted headcanons:

-I literally do not think about this guy

Relationship headcanons:

Sibling serilly

Puyo Fever (2) characters:

Amitie – 14 and a half, autistic + binary transfem + fem-leaning panromantic (she/fae/flare)

Assorted headcanons:

-She found out that she was trans when she was 7 years old, and managed to convince her parents to let her transition when she was 12. -She taught herself how to bake, and Arle taught her how to cook more salty things. She regularly makes lunches for her friends, even if they already have their own. -She cares a lot about Sig’s ladybug friend and usually “babysits” them when Sig has to leave to wherever. -Raffina and her are the only two with two parents who haven’t divorced and/or died, but as Amitie's parents are almost always at work she doesn't get to talk to them very much. -She stims by twirling her hair when it’s long, or squishing a puyo-shaped stress ball when it’s short.

Relationship headcanons:

Partners: She’s in a QPR with Sig and Klug, and says she wouldn’t give it up for the world. Crushes: She has a huge crush on Ringo, and a squish on Ess, but she doesn’t think either of them feel the same way. (Chosen) family: She feels rather lucky having contact with both her mother and father, as most of her friends don’t have contact with their own parents. Also, she looks up to Arle a lot, and sees them as an older sibling. Friends(?): Nobody can tell what exactly her relationship with Raffina is, but the most common theory is that they’ve kissed at least twice. Even during Lidelle’s fight with Sig, Amitie supported her, knowing she truly did regret her actions and it was mostly just a big misunderstanding.

Klug – 14 and three quarts, autistic and has ADHD + transmasc nonbinary + ace/aroflux (he/they/wir)

Assorted headcanons:

-Although he had initially asked to be called by neopronouns just as a joke, he found he actually liked the wir/worm set a lot, and now tends to go by that exclusively on some days. -On one night he doesn’t remember, all of his cosmetic glasses were mysteriously destroyed, along with all his contact lenses. After that, he stuck to just one pair of functional glasses -He was gifted an “EiPod” by Ringo and Amitie, although only the latter took credit for it. -He stims by humming, writing, and aggressively cleaning his glasses.

Relationship headcanons:

Partners: He’s in a QPR with Sig and Amitie, and secretly wants to leave Primp and travel the world with them both. Chosen family: He sees Feli as both a rival and a sister, and now has come to see Lemres as an older-sibling figure of sorts. Friend: He’s on good terms with Lidelle, and she’s one of the only people who’s younger than he is that he still treats with respect. Rivals(?): He thinks Raffina is pretty rude, and he never lets her go without remembering that he’s better friends with Amitie than she is for more than a month.

Sig – 15, autistic and has ADHD + transmasc demilad + biromantic (he/bug/they/it)

Assorted headcanons:

-Doesn’t consider any sort of bug to be his “favorite”, but has a soft spot for ladybeetles, stag beetles and fireflies. -After a failed attempt at acquiring Sig’s power, Aya accidentally gave Sig half of its own power, causing Sig to become slightly more than just a half-demon. -After he scratched himself one too many times, Amitie and Lidelle worked together to make a glove for Sig’s claw hand. -His main special interests are both bugs and history, and he usually stims by repeating words he likes.

Relationship headcanons:

Partners: He’s mostly queerplatonic, partially romantic partners with both Amitie and Klug. During the first half week of their relationship, he was the only one the two felt comfortable cuddling with, which he was completely fine with. Family: Although initially Sig and Aya were almost enemies, they managed to reach an agreement after being left alone together and now see each other as both family and friends. Friends: He’s pretty good friends with Lidelle, and he helps her with bug-related problems whenever she has any. He’s also pretty good friends with Raffina even if they don’t hang out much and he still has trouble with her name. Enemies: Schezo.

Raffina – 16, has (canonical) imposter syndrome + transfem + pansexual demiromantic (she/her)

Assorted headcanons:

-As her family is very upper middle class, she was able to medically transition almost immediately after coming out. -She once tried to start a Primp Town Fight Club. It did not go well. -She’s the only person aside from Amitie that has two parents that did not abandon her and are not divorced. Unlike Amitie, however, only her mother works, so she gets to talk to her father frequently.

Relationship headcanons:

Crush: She secretly wants to kiss Lidelle really badly. (Good) friends: Although she was slightly distanced from them during the whole fight ordeal, she’s quite good friends with all the ASK trio. She’s pretty friendly with Ess.

Lidelle – 14, has social anxiety + cis lass + questioning (she/her)

Assorted headcanons:

-She feels genuinely sorry for what she did and said to Sig and those bugs, and she’s proud of herself for apologizing. -She likes playing with marbles and has made pretty big marble “race” courses in the past. -She doubts her self-worth a lot, and is worried that others don’t take her very seriously.

Relationship headcanons:

Chosen family: Despite not having any surviving biological family, she’s found a family in the form of Draco and Satan, who have been taking care of her for some time now. Best friend: Lidelle hangs out with Raffina almost constantly, and she considers Raf to be her very best friend. Good friends.. again: After a very large fight with Sig over the fact that her flesh-eating plants killed some of his bugs, she and Sig stopped being friends for a bit. After a lot of talking with Amitie and Raffina, she realized her mistake, and she apologized to Sig – and to her surprise, Sig apologized back. Even during the fight, she and Amitie stayed friends, and Ami gave her a lot of emotional support. She looks up to Klug, although Klug sees her as an equal and even spares a warm smile for her during some of his most jerk-y moments.

Lemres – 35, autistic, has SAD and PTSD + transmasc and nonbinary + aroflux/aceflux (they/them, he/him and any candy-related neopronouns)

Assorted headcanons:

-They are actually entirely blind due to personal reasons, and sewed their eyes shut as to not freak others out too much. They “see” by feeling the magic of their environment, and cannot “see” in low-magic areas (they also cannot read faces. At all.) -They have a sort of “vacation house” near Primp which they visit during the summer or any free time they have. The fact that it was built so close to Primp was a coincidence, but something they like very much. -Schezo occasionally “visits” the vacation house for a few months before running off on some random adventure for whatever reason. -Their broom was broken, presumably by Witch as they had fought with her not too long before that. -Su has a certain type of magic that allows sucre to read minds (or at least meaning). -His type of magic does not work on demons for a plethora of reasons. -They usually stim by twirling their staff around and messing with what remains of their broom.

Relationship headcanons:

Partners: They’re in a weird sort-of relationship with Schezo. The relationship informally started after Schezo assisted Lemres during a restless period and it doesn’t seem to be stopping any time soon. (Chosen) family: Although they want to keep their distance from their biological family, they’ve found a new family in Primp in the form of the ASK trio (Good) friends: They’re very close to Accord, having know her since Highschool (and even before she made Poipoi).

Feli – 16 and a half, experiences delusions and has disorders + transfem + bisexual (she/her evi/evil go/goth)

Assorted headcanons:

-Rather compulsory heterosexuality with her. She doesn’t actually have that much love for Lemres, mainly just lust and a feeling that she has to date or marry him. -She personally believes sharing one’s birthday with someone else is a sign of extreme trust due to Zodiac reasons. -She feels like her gender is influenced by gothic aesthetics, but can’t really describe it further.

Relationship headcanons:

Crushes: She still very obviously has a crush on Lemres, although it’s starting to lessen now that Lemres is in a closed relationship. (Chosen) family: She sees Klug as an annoying little brother, although he’s marginally more mature than she is. (Good) friends: She’s pretty good friends with Lidelle and Raffina.

Accord/Poipoi – ???? + cis lass and agender respectively + god knows (she/her for accord, he/it for poipoi)

Assorted headcanons:

-Accord secretly really likes hitting things with her hammer to the point where she’d go quite far in order to get a chance to do so. However, she would never readily admit this as she finds it to be incredibly childish. -Only Accord knows what happened to Lemres’s eyes. -During Highschool, Accord enchanted a puppet and gave it its own thoughts, personality, dreams, etc. That puppet was quite obviously Poipoi.

Relationship headcanons:

(Good) friends: Accord is close friends with Lemres, having known him since Highschool (she was his upperclassman by a few years) and never passes up a chance to talk to him. Poipoi managed to make friends with Aya in a particularly independent moment where it ran away.

Ayashii – >800, has a lot of trauma + whats a gender + (it/any neos/they/he/she)

Assorted headcanons:

-It genuinely forgot what a gender was because gender is so unimportant to it. -It somehow found a way to continue being friends with the puppy it rescued, even going so far as to teaching them the difference between it and Klug. -As it has extreme claustrophobia, it tends to take very long walks whenever it’s using Klug’s body.

Relationship headcanons:

Crushes???: Aya has some interest in Lemres and Schezo, but isn’t entirely sure what kind of interest. (Chosen) family: It’s beginning to see Klug as a son of sorts, and recognizes Sig as its descendent. huh what: It doesn’t trust Accord at all, especially knowing (and being friends with) Poipoi as an individual.

Yu and Rei - ??? + phasmaeic + (both use she/he/they gho/ghost spec/spectre and dar/dark)

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Relationship headcanons:

Puyo~7 characters:

Ringo – 16, ??? + questioning (demigirl?) + bisexual (she/they)

Assorted headcanons:

-She’s questioning pretty much every single thing about her identity and beliefs to the point where she’s actually been having frequent migraines because of it. -She’s not at all proud to admit it, but she’s not-so-secretly envious of Maguro’s “beauty beam”. -She eats a LOT of things that you’re not meant to eat, to the point where everyone except for Sig (who does the same) is worried for her.

Relationship headcanons:

Crushes: She has small crushes on both Amitie and Tee, although she likes Amitie a *bit* more. Epic friends: She’s best friends with Maguro, and he’s one of the few people she properly trusts (not for edgy reasons, just because). A lot of people assume she’s dating him, which makes her feel pretty uncomfortable, but she doesn’t feel like she can really blame them.

Maguro – 16, has ADHD and PTSD (latter from AU) + questioning + bisexual (he/they)

Assorted headcanons:

-He’s questioning the same stuff as Ringo, although he’s a lot more chill about it. -He was pretty scarred, emotionally and physically, after an unfortunate incident concerning a badly thought-out prank, a fishing net, and a timer set to one month -He remembers all of his trauma in perfect clarity, and has good memory overall.

Relationship headcanons:

Partner:He’s been in a romantic relationship with Tee for a few months, and so far it’s been really nice. Best friend: He’s best friends with Ringo, and he feels really comfortable around her. They share almost everything, and are planning on moving in together once they get the chance to have a proper house. Good friends: Although Ris moved away to study abroad a while back, they still send a lot of gifts and letters to him on a regular basis. Also, they’ve been staying in contact with Ess ever since the whole beauty pageant thing and the two go shopping when they’re both free.

Risukuma – 19, NT + trans man + male-leaning pansexual (he/him)

Assorted headcanons:

-He’s incredibly interested in all types of love -After graduating school, he decided to study abroad to learn more about other cultures (and of course, love). -He really likes music, even having written some of his own songs in the past. One of his favorite bands is IDKHOW.

Relationship headcanons:

Partner: Despite only having interacted a few times, he’s quite good “friends” with Ai. Good friends: After moving away from Suzuran, he’s not been able to hang out with Ringo or Maguro as much, but he still sends them letters and gifts on a regular basis. What: He does not want to know about Ecolo. Do not tell him about Ecolo.

Ecolo – ageless and has so many disorders (affectionate??) + gender + probably so (it/they/he/she/other in that order)

Assorted headcanons:

-If asked, it would describe its gender as “Once In A Lifetime” by Talking Heads. -It’s trying really really hard to respect Ringo’s boundaries nowadays, and not just because she refused to acknowledge its existence for a whole week after it accidentally hurt her. -It can change into its human form at will; however, if it wants to stay in that form for more than a few hours at a time, it has to actually sleep for several days straight. -In its humanoid form, it sports several scars. -It genuinely loves fidget spinners and has this really creepy one it carries everywhere.

Relationship headcanons:

Crush: You know it wants to kiss Ringo so bad. Friends: Ex-friends with Satan because Ringo hates him. Pretty alright friends with Ex and Marle, not entirely sure what to think about Squares. Uh…: After.. an accident it caused, Maguro started to be able to remember it.

Puyo~Tetris characters:

Tee – 16, + trans man + questioning (he/him)

Assorted headcanons:

-He can’t pronounce any name longer than four letters long. Somehow, the worst case of this is with Ringo and Maguro’s names. -Having transitioned at a very young age and only interacting with one lass for most of his life, he has a lot of internalized sexism. After Ringo points this out, he starts trying to work on it, but he hasn’t been doing very well so far. -He’s also trying really hard to find a balance between being too basic and too over-the-top, but..

Relationship headcanons:

Partner: He’s been in a romantic relationship with Maguro for a few months. It’s been really nice, but as this is his first relationship he tends to go all-out with everything, causing Maguro to get rather flustered. Crush: Although he’s very hesitant to admit it, he has a pretty big crush on Ringo and wants to kiss her. Chosen family: O is his parent, Ess and Ai are his siblings, and the twins are his messed up if true gay cousins. Friend: He’s pretty good friends with Sig because of their shared inability to correctly pronounce Raffina’s name.

O – infinite, ??? + ???? + probably gay? ????? (any and all pronouns)

Assorted headcanons:

-I cannot reasonably take myself seriously trying to make headcanons for this godforsaken cloud cube -Squares themself made this thing (on accident?) -Anger management issues incarnate

Relationship headcanons:

Parnter: Kissed Carbuncle once eChidle: Tee is its son

Ex – ~40, has autism, minor intrusive thoughts and (canon) depression + some form of Guy + yes (he/they)

Assorted headcanons:

-He’s not sure how he identifies gender- and sexuality-wise and feels as if he’s too old to try to figure that out (which isn’t true, but still) -He genuinely misses Ess and Ai a lot and is unendingly grateful for the chance to see them both again. -His intrusive thoughts are usually fairly easy to deal with, but can sometimes get pretty bad if he’s left alone for too long.

Relationship headcanons:

Partners: I’m pretty sure he has an ex-wife somewhere and that scares me. Also he kisses Satan every day of his life (Chosen) family: He misses his children, Ess and Ai, so much. (Good) friends: He’s become reluctant friends with Ecolo, and very good friends with Marle and Squares.

Jay & Elle – 13, autistic and have separation anxiety + nonbinary + ??? (they/them)

Assorted headcanons:

-Individually they’re okay with all pronouns, but nobody can reasonably refer to them as separate entities. -After a few people asked them, they stopped bullying Ai as much, but they still “prank” him a lot. -They were separated exactly once. It was not a very good time for them.

Relationship headcanons:

Partners:They’re queerplatonic partners with Yu and Rei, since that’s just kind of what happens when you’re two sets of evil twins who like bothering others. Friends: They don’t really have many friends as their creepiness scares people off a lot, but they like hanging out with Ecolo (even if they forget about it a lot)

Ai – 20, has pretty severe anxiety + transmasc + bisexual (he/him)

Assorted headcanons:

-He found out that he was trans after he managed to get a sort of wi-fi thing going during a five-month-long stay in a densely-packed asteroid belt. He had actually medically transitioned before that, but nobody on the SS Tetra had the word for it. -He has exactly one large scar from a prank gone horribly wrong. Otherwise, he’s not been seriously injured by anything the twins have done. - Recently he’s started to become slightly braver in general thanks to a lot of therapy and emotional support from his boyfriend, this has allowed him to stand up to the twins a lot more. He is also more physically strong, and plans to drop kick them both someday.

Relationship headcanons:

Partner: He kisses Risukuma on the daily Chosen family: As he canonically sees Ex as a father, he headcanonically sees Ess as a sister. Pure hatred(/j): He’s no longer as afraid of the tetra twins, and sometimes even manages to prank them back on good days.

Ess – ~15, only ex knows. Has serious abandonment issues, apparently canon(?!?!) PTSD, and so many things + cis demilass + lesbiab (she/they/ze)

Assorted headcanons:

-She actually has a job, and on the last weekend of every month she goes shopping with Maguro (or Amitie if he’s busy) on Saturday and Raffina on Sunday with the money she gets. -She kinda wishes that she were more physically strong for a multitude of minor reasons. -Ess doesn’t actually know how to say Ringo’s name and tries really hard to hide that fact.

Relationship headcanons:

Crushes:She’s absolutely in love with Amitie, although she’s in very deep denial about it. Chosen family: She sees Ai as a brother, and the two bond over the fact that Ex totally ditched them to go patch up dimensions or whatever. Speaking of Ex, she’s very recently found it in her heart to maybe forgive him for leaving her when she was young, although she still is a long ways away from seeing him as a father again. Friends: She and Raffina hang out and talk about their insecurities a lot.

Zed – uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (he/him)

Assorted headcanons:

-uhhhhhhhhhh -I genuinely don’t think of this guy He reminds me too much of my ex-chosen-father -…to be added.

Relationship headcanons:

Ess is his belovt daughter that’s all you need to know.

Additional headcanons:

-Most of the Madou Monogatari gang feel entirely disconnected from what’s left of their humanity, so they identify with it/its along with whichever other pronouns they use. -Sig, Dark Sig, and the evil Sig from Sig’s Secret are all different entities. -Speaking of Dark Sig, they can actually purr, although Sig himself cannot. Klug thinks this is incredibly interesting and actually conducted several half-serious experiments to try to figure out why. -All of the SS Tetra crew see each other as family, although some have more clearly defined views of that. None of them have any romantic or sexual interest in any other member.

#ALSO IF ANyone has any questions please ask pleas #beeper canon #pinned post #puyo puyo #puyo puyo tetris #madou monogatari #<again #only mentioned #headcanon #headcanons #long post #im tempted to tag the characters but thatd be too long time for me to do so #enjiy

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disaster-fruit · 3 years

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Quick Father’s Day special (??

Oxiosa suggested “Mmmh maybe Lu telling Tincho he's pregnant? He found out some days ago but wanted to break the news to him on father's day since it was close anyways?”

Posting here because it’s not good enough for AO3

CW: transmasc character, pregnancy. NOT omegaverse/mpreg

Luciano stared at those two little lines for god knows how long.

Though every time he did the test he had his hopes up just once again be met with a negative result, he could never be ready to fully process it when it finally did come out positive.

They had been trying for almost a year, to the point that it almost felt like they'd keep trying forever. They did everything right, followed every instruction - scientific and superstitious. Luciano had stopped his HRT, was eating right, keeping track of his cycle, lighting up candles for the Virgin Mary. Martín kept his phone in his back pocket and, since finding out tight jeans could get in the way of his part of the process, had abandoned half his closet for the time being. They tried night after night, following weird fertility-boosting positions they found on the internet in every crescent moon. Yet, month after month Luciano took the same test, his heart heavy in expectation, and every month the same single line appeared in that godforsaken test.

They were almost losing hope at this point. They had decided to make a baby the old-fashion way because adoption was taking so long, but there was no guarantee it would work. Luciano’s body had changed and wasn't ideal for it, and he wasn’t that young anymore either. From every angle, they were at a disadvantage, and the months of negative tests had only served to prove that this just wasn't for them.

Well, not anymore.

Luciano bought a second test, just to be sure. Two lines, very clear. It was happening.

He had to tell Martín. He had been more nervous than Luciano about the entire thing, sitting alone in the room they had been waiting for the baby that didn't come, staring at the ceiling until Luciano would find him there and come up with an excuse to distract him. He couldn't blame him: Martín wanted to be a father, and Luciano did too, but the odds seemed against them.

Once he fully registered those two blue lines in the test, his first instinct was to run to his husband, announce the news loudly, throw himself in his arms and kiss his face in glory.

Unfortunately Martín wasn’t home. Or fortunately, because a second later Luciano had a much better idea.

Their parents were coming over for lunch on Sunday. It was Father's Day, a family moment, and Martín had mentioned to himself how ironic it was they’d spend a father’s day with no prospects of being fathers anytime soon. There was no better day to deliver the good news.

He kept the two pregnancy tests hidden and did his best to act natural once Martín got home. Refusing wine took some convincing acting, but Martín didn’t seem to suspect a thing, not that night and not a moment until Sunday.

When the day finally came, Luciano woke up already half excited, half nervous for that moment. It was their first child, was there a right way to say it? He stared at those two lines again, trying to find in them the courage he needed.

Martín was preparing their lunch in the kitchen. He looked cute, softly humming a song as he peeled potatoes on the table for his family recipe. Luciano walked in, with the test in his pocket, trying to not give anything away.

— Hi, Tinho. Need any help?

He raised his eyes for a second to look at him, with a small relaxed smile.

— Not really, I’m fine. But if you want to cut some onions I’m not complaining.

Luciano chuckled, walking behind him to settle his hands over his shoulders.

— Yeah, I can do that. But first...

— First what? — Martín raised an eyebrow with a smile, misunderstanding his mischievous tone.

Luciano covered his eyes with one hand and leaned down to whisper in his ear.

— I have a surprise.

— Really? — Martín asked in interest.

With his free hand, he gently took the potato and knife from Martín’s hand, without any resistance. In their place, he put the pregnancy test and uncovered his eyes.

— Happy Father’s Day. — he whispered, throwing his arms around his shoulder.

Martín was staring at the test.

— Is this-

— Uhum. — Luciano didn't let him finish. Instead, he kissed Martín everywhere he could reach, his neck and his hair and his ear, letting him process his shock.

His silence was almost talking too long when suddenly it broke out in laughter. Martín stood up and took Luciano in both arms, hugging him with his entire body, making him spin.

— Finally! I knew it would work! — he announced, kissing Luciano's face in joy. Then, he dropped to his knees to kiss his stomach, his whole face glowing in happiness. — This is wonderful, I-

— I thought today was the perfect day to tell you. — Luciano ran his fingers through Martín’s hair, smiling down at him.

— Wait- How long have you known?

— Just a few days. But hey, isn't that a nice gift?

— It’s the best gift. — he kissed his stomach again a few times before getting up to kiss his mouth. — We have so much to do, we have to tell people and go to the doctor and buy baby clothes! And pregnancy clothes. Baby books, furniture! We need to paint the room-

— Calm down… — Luciano laughed, pressing his hands on his cheeks. — Your enthusiasm is adorable, but you do know we still have nine months to go?

— No! — Martín held him up again, kissing any skin he could find. — I already love this little thing here more than anything in this world!

— Well now I’m jealous. — Luciano teased. — Put me on the ground so we can finish lunch. Though this is kinda perfect timing, we can give my dad the good news today and he won't even notice I didn't buy him a gift. Certainly grandchildren are better than new socks.

— Oh, right. — Martín put him down, clearly having himself forgotten about the lunch with their parents. — God, how am I supposed to think of potatoes now?

Luciano chuckled, caressing his hair.

— I’m sure you’ll manage.

Martín nodded but instead of going back to his task, he brought Luciano close for another kiss, slower and calmer but not any less excited.

— I’ll make it work. — he kissed Luciano’s forehead before pulling away. — Happy Father’s Day.

— Happy Father’s Day.

#this could’ve been two different fics since my hc for how he tells martin the second time is very different from the first #BUT it’s a little bit angsty so I though I’d go with an easier fluff #this is very rushed though #considering I’m still kinda in a writting block I’m more concerned with writting SOMETHING rather than writing something GOOD #so I didn’t bother much with editing and stuff #my fics #family au

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