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ventus-selphus · 11 months
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i hate how active my mind gets right before im about to go to bed
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saturnxlust · 11 days
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Sighhhh this is a shit post cause i have nothing else to do🫶🫶
John Marston x Fem!Reader
Hes a interesting lover
He isnt that bad but hes not like amazing
I imagine he was a good dad for the most part to john but i dont think he’d want another kid
If you do he might just shove jack in your arms and let you take care of him for awhile
Jack is a sweetheart though🫶🫶
I dont think abigal could really complain about their marriage other then the fact he ran away for about a year and constantly left for days at a time without telling anyone
If you have a problem with that he might just shrug and offer to take you with him
But if you decline and ask him to stay home with you hes not too keen on it
Most of the time its usually missions dutch sends him on that take days but there have been a few occasions where they take a week
When everything went bad with the gang at the bank his first priority was you and jack
He wanted to get you out of this life and run away like he had before blackwater
He knew everyone would be counting on him and arthur to keep dutch sane though so he begrudgingly stayed
When arthur, dutch, javier, and micah go missing its chaos
He goes practically insane not knowing what to do
He also heavily mourns the loss of his “adopted” father hosea
He shuts down almost completely and relies on you for almost everything
Most of his days are spent in his cot wishing for them to come back, that is until you join him
He gets distracted by you almost enough to forget hes lost his 2 father figures and his older brother figure
Micah he doesnt really care about, never understand why the man was so sour all the time
Javier he misses, mostly wanting him to be at the camp to bring everyones spirts up by playing a song
Secretly sings one of javiers songs while working by himself
When they finally come back hes never been happier, but while he was slumped in bed he was imagining hosea would come back with them and that they had grabbed his body to keep him alive
When thats not the case he cries
Genuine tears fall from his eyes that night as he holds you and goes through the grieving process all over again
It took some words of encouragement from arthur to get him up and moving the next day
When dutch and micah flee leaving arthur and him and a few others to deal with their attackers
He doesnt let you out of his sight
Not wanting you to get hit in the crossfire
Once everything was over and you all were safe again he never left your side and his hands stayed on you at all costs
He feels like if he isnt holding you and constantly around you then something will happen
When evrything goes bad and arthur dies? Oh god
You thought he was bad before
Hes awful now
He starts crying as soon as he finds out and if your off doing something he immediately seeks your comfort
Walking up to you and holding you while he cries into your shoulder is the only thing he knows to do right now
When he eventually calms a little hes gone
Lost almost completely
Theres not much you can say without him breaking down again so you decide to be silent
Holding him and running your hands through his hair
He falls to his knees infront of you and his arms wrap around your wait as he cries into your stomach
His hat is long gone somewhere but it didnt matter to him
All that mattered is that his best friend and brother was dead and there was nothing he could do
He wished arthur had told him sooner
He wished he had read the signs after micah began calling him black lung
He wished he had gotten arthur medicine
Even if it wouldnt have helped much it wouldve done something
And then the anger sets in
He gets up abruptly and walks away
Beginning to throw and punch things, nothing at you
Not even close to you
He screams and curses micah and dutches names
Feeling betrayed by those he once called his family
Once the anger leaves he breaks down again
Sobbing and shaking as he reaches out for you, silently begging you to do something to fix this
You just walked over and held him in your arms, letting him fall asleep against you
The last thing you remember seeing is him snoring softly in your arms as you leaned against a tree
Falling asleep yourself after being so tired of being on the run
God knows what happened to the rest and may god keep them safe is the last thought that rings through your head before you fall asleep with john pressed against you
Oh my god i didnt realize how in depth i went with his grief😭😭
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kindestegg · 1 year
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What do you think of Collie going back to the sky. Because the way I see it, he's either all alone up there (probably not good for a young child) or he's gone back to living with the other collectors/archivists (which is probably also not good), Maybe he has found a guardian up there who aren't like his old siblings, an entire species of people can't all be bad, right?
hmmm... well first of all, i would like to say i personally never was a fan of the whole "collectors are emotionless assholes by default but our colly is ⁂⁕special⁕⁂ so hes different" like THATS SO STUPID!!! AND DEFEATS SO MUCH OF THE PURPOSE OF IT BEING IMPACTFUL HE CHOSE BY HIMSELF TO BE GOOD! i think the collector/archivist species is likely very very complicated and has a very rich history and hierarchy we just will never know abt in canon bc 1. theyre not the focus here and 2. well it kind of. ended. so.
BUT WELL. RIGHT! COLLYS FATE! SO UHM.
well. i have good n i have bad feelings about it.
ill start with the bad: i do wish we had seen more of him in the future timeskip, and that he had gotten a more permanent residence. i thiiink the archives are still intact around the titan skull (dont quote me on it though id need to look again), so, no reason why my future idea couldnt be canon with him living there n repurposing them. i think theres definitely a better solution than just sending him away, he couldve still had his little corner to learn stuff, just closer to the ppl he loves n that DO love him back.
HOWEVER.
heres where the good starts: i think it was actually a good idea for him to not become a noceda or a clawthorne. first of all because there was not enough of a bond between himself n those families to want to adopt him, specially there was a lot of trauma involved that cant be erased with how much he wishes to be good for them now. they still clearly care about each other, but theyre not family, maybe theyll never be, n thats fine. theres also another reason, but going into it would require... me being pretty bold about something thats been nagging on my brain ever since the episode aired, and actually talking about that might devolve into a bigger post in and of itself. i MAY make that post in the future and lose my fear of talking about, but im being cautious for now. all im gonna say about it atm is that if they had made him a noceda or a clawthorne, making him kings sibling, it wouldve made things... very awkward. and bad. so.
i think theres also a pretty fatalistic pessimistic way the fandom seems to be viewing this end: its never stated colly went back to the archivists at all, just "the stars", and its not even immediately after the finale events neither is it permanent- he had to have stayed around at least long enough to make that new portal door, and he visits frequently if king mentioning him being around to do something for luzs bday is any indication (not to mention that book lilith was holding that seemed to be about titans and collectors - i think colly mustve helped with info for that right).
me and the archive house server have actually been discussing this quite a bit, and we have reached the conclusion that the best way to describe this was that they "pulled a snufkin". collector is a space vagabond that travels around once in a while and then eventually always comes back to tell of their spoils to the people he still cares about most. and while that may not be satisfying to people who wanted him to be lovingly adopted into a welcoming family, i think its a good enough fate considering he might not even want a family out of the clawthornes, but rather just to be close to king.
and im sure maybe in the future he might decide to settle again at the isles for a more permanent residence. the future is in OUR hands now! we decide what to do with these characters and their future lives, and ive got a LOT of ideas.
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kayrockerqog · 7 months
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Ah yes, at last, the day my brain insisted I prepare for, given what the prompt is!
Day 4 of @ygoc-week focuses on Relationships!
And, well, while there are several options to choose from when it comes to Musa's relationships, from her friendly rivalry with Misawa to her almost sibling like relationship with O'Brien to the eventual unofficial adoption by Cronos to even the absolute dumpster fire that is her thing with Asuka or Manjome...
...but I think we all know where this is going.
Thus, allow me to introduce the source of my Musa brainrot, the absolute peak which is: Leadershipping.
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because what else is meant to happen when the emotionally stunted meets the emotionally vocal? the introvert meets the extrovert?? the touch-starved meets the physically affectionate??? the "what do you usually do while I'm gone" meets the "wait for you to come back 🥺💞"????
Strength and Temperance.
And now imma gush about it under the cut so have fun with that-
Okay for one, the fact he calls her Musey.
At first shes super adamant about him not calling her that, but it sorta just slips out anyways, and it isnt until her siblings arrive that Kenzan realizes "shhhhhit have I been triggering her this whole time" and starts calling her Musa.
But now its WEIRD because shes gotten used to him calling her that, and the nickname isnt really associated with her siblings anymore, it's with him.
So in their tag duel, one of her brothers calls her Musey, and she glares at him like "you're not allowed to call me that" but when she makes a good move and Kenzan excitedly grins at her like "atta girl, Musey!" and her brothers get pissy like:
"Hey, dont call her that, scum!"
"Actually, no, he's allowed to."
"WHY HIM?"
"Wait, I can?"
"Yes, I like when you do it. It sounds much nicer when you say it."
"HAH! TAKE THAT, I MADE YOUR INSULT INTO A GOOD THING >:D!"
and eventually he slips into even more nicknames, spanning from "my muse" to "songbird" and the like,,,
And while Musa doesnt really use nicknames, she DOES have a thing where once you pass a certain point in her head, she'll use your first name.
So after the tag duel victory and shes being squeezed to death in a victory hug, she just gently hugs him back like "Thank you, Tyranno..."
And he starts internally screaming-
BUT
But
This shit goes CRAZY once season three rolls around, because uh
Well
First off, the zombie stuff is a thing, and Musa hangs back to help organize the home base, but before the others leave she calls for Kenzan and places one of her cards in his hand "for emergencies, bring it back to me" and whatnot.
He nods and places it in his deck like immediately, hes still doing it as they walk off, and Musa's standing there watching them leave, and then Fubuki fucking Tenjoin shuffles over to her smirking like ">:)c well well, the queen of Ra has just given her champion a token of her affections~" and shes like "...nuh-uh-"
And when everyone gets back she just not so subtly sets aside an extra plate to give him since she knows he'd be hungrier and "it is a good contingency in case we need physical support, he is the strongest among us." And Fubuki just gives her this LOOK but she does NOT care because Kenzan's like "awww, Musey, you flatter me, saurus-"
But it ain't all good times in this neck of the woods, no SIR
Since
Well
You dont expect the loss of the emotionally vulnerable woman's emotional support (among three of her other companions) to go over well right-
Like shes already in a tizzy because the others are dying right? But like the second Kenzan dies she just completely shuts down, and somehow his bandana flutters down in front of her and its just
God its game over man
If Obrien and Jim didnt show up Musa wouldve torn Judai to SHREDS, the pure banshee scream of despair she let out was something no one wouldve expected out of her, it actually caused some of the others to flinch.
So naturally she's wearing the bandana for the rest of the season and when everyone makes it back in the end Musa's too busy making sure Sho is alright and also very awkwardly but affectionately hugging Jim and O'Brien before Jim nudges her like "Oi, Musey, lookit-" and Kenzan is there and now shes crying and HE'S crying and runs over and scoops her up in a spinny hug and just
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It was the first proper ship art I drew for them, because I'm ill, all of this art is relatively old but fvakdndjaldnhsix I have mORE SKETCHES THESE TWO ARE LOWKEY WHAT SAVES ME FROM ART BURNOUT-
But yeah, this is super incoherent but I do not care, they are just,,, super sweet. The slight slowburn, the mutual "they're so awesome and cool why would they ever like me back", the genuine friendship, the fact Kenzan lowkey has guard dog energy around her. Ugh, I'm weak. I'm weak. I push them together like dolls.
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neechees · 1 year
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some may imagine calliope being atreus' younger sister in their au's, but i headcanon that since she was born first that makes her the big sis ;w; i also headcanon that pandora survived and is the adopted daughter of kratos. that makes her the eldest! so i like to think lil atreus having two big sisters, pandora and calliope ! and when they get much older, and atreus introduces his gf angrboda to the family, they're all overjoyed because that means another daughter/sister! i like to headcanon that pandora, calliope, and angrboda often have girls' day out together ;w; oh and you can bet thay kratos is the proudest father ever! he loves his children!
God you are SO right <3 Honestly if Calliope & Pandora were still alive or came back to life somehow & Kratos kept raising them, I think he probably wouldve been a better dad to Atreus & not as depressed as he was in gow 4. I also wonder if Calliope being alive means some of the ashes on his skin are somewhat gone? Like maybe he has some of his brown skin back, but hed just look REALLY anemic & grey instead of white.
Pandora & Calliope would've made great older sisters to Atreus! I dont really understand the reasoning behind Calliope being somehow younger than Atreus in those AU's other than that she was a child when she died, but if she lived she would've been an adult by the time he was born. I also think Kratos would've trained the girls, because you know he ain't letting his little Spartan girl NOT learn how to use a weapon, & he wants to help Pandora be self sufficient as well
I think Calliope is miserable in the cold Norway weather & is like "Father why couldn't we have stayed in Egypt or moved to Rome 😩". She likes that mild Greek weather. I imagine she has some kind of power relating to speech and words and has a way of speaking to people, & she's good at reciting poetry & history. I think she'd get along REALLY well with Faye and Mimir for this as well
For Pandora living with Kratos + Faye as well I always think of that scene in Easy A where Olive's little brother brings up that he's adopted & the dad is like
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That scene but with Kratos in a deadpan tone dhtudtg5. (The scene is even complete with a strawberry blonde mom & auburn haired sibling fbdhfts). And by God we need all the girls together I LOVE them. You know Atreus's sisters would be teasing him about Angie lmfao
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danepopfrippery · 2 years
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Im gonna feast on this all night but quick thoughts:
I will be mimicking that logo when i can screenshot it
Laszlo fanboying and stealing the shirt (and adding?) a cravat gave me life and hes never been sexier despite the glitterati shirt reappearing
Dadszlo playing w his boy also tweaked my ovaries omfg so cute (someone nailed the two nerf guns awhile ago but thought it was colin and guillermo)
Nadja being all against it til she could get a golden shitter despite not being able to shit was hysterical. Seems if u wanna con the vamps u just gotta get them wrapped up into a little play
Guillermo having the only brain cell except colin isnt gonna die any day soon and Nandor is married so he COULD REASONABLY LEAVE BUT LOVES HIS DUMB ADOPTED FAMILY
Colin being fuck all gone except for was he beating a wall w sean or did my white guys get mixed up again?
Railroad workers unite
Guillermo deciding fuck it if their not going to stop this after i take the sign and shitter then im getting a good room out of this
The body dragging and burying shit in the background was hysterical
Poor human brother. If nadja had aimed dif simon’s plan wouldve been fucked
Tho i do love that the worst problems in the home were cuz of the hat
And do u think nadja and laszlo’s room will go back to normal? Cuz that and the mancave are all that was really changed
I did love the vamps loving a sunny home cuz they were so wrapped up in playing
Nandor my dear sweet idiot. ‘Hes not a dog’ bud he wanted to watch u shitting while being railed i think u can admit hes basically a golden retriever
Srsly Mawra, Nandor and Laz win acting this ep and i could and prbly will write sonnets about it. Mawra’s actress is nailing brainwashed while Nandor is nailing hating himself and regretting all his decisions. Yet somehow despite hating himself he cant admit he made an actual mistake beyond the ‘have her like what i like’ and only to a stranger
He just wants a mancave to rail dudes in while watching his friend shit and drinking blood on horse saddles and no women allowed obviously he is VERY HAPPILY MARRIED
The twist was wild and a good example of u cant predict this shit cuz its so fucking out there good luck. Im not a massive simon fan but i respect him for his dedication to grift
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nikomedes · 3 months
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(thinking about my durge again. normally)
i realized i rly don’t think shrike ever saw orin as a threat, but not in a dismissive way. i think he was grateful. on a certain level once he’d been brought to the cult of bhaal, sprayed with a garden hose (so he could be re-blood-drenched properly), re-domesticated, and filled in on the religious dogma of bhaal, i think he looked at younger orin like. okay she is blood of bhaal but she’s a descendant of a descendant. bhaalist worship loves children of bhaal fighting to the death, but that made shrike cagey around sarevok, not orin. orin was a bright spot. dangerous enough not to need coddling but young and full of surprises and just as fucked up as he was. i think having been functionally dragged out of the woods as a rabid animal and then made to lead a church, her digging at him or dogging his footsteps or ambushing him wouldve made him feel more normal, almost? like i imagine theres a sharp division between bhaalspawn and bhaal devotees, and orin was technically on his side of the line but not a clear and present danger. predator pups will play fight, play hunt each other. i think thats how shrike saw their relationship
on the other hand, i think orin fucking hated him lmao. she killed her own mother and was cosseted by sarevok and likely knew from a young age that because sarevoks time had come and gone she was to be the scion of bhaal, at least in baldurs gate. and then sceleritas fel drags in this nonverbal twitching cannibal elf and is like “actually this guy is MADE from bhaal and thus supercedes u.” and sarevok presumably just accepts this once shrike does enough killing. and shrike unintentionally always broadcasts the fact that he doesn’t take her seriously. he finds her cute. he won’t even just kill her off and be done with it— for some reason he likes the idea that she’ll just hang out in the temple with him forever. they can braid each others hair. no one in this temple has the rational thinking or emotional intelligence to try to really understand each others perspectives and hash out this utterly fucked family dynamic. bhaal would probably see them killed for trying. so shrike dotes on orin in his way and orin seethes and then finally she bashes his fucking head in and gets everything she wanted. but then of course he comes out of the woods again to ruin her life
and god. this is so crucial to me bc for me canonically shrike will always handle cazador with astarion before facing the temple of bhaal. he helps strike down the monster who ruled over astarion and pitted him against his siblings, and astarion gets to kill him, is free of him, and while theres no touching reunions his “siblings” are free too. it all (from a truly fucked perspective) works out. and shrike rejects bhaal bc he’s taken onboard shadowheart rejecting shar, lae’zel rejecting vlaakith, astarion killing cazador, etc, he knows he has a choice now that he didnt when he was compelled to kill his clan and then dragged feral out of the woods. and shadowheart still got to meet nocturne, lae’zel finds kinship with kith’rak voss, astarions “siblings” lived. i rly think he goes into the temple of bhaal thinking he can somehow get orins netherstone and save her too. and that is not what she fucking wants. its fucking insulting. even after she nearly succeeded in assassinating him, he won’t take her seriously as a scion of bhaal. i rly think its only moments before shrike has to kill her that he realizes a fight to the death was all she ever wanted, because at least in this he has to acknowledge her as an equal, finally. and shrikes misery is 100%. he rly went in and thought, even if hes now remembered in gory detail killing his foster mothers and their whole clan, he might leave bhaal with a sister. and that was never going to happen
literally if he didnt have a new sort of adoptive relationship with jaheira, his comraderie with the other companions but particularly lae’zel, and his relationship with astarion, withers couldnt have called him back. he just wouldve let bhaal kill him and been added to the wall of the faithless. on a fundamental level he was born a predatory wild animal, taught the warmth of a hearth and place to belong by his mothers in a way bhaal has been trying to blot out ever since, and no amount of devolution of him as a person could get rid of the knowledge of love on a basic, maybe instinctual level. if someones kind and loving life can be shattered by an act of violence, i think someones life of violence and misery can be shattered by an act of love. i think he carried love like a disease even when he repressed his childhood to survive in the wilds, and he tried to spread it the first chance he got, to orin. it just didnt take. it wasnt something she needed the way he did (she thought she had it. thats why her reaction if u convince her sarevok betrayed her hits so fucking hard. shes destroyed by the loss of love, even as fucked as it was). and if he’d made his way back to the temple alone to face the truth about orin he wouldve died of love like a terminal disease. rabies parallels but not the obvious ones
anyway. is there anything as undoing as a sister. etc. god i gotta write for shrike again
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liennalei · 2 years
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What ruins the RTC revival
So i’ve been brainrotting over RTC these last weeks and. watched both bootlegs. while the original holds a dear place in my heart, the revival simply isnt as good. So Im going to rewatch it and write down the reasons why. 
DISCLAIMER: LONG POST
AN: please watch the show before reading this. it wont make sense otherwise.
Also. R! is used to talk about the revival character. Likewise, O! is used to talk about the original character. Cause holy shit they are completely different characters.
1. Humanoid Karnak. i refuse to elaborate. 
2. “Virgil shall play— the bass”. I loved that delivery, and now it’s gone
3. When explaining the rules about the armrest, Karnak goes a bit too fast, which ruins the comedy for me
4. “I assure you, none of the calls you are about to receive will have life altering consequences (pause. looks down) except for one of you”. THE PAUSE IS GONE. THE PAUSE WAS WHAT MADE IT FUNNY.
5. THE CHOIR FACES THE PUBLIC. 
I will elaborate. In the original version, the choir is on the other side of the stage, facing backwards, and only face the public when dead. This helps establish that the stage is the afterlife. THIS VERSION DOESNT DO THAT. 
6. R!Mischa looks old. The entire cast looks old, but R!Mischa looks like a 40 year old. Thats a grown ass man sir.
7. No Penny foreshadowing in the newspaper.
8. The segment of "something doesnt feel quite right–" is gone. I loved that segment. I feel its fundamental to introducing us to the characters.
9. No friendly banter between Ocean and Noel during the song :(
10. RICKY ISNT SUPPOSED TO SING YET. Even if hes already dead, the others arent supposed to know he can already talk.
11. On the subject of R!Ricky. The crutches are gone. What the fuck. I know why but i hate why.
12. R!Ocean is the one asking "where are we?". And its not scared, its not confused, its just... a question. O!Constance's delivery is far better.
13.
DEMOCRACY ROCKS!
I hate this delivery. R!Ocean's "Democracy rocks!" was perfect: preppy, upbeat... this singy-songy democracy rocks sucks. O!Ocean wouldve never.
14. I hate R!Ocean. I refuse to elaborate.
Sike! I will. She's doesnt look the "overachiever golden girl" part. I dont mean her looks, i mean her attitude– she seems normal. She seems like a normal girl, shes not even half as annoying! Thats what made O!Ocean great– her being annoying yet lovable!
15. Mischa doesnt grab his crotch :(
Okay i must elaborate. The crotch grabbing may seem weird but its part of the gangsta persona. The psoture this Mischa adopts is simply... not it.
16. That was emasculating...
After the "i am naked child in the wilderness" introduction, O!Mischa says "that was whack". Not emasculating. Hes surprised that hes said that, but he doesnt say that it doesnt represent him. He knows he is vulnerable, and he embraces it. R!Mischa seems embarrassed of this side of him. WHICH IS NOT MY DEAR MISCHA.
17. Instead of giving the discourse, Ricky simply says "Level up". There is no character.
18. On the topic. The choir realises he can speak only now. There is no "The twilight zone" moment, no "It certainly appears that way. Badass" moment. Fuck this.
Sidenote: we're at the 13 min mark
19. R!Jane Doe is less autistic coded. Shes just creepy. Inherently bad.
20. "Playing games where people"s lives are on the table is
Super illegal"
This delivery makes no sense. Why would she say it like that. Why would she move her hips alongside that line.
21. This monologue's delivery is shit. It reads like a comedic monologue, and not a "debate team" monologue.
22. The improv thing. Why would you add that. I mean i know why but why.
23. "IT TAKES TWO WINGS TO FLY–" R!Ocean is a theatre kid in the bad way. O!Ocean was a debate team kid. O!Ocean was better and more in line with the character
24. Instead of singing the "Oh nooOOOooO" she says "Nope. Nope." Why. Oh, I know why!
25. This Ocean can't sing. Im sorry. No offence, but this actress isn't fit for this role. Her voice doesnt adjust to Ocean's registry.
26. Instead of the euphoric "WHAT A RUSH" we get a full of soberbia "What a rush~". R!Ocean is meaner.
I have to note R!Constance is one of the few good things in here. Her delivery is great and her dialogue is good.
27. "And then i got to get on that ride. Thanks" got replaced with a line that makes Ricky seem like an incel
Okay i know that ricky IS horny but hes NOT an incel. "No one wants to make out with the tambourine guy". O!Ricky wouldnt complain about that. He complained about riding the cyclone and DYING.
28. Instead of trying to get a hug, Jane tries to offer up her doll. I just loved that part :( it gives her character.
R!Noel is also good. Not as good as O!Noel, but good. The nativity scene is awkward, but it fits. So im not counting that.
And the transition from Noel to Monique is amazing.
29. But, as much as I like this Noel's acting... the singing is mediocre. It sounds like a karaoke performance. It looks like a karaoke performance. It feels like a karaoke performance.
Its been half an hour. I need help.
31. The dance during "THAT FUCKED UP GIIIIIIIIIIRL" changes and its worse.
32. Again, I hate R!Ocean
33. Every Story's Got a Lesson. Again, she cant sing.
34. The porno bit is gone. It gave Ricky some depth.
35. The Saw V bit is gone too. It was so funny :(
36. The improv thing..... sucks. Constance lets to, and she is supposed to be the restrained girl until her song. It breaks the character. It ruins the surprise.
37. The transition to Mischa's turn is rough as fuck
38. Mischa's backstory here makes him seem like an asshole. The original was this sad story, this one is just angry. Its reductive.
39. He says "Mostly positive feedback" as a bad thing, says it /neg. Doubting. O!Mischa was amazed, loving, said it /pos.
40. It was HILARIOUS when he said "Good for hot dog (raises index, as in "1"), but not so good for Ukraine (raises middle finger too, as in "2") so THANK YOU FOR KILLING MY MOTHER (leaves middle finger up)". GUESS WHAT. THATS GONE AS WELL.
41. The pause before "Autotune will never die" is gone too
42. To put it simply, R!Mischa didnt slay. O!Mischa slayed.
43. Why does Ricky have a box in his head. What the fuck. I know why but why.
44. It takes too fucking long for Mischa to get his. Uh. Thingy around the waist (fajín in spanish).
45. The Talia projection on the sheet/skirts is bad. Im sorry. Its just bad. Not as creative, not as perfectly-timed...
46. I miss the bit where Talia appears in Mischa's chest. As if it were his heart. It was so emotional yo
47. The dubstep part is not as good. I loved the circle with the fortnite dance.
48. Mischa is off tune by the end of the song
49. THE PART WHERE OCEAN IS SPED UP IS GONE.
50. The transition to Ricky is shit. Its just "yo why dont you go next"
51. R!Ricky not smooth. Ocean is weak to her knees for no reason.
52. The backstory changes for no reason???? Hes not disabled he just wont speak????? There truly was no need.
I'll admit it: this man Can Dance
53. UNDERWEAR JUMPSCARE. WHAT THE FUCK.
54. R!Ricky is less autistic coded. Hes just WEIRD. Inherently bad.
55. The space jesus line is delivered badly
56. R!Jane Doe doesnt fly.
Thats my only complaint, and its justifiable. R!Jane Doe is one of the few things done right here.
57. The New Birthday Song is less awkward in the beginning. Less like theyre making it up on the spot and more like they all knew it already.
58. I just realised the bit of LOVE CONQUERS ALL IS GONE.
59. Retroactively, NO PART OF "DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT WOULDVE HAPPENED IF TALIA AND MISCHA HAD MET?" . That was so poetic,,,,,, and now its gone,,,,,,
60. Ocean's breakdown isnt much of a breakdown.
R!Constance. Wow. I love her. She is the only other good thing in here.
61. I HATE R!Ocean
62. R!Ocean doesnt elaborate on why it shouldnt be her. She isnt self aware as the original.
63. The final montage doesnt show us her entire life. Sure, it shows her POV, but theres no old Penny.
64. Karnak breaks and talks normally afterwards.
65. They dont smile profoundly as they disappear. Thats the saddest change.
My final thoughts
It is a great show. This is not a decent show. Most of the songs sound off, except for Sugar Cloud and The Ballad of Jane Doe, and the acting is mediocre at best. 
Maybe it’s not as bad. Maybe the original is so good that it simply can’t measure up to it. 
Heck, maybe i’m conditioned after having watched it thousands of times.  Hate and love are two sides of the same coin: perhaps, had i not loved the original so much, i wouldn’t have hated this rendition as profusely. 
Regardless, I did not like the Blue Bridge version. 
Your lucky number is 7. Be sure to Ride the Cyclone. 
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meatriarch · 5 months
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me when i say Fuck It to gun's timeline because two weeks is just Not Enough Time in my eyes to properly hold a missing person search throughout several counties and give them time to actually yknow. search ( which we know is already debatable but at least long enough to make it seem like they "tried" yknow? ) before calling it all off.
( which also this does not have to be adopted by anyone else - im just rambling and all but i do believe two weeks is just. not enough time at all- )
maria left for that last trip just before the uni of texas' spring break started. which typically seems to land somewhere between early-mid march (8th-16th). meaning she disappeared in that week.
( im inclined to say maybe within the first 3-4 days of her leaving is when she was taken, probably after she'd been driving most of the first and stopping at random to take photos. also inclined to say she left earlier than break actually started due to how any places she probably wanted to get to ).
her car was discovered abandoned - which could have easily been moved to a different location than where she actually went missing. and that could have taken any number of days to have been reported to local sheriffs after being called in by someone passing by, and which wouldve taken longer to look into before making that house call to her family and announcing her being missing ( esp considering its the 70s so...things were much slower to be processed, searches to be formed took longer to find enough bodies to look, etc ).
so im thinking im pondering im perceiving this roughly :
beginning of march: - maria leaves 2-3 days before spring break actually started. - by the time break is underway, she's made it to her initial few planned stops but is taken, her car hidden briefly, to be gone through. mid-march: - by the time spring break ends and classes resumes, maria never returned to her apartment or campus. - friends probably assumed she'd gotten sick maybe or something went on back home. - her car is discovered that week being back from break, found someplace else, and family is notified. - police start the investigation and search for her once confirmed she hasnt been in contact with anyone back home since those first couple days being gone. - that first-72-hours of easily finding a missing person window now out the door which makes them less concerned of finding her alive. that coupled with the sawyer/hewitt influence around the different departments? they seem less eager to do their jobs, they appear to be avoiding sending search parties at all to look around a certain region. end of march thru april: - when ana catches winds of talks of them suspending the search by the start of april when no leads have been found i think is when she actually leaves their hometown to go find the friends, see if they know anything, come up with a plan to go searching for themselves. - danny told everything and he speed-demons back from his trade schools' training by the coast. - the friends start scouring every place they can think of that maria could have gone to - both that she'd been to before, and where she'd mentioned to them she had planned to stop at or drive past during this trip ( which i imagine must've taken them yknow. a while to do. cause i'd assume they wanted to be thorough since the police weren't. ) - they keep meeting dead ends with every place they go to til they reach newt, and ultimately come across drayton, luda, etc etc. ( insert teehee forbidden knowledge )
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ like give it at least a little over a month to give shit time to unfold and grow more frustrating and confusing yknow? give it time for hopelessness to settle in to make that excitement of hearing from the scattered hewitt-sawyer family members of some possible leads refill them with the hope that maybe they've finally caught onto something!! that she was seen, that shes nearby maybe!!!
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meatriarchived · 7 months
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me when i say Fuck It to gun's timeline because two weeks is just Not Enough Time in my eyes to properly hold a missing person search throughout several counties and give them time to actually yknow. search ( debatable but at least long enough to make it seem like they "tried" yknow? ) before calling it all off.
( which also this does not have to be adopted by anyone else - im just rambling and all but i do believe two weeks is just. not enough time at all- )
maria left for that last trip during the uni of texas' spring break. which typically seems to land somewhere between early-mid march (8th-16th). meaning she disappeared in that week.
( im inclined to say maybe within the first 3-4 days of her leaving, probably after she'd been driving most of the first and stopping at random to take photos. also inclined to say she left earlier than break actually started due to how any places she probably wanted to get to ).
her car was discovered abandoned - which could have easily been moved to a different location than where she actually went missing. and that could have taken any number of days to have been reported to local sheriffs after being called in by someone passing by, and which wouldve taken longer to look into before making that house call to her family and announcing her being missing ( esp considering its the 70s so...things were much slower to be processed, searches to be formed took longer to find enough bodies to look, etc ).
so im thinking im pondering im perceiving this roughly :
beginning of march: - maria leaves a day or two before spring break actually started. - by the time break is underway, she's made it to her initial few planned stops but is taken, her car hidden briefly, to be gone through. mid-march: - by the time spring break ends and classes resumes, maria never returned to her apartment or campus. - friends probably assumed she'd gotten sick maybe or something went on back home. - her car is discovered that week being back from break, found someplace else, and family is notified. - police start the investigation and search for her once confirmed she hasnt been in contact with anyone back home since those first couple days being gone. - that first-72-hours of easily finding a missing person window now out the door which makes them less concerned of finding her alive. that coupled with the sawyer/hewitt influence around the different departments? they seem less eager to do their jobs, they appear to be avoiding sending search parties at all to look around a certain region. end of march thru april: - when ana catches winds of talks of them suspending the search by the start of april when no leads have been found i think is when she actually leaves their hometown to go find the friends, see if they know anything, come up with a plan to go searching for themselves. - danny told everything and he speed-demons back from his trade schools' training by the coast. - the friends start scouring every place they can think of that maria could have gone to - both that she'd been to before, and where she'd mentioned to them she had planned to stop at or drive past during this trip ( which i imagine must've taken them yknow. a while to do. cause i'd assume they wanted to be thorough since the police weren't. ) - they keep meeting dead ends with every place they go to til they reach newt, and ultimately come across drayton, luda, etc etc. ( insert teehee forbidden knowledge )
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ like give it at least a little over a month to give shit time to unfold and grow more frustrating and confusing yknow? give it time for hopelessness to settle in to make that excitement of hearing from the scattered family members of some possible leads refill them with the hope that maybe they've finally caught onto something!! that she was seen, that shes nearby maybe!!!
that they can maybe find her and bring her home finally!!!!!
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willsolaceloml · 2 years
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And if i start pushing my Leo x Will x Nico friendship agenda???
You all WILL be listening to me!! Because they are besties i know it
Disclaimer: this Is a mortal!au, so no demigods and stuff
Starting when they were children
Will and Leo were childhood best friends
Grew up together and shi
Will always knew he liked both guys and girls and even tho he never explicity came out to Leo as bisexual, he always knew that too
They met Nico 2nd year of middle school (he was a new student) and they just. Decided to adopt him.
(Will definitely didnt look at him with heart eyes the moment he entered the classroom and pushed and pushed Leo to go talk to him and befriend him)
They supported him during the time of grief for Biancas death and it was something really big for Nico because even with all the issues with his father he knew he couldve found a safe place in his friends
Will was BOTH Leo and Nicos gay awakening (and they realized it almost at the same time, during 8th grade)
Hes a pretty boy and im tired of pretending its not like that
This was pretty hard on both of them. Leo reacted trying to push himself with as much girls as he could and Nico just stopped talking to Will for a while to try to understand what the fuck was going on.
Will was very confused, he didnt understand what he did wrong and why his best Friends were ignoring him like that
After some time Leo and Nico talked to each other and Leo helped Nico figure out his feelings, making him accept himself as gay.
They apologized to Will for how they treated him and he didnt make a big deal out of it, welcoming them back in his house with a warm smile.
(that definitely didnt gave them butterflies)
During the summer between 8th and 9th grade Nico came out to Will as well, somehow scared of a possible negative reaction
He was shocked when Will came out to him as bisexual in response of his "so you dont find it weird that i like men?"
Will was more shocked than Nico cause like. Was he dumb?? He explicity told him before that he had a crush on a boy in their math class
(Nico just thought that he was joking. He hoped that he was joking cause he definitely didnt want to get his hopes up)
Leo was the n1 supporter of his friends, but he couldnt say the same for himself. He couldnt accept what he felt for Will. He couldnt accept what Will made him feel. What girls didnt make him feel. He could accept Nico and Will liking boys, of course, but not himself. He wasnt like that. He couldnt be.
Starting high school he tries to ignore as much as possible his feelings, hitting on every girl he put his eyes on.
Will and Nico? Oh they just start that awkward they-like-each-other-but-are-too-afraid-to-admitt-it moment
2nd year of high school and Leo Is tired of having to listen to Nico gush and giggle about Will and Will gush and giggle about Nico. Tired tired
At one point he just explodes, yelling at Nico to please, shut the fuck up and just confess cause Leo can swear to him that it was going to end up well
So yeah thats how Nico and Will start dating
Yippy yee
Leo acts annoyed at the two of them being all sweet and dumb to each other but hes really happy for them
Which makes him realize something
He doesnt have to be miserable like he is
Forcing himself into people he simply doesnt like
He thought that if he went out with girls and girls and girls what he felt wouldve gone away
But it didnt
Well it did. Somehow. He doesnt feel anything for Will anymore.
But he still feels... Well feels when Jason Grace speakes to him
So he finally decides to speak to his best friends about it and they listen so carefully and they help. They help so much.
3rd year of high school Leo accepts himself.
Its not like things got suddently perfect
But hes doing better
And he feels lighter and happier than he ever felt before
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ntaras · 9 months
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I know that "people being fine with bad story and horrible characterization just because their favorite characters got to live" post might be more about bi-han, and it's true, he's more like a parody of sektor here than anything like The Real Bi-han, and if that's what we're going to get then I much rather wouldve liked him as a tragic figure. But I think I would also add smoke to that sentiment: his presence in the story amount to a big old NOTHING other than the team being like "look smoke is back!", like not only have they gotten rid of what couldve possibly made him interesting on his own (enenra, gone outside of being mentionned in like. a skin, an alternate universe self (ugh) and an intro dialogue... hoorayyy) but its also like. idk. Tomas is also a tragic figure meant to die early like bi-han and they genuinely dont know how to write him otherwise, so he is just standing there. At least him "dying"/being turned into a cyborg showed the threat of the cyber lin kuei in the og timeline to us AND sub zero while also making us feel sad for smoke and sub zero because they were friends yknow? Here smoke is yet again feeling so wasted. Maybe they'll do smth different with him next (or just. "kill" him again in some way), but its also so frustrating to have to wait 5+ years for the rest of the story
i was SHOCKED to see how little value smoke added to the story. i was prepared for havik and nitara and reiko to be jobber fuel only but i swear to god smoke got less screen time than any of those characters who also added very little value to the story.
my favorite part about smoke was his struggle to be good and his battle with darkness forced onto him. he was forced to be a cyber lin kuei and had to hunt down kuai liang, and despite that still proved to have a soul. enenra was forced into him and there was potential in that as a revenant, enenra had taken over him and smoke struggled with both not being a revenant anymore and also trying to free his soul from enenra. he doesn’t want to be a killing machine but it seems like he’s unable to escape that path be it via being a cyborg or being enenra.
to see smoke reduced to the adopted brother that bi-han is mean to is so gross. also the fact that the bios for each character made it seem like the story would delve into those backstories is so disheartening. we didn’t get to learn anything about the murder of his family or what it was like for smoke to grow up in the lin kuei as bi-han and kuai liang’s brother. we don’t even get any dynamic between kuai liang and tomas besides kuai liang saying “you’re my brother.” literally if they had bi-han just kill tomas in front of kuai liang he would have had more worth to the story even if that alternative also sucks.
also if we do see enenra again, it’s only going to be in form of an alternate timeline smoke and not the current timeline smoke which is so fucking tiring. like you have these characters so why not give them arcs and development instead of introducing these “what if” versions of characters?
i’ve said it a million times but these characters are worth sooooo much more than they are written as
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usermaha · 2 years
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omggg hi! 25 21 update pleaseee! fav characters, fav scenes and so on. rant your head off, please and thank you
finally someone asked me to talk about this show (i wouldve still talked about it but still thanks) im halfway thru Episode 5 btw.
Characters:
Na Heedo: remember how i said i want to protect her after reading your synopsis? the adoption papers are under process right now. she feels like a younger sister, so full of life, so full of hope, full of joy and bravery. she is so simple in her view in life, she has barely any forethought. she no has filter in her expression, and that makes her such a genuine and caring person. Her smiles the widest smile ive ever seen (im obsessed with her smile btw), then in the next scene her eyes are teary. she screams, she whines, she even throws her body around. bc she lives her life dramatically. and given the nature of the show i know she’ll grow up and time will take these things away from her. and i want to protect her from all of that. the faith that she has in herself. when no one believes that she has it in her, when she has no achievements to show for herself. She decides fencing is her destiny, she decides she’ll reach the top, and she makes it happen. For her, liking fencing, the excitement it makes her feel, is reason enough to stand against all the disbelief. I wish i had that too.
Baek Yijin: i intially thought he is the love interest former rich kid and i couldnt care less about him. Guess who was bawling her eyes out in Ep 2? I quickly realized that he is the one dealing with the actual adult repercussions of the IMF crisis. He used to be fun and popular, he had good grades, he wanted to go to NASA. but overnight he lost his dream, and most importantly, his family. watching him face humiliation after humiliation, worry over his brother, yearn for contact with his father, broke my heart. its easy to forget, he is just 22, too young to stand on his feet and face the creditors hounding at his door. He had his whole life ahead of him, and now all the good things in his life are gone. I remember the look in his face in the school flashback. I want that back for him. I want his happiness back.
Ko Yurim: i think the writers are showing her from a distant POV right now and will go in-depth with her character later. but yes i do have some resentment for her. I am genuinely confused as to why she cant stand Heedo. If its simply because she is worried that she’ll overtake her, im sorry but that’s not a good look. I understand the pressure she feels to follow up her gold medal, but unfortunately as of right now that doesnt balance it out for me.
Heedo’s Mom: i know she means well. but her view at her daughter is incomplete, she doesnt even know who she is, what she wants. and the parts she does see are always the ones she interprets negatively. she doesnt believe in her, and that ‘rejection’, you might say, hurts her deeply. That hits too close to home. Usually all that a kid want from parents is their support. They want them to accept them, for their achievements and their mistakes. And not getting that can haunt children forever. “That’s who you are to me. You’re someone i dont want to talk to” 💔
Coach Yang: she is so funny, and the accent, i keep trying to copy it lol. i initially thought that she’d be the tough love kind of coach, but i was surprised that from time to time she praised Heedo and made her aware of her little achievements and her strengths, and also valuable insight on the specific things she needs to work on. Like Heedo mentions in her monolouge, other than Yijin, she is the only one who has shown trust in her.
There hasnt been too much on Jiwoong and Seungwan’s characters yet so 🤷🏻‍♀️.
Jiwoong is a damn smooth flirter. he doesnt come off pushy, and his compliments feel genuine. Yurim seems to respond, the coast is clear given that she actually moves on from Yijin lol.
And Seungwan im really intrigued by bc she’s the top student and i immediately empathize lol. and another reason why i wanted to watch the show was that i saw a gifset of a scene between her and her mom. and i really need to get to the context of the scene.
So this was supposed to have a General Thoughts segment but this is already way too long so ill make the second post on my blog please check it out over there!!!
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lunarcry · 4 months
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hiiiiiii relink spoilers for the main story<3 as well as gbf's main story. tiny mika tau'luk lilith post cuz i. i? (this is actually just to talk about mika again
blows my mind they went from main story with 2 characters talking about being parents and then went to relink and introduced ANOTHER astral mom...........
mika and lilith who both adopted a skydweller child. mika and lilith who were both betrayed by their child. mika who wanted to destroy the astrals. lilith who wanted to return to the astral realm. mika who was sealed into the great wall. lilith who fused with angra mainyu. both who fell to the bottom of the skies (mika to edgelands....! (entire potential point of lilith ending up there)). mikas 'that was when the monster in me died, and i became a mother' regarding being sealed into the great wall with shitori...mika who knew shitori was about to betray her...mika who accepted it...mika who was loved........ i think they should meet and talk i wouldve LOVED to see that convo. can not see mika liking her <-alrdy hates astrals even if the grudge is lesser now.
Mikaboshi: You were waiting for me to be alone, weren't you? You've been like that since you were a child. Never letting yourself be coddled in public… It's a relief to know that part of you hasn't changed. You were so cute. Always silently pulling at the hem of my clothes when I talked to someone…
After making a show of placing her hand to her chin and considering the question, Mikaboshi opens her arms wide. Mikaboshi: Come here. Shitori: … Mikaboshi: Really? If I'd done this in the past, you would have immediately leapt into my arms.
Mikaboshi: Even if the world won't forgive you, even if you can't forgive yourself, I'll always be here to embrace you. Because… I'm your mother.
LIKEEE MIKA IS SO GOOD WITH SHITORI. shitori saved the skies by sealing herself and mika in the great wall. mika sacrificed herself to protect shitoris future. 'leaving something behind as a parent isn't so bad after all' ;_;
meanwhile lilith is sacrificing the skies. and the way she talks to id at the end my brother in christ. not to mention the whole uhh sealing thing like............
tau'luk didn't see a timeline where he treated pholia well and the skies survived. so he choose the skies, and died as a father. 'cuz she will at least have the freedom to hate me'. mika who doesnt rly agree with it. tau'luk who decided to be erased so maxwell would be gone. tau'luk always choose the sky, even at the expense of the daughters he loved. (talk about oarlyegrandes attack against zinkenstill)
these r the things that rotated in my mind anytime lilith spoke<333333
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whorangecassidy · 4 years
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really think some people shouldnt be allowed to be parents
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expired-blueberries · 3 years
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Ranking Kevin’s mentors in the reboot
1. vin - literally the best. honestly should have adopted kevin and i will literally always be mad that he didnt. they got along SO WELL and kevin needed a good father figure in his life to replace his shitty actual father
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2. hex - hex was honestly pretty neutral about kevin up until the end when he lost the fight. he wasnt like, a great mentor, but he wasnt, like, manipulating kevin either, which is apparently a low bar not a lot of his mentors could pass. he gets points because he gave kevin his own little apprentice robe and also because i think it wouldve been cool to see kevin learn and use magic 
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3. steam smythe - literally a terrible match. im shocked their partnership lasted as long as it did. smythe literally shot kevin out of the clocktopus. but again, he didnt like. manipulate kevin. so theres that at least. and i mean for a while kevin got a roof over his head (at least long enough to hang a hammock in the clocktopus) which is a good thing
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4. la grange - lagrange gets points for letting kevin steal the dog and that shirt from ben. he loses points for using kevins dark matter form to power his car. what the fuck man. 
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5. animo - we didnt really see how kevin and animo got along prior to the uhhh Backstabbing but honestly if kevin wouldve gone ape shit and killed animo i wouldnt have been mad. not that stealing the dna from the watch is like, the worst thing that one of kevins mentors has ever done to him before, but come on dude. 
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6. vilgax - hes not really a mentor to kevin but he IS an adult that kevin was in association with. hes the entire reason that kevin has the antitrix which is awesome. he also tried to take the watch from kevin and like attempted to kill kevin. hes literally only above forever knight because hes the reason kevin has his watch
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7. forever knight - dude. what the fuck. what the fuck. forever knight was the WORST. beyond using kevins powers multiple times, he also called kevin a knockoff ben and also rubbed in kevins face the fact that he didnt have any (good) family. also kevin and forever knight were trapped in time at some point and even tho kevin sacrificed himself and thats how it happened, its still forever knights fault that the entire thing even like happened at all. 
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