#gre in 2 months

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How can I study for the GRE in two months?

how to prepare for gre in 2 months Introduction

The GRE exam is the gold standard for graduate school admissions, and preparing for it in 2 months requires discipline and patience. To prepare, create a study schedule, seek help from experts, and learn the necessary skills while balancing leisure activities like sleeping or eating. By focusing on these aspects, you can achieve success in the test and secure a good school admission.

Create a study schedule

Create a study schedule and schedule time for studying each day. Aim for 3-4 days per week, with the amount of time varying depending on your schedule. For example, Wednesday may be the day you spend more time studying, while Thursday may only take 2 hours to complete assignments and review learning.  

Schedule breaks throughout the day, including breakfast, playtime with friends or family, and fitness activities like jogging. These breaks should not only be coffee breaks or lunchtime but should also include non-academic activities like playtime with friends or family.

Get help from the experts

To improve your GRE exam preparation, seek help from experts, either in person or online, or utilize free resources. While GRE prep apps may seem helpful at first glance, it's best to stick with tried-and-true methods before embracing new technologies. It's crucial to avoid distractions and focus on effective study methods.

Start with the basics

The GRE test is a standardized exam assessing critical thinking, problem-solving, and communication skills for graduate school in the US. It comprises three sections: verbal reasoning, quantitative reasoning, and analytical writing. The test allows two hours per section or one day for a more flexible approach.

Memorize common words, phrases and idioms

The GRE tests vocabulary by evaluating understanding of words' meanings, context, and roots. To avoid confusion, it is essential to recognize both the meanings and roots of words. Use flashcards with pictures to remember definitions and phrases. The GRE also tests understanding of common idioms, such as "kicking the bucket" and "two heads are better than one," which have meaning beyond literal translations. Studying these expressions will help ensure no surprises on test day.

[Know more: How to Prepare Your Mind for the GRE Exam]

Focus on verb forms instead of nouns

Verb forms are crucial in sentences as they convey the meaning and actions of the speaker. With over 200 verb roots in English, they make up the largest part of the vocabulary list, with only 30 nouns. To improve your GRE score, focus on learning as many verbs as possible without memorizing all their forms.

Learn common patterns of sentences and types of paragraphs

Sentence structure is crucial for learning, as it involves recognizing a sentence in context. A sentence typically consists of a subject and an object, with the object being either a noun or pronoun. The verb in a sentence links two things together, either as an action verb or a linking verb like "to be."

It is possible to prepare for GRE in 2 months.

For just two months, coaching for GRE exam or self study requires motivation, discipline, and focus. Consistency and patience are essential, even when things don't go as planned. Persistence and organization are crucial during this period, as it helps manage various tasks such as studying for the exam, preparing a schedule, and tracking progress. Despite any setbacks, persistence and practice will lead to better results.  

Conclusion

This article suggests that preparing for the GRE in two months requires significant effort. To prepare, create a study schedule and stick to it. Seek help from experts to guide you through difficult areas. Practice makes perfect, as more practice tests before the exam day, the better prepared you will be for the actual exam.

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MDNI

Pt 1 here

Pairing: Gojo Satoru x fem!reader Content: no use of y/n, SOME plot, read pt 1 for context, BREEDING KINK, PREGNANCY and BABY TRAPPING, unestablished relationship, reader has an iud that Gojo is NOT a fan of, manipulating, reader is a lil dumb lol, talk of birth control and hiding it, creampies 24/7, mentions of NURSING and BRESTFEEDING, 'wife' used like twice Word count: 3.3k

(a.n) I kept getting asked for pt 2 so here it is. more plot, not so much smut this time lol

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It had been 3 months since Gojo came to the conclusion that pregnancy was the solution to his fear of you finding someone else. Seeing you come out of the bathroom, a bath towel wrapped around you as small droplets fell from your neck.

Looking at you bewildered as though this was the greatest disappointment he had ever felt. You were talking about something- something irrelevant to the issue at hand.

Why you weren't swelling with his child right now. Why you were denying him- the world of the next generation of Gojo babies. 

And it’s not like he could keep letting out those little ‘get pregnant’ comments while he fucked you, often contemplating asking you to gag him so they wouldn’t slip. You had your suspicions, not outwardly saying it but if one more little comment fell from him you'd be forced to ask.

Satoru was sure that your medical state wasn't an issue, he carefully combed through your medical records to find any sort of reason as to why you weren't pregnant. One appointment 3 years ago for an iud insertion, and one appointment to get it removed a few weeks after you met him. 

And it's not like he was the issue here, he made sure he was fine in that aspect. Gojo was sure he was fine- and you had no issues with getting pregnant.

So, the solution to his fear needed a solution too. No problem, this just meant he had to fuck you even more now. More often, and even move you into his apartment. Permanently.

He was hung up in his own little world as his eyes burned holes through your damp skin. “Are you okay?” you asked, looking at him with furrowed eyebrows. 

Gojo quickly fixed his face as he looked at you with a smile, “M’just thinking about havin you move into my place.” He hummed, folding his arms to rest beneath his head. Eyes following your expression as you waited for him to continue, “You're already here all the time~” he hummed, you raised your eyebrows in defense.

“That's because you can't keep your hands off of me for longer than an hour.” you laughed as he pursed his lips, feeling like he was being scolded in that moment. Knowing you meant it as a joke- but it was true.

No matter how many showers- how many breaks. Satoru was always ready to go again, and again, and again. Praying that this time will be the one. Gojo daydreamed of coming home to you, breasts swelled with milk to welcome his child into the world.

Glow on your skin and tummy growing his child. Twins, he'd fantasize. “We should just get married while we're at it.” he’d joke, knowing if he kept bringing it up, you'd cave. Knowing you weren't the kind of person to co-parent. 

But those daydreams were always cut short. Whenever he'd message you saying he wanted to see you, only for you to tell him you were on your period.

We all know that never stopped him, but the disappointment knowing his attempts were in vain, always made him try even harder next time. 

And yes you did question his constant need to fuck you, at times fully skipping prep and pushing into you- knowing you didn’t really need it since you had cleaned yourself up from the last round not to long ago.

How he'd bite his tongue whenever you'd ask him to cum inside. And I mean lets be real, when has Gojo ever bit his tongue during sex?

All but telling you to ‘shut up’ when you’d whisper in his ear, “Fill me up-” knowing if you didn't, he'd start babbling words that had been boxed up at the back of i his mind. 

That one time Gojo let them slip, the sight of your cunt swallowing his cock greedily, the words pushed themselves past his lips forcefully.

“Get pregnant” he demanded of you, only you didn't listen. You found it an odd thing to say- sure. But knowing him, he’s said worse things in the heat of the moment.

You always chalked up Satoru’s babbles before he came as meaningless words, knowing you shouldn't hold him to the promises and threats he'd make before he came.

Gojo’s made empty proposals into your ears before, “S-so good, m-” he hesitated, a low whine leaving his lips by just thinking about what he was about to say, “-marry me hm?~” he’d whisper as he overstimulated your senses.

Making sure you kept your eyes open to look at him, taking in the desperate sight of his forming ‘o’ face. Ears being fully invaded by the vulgar squelching from his hips slapping against the back of your thighs, and his unforgiving whines and moans.

Both of your hands gripping tightly on his back, knowing you'd leave raised marks on his skin. So caught up in your own orgasm you'd say ‘yes’ to any of his questions right now. 

And there was nothing Satoru liked more than asking you questions when you were close to cumming, fully taking advantage of you not being able to think straight.

Even if you had just gotten out of the shower, freshly cleaned from the last round. He'd still toss that useless towel off of you and go again, making sure to keep you on the edge- not fully giving in to your pleads and you urging him to hurry up.

Relishing in the idea that round after round, unable to count just how many times he's cum inside of you that weekend- you're still up for more. 

“You wanna go get tested together?” he asked you randomly one morning, making you look at him with furrowed eyes.

“Do I have to get tested?” you asked, unknowing that he had other sexual partners. Satoru let out a small laugh at your accusatory tone.

“No.” he smiled playfully, “I just thought it would be fun.” He hummed. And as he requested, you and him ended up in a clinic. Getting tested for any diseases or any issues.

And Gojo insisted he stay in the room as the nurse asked you the embarrassing questions. Sitting on the uncomfortable exam table, fiddling with your thumbs and thinking of how stupid it was to do this after months of having unprotected sex.

Looking over at Satoru and seeing a smile on his lips as you heard the paper wrinkle below you.

“Are you sexually active?” the overworked nurse flashed her eyes to you above the clipboard. You sighed, “Yes.” Looking over at his smug smile. 

“What kind? Oral, vaginal, anal?” she asked, looking at you. This would've been fine if it was just you and the nurse, but having Gojo in the room with you made this even more humiliating.

“Uh-” you hesitated, eyes flashing to Satoru and back to the nurse. “...All?” you hesitated, shrinking in your seat when you heard her check three boxes with the pen in her hand. 

“How many people have you had sex with in the past six months?” she asked nonchalantly, obviously having bigger issues in the world than what was happening in this room right now.

“One.” you answered, making Gojo’s chest swell with pride, knowing you were being faithful- even if there wasn't a label on what he was to you.

“In the last 12 months?” the nurse asked, you sighed, looking over at his smug face. “One.” your tone was a little more stern, knowing if you had said anything else this would've ended in a very different way.

“Are you or your partner trying to get pregnant?” the nurse flashed her eyes to Gojo, seeing him mouth a quiet ‘yes’ 

“No.” you answered, making the nurse look back at you and check no on the clipboard. 

“Are you or your partner using contraceptives or birth control?” the nurse exhaled, your hands between your knees, ‘no’ Satoru answered the question mentally.

“Yes.” you answered honestly, making him furrow his eyebrows and snap his eyes to you. You looked at him, turning your head as though you were asking him ‘what?’ 

“What kind?” the nurse asked, looking at you directly.

“I've had an iud for 3 years.” you looked back at her, hearing her write down on the paper. Satoru’s mind started remembering the online records he read, he was so sure he saw an appointment for a removal on them.

“Any plans on removal, or renewing?” she asked, side eyeing Gojo who muttered a quiet ‘yes’

“No.” you scoffed, looking at the nurse thinking he was just trying to be funny, “I had an appointment for removal- but I didn't go.” you admitted, looking over at Gojo who was suddenly sitting very stiff.

“Okay-” the nurse started, clipping the pen into her pocket and taking a step back towards the door- “The doctor will be in soon.” The nurse gave a fake smile before stepping out of the small examination room. 

A soul killing silence was in the room, mentally Gojo was scolding you for not telling him.

“Why didn't you get ‘it’ removed?” referring to the pesky little thing inside of you, you furrowed your eyebrows.

You tried remembering why you didnt go, “Hmm,” you pondered, looking at him, seeing an opportunity to lighten the heavy tension in the room. “I met you and somehow I knew I'd need it.” you joked, making him let out a sarcastic laugh.

“Besides, you didn't really think I was letting you finish inside of me without birth control…Right?” you asked, raising your eyebrows. 

That's exactly what Gojo thought, he thought that you loved him enough to not care about the repercussions that followed his addiction of cumming inside of you.

Satoru was silent, “Right?” you asked again, throwing him from his train of thought.

He stuttered, “I-I just don't remember you mentioning it.” he gave you a half smile, already plotting how he'd convince you to remove it.

“You never asked.” you scoffed, dangling your feet from the examining table, with a smile you looked at him. “And it's a good thing-” you huffed, “If I didn't have it- your apartment would be crawling with a bunch of Gojo toddlers.” You joked with a laugh. 

The thought made his heart crack, picturing all of the wasted cum he's pumped into you. His pouting lip for the rest of the appointment worried you, not hearing anymore dumb comments or seeing him smile anymore. In your mind, you thought that maybe he didn't like that you hid this from him.

That to his sensitive feelings, this was a sort of betrayal. To Satoru this was just another hurdle he'd have to jump over to achieve his goal. 

On the drive back to his place you held onto the negative tests from both of you. Gojo was thinking of all the ways he'd be able to convince you to remove it, even thinking about including Mei in his plans. Knowing if the words came from another woman, you'd hear them more clearly than if they came from him.

All it would take was a few bucks and she’d play along with his plans, yeah. That's a good idea. 

He wanted to call Mei right there as he was driving, urging her to call you and tell you how bad iud’s were for your health. But he knew this idea would have to be nursed in your mind with time. ‘1? No, 2 months is more than enough time.’  

Eventually you were convinced that iud’s were the devil, with Mei telling you horror stories about them in one ear, and ads on your phone showing birth control pills as an alternative from how much you were speaking about this.

You knew that Satoru wouldn't go back to using condoms, the conversation of asking him to use them would be futile. 

So you got it removed, with Gojo telling you that it's for the best. “That poor little thing was probably working overtime heh~” he’d whisper into your ear. Taking one pill a day was tedious, but you did it for your own health.

Even if Satoru joked that- “You don't even need any birth control~” you still took it. Everyday for the first month.

Of course, Gojo was elated at his success. Knowing that the small pack of pills were easier to hide than something that was inside of you.

And with staying at his place more often than not- leaving the pack of pills in your bag became an unsecure hiding place. Oftentimes finding the pack in odd places that you certainly did not put them. When you wouldn't be able to find them, you'd ask him if he's seen them. Making him nod his head ‘no’ with a content smile. 

Ultimately leading you to miss one or two days of taking the pill. And that led you to forgetting if you had taken a pill that day or not, but checking the pack, and seeing there was one missing from that day, you knew you did. Unknowing that Satoru was punching out the small pill and tossing it, knowing how forgetful you were at times.

The hopes of you being forgetful weren't the only thing he was counting on. Satoru made sure to keep a steady routine of intercourse after any activity.

Breakfast? He'd push you against the counter and kiss you- humming into your mouth before pulling away. “You taste like syrup-” he whispered against you. Making you let out a small giggle before connecting your lips to his once more.

Not caring if the half eaten pancakes would go cold, Satoru would gladly empty himself into you over and over again on the same counter he was just making breakfast on.

Morning, noon, and night he filled you up. And it's not like you had any second thoughts, besides it's like Satoru justified it.

“It just takes a little bit of water nd soap and you're clean again.” whenever you told him you didn't want to make a mess. Saying that sheets can be cleaned whenever he’d dirty them.

“Mops exist.” he’d defend whenever his seed would spill out of you and land on the floor. 

If he was being honest, just knowing his cum was being spilled made his soul cry. So he found a solution to this problem. Cockwarming. It was perfect in his mind, being able to stay inside of you till he was sure his load had more than enough time to impregnate you. Now having a fondness for keeping you plugged up afterwards.

Not letting you clean up by saying, “Let's just stay like this.” he’d hum in your ear, holding you close as he pretended to go to sleep. And knowing how stubborn he was- like a perfect future wife, you'd let him. 

As much as he liked to take all the credit, fate finally granted him his wish. And it was as he pictured it. 

Satoru noticed a shimmering glow on your cheekbones long before you did, he felt the difference in the way your breasts filled his hands.

The way you'd cover your nose whenever you smelled something he didn't notice. The random mornings you wake up and run straight to the bathroom.

The mere image of you potentially being pregnant made Gojo want to pull you under him again. He would never admit it to you- but the idea of your breasts full of milk, so full that they'd leak- it drove him mad.

His mouth would suddenly feel very empty and dry anytime he thought of it. Trailing thoughts as he heard you speak, wondering if you'd ever let him taste it- ‘just to taste’ he’d think. Knowing damn well he'd keep asking for a taste over and over again. 

Satoru was so sure he could convince you to let him nurse on your breast. Picturing you complaining on how full they felt- how painful it would be. Only for him to happily offer his assistance, “I just want to help,” he'd tell you.

And you being the perfect wife you are, you'd let him. Satoru relished the thought that you'd grant any of his wishes, no matter how filthy they were. Even thinking about it had him reeling for a taste- leading him to aimlessly suck on your breast harshly.

Wishing for something to come out prematurely, eyes rolling to the back of his head as you cradled his face in your lap, your other hand stroking his cock softly as you unknowingly played into his fantasies. 

On one weekend that Gojo was out of town, you picked up a test. Fearing the small changes happening in your own body. Placing the small stick on the bathroom counter, hands held together almost in prayer, ‘pleasepleaseplease.’ you muttered to yourself.

Over consuming anxiety flooding your mind as you saw the blinking halt- ‘Pregnant’ the test read. You exhaled sharply, closing your eyes and feeling the world come crashing down on your shoulders.

Unbeknownst to Satoru, you thought this would be the last straw. Thinking he couldn't busy himself with a child, let alone have a child out of wedlock- not even in a relationship.

Not even sure about your own place in this world, now considering bringing a child into it. You thought up every single horrible scenario that could happen if you presented him with the stick. Not even recalling all the sweet words he'd tell you.

The ‘ I love you’s ‘ that came straight from his heart when he'd fuck you. All the joking futures he’d picture with you.

Somehow you saw him as every cruel man you met before him. Doubts of ‘if I was enough, he wouldn't just be a situationship.’ unfolding in your mind as you blame yourself for this accident.

You inhaled, remembering to not overthink. To not assume till you spoke to him. So you waited. You waited in his place, on his couch. The white and blue stick wrapped in a napkin as you clutched it in your pocket. Waiting for him to unlock the door and step through at any moment. 

You snapped your head to the moving doorknob, seeing him bust through the doorway with a happy smile. Seeing you as he pictured you all those times. Tear stained cheeks, shaky hands and pouting lips. Hurrying to you asking ‘whats wrong?’ 

“Sit.” you croaked, closing your eyes with a sigh as you felt him sit next to you. Pulling out your hand from your pocket, unwrapping the napkin and placing the stick on the table.

“I'm pregnant.” you whimpered, eyes tearing up as you saw his face go unchanged. The corner of his lips threatening to curl into a smile. “What do I do ‘toru? Tell me what to do.” a hot tear fell from your eye, fearing that he’d toss you aside with a few hundred dollars to take care of it. 

“Why’re you cryin?” he hummed, wrapping an arm around you. You let out a struggling breath.

“I just-” you inhaled, “I'm so scared.” you cried, pressing your face to his chest.

“Scared of what?” he scoffed, trying to sound sincere, fighting off the sinister smile that crept onto his face. Proud eyes staring directly to the blue and white plastic stick.

You pulled away from him, not being able to find the words to form the sentences. Satoru took your hands in his, looking into your eyes with all the feigned sincerity he could muster. 

“I will take care of you.” he started, caressing his thumb over your knuckles as you sniffled. Taking a hand from yours and pressing it to your tummy, “Both of you.” he said with a smile, making you halt your tears and look at him bewildered.

Not knowing why he looked so excited right now, why he looked… accomplished? Seeing that glimmer in his eye he only got when he triumphed.

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.... I don't know what to say. im sowy this doesn't have as much smut. yes this is a Segway to me one day writing a lactation kink post, im just testing the waters hehe

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✮ BLONDIE : PT 1

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↳ nick sturniolo x masc reader

↳ words - 2239

↳ summary - you’ve been having a hard time realizing and accepting the fact that you’re gay, and in love with your best friend. you try to ignore the feelings but that only makes everything worse until you can’t hide it anymore.

↳ contains - swearing, angst, use of y/n, internalized homophobia, depression, crying, idk??? [READ PT 2 - PT 3]

↳ song - blondie by current joys

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nick has been my best friend for years, he’s always been there for me, and me there for him. we met in the first grade when he saw me alone at recess on the swings and he ran up to me, asking if i wanted to play with him and his brothers. one of the many things i love about him, hes always there, always there to help, or just be with. from that day on he’s always been my number one but honestly, i’ve been kind of avoiding him lately.

of course i don’t want to, i really really don’t want to, trust me, but i don’t want to make anything bad between us either. even though pushing him away is probably fucking things up anyway.

the thing is, for months, maybe even years now i think that i might be coming to a realization: i think i’m gay, or not gay but bi? i hate labels, i dont want to be put into a box, its honestly just hard to fit into one too. i mean i’ve had girlfriends before and i’ve liked that, but nick…

okay i might be coming to another realization: i think i’m in love with nick. and to make everything worse, i can’t even talk to anyone about this because the only person i would tell is nick, but if i told him, well i just cant, it could destroy our friendship. he’d hate me, i cant lose him.

but maybe i’m not in love with him, i mean i love nick, i always have but maybe its not love love? maybe its just me appreciating our friendship more. okay who am i kidding it’s definitely becoming more, I LOVE HIM. he’s just perfect, in general, to me, to everyone. i want to spend every moment of my life with him, i want to hug him and never let him go, i want to be with him, i just want to see him again.

i can’t even imagine what he’d say if he knew i liked him. he’d probably be disgusted, i’d ruin our friendship forever. i cant do that, i can’t risk anything like that, i need him even if that means the best thing i can do is just stay away, make up lies of why i cant hang out, slowly stop texting him, i mean maybe it's not the best thing but its either i do this and try and force these feelings down or i tell him and ruin everything. this is better, or at least that’s what i keep telling myself.

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nick 🫶

| wanna hang out today? haven’t seen you in forever, i’m boredddd

| i know i’m sorry, but i cant today, really really sorry. still not feeling good

| that’s okay, hope you feel better though 💕 if you need anything tell me okay?

| i’d rather hang out with you and get sick then spend one more second with my idiot brothers over here 💀

i stare at the message on my screen, i’m not sick, i’m just trying to be a good friend… by avoiding my best friend… sure, whatever.

i slam down my phone on my mattress, rolling over and burying my face in my pillow. muffled screams from my mouth as tears, start to pour from my eyes. every time i message him, saying i cant hang out i immediately regret it. i want to see him, i always do but again, i cant, i fucking cant. it would only make my feelings stronger and i just need to get rid of them as soon as i can so things can just go back to how they were.

fuck, here comes the spiral that ive been replaying in my head forever. do i even really like him? am i really bi, gay, straight, whatever the fuck? i don’t even know, it’s all too confusing and stressful right now. why can’t i just be me? and have my best friend with me again? actually hang out with him, see him?

all i can really do right now is continue screaming and crying into my pillow about how much of a shitty friend i’m being, great. I constantly stalk his instagram, trying to see if i do really like him and try to see what he’s up to without me, i miss him so much.

…i wish he was a girl then i would be straight and all this shit wouldn’t hurt so much. i’m not trying to say that being gay is bad, all i’m saying is that it would be easier to figure all this out if i was straight and he was a girl. i know that’s so messed up to say but i don’t know how else to put it.

if he was a girl, i’d know that i’m in love with him, i wouldn’t be so afraid to accept myself because there wouldn’t be anything to accept. i’d just be me and he’d she’d be him her, i’d get to be his her boyfriend and we’d be a happy couple. i’d be happy and i wouldn’t have to push the person i love most in this stupid world away…

i smash my face into my silky white pillowcase over and over, shaking my head as i force the sides of the pillow into my face more. i want to suffocate.

i scream into my pillow more and more. ‘i love you nick, i love you nick, i love you. i DONT love you nick, i DONT love you nick, i DONT love you… but i do, i really really do, but i cant… i really really fucking cant.’

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i stay rotting in my bed, spiraling about random shit, taking random quizzes of ‘am i gay?’ or ‘am i in love with my bestfriend?’ or ‘is it a crush?’ like i know.

soft blankets cover me, my silky pillows supporting my back as i rewatch rupaul's drag race on my computer until i finish it again, oreos and empty dr pepper cans surround me. and of course, nick always in my mind, everything reminding me of him, those stupid quizzes, his favorite show, his favorite drink. i wish he could be here, like how we used to hang out before i started ruining everything but i could be ruining it more, at least im keeping my mouth shut.

every once and a while, a message from nick pops up. him sending me a tiktok or telling me about how spacecamp is going or just something random, asking how im doing, if im still sick. most times i try to ignore him, turning off the notifications but i answer sometimes, only one or two words, maybe just an emoji, just trying to say something. i don’t want him to think i hate him or anything, i still of course love him.

the only time i ever get up from my bed is to go the the bathroom or get more food, ive been wearing the same two sweatpants alternating them and random shirts that i throw on the floor after i wear them for enough. my hair shaggy and a scratchy stubble on my face. i look and feel gross. i didnt think that forcing my best friend away and trying to figure out my sexuality could make me this depressed, who knew.

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weeks pass of me ignoring (or at least trying to ignore) nick and weeks of screaming into my sheets and sleeping all day become more and more. i finally decide to leave my apartment and stock up on some random things that will help me rot in my room even more: coffee, chips, oreos, whatever else i might want.

as i scan the aisle for dr pepper, standing in my gray hoodie with the hood covering me and one of the two sweatpants i’ve been wearing on, i hear a voice at the end of the row calling to me, “y/n?” my head turns to see who knows me that’s here, about to see how disgusting i look and just my luck, it’s nick.

“nick” a bright smile floods my face, i haven’t seen him for what seems like forever, i look at his blonde hair with grown out brunette roots, plus that signature nose ring and star earrings, of course he looks great.

he runs up to me, giving me a warm hug as he smiles too, “oh my god i haven’t seen you in decadessss” he exaggerates, laughing at me, “you feeling better now?” i tilt my head a little, confused but then i remember my lie. “oh yeah, i am. even though i dont look it” i try to scoff a laugh, looking down at myself, excusing how ‘i dont care’ i look right now.

“you look fine.” he laughs back again, “you know… me, chris and matt were gonna go out for dinner soon, wanna come?” i can tell he really wants me to be there and i really want to but i try to push it away, still.

“uhhh, i think had something later, sorry” my small smile slowly fading as his does too, i don’t think i’ve seen his smile leave that fast. “really? we haven’t talked in weeks, i miss you” he jokes a little, but really we do miss each other.

“i know, i’m sorry, but i promise we’ll hang out soon yeah?” i try to fake a small smile, trying to make this a little better but nick still looks sad, “yeah okay, see you later then?” he looks like he hates me, he looks just annoyed, hurt. i feel terrible.

“yeah, later” i’m about to walk closer to give him another hug but he leaves, to i assume go find his brothers, before i can. i’m terrible.

i finish up grabbing my things before leaving and driving off, replaying our interaction in my head. i could’ve just went? it was one dinner, that’s all. not a big deal. but it’s too late, it would just be weird if my schedule suddenly cleared up now.

°:. *₊ ° . ☆

i make my way back to my apartment, putting my bags down on the counter before going straight to my room again, flopping down on top of the pile of blankets and stuffed animals that cover my bed.

i dig in my pocket for my phone, taking it out as i grab a blanket to pull it over my face, closing off the sun that shines through my window.

i go straight to me and nicks messages, thinking of texting him. ‘i’m sorry’ too short, plain. ‘sorry, i was wrong i can go’ feels like i’m pitying him, plus just dumb. ‘i love you’ yeah definitely not. ‘come over? sorry’ again, stupid and he can NOT see the mess i have over here.

i decide on nothing and put my phone to the side of me, burying my head into my pillows again, tears flooding my eyes again again again. it’s too much. this is all stupid and i need to get over it all. this is terrible.

i go back to my cycle of curling up in warm blankets, eating my now new oreos and dr pepper and rewatching shows i’ve seen a million times before. and obviously stalking nicks instagram, he posted a story of him and his brothers at dinner. he’s still wearing those earrings and that same beige jacket he was wearing before, and he still looks great.

i swipe up, about to message him. ‘you look great, sorry i couldn’t come’ i quickly delete it and just like the story. i need to stop trying to message him when i’m trying to ignore him.

₊ ° .☆ °:. *₊

after falling asleep shortly after i finished looking at nicks story i wake up to like five texts from who? nick, of course.

nick 🫶

| are you ignoring me?

| like did i do something or what?

| are you okay?

| can we just talk or hang out please?

| y/n?

| okay sorry actually, never mind

my heart drops, i feel so TERRIBLE. nick did nothing and i never want him to think that he did something wrong. he’s perfect.

i pick up my phone to respond but honesty i don’t know if i should… i want him to know that he did nothing but he’s right about me ignoring him… fuck this. i just ignore him, still.

i shut off my phone fast and roll to my other side, curling up my legs and staring at the small textured bumps on the off-white wall that i face. i take in every detail, trying to distract myself with something else. i spot all the tiny discolorations or stains on the wall, the way it all starts to blur when tears, again, rain out my eyes.

they drip on the curves of my cheeks and lips, my hands are tucked under my legs as he tears drop onto my sheets, i don’t bother wiping them off. they make a small circle ish shape when it hits on my bed with a darker gray on my gray sheets.

my spiraling hits again when the ridges on my wall go dark as my eyes close. why can’t my best friend just be my best friend? why can’t i just be a normal person? why can’t i just forget it all? why can’t this all just go away? why? why? why? why?

☆ °:. *₊ ° . °

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[daturakillz]

Pick An Image • Psychic Reading • Mystery Messages for the month of May

1 right, 2 middle, 3 left.

1.

"Hello from the otherside." Is something I heard before even pulling your cards. Your ancestors, or another entity in your sphere could be trying to contact you or has been sending you signs. I'm seeing butterflies, specifically blue ones with black on them. Or a candle being blown out by the breeze, wind chimes along with it?

Anyway! With these cards I think this month is going to be a time of self discovery and possibly discipline. You're working towards mastering a great gift, powers you didn't know you had. This gift could have carried on throughout your many lifetimes, or is something you'd forgotten from your earlier years. I think part of your past self is coming forth to offer you something, a cup of creativity and passion.

You're smarter then you likely give yourself credit for, and this month you'll be encouraged to show off your intelligence. Be careful not to let any rage take over, as you risk humiliation and destroying things that are useful to you. Instead, temper yourself, walk away and take breaks when needed, and do not be lured into any tricksters traps.

You will overcome past heart breaks. Carrying with you from now on not burdens of this painful history, but knowledge and wisdom that which you gained. With this, you will enter new friendships and relationships knowing your worth and how and when to walk away when such relationships aren't aligning with who you are now. Some of you maybe afraid of this new you, but you can trust yourself and your choices. You're growing into a powerful person, a person you'll learn to feel proud of and rightfully so! Just don't abandon your heart and emotions, we need loving people just as much as we need powerful people.

2.

There maybe a conflict going on in your life, possibly between a water sign and an earth sign (king of cups and knight of pentacles.) This conflict has caused heartache, disappointment, and confusion. As I pull the 9 of wands and the 3 of wands (dark wood tarot) I think both parties are manipulative and taunting. The king of cups could be emotionally tempting, using the emotions of others to his own advantage. While the knight of pentacles is capable of draining and controlling other people to get what they want/need.

If this is a situation outside of you, and you're witnessing two people you care for fighting like this, you may need to use your abilities as mediator to help the two see the errors of their ways (this isn't for everyone though.) If you're an individual within this conflict, then you may need to find an unbiased mediator who can correct you both.

There's a big need for self discipline, self control, and self mastery. You need to tame the ravenous side of yourself and exercise your own strength.

This conflict will be resolved and you two could recover from this if fate sees it fit. You both must learn to leave your anxieties behind you. If you both have a rough past, have had abusive exes, or something like that. You both need to overcome this and move forth to calmer waters within yourselves and then both together hand in hand. Great blessings will befall you.

Charge forth this month, assert yourself. You may be torn between head and heart, I'm seeing that when certain situations arise you'll know you need to use logic over emotion. Do not forsake your emotions however, as I'm seeing some situations will need more emotion then logic, while others need logic over emotion.

Lean into your femininity some, know when to take time to relax.

3.

Life may have cut someone from your life, this was a blessing. You may have been forced to be the one to cut this cord a long time ago, but from this separation you became strong and gained a sense of internal control. This month, I think you'll receive a blessing, possibly your manifestations that you've fought/waited so long for.

Not to get morbid, but where dead things lie grass grows greener. Where the metaphorical deaths in your life have taken place, new lush vegetation will grow! Friendship breakups? Bad relationships? Fired / cut off from a job? Left a toxic situation behind? A new and improved version of such thing will take it's place! You've alchemized the dark and light within yourself, and possibly have been using esoteric alchemy in your occult practice to bring about desired outcomes.

The sun is about to shine again in your life, have faith and look to the stars when you feel lost for guidance and answers.

Alright all, I hope these messages were helpful! Have a beautiful Month of May 🌷

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[pandorxxx]

Hard to get (part 3)

Neteyam(19) x Metkayina reader(18)

Warnings: cursing, grinding, kissing, pinning.

You walk out of the trees, as you see your brother walking infront of you. He turns around suddenly as he hears a branch snap.

“Where have you been? mom and dad have been looking for you!!!” he yells as he looks behind you, curiously. He looks back at you as he crosses his arms.

“Bro, what the hell were you doing?” He says suspiciously.

“Nothing Aonung, damn! I thought I heard something. So I went to check it out.” You shout, not being able to keep eye contact.

“Yeah, I’m not convinced but whatever.” He grabs your arm as you both stomp off the beach.

Neteyam was lurking in the shadows. Watching your every move. He just couldn’t get enough of you. I almost had her he thought to himself. He was hoping that you’d be opened to picking up where you two left off another time.

As he walked to the opened part of the beach, he noticed his brother walking towards him. Shit! He thought.

“Bro where the hell have you been??? Mom is worried.” He shouts with his hands up.

“I- ummm… I was with y/n.” He chuckles at the sound of your name. Lo’aks jaw drops at his brothers response.

“Bro what!!! Not her giving it up the first day like that…” he says as he laughs out loud. Lo’ak walked closer to his brother and palmed his shoulder.

“Was she good,bro?” He asked actually waiting for a response. Neteyam laughed as he playfully pushed his brother.

“Come on bro, we didn’t even get that far. Aonung came looking for her.” he explains as they start walking off of the beach.

“Bro! I’m kinda proud of you right now. She’s hot with a capital H.” He says with a smile. Neteyam shoots him a deadly glare.

“Bro, don’t worry she’s all yours. She’s too intense for me to handle.” He puts his hands up.

“Besides, I like her sister. Tsireya? She’s so hot. Their both hot honestly. Tonowari and ronal did their thing with those two.” Lo’ak says as he shakes his head at the thought of the two girls.

“Yeah, yeah. I just better not catch you with y/n.” he playfully hits lo’aks head and runs to his families tent in the distance. Lo’ak runs after him laughing.

You and aonung make it back to your families hut. You walk in and attention is on you immediately.

“And where have you been all day?”

Tonowari asks in a raised voice making you jump.

“I was just having a late night swim.” You say in a nervous voice with your head down. Aonung snaps his head at you as he realizes he’s been lied to.

“What did your father tell you about late night swims? Hmm?” Ronal asks with her hands on her hips.

“That it’s dangerous, even for a strong warrior like me…” you trail off the last part of your sentence as you are still looking at the ground.

“I am sorry, it won’t happen again.” You says as you look into your fathers eyes. He was a sucker for your puppy dog eyes, but he wasn’t going to give in this time.

“Go to your room, you are grounded. No hunting for a month.” He shouts with his finger extended to you.

“But DAADDD!!!” You whine.

“GO NOW.” He slams his hand on the table infront of him.

“I HATE IT HERE” you shout as you stomp to your room, and slam the makeshift door. He glances at his other 2 children.

“You two, go to your rooms.” He says in a nicer tone. Tsireya gets up from her place on the floor, and walks to her room.

“What the hell did I do??” Aonung asks with his hands up.

“AONUNG!” Tonowari shouts. Aonung quickly walks to his room.

Ronal walks to tonowari, rubbing his arm.

“It’ll be ok, my love. She will learn. Remember what we talked about?” She asks, looking up at him.

“If she wants to run this clan, she has to be more responsible. She could’ve hurt herself out there. I told her not to go night swimming.” he shouts through gritted teeth.

“I know, I know, but think about everything else she’s done for this clan. She is a great warrior , and an excellent leader to the people. She has her moments , but overall, she is the perfect fit. You know it.” She contests with a smile, as her hand is still on his arm.

“I hope so, because it cannot be aonung.” They look at each other and laugh.

The next day you woke up and got dressed extra nice for your lessons with Neteyam. You couldnt wait to see him. You Dutch braided your hair, and added some shells, and you wore your favorite accessories. You walked out into the shared space as you see your mother cutting fruits.

“Goodmorning mother” you smile as you grab a piece of fruit.

“Good morning, how was your sleep?” She asks still cutting the fruit.

“It was fine” you say as you look down at your toes.

“You know your father is angry with you.” She asks looking up at you for a moment, then going back to cutting.

“He just doesn’t understand me. It’s always don’t do this and don’t do that. Make sure you do this and make sure you do that. He makes me feel like I don’t do enough, like I’m not a great warrior. Is he even proud of me?” You ask as your head hangs to the ground.

Ronal stops cutting the fruits completely, and walks over to you. She pulls you in for a hug, as she sighs.

“My love, your father is extremely proud of you. He puts a lot on your plate because he can trust that you will take care of it. You are his second in command, do you know that?” She says as she pushes you back by your shoulders to look at you.

“I talked to your father about you wanting to be the next clan leader, and between you and me, he is all for it.” She says with a smile. Your eyes instantly lit up, and a wide smile crept across your face.

“BUT…. you have to prove yourself. I know you can do it.” She says as she kisses your forehead, and walks back to the counter to cut the fruit.

“Now, don’t you have somewhere to be right now? Hmm?” She asks, looking up at you once more. You smile, and give your mother a big hug before walking away.

“I love you, mom” you say as you walk away.

“I love you too, y/n” she says with a smile before waving you off.

You walk to the beach with alittle more anxiety than last time. Your stomach is doing back flips, and your heart is beating out of your chest. Why were you so nervous now? You were literally tonguing him down the night before. Could it be that the mighty warrior, has fallen for a…forest boy?

You’re immediately ripped out of your thoughts as you see aonung running towards you. He stopped in-front of you and placed his hand on your shoulder with a soft grin.

“So, do you want to tell me what you were doing last night ooorrrrr?” He says with a confused look on his face.

“Nothing happened, aonung. Stay out of my business” you hit him in his chest and try to push past him to no avail.

“Listen, I know you’re lying. You told dad a completely different story last night. What’s up y/n?” He asks calmly.

Shit you thought. How did his skxawng ass catch that? He doesn’t listen to anything else you say, but he caught that. You look around before you pull aonung in closer.

“Look, I was with Neteyam ok? But you can’t tell dad.” You plead with your brother who’s jaw is to the ground.

“Wait, so you mean to tell me that I interrupted you two getting it on???” He says with a disgusted face.

“Keep your voice down, we didn’t do anything. It was just a kiss.” You say as the two of you start to walk slowly towards the shore.

“I don’t know y/n, you were gone for a long time” he says as you hit him again.

“Oouchhh!!! What is your problem. I’m just stating the facts. Also, don’t worry. Your dirty litter secret is safe with me.” He says with a smirk.

“It better be.” you point at him as you guys have finally reached the shore. The sullys are practicing breathing exercises with tsireya.

“Hey guys!” Aonung says as he waves at everyone. They all look up, and wave at the two of you. You tried your best not to make eye contact with Neteyam, but you couldn’t help it. Your eyes met, and you instantly felt butterflies in your stomach.

“Hey, y/n.” He says as he takes in your appearance. Looking you up and down.

“Hey, Neteyam.” You let out a nervous chuckle at the look he was giving you. Everyone looks amongst themselves confused.

“Ummm…well let’s break into our previous groups” tsireya says to break the awkward silence.

“How about I take Tuk and lo’ak this time.” Tsireya says as she looks up at lo’ak.

“Yeah, take me wherever.” he says as he gets lost in her doughy eyes.

“Eww… you can have him. Let’s go kiri!” Aonung speaks.

“I literally hate you.” Kiri rolls her eyes as she walks away with aonung following.

Tsireya, Tuk, and lo’ak walk away. Leaving you with Neteyam.

Neteyam looks up at you with a smirk.

“What?” You ask as you start to cover yourself up with your arms.

“You got all dressed up for me?” He asks as he stands up, walking towards you.

“Pssttt, no what??? You wish, forest boy.” You lie, breaking your cover.

“Yeah you say that a lot, you know.” He says as he reaches to the back of your neck to bring you closer to him. He bends down to your ear, and moves a loose strand of hair out of the way.

“But we both know you want this.” He whispers in your ear as he snakes his hand around to cup your ass. He presses you against him, as he looks into your eyes. Your heart was beating out of your chest, and you breathing was becoming short.

“You don’t have to pretend anymore, my love. I want you just as bad. Let’s get out of here so we can continue our activity from yesterday.” He says as he grabs your arm and pulls you Into the forest.

Some time goes by as you are still walking, hand and hand with Neteyam in the forest.

“Neteyam, why are taking me so deep Into the forest right now.” You question him as you stop walking, trying to pull your hand away from his to no avail. He stops walking and turns to you.

“Because I don’t want anybody hearing you scream my name, duh!!” He says in a low groan as he pulls you closer to him. You erupt in laughter.

“Neteyam, you’re hot and all, but i doubt that you’ve got it like that. I’m a warrior, you can’t make me submit.” You say with your hands up as you try to walk away, immediately pulled back.

“I think you forget that I’m a warrior too. Do you wanna try me, and see?” he says with your neck in his hand, squeezing it lightly. You try to get out of his grasp, but you can’t.

“Let me go…now.” you say through gritted teeth, and a low growl.

“I don’t want to hurt you, but i will” you grab his hand that is still lightly squeezing your neck. He laughs at you. This mf LAUGHS at you.

“Ok then, have it your way.” You growl as you lift your leg all the way to his chest to kick him. He falls back due to the strong force. You run over to his body that is laying on the ground. You straddle his long torso as you grab his arm, twisting it enough to hurt him. He lets out a loud cry, and tries to reach for his arm, but you smack it to the ground, pinning it.

“I told you” you say with a smirk, as you look down at the boy under you who’s eyes are shut from the pain.

“OKAY, ok! I’m sorry.” He pleads as he tries to wiggle out of your hold, but the pain was too much. You bend down to his ear, and kiss the tip of it, making them flap.

“Say please, my love.” you whisper seductively in his ear, as he hisses at you. He looks the other way with his jaw clenched.

“I can stay in this position all day, baby. I love being on top.” You laugh as he growls loudly under you.

His eyes are on yours again, as he try’s to thrust you off of him. You twist his arm alittle more making him shout. You gently rock back and forth on him to adjust yourself, causing him to growl and bite his lip at the friction.

“SAY.PLEASE.” you say sternly, not breaking eye contact.

“FINE! please! fuck! Let my arm go.” He pleads through short breaths still looking at you. You let him go and he instantly grabbed his arm. You laugh alittle before you rest your hands on his chest, adjusting yourself once more.

His initial plan was to pin you down after you let him go, but then he noticed the position you two were in. It’s like his prayers to eywa had been answered.

“Neteyam!! You messed up my hair ,skxawng!!” You shout as you go to untwist your braids, still straddling him.

He didn’t say a word as he stared at you letting your hair down. How long and pretty it was, how pretty YOU were on top of him. How your waist was small but your thighs were full as they laid on either side of him. He was getting aroused quickly, and you could feel it.

You could feel his loincloth growing in between your legs by the second, and he knew you could feel it, there was no way you couldn’t. You untwist the last braid quickly, trying your best not to make eye contact with him.

“Look at me….” he says, looking up to you as he grabs your waist.

“No, we have to go. My father would kill me.” you say as you try to get up, but he grabs your hips and slams you down onto him. You moan softly at the feeling of him under you.

“No, you gotta help me out first.” he pulls you down by your neck, and swipes his thumb over your lips. You gulp loudly, as you have realized the situation you’ve gotten yourself into.

Ok so im going to be quick with part 4, because as you can see…we about to get into some THANGGSSSS OK???👀 can we talk about how her mother told her that she needs to prove herself to her father, and she go and do some shit like this??? Like girl, do you want the throne or not??

Nah but part 4 will be up before the end of the week. ❤️❤️😎 love y’all!!!!

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[megumi-fm]

24th and 25th Apr; 15 & 16/20doa🚲

the past two days has mainly been a lot of planning and outlining for my internship presentation at uni and my extra credit tests and my GRE (I've been saying I'll do GRE since last year but my procrastination has got me here...if I don't do it before I leave for my masters in July I am pretty much screwed) I got some network analysis work done yesterday and it looked really cool

I spoke to my internship guide yesterday about the next steps and the discussion has renewed my motivation and my energy to work. The catch is that there is a lot to complete in the next 2½ months but I really wanna do as much as I can. She also wants my uni deliverables on her table by Monday which is... a bit of a tight schedule, but let's see.

Other than that, a family friend had a layover at my city on their way back home from vacation so we spent the evening with them yesterday...

amidst all this work I haven't had the time to track my water/fruit intake or my sleep and exercise timings... hoping to get back from the next doa entry, trust 🤞

#the photo is cute but the drink kinda sucked tbh.. the tea was thai ice tea which was really good but the texture of the boba was bleh #18dayht #20doa🚲 #studyspo #queued

[ancientgoddessofegypt]

Trapped Inside A Scapegoat: Astral Traveling & The Truth About Certain Demons & Entities

So I wanted to bring up some things about demons, lower entities and the dream states that we fall into when we are asleep in the night. I will never forget my first encounter of seeing the unseen, but one particular story I have in mind puts me back into a spell.. Its like a hazy feeling, I never knew how to explain the things that happened but it scared me to the point that I could never sleep past 2:30, and if I was still awake I stayed awake until dawn. Boy, high school was a drag.

Just an fyi, if you dont believe in spirits or the spiritual realm then this isnt for you. k? k. <3

On these nights I couldn't sleep, it would be because of the sleep paralysis that would happen and the weird energy I would be forced to recognize during these hours. As well as seeing things that just did not make sense, I would look at the clock to see it was either 2 am to 4 am. Never an in between.

So, I wanted to go in with a little story time, maybe this will help me unbox some things that happened. Because after a long ole while, after this event, my life changed... seemingly more depressive, and anxiety would be in the forefront of my reality for a long while.

Back when I was a teen, I remember cakin' on the phone with this one guy I had the biggest crush on, and it was around 2:30 at the time. At about 3:00 I told him I was tired and quickly laid down to rest.

So let me give you guys some details. I normally like to rest on one side of my body, typically on the right side and in my room I face the window. So from my memory, our conversation lasted til 3:08. I NEVER forgot the time. Sometimes Im a quick dreamer, so I go to bed pretty easily. Anywho, I remember the dream started where I was in my room. It was really interesting, me and a few people that I knew from high school (and my old school that I had just recently moved away from) were practicing some cheers because we were training to be on the cheer team. It was weird. In the dream some of them had on cheerleader gear, and some of them we're outside the front of my room where I could see them thru the window. The girls told me they would be right back as they we're going to get their things for the cheerleading competition/training, they run out the room and the next thing you here is a bunch of rumbling... theirs voices speaking from around the room but i don't see nobody. next thing you know everything goes black. the blacker it gets the louder the voices... i realize from this point their speaking in an unfamiliar language... latin almost. or whatever they were saying was backwards... at this point i was able to open my eyes and i see a dark figure standing right in front of me. What took me off guard was that its eyes, they we're like stars and had this intriguing shine to it. It was 'bald' but had a human-like body but no mouth ears and barely even a nose... I could feel it touching me, the back of my neck had chills as you can tell thats where it was touching on me. I grew scared but remembered I could get up.

And then boom. I woke up.

But this is what i thought was weird. Remember when I said I was sleeping on my side? I woke up on my back, facing the mirror. I looked at the time and it was 3:16 am.

What. The. Fuck.

I had barely slept? How could that be? All of this happened within a matter of minutes. I was exhausted. I said, 'Was this the devil?'

Quickly I ran into my grandparents room, lmao, yeah I know. I was scareeeeeeeed. My room felt cold after that. I had to go.

And for a while, that wouldn't be my last encounter. I mean, the thing went away, but there was more to come. At this point, I had to face the mirror. I mean literally face the mirror because its the center of the room and my bed faces it. But I had to sleep... This would go on for many months until one day it just.. sorta stopped. I began my journey of law of attraction, numerology, and metaphysics at this point and grew a little happier. So maybe it was destiny.

So let me get into a few things about this dark shadow being and some tips about whats going on:

Mirrors are shapeshifting portals. Their portals to other dimensions. And 'entities' can & will come through here in the access of dreams/illusions/nightmares etc.

3 am is considered the 'devil-hour' - this is when the veil to the spirit realm is unlocked and you can see more outside of the veil.

Fear and lower energies can 'attract' these beings to your door step. They can smell it on you.

That 'shadow' being could be insight to whats deep inside of yourself. Your power. Your Energy. Your light. Even on the other side it's noticed.

So when I seen this being, I was shook out of my mind. But wait.. after moments and time of introspection. I've learned that it's mirroring back at me something I never thought I would ever thought was me.

Months later I digged into astrology, numerology, found some things about angel numbers, started trying to process the spiritual realm much more clearly. Because the thing kept happening to me, and I was always an anxious & yet fearful girl, I knew there was a bit more strength in me.

When the thing came, I was trying to get out a depression when I was at my old school and once I had finally returned back to my hometown I was little happy. But at night, our darkest feelings, our inner shadow shows its weight, and also our potential.

I've tried tapping into that 'fear', and have learned there is so much more about me due to the dreams I've had of my future. It takes me back to the shadow figure from that night. Because why we're you there?

Also, what stuck to me the most was that a friend at the time told me that if you see something like that and it touches you, some sort of witchcraft might be on you... another topic, for another day I suppose.

But it always stuck with me, because... how so?

At the time when I was in high school and seen these weird entities because again, this went on for MONTHS. Every other day and night. I noticed before then I had a fear complex, thats what I'll call it. Always anxious, always sad, always depressed, been that way since a young girl. So now we get to the part where we talked about a trapped consciousness.

Because immediately when that happened, I went straight to church with my grandma ! Lol. No jokes. And later found out it was not the answer I needed. It wasn't working. Not to say going to church can't help or save someone, it just didn't have the answer I thought I needed. I went looking for some time when I would go.

What I want to say is, when you see things you cannot explain. You cannot run to the church, religion, or even a 'savior', because at the end of the day YOU have to learn it. You have to come to terms with it. And I've been learning. So so very hard, and its begin to giving me the dream & insight of what was truly around the corner.

My ancestors dream. Metaphysics, Clairvoyance, My dreams where trying to come thru in the astrals and when you are at your lowest these 'things' can come in and try to warp your mind/gifts/talents/ etc.

The final thing I will say here is that they feed off our spirits because in the lower realms they need 'fuel' to get to 'heaven' and you are the source of that. We the human are 'heaven' and some entities are parasitical and need life force to move to the other side.

So fear, guilt, shame, anxiety, depression etc is one of the lowest frequencies to be on because it is denser and its harder to move 'up'.

And when you live in those vibrations, your blocking your own destiny. Your truth, your light, your power all is unlocked once you move past it.

Another thing I will say is that not all 'lower entities' are evil. But for the sake of talking about demons and entities, I will save that for another post, to leave out any confusion.

#metaphysics #demons #astrals #lower entities #astral travel #spirit realm #dreams #nightmares #entities

[delta-lethonomia]

The day I decide to pursue a masters and shell out for some GRE prep materials is, of course, the day I get an offer for a phone screening. Ahhh!

In other news, I’m almost over my cold and am super stoked to get writing again. I did a lot of plotting for both my oneshot and the main fic, and have most things ironed out except for the ending. There’s a difference between what I think the characters would do and the sort of story I want to tell - but then again, Tav and others could surprise me. She’s done that before. I’ve also been thinking about David Lynch and some things he’s said regarding endings, namely:

“As soon as a show has closure, it gives you an excuse to forget you’ve seen the damn thing.”

And that’s true for fic as well. The fics that stick with me the most are ones where the ending doesn’t provide closure, doesn't wrap up the narrative into a nice little package with a simple message, or where it feels like you’re watching a train wreck in the making but are helpless to stop it: predictable, unstoppable, yet viscerally horrifying. I don't want a bad ending - I want both Tav and Astarion to be happy - but of the three possible endings I've considered thus far, they're all varying amounts of bittersweet. (And no, it's not about Ascending Astarion or not lol. It's not unimportant, but not the biggest deciding factor.) So overall I'm still thinking about it. Letting it cook (as people say? I think? I exclusively learn new slang from second-hand exposure to MTG YouTubers, apparently.)

Anyway, I've got 13 chapters plotted out for Act 3, but it's probably gonna be more like 20-25 depending on how much other characters act up. I really wanted to make it shorter than Act 2 but that's just not happening!

Anyway, on a more concrete note: Gith!Durge oneshot this month, and I'll probably update FATWR either at the end of May or sometime in June. I think those are pretty reasonable goals based on where I'm at right now :)

What are some traits of the most impactful endings you've read?

#wrong reasons fic #gith durge oneshot #fic thoughts #delta.txt

[supersaiyanjedi14]

Jedi June: New Jedi Order in my AU

To end the month celebrating the Jedi Order, I offer you the various characters who are part of the New Jedi Order in my hybrid Star Wars AU. Some are familiar faces, some are my own creations. Some come from the Order as it was, come are the faces of the Order as it has become. But no matter who they are or where they come from, all are Jedi. All are one with the Force, and the Force is with them.

May the Force be with you...Always.

@jedijune

Character list under the cut

Row 1: Ahsoka Tano, Kanan Jarrus, Vima Da-Boda, Rahm Kota, Hala, T'ra Saa, K'kruhk, Cal Kestis, Petro, Katooni, Ganodi

Row 2: Luke Skywalker, Ezra Bridger, Starkiller, Korto Vos, Mara Jade Skywalker, Leia Organa Solo, Randin Bonteri (OC), Jadah Bonteri-Durron (OC), Hedala Fardi, Kata Akuna

Row 3: Kam Solusar, Alka Koth (Eeth Koth's daughter), Corran Horn, Gantoris, Streen, Dhara Leonis, Dorsk 81/2/3, Kirana Ti, Kyp Durron, Tionne Solusar, Kyle Katarn, Ichanbo (OC)

Row 4: Tresina Lobi, Saba Sebatyne, Kenth Hamner, Fable Astin, Jaalib Brandl, Venku Skirata/Kad Tur-Mukan, Alora, Octa Ramis, X2, Rowan Freemaker, Lop Yasaburō , Maris Brood, Pypey

Row 5: Hylana Kestis (OC), Lusa, Ganner Rhysode, Daeshaara'cor, Wade Vox, Jaden Korr, Dawn Syndulla, Rosh Penin, Ceres Marek (OC), Kikto (OC), Opol Nok (OC), Raltheran, Oiri Reshna (OC)

Row 6: Jacen Solo, Jaina Solo Fel, Brycan Wren-Bridger (OC), Lowbacca, Tenel Ka Djo, Ceres Marek (OC), Raynar Thul, Zekk, Anakin Solo, Tahiri Veila, Alema Rar, Tekli, Izal Waz, Tesar Sebatyne, Finn Galfridian

Row 7: Marr Idi-Shael, Valin Horn, Jysella Horn, Myronk (OC), Brekral Gres (OC), Ben Skywalker, Mazal Wren-Bridger (OC), Arimis Durron (OC), Negg Liglo (OC), Vlizz'amoz'aerceu "Zamoz" (OC), Rey, Vestara Khai

*microhero templates taken from SpectorKnight, Cptmeatman, Winter-Phantom, the-collector-13, JediRhydon101st, iammicroman, CloneSpartan1998, Lord-of-Havoc and various pieces from the Star Wars Microheroes wiki*

#star wars #jedi #jedi june #my pixels

[sanguinifex]

Tip for college students: If you’re writing an essay on why you want to major in something and you can’t find a reason besides “uh I’ve been studying it for 2 years,” and you find yourself sort of bullshitting about “uh it’s just kinda neat,” but like you can’t articulate in real detail? If you don’t find yourself two pages over the wordcount? If you don’t have a plan for what to do with it besides “uh grad school I guess?” If it’s not what you’d want to do if there was UBI and you could do whatever without financial worries? If the required reading seems more like a chore than like learning, or if your gen-eds are more exciting than the major related classes? If you’re just not getting good grades in a discipline that would require grad school to make a living out of it?

Yeah, you should at least consider something else. Sometimes there will be a track for it, and you just didn’t know the name of the discipline. Sometimes you might have to transfer schools. Occasionally there will be “yeah, that’s super niche and there’s basically no living in it,” but don’t buy that unless you’re hearing it from multiple people who actually work in that field—in which case, pick your next best.

Basically, don’t be me. I’m looking into grad programs now, and I’m probably not getting into anything better than third rate, and that’s if I get top scores on the GRE, bc my transcript is like a C average and I only took 2 classes related to what I actually want to do as a career. (You should also figure out the rough outlines of that before majoring in something.) Figure out what your skills and values actually are before you commit to something that big.

Also, take medical leave if you need it. They don’t make you pay student loans back unless you’re out for more than 6 months, and they don’t typically count summer break in that.

[engineering-in-germany]

Reasons to get an MBA degree in Germany

Are you contemplating pursuing an MBA degree abroad? Germany might not be the first country that comes to mind, but it's gaining recognition as a top destination for MBA studies. Here are some compelling reasons why getting an MBA degree in Germany could be the right choice for you.

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1. Renowned Business Schools:

Germany is home to several prestigious business schools renowned for their quality education and international recognition. Institutions like ESMT Berlin, Mannheim Business School, and Frankfurt School of Finance & Management offer world-class MBA programs that attract students from around the globe.

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2. Diversity and International Environment:

Studying for an MBA in Germany exposes you to a diverse and multicultural environment. With a significant number of international students and faculty members, you'll have the opportunity to collaborate with peers from various backgrounds, enhancing your global perspective and cross-cultural communication skills.

3. Affordable Tuition Fees:

Compared to MBA programs in the US and UK, obtaining an MBA degree in Germany can be more cost-effective. Many universities offer competitive tuition fees, and some public institutions even provide tuition-free education, making it an attractive option for budget-conscious students without compromising on quality.

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4. Strong Job Market:

Germany boasts a robust economy and is home to numerous multinational corporations and thriving industries. Completing an MBA in Germany can open doors to a plethora of job opportunities, especially in sectors such as automotive, engineering, finance, and technology. The country's strong focus on innovation and entrepreneurship further enhances career prospects for MBA graduates.

5. Post-Study Work Opportunities:

After completing your MBA in Germany, you have the option to extend your stay and seek employment opportunities in the country. Germany offers various visa options, including a job seeker visa, which allows you to stay and search for employment for up to 18 months after graduation. Additionally, the German government encourages skilled professionals to contribute to the country's workforce, making it easier for international graduates to secure job offers.

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Conclusion:

Choosing to pursue an MBA degree in Germany can be a strategic move for your career advancement. With renowned business schools, a diverse learning environment, affordable tuition fees, abundant job opportunities, and favorable post-study work options, Germany emerges as an attractive destination for aspiring business leaders seeking a transformative educational experience.

FAQs:

1. Are MBA programs in Germany taught in English?

Yes, many MBA programs in Germany are taught entirely in English to accommodate international students.

2. What are the entry requirements for MBA programs in Germany?

Entry requirements may vary depending on the university and program, but typically include a bachelor's degree, relevant work experience, GMAT/GRE scores, and English proficiency (for non-native English speakers).

3. Can international students work while studying for an MBA in Germany?

Yes, international students with a valid student visa are allowed to work part-time up to 20 hours per week during the semester and full-time during semester breaks.

#Reasons to get an MBA degree in Germany

[socialismforall]

Free advice to anyone running for POTUS: When they ask you about the $50K you owe in child support & the $500K you owe the IRS, don't dodge the questions. It makes you look ridiculous.

The Green Party US has 10 months to come up w/a better candidate, maybe a labor leader?*

source: https://abcnews.go.com/Politics/green-party-candidate-cornel-west-owes-half-million/story?id=102293692

Additionally, West was spotted this week at the sentencing hearing of Mark Ridley-Thomas, convicted of "seven felonies — bribery, conspiracy, four counts of honest services wire fraud, and one count of honest services mail fraud — in a scheme in which he extracted benefits from USC for himself and his son while on L.A. County’s powerful Board of Supervisors," according to the LA Times, as one of Ridley-Thomas's supporters.

source: https://twitter.com/JonnyPeltz/status/1696245729273254380

source: https://www.latimes.com/california/story/2023-08-28/ridley-thomas-sentencing

For background on Mark Ridley-Thomas, see this article from Knock LA, a grassroots homeless advocacy and support organization featured in our most recent reading, "Infrastructures of Community": https://knock-la.com/mark-ridley-thomas-anti-homeless-camping-laws/ Knock LA reports that, "rather than acting as “champion of the homeless population,” [Ridley-Thomas] acted as champion of homeless policy," and that "Ridley-Thomas introduced legislation for LA Municipal Code 41.18 on June 30, 2021, which bans “sitting, lying, or sleeping or storing, using, maintaining, or placing personal property in the public right-of-way” around transportation structures (everything from driveways to freeway underpasses) [...]. So far, the measure has been used to effectively ban homeless people from taking up space at over 140 sites across the city, with $2 million allotted by the council for the signage alone."

After leaving the courthouse, West was asked why he was supporting an LA politics insider convicted of bribery when his companion shooed the interviewer away, saying they were "putting West's life in danger": https://twitter.com/theveganforest/status/1696290380361162759

As one commenter put it, "Starting to think this Harvard professor-turned-TV gadfly might not be on the level regarding his commitment to left-wing politics."

*There are nine other candidates in the GPUS primaries already: https://www.fec.gov/data/candidates/president/?election_year=2024&cycle=2024&election_full=true&party=GRE

#politics #cornel west #green party #green party us #gpus #green #greens #mark ridley-thomas #homeless #homelessness #housing crisis #president #presidential race #green party primaries #irs #child support #tax #taxes #unpaid taxes

[divine-amethyst]

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Tarot: Linestrider and Shadowscapes deck are used for these. The Linestrider Tarot is good for love readings/very blunt, and the Shadowscapes Tarot is good for pretty much everything/not so blunt/gives advice. 

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12 card/12 months (ONE FULL YEAR) (one card per month) overlook for a specific/general part of your like - $44; a good paragraph or so per card, ends up being about 3 pages. I have a sample for ya'll to look at if you want to see the format.

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#free readings #paid readings #tarot readings #free tarot readings #tarotblr #exchange readings #intuitive readings #paid divination #tarot deck #readings #witchblr #witchcraft community #pac #pick a card #paid services

[seekerwithsneakers]

moved to a uni in another city for summer research ... the campus is kinda empty, my supervisors are leaving for a week, i dont know anyone ,,, i have so much time but the dread of being alone makes me just watch kdramas and stuff to feel good but i worked today for like 4 hours and those 4 hours felt good

it is just that stopping the shows is so hard and makes me feel terribly lonely

also i feel lost in the research part ... like when studying for exams or during the school year i know about deadlines but here i dont know how to set deadlines for myself... i need to get something out of here

also self studying for GRE i feel kinda slaggy like yes i am studying just not enough

i have set my goals fr each day but i barely meet them -

ok ay maybe schedule the day ->

morning till -12 - internship work

1 - lunch

2-5 research work

5-6 vocab gre

6-9 chill +dinner

9-10 practice questions

i should start using the questionbanks judiciously cause i will loose access to test prep by the end of this month

#studyblr #research?

[hereliesbitches--me]

"ya know, ya gotta stop worrying so much." he teases, wide grin on scarred features as he playfully tugs on a lock of her hair. "i'm fine, came back in one piece - so don't frown." kyle's tone becomes soft, caressing the tender skin of her cheek. "you'll get worry lines at this rate..."

It was only meant to be a week, maybe two tops, that they would perform humanitarian services before they would go back home to their normal lives. That was what the GRE had briefed herself and Erron on before the three of them got dropped into a hot zone And everything that could go wrong went wrong from the moment they touched the ground.

That should have been a telling sign for Rosie, yet the stupid girl held hope.

That was almost 2 months ago, and now communication had become so scarce she was starting to believe the GRE had left them there to die like everyone else. Because Kyle was infected...and they would not leave without him. She would not leave without him.. Not now, not ever. Not even if he fully changed into an infected. It was that reckless undying loyalty that kept Erron chained with her in this hellhole they were trying to save.

   Usually she was one to sleep in, but that morning a restless anxiety woke her up as kyle slipped off the bed from her arms. He threw on his clothes and his gear, and from the corner of her computer setup she watched him from the chair quietly sipping blackened coffee she had learned to tolerate with their scarce resources. She hadn't meant to give away her worries, but Kyle had an eye for detail when her forehead had a habit of wrinkling when she though too deeply. His sudden voice startled her out of her thoughts. She was quick to swivel in her chair and start up the system in an effort to hide the fact that she had been caught,

" Its not about the fact that you manage to make it back in one piece, its that fact that things seem to be getting worse out there with the gangs, the infected are the least of our worries at this rate..."

The gunfire, the supply shortage being raided by Rais and his people before any other survivor had a chance to take it. She was no runner, she was only the tech, and all that was good for was surveying and emergency escapes. Rais has been a variable that she and Erron had been left in the dark about in terms of what they were dealing with in the quarantine zone. She had high hopes before that dwindled in faded every day, and the optimism she had come in with was nearly all capoot. Fed up with her own helplessness, she'd been scheming how she could be more than just a useless set of eyes to this community. The thought drifted as she shot a bitter look to the charging drone she booted up with the rest of her system,

" The supplies are short, Antizen is practically liquid gold that people are dying for, what if we dont have enough for --, " you Kyle Crane could move like a shadow and not make a single sound for a man his side, a talent he often displayed by sneaking up on her when she was deep in her world of tech. Her words fell short at the sensation of his hands combing through her unruly brown bed head, her anxiety temporarily quelled by a wave of chills that eased her tenses. Rosie couldnt help the soft sound of relief she made, the smallest tremble that rattled through her frame before she collapsed back in the chair and looked up at Kyle staring down from above. Their exchanges could often be entire silent, expressed solely through affectionate gazes and the tender touch of the hand. A touch starved creature she was, the feeling of his hands on her round cheek drew a tenderness from the tech and revived the hope she believed had gone flatline.

"you'll get worry lines at this rate..."

His voice alone makes her heart beat just a little louder in her chest, and stirs an impractical emotion at the core of her gut when he had to leave so soon. Rosie returns a wry smile in response,

"Worry lines are probably the last thing I have to worry about when there is an army of angry infected people that want to take a bite out of me..." She sighs, but her hands reach up and curl around the palm cradling her cheek. In the back of her mind she muses at the fact his hand alone could probably cover her whole face... at the forefront of her mind, a more glaring issue demands itself to be voiced, " I just feel.. so useless in here. Im tired of being useless. All I do is keep watch, I get you out of situations... but im not really helping anyone but you. The tower people probably think im just some weird tech hermit that eats their supplies and hides behind a screen all day... They probably look at me and think I could feed at least a small platoon of guards for like a week."

Being as plump as she was, becoming a humanitarian didn't take away the self consciousness that came as people looked at her in disbelief that the GRE would send someone like her into a place like his with the expectation to survive. Thinking too long on it caused her expression to screw up bitterly and the girl to pull away from Kyle to return back to her lit up monitor. Rosie hunched forward, allowed her unbrushed hair to hide her face as she rubbed the stupid self conscious water from her eyes and punched her password in the system. The Drone at its station whirred to life with the startup program , Rosie stared pointedly at the screen in refusal of letting anyone see her pathetic tears,

" I have to be something more than eyes, Kyle... Im tired of being something that everyone has to save or look out for... I'm gonna start making adjustments to my tech to be something that people actually need to.."

#:answered: #:The Unbreakable Sphinx (Rosie Valentine): #:V: Run Boy Run (Dying Light): #admorsus #I was torn between halo and the home verse and I thought doing some stuff in the home verse would be fun... #:Road Runner (Kyle Crane): #Im playing with the idea that as kyle becomes more usefule the GRE stop keeping contact with Rosie and only communicate with him

[megumi-fm]

26th to 30th Apr; doa🚲 complete!!

hi. gah. okay. here's my wrap up for the month

📝 prepped for and completed the last set of internal tests for this degree [2/2] (which I got through after much cribbing and whining and quite literally projecting study topics onto my blorbos 👍 ) 📝 started GRE prep!

🎓 got some gradecard related paperwork done 🎓 spoke to my prof regarding my internship deliverables for uni—report format, certificate requirements, etc etc

📥 I voted! it was the first central elections since I turned to an adult and the whole experience was quite interesting

💻 completed a bunch of tasks for my internship

💻 made like a super extensive flowchart about all the work done at my internship which took me like a total of 20+ hours T-T 💻 finished preparing my Uni Internship presentation! 💻 submitted the presentation to the assistant guide, waiting on her response to make changes atm

🍶 7+ glasses of daily water intake 🎵 svt's new single is out and I've been going insane about it and thus this challenge comes to an end... I had started this off as an 18day daily habit tracker but then it kind of grew out into a challenge for the month. Special thanks to Yumi the loml <3 (@thelastneuron) for starting the Days of April challenge (Yumi idk when you'll see this but i miss you and I hope you've been kicking ass during your hiatus). also massive thanks to Zip (@zipstidbits) for leaving the kindest comments/tags on my post during the past week and to Tanishka (@booksbluegurl) who is literally the sweetest and has been sending in asks and keeping me company during this challenge <3

there's a lot more i wanna yap about in regards to how the month went but I'll leave that under the tags xD goodnight besties <3

month end brainrot

april started off with dips and more dips but by the end of the month it feels like I've caught up. productivity is a wave so as long as I keep riding at it i'll be okay.

also. progress is cumulative. even the seemingly inconsequential completion of daily tasks has lead to an overall improvement through the week. things add up

I spent a lot of time this month (and moreso this past week) feeling dejected that I've been leaving my tracker posts (and my digital planner entries) incomplete... but like. the whole point of trackers and planners (and this studyblr) is to get work done. work is the priority and the tracking is a means to an end. so if im getting work done that is already a win. yeah... i've had to keep reminding myself that

there is no one-tool-fix for tracking and journalling. what works for planning out one task will not work for the other. I need to strop trying to fit all my plans into one formulaic strategy box

on that note. it's time to return to handwritten journaling. digital journalling (notion + YPT + discord + tumblr) was fun while it lasted <3 but my brain needs novelty again so it's time i switch back. I think I finally have an idea for a system that could be sustainable for me... although I say that every time I switch to a new form of tracking. but hey. as long as it helps me get work done for whatever duration of time, it's good enough

using kpop and kdrama references to make notes and study really paid off. ngl I only did it cause I was super desperate but incorporating stuff I couldn't understand with a topic I really like paid off. It also gave me the motivation and momentum to study for much longer than I otherwise would have

last but not least. my water intake has been really good this month! I've also been eating healthy and I've been cooking more my phone usage has also been reduced by a lot. sure none of them have had a perfect streak but i started at zero and it feels like I've levelled up quite a bit. the exercise component has been a bit difficult to maintain given my workload :/ i need to figure out what to do about that...

yep. that's it for now. this month really tired me out, I think im gonna lay off daily challenges for a while. For now I guess I'll stick to my (bi?tri?)weekly tracker posts xD

#20doa🚲 #studyspo #queued #18dayht #studyblr #study motivation #study blog #accountability #studying #student