The urge to get a PhD...
The urge to get a PhD in linguistics, literature, writing, and psychology...
The urge to get a PhD in linguistics, literature, writing, and psychology abroad....
Mmm, self-indulgence...
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IM GOING TO COLLEG!!!
so uhhhh yeah I'll hopefully still be here and still being doing stuff, obviously, but my schedule is probably going to be sooooooo whack and theres a high chance stuff won't come out at anywhere near the rapid pace I was going at previously so um yeah sorry about that
IN THE MEAN TIME!
I HAVE MADE A LOT OF SHIT!
AND I HOPE YOU WILL READ ALL OF IT WHILE IM GETTIN AN EDUCATION!
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I鈥檓 listening to the older faculty try to explain OnlyFans to each other and this is why hearsay isn鈥檛 permissible in court
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For people who moved out of state for grad school, did you change your residency to the state you moved to? Why or why not?
I鈥檓 moving out of state for grad school and have no idea whether or not I should change my driver鈥檚 license, license plate, etc.
(And this would not effect my cost of tuition since there is no difference of cost of tuition for in-state vs. out-of-state for the school I鈥檓 going to.)
Any help would be greatly appreciated!
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my chaotic-ass psych school family, the people i spend 50+ hours of academia with per week with, consists of
An emotional-support himbo who lets people win at arm wrestling because it makes them smile
Two women who will neither confirm nor deny that they are romantically involved- one an actual lumberjack, and one who is afraid of the forest but is the lumberjack's biggest fan
A man who's biggest financial vice is personally making sure all of his friends have eaten enough
Three disaster bisexuals, who are constantly forgetting to eat (much to the previously mentioned man's chagrin), dress like Tom Selleck in Magnum P.I, and have their heart broken every week by someone they met in the bar next to campus
A former English major who talks in riddles and is always having to apologize for not using an inside voice
A tiny but loud woman who somehow convinces everyone to go out for shots on friday, even though we all invariably regret it the next morning
A giant, soft-spoken man who I've never seen consume anything other than nitro cold brew
A pansexual powerlifter with full sleeve tattoos and insane eyeliner who intimidates everyone but is secretly a total cinnamon roll
A lesbian who falls asleep still in her business casual attire because "pjs are too much work"
a brilliant statistician who's first and only love is the formula for standard deviation, and is about to go deaf from blasting Beastie Boys while studying (she claims that it soothes her)
A mom of four kids who rocks power suits and purple eyeliner every day
all of them are tired all the time, and are talented aspiring researchers and clinicians. all of them are also total idiots (but in a really fun way).
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I鈥檓 starting my Ph.D. Program next week, I鈥檓 post-bacc so it鈥檚 my first grad-level experience. Any advice??
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Doing In-Person Psychotherapy for the First Time
For the past few weeks, I've been keeping busy with working on my hours for practicum. By the end of this year, I need to hit at least 200 hours of psychotherapy (as well as another 200 for assessment work) so that I can proceed to the next and (hopefully) final phase of my grad school: thesis. When I started practicum last semester, I felt really drained by the difficult learning environment, plus having to do a lot of work isolated from the others (literally and figuratively). I took a break from this semester to regain my mental energy I once had for psychotherapy clients.
Over a month ago, the mental health clinic of our school opted to open psychotherapy services onsite for students wtihin campus. Unsurprisingly, a lot of students did sign up for this and are now receiving their therapies in-person with their therapists (which includes trainees like me). I stepped into this same lane once I began opening this option up to my clients as well. One client has been very keen on seeing me in person as they would prefer seeing another person as they process their problems. I happily obliged to fulfill this request given that I too work much better when I'm not distracted by the quips of remote work.
True enough, the difference in experience was night and day. And I would prefer doing onsite therapy because for a couple obvious reasons. On one end, I get to see my clients (and vice versa) for who they present themselves to be. And I mean this not only in the physical way but also in a emotional way. A lot of what I find missing in remote tele-therapy is the ability to read nonverbal cues and other emotional expressions that a camera doesn't capture. I feel more in the flow with the client and get to "dance" with whatever things they throw at me during sessions. There's also the added value of just trying to be present with the client without making extra efforts to reassure them of this fact.
I also had to take time to ready myself and get comfortable with my clients expressing unpleasant or difficult emotions. I noticed that my clients feel safer crying and feeling their feels once we're confined within the same four corners of a safe space. Needless to say, I find delight - not in their suffering - but in the opportunity to create a safe space for them to just be themselves, feelings and all.
I guess the only con of working onsite is the travel and the summer heat. While I'm proud of myself for being on time for my clients' sessions, I can't help but still feel irritated about the "unpleasantries" of Metro Manila traffic, as aggravated by the summer sun. Inasmuch as I want to present myself as professionally (and also aesthetically pleasing way) for my clients, I have to be smart about what to wear and how to bring my belongings with the hassle of public transportation.
So far, my onsite work has made me realize that I could do therapy -- and that it's something I could develop much more once I get my master's degree. What I am looking forward to is when we fully reintegrate both onsite and remote modalities to interventions. But that's a different avenue of learning altogether. What I'm most excited about, actually, is getting to see a lively clinic again. I get to see more clients and clinicians, and feel that same vibrant energy I once felt in my previous job before the pandemic began.
In the meantime, if you ever see me in campus (if we are in the same school, or you just happen to be there), feel free to say hello.
Take care of your mental health, everyone!
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If there is one thing that has convinced me that ADHD medication can save lives it's the way it made me aware I can enjoy things.
My particular mix of autism and ADHD makes me do things compulsively while not paying too much attention to them. Which means I work a lot, play a lot while just being there. Not really caring about it since I'm too distracted. And this makes everything I do just passeble. Everything is gray and just there. You know, not good or bad. It just is
Then my medication came in this winter. Suddenly I feel this new feeling while I'm writing. Because dear God I can write again. I can do my work quicker and do something else after. I can read a book and actually remember something. And all this is accompanied by me smiling and this weird feeling inside me. I can enjoy things
I mean this may be stupid but realizing this in the letter part of your 20s just hits like a truck
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